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    Rhaegar wins the war and deposes the Mad King. Jaime Lannister expects this to mean his service in the Kingsguard will grow vastly more pleasant. Instead, his sworn brothers are too wrapped up in their own problems to spare him any thought at all. Unwilling to let on how much this upsets him, Jaime makes a game of showing how completely he doesn't care.

    Then he finds himself reliving the same day, over and over. He soon realizes it's the perfect chance to act out in every way he hasn't let himself since the rebellion, free of consequence. But the people around him rarely react as Jaime expects, and his resolve not to care soon begins to waver.

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    At first, he lied to himself that this was only to keep the peace in the camp. His men already fighting each other to touch the Kingslayer—it needed to stop or there would have been bloodshed.

    But when he approached, it was like he was bewitched, so strong was his need to go to him, to soothe his pain, to get as deep inside him as he could.

    The Kingslayer welcomed him into his embrace with a whine and a whimper.

    What was supposed to be desperate and violent turned loving and sweet. He was unable to do anything but follow the rhythm of sculpted hips and the grip of lovely thighs.

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    10 Aug 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 37

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    “What is your name?” she murmurs to her son, stroking a finger over the delicate tufts of blonde hair on his scalp. He snuffles quietly in response.

    “Jaime,” Joanna decides, for the knight who had lived many thousands of years ago. “Our son is named Jaime,” she repeats, adding privately, viciously, may he kill a king.

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    30 Jul 2026

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    Ned returns from the Tower of Joy with not only Lyanna, but the knights who'd been guarding her.

    Jaime has a more complicated time navigating his fall from honor with so many knights he'd once admired still around. Especially Ser Arthur, whose presence proves particularly tricky to deal with.

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    25 Jul 2026

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    Oh this is so fucking good. Jaime rationalities and trauma processing as a 10 and 7 year boy. Arthur great knight dayne! And robert being a bad king good listener. So fuckinh good

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    Reading and writing were never Jaime's strongest skills. This becomes a major problem when he is exiled by the dragon queen and sent to run a relay station. Luckily, Bronn shows up to help. (Post-canon).

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    21 Jul 2026