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frequently, secretly fond of each other. by milominderbinder
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
14 May 2026
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Shrugging one shoulder far more casually than he possibly feels, Ilya says, “I like both. Is secret, okay?”
“Okay,” Hollander says, voice cracking.
He doesn’t say anything else. The air’s so heavy around them that it feels like being in the middle of a scrum, the weight and heat of all those bodies pressing down on you. Danger always feels like hockey; it’s the most dangerous thing Ilya knows, except for this. Everything dangerous in his life involves men’s bodies and just how close he can get to them. Closer than he probably should.
A year after mysteriously dropping out of the 2009 draft, Shane Hollander is signed by the Boston Raiders, right behind Ilya Rozanov. Having the two biggest stars in the league on the same line is great for Boston — but playing alongside their worst rival was never exactly in Shane or Ilya's plans. Especially not when staying away from each other starts to feel just as impossible as getting along.
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- Part 1 of frequently, secretly.
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oh, to be completely at your beck and call (how i long to be your dog) by milominderbinder
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)
28 Apr 2026
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“Perfect,” Shane repeats under his breath, like it’s a ridiculous word. He stretches his shoulders out a bit; broad, strong torso pushing into the wall behind his body. God, he looks good. Ilya’s gaze slides down to his bare feet on the wooden balcony, then back up the strong walk of his thighs.
“Yes, perfect. Too gay to fuck any women, but not so gay you bother to fuck any other men. Is my ideal situation.”
Years into their messy situationship, it takes sleeping with another man for Shane to figure out that he's gay. Ilya finds this out later.
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- Part 2 of frequently, secretly.
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nobody knows (and nobody gives a damn, either way). by milominderbinder
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)
30 Dec 2025
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"I did. After MLH awards, in June. Oh, I did not tell him about Shane and me. But what he did, it was important. It changed things. For me, at least - maybe for us."
On the night of the MLH awards, Ilya corners Scott Hunter on a quiet balcony.
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i can't tell what the time is telling me. by milominderbinder for SafelyCapricious
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
04 Aug 2025
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Buck and Tommy are back together. It's great, wonderful, it's everything Buck's ever wanted.
The problem is, Buck hasn't told any of his friends yet. And as his excuses get weirder, the 118 are starting to make some rather misinformed assumptions.
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frequently, secretly. by milominderbinder
Fandom Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
14 May 2026
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shane hollander is drafted to the boston raiders in 2010, one year after ilya rozanov. it changes a lot.
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there's too much smoke to see it by Lambourn for aewriting
Fandoms: Roswell New Mexico (TV 2019)
22 Mar 2021
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He had run out of time in making things right with Alex, which honestly was the worst part of dying in Michael’s opinion. It would have been good to die without leaving behind regrets and things unsaid. But then he survived and nothing changed, or did it?
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13 Aug 2026
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The day before Alex returns to Roswell, he has a nightmare that has him gasping awake, sweating and freezing and nearly rolling over the side of the bed as he dry heaves. It’s all disjointed, like most dreams are, aliens and Rosa and his father and Maria and Liz and hidden bunkers and then at the end an explosion and running and through it all there’s Michael, Michael, Michael.
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13 Aug 2026
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When a lab accident leaves Michael seventeen again - his memories stopping at his plan to visit the UFO Emporium - Alex is determined to give him the care he deserved the first time around.
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13 Aug 2026
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AU where Max heals Michael's hand soon after the incident in the shed. When Alex gets suspicious, Michael is forced to tell Alex the truth. How will Alex knowing the alien secret change things between them and affect Michael’s relationship with his siblings?
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12 Aug 2026
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Alex Manes is a bad boyfriend (but a phenomenal husband) by adiwriting
Fandom Roswell New Mexico (TV 2019)
30 Oct 2022
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10 Aug 2026