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Be Safe! (I Always Am)

Chapter 10: March 15th

Notes:

sorry for the long wait i was going through the horrors

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

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Eddie

Today 12:28 AM
You up?
yeah, why?
Miss uou
i miss you too eddie
are you okay?
Yeah
Bit dizzu
Dizzy
Yhe world is psinning
eddie are you drunk???
mhm
Do yoi evr feel likr a faiulre?
Failre
Failure
what makes you think you're a failure eds?
Im not thr son my psrents want
Becase im gay
I tried to ne normsl
With Shannon
Byt im just not
Sometihng is jus wronh with me
eddie listen to me
there is absolutely nothing wrong with you
being gay does not make you a failure
your sexuality is not the issue, the issue is the way your parents view it
like it’s something wrong
but it isn't. it’s normal. you are normal.
they just didn't teach you that
they’re not good people eddie.
and you’re the best person i know
and you’re strong.
how about you go to bed and sleep this off? call me in the morning?
please call.
Okay
Thnks Buck
Love yoi
love you too
:)))))))
Today 1:02 PM
Buck, I’m so sorry.
Please ignore what I said last night, I was just drunk.
It won’t happen again.
there’s nothing to be sorry for eddie i promise
we all have our moments, right?
i’m glad i could be there for you
you’re always there for me so it’s only right
and i meant what i said you know
nothing you could do or be will ever make you failure
Thanks, Buck.
Think I’ll call Frank later.
sounds like a plan :)
you can always text or call me
you know that yeah?
I do. Thank you.
Genuinely.
anytime
I won't get drunk on my own again.
smart man
it’s only fun when i’m there anyway ;)

Notes:

this chapter was written on a 4.5h long train ride to berlin to see my favourite artist play lollapalooza okay bye ily