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    I want to wake up to you tomorrow. If you don’t want that, that’s okay, but give me my agency, Ilya. Believe me when I say I want you or let me try to pick up the pieces without you.

    Five months ago, Ilya walked out of Shane’s life and their marriage. Shane has been trying to pick up the pieces. A late night phone call could either unravel everything or be the start of a new beginning.

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    Ilya picked up on the second ring.

    "Hollander?", he said, sounding confused and a little hurt. "What is this?"

    Six weeks after the tuna meltdown, Shane still can't sleep. One accidental 1am call changes that and everything else too.

    aka a fall 2016 AU where they actually talk about their feelings before all-stars, title taken from my fave Phoebe Bridgers song

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    Shane gets his throat slit on the ice while playing against his old team.

     

    Enjoy it's Whump-tastic

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    After years of hook ups, the current hottest actor of the Hollywood Shane Hollander and the heir of a Russian mining empire, Ilya Rozanov had an secret penthouse in Tokyo for them to meet on the 15th day of every month after 7 years of meeting each other, one holding onto a question he did not dare to ask, another one holding on to a feeling he couldn't allow himself to feel.

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    He left. He just got up and fucking left.

    Ilya sat there, arm extended, burying the crushing, heavy feeling hammering his chest with a mask of indifference.

    He desperately backtracked. Hollander, he had said, but the damage was done.

    He had called Shane- Hollander- by his first name. He heard his own name back. It was thrilling in a way he couldn’t articulate, and he didn’t want to think about why he couldn’t. He didn’t want to think about himself at the store, picking out the right brand of Ginger Ale and placing it carefully in the fridge. He didn’t want to think about the thrill of Hollander in his very own bed. He didn’t even want to think about the meal-prepped tuna melt that conveniently fit Hollander’s bird-food diet. He didn’t want to think about the fact that he knew the parameters of Hollander’s bird-food diet.

     

    Or the immediate aftermath of the Tuna Melt incident from Ilya’s POV, with slight cannon divergence as Ilya copes through Shane Hollander edits on Twitter.

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    Shane gasped and stumbled backwards. “Three weeks? You decided-” his hands flew to his mouth. “How could you do this without talking to me? This is what? To punish me because I won’t come out on your timeline?”

    Ilya felt a stab of anger. “You won’t come out on any timeline!”

    Shane blinked at him. “I literally drove here tonight because I wanted to know if you would accept six to twelve months!” 

    “A timeline,” he barked. “This is our lives, Shane. I want to be with you fully now. I know you are scared, but you need to be brave, and I am so deeply fucking unhappy being your dirty little secret.”

    “That’s not fair Ilya, it’s going to be complicated for me. I’m already the only Asian captain in the league! The media, sponsors, the Voyageurs? It’s going to need to be carefully managed-”

    Or: After the Boxing Day fight, Ilya loses faith in the idea that Shane will come out quickly and decides to make a wild move and agrees on a trade to Vancouver. Can these two idiots in love find their way back to each other?

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    Ilya had never thought being on the same team as Shane would end up more complicated than being rivals.

    The Ilya of ten years ago would probably have punched his present self and told him this was a stupid problem. But that Ilya had nothing to lose—what the fuck did he know?

    Or: Ilya tries to have one difficult conversation without becoming his father. Shane tries to fix the entire problem by fixing himself.

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    Shane gets injured on the ice. At the hospital after the game Shane and Ilya get some unexpected news.

    "Okay. So first thing's first, everything looks good. Your iron levels are a bit low but you should be able to manage that with small changes to your diet, and we are getting you in for an MRI in about half an hour," Dr. Bernier opens the new file and scoots slightly closer, "There was something else in your results I wanted to discuss. Your HCG and some other hormone levels are elevated." 

    A nuclear bomb goes off. Or at least one might as well have, because Shane is suddenly left blind and deaf and feels like his skin is about to start melting off his bones. 

    "What?" He manages to croak.

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    Shane came out to Ilya, he's actually comfortable with himself now, things are starting to look up. He and Ilya are going to play together, they're going to talk to each other now instead of avoid feelings, things will be fine. It would sure be annoying if something else decided Shane needed a little more spice in his life and he had to grit his teeth about another secret.
    Shane Hollander can only handle so much, and blood drinking might be too much.

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    The Montreal Voyagers consider Shane as nothing but a traitor and it lands the Hollander-Rozanovs in a terrifying situation, one that will change their entire future together forever.

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    Shane becomes blind after an “accident” on the ice and the Hollander-Rozanovs have to navigate life together after.

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    “Did we win the game? Why is Il— Rozanov here?” Shane croaks, confusion written plainly on his face. One of his arms is in a sling. He shifts and winces, his good hand hovering idly over his stomach, then pressing into his eyes. He’s aching all over, this sudden feeling of wrong, wrong, wrong engulfing his entire body.

    “What happened?” he asks, more alert now, “Where am I?”

    Hayden just looks at him, shock and heartbreak written all over his face.

    Or, post-marleau’s hit, shane ends up in the hospital. he ends up with a broken collarbone, concussion and a devastating loss he’d never anticipated.

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    Shane is panicked and locks himself alone into the bathroom to try and deal with it. Ilya is a good husband about it.
    The Ilya is depressed and misses his mama. Shane is a good husband about it.

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    Shane Hollander, foremost star in the league, shocked the hockey world with his early retirement. No one is as devastated by this news as his longtime rival and ex-boyfriend Ilya Rozanov.

    Ilya's about to learn there's much more to the story. None of it's good.

    * * *

    or: Ilya finds out about Shane's shitty boyfriend, which is very bad news for said individual

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    After losing his sight in a hockey game, Shane Hollander asks Ilya Rozanov to come to his hotel room.

    They're finally going to do something that has been held off for a while.

    Unfortunately, Shane is no longer the same person he was the last time Ilya saw him.

    Or at least, that's what he thinks.

    OR: A blindness AU centered around Shane and Ilya's first time.

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    Shane Hollander has spent most of his life knowing exactly who he is supposed to be.
    Then something attacks him in the woods.
    By morning, the wounds have already healed. His fever won't break. His senses are changing, and Hayden Pike seems to know far more about what's happening than he's willing to say.
    As the next full moon approaches, Shane is forced to confront the possibility that he's becoming something else entirely.
    Fortunately, Ilya Rozanov refuses to let him face it alone.

    Or:

    Shane gets attacked by a werewolf, Hayden knows way too much about it, and Ilya takes "in sickness and in health" extremely seriously.

    Set post Long Game

    Please select 'show creator's style'. There is HTML in here :)

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    “Maybe I am a psychopath. Maybe I am a stalker. Maybe I am crazy. But you are nothing but a pathetic fag, Shane Hollander. No one will miss you.

    Not even Ilya.”

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    Post tuna melt scene, Shane eventually realizes he’s gay all on his own. There’s only one problem. His rebound relationship isn’t kind and supportive. Rose Landry is a psychopath with enough money and fame to have the world her way. She’s not afraid to use drugs, arson, zip ties, and other methods to always get whatever and whoever she wants. This includes trying and planning to marry Shane in under a year.

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    "i want an au fic where yuna and david are obsessed with "the sweet russian boy from the farmer's market". none of this "there were no nice men in montreal?" or "i thought you hated him" bullshit. no no. yuna and david think ilya shits roses and rainbows. they think ilya is the second coming of jesus. shane is so sick of this bullshit..." - @khaleesiofalicante on tumblr

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    Shane Hollander kills a pregnant woman in a car accident. What he didn't expect was for it to be his rivals wife and unborn child he killed. Nor did he think Ilya would expect him to replace them.

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    Shane didn’t go back to Montreal after the Boxing Day fight.  Instead, he has a panic attack, a revelation, and ends up causing some panic amongst his loved ones.

    Or Shane and Ilya deal with their issues before the plane incident, and how that changes The Long Game.

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    “Can’t believe I’m selling fuckin’ Shane Hollander drugs,” the dealer shook his head, a cigarette between his teeth, “crazy.”

    “You’re making it sound worse than it is,” Shane mumbled as he handed the dealer a wad of cash, “they’re just classification suppressants.”

    He shrugged, handing over the bottle of pills, “still. Same time next three months, Hollander?”

    “Yeah, thanks,” Shane mumbled half heartedly, quickly tucking the bottle in his pocket.

    Or

    Shane’s issues with suppressing his little headspace and his suppression pills finally failing. Ilya finds out, of course. He always does.

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