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It starts, as many things do, slowly. He quietly stops seeing Galina. He lies about taking his medication. The medication hasn’t been helping anyway. Then it’s Shane noticing he isn’t doing well, and begging Ilya to talk to him. There is nothing to say.
Objectively, everything is fine. His life is amazing. He’s married to the love of his life, they play for the same hockey team, they don’t have to hide their love anymore. They have a dog and a place that is home. He has a family with Shane and his parents. He has friends with the centaurs and Svetlana. On paper, his life is amazing.
The thought definitively doesn’t help the guilt he feels when he holds the handful of painkillers.
Or: Ilya commits suicide. But when he dies, he finds himself as a ghost and is forced to watch Shane grapple with his death.
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When Steve and Eddie broke up, the world might as well have stopped turning.
Six months afterward, and Steve is still struggling to find his footing in a life without Eddie by his side.- Language:
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it’ll be fine by dusk light (i’m telling you, baby) by Anonymous
Fandoms: Stranger Things (TV 2016)
23 Jul 2022
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The van is running, Steve realizes, and Eddie wouldn’t start it if he was just coming out to smoke. It sobers him up almost immediately. “You leaving?”
Eddie gives him a smile, sad around the edges where it reaches his eyes, says, “Yeah,” and Steve knows he doesn’t just mean for tonight.
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"i don't know if they could've put a flap in the door of the cupboard, now that i think about it," harry laughs nervously. "dunno if it would've fit onto it. since it's smaller than the bedroom door."
hermione and ron's heads both shoot up.
"what?" ron asks.
"excuse me?" hermione says.
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- Part 5 of harry potter what-ifs + speculatives
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Expecto Patronum by JessalynMichele, Severitus812 (JessalynMichele)
Fandoms: Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling
30 Apr 2022
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Harry Potter has magical power that has never been seen before, an ever growing gang of powerful and brilliant allies, and enough cunning and strength to face whatever comes his way this year.
Unfortunately, Harry Potter also has mental illness, a tendency for idiocy, powerful enemies, and a reckless streak that has taken at least ten years off Severus Snape’s lifespan so far- so Severus enters the year with more reservations than his foolish ward does.
Alliances will be tested, lines will be drawn, and Hogwarts is beginning to feel like a battlefield more than a school.
Which, in Harry’s opinion, is perfectly brill.
Welcome to Year Five.
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- Part 5 of Harry Potter & Seven Years of Chaos
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“At least tell me your name?”
Harry threw his head back over his shoulder, looking the man up and down once more. He seemed innocent enough. It was just his name, after all. They were neighbors. No harm in it.
“It’s Harry,” he said finally. “Harry Potter.”
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Neglect can be one of the most painful forms of abuse, being ignored by your guardians when all you want is love hurts. No one seems to care if Harry lives or dies so he spends a lot of time wandering around Little Whinging on his own. His friendly neighbor seems to think that this is dangerous. If only someone paid enough attention to Harry to tell him that his neighbor is a little too friendly...
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“This smells fishy,” Severus muttered out loud.
“Fishy?” Harry questioned, wrinkling his nose as if sniffing the air. “It doesn’t smell fishy to me.”
Oh, sweet Merlin, the first years could still be so sweet and precious and Severus was going to kill the son of a bitch who had stolen the innocence from this one.
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- Part 1 of that's the thing about illicit affairs
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Like Ice Water by SomewhatSassy (Scavenge4Dreams) for jenasisity
Fandoms: 방탄소년단 | Bangtan Boys | BTS
01 Jun 2018
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'Breaking News: Reports of Plane Crash.'
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"Right. It's fine. He should have- He was flying out at 11:20 pm and it's 1:45 am now; he should have landed. I'm going to- I'll call him."The phone went straight to message bank, and Namjoon hit the 'End Call' button before Jungkook's voice could shatter the calm, logical serenity that had settled over him in the face of the oncoming wave of terror he could feel building behind his eyelids.
Jin took a strangled sip of his tea, grabbing his own phone, "His phone is just flat. Or he's asleep- you know what he's like when he's asleep. Just- I'll text him. So he...So he knows to call us. He'll call us."
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- Part 14 of JustsomeBangtan
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my phone lights up with you by aerially (orphan_account)
Fandoms: 방탄소년단 | Bangtan Boys | BTS
15 Jan 2018
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(and maybe my world too)
kingkook
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DI D YOU TEACH THEM A LESSONtaelusions
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HELL YEAH I DID
I WENT AT THEM SCREAMING GD’S
GOOD BOY(online friends au)
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another love letter you'll never read by eurydicees
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Captain America (Movies)
01 Jul 2019
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For Pride Month 2019, The Met has put together a collection celebrating the LBGTQ+ community in the first half of the 20th century.
AKA Bucky writes Steve letters he never sends, and somehow they turn up in a museum a hundred years later. Also everything post-Winter Soldier never happened because I say so.
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This couldn't be happening. This had to be some horrible hallucination induced by the myriad of drugs forced into his system before the round. This wasn't real. No, please God, don't let this be real.
Till squeezed his eyes shut and took a stuttering breath. Silence. Eerie silence.
Why was it so quiet? Why had no sentinels come to put Till's collar back on and drag him away? Why was Ivan's lifeless body still here and not tossed in a pile somewhere with all the others who had been executed for the aliens' entertainment?
That had to mean this wasn't real, right?
But, Till could still feel the phantom of fingers around his throat, the ghost of desperate lips against his own, and when he opened his eyes again, he still saw pure white stained with crimson red, the sacred corrupted.
Ivan and Till are rescued after their round. Till must navigate the confusing feelings he's faced with in the aftermath.
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your gaze (a singular act) by fableowilba_booksandanime
Fandoms: Alien Stage (Web Series)
14 Apr 2024
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Turn back around, Ivan thinks quietly, look at me one last time before you go.
He wonders if this is how Eurydice felt, wanting a tangible sign of Orpheus’ love, to know that he loved her to the point of losing her. Ivan wonders if Till’s gaze would immortalize him or pass right through him, forever in search of the pink hues of the dawn rather than midnight skies.
“You have no idea what you do to me,” Ivan whispers, helplessly caught in Till’s gravity. He thinks that this longing will consume him.
(Or, 4 moments of Ivan loving Till like his god’s most devoted believer, and 1 moment of Till loving him back.)
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It’s alarming, Kageyama thinks, how quickly things can go downhill.
One minute Hinata is fine, at the top of his game, spiking left and right and everywhere in between and the next he is crumpled in a limp, lifeless heap on the gym floor and the resounding crack of his head hitting the wood is still echoing in Kageyama’s ears.
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this is the death of beauty by weareallstardustfallen
Fandoms: Minecraft (Video Game), 3rd Life | Last Life SMP Series
30 Jun 2021
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You whispered to Renthedog: i want a truce
You whispered to Renthedog: just for an hour
Renthedog whispered to you: why?
You whispered to Renthedog: i want his body
Or: When the dust settles, Scott walks into Dogwarts intent on bringing his husband home. Martyn follows.
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Cas dies and Dean starts referring to himself as a widower. This is somewhat confusing for everyone involved.
(Inspired by *that* tumblr post; linked in notes)
(Canon MCD not tagged because it's temporary)
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He supposes dying here is a kindness, instead of in between the teeth of a titan, like the fate so many of his comrades had. Sure, he’d never know if it’s possible to rid the world of those monstrosities outside the walls. He’d never see the day those walls actually fall. He’d never see what actually lies beyond them. What life is like outside of everything he’s ever known. If the sun shined differently without the confines of a cage.
If all the suffering had been worth it in the end.
Or the one where Levi gets separated from the rest of his squad while out on a mission, and Eren, who has grown up outside the walls, finds him before death does.
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itadori yuji and the inevitable execution by ithildin_23
Fandoms: 呪術廻戦 | Jujutsu Kaisen (Manga), 呪術廻戦 | Jujutsu Kaisen (Anime)
24 Oct 2023
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whumptober day 24: “i’ve got a head full of chemicals, a mouth full of ridicule.”
goodbye note | neglect | “i thought they were with you.”itadori yuji was living on borrowed time, and his hourglass was running out of sand.
edited 21/Jun/2026
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- Part 16 of reem's jjk fics
- Part 5 of whumptober 2023
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Pity The Back Seat by Emily_F6
Fandoms: The Outsiders - S. E. Hinton, The Outsiders - All Media Types
29 Dec 2021
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Darry doesn’t hit his little brother that night, but Ponyboy still worries that it’s just a matter of time before his oldest brother decides he doesn’t want him around anymore. And then there’s Bob.
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Make Me Your Doll by SpiderBedo
Fandoms: 呪術廻戦 | Jujutsu Kaisen (Manga), 呪術廻戦 | Jujutsu Kaisen (Anime)
12 Apr 2024
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"The tragic reality is," Gojo started, all fake distress as he draped himself over the table, hand to his head in a mock impression of distress. "Is that I'm not dateable, my dear friend. Just fuckable."
Satoru had known this for years now, all his past 'friendships' turning out to be nothing more but ploys to get him into bed with at least a little bit of tact. It shouldn't hurt now, after all he knew what he was like. Selfish. Annoying. Ungrateful. A nuisance. But how could he stop when it was the only way to make people tolerate him, to form some sort of connection no matter how shallow it might be?
Suguru, however, didn't care for all that. All he knew was that suddenly he couldn't go anywhere without a certain individual always one step behind him not matter how he turned down all his flirtatious offers. But as he learns more about the person behind the mask of Gojo Satoru, his feelings grow, but what can he do except stamp them out? After all... he can't turn into just one of yet another faceless individual who only values Satoru for what he can do and what he looks like.
Or, "easy" Gojo has massive self esteem issues and craves connection more than anything while Suguru panics over his feelings
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“You … you know I love you, right?” he asked as he cupped his face, and the toddler lighted up, nodding fiercely.
“Mhm! You say it a lot!”
"Do you know how much I love you?"
"Oh! Um! To- to the end of the unvers!"
"Mhm, I love you to the end of the universe"
"Cuz the unvers is so big!! And you love me that much!"
- Dadnoblade Bedrock Bros War AU
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- Part 20 of The Bedrock Bros Agenda
- Part 3 of Dadnoblade it's not a Choice, it's a Lifestyle
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Hollow by avioleta
Fandoms: Twilight Series - Stephenie Meyer, Twilight Series - All Media Types
22 Sep 2012
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When Carlisle fucks him, Edward knows it has nothing to do with love.
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