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    (She thinks, once, that she might be lonely.)

    (It’s not a big deal.)

    (She has the Honmoon following her and the ghosts and sometimes Celine – and yes, she might feel lonely, still, but it’s not a big deal.)

    (There must be a reason why no one wants her around.)

    (Something other than just the patterns – only Celine knows of those. Maybe the ghosts. But no one else – so she knows that there must be some other reason, one that is really obvious to everyone else but hard to define, for her.)

    (It’s been there since forever.)

    (Maybe there is more ruined about her than just the patterns.)

    (Maybe there is another, deeper reason – the marks are merely on her skin, in her flesh, after all, but they do not reach her soul. Or do they? Perhaps, then, there is something rotten within her, something bad, something that screams at other people from a distance don’t come near me be careful hate me don’t you ever learn how to love me.)

    (She thinks it might be her destiny – to be lonely. There is no use crying over it.)

    – .˳·˖✶𓆩𓁺𓆪✶˖·˳. –

    (Or: Rumi, longing and loneliness, and all that remains after a life spent hiding.)

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    30 Aug 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    oh my fucking GOD just actually kill me that would be kinder /pos

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    The summer after their first semester, the freelancer takes Gavin on a day trip to the coast.

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    20 Jun 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    haven't had a fic that's brought me to actual tears in so long. 10/10.

  3. Rec 26

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    “It’s just a lot, sweetheart,” Milo says, more raggedly than he meant to. He’s tired. Maybe a little defeated. “I don’t wanna bring you down too.”

    “Hm,” they say, in that ominous pitch that usually means they’re (1) a little pissed off and (2) about to nail Milo’s logic to the fuckin’ floor.

    On a quiet Saturday a few weeks after the Elemental and Energetic Games, Milo wants to stay busy. Sweetheart wants to take a breather.

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    14 Apr 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    i WILL be crying over this again some time soon

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    Diluc Ragnvindr is a monster.

    You want him enough to destroy yourself just to have him.

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    08 Jan 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    i'm actually in tears over this one. holy fucking shit what a gorgeous, heart-wrenching roller coaster this was.

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    If he were a friend, you might have playfully pushed him. But he’s not a friend, he’s… actually, you’re not sure what he is. He’s just… Kaeya.

    No. Sir Kaeya.

    The distance is necessary.

    Or, a handful of times Kaeya Alberich certainly, absolutely, definitely did not win your heart.

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    07 Jan 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    oh. my god????? i'm sobbing????????????? this is one of the most beautiful pieces of art i have ever been blessed to stumble upon. pure fucking poetry.