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Simon meets the Ipliers (Alternatively: The Convict vs his fellow Markiplier egos) by DontLookDontLookDontLookDontLook
Fandoms: Iron Lung (2026), In Space With Markiplier (Web Series), Who Killed Markiplier? (Web Series), A Heist With Markiplier (Web Series), The Edge of Sleep (TV)
13 Aug 2026
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Simon wakes up after his death in a normal looking living room surrounded by not-normal looking individuals that all share the exact same face as him. He must be in Hell. Only Hell would have men in pink afro wigs and crazed prisoners who are way too ecstatic to have another convict around. Either way, he now has to accept the fact that he's just a fiction character made up by this crazed himbo who everyone loves and make peace with living in purgatory with a bunch of freaks for the rest of his existence.
This is purely crack for my own entertainment.
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my oc questions his self-ruination
ie. I try to write a flawed character
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- Part 1 of imcrashingout's oc bullshit
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 1,326
- Chapters:
- 2/2
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Leave Me Alone. (TMF Drailey fic) by Cameronimacaroni
Fandoms: The Music Freaks (Web Series)
13 Aug 2026
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Hailey has been bullied by Drew since middle school, but since the Drew and Jake fight, her bully has been acting strange...
Trigger warning.. STRAIGHT COUPLE😱😱 /j
Actual warnings: chapter 6 contains a slight mention of v0mit (for those with emetophobia) and it also has bl00d mentioned for those who... Don't like bl00d... Uh yeah.
And you read the tags but I'm mentioning it again. There's also self harm, ED, self hatred, and bullying mentioned in this fanfic.
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The One You Feed by bananagramsalot17
Fandoms: LEGO Ninjago (Cartoon 2011-2022), LEGO Ninjago: Dragons Rising (Cartoon 2023)
13 Aug 2026
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There are two wolves.
They are always fighting within you.
One is darkness and despair.
The other is light and hope.
Which one wins depends on the one you feed.---
When they find a large wolf following them through the desert, Kai and Nya discover that the Gong of Shattering didn't just shatter Jay's goodness...
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lando: but i wouldve never guessed. you have this confidence about you thats like
lando: you just seem like you have it all figured out and people flock to you like flies 😭 i mean that as a compliment ofc63: Lmfao that's what I mean by people thinking I’m cool on the surface
63: But thanks. You have that vibe toolando: i wish
63: Yeah I know you probably can't see it right now but I do. And other people will too. You'll find them
63: You found me :)George is a polarizing figure. Lando is his biggest fan.
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Sometimes, you wonder if this was worth it. If any of this was worth it.
Traveling back in time… it was a risky thing to do. At the moment, it’d seemed like the only way, and maybe it still is.
But the three swords on your back certainly aren’t helping anything, and at one point you have to stop and wonder when everything started to feel so... numb.
AKA I wanted more Player angst so I smacked my hands on my keyboard and produced some sort of slow, hurt/comfort sickfic with copious amounts of suffering
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Scars, Sparks, and Us by cerbons
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia (Anime & Manga)
13 Aug 2026
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Deku and Bakugo are childhood friends and have always been fierce rivals. Bakugo has always hated Deku and hoped to be the only one from his middle school to get into UA; however, when they start attending the prestigious high school together, something begins to change... or was something there all along that they never noticed?
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Deku and Bakugo discover that spending time together isn't so bad—especially when they spend that time naked.
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please forget the words that i just blurted out (it wasn't me, it was a strange and creeping doubt) by boysforbugs
Fandoms: Thunderbolts (Movie 2025), Marvel Cinematic Universe
13 Aug 2026
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Bob is easy when it comes to Yelena. She says "Jump!" and he'll immediately ask "How high?" and then not wait for an answer and before jumping as high as he possibly can.
Some—Alexei and John and Ava, and Bucky probably thinks so, even if he doesn't say anything out loud—would say he has some sort of feelings for her and sure, maybe that's kind of true, but it's more than that. He trusts her, appreciates her. When he's forced to attend press conference after press conference with the New Avengers, when the guilt and shame he has to deal with now gets too heavy, when he's forced to once again give himself to endless experiments and tests under the guise of caution and safety, she's by his side.
Yelena's always there— dependable and kind and considerate.
Bob would bring down the moon if she wanted him to, he'd fight off an oncoming asteroid with his bare hands if she asked.
Basically, he'd do anything for her.
Well, anything but tag along with her to her unofficial office— a random Russian bathhouse in Brighton Beach that she's been going to for almost a year now.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 12,050
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Kudos:
- 2
- Hits:
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X-Men: First Class Adventures 5 – Phoenix & The Goblin Queen by SpiderFan_33
Fandoms: X-Men - All Media Types, X-Men: First Class (Marvel Comics)
13 Aug 2026
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Madelyne Pryor wanted a life that was finally hers.
In Alaska, far from Xavier’s mansion and the wreckage of Jean Grey’s name, she has Alex Summers, a newborn son, and the fragile hope that love might survive the truth of what she was made to be. But when Nathan Christopher is stolen from his crib, Madelyne’s grief opens a door no one can close.
As Alex, Piotr, Illyana, and the X-Men race to bring the baby home, old sins crawl out of the dark: Sinister’s experiments, Jean’s impossible legacy and current intertwining with the Phoenix Force, and a realm called Limbo where bargains are written in blood.
Madelyne was created to replace another woman. She was used, lied to, loved, abandoned, and remade.
Now the Goblin Queen is coming for her son.
And this time, no one gets to decide what kind of monster she is but her.
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- Part 5 of X-Men: First Class Adventures
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I’ll Be In Denial For At Least A Little While (What About The Plans We Made?) by DarthFettDelusions
Fandoms: Sonic the Hedgehog - All Media Types
13 Aug 2026
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It should have been him holding Shadow as he cried. It should have been him petting Shadow’s quills, whispering comforting words in his ear. It should have been him standing in Shadow’s apartment, spending a quiet morning in the kitchen, waiting for his - their - son to wake up.
It should have been him.
Why couldn’t Shadow have died in his place?
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After Sonic dies, Shadow and Tails are left mourning him as they navigate living together and learning how to cope with the loss of the most important person in their lives.
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A Hand to Destroy, A Hand to Create (English Translation) by EsiuolL
Fandoms: Fire Emblem Engage
13 Aug 2026
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What's your first time to take a life?
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Boys don't cry. by iamemor26
Fandoms: Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles (TV 2012), Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles - All Media Types
13 Aug 2026
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Casey Jones is a mess, he feels alone, he feels weak, and collectively he just feels too much. He doesn't want anyone to know however, because boys don't cry, especially boys like Casey.
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a step-by-step guide to liars by rayeray3
Fandoms: New Dangan Ronpa V3: Everyone's New Semester of Killing, Dangan Ronpa Series
13 Aug 2026
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saiouma university AU!!!
ft my headcanons and stuff- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 987
- Chapters:
- 1/?
- Kudos:
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When everyone arrived at Auradon they all received praise and applauses, well, everyone but Max.
He thinks no one notices him, until a certain madrigal does.
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Guyss, I’m so happy with this, just know that this will be a very angsty slow burn, because that’s my thing ;3
ENJOYY
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Circus Mirabilis Digitalis by SpicyHamSamson
Fandoms: The Amazing Digital Circus (Web Series), I Have No Mouth and I Must Scream - Harlan Ellison, I Have No Mouth and I Must Scream (Video Game)
13 Aug 2026
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Caine's mysteriously disappeared after the whole "Abel" situation. Not that any of them want to see him, but it's suspicious. Little do they know that they've had things easy this whole time.
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What would happen if all the ninjas elements suddenly got flipped
Kai- his fire power burns him up whenever he trys to use it
Cole- gravity pulls at him 10x
Zane- everything he touches freezes
Jay- human bettery needs to be charged
Lloyd- Touch of decay
Nya- water burns like acid when she touches it -
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Severus Snape begins to fracture after a lifetime of abuse at the hands of Lucius Malfoy.
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Mr. Facilities Tech by amethyst999
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
12 Aug 2026
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Ilya was barely back from the World Juniors and had barely met Shane Hollander when his hockey career was taken from him. He was so close to escaping everything in Russia, only to be caught by his brother, ruined by his father, and forced to marry Svetlana to escape.
Now he's finally on his own, with his shitty studio apartment, his shitty job as a facilities tech in the Raider's Stadium, and his overall shitty life. Nothing could get worse from here, and he has no reason to think it'll get better. Until he runs into Shane fucking Hollander while smoking behind a club, maybe he could get a second chance with the man he's been secretly crushing on for years?
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Holy Guide (and Hidden Sentinel) by Eimegrise
Fandoms: Conclave (2024), Conclave - Robert Harris
13 Aug 2026
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They said that a guide pope is a blessing for the Church.
Thomas believes this too, even though he is just an ordinary human being. After the events of the conclave, he is torn between calm and discomfort, as he experiences a series of strange symptoms that he attributes to years of overwork. Is being driven by the idea of touching Vincent and being in his company part of it? And why does Vincent try to keep his distance despite their friendship and Thomas's support? Being a guide pope is complicated. Because although he is considered more powerful, he is also considered more dangerous by the Curia and the world.
Within the walls of the Vatican, sentinels and guides sense that something is afoot.
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You're still more worthy than I am. Or is he? by Thubine
Fandoms: 鬼滅の刃 | Demon Slayer: Kimetsu no Yaiba (Anime & Manga)
12 Aug 2026
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what if the demon slayer characters had powers while Tomioka Giyuu does not? A fic where Giyuu learns to accept himself as he is with some angst along the way.
This fic will have sensitive topics included and each chapter will be titled accordingly and trigger warnings will be added in the author's note at the beginning.
Tags will be updated as the fic updates, currently only tags applicable to current chapters posted and the general plot line are added.
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- Part 1 of Thubine's KNY fics