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    After Keeley throws them out of her house, Roy and Jamie head to a bar where the fish and an offer of a threesome aren’t enough to help Jamie make sense of anything.

    Business as fucking normal then.

    (Canon divergence 3x12)

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    05 Aug 2026

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    Missing Chris is less of an emotion these days and more of a physical entity. He’s sure everyone can see that he’s slowly hollowing himself out, that he can’t do much of anything else.

    But when Jee laughs at him trying to get his tongue to touch his nose, and Mara loops one of her arms through his to keep him from tossing the rest of his cup in the garbage, Eddie feels solid again.

    Maybe he likes yellow birthday cake ice cream after all.

     

    (or, gerrard messes with the team's schedules and eddie 'i just drove my son to flee the state' diaz is the only option to watch mara and jee-yun after school on tuesdays, which, shouldn't be a problem at all, right?)

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    30 Jul 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 15

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    (a fill for the prompt "Matt/Jay, Weight Gain, Body Worship")

    Matt nods, slack-jawed and dumbfounded at this prospect. It’s a dream. It’s what he’d write on a Make-A-Wish form if you put one in front of him. Fuck the Rivoli; pizza blowjob takes the cake. Cake. Is there cake involved? Can there be?

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    19 Jul 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 61

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    “My mind is a black box, even to myself.” He shrugs.
    “You’d tell me though, if something was super fucked up?” Jay says, letting go of him.
    “You know me, man. If something was even a little fucked up, you think I’d shut up about it?”
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    Matt comes to a realization, makes a plan, and Jay doesn't really notice at first.

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    18 Jul 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 9

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    "We made the show ten years ago and it still feels like yesterday sometimes. We’ll blink and another ten are gone! Eighty years Matt. That’s nothing. And the second half is going to fucking suck!”

    No one says anything. Jared and Matt are just looking at him, a bit stunned. They seem to decide not to argue with Jay right now. Because there is nothing to argue, Jay is right. Aging is inevitable.

    “Okay. So. You are having a midlife crisis,” Matt says carefully.

    Or: Jay goes through a break up after shooting the movie. He moves in with Matt to get back on his feet. Sadly, his massive midlife crisis makes this harder than it should be.

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    17 Jul 2026