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  1. Summary

    Choices and destiny rarely seem to matter; especially when you're Uchiha Itachi.

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    “But who can remember pain, once it’s over? All that remains of it is a shadow, not in the mind even, in the flesh. Pain marks you, but too deep to see. Out of sight, out of mind.”

     

    –Margaret Atwood, The Handmaid's Tale

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    Things that you cannot say, you write.

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    “I spent my life arguing how I mattered until it didn’t matter. Who knew my haven would be my coffin? Dead is the safest I’ve ever been. I’ve never been so alive.”

    –Danez Smith, Don’t Call Us Dead

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  3. Summary

    The Uchiha and their penchant for tragedy.

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    “What a tale their terror tells.”

    –Edgar Allan Poe

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    In the back of Andrew’s mind, he already knew the identity of the serial killer Nathaniel Wesiniski. It was impossible to not know. But he didn’t want to. He couldn’t.

    It couldn’t be true.

    But of course, it was.

    Because Neil Josten was too perfect to be innocent.

    (Little side note, some things about the characters are different; Aaron, Andrew, and Neil's heights have been changed to ones that are more realistic for their personalities lol, Andrew has grown out of his hatred for people as well as his inability to be touched {he is still sensitive about it, but he is okay with Neil feeling him up}, actually since this is a time skip, a lot of the characters are older and they have grown out of a few things. Just felt that adding this little note was a good idea!)

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    08 Jun 2026

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    Neil Josten has been in Witness Protection for seven years, working as an ER nurse and avoiding getting close to anyone. When Andrew Minyard shows up in the ER with a dislocated shoulder, his world is flipped on its head.

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    05 Jun 2026

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    After Baltimore, the Foxes get Neil back—in a jar of ashes.

    Across the ocean, Nathaniel Wesninski schemes to get back to his family.

    Angst and copious amounts of fluff ensue.

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    03 Jun 2026

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    Whenever the name Neil Josten is uttered, people always just talk about the troublemaker of the Palmetto State Foxes; of the son of Butcher of Baltimore who rose and decided not to follow after his family’s footsteps; and of the person who caused Riko Moriyama’s suicide after the Ravens’ defeat in the last championship.

    They never talk about the kid who does random acts of kindness because he just wants to. They never talk about the lives he has changed.

    (Neil becomes countless people's heroes. Neil deserves appreciation and recognition.)

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    03 Jun 2026

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    He was at Evermore with Kevin, he was on a roof with Andrew, he was in a parking lot with Dan, he was in a gas station with Aaron, he was in a park with Nicky, he was in the snow with Allison, he was at a boxing gym with Matt, he was in a car with Renee.

    He was on the court and there were 8 Foxes, staring him down and telling him not to leave.

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    What if the Foxes had each met Neil before Palmetto?

    Written for the AFTG RBB with art by Fornavn

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    03 Jun 2026