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    Shane Hollander has always been very good at control. He controls what he eats, how long he sleeps, how hard he trains, and what he lets himself want. Then he meets Ilya Rozanov at seventeen, and his body starts keeping secrets from him.

    Ilya Rozanov has always been on fire. He has never particularly wanted to be put out, only holding it closer to his chest when he has to. He moves through the flames easily, trying to ignore who they hurt along the way. Then he meets Shane Hollander at seventeen, and for the first time, he wants to be careful with something.

    This is the story of two boys who handle it badly—from a junior tournament in Canada to the NHL draft to the moment a security camera at the end of a hallway changes everything.

    Shane doesn't know what he is. He knows what he wants. For a long time, he tells himself those are different things.

    Ilya knows what he is. He can't control what he wants. For a long time, he tells himself those are the same thing.

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    They exchange numbers at the very beginning. It makes them reckless.

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    29 Jun 2026

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    Ilya and Shane decide to do an anonymous group chat for queer hockey players.

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    02 Apr 2026

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    Ch 78
    Gay chat

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    29 Jun 2026

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    Compromising pictures surface after Ilya Rozanov’s phone is hacked. Determined not to let his Russian situationship face the fall-out of getting outed, Shane Hollander comes out, starts Twitter fights, and commits to acting unhinged on main, enlisting the help of a few trusted allies.
    His objective? To become the bigger news story so as to draw attention away from Rozanov, in an insane bid to distract Russia from coming for his... whatever they are to each other.
    Whoever said you can’t singlehandedly change an entire narrative has clearly never met Shane Hollander.

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    29 Jun 2026

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    Ch 3
    Chaotic out Shane
    Around 2014 after Ilya wins the cup
    His phone got hacked and there were non identifiable photos of him and Shane having sex
    Which is really bad as a Russian citizen
    So Shane made a plan to come out and be chaotic and make it seem like Ilya is straight

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    “Hollander.” Shane’s head snaps back to his left. Ilya is much closer, pace slightly hurried. “Come here.” His voice sort of mimics the way one would talk to an animal paralyzed in fight-or-flight. Shane is not sure what to make of that.

    He slowly turns his head in the opposite direction, where his vision tunnels on the door for the stairwell. It almost glows like a special item in a video game, like a hint. Without giving himself time to doubt, he bolts.

    “Wha- Hollander, what the fuck!” Ilya shouts in audible disbelief, and Shane distinctly hears matching thuds of frantic footsteps behind him; Ilya is chasing after him. Shane runs faster, positively sprinting at this point. He’s the fastest skater in the NHL right now. He can do this. He flings the door open and bounds down the steps two at a time, hitting the walls with each turn of a corner. If he eats shit on this filthy floor and embarrasses himself in front of Ilya, he thinks, he’ll never let himself see the light of day ever again.

    or alternatively, in which Shane accidentally sends the text, and Ilya chases after him. Like, actually chases after him.

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    28 Jun 2026