GimmeaJarr
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- QSMP | Quackity SMP (5)
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The slam against the door came again, louder and harder this time, the wood groaning in protest. Buck flinched, his whole body jerking with the impact again. He could hear a low, guttural cursing from the other side, and than- than the silence of those same heavy footsteps retreating down the hall. For a moment, there was silence. A silence so profound yet so relieving it was more terrifying than the noise.
He stayed where he was, pressed against the door listening. He could hear the frantic muffled sobs of his students. He could hear his own heartbeat again. He had to move. He had to do something.
He pushed himself up, his legs trembling so badly he had to brace a hand against the bookshelf to stay upright. He scanned the room, his eyes landing on the classroom phone on his desk. 911. He had to call 911.
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- Part 5 of Buddie (buckxeddie)
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In the aftermath of his lawsuit against the LAFD and Captain Bobby Nash, Bucky finds himself more isolated than ever. What began as a desperate attempt to reclaim his career after the ladder truck accident has morphed into a deepening depression that no one—not even his "best friend" Eddie Diaz—sees beneath the surface. As Buck struggles with suicidal thoughts, he makes the painful decision to transfer to Station 136, hoping to find peace away from the judgment of his found family.
Meanwhile, Eddie Diaz battles his own demons as PTSD from his military service resurfaces with a vengeance, triggered by the increasing danger of his job and the sudden void left by Buck's absence. The 118 is left reeling from Buck's departure, with Maddie consumed by guilt, Bobby struggling with regret, and the team slowly realizing they may have pushed away the very person who needed them most.
As months pass and Buck begins to heal with the help of his new station family, the 118 starts to unravel the truth of Buck's suffering. Eddie, in particular, finds himself confronting not only his own mental health struggles but also the realization of his deeper feelings for his former "best friend".
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- Part 4 of Buddie (buckxeddie)
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No Better by GimmeaJarr
Fandoms: The Avengers (Marvel Movies), Captain America - All Media Types, Marvel
14 Mar 2026
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Steve was already moving, his combat boots silent against the concrete floor as he slipped through the maze of crates and machinery. The suppressants might dull his omega senses, but they couldn't erase years of training or the natural instincts that had kept him alive this long.
He paused behind a stack of shipping containers, peering through a gap as chaos unfolded in the loading area. At least a dozen men were engaged in a firefight, but what caught Steve's attention was the small group standing apart from the violence, observing with an unnerving calm.
And then he saw him.
James "Bucky" Barnes stood in the center of the group, his presence commanding despite the casual posture. Dark hair fell across his brow, framing eyes that seemed to miss nothing. He wore a leather jacket over a simple black shirt, his left sleeve—Steve noted with a detached curiosity—ending in a sophisticated prosthetic that gleamed in the dim light. Everything about him screamed danger, from the confident set of his shoulders to the predatory way his gaze swept the area.
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“Not so eager to join the party, Princess?” a voice drawled beside her.
She turned to find Bellamy Blake watching her, a lazy, almost mocking smile on his face. He’d stripped off the guard’s jacket, revealing a simple gray shirt that clung to his frame. He was lean and muscular, with the easy grace of a predator.
“I’m not your princess,” Clarke said, her voice cold.
“Could’ve fooled me,” he retorted, his eyes sweeping over her clean, well-fitting clothes. “You’ve got ‘Council family’ written all over you. Probably never worked a hard day in your life.”
“And you?” she shot back, gesturing to his stolen uniform. “What does that say about you? That you’re a thief who likes to play dress-up?”
His smile vanished, replaced by a flash of anger. “I’m a survivor, Princess. Something you might want to learn to be if you plan on lasting down here.” He pushed past her, deliberately bumping her shoulder as he descended the ramp. “Enjoy the view.”
Clarke watched him go, a knot of irritation tightening in her stomach. He was arrogant, abrasive, and clearly used to getting his way through intimidation. He was everything she despised.
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- Part 2 of Bellarke (BellamyxClarke)
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Is It Love or Just Lust? by GimmeaJarr
Fandoms: Dream SMP, QSMP | Quackity SMP, Karmaland SMP
01 Jan 2026
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Alex is a 17-year-old boy who's kind of out of the closest. He's a huge trouble maker good at school and a huge party person (when he's drunk/high). He is a huge drug addict and keeps to himself most of the time, taking care of the house while his mom is out grinding on other men.
Wilbur is an 18-year-old boy who's very much out. He is one of the most cliché popular jock in the SMP Highschool. He has a huge friend group mostly filled with players from his football team and their boyfriends/girlfriends. He throws huge parties and is a sweet talented musician. Did I mention he's British?
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DreamxQuackity by GimmeaJarr
Fandom Dream SMP, Karmaland SMP, Minecraft (Video Game), No Fandom, QSMP | Quackity SMP, Video Blogging RPF
01 Jan 2026
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in a quiet pool, devils dwell.
Dean Winchester is twenty-four, living alone in New York while Sam is across the country getting his law degree. He’s working guard shifts at a supermax prison, protecting him from the monsters he’ll prosecute one day. He may teeter on the edge of poverty, but he’s doing everything he’s supposed to. Good, honest work that would make John proud from wherever he fucked off to, pay his bills almost always on time, roof over his head, dinner most nights of the week.
He’s content.
He’s miserable.
He’s bored.
Then he’s put on Krushnic cell watch.
The corruption begins at the mouth, the tongue, the wanting. The first poem in the world is I want to eat.
Update 1-12-26: Not abandoned, life is just kicking author’s ass rn! Update expected late January/early February ;)
Update two 1-30-26: My unstable home situation has gotten worse and I’m prioritizing my family and safety. I will do my best to update before the end of February.- Language:
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26 Jun 2026
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After Robby rides off on his sabbatical, Whitaker is doing his best to hide his struggles adjusting to the loss of their messy not-a-relationship. Starting the kinkiest relationship of his life with Park the Shark, was NOT part of the plan.
excerpt:"Up." He orders, and Dennis complying means he ends almost flush against Park's chest.
And really there are a lot worse places to be.
For a second Park just stares down at him, watching his Adam's apple bob as he swallows. Then one of his massive hands comes up and wraps itself just above the spot. Not choking, not squeezing, but binding in a way that has Dennis's whole body grow still.
"Nothing happens until you eat."
The hand loosens and slips slowly away and Dennis is mortified when he nearly stumbles to chase it.
This is bad. This is very very bad.
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- Part 1 of Something
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21 Jun 2026
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As I lay living and God laughed down by Jacobi
Fandoms: Captain America (Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe
01 Nov 2025
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Steve woke up staring into the eyes of the Winter Soldier. "Ah, Fuck," He said, and the Winter Soldier laughed at him.
So Steve stayed. Big deal. Whatever. So the Winter Soldier let him stay. Big deal. Whatever.
James Barnes knocked Steve out and returned him to Nick Fury's doorstep with an honest to god note pinned to his uniform: You lost this.
Bucky meant it, too. You lost this man. You did not take care of this man like you should have, and shame on you, because I would have loved him for free.
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20 May 2026
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It has been exactly one year since the Pittfest shooting, and the universe seems to hate Dennis Whitaker today. First, he embarrasses himself in front of his superior. Then, he has to supervise the intern everybody hates. Gloria is on the hunt for someone to give a speech for the anniversary of the shooting, and then there is that one patient who gets to him. When everything finally gets too much, he flees the E.R. to the only place he knows has some peace and quiet. Though the universe might not have completely forsaken him after all, it sends his favourite person after him to comfort him.
OR after a stressful shift in the E.R., everything gets too much for Dennis, and he goes to the roof, where Robby finds him standing on the edge, only holding onto the railing with one hand.
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01 Apr 2026
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Duck hybrid, Quackity, risks everything to help a kidnapped avian hybrid escape from his boss. As the boy’s true identity is revealed, Quackity finds himself caught between loyalty, survival, and the threat of a ruthless Angel , all while trying to keep his own past and the wings behind his back hidden.
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- Part 1 of the many lives of quackity
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26 Apr 2025