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    This story is complete, I’ll update on Monday’s ;)

    Aziraphale thinks that all the abuse and trauma he endured in heaven is ‘love’. After being freed after the apocalypse, the angel is beyond happy. He wants nothing more than to spend eternity with Crowley but the demon is ready to put a name to their feelings. They both know that they care for each other deeply and when Crowley finally has the courage to put it in words (‘I love you’), it sends Aziraphale spiraling into believing Crowley will start treating him like heaven did.

    "We- we don't have to pretend anymore.” Crowley stuttered out, golden eyes looking frantically about the angel. His sunglasses were clutched tightly in the palm of his hand, “The apocalypse is over, it has been for years. Can't we- can't we say it now?" his voice wavered only slightly.

    "I don't love you, Crowley." Aziraphale emphasized each word to better help the demon understand. He had never truly loved something in all his years of existence, he didn’t think he was capable. To love another being — especially Crowley...

    "I could never love you."

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    Something in Crowley snaps. He’s hearing what his heart needs, what it’s wanted to hear for ages, yet instead of long-sought relief all he feels is anger so bright and hot, he feels like he might catch on fire. A growl rips from his throat, unbidden and he stalks out of the room, out of the house, out into the raging storm.

    It is no match to the storm brewing inside.

    He doesn’t bother counting.

    It will do nothing.

    Lightning passes through him and he roars along. It hits a tree nearby and the emotional release only leaves him all the more empty.

    Even now he can feel Aziraphale’s presence, watchful, careful. His angel in despair. But still looking out for him.
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    (or; Aziraphale uncovers what Heaven was actually trying to accomplish by appointing him as a leader, grovels and gets his priorities straight. And the world does not end this time around either.)

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    Anthony J. Crowley has been an MI6 spy for 10 years, completing successful mission after successful mission under the guidance of his quartermaster, Aziraphale Fell. But this life is starting to take its toll on him as he is getting older; and when, one day, his past comes back to haunt him, Crowley realizes that it might be time for him to hang up his gun and face all the things he has left unaddressed…

    (Yep, it is basically a James Bond/Q AU!)

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    11 Aug 2026

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    "Alternately, the angel who was his other half, maintained their name to an extent. He was now called AziRaphael according to the Almighty."

    Where Crowley AND Aziraphale were Raphael at one point, and everyone BUT Crowley has forgotten Raphael's existence.

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    08 Aug 2026

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    There's a minor invasion, and Aziraphale learns some things about himself that he didn't need to know.

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