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    All Seungkwan’s brain is capable of is figuring out how to put himself in this situation again. How to see Soonyoung’s hot drug dealer again, and how to hang out with him, but also— how not to be weird about it.

    Seungkwan is running out of time. Hansol is writing something down. Seungkwan panics.

    What he lands on is, “So, um. I’ve been looking for… a new drug dealer…”

    (OR: The stages between like and love.)

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    31 Jul 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 19

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    The first time Joshua thinks maybe he is in love, he is sitting on the cold linoleum floor of Pledis’ second practice room, knees pulled to his chest and hoodie damp with sweat. It is almost three in the morning and someone left the door cracked open, so the hallway light cuts a sharp line across Jeonghan’s face where he is lying flat on his back beside him, chest rising and falling slow like the ocean pulling in and out.

    Everything feels suspended in the quiet, no music bleeding from the speakers, no instructors barking corrections, no desperate energy of thirteen boys trying to prove themselves. Just the distant hum of Seoul’s sleepless pulse and two teenagers too exhausted to maintain the careful distance they have learned to keep.

    or; joshua and jeonghan have been something more than friends since their trainee days, even without the clear indication of what that means. through years of quietly navigating love behind the scenes as seventeen grows, in spaces only privy to their own eyes.

    (title from falling for u by seventeen)

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    26 Jul 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 13

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    Chan is NOT homophobic, not at all. What Chan is is shocked and a little confused, not homophobic. It's unfortunate that he doesn't manage to express that correctly.

    Luckily he gets a chance to set the record straight.

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    27 Jul 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 10

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    The pack was never built on one bond alone. Love made it a family.

    A collection of moments unfolding between the milestones, where thirteen hearts continue choosing each other, and the life they've built together.

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    07 Jul 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 28

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    “Sorry, you want me to bed Prince Jeonghan’s consort-to-be?”

    “There’s no need to be crass.” The minister tells Jisoo. “We simply need a trusted member of the Prince’s staff to make sure the consort-to-be is...”

    “Capable of performing the marital duties that will be required of him.”

    Omega Prince Jeonghan must take an alpha consort to ensure the royal line will continue. Before the marriage can be finalized, someone has to make sure this alpha is capable of providing heirs and keeping Prince Jeonghan satisfied in every way. Who better for the job than Jisoo, the Prince's long-time attendant and close friend?

    OT3 endgame.

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    18 Jun 2026