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    It was supposed to be casual, until Ilya saw Shane with his best friend. Now, he refuses to admit he cares, choosing to hurt Shane back instead. It is the start of a long, dark game. And both men are going to bleed.

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    At some point between getting home and finding the mess in the kitchen, Shane calls the police and his parents in quick succession.

    He doesn’t remember those phone calls at all. Blocked them from his memory the second they were over—doesn’t know what he said, what his mother replied—what the operator on the other of the line asked him.

    The only proof he has of ever placing the calls is the record of them in his phone—neatly stack over-on-another. 911 right below Mom.

    Below that, a series of phone calls to Ilya (husband), some barely even twenty seconds long, just short little I love you’s and what juice did you say you wanted from the store’s. Shane actually has to scroll for a while before he finds any other number in his call log. 

    If Shane were to add all of that data into an excel sheet he’d have proof that Ilya took up about 90% of his call records and yet it doesn’t feel like enough.


    or the Hollywood amnesia + presumed dead fic nobody asked for

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    “What the fuck, Ilya? You’re a fucking serial killer.” He backs up into the bedroom slowly, the way you’d retreat from a raging bear, until his back hits the sliding glass door, cool against the broad span of his shoulder blades.

    Ilya tuts, a feral look in his eyes, “Not a serial killer, a spree killer. You should know this, Hollander. Is it not your job to catch men like me? Or are you too busy turning a blind eye to the abusive assholes you work with, too busy covering up their crimes?”

    What’s the difference between a cottage and a cabin? The amount of spree killers present, apparently. Shane’s place has quickly gone from quaint lakeside cottage to a nightmare cabin in the woods.

    It doesn’t help that the killer happens to be the man Shane loves, or that his chances of survival are dwindling by the minute. Turns out, red flags just look like ordinary flags when you’re wearing rose-coloured glasses, though one would think a homicide detective would be able to sense when he's being stalked.

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    Ilya Rozanov is the leader of the Russian mafia. His head is all up in crimes until he meets a restaurant server, Shane Hollander.

    Ilya wants him.

    And he will get him.

    (Most of the tags aren’t Ilya doing things to Shane. He’s trying to protect him. Soft Ilya)

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    Despite what the media likes to believe, Ilya has never hated Shane. They’ve been obscenely competitive on the ice and angry with each other off of it, but he doesn’t think he’s even capable of truly hating Shane Hollander.

    Last night, though, something ugly and uncomfortably close to that woke in him. He knows that on some level, Shane has to know what Ilya has sacrificed. He wasn’t trying to hurt Ilya. He never would.

    After the Boxing Day fight, Ilya disappears.

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    The fight on Boxing Day 2020 end with Ilya asking Shane for a break and Shane walking out the door. Ilya never thought that will be the last time he saw Shane, for a very long time. During this time, everyone Shane loved struggle to cope with the grief, some better than others. Ilya stays in Ottawa and watches over Yuan and David Hollander, grieving their only son, and each in their own, do not survive it. Hayden searches for answers in the wreckage of his best friend's disappearance, turning over events in memory, unable to shake the feeling Shane told him something before he vanished.
    When Shane finally reappears, enduring the unthinkable, broken and barely recognizable, what comes next is harder than anyone anticipated.

    Or: AU after the Boxing Day fight in The Long Game. It's a story of grief, found family, a love that withstands hardship and passage of time, and the most unlikely friendship. Recovery is slow and costly and nonlinear, but that's what makes the happy ending hard won. Major Character Death warning are not for Shane or Ilya.

    Updates Tuesday, Thursday, Saturday.

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    Inspired by You. Ilya is growing frustrated with his new life in Ottawa and realizes he wants to make some changes. Shane wants to stick to their original plan and continue was they are.

    Shane has a stalker who wants Ilya out of the picture. Ilya has a potential love interest who wants him to forget about Shane. Will they be willing to protect each other against outside forces?

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    They pulled in a man, bound by his wrists and throat, the lower half of his face hidden beneath a metal muzzle. He walked with a limp, weighed down by the chains on his body and stumbled as the guards pulled at the chains viciously, just barely able to keep himself upright.

    It took a moment for the scent to fill the room. 

    Or: Rebel Leader Ilya gets captured and presented to the Crown Prince of the Empire, Shane. By logic, they should hate each other. Something's in the air that makes it hard to.

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    “Because you want to ride my bike. You stare at it with those pretty Bambi eyes. I know those looks, and those looks cause trouble.”

    “What if I like trouble?” Shane asked innocently, their breaths mixing together. He could see the sparkles in Ilya’s eyes. In this moment, Shane had officially voiced his decision, there was no turning back now. From this gang, from Ilya.

    “You don’t.” Ilya answered for him. But then they were crashing together.

    -

    Or where Ilya Rozanov is the leader of a ruthless motorcycle gang called the Centaurs. Shane is the love of his life who sits on the back of his bike.

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    I think I will run until I am too exhausted to panic. Then, and only then, will I go to the hotel. I’ll tell Hayden I was working out, overdid it a bit, then shower and go to sleep. I’ll delete Il–Rozanov’s–number, find a nice girl to date…It will be fine. It will be just. Fucking. Fine.

    That’s the last thought I have before I feel a flash of pain, and then darkness.

    ——————————

    Or: After running away from tuna melts and an uncomfortable level of vulnerability, Shane is hit by a car. A targeted hit-and-run by a Boston fan leaves Ilya alone to face the prospect of coming out to their teams, the MLH, and Shane’s family.

    Ilya will do anything to be by Shane’s bedside.

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    Ten years ago, Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov were the two most ruthless students at University of Michigan Law School. Brilliant, combative, and incapable of staying away from each other, they spent three years trying to out-argue, outmaneuver, and outlast one another in lecture halls, libraries, and the privacy of Shane’s apartment. Somewhere between the rivalry and the obsession, they fell disastrously in love.

    And then it ended horribly.

    Now, a decade later, Shane is a partner at a big-time law firm in Montreal and Ilya is the star attorney in Boston who sticks up for the little guy, and they have been hired to fight on opposite sides of a heated civil trial. The case is supposed to be standard, easy, simple. Instead, it becomes a slow-motion collision with everything they spent ten years trying to bury. In court, the burden of proof is everything. As the trial drags on and old wounds reopen, Shane and Ilya are forced to confront the question they never answered the first time around. Can they prove to themselves that what they had is truly over, or has the verdict already been waiting for them all along?

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    Eight years and six months ago, Ilya filed for divorce. Weeks later, his love story with Shane came to an end.

    Eight years ago, Shane vanished without a trace, without telling anyone.

    Six years ago, Ilya said goodbye to the ice and retired after a career worthy of a superstar.

    Four years ago, Shane sent a letter that would never be read.

    A year and six months ago, Ilya became the coach of the Ottawa Centaurs, marking a new chapter in his life.

    Eight months ago, Shane was photographed for the first time in years.

    Three weeks ago, S. Hollander officially appeared in an MHL document that no one reads.

    And two hours ago, Ilya’s world was turned upside down. Two hours ago, the Montreal Voyageurs posted a photo welcoming Shane as their new coach.

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    Alexei finds a grainy paparazzi photo of him, and suddenly Ilya's world is unravelling. Convinced that the only way to protect himself and Shane is to cut ties, Ilya does everything in his power to drive Shane away, even as he breaks his own heart.

    But Shane isn't ready to walk away, and he certainly isn't going to make it easy.

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    Shane Hollander is a working actor in need of some exposure to get his big break. Ilya Rozanov is an international rock star in need of a reputation boost after his latest scandal. The powers that be think a PR relationship between the two will get everyone what they want.
    But there is a lot more on the line than anyone could have predicted once they embark on a year long, very public romance as Hollywood's latest young 'it' couple. Can Shane survive the scrutiny that comes with fame in exchange for a shot at success? Can Ilya keep it together long enough to fulfill the contract? And will either of them make it to the end date without a broken heart?

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    He had never seen this look on Ilya’s face before. It wasn’t anger. It was something else. Something scarier than seeing him angry. Fear. He has never seen his boyfriend like this.

    Ilya wasn’t even sure if he was physically hurt. He wasn’t worried about that. He couldn’t think straight. His adrenaline was rushing.

    “Ничего не стоящий.” Worthless. His father’s words rang in his head.

     

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    Shane and Ilya have a very intense argument. Shane gets overstimulated and pushes Ilya off of him. This sends Ilya into a PTSD flashback. PTSD flashback leads to manic episode. (Ilya Rozanov needs a hug)

    Ilya’s mental health relapses and spirals. He goes through all the motions.

    Title from “None of Your Concern” by Jhené Aiko

    Inspired by Yes Sir by EmuWithATopHat (i finally found the inspo fic after weeks of searching)

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    When Cliff Marlow is entrusted with Roz’s spare key, he makes it his mission not to screw it up. It’s just one key, after all. How hard could it possibly be? But when he shows up unannounced one day, he realizes it might not be all that simple after all.

    Or… how Cliff finds out about Ilya’s chronic pain.

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    Seven years ago, Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov were teammates. They were lovers. Until one of them left without a word, and the secret they had built between them dissolved into silence.

    Seven years later, Shane Hollander is the star of the Montreal Metros. Two Stanley Cups to his name, a thousand endorsements behind his smile, the Golden Boy of Canada.
    Ilya Rozanov waits tables at Bepa, a Russian restaurant. He lives in a crumbling basement, debt folded in his pockets, some mornings too sick to get out of bed.

    Montreal is a vast city. In seven years, they never once brushed shoulders.
    Montreal is a small city. They wander in circles, only to find each other in the narrowest place.

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    “You’re Ilya Rozanov, right?” Dimirty walks up to Ilya and holds out his hand with a smile. “Captain, yes?”
    Ilya nods, “Yes.” Did… did Dimitry not recognize him? Was he so old he was becoming like Grigori? A little spark of hope shoots through him. He could do this, he could survive this again. Four months, and then he’d be gone for good. And besides, he’s older now. He’s not a kid, he’s not Dimirty’s type anymore.

    OR

    When LeClaire goes on paternity leave and the new guest coach is brought in, Ilya finds himself facing old traumas and gaining new ones. Ilya thought he’d been able to escape the man who assaulted him and leave his traumas behind for good. Instead, Ilya finds himself in the same predicament he did when he was just a kid in Russia. He thinks no one notices his suffering, but Cliff Marlow does, and so does Scott Hunter. Together, they do their best to protect Ilya from his old coach.

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    Shane’s lungs folded in on themselves. He was pretty sure he was hyperventilating now. Somehow, getting threatened by a powerful billionaire didn’t sound so terrifying. Not when compared to the prospect of having Ilya so close without being able to have him.

    With Ilya living in the same safe house as him, Shane would have to pretend everything was alright. All while enduring a pulverizing heartache for someone he wanted more than his next breath, but that would never, ever, love him back.

     

    [OR Agent Twenty-four, Shane Hollander and Agent Eighty-one, Ilya Rozanov are paired to unmask the most prolific art thieves in history. When their mission is compromised, Shane and Ilya are sent to a hide out in a safe house in Spain.]

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    What if Ilya gets hurt at a game and Shane needs to send his mom to go visit him/see if he is okay.

    "Once she had heard his voice, tearstricken and desperate, she knew whatever he asked her to do she would do. That is how she found herself driving to Ottawa General Hospital and trying to explain to her husband that they needed to go visit Ilya Rozanov."

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