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Huening Kai is like a little brother to Yeonjun. They met in high school when Yeonjun scared off students who were bothering Kai, and the younger male started following him around.

And the rest is history. They have been inseparable since then, people even called Kai "little Yeonjun", as the younger always followed the older around and admired him.

Now in university, they have moved in together in a tiny two-bedroom apartment close to campus. They both entered the same university, just as they had dreamed of when they were younger. Kai cried really hard when Yeonjun moved into the dorms when he was still in high school, call it separation anxiety.

He studied really hard to get in. Yeonjun's university was one of the top universities with a low acceptance rate. However, in the end, Kai was a music genius, so many universities wanted him, and it was not that big of a deal; he was anxious for nothing.

Yeonjun was really protective of Kai; he still thought of Kai as that short, innocent kid who followed him everywhere and wanted to be like him when he grew up. This protectiveness was especially evident when Kai started a Twitter account for his anime and K-pop obsession. Yeonjun tried to get into anime back in high school but never really got fully into it, although he was happy to join Kai when he was asked on weekends, as if Kai wasn't literally begging him to watch with him.

Yeonjun was wary of the strangers on the internet that Kai called his friends; when they were younger, some students from their school were scammed on the internet and had the police involved. He also thought that was the reason for Kai becoming less and less innocent and more of a menace. Kai didn't know it, but Yeonjun was very aware of the non-safe-for-work stuff he watched. It was not intentional, but one day, Kai logged onto his iPad for something and saw it without wanting to.

Kai would even have calls with them. This somehow made Yeonjun calmer, knowing that they had actual voices and faces.

There was this particular friend, or OOMF Kai would call him, that Kai had gone really close to; they would often call, and Kai would talk about his new friend all the time. Yeonjun was a little bit jealous of this new friendship at this point. He and Kai were inseparable, but they grew up to have different interests, and somehow, this new guy just liked everything Kai liked, which made him insecure.

Yeonjun would joke that maybe it was a creepy old guy, and that you should not disclose too much personal information, which did not really work. Kai swore that he had seen his face, and he was real, handsome even. Yeonjun didn't really buy it. He watched “Catfish”, and Kai had a history of trusting the wrong people.
He followed the guy for "surveillance"; truly, though, he was just too curious. Yeonjun wasn't as active on Twitter as Kai, but he would often go there to see some fan accounts and fancams and vent every now and then in his private account.

It all started when Kai really wanted him to read a fanfic about Suho x Sieun from "Weak Hero Class", a drama that they both watched together and enjoyed.
They both shipped them. Yeonjun didn't really read fanfiction but blamed his bisexual ass for shipping, as he understood Kai's vision. Still, Yeonjun only read it after Kai nagged him for weeks, saying how it was so good and life-changing. It was a 100k-word fic on AO3 that was just immaculate for Kai.

Yeonjun ended up loving it so much.

The fanfic mentioned the writer's Twitter account, so he went into it out of curiosity. He also read practically all of the author's fics, even the smutty ones, and liked their writing style while discovering additional fandoms he liked. The author's Twitter account was a fan page for their fanfics that was often updated. Though it didn't take much digging to find that the "binnie-hyung" guy Kai had been raving about these months was the personal account of the fanfic author. He finds this situation funny, his rival becoming his favourite author, but he's too deep in this fanfic shit to leave. Yeonjun also wonders if Kai knows.

Eventually, he logs into his own private account, which hides his identity pretty well and kind of stalks the guy. Well, he just had a girl group member as a profile picture, and his bio was really bare. Maybe not stalk, but he did go through the guy's posts; they even interacted sometimes, both on AO3 and Twitter. Yeonjun doesn't really get how fandoms work well, but he just enjoys commenting on whatever he wants and complimenting the fic if it's good.

He still didn't look into the actual guy, though; he just likes it that way, and there's a thin line he doesn't want to cross. It already felt like he was going to have a heart attack when the guy would reply to his comments and even DM him a pirated way to watch a show for free. He knows too much about someone, and he's too shy to ask Kai more about him after so many months of being annoyed at him whenever he brought his "binnie-hyung" up.

He was kind of starting to understand Kai. The guy was probably decent. Is this what they call a parasocial relationship? He had to admit it, the guy was funny, and they had common interests. Yeonjun might not consider himself an otaku or actively seek out that content, but after years of knowing Kai, he has probably gotten to know much more about anime and games than the average guy. He still tries to convince himself that he's going crazy and that he should still keep his guard up for Kai.

After finals, Yeonjun was invited to a friend's party in the equivalent of a fraternity in Korea, in a big mansion paid for by the rich kids. This time, it was apparently going to be a big one with many other universities joining as well.

He and Taehyun drag Kai along, the youngest says sulking, "I'm probably not going to know anyone there anyway, and you guys are going to disappear." They say that it's going to be good for him to socialise a little, putting on his best pout and pleading eyes.

Kai eventually gives in, too weak for his friends' act.

The dress code was pretty free, but Yeonjun's friends told him that everyone was wearing their university's representative colours. The night of the party, Yeonjun rummages around Kai's wardrobe early on, trying to find the perfect outfit. He makes Kai wear a tight blue crop top and jeans. "You've got to look hot and fashionable. I want everyone to know how hot my best friend is."

The younger male was going to just wear a hoodie or something, and Yeonjun knew that wasn't cutting it. Now, Kai even had blush, blue-grey contacts and fucking body glitter, courtesy of his beloved hyung. Yeonjun was wearing a tight cropped navy tank top and jeans. The body glitter and blush matched Kai's. They both look so hot. Kai always watched Yeonjun prepare himself before parties, even helping him at times. His hyung wears all types of outfits and makeup depending on the occasion.

When they arrive, Yeonjun parks the car and gives the keys to Kai, saying that he trusts Kai more than himself not to get extremely wasted. He can crash at someone's place if it gets too late, not wanting the younger one to wait for him. He didn't plan on drinking that much, but things happen, and it's better to be safe than sorry.

They find Taehyun waiting for them, and they all enter the mansion together. There were a lot of people; someone would even think this was a festival by the sheer number of college students. You could kind of identify where they were from by their clothes, and seeing who talked with whom was an interesting sight.

The trio goes to the living room, it was huge. The music is loud and there are people already too drunk to stay standing. They enjoy the music for a while, Taehyun and Yeonjun making Kai, who was being really shy, dance.

Some time after, they're thirsty and decide it's time to start drinking. They all go to the bar, where Yeonjun greets Yunho, who was helping out with the bartending. Yunho says the number of people is crazy tonight and gifts him free shots, wishing him fun. Yeonjun asks Yunho if he's bartending all night or what, to which the latter replies, saying he's getting paid really well for tonight, so it's worth it.

The trio each drinks from their drinks; some people would be surprised by the fact that Hueningkai was actually the one who could hold his drink the best. He normally didn't drink because he wasn't into it, but tonight he was feeling it.

They talk for a while, enjoying the music. Yeonjun even leaves his friends to dance with some strangers who clearly want more than just that; he just enjoys being with people and feeling the connection, though. Tonight, Choi Yeonjun didn't come with an objective or anything, but it's not his fault that flirting comes so naturally to him and people find him so attractive.

Kai stares, amused at his friend talking with people he clearly does not know. He was glowing. Then, in the distance, he spots a familiar face. This can't be it, he thinks, no way.
Yes way, that was his friend Soobin, with whom he had a call on Discord the night before. He looks at him. Taehyun asks him if there's anything wrong. Kai stares for so long, Soobin meets his eyes and starts walking in his direction. He feels his heart beating fast; this was the first time they were seeing each other in real life and here he was wearing a crop top and makeup, really different from his regular clothes.

Soobin gets to Kai with difficulty, apologising for bumping into people in the way. Next to him was another guy, who was getting dragged by Soobin, the guy telling him to stop apologising every 5 seconds and that it's OK, it happens at parties.
Kai also notices that they are from the rival university, Soobin wearing a red sleeveless basketball-looking shirt with their university's logo and a bandana tied to his ripped jeans. The other guy had a similar outfit, but instead of a red top, it was white. Kai thinks of a few people this could be.

Kai and Soobin greet each other shyly, huge smiles across their faces.

Kai introduces Taehyun. "Hyung, this is my friend Kang Taehyun. I've talked about him before."

Soobin smiles at him and introduces himself too, "I'm Soobin, Kai's online friend."

Kai interjects, adding, "Best friend."

Then, Soobin sees his friend asking him to be introduced too. "Ah, yes. Ermh...this is my friend-"

"Choi Beomgyu." Says Taehyun, interrupting him, his voice stiff.

Beomgyu grins at that and says teasingly, "Though you forgot Taehyun-ah."

Soobin and Kai stand still, not understanding the deeper story between the other two.

Beomgyu then looks at Kai, smiling slyly. "Soobin has talked a lot about you lately, let's get along."

Kai does not know if it's genuine, feeling Taehyun's burning gaze at the other. "Yes. I know you, you're hyung's best friend. He has also talked a lot about you."

This makes the other man satisfied, letting his guard down and smiling, content with the acknowledgement. Much like Yeonjun, Beomgyu had been quite jealous of this newfound friendship. They had been distant lately, too busy to hang out, and Soobin's newfound friendship in Kai made Beomgyu decide to go out with other people so as to "not disturb" his time.

Soobin also didn't intend to go at first, but Beomgyu also didn't shut up about the topic all week long. The younger is bribing him with food, promises...
He somehow always found a way to mention it every time they talked. For instance, Soobin would ask him about what he should get while shopping, and Beomgyu would say, "I don't know, maybe if you came to the party you'd know."
Or he would say he's bored and ask Beomgyu to hang out, and the younger male would say, "I don't know if I want to hyung, maybe if you came to the party, I'll hang out with you."

All of this annoyed Soobin so much that he just had to agree to go; it's not like he didn't enjoy parties, but he was an introvert, and he wanted time to recharge his energy after exams. Alone.

Soobin was amused at his friend jumping like a puppy when he agreed. Maybe he'll actually enjoy it; if not, he might as well drive home early and ask Beomgyu to get a cab.

Beomgyu wanted Soobin to join since, yes, he did indeed need a drive, and yes, his other friends were busy and ditched him at the last minute. But he also wanted Soobin to get out there; his exams had him stuck at home all day with no sunlight, and the man needed more social interaction than the lady in the cafeteria asking him what he wanted to eat. He even helped Soobin look as hot as he was allowed to, Soobin refusing makeup or something too revealing, which only made Beomgyu roll his eyes, seeing how his friend keeps trying to maintain his fake angel persona.

Soon enough, the four of them start enjoying the music and drinks together, even going for seconds. Taehyun thinks Soobin is a nice guy just by the small interactions they had.

While Taehyun and Soobin are back from getting their drinks refilled, Yeonjun also joins the group. He apologises for leaving them for so long; some girls had spilled a drink on his arm, and she was so persistent in making it up to him.

Kai says nonchalantly, "It's fine, we found ourselves other company."

Yeonjun stares at the two new people. They were both tall and wait, they were from the rival university. How could Kai be so careless? He knows his friend is friendly, but why with them?

He observes the two and stops at the taller guy. He had soft skin, pink lips and a beautiful smile, damm he even has dimples. The man had arms that were to die for, the sleeveless top showing off his muscles. Fuck, Kai has a radar for hot people, first me and Hyunnie and then this.
Maybe it's fine to talk to them, just maybe, even if they're rivals and he had beef with some guys from that university's dance team.

Yeonjun tries to act as if the taller man in front of him wasn't the hottest stranger he's seen in a while. Because Choi Yeonjun knew all the hot people, and all the hot people knew Choi Yeonjun, but who was he?

"Hi! I'm Choi Yeonjun, Kai's soulmate and Hyunnie's friend." He says cheerfully, masking his emotions and putting on his fake flirty smile.

"I'm Choi Beomgyu. I love your outfit, by the way." Says Beomgyu excitedly, feeling like their energy is going to match really well in the future.
He knows for sure that there's going to be a future with all of them together as friends.

Yeonjun enjoys the compliment, real recognises real after all, and he replies with the same energy, "Thank you! Love your outfit too."

When Yeonjun arrived, Soobin felt as if he had been transported to another orbit; the man in front of him was unreal. He stares in silence, deep in thought, not knowing what's happening. The music is drowning out as he can only focus on Yeonjun's lips and how they smile, looking at Yeonjun's waist, at the mole near his fox-like eyes...

Beomgyu nudges Soobin with his elbow, pulling him back to earth. He says, almost stuttering, gulping hard and pulling his best smile, "I'm Choi Soobin, nice to meet you."

Yeonjun found this really cute; he didn't expect the hot guy with arms to die for to be a cute stuttering mess, but he does not think too much into it; he's seen worse. He kind of does that to people sometimes.

After talking for a bit, Beomgyu proposes they play some drinking games. At some point, it had gotten awkward, and Beomgyu wasn't into the whole "standing around in a group and not speaking" thing. The music was so loud that they genuinely didn't really hear each other, even if they did talk.

They found a corner of the enormous room and settled there, sitting or squatting in a circle.

The group did some games like the attendance game, I am ground, or 369. They were all really competitive, as they all had knowledge of music and rhythm, but the more drunk they got, the more it just started getting too chaotic.

For example, it would be Yeonjun's turn, and he would miss it because he just wasn't there anymore, or Beomgyu would just scream and continue the game even if he had already lost. Kai and Taehyun, who would normally be a bit calmer, also lost it with time and started coming up with ways to make it more difficult. Soobin started just rapping about how unfair the game was and complaining about Beomgyu cheating.

The chaos went on for about an hour; the tension had built up over time, and they had a lot of fun. Yeonjun kept teasing Soobin for losing, while the younger male would clap back while secretly finding the older slurring his words cute.

During the game, Beomgyu kept staring at Taehyun, annoyed for some reason no one other than the two knew. Kai was watching everything fall into place, but he was genuinely too drunk to piece everything together. Kai didn't really drink much, but tonight he was almost at his limit. He was having so much fun.

By the hour, they were all considerably drunker than before, and Beomgyu would break the silence by saying in a sing-song voice, "Hey guys, so me and Taehyun-ie have some unfinished business we need to attend." eyeing Taehyun menacingly.

Taehyun just nods, agreeing silently, giving Yeonjun and Kai reassuring looks. Yeonjun swears he saw a hint of "help me please", but he found the whole situation amusing. Beomgyu had Taehyun on a total leash.

"It was so good meeting you two, hope to see you around more in the future." He adds cheerfully, looking at Yeonjun and Kai with a smile.

Beomgyu then drags Taehyun to who knows where by the collar, Taehyun following him like a puppy, leaving the confused group of people behind.

The new group of three drift into silence, trying to process what just happened.

Soobin breaks the silence and jokes, "I swear I'm killing Choi Beomgyu for leaving me alone." Now he needs to wait for Beomgyu to finish whatever he's going to do with Taehyun before being able to go home, he has to drive him after all.

"Hyung, it's fine, you have Yeonjun-hyung and me."

"It's not that...I just wanted to go home early, you know? Beomgyu dragged me here and promised to not disappear. I don't tend to enjoy big parties." He liked social gatherings but this was another scale on its own.

"Same here, hyung, but maybe we can have fun together." Kai cheers him up; he's so happy about finally meeting his online best friend, even if Soobin seems overwhelmed.

Kai talks with Soobin about a lot of topics. They had so much in common after all, and Kai actually didn't know what or where Soobin studied, it just never came up, and their friendship was recent. Yeonjun tried his best to keep up, and he tried adding a bit to the conversation even if, sometimes, he had no idea what they were talking about. What was a Sukuna? This Soobin guy seemed to really click with the younger one.

He then opted to just smile at them, talking. Kai looked so cute talking about what he liked. Deep down, he was glad Kai had people to share these things with, even if it made him jealous. Yeonjun had been Kai's only friend for a while, and he was worried when he graduated and left Kai alone. His little brother sure has matured.
He also examined Soobin for the nth time, his smile was so pretty. Damn his dimples.

Soobin senses that Yeonjun is not really actively listening anymore; he wants to include him, too. He feels bad for hogging all of Kai's attention and talking about things Yeonjun seems to know little about, but he's also so awkward that he does not know how to make it better.
In an act of nervousness, Soobin offers to redeem Yeonjun's shots, using the opportunity to also drink some more himself.

Kai nudges Yeonjun. "Hyung, actually. Do you remember the online friend I keep talking about?" Of course, he knew, the younger wouldn't shut up at how cool and nice and funny and...he was.

The younger continues after seeing Yeonjun nod, "OK, about Soobin-hyung."What do you think of him?"

Like I either want to eat him or him to eat me, Yeonjun thinks.

Soobin starts walking back with shots, having apparently been gifted a whole bottle of strawberry and cream Baileys along for being cute. Yunho has good taste.

Meanwhile, 'He seems nice... I guess. Why the sudden question?" Yeonjun fears Kai can sense just how much he's attracted to the stranger.
What if he's Kai's ex or something? That would be the end of their story; no way he'll make moves on him. Wait- Is he straight? He doesn't know that; he has to really turn on his gaydar.

"God hyung, you're so dumb sometimes. He's the friend I've been telling you about!" Exclaims Kai, annoyed at his best friend's stupidity.

Yeonjun gasps, feeling stupid for not understanding. He should've known; he knew all of Kai's friends, but Soobin was new. "No fucking way, Kai, you can't joke with stuff like this," he replies in disbelief.

Something clicks in Yeonjun's mind. If Soobin is "binnie-hyung", then he's too, oh. This makes him think, This is getting interesting. I like it. He looks so innocent, but I guess I was wrong, huh?

"Yes, fucking way. Soobin is Binnie-hyung. It's literally his name. You're the one who said you didn't want to see photos or greet him when we're calling, saying that you wouldn't buy it and that he's a catfish," Kai continues, annoyed at his hyung's stupidity.

"Why would I lie to you about this? He's my proof; see, he's real." Kai sometimes felt like a kid talking about his imaginary girlfriend to his parents whenever he mentioned Soobin to Yeonjun; it even made him doubt if Soobin was real before they opened their camera during voice calls. It drove him crazy how his hyung wouldn't believe he met such a cool guy online.

Soobin has seen their facial expressions while walking back. "What were you two talking about while I was gone?" He felt like it was probably something really funny or important.

"Oh, nothing; just telling hyung that you're not a creepy old guy."

Soobin laughs at the comment, "Oh, true, Kai kept telling me that you thought I was some creepy weeb trying to sell his organs or something."

He points at himself. "Look, I'm not some creepy old weeb corrupting huening-ie. Just a regular otaku uni student here." Yeonjun stares at him, feeling that his lips have gotten dry and licks them.

They all laugh, the conversation becoming lighter and Soobin opening up more thanks to the alcohol.

Kai spots some of his friends from his class, they see him too, and make gestures asking him to join. Kai was not really social, but he was well known for his grades and talent amongst the students, as well as his appearance; everyone would thirst over the mixed musical genius guy.
Huening Kai shoots Yeonjun a look, and the latter smiles and gestures for him to join them. He will be fine without him. Too fine even. Kai nods and heads to greet his friends.

This leaves Soobin alone with Yeonjun, without Kai. The air was so tense that it was difficult to know what to say, even for someone as social as Yeonjun.

Yeonjun stares, checking the man in front of him like a piece of meat waiting to be devoured. He stares a little bit too fiercely, even.

The looks from Yeonjun made Soobin nervous, not wanting to meet the other's eyes, and he started drinking too quickly, downing his cup in one go. Soobin is a lightweight; he hopes he does not embarrass himself in front of Yeonjun.

Yeonjun does not notice this action from Soobin, too busy staring at the man's arms and body, lost in thought.

"Soobin-ah, you and I seem to have something in common. Let's get to know each other better." Yeonjun tries the Korean phrase for gay flirting. He had to try, didn't he? What if Soobin were straight? He doesn't want to have a crush on a straight guy, not that he can admit his crush so early yet.

Soobin does not respond, surprised at how direct Yeonjun was being.

"Soobin-ah?" Yeonjun says while placing his hand on Soobin's shoulder and leaning next to his ear. He wonders if Soobin can't hear him with the music blasting so loud, so he tries saying it closer.

The touch and the breath of Yeonjun next to his ear startle Soobin.

"I- I would like that, Yeonjun-ssi," the younger responds nervously.

"Yah, don't do that. You're what? Only one year younger than me. Just call me hyung then. You're Huening-ie's friend, and he's like my younger brother."

"OK, ermh hyung..."

They've been shouting all this time or speaking next to the others' ears, so Yeonjun asks Soobin to follow him to the pool before they both lose their voices. There are so many people outside, too; his friend Wooyoung is the DJ. The music is less loud, and it does not smell like smoke or alcohol.

They sit by some stairs.

"Emmrh, what's your major?" Soobin manages to say nervously.

"Dance with a minor in music production. I hope you don't find traditional Korean dance boring." Soobin can hear the older one smirking by the way he's saying it. It has an underlying teasing tone.

"Well, Soobinie, what is yours?" Yeonjun is looking at Soobin while the latter is trying to avoid eye contact.

Soobin already knew that Kai had actually talked to him about his roommate at times, but he didn't know what to say, and he wanted to get to know him through him and not through other people. He was also sweating like crazy, the summer heat and his nervousness hitting him all at once.

He knew Yeonjun was one of the top dancers in his age range; Kai said he was on national TV a couple of times. It's kind of like meeting a celebrity, and of course, he didn't find it boring; he actually thought it was so interesting and cool, but he was too nervous to share that with the older male. Yeonjun was breathtaking.

The younger male gulps down and says, while looking down, he wants to say how cool he finds it, but he can't mutter a word because he's too nervous, "I'm a performative arts major."

This makes Yeonjun grin. While closing the distance between them, he says, "Suits you pretty well." He's eyeing the other's face lustfully, his mind plagued with multiple scenarios. Of course, that face was made for the cameras, but he can't picture the shy boy in front of him acting or being confident in front of a big audience.
He had DMed him and knew a bit from Kai, but, since he never saw what he looked like and kept acting like he didn't want to know more about Soobin (to cover up for his recent Ao3 obsession), he didn't know much about Soobin's actual life outside the internet. His account is barely ever personal and solely for the purpose of yapping about his obsessions.

Soobin feels the heat in his cheeks, sweating.

He comments, "Are you OK? You're sweating a lot." Yeonjun wants to see Soobin flustered, he looks so cute and malleable like this. Not how he imagined his favourite fanfic writer and fan account to be, knowing what he writes. But still, it drives him crazy. The red on the younger's lips and the way his cheeks are blushing is just too attractive, even for Choi Yeonjun.

Biting his lip, Soobin looks at Yeonjun and responds nervously, "It's just...It's just that there are too many people here and it's hot." He fans his shirt and tries looking away, but he can't. Yeonjun was going to drive him crazy with the way he was touching him, teasing him. His mind was so blurry, and his feelings heightened due to the alcohol he had drunk. He could see how Yeonjun was looking at him, like he wanted to eat him alive, and truly, he was actually opening up to the idea.

Yeonjun thinks, baby boy, you're the one that's hot. He sees a sliver of the younger man's waist as Soobin fans himself; the guy had abs; he has fucking abs. Yeonjun had seen many people with abs, heck, even he himself had them most of the time, but the contrast between the younger man's innocent bunny-like appearance and that was hot as fuck.

Still, Yeonjun doesn't let his lust get the best of him yet. He continues asking Soobin about what he likes, and Soobin does too; they both already know so much about the other. Yeonjun literally stalked his account, and they did DM each other. But Soobin doesn't know that. Yeonjun really, really wants to say it out loud; he feels like a kettle about to burst, but he just wants to feel this little cheeky moment for a bit.

They still have such good chemistry. Yeonjun swears he'll listen to Soobin rambling about his favourite type of bread or about whatever, and he'll just keep smiling like a big idiot. As for Soobin, he feels like a mess because he keeps rambling because he can't think straight, while Yeonjun is looking at him as if he were saying the most interesting thing ever. Soobin isn't sure if this is also teasing, Yeonjun being nice or what, but it sure isn't helping.

After a while, although Yeonjun is truly enjoying the conversation, the drink that had been spilt on him had dried, and it made his hand and arm uncomfortably sticky. He does not want to touch Soobin while being uncomfortably sticky. Wait, who said something about touching Soobin?

He asks casually, "Do you mind accompanying hyung to the bathroom?" Yeonjun doesn't want to leave Soobin alone with so many strangers… Well, he is one, but anyway, he doesn't want to get separated from him. What if he finds someone better? Wait, Choi Yeonjun has some confidence.

Soobin feels his ears reddening at the suggestion.
Yeonjun doesn't see this, but hearing no reply from him, he asks again softly, "Soobin-ah?"

The way he said his name only made Soobin melt further into his infatuation. "Yes...Yes, hyung, I- I'd love that." His mind was, for some reason, filled with dirty thoughts of what Yeonjun's offer meant.

Yeonjun washes his hands and arms, happy about not feeling sticky anymore. He's feeling hot too; they've been outside with the heat of the summer, and he puts some water in his hair, brushing it back.

He looks in the mirror while he dries his hands and sees Soobin staring at him while biting his lip.

"What are you looking at, bunny? Did you think we would do something else?" He says while smiling at the mirror, loving Soobin's little reactions and the way the younger's emotions shifted on his face. Yeonjun himself cannot control himself much longer, he wants to get a taste but he doesn't want to make things awkward for Kai by acting on his impulses.

Suddenly, Soobin gets confidence out of nowhere and declares with pleading eyes, looking straight at Yeonjun's reflection in the mirror, "Yes, hyung, do you want it as much as I do?" He sounds more shy at the end, it sounds oddly erotic. Realising what he just did, Soobin turns to stop facing the mirror, his palms reaching his cheeks to check how warm they were getting and looks down, not wanting to make eye contact with Yeonjun.

Soobin does not know this, but Yeonjun's ears are burning red. He tries to act nonchalant, but truthfully, it's more of an act to flirt with him than anything.
Yeonjun turns back to the younger, who's still in shock, and puts his left arm on the wall while his right hand reaches for Soobin's face. He caresses his cheeks and makes the younger male look at him.

"Aish, bunny, I thought you'd never say the words."
He leans in, and Soobin closes his eyes, but he stops right before his lips meet the younger's and pulls away, his arm still backing Soobin to the wall.

Yeonjun asks, teasingly smiling at Soobin's pouty lips, "Are you sure you want this? I'll stop if you say so."

Yeonjun suddenly pulled away, irritated Soobin, their lips were so close. "What makes you think I don't want it?"

"You can't even look me in the eye. Do you not like what you see?"

Soobin whines, pleading, "I like it very much...I like it way too much. I want everything, hyung. Please."

Soobin's voice drives Yeonjun mad. He quickly leans in, the arm that used to be on the wall shifting to hug Soobin's head and his hand stays on the other's face, and finally kisses Soobin. His lips are so soft and pink, he thinks, staring at them.
The kiss is desperate, needy, and wet. He fucking tastes like strawberry vodka; he tastes like strawberry, Yeonjun thinks.

Yeonjun wants to break the kiss, but Soobin grabs his waist and pulls him back in, and they make out, their tongues interlacing. Soobin moans softly in between, and that only makes Yeonjun harder.

He closes the distance between them even further, grinding against Soobin. Soobin grabs Yeonjun's thin waist with force, feeling how tiny it is compared to his hands; he wants to feel everything.

Yeonjun pulls away from Soobin and stares at the dishevelled man in front of him, his hair messy from Yeonjun ruffling it while they were making out. And smiles, "I knew you weren't that innocent."

Soobin is grasping for air, too lost in the pretty man in front of him. Until the older one suddenly says, "Know what you write." His voice coming out victorious.

Silence.

With a puff of air, exhausted, Soobin asks, surprised, "You know that?" All the filthy stuff he's written or tweeted is coming back to him; this was so embarrassing, but somehow hot too. Yeonjun knew about it; he fucking knew all about his darkest desires. He knew who he was all along, god even Beomgyu didn't know much about this side of him.

Soobin also debates whether Yeonjun is mocking him or trying to seduce him in a quirky way. He's too drunk to overthink, so he just decides not to.

Before the look of surprise in Soobin's face lasts any longer, Yeonjun confesses as he rumbles, "Yes, I was obsessed for weeks with that Suho x Sieun fic. And you fucking broke my heart. Thank god your face is too pretty." Was that a good save? he prays that it is.

This makes Soobin laugh; no longer concerned, he found Yeonjun's rumbling so cute. He understands why people fear him, but he's deep down genuinely just a ball of fluff.

Even his laugh is beautiful, Yeonjun thinks. He's already too whipped for the man, and they just met; he might propose on the spot if he gets any more drunk or horny.

Yeonjun jokes in disbelief, playing along. "Suho almost dies, and you're fucking laughing?" Yeonjun remembers himself crying when he watched the episode and almost doing it again after reading Soobin's fic. He wanted to heal the ache, not to be stabbed again. Though Soobin's writing was so good, he just had to finish everything.

This only makes Soobin giggle more. Soobin finds the obscenely hot man in front of him so cute all of a sudden, like he wants to cuddle him and pat his head while he's crying. They stare at each other, smiling fondly, in silence; the lust they had a few moments earlier is replaced with soft warmth.

This silence is short-lived; someone outside the bathroom shouts while knocking at the door, "Yah, stop fucking or whatever. Some people here actually need to pee."

Yeonjun stares intensely at Soobin's eyes and holds his hand, asking with his eyes if he'll stay with him after they leave the bathroom. Soobin nods slowly, signalling he understands.

They leave the bathroom just like that, the guy who shouted sprinting to get in. They both notice that a line has formed outside the bathroom and find it funny, both blushing.

"Soobinnie, I know somewhere we can be in peace. Do you want to follow me?" He asks carefully, slowly and softly while looking at Soobin's eyes with adoration. Yeonjun knows many of the people who hosted this party from his uni and has been here a couple of times, so he knows his way around.

Soobin is enthusiastic. "Yes, let's finish what we started back there." Soobin is fully comfortable now with Yeonjun, letting his guard down.
On the other hand, this makes Yeonjun's heart race, and he grabs Soobin's hand while running to the room. Soobin follows him, trying to keep up. "Yah, slow down; I can't breathe."

They finally arrive.

The place Yeonjun brings them to is a guest room on the second floor; the music was very distant, and it was very quiet compared to the living room. The rooms on the second floor were known to be used for crashing if you're too drunk to drive, exhausted or for, well...fucking. No one would disturb you if the room were locked; those were the rules. And only the people that the host trusted could access those rooms. That's part of why people made up a rumour that Yeonjun was a fuckboy back in the day. He was seen on the second floor many times, with people jealous of his popularity claiming he'd take drunk girls up there to have sex with them.
The rumour quickly died down when people came forward admitting that they never slept with Yeonjun and he was just helping them out. He knew it wasn't safe for girls to go home alone so late or that they were unsafe if they stayed at the party. Yeonjun genuinely wanted to make it a safe place, and often, people would leave the girls alone if they were with him. They try not to let problematic people in, but that's never a hundred per cent accurate, and he has seen first-hand some people sneaking drugs or having ulterior motives.

The room is big, with a king-sized bed in the middle. The curtains are semi-closed, a bit of light coming in, and Yeonjun turns on a dim, warm light. Soobin sits on the edge of the bed, tired of all the running, huffing and puffing.

Yeonjun looks at him like he's the most precious being he's seen and apologises with a sad tone, "Baby, I'm sorry for making you run, I was just...too excited."

"It's fine, hyung, just – just tell me beforehand next time." Yeonjun thinks there's a next time and smiles widely.

The older moves to stand in front of the younger, and Soobin asks teasingly with a grin, "What got you smiling like that?"

Yeonjun leans on Soobin, making the younger's head lie on the mattress softly. Yeonjun presses kisses on Soobin's neck and says, in between laughing quietly, "You. You make me so happy." He finds a sensitive spot behind the younger's ear and keeps attacking it, sucking hard; he's probably going to leave many hickeys. Soobin's skin tastes like a mix of sweat, cologne and a bit of his soap.

Soobin moans at the overstimulation, his mind clouded with pleasure.

Soobin feels the weight of the man on top of him, and their pelvises are touching each other, both of them grinding against each other while devouring the other's lips. He can feel the bulge in both of their pants grow bigger as the pleasure continues.

Yeonjun puts a hand over the zipper of Soobin's pants and gives him a look. Soobin pleads, "Off, I need them off." Yeonjun takes the younger's pants off while Soobin lifts his hips. They both move to the centre of the bed, Soobin taking off his shirt and tossing it on the floor. He's been feeling hot and sticky all night.

Yeonjun is on his knees staring at him like a piece of art. He glazes his fingers against the younger's neck, nipples, every line of his abs and finally his hip and places a kiss on Soobin's hipbone, sucking on it. All of this tickles Soobin, and he moans as Yeonjun keeps sucking right above his hip.

Yeonjun loves hearing the sounds and knowing he's the cause of the younger's distress. He places his hand on top of Soobin's cock, over the underwear. The man is big, a bit bigger than him, even. He moves his hand, feeling the hardness of it.

"You sure about this, Soobinnie?"

Soobin cries out, "Hyung, please do something." All of this teasing was driving him crazy, he needs release.

This is all Yeonjun needs to finally take the younger's cock out and take the underwear off. Yeonjun stares at the naked man under him, so so pretty, and only his. He's about to make a move when Soobin interrupts him, whiny, the alcohol helping him have no shame in doing aegyo. "This is not fair, you haven't taken anything off yet."

Yeonjun stares as Soobin stutters through the words, saying them a bit slurred and being so cute and says teasingly with his eyebrows, "Well then, help me take it off."

Soobin is lightning quick, though he lingers at certain places when he helps Yeonjun take off his clothes, like his neck, collarbone, waist... He decides he also needs a taste, so after taking the older shirt off and having lingered way too long while helping him take off his pants, he leans over and sucks on Yeonjun's neck too. Yeonjun has his head on the headboard, while Soobin is enjoying Yeonjun's small moans, he wants him to be marked too and hopefully to remember him tomorrow.

He lets Yeonjun overpower him. He lies on the bed once again. Yeonjun guides Soobin's cock to his mouth and starts sucking him off. Soobin lets out an array of sounds as his hands find nowhere to hold other than the mattress, and his toes curl with the pleasure.
Soobin is big, and it's hard for Yeonjun to swallow the length, stopping for a bit to mentalise himself and breathe. Soobin finds where to grab with his hands and grabs a bit of Yeonjun's hair, forcing him down.

Yeonjun continues doing magic with his mouth, and Soobin wants to cum already. Yeonjun eyes him while he slows down, not wanting him to get off so quickly.

"Hyung, I was so close." He says, whining like a child who had his candy taken away.

Yeonjun smiles at the boy under him, dying of cuteness. "Do you trust me?" he asks, a small giggle escaping as he says it.

"Yes," Soobin says in a gasp, too needy to say anything else.

"Teach me all about the stuff you write in your fics." He says, whispering into Soobin's ear, placing sweet kisses on his sensitive spot.

This makes Soobin's whole body tense up, his boner rock hard.

Yeonjun then adds teasingly, "What would cute innocent Kai think when he knows his cute nerdy hyung writes fucking porn? Do you want him to see how you beg for cock like the little slut that you are?"

Soobin puts his arms around Yeonjun's neck and makes him kiss him. "Oh, Shut up." He says after. He's blushing hard at the thought of the older man reading the filthy stuff he wrote because he was pent up. His mind is too intoxicated.

Yeonjun reaches for the nightstand and grabs the lube. He's stopped by Soobin, who says, "Hyung, let me help you first." He grabs Yeonjun's dick and shoves it in his mouth slowly, licking the tip and then introducing it until he's almost gagging. Yeonjun moans at the pleasure. Soobin was so crazy, and he loved it.

"Just fuck me already. Hyung, want you inside." Soobin was getting impatient after a night of Yeonjun basically teasing him and being successful.

The older does as the younger says, not wasting any more time. He splits the younger male's legs, kissing his waist, hips and thighs on his way down, savouring him. He makes his way down to Soobin's aching hole, licking the entrance and inserting his tongue. Soobin flinches at the wet contact.

"Ah – Don't do that...It- It's not clean." He moans out.

Soobin may or may not be lying, he kind of had a special feel about this party, but he'll deny it if you ask.

Yeonjun suddenly stops and says, "It's fine, Soobinie." Wait, Sobinnie? He continues teasing his entrance with his tongue while his mind is panicking.
He does not comment on how seemingly the younger was prepared, the idea of Soobin preparing himself is making him go even crazier.

Yeonjun places soft kisses on the younger's hip bone and grabs the lube to coat his middle finger and Soobin's hole generously. Then, he starts slowly inserting it, telling Soobin to relax while caressing his butt. He places kisses on his lips, praising how cute and good-looking he is. "You're so perfect, you're doing so well. I love how you taste..."

And about Soobin? He's feeling an indescribable pleasure. At first, it was painful, but Yeonjun was so gentle with him. All the praise from the older man was making him blush profusely, his cheeks heating up and his vision blurry from the alcohol and lust. The older finds it adorable how he can feel Soobin clench at certain words and how his cheeks puff up while denying the compliments.

The dancer slowly opens him up, adding another finger and earning moans from the man under him. He loves how loud he can make him shout his name, not innocent at all, I guess.

"Fuck, Choi Yeonjun. Fuck. You do it so well-" Soobin chokes out.

This earns Soobin a faster pace, sending him into heaven, Yeonjun's long fingers hitting just the right spot. Damn, dance majors really do have stamina.
His mind is already fuzzy from the alcohol, and he can hear the faint music downstairs; he smiles softly, closing his eyes. He's glad he agreed to come.

"Who told you not to respect your elders?" Says Yeonjun, grinning, knowing he has Soobin in the palm of his hand. He knows the younger man's kinks so well since semi-stalking him on the internet, and he's glad he can make them real and that he's the one.

Yeonjun is not going to let Soobin rest, it's too soon.

When he thinks the younger is already prepped enough, he positions the younger with one hand and with the other he grabs his rock-hard cock, pumping it a bit before introducing the tip. Then, he grips Soobin's hips to meet his cock. Soobin can only gasp, feeling the sudden fullness.

Soon it falls into a rhythm, slow but intense. Soobin could feel himself tighten with each deep trust, moaning at the fullness, gasping for air.

"Are you sorry for almost killing Suho?" Yeonjun jokes while he grabs Soobin's neck possessively, pressing a hot kiss on his lips. He's growing possessive of his bunny, but who can blame him? He looks so cute getting fucked and marked.

Meanwhile, Soobin cannot deal with Yeonjun suddenly bringing this up while he's literally drilling into him. Is this a big turn-down? He does not know. But Yeonjun is cute and funny and hot and more nerdy than he lets on and... Fuck, he's falling in love, isn't he?.

He decides to play along to get a reaction out of him. "Not a fucking bit." He says, sticking his tongue out and giggling, his eyes shut while taking the slow trusts, getting used to the rhythm.

Then, he tilts his head back, moaning hard; Yeonjun suddenly pulls out with only the tip inside him, and then he slams back in with full force. Soobin's hips tremble at the sudden intrusion and attack on his G-spot as Yeonjun repeats the action.

"Yah, Choi Yeonjun, is that all you got?" He manages to tease.

Is Soobin a masochist? Yeonjun isn't sure, but he loves it.

This triggers a fire in Yeonjun, alternating between slow and fast trust, playing with Soobin and not letting him cum until he wants him. "Quit using your pretty mouth to rile me up. I know what you're doing," he says, then kisses him with his hands ruffling the younger's soft, fluffy hair.

He brushes Soobin's bangs from his face. He wants to see him while he wreaks him.

He places Soobin's legs on his shoulder and says with a groan, "You know it's working. You're making me feel crazy, baby."

The new position makes Yeonjun's dick reach even deeper as he thrusts with force at a constant fast pace, not sparing Soobin any time to breathe. Soobin feels his walls clench around the older's cock; it's too much, it hurts, but it's so good. The adrenaline and pleasure intertwine, making Soobin overstimulated.

"Soobin-ah, you don't know how crazy you make me feel. I don't know if I can hold on for much longer."

Yeonjun feels as if Soobin is milking him out. Yeonjun continues abusing Soobin's hole, the younger announcing he's close. Yeonjun slows down his pace and says, "Me too, me too. Let's do this together, bunny." He says while rubbing the younger's untouched cock with his hand in a slow motion.

When Soobin feels Yeonjun trusting fast once again, he begs, "Please inside, I want it inside. Please." It sounds like a moan more than a statement. He wanted to feel him.

"Damn, Binnie," Yeonjun says, thrusting faster, trying to reach his climax. He cums hard with a groan, pressing Soobin closer, releasing inside the condom while still pressed deep inside Soobin.

It does not take Soobin much more, and he cums too, his cum dripping on his abdomen. Yeonjun sees that and takes the opportunity to lick some off. Soobin's abs were impressive, and his dick was big for someone who takes it so well. Yeonjun has to try it out someday.

They both sigh, tiredly. Yeonjun is still somehow hard inside Soobin, and Soobin feels the condom full of cum inside him. The older one bottoms out and takes the condom out and ties it up, throwing it in the bin. He settles beside Soobin on the bed, cuddling the younger, their dicks touching.

They settle into a warm, comfortable silence, regaining energy, staring into the other with adoration.

Soon enough, Soobin perks up, energy regained, and still horny. "Hyung, I want to make you feel good too." He says while slowly getting on top of the older one.
Yeonjun replies with a small laugh, his hands tracing Soobin's small waist, "Soobin-ah, I'm already feeling really good."

The alcohol just makes Soobin so open; he replies with a cute tone that he would never ever use, "Yah, hyung, you already know what I mean; stop teasing." This makes Yeonjun smile in awe. Girls have tried all types of aegyo on him, even some guys, but to do it while naked on top of him? That was a first.

Soobin can feel Yeonjun hardening under him, cheeks slightly flushed that his silly words had an effect on the elder.

"Didn't I promise to show you what I write?"

Soobin continues, "Come here."

Yeonjun obliges and lets Soobin take the reins, watching in awe, feeling his body turn to jelly.

"Good boy," Soobin says, carefully teasing the older's cocks with his long fingers. "You know, hyung, I reckon I would be a great top too."

Yeonjun rolls his eyes and says, "Shut up." And proceeds to pull Soobin to kiss his mouth, not letting the younger breathe. He’s not entirely against the idea. Soobin is so cute to him that he’d probably let him do whatever he wants.

Soobin grabs onto Yeonjun's small waist and hip bones to steady himself, almost marking him with the force he was using.

Yeonjun lets him continue his little spiel to see how far he'll go. If Soobin wants to top him, he needs to earn it, and he knows way too much about how the younger loves being dominated. OK, performance major, continue playing your character. I have all night.

Soobin starts down and gets in between the older man's legs, putting his hard dick inside his mouth after stroking it a bit. Soobin goes deep, challenging himself.

Yeonjun can only close his eyes, whining in pleasure. Does he not have a gag reflex?

"You like it, hyung?" He says, slowing down his pace and teasing Yeonjun. His face flushed, and small drops of sweat formed on his forehead.

Yeonjun slams into him, asking him to stop teasing, his head turning to the side.

When Yeonjun is about to cum, Soobin quickly retreats, looking at him defiantly. He isn't going to give it to him.
He then slowly makes the older one lie down and straddles him, getting on top of him. He teases Yeonjun's cock while putting on the condom and lubricating both himself and the older man's member.

Swiftly, he starts positioning himself, struggling a bit. Yeonjun can't take the sight anymore and decides to help him by grabbing Soobin's hips and trusting him. Soobin's eyes roll back with pleasure, tears rolling down his face.

Soobin knows he's not going to be able to walk properly for days after this. Deep down, he loves it. He just loves being dominated, even if he won’t say it out loud yet. Yeonjun already knows this, though, Soobin is much more open to anonymity.

Soobin starts moving slowly; although they just had sex, it was still difficult for him to get used to the older one's length. He tries not to moan to seem strong, though he can't help but groan at the intrusion. Yeonjun just looks at him in awe, his eyes closing every now and then when Soobin makes him feel good.

Yeonjun thrusts upwards, his whole length engulfed by Soobin. He asks, "Are you OK? Can you take it?" Yeonjun asks this with concern, but Soobin thinks it's a challenge. Soobin responds, "Of course, hyung."

Yeonjun doesn't want to be too harsh on the younger male, thrusting up slowly while gently caressing the performance major's hips.

He then takes his hands, reaching for Soobin's neck, kissing him. Soobin meets the passionate kiss, and they make out for a while, making them breathless when it ends. Both of them are smiling at each other. The thought of Yeonjun still being inside the younger one is gone.

Soobin has gotten used to it, used to feeling so full, he goes back up from hugging the older and starts riding him. Yeonjun meets him in the middle by thrusting upwards, both of them letting out all the lewd noises they were holding in.

"Hyung, it's not fair that you knew who I was and I didn't know I was texting you all this time," Soobin says while pouting, not moving. Yeonjun tries to do something, but Soobin is stronger than he lets on.

Yeonjun doesn't talk, he feels exhausted, wanting to chase his orgasm already. He feels Soobin's hole clench, his thighs rub with his, he feels so much pressure, and it's amazing. The performance major smirks, knowing he has the control.

This doesn't last for long, though. Yeonjun takes Soobin's hands and makes him fall down, making him hug the older once again. His face was buried in the crook of Yeonjun's neck. This surprises Soobin. Yeonjun grabs Soobin's ass and starts thrusting with great force and speed, just chasing their release. He can let Soobin be on top, but he isn't letting him get away with everything just because he's starting to form a massive crush on him.

He whispers to Soobin, "You know you want this. I can feel you clench around me, so needy." Soobin can't see the older one's blushing face while he's saying this. Yeonjun starts kissing and sucking his neck, leaving hickeys as he goes.

Soobin lets out a whimper, "Hyung..Ahh-". This is followed by moaning. He can't be heard really clearly, but Yeonjun can make out his name between the moans.

Yeonjun frees his neck and says with a moan, "Ah, Binnie, I'm close."

Soobin is a moaning mess by this point; he lets out, "Inside, please. Hyung, I want it inside..."

"Soobin-ah, you're going to be the death of me," Yeonjun grunts out.

Soobin smiles again and laughs a bit before pleasure interrupts him. Yeonjun is focusing on his release, and Soobin can feel it; the restless rhythm is hard to keep up with. They both chase their orgasm, Yeonjun's hands steady on Soobin's hip bones while the younger bounces up and down, meeting his thrusting. With a final thrust, Yeonjun buries himself deep, deeper than Soobin could think was possible, releasing into the condom.
Soobin can feel it in him as he moans and cums on Yeonjun, collapsing on top of him. Yeonjun is still buried inside him.

They don't notice how long it's been, but they continue until they're both exhausted. It's almost 4:00 AM, and the party was probably dying down downstairs. At some point, Soobin and Yeonjun had decided to cuddle in bed, Yeonjun hugging him with Soobin lying on his chest, he feels sticky from the sweat and their activities, and he can feel his body ache coming down from the endorphin high. He tries to make a weak escape by moving his legs, but Yeonjun hugs him tighter, splaying a leg over Soobin. The position is comfortable, and he somehow feels safe, so he sinks into it, fully drifting into sleep in the older's arms.

Soobin doesn't notice that Yeonjun cleans him up at some point while he's sleeping and also folds their clothes. Yeonjun did so almost robotically; he was barely awake while doing it, and it didn't take him that much time before he got to bed and fell back asleep.

They fell asleep till noon together, too tired and a bit hungover.

Soobin says with a groggy, saddened voice, "Hyung, I'm sorry I have to go home, it's late. I have a commitment in the afternoon that I can't miss." Soobin isn't a prude; this isn't his first time, but it sure is the most extreme one. He also knows he'll never get up if he doesn't leave right now, and he's not too sure about sleeping in a stranger's place, especially when people talk so much.
He knows Yeonjun doesn't care, but does he care? He doesn't know yet; his mind is too busy with other thoughts.

He feels the consequences of the night, his hips hurting like hell and an ache in his hole. Thank god Yeonjun was sober enough to prep him properly. A migraine was slowly hammering his head, signalling the start of a terrible hangover. On top of that, he's sex-drunk too. Yeonjun was going to be the death of him.

Fuck him for remembering that, for some damn reason, he thought signing up for a charity dinner the day after the party was a good idea, blame Arin for being too convincing and begging him to come and blame past Soobin for thinking he was going to leave the party semi-sober and early, stupid, stupid past Soobin, he thinks. He also hates how his brain remembered that in the middle of the night, startling him before falling back asleep.

Meanwhile, Yeonjun is just lying down, tired and somehow still feeling a bit drunk from sleeping for so long, his vision hazy but focused on Soobin's face. Yeonjun smiles at the younger male. Soobin seems to be deep in thought, forgetting where he is for a moment.

Soobin finally realises he's been sitting on the bed for a solid minute without speaking or moving. He looks at Yeonjun and is met with a sweet smile and semi-opened eyes that are struggling to stay awake. This only adds more guilt to his decision to leave. He wants to stay, but he isn't thinking straight; he decides to follow his conscience even if he'll regret it later.

Soobin leans and places a soft kiss on the older's lips. The older one wants more, so he takes Soobin's face and kisses him again passionately, continuing the kiss until he's out of breath. Yeonjun savours every last bit of it.

Yeonjun can't hide his disappointment but manages to muster a teasing "I don't want to forget how you taste."

The younger male is also barely staying up; his heart hurts because he will miss him too. He says with a pout, his voice whiny and sore from the night before, "Hyung, don't say that, we'll see each other again. Wait, lend me your phone."

Yeonjun gestures at the bedside table, and Soobin grabs it. He uses the face ID on Yeonjun and proceeds to save his number. "OK, so that's done. I gave my phone a call so I could save yours. Text me and...yeah, text me or something."

Soobin finally leaves after many struggles to put on his clothes and not marry Yeonjun on the spot. Yeonjun enjoys the sight of him walking slowly, holding his waist, limping his way out. We really had a crazy night, didn't we? He thinks.

Yeonjun knows it's true he'll see him again, but he cries anyway. He cries, knowing that's the best sex he's ever had in his life, and he cannot remember all of it from being drunk.

His fucked-out mind tells him Soobin doesn't want him anymore; he cries because he's annoyed at how desperate he looks, begging him to stay, and how it didn't work. Yeonjun hates the thought that maybe for Soobin, it was just a drunken mistake. He's confused, sleepy, hungover and now lovesick. He grips the sheets that still linger with Soobin's perfume and cries softly into them, his mind spiralling in all the wrong directions.

He has never cried after sex, heck, he has never wanted someone to stay the night with him. For him, it was always casual sex, no strings attached; sometimes it didn't even last a fraction of what he and Soobin had done. Normally, the other person would leave, or he would go home before neither of them fell asleep, a silent mutual agreement.

Choi Yeonjun didn't do relationships, he grew tired of people only wanting to date him because he was popular and being called a dick once they realised that the star dancer of the university didn't earn that title just by partying but by also working hard. He made it look easy on the surface, but nothing comes for free.
This time was different, and it felt too real. And he was scared because he wanted more; he was addicted.