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Unhealthy Obsession

Summary:

You have to hunt him down before he gets to you first, though it might be too late for that. You want to kill him, end him, that's what it takes for you to survive and gain your sanity back. But when he appears before you, your senses become weak. And it feels...pleasant..

Short fic where you as an author lose your sanity trying to track Ronin down, but he shows up at your apartment; finding your attempts at killing him amusing and making him want you even more. (Tried to make Y/N gender neutral)

Notes:

Hi ya'll, i just played this game and i utterly despised Ronin's personality and his bitch ass voice. He is such an edgelord disc mod loser. I hate him so much. So i had to write a fic about him since for some reason its my hobby to write fic about hatefucking (or just fucking idk in this fic its his route so) the characters that annoy me the most. Worst part is now i find Ronin hot bc i was thinking about this fic.

Just a little note: I imagine Ronin here as f to m, i'm not fully educated in how the process goes but i didn't want to get explicit or to be misunderstood into him being a cis guy to respect his backstory, so i kept it like this. A little mystery ain't hurting anyone, and i hope this way its more lore accurate. English is my third language so i wanted to state it incase i give the wrong impression.

Enjoy!!

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Ronin Beaufort, the name you had so desperately tried to capture. Yet the little lamb had no idea that they both would get entangled in each others web.

Being an author was sometimes not easy. The more you indulged yourself in your creation, the more likely you are to lose yourself to it.

I am being stupid, you thought. Joining this server was one thing but… i really am losing my mind.

the piles of research papers, pictures, articles, news reports filled your apartment. You had to find Ronin before he got to you. Or else… well.. you didn’t want to imagine if he was as unstable as he claims he is.

 

ding..ding ding… messages were flooding the chatroom as if nothing important was going on. The usual chatter. Occasionally distracting you.

 

@Angelic: Heyy you have been silent for a while, did Ronin really bully you that hard? I will pull his ear..

@hitmeuppp: Maybe we should bully him back, @Goreboy ur reign is over!!

@LUCA_IS_SO_COOL: hey can u guys make me mod?

@felicite: … Luca… read the room..

 

You had been ignoring for a while, since the last call with Ronin made it clear that it might be the last for good. Why were you even freaking out? Maybe he was joking as always. Surely he wouldnt go all the way to…

Damn..you had really lost your mind. Obsession, or maybe just an authors curse. To get overly involved.

Ding! A DM.

@goreboy: You look so cute when you’re trying not to die.

.

Can he… You immediately covered your laptops camera with a cloth.

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@goreboy: DW i don’t have access to ur camera, ur just so damn predictable lol

 

Sigh, of course. It was embarrassing, how this kid had gotten to your head. He didn’t seem too much younger than you, but with the way he spoke and acted it was hard to take him as a serious adult..to think that he was a murderer..

Bingo! Another red mark on your map, so far you had crossed out 5 marks. Going through his crimes this past months, it was clear there was a pattern with the locations, that you could make it out of the conversations you had with him. Otherwise, it seemed stupid, and without reason. As if its just random fun killings.. Which seemed to be the case as well.

You had found it, the next location. The one reserved for you. You had to be prepared, and catch him off guard.

To think that you had started writing to keep your sanity, to push your delusions out of your mind.. yet now your one remedy had became your posion. To a point you were about to do something so reckless, risking it all.

 

The point on the map, the next destination… was no other than your apartment of course.

Ding ding ding!

Private DM

@goreboy: Ur so cute when ur scared.

. . .

@goreboy: Won’t you let me in?

.

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@goreboy: No? I’ll do it myself then.

 

You flinched, not expecting all this to unravel this soon.

“Cat’s got your tongue?” You could sense him smiling behind you. You quickly lunged towards your back, only for him to catch your arm on the air, holding it tightly. Almost as if he is toying with you, he didn’t seem fazed at all.

“Wow wow, take me out on a date first where are your manners?”

“Since when does manners matter to you?” You mumble, halfly annoyed how he doesn’t even take you seriously.

He chuckled, “God, you’re so hot when you have murder on your eyes.”

You glanced at him for a second, this annoying…kid..manchild… was the very thing you were obsessed with, to a point to almost drive you to murder. Maybe you weren't any less insane than him after all.

He had a smug smile on his face, you could see that he knew all about you. He was convinced he can predict all you're thinking, all you're going to do..

“I’d like to see you tr-

You cut his words in half, doing something that he finally couldn't predict.

Your lips on his, after his initial shock were returned to you. At first surprised few kisses, soon your hands were sent over his shoulders as he grabbed you back. The knife in your hand falling onto the floor, you took a step back pulling him close to you. As he responded back to your kisses, you felt his hands grab you tightly, surrounding your waist, one hand reaching under your shirt hungrily. You bit his lip, making it bleed. Normally you would be too worried to hurt anyone, but hearing his groan reassured you to let go.

“Well well dear author, is this going to be included in your book?” He mumbled pulling away for a second, licking the blood away. Without noticing, you touched his lip, gently brushing over your bloodied bitemark. He opened his lips a bit, taking your finger in his mouth and licking it. Then he bit it, not so harsh but enough to make you flinch.

“You..” You mumbled, not knowing where your sentence is going.

“. . Make me so crazy.” He completed. He leaned in, pressing himself against your lips harshly as if he was starving for it, making you lose balance as you fell on the table. He towered over you, caging you between his arms.

“There you are, now.. would you die for m-”

Without giving him any time to react, you tried to stab his neck with the small fork you had snatched a little while ago. He dodged just the last second, for a moment you saw his eyes widen. He really didn’t think you would go that far. As his initial shock went away, he smiled, was he.. blushing?

“Fuck… i really didn’t anticipate that. But damn…” he mumbled as he licked his lips.

“It only made me want you more.”

As you swung once again, he held your arm. The strength he put into holding you made your wrist ache, and let you drop the fork down. You tried to punch him with the other hand, this time though, your attack landed on him. His face went to the side for a bit, then he turned back towards you, never letting your wrist go. The punch, had made his nose bleed, but he seemed unbothered, and even more…turned on.

“Aghh, youre just so unpredictable. I cant hold back any longer^^” he mumbled as he grabbed your empty hand, and pushed your arms behind you. He started kissing you harshly, you could taste the blood from his nose dripping onto your lips aswell. But… it felt too good. You hated to admit how much this effected you in a pleasant way as well.

Almost as if sensing your thoughts, he paused for a second. Then he gently let go of your wrists, as he started going down.

“What are you doing?” You asked, more out of curiosity. Were you going to kill each other or not? Just what the hell was going through his mind?

“I’m giving you what you want. Well, with what i have. You know my mouth is skilled since i know all the time what to say to get you like this.”

He unzipped and pulled your pants down as he lowered himself on you. Positioning himself between your legs, as he kissed your thigh first. You could sense him leaving a hickey, but you didn't care.

And this time you didn’t try to fight back.

 

His breath against your sex made you flinch a little.

 

“But it’s best if i demonstrate it, don’t you agree? I know you’re going to taste just di..”

 

As you felt his mouth touch your center, sending a jolt through your spine, you couldn’t help but let out a little moan.

“..vine.” he finished his sentence. You glanced down at him, between your legs.

 

“Don’t think you can get rid of me that easily, darling. I will haunt you forever. ”  he whispered.

 

"Fuck... you have no idea how long i waited for this. I don't think i can do more of your kill-attempt foreplay, i need you right now."

 

You knew you had no power in you to stop him, as you felt him indulge on you as if he had been starved.

But maybe.. this was better than you anticipated.

Letting your defenses down..

 

hah..

....agh...ah...mmm..

it felt...

too good...

 

Once again, all you had in your mind was his name.