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   he turns off the big light by gurlsrool

   Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)  

   • Mature
   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   31 Mar 2026

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   • Shane Hollander/Ilya Rozanov
   • Shane Hollander
   • Ilya Rozanov
   • Hayden Pike
   • Yuna Hollander
   • David Hollander
   • Autistic Shane Hollander
   • Angst with a Happy Ending
   • Good Friend Hayden Pike
   • Coming Out
   • Ableism
   • Neurodiversity
   • Shane Hollander Needs a Hug
   • Panic Attacks
   • Situationships
   • Jesus these tags...this really is angsty but if it's any consolation I made Hayden extra goofy

   Summary

   Ilya knows firsthand that the world isn’t comfortable. It’s loud, bright, demanding, a harsh place in direct opposition to everything he’s recently learned about autism.

   Is it so wrong that he wants Shane to feel safe here? To carve out a space where, even if only for a few hours, he doesn’t have to grin and bear anything? He can just be?

   Or: Ilya Rozanov has a lot of good ideas. Telling his fuck buddy that he should consider getting an autism diagnosis isn’t one of them.

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   Bookmarked by ephelduath

   08 Apr 2026

   Bookmarker's Tags:

   • hollanov goats

   Bookmarker's Notes

   he turns off the big light by gurlsrool