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Ilya felt the life drain out of him and suddenly he wished he was sleeping again. Anything but here, anything but stuck trapped in his body and mind. The dazed nothingness was missed like a torn limb ejected from his body, leaving him in a state of shock.
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I Tried to be Better, I Tried by Xielianfp
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
05 Mar 2026
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Shane heard Jackie behind him talking to the nurse in a failed attempt at keeping her voice down. He heard the words, ‘possible suicide attempt’ and, ‘no pulse’ before they were out of ears reach. He shakily exhaled and let himself be led into the family bathroom.
“He’s a fighter.” Hayden supplied gently.
“I know.” Shane replied.
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I Didn't See You Before But I See You Now by Xielianfp
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
23 Feb 2026
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Ilya hadn't cried the first time his father hit him, but he was crying now. Ilya should have been that light for Shane, he should be uncomplicated and caring. Instead he’s sitting on his own bathroom floor covered in his own blood not even considering how Shane would feel upon finding out their tiles may never recover.
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When Dean walks into an empty alleyway he is ambushed by a very hungry and very apologetic vampire who calls himself Castiel.
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Wretchedly Timid by Xielianfp
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs, 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia (Anime & Manga)
05 Nov 2024
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“For someone like myself in whom the ability to trust others is so cracked and broken that I am wretchedly timid and am forever trying to read the expressions on peoples faces.” - Osamu Dazai
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After being arrested Dazai now has to find a way to return back to the port mafia and back to the darkness. But by the time he actually has a chance, will he still want to leave? Or will he realize the light suited him better after all?
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My Heart is Yours, it's You that I Hold on to by Xielianfp
Fandom Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
29 May 2026
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TLC’s 90 Day Fiancé: From Russia With Love by ilyaskotenok
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
09 Aug 2026
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Shane joins a Russian dating website to find companionship, Ilya joins to find a green card. They both think the other person is catfishing them, but can’t stop talking to each other anyway and eventually end up on TLC’s 90 Day Fiancé.
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Sick and Tired, I Am Not to Blame by imbetteronsaturn
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
13 Jul 2026
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He had never seen this look on Ilya’s face before. It wasn’t anger. It was something else. Something scarier than seeing him angry. Fear. He has never seen his boyfriend like this.
Ilya wasn’t even sure if he was physically hurt. He wasn’t worried about that. He couldn’t think straight. His adrenaline was rushing.
“Ничего не стоящий.” Worthless. His father’s words rang in his head.
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Shane and Ilya have a very intense argument. Shane gets overstimulated and pushes Ilya off of him. This sends Ilya into a PTSD flashback. PTSD flashback leads to manic episode. (Ilya Rozanov needs a hug)
Ilya’s mental health relapses and spirals. He goes through all the motions.
Title from “None of Your Concern” by Jhené Aiko
Inspired by Yes Sir by EmuWithATopHat (i finally found the inspo fic after weeks of searching)
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Shane (20), submissive, meets Ilya (28), dominant, on FetLife.
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Ilya tries to kill himself. In the following weeks, they move forwards, as best as they can.
(12 glimpses at the never ending state of being in recovery.)
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true blue by scarlettroses
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
29 Mar 2026
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"He said it was just a stronger edible," Wyatt says. "Apparently it was supposed to be super natural, and relaxing and rejuvenating, not the weak Canadian shit, and—"
"You say a bad word, Hazy," Ilya interrupts, pointing a tiny finger at him.
"Right." Wyatt winces. "Sorry, kid."
Rejuvenating. Shane turns the word over in his mind a few times, while readjusting Ilya’s little body in his arms.
Jesus fucking Christ.
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or, with the help of some mysterious russian candy and a very loving husband, ilya rozanov heals his inner child.
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