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   hold me without hurting me (you'll be the first who ever did) by mightyd0lphin

   Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid  

   • Explicit
   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   04 Jan 2026

   Tags

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   • Shane Hollander/Ilya Rozanov
   • Ilya Rozanov
   • Shane Hollander
   • Angst
   • Smut
   • Hurt/Comfort
   • Implied/Referenced Cheating
   • set during ep 4
   • Ilya Rozanov Loves Shane Hollander
   • Shane Hollander Loves Ilya Rozanov
   • Bottom Shane Hollander
   • Top Ilya Rozanov
   • Love Confessions
   • not quite but they still love each other
   • Bad Sex
   • then very good sex

   Summary

   Jane (21:23): Come over?

   Ilya stared at the message. Rage swirled in his stomach - that Shane would run out on him like that, spend the next two months shoving his fucking girlfriend in Ilya’s face, and then text him like none of that had happened. Like none of it mattered.

   Mixed in with the anger, though, and threatening to overwhelm it, was the hot burn of shame. Because Ilya was already texting back okay and putting on his shoes. Because he was fucking pathetic, and couldn’t resist.

   ~

   instead of going to the club during episode 4, shane goes back to his apartment. then he texts ilya.

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