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the dark, too, blooms and sings by sahiya for Katzedecimal
Fandoms: Star Trek: Deep Space Nine
05 Jan 2026
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Julian and Elim host a winter solstice gathering of the survivors of The Reunion Project.
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- Part 8 of a box full of darkness
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It was small wonder, really, that over the past few weeks, Julian’s attempt to understand Garak’s cold and distant behavior since Camp 371 had morphed into hurt and then into resentment and finally into resignation. Now, Julian genuinely worried that Garak would simply say no if he comm’d him to ask for help. Or worse yet, he might say yes but only reluctantly, and then treat Julian as a chore to be dealt with.
Either would be unbearable. It was better not to ask at all.
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- Part 13 of Bad Things Happen Bingo 2024
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“All right,” said the humanoid of indeterminate species who entered Kelas's sickbay wearing full protective gear, “let’s get this over with. Are you the ship’s doctor?”
“I am,” Kelas wrote on his PADD and showed it to him.
“Oh, ah.” The figure stopped; with the face mask, it was hard to tell whether they were looking at him, but Kelas suspected they were. "You’re not Orion.”
Kelas tensed. “I am Doctor Kelas Navaar of Orion.”
“But — but you’re Cardassian. Wait — doctor — Kelas — oh my God. You’re Kelas Parmak.”
Kelas froze in absolute terror.
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- Part 6 of a box full of darkness
- Part 12 of Bad Things Happen Bingo 2024
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Julian could only be glad, later, that the conversation happened over dinner and kanar in his quarters, and not in the Replimat.
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- Part 10 of Bad Things Happen Bingo 2024
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After moving in with Julian, Garak is afraid certain secrets will come to light. He's hiding them fairly well, he thinks, until a mundane but deeply annoying virus sweeps the station.
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- Part 11 of Bad Things Happen Bingo 2024
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Julian's genetic augmentations had an unexpected side effect: the ability to absorb the pain of others into himself.
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Five Times Someone Took Care of Neal and One Time He Did the Care-Taking by sahiya
Fandom White Collar
13 Dec 2013
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Just what it says on the tin. These were all written for Fandom Stocking 2013 and take place within the same continuity.
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In an AU where Shane joins the Montreal Metros the same year he's drafted, Ilya stays in Russia and Shane is pretty pissed off about it. He's released to go to the 2010 World Junior Championships in Helsinki, Finland because he wants his rematch, damn it, and because he wants to try to convince his rival to get to the MLH as soon as possible and make things interesting.
When Shane discovers Ilya may not have stayed in Russia of his own free will, he puts together a crack team of
idiot teenagersinternational hockey players to achieve one goal: get Ilya Rozanov to Boston.- Language:
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16 Aug 2026
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Remembering What We Weren't by hauntedhideaway, Spastasmagoria (hauntedhideaway)
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
13 Aug 2026
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“This is a stupid dream,” Shane mutters, scrunching his eyes closed even harder to let in less light. “Why are you here?”
Rozanov hesitated, almost sounding startled when he spoke. “Is not a dream. I am here because I love you.”
Shane’s eyes do snap open at that. He can’t focus on Rozanov either, but he tries really hard. “What the fuck?” They did not have THAT kind of relationship. In fact, the last time he’d seen Rozanov, the man had fucked him silly then practically kicked him out of his hotel room without so much as a thank you or a kiss.
What the fuck was this love shit?
The man’s shoulders slump and he sits back in his chair. “Oh, Shane.” He sounds so disappointed. “The doctor said—I thought when you woke up again—”
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They say most accidents happen at home. Shane has a catastrophic one in his parents' garage and loses 9 years of his memories. The last thing he can fully remember being in the elevator and almost sending several text messages after an evening with Rozanov in a hotel suite. All Shane knows is that Rozanov and his parents are in one place, and that's his biggest nightmare.
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13 Aug 2026
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“I do love you, you fucking weirdo,” Shane says. He pulls back in time to see Ilya’s lip quiver a little, and he blinks, alarmed. “What? Are you okay?”
“Yes,” Ilya says immediately, and he swallows and looks down, almost like he’s nervous. “Shanya, I love you so much it feels like it must always have been true. That I have loved you my whole life.”
He says the words with such solemnity, slow and perfect. He never calls Shane Shanya unless he’s feeling particularly tender, vulnerable, broken open. It is a name saved for the very good days and also the very bad ones. For a moment, Shane’s brain stalls out, hunting through his mental calendar. It’s not their anniversary…
“Sometimes I feel that way too,” he says gently. “You’ve always been… I don’t know. I don’t know who I am without you being such a big part of things. Since the start.”
“Most of our lives,” Ilya says, and his smile widens into a proper grin. “I made calendar reminder to tell me. It went off this morning when you were in the shower. Today is the day.”
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13 Aug 2026
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It starts in an elevator by Sporkess
Fandom Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
27 May 2026
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Yuna getting stuck in an elevator with Ilya for two hours doesn't change everything... but it changes some things. Like Yuna getting to be on a first-name basis with Ilya a full year before her son is.
(Part 2 (the smutty part) is not actually essential reading if you are not in the mood for smut!)
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11 Aug 2026
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it's the monster hiding under your bed by some1_around
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
09 Aug 2026
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Shane’s ex-girlfriends keep coming out as queer. He’s trying to be supportive, he really is, okay? Listen, he’s an ally! But it’s sort of becoming a problem. For pretty obvious reasons, because people are definitely starting to notice—Ilya most of all.
(AKA, I give Shane the most absurd queer community and convoluted coming-of-age journey of all time and it still somehow gradually makes things better in the long run.)
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11 Aug 2026