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If there was one constant in the universe, it was that Evan Buckley would trip over absolutely nothing.
It wasn’t even a firehouse cliché anymore. The team had simply learned to move out of the way whenever Buck started running. Chimney called it “The Buckley Buffer Zone.” Hen called it “self-preservation.” Eddie, on the other hand, just called it “Thursday.”
“Whoa—Buck!” Bobby barked just as Buck’s boot caught on the firehose laid out for inspection. It happened in slow motion—like some tragic ballet choreographed by chaos itself. Buck flailed, arms pinwheeling, a look of cartoonish betrayal on his face as gravity claimed him.
He hit the concrete with a dramatic thud that echoed through the bay.
Silence. Then:
“Ten points for enthusiasm!” Chim called, grinning over his clipboard.
“Negative points for grace,” Hen added.
Buck groaned, rolling onto his back. “I was testing the hose integrity. For science.”
Bobby’s sigh was long, patient, and laced with fond exasperation. He crouched down beside him, eyes scanning for any sign of injury. “You good?”
“Yeah. Just my dignity.” Buck grinned up at him, sheepish and boyish in a way that made Bobby’s heart ache a little.
“Buck, one day you’re gonna trip and take half the station with you,” Bobby muttered, offering him a hand.
Buck took it immediately. “Then we’ll rebuild it stronger. Together.”
There it was—that spark of sincerity that always caught Bobby off guard. The way Buck could make a mess of everything but somehow still make you believe in him.
Bobby chuckled under his breath. “Let’s try not to test that theory anytime soon.”
When Bobby offered to have the crew over for dinner, he forgot to add a crucial disclaimer: Buck is not allowed near the stove.
It wasn’t that Buck couldn’t cook—he could. Technically. But he cooked the way he did everything: fast, distracted, and full of unintended explosions.
“Buck, I said stir the sauce, not start a second career in pyrotechnics!” Bobby shouted, lunging toward the stove as flames licked up from the pan.
“It’s under control!” Buck lied, wielding a wooden spoon like a sword.
Hen yelped. “It’s literally on fire!”
Chim muttered, “He says that every time.”
Bobby grabbed the fire extinguisher with the resigned ease of a man who’d done this before. He doused the flames, glared at Buck, and took a long, deep breath through his nose.
Buck looked genuinely remorseful, a splash of tomato sauce streaked across his cheek. “Okay, in my defense, the recipe said ‘simmer gently,’ and I was trying to—”
“Simmer doesn’t mean ignite,” Bobby said dryly.
Eddie, ever the calm observer, leaned back against the counter. “You sure you don’t wanna just let him order pizza next time?”
Bobby pinched the bridge of his nose, but there was a smile tugging at his lips. “Next time, Buck’s job is setting the table. Maybe. Supervised.”
Buck beamed like he’d just been handed a Medal of Honor. “Yes, sir!”
The thing about clumsy people—Bobby had learned—is that they don’t stop moving. They don’t stop trying. Buck didn’t know how to sit still, even when he should.
“Buck, you’re limping,” Bobby said as they returned from a call. It was early morning, the sky still pink from sunrise.
Buck waved him off. “Just tweaked my ankle a little when I jumped off the ladder.”
Bobby’s eyebrows rose. “A little?”
Buck shrugged, trying to look casual and utterly failing. “I’m fine.”
He wasn’t. Ten minutes later, Bobby found him in the locker room with his boot half off and his ankle swelling like a balloon.
“Evan,” Bobby said softly, crouching down beside him. Buck froze at the tone—gentle but unyielding. “You can’t just ignore it. Sit still.”
Buck bit his lip. “Didn’t wanna slow the team down.”
Bobby looked up, eyes warm and firm. “You are part of the team. Taking care of yourself doesn’t slow us down—it keeps us together.”
Buck blinked at that, a little stunned, like he wasn’t used to being told he was worth that kind of patience. Bobby wrapped the ice pack around his ankle with the same care he’d use for his own son.
“See? Not so bad,” Bobby said.
Buck smiled faintly. “Thanks, Cap.”
Bobby squeezed his shoulder. “You can call me Bobby, you know.”
The look on Buck’s face softened—something vulnerable, something grateful. “Yeah. I know.”
Sometimes Buck’s clumsiness wasn’t physical. Sometimes it was emotional—the way he blurted things out before thinking, the way he tried too hard to fix people who weren’t his to fix.
The call had gone wrong—trapped civilians, chaos, a rookie panicking. Buck had jumped in too soon, too fast, and nearly gotten himself crushed by falling debris.
Back at the station, Bobby’s anger wasn’t the yelling kind. It was quiet, simmering, the kind that meant he cared too much.
“You could’ve been killed,” Bobby said, voice tight.
“I saved her,” Buck shot back. “That’s what we do.”
“Not like that.” Bobby’s jaw clenched. “You don’t get to play hero by risking yourself every time.”
Buck’s shoulders slumped. “I just… I don’t want anyone else to get hurt.”
Bobby’s tone softened immediately. “And you think I want you to?”
Buck blinked. The silence stretched between them, heavy with meaning.
“I’m sorry,” Buck murmured, voice cracking. “I didn’t mean—”
Bobby stepped closer, hand landing on Buck’s shoulder. “I know. But I need you to understand something, son.”
Buck froze at the word.
“You matter to this team. You matter to me. You don’t have to prove your worth by getting hurt.”
The air hitched in Buck’s chest. He nodded, eyes suspiciously bright. “Okay.”
Weeks later, Buck tripped again—this time on the station stairs, spilling coffee everywhere. The whole team laughed. He did too.
But Bobby noticed something different this time. Buck didn’t look embarrassed. Just amused, relaxed—like he’d finally stopped apologizing for being who he was.
When the laughter faded, Bobby clapped a hand on his back. “You’re getting better at falling.”
Buck grinned. “Guess I’ve had a good teacher.”
Bobby chuckled, shaking his head. “You don’t need to be graceful, Buck. Just keep getting back up.”
Buck’s smile softened. “I can do that.”
Late that night, Bobby was cleaning up in the kitchen when he noticed Buck’s coffee mug still sitting on the counter. He picked it up, smiling at the smudged fingerprint on the handle, and thought of how far the kid had come.
Maybe Buck wasn’t clumsy at all—not really. Maybe he just felt too much, moved too fast for a world that didn’t always keep up with him.
And Bobby, for one, was grateful for it.
Because sometimes, the people who fall the most are the ones who teach everyone else how to stand.