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    The music was too loud to have a meaningful conversation, but they tried. Tommy handed him another drink. Buck was too focused on not getting jostled and spilling the overpriced alcohol all over the both of them, so he missed the context, when Tommy said, ”Puppy?”

    A bit of a non sequitur, but Buck didn't think anything of it. He had been called a golden retriever before, so he laughed and said, ”I mean, yeah.”

    Tommy's whole face crinkled in a smile. ”Yeah, you are.”

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    09 Aug 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 10

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    “You wanna fool around behind a tree?” he teases, his mouth close to Tommy's ear.

    Tommy smiles and rubs a hand under Evan’s tank top to touch his stomach and waist. “Yeah, actually.”

    Evan pulls back with a laugh, but the smile freezes on his face and shifts to an expression of surprise. “Wait, really?”

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    Yes, really.

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    05 Aug 2026

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    “How do you feel?”

    “Like I helped,” Tommy says, kissing his hair. “Grateful, satisfied, proud. Good stuff.”

    “Good stuff,” Buck agrees sleepily.

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    Buck gets blindfolded, and it's about love and trust. Also sex.

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    04 Aug 2026

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    “No one is here now,” Ilya observes, theatrically turning his head left and right and spreading his arms wide. Droplets of water trickle temptingly down the line of his forearms, tracing a stark vein running along his bicep. “Just us.”

    “Just us,” Shane echoes, quiet and almost disbelieving.

    These days together have melted into one long, sundrenched dream. At any given moment, he half-expects he’ll jolt awake.

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    Or: the day after the 'I love you's, Shane still doesn't quite think this could all be real. A golden afternoon down at the lake helps him believe it. A 1x06 missing scene.

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    19 Jul 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 48

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    “Maybe we should move this to the bedroom?” he murmurs. “Otherwise we’re gonna be giving the neighbours a show.”
    Buck’s mouth is suddenly bone-dry. Memories of a mis-spent exhibitionist youth suddenly flood back and his breath shallows, mouth falling open a little, cock twitching as he swallows hard.
    Tommy pulls back and looks him in the eye, eyebrow raised. “Oh. You like that idea baby?”

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    09 Jul 2026