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    “You’re not ready,” Andrew says again, the reproach still lingering in his voice, as if he were trying to hide his nerves, “You can’t even say what it is you want.”

    That much is obvious when, even now, the striker instinctively hides behind a vague “that” instead of putting his desire into words.

    Neil falls quiet for only a moment. Then he tilts his head, meets Andrew’s eyes, and asks, with complete sincerity,

    “May I blow you?”

    He feels Andrew’s chest rise slowly against his own as his breath catches.

    Andrew clenches his jaw tightly as he looks into Neil's mockingly serious eyes.

    "Yes"

     

    Over the past two hours, Neil Josten has been staring at Andrew from the level of his fly so often it's almost painful. If that's what draws him there so much, why doesn't he just get down on his knees?

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    04 Aug 2026

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    Neil channels all of his energy into looking incredibly unbothered, like getting caught crashing a wedding by the groom’s twin-slash-best man was all part of his grand plan.

    The other man breaks the silence first. “Who are you?”

    Stubbornly, Neil keeps his ass planted on the ground while he racks his brain for the bride’s name. Kate? Kathryn? Katie? Oh, right—“I’m Katelyn’s cousin.”

    The best man tilts his head, observes Neil, and says, “No, try again.”

    Fuck.

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    Neil is no stranger to crashing weddings. This one would've been a walk in the park, if not for the groom’s twin getting in his way.

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    01 Aug 2026

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    Andrew has the damn thing for a year before he makes any use of it.

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    Three times Andrew almost asks a very dangerous question, and the one time he does.

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    31 Jul 2026

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    In which Andrew gets a job as a bouncer in the same club where Neil strips.

    He has a rule — a firm one, one he thinks is the only reason he stays sane despite everything — which is to touch Neil as little as possible. It's a self-imposed torture. It’s his last line of defense.

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    Or: He fucking breaks it.

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    30 Jul 2026

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    “It’s a little difficult to think clearly with a knife pressed to his jugular, but Neil manages to wonder if he should’ve let the FBI send him to jail instead of here.

    It makes sense, unfortunately, that after finding Neil bruised, burnt, and bleeding out on the cold cement floor of his father’s basement, Special Agent Todd Browning might have had some concerns for Neil’s health.

    Neil just didn’t expect that concern to include his mental health, too.

    Browning had offered Neil a choice that day - after listing out, like, fifty reasons why he thought Neil might benefit from some therapy.

    Life in prison or a sixty day stay in a psych ward, followed by freedom.

    Neil thought the answer was obvious, but his new roommate still hasn’t removed his blade from Neil’s throat - which Neil is now realizing isn’t actually a knife, but a razor blade taped to the butt of a toothbrush - so he’s rethinking that answer a bit.”

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    The one where Neil and Andrew meet in Easthaven.

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    27 Jul 2026