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Close to Me by AkirasStories
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
18 Nov 2025
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“Your space is nice,” Hollander whispers back, leaning in, breath warm against Ilya’s chest. “Smells like mint.”
Ilya stops breathing.
Hollander’s eyes are half-lidded, dazed, soft in a way Ilya has never seen. “Ilya,” he murmurs.
And Ilya nearly chokes. The first name. His actual first name. Whispered like something intimate. Sacred. They’ve never called each other by their first name. Always Hollander. Always Rozanov. Ilya is so stunned he almost doesn’t process the next words, almost can’t translate them despite living in the States for almost four years now.
or: ilya is spiraling about what his roomate could be doing on a random tuesday night. he's not prepared when the night takes an unexpected turn.
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- Part 1 of Hollanov Drabbles
- Part 1 of hollanov college au
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- English
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18 Jun 2026
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“I wish things were different,” he confessed, his eyes prickling without his consent. “I did not mean to…”
The language gets lost somewhere in his throat and he swallows the confession - his better judgment winning the battle even if he felt like it would mean losing the war. Which he would surrender, if it meant protecting Shane from the fallout of his devotion.
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18 Jun 2026
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(hopelessly) waiting for your love by attfna
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
01 May 2026
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When Shane takes a hard hit on the ice, he wakes up three days later to find his reality has been shattered. But the truth is, it wasn’t reality at all. Just an elaborate set of false memories conjured by a brain injury. 'False memory syndrome' they call it. Shane calls it a nightmare he couldn't have imagined.
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Shane doesn’t have amnesia. Instead, he wakes up wanting his boyfriend only to realize his brain concocted a bunch of fake memories of a nine year situationship and Shane has no idea how to live in his actual reality that Ilya hasn’t been a part of. Luckily, Ilya is…curious.
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- English
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- 63,617
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- 11/11
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18 Jun 2026
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Rather than give him the joint, Ilya takes it back between his own lips and sucks in a deep breath, the tip glowing as he does so. Then, before Shane can process it, he’s reaching up and sliding one large hand around the back of Shane’s neck, pulling him down so their lips meet.
Shane gasps softly, and Ilya takes the opportunity to blow smoke into his open and waiting mouth.
Oh, God. Are you there? It’s me, Shane Hollander. We’ve had our differences, but I think I’d like to convert for real this time. I’m ready. Open the pearly white gates. I’m coming up.
Shane goes to a house party, gets high, then gets on his knees. bon appetite
now a multi-chapter saga bc i couldn't help myself- Language:
- English
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- 93,547
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- 5/5
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- 2,137
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18 Jun 2026
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for jessica (or not) by 21cg
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
11 May 2026
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“I need your help.”
Ilya peers up again and raises an eyebrow. He pauses the video he was watching. “With?”
Shane fidgets. “I, uh… I can’t– I mean, I can but I’m not very good– Fuck, listen, just– Ineedyoutohelpmewithsex.”
A pause. A long pause. Ilya blinks a couple of times, mouth twitching at the corners. Then,
“You need me to teach you how to fuck your girl, Hollander?”
Shane needs help satisfying his girlfriend, Jessica. He turns to his roommate, Ilya, for help.
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17 Jun 2026
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Shane didn’t tell his parents until the lease was already signed.
“Oh, by the way,” he said, shoving a spearing of carbonara into his mouth, “the guy I’m rooming with is an alpha.”
Yuna was scrolling through Facebook, so it took a moment for her to register what Shane had said. His father, however, furrowed his brows and frowned.
“What?” David leaned forward, hand reaching toward his son as if to pull him off a cliff. “Why in the world would you room with an alpha?”
Yuna’s eyes darted up. “What?”
David repeated, “He just said he’s—”
“Rooming with an alpha, yes, I heard.” Yuna unceremoniously dropped her phone on the table. She made a quick scan of the restaurant before speaking, as if worried someone would overhear that her unmated omega son had agreed to live alone with an alpha. Shane loved his parents, he did. He loved having an alpha mother and a beta father, and he knew they adored him back. But it didn’t change the fact that they sometimes let their biases seep through. “That’s not safe, Shane.”
Shane meets his scent-kryptonite in the form of Ilya Rozanov.
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- Part 1 of The Roommate-ship
- Language:
- English
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- 13,105
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- 3/3
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17 Jun 2026
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The Worst Time to Meet Your Son’s Boyfriend by Barbidoo
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
29 May 2026
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David Hollander arrives in Montreal with homemade soup, expecting to take care of his son Shane, who’s down with the flu after missing the biggest NHL game of the season.
What he does not expect is finding Shane cuddled in the lap of his greatest hockey rival: Boston Bears captain Ilya Rozanov.
Apparently the NHL’s most legendary rivalry has secretly been a relationship for over a decade.
Now David must process three shocking truths:
his son is gay,
Ilya Rozanov is basically a housewife with pharmacy bags,
and every on-ice fight was apparently foreplay.Series
- Part 5 of Relationship Reveals
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17 Jun 2026
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wrap me up in your love (just don't let me fall) by sweetshane
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
27 Dec 2025
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"Someone did this to me."
Ilya can only nod, knowing that there's not much else to say. What comfort can he offer, when he can only imagine the turmoil that Shane must feel?
"You're safe now," he offers, hoping that it can offer some measure of solace.
Shane's eyes flit back to him, wide and swallowed up by a tangle of emotions.
"I always was," he says, his voice hushed. "You were there."
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Shane is drugged by heat inducers at the club, and Ilya is there to help him through it.
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- Part 1 of Eye of the Storm
- Language:
- English
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- 12,072
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- 1/1
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15 Jun 2026
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But is it wrong if I see him this weekend? by ihave_a_boringlife
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
24 May 2026
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That thought settles into his brain dangerously. Ilya’s been with everyone. Girls. Guys. Others. What's another person on the list?
If Shane wants experience…
If he wants to stop feeling behind…
Why not Ilya?
Yes, he was a complete asshole that Shane wished he could choke to death sometimes and his brother's childhood bestfriend, but it wouldn’t mean anything. It's for the experience, the education of it all.
For hockey.
Obviously.
Or: Ilya Rozanov has always been Shane Hollander’s older brother’s best friend. He was never supposed to become Shane’s first everything.
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- English
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- 12/12
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14 Jun 2026
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At a very young age, Cas was bitten by a dog. At the time he was scared and traumatized, but had no real grasp of how that attack would affect his life.
Years later, Cas is trudging through life. He has a simple, unimportant job, a small apartment and nobody but his cousin to annoy him from time to time. And no matter what he tries, he can’t find his soulmate. Because his soulmark is nothing but a smear of colors under a scar.
Everything changes when one day, he stumbles upon a lost, hungry dog. He doesn’t know why he feels so drawn to it, especially considering his fear of canines, but there is just something about the dog’s green eyes that simply pulls him in. He does the unthinkable - he takes the dog in, feeds it and gives it a home.Little does he know that little act of kindness will change his life forever.
- Language:
- English
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- 34,086
- Chapters:
- 8/8
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- 59
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- 69
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13 Jun 2026
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“You know, there are a lot of kids that look up to you—“
It’s the refrain of Shane’s life. Everything circles back to this: a lot of kids looking up to you. That’s why you need to spend your summers doing ad campaigns. That’s why you need to let a social media manager handle your every interaction online. That’s why we need to sit here after family dinner with flash cards rehearsing the different ways you’ll answer reporters’ questions after you face Boston next week, and, oh, when we’re done, let’s do some French vocabulary flashcards, too, because it’s important to the Francophone fans that you’re thinking about them. There are lots of Asian Francophones in Quebec, Shane. Almost 13% of primary schoolers are of Asian descent, compared to less than 4% of hockey players. Isn’t that pathetic?
As if Shane doesn’t know that it’s pathetic. As if Shane doesn’t know what he fought through to get here.
Abruptly, Shane is furious.
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- Part 18 of my anonymous heated rivalry fic
- Language:
- English
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- 5,148
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- 1/1
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06 Jun 2026
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Ilya’s lips purse, and he gets that look on his face that means he’s about to say something terrible.
“You are waiting for me to give you chocolate?” he asks, one of his eyebrows even more arched than usual. There it is.
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In which the Boston Raiders are playing the Montreal Metros on February 15th, and it's totally normal for Shane to spend Valentine's Day with his very casual situationship.
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03 Jun 2026
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Tour de Force by kooksie
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
24 Mar 2026
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Shane had told his manager, verbatim, that he “trusts her judgment” to pick the opener for his first ever world tour.
Her “judgment” shows up to soundcheck with a parking ticket in his hand and a crimson hickey on his neck. Her “judgment” is Russian DJ, Ilya Rozanov.
- Language:
- English
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- 57,347
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- 5/5
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02 Jun 2026
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“We can’t be seen together,” Shane hisses. A bottle girl parades a flaming champagne bottle above their heads and sidles between them, blocking Ilya’s wide, frantic eyes for a moment.
Ilya crosses his arms, his voice breathy. “You know, if you wanted to be treated like shit, Hollander, you should have just said.”
Shane freezes. “My relationship is none of your business.”
“Really?” Ilya questions. A vein pops out of his neck, a greenish wire that looks purple under the strobe lights. “I saw it. She hit you.”
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Where, months after Shane's post-tuna melt panic, Shane and Ilya lock eyes across the dancefloor - only this time, Shane’s “new girlfriend” isn’t Rose, and she’s nowhere near as kind.
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02 Jun 2026
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As the Romans Do by kooksie
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
01 Jun 2026
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As a straight man, Ilya Rozanov has never had a gay roommate before, but it’s going pretty well. Shane Hollander is kind, silly, and an even bigger hockey nut than Ilya.
So when Shane starts bringing men over, and Ilya begins to want to bash their fucking heads in, Ilya comes to a startling conclusion: He must be homophobic.
(He’s jealous.)
- Language:
- English
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- 40,186
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- 4/4
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- 3,940
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02 Jun 2026
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Dean has been Soldier Boy for longer than he was Dean Winchester - ever since he volunteered for those experiments at Fort Harmony all the way back in 1943. Back then, he had hope for the future and a boy he loved by his side. He lost both in pretty short order. But when a mission takes Dean back to Fort Harmony, he makes a discovery: maybe Cas wasn't ever as gone as he thought.
- Language:
- English
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- 6,460
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- 1/1
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- 50
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- 114
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31 May 2026
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Shane (to himself): This is great. I'm going to get a good grade in friends with benefits, something that is both normal to want and possible to achieve,
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When Shane sticks it out at Ilya's house, and the tuna meltdown doesn't happen, he still walks away confused about what Ilya actually WANTS from him. When an opportunity presents itself in the form of Rose Landry and a very thorough PR relationship contract, Shane decides to take advantage of it to show Ilya that he can be a totally chill and normal friend with benefits, and definitely isn't too attached.
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30 May 2026
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The day after attending a charity event in Vancouver, Shane, Ilya, Scott, and a few other players board a plane to take them to Tampa for 2017 All Stars.
The plane goes down somewhere in the wilderness, in the middle of a storm.
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- English
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- 34,142
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- 4/4
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29 May 2026
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Shane leaves that Vegas penthouse suite feeling wretched, and like an idiot, and like he never wants to see Ilya Rozanov again.
Except, well. Then there are zombies.
- Language:
- English
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- 95,670
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- 3/3
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- 2,200
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29 May 2026
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Tubes of Neon Light, Shattered by bluerosebouquet
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
04 Apr 2026
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Ilya had become very skilled at making people feel like he wanted them. It was an advantage that he had honed to a very fine point.
He made them feel like they were the only person in the world, that they would be the exception to the rule; that the stripper would fall for them, would throw away his, in their eyes, sad, pathetic life to be taken away in their yachts and private planes and all the rest of it. He didn’t want any of that, but his skill in making them think that he did had made him a lot of money.
It was also, almost every time, a complete lie.
Ilya had never felt anything for any of them. It was a performance, just like his routine on the stage. He crawled to them, danced on them, felt their cocks get hard beneath his thighs, and left them with a wink and the ghost of a smile, so that they would be eager to come back for more.
He had only broken that rule once, and he had learned his lesson.
He would never do that again.
A Tubes of Neon Light, Refracted companion.
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- Part 2 of Tubes 'Verse
- Language:
- English
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- 16,668
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28 May 2026