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Ivan's life has fallen apart.
His marriage is ending, his children no longer know how to interact with him, and his father is demanding retribution after Ivan's ex-wife's publicly humiliated their family. It would all be too much to handle if his best friend/first love hadn't swooped in when he did.
Meanwhile, Till has one mission: stabalize Ivan's life and repair his relationship with his kids before he has to leave for tour in six months. Though that might be easier said than done when decades of buried feelings begin to resurface.
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Till is determined to show Ivan how to love life again. Unfortunately, it's becoming increasingly difficult to ignore feelings that never really went away.
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- Part 2 of It All Falls Apart
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02 Aug 2026
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You’re hurt.” Ivan’s voice is quiet, final. He steps back, and Till feels the loss like a physical thing. “And you’re inexperienced.”
“I’m not a kid.”
“I know.” Ivan moves toward the kitchen, and Till watches him go, furious and desperate and aching. “That’s not the point.”
Till follows him, restless energy burning through his bruised body. “The point is I want you. The point is I’m— and you keep—you keep acting like—”
“Like what?” Ivan pulls out a first aid kit from under the sink, methodical. He’s compartmentalizing, treating this like a problem to solve rather than something happening between them.
“Like you don’t feel anything towards me,” Till spits.
Ivan goes still. When he turns to face Till, there’s something different in his expression—something that flickers across his face too fast to fully hide. Hurt, maybe. Or anger. On Ivan, it’s hard to tell.
“You know that’s not true,” he says quietly.
“Then why won’t you touch me?”Series
- Part 3 of hypnopagnia
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01 Aug 2026
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“What?!” Till exclaimed, looking back at his best friend who was slowly turning red. “You liked a straight man?!”
Sua shrugged. “And he still does.”
“You like a straight man?!”
Ivan groaned, hiding his face behind his hands. “Shut up! You’re being too loud.”
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27 Jul 2026
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After losing his best friend and bandmate, Till had been spiraling for years with no end in sight. The rock star is not even able to pick up his guitar anymore without having a breakdown. Now, seven years after Ivan's death, with his friends seemingly giving up on Till ever getting better, he is left with the broken pieces of his life and a broken heart that might never heal.
His mental downfall was, however, interrupted by a twenty-two-year-old streamer that looked just like Ivan. It didn't take long for Till to get hooked on the lewd streamer, who seemingly his whole brand was to get his freak to none other than the rock star himself.
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2228 DecoRock Fic based on my AU Anemoia on Twitter
(as always english is not my native language)
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26 Jul 2026
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The art of gift-giving has been taught to children for as long as they can remember. For Ivan and Till, it all starts with a silly gift in spring: a wreath of flowers intertwined by the stem that didn't have to mean much.
Birthday presents involve your in-depth knowledge about others. They will have a lot of them for each other over the years.
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- Part 8 of Out Like a Light
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20 Jul 2026