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    HI
    this fic is sort of a sequel to my previous one, but u can also read it as a standalone. tbh my other fic was also my first one and definitely not my best work. i was going thru it at the time too i was like in the fucking trenches lmaooo anyway i love sambucky and i need more content of them.

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    It's dark all the time. Red sky be there. Maybe blue. Maybe a beautiful sunrise. It's always dark. He lives im a dark world. And he finds it completely unfair that Sam can live in the perfect one while he lives in glass.

    But Sam's right. At least he's not alone anymore.

     

    The untold story of Bucky Barnes and the zombie apocalypse.

    (Don't they know it's the end of the world?
    It ended when you said, "Good-bye")

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    Bucky is not okay; he doesn't think he'll ever be, not if things stay like this.

    The Thunderbolts aren't united yet, but with enough time and many missions, they will find themselves having to rely on one another—and perhaps saving more than just civilian lives.

    Sam and Bucky are on the right path to rediscovering themselves. It's a dangerous road, long and filled with obstacles and pain, but the wait will be worth it.

    *English is not my first language, pay attention to the tags*

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    After Washington, they expected silence. Recovery. Distance.

    Instead, James’s campaign drags every shadow of his past into the light. Allegations resurface. Old crimes are reframed. Trauma becomes spectacle. And then Steve Rogers dies — quietly, of natural causes — leaving behind a grief neither of them knows how to carry.

    What follows is not just political conspiracy, but a reckoning. With memory. With guilt. With the Winter Soldier.

    Set chronologically after Captain America: Brave New World. This is the transalation made by me with help of Chat GPT of my fanfiction written originaly in Polish and posted at my wattpad: https://www.wattpad.com/story/395716636-kroniki-zimowego-%C5%BCo%C5%82nierza-cz%C4%99%C5%9B%C4%87-1-sambucky

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    Bucky lowered his gaze to the paper. His eyes tracked the shapes automatically, picking out fragments.
    Final.
    Unpaid.
    Vacate.
    Order received.
    His grip tightened slightly on the page, metal fingers creasing the edges. He nodded once — sharp, obedient.
    “Yes, sir.”

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    His mind stutters to a stop. A baby. 

    Bucky’s baby.

    Shit. Shit. He’s pregnant. He has Bucky’s baby growing inside him and he has no idea what to do. 

    After the Ross incident, Sam gets some news that will complicate his on-again-off-again relationship with one Congressman Bucky Barnes.

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    After buying cat food—which took way longer than it should since Bucky insisted on Googling every single brand until he was satisfied with his choice—they went back to Bucky’s apartment and, well, pathetic may be a bit mean, but Sam can’t think of a better word to describe the barren state of Bucky’s ‘living’ corridors. Sam didn’t allow himself to be horrified in the moment, shoving down his worries in favor of focusing on Bucky’s proud look as he introduced his scraggly kitten. The brat promptly hissed at him and burrowed herself in Bucky’s jacket. Then Bucky had the audacity to laugh at him.

    He chuckles a little at the thought. That is, before he remembers the three pieces of furniture and the lack of character in a place that’s supposed to be home. Then he finally lets himself feel that horrified feeling.

     

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    Sam reflects on his past friendships, tries to pet Bucky’s stupid cat, uses middle school knowledge on love languages way too much, and has a very, very long week.

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    In which Bucky worries, pines, gives a pep talk to a certain someone, yearns, and then does something about it. Which then sets off a chain of events that changes both their lives. Set in Captain America: Brave New World and onward.

    In other words, I saw Bucky tell Sam “I love you buddy” and watched them hug it out on the big screen on Valentine’s Day over a year ago and I still haven’t stopped thinking about it since. So now I’m making it everyone else’s problem as this: running with the Sam and Bucky scene from Captain America BNW, as seen through the shades of my rose-colored, sambucky glasses.

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    An entry for Samtember 2025 promt: road trip

    “It's complicated.”

    “It really isn't, Bucky,” she snaps. “It really isn't.  Now tell Val you need to take a few days off from distracting people from all her crimes against humanity and go do some real Avengers shit.”

    “Real Avengers shit?  Driving Sam to a series of hotels?”

    "Transporting Captain America and his beautiful but recently scrambled brain to safety and helping him get back to his mission.”

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    “I think that's the most you've said since I walked into my kitchen to you standing in the corner.” Sam muses, throwing away an eggshell, “In the dark, no less.” he adds, eyes narrowing before he mumbles, “With your dramatic ass...”

    ”Steve should be with you.” Bucky tells him.

    Or, while Steve is off dealing with Ultron, Bucky has tasked himself with bonding and protecting one Samuel Thomas Wilson.

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    " Bucky didn't know how he came to that situation. A few months ago they were fighting the Flag smashers and keeping track on John walker's ass just because...well, no one else would do it beside them apparently. So after that mission, and Sam becoming officially captain america, they were send to a few more jobs after they were really given their well deserved vacations.

    Vacations they were supposed to- no, They swore it would be separated from each other. Very far away. But nothing seems to work the way they planned. "

    or: After they are given some vacations, Sam invites bucky on a road trip to Delacroix. 21hs on the route and several stops, what could go wrong?

    Based on Wishbone by Conan Gray kinda???

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    After Bucky is let out of cryo in Wakanda, he and Sam lay low in Seattle together. Shenanigans and feelings ensue.
    They might be doing this 'getting together' thing a bit backwards.

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    _____________↝⋱❆⋰↜ ______________

    *After recruiting the Avengers, Sam was disappointed to see Bucky worked alongside the government. Unbeknownst to him Bucky had been plotting covertly for Val's untimely demise

    Sam had organised his own avengers (without the need of government intervention obviously), whom of which Bucky finds himself to be envious of. The two men slowly drifted apart since The Void as Sam had his attention locked on his team—Though an empty feeling burdens him that led to the two men to reunite*

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    Realization came a moment later, hitting Bucky's system like a cryo freeze. It wasn’t possible. Was it? Bucky felt his stomach drop when he pieced together all of the similarities between Sam’s story and his own patchy memory. He could almost taste the dessert sand in his mouth as he said, “Ronald?” 

    Or my personal take on the popular head canon that the Winter Soldier was the one who killed Riley.

    Whumptober 2025 Day 1: Beg for Forgiveness

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    Sam's chest tightened, his own guilt gnawing at him. He couldn't shake Riley's death, or the countless others—friends and allies who had died because he hadn't been fast enough, hadn't been strong enough, hadn't been there.

    The memories were sharp, like a blade pressed against his ribs—the ‘what ifs ' that haunted him every time he thought of those people gone because he hadn't been fast enough, hadn't done enough. The slow ache as friends drifted away, leaving him with fragments of himself to piece back together alone. He couldn't let that happen to Bucky. Not after everything he’d endured. Not when Sam has survived everything only to witness his friends leave him behind.

    ‘I can't lose you, too,’ Sam whispered, voice breaking just slightly. ‘I couldn't... not again. You think you're alone in this, Bucky? You’re not. I'm right here, I'm not leaving. I won't leave. You've been through hell, I've seen it, and... and I've failed before. I won't fail you.’

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    If Bucky had known that he was going to end up in some cheesy 80's crossover between Sam's time in the Falcon program and the movie Top Gun, he would've asked Sam some questions beforehand, like:

    Were you into guys or did young Sam really just flirt with everyone like that? Nobody, like, died horribly during the training part of this program, did they? Because these seem very unstable. And was it normal for the "Take My Breath Away" guitar riff to play every time we made eye contact?

    He hadn't known, though, that Scarlet Witch from SHEIN would look into their heads and pull this horrible storyline out, so he just had to keep his head above the water long enough to get out of there.

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    Steve was relaxing in a soft blue armchair by the window, sipping some tea with copious amounts of honey as he watched the sun set. It was how he preferred to spend his evenings, especially after stressful days, and with a tower full of traumatized superheroes (of whom he was somehow the most sane- him, the one who tried to go to war with about a million chronic illnesses? Him, the one who’s sixty years ahead of his time? Him? -he was often helping someone, somewhere, feel a little more safe.

    And he didn’t mind. Of course he didn’t! These people were family to him. But sometimes it was nice to just sit and watch something that hadn’t changed, that would always be beautiful, while drinking the one brand of tea that hadn’t gone out of business while he was in the ice.

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    In which Steve, the man sixty years ahead of his time, is somehow the most sane in the tower, the one who helps everyone else to cope. When his team- his family -is struggling with their past, he's there, with whatever they need. Of course he is. He loves them. But who's there for him when he needs help? (Everyone. They love him too.)

    *Please mind the tags and the notes.*

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    Sam had always wanted to fly. Something about soaring above everything, free with the wind and the sun and the sky, had always appealed to him. Putting on those wings was everything Sam had ever dreamed of. Flight, real flight, not blocked by a helicopter or jet or anything. Plus Riley- not just his bunkmate, not just his partner, but his best friend. His wingman.
    ...
    But then another missile whistled towards them, and Riley must not have seen it, this time.
    Sam dodged.
    Riley didn’t.
    Riley fell.
    ...
    Rhodes fell.
    ...
    Joaquín fell.
    ...
    Sam was too late.

     

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    In other words, a look at Sam's relationship with flight and the people who flew beside him.

    (Basically I realized there's a lot of parallels between Riley and Joaquín and then realized he saw Rhodes get shot down too and went 'hmmm he's witnessed a lot of people die/get critically injured with no way to save them despite his best efforts... wouldn't it be a shame if someone were to... write about that')

    I don't own the characters, I just cry about them. Title from "Tightrope" by The Score. Please mind the tags!

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    Bidding to clear his throat, Bucky fails and ends up quietly hoarsely speaking, “Sam.”

    Taking a deep breath, Sam lifts his head. His gaze is open, searching for something on his best friend and partner's face.

    “What do you need?” Bucky decides to inquire, the rest of the dark room irrelevant. It's ludicrous and would be a mockery of himself for Bucky to wish Sam would respond by saying him. But the truth of that matter can be stored inside him under an invincible lock and key.

     

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    ft. five times Bucky thought of Sam as an angel and the one time he told him

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    A [mostly] modern Veteran AU of John Walker/Bucky Barnes that is an on going roleplay between myself and a friend. I got permission to post this.

    I will say Olivia is villianized just for the sake of the RP/fic. I love her character and she absolutely deserves better.

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