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    Connor had zero plans to graduate this year. But he did have a plan which was:

    Step 1: Use up the rest of his weed

    Step 2: Not go to his first day of senior year

    Step 3: Drown himself in pills before midnight

    That plan didn't work, not in the slightest. But that was fine because Connor would make a new plan. Even if that plan involved the other freak of the school, Evan Hansen. Especially if it involves him because he's the whole reason Connor is in this fucked up mess.

    Connor's new plan was going to end the looks of pity and people thinking they can fix him.

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    A huge misunderstanding and a chance encounter are all that really tie Evan Hansen and Connor Murphy together, so why do they seem to care about the other so much?

    Basically DEH (musical), but no one dies, and it's gay. Enjoy :)

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    when best friends and secret accounts are true. Evan Hansen and Connor Murphy are close friends but hide it from the world...that was until Connor died and was brought back to life by ...William Afton?! now Connor is an Afton and learned he had a secret love he's been harboring for his best friend. after a backdown at Evan home he con fesses his love and it's reciprocated. after long hours of crying the two kiss when Evan noticed how cold Connor lips are. will Evan find out the truth about Connor or will the tree fall before he gets the chance?

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    Evan ha sido capaz de ver fantasmas desde que tiene memoria, así que cuando se muda a Maryland después de vivir por años en Colorado con su padre, no piensa que habrá diferencia y que todo seguirá igual... Un fantasma más a la lista no debería ser un problema siempre que siga su regla de oro: nunca hablarles y nunca hacerles saber que puede verlos.

    Nada debería ser distinto. Excepto cuando un fantasma llamado Connor, que murió hace un año, descubre el poder de Evan.

    Y tras una serie de malentendidos, Connor le suplica a Evan que finja haber sido amigo suyo para aliviar el dolor de su familia y ser capaz de cruzar al Otro Lado. Sin embargo, ¿qué pasa cuando las cosas no son tan simples como parecen y Evan comienza a sentir algo por Connor?

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    Ser mestizo asusta, es peligroso. Es como tener una diana en tu cabeza.
    Te doy mi consejo; cierra el libro inmediatamente si crees que podrías estar en mi situación.
    Porque si eres uno de nosotros, estas en peligro. Créete lo que tu papá o mamá te contaron sobre tu nacimiento e intenta llevar una vida normal.
    Mientras menos sepas, estarás en menos peligro.
    No digas que no te lo advertí.

    Me llamo Connor Murphy.
    Tengo diecisiete años y desde hace diez años he estado en el mismo lugar, nunca he ido a una escuela normal desde segundo grado ni he convivido con casi ninguna persona normal. Exceptuando mi familia y cuando voy a Nueva York.
    ¿Soy un chico con problemas?
    Si.
    Podrías decirlo.

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    Connor rubbed his eyes. They burned from not sleeping. He couldn’t remember the last time he'd slept through the night. Every time he closed his eyes, his brain found something to throw at him.

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    just talking about connor’s depression from his perspective, and then a small convo with his mum at the end until they just sit in each others presence :-)

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    “It’s striking, really, how much weight six hundred seconds can carry. A measly ten minutes between Connor's birthday on August 31st and mine on September 1st, easily forgotten by everyone...”

    ...

    Or: Zoe and Connor spent their childhood summers tangled in the same daisy chains, pool floats, and chaotic family trips. But as the years pass and their parents' suffocating expectations close in, the distance between them stretches. A character study into the slow, bittersweet ache of growing up and apart.

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    Your average Dear Evan Hansen fic!

     

    Or is it...?

    ....probably...

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    Connor's upset to wake up, especially for school. Not only did he have to wake up and go to school, but to find his boyfriend was nowhere to be seen.

    Evan and Connor sickfic yay

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    Instead of Evan Hansen dealing with Jared Kleinman, his friend is Michael Mell.

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    Connors attempt fails, and as he grapples with wanting to die, and being forced to live his life, he and Evan seem to be getting inexplicably closer.

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    Connor ha estado en constante movimiento desde que Evan y Zoe se casaron, ¿el motivo? Saber que lleva años enamorado del esposo de su hermana. Así que ha hecho de todo para excusarse de poner un pie en Estados Unidos... hasta que Evan lo llama a mitad de la noche para contarle de su divorcio con Zoe.

    Ahora Connor ha vuelto a Maryland y no sabe qué significa eso para sí mismo o para Evan, y tampoco qué se supone que haga ahora que conoce a la hija de Evan y Zoe. O qué debe pasar cuando Zoe se marcha a Alemania por dos meses.

    Solo sabe que le gustaría volver a huir de nuevo.

    Excepto que no lo hará.

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    Evan's story comes true. The way it should have been

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    The room is dim, tinted with early morning gray-blue. His brain is foggy, but his body’s too wired to sink back under. Typical.
    For a few seconds, he just lies there. Blinking slowly. Staring at the ceiling like it personally offended him. Over the leaf blower, Connor can hear noise coming from downstairs. Muted voices. The coffee grinder. The sound of a pan being tossed into the sink. It’s all too familiar. Things he thought he wouldn’t have to hear again.

    But no, Trust him to screw up something as simple as dying. Couldn’t even do that right.

    Or: What if Connor survived? What if Evan decided to reach out to the only person who might understand him?
    What if what they found in each other, was much more than either of them could've imagined.

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    He feels like he's free-falling, desperately grasping at the air as he plummets closer and closer to the ground. His mind grabs on to a person, a name, a phone number. Miguel. With trembling hands, he swipes the pattern lock on his phone and calls. The number rings once, then twice, then three. The last spark of hope dies in his chest. Then, a familiar voice cuts through the haze.

    "Connor?"

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    Se sentía como un idiota. Por haberse enamorado de Evan Hansen. Por haber creído que tendría una oportunidad con Evan Hansen. Quien estaba enamorado de su hermana.

    Solo quería apagar el sonido de su cabeza, saco un cigarrillo del rincón de su cajón, al encenderlo, solo veía el humo salir de la punta de este a través de su ventana abierta. Sabía que no bastaría. Tendría que detener el mundo para detener ese sentimiento. Recurría a esto siempre que quería apagar sus pensamientos, los únicos que no podía apagar eran sus sentimientos sobre Evan.

    El de cabello largo comenzó a llorar. No era justo. No era justo que su hermana le robara todo lo que quería. ¿A quien le importaba? ¿Que creía que pasaría? Claro que Evan no quisiera estar con él, ¿Quien quisiera estar con “el-chico-que haría-un-tiroteo-en-la-escuela”? ¿Quien quisiera estar con el bicho raro? Nadie, moriría completamente solo. No importaba que hiciera. No importa si lo llamaba amor.

    O

    Connor Murphy sufre por sus sentimientos hacia Evan Hansen.

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    Connor gets a phone call from someone he hasn't spoken to in a long time. Bad timing and people pleasing at it's finest.

    Tw: Mentions of self-harm/suicide, Connor calls himself slurs.

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    “You’re siblings!” Cynthia spread her arms out with her peppy, upbeat voice used especially to convince them that something was worth their energy. “My siblings drove around with me all the time for chores my parents gave, this is- it’s good bonding. You two need to talk more.”

     

    Zoe looked back at Connor on the staircase. They didn’t look angry or really even had a sense of mutual connection of hating the thought. They stiffened, awkward, eyebrows both pinched and hesitant.

    “...We don’t do that,” Zoe said. She made sure to look back to Cynthia when she said it. Connor agreed.

    ~~~

    Connor and Zoe get ice for a party.

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    Evan Hansen starts the letter, but he doesn’t finish it. That makes a difference. - a retelling of the DEH story but with some changes sprinkled throughout.

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    “Holy shit.” Evan stills.

    He’s already starting to lose his mind. This must be karma for lying about knowing Connor. He’s being haunted by an unsightly delusion of Connor Murphy, who will plague every waking moment of the rest of his life and he’ll go completely insane.

    “This can’t be real. You can’t be real.”

    Connor scowls. “News flash, dumbass, I’m real. I’m a ghost or… something.”

    Evan’s brows furrow in confusion. “‘Or something’? How would you not know?”

    “This is my first time dying, okay? I don’t exactly have much knowledge on this shit,” Connor retorts sardonically.

    Evan stares at Connor a moment more and it dawns on him, “I’m seriously being haunted.”

    “I’m not haunting you, I’m just… following you. That’s different, probably.”
     

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    I liked how the book made Connor more ghost-like rather than just a sort of projection in Evan’s mind, so. Ghost Connor haunting Evan !

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