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2026-05-04
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Love past permission

Summary:

Jungkook knew better than to want Taehyung.

One collision was enough—one look, one pull strong enough to ruin him. Taehyung, bright and untouchable, chose him anyway, returning with reckless trust and a love that settled too deep beneath Jungkook’s skin.

And paid for it.

Forced into marriage with Namjoon—a man whose devotion feels more like captivity than love—Taehyung slowly becomes quieter… emptier.

Jungkook leaves with heartbreak carved into his bones.

Years later, he returns powerful

And this time—

he stops letting Taehyung go.

Stolen nights. Jealous glances. Touches that linger too long. A bond neither of them can bury.

Because Taehyung was always Jungkook’s undoing.

And Jungkook was always the only place Taehyung truly belonged.

But obsession festers in the dark. Namjoon watches them unravel while Lisa remains at Jungkook’s side—devoted, manipulative, and unwilling to let him go.

And beneath all the chaos—

something begins to grow between them.

Something fragile enough to protect.
Dangerous enough to destroy them all.

Because love was never gentle between them.

Chapter 1: First Glances

Summary:

Jungkook knew better than to want Taehyung.

One collision was enough—one look, one pull strong enough to ruin him. Taehyung, bright and untouchable, chose him anyway, returning with reckless trust and a love that settled too deep beneath Jungkook’s skin.

And paid for it.

Forced into marriage with Namjoon—a man whose devotion feels more like captivity than love—Taehyung slowly becomes quieter… emptier.

Jungkook leaves with heartbreak carved into his bones.

Years later, he returns powerful, controlled, dangerous.

And this time—

he stops letting Taehyung go.

Stolen nights. Jealous glances. Touches that linger too long. A bond neither of them can bury.

Because Taehyung was always Jungkook’s undoing.

And Jungkook was always the only place Taehyung truly belonged.

But obsession festers in the dark. Namjoon watches them unravel while Lisa remains at Jungkook’s side—devoted, manipulative, and unwilling to let him go.

And beneath all the chaos—

something begins to grow between them.

Something fragile enough to protect.
Dangerous enough to destroy them all.

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

The bus arrived with a tired groan, metal sighing against metal as it dragged itself to a halt.

Jungkook stepped forward with the rest of the crowd, shoulders slightly hunched—not out of weakness, but habit. Years of making himself smaller in spaces that didn’t quite feel like his had carved that posture into him. His fingers tightened briefly around the strap of his worn bag as he climbed the steps, the faint scent of engine oil still clinging to his skin from the dock.

It was crowded.

Of course it was.

Voices layered over each other, the sharp tang of sweat, cheap perfume, damp fabric—everything pressed too close. His alpha instincts registered it all automatically, cataloguing, filtering, dismissing. Nothing important. Nothing worth attention.

Until—

“Sorry.”

It was soft. Breathless. Unfiltered.

And it came with impact.

A body stumbled lightly into his chest as someone misjudged the step, fingers brushing his arm for balance—warm, quick, gone almost immediately.

Jungkook stilled.

Not visibly. Not enough for anyone else to notice. But something in him… paused.

“Sorry,” the voice repeated, quieter this time, already moving past him.

He exhaled slowly. “It’s okay.”

That should have been it.

Just another moment in a crowded bus. Another stranger passing through.

But his gaze followed.

He didn’t mean for it to.

Didn’t even realize he was doing it at first.

The boy—no, not a boy. An omega, his instincts corrected quietly—moved through the narrow aisle with an ease that didn’t belong there. Carefree in a place that demanded sharp elbows and guarded expressions. His clothes were simple but… not worn. Not like the rest of them. There was a softness to him. Not weakness—never that—but something unguarded. Untouched.

Out of place.

Jungkook frowned faintly.

Why is he here?

The omega slid into a window seat as if the chaos around him simply… didn’t exist. Like he had stepped into a different world entirely—one where the noise dulled and the air softened.

Jungkook remained where he was, standing, one hand gripping the overhead rail. He told himself to look away.

He didn’t.

Because the omega had already pulled out a sketchbook.

No hesitation. No awareness of the crowd or the shifting bodies around him. He simply… opened it, pencil already moving as if the world inside those pages mattered more than the one outside.

Jungkook’s eyes narrowed slightly.

There was something strangely… absorbing about it.

The way his fingers moved—light, precise, almost absentminded, yet deliberate in every stroke. His brows dipped in concentration, lips parting just slightly as if he were breathing life into whatever he saw.

Jungkook shifted his weight subtly, angling just enough to see.

An old man.

Or at least—that’s what it should have been.

The man sitting a few seats ahead looked exhausted. Shoulders slumped, eyes hollow, face carved with years that hadn’t been kind. The kind of face Jungkook had seen too many times growing up. The kind that didn’t smile.

But on the page—

He was smiling.

Not a forced curve. Not imagined innocence.

A real smile.

Soft. Peaceful. As if life had been kinder to him than it actually was.

Jungkook blinked.

His grip on the rail tightened unconsciously.

Why… would he draw that?

The question lingered, heavier than it should have been.

Because it wasn’t just a drawing.

It was perspective.

A quiet defiance of reality.

And for some reason, that unsettled him.

—or maybe… intrigued him.

The bus jolted slightly over a rough patch of road, but the omega barely reacted. Only his hair shifted—a soft fall of dark strands brushing against his forehead, catching light from the window.

Jungkook noticed that too.

Not intentionally.

But once he did—

He couldn’t seem to stop.

There was something about him that didn’t align with the world Jungkook knew. Something too bright. Too… untouched.

Delicate.

The word surfaced before he could stop it.

And immediately, something in his chest tightened in quiet disagreement.

No.

Not delicate.

He watched the way the omega’s fingers moved again—steady despite the shaking bus. The quiet certainty in each line.

There was strength there.

Just… not the kind Jungkook was used to.

The omega shifted slightly, leaning closer to the window. His breath fogged the glass for a brief moment before his fingers moved again—this time not with the pencil.

He drew a flower.

Simple. Soft. Petals blooming outward in a fleeting imprint of warmth against the cold surface.

Jungkook stared.

The fog began to fade almost immediately, the shape dissolving before it could fully settle—but the impression lingered.

A flower.

He huffed quietly under his breath, almost amused.

Of course.

It fits.

Bright. Carefree. Temporary.

Too fragile for the kind of world Jungkook knew how to survive in.

And yet—

His gaze didn’t move.

Didn’t want to.

Because there was something else now.

Something faint.

Barely there.

A scent.

It brushed past his senses so lightly he almost missed it—soft, clean, unfamiliar. Not the sharp, overwhelming kind omegas sometimes carried. No—this was restrained. Muted.

Like it was being held back.

Suppressed.

But even then… it reached him.

Jungkook swallowed.

His jaw tightened just slightly.

Control.

It wasn’t overwhelming. Not even close. Just enough to register. Enough to make his instincts shift their attention fully, quietly alert.

Alpha.

The word didn’t come with dominance.

It came with awareness.

And restraint.

His fingers flexed once against the rail.

Look away.

He didn’t.

Because the omega had stilled.

The pencil paused mid-motion.

Slowly—almost hesitantly—he lifted his head.

And their eyes met.

It wasn’t dramatic.

No sudden tension snapping through the air.

No immediate recognition.

Just—

Stillness.

Dark eyes, wide but not startled. Curious, maybe. Or simply… observant.

Jungkook felt something shift in his chest.

Not sharp. Not overwhelming.

Just—

Different.

The omega tilted his head slightly, as if trying to understand something. And then—

He smiled.

Not fully.

Just the ghost of one.

Jungkook’s breath hitched—so subtly no one would notice.

And just as quickly—

The omega looked back down.

As if the moment had never mattered.

But his hand moved again.

Pencil gliding across the page with renewed focus.

Jungkook frowned faintly.

Something about that felt… off.

Not wrong.

Just—

Intentional.

Curiosity prickled beneath his skin.

What is he drawing now?

He shifted again, just slightly, trying to catch a glimpse.

But the omega adjusted the angle of the sketchbook almost instinctively, blocking his view.

Jungkook blinked.

…Did he just—

A quiet exhale left him, something close to a huff.

Interesting.

Because for the first time since stepping onto that bus—

Jungkook realized he didn’t want to look away.

And he didn’t understand why.

Notes:

Hi… so this is a little terrifying to say out loud, but also kind of exciting.

I wrote this story because reality felt a bit too… predictable. Too fixed. And I kept wondering—what if there was another world just slightly out of reach? One where love is louder, choices hurt more, and nothing truly fades.

So I built one.

And now I don’t want to stay there alone.

If you’re someone who likes getting lost in emotions, in tension, in the kind of stories that make your chest ache a little—come with me. Read, feel, question it, tear it apart if you want.

Tell me what stayed with you. Tell me what didn’t.

Let’s escape for a while… together.