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    The Uchiha name, once proud, now with burned edges and tatters in the wake of the treason of its heir.

    The youngest son, an omega with little future to hope for.

    An emperor sitting in his palace, holding nothing but love and obsession in his heart, looking out over his gardens where the lotuses bloom high and low.

    The emperor has decided to open selections for his imperial harem, the decree read.

    Despite everything, Sasuke, an omega of the once-noble clan of Uchiha, had made it to the final round of the selection.

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    21 Jul 2026

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    this fic has everything you could ever want: political intrigue. beautiful outfits. naruto being absolutely deranged about sasuke. ramen. multiple assassination attempts. narratively significant lotus hair pins. betrayal. long winded diatribes about imperial china and its culture and political structure. lesbian yaoi.

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    After looping the cord around his wrist thrice; “You gonna keep stalking me?” Nagi asks, genuinely wondering.

    Reo backs away a step, just enough to look dramatic about it. “Stalking? Don’t flatter yourself. I was bored. You’re new. And interesting. And a little stupid, which I find very charming.”

    Nagi blinks again. The insult doesn’t even properly sink in with Nagi’s current level of bewilderment.

    By the time he finds words again, Reo is already half-turned toward the door, voice floating back over his shoulder, sweet like poison: “See you around, puppy. Try not to lose your toys next time.”

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    08 Jul 2026

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    Ivan suggests they watch porn together. For some reason, Till agrees, and the videos Ivan picks are...weird. The actors bear a strange resemblance to himself and Ivan. It's inspiring, but not in the way Till anticipated it being.

    “Teenage boys watch pornography together all the time,” Ivan confirms. His expression doesn’t waver even a little bit. He is serious, isn’t he?

    “Can you at least say ‘porn’ like a normal person?” Till folds his legs up into his chair, propping his chin up on his knees. Ivan’s fingers fly over the keys, his mouse glides smoothly across the branded pad that came with the computer, and he opens his web browser. When he types ‘porn’ into the address bar, there are no suggested websites that appear. He either never watches it, or he clears his history every time like a creepy stalker freak.

    Ivan adds ‘ography’ to the end of the word before he hits enter. Till despises him. Really and truly, he hates Ivan.

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    08 Feb 2026

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    Angel presses on. "Do you want to die?"

    Of course he wants to die.

    He wants to die just as much as he wants to live. Just as he is now devil and human, just as Angel is both beautiful and monstrous. Aki swallows the smoke and it kills him a little, just as it makes life a little more liveable in return. That's how it's been for most of his life.

    "That's not what this is about," he says simply, unable to explain it.

    Alive, Aki has survived by selling away his heart. Alive, Angel's memories have come back along with guilt. They find solace and understanding in the only person who sees them for what they are.

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    13 Jan 2026

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    the way akiangel always hits

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    Hinata laughs quietly, his eyes seeming to glow in the dark as he grins in Kageyama's face. "Make me."

    Kageyama and Hinata wind each other up. They sling insults, pick fights, and challenge each other every chance they get, both on and off the court. It's just how they are. It's what they do.
    But when the tension between them leads to an impulsive action neither of them expected, Kageyama has to question whether this is all a normal part of rivalry, or if what's between them runs deeper than that.

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    02 Sep 2025

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    the characterisation here is so unbelievably well done and realistic. the writing is beautiful, without feeling too flowery. the subtlety of the way the feelings are portrayed match perfectly with the thrum of denial that beats at the heart of this story. simple, magnificent, quiet yearning.