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    When Ilya is in Russia for his father's funeral, Alexei seizes the opportunity for years of resentment and recently severed ties to lash out. Shane does whatever it takes to reach him and protect him.

    FTH 2026 Fic

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    18 Aug 2026

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    "If this is it," Shane whispered, so quietly only Ilya could hear, "you won't face a single second of it alone."

    Ilya closed his eyes. His fingers tightened around Shane's hand with everything he had left.

    He saw the fear in Ilya’s eyes.

    Then he saw nothing.

    *******

    It was supposed to be an ordinary flight. Instead, it becomes the worst day of their lives.

    They were never meant to be on the same plane. Then the unthinkable happens. It goes down.

    As terrified passengers flee the wreckage, Shane refuses to abandon the man he loves, even as rescuers and survivors alike order him to get out. Trapped beneath twisted metal, Ilya is running out of time. And while they wait for help, the secret they've spent years protecting slips into the hands of strangers with phones.

    In an instant, the whole world is watching. Hockey can burn. The headlines can wait.

    Shane Hollander has exactly one job: keep Ilya alive.

    Because if they survive this, he'll have to protect more than Ilya's life. He'll have to protect everything they've built together against impossible odds.

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    18 Aug 2026

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    Shane is out of town, and hasn’t heard from Ilya for hours. Yuna and David come over to find out what’s wrong, and Ilya is cared for in a way he’s not used to.

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    15 Aug 2026

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    12:17PM, Missed Call: Shane

    12:18PM, Shane: Ilya, is everything okay? I just want to hear your voice before practice. Call me, please.

    3:35PM, Missed Call: Shane

    3:35PM, Shane: Rozanov, text me and answer your fucking phone.

    3:36PM, Shane: I’m going to assume you lost your phone or it’s dead or something, because I’m starting to freak out.

    3:36PM, Shane: I’m calling as soon as we get to the hotel and you better fucking answer.

    4:15PM, Yuna: Hey Ilya, David’s on his way to the store. Any requests for which ice cream flavor he should pick up for tonight?

    4:20PM, Missed Call: Shane

    4:21PM, Shane: Ilya, I’m trying not to have a panic attack in this NYC hotel room. PLEASE call me, I just need to hear your voice!

    4:48PM, Yuna: Shane just called me and said he hadn’t heard from you all day. I reassured him you probably just went for a run and forgot to bring your phone. Try to call him soon, he’s really worried.

    4:50PM, Yuna: Oh, and David got rocky road 😁 See you at 5:30!

    4:56PM, Missed Call: Shane

    5:02PM, Pike: Hey man, is everything okay? Shane’s freaking out in our hotel right now, IDK how to help him. Just call him or something.

    5:15PM, 3 Missed Calls: Shane

    5:20PM, Missed Call: Yuna

    5:21PM, Yuna: Ilya, honey, we’re worried. Shane’s very upset and no one has heard from you all day. Please just let us know you’re on your way over.

    5:37PM, Missed Call: Yuna

    5:41PM, David: You on your way? Yuna is nervous, she says Shane’s a wreck.

  4. Public Bookmark 51

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    He slides the mug over to Shane, his favorite green one with the skeleton of a pterodactyl from the natural history museum. “What if…it’s positive?” Ilya pulls the box towards himself while looking at Shane.

    “Then we talk about it,” Shane says easily, blowing on his tea.

    “You know it will be,” Ilya widens his eyes shaking his head a little.

    Shane shrugs. “Okay, you wanna talk before, then?”

    Ilya sighs, tapping his finger against the box. Shane moves around the counter and pulls him firmly into his embrace, running his hands up under his husband’s shirt and smoothing them over his still muscular back.

    “Whatever you want is okay, Ilyusha,” Shane says after some time.

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    OR: Ilya is pregnant with their third child. Shane is entering his last season of hockey. Ilya's niece shows up and is adopted into their enormous family.

    Title from the Beatles ‘In My Life’

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    18 Aug 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 84

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    Shane loves Ilya's moles. Like...LOVES them.

    He notices one looks a little...evil.

    He freaks out about it.

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