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    “You don’t have to do that,” Eddie says.

    Buck shrugs. “You also don’t have to smile at every person who says ‘she’s in a better place’ like that helps, but here we are.”

    The joke is soft, an opening. Eddie almost steps into it. “You’ve already done a lot,” Eddie says instead, faster than he means. “Go sit. Or eat. It’s—”

    He hears it lining up and can’t stop it.

    “—this is family stuff. I’ve got it.” The words are wrong the second they’re out; he hears them like Buck must. Buck’s hands still on the plate.

    Or, Eddie is taking things day by day. Buck has a bit of a breakdown, then a bit of a breakthrough. Chris sees dead people.

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    05 Aug 2026

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    Buck goes back into the water without thinking, without caring that his leg is already failing him or that the current is still strong enough to drag him out to sea.

    Buck finds Christopher.

    He brings him back.

    But when he wakes up, all he can remember is the moment Christopher was gone, the broken glasses in his hand, and Eddie’s trust turning into something Buck no longer thinks he deserves.

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    What if Buck saved Christopher from the tsunami, and woke up convinced Eddie would never trust him again?

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    01 Aug 2026

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    When Chimney shows up at Buck’s apartment, he doesn’t notice Taylor standing at the top of the stairs and witnessing the argument and the punch. Her decision on how to handle the situation after Chimney left changes the course for all of them.

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    14 Jul 2026

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    I'm leaving the 118.

    Or, the aftermath of Eddie's decision, and what it means for his relationship with Buck.

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    12 Jul 2026

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    “It’s nothing wrong with you. You’re perfect. It’s all me. There’s something wrong—with me.”

    Buck shakes his head, running a hand through his hair. “I don’t get why you think that. I’ve never said that.”

    “I know,” Eddie says.

    “Then why? Who told you that? Who told you that you can’t be loved?”

    Eddie wipes his tears. “I did,” he answers. “A long time ago. It takes a minute to unlearn that, Buck.”

    or: Eddie confesses to Buck that he has feelings for him, but he can’t be with him yet. He tells him to move on, but doesn’t cope well when he does. Plus, Chris's anxiety is at an all time high. And somewhere in the middle of this, Sophia is getting married. Eddie is dealing with it all incredibly well. He promises.

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    09 Jul 2026