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Baelor stood in the yard with the remains of the night all over them.

Smoke clung to coats and hair. Someone had been crying, though not all of them would admit it. Adrenaline had not yet left any body there, and in some it had barely begun to. The inn behind them groaned with the sort of frightened silence that came only after screaming had stopped. Even the horses were still skittish, stamping and tossing their heads whenever Syrax so much as shifted a wing.

Only the royal family remained outside.

And Duncan.

Baelor could not have said which of them looked more frayed by it.

Rhaenyra stood beside him, clutching his hand so tightly he could feel each finger. He knew she was frightened. Not only of what they had just exposed, or of what would come of it, but of Syrax outside her, of that old coldness waiting beyond however long this night’s release had bought them, of the days ahead and how narrow the road had suddenly become.

Behind them, Syrax settled herself with infuriating comfort, great golden head lowered, smoke breathing slow from her nostrils like some spoiled cat pleased to have at last been let where she wished.

Of course she was comfortable.

Maekar, blackened with soot from throwing himself between Aerion and dragonfire, stood at the front of the rest of them, his hands still shaking.

The quiet in the yard felt unnatural.

Then Syrax made a low, rumbling sound deep in her chest.

It was not quite a growl.

Not quite the warning hiss they had all heard already either.

It was almost—

“Did she just purr?” Aegon asked, bald head appearing from beside Duncan’s arm. “Can dragons do that?”

“They can also kill all of us,” Maekar snapped at once. “Get back.”

“No, she only wanted to kill Aerion,” Kiera said. Her voice was thin from recent fright, but there was stubbornness in it still. “The rest of us are fine.”

Maekar looked at her as if she had personally conspired with madness.

Daeron, who had gone white enough to look half-dead in the torchlight, said, “She hatched a dragon. And no one knew.”

“I knew,” Baelor said.

“Baelor,” Maekar said, with exhausted disgust, “you do not fucking count.”

“Father,” Valarr said then, and his voice had gone grave in that way it did when he had decided he was no longer a son but a man demanding sense from the men who ought to have had it already. “Do you mean to continue lying, or are you going to give us something nearer the truth?”

Lie, Baelor thought.

Lie again.

He was so tired of it that the bones of his face felt weary.

“Rhaenyra was born on Dragonstone and came somehow by an egg,” he said. “How, I do not know. Neither does she.”

“How could she not know?” Maekar snapped. “The only bastards likely to get dragon eggs are Blackfyres.”

“She is not a Blackfyre,” Baelor said, sharper now. “Rhaenyra’s father abandoned her when she was very young, and her mother died as well. All she had was Syrax. She managed to raise her, train her, and keep her hidden. She did not show me the dragon until after we were wed.”

“So she lied to you.”

“For good reason.”

“Such as?”

Baelor felt Rhaenyra’s hand tighten again in his.

“If it had become known that she had a dragon,” he said, “she would have been hunted for it. Kidnapped for it. Used for it. You speak so freely of Blackfyres—she came near enough to becoming prey to them.”

That struck.

Maekar’s face went pale under the soot.

For one moment he said nothing.

Then, rougher, “So what was your fucking plan?”

“For you to find out in King’s Landing,” Baelor said. “Where it was safer.”

“And then what?” Maekar demanded. “Did you marry her because she had a dragon?”

“No,” Baelor said at once.

The answer came so fast, so hard, it rang through the yard before he could stop it.

He tightened his hold on Rhaenyra’s hand. “I love her.”

Silence.

Daeron looked up.

Valarr’s brows moved, though only a little.

Aegon’s mouth fell open.

Kiera’s eyes widened, then softened.

Maekar only stared.

“And the dragon,” he said at last, with deadly weariness, “is merely a fucking bonus.”

Baelor did not answer that.

He did not need to.

“I cannot believe you,” Maekar said.

“That is fair.”

“Dragons have been dead to us for near a century and you find a living one—grown, healthy, trained—and instead of telling us, you wait?” Maekar’s voice was rising now, each word edged with disbelief. “You could have told us and we would have turned back from that damned tourney at once.”

“Maekar,” Baelor said, “you would have burned the letter unread if I had written that I’d found a wife with a dragon.”

Aegon snorted before he could stop himself.

Maekar shot him a murderous look, and the boy wisely shut his mouth again.

Daeron, still staring at Syrax as though uncertain whether the beast would dissolve if he blinked too long, said, “Why did she come now? Why not earlier? And how did no one on Dragonstone see her if she is that large?”

“Because she is pampered and badly behaved,” Baelor said before thinking, “and likely slept through half the realm—”

Rhaenyra gasped and turned and slapped him.

The crack of it was not loud.

It did not need to be.

Every head in the yard turned.

Even Syrax’s.

Baelor blinked and stared down at his wife.

“Rhaenyra?”

“She is not lazy,” Rhaenyra said with lethal dignity. “She is pampered. There is a difference.”

Baelor rubbed at his cheek once, more startled than wounded.

“She is a beautiful pampered girl,” Rhaenyra went on. “Take it back.”

Baelor looked at her. Then at the dragon. Then, despite himself, nearly laughed.

“This is not the time.”

“She is your stepdaughter, Baelor. Apologize.”

“What,” Maekar said blankly. “She is his what.”

“I hatched Syrax,” Rhaenyra said, glaring at Baelor still. “She is like my child. Therefore she is Baelor’s stepdaughter.”

She turned then to Valarr with all the solemnity of a queen granting titles.

“And your stepsister.”

Valarr stared.

Aegon brightened at once. “Then she is my stepcousin.”

“Seven fucking hells,” Maekar said, putting a hand to his brow. “No. No, do not change the tone now. You two demons lied to us. What next. Rhaenyra is pregnant?”

Rhaenyra made a face.

Maekar froze.

“So help me,” he said. “Do not tell me you are.”

“She is not,” Baelor said at once. “We lied. We lied for safety. We are sorry. You may scream at me before Mother and Aerys when we reach the keep.”

“You expect me to wait to the keep.”

“Maekar,” Baelor said wearily, “I have never once in my life expected you to be quiet.”

That, absurdly, nearly brought back the shape of their old bickering. Nearly.

Not enough to soften him.

“I, for one,” Kiera said, stepping in before Maekar could resume, “while hurt that I was lied to—deeply, in fact—do understand.” She glanced at Rhaenyra. “And Rhaenyra has proved to me that she is good.”

Aerion, from where he stood still singed and shaking, let out a laugh stripped of all humor. “By doing what. Being a dragon whore?”

Kiera turned to him with such disgust it might have peeled skin.

“No,” she said. “By standing up to you. And by being kind. She may be a liar, but she is not bad.”

Then, as if she were discussing nothing more consequential than ribbons, Kiera stepped forward and held out her hand to Rhaenyra.

“I may perhaps look past this,” she said. “Provided I get a ride on Syrax.”

Rhaenyra blinked.

Then smiled, sudden and real. She grabbed her hand. “Of course.”

“Wait, me too,” Aegon said at once. “Syrax is large enough for all of us, I think. Rhaenyra, Kiera, Ser Duncan, and me can all ride her.”

“And what about me?” Valarr asked dryly.

Aegon looked at him. “You are not wanted by Syrax.”

Valarr’s mouth twitched. “I am going to punt you.”

Aegon paled.

“Fuck,” Maekar muttered. “Baelor, I am going to die because of you.”

“My apologies.”

“No,” Maekar said. “Gods. Gods.” He ran a soot-blackened hand over his face. “In the span of less than two weeks you have lied more than Aegon and Rhae combined. Baelor. You kept a dragon from Targaryens.”

The accusation sat where it ought to.

Baelor took it.

“Yes,” he said.

No one answered at once.

The beast behind them shifted, one golden claw scraping the packed yard. Smoke drifted up over all their heads.

At length Daeron spoke, quieter than before.

“So what now.”

That was the real question, and they all knew it.

Not what had happened.

What next.

Baelor looked at the faces before him—his brother black with soot and fury, his son grave and disappointed and trying not to show the hurt of it, Kiera still shaking though she smiled, Daeron pale, Aegon wide-eyed, Duncan near stone from the effort of being ready if the dragon moved wrong again, Aerion hateful, Rhaenyra beside him trying very hard not to let her fear show where any might use it.

Then he looked back at Syrax.

The first grown dragon any of them had ever seen.

The one impossible truth in the yard.

“We do what we should have done from the start,” Baelor said. “We get to King’s Landing. We put this before the king. And then we survive whatever comes of it.”

Rhaenyra looked at him at once.

There was fear in her still.

But also something steadier.

He squeezed her hand.

Behind them Syrax let out another low sound, almost pleased.

Aegon jumped. “She likes that plan.”

“She likes meat,” Daeron said. “Do not flatter yourself.”

“No,” said Aegon, very certain, “I think she likes me.”

“Of course you do,” Maekar said.

Baelor shut his eyes briefly.

Yes, he thought.

They were truly going to make it home with a dragon.

They left as soon as the sun rose.

There had been no point in lingering after that.

By now the realm must know. Not every lord, not every village, not every old woman muttering over her hearth—but enough. Enough stableboys and innkeepers and guards and men with sharp ears and faster horses. Enough mouths. Enough rumor. Somewhere already a rider was galloping with the tale of it, and in some other place another man was swearing he had seen gold wings over the road and lived to tell it.

A dragon lived.

Rhaenyra sat in the carriage and did not look out the window.

The carriage was far more heavily guarded than before. She could hear it in the way the horses moved, in the thick clatter of arms outside, in the changed rhythm of the road itself. No easy little stretches now. No drifting into gossip and private thought while wheels rolled beneath her. Every turn of the axle sounded watched.

Maekar sat inside with her.

Duncan rode close outside.

Aerion had been placed with another guard, farther off.

Baelor was in a separate carriage.

That, more than anything else, made the morning feel wrong.

Sensibly wrong. Wisely wrong. She knew why it had been done. If there were attack, if there were panic, if some fool on the road meant glory and murder both, they could not risk losing her and the heir in one blow.

Still it felt wrong.

As if the world had shifted half a step from where it ought to stand.

Maekar had not wished to be there. That much was plain. He sat opposite her with his shoulders squared and his hands clasped too tightly over one knee, face still marked by poor sleep, soot half-scrubbed from one cuff. Anger lived in him yet. Anger and suspicion and that old Targaryen pride which made every feeling look like offense before it looked like pain.

And still he had put himself in her carriage.

Still he had chosen to sit with her.

Still, after dragons and lies and his son nearly burned alive, he had understood one simple thing clearly enough: she was in danger.

So he had come himself.

Rhaenyra kept her hands clasped together in her lap and stared at them.

Warm.

She had to stay warm.

The thought moved round and round in her like prayer.

Warm.

Not only in the body. That was easy enough. Blankets, wool, a carriage shut too close with bodies and early sun. But that was not what she meant and not what she feared.

Warm in the soul.

Warm in the place Syrax had left hollow and had filled again and left once more. Warm in that hidden chamber where goodness lived or died. Warm enough not to drift toward that other thing. That bright, sharp, bloodless certainty she had worn in Ashford when desire and revenge had stood in her like twin torches and burned away everything gentler.

She pressed her fingers harder together.

Warm.

Maekar watched her a moment before saying, very flatly, “If you squeeze your own hands much harder, you will break them.”

Rhaenyra looked up.

His tone was dry enough to be insult if one wished. His eyes were not.

“That would be impressive,” she said.

“It would be stupid.”

“So would most of what I have done lately.”

Maekar’s mouth shifted, not into humor but not wholly away from it either. “That is true.”

The carriage rolled on.

Outside she heard Duncan say something low to one of the guards. Hooves shifted. Leather creaked. Farther off another rider called back toward the rear of the train and was answered at once.

No one intended surprise to find them this day.

Rhaenyra let her head rest briefly against the carriage wall.

She ought to have been relieved. Protected. Guarded by swords and royal blood and that great ridiculous tangle of family she had somehow acquired in the space between one life and another.

Instead she felt as if all the world had narrowed to a road and she was being borne down it toward judgment.

King’s Landing.

The Red Keep.

Daeron.

Myriah.

Aerys and Aelinor. Rhaegel and Alys. The girls. The younger children. Aemon, if he was truly there already. Eyes upon her from every direction. Minds turning. Measuring. Wondering what to call her. Bastard. Wife. Liar. Dragonrider. Temptress. Miracle.

Spy.

Her hand came unconsciously to the place above her breast where the mark lay hidden beneath cloth.

Empty now.

Not cold.

Not yet.

Only aching.

She missed Syrax with a violence that shamed her.

The night before, with the beast out in truth beneath the sky, with smoke in the yard and fear in every face, there had been no room to feel the missing properly. Only awe and terror and the long clean shock of no longer hiding.

But now, in the small stale light of the carriage, with the dragon gone from her body and flying somewhere above or behind or beyond where her mind could not quite track—now she felt it.

Not absence entire.

Never that again, she thought. Not so long as Syrax still lived in the world with her.

But distance.

And distance hurt too.

She must have made some sound, because Maekar said, “What is it now.”

Rhaenyra looked at him across the carriage.

He had asked it poorly.

Deliberately poorly, perhaps. As if kindness would insult them both if shown too plainly.

That almost made her smile.

“Nothing,” she said.

He gave her a long look. “You are very bad at lying for a woman so practiced in it.”

That, at least, won a small twitch from her mouth.

“Is that what you tell all women in your carriage,” she asked, “or am I singular?”

“I do not often keep women in my carriage.”

“Pity.”

“For them, perhaps.”

The silence that followed was not easy, but neither was it armed in the same way as the silences between them had once been.

Rhaenyra looked down again.

“You are afraid,” Maekar said.

She decided, for once, to be somewhat honest.

“Yes.”

Of course she was. Afraid she would go cold. Afraid Syrax would be taken from her. Afraid King’s Landing would swallow them all whole and leave only songs behind.

She was so very afraid.

“No harm will come to you,” Maekar said. “I swear it.”

Of course Maekar did not know the whole of what she feared.

“Do you now.”

“Yes,” he said. “My brother is a liar, but he tells the truth in this. You are in danger, but I will not let harm come to you.”

Rhaenyra stared at him. “Even if it is your own family?”

That gave him pause.

His face tightened.

“I feel I have already proved to you that I will punish them.”

“Perhaps you have.”

“So why ask.”

“I wanted to know,” she said. “They have harmed me before.”

Again that stricken look crossed his face, that ugly twist of guilt and anger and disgust not all aimed in the same direction.

“You are very odd,” he said.

“Why is that.”

“You should not have to ask such a thing.”

“Mayhaps.”

Maekar leaned back a little and looked at her, not as men looked at women they wished to judge or manage, but as one might look at some puzzle he had been handed without wanting it and could not set down now that he had seen its shape.

“You are probably the most powerful woman alive in this moment,” he said. “You could have killed Aerion with your spoiled beast.”

“Watch it.”

“But you did not.” He held her gaze. “Why.”

Rhaenyra stared back at him.

For one foul little instant she felt it, the old urge. That bright blood-lust. The want to use, to punish, to hold life and death in her hands and not flinch from either.

She pushed it down.

“I have been surrounded by death,” she said. “I do not want more of it.”

“Your mother.”

“Yes.”

Maekar went silent a beat. “I am sorry about her.”

“It is all right,” she said. “It happened a long time ago.”

“That does not make it all right.”

No, she thought. It did not.

“How did she die,” he asked after a moment.

“My father cut her open for a babe that did not even live long,” Rhaenyra said bluntly. “Then he remarried and left me.”

Maekar stared at her.

The carriage seemed suddenly too small for the memory.

“I am sorry,” he said again, and this time he sounded like he meant it in a way that cost him something.

“Thank you.”

“My wife passed from childbirth as well.”

Rhaenyra looked at him.

“Did you cut her open.”

“Gods, no.”

“I like you better.”

That won him a short, startled breath through the nose.

Then he swallowed and said, more quietly than before, “So you truly were alone.”

Rhaenyra thought of it.

She thought back to Dragonstone, and the rooms too large for one girl, and the sea always beating itself senseless below, and Syrax curled warm and golden where men never looked, and all the years of no hand reaching for her that did not want something first.

Yes.

She had been alone.

Even when she died she had not felt so lonely as she had in those years before, because in death at least the losses had names.

“Yes,” she said. “I was. But I had Syrax.” She paused. “And then Baelor.”

“I see.”

“Do you.”

“Yes,” Maekar said. And after the smallest hesitation: “Enough.”

Rhaenyra looked at him.

He looked away first, toward the curtained slit of window, as if what he was saying embarrassed him by existing.

“Is that why you are…” He made an impatient little motion with one hand. “Strange, where children are concerned.”

“Are you using me as practice for your daughters.”

“Do not ruin this.”

“Maybe.”

Maekar glared at her for that. Good. Better that than pity.

“I was,” she said after a moment. “Before. But now I have changed.”

“What changed.”

Rhaenyra looked at her own hands.

How could she explain it to him.

How could she explain that for a few days she had been made mostly of sharpness and flame, and now that Syrax had gone out again she stood on the edge of that old cold fear with the memory of warmth still alive enough to hurt. That seeing Baelor nearly choose her over prudence, nearly choose her over peace, had done something in her she did not yet know how to survive. That love, or something near enough to it to terrify her, had made every old hunger meaner and every softer feeling more dangerous.

“Seeing things,” she said at last.

“What things.”

“Him.”

Maekar’s mouth flattened. “That is not an answer.”

“It is the only one you are getting.”

He let out a breath. “You are impossible.”

“No,” said Rhaenyra. “I am merely difficult. There is a difference.”

“That sounds like something Baelor would say.”

“Then he has fine taste.”

That, against all reason, nearly made him smile.

The carriage rocked on in silence a while longer after that. Rhaenyra could feel the morning climbing outside. The air within the carriage had grown warmer now, close with wool and horse and dust and old leather. Somewhere above and beyond all of it Syrax remained a distant ache under her skin, less a wound than the memory of one.

Maekar spoke again without warning.

“When we reach the city,” he said, “it will not be only Father and Mother.”

“I know.”

“It will be every eye in the Keep. Every tongue. Every fool who thinks a dragon makes him suddenly worth hearing.”

“I know that too.”

He rubbed once at his brow. “You had best not bait Aerys.”

Rhaenyra almost laughed. “You say that as if I were some dog at table.”

“You are worse. Dogs can be trained.”

“I have already decided I like him.”

“You have not met him.”

“That has rarely stopped me before.”

Maekar’s expression turned grim in a familiar, brotherly way she had seen on Baelor more than once over the last days, and the resemblance between them struck her all at once—not in face, which was plain enough, but in that same exhausted habit of bracing for her as though she were weather.

“I mean it,” he said. “Aerys is not a cruel man, but he has little patience for mockery and less for noise. And if he thinks you are making a game of Father’s court or Baelor’s position—”

“I am not.”

The answer came out sharper than she had meant it.

Maekar’s brows rose.

Rhaenyra drew a breath and forced herself calmer.

“I am not making a game of any of this,” she said. “I know what is waiting there.”

“Do you.”

“Yes.”

He studied her a moment longer, then nodded once as if some part of him had chosen, for this one hour at least, to believe her.

Outside, hoofbeats shifted.

Then Duncan’s voice came low through the wall of the carriage.

“My prince.”

Maekar knocked once on the side. “What.”

“Riders ahead.”

At once the carriage seemed smaller.

Maekar straightened.

Rhaenyra felt every muscle in her body go still.

“How many.”

“Three,” Duncan said. “House Hayford colors.”

That should have eased the air.

It did not.

Not fully.

They were close then. Close enough for the realm’s edges to begin changing shape round them. Close enough that every rider on the road might bring news before they themselves could. Close enough that what had happened the night before would no longer be theirs to explain first.

Maekar looked toward the door, then back at her.

“Stay in the carriage.”

Rhaenyra said nothing.

“Rhaenyra.”

She lifted her eyes to him. “I heard you the first time.”

He frowned. “That sounded like agreement.”

“Do not be greedy.”

For one brief second he actually did smile, faint and unwilling and gone almost before it had arrived.

Then he reached for the carriage latch.

Before he opened it, he looked back at her once more.

“No harm comes to you,” he said.

Rhaenyra held his gaze.

There was no gentleness in the words. No softness. Only oath.

She believed him.

That frightened her almost as much as the road ahead.

When he stepped out, taking the morning and the noise of it with him, she was left alone in the dimness once more with only the ache of Syrax’s absence, the warmth still clinging faintly where it could, and the knowledge that whatever came next would not be faced in hiding.

King Daeron II had, he thought, borne the matter of his heir’s secret marriage rather well.

Which was to say he had not yet wept in public, had only once frightened a messenger into stammering, and had managed for nearly four full days not to say, What do you mean my son secretly found a bastard bride no one has ever heard of and married her without a word to his king, his mother, his sons, or his gods?

Myriah said this did not count as bearing it well.

Daeron thought Myriah had become exceedingly difficult in her old age, which was unfair, for she had been difficult in her youth as well.

Still, he had borne the first scandal.

He had borne the second.

He had even borne the third, though not gracefully.

First: Baelor had secretly remarried.

Second: the girl was said to be very young. Too young, perhaps. Young enough to make every decent thought in a father curdle if left alone too long. Daeron did not believe his son capable of ugliness. He did not. But kings who refused to consider every possibility were kings fit to be fed to crows, and Daeron had never ruled by looking away from what men and women were capable of. A girl might be groomed, coerced, used, frightened into silence. Or she might be using Baelor in turn. Or both might be true in different measures. He and Myriah had spoken of all of it. Quietly. Miserably. Thoroughly.

Third: the girl was said to be a bastard from Dragonstone, which was precisely the sort of detail that made courtiers froth and sensible men reach for ink, parchment, and very careful questions.

Those things together were already enough to split a household’s peace in half.

Then, before dawn that morning, another rider had come half-dead from the road and blurted, in a yard full of grooms and guards and stableboys, that the Prince of Dragonstone was returning to the city with a dragon.

A dragon.

Daeron had stared at the man so long the poor fool had nearly fainted dead away.

Then Myriah had said, very calmly, “You had best go outside, husband, before the whole of the Red Keep pours out to see whether your line has truly become so cursed that your son has found himself not only a wife, but a dragon besides.”

So now they stood in the outer yard waiting for the impossible.

Daeron at the front.

Myriah beside him.

Aerys and Aelinor to one side. Rhaegel and Alys to the other. Matarys not quite among the younger children and not quite among the adults either, as if he had not known where grief and courtesy required him to stand. Aelor and Aelora together. Daenora with them. Daella close enough to Aelinor that she might be pulled back if need arose. Rhae directly at Daeron’s side, because no power in the Seven Kingdoms could have kept her farther once the word dragon had been spoken aloud.

And Aemon.

Aemon, home from the Citadel and looking thinner than Daeron liked and older than he had any right to at eleven.

Maekar had not yet seen him.

That reunion, Daeron thought, would either soften one heart in this family or break another. Possibly both.

He looked then to Matarys and felt his own heart tighten.

Valarr had at least gone with Baelor to Ashford. Matarys had remained here for weeks, left only with rumor and silence and the knowledge that his father—his father, of all men—had gone on the road and returned secretly wed to a girl nearly his own age. That alone was enough to hurt a son. Add gossip, youth, and Baelor’s stubborn refusal to explain himself by raven, and Daeron could hardly blame the boy for looking drawn thin by it.

Matarys was trying to hide it.

Badly.

He looked every inch Baelor’s son when he tried to be brave—tall, courteous, composed in the face and not at all in the eyes.

Daeron put a hand briefly on the back of the boy’s neck.

Matarys looked up at once. “Grandfather.”

“He will explain himself.”

“I know.”

“That does not mean you cannot be angry first.”

That won the smallest, bleakest little smile from him.

“Thank you.”

Myriah, who had the hearing of a hawk where family distress was concerned, said, “If the explanation is poor, I shall explain him to the wall.”

Aelinor covered her mouth as if to hide a laugh.

Aerys did not bother. “I imagine the wall would retain more reason.”

“Do not start,” Daeron said. “Not before the carriages are even in sight.”

Aerys folded his hands into his sleeves. “I have not started. I am merely prepared to be disappointed.”

“A family custom,” said Myriah.

Rhae tugged at Daeron’s sleeve. “If there is a dragon, may I have it.”

“No,” said every adult in the yard at once.

Rhae frowned. “Why not.”

“Because that is not how dragons work,” Aemon said, and there was a little Citadel gravity in his voice now that had not been there when he left.

Rhae looked up at him in outrage. “How do you know. You have been gone.”

“I have read.”

“You are much more annoying since becoming learned.”

“He was annoying before,” Aelor said.

Aelora nodded. “Less dusty, though.”

That nearly drew a laugh from Daeron, which was a mercy.

Then someone on the battlements shouted down.

“Riders!”

The yard changed all at once.

No one moved far, but the shape of stillness altered. Spines straightened. Hands tightened. Eyes narrowed against the bright road beyond the gate.

Daeron saw the line of them first only as sun-glare and movement. Then horses. Then banners. Then a heavier knot of armed riders around two traveling carriages.

And above them—

Something wheeling gold against the morning sky.

The yard went dead quiet.

Not even Rhae spoke.

The thing turned once in the sun.

Wings.

Great wings.

Real.

Daeron’s breath stopped in his chest.

Myriah’s hand found his sleeve and gripped hard enough to hurt.

No one alive in that yard had ever seen a grown dragon.

No one.

And yet there it was.

Gold and vast and unmistakable against the sky.

“Gods preserve us,” Alys whispered.

“Do not faint,” Myriah said to no one and everyone.

“I was not going to,” Aelinor said, though somewhat too quickly.

The riders came through the gate at last.

Daeron saw Baelor first—of course he did. His heir sat straight in the saddle as if composure alone might force order upon what had plainly become complete madness. He looked older than when he had left. More tired. Harder, too. There was something in his face now that had not been there before Ashford, some weariness earned too quickly and too publicly.

Matarys took one step forward before stopping himself.

Good boy, Daeron thought helplessly. Good boy.

Then came the carriages.

Then the rest.

One of the guards ran to the rear carriage and pulled open the door.

Prince Aerion of House Targaryen, grandson of King Daeron the Good, stepped out first.

Bound.

Gagged.

Covered in soot and dirt.

Daeron stared.

Beside him Myriah let out a noise fit to kill smaller men.

“What,” she said very softly, “is that.”

“I do not know,” Daeron replied, which was beginning to seem the answer to everything that morning.

The same carriage yielded Daeron the younger next.

He climbed down looking sober, which Daeron decided was both relief and omen.

The boy looked toward the waiting family, and then his gaze found Aemon.

Daeron saw the exact instant the younger Daeron forgot everything else.

Good, he thought. Let there be at least one joy in this damned morning.

Another guard hurried to the second carriage and hauled open that door.

Prince Aegon of House Targaryen, grandson of King Daeron the Good, stepped out.

Bald.

So bald.

When his grandson had left for Ashford, he had possessed hair.

Now he possessed none.

Daeron heard Myriah inhale like a woman glimpsing murder in the middle distance.

“Oh my gods, he’s bald,” Aelor said, earning a sharp cuff from Alys for his language.

That was what did it.

Rhae burst into laughter.

Not polite laughter. Not shocked laughter. True delighted little-girl laughter.

“Aegon, your hair!” she shrieked. “You’re bald! You look ridiculous!”

“You look ridiculous!” Aegon yelled back at once. “I saw a dragon before you!”

He made to charge at her and was yanked back by the arm by a very tall knight standing near him.

Daeron blinked.

Who in seven hells was that?

“I swear,” Myriah muttered, “if Valarr comes out with a different face entirely, I shall murder both Maekar and Baelor before noon.”

“You were already planning on that.”

“That does not make the intention less righteous.”

Valarr stepped out next.

Normal.

Thank the gods.

Matarys moved without waiting this time, only one step, but enough that Valarr saw him and smiled at once, tired and fond and plainly relieved.

Then Valarr turned and reached up into the carriage.

Kiera came down after him, travel-worn, pink hair half-unraveled, looking very much alive and very much as if the road had given her more than one story she meant to tell later and at length.

Then Maekar stepped from the other carriage looking as he had looked coming into the world, Daeron thought—angry, soot-streaked, and prepared to bite whatever reached for him first.

Only older.

Only more tired.

Only with the unmistakable air of a man who had not expected his morning to include a dragon and had somehow still received one.

Then Baelor went to the remaining carriage.

Not to his horse. Not to the dragon overhead. Straight to the door.

He put out his hand.

A woman in black and red stepped down to meet it.

No.

Not merely stepped.

Baelor took her by the waist, lifted her lightly to the ground, and did not let go after.

The yard went still again.

Rhaenyra.

Daeron’s breath hitched.

He had heard the name only in story all his life. In old quarrels. In old blame. In all the bitter scraps of family history no one spoke of cleanly.

And here she was.

The girl looked up at them all, and her eyes met his.

His stomach shifted.

She looked familiar.

Too familiar.

Not in the easy ways. Not merely silver hair and purple eyes and Valyrian beauty, of which his family had never lacked examples.

No.

She looked like Viserys the Second.

And Daeron himself looked enough like Viserys that the resemblance struck him like a hand laid suddenly to the chest.

“Oh,” Rhaegel said under his breath. “She is one of us. Entirely.”

Baelor approached with one hand still firm at his wife’s waist, and Daeron felt some small hidden dread settle in him.

When they had heard the girl was young, certain thoughts had come to him and Myriah alike. Not because they believed Baelor capable of grooming or rape. Never that. But because rulers did not get to say my son would never and be done with it. A girl that age had to be looked at carefully. Privately. Kindly. The whole matter had to be looked at carefully.

Baelor stopped before them.

“Mother. Father,” he said. “Family.”

“Hello, Uncle Baelor,” Rhae replied at once, only to be shushed by three different people.

Rhaenyra smiled despite herself.

That alone told Daeron more than a dozen ravens might have.

Fear, yes.

Strain, certainly.

But not fear of Baelor.

Never that.

“Meet my wife,” Baelor said. “Rhaenyra. And”—his mouth twitched, because he knew exactly how absurd it sounded—“Father, meet your new granddaughter.”

He glanced up as the great golden beast wheeled lower overhead.

“The dragon.”

The whole yard seemed to hold its breath.

Myriah moved first.

Of course she did.

“Welcome, Rhaenyra,” she said, taking the girl’s hands in both of hers with queenly certainty, as if dragons and scandal and secret marriages happened every day before breakfast. “You are very welcome here.” Her voice dropped slightly. “This is my son’s fault, not yours.”

Baelor winced.

Good.

Then Myriah’s gaze flicked lower and up again, taking in the girl’s youth, her unease, the way Baelor held her, the way she stood too straight with effort.

There would be a private talk later. Daeron knew it with perfect certainty.

Myriah would see to that.

Then Daeron stepped forward.

He kissed Rhaenyra on the forehead.

“It is an honor,” he said, because despite dragons and absurdity and all the old haunted names now prowling round the morning, it was. “To meet the woman who has driven my son to such astonishing foolishness. You will fit in here very well, my dear girl.”

He held her face lightly between his hands, studying her.

Gods.

Viserys.

His grandsire had looked like his mother, they had always said. A cruel jest, in some ways, for Viserys the Second had no memory of her face and yet saw it each morning when he looked into polished silver.

Looking now at this girl, carrying the face of long ago into his yard like some ghost made flesh, Daeron thought perhaps it was well Viserys and Aegon were gone. Neither of them would have survived the sight calmly.

“You look very much like my grandsire,” Daeron said softly. “Has anyone told you that.”

The girl’s eyes widened.

She shook.

“No,” she whispered. “No.”

Daeron smiled, though sorrow lived in it. “You have the faces of long ago, child. Perhaps that is why the dragons remembered you, when they had forgotten the rest of us.”

Rhaenyra tried to smile back.

Failed.

Bowed her head instead.

Behind him, movement.

Matarys.

The boy had held himself together as long as he could and no longer.

“Father—”

Baelor turned at once, and whatever he had meant to say vanished entirely when Matarys crossed the distance and flung his arms around him.

“My boy,” Baelor whispered into his son’s red hair. “I have missed you. I am sorry.”

Matarys only held him tighter.

Daeron had to look away a moment.

He was king. Kings did not weep because their sons loved their sons. Not in yards full of people.

“Aemon!”

Aegon went like a bolt from a crossbow, bald head gleaming in the morning sun as he launched himself bodily at his returned brother.

Aemon barely had time to brace before he was tackled to the ground.

“Aegon, get off me—”

“Hey, wait, don’t hurt him!” Aelora shouted, running forward. “Aegon, you bald fool!”

“Shut up, I haven’t seen him!”

Daenora was laughing.

Daella was half crying.

Rhae had somehow got free from Daeron’s side and was staring at Rhaenyra with the complete, unblinking greed of a child discovering something prettier than jewels.

“You are dressed the best,” Rhae announced. “Everyone else looks like shit.”

“Rhae,” half the yard cried.

Rhaenyra laughed.

Truly laughed this time, startled into it.

Good, Daeron thought. Very good.

Then the girls descended.

Rhae first, of course. Daenora just behind. Aelora next, already shining with curiosity and absolutely no caution. Even Daella edged nearer, though shyly.

“What is your name?” Rhae asked at once, craning up.

“Rhaenyra.”

Rhae froze.

Then turned in a full circle of pure delight.

“Rhae is in Rhaenyra! I get half!”

“No, you do not,” Aelora said at once.

“Yes, I do!”

“That is not how names work.”

“That is exactly how names work. Grandfather, tell her.”

“I shall do no such thing,” Daeron said.

Rhae looked back at Rhaenyra with grave delight. “If I get half, do I get half the dragon too?”

Aelora had by then come so close to Rhaenyra that Daeron saw, with rising horror, her eyes drift downward.

Rhae, meanwhile, had gone for the other side with equal lack of shame.

“Rhae,” Alys snapped.

“Do not touch people’s—”

“Aelora!”

Myriah reached them first and slapped both little hands away before either granddaughter could seize what had so plainly caught their attention.

“Have you all gone feral,” she demanded.

“They’re big,” Rhae said, scandalized that this required saying aloud.

Daeron covered his face. “Maekar. Your children.”

Maekar, who had by now got Aemon in his hands and was kissing his son’s face like a man trying to make up for months apart in the span of seconds, let out a noise of complete defeat. “Rhae, Aelor, Aelora, stop it.”

“Very helpful, Maekar,” Alys said. “Rhae, Aelora—that is not how we welcome people.”

Baelor, who had only just surrendered Matarys to Valarr and Aemon and Daeron the younger all at once, turned back with the look of a man who had left one battlefield only to discover another.

Rhaenyra had gone red.

Aelora had the decency to look guilty for perhaps half a heartbeat.

Rhae did not.

“They are,” Rhae informed Myriah, as if forced now to support her own argument, “and I was curious.”

“I am going to throw this whole family in the Blackwater,” Myriah said.

“Not before I am done meeting the bride,” Aerys muttered.

Rhaegel had, at some point, begun crying quietly. Alys had put a hand on his arm. Aelinor was smiling despite herself. Aemon had Aegon by the shoulders and was plainly trying not to laugh while the boy talked at him fast enough to choke. Maekar had his arm around Aemon and one hand to Daella’s head and looked, for one stunned moment, something very near happy.

Aerion alone remained where he was.

Bound.

Gagged.

Murder in his eyes.

And all the while above them the dragon circled once in the bright sky like a second sun gone wrong.

Daeron looked about the yard and thought, in one strange clear flash, that this was exactly what House Targaryen deserved.

A secret marriage.

A bastard bride.

A dragon.

A bald prince.

A gagged one.

A giant unknown knight.

Too much love and too much deceit and children trying to claim dragons by syllable and granddaughters nearly mauling the new princess before noon.

It was absurd.

It was terrifying.

It was theirs.

The very tall knight still stood near Aegon and Aemon with the look of a man uncertain whether he belonged in any part of this and ready to die for all of it regardless. Daeron filed him away at once. He would need a name. Soon.

Aerion, meanwhile, remained bound and gagged and looking murderous enough to poison a well by glare alone.

That, more than anything, made Daeron’s stomach sink again.

Whatever else this morning had brought, it had not brought peace.

Baelor seemed to know it too.

He had his hand back at Rhaenyra’s waist already, not lightly, not merely for show, but with the unmistakable air of a man who meant to keep her upright and near while the world rearranged itself round her.

Daeron knew that look.

He had worn it himself once, over Myriah, when the world had seemed too rough to trust with her.

Interesting.

Very interesting.

And useful.

There was much to be said. Much to be asked. Some of it gently. Some of it not.

Myriah met his eyes for one heartbeat and he knew at once that she was already thinking the same.

Good.

He stepped forward before the children could wholly consume the moment.

“Enough,” Daeron said, not loudly, but with king enough in it that the yard stilled.

The girls drew back only a little. Rhae still had hold of Rhaenyra’s sleeve in triumph.

Daeron ignored that.

“Perhaps,” Aerys said, watching the dragon circle overhead, “the new princess might convince her beast to land before someone soils himself again.”

Rhaenyra looked up at once.

Then, in High Valyrian so fluid and sure that Daeron felt the words more than heard them, she called the dragon down.

He did not know what struck him more: that the beast obeyed, or that the girl’s High Valyrian was so good.

Too good.

Not book-good. Not learned from fragments and prayer. Native on the tongue. Living.

The dragon came down in a great sweep of gold and heat and landed at the edge of the yard with enough force to rattle stone. She let out a low grumbling noise and then, as though choosing from the gathered company who she would acknowledge first, lowered her head and nudged Baelor.

Rhae squealed. “She’s so cute!”

She bolted forward and was yanked back at once by Maekar.

“No,” Maekar said.

Aegon pointed triumphantly. “Ha. I got to touch her and you don’t.”

“Father, that’s not fair!” Rhae wailed.

“You may all touch the dragon later,” Baelor said. “After we do some things first.”

“But she is not your dragon,” Rhaegel said gently. “Brother. She is Rhaenyra’s.”

“Must you speak right now,” Aerys muttered.

“They can touch Syrax after we speak,” Rhaenyra said, and now somehow Daenora had wound up in her arms as though she had always belonged there. “I promise.”

“Can we ride her?” Rhae asked at once from where Maekar still held her off.

“No,” Maekar said. “No.”

“Did Aegon get to ride her?”

“No.”

“Then fine.”

“The Dragonpit is not what it once was,” Daeron said, still watching the beast with a king’s dread and a Targaryen’s want pulling opposite ways inside him. “I do not yet know where you would have her kept—”

“She can stay outside,” Rhaenyra said. “She will not go anywhere.”

“She is a very lazy creature,” Baelor said, in what Daeron thought was an attempt at reassurance.

Rhaenyra turned at once. “Baelor, I will slap you again.”

“I am trying to reassure.”

“You are insulting her.”

The dragon made another pleased little rumble, as if she entirely agreed.

“Inside,” Myriah said. “Now.”

And now Rhaenyra was somehow holding both Daenora and Rhae, one on either side as if they had claimed her by force of small hands and shamelessness.

“It’s no fair,” Aelora said at once. “Most of the boys had her for two weeks. We should get her for a bit.”

“But Aemon, Matarys, and I did not see her at all,” Aelor protested. “And neither did Father or Mother or Uncle Aerys or Aunt Aelinor.”

“They are going to have an adult meeting. They can have her then.”

Matarys, at last finding his voice again now that he had got one embrace from Baelor and plainly wanted ten more, said, “Perhaps some of us should get a turn before the girls steal her entirely.”

“Agreed,” Aemon said at once.

Daenora tightened both arms round Rhaenyra’s neck.

Rhae did the same from the other side.

“She is coming with us,” Rhae announced.

“No, she is not,” Aerys began.

“She is,” said Aelora.

“We have questions,” Daenora said, with grave importance.

“And I have waited weeks,” Matarys said, stepping forward fully now. “While the rest of you at least got letters and rumors and nonsense. She is my stepmother.”

“She is my dragon-sister-cousin,” Rhae said.

“That is not a relation,” Aemon said.

“It is now.”

Aegon, finally disentangled from Aemon, pointed dramatically at the girls. “They’re kidnapping her!”

“Yes,” said Rhae. “And you are too bald to stop us.”

The yard exploded again.

Rhaenyra, to her great credit, looked halfway between alarm and delight.

Baelor made a helpless sound.

Daeron nearly laughed.

Nearly.

Then he drew himself up once more and said, with all the dignity left to a king whose morning had already included dragons and grandchildren and scandal in equal measure, “Baelor. All the adults will come inside with me. Now.”

Baelor nodded at once. “Yes, Father.”

“Good.”

Myriah was already moving toward Rhaenyra, meaning no doubt to pry her out of the children’s hands and perhaps from there into some private chamber with cushions and truth.

She was too slow.

The girls had already taken matters into their own hands.

Aelora seized one of Rhaenyra’s arms. Rhae the other. Daenora clung to her waist. Even Daella, after one shy pause, attached herself at her side. They began tugging her bodily away before any adult could fully object.

“We are taking her,” Rhae declared.

“Absolutely not,” said Alys.

“Oh, let them have one moment,” Aelinor said, laughing now despite herself.

“No,” Matarys said, appalled, and went after them at once. “That is not fair.”

Aemon followed.

Then Aelor.

Then Aegon, shouting something about boys being robbed.

Valarr, after one look at Kiera’s delighted face, surrendered to fate and went too.

The children had, in the span of half a heartbeat, become two factions.

The girls had kidnapped Rhaenyra.

The boys meant to wage war for her return.

Daeron watched them all descend into total nonsense beneath a dragon’s shadow and thought that perhaps the gods had not sent House Targaryen punishment at all.

Perhaps they had merely sent it itself again.

And because he was king, and because the realm had somehow once more entrusted itself to this family of dragons and liars and children with no shame at all, he turned to his adult sons and said, very quietly:

“Inside.”

And this time, at last, they obeyed.

They sat in the king’s private solar with the shutters half-open to the morning and the smell of dust and dragon-smoke still clinging to all of them.

The grandchildren had been sent away for baths, even the clean ones. Especially the clean ones. Myriah did not trust a single child in that family to stay out of doors, out of corridors, or out of trouble if left unwatched for even half an hour more.

So now it was only the adults.

Daeron beside her.

Baelor beside Rhaenyra.

Rhaenyra beside Maekar.

Aerys standing, because Aerys stood when he was angry enough to shake. Aelinor seated and pale. Rhaegel and Alys close together. The very tall hedge knight—Ser Duncan the Tall, Baelor had at last named him—standing in the corner with all the grave stillness of a man who knew perfectly well that whatever was about to be spoken would not leave the room unchanged.

Myriah sat very straight and looked at Baelor.

Her son looked back at her with the exhausted face of a man who had used up all his spare strength on the road and had nothing left for his mother’s temper.

Good, she thought savagely.

Let him have none left. He deserved at least that much.

“There are,” Daeron began, voice worn thin by strain and disbelief alike, “many things that require explanation.”

Baelor nodded. “I can start from the beginning—”

“And I will explain for my own sons,” Maekar said, cutting across him.

Myriah turned her head.

Baelor had gone pale.

“Maekar,” she said, and already unease was beginning to move in her, cold and sure, “are you certain?”

“Yes.”

No flourish. No hesitation. Just that one word, flat as stone and no less heavy.

Daeron looked between his sons. Then, slowly, nodded.

“Very well,” he said. “Begin.”

“Wait,” said Myriah.

Everyone looked at her.

She looked not at Baelor, nor Maekar, but at the girl seated between them.

Rhaenyra had folded in a little, though she was plainly trying not to show it. Her hands were in her lap, one half-hidden in Baelor’s. She looked too young in that moment. Much too young. Not in the vulgar sense the gossip had meant, but in the simple cruel one—that no woman ought look so young when seated among elders to have her wounds discussed like state business.

“Rhaenyra,” Myriah said, keeping her voice as even as she could, “if you would rather explain for yourself, you may. Do not feel as though my sons must speak in your place.”

“Mother—” Baelor began.

“It is fine,” Rhaenyra said quietly. “I can speak.”

Myriah nodded once.

The girl lifted her chin.

“My name is Rhaenyra,” she said. “I was born on Dragonstone. I do not know how I came by my dragon’s egg. No one explained that to me. But it hatched, and I raised Syrax.”

“And your family?” Daeron asked. “Forgive me, child. We are only trying to see how closely related you are to us.”

“I do not know,” Rhaenyra said. “My mother died when I was young, and my father left. I assume I am only dragonseed.”

Aerys, arms folded behind his back, said, “Dragonseed that married amongst themselves could produce a child Valyrian enough for a dragon. Were both your parents dragonseed?”

“Yes.”

“And then how did you meet Baelor?” Myriah asked.

“Two years ago,” Rhaenyra said. “He was walking. I had not seen the royal family close before, so I asked if he was lost.”

Aerys made a faint sound through his nose that might have been a laugh strangled at birth.

Myriah ignored him.

“And then?”

“We began to write.”

“For two years?”

“Yes.” Rhaenyra glanced, briefly, toward Baelor. “He would visit me. Bring me gifts. Your son is very kind. He spoke highly of all of you.”

That pricked at Myriah’s heart in spite of herself. Foolish boy, she thought. Foolish, secretive, impossible boy.

“And the marriage?” she asked.

“That was my decision,” Baelor said. “Rhaenyra brought me much comfort. In haste, I chose to wed her on Dragonstone. That is why none of you knew. Not because I meant to hide it forever, but because I made the choice too quickly. I only found out afterward that she had a grown dragon.”

“So you found out she had a dragon and still did not say anything,” Myriah said. “Baelor.”

“I meant to tell you all when we arrived in King’s Landing,” Baelor said. “If word had got out on the road that Rhaenyra had a dragon, she would have been hunted for it. Kidnapped for it. Raped for it. It was not a perfect plan, but it was meant to keep her safe.”

Myriah felt her heart twist.

Cruelly, he was right.

A dragon in the possession of an unprotected young woman was not a blessing. It was a price laid on her body.

“So we traveled from Dragonstone to Ashford,” Baelor said. “And when we got there—” He looked at Maekar.

Maekar took over.

“Daeron and Aegon had left a day before Valarr, Aerion, and I,” he said. “When we arrived, we were told that both boys were missing.”

Alys made a soft sound. “Missing?”

“Yes,” Maekar said. “Missing. Then Baelor arrived with a new wife, so matters were… crowded.”

He paused.

Not for effect.

Because he was bracing himself.

Myriah felt it then, like the first cold touch of river water at the ankles.

Something terrible was coming.

“It took me two nights before we found them,” Maekar said. “The night we found them, Rhaenyra had already collapsed at the tourney because of Aerion’s behavior.”

Daeron’s face tightened. “Which behavior?”

“He broke a man’s leg,” Maekar said. “And killed a horse.”

Myriah shut her eyes.

Of course.

Of course it began with one horror and then worsened.

“Rhaenyra was overwhelmed and fainted,” Maekar said. “Later that night I went looking for Daeron and found him at a tavern. During that time Rhaenyra slipped out and went with Aegon and Ser Duncan—whom she had found—to a puppet show.”

Rhaenyra’s head dipped lower.

“The puppet show was mocking dragons,” Maekar said. “Aerion came in. He took offense at the puppet master and seized her, saying he would punish her. Rhaenyra was drugged from the physic she’d been given earlier and not in her right mind. She stood up to defend the woman.”

He stopped.

The room held itself still around him.

Aerys spoke first.

Not loudly.

That made it worse.

“Say it,” he said. “Now, Maekar.”

Maekar looked at no one.

“These are events Aerion, Aegon, and Ser Duncan themselves confirmed,” he said. “Rhaenyra remembers very little. Aerion shoved her. She attacked him—bit him. He let go of the puppet master, shoved Rhaenyra again, then dragged her down by the hair and pinned her.”

Myriah’s stomach went cold.

Her hands gripped the arms of her chair so hard her fingers hurt.

“He pulled up her skirts,” Maekar said, and now his voice had begun to break in spite of everything he was doing to master it. “Tore off what was under them. Exposed her before the crowd.” He swallowed. “He said he would tame her.”

Silence.

Not true silence. The kind with blood beating in it.

Myriah could hear Alys beginning to cry beside Rhaegel. Could hear the ragged breath Rhaegel drew in through his nose and not know what to do with after. Could hear Daeron beside her breathing so hard and slow that she knew rage had gone past speech and into something older.

“He meant to rape her,” Maekar said.

There it was.

The thing itself.

Not hinted at.

Not gentled.

Not veiled in decorous rot.

Meant to rape her.

Aelinor made a low sound, like a woman being sick without the body’s mercy of it.

Myriah could not breathe.

For one terrible instant all she could see was the girl beside Baelor—not dragonrider, not scandal, not mystery, not bastard, not bride—only a young woman on the floor beneath a crowd while one of her own blood did that to her.

Their blood.

Their grandson.

Their house.

“And Ser Duncan?” Daeron said at last, his voice so stripped by fury that Myriah actually flinched.

“He came in then,” Maekar said. “He attacked Aerion to defend her and was hurt by the guards for it. The guards seized Rhaenyra and she bit one man’s finger half off. Baelor arrived soon after and took her away.”

The room fell still.

Myriah thought: this is how horror enters a family. Not with drums. Not with prophecy. With one sentence too ugly to take back.

Then Daeron spoke.

He had gone very pale. His hands were open on his knees, empty because if they had held anything breakable there would have been nothing left of it.

“You do not jest.”

Maekar shook his head.

Daeron looked to Baelor.

Baelor nodded once.

Then to the hedge knight.

Ser Duncan met the king’s gaze and said, low and blunt, “It happened.”

Daeron closed his eyes.

“Oh my gods,” he whispered.

Aelinor broke first.

The tears had been waiting in her already, but now they came openly. She pressed one hand hard over her mouth and reached the other toward Rhaenyra as if the space between them itself was offense.

“You poor girl,” she said, voice shattered. “You poor, poor girl. I am so sorry. I am so sorry.”

Rhaenyra did not look up.

That hurt Myriah more than if she had. A girl who had already learned how to sit through being pitied by people with power over her was a girl to whom too much had been done.

“What punishment,” Daeron asked, and now the rage in him had come back in full, “has been set for Aerion?”

No one answered quickly enough.

“The Wall?” Daeron demanded. “Castration? Has he lost his tongue? Is that why he is bound and gagged? Were you waiting for me to decide?”

Baelor exhaled.

“No,” he said.

The word dropped like a stone.

Myriah turned her head so sharply her neck ached.

“No?”

Baelor’s hand tightened over Rhaenyra’s.

“Rhaenyra chose that an apology from Aerion would suffice.”

Myriah felt herself go sick.

An apology.

Was it fear? Shame? Some desperate wish not to worsen the danger she already lived in by punishing a prince too harshly? Had she thought they would take Aerion’s part? Had she thought no greater justice would be allowed? Myriah did not know which possibility enraged her more.

“Oh my gods,” Alys whispered, face wet now. “This cannot be real. This cannot.”

“It is,” said Maekar.

Rhaegel was staring not at anyone in the room but at some point a thousand years behind them all.

“I watched Aerion grow,” he said faintly. “The boy liked to fish. He would sit for hours and say nothing. How do we get from fishing to this.”

No one answered him.

Because there was no answer that was not another grief.

“It is my fault,” Maekar said.

The room stilled again.

No one spoke over that either.

Maekar looked at his hands.

“I failed to see how monstrous my own son could be. Or I saw enough and told myself it stopped short of this. That is worse, perhaps. Worse and truer.” He swallowed once. “I told Baelor and Rhaenyra that if they wanted Aerion’s head, I would not stop them.”

Aerys turned away sharply and went to the window.

Good, Myriah thought. Let him stand. Let him rage. Let none of them find comfort too quickly in gentleness.

“Did he apologize?” Myriah asked at last.

Every face turned to her.

She did not care.

She looked only at Rhaenyra.

“Did he apologize properly. Looking at you. Naming what he did.”

Rhaenyra lifted her head then.

At last.

Her eyes were dry. That was somehow more dreadful than tears.

“He will,” she said quietly. “Before all of you.”

Myriah stared at her.

Before all of you.

Not mercy, then.

No.

Something colder. Something queenlier than mercy.

An apology was not nothing in that light. An apology before the whole family meant humiliation. Submission. Naming the crime before witnesses. Letting all of them hear it from his own mouth and live afterward with the knowledge.

Interesting.

Not enough.

But not nothing.

Daeron was still shaking with rage.

“That boy,” he said, voice gone low enough to frighten, “will not remain merely tied and gagged if this is all.”

“Father,” Baelor said.

“No.” Daeron rose. “No. Do not father me in this, Baelor. Not now. If my grandson has become the sort of beast who thinks a woman may be humiliated before a crowd and forced under his hand like some tavern whore—”

“He is worse than that,” Aerys said from the window, not turning. “A tavern whore is paid. She is not.”

Aelinor shut her eyes.

Rhaegel began crying in earnest now, one hand over his face. Alys took his wrist and held on as though to keep him in his own body.

The room had gone from shock into something else.

Not noise.

Not yet.

A kind of drowning.

Guilt entered families strangely. It did not sit where it belonged and stay. It spilled. It touched fathers for sons, brothers for brothers, mothers for grandsons, wives for the blood they married into, kings for the men they raised under their own roof and called subjects before they called them kin.

Myriah felt it too.

Not guilt for Aerion’s act. Never that.

But guilt for the house that had made space for him all the years before.

Guilt that Rhaenyra had come into them and met this.

Guilt that this girl, on top of dragon and lies and marriage and fear, had also been handed the oldest horror women knew.

She rose.

No one stopped her.

She went to Rhaenyra and crouched before her chair so they were nearer level. Baelor tensed visibly at once, and in another life Myriah might have laughed. As if she meant harm to the child now.

“Look at me,” Myriah said.

Rhaenyra did.

Good girl.

“What he did,” Myriah said, every word shaped carefully, “is a stain on him. Not on you. Not on your name. Not on your worth. Not on any child you bore, any dragon you ride, any crown you wear, any life you touch after this. Do you understand me.”

Rhaenyra swallowed.

Then nodded once.

Myriah did not entirely believe her, but nodding was enough for now.

“If he apologizes before us,” Myriah went on, “it will not be because that is all he deserves. It will be because you chose the manner of his humiliation. That is your right. But if you think, even a little, that you were granted only that much because you are young or strange or newly come among us, cast that thought out now. If you had asked for his cock in a dish, I would have argued only over the seasoning.”

That won it.

Not a laugh. Not even the ghost of one.

But something in Rhaenyra’s face loosened.

Enough.

Baelor shut his eyes and seemed, for one instant, very close to weeping himself.

Aelinor did cry then, openly and helplessly, which perhaps was for the best. Someone in that room ought.

Daeron looked down at Rhaenyra where Myriah knelt before her and seemed to age ten years in a blink.

“You should have written,” he said to Baelor, and the grief in him was almost worse than the rage had been. “Gods, son, you should have written.”

Baelor said nothing.

Because what answer could there be.

I thought I could contain it. I thought I could get her home first. I thought wrong.

All of those lived in his silence.

Myriah rose again and sat back down beside her husband.

No one spoke for a little while after that.

They were all simply there with it.

With the image.

With the knowledge.

With the crack that had opened beneath the family’s feet.

At last Aerys turned back from the window.

His face had gone hard in the way only his did, as if every softer thing in him had retreated behind books and learning and left only judgment.

“What is done with Aerion from this hour until the apology.”

Maekar answered. “He remains bound. Gagged. Guarded.”

“By whom.”

“Men who know what he did.”

“Good,” said Aerys. “Then perhaps the journey back to his room will be educational.”

“Aerys,” Aelinor said softly.

He looked at her once.

Not ashamed.

Only furious.

“I am not speaking wildly,” he said. “I am speaking as one uncle to a nephew who should very much like not to murder him before breakfast.”

Rhaegel lowered his hand from his face then, eyes red and broken. “Do not let the girls near him.”

It was the most useful thing anyone had said in minutes.

Daeron nodded at once. “They will not.”

“Nor Daella,” Rhaegel said, looking not at the king now but at Maekar, because there are things a brother must say to a brother and not through crowns. “Nor Rhae. Nor any child alone.”

Maekar bowed his head once.

“I know.”

No one said I’m sorry to him.

That, too, was fitting.

He had said it already where it belonged least usefully.

Myriah looked then toward Ser Duncan, who still stood silent in the corner like a tower no storm had yet managed to uproot.

“You defended her,” she said.

He shifted as if not expecting direct address from a queen. “I did what any man should.”

“No,” Myriah said. “You did what many men should and do not.”

Daeron rose then and crossed to the knight.

“You have House Targaryen’s thanks,” he said. “Whatever you want, it is yours.”

Ser Duncan went red—truly, gloriously red—and bowed his head. “Thank you, Your Graces. But I have been thanked enough by Prince Baelor and Princess Rhaenyra. They allowed me to continue to do what I wanted to do. Be a knight. I will guard Princess Rhaenyra with my life.”

Daeron laid a hand to his shoulder.

“Good man,” he said softly. “Very good man.”

Rhaegel, still blotting his face uselessly with the heel of one hand, asked, “What happened with Aegon and Daeron?”

Maekar looked as if he had not the strength left to answer another absurdity. Unfortunately, he did.

“Aegon wanted to become a knight, and Daeron is a moron,” he said. “Daeron shaved Aegon bald, went off to get drunk, while Aegon went off, found Ser Duncan, and pretended to be a boy named Egg.”

Aerys stared at him. “Seven hells. Maekar, were you watching the children at all? I am shocked Valarr did not get kidnapped during all of this.”

“Enough,” Daeron said.

He turned then to Rhaenyra.

“When you are ready,” he said, and now his voice had gentled again though fury still sat beneath it like live coals, “I will arrange the moment for Aerion to apologize. Until then, he remains as he is.”

Rhaenyra nodded once.

Myriah looked at the girl—dragonrider, liar, bride, child, poor wounded thing—and made her choice.

“Why do not I,” she said, “and your new good-sisters”—she gestured to Aelinor and Alys—“take you for a bath and fresh clothes. And show you the palace.” Then she looked directly at Baelor. “You have another son to speak to.”

Baelor closed his eyes briefly.

Good.

Let that strike too.

He opened them again and nodded. “Yes, Mother.”

Aelinor rose at once, wiping the last of her tears but not her softness. Alys followed, still shaken, still red-eyed, but steadier now for having something practical to do.

Myriah went to Rhaenyra and held out her hand.

“Come, child,” she said. “We will mend what may be mended before the next horror arrives.”

That, finally, won the smallest true smile from the girl.

And for one heartbeat, in the midst of dragons and shame and the sick knowledge of what one of her own blood had nearly done, Myriah thought: Mine now.

Not by birth.

Not by any law men had written.

But by the older law of women who looked at a girl broken by the world and decided she would not be left alone with it again.

Matarys walked down the hall to his father’s solar with his brother beside him.

Their father had sent for them both.

That alone had been enough to knot something in Matarys’s stomach.

Baelor did not summon people lightly. Not his sons, certainly. If Father wanted them, it meant there was something to be said plainly, and plainly from Baelor usually meant a thing had already gone past awkwardness and into seriousness.

The Red Keep felt strange that day.

Not wrong, exactly. Only overfull. As if too much had happened in too short a span and the castle had not yet decided where to settle it all. Servants moved faster. Guards stood stiffer. Every corridor seemed to carry the ghost of some earlier rumor just ahead of one’s feet. A dragon had landed in the yard. His father had arrived with a wife no one knew. Aerion had come home bound and gagged. Aegon had come home bald.

And through all of it Matarys was expected, apparently, to behave as though this were only another morning.

He glanced sideways at Valarr.

His brother looked tired. Not weak—Valarr never really looked weak—but worn down in that grave, older-brother way of his, as though he had been given too many things to understand before breakfast and had understood all of them out of duty if not desire.

Matarys trusted that face.

So he asked the question that had been scratching at him since the yard.

“Is she nice?”

Valarr looked over. “Yes.”

“Really?”

“Yes.”

“Kiera likes her?”

Valarr’s mouth twitched. “Kiera adores her.”

“Then she must be nice,” Matarys said, and meant it. “Kiera is clever.”

“That she is.”

They kept walking.

The corridor bent left toward the tower stair that led to Baelor’s rooms and working chambers. Morning light came long and pale through the high windows, striping the floor in bars of gold. Somewhere below them a maid laughed, and somewhere farther off a door slammed.

Matarys looked down at his hands.

“Do you like her?”

Valarr glanced at him. “Who.”

Matarys gave him a flat look. “Father’s wife.”

Valarr was silent a beat too long.

Then, “Yes.”

Matarys frowned. “Why.”

Valarr let out a breath through his nose, the sort that meant he had too many answers and did not much like any of them.

“She is interesting,” he said at last. “She lies and yet is honest. She is not afraid, or not in the ways most people are. She is kind. Funny. Difficult.” His mouth shifted again, very slightly. “And Father is happy. There is that too.”

Matarys looked up at once. “Happy.”

“Yes.”

That sat in him strangely.

His father was many things. Good. Honorable. Stern when needed. Kind in a way that did not draw attention to itself. But happy was not a word Matarys would ever have reached for first. Not after Mother died. Not after the years since, where Baelor had carried grief like some quiet second shadow and gone on because there was nothing else to be done.

“And her dragon,” Matarys said, because that too had to be named aloud or he thought he might go mad.

Valarr huffed out something near a laugh. “Yes. That too.”

“And Kiera loves her.”

“Yes,” said Valarr. “That as well.”

He sighed then in a way that made him sound, for one brief moment, very much like Father.

“I do not think I am ever getting rid of either of them now.”

Matarys smiled despite himself.

Then the smile faded.

There were too many things in this story that no one had yet explained. Too many pieces that did not fit together cleanly however hard one turned them.

He asked the one that had sat darkest.

“Why is Aerion bound and gagged?”

Valarr froze.

Not dramatically. Not in some foolish theatrical way. Just enough. Just enough for Matarys to know at once that whatever lived behind that question was worse than he had imagined.

“I cannot tell you.”

Matarys stared at him. “Why.”

“It is not my story to tell.”

“Why.”

Valarr’s jaw tightened. “Because it is not.”

“He did something bad.”

“Yes.”

“How bad.”

Valarr looked ahead again. “Bad enough.”

“That tells me nothing.”

“It is meant to tell you enough for now.”

Matarys hated that answer on sight.

That was what adults always said when something was so ugly they wanted the child to remain a child another hour longer. Except he was not a child, not really, and everyone in this family seemed determined to remember that fact only when it made their own lives easier.

He kicked lightly at a seam in the floor as they walked.

“Is he being sent away?”

“I do not know.”

“Does Father hate him now.”

Valarr shut his eyes briefly, just once, as if something in the question had gone too near the bone.

“I do not know that either.”

Matarys looked up at him then.

Valarr’s face had gone tight again. Too tight.

There was grief in it.

Grief and disgust together.

And Matarys understood, all at once, that whatever Aerion had done, it was not the sort of wickedness boys got into because they were vain or cruel or stupid. Not the ordinary awful sort. Something deeper. Something fouler.

He did not ask again.

They walked a little farther in silence.

Then, because his mind would not stay quiet even when frightened, Matarys said, “Do we call her stepmother?”

Valarr made a face.

“She is your age,” Matarys went on. “Or near enough.”

“Yes,” said Valarr. “I had noticed.”

“So.”

“So I call her Rhaenyra.”

“Just Rhaenyra?”

“Yes.”

Matarys considered that.

“All right,” he said. “Then I shall too.”

He let that settle a moment. Then, because there were safer things to say and he needed one, “She is very pretty.”

Valarr gave him a look. “Yes, she is.”

“Very.”

“Yes, Matarys. I know.”

Matarys frowned. “Do you think Father knows.”

Valarr stopped walking and stared at him.

Matarys stared back.

Then Valarr said, with all the weariness of an elder brother cursed by blood and intelligence both, “Father is not blind.”

“That is not what I meant.”

“I know exactly what you meant.”

“Good.”

Valarr resumed walking.

Matarys had to hurry two steps to keep up.

“Will we be getting siblings?” he asked.

Valarr made a sound of such immediate suffering that Matarys nearly laughed.

“Why,” Valarr said, “would I know that.”

“Because you are married.”

“That is not how knowledge works.”

“It might.”

“It does not.”

Matarys folded his arms. “Kiera would answer me.”

“Kiera would invent three answers, two insults, and a prophecy simply to amuse herself.”

“That sounds better than this conversation.”

“That is because you are fourteen.”

“I am not fourteen.”

“Then stop asking questions like you are eight.”

Matarys scowled, but only half-heartedly.

They had reached Father’s solar by then, the door standing shut at the end of the passage with one guard outside it and all the quiet authority of Baelor Breakspear in the wood itself. It was ridiculous, how rooms could begin to resemble the men who used them. Father’s had.

Matarys slowed.

He had not meant to.

But some part of him did, because once they went through that door, things would have to become real. No more standing in the yard gaping at dragons. No more peering from behind other people’s shoulders while adults arranged expressions on their faces. No more pretending this was a story being told and not his life bending into another shape before him.

Valarr noticed at once.

“You do not have to be afraid.”

Matarys looked at him.

“That is easy for you to say. You were there.”

“Yes.”

“You met her first. You know the dragon. You know whatever happened on the road. You know why Aerion is tied up like some hedge criminal. You know why Father looked…” He stopped.

“Looked what.”

Matarys swallowed.

“Different.”

Valarr was quiet for a moment.

Then, softly enough that Matarys almost wished he had not heard it, “He is different.”

That did not comfort him.

The guard stepped aside and opened the door for them.

Warmth met them first. Then the smell of parchment and ink and the little cedar smoke Father sometimes kept in a dish near the hearth when he had too much on his mind. Baelor stood by the window with one hand braced against the frame, broad shoulders still, head slightly bowed as if he had been thinking and disliked where it had led him.

At the sound of them entering, he turned.

There was tiredness in his face. More than Matarys had ever seen there at once.

But there was something else too.

Something gentler.

Something almost uncertain.

That frightened Matarys far more than anger would have.

“Come in,” Baelor said.

Valarr went first.

Matarys followed after.

The door shut behind them with a soft, final sound.

It was silent.

“Sit,” their father said.

Matarys obeyed at once, lowering himself into one of the chairs before the hearth. Valarr remained standing for a moment longer before finally taking the other, though he sat straight as a spear and no less guarded for it.

Baelor looked at them both.

“Valarr,” he said, “has already heard much, though not all. And he has every right to feel as he feels.” His gaze shifted to Matarys. “You, however, do not know everything, and I am sorry for that.”

Matarys stayed silent.

“I met Rhaenyra two years ago,” Baelor said. “I married her before I came to Ashford. I am sorry for hiding that and not telling you. That is my fault. And I am sorry I could not tell you to your face.” He let out a slow breath. “I have been living with regret since then. But being your father, I do not get to choose what emotions you give back to me. So whatever either of you wishes to say, say it.”

Matarys looked to Valarr.

Valarr only nodded once.

Go on, that look said.

So Matarys did.

“Father,” he said, and his voice came out thinner than he liked, “I could never be angry with you for moving on and being happy. You deserve to be happy. That is what I have always wanted for you.” He swallowed. “I just… I do not like it when we keep secrets from one another. And I did not like finding this out from people who were not you. It hurt because it did not sound like you. I did not know what to think.”

His voice broke then, to his great shame.

“It was scary,” he said, because if he stopped now he would not get it out at all. “It was scary because it did not sound like you, and I thought…” He looked down at his hands. “I thought I had lost you. I spent every day fearing you would come back a different man.”

Baelor closed his eyes.

Only for a moment.

But Matarys saw it.

When he opened them again, they had gone wet at the corners.

“Matarys.”

That was all he said at first.

Just his name.

And in it there was so much grief that Matarys almost wished he had lied and said none of it.

“I am sorry,” Baelor said. “For frightening you. For making you hear it from others. For letting you think yourself less trusted than you are.” His mouth tightened. “You did not lose me.”

Matarys wanted to believe that.

He did. Gods, he did.

But there was a dragon in the yard now, and a beautiful woman with his mother’s place in Father’s rooms, and Aerion tied like a criminal, and every person in the castle walking faster than before.

So instead of saying that, he asked, “Then why does it feel as if everything changed without me.”

Baelor did not answer at once.

Because there was no easy answer.

“Because it did,” Valarr said quietly.

Matarys looked at him, startled.

Valarr kept his gaze on Father.

“It changed for all of us while we were looking elsewhere,” he said. “Some of us simply stood nearer when it happened.”

Baelor gave him a long look.

“Yes,” he said at last. “That is true.”

The room fell quiet again.

Matarys wiped at one eye before any tear could properly disgrace him. He was too old to cry like Aegon over a scraped knee, even if the feeling in his chest was not far off.

Then Valarr spoke.

“You owe him more than apology.”

Baelor looked at him.

“And you owe me more than what I have had,” Valarr went on. “I know more than he does, and less than I should. I have stood beside you for days now and still do not know what shape of family we are meant to be by week’s end.”

Baelor nodded once, slowly.

“You are right.”

Matarys looked between them.

That was new too.

Father, simply saying you are right.

No lesson first. No correction wrapped round it. No careful prince’s phrasing.

Only truth.

Baelor crossed the room then and sat opposite them, nearer now, no longer shielded by windowlight and distance.

“There are things I did not tell either of you,” he said. “Some for Rhaenyra’s safety. Some because I thought I could manage them until we reached home. Some because I was a coward and wished a little longer before I saw disappointment in my sons’ faces.” His eyes went first to Valarr, then to Matarys. “You may both choose which reason you like least.”

Valarr’s mouth twitched once.

Matarys, despite himself, nearly smiled.

“Rhaenyra is good,” Baelor said. “She is also secretive, proud, half feral when frightened, and impossible when crossed. You will like her best when you stop expecting her to behave sensibly.”

“That sounds like Kiera,” Matarys said.

“No,” said Valarr at once. “Kiera enjoys being impossible. From what I can tell, Rhaenyra merely is.”

That won a low huff of laughter from Baelor.

There.

That was Father.

Worn thin, yes. Shaken, yes. Changed, certainly.

But Father.

Matarys felt something in his chest ease.

Not much.

Only enough to breathe around.

“And the dragon?” he asked quietly.

At once the room changed again.

Not colder.

Not harder.

Only stranger.

Baelor rubbed once at his brow. “The dragon is real.”

“Well,” said Matarys. “Yes. I had gathered that much.”

Valarr put a hand over his mouth.

Baelor actually smiled.

Not widely. Not for long. But enough that Matarys saw it and felt, absurdly, like a man being handed back a treasured thing he had been mourning.

“Her name is Syrax,” Baelor said. “She belongs to Rhaenyra.”

“How can anyone belong to a dragon,” Matarys asked.

That time Baelor’s smile deepened, though sadness lived under it. “That is a better question.”

Then Matarys, because he had circled it long enough and fear did no good growing in the dark, said, “And Aerion.”

The smile left.

Baelor’s whole face changed.

Valarr looked away.

There it was again.

That other, fouler thing.

Matarys’s hands clenched in his lap.

“What did he do.”

Baelor and Valarr exchanged one look.

Just one.

Then Baelor said, “Something vile.”

“That is what Valarr said.”

“It is still true.”

“Father.”

Baelor held his gaze. “Matarys. I am not sparing him by saying less. I am sparing someone else.”

That landed.

Not Aerion, then.

Never Aerion.

Matarys swallowed hard. “Rhaenyra.”

“Yes.”

The room had become very quiet.

Not because they lacked words.

Because the right one sat there between them and none wished to be first to touch it.

Matarys thought then of Rhaenyra in the yard, small and red-faced while Rhae and Aelora nearly climbed her like a fruit tree. Thought of how she had laughed. Thought of how carefully Father had kept a hand to her waist the whole while, as if even in the chaos he had been counting her breaths.

He understood, suddenly and with terrible clarity, that whatever Aerion had done had been done to her.

His stomach turned.

“Is she…” He could not finish it.

Father answered anyway.

“She is alive,” Baelor said, and the fact that he answered that question instead of the one Matarys had tried to ask told him everything. “She is safe now. Aerion will remain bound and gagged until the king decides otherwise.”

Matarys felt his face go white.

He looked at Valarr.

Valarr looked back and gave the smallest nod.

Yes.

It was that bad.

Matarys turned his eyes to the floor.

For one awful moment he could not think of Aerion as a boy at all, only as blood. Family. The same blood that ran through all of them. The same blood he had once admired because Aerion was handsome and fearless and laughed at all the right times and seemed so grown. What an ugly fool he had been.

“I hate him,” Matarys said.

The words surprised him by how calm they sounded.

Baelor did not rebuke him.

“Good,” Valarr said softly.

That startled them both.

Valarr’s face did not change.

“I am tired of pretending disgust is too harsh a thing to feel,” he said. “I hate him too.”

Baelor shut his eyes once.

Then opened them.

“You may,” he said. “Both of you may feel whatever you like. I will not ask otherwise.”

Matarys nodded.

He did not trust himself to speak.

For a little while none of them did.

Three men in one room, bound to one another by blood and grief and the miserable luck of being decent where another of their own had not been.

At last Baelor rose and came to them.

He put one hand on Valarr’s shoulder first.

Then the other on Matarys’s head, briefly, the way he had done when Matarys was younger and feverish or waking from bad dreams.

“I did not become another man,” he said quietly. “Not away from you. Not with her. I am still your father.”

Matarys looked up at him.

Baelor’s eyes were tired.

They were also honest.

That, in the end, was enough.

Matarys stood without thinking and hugged him.

Not with the desperate force he had seen in the yard between Father and Valarr. Not with tears. Only hard enough to mean it, and long enough that Baelor understood he was forgiven for some things and not yet all.

A moment later Valarr’s hand came to Father’s back too, firm and brief and brotherly and sonlike all at once.

For one heartbeat the three of them stood like that.

Then Matarys drew back and wiped at his face angrily before anyone could call it crying.

“I still do not like secrets.”

“I know,” Baelor said.

“And I still think marrying someone my age is odd.”

“That is fair.”

“And if she is mean to you I shall take it badly.”

That won him the smallest real laugh from Father.

“She is not mean to me.”

Valarr made a sound that suggested this statement was, at best, incomplete.

Baelor ignored him.

Then Matarys said, because he could not help himself and because after horror the mind sometimes fled gratefully toward the ordinary, “And if she gives you daughters before Valarr and Kiera do, I shall never let him live it down.”

Valarr looked at him in blank offense.

Baelor, to Matarys’s deep satisfaction, laughed properly then.

“There,” Matarys said, pointing at him at once. “That. I was worried you had forgotten how.”

Baelor shook his head.

“No,” he said. “Only misplaced it, perhaps.”

And because they were his sons and he had already failed them enough in one season, he reached for both their shoulders and drew them nearer again, as if by sheer closeness he might begin repairing what secrecy and grief and dragonfire had torn.

Outside the solar, the Red Keep still buzzed with dragon-rumor and scandal and children declaring wars over princesses.

Inside, for a little while longer, Baelor was simply Father again.

Baelor found her in the Sept of Baelor.

For one bitter little instant he almost laughed at the cruelty of it. Of all places. Of all the vast stone guts of the Red Keep, with its towers and stairways and keeps within keeps and those old blind passages Rhaenyra swore ran beneath half the world if one knew where to look, she had gone there.

To the sept raised in honor of the king who had starved himself into sainthood and left his name hanging over half the pieties of the realm.

And yet there she was.

Not before the Warrior, nor the Mother, nor any of the pretty carved lies men knelt to when they wanted mercy without inconvenience. She was in one of the side chambers, where the light came thin and pale through colored glass and fell over the little alcoves where ash and bone and memory were kept more neatly than grief ever was.

Baelor stopped in the doorway and did not speak.

Rhaenyra lay stretched along the stone ledge beneath the niches where her sons’ ashes rested, one arm folded beneath her head, the other flung across her waist as if she had simply grown too weary to hold herself upright and had chosen the nearest grave to collapse beside. Her silver-gold hair spilled down over black cloth and pale stone both. She had changed from the road and from the morning’s shocks. Myriah and Aelinor and Alys had seen to that, he guessed at once. The gown was finer than the one she had worn coming through the gate, softer too, dark enough to suit mourning without proclaiming it, with just enough red worked into the sleeves and bodice to keep her from seeming faded inside it.

She had one hand lifted toward the niches.

Toward Aegon.

Toward Viserys.

And her mouth was moving.

High Valyrian, low and intimate enough that it took him a heartbeat to understand he was not meant to hear and was hearing anyway.

“Nyke ābri jorrāelan. Syt ao nyke drējī iksin. Nyke ao naejot henujagon. Nyke sȳrior va syt ao lenton.”

I came back. I am here. I did not forget you. I am sorry it took me so long.

Baelor felt the hair stir at the back of his neck.

Her voice had changed.

Not in sound. Not in pitch. In something older than that. Stripped of all the bright weapons she wore among the living. No teasing. No command. No mockery. No cruel little glints of amusement made to keep men uncertain and herself safe.

Only a mother speaking to the dead as if there were any world in which dead boys might be soothed by hearing the truth too late.

“Nyke gaomagon iā morghūltas. Nyke gaomagon se ilagon ziry naejot ōdrikagon.”

I did what death required. I did what I must to keep them from being taken.

Her fingers touched the edge of the lower niche.

“Aegon. Viserys. Nyke ziry qēlos. Nyke ziry hēnkirī.”

Aegon. Viserys. I carried you. I kept you.

The words were simple.

That made them worse.

Baelor had heard battlefield widows wail less heartbreakingly.

He should have left then. He knew that. He should have gone quietly and waited until she had finished speaking to her ghosts and come back of her own will. But he had already feared once, at Ashford, that he might never see any of the people he loved again. He had ridden to that field and half believed some god or prophecy or old curse would at last make good on the death that had been waiting for him since he was young. He had feared dying with his father far away, his mother farther still, his sons unwarned, his brothers angry, and all the foolish untidy business of being loved left incomplete.

Then he had not died.

They had bent the path.

Broken it, perhaps.

Changed it enough that he had come back to the Red Keep alive, with a wife and a dragon and far too many secrets and still enough breath left in him to regret and repair and choose.

And because of that, because he had nearly lost the keep and all of them and had somehow been given it back, he found that leaving her alone in her grief felt less like courtesy and more like cowardice.

So he went in.

The stone sounded beneath his boots.

Rhaenyra did not startle. Of course she did not. She only went still a little, then turned her head enough to see him standing there in the half-colored light.

For one moment neither spoke.

Then she said, very softly, “I was wondering how long it would take you.”

Baelor came nearer.

“I would have left you to them longer,” he said, looking once toward the niches, “but I dislike competing with dead princes.”

That won him the smallest shift at the corner of her mouth.

Good.

He stopped beside her and looked up at the ashes of boys he had never known, who had ruled his wife’s face long before he ever touched it.

“I did not mean to intrude.”

“You did.”

“Yes.”

“And yet here you are.”

“Yes.”

She was quiet a moment longer, then moved her arm from beneath her head and sat up slowly, arranging her skirts with that dazed little care the grieving sometimes had, as if neatness might lend order where life would not.

“I told them I came back for them,” she said.

Baelor sat beside her on the stone ledge. It was colder than he expected.

“You did.”

“I do not know if that is entirely true.”

He looked at her.

She was staring at the niches again.

“I came back because I had unfinished rage,” she said. “Because I would not stay dead when too much of me still burned. Because the gods are cruel or dragons are stubborn or fate enjoys a jest.” Her voice thinned. “But once I was here, once I understood what here meant, once I knew what years had taken and what had followed after—”

She stopped.

Baelor waited.

“I came back for them too,” she finished. “For all of it. I came back because I had left them alone in history. Left them to the mouths of men.”

Baelor’s hand found hers where it lay against the stone.

“You did not leave them.”

“No?” Her laugh was light and joyless. “The ashes say otherwise.”

“The ashes say only that you loved them badly enough to still come here.”

That made her swallow.

For a little while they sat in silence beside the dead.

Baelor did not know whether he ought to say anything clever. He had nothing clever to give her. No comfort that did not feel too small or too easy. So he sat. Held her hand. Let the silence be a place rather than an absence.

At length Rhaenyra said, “Your father looks very like my Viserys.”

Baelor turned his head.

She had not looked at him when she said it.

Only at the ash.

“Older, of course,” she went on. “Worn in other places. Softer in some ways and harder in others. But the bones of him.” Her mouth trembled once. “When he touched my face in the yard I thought for one awful moment that the world had split and given him back to me grown.”

Baelor did not tighten his hold on her hand. He wanted to. Instead he let his thumb move once over her knuckles.

“At least I may see some version of him,” she whispered. “Even if it is not him at all.”

Baelor looked down.

There was nothing to say to that that did not sound either false or pitiful.

After another moment he asked, “What did my mother and Aelinor and Alys do with you.”

That finally drew her eyes to him.

It was a small mercy, the change of ground.

She let out a breath through her nose. “They stripped me like a goose for market.”

Baelor nearly smiled.

“Good.”

“They inspected every bruise on me with the solemnity of septons examining relics,” she continued. “Your mother ordered two maids, three towels, one fresh gown, and the death of anyone who dared tangle my hair while combing it. Aelinor cried. Alys tried not to cry and failed worse. Your mother asked me whether you had forced me, whether you had frightened me, whether you had courted me properly, whether I was with child, whether I liked sweets, whether I took milk in my tea, whether I knew how to use all the back stairs, and whether I intended to let your daughters—” She stopped herself, then corrected. “Your nieces—grow up witless.”

Baelor turned a little to face her fully. “And what did you tell her.”

“That you had not forced me. That you had frightened me, but not in the way she meant. That I am not with child. That I do not know how to use all the back stairs yet, but the Red Keep is a better built creature than men think and therefore worth learning.”

“You did not tell her I am kind.”

Rhaenyra looked at him as if he had embarrassed himself. “I was trying not to lie too extravagantly.”

That did make him huff a laugh.

“There,” she said at once, pouncing on it as she always did. “That sound. You have become less dreadful.”

“I was never dreadful.”

“You were before I fixed you.”

He let that go.

“And my father?”

Rhaenyra’s expression softened in a way he had not expected. “King Daeron,” she said, and there was something almost tender in her voice now, some startled warmth. “I think if he had met me as a girl he would have stuffed me full of cakes and jewels and called me little dove until I turned wicked with it.”

Baelor had to laugh then.

Because yes.

Yes, Daeron would have.

“He is planning a ball,” she said.

Baelor blinked. “What.”

“For us. For the marriage. To present me properly, I suppose. Or to prove to the realm that if his heir loses his senses, at least the king will do it beautifully.” Her mouth curved. “Your mother says the household has already gone half-mad over linens.”

Baelor scrubbed a hand over his face. “Gods.”

“You dislike that.”

“I dislike being displayed.”

“Liar.”

He gave her a look.

Rhaenyra smiled properly now, if faintly. “You dislike being displayed unless the display includes me. Then you become insufferable.”

“That is untrue.”

“It is precisely true.”

She stood then, slowly, and faced the niches once more. Her fingers rose and brushed the stone in farewell.

“Kessa. Nyke ēdruta. Nyke aōha ñutys gaomagon.”

All right. I will go. I will do what is needed.

Baelor did not ask whether she spoke to the boys or to herself.

Perhaps there was no difference.

They left the side chamber together and walked out through the long cool body of the sept, past candles and carved faces and old marble kings who had never borne half what women did and were still praised for holiness. When they reached the main hall, the colored light had shifted, stretching thinner and brighter across the floor.

Rhaenyra slipped her hand into his as naturally as breath.

By then he had begun to understand that every small thing between them had the power to rearrange him if given too much room.

He let her keep it anyway.

They emerged into one of the quieter corridors behind the sept, those older stone passages that ran half-forgotten behind the public splendor of the Red Keep. The castle’s noise came muted there, as if through water. Somewhere far away children were shouting. Somewhere closer a servant laughed and was hushed. The whole place still buzzed with dragon and scandal and reunion and fear, but not here. Here the walls remembered older silences.

Rhaenyra stopped abruptly before an unremarkable stretch of stone.

Baelor nearly walked past her.

“What.”

She pressed one palm to the wall, found some hidden catch in a carved seam, and a narrow panel gave way inward just enough to reveal darkness behind it.

He stared.

Rhaenyra turned and looked at him with open delight. “You mean to tell me you never explored the hidden passages in your own home.”

“I had duties.”

“You had no imagination.”

“I was the heir.”

“Yes,” she said. “How tragic.”

Before he could answer she slipped through the opening and tugged him after her by the hand. The passage within was narrow, close with old dust and stone and the smell of secrets that had lived too long without light. A slit higher up let in a blade of daylight, enough to turn the dark silver-blue and catch in her hair.

Baelor barely had time to say, “Rhaenyra—”

Before she was on him.

Not with violence. Not quite.

With hunger.

Her hands caught his jaw and she kissed him hard enough to make his spine hit the stone behind him. The narrow passage made every breath feel louder, every shift of cloth and hand and body indecently intimate. She tasted of grief and some sweet thing one of the women must have forced on her after her bath. Her fingers slid into his hair. His hands went at once to her waist and then lower, because they always did, because he had come to know the shape of her there as one knew a prayer by repetition.

She broke the kiss only far enough to say against his mouth, “How have you lived here all your life and never once committed a sin in these passages.”

Baelor kissed her again.

“That,” he said against her lips, “is a question beneath my dignity.”

“You have no dignity left.”

“Because of you.”

“Yes.”

He could have lifted her then. Could have turned her into the wall and lost the rest of the morning gladly. She knew it. He knew she knew. That was half the trouble with them now—nothing stayed hidden long once desire entered the room.

Her hands dropped to the front of his tunic, undoing one fastening, then another, her nails dragging lightly down the skin beneath.

Baelor caught her wrist.

She looked up at him at once, eyes bright with outrage and want both. “Do not start now.”

He kissed the corner of her mouth. “We cannot.”

Her face changed with immediate, scandalized displeasure.

“Baelor.”

“The maester said no moon tea until he is satisfied you are not going to burn through your own belly.”

“I hate him.”

“I know.”

“I could be satisfied without fucking.”

“That has never once been true of you.”

She actually stamped on his boot.

Baelor stared down at her. “Did you just stamp me.”

“Yes.”

“For refusing to risk your life in a wall.”

She folded her arms. Pouted. Glared at him like a wicked little princess from a child’s cautionary tale.

Gods.

He loved her.

He did not say it.

He was not yet prepared to hear himself do so inside the passageways of his ancestors while she stood there thwarted and furious and beautiful enough to unman a septon.

Instead he bent and kissed her forehead, because it was safer and because it somehow made her more cross.

“This is cruel.”

“This is prudence.”

“I dislike prudence.”

“You are married to it.”

“That is the worst thing you have ever said to me.”

He nearly smiled again.

She saw it and scowled harder.

“Do not mock me when I am suffering.”

“You are not suffering.”

“You do not know my soul.”

“I know enough.”

She gave him one last murderously longing look, then leaned back into him anyway, pressing her cheek to his chest in brief surrender.

“All right,” she muttered. “Carry me.”

He stared down at her. “Why.”

“Because I am disappointed.”

“That is not a reason.”

“It is to me.”

He sighed and did exactly as told.

Of course he did.

She curled into his arms with the shameless contentment of a creature who had never doubted she’d be obeyed in the end. When he stepped back out through the hidden panel with her thus arranged, her smile turned smug against his throat.

“You are impossible,” he said quietly.

“Yes,” she replied. “But warm.”

That shut him up.

She knew too well where to strike now.

He carried her back toward what had until that morning been his rooms and were, by law and chaos and dragon, now theirs. By the time they reached the corridor outside, he could already hear the children.

That should have warned him.

It did.

It did not warn him enough.

When Baelor pushed the door open, he stopped dead.

His room was being dismantled.

Not tidied.

Not rearranged.

Assaulted.

Rhae stood on a chair tearing down one of the Seven-pointed hangings with the full solemnity of a conqueror taking a city. Aelora had somehow found the courage to direct two maids in removing a carved wooden mother-and-child panel from the wall. Daenora was sorting cushions into piles and declaring some unworthy of dragonriders. Daella, sweet Daella, was apologizing to every object before handing it to someone else to be removed. Aegon was under the table dragging out a carved chest and shouting that if Uncle Baelor wanted his ugly septon cups back he ought to come and fight for them. Aemon, traitor that he was, appeared to have been put in charge of books and was calmly deciding which were dull enough to remain visible and which must be hidden lest they offend Rhaenyra’s eyes. Matarys and Aelor were arguing over whether the bed curtains ought to be crimson or black while Valarr stood in the middle of the wreckage with the expression of a man who had surrendered his soul sometime before luncheon and was too tired to ask for it back.

Kiera, naturally, was supervising.

Rhaenyra leaned out of Baelor’s arms and surveyed the devastation with mounting delight.

“I love them.”

Baelor did not lower her.

“Why,” he said into the room at large, “is everyone in my chamber.”

“Because it is hideous,” Kiera said.

“It is not hideous.”

Rhae looked over from the hanging and announced, “It is. It looks like an old man died in prayer.”

Aegon emerged from beneath the table, hairless and dusty. “Rhaenyra says she cannot sleep with the Seven staring at her tits.”

“Wonderful,” Baelor said. “Excellent. I see nothing in my life can remain private again.”

“No,” Kiera said. “That time is over.”

Rhaenyra slid from his arms the moment his grip loosened and went straight into the room like a victorious general returning to the field.

Baelor made one attempt.

One.

“Rhaenyra—”

“No.”

“That is my room.”

“It was your room. It is now our room, and I refuse to lie beneath seven judging faces like a whore on trial.”

“These carvings were commissioned by my father.”

“Then he will commission prettier ones.”

“Rhaenyra.”

She turned on him, hands on her hips, eyes bright with mutiny. “Baelor, if you truly love me, you will let me remove the pious ugliness from the walls.”

The children went still.

Kiera looked ecstatic.

Valarr closed his eyes briefly, perhaps in prayer for death.

Baelor looked at his wife, at the ruined orderly chamber of his bachelorhood, at the little army she had gathered to overthrow it, and knew with bone-deep certainty that he had already lost.

“Fine,” he said.

Aegon whooped.

Rhae cheered.

Daenora clapped.

Matarys grinned at him with unforgivable delight.

Rhaenyra beamed, crossed the distance between them in three quick steps, kissed him hard, and then turned away again as if he were merely another piece of furniture already conquered.

Baelor left before he strangled anyone.

He went down into the yard and found Syrax sprawled in a patch of sun like some giant pampered beast too pleased with her own importance to move unless offered sheep or flattery. He sat on a low stone boundary near her foreleg and, because there was no one there to judge him yet, indulged in a brief and private pout.

Syrax opened one molten eye, looked at him, and exhaled hot smoke in his direction.

“Yes,” Baelor muttered. “You too.”

A shadow fell across him.

Then another.

Aerys sat at his left without asking.

Rhaegel, after a little hesitation, took the other side.

And last of all Maekar came and stood over them for a beat before deciding to lower himself to the stone wall opposite like a man accepting exile from his own room.

None spoke at first.

The dragon did.

Syrax stretched her neck out, nudged Baelor’s shoulder once, then—having decided perhaps that he was not enough of a spectacle alone—sniffed Aerys’s sleeve, breathed hot in Rhaegel’s face until he laughed despite himself, and finally stared Maekar down until he held out a flat palm on pure instinct and let her snout bump it as if he had not, only yesterday, expected to die in that same sightline.

That broke it.

Not the tension.

Nothing so easy.

Only the seal over it.

Aerys looked from the dragon to Baelor and said, with his usual gift for civility sharpened into a blade, “You do understand that this has become worse.”

Baelor leaned back on his hands. “I had noticed.”

Rhaegel, still red-eyed from earlier, looked at Syrax with open wonder. “She is beautiful.”

“She tried to eat Maekar,” Aerys said.

“Yes,” said Rhaegel. “Beautiful things have always behaved badly in our family.”

Maekar let out a sound that was almost a laugh and almost not. “A lesson you and Baelor both learned far too young.”

Baelor looked sideways at him.

The awkwardness was still there. Aerion sat in it like poison. None of them could touch that without something breaking again. But sitting in the yard under a dragon’s shadow while Rhaenyra and half the next generation tore apart his chamber upstairs was apparently enough absurdity to force even grief into strange shapes.

Aerys folded his arms. “Mother sent me out because I was in the way.”

Rhaegel said at once, “She sent me because I cried.”

Maekar stared at them both.

Then at Baelor.

Then at the dragon.

“Mother sent me because I said if Aerion remained my son after this, then the gods have a poor sense of irony.”

Rhaegel’s face went soft with pain at once.

Aerys looked away.

Baelor said nothing.

Because there was nothing to say that did not sound cheap.

Syrax solved it for them by lowering her head into Baelor’s lap with the full blind trust of a spoiled creature who believed all laps existed for her use.

Baelor grunted under the unexpected weight.

Rhaegel laughed aloud.

Even Aerys’s mouth twitched.

Maekar looked at the dragon for one long moment and said, with weary disbelief, “She truly is pampered.”

From somewhere above, through an open window, came the unmistakable sound of Rhae shouting that Uncle Baelor’s ugly wall-thing had finally come down.

Baelor closed his eyes.

His brothers laughed.

And because grief and horror and family were rarely content to remain in one shape for long, Baelor found himself sitting in the Red Keep yard with a dragon’s head in his lap, his brothers beside him, the room he had slept in for years being actively destroyed overhead by his wife and a pack of delighted children, and thought—

This.

This, somehow, was still better than Ashford.

Because he was alive.

Because they all were, near enough.

Because he had feared he would die there and never see the keep again, never see his father or mother or sons or brothers or this mad old red stone hill of a home.

And yet here he sat.

They had changed it.

Now they would have to go on changing it.

Spring sickness still waited somewhere ahead in the dark future that had once seemed fixed. His father. Valarr. Matarys. Names like tolling bells in the back of his mind. Deaths that had once belonged to certainty now belonged, perhaps, to warning.

They had work to do.

Lives to keep.

Rhaenyra’s work no longer ended at her sons’ ashes, nor his at Ashford.

He looked down at Syrax.

“She is going to kill my chamber.”

Syrax closed her eyes as if this were unworthy of comment.

Aerys said, “It was ugly.”

“You are all traitors.”

“Yes,” said Maekar. “But we are your brothers.”

That, at least, was true.

Maekar had thought, once, that he knew what shame was.

He had known battlefield shame, the hot clean sort that came of misjudgment and bad command. He had known brotherly shame, when pride made a fool of him before men who had once shared his cradle and his blood and still knew exactly where to strike. He had known the private shame of losing Dyanna and not dying after her, of walking on with children in his care and rage in his throat and calling that survival when it felt more like theft.

He had known all of that.

He had known nothing.

Nothing at all.

Not until he stood in his father’s solar with Aerion bound before them, wrists tied, ankles tied, a strip of cloth taken from his mouth only because the king had commanded him to speak and look at what he had done.

The room was crowded with his family and felt emptier than a tomb.

King Daeron stood by the hearth. Myriah beside him. Baelor at Rhaenyra’s side with his hand low at her back as if he meant to keep her from vanishing through force of touch alone. Aerys stood near the window in that hard, cold stillness he wore when his anger was so complete it had become almost elegant. Rhaegel sat very straight in his chair, hands clasped too tightly, face pale and dreadful with the strain of holding himself together. Aelinor and Alys were close by, both women white-faced and watchful. Duncan stood near the door like judgment in rough wool and leather, broad as a wall and just as difficult to move.

And Aerion—

Aerion stood in the middle of it all with his black hair hanging loose and wild about his face, his mouth split at one corner where he had fought the gag, his cheek still marked faintly from where Rhaenyra had once bitten him, and there was something in him now that Maekar did not know how he had ever failed to see.

No, that was not true.

He knew how.

Aerion had hidden it.

That was the horror. Not that Maekar had been blind to every cruelty. He had not. He had seen temper. Vanity. Malice. A boy too delighted with hurting whatever could not easily hurt him back. But Aerion had hidden the worst of himself with enough skill that a father, wanting to believe monstrosity had limits, had believed it.

Now there was no hiding anything.

Not in that room.

Not with the way Aerion looked at Rhaenyra even now.

Not leering. Not smiling. Worse than that.

Hungry.

If one did not know better, one needed only one glance to know the shape of his mind. There are men who can stand in chains and still seem to be reaching for a woman with both hands. Aerion was one of them. Even bound, even bruised, even dragged from his bed half-dressed to account for himself before king and kin alike, he looked as though if the ropes vanished he would lunge for her first and death second.

Maekar saw his father see it.

Saw Daeron’s face harden into something almost ancient.

“Look at her,” the king said.

Aerion’s mouth twitched. “I am.”

Daeron crossed the room before Maekar had even fully understood he meant to move. The crack of the slap rang against stone and shutters and every nerve in Maekar’s body. Aerion’s head snapped to one side. Blood rose bright at the edge of his mouth where tooth had caught flesh.

“You will answer as a prince,” Daeron said, voice gone low and terrible. “Or you will answer as a dog. Choose now.”

Aerion turned his head back slowly.

He smiled.

Myriah made a sound through her nose that might have become a curse had she let it.

Baelor moved one half-step closer to Rhaenyra.

Maekar stood very still.

Because if he moved, he feared it would be toward his son, and he no longer knew with certainty what he would do with his hands if he reached him.

“Aerion,” Daeron said, “you will look at Princess Rhaenyra and you will apologize for what you did.”

Silence.

Aerion’s eyes slid back to Rhaenyra.

She sat with her hands folded in her lap, face gone so calm it frightened Maekar more than tears could have. That calm had edge to it. Depth. It was the stillness of a woman who had already bled through too many horrors to waste herself on flinching before this one.

At her side, Baelor had become all stone and fury and waiting murder.

Aerion looked at them both.

Then laughed once.

Softly.

It was enough.

Daeron struck him again.

Not with the flat of the hand this time, but with the back of it, and Aerion staggered in the ropes, catching himself badly. Maekar heard Alys suck in breath. Heard Aelinor whisper something under it, perhaps to the Mother, perhaps to no one at all.

“You will speak,” Daeron said. “And you will name what you did.”

Aerion spat blood to the floor.

Maekar thought: if Dyanna were alive, she would have taken his tongue herself.

That thought hurt worse than the sight of the blood.

Because Dyanna was not there.

Because this was her son.

Because all the old stories of his children had once ended in her hands and now ended in his, and he had done so badly by one of them that the whole family stood here learning his failure in public.

Aerion lifted his chin.

“I handled her roughly,” he said.

The room changed.

Not visibly.

Not all at once.

But the air did. The soul of it.

Baelor’s face lost the last scrap of anything human in it.

Aerys straightened away from the window like a drawn blade.

Rhaegel closed his eyes.

Daeron went so still that for one insane heartbeat Maekar thought his father had simply died standing.

Then Rhaenyra spoke.

“No,” she said.

Her voice was quiet.

That made Aerion look at her more sharply than either blow had.

Rhaenyra did not raise her voice. Did not tremble. Did not look away.

“You will say what you did,” she said. “Or I will have Syrax pull it from your screaming mouth in the yard below.”

Aerion stared at her.

There was something almost fascinated in his face then, and Maekar hated him with such force it made his own vision swim.

“You shoved me to the ground,” Rhaenyra said. “You pulled up my skirts. You tore off what was beneath them. You held me there before a crowd and said you would tame me.” Her eyes never left his. “Say it.”

No one moved.

No one breathed.

Aerion looked at her for one long, ugly moment.

Then he said, because even he knew now that there was no escaping what had already been dragged into the light, “I meant to force you.”

Aelinor broke then and began to cry in earnest.

Alys turned her face aside.

Rhaegel’s mouth twisted as if he might be sick.

Myriah closed her eyes.

Baelor did not.

Baelor looked at Aerion like a man memorizing the dimensions of a coffin.

Maekar heard the words, I meant to force you, and felt the shame of them enter him like another man’s knife.

There it is, he thought.

There is the truth.

Not hidden. Not softened. Not passed from rumor to rumor until it lost its shape.

His son.

His and Dyanna’s son.

Saying those words in his father’s solar before the whole of his closest blood.

Daeron’s voice, when it came, sounded older than Maekar had ever heard it.

“Continue.”

Aerion swallowed once. His arrogance was still there, but it had gone ragged now. He had not expected to be made to speak this plainly. He had expected perhaps disgust, perhaps yelling, perhaps punishment. Not this clean stripping of the deed to its bones.

“I meant to rape her,” he said.

Myriah’s hand went to her mouth.

Rhaegel bent forward and put both elbows on his knees, one hand over his eyes.

Aerys looked at Aerion with such complete loathing that it changed his whole face.

Baelor said nothing.

That frightened Maekar more than if he had drawn steel.

Daeron took one slow breath. Then another.

“To whom,” he asked, “are you speaking.”

Aerion gave him a blank look.

The king’s voice rose for the first time.

“To whom.”

Aerion’s nostrils flared.

“To Princess Rhaenyra,” he said at last.

“No,” Daeron snapped. “Look at her.”

Aerion did.

Maekar wished he had not.

That look—gods, that look. Not shame. Not true shame. Humiliation, yes. Fury. That sick fascination still there beneath both. It made Maekar understand in one appalling rush why Rhaegel had said not to let any of the girls near him. Why the children could not be permitted to wander where he might be. Why some rottenness, once named, changed everything thereafter.

Aerion dragged in a breath.

“I meant to rape you,” he said to Rhaenyra. “I stripped you. I humiliated you before a crowd. I intended to force you and would have if I had not been stopped.”

No one in the room moved.

Rhaenyra did not flinch.

Good girl, Maekar thought wildly, and then hated himself for thinking of her in terms that tender when his own son stood there.

He hated everything at once.

Rhaenyra’s face did not change.

“And,” she said, “are you sorry.”

Aerion’s lip curled.

Daeron took one step.

“I am sorry,” Aerion said at once, though every word sounded dragged from him with hooks, “for dishonoring you and humiliating House Targaryen.”

Myriah opened her eyes.

“No,” she said.

All of them looked at her.

She had gone very still. Very royal. Every inch of her queenliness gathered now like storm clouds before the break.

“You are not sorry because you dishonored us,” Myriah said. “You are sorry because you were seen.”

Aerion looked away first.

Good, Maekar thought.

At least one person in this room should have the power to shame him.

Rhaenyra looked at him a moment longer. Then nodded once.

“That is enough,” she said.

It was not enough.

Maekar knew it. Everyone in that room knew it. But it was enough for this. Enough for the moment she had claimed as hers. Enough for the naming. Enough for making the deed live where it belonged now—in his own mouth, in all their memories, never again to be reduced to some vague family ugliness or private misunderstanding.

Daeron turned to Duncan.

“Remove him.”

Aerion laughed once, brokenly. “To where.”

“To whatever life remains to you,” Daeron said, “which from this hour will not resemble the one you expected.”

Duncan stepped forward. He did not touch Aerion yet.

The knight looked to the king, then to Baelor, then—briefly—to Rhaenyra, as if some old instinct in him still sought the woman’s comfort first.

Daeron spoke clearly, each word falling like a sentence already sealed.

“Prince Aerion Targaryen,” he said, “from this day until I decide otherwise, you will not bear arms. You will not command men. You will not ride free. You will not attend feast, hunt, court, or celebration. You will not be left alone with any woman or girl in this household, nor any child. You will be watched waking and sleeping. You will eat when told. Speak when allowed. Move where directed.”

Aerion had gone white beneath the bruises.

Daeron did not stop.

“You wished to use strength without honor. Very well. You will spend the next years learning what honor looks like in the hands of a man who has it.”

Only then did he turn to Duncan.

“Ser Duncan the Tall, who stood for a woman when princes and guards failed her, will oversee his training.”

Aerion’s head snapped up.

“No.”

The word came out raw. Animal. True fear at last.

Good, Maekar thought savagely. Good.

Daeron ignored him.

“You will train as a sworn shield,” the king said. “Not as prince. Not as dragon’s blood. Not as some shining fool born to command because his name is old. You will rise when Ser Duncan rises. Drill when he drills. Serve where he tells you. Stand where he places you. You will learn to put your body between danger and the vulnerable rather than making your body the danger itself.”

Aerion was breathing too fast now.

“This is beneath me.”

Daeron moved so quickly for one old man that Maekar nearly failed to see it.

He struck Aerion across the mouth with the ringed back of his hand.

“Everything honorable is beneath you,” the king said. “That is precisely the problem.”

Blood brightened Aerion’s lip again.

Daeron stood over him, shaking with rage so great it made his whole frame seem to tremble around it.

“You disgust me,” he said. “You disgust your grandmother. You disgust your uncles. You disgust your father. I looked upon you this morning and still saw my grandson. I look upon you now and see only the labor of making you safe enough that your sisters may live in the same castle and not be watched every waking moment for your shadow.”

There it was.

The worst of it.

Not death. Not exile. Not mutilation.

Disgust.

Old grandfathers’ disgust. The kind that made a man feel he had fallen not from privilege but from personhood itself.

Aerion’s eyes slid then, involuntarily, to Maekar.

Not to his grandmother.

Not to the king.

To his father.

Maekar felt the whole room waiting on him.

He had not meant to speak. Not until after. Not until his own apology. But the look in Aerion’s face—wounded pride, disbelief, a child’s old habit of seeking rescue in the very man he had damned—made something final break loose in Maekar.

“Do not look at me like that,” he said.

Aerion blinked.

Maekar heard his own voice and did not recognize it.

“Do not,” he repeated. “Do not look at me like I am meant to take your side in this. Do not look at me as though I owe you fatherly pity while that girl sits there after what you tried to do.”

Aerion’s mouth tightened.

“You are my son,” Maekar said, and every word cost. “That is a fact. Not a defense. Not a shield. A fact. And I will spend the rest of my life grieving what you have made of it.”

No one moved.

No one interrupted.

Because what interruption could survive such words.

Aerion looked away.

Duncan took him by the arm then and turned him toward the door.

He went.

That was the strangest part.

He did not scream. Did not beg. Did not spit curses over his shoulder. He only went, bound and humiliated and white with fury, and in the set of his back there was still something so wrong and unresolved that Maekar knew punishment alone would never be the whole answer.

Some men could be frightened into decency.

Aerion would have to be forged.

Or broken trying.

When the door shut behind Duncan and his prisoner, the room seemed to exhale all at once and still find no relief in it.

For a little while no one spoke.

Then Daeron sat down very heavily, as if anger had left him old where he stood.

Myriah looked at Rhaenyra first.

Not her sons. Not her husband.

The girl.

Myriah rose and crossed to her. Daeron followed.

For one instant Maekar thought Rhaenyra might flinch from them after all this house had handed her.

She did not.

Daeron stood before her and looked, not kingly now, not at all, but wounded in the plain old way of grandfathers and fathers and men who discovered too late what one of their own had become.

“My dear girl,” he said quietly, “I am sorry.”

That broke something in the room all over again, though softer this time.

Myriah knelt before Rhaenyra and took both her hands. Her own voice, when it came, had none of the queen’s iron in it, only the woman beneath.

“We are so ashamed,” she said. “Of what this family has done to you. Of what our blood put in your path. I know you will say it is not our fault. I know that. But shame does not ask permission before it settles.”

Rhaenyra’s face changed then.

Not into tears.

Into tenderness.

Gods help them all, into tenderness.

“It is not your fault,” she said softly. “Nor yours.”

She looked from one to the other, old sorrow in her eyes and something gentler too.

“He is yours,” she said. “That is pain enough without my laying more on it.”

Myriah bowed her head for one beat, as if the mercy itself had struck her.

Daeron’s hand came to Rhaenyra’s shoulder, careful as if she might still shatter under the weight of ordinary touch.

“You are kinder than you ought to be,” he murmured.

“Not always,” she said.

That won the first ghost of something near a smile from Myriah.

Not joy. Never that. But the tiny beginning of life crawling back into a room after horror had finished with it.

Aelinor came nearer then, and Alys too, and what followed was not conversation at first but the sort of circling women did round a hurt too fresh to prod directly. New clothes. Baths. Hair. Rest. Which rooms might be hers. Which servants were trustworthy. Which corridors to avoid if she wished peace and which to seek if she wanted the best view of the sunset over Blackwater Bay.

It was Myriah, practical even in grief, who steered them the rest of the way into the future.

“The ball,” she said, dabbing once at her face and then straightening as if tears had already had more than their proper turn, “is not being cancelled.”

Baelor blinked. “Mother.”

“No.” Myriah turned on him with new fury and a fresh target. “Absolutely not. This girl was born a bastard, raised half-wild on Dragonstone, and then you robbed her of a proper wedding by marrying her like a lovestruck fool in haste and secrecy. I shall not also permit her first appearance at court to be drab and badly arranged because our family has all the grace of kicked mules.”

Baelor had the look of a man who had survived dragonfire only to be done in by upholstery.

“Mother, I do not think—”

“No one asked you to think. That is where half this trouble began.”

Aerys made a small sound through his nose.

Rhaegel shut his eyes briefly, perhaps in gratitude that the world could still produce something so ordinary as Myriah scolding Baelor.

Myriah turned back to Rhaenyra at once, all brisk command now.

“What is your favorite food.”

Rhaenyra blinked. “What.”

“Your favorite food.”

“I… I do not know.”

“That is nonsense.”

“It is not nonsense,” Rhaenyra said, looking genuinely nonplussed. “I simply like many things.”

Aelinor, who had got nearer again, asked gently, “Sweet or savory.”

“Both.”

“Good,” said Myriah. “Not helpless. What sweets.”

Rhaenyra thought. “Lemon cakes.”

Daeron brightened at once. “Excellent girl.”

Myriah did not even look at him. “Of course you would approve. You think feeding daughters sweets counts as statecraft.”

“It often has.”

Rhaenyra smiled, properly now, if faintly.

“And what colors,” Alys asked softly. “For the flowers. For the draperies.”

Rhaenyra looked startled by the question. “Purple,” she said at once. Then, after a beat, “Black. Red. Blue too, perhaps. Not all together. I should look like a bruise.”

Aelinor laughed gently.

“Jewels?” Myriah pressed.

Rhaenyra made a face. “I do not care much if they are mine to keep and not a collar someone expects me to wear prettily.”

Daeron, who had retaken his seat and seemed intent now on throwing himself bodily into grandpaternal spoiling as a defense against the last hour, said, “You may keep every jewel set on you at the ball.”

Baelor let out a breath. “Father.”

“What?” Daeron said. “My son has brought me a daughter, a dragon, and a scandal in one morning. I mean to get some use from at least two of the three.”

That earned a real laugh from Rhaenyra, brief though it was.

Good, Maekar thought distantly. Let her laugh in this room. Let something of the ugliness be pushed back by it.

Then Rhaenyra, with the caution of someone still not wholly certain how much nonsense she was permitted, said, “May I get Syrax an outfit.”

Silence.

Then Daeron said at once, “Yes.”

Baelor put a hand over his face.

Myriah’s brows rose. “You are not serious.”

“I am entirely serious,” Daeron said. “If I am to have a dragon granddaughter, she shall not be left to go naked like some common wyvern.”

Even Aerys laughed at that, or near enough that Maekar counted it.

Rhaegel looked enchanted. “Could we have the Dragonpit restored for her.”

Daeron turned as if someone had handed him a better excuse than all the rest combined.

“Yes,” he said. “Yes, we could.” Then to Baelor, with sudden kingly force returning: “The Dragonpit will be repaired. Better than it was. If a dragon lives again under my roof, she will not be housed like ruin.”

Baelor looked as though he was trying and failing to decide whether this had all gone magnificently right or catastrophically wrong.

“Father,” he said, “Rhaenyra already gave you a grandchild. You needn’t immediately ruin Syrax with affection.”

“Too late,” Daeron replied. “She is mine now.”

Rhaenyra smiled at that in a way Maekar did not think she could have faked if threatened with knives.

The talk wandered after that, less because anyone had forgotten what had happened than because none of them could remain inside it every minute without going mad. The ball. The guest list. Which halls would be dressed. Which musicians were tolerable. Whether the cooks ought be warned that the new princess liked lemon cakes and not over-sweet hippocras. Whether her gowns should be cut in Dragonstone style, in court style, or in some new compromise likely to scandalize half the city and be copied by the younger girls within a week.

At that Myriah sighed and said, “They already are.”

Everyone looked at her.

“The girls,” Myriah said. “Rhae has somehow found ribbons to copy her braid. Daenora is demanding her seamstress remake one of her gowns in darker colors. Aelora asked whether low necklines are sinful if a dragon likes you.”

Aelinor shut her eyes.

Alys muttered, “Oh, for the love of all the gods.”

Rhaenyra turned pink.

Daeron looked delighted. “They look up to her.”

“Do not encourage it,” Myriah snapped.

“Too late,” said Aerys.

For one wild stupid instant the room almost felt like family again.

Broken family. Bloodied family. Ashamed family.

But family.

And in the middle of it sat Rhaenyra, listening, answering where she could, smiling when surprise permitted, and Maekar—who had spent half his ride home thinking her dangerous and the other half fearing he had not feared her enough—found himself watching the way the room curved toward her as if it had been waiting for this all along.

Not the scandal.

Not the dragon.

Her.

When it came time for his own apology, there was no grandeur left to dress it in.

Maekar stood where Aerion had stood.

The knowledge of that alone made him nearly sick.

Rhaenyra sat with Baelor’s hand over hers. She looked up at him, and there was no triumph in her face. No satisfaction. Only weariness. Only some quiet readiness to receive whatever he had managed to make of himself.

“I am sorry,” he said.

The words sounded small.

Too small.

He hated them for that.

“For not seeing him clearly enough. For bringing him near you. For doubting you when I ought to have doubted him. For every time I made your burden heavier because my pride was louder than my sense.” He swallowed once. “I did not know he was that evil. That is truth, not excuse. I should have known more. I should have watched harder. I should have believed uglier things sooner.”

Rhaenyra held his gaze.

After a moment she said, “I know you did not know.”

That struck him harder than if she had cursed him.

“You forgive too easily,” he muttered.

“No,” she said. “I forgive correctly. There is a difference.”

Aerys made a sound under his breath that might have been agreement.

Maekar looked at her a long time, then bowed his head once. Deeply. No prince in him. No father. Only a man apologizing where apology could not heal, but could at least tell the truth.

When he left them later, the talk had turned almost wholly to the ball and to Syrax and to whether dragons could be induced to endure silk if enough meat was involved. It was absurd. It was necessary. The future had to be spoken of or the past would swallow them all.

Maekar went not to his own rooms first, nor to his children, though he meant to. He went to the sept.

He found a side alcove and knelt there alone where no one could see him except gods he was no longer entirely sure deserved the trouble.

“Dyanna,” he said.

Her name nearly undid him.

He bent his head.

“I did not know,” he whispered. “You must know that, wherever you are. I did not know.”

That sounded weak at once. Like pleading before a judge already bored of the excuse.

So he said the harder thing.

“I should have.”

The sept gave him only silence.

He stayed with it.

“I failed one of ours,” he said. “Not just the girl. Though gods know I did. Him too. I failed him long before this room ever knew it. And I swear to you now, by every child you gave me and every grief I carry still from losing you, I will not fail the others because I was too proud to see clearly again.”

He drew one long breath.

“Aemon. Daella. Aegon. Rhae. Daeron, though he is half grown and too clever for his own bones.” His mouth twisted faintly. “Even Aerion, if any salvage of him remains after all this. I will do right by them. I swear it. Or die trying.”

The candles said nothing.

Perhaps that was mercy.

When he rose at last, his knees ached and his heart did too, and the day beyond the sept was still waiting for him with all the same ugliness intact.

But the vow had been made.

That counted for something.

It had to.

Because if it did not, then the whole bloody business of living on after one’s worst failures was only punishment, and Maekar was not yet prepared to believe the gods quite that witless.

The first night back in King’s Landing, Rhaenyra very nearly got her husband to herself.

Very nearly.

It should have warned her, perhaps, that the room they had been given for the night was too quiet.

Not Baelor’s old chamber—her campaign against the Seven had left that room in a condition no decent person could sleep in, though Kiera had declared it a holy improvement—but a guest chamber two corridors down, warm with banked fire and softened by lamplight. Someone had left a tray outside with mulled wine, night tea, and honey cakes no one had yet touched. The bed was narrower than the one meant for a prince and his wife, the coverlets finer than she liked, the curtains dark and heavy enough to make the world beyond them feel far away.

It was the first room all day that had not been full of people.

No children staring.

No queens questioning.

No brothers arguing.

No old kings trying not to look too delighted about dragons.

Only Baelor.

And Rhaenyra.

And for a few blessed moments, that had seemed enough.

Baelor had shut the door and turned to her with the expression of a man who had been forced all day to behave like the realm’s heir and now meant to be no such thing at all. There had been no speech first. No solemnity. No caution. Only his hands at her waist, then lower, and his face buried in her breasts as though the day had been long and cruel and he meant to recover from it there and nowhere else.

Rhaenyra had laughed, breathless already, fingers in his hair.

“You are elegant, husband.”

“No,” Baelor had muttered against her, hand spread broad and warm over her ass beneath the silk. “I have abandoned elegance entirely.”

“Good.”

That had pleased him.

It always did, when she encouraged his worse instincts.

Now they lay half tangled in the bedclothes, her robe open at the throat, his tunic half unlaced because her hands had got there first and then forgotten the rest in favor of keeping him close. He was heavy over her, one knee between her thighs, one hand still firm on the round of her ass, the other braced beside her head as his mouth moved lazily from the soft flesh of her chest to her throat and back again.

His face had been in her breasts for so long she had begun to suspect he meant to live there permanently.

She was not opposed.

“Baelor,” she murmured.

He made a low sound against her skin that might have been question, agreement, or prayer. With him, it was often difficult to tell when he was like this.

Rhaenyra smoothed her fingers through his hair, through the dark thick softness of it, and smiled at the ridiculous earnestness with which he attended to her.

“You are very devoted.”

“Yes.”

“That was quick.”

“You are distracting.”

“Mm.” She shifted beneath him, enough to make him stop for half a beat and drag in breath. “That seems your burden to bear.”

His grip tightened on her ass.

She liked that too.

He lifted his head then, only enough to look at her. There was candlelight on his face, and the whole day still lived there—fatigue, worry, anger not yet fully spent, the old weight of being Baelor Breakspear and having all the world expect him to hold it neatly in his two great hands. But over all of it now there was hunger. Not reckless. Not crude. Only deep and unhidden.

Rhaenyra touched his cheek.

For one treacherous moment she felt something soft and dangerous stir in her chest.

Warm, she thought.

Still warm.

Then he kissed her properly and she forgot every thought she’d had about caution, prophecy, coldness, and all the other miserable tenants of the mind. His mouth was hot and slow and then not slow at all. She arched up into him at once, one hand catching at the back of his neck, the other skimming down his chest where she had half undone his tunic.

His skin was warm too.

Warm everywhere.

Good.

Very good.

His hand moved again over her ass, then up the curve of her hip, then back down with terrible patience, and when she laughed softly into his mouth he swallowed the sound whole.

“You are enjoying yourself,” he said, very low.

“I am suffering.”

“No.”

“Yes.” She kissed him again. “Deeply. You have been in my tits for a full hour and have still not improved my condition.”

That finally won the ghost of a smile from him.

“There,” she whispered at once. “That. Again.”

“You mock me.”

“You are delicious when miserable.”

He bent his head and bit lightly at her throat in retaliation.

Rhaenyra made a pleased sound and let one leg wind more firmly around him.

They had made their agreement. He would not finish in her. There would be no moon tea tonight, no arguments with maesters, no frightening burns in her belly because they had both been too weak-willed to resist one another.

She hated the agreement.

So did he.

This, however, had not been forbidden.

And Baelor, denied one thing, seemed determined to excel disgracefully at all others.

He kissed his way back down to her chest, his hand still on her ass as though he could not bear to leave it, and Rhaenyra let her head fall back into the pillows with a smile that was almost cruel in its contentment.

At last.

At long, long last.

Then someone knocked at the door.

Not loudly.

Not yet.

Baelor froze.

Rhaenyra opened her eyes.

There came another knock.

Then Aegon’s voice, bright and clear through the wood.

“Rhaenyra? We’re here!”

Baelor did not move.

For one immortal heartbeat neither did she.

Then Rhae’s voice joined it.

“You promised!”

Rhaenyra stared at the canopy above them.

No.

No.

The memory struck all at once: the girls clustered round her earlier, Kiera at her shoulder smiling like she knew exactly what disaster she was nurturing, Aegon insisting that if there was a sleepover he would not be left out “just because some people had long hair and bad judgment,” Daeron the younger agreeing only because he liked trouble, Matarys looking wounded at the idea he might miss anything, Valarr standing by with the patience of a martyr, and Rhaenyra—far too happy, far too relieved, far too softened by survival and family and dragon and life—had said yes.

Tonight.

This very night.

Hair braiding.

Pillow fort.

Nails.

Stories.

Looking at Syrax from the window.

Her hand came up to cover her face.

Baelor lifted his head very slowly from her chest.

“What.”

She groaned into her palms.

“What.”

“I forgot.”

“What.”

She peeked at him through her fingers. “I may have promised the children a sleepover.”

Baelor stared at her in blank betrayal.

Outside the door, Aelora’s voice chimed in, clear and merciless. “A maid left night tea, so do not pretend you are asleep!”

Then Daenora, practical as a widow and twice as dangerous: “We heard talking.”

Baelor rolled onto his back and stared at the ceiling as if it had personally wronged him.

Rhaenyra bit her lip.

It did not help.

“You cannot laugh,” he said.

“I am not.”

“You are.”

“I am in despair.”

“You are delighted.”

“That as well.”

He turned his head and looked at her, hair disordered, mouth softened from kissing, tunic half unlaced, and with the full doomed outrage of a man interrupted at the edge of happiness by his own blood.

“I hate them.”

“No, you do not.”

“I hate all of you.”

Rhaenyra smiled and reached out, smoothing a hand once over the front of his chest where she had pulled his clothes open. “Up, husband.”

“Let them rot.”

“You know they will simply keep knocking.”

From outside came Egg again, louder now. “Uncle Baelor! Open the door!”

Baelor shut his eyes.

“Do not make me laugh,” Rhaenyra warned. “You will only make yourself angrier.”

He rose at last with the tragic, noble suffering of a man marching to execution. Rhaenyra remained among the sheets and watched him go, because truly, if she had to lose the rest of the night, she was at least going to enjoy how beautiful and miserable he looked while losing it.

He opened the door.

The children came in like a flood.

Rhae first, naturally.

Then Daenora and Aelora and Daella and Egg and Daeron the younger and Matarys, with Valarr behind them wearing the expression of a man who had accepted ruin with grace and Kiera at the rear so pleased with herself that it bordered on criminal.

The room changed instantly.

Too many feet. Too much noise. Too much life.

Rhae stopped only long enough to fling herself at the bed. Aegon followed, boots and all, until Valarr dragged him back by the collar.

“No shoes on the coverlet,” Valarr said.

“It is not your coverlet.”

“It is not yours either.”

“It is Rhaenyra’s.”

“It is ours,” Baelor said darkly.

No one listened.

Daenora had already gone to the window and was pushing aside the curtain to peer down into the yard. “I can see her. I can see Syrax.”

Aelora clapped and ran to join her. Daella hovered behind them, anxious and delighted all at once.

Kiera crossed the room, took in Rhaenyra still in the bedclothes, Baelor looking as though the Stranger himself had paused to personally test him, and smiled like a knife.

“Well,” she said. “Here we all are.”

“Yes,” Baelor said. “Why.”

“Because your wife promised us a sleepover.”

“Us.”

“Do not be selfish, goodfather. We are family.”

Rhaenyra sat up properly then, dragging the blankets over her lap and reaching for the robe pooled half off one shoulder.

Kiera tossed it to her.

“Thank you.”

“You are welcome,” Kiera said sweetly. “Though I do think you might have started without us.”

Baelor made a noise that sounded like the end of faith.

Rhaenyra pointed at her. “Stop.”

Kiera did not stop.

“I told them we were expected,” she said. “I did not say why. That would have been indiscreet.”

Egg looked up. “Why what.”

“Nothing,” Baelor said at once.

“Something,” said Daeron the younger, who had gone very still in the doorway like a hound scenting weakness.

“Nothing,” Baelor repeated.

Rhae leaned toward Rhaenyra, stage-whispering much too loudly, “He is in a bad mood.”

“Yes,” Rhaenyra said solemnly. “He is.”

“Why.”

“Because you are here,” said Matarys before anyone else could stop him.

That won a delighted shriek from Rhae and a strangled laugh from Kiera.

Baelor looked at his younger son with raw betrayal. “Matarys.”

“I am sorry,” Matarys said at once, not sounding sorry at all. “It slipped.”

Valarr had gone to stand by the bed now, one hand over his eyes.

“Why did I come,” he muttered.

“Because Kiera made you,” said Daenora from the window.

“That is true.”

“And because you like Rhaenyra,” Aelora added.

“That is also true.”

Rhaenyra tied her robe and got to her feet, still smiling because truly, what else was to be done with any of this.

“Well,” she said. “Since you are all here and determined to remain a plague, let us begin properly.”

At once every child spoke at once.

“My braid first!”

“No, stories first!”

“No, the fort!”

“Nails!”

“Syrax!”

“I want sweetcakes!”

“Can I sleep on your side?”

“No, I sleep on her side!”

“Absolutely not,” Baelor said.

Still no one listened.

Rhaenyra laughed and clapped her hands once. That, at least, quieted them for a heartbeat.

“Window first,” she said, because the children were already halfway there. “You may all look at Syrax from the window for one moment only. No shoving. No screaming. No leaning so far out that I must explain your deaths to your parents.”

Egg brightened. “That happened to me once.”

“Not helping,” said Valarr.

They crowded the window like birds at seed. Rhae climbed directly onto the bench. Daenora shoved her over enough to make room for Aelora. Daella, too small to see, made a distressed little sound until Rhaenyra lifted her into her arms and held her there. At once Egg demanded the same, not because he needed it but because he refused to be emotionally outdone by a girl of ten.

“No,” said Baelor.

“Yes,” said Egg.

“No.”

Rhaenyra, because she was weak when amused, hooked Egg up with her free arm and let him lean across her shoulder to point dramatically into the dark.

“There she is. Rhaenyra, if she sleeps outside every night, won’t everyone in the city know where your room is.”

“That is,” said Daeron the younger, “already a lost battle.”

Syrax, below, shifted one golden wing and settled again.

“She is so pretty,” Daella whispered.

“She is,” Rhaenyra said.

“Do you think she likes us.”

“She likes me.”

“Rhae,” said Daenora.

“She does.”

“She does not know you.”

“She knows I’m important.”

“That,” said Aelora, “is not the same thing.”

Rhaenyra kissed the top of Daella’s head and set her down again. “She will like you if you do not scream at her and if you offer respect and probably food.”

“Can I offer lemon cakes,” Aegon asked.

“You may not waste lemon cakes on dragons,” Baelor said.

“They’re not wasted if she’s the future queen.”

The whole room went still.

Rhaenyra turned slowly toward Rhae.

Rhae blinked back at her. “What.”

“Nothing,” Rhaenyra said.

Baelor looked at the ceiling.

Valarr began to cough into his hand.

Kiera’s face had gone bright with wicked delight.

Rhaenyra, deciding to save the realm later, said, “Fort. Now. Before I change my mind and send all of you to bed with septas.”

This got them moving.

The bed was immediately attacked.

Pillows flew. Blankets vanished. The chair by the hearth was declared part of the eastern wall. The window bench became a watchtower. One stool was sacrificed as a gate. Egg tried to command the construction and was ignored by every girl in the room. Daeron the younger quietly took over the engineering from behind the scenes. Matarys, to Rhaenyra’s delight, cared far too much about symmetry. Valarr ended by holding half the roof of the thing aloft while Daenora ordered extra cushions beneath it “for stability.”

Kiera climbed straight into the middle of it and announced, “I live here now.”

“You do not,” Valarr said.

She looked up at him. “Then carry me out.”

He stared at her.

Rhaenyra looked away before she started laughing again.

And then, because Baelor was witless enough to attempt rescue, he called for help.

That was how the adults arrived.

Not because anyone had realized a thing. Not because they were clever in some vulgar way she did not wish to dwell on. Only because Baelor, in a fit of princely desperation, sent for reinforcements to reclaim his chamber from the young.

The reinforcements defected.

First came Myriah, took one look at the fort, one look at the children, one look at Rhaenyra in the middle of it all, and said, “Well, obviously this is happening.”

Then Daeron, who stopped in the doorway and laughed outright.

Then Aelinor and Alys, both drawn in at once by Daella’s plea that she was being “crushed by architecture.” Then Aerys, because Aelinor had come and therefore he had no peace elsewhere. Then Rhaegel, who brightened visibly at the sight of everyone together. And last of all Maekar, who realized almost instantly that staying would make Baelor’s life worse and therefore sat down with complete satisfaction.

Baelor watched this happen like a man observing the fall of civilization.

“No,” he said as Aerys entered.

“Yes,” said Aerys.

“I did not summon you to remain.”

“And yet,” said Aerys, “I have.”

Myriah went straight to the girls and began unpicking their attempt at a braid in Rhae’s hair with the weary competence of a woman who had spent her life repairing what children and princes called reasonable.

“Honestly,” she muttered. “What has been done here.”

“We were waiting for hair,” Rhae said.

“The women of this house know how to braid,” Daenora added. “Rhaenyra promised.”

At once all the women in the room were claimed.

Aelinor for Daella, because Daella already leaned toward her and because Aelinor’s hands were always gentle.

Alys for Aelora, because Aelora wanted something intricate and beautiful and Alys had better taste.

Myriah for Rhae, because only a queen or the gods could keep Rhae still for more than a minute.

Kiera for Daenora, because Daenora said she trusted her most and Kiera preened under the compliment.

Which left Rhaenyra.

And every child, including Aegon, wanting some part of her attention at once.

“You,” she said, pointing at Aegon, “are not getting a braid.”

“Why not.”

“Because you are bald.”

“That is rude.”

“It is true.”

“I could have one painted on.”

“That,” said Aerys, from a chair by the hearth, “would be worse.”

Egg looked affronted. “Uncle Aerys.”

Rhaenyra, seated now on the edge of the bed with Matarys at one knee and Daeron the younger at the other waiting for nails, said, “You may choose nail color instead.”

Egg considered. “Gold.”

“Too obvious,” said Daeron the younger.

“Black,” said Matarys.

“You always choose black.”

“Because it is superior.”

“It is boring.”

“It is elegant.”

“It is funeral.”

“It is princely.”

Aegon looked at Rhaenyra. “Can mine have dragons.”

“Everything in your life does not need dragons,” Baelor muttered from where he stood abandoned near the mantel.

Every child turned to look at him.

Rhaenyra lifted a brow. “Do you wish to leave, husband. You are radiating injury.”

“I wish,” he said, “for one quiet hour.”

“No,” said every child.

“No,” agreed Maekar from his chair.

“You are a plague,” Baelor told him.

“Yes,” said Maekar.

That won an actual laugh from Rhaegel, soft and surprised, which made Alys glance at him and smile too.

The room warmed further after that.

Braids took shape.

True braids, deft and lovely and intricate in the hands of Targaryen women who had learned the old styles from mothers and sisters and each other. Myriah’s fingers flew through Rhae’s hair with regal efficiency while Rhae talked without breathing. Aelinor turned Daella’s soft darker hair into something delicate enough to make the little girl sit up straight with pride. Alys worked silver ribbons into Aelora’s braid and got the exact reaction she expected when Aelora caught sight of it in the mirror. Kiera, who claimed she only knew how to do three proper styles, managed something graceful on Daenora all the same and was kissed soundly on the cheek for it.

Rhaenyra braided no one.

Not at first.

She only watched.

Watched the women of this family do it as if it were nothing. As if beauty, touch, and care had always lived so easily in their hands. Watched mothers and wives and queens and sisters move round the room with the old sure intimacy of women who had done this in nurseries, at feasts, in sickbeds, before weddings, after deaths. Watched what family looked like when it did not have to defend itself and could simply be.

The sight of it nearly undid her.

Baelor saw.

Of course he did.

He came and stood behind her chair, resting one hand briefly at the back of her neck where no one else would make much of it.

“You are quiet.”

“I am observing.”

“You are about to cry.”

“No.”

“Yes.”

She tipped her head back enough to look at him. “Do not embarrass me before all your people.”

A corner of his mouth moved. “All my people.”

“Yes.”

“You sound conquered.”

“Never.”

That, at least, restored her enough to bare her teeth at him lightly.

Then Myriah said, “Well. Are you going to sit there staring like a poet, or are you going to braid something.”

That set the next disaster in motion.

Because the women of House Targaryen, having finished their girls, decided there remained too many idle heads in the room.

Baelor backed away first.

Too late.

“Egg,” said Rhaenyra. “Come.”

“No! no no no no—”

“Shut up you wanted this earlier.”

He was seized between Daeron the younger and Matarys and dragged bodily to the stool.

“He has no hair,” Baelor said, with what Rhaenyra felt was some bitterness.

“Then I shall paint his head,” Rhae declared.

“You will do no such thing,” said Myriah.

Rhaenyra took pity and merely tied a ribbon round Aegon’s wrist instead. This pleased him so much he declared it knightly.

From there the nails began in earnest.

Girls first.

Then, somehow, everybody else.

Rhae painted Daeron’s thumb red and declared him improved.

Daenora painted one of Maekar’s nails black while he sat in the stiff disbelief of a man who had once led soldiers and now endured this because his daughter loved him too much to be denied.

Aelora painted Aerys’s smallest finger a deep plum and informed him it suited his moods. He stared at it as though it were sorcery and let it remain there all the same.

Matarys tried painting Valarr’s hand and did badly enough that Kiera, laughing helplessly, took over and made both brothers sit still while she repaired the damage.

Rhaegel offered his own hands to Alys without being asked.

Aelinor let Daella do hers, though the poor woman looked nervous each time the child breathed.

Rhaenyra painted one of Baelor’s nails gold when he came too close to complain again.

He looked down at it in silence.

Then at her.

Then at his whole family, none of whom came to his rescue.

“I shall sleep in the yard.”

“You said that already,” Rhaenyra told him.

“I mean it now.”

“No, you do not.”

He looked toward the window.

Toward the dragon below.

And Rhaenyra saw with deep satisfaction that he was genuinely considering it.

Stories followed.

Then honey cakes.

Then mulled wine for the adults and watered milk for the younger children. Then stories again, because Rhae declared one round insufficient. They built the fort higher. It collapsed once and had to be rebuilt better. Egg accused Daeron the younger of sabotage. Daeron the younger blamed Matarys. Matarys blamed physics. Aerys, to everyone’s astonishment, corrected the construction method and made them all do it again properly.

This time it held.

And through all of it Baelor hovered at the edge of the room like a man prevented by decency from taking his own head in hand and striking it against the wall.

Rhaenyra, warm and laughing and happier than she had any right to be, watched him every chance she got.

When the stories ended and the last of the braids were tied off and Rhae had finally stopped asking increasingly dangerous questions about bodies, names, and dragons, the room sank into that rich late softness family sometimes found when no one had yet admitted how tired they were.

Rhaenyra sat cross-legged among pillows and blankets and ribbons and looked around her.

Kiera leaned against Valarr’s shoulder, one hand in his.

Matarys had fallen half across the edge of the fort, still arguing in his sleep with someone about symmetry.

Daella was curled against Aelinor.

Aelora and Daenora whispered under a blanket as if they had secrets worth kingdoms.

Aegon had somehow ended up using Daeron the younger as a pillow.

Rhae lay with her head in Myriah’s lap, still fighting sleep like a doomed heroine.

Aerys had not left.

Maekar had not left.

Rhaegel, soft and strange and still red-eyed from earlier griefs, was smiling faintly at the sight of them all.

Baelor sat finally at the foot of the bed, silent and broad and suffering and beautiful, one gold-painted nail catching the candlelight each time he moved his hand.

And Rhaenyra, who had not had this in so long she had almost forgotten the shape of it, felt something inside her go still in the best way.

Not empty.

Not cold.

Still.

Warm.

Full.

Family, she thought.

Stupid, loud, impossible family.

For the first time in a very long while, being surrounded did not feel like danger.

It felt like being held.

She caught Baelor’s eye across the room.

He looked at her with the full silent promise of a man who had been robbed and meant later to collect every debt.

Rhaenyra smiled.

He frowned more deeply for it.

Good.

Let him.

It was her first night home, and if the gods wished to spite him by filling the room with every soul he loved and irritating him beyond measure, that was no concern of hers.

She was warm.

She was happy.

And Baelor Breakspear, prince of the realm, sat among braids and painted nails and sleeping children looking as though he might truly go sleep with the dragon before the night was through.

Rhaenyra thought that might be one of the loveliest things she had ever seen.