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• Drag me up the stairs but don‘t drag me down by cherrysuckers

  Fandoms: One Direction (Band), 5 Seconds of Summer (Band)  

  • Not Rated
  • Major Character Death
  • M/M
  • Work in Progress

  20 Apr 2026

  Tags

  • Major Character Death
  • Ashton Irwin/Harry Styles
  • Ashton Irwin/Gemma Styles
  • Ashton Irwin
  • Harry Styles
  • Gemma Styles
  • Michael Clifford
  • Luke Hemmings
  • Calum Hood
  • Drug Abuse
  • no beta we die like Luke’s lip ring
  • Time Travel
  • Heartbreak
  • Angst
  • Hurt No Comfort
  • Regret
  • Guilt
  • Alcohol
  • Song: English Love Affair (5 Seconds of Summer)
  • Alternate Universe

  Summary

  Ashton is still mourning a love that never really ended. A night of regret and guilt pulls him fourteen years into the past and he’s given the chance to relive the beginning or stop the end.

  No matter how much you twists the past, some mistakes only cut deeper the second time around.

  Soon it won’t be Ashton anymore who is mourning.

  Language:

  English

  Words:

  2,981

  Chapters:

  1/?

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