Whumptober 2023
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tell me your beautiful fears (so I can hold them in my palms) by immolxtion_stxtion
Fandoms: Lifesteal SMP
01 Oct 2023
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His brain is a knife, sharp enough to cut. His brain is a knife, deadly enough that even pressing his finger against the blade draws blood. He does this to himself, being constantly on edge. The knife gets sharper and sharper until there is nothing left but a mess of thin, curled wisps of shavings, and Rek gets shakier and shakier.
“But now this room is spinning while I’m trying just to fill in all the gaps.”
Safety Net | Swooning | “How many fingers am I holding up?”Series
- Part 1 of Whumptober 2023
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(surrender) all the pain we've endured until now by immolxtion_stxtion
Fandoms: Lifesteal SMP
02 Oct 2023
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Zam has a nice room, has a nice team. Maybe it’s in his blood for him to want to ruin it. Vitalasy did say something similar, once. Zam likes to take nice things and smash them into little tiny pieces, only Eclipse Federation isn’t made of glass, and they won’t break. They love Zam too much to break. They won’t let him leave another team because he’s convinced he doesn’t deserve them.
“I’ll call out your name, but you won’t call back.”
Thermometer | Delirium | “They don't care about you.”Series
- Part 2 of Whumptober 2023
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He's alone now. Pushed everyone away. These empty walls are his home.
Written with my limited knowledge of lore and before the final act.
Day 3
Journal | Solitary Confinement | "Make it stop"Series
- Part 3 of Whumptober 2023
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I fell deep into darkness, but somehow i still survived by EclipsedMoons
Fandoms: Lifesteal SMP
07 Oct 2023
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The void eats at him, through his code and into his brain, it silences him.
"I paced around for hours on empty, I jumped at the slightest of sounds"
Alleyway | Radio Silence | "Can you hear me?"Series
- Part 7 of Whumptober 2023
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He just barely stumbles out of the forest, when they lunge over him, knocking him to the ground. He rolls over and a blade is at his throat.
Day 8
"I've got a soul, but I'm not a soldier."
Overcrowded ER | Outnumbered | "It's all for nothing."Series
- Part 8 of Whumptober 2023
- Language:
- English
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- 817
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Kudos:
- 20
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Exhaustion bleeds through his body, takes the strength from his bones until it’s just him and the floor, sleep within tantalizing reach. He grabs for it, feels it slip through his hands like sand in an hourglass.
“I haven't slept in days but who's counting?”
Red | Insomnia | “I’m up, I’m up.”Series
- Part 12 of Whumptober 2023
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Three times a day, he takes his pills, swallows vitamins and medicine and water filled with bitter powders, lets them wrack his stomach full of cramps and his head full of clouds, watches his hands start to shake even though they didn’t do that before. He takes the pills that are supposed to make him feel better, and watches how his body feels worse, aches and shakes and tremors swapped for different issues, different ways for his body to fail.
“Feed me poison, fill me ‘till I drown.”
Flare | Water Inhalation | “Just hold on.”Series
- Part 14 of Whumptober 2023
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Its so so cold.
"I don't need you to help me, i can help myself."
Makeshift Bandages | Supressed Suffering | "I'm fine."
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- Part 15 of Whumptober 2023
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I loved you like the sun by EclipsedMoons
Fandoms: 崩坏：星穹铁道 | Honkai: Star Rail (Video Game)
16 Oct 2023
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Ill go find a summary later i promise.
"Would you lie with me and just forget the world?"
Gurney | Flatline | "Dont go where I can't follow."
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- Part 16 of Whumptober 2023
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It’s a bit of a cliche, isn’t it? It was a dark and stormy night, no neighbours, no lights for as far as the eye could see, tree branches rustling in a barely-there breeze. The ambiance is perfect, and he throws a pan of popcorn on the stove before heading over to the large DVD collection that only Subz could put to shame.
“It’s gonna get me by the end of the night.”
Shadows | Stalking | “Who’s there?”Series
- Part 23 of Whumptober 2023
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I'm your worst nightmare, be scared, dynamite, smoke flare by EclipsedMoons
Fandoms: Showtime SMP
27 Oct 2024
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26 - Nightmares
29 - fatigueThe mask is eating at him, of course it is.
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- Part 26 of Whumptober 2023
- Part 2 of Whumptober 2024
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Such explanations are useless. He doesnt know what Leo felt. Leo is a puppet to their games and Leo follows the rules to the line. He doesnt have a choice. He has been made to play the game and he plays a character, maneuvers a body that is not his own.
Day 27
"You drew stars around my scars, but now im bleeding."
Matches | Scars | "Let me see."Series
- Part 27 of Whumptober 2023
- Part 2 of Lets hurt people with a vague plot somewhere
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 559
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Kudos:
- 16
- Hits:
- 295