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    During college, Hirose finally got into an official relationship and got a girlfriend, leaving his two rival hidden suitors heartbroken.

    Nakamura, whose heart has only been for Hirose, is now deteriorating and self-destructing alone while also trying to keep up the facade of supporting Hirose, acting like he is fine. And when it finally breaks him, he has nowhere to run or cry except to his former ex-rival. After all, no one can understand him more than Matsumura.

    Then follows crying, comforting, drinking, fighting, grieving and hugging it all out in their sessions. A meet-up that turns into something the two are slowly getting dependent on… addicted.

    And maybe someone falls in love.

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    27 Jun 2026

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    "Are you going to the party?" 

     "H..huh?" Nakamura stuttered, groggily rubbing his eyes as he sat up. He now noticed Hirose staring patiently at him, along with a couple of his classmates at the door. 

     "It's Takeuchi's birthday today, we're all going over to his house to celebrate. Wanna come?"  Nakamura snapped up in his seat and nodded quickly.

     "Of course! Let me grab my things, sorry." He laughed shyly, trying to conceal the nervousness inside of him. 

    His first party, and with Hirose? He could barely contain himself. 

    They had made their way to the school gates when suddenly Hirose stopped walking. He looked a little shocked, and broke off from the crowd to go run over to something, or someone. 

     

    Nakamura squinted, leaning past his classmates to see what and - was that Matsumura? 

     

    or...

     

    When Kawamura dared Nakamura to play spin the bottle during Takeuchi's birthday party, he thought it would be his lucky day. That idea was quickly squashed when instead of Hirose, the bottle landed squarely infront of Matsumura.

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    17 Jun 2026

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    ”Have you ever had something you’ve really wanted in life?” He suddenly asked and stopped so close to me we almost touched again. Something in his voice broke. But when I thought of this unexpected question, I knew the answer. And I could guess why he had asked that.

    ”No, sir.” I was a Fatui. I had no permission for personal desires.

    ”Then use me.” Zhongli’s words made shivers run down my spine. ”Make me a reason of something you want or need. It’s okay, Childe. Use me.”

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    in which Zhongli is the Crown Prince of Liyue and Childe is a Fatui assassin acting as his personal bodyguard.
    (chapters have art in the end, made by me)

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    14 Jun 2026

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    Matsumura is intense, a little weird, and notoriously obsessed with Hirose...the very rival Nakamura once resented. But ever since a chance encounter at the mall over the holidays, Matsumura hasn't been able to stop seeing the gloomy, kind hearted boy with the bangs in his eyes. When a shaking, red eyed Nakamura shows up at his door and collapses into his arms, Matsumura's priorities shift.

    They started as rivals fighting for the same boy's attention. Now, they're the only ones who can understand each other's pain. Together, they'll learn to dismantle their toxic obsessions, step out of the margins, and discover that the healthiest kind of love is the one they never simulated.

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    13 Jun 2026

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    Nakamura wasn’t going to take Hirose's friendship for granted. He had decided that for the rest of their high school years, he was going to smile and take all of this heartbreak and repressed emotions into stride and be the best friend Hirose ever had. And by the time high school got over, they’d be on their separate ways.
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    “Nakamura, when we go to college, move in with me!”

    or, what happens when the guy you've been in love for more than 4 years suddenly asks you to become his roommate, just when you were planning to let him go?

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    10 Jun 2026