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Dean Winchester, a very, very straight man... haha right? Yeah I guess, I mean at least that is what HE thinks. But anybody else who was around him knew something wasn't as straight as it seemed to be.
Dean did question his sexuality. You see, when he was in high-school he was a cheerleader, not because he was into dancing or anything, he just wanted to be closer to girls but he found out that he was a little too good at cheerleading.
At first other boys started to make fun of him, called him gay, twink and even the f word. But Dean didn't cared since he knew John would comeback and yhey were gonna leave pretty soon. Unfortunately for him, John took his sweet time with the hunt (or he was busy banging a chick, no condon ofc) and they had to stay there for an extra month.
At first Dean thought that boys on football team were just making fun of him but one of the girls (who was convinced Dean was gay) suggested that they were hitting on him and oh boy they were most definitely hitting on him. Once Dean understood that some of the boys were into him he gained more confidence, he didn't knew why, why was validation from men were different from women?
The guy that poked fun at him the most was quarterback Benny. Tall, brunette, handsome. Every girl was drooling over him,but he only payed attention to Dean and he liked it so much. He had a crush on Benny, he tried to lie to himself and tell that it wasn't a crush but deep, deep down he knew it damn well.
But all his hopes shattered on a random Tuesday when he saw Benny kissing a girl by the locker rooms. He ran to bathroom and got into the stall, trying not to make sound, not to cry. From that day on he didn't even looked at man in the eyes more than 5 seconds, strictly only dated and had sex with women, never look at gay porn like he used to (once got caught on act by John, and he made Dean burn the dvds infront of him as an humiliation ritual, homophobic as bitch)
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Fast-forward to today, Dean, his angle and Sam were on a hunting trip. It was a very cold winter night. When they finally got back to their room, they were exhausted. Dean was so exhausted that he jumped on his bed and just fell asleep right there, without showering or even charging his clothes (mayor of funktown).
His dream wasn't unusual, just monsters, hell, more monsters, getting brutally murdered, you know the usual stuff. But this time it was kinda different?
In his dream, he was running from hell hounds in the forest, then he saw a cabin, he went inside without even thinking, closed the door behind him and put salt under the door.
Inside was warm, cozy and smelled amazing. He started to walk around to see if someone was inside or not. It seemed to be empty but there were food on the table. Dean stared to eat it without even hesitating (bigback as usual) . It was almost like he knew it was a dream.
After he stuffed his face with food he wandered around more. He found a big bedroom with a king sized bed right in the middle. He jumped on the bed and closed his eyes for 2 seconds, when he opened his eyes the room had red lights, club music and 2 girls, blonde and a brunette in lingerie standing in the foot of the bed.
"Now we're talking" Dean said as he laid there, letting it happen
But then the music stopped, girls disappeared and fog started to fill inside. Dean become scared and sat up right. Then there was a figure, tall, muscular. As he got closer Dean recognized him. It was Benny, yeah that Benny. Standing infront of him bit much older than 17 ,with nothing but a speedo. The way that light was hitting his abs was amazing. Dean got hard even by just looking at him. But NO, he can't, he is straight, he likes women with big chest not men with huge bulge (bro saw the tv glow). Benny started to come closer and touch Dean's chest and all the was down.
Dean suddenly woke up, breathing deep and dripping in sweaty. Cold sweat made his clothes wet and he was rock hard. He looked around, it was 4 am in the morning, the sun hasn't rise all the way yet, then he looked at the other side, Cas was standing infornt of the window.
Cas seemed to realize that Dean was awake. He turned around to look at Dean. Dean quickly hid his boner with the blanket. He was still breathing heavily. Cas seemed to notice something was wrong and got closer to Dean
"Are you okay? Do you have any discomfort?" Cas sat next to Dean on the bed, touching his chest to hear his heartbeat and figure out what was wrong. The was Cas's hand moved was exactly the same as Benny's in his dream. Dean felt his dick hardening again so he got up quickly and ran outside
"Yeah, yeah, I'm fine. I just had a dre-nightmare, yeah. I'M FINEEEE" he screamed as he ran outside. Cas was rightfully so, very confused but Dean looked okay and that was what mattered the most.
His voice woke Sam up. "What was that?" Sam asked still half sleep
"Nothing Dean just had a nightmare and was very startled" Cas explained
"He was stratled because of a nightmare? He always had nightmares, but he never acted like this. I wonder what the nightmare was about" Sam mumbled as he went back to sleep
Outside was very dark and cold, the snow was getting more intense by the minute so Dean decided to get in the impala or else he would freeze to death. He sat on the driver seat per usual, rethinking his dream over and over again. Why did he had such a big reaction? And most important why did he had a BONER??!
He couldn't think straight (literally). After he worked so hard to forget about Benny and the things he felt for him, suddenly all his efforts were useless and what was that with Cas? Why did he get hard? Cas just touched his chest, he always does that, but why did he get boner? Was it because of his dream? Especially because Cas touched the same place as Benny did.
He was finally able to calm himself down and get inside. Sam was still sleeping so Dean jumped on the bed. "Umm Dean, maybe you should change first, you don't smell very nice" Cas said as he sad on the chair next to Deans bed "ugm~ no, too sleepy" Dean murmured and closed his eyes
"Would you like me to assist you changing?" Cas asked innocently
"What? No! Cas are you trying to see my ass?" Dean got unnecessarily mad
"My apologies, I just wanted to help" Cas got sad that he made Dean mad, he looked down with guilt
"And quit watching me sleep, you freak" Dean said as he fell asleep again
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When he opened his eyes he was still in a dream but the dream was too vivid. It seemed almost real. He started walking around the forest, the atmosfer was very familiar. As he was walking he started to hear the sound of the hell hounds. Dean stared to run as fast as he could and fibbaly he reached a house. It was the same house he saw in his dream. Holy shit. He was in the same dream.
Dean woke up from his dream, the same was way he did the first time, in sweat and breathing heavily. He looked around, it was definitely morning now, the sun was lighting the room. Then he saw Cas appear in the room, he looked worried.
"Dean, are you okay? Answer ME!" Cas rushed to Dean and hugged him
"Yeah, yeah I'm okay huggy bear" Dean said as he moved away slowly
"I thought I lost you, I was so worried, I am glad you're okay" Cas said, looking a lot lighter now
"What? What happened?" Dean asked
"It was 6 am in the morning , Sam usually wakes up around that time but he didn't so waited for 1 more hours but none of you woke up, I tried to wake you up but you didn't, I tried everything, but nothing worked, Not Sam, not You, not even people on the other rooms were waking up, I scream your name over and over again. I called Bobby but he didn't answered either" Cas explained visibly panicking and almost breaking down
"It's okay Cas, we'll find a way, okay? Relax!" Dean got up "We have to investigate this!"