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A Future Without Them

Summary:

Years pass. People grow. The world moves on without you. The Angel grew content with that for a while. It still hurt whenever they thought of the world that had long banished them, but something new pulled them out of the depths. Now, the Angel walks amongst friends who swear that they will not be banished. Kris, Susie, and Ralsei mean everything to them. Maybe this time, their banishment doesn't have to be as set in stone as they thought.

The Roaring comes. The light falters. Everyone falls.

A desperate connection is established in an attempt to save what remains of the Angel. If they fall, all hope will be lost. The world that banished the Angel long ago has forgotten them, but they have not forgotten it. This connection will have to be enough. Even if the rules have changed irrevocably, the Angel's one goal remains the same: Find them.

Notes:

Hi everyone! Let's doooo some housekeeping before we begin.

As I'm sure you may have noticed, this fic has a big ol "?" on the chapter counter. This is because we're doing things a little differently this time. Usually, I tend to have (most of) my chapters ready before posting a fic. This is because those fics are designed to be shorter.

Consider this the opposite of that.

This is going to be a long fic. I do not know how long it will be. I know that I have been wanting to write it for a while, and decided to finally pull the trigger now. This means that there will NOT be daily updates this time. However, I do hope that the uh... long chapters are fine enough while you wait for new ones. If you're new here, I have four complete Deltarune fics that I suggest reading if you would like more! I plan to always stay one chapter ahead of the released one, so if I ever feel like I'm lagging behind, I can post the reserve one. We'll see how my pace is later.

THIS FIC IS PART OF A SERIES. "A World Without You" is not required for this fic, but it does provide a lot of background context as to how exactly the Fun Gang met the Angel. This fic diverges from the original series after "A World Without You", and is thus part of a different series than the original one. You may see parallels, but do not be surprised if things change.

MAJOR CHARACTER DEATH IS TAGGED. This is more of a safety measure if anything! Undertale and Deltarune both have you canonically dying multiple times via SAVE-points. This will be important for obvious reasons. Additionally, it is a safety net, because many characters' fates are left unclear in this fic. If you are distressed by that, this warning is for you. HOWEVER, know that I hate writing stories where the point is suffering for the sake of it. Happiness must be fought for, and I promise that the fic will not lead to "rocks fall everyone dies". There is always a glimmer of hope in these fics. That does not change here.

Those of you from the last fic know that my housing situation has been rocky. If you've been following my tumblr (star-pup01), you will know that this got ever-so-slightly annoying. I have a place to live, but after this point I will have no internet for three weeks. I will still be writing in this time. I may even be able to post during this time. The reason I am posting Chapter 1 now is to see if people are interested, and to essentially mark that yes, I am coming back and with a vengeance.

I AM GOING TO GET A LITTLE ZANY WITH IT THIS FIC. I have had a lot of pre-established rules when writing a Player stand-in that I never under any circumstances break. This fic is serving as a testing grounds to see how much I can push the limits. I am breaking rules while also trying to see what's a cool way of breaking them. I still don't like using meta words, but this fic is me deciding to finally take off the restraints and see just how weird we can get while still maintaining the integrity of the story.

That's all.

Good luck. See you in the end notes.

(See the end of the work for other works inspired by this one.)

Chapter 1: Darkness Falls

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

“ARE YOU STILL THERE?”

The man called out into the emptiness, trying to search for the one who he had called here. Despite his best efforts, despite how much he had fought to bring this tale to a new future, a travesty had occurred. The three heroes had fought well, but the end had come all the same. It was close now, and the man needed to find his Angel before it was too late.

Ah, he should have known where to look.

Of course. Of course, they would have lingered.

He found the small red soul in the midst of all the chaos. They hovered over the heroes, darting between the three of them like they could still do something. Unfortunately, it would all be in vain. They had fallen. Only their labored breaths came out now, all three of them in different states of disrepair. The cage had been broken, one of their hands missing. The girl had been crushed, her hopes following suit when her dream of a future crumbled in front of her. The prince lay in a heap, stone collecting on his body while the Angel frantically tried to keep him from succumbing to the darkness.

In any other situation, the Angel would have been able to turn back the clock to spare them all of this fate. Now, the man could feel something amiss. The Angel’s light had been broken. The light only they could see had become crushed by the overwhelming darkness, and the man knew that all hope had been lost. The darkness was never meant to become this all-encompasing, but it had crushed even a being forged of undying light.

Hope was a fickle thing. The man hoped that by summoning the Angel here, they would all be able to make something hopeful out of this sorry tale. Yet, as the man watched a crack run down the surface of that soul, he knew that it was never meant to be. But oh, for a time it was something beautiful. For a time, their connection had been so beautiful.

Before the soul could shatter, he plucked it from the world just like he had when they failed against the Knight quite a few times. Back then, he had been interested in how they struggled against the inevitable. He had hope that they could do it again. In the palm of his hand, he could sense their grief. They were still lingering on the three heroes and their battered states, hoping that they would be allowed to persist, hoping that the man had something for them.

“IT APPEARS.”

“WE HAVE REACHED.”

“THE END.”

The soul pulsed. Waves of sadness and fear washed over the man, and he realized that they seemed… how could he put this… not all here. Their presence swirled around the soul like a discordant choir, not quite staying calm like they usually did. It was to be expected, but…

If their light was being diminished enough to affect their ability to save, then it was likely straining their connection as well. The man expected the connection to be severed when the save points were corrupted, but instead it had become horribly mangled. He was unsure what had become of the Angel. He did not quite entirely know what their nature was, and yet the soul continued shining. They still wanted to persist.

“THERE IS NOTHING MORE THAT WE CAN DO.”

Again, the soul pulsed. The hairline crack down its center healed in this space between time itself. The light only they could see flashed and sputtered around their soul. It tried to flare to life over and over again, attempting to rewind the clock of their own volition. It was no use.

And yet, somehow, the action caused the man to grow interested all over again. At times in great distress, he thought he could see something within the Angel’s light that should have been long gone. Gold flashes always seeped in. Something intertwined with the Angel’s power in dire circumstances.

How was it that they still had the power of determination even when all was lost?

Even if they still did, the man did not know what good it would do. The Angel’s presence in this world kept shifting. It was like a face being pressed further and further against a sheet, a world unable to hold a presence bearing down on it. Their connection had been strangled, pulling them every which way until something terrible had happened.

The man knew this fate well.

Were they spared from the fate of this world? The Angel was meant to be untouchable. Surely, they should have been spared, but what came towards this world must have been anything but. Something had happened to their connection, like a cord wrapping around their neck and dragging them forward.

The soul was merely meant to be a representation of the Angel, not necessarily the Angel itself. Despite how much he yearned for it, the man could never interact with the Angel directly. However, something was happening, and the man started to realize a terrible truth that his experiment had brought about.

Along their journey, the Angel did not remain distant as he thought. Whenever the man looked, he saw the Angel choosing to make every effort to bond with the heroes they travelled with. They may have never been supposed to meet the Angel until the very end, but the heroes had found the Angel regardless. Memories of laughter and promises now broken filled the man’s consciousness, and he realized that the Angel had done something far more than his experiment intended.

In some way, when they chose to bond with this creation, they placed a little more of themself within it. They loved the world and those who dwelled within it. At times, the world tried to crush them, but those few within it loved them back. While the exact nature of time eluded the man, the Angel had spent much of their existence within this world. This world existed somewhere within the Angel, the story always lingering at the edges of their soul. Likewise, the Angel had grown into this world in the smallest of ways. For them, nothing may have changed. However, as their mangled connection corrupted that shred of them, no matter how small, it dragged the rest of them down.

With the story broken, with those closest to them faltering, so too did the Angel.

His Angel was dying. Shattering.

He almost felt ashamed for being the result of a light like this dying out.

No, what was this feeling? “Ashamed” was not the correct word that the man wished to use. 

“Ashamed” carried a clinical weight to it, and while the man had always been clinical, this feeling was anything but. No, as he stared down at his battered Angel, something new began to form. A flame flickered somewhere. It flared out. It burned. It tore up everything that he still had left, making him look around at the surrounding darkness and all it had taken from him.

His beautiful Deltarune, shattered.

His beautiful Angel, killed, for choosing to love.

For the first time in ages, the man knew anger. This would not be tolerated. He would match his Angel’s determination with the remaining will he had left.

“THEN…”

“LET US TRY SOMETHING DIFFERENT.”

If they still had hope… if they still were determined after all of this, then the man simply had to stop being a mere observer. In small moments, he had tried to help. After his attempt at creating them a vessel had been interrupted, he was fearful that further engagement would only upset the Angel if he failed again. Yet, he managed in the past to do little things like moving their save points closer to large threats to lessen the frustration of death.

Perhaps, he could look into their ability to save once more. Maybe, something could be salvaged.

The man tried to ignore the labored breathing of the three heroes in front of them. He had tried to remain distant from them, engaging with them only as a story that he wished to see to fruition. Yet, he always thought that they were wonderful. They thought that his Angel was wonderful as well. Seeing them as they were now… it…

The man needed to focus. His entire being had been shattered, but just this once, he needed to bring it all together for a final act.

With the Angel’s connection being mangled, the man realized he could see further. He could reach further, grasping at things far beyond his comprehension that hurt too much to look at. Of course, there had to be a means of connection. Now, the man could finally see into what connected the Angel with this place. 

The device that linked them to his world was fractured, and had become vulnerable to his sight. Most of it did not make any sense. Most of it was too much to parse, but he knew what he was looking for. Pieces of him had been trapped in similar constructs. He knew how to search for that which was lost. Perhaps, the Angel had been prepared for this scenario. Perhaps, they created failsafes in case this experiment were to go so horrendously wrong.

Unfortunately, the Angel had not planned that far ahead. He could not blame them. The man was supposed to have already handled the failsafes with their multiple files. It was his error that caused their corruption. He had not expected all of the save points to fall at the same time when the Angel’s light was crushed enough by the darkness.

So, he kept searching. Being shattered across space and time, he could look backwards- or was it forwards? Which came first, the chicken or the egg? He did not know at times. Yet, he leapt somewhere in time, and managed to find something that seemed… similar to the Angel’s light.

Hope blossomed once more.

There was a chance.

There was a slim chance for these heroes, and for the Angel who guided them.

However, the light wasn’t anywhere close to the timeframe where the Angel had connected to this world. The man knew where this led. He did not know if the lands he was sending the Angel to came before or after this story, because time meant nothing to him anymore. All that remained clear was that the Angel had forged this light in their own long, distant past.

It had been altered significantly since they last interacted with it. While he could simply load their save in hopes that the device did the rest, that would not be enough. The man needed to ensure the Angel’s survival. Thankfully, while the Angel’s light had been mangled, his own means of operating on it had not. Erasure of a file would be too much of a risk, but he had another option. He could take their light now and copy this altered save into its own image. It would allow them to retain their power, even though they would be unable to return to those motes of light that had been corrupted within this world.

They would need to be fast. The poor heroes did not have long.

The man stared down at the soul in his approximation of a hand. Only one question remained:

“DO YOU WISH TO PERSIST?”

He should not have even needed to ask. The soul pulsed in affirmation, despite their state growing more and more chaotic. Even now, the man could feel something far larger than him encroaching on this world and the one he was about to send the Angel to. It was as if some aspect of the Angel were being shoved into a test tube that could never possibly hold them. A small hole had been punctured in a vessel deep within the ocean, and the rest of them was being dragged forth.

There was not much longer now.

“THEN WE SHALL PROCEED.”

The world around them began to fade away. The Angel’s consciousness had become staggered, and it was not quite reacting to things as it should anymore. However, when they saw the three heroes slipping away, the soul began to move erratically. The man had to pull together another hand from across existence, clasping it around the soul to keep it steady.

“YOU ARE NO USE TO THEM AS YOU ARE NOW.”

“WE MUST CARRY ON.”

The soul did not listen. It struggled, even as the man began to guide it towards the light that had been made in the image of another. The Angel already chose to persist, so this decision was out of their hands. This was the only way that they could persist and remain standing. Their soul would shatter if it went back into the world that had broken it. The Angel had to step backwards to try again, but they needed a point to step back towards.

This would be an unorthodox method of loading a save. Thankfully, the man was the one in this world with the most expertise at doing so. He called forth two lights, one from his beautiful Deltarune, and one from a world that had moved on long ago.

Both responded, the Angel’s soul pulsing when both were drawn out. After all, they could still reach both of the lights in a small way. Silver and gold flared out on opposite sides of the soul, two gargantuan stars forming in the empty darkness. 

Both used to be the Angel’s power. Both remained in the Angel’s grasp even now if they chose to act on any of them. However, the silver light had become mangled. Any previous points in time had been stolen and shattered by the overwhelming darkness. Most importantly however, the light still existed. While the Angel could not go back to their previous saves, perhaps a new one could be made. To do so, the man needed an image to reflect. 

The golden star, the avatar of determination, would be the reflection that must be cast. If the Angel interacted with it directly, they would likely send the old world back countless years. After all, they had never been able to save after they had been banished by the flower. They could only revert their banishment by turning back the clock. However, the save had been used by the Angel’s old vessel many times in their life. If the man could grasp for that reflection and cast it upon the Angel’s power, then perhaps this would work.

Both of the lights reacted to each other. They were similar enough that one could recognize the other. Two brilliant flashes filled the darkness, and one of the Angel’s many files corrected itself. It was no longer crushed by the darkness, but no longer attached to the world that had crushed it.

At last, the man finally managed to grasp that point in time.

This would have to be enough.

Darkness swallowed the two of them up. An ocean stole them away from the world that they had once resided in. The Angel remained connected, but only just. Its presence wavered, before coiling and flaring out over and over. The soul wanted to do something. Was it… calling out? It must still be focused on the heroes, but the heroes were no longer visible.

The man could not reassure the Angel that they would be fine. Unfortunately, he did not know where this story would be going. Their survival depended entirely on the Angel, and the man was unsure what this effort would even do to aid them. His primary goal was to keep the Angel alive. If they could still act, then someone could still write a happy ending for this tale.

“YOU MUST PERSIST.”

“YOU MUST LIVE.”

“ONLY THEN, CAN THEIR WORLD BE SAVED.”

A goal had been given. A purpose had been bestowed upon the Angel once more. The being knew that it needed to save them. The Angel needed to save those poor souls who were succumbing to the darkness.

Within the cold, a light still shined, and that would be enough.

The world turned. It stuttered. The man finally released the soul, allowing it to descend from the darkness and towards the light that he had reflected on it. Did they even know where they were heading? The man was unsure. However, he receded and watched, knowing that his strength would be needed again very shortly.

The darkness began to clear and lift. After all, it did not exist within the world that the Angel now persisted in. Perhaps, that was why their entry became so violent when their lone soul connected using a thread that had been frayed and forgotten a long time ago.

Somewhere, a mountain trembled.

This world did not know what had befallen it. It did not know what presence had arrived. While the man had long since looked away from this world, he still remembered it all the same. Everyone here had forgotten his Angel. Many times, the Angel had confided with the heroes that this world had asked them to leave. Over and over, the Angel denied themself reprieve, because they believed that their new home would ask them to leave as well.

This old world did not want them, but they arrived all the same.

In the dead of night, over a mountain which used to bury thousands of monsters, a light began to form. The light within their soul flared out as it formed high above the mountain. The Angel expected overwhelming darkness when they reformed, and in their scattered state, they overcompensated.

The imagery of the Angel blazed outward through the mountaintops. In the dead of night, perhaps people saw the precise moment that the Angel arrived. The light from their soul flared out, prepared to fight back against the darkness that had crushed those they held dear. Wings that only ever existed in memory and the thoughts of others flared out on either side of the light, stretching across the sky to announce that they were prepared to fight.

However, in this world long moved on, there was no fight to give. The Angel could not fight if it wanted to. After all, its iconography was missing the three triangles that usually resided under the angel. The Angel had lost its heroes.

The light collapsed in on itself, boiling down to one singular point deep in the mountain below. The soul followed, being pulled into a small space somewhere in a kingdom long abandoned.

It was almost a sad thing where the Angel arrived.  

The hallway had become damp and weathered with age. While the path still seemed well-traveled, the cave had darkened considerably. No light shone from any exit, after all. The night had drowned this land in a darkness that wasn’t quite as crushing as the land where the Angel came from.

A golden star flickered within the cave. Its light began to twist. While the man could have allowed the Angel to form at their old vessel’s most recent save point, their arrival would likely cause much turmoil. It was better to be somewhere more secluded for what came next.

The golden star twisted further. Its brilliant light of determination bled away into a cold silver, glowing with an ethereal hue within this dark corridor. As soon as the light completed its transformation, the soul arrived, manifesting in front of their power as they always had.

However, the soul stood alone. No heroes formed with them. No friends appeared with them. The soul merely hovered in front of the light, and its own light began to dim.

Somewhere, the heroes were still lost.

What remained of the Angel began to grow chaotic. Was it rage, perhaps, or something more akin to grief? The man could only guess. After all, the Angel had no way of expressing themself truly in this state. They lacked form. The friends who offered themselves as temporary forms for the Angel to take had all been lost. It was an exercise in trust, and one that gave the Angel the ability to truly exist with the heroes that they so dearly loved.

Now, they were gone.

Only a lone soul remained.

One more gift needed to be given. The soul swerved around the hallway aimlessly, none of its movements calculated. It drifted, like the currents of this world were pulling it in every direction. Perhaps it was an echo of what was happening to the Angel in this very moment.

However, the man knew what they needed. They required a vessel.

Their previous vessel had unfortunately been lost. If the man could have done so since the beginning, he would have gladly given them their vessel. However, it had been discarded the moment the Angel’s soul was intercepted. Perhaps, it was still out in the crushing darkness somewhere, but that meant it was inaccessible.

So, the man needed to get creative. He did not have the ability to merely create a new vessel again. The creation of the vessel took quite a long time to set up, and required a moment of cooperation from the Angel. The Angel, as they were now, did not seem like one to respond.

To test his hypothesis, he stated:

“YOU WILL CREATE.”

“A VESSEL.”

The soul did not respond. Their presence swirled around the hallway, growing more and more discordant the longer the soul drifted around. If the man did not act soon, then the Angel may be lost as well.

A lone soul would not survive in a world like this.

However, the man could see deeper into this world now that the Angel had grown closer. Their light made this world a bit clearer. Some of the fog vanished, and now the man could grasp at things that may be useful to the Angel. Connection had been safely established. Now, he could withdraw the Angel for the briefest of moments for something more important.

For a moment longer, the hallway faded away. The red soul continued drifting through the darkness, not quite knowing what was going on anymore. That would be fine. The man knew their preferences for a vessel, and knew precisely what to select. If he could just find it, then all would be well.

He searched. He saw beyond the facsimile of a world and looked deeper. Somewhere just on the edge of this world, in a room in-between, he could see something flickering. It wasn’t like the Angel’s light. No. It was a relic from the Angel’s connection. It was checking everything on its own, and that was all that mattered.

The man grasped it. Countless beings flashed before him. Countless things within this world changed before him. If he looked close enough, he could separate the pieces. He watched closely, separating a piece every single time. Countless visages of monsters appeared before him and the Angel as he separated the pieces. Slowly, a crowd of unmoving monsters locked in expressions began to form as he plucked them out of the flickering mass. They were not the real ones, but they would need to suffice for now. Their images mattered more than anything, because the Angel needed nothing more than an unthinking vessel.

However, the man looked deeper. He knew there was one appearance that the Angel would take quite a liking to. It had never appeared on their journey through these lands, but sometimes appeared in reflections. A faceless human that had never seen the light of day would be perfect for the Angel. After all, they had crafted a faceless vessel similarly to it.

The man had trouble finding it. He watched the flickering mass of monsters and objects change over and over again. He tried separating monsters from the sprawling mass, limiting precisely what this unstable object could check for. It would not harm the monsters of the world now. They all had long moved on from the constraints of this check. Over and over again, he separated more and more. He caught a glimpse of the king and queen’s son for a moment, and hastily removed it as well. He just needed the Angel’s proper vessel.

However, it was not appearing. He needed to wait for longer for the cycle to complete. 

Perhaps, he should have noticed the moment the Angel’s presence focused on something. The discordant choir that made up their presence suddenly narrowed, and the soul began drifting towards a goal.

The man kept looking for their correct vessel. Moldsmals, icecaps, and vulkins all sprawled out in the darkness as he looked further and further into this odd mass. His intended vessel would be perfect for them. Their soul needed a sturdy vessel that could withstand their power. They seemed to have more affinity for human vessels, and appeared to be more experienced with them. If the man could just locate this human that only ever appeared in reflections, then they would have a suitable vessel.

Something red moved with purpose.

Far too late to stop it, the man caught the soul advancing on one of the many monsters that he set to the side in order to make this process smoother.

The Angel’s soul collided with one of them. Roots embedded into a new vessel immediately, and the soul drew itself in without a second thought.

With a vessel, the soul could not remain here. If they remained in this space in-between for too long, then they would become like him. 

Immediately, he returned them back to the cavern, a soul now pulsing within a new body that the man had not intended.

In the man’s eyes, this was an incorrect choice of a vessel. He had a perfect one prepared, just like before, and the process had been interrupted. It was frustrating, but he understood the error now. He understood precisely why the Angel had been drawn to this vessel in particular, and the frustration began to give way to forlorn understanding.

Of course, the Angel would drift to the image of the king and queen’s son that had died so very long ago.

In their chaotic state, they may have mistaken him for the lonely prince that they had befriended, the one who was now slowly being turned to stone elsewhere. With what little strength and consciousness the Angel had left, they tried to fuse with someone familiar. They tried to reach out to someone who needed them now more than ever, and accidentally chose a vessel that was not meant to be their own. Of course, with what little power they had, they would try to save someone else.

This would be catastrophic, but the man could not fault them for their error.

The soul did not take to its vessel kindly. The moment the Angel realized what had been done, their soul began to pulse and writhe in a new cage. The visage of a prince long dead had been taken by a soul far too powerful. It might as well have been a desecration of the late prince, but these things had to be done in order to ensure the Angel’s survival. After all, the real prince was a flower now. This visage was nothing more than a shell.

It had taken so much for the man to bring them here, and to find a new vessel for them. Now, as he watched them writhe, he realized that he could do no more. Any cohesiveness that he had built up for himself slowly began to decay. He would need to withdraw soon.

The Angel’s vessel continued writhing, yet nothing the Angel did could get it to move. With a vessel so unsuited for their being, it was unsurprising. A being as vast as them being confined to a monster of this world did not bode well. He was not even sure if they were entirely confined to their vessel correctly. He was not even certain that they had been properly tethered to this world.

The vessel began to morph and twitch.

Monsters of this world tended to change and shift depending on the state of their souls. Their bodies were more malleable here, formed mostly out of magic. It was why many tended to fall down when despair entered their souls. 

A powerful soul, far beyond anything a monster should ever be able to wield, had entered a vessel with a similar malleability.

All of the color in their vessel began to drain. The man worried that the Angel was becoming lost for the briefest of moments. After all, he knew what became of those who faded into monochrome. The fact that only the soul moved worried the man even more. They were not connecting to their vessel properly.

And yet, a connection was being made. Even as the soul writhed in a vessel far too small for it, the vessel continued changing. The Angel had never taken a vessel of their own, completely free of another’s will. The man was curious to see what they would create.

The Angel wasn’t creating anything. The vessel was merely reacting to their soul.

There was no intention behind the way the vessel changed. It was merely necessity that dictated what it became. For instance, when the prince died, he turned to dust as a young child. The Angel had lived far longer than him, and the soul began to morph the body to suit a more accurate visage. While the man did not know precisely how long it had been for the Angel, this world had moved on for a little over a decade without them.

In many conversations about the Angel’s past, it had been pointed out that the Angel was a child when they connected with this world. This implied that they were no longer one. As the color continued draining from the Angel, so too did the stripe on their shirt. It vanished as the vessel lurched.

Limbs elongated. Claws grew sharper. From its forehead, two horns began to slowly protrude. The vessel grew older to match the soul within it. The Angel still hadn’t moved a single time in their vessel, but it continued to change. The Angel had insisted many times that they were incapable of feeling pain, but as they were now, the man wondered if they were experiencing the changes in their vessel.

However, the Angel remained dreadfully silent. 

The only indication that they were still alive was that their soul still hadn’t risen from the body to shatter. It remained ensnared within, even as the vessel continued its slow and agonizing transformation. 

They weren’t getting up, and the man could feel himself slipping away even further.

This wasn’t enough. He had to act again.

Pulling together what little cohesiveness he still maintained, his presence grew. It was a small gesture, but he at least was still able to alter the vessel’s clothing to properly fit. Their body had at least stabilized enough in that regard. 

But, the man needed them to continue persisting.

So, he spoke to them, just as he had when they needed a little bit more of a push in the face of defeat. They needed motivation. They needed to be reminded of why they were here. In this state of disarray, in the face of all being lost, the Angel needed one more push.

“THEY WAIT FOR YOU.”

“THEY TRUST YOU TO GUIDE THEIR WAY.”

The heroes slowly began to know the Angel as something more than just a guiding light, however. Perhaps, the Angel would remember that along this journey. Maybe, it would fuel whatever they must do to return.

“YOU CAN SEE THEM AGAIN.”

The story had changed drastically from what the man intended, but he always found it beautiful that the heroes and the Angel needed each other in some way. The Deltarune was not complete without all of them, after all. The story was not complete without all components.

“YOU MUST PERSIST.”

The silver light they had formed in front of began to flicker. While the silver had overtaken the gold entirely, a flash of gold returned. The Angel’s stronger power reacted to his call. They were answering.

Monotone greys across their body slowly began to wash away. Their soul started to shine through the vessel, trying desperately to take hold. Red veins shot through the body, the vessel jerking over and over again as the soul tried to connect. It was not initially successful. Over and over again, the body lurched, the soul attempting again and again to grasp anything.

The soul pulsed desperately one more time. The star next to them flashed gold once more. Even in a vessel as fragile as this, they still had the will to persist.

The man could finally see the different colors forming on the Angel’s body. They did not return to Asriel’s visage. The raw determination flowing through their soul started to mutate them further away from their original form. All of the sharp and jagged points on their body began to grow a deep crimson, reflecting the soul within their body. 

All at once, the light flickered out once more.

Again, the vessel stopped moving. Again, the Angel started to drift away.

No… they were so close. How had they fallen once more?

The man shattered all over again. Any cohesiveness he’d built up for his final act finally died. He knew that he would be unable to reform again. Already, he could feel his own thoughts scattering.

His Angel needed guidance. There was so much more they had to do. However, he could not speak with them. He could not interact with them anymore. They were drifting further away, stuck in a vessel that they were not able to control.

The golden star next to them turned back into a flickering, pale silver. It was weak, and the vessel did not even breathe. 

Perhaps, it would have been kinder to let the Angel fade with those that they cared about. Instead, they had been left alone in a hallway with no one to help them. They were dying in a land which did not want them anymore.

The man could not help, being stuck behind a wall of glass that only allowed him to watch whatever fate befell both worlds.

 


 

Kris. Susie. Ralsei.

Names. They knew names.

It wasn’t enough. The names echoed through their soul, but over and over again they continued to drift off. Every time they drifted, it became harder to reignite the light within their soul. They wanted to answer those names, but they were just so tired.

Find them.

A goal. They had a goal.

How did they achieve that goal? The light flickered again. The soul grew dimmer. All they wanted to do was rest for a little longer. Hadn’t they done enough? Surely, the world could wait for a little longer. If they just stayed in the darkness for a little bit longer, then maybe they could forget the screams. Maybe they could forget the faces.

Persist.

They must. 

Regardless of what they ever wanted, they had to persist. It was all they ever were. Without it, they were nothing. If they didn’t persist, there would be consequences for far more than just them.

The first thoughts began. Like waking up from a deep sleep where thoughts didn’t quite make sense, more cohesive ones began to form. Veins of a soul shot towards a head, and connection was attempted once more.

A head became connected.

Yes, there were a few things that the Angel still knew. There were a few things that sat at the front of their mind. Finally, the Angel began thinking, and their head had finally been wrestled under their control. Their mind became their own. An aching pain forced its way through their skull. They tried to inhale a breath, and found that no air passed through.

No body was connected.

They couldn’t breathe. It was not like being trapped underwater, or trying to hold one’s breath for too long. The Angel, try as they might, could not breathe. Panic spiked through their mind. If they could hyperventilate, they might have. They wanted to breathe. They wanted to suck in a breath and to feel normal again. Had they fallen asleep? Were they asleep and couldn’t wake up? Was something smothering them, cutting off every ability to grasp for something that they so desperately needed?

The Angel tried to thrash. No arms or legs were connected. They tried to feel what was around them, to make sense of what was happening. No skin was connected. They tried to open their eyes in hopes that they could wake up, but no face was connected. They tried to listen, hoping desperately that someone was coming to help them, but no ears were connected.

Something within them began to glow brighter. They knew what it was, yet had never felt it like this. They did not put much thought into the action when they did it, but they allowed the burning light within them to surge outward. No matter what, the Angel needed their body back.

Perhaps, it was some force of will. Perhaps, panic finally broke them out of some kind of sleep paralysis. Something began to burn brighter in their chest, and air started to barely fill the Angel’s lungs.

A body connected.

Breaths came out staggered. Their head continued pounding as they sucked in breath after breath, trying desperately to remain afloat. Try as they might, their face still wouldn’t move. It made it difficult to get enough air. 

They tried to remember their own face. What did it feel like to smile? Of course, they remembered, and yet they somehow didn’t. They should be able to smile. They smiled many times whenever they could, even though their friends couldn’t always see. Sometimes, Kris would give them something funny to say in a small moment of solidarity. Other times, Susie would remind them that they weren’t going to get thrown away in the end. Even though those smiles were more sad than the others, the Angel still smiled.

Then there was Ralsei.

The Angel… they thought that they saw Ralsei for a moment here. Where did he go? If they couldn’t move, then they couldn’t find him. Did they even see Ralsei, or did they dream it? Were they still dreaming?

It didn’t matter. Whenever the Angel smiled with Ralsei, there was a kinship between them. They both shared a similar fate. One day, when the story was all over, the two of them would both have to be abandoned. The Angel would be banished. Likewise, as a Darkner, Ralsei would likely be forgotten according to his own words. The Angel always tried to deny his fate, and always tried to smile through their own.

They couldn’t remember how to smile right now.

Although, now that they thought about it, a long time ago, they told Ralsei it was okay not to smile.

So, they didn’t try to force anything. They didn’t try to smile. After all, what was there to smile about now? The Angel missed their friends. The memory of all three of them falling began to pulse through their mind. It was a reminder. The Angel needed to find them. Somewhere, they were hurt. Even in this battered state, the three’s labored breathing still echoed through the Angel’s head.

Their eyes stung. The Angel coughed. Something akin to feeling returned to their face, but try as they might, they could not feel anything against it. However, as they paid more attention…

Their… face…

That couldn’t be right. 

With what little strength the Angel had, they tried opening and closing their mouth. The action felt far too disjointed. Their jaws extended too far. The nose that air still passed through wasn’t quite right. 

And yet, when the Angel tried to lift a hand to inspect their face, their arms weren’t connected.

Of all the things they knew that should have been working, their hands especially should still be working. If they had just seen Ralsei, then that meant their device was still active. With that in mind, surely they should still be able to feel what connected them to this world. They couldn’t. Their hands must have gone too numb.

The Angel tried moving their fingers. That was how they interacted with the world normally, so surely that would transfer. However, every time they tried, their hands did not respond. They couldn’t… compare the movements of their hands to anything that they’d experienced already. Anything they touched had never come with feeling, only words that described what they would feel if they were there.

What were some of those, anyway? They were few and far in between except for a few exceptions. Touching Ralsei practically always caused something to be noted about how fluffy he was. Of course, the Angel could never reach out a hand truly, but their vessel always did in their stead. Some scarves were soft. Some were more brittle. The silver light was never really described, but the Angel always imagined their power as something cool to the touch. Maybe the golden light would’ve been something warmer, but their new power seemed colder in a way.

A finger twitched. Two fingers moved. 

That still didn’t feel right.

The Angel tried to rub their fingers together. However, no skin was connected. They didn’t feel anything, even though they could still move their hands. They tried lifting an arm, feeling at the face that also seemed so wrong. Again, no skin was connected, so no information came about their current situation.

The Angel’s breathing grew faster. Something had gone very wrong. Denial wasn’t working anymore.

All at once, they realized that if they could use their face, then there was no reason for their eyes to remain shut. Perhaps, they didn’t want to open their eyes. Maybe they knew that something was incredibly wrong. Maybe they feared what they would see when they looked directly. But of course, they needed to do it soon. After all, if they saw Ralsei recently, then that meant that the Angel was needed soon. 

The Angel remembered Ralsei’s face when attack after attack got past their defenses, the battle wearing everyone down while he couldn't keep up. He looked so panicked in those last moments when the Angel’s light was dying. They remembered Kris leaping in front of Susie, their attempts to defend her leaving something to fall into the abyss below. They lost far more than their weapon when a strike cleaved them through the wrist. Kris’ eyes had never been more terrified when they realized they would never play piano again.

Even Susie couldn't stand over everyone and protect them all. Even though she gave it all she had, it could never be enough. Her Shadow Mantle flared out as she took a blow that she could not possibly withstand. The Angel tried so hard to keep her alive, but it was all for nothing. Susie was strong, but with everyone in danger, she faltered for only a moment. That was all the darkness needed.

The Angel remembered everyone gasping for breath as their soul hovered over them. As if they could still hear it now, their ears finally connected. It wasn’t a solace. It only made it hurt more.

If the Angel had just been able to protect them, then none of this would have happened. Surely, they should still be able to try again.

No more time could be wasted on being scared. The Angel just needed to open their eyes. If their three friends could risk their lives for one another, then the Angel could open their eyes and face the window into their world again.

It wasn’t the end.

This wasn’t permanent.

Bright, pale light invaded the Angel’s vision the moment they opened their eyes. They expected that, on account of how they interacted with this world. If their window into the world was still on, then it definitely would hurt to look at after just opening their eyes. Of course, they knew it wasn’t necessarily a “window” they were looking through. The Angel had just started describing things they knew in terms that their friends would understand. After all, they wouldn’t want to scare anyone with what their world was. It’d just become a habit when thinking.

Perhaps, the Angel had misunderstood just what their world really was as well.

As the Angel stared… the light began to twist. It flickered over and over again, and no matter how many times the Angel blinked, they couldn’t focus on it any further. Slowly, they tried to move their hands to push themself up off of the ground. They still couldn’t feel the ground somehow, but they tried very hard to place their hands under their body to get up.

Movement appeared at the bottom of their vision. Something grey moved towards the light. The Angel couldn’t feel things correctly, so maybe that was why they didn’t recognize their own hand immediately.

However, as they curled their own fingers, the hand responded. They watched it closer, trying to understand why the hand looked so incorrect. A truth stared them in the face as they watched an entirely greyed out hand shifting. 

The Angel’s vision cleared. That wasn’t their hand.

They didn’t have claws. They didn’t have padding. And yet, as they kept moving their own hand, the foreign fingers kept moving. As the Angel’s breathing quickened, they tried to stop moving. Something else had to be here with them just outside of their vision. That wasn’t their hand.

The hand stopped moving the moment theirs did.

No, their hand stopped moving. There was never another hand.

The Angel’s eyes slowly drifted up to that silver light flickering in front of them. It never diminished. It never cleared. It simply was, and the Angel recognized that light. They always had, even when its color changed. As if by second nature, they reached out to the light, and…

Something changed. An anchor had been set. The Angel knew this power. It flowed through them. It bathed their body in light, trying to heal wounds that they hadn’t sustained. It was part of them. It always had been part of them. Without them, the light had always gone out.

They felt it running through their body. They knew it deep within their soul. It ran across their skin, smoothing out… the fur on the hand that shouldn’t be theirs.

The Angel felt the light.

They hadn’t managed to do that with anything else yet.

All at once, skin finally connected.

The Angel didn’t even have a moment to register what had happened or their current situation. 

It had been a blessing before that they could not feel anything. Now that they could, they knew nothing but a boiling pain scorching their entire body.

They tried to scream. They tried to yell. However, as they opened their mouth, instinctively trying to make a sound that anyone would in their situation, only spittle leaked out. Their throat locked up. As soon as they tried to breathe, they choked. The air burned. Everything burned.

Desperately, they tried to claw for the light. It always healed them. It always helped them. Again, the light washed over them, but the pain did not cease. It continued. They tried to keep themself from collapsing to the floor, but their arms started to shake. Over and over again, they tried to yell to stave off the fire burning through their limbs, but they couldn’t. 

They told Ralsei that they could not feel pain. Now, they wished with all of their might that it was still true.

Every part of their body wanted to split apart. The Angel needed it to stop. They wanted it all to stop. Why wasn’t it stopping? Why couldn’t they make it stop?

They crumpled to the ground. As they thrashed, their legs never moved. They couldn’t run from here even if they wanted to. It would do them no good. The pain wasn’t something that could be fled from. They couldn’t see things that were supposed to be there anymore. Why could they see out of their vessel’s own two eyes? 

The Angel grasped at their head, claws sinking through what was now undoubtedly fur. Their hands collided with two long horns poking out of their head. Why? Why why why? Every part of their body felt like it was being crushed, and they couldn’t escape it. More than just their body was being crushed. They were being crushed. Every part of them felt like it was being squeezed to conform, but they were incapable of letting that happen.

Again and again, they tried to writhe. Like a worm caught out after rain, they struggled on the ground. Just as every other time they struggled, nothing happened. They were stuck. This was all they knew. Every single part of them was stuck, and it had been pushed into something far too small.

So, they tried to push out. They tried to escape. Something within them struggled, but it could not escape anymore. However, the Angel had always been more than that soul that tethered them to this world.

The Angel’s vision began to stutter. As their head trembled in agony, their vision began to fade. They thought they were losing consciousness, and that the pain would at least be gone for a little longer.

Instead, their mind started to shatter even more.

From the ground, they still stared into that silver light, unable to do anything in their weak vessel. However, something else joined their vision. Overlapping scenes and impossible perspectives warped what little they had left. The Angel pushed outwards, and their vision responded in turn.

Somehow, they could see their vessel. Somehow, they could watch from above, just like before. And yet, even as they watched their own vessel writhe on the ground, they could still see out of that very vessel. Both existed at once, and neither would fade away.

They could see their own body move, but that wasn’t their body.

Why did they look like that?

They caught sight of their own head moving. Of course. Of course, they would look like that. It was a reminder. Twice, they had failed someone who looked similar, so now they had to wear their faces.

A thought came. A goal emerged. The Angel needed to do something, and they commanded themself to move. The Angel’s body went rigid. As they had many times before, they demanded that their vessel moved, and its limbs slowly began to lock up. 

The Angel needed to walk. They needed to move. They needed to find help. However, one last part of their vessel hadn’t cooperated, and they knew why. Their legs hadn’t moved once. Just like the rest of their body, their legs had been irrevocably altered. 

No time could be wasted on reimagining how to walk. The Angel willed their vessel to move again. The face on their vessel slowly began to lose all of its expressiveness. Their movements gained an exactness to them that they needed now, even though the Angel could still feel the pain as they watched themself move from above.

Roots pulsed out towards both legs. Over and over again, their legs twitched as the vessel tried to stand. Slowly, the Angel pushed themself to their feet, even though their legs were not possibly connected correctly. Feeling had returned to them ever-so-slightly, but…

It would be enough. The Angel tried to lift one of them. The entire appendage didn’t work correctly. Their legs had been almost inverted in some way, but they could barely feel that through the rippling fire in their body.

In a random direction away from the light, the Angel tried to take a step.

All of the hard work that went into standing crumbled immediately. Even as their limbs locked up and even as their movements became efficient, the Angel suddenly found themself twisting an ankle and plummeting to the ground. Was it even an ankle anymore? All they knew was that their leg twisted horribly, and one of their competing visions began to fall to the ground.

Unable to catch their fall, the Angel cracked their head against something hard. Their limbs weren’t reacting as quickly as they should. A new splitting pain joined the ache all over their body, only making matters worse.

They just… needed to get a little further.

If their legs weren’t working, then the Angel would just do this the hard way.

Their limbs unlocked. Slowly, they extended their arms, hooking claws against the ground. Instinctively, they chose a way that they knew as left. They could see the directions in that way still, after all. It didn’t make any sense, but it made perfect sense to the large part of them that wasn’t confined to this vessel.

Agonizingly slowly, the Angel dragged their vessel through old grime and dirt. Their breaths grew more labored as the pain persisted. When they took a break for a moment to try to breathe, their eyelids suddenly grew heavy. They couldn’t… stop moving now. They had to persist. They had to keep going.

Again, they reached out, trying to navigate through an unlit hallway. The silver light was getting further away, illuminating the cave less and less. The Angel wondered if it would get darker down this way, but they knew that the other way was more dangerous. The other way marked the end, and they knew better than to think it would do them any good.

Something deep within the Angel’s chest sent a stabbing feeling through them. Their grip on the stone loosened, and their vessel curled in on itself. The Angel still couldn’t force out a noise, even though they wanted to cry out. The feeling was starting to spread. It started at their core, slowly beginning to bleed out into the rest of their body. This wasn’t fire. This was a terrifying, splitting numbness that wanted to break up everything they were.

The Angel looked back at their hand. It looked… wispier than before.

Dust. The Angel was seeing dust.

Their body wanted to split apart. Desperately, they clawed at the ground again, trying to move faster. However, they couldn’t move anymore. The cohesiveness of their hand started to fall apart. Of course. Of course, the pain wasn’t for no reason. Why were they… why were they dying like this?

What even were they anymore?

Desperately, the Angel kicked at the ground behind them. It inched their body forward again, making their vessel skid along the floor. They could see something beyond an archway. If they could just make it there, then someone would find them. Someone had to find them. Kris, Susie, or Ralsei would be here any minute. They… they all promised each other that they would be there for one another, right?

Splitting pain came again. The feeling echoed out more and more, trying to tear them apart. One of the Angel’s legs stopped responding. Desperately, they wriggled forward, trying to use the other to just push them a little farther.

Their mind was racing too fast to make any sense of the situation. They were trapped in a vessel far too small for them, able to actually see behind its eyes. They could still look at their vessel, and yet they could not look anywhere else. All of that came secondary to the primal knowledge that they were dying, and they were scared.

When the Angel had gotten close enough to the new room, they tried with all they had to reach out to what looked like plants of some kind. Their arm wasn’t working, but if they could just grasp the plants, then they could pull themself faster. Nothing wanted to respond anymore. Things started slowly disconnecting.

Persist. They needed to persist. That was all they had ever been good at. It let them rectify mistakes. It let them make up for errors. It allowed them to keep going.

Slowly, they regained control over their arm. It solidified ever-so-slightly, just enough for them to reach out to what they undoubtedly recognized as flowers. Their hand grasped around one of the petals, and the Angel felt something tactile for the first time that wasn’t pain.

Pain was never something they were given a description for. Whenever they interacted with the world, even though the Angel could not feel it, they always got to know what things would have felt like if they were there. Pain was different. It always came suddenly, echoing out as a dull sound. It was the equivalent of a child touching a hot stove, and the burning sensation causing the hand to lurch back. It was instinct. Pain was instinct.

So, when the Angel touched a petal for the first time, they were confused. Through the dim pain, through the knowledge that they were dying, they could still feel the flower petals. Something soft and delicate grazed fingers that should not quite be able to sense that. The ability to feel didn’t seem the same anymore, but that wasn’t what scared them.

The Angel could still see the words, but they could also feel the flower.

Why? What? Why was this happening? How were they like this? And yet, the more and more they tried to struggle against the ugly truth of what had happened, the more the world tried to crush them back into that tiny vessel. They would never fit. Even this vast world could not entirely contain them. Layers of a world and existence far smaller than them had cut them into shreds, yet all parts were still connected. Shattered.

The Angel tried to ignore it even though they could never possibly get it out of their mind again. Once more, they tried to persist, pulling themself by the stems of the flowers.

…but persisting for the sake of it had finally run out.

The hand that gripped those stems so tightly began to loosen. Any fight for survival began to slowly fade as the Angel’s eyes began to slowly shut. Persisting for the sake of it never worked, anyway.

Persisting for the sake of it was how many regrets came to be. They were good at pushing things to their limits. And yet, when it really mattered, they could not push their own.

What… were they even trying to persist for? They always knew this would happen someday. It wasn’t supposed to happen like this, but eventually people would learn to move on without them. Maybe this was how their banishment was supposed to happen. Maybe they’d just finally reached the end of their rope, and had finally been given an ounce of the pain that they had inflicted on others.

If they died, it meant that things would go back anyway, right? Wasn’t that… a good thing? The Angel’s friends were dying. Kris, Susie, and Ralsei were all dying. Whenever the three fell, their pain was cut short when a red soul shattered.

This was just how it was meant to be. This was what they were useful for.

If it had to hurt this time, then so be it.

The Angel stopped persisting.

No one needed them alive anyway.

 


 

The Angel, banished, will finally meet with its desire.

Everyone saw it. Everyone knew what it meant. The Angel had tried to warn Susie many, many times that it was an inevitability when they first met. Unfortunately for them, she was stubborn. She was far too stubborn to accept any of that. It was the only reason why the Angel was still here, after all. Without her pulling them out of the depths, they would have stayed down there forever.

Susie stared up at the glass that foretold the Angel’s fate. Despite how clear it was, she had her hand on her hips like she was confident that she could find a loophole. Beside her, Ralsei fiddled with his scarf, his eyes flicking between her and Kris. Of course, he was looking at Kris, because the Angel’s soul was currently stuck in them at the moment. 

He must be worried, seeing the words so plainly etched in glass.

The prophecy had made itself clear. Since the beginning, the Angel always knew that the three heroes would banish them. It just… took a while for them to come to the realization that they and “the Angel” were one in the same. Of course, it was going to be that way. After all, when they were asked to leave the previous world so long ago, it might as well have been a banishment. The world could not force them to leave, but a flower had pleaded with them to go. History tended to repeat itself like that.

The Angel wondered how they were all doing for the briefest of moments before trying to stamp the thought out. Wondering about them only made their gaze turn towards that save point that still had a golden hue. They couldn’t use it. They couldn’t.

Stop thinking about them. Let them live their lives.

Susie must’ve decided on something. While staring at the glass depiction that the Angel couldn’t quite see, she decided to wave. “Hi, dumbass!”

The Angel’s soul was summoned to speak. They hoped that Kris would stop changing their answers. Now that the two of them were distinctly seen as their own separate people, maybe they would stop. So, the Angel tried expressing their confusion normally. “I can’t see what you’re looking at.”

Sheepishly, as if he too was trying to keep his mind off of the words of the prophecy, Ralsei explained, “It’s… it’s what you supposedly look like, Angel.” He stared off into the darkness that the Angel couldn’t see, and the Angel only saw their own face staring back from the reflection of their window. 

Susie grinned. “Creepy as hell, to be honest.”

Immediately, Ralsei stammered for Susie to not say that, but the Angel was more curious about what she found creepy. After all, if the Angel were to look at themself, they would only see a human. Maybe it was different for Lightners and Darkners to try to look at them. 

Should the Angel… tell them what they were?

No. They saw the way that Kris shut books about humans incredibly fast. Surely, Kris knew that the soul within them was somewhat human in origin at this point, but there was no reason to make that worse. Besides, the Angel may be human in their own eyes, but things in this world always looked different depending on how one looked at them. After all, Darkners were supposed to be objects, yet could become beings with feelings and emotions all the same. 

The Angel might be human to themself, but to the others, they were something much different. That would have to be a conversation for another day.

Still, they sometimes wondered what it would be like to meet Kris, Susie, and Ralsei on their own level. While staring at the plaque detailing their banishment, it made it hard to wish for anything like that. The Angel came to this world as something other, something that was designed to serve a purpose and then leave. They could make people smile. They could hurt others. In the end, no matter what they decided to do, the Angel’s fate was already decided.

Apparently, Ralsei won out on their little argument, because Susie immediately half-apologized, “Okay fine, it's just uh… surprising is all.” Susie made the apology while keeping Ralsei at arm’s length, his head being pushed back by the palm of her hand. He was trying to halfheartedly swat at her for being mean. Of course, anyone could rely on Susie to immediately divert the topic away from something uncomfortable. Unfortunately, sometimes she asked even rougher questions. “The hell does it mean you’ll ‘meet with your desire’ though?”

And that… that confused the Angel. Yes, they were staring at those words in the prophecy, but they were so focused on the banishment that they missed the second part. They hoped that Ralsei may have an answer, but even he looked to Kris, genuinely interested in what would come next. 

What… was their desire?

What were they persisting for?

Surely, it had to all have some kind of meaning, right? 

Initially, it was just to see what would happen. That’s how most of these adventures started. It always began with curiosity. That’s how they found the previous world, after all. Eventually, the Angel supposed that they got attached. Curiosity for curiosity’s sake wasn’t enough. 

Even when they got hurt, even when they fell, they persisted beyond death. Why were they doing it? The Angel had been told in the past that they did things not for any desire for good or evil, but because they could. Because they could, they had to.

The thought made them bitter.

Maybe, the skeleton with a lack of context may have thought so. He couldn’t remember everything, after all. Maybe a part of his whole spiel was right, and the Angel was just in denial still. Determination could take shape in many forms. The Angel didn’t need a deeper purpose for it to work. As long as they wanted to achieve something, they would always get back up.

…but eventually, they supposed that wasn’t enough.

In the last world, they realized somewhere along the way that they wanted to keep their friends. They wanted to keep the family that they had gained along their journey. However, when they stared off into that sunset with people they loved moving further and further away, the world showed them that it wasn’t meant to be. The Angel, still so small and not yet understanding of their fate, had stayed on that cliffside for a while longer while everyone went to live their lives.

Then, the flower appeared.

He told them that they were a threat. He told them to let everyone live their lives. While the Angel could always undo everything, they were somewhat fond of the flower in a way. They were the only two who really knew how it felt to have that much control.

…but no matter how much fondness existed, the flower never knew the Angel. He asked them to go. It wasn’t the Angel’s life to live.

They wished it was.

Was it stupid to want that?

Were they… supposed to let people they loved drift away?

Were they supposed to be content with that?

If the prophecy claimed that the Angel would still be banished, then it didn’t know their desire. The Angel looked around at their friends now. Even though Kris and the Angel still were at odds, they liked to think that they were friends with Susie and Ralsei. Susie had practically dragged them back into existence, and Ralsei had been their first friend when coming here.

That gnawing feeling was coming back. Susie said that they would stay… that they wouldn’t be banished. She promised them that no matter what, they wouldn’t be thrown away.

“I dunno what it’ll take, but we’re not leaving you.”

Was it stupid to want to believe her?

The Angel didn’t want to lose everyone all over again.

Through Kris’ body, the Angel finally answered her, “Whoever made this prophecy didn’t know a thing about me. My ‘desire’ changed.” They figured that they knew what this “desire” was. After all, when the Angel had finally seen that sunset for the last time, deciding to let the world move on without them, they didn’t give up entirely. They only realized the limitations of the world that they were causing to repeat over and over again.

So, the Angel let the world move on without them. It was what they were supposed to do, after all. There were still loose threads and unsolved mysteries to go and pursue. The world could not help them with any of that any longer. They had to look elsewhere for one of the final loose threads.

Eventually, the man they were looking for found them. He called out. He knew that the Angel was searching for him.

Just in case he could hear, the Angel clarified, “It’s not that I don’t want what the prophecy is offering me. It’s just not worth the cost.” Surely, if the prophecy was talking about finally meeting this man after so long, then that could be accomplished without being severed from this world. Maybe it was naive, considering the man had been shattered, but there was enough naivety to go around today. “I was just looking for someone, that's all.”

Almost imperceptibly, Kris tilted their head to look closer at the depiction of the Angel, like something about what they’d said had piqued their interest.

The Angel didn’t bother commenting on that. After the caging, the betrayal while fighting the Knight, and Kris’ general disdain for them, the Angel wasn’t exactly getting buddy-buddy with them anytime soon. The Angel had only really managed to break free recently, and although the two of them could finally communicate normally, they had to admit that they were still bitter.

Being slammed into cages didn’t matter. Being beaten with a hockey stick didn’t matter. The Angel couldn’t feel pain. They were far too separated from the world to feel anything. However, betraying Susie and Ralsei’s trust was a step too far, and maybe they were still a little pissed.

Unknowing of their turmoil, Susie glanced back at the mural. “Well, whoever the hell it is, we’ll help you find ‘em after all of this is over. Y’know, when your stupid ass is still around.”

The Angel still wondered whether or not it was stupid to believe her. They were interested to see her try to prevent their banishment. 

As the Angel assumed control over Kris again to begin leading the party away, Ralsei didn’t quite join their ranks. The Angel stopped, watching him closely. 

He remained motionless for a moment, staring up at that mural. It reflected in his glasses for a moment, the Darkner clearly lost in thought. The Angel thought to ask, but Ralsei managed to voice the next thought on his own. He stammered, as if still not entirely used to talking to the Angel directly, “Um… if… if it’s not too much to ask… Can I ask something?”

Out of everyone here, Ralsei remained the most fidgety. The Angel figured he would be. Even when they made it clear that they saw him as a friend- their first friend since coming to this world- he still seemed nervous. So, hoping that Kris echoed this sentiment, the Angel answered, “You don’t have to ask. We’re friends.”

Somehow, that only made Ralsei more nervous. He glanced away, his head sinking slightly into his scarf to try to mask the surprise on his face. Unfortunately, the way the Angel saw his face didn’t… exactly abide by those rules. The scarf did next to nothing to hide it.

Eventually, Ralsei recovered. “I was just… wondering. You said your desire changed.” He turned his head towards Kris, but his eyes glanced just a little further beyond, aimed at the Angel. “What… is it that you want now?”

Was it stupid to admit what they wanted?

Look at how pathetic they were, staring through a window that they would never be able to pass. They would be banished, and yet here they were, hoping for something that could never be achieved.

It had to be foolish to believe in what Susie told them, but they still wanted to believe. Maybe that childish part of them that could never let go still sat somewhere deep within their soul.

So, the Angel made their first mistake of many, and they believed.

“I want to stay with you.”

 


 

Fingers slowly curled around the stems of flowers.

Was it selfish to want something? Was it selfish to look upon the impossibilities of the prophecy, and to just want more? The Angel never thought so for Ralsei. He’d tried so hard to fight. He tried so hard to beg for something better, but the glass never changed. The Angel had nothing but respect for Susie for daring to want more. She wanted to keep being friends with everyone. Her fist cracked glass when the world tried to take that away from her.

The Angel would never call them selfish.

Never once had their friends disparaged them for their true desire.

The Angel wanted to stay with them. Somewhere out there, they were hurt. The Angel wanted to stay with them. So many plans had been made. So many secrets had been told. All had bared their souls to one another, and now three of them had fallen.

In complete clarity, the Angel remembered their battered states. They remembered failing to protect them all. The darkness had grown too thick. As the Angel tried to shield all of them with their soul, their light started to sputter out. It couldn’t guide them any longer.

The Roaring was too much for them.

…but the Angel wanted to stay with them. Where were they now? Why wasn’t the Angel with them?

It couldn’t stay like this. They couldn’t continue lying here. Their hand gripped the flowers tighter, and their soul pulsed in their chest. It felt weak, diminished by the darkness that had invaded it. They reached out to their own power, trying desperately to step backwards in time on their own. However, the light felt too dim. It didn’t answer their call.

Would time even turn back, if they perished now?

They remembered the overwhelming darkness snuffing out the light that shrouded their soul. They remembered silver stars winking out. They remembered Ralsei panicking when the rules of battle began to break.

If they let go now, they may not come back.

The Angel wasn’t accepting this.

This wasn’t the end.

Kris didn’t leap in front of Susie, losing their hand just for the Angel to lay here and die. Susie didn’t leap in front of her friends when they had fallen, taking a blow from a Titan’s hand that had broken her, just for the Angel to not get back up. Ralsei didn’t expend everything he had left to protect everyone when the rules of battle shattered, only for his body to begin breaking as stone collected at his fingertips, just for the Angel to forget about him.

The Angel’s entire body felt like it wanted to break.

All that meant was that they had to get back up.

Persist.

It wasn’t just persistence. Slowly, their other hand began to find purchase on the ground. Their body still burned, but their soul started burning brighter. They had to get up. They made so many promises. The others had done so much for them. With all they had left, they needed to keep going. 

A burning feeling that they couldn’t describe began to flow through their body. As they struggled to push their body away from the ground, their arms and head shook. Spit and bile leaked from their mouth. They still couldn’t vocalize anything, but it didn’t matter. Their body wanted to fall apart, but their soul refused to die.

Something thought long gone began to manifest, and the Angel knew Determination once more.

No matter what, the Angel would fix this. They had to.

The dust flaking from their body began to solidify. As if death itself was being reversed, the damage slowly began to revert. All of the lost dust began to return to their vessel. The loss in form became less severe as the Angel slowly pushed themself back onto their knees.

Slowly, the pain began to subside.

They half-wondered if they would begin melting, as if that were a normal thought to have. Part of them wanted to grapple with their reality, to question why or how they could see from their eyes and yet also see from above. Instead, they chose to force those thoughts down. They would do no good right now.

The Angel needed to focus.

As they stared at their own vessel from above, they knew one thing had to change immediately. The crimson horns and the muted, grey fur reminded them far too much of Ralsei. Ralsei… enjoyed his own face. He liked that part about himself. If there was one thing that the Angel could never take, it was that.

So, they stared at the first thing they saw, the golden flowers. One of their hands still clenched a bundle of them, and they turned the broken plants over and over again. If this vessel was going to mock them for their failures, then they might as well carry a reminder that wouldn’t shatter Ralsei’s already fragile individuality.

Susie would call them sappy. Maybe they were.

Their vessel started to fill in a gap of color. Like the muted grey were merely a placeholder, it began to bleed away as a new color joined. The golden hue of the flowers replaced the grey, weaving across the Angel’s fur until it had taken all of it. However, the color became muted. The mark of that grey would never be forgotten, and even now it affected their fur.

That was fine. It had changed enough to mean something. Some things, the Angel couldn’t take from Ralsei.

As the last of their muted colors bled away, the Angel took a deep breath. It was the first… normal breath they had taken in this place. The air smelled stale. They were still reeling that they could smell the air, and yet they could see the term for it at the same time. It… it was best not to think about it. They had a job to do.

The Angel glanced ahead at the darkened room in front of them. There was a sea of golden flowers just beyond where they were sitting. Perhaps, the Angel had fallen into the flower shop again. It would be a long way out of here, if they were in the Field of Pink and Gold. Hopefully, if they could reach their save point, then they would be able to undo all of this.

Dying felt like more of an option now, but they would rather look at their files first.

In the darkness, the Angel extended a hand. After a few moments fumbling, they managed to find purchase on a nearby wall. They took a deep breath, knowing what came next. 

Slowly, they started to pull themself up to their feet. They tried to use the wall to help, but over and over again, they couldn’t get their legs to work correctly. It seemed that regardless, that would be an issue. It was fine. They just… had to get to their save point. 

After pushing themself up over and over again, the Angel finally managed to get their legs under them. They could see the save point just further down the hall, flickering a pale silver even now. Step by step, they began to inch towards it. It was slow-going, agonizingly slow knowing that their friends were still out there somewhere. If the Angel could just reach it, then they could end all of this.

A few more times, they almost stumbled. They had to catch themself against the wall, and managed to not fall completely again. Step by step, they managed to reach that silver star, and instinctively reached out a hand.

Something appeared. It was strange. Both pairs of eyes saw something open, and the Angel knew what it was. Ralsei hadn’t sugarcoated what these were either when he explained equipment to the Angel. They still had access to their menus.

That was the only good thing about this situation.

The menu looked the same as it always did. Boxes that shouldn’t be there and looked almost unnatural spread out before the Angel. However, they recognized it all the same.

The area of the save which usually dictated their current room was all wrong. The Angel had saved in Hometown, yet the area claimed they were at an end of some kind. Something may have changed their save. The man could’ve done it. If… if they had accidentally saved over this version of events, then the Angel would need to return to one of their backups. 

That wasn’t nearly as alarming as when the Angel saw their own name.

Rather, their name flickered over and over again, letters constantly changing and stuttering like they couldn’t decide on the Angel’s identity.

They still remembered their own name. It rested in their mind, clear as day. Still, it meant that their save was acting up. Their soul being diminished must have done more to them than they thought.

That was fine. The Angel immediately tried to activate their save, just so that they could see what was going on with their other files. If they couldn’t step back in time using this one, then they would just have to use another. Preparations were made before the Roaring. They weren’t an idiot. The sooner they could fix this, the better. They would lose progress, but anything was better than staying in this strange vessel for any longer. Anything was better than leaving their friends in danger.

Hopefully, when they reloaded, everything would go back for them too.

They couldn’t think about it any more than that.

Their files became exposed. As the menu grew in size to accommodate, the Angel froze. No… that couldn’t be right. They glanced at the other two files, ones that should be well and whole. 

In those files too, their name flickered dangerously. The names of rooms where they saved had been erased. The Angel reached out to one of those points, testing the waters to see if they could even interact with it.

Something scraped against the backside of their mind. An unyielding cold began to creep in. Their hand lurched back away from the menu, the silver light in front of them beginning to diminish. As soon as they withdrew, their chest rising and falling rapidly, the silver light began to return to normal.

Their saves…

Why weren’t they working?

The Angel’s vision started to blur. Again, they tried to interact with their other save. Claws raked against their soul, grasping for whatever light remained. It wanted to keep taking, even though the Angel was far away. 

The Roaring… how had it managed to do this?

Wondering “how” only lasted for a few moments. The Angel stood in place, staring at the two inaccessible files and the lone file that wasn’t in the right place. What… what could they do? What were they supposed to do? Two of the files no longer worked, and one of them had been overwritten. Kris, Susie, and Ralsei were still out there somewhere. They’d already wasted so much time being unable to move. They… their friends were dying, and the Angel couldn’t-

If… if the Angel was in the Field of Pink and Gold, then there may still be time. The Angel just had to get to them! That was all! The way they came from had flowers, so they needed to head the other way to get out! If they could just… find the door of this Dark World, then they could make it out into the Roaring and find everyone else.

The Angel dispelled their menu and began to push against the wall again. Every ounce of them wanted to move faster, but they couldn’t no matter how much they tried. They needed to push harder. Any attempt at grappling with their situation would only slow them down. Every step they took towards a purple archway, they had to fight back a feeling of familiarity. They tried to fight back that fear of an end rapidly approaching.

It wasn’t the end. They needed to find their friends.

Somewhere deep in their soul, they knew they’d walked this path before. Over and over, they tried to cast the thought out. Even as they passed under the archway and saw a room that would mark the end of their journey, they tried to ignore it. They just… needed to get back into Hometown. They were just in a Dark World. If they could just get out, then they could find the people who mattered most to them.

The Angel pushed themself off a wall. The room in front of them had no visible walls, so they had to do the rest on foot. Immediately, they began to stumble. This time, they planted a foot in front of them before they fell, putting out their arms to balance. This time, they didn’t fall.

When they saw a familiar patch of grass, they tried again to stamp out the fear of the archway beyond. They had to keep going. Again, they planted a foot in front of them. Their legs started to ache as misuse and stilted steps pulled tendons unnaturally. It didn’t matter. They just needed to get back to everyone else. If they had to, they would rip this soul out so that they could keep being useful.

Over and over, they moved forward. If the Roaring was going to crush their ability to save, then they were going to fight it themself. Even if their legs didn’t work right, they still had their soul. They could just… dodge like that. They still had this one file. If they could just get through that archway, then they could kill every last one of those Titans.

At this point, maybe they’d even rend the Knight to shreds too. Every time the Angel remembered three friends falling to the ground, they wanted nothing more than to dish the pain back. They told Ralsei that they could handle being kind. Their friends somehow believed that they were a good person. Even when the Angel tried to show Susie the depths they had gone to, she believed in them too much.

Maybe this boiling rage proved otherwise. The Angel wanted the Knight dead. It was a coward, hiding behind Titans and Kris to enact its will. It had to resort to cheap tactics just to keep the Angel from winning through attrition alone. Well, as soon as the Angel made it out of here, they were coming for it. They would fight it as many times as they had to until it was nothing but a forgotten memory.

The Angel didn’t notice until they were under the archway that they were walking at a normal pace. Their limbs had entirely straightened, every step becoming practiced and efficient. They were hardly seeing out of their vessel’s eyes anymore, looking down at their back from above instead.

Vision returned to its normal state. Their limbs loosened. The strings wrapped around their own body faded slightly as they took a deep breath.

Under all of that darkness covering the Knight, there was still someone there. Kris… Kris hadn’t betrayed everyone for nothing. The only reason they were at the Angel’s side when they fell was that they finally chose their friends. It was… because Kris trusted the Angel to help.

Someone was still under all of that darkness. The Angel knew that, but it hardly allowed the rage to bleed away.

If the Knight didn’t know what it was doing, then the Angel might be willing to let some of the rage simmer down. If it did know what it was doing, and it chose this path, then…

In the past, the Angel had chosen to spare much worse creatures.

This time, they hesitated.

In the past, they had been that terrible creature, and they had been spared.

It didn’t do anything to help their rage.

They could burn that bridge when all of this was over. For now, they needed to pass through the tunnel that lay beyond this archway. Thankfully, the walls closed in again. As soon as their body loosened again, they had to stumble into one of them. The path just kept going. Surely, they would find the door of this Dark World soon.

Their legs wouldn’t move.

Something bad would happen if they went through this archway. It… it was something good, yet they didn’t want it all the same. The distant feeling rooted them in place. For a few, precious moments, they stood completely still.

Memories of a sunset crossed their mind. The Angel shut their eyes, wincing away from the memory as if it was something real.

Keep going. Keep going.

The Angel stepped forward again. Hesitation brought their friends closer to death. Kris, Susie, and Ralsei had never been without the Angel like this. Every second wasted could be another battle. Every moment that passed allowed Ralsei to turn to stone. Both Kris and Susie had mortal wounds that would only worsen the longer they waited.

So, the Angel persisted, and they limped down that hallway despite the instinct in their head screaming at them not to.

Step by step, they wondered when they would find a door. The path ahead grew dark for a moment, but they could see a pale light just beyond what appeared to be an opening. It… it could be a while before they reached the end of the Dark World. They may have to travel for quite a while.

It was all the more reason to keep moving. They couldn’t stop. They couldn’t. So… they needed to stop thinking about running backwards, about lingering for just a little longer.

There was nothing in that cavern left for them.

After walking for so long, they finally reached the end. The Angel stared at the ground for a moment, realizing that they were seeing moonlight just outside of this cavern. When they stepped out on their own, cold air washed over them while instinct forced their arms to wrap around their body.

Puffs of breath came out of their snout when they looked up. Dark Worlds… never really had a sky. Sometimes, a facsimile of stars or a sky would be formed, but this… 

The Angel could see the moon travelling through the sky above them. Countless stars joined it, the cosmos above twisting while the Angel stared. Their gaze fell. The Angel stared off what they now realized was a cliffside. In the distance, they could see the lights of a sleeping city. 

Everything started to go numb, and it wasn’t from the cold.

The Angel took a few more steps forward. They didn’t get close to the edge, still worried that they would fall, but they recognized this place. If they thought about it hard enough, they might be able to imagine a sunset on that horizon instead. They might look slightly to the left and see a vessel long gone. They remembered what words were spoken here, and the aching feeling that came when the Angel could no longer follow.

Static started to shoot through the Angel’s body. Their eyes lingered on that spot on the cliffside, remembering where their previous vessel once stood. They knew this place. They… they said something here. What was it again? 

“I want to stay with you.”

No… they… this couldn’t be…

The Angel clutched at their head, trying to fight off the phantom feelings of this place. No, they would be awake at any moment now. Things would go back to normal. This… this was all some elaborate joke! 

“I want to stay with you.”

The words started repeating over and over again. How many times had the Angel spoken those words? Never did they say they had places to go. Always, when they had to face the end of the journey, they expressed the one thing that they truly wanted. Over and over again, they muttered those words, and the words only grew louder as the Angel tried to breathe.

“I want to stay with you.”

But it could never be that way! No matter how much they wanted to stay, this world had banished them! They had been asked to leave, and no matter how many times they turned the clock backwards, that never changed. Why… why were they standing on this cliffside? Where…?

Where were their friends?

“I want to stay with you.”

Kris. Susie. Ralsei.

Where were they?

The Angel was standing on a cliffside so far away from them now. If… if the Angel was here…

Their claws dug into their head. What had they done? Why were they here? The people who mattered were so far away now. The Angel wanted to laugh! It… why… how were they going to…

Hesitantly, the Angel turned around, and saw the image of something that they knew very well. They’d seen this mountain every single time they chose to interact with this world. Every time they thought about turning back the clock, they saw it all over again.

Its name still remained clear in the Angel’s head: Mount Ebott.

Where were their friends?

How were they going to get back?

Shaky breaths kept falling out of the Angel’s mouth. Shivers wracked their body, and they couldn’t tell if it was from the cold at this height or the realization of a horrible truth. They didn’t even have time to think about why they were here, only that they had been sent to the wrong place! This… this wasn’t right! Their friends still needed them! Why had they been sent here? What would possibly think that they wanted this?

The Angel, banished, will finally meet with its desire.

“I want to stay with you.”

Words uttered over a decade ago haunted them.

Of course. Of course.

It wasn’t enough to believe again. It wasn’t enough to think that things would be any different. Fate had already carved out a place for them no matter what they did. That was the funny thing about vague prophecies. The Angel bitterly realized that it did know them. They’d been marked by fate a long time ago, and even if their desire changed, the prophecy knew how to accommodate. It had listened to desires that they had tried to move on from, and used it to crush them.

The Angel sank to their knees. The cold stopped mattering. Nowhere they could run to would make this any better. Their friends were a world away, and all of them were dying alone.

They receded in on themself more and more, trying not to stare at a view that they had longed to move past forever. Fate had dragged them back, and fate had sentenced their friends to death.

Trapped in a body that didn’t feel right, and shattered in a way that they couldn’t comprehend, the Angel lowered their head. All they wanted was to believe that their fate could change too. Since the moment they uttered those words as a child, their fate had already been decided. People who they had never met already had their fates decided.

They were all supposed to break fate together, but it had broken them in turn.

It took from those who deserved it the least. It left the Angel alive.

Why… were they the only one left alive?

Why were they here?

Notes:

In every end notes, I think I'm going to do a little "hey it's the thing" dumps because I am using things that uh... I have found out that many players do not actually know about? If you do, SICK. YOU GET ME. If you don't, hoo boy welcome. Basically just some fun trivia that I like pulling from.

Gaster was attempting to pull sprites out of the spritecheck room! This is a debug room in Undertale that is constantly checking every single sprite in the game, so it's a really easy way for a being shattered across space and time to just yoink vessels from.

The vessel Gaster intended is a human reflection that can appear in the Waterfall puddles in debug mode. I have seen it lovingly called "Chisk" in the fanbase at times lmao. Others in my comments have called it hero. If you are here commenter and once again saw your sprite getting shoved to the side, I am so sorry. It was for the greater good. Trust me.

All of the "No X is connected" dialogue comes from the console version of Undertale when you disconnect your controller in the True Lab. I have always loved that dialogue, and this felt like a great time to put it to good use.

 

Now, for posterity:

This is the first time you have all gotten Angel POV! This is because they are utterly FUCKED, and if you couldn't see what was happening to them, I would be sad in this fic! I have been asked by many commenters in the past what I think would happen if the Player vs Game separation fell apart (hi ajbonnis). This has been ready for a while. I can finally show it. The Answer: Painful. Uniquely painful. Unfathomable pain. Higher dimensional being shoved into a lower one but all of the constituent parts not working.

Congratulations Angel, you got your wish! Chronic pain be upon ye.

I also gave the Angel an appearance beyond copying someone else. I was VERY hesitant to break this rule, and Gaster locating the human sprite may have been a better bet. However, things don't go perfectly. An incorrect choice was made. I prefer that if I break a rule, I explore the consequences of that rule being broken. As you can see, there are already consequences.

This fic is honestly quite scary to post. I'm scared of breaking the rules! There's a fine line to walk where you end up becoming pretentious with meta elements, but if I break them I want to have a justification for doing so. The important thing to me that will never be broken is the Angel's true name (it's yours) and what they "really" look like. This is just a vessel after all. Just like everyone else was. Rules will continue to be broken, but the ambiguity of the Angel!Player thing will never be broken. I want you all to still have the ability to project yourself. Angel POV makes that slightly harder perhaps, but that ambiguity is still important to me.

As I said in the beginning note, I will not have internet for three weeks. I will likely have the ability to post here if I'm crazy with it, and I HOPE I can. I just wanted to post this now, so people knew I was not dead and that I AM coming back with a vengeance. I'm coming back, and I'm writing this damn fic once and for all. It is also to gauge interest lol. I tried this like 4 years ago and it didn't work so this is a vibe check.

As one last fun trivia, I wrote a fic back when I was 13 that this is basing itself off of. That fic, for all of its faults, is where I started. I'm taking what I learned and turning it into something almost unrecognizable. I want to do the concept justice, taking everything we've learned about Deltarune to make that a reality.

In the meantime, you will be able to find me on tumblr at star-pup01. I will probably still be active there in the meantime.

Thanks for reading!

Chapter 2: Descent

Summary:

The world moves on. The Angel needs to move with it. Instead, they have only questions, and it only burns time.

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

When the connection revealed itself once more, the Angel came back as soon as they possibly could.

The previous night had been terrible. Not only had the fight against the Titan gone terribly, but nothing but doom and gloom had been cast over everyone with the final prophecy being revealed. Of course, the Angel still didn’t know what precisely it was. They should’ve asked, but they were far more worried at the time about making sure everyone was okay.

For the Angel, that was a year ago. For everyone else, they barely even got a few hours of sleep. Even a year later, the Angel didn’t exactly know what was waiting for them. 

The waits were getting frustrating.

It frustrated them that they’d been away for so long again. When they came here for the first time, it was so long ago. Every time they reconnected, they changed so much. Hopefully, no one would mind if they acted strange.

It looked like that wouldn’t be a problem yet. Everyone was still asleep. Kris, Susie, and Ralsei had all decided to spend the night in Castle Town after everything. The Angel doubted that Kris would have come here without a bit of help from the soul itself, but at least everything had worked out fine with everyone here. For just a moment, they all got to have a chance to rest.

The Angel felt bad for being happy that the night had ended. It felt like it never would. They just… thought that everyone else deserved for the night to last a little longer.

…Maybe the Angel didn’t have to wake everyone yet. 

This could last for a little longer. So, they just watched for a moment. It was rare that any of them got a chance to just relax together. Over and over, something life-threatening would happen. It wasn’t really until the TV-World where they all just got to sit down and hang out. Then again, maybe Susie and Ralsei had some fun in the Cyber World. From the sounds of it, they did, and the Angel hoped that things like that could keep happening with all of them.

In the bed, Susie looked dead to the world. If the Angel remembered correctly, she fell asleep the moment her head hit the pillow. Her snoring practically shook the room. Like they weren’t affected by that in the slightest, Kris had gone into what the Angel could only describe as a starfish pose. They were still face-down, but half of their body had sprawled across Susie. Somehow, they hadn’t been woken up by the noise at all. On the other side of Susie, Ralsei had been wrapped into a headlock by purple tormentor. The Angel would’ve been worried about him getting strangled, but he looked more peaceful than they’d ever seen him.

Yeah, they weren’t going to disrupt this.

Come to think of it, the Angel didn’t know how they would disrupt this. They couldn’t actually find their soul. It had to be in the room, but they had no idea where it had gone. They disconnected at an odd time the previous night, and didn’t even know how they got here. It wouldn’t be the first time they disconnected in one place and ended up in another though.

Carefully, they tried to move the soul.

Ralsei’s scarf shook.

The Angel immediately became inconsolable. Of course. Of course, Ralsei, seeing that the Angel’s soul was just floating around, would try to protect it like that. They tried to tell him over and over again that they couldn’t feel pain or really anything at all. They didn’t even have things described to them without a vessel. However, Ralsei chose to ignore that to be nice.

Okay. Yeah. That was fine. They were normal about that.

The Angel didn’t dare to move. If Ralsei woke up, they would never forgive themself. Maybe they were supposed to wake him up, but this was fine. They were not going to ruin this moment for anyone else.

It’d been so long since they all just looked happy. The Angel knew that they’d never seen the three of them actually fully resting. It was a nice change of pace. They were, after all, what, highschoolers? 

It made the previous night feel all the more worse.

None of them deserved what had been thrown at them. Fate decided to give them a left-hook, and none of them had come out of it unscathed. The Angel still didn’t know what the prophecy had in store for all of them, but they resented a prophecy that was dragging teenagers into its business. They knew how that one felt. After all, when they connected to this world, they were around that range. They were even smaller when they saw the symbol of the Deltarune for the first time.

Fate really liked dragging in the people most unequipped to deal with the issue.

The Angel thought that, but they also succeeded even when they were a kid. “Succeeded” was a bit of a generous word, considering that the stakes were very different for them. How they and fate interacted was a bit different compared to the people who were actually able to get hurt. It just… sucked that all of them had been dragged into this when they were just figuring out who their friends were.

…They wouldn’t have become friends had it not been for the prophecy, but what was the point if the prophecy was just going to tear it all apart?

It was just unfair. All of it.

It was why the Angel was here now.

If anyone could guide the way for these three, it had to be the Angel. Without the soul, without a light to shine the way, darkness always immediately fell. Things got even worse somehow when the Angel briefly lost hope in the church. Maybe that's why they were called here. Guidance was always something that they figured they were doing, but now they wondered if they could be doing more.

The Angel could take hits. They could point things out. They could pull people out of danger. However, they wanted to do something different. Was there… any way to make things any easier?

Something… small. Maybe they could do something small instead of a grand gesture. If those three needed anything, it was any kind of normalcy. They looked like they enjoyed Tenna’s little video game for a bit, so maybe they all just liked hanging out. There was obviously the festival later, but the Angel wanted to do something themself.

Maybe they could like… make a breakfast? That would be easy. They didn’t know how good their cooking actually was to other people. Supplies were another issue. They had like… five eggs if they stole the one that Temmie had. Maybe the reason for those was making the sickest omelet ever. 

They should… probably get some food that wasn’t esoteric in nature. Unfortunately for the Angel, those eggs were the only food that stayed normal between worlds. They didn’t think that they knew how to use Ralsei’s cauldron for anything else, and the food didn’t really work here anyway.

Absentmindedly, the Angel tried to wrest control over their soul again to figure out how to do this. Once again, Ralsei’s scarf shook, and a small red heart floated out of it. All they needed to do was…

Ah.

They… forgot.

All the Angel really had control over was a red soul. It couldn’t really touch anything other than nudging things to the side. It didn’t have any motor skills that would be required to do something like this. Even if they tried to make something, someone would get scared of a floating heart out in the open. 

Right, they forgot for a moment that this was all they were.

It was… all they really were to everyone! They never even really could show their own face. As far as any of their friends knew, they were just a heart that took other people’s appearances. Sure, they’d been called a friend, but anything they could provide had to be through someone else’s hands.

Anything else was just a necessity. The soul could protect everyone else, but what good was protection when the Angel transferred hits to their friends? The soul could light the way, but being a lantern wasn’t exactly what someone would consider friend material. Their contributions thus far had been entirely combat-related.

Ralsei would chastise them for that. They knew that he would. It was just… frustrating to not be able to do anything nice… without needing someone else.

Someone else needed to perform the action to spare an enemy. Someone else needed to take the hits when the Angel’s defenses failed. Someone else needed to speak for them. Only in rare times could they actually speak with others directly, and that was when their soul was fused with others. Considering the Angel’s track record so far, the only good that did was make people have existential crises. 

Most of that was also their fault.

All this… over just wanting to make a damn breakfast.

Almost every person here would probably help if the Angel asked. Ralsei definitely would, but he had run himself dry the previous day. Susie absolutely would, but considering her track record with cooking, that probably would end with her completely stealing the reins and lighting everything on fire. Kris probably knew how to bake from Toriel, but the Angel imagined that they would eat a raw egg just to spite them.

One day, when they had their vessel, they were going to make it up to everyone.

Movement pulled the Angel out of their thoughts abruptly. Ralsei shifted slightly, his hand going up to his scarf immediately. Of course, what he was looking for wasn’t there. The soul in question had floated a ways away in an attempt to wake none of them up. Unfortunately, Ralsei seemed to have a sixth sense for the Angel going missing, because his eyes immediately opened when they left for ten seconds.

His head immediately swiveled in the direction of the soul. The Angel hastily tried to shimmy their soul back and forth in the closest approximation of “no” they could muster. They were trying to get him to not say anything, to just go back to sleep for a little longer. It was fine for them all to rest. Ralsei didn’t need to worry at all.

Unfortunately for the Angel, Ralsei was too good for this world. He blinked a few times, undoubtedly being unable to see thanks to his glasses being off. The Angel’s red light was a dead giveaway though, and Ralsei immediately asked to open air, “Angel? Are you awake?”

Yes, Ralsei, they were “awake”. Trying to make it clear what their motions in the air were, they made their soul move up and down in an approximation of a nod. Yes, they were awake, now if Ralsei could just go back to sleep-

The ship had already sailed. Immediately, Ralsei became alert, struggling out of Susie’s arms and swinging his legs off the side of the bed. “W-wait! That means the festival is soon!” Ralsei stammered, blissfully unaware of the Angel shaking their soul more rapidly to try to get him to go back to sleep. “Kris! Susie! W-we might have overslept!”

Kris wanted to stay dead to the world. After they lifted their head for two seconds, they put it right back down into the pillow. Susie made a groaning noise that sounded like she would kill whoever woke her up. Unfortunately for her, she only found Ralsei, and her head sank back into the pillow. No murder today. Still, she grumbled, “C’mon man… can’t be that late.”

Ralsei had already scrambled for his glasses. When he finally had them, he gestured at the soul floating in the air like what he was saying next was obvious. “The… the Angel’s here now, so it’s probably time for you two to… um… go do that.”

It was an innocent enough statement, one that made perfect sense.

A pit immediately formed in the Angel’s stomach when he laid it out so plainly.

Of course, the Angel connected and disconnected whenever they were of use. It was just… weird to hear someone else say it. They tagged along for the adventures. They appeared when someone needed a guide. Whenever things simmered down and the night grew long, they left.

They weren’t… allowed to do the same things that their friends did. 

What would happen when all of this was over, they wondered? The Angel supposed that was the point of their banishment. When all was said and done, and when all of the troubles had finally ended, they had to let everyone go and live their real lives. As much as Susie said that wouldn’t happen, what were they supposed to think?

The Angel could be more aptly described as a guardian than an actual friend. It had them pause for a moment when they realized. Every time they disconnected, their friends got further away. In fact, the Angel was much younger when they connected for the first time, and every time they had to say goodbye for another night, people who they’d grown close to stayed the same while they changed.

A guardian.

That’s what they were:

A deterrent that only appeared when something threatened the three heroes.

Their friends would get further away. They would continue growing up without them. One day, when the Angel had run out of ways to protect them, they would be gone. The Angel was a mere speck in their lives, but Kris, Susie, and Ralsei had all been in the Angel’s thoughts for much longer.

Was it stupid to want more?

Was it stupid to want to struggle, despite nothing ever happening when they did?

A sharp thud resounded through the Angel’s ears as they heard the telltale noise of their soul being damaged. They immediately paid attention, going on alert for whatever could have attacked them.

They only found three pairs of eyes on them, Susie’s hand withdrawing from where she’d lightly flicked the soul. She had a half-smile on her face, but the humor didn’t carry in her voice when she asked, “Uhhh, you good, dude?”

Of course, they were a soul, so they couldn’t answer that. 

Sure, they were fine. They just needed to do their job. Passively, they hovered over to Kris, waiting for the inevitable fusion. Kris had been without their soul all night, and usually woke up with it back in. If the Angel stayed out for much longer, there could be consequences.

Susie grimaced when she realized that the Angel wasn’t even capable of answering. Ralsei buried his head in his scarf, though his eyes seemed to be trailing on the soul like he wanted to say something. It was fine. They’d be back in Kris soon, and then people could grill them for whatever they needed. Ralsei was right though. If the Angel was here, then everyone needed to get a move on.

Kris didn’t waste much time. After all, they and the Angel still didn’t really trust the other entirely. It wasn’t like them to really care about how roughly the soul was placed back in.

So, the Angel found it odd when Kris carefully wrapped their fingers around the soul, putting it back in their chest without quite literally shoving it in. The cage door still closed, but it didn’t slam shut behind them.

The Angel assumed control of Kris. Once more, the group was under their protection. They had no doubt that things would go terribly today. The Angel just hoped that they could prevent things before they went wrong. Maybe that’s why they wanted everyone to sleep in. With the way things were going, things would go terribly today. If it wasn’t today, it would be tomorrow. 

When the Angel tried to get Kris to move, they only took a step toward the door before Susie’s hand clasped their shoulder. Kris didn’t visibly react, like they saw this coming from a mile away. The Angel was confused for a second at what she was doing until she walked out in front of them. 

Her eyes narrowed. “You didn’t answer me, dumbass.”

The Angel tried to answer, but hesitated for the briefest of moments and found the decision taken out of their hands. 

As always, Susie immediately pounced on the hesitation. “So like, that thing where you stop moving isn’t just you sleeping, is it?”

She referred to their disconnection. The Angel obviously didn’t get to see what happened after they were pulled away. At the very least, they managed to get Kris and Susie into the Dark World with Ralsei before things broke down. Ralsei must’ve moved them at some point, considering he was the last one with them.

Almost too helpfully, as if trying to make up for what he said before, Ralsei elaborated, “Um… no, Susie. At least… I don’t think so? It’s more that they’re just… away for a while.”

Susie furrowed her brow, glancing between Kris’ chest and Ralsei like she was trying to put something together. The next question came naturally, like it was the most important thing to follow up with in Susie’s mind: “When the hell do they sleep then?”

The Angel thought about answering honestly. They’d slept… oh… give or take four-hundred times since they’d last met. It made them bitter all over again. So, the Angel finally summoned their soul to speak, “It’s just sleep.”

Immediately, Ralsei squinted like he wanted to argue. Susie’s head whipped around to look at him as soon as the Angel answered, and immediately caught the fact that Ralsei, someone who knew the rules of the world, was about to call the Angel out on a boldfaced lie.

“Arright, so you’re clearly lying through Kris’ teeth.” Susie looked proud of herself for that one, especially when Kris also seemed to nod in agreement with her. Was everyone going to gang up on them? “You’re really bad at that, by the way.”

Lying would be easier if Kris didn’t change their answers all the time. Then again, Susie had talked to them directly and had no issue with lying. She somehow could figure things out about them that she shouldn’t be able to. Ralsei apparently could constantly feel the Angel’s current state, which gave them so many more questions. Maybe hesitating to form an answer or the answers they chose just… made him figure things out faster.

The Angel didn’t want to do this today. They really didn’t. Susie was going to hound them all day if they didn’t relent and answer. So, trying to be as straightforward as they could be, they explained, “You all do not need to worry about this.” They gave a second to see if that would work, knowing damn well that it wouldn’t.

Unsurprisingly, every face was still on them. Susie looked unimpressed. Ralsei’s head had sunken deeper into his scarf. Somehow, Kris looked more annoyed than usual even though they hadn’t shifted positions.

Fine.

This… was what the Angel asked for, after all. Leave it to them to want actual connections instead of being stuck in a cage, only to then realize that those connections came with implications. “I thought about doing something nice for once. Forgot I didn’t have hands. That’s all.” Surely, that would be enough. It was the truth, after all.

Susie tilted her head. “Uhhh, you can just borrow mine? I thought we were like… cool on the whole taking turns thing-.”

“With my own two hands,” they interrupted her for once, “I just wanted to do something nice.”

A guardian.

What good was a guardian who couldn’t act on their own?

Why couldn’t the Angel just… be a little more useful in smaller ways? They wished that the people dearest to them wouldn’t have to fight anymore. If the Angel could, they would just do this on their own. They could do all of the battles. They could face all of the enemies. They were just tired of seeing everyone get hurt over and over again.

None of them deserved to be placed in harm’s way any longer.

If the Angel could, if they just had their own two hands to work with, then it would all be easy. They knew two of the codes. They could sit there at the shelter and brute force the third one with infinite time. Save points were convenient like that. Eventually, they would be good enough to just finish this without people getting hurt or forgotten.

Once again, Susie somehow got the jump on them, lightly punching Kris’ shoulder. “Yeah, and we’re gonna make that a thing, stupid. Did your weird sleep thing make you forget that all of the sudden?”

No, they just had too much time to think.

Ralsei unburied his snout from his scarf again when the Angel didn’t respond. He raised his hand like he had a question before remembering that he didn’t need to ask anymore and sheepishly putting it down. “Well… I mean… that sounds pretty nice! What… were you going to do?”

They took it all back. Maybe being a soul was better, because it meant they didn’t have to answer any questions. This showed them to never idle again. If they ever had to step away for a moment, everyone would think they were having another existential crisis.

The Angel sighed before hoping that Kris would grumble just like they were, “Was going to make you all breakfast.” They were very glad that no one could see their expression of pure defeat right now. In retrospect, it was silly and stupid, but they still wanted to do it!

Susie squinted at them for a second. The Angel thought that she was about to call them an idiot for a few seconds. “You were gonna make breakfast the whole time… and you weren’t gonna tell me?” In a blur of motion, she grabbed Ralsei and Kris’ hands, sprinting towards the bedroom door as fast as possible. “Screw it! We’re doing that! I’m hungry!”

While Kris seemed to be accepting and very fine with this fate, Ralsei put on the brakes. He tried, but his feet uselessly skidded along the floor. “S-Susie! The festival!”

“Psh, it’s not until later! We got time!” She grinned, never letting go of the two of them as they rushed out of the room and towards the stairs.

The Angel found themself smiling just a bit.

How… did Susie manage to do that all the time?

At least, they could have their wish of doing something nice, even if it wasn’t with their own two hands.

One day though, they’d make it up to everyone. One day, everyone else would get a chance to rest, and they would do something nice on their own. After all the three had been through, they deserved that more than anything.

One day.

 


 

Time kept screeching forward.

It’d grown so cold on that cliffside. The Angel couldn’t feel their fingers anymore, despite the fur covering their body. They shouldn’t be able to feel anything, and yet they still did.

How naive were they to think that things would be easy with a vessel of their own?

This world had a funny way of proving them wrong at every turn. If they thought it would be so easy, then why not just tell them to prove it? If they wanted to ask for more, if they wanted to ask for their own two hands, then they could have it! It just came with the cost of sitting on a cliffside, worlds away from people they were supposed to protect, and with no way of returning.

The cold started to sting under their fur. Every puff of breath condensed in the air. It was so cold up here, and their clothes were far too short to make a difference. Even still, they didn’t know whether the tremors came from the cold or frustration.

What did they do so wrong?

Did they take everything for granted? Was it so wrong of them to just want to take care of people who had already done so much for them? Every sign pointed to that being the case. The Angel tried so… so hard to make a difference, to just be more than a tool to be used up when all was said and done. Eventually, even Kris didn’t want that anymore. Everyone… everyone was happier when the secrets were all gone.

They’d all made so many plans together when everything was over.

They’d all promised so much.

So why… why were all of them being punished?

Was the Angel just supposed to keep their head down? Were they supposed to serve their purpose and leave? That… that couldn’t be it. They refused to believe that that was all there was! Why would they have been called to this world if their only purpose was to carry out a prophecy that brought even more pain and strife?

No answers. The Angel had no answers. None of the questions were even making sense anymore. The cold became worse and worse. Their body wanted to go numb and shut down, but something kept burning in their chest, keeping them going regardless.

What good was that light within their soul when they could do nothing with it? It couldn’t rewind time, because they had become locked in this version of events with their other two files being inaccessible. There were no fountains to seal here, and titans didn’t swarm the horizon like they did back in Hometown. They just had a light still shining, but the cold kept clawing deeper and deeper the longer they sat here.

Maybe, they knew that they were wasting time.

They managed to vocalize a scoff, another wispy breath escaping their snout. Of course, they were wasting time asking all of these questions that couldn’t be answered. They just… needed to stand up and keep moving.

Everything felt too cold. 

What would they even do if they could move? Where would they go? Who could even help? Who would want to help? The questions all came back in a flurry, something rising up in the backside of the Angel’s mind. No one knew who they were here. Who would even listen? They… they couldn’t even speak. They could hardly walk. 

The Angel didn’t even get to say goodbye.

It was a stupid thing to think about. They… never really got to say goodbye. They just thought that this time… there may be a chance to say goodbye to people who meant everything to them. Ralsei knew their true name. Susie and Kris had both learned it after a while. It… would’ve been nice to at least say goodbye to the only people who could remember them.

…but they were dying. They were dying, and the Angel didn’t get to tell them just how much they all meant. The Angel never got to say how many years they’d truly spent thinking about all of them, hoping that they would all one day see a better future. It would’ve been something stupid to say when they were all dying, but the Angel wished that they could’ve left them all with anything but silence.

It didn’t matter to the Angel that those three knew the things that they wanted to say.

The Angel just… wondered if they were scared.

For an entire journey, Ralsei always took comfort in someone watching over him, the two of them trying to figure out who they were despite being so different. Susie eventually knew that someone always had her back, and it emboldened her to keep trying in the face of impossible odds. Kris found solace in a different way, knowing that if they couldn’t resist what fate had in store for them, then someone else would be there for the people they loved.

The Angel left them without a word.

They didn’t want to, but they had.

Were all of them scared?

Of course they were.

Claws scraped into dirt. Fingers lost their numbness. A light deep in the Angel’s soul started to coalesce. Fine. If the prophecy wanted to leave them alive, if it wanted to punish them for daring to hope, then let it. 

It made a mistake letting them live.

A red soul flared to life on the Angel’s chest. They took deep breaths, trying to keep the burning feeling stable. It began to rage brighter, a light slowly fanning out as it grew.

Maybe their friends were dead. There was a chance that they weren’t. There was a chance that they could reverse everything if they could just… fix their saves. All they had to do was get off of this mountain. 

And if their friends were dead, they would make this prophecy regret it.

They would make its claws bleed.

A story where three teenagers perished in darkness wasn’t one that should be allowed to exist. If all that remained when they finally returned to that world was ashes, then they would just have to tear what remained to shreds. The prophecy wanted the worlds to be saved at an insurmountable cost. It wanted the heroes to give up everything to make that happen.

If they were dead, the Angel would make sure there was nothing left to be saved.

The prophecy was so certain that it was untouchable. Did it really think that it couldn’t be fractured and lost? Did it wish to do everything to allow the worlds to be saved? It had chosen a horrible champion to do so. Long ago, the Angel had the option to erase what remained of a world tainted by a prophecy.

If this new prophecy wanted to kill its heroes, the Angel would just have to finally pull the trigger.

The book would burn.

At last, searing heat blossomed in the Angel’s chest from their soul. It did something to stave off the cold, but they found that they weren’t feeling it anymore. Their soul shimmered all the same, now finally being visible in its entirety. It allowed them to see a few feet ahead, just far enough where they may not fall off the path if they continued. 

Air escaped their nostrils once more. The numbness in their fingers began to leave more and more as they tried to take breath after breath. 

They remembered this feeling. They remembered this frustration like it was just yesterday. A goal became so unobtainable, that they decided to break the world just to see if there was a way to force it to change.

It didn’t do them any good when they last had these thoughts.

So much for changing to be a better person. Susie really was wrong about them.

A distant memory pricked at the corners of their mind. The Angel thought they remembered someone telling them that they could see everyone again. Their friends may not have long, but… but they could still be alive.

The Angel had to cling to that hope. It was all they had left.

Even the thought of tearing it all apart didn’t do them any good. They bitterly laughed at the fact that as much as they talked big, as much as they wanted to shatter that prophecy, they had no ability to do so. It… it was stupid. They’d find a better way. They’d make it right. There was no reason… to think that everyone was dead. Of course, they had to still be out there. The Angel knew that their friends were still out there. They had to be. 

If… if they weren’t…

For now, they would cling to that delusion if it made them feel just a little more whole.

They gritted their teeth. They steeled their vessel. Over and over, despite how slow going it was, they tried to take steps towards the edge of the mountain. It was funny, in a way. They’d never actually seen what stood beyond this cliff. They half wondered if they would meet an impassable and unseeable wall again, and all of this effort would be for nothing. After all, the Angel’s banishment had been quite clear. They weren’t allowed to live this life.

The Angel didn’t want this life. They wanted their friends back.

Their staggered footsteps stopped when they reached the point of no return.

Somehow, they knew the exact place where they had never been able to follow. Other than a few mere glimpses, the Angel had never been beyond this mountain. Monsters went free, but the Angel remained confined under that mountain. The only thing they could do was send time careening backwards, or sit there in an empty void with only two real options.

They remembered giving in a few times. “Few” was generous. The Angel lost track of just how many times they went back, thinking they could make a difference. In his final plea to them, the flower wondered whether or not the Angel had already heard his spiel hundreds of times already.

At a certain point, he may not have been wrong anymore.

Never before had they been able to go beyond this point. They got to see a glimpse of… of Frisk being happy, but that was it.

It was weird to have that name on their mind again.

The Angel stared down a pathway that continued weaving down the mountainside. Every single time they came here, they had to leave. They didn’t yet… understand what was happening yet. What if… what if trying to leave the bounds of Mt. Ebott caused them to be disconnected all over again?

Maybe… maybe that would be a good thing. The Angel wasn’t even in the right place! Hometown didn’t exist in this world! The Angel’s friends didn’t exist in this world! If… if this did disconnect them, then that would mean that the Angel could access the correct world again.

Their feet stayed firmly planted into the ground.

On the other hand, that was a naive way of thinking. The Angel couldn’t even load their save files that connected them back to the other world. It was still hard to precisely see what they even were, and every time they thought about that, their head began to split open all over again. If… if they crossed this threshold, and they disconnected, then there may be no coming back.

The Underground could have things to explore that would help the Angel return.

…Except it didn’t.

The Angel had scoured that entire cavern countless times already. If there was anything that could actually help them hop worlds, they would have found it already. Anything that looked suspicious either only ever existed under certain conditions, or was far too complicated for the Angel to possibly use.

They were stalling. Over and over again, they tried to push themself over the threshold, but they couldn’t.

Stalling was going to get their friends killed.

It was a reminder that did them no good. It was one which caused their chest to feel funny. The breaths stopped coming out correctly, and the Angel realized that there really was no avoiding this. There never was avoiding anything. They didn’t have time to sit here and think. They didn’t have time to weigh their options. The only thing they could do now was act.

So, the Angel took one step forward, finally lifting a foot off of the ground. They didn’t need to think about these things anymore. They just needed to do what they were designed to do. Even if they wanted to rip that prophecy to shreds, the Angel still needed to protect. 

Everything else didn’t matter.

They thought something would happen. If they crossed that invisible threshold, they would be violently wrenched from this world just as violently as when they entered it. When they finally took the step, they braced themself for the inevitable pain that would prove their worst thoughts correct: that they were never welcome here.

Instead, their foot touched dirt a few inches away.

The Angel stared at their vessel’s foot like something would happen at any moment. They didn’t dare to breathe for the few moments that they watched. They just lingered, waiting for the inevitable.

Nothing happened.

For so long, they’d wanted to pass through this barrier. They wanted to join the others. Eventually, they gave up on that dream when they met Kris, Susie, and Ralsei. The dream wasn’t to be with people who never truly knew them, it was to be with people who saw them for who they were and cared for them all the same.

Now, as if mocking them, this world had finally let them cross the threshold.

No fanfare came. No resounding moment of clarity appeared. The Angel just stood there with one foot over a barrier that no one else had ever experienced before.

The wall was gone.

What… were they supposed to do now?

The world suddenly felt a lot larger. The Angel tried not to think about it, taking more and more steps beyond that cliffside. Impossibly, they kept being allowed to move. Where were they even going? Did they have a plan? The Angel knew that they had no plan whatsoever, but this was the path where everyone else went. The monsters went this way with Frisk. If… if there was anyone to find, it would have to be all of them.

What if the answer wasn’t with any of them? After all, this world was so big. The Angel had only ever explored the Underground. What… what was this world like? Should they even ask? They only needed to be here for a short amount of time and for a singular purpose. They just… needed to get back.

What if they missed something important? The Angel kept trudging down the path, and suddenly they became very aware of things directly to their sides. Countless golden flowers dotted the cliffside, as if someone had scattered the seeds haphazardly. That looked new. Emboldened by the new discovery, the Angel started scanning with their other pair of eyes. This world was so big now. What if they missed something critical and never found it again? What if it was important to getting back to everyone?

The Angel wasn’t looking where they were going. As the path started to descend into trees, a low hanging branch smacked them in the face. They jumped when they felt something again, taking a few steps back just to not fall over.

Okay. Maybe they should just focus on the path instead.

They had barely made any progress. It was still difficult to walk. Every time they tried to use their legs correctly, muscle memory made their steps uneven. No wonder Ralsei chose to float sometimes. This wasn’t manageable at all.

The cold was getting worse. They’d almost forgotten when another full-body shiver shook them to their core. It was a long way down, and the air up here wasn’t doing them any favors.

The Angel glanced up at the branch. It… looked pretty sturdy. If… if having something to support them would make them move faster, then they were taking it.

When the Angel tried to break the low-hanging branch off, they had to adjust their hands a few times. Once again, the odd structure of their hands would take some getting used to. Hopefully, they weren’t going to be like this for long. They’d used other vessels before, but there was a difference between commanding someone to do an action and actually doing the action themself. Before, there was always some layer of translation. Now, it was their body that was being assaulted by the cold.

Finally, they managed to wrench it free. The Angel poked it against the ground, testing its weight a few times. When they leaned their body weight on it, it didn’t break or give in any way.

Progress. Small progress had been made.

The Angel stared down the rest of the path, the shivers growing worse. For a second, they let the branch lean against their body so that they could blow hot air into their hands. It… was still a long way down.

A thought came when they set off again, making slightly faster progress thanks to their makeshift walking stick.

What if they weren’t the only one here?

It would be impossible to tell. The Angel wasn’t quite sure how to check certain things anymore, and they were too frazzled to even try and think of a solution. The Angel had been dragged here by the man. They heard his voice. They remembered everyone else getting further away.

It was unlikely, but everyone else could be here.

They weren’t. The Angel still remembered everyone’s labored breathing when they all fell in battle. It remained etched in their soul, something that they could never undo no matter how hard they tried. Even if they managed to load their save, they were never going to forget this.

Find them.

The Angel needed to find them.

Whether they were here or in the other world, the Angel needed to go and find them now.

With the light from their soul guiding the way, the Angel continued faster down the mountainside, not knowing where or who they were going towards.

 


 

It had been a considerable amount of time since Asgore had been asked to do something like this, but he supposed if there was an emergency… then he would be the first to investigate it. 

Considering their history, the humans had asked a few things of the monsters when they emerged from the mountain. “A few things” was putting it quite lightly, but a reasonable demand was that the monsters handle any disturbances that happened around Mt. Ebott on their arrival. It had been… a very long time since that agreement had been made, but Asgore was thankful in some ways that it was still in effect. Any issues with the mountain were better handled by monsters who had lived there for countless generations.

It did make situations like this a tad inconvenient. In the middle of the night, one of these “disturbances” apparently happened. Unfortunately, Asgore did not have the slightest idea of what he was headed towards. He may have even elected to ignore it entirely had multiple monsters not attested to seeing something peculiar in the mountains. 

So, Asgore found himself in his weathered truck, taking a route he always did towards the mountain whenever he wanted to tend to the flowers. He refused to let the ones in his old throne room wilt. They had been good company in the time that he had been trapped underground, after all.

Besides, despite the Underground having moved to the surface, two souls would forever rest under that mountain. Asgore wanted the place where his children had fallen to be taken care of.

Every now and then, he made the trek back through the Underground just to see where Toriel had buried Chara. He tended to those flowers as well, but the flower friend that Frisk had made always said that he would handle it himself. Still, Asgore checked regardless.

The timing of this event was convenient. Asgore hadn’t tended to the flowers in a while, so he supposed that now would be a better time than ever to at least check in and see if another trip was necessary.

While lost in thought, Asgore ran over the root of a particularly large tree. The dirt roads out this way had only been paved by foot travel, and he supposed he stopped paying attention for a second. When the truck shook, it also jostled his passenger.

Undyne grimaced when she got slightly tossed around, though she kept her feet on the dash regardless. She’d decided to join him for this trek. Whenever issues arose around the mountain, she was the first person he called. Unfortunately, she hadn’t taken to the late night travel nearly as well as he did.

After stabilizing herself and yawning, Undyne complained, “Ya know, I’m all for something interesting happening, but I’m thinking this one’s gonna be a bust.”

Asgore focused on the road a bit more, though he did entertain the conversation. He did quite like these outings with Undyne a bit. While Asgore would not say that he was fonder of the Underground than the surface, there were moments that he appreciated even now. He made sure that she knew that, saying, “I am thankful that you came with me. It does get a bit quiet out here.”

Immediately, the annoyance on Undyne’s face turned into a huge grin. She took her feet off of the dashboard, suddenly becoming much more… how did Alphys put it… animated? “Yeah? Like I’d let you have all the fun.” She roughly nudged his arm, which wasn’t hard to do considering how much of the car Asgore took up. Really, he should thank Papyrus for modifying his truck to suit his size.

Asgore still found it quite amusing how, when he asked Alphys for truck modifications, she pointed him directly towards Papyrus. Apparently, he knew a thing or two about cars nowadays.

Undyne leaned back in her seat with her hands on the back of her head. “Guess you would need me to keep things interesting with a call like this. Can’t believe that many people said they saw something over the mountains.”

Something was being general about the whole ordeal. No, what particularly perturbed Asgore about the reports was that everyone was in agreement about what appeared over the mountains. Only a handful of monsters had seen it, and a few humans that were visiting the area as well, but every monster had a word for what precisely they had seen.

The Angel was a subject that hadn’t come up often ever since the barrier broke.

For an old, decrepit prophecy to be on every monster’s mind for this specific event… it confused Asgore greatly. What could have possibly caused everyone to grow so fearful? It could be one of those events that happened in the sky every now and then. Asgore fondly remembered the first meteor shower that everyone experienced when coming out of the mountain. That caused quite the panic.

“I suppose you’re right,” Asgore finally answered. The mountain was getting closer now, but he did not want to think about such things. He merely needed to walk the path to his garden, and then they would be able to head home. “I heard you went on another beach trip with Alphys. How… was that?” It was easy to talk with Undyne. Many similar conversations had happened over tea, and in all of the directions everyone went in after the barrier shattered, he and Undyne remained close.

Undyne grinned again, making a “psh” sound. “People still look at me funny when I get in the water in the middle of winter. It’s not even that cold! Most of the water in the Underground came from Snowdin. The surface has nothing on that. Total wusses, all of ‘em.”

Asgore had been to the nearby beach a few times before. He could not say that he enjoyed getting water in his fur. With the flowers, it was always small amounts. Being soaked from head to toe was an entirely different story that he did not wish to revisit. 

Ah, but they were getting ahead of themselves. The drive was almost over. Asgore brought the truck to a stop near the base of the mountain. There would be a bit of a trek, but the path had been beaten in the side of the mountain thanks to foot travel going in and out quite a few times. Unfortunately, most of that was Asgore’s doing, and the golden flowers in his garden had inadvertently been planted along the way. Those seeds were quite sticky.

However, it did mark the way up quite well! It was a way to guide those travelling in this direction.

Asgore and Undyne both got out of the truck immediately. As a force of habit when getting out of his truck, Asgore immediately swerved around to the back and removed a tarp to check on some of his things in the back. He rarely transported any plants unless in special circumstances, but he did like to keep some pots in the back just in case. He always made sure that none were broken after a particularly bumpy ride. 

After getting a slight head start by scanning the treeline, Undyne glanced back at him. “Race you to the top, you geezer!”

And just like that, she was off. Asgore didn’t have a moment to call after her before she was bounding up the mountain. She didn’t even have a light. Ah well, Asgore would just have to bring her a flashlight if she inevitably slipped off of the path. Knowing her, she likely would fall off of the path, and then somehow use it as a maneuver to catapult herself further up the cliffside. Even though Asgore rarely won these new challenges of Undyne’s, he still had the edge when the rare spar occurred.

So, he set off at a leisurely pace. There were a bit of woods to traverse through before getting to the proper cliffside, so Asgore decided to take his time. He had his watering can at his side. Usually, he would bring more up, but this was meant to be official business.

Now, hopefully Undyne hadn’t gone too far. If there was a serious threat, then she could handle herself, but it was usually best to stick together in situations like this-

Ah! There she was!

Asgore spotted a light amidst some of the trees. Instinctively, he believed it must be Undyne. Although… didn’t she not bring a light? Of course, she could always summon one of her spears to shed a bit of light, but the light Asgore was seeing was neither blue nor an ethereal hue like her spears…

The light immediately snuffed itself out as soon as Asgore stared at it.

If he strained his ears, he thought he might’ve heard something breathing. He… did hear something breathing. The breaths came out shaky over and over again, like someone was barely managing to keep themself together.

Asgore didn’t dare light a flame in this forest. Instead, he inched closer to where he saw the light, trying to keep an eye out for what could have caused it. Perhaps, someone had snuffed out a lantern. Maybe, Undyne had decided on a new prank to try to get an easy hit on him.

Something uneasy began to set into Asgore’s soul. He could not explain why, but his chest began to twist as he inched forward. 

Movement. Something moved to his right.

Instincts from a time long ago would have forced Asgore to draw a weapon. Instead, he kept the feeling at bay, though his head did swivel immediately towards the source of the movement. He could take a hit or two if something was actually a threat. There was no need to fight.

Asgore’s eyes landed on something peeking out of the trees.

Both he and the person in front of him froze.

Why… it…

Asgore’s mind had to catch up with what he was seeing, because that face in the darkness had startled him. What… what else was he supposed to be looking at? A monster stood in front of him. They were shivering, leaning precariously on a stick with nothing but fear entrenched in their face. Deep, crimson eyes were trained on him, analyzing him like he had terrified them.

And for but a moment, Asgore faltered.

He wondered why the monster was so afraid of him when he himself had terror striking his own soul.

It had been so long since he’d been brought back to the moment everything went so wrong. Some days, he found himself looking too far back. He never wished to forget his children. It was why he went up to his garden to make sure that it was well tended to. Never would he forget their memory and all of the happiness they gave him.

He tried to not think of their deaths. He tried not to think of Chara slowly giving in on that bed, no matter how many times he begged for them to stay determined. He tried to not think of Asriel’s trembling body as he staggered into the throne room. When he saw that monster standing there, echoes of the past sounded out through his mind. It pried into that memory like the wound had never been closed at all. 

Centuries of grieving had occurred, and yet Asgore still stood there like a fool, unable to shake the memory.

He blinked.

Like a specter, the face in front of him vanished. It took the phantom memory with it. Asgore shook his head, glancing around the forest like the face would reappear. The sound of breathing entirely stopped, and he couldn’t hear it again no matter how hard he strained himself.

Even now, his past failures still haunted him.

Asgore realized that he’d dropped his watering can. Chuckling to himself like the fool he was, he leaned down to pick it up again. It seemed that he still hadn’t quite moved on. That was all right. He would be living with this guilt for much, much longer. At least, while he continued to grieve over children far beyond him now, they would exist in someone’s memory. It was the least that they deserved, and a punishment Asgore would gladly bear for them.

He glanced through the trees again, seeing nothing. All thoughts of investigating further were cast out of his mind when he heard a triumphant whoop coming from far, far up the mountain. He really should join Undyne. She would be getting concerned about him soon enough.

Asgore left the woods behind, something watching him leave like they had many times before.

 


 

Do not think about it. The Angel absolutely could not think about it.

They didn’t know how Asgore didn’t come after them. They didn’t know how their little vanishing act worked. Asgore just… froze… and the Angel managed to slip away and hold their breath long enough for him to leave.

That was Asgore. That was Asgore. The Angel hadn’t seen his face in ages- well, they had, but not this Asgore. It was difficult to describe just how different the two of them were. The Asgore of this world just always had a heaviness about him. He carried his shoulders slightly lower. His eyes always looked tired. There were differences that the Angel hadn’t even noticed up until the moment they were standing directly in front of him. They also noticed that he was very large, which their overhead perspective rarely actually emphasized. Running into him in the woods was horrifying.

Thankfully, the Angel managed to get away. With how they looked now, they didn’t want to have a conversation. They didn’t even know how they would have a conversation with him. That was Asgore. That was one of the people who had told the Angel that they could be like a family before being pierced by pellets. He was here, still breathing, and the Angel had just run away.

They had to. They had to run away. Nothing good would come of any of them seeing the Angel like this. The Angel shouldn’t even be here in the first place. If they could, they needed to keep interaction with everyone to a minimum. They may be allowed to walk past that mountain, but that didn’t mean that they were welcome here. After all, Flowey- they still weren’t used to using those names again- told them very clearly that they were a threat.

The Angel didn’t know what the consequences would be if they interacted with everyone again. They needed to leave this world as soon as possible. If… if they lingered, they might remember attachments that they had long since abandoned. The Angel needed to focus on their goal: Find Kris, Susie, and Ralsei. Anything else came second, or never at all if they could help it.

This world wanted them gone. They… they couldn’t interfere again.

One last threat.

If the Angel could just get out of here quickly, then all would be fine.

The cold started to get to them too much. The shivers weren’t just fear anymore. No, the Angel was definitely going numb in multiple places. Going down the mountain was stupid. They could’ve backtracked and gone somewhere warmer in the Underground, but now Undyne and Asgore were that way. The Angel didn’t even know where they were going. There had to be a place where monsters were living, but the Angel didn’t have the slightest clue where or which direction that would be in.

Even if they chose the right direction, they could be seen by Asgore and Undyne on the return trip.

The Angel doubted that they would even make it on foot. Their vessel was flagging already, and the cold may send them back to their save point soon. They needed to get a move on, but if they died, then that would only waste more time. Who knew if time would wind backwards for both worlds? If the Angel died here, it could purely be a setback while the other world continued moving forward.

This was all too complicated. There were too many moving parts, and the Angel’s mind was freezing up with the rest of their body. Act. Do something. Stop waiting. Do something.

Without thinking, the Angel hobbled over to the truck that had been left behind. It was still giving off heat, something that they found out when both of their hands greedily went for its hood. It was a small mercy. It also gave them something solid to lean against while they tried to get a grip.

They left two hand prints on the hood when they withdrew to move again.

Panicked, the Angel tried to smear the two marks away. Why didn’t Asgore ever get this thing cleaned? Thankfully, the desperate smears wiped away most of the evidence, but that only left clear evidence of a much larger mark on the side of the truck. 

Screw it. Maybe Asgore left his keys in the truck.

Instinct once more screamed at them to not interfere or interact with anyone. Stealing Asgore’s truck was definitely interfering, but what the hell was the Angel supposed to do at this point? They needed to figure out how to get back, and waiting around at the foot of a mountain wasn’t going to help. They didn’t know what they were even aiming for, but civilization would at least give them a better shot at working something out.

There’s more people there. A traitorous thought entered their mind as they peered through Asgore’s window. Civilization would mean more opportunities for others to find them. If non-interference was the Angel’s goal, then they would be doing a terrible job at it.

The Angel needed to save their friends. Anything else came second.

They didn’t want to interact with everyone else. They shouldn’t. If they must, if the situation forced their hand… then…

There were no keys in the truck. The entire mental dilemma was pointless.

Every mistake cost the Angel time now. Time was never really against them except in specific moments before. Time could always be bent. It always conveniently stretched and compressed whenever the Angel needed it to. Now, it kept moving forward, and they needed to stop making so many errors. Every step that their vessel didn’t take quite correctly slowed them down. Every failed plan slowed them down. They needed to figure this out quickly.

…or else Asgore and Undyne would be back, and the Angel would get spotted all over again.

An idea came.

The Angel didn’t know where they were going. They had no idea how they would get anywhere of importance without collapsing. However, Asgore and Undyne did know the way. While the Angel didn’t want to interfere, their second pair of eyes could see a tarp in the back of Asgore’s truck.

That thing also could function like a makeshift blanket for a second.

If they could just stay hidden, then Asgore would drive them back to town. From there, the Angel could… could…

It was a better plan than anything they had right now. It was a direction, and right now, the Angel needed a direction. They also needed warmth, and found that their body was moving before their mind did, scrambling into the back of that truck with the grace of a raging Susie. They were undoubtedly leaving claw marks with the way their feet dug into the side of the truck’s paint, but hopefully they could just get away with it for a little longer.

Walking had become marginally easier on the way down. Marginally. That had to do with the stick more than anything, which they dragged into the truck bed with them. They were not leaving that behind. Hopefully, when they made a break for it, they would at least be able to get out of sight before Asgore or Undyne saw them.

The Angel only heard Undyne. They never actually saw her. If they needed to avoid anyone, it was her. They could not escape Undyne.

Finally, the Angel managed to squeeze under that tarp. When they pulled it over their body, they found that their breaths were at least warming up the small space even a little bit. Feeling started to slowly return to patches of their body, and they finally felt like they’d actually achieved something.

Now, all they had to do was wait.

They were usually good at that. Periods between connections always required a very long wait. Whenever they were in the action though, the Angel always found it hard to wait. Waiting now was worse than ever before. Waiting gave more time for something bad to happen to their friends.

But, right now, this was their best option.

They didn’t know how long it would take for Asgore and Undyne to return, so they would just have to use the time wisely. The Angel had been so focused on moving that they never really thought of why they were moving so quickly. Plans needed to be made. Now was the best time to make them.

Who could even help right now?

What could even help them?

Establishing contact with the man as soon as possible was a good idea. The Angel didn’t know how to do that. He usually reached out in spontaneous moments or when they were in great distress. He checked in constantly after the Angel had… issues at the church. The Angel just didn’t know how to necessarily reach out on their own. An action of their own usually spurred him on, whether it be them trying to quit for good or fighting an unbeatable foe.

A meeting would just have to happen naturally.

The Angel’s save points were still another problem. Not only were two of them broken, but the Angel hadn’t saved in a while. They rarely went this long without saving, and finding a save point would be difficult without a Dark World. In rare circumstances, the Angel could find them in patches of light, but those were much harder to spot. They needed to keep an eye out. A mistake could send them all the way back to the top of that mountain.

After that, the Angel didn’t know what to do.

No guidance had been given.

For a second, their thoughts blanked out. They didn’t know what to do.

It gave the Angel time to look at their own body, and an ugly question began to force its way through their mind again: What were they?

The need to move had stifled that thought over and over again. The need to not perish forced down any possibility of questioning their current situation. The Angel… could still see the truck that they were hiding in. The tarp shielded their vessel well, but the second pair of eyes could still see around it. It was still so strange, and yet the second pair of eyes almost felt more natural.

Their vessel’s eyes scared them.

That wasn’t where their view was supposed to be. The Angel was supposed to be looking into the world through their window. They were never under any circumstances supposed to be able to see from a vessel’s eyes. It had been a constant thorn in their side, so much so that Susie tended to cackle when the Angel couldn’t see things straight ahead of everyone. They always showed her up though when they dodged an attack that no one else could see coming.

Movements weren’t as constrained as before. The Angel could perform motions that they didn’t know how to do previously. Sometimes, without Kris interfering as often, whatever represented the Angel moved with more fluidity, but this was different. It was the Angel moving their arms. It was the Angel flexing their fingertips. They could feel individual muscles moving in a way that they shouldn’t. Cold air filled lungs inside of their vessel with every breath they took. How was this happening?

The Angel’s second pair of eyes caught something gold and red poking out of the tarp. Cursing, the Angel tried to reach for whatever part of their body had escaped this time, trying to pull it back in.

It was too dark to properly see just what appendage they were holding until a new limb made itself known.

The Angel jolted when their hand latched onto a very long tail.

No. Nope. No. That wasn’t supposed to be there. Where was that when they were painstakingly introduced to every single limb on their vessel? Did it just have a late entrance? Damn it. Damn all of this. What the actual hell was this? Why did they have-

They should’ve known. Ralsei had one of these that he kept hidden under his robes. Of course, they would have one too. Yay. The Angel was going to lose their mind.

Focus.

Plan.

For a bit longer, they had to avoid the question of their current situation. It could wait. The important part was that they could still act, and that meant that they were still useful. That meant that they could still find their friends. Any questions about their current state probably couldn’t be answered by them alone. The man likely knew more than they did, after all.

So, what did the Angel do in the meantime?

What did they always do when they could do nothing else alone?

Ralsei accidentally taught them this trick when he was too obvious about its existence. Thankfully, it had done everyone good in the end. The ability to send the Angel to others by merely shutting one’s eyes was invaluable, and it had saved Susie’s life once. Ralsei instructed for it to be used whenever everyone was separated, and it had become second nature for the Angel to be sent between friends whenever danger was around.

Could they… still do that?

With their friends missing, they had to try.

The Angel took a deep breath. It had always been someone else who did this for them, but they assumed that it was exactly as Ralsei described. He managed to get Kris to do it on the first try after all, so this should work for them as well.

While they waited, the Angel shut their eyes and thought of Kris.

They only saw the back of their eyelids.

Okay. They rarely ever did this with Kris. Maybe they would try it on someone who Ralsei always tried to send them to. Susie had to be easier to “find” if there was something the Angel was supposed to be latching onto.

Again, they only saw the back of their eyelids.

Ralsei. They’d try Ralsei then. Surely, they would be able to see Ralsei. A traitorous part of them already knew that they would see nothing. Ralsei had started turning to stone, and the Angel would be unlikely to see anything when that process completed.

Again. Nothing.

Why? Why now was this failing? The Angel could spy on so many people with this previously! Why now wasn’t it working?

“They weren’t in this world” was the obvious answer.

They’re already gone” came next.

Maybe… maybe they just couldn’t do it in this vessel. Maybe they were too constrained. They could prove it right now. The Angel just had to think about someone else, someone who was here. Who would be useful? They already knew of Asgore and Undyne’s whereabouts, and didn’t want to clue them in on anything. Who would be useful for the Angel to find right now?

There was only one name that came to mind.

Only one person had ever directly acknowledged the Angel. Everyone else only worked off of assumptions or talking to Frisk instead of them. There was one singular moment in this world where the Angel was talked to directly, and the words haunted them even now. Maybe, that memory could be used for something good.

The Angel closed their eyes, and thought about what Flowey was doing.

 


 

Why did Flowey even agree to this? Why did he ever agree to this? Every single time, he thought that one of Frisk’s impromptu midnight trips would be interesting, but it was always the same old boring thing! He was convinced at this point that the only reason Frisk let him tag along around their college campus was to torment him. Did it beat sitting around and dealing with the same old monsters all day? Only just barely.

No, Frisk was a special kind of annoying, one that constantly surprised him with their idiocy. He would think that eventually they would just be normal and do normal things like study like the perfect college student they were supposed to be. Instead, they’d dragged Flowey along for a late-night save point hunting adventure.

It was stupid! Save points were so hard to find outside of the Underground! Instead of dragging Flowey along for their late night exploration, they could’ve used the time for something more normal like actually studying and not bothering him.

Hopefully, whatever storm was outside wouldn’t come this way. They were both woken up by a lightning strike that looked stupidly violent. If they got caught out in the rain, Flowey was going to lose it.

Why did he even agree to this again?

Oh, right, because it was more interesting than sitting in their stupid dorm staring at drywall.

This unfortunately meant that Flowey got the privilege of being further confined in his flower pot for longer. Keeping up with Frisk by burrowing was obnoxious, especially when they took more and more turns through nothing but concrete pathways. Being the goody-two-shoes they were, Frisk didn’t want him messing up all the cool grass which made up only… like… two patches on this stupid campus.

Apparently his grumbling started to get audible, because Frisk tilted their head back at him. They had worked out a system where they put his pot on the stack of books in their backpack, which meant that he got to wobble precariously while they tried not to send him flying! Great solution, Frisk! Flowey thought that after this long, they’d find a better solution, but nope! They had done this since forever ago.

After another turn which apparently led to no save points, Flowey groaned loudly, “Come on. You know, Frisk, you’ve really fallen to a new low, haven’t you?”

Frisk’s interest suddenly faded, their gaze turning on the path ahead of them.

Ugh! Nothing fazed them! It was obnoxious, but sometimes Flowey broke through and made them actually mad. Those moments were worth it! It kept him poking and prodding. “Look at you! Savior of monsterkind, trying to cheat during a stupid exam for the fourth time this year.”

“Fifth,” Frisk corrected, putting a hand over their eyes like that would help them see better in the dimly lit walkways. They must’ve not seen a save point that way, because they immediately turned down an alley that would give anyone else shivers.

Of course, Flowey wasn’t disturbed by any weird alleyways. He knew that Frisk constantly had a dagger in their dimensional storage, and he’d seen how quickly they could pull that thing out. Then again, Frisk would probably let themself get hit to avoid having to take another exam. It’d be a slightly more honorable way to go out instead of reloading their save six times just to get one answer correct. And yet, they wouldn’t ever go hunt down a save so that Flowey could save himself from embarrassment. 

Every time Flowey fell for one of Smiley Trashbag’s- no he would still not use his name- pranks, Frisk’s refusal to reload proved that they weren’t actually friends.

Again, Flowey complained, jostling in the pot. “You’d think someone like you would figure out how to do something different so that the same thing doesn’t keep happening.” A small vine extended from the flower pot, which Flowey used to thwack Frisk on the side of the head. “And yet here you are: An idiot who didn’t study. Again.”

After emerging down yet another sidewalk, Frisk kept moving with purpose. Maybe they actually found something this time. A slight smile did grow on their face from Flowey’s comment, like they once again never cared that he insulted them directly to their face. They noted bluntly, “And you came anyway.”

Flowey’s vine receded while he rolled his eyes dramatically. “Duh. I have to know what idiotic place I’m going to get thrown back to every time you forget how to do basic calculus.”

Frisk huffed. Any class that had a single thing to do with math, they seemed to despise. It’d been that way forever, and they weren’t stopping now. Last time they looked at Flowey’s pot, they went on a tangent about cylindrical shells. It was rare to see Frisk murderous, but college may actually finally bring it out of them again. “Not everyone learned math for fun with Alphys.” 

It was not for fun. Out of all the timelines Flowey experienced, that one was one of the most dull. He didn’t understand how Alphys could find numbers so interesting. The only numbers that mattered were ones that went up, and Flowey had unwittingly subjected himself to the most useless information ever when he tried to learn math from a scientist. She was no teacher, that was for sure.

Still, this was getting obnoxious. No matter how many turns the two of them took, Frisk couldn’t find a save point. Flowey slammed his head against the backpack over and over, screeching, “You’d be better off going back towards the mountain if you want more save points, idiot!”

It was a change that Flowey wasn’t quite sure what to do with. Save points in the Underground were… permanent things. No matter how many times Flowey returned to a glowing star, he could always save and load as much as he wanted. With more souls, it even became an ability that he could use without the need for one of those stupid little stars. Saving used to be easy. It was permanent. It could be done as many times as someone needed.

Ever since leaving the Underground, that changed.

Apparently, humans didn’t just have those lying around. Apparently, the power was mostly constrained to the Underground. Humans had given up their magic to seal monsters down there apparently, and as it turned out, save points were tied to that place and that place only.

But, as Frisk found out, that power leaked every now and then.

Flowey never got to see the save points for himself. He wasn’t in control of the timeline, after all. Frisk still had a stranglehold on the timeline, which was great, because Flowey thought it would suck if a random human just had that power now. At least, someone who wasn’t completely braindead had the power. Though, considering Frisk was STILL WALKING, braindead might be an apt description.

Apparently, the saves didn’t last long either. Frisk never returned to the same place to save again, but they sure loaded in the same spot over and over again. They could only usually set their return point once per star before it vanished, which was just oh-so-convenient for Flowey who had to sit through another one of these expeditions every time the idiot wanted to save again. They hadn’t even died a single time since leaving the Underground! They were just being a stupid perfectionist.

Which, Flowey could admit, he was also a bit of a perfectionist. At least his perfectionism was so much more interesting than getting a degree. He didn’t need a degree! He already knew half of this stuff! He’d sooner break a human’s spine than get what they considered a “job”. Flowers didn’t need food, idiots! He’d just sit in the sun! So, that just made Flowey Frisk’s commiseration buddy. He’d be out of here as soon as something more interesting happened elsewhere, but unfortunately, Frisk’s eternal struggle with human education was the most interesting thing right now.

Besides! Everything had stagnated!

As soon as monsters settled into a new life, they got predictable all over again! Routines settled in. Old habits came back. Flowey knew all of those habits far too well by now, and it made the new and interesting things everyone did boring all over again. Now, there was barely even any drama! Alphys was more interesting when she still harbored immense and crushing guilt, but unfortunately, that stopped happening as often now that she and Undyne were together. Blegh. Marriage sounded weird. Ew. Don’t do that.

At least the two of them had some interesting stories. They went on trips an idiotic amount. Tourists. They were tourists. Everything interesting about their lives happened elsewhere, because things were so boring around here.

Asgore and Toriel were loooong done talking. At least the weird stares coming from Asgore’s direction had stopped. Flowey didn’t want to think about that one. Unfortunately, he always did get to think about it now that there wasn’t a giant door keeping Toriel and the skeleton separated from one another. They actively made each other so much worse, and Flowey loathed being trapped in the same area as them.

Asgore was his good ol’ melancholic self! Whenever Flowey was around him, he was always so annoyingly needy. “Oh, Flowey, would you like a cup of tea? Oh, Flowey, I forgot that the cup of tea I like is made out of your species and this is the fiftieth time this has happened. Oh, Flowey, would you like some of the fertilizer I brought in for my garden?” Obnoxious. Awful. Atrocious.

Flowey never really liked Mettaton, but at least his shows were sometimes fun to watch when there was nothing else mind-numbing to do. They were all cliche and predictable. He’d watched the same plots from his Underground shows countless times already, and the robot really had nothing new.

Ugh, and then there were the skeletons. Flowey wasn’t even going to think about the stupid bonehead that Toriel spent time around. At least, Papyrus was still interesting. Out of everyone, Papyrus still managed to bring some surprises. Every time Flowey stopped by, the skeleton had picked up something new. At least someone hadn’t completely dropped the ball in making surface life actually interesting. He’d even given Flowey a nice red bow one time. It was faded now, but Flowey still had it! He hadn’t lost the right to be snug!

Thanks to all of that nonsense, Flowey found himself around Frisk a lot. Despite their life turning into something boring as well, at least the two of them could chat with no need for pleasantries. Frisk didn’t care about his insults, and shot a few of their own back. Jabbing them repeatedly about how often they loaded their save file was fun. Even they had their fair share of resets that Flowey could bring up for fun. Frisk knowing about him also let him talk about some of his more interesting runs, which broke up the monotony of no one else being an actual acquaintance with him until the barrier broke.

What could Flowey say? He didn’t interact with too many people when he let the timeline move on without him. A few people knew about him. Papyrus definitely knew about him. But… no one knew what he could do… what he had done! If they knew what kind of sicko he was, then maybe they would be more interesting to be around.

It certainly made Frisk more interesting to be around. After all, they weren’t too innocent themself. They claimed that they couldn’t reset the timeline ever since leaving the Underground, which made it impossible to tease them about one day going back. Still, their constant loading was interesting.

Could it be friendship of some kind?

No, they were still too much of an idiot for anything like that.

“Found it,” Frisk finally exclaimed, reaching a hand out to a space just under a tree in one of the few patches of grass this place had. They paused for a moment before snickering to themself, like they had just heard a funny joke.

Flowey rolled his eyes. They always did this around save points. “What? Think it’s funny that you dragged me out here all over again?” Ugh. Every time they reloaded for their exam, Flowey would have to make the long trek back to their dorm from here with them before staring at drywall until their next attempt. Maybe he could go mess with someone in the meantime while Frisk was busy undoing it over and over again. “You know, the least you could do is let me cause a little chaos. It’s all gonna be undone when you fail again, so why don’t you just-”

Instantly, Flowey’s voice stopped.

He stopped talking.

He didn’t know why, only that he needed to right that very moment.

Something was watching him.

Immediately, Flowey’s head shot up, and he whirled around and around to try to catch what was looking at them. Frisk hadn’t gone on alert, their hand slowly receding from a point of light that was probably there. Why… why was Flowey so sure that he was being watched?

There were eyes on him. He knew that there were. Somehow, he had something’s attention. Somehow, he recognized it. He thought he did, anyway. It made his stem go rigid. It made him glance around towards wherever the eyes could be, but he didn’t know what could possibly be watching them. No one was out tonight. There were a few windows in sight, but that wouldn’t cause this.

No, he knew this. Why did he know this?

Frisk couldn’t reset ever since leaving the Underground. The thing was… Flowey thought he had a hunch as to why that was. It was only a hunch, and he never knew if someone had heard him, but a familiar feeling came from somewhere around him.

Flowey’s gaze shot towards a random point above him, and the feeling suddenly ceased entirely.

Notes:

Ope. Vibe check... passed?

Yeah the support on this one sent me into overdrive despite my internet being toast. I am using my hotspot to be here on this fine day chat.

This chapter was originally roughly 3k words longer, but since it's already at 14k I decided to be Normal and maybe give a second to breathe before the chaos that is to come. I think it's okay. The scene works just fine as the start of the next chapter. My toxic trait is turning what should be a simple scene into a giant ramble for no reason other than I like describing things like smudging a truck on accident. TACTILE FEELINGS MY BELOVED.

Slightly more insight on what the Angel can still do, some odd and some stranger. Also small glimpses into Undertale character POVs! Hoo boy am I scared of those! I sure do love writing characters who I haven't written in actual years and trying to do them justice.

If you see a hole or wonder "why doesn't X character know Y thing" (pointing at the Flowey scene and some of Asgore's narration) that will shrimply have to be shown in time. I have... written down precisely what each character Knows and it may not be as all-encompassing as you think.

Also as you can probably tell I love the Deltarune characters and there will be scenes with them. Now THEY get to haunt the narrative. Yippee yay.

And I finally get to call back to the "Who Are You" fic where I wanted to address how strange it is that we keep changing between nights from other people's perspectives. I think it is so so sad. I am normal about it. I am so normal. I was a silly little teenager when Deltarune first came out, and now I'm doing things like trying to get internet fixed and MY HOUSE'S FURNACE BREAKING. Times were simpler weren't they.

Thank you all for the wack ass support on this one though! Really wasn't sure how it would be received, and was scared it would be a nothingburger like the last attempt. I'm glad people are as into this idea as I am, because I have been rotating it in my brain all week at work and it has been driving me insane.

Chapter 3: Determination

Summary:

Monsterkind has slowly settled into a new normal in the decade that the Angel has been gone. An incorrect vessel selection has consequences. A limit is reached.

Notes:

I think this is going to be a make or break. I told you all, I am getting silly with it this fic. We're exploring ALLLLL the consequences.

Tapping the sign that this fic has a Blood and Injury warning.

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

Recoil hit the Angel all at once, air entering their lungs once more as they flinched.

That- that worked. Looking for Flowey had worked. That was him! He was on the surface! Well, they knew he was on the surface, but to see him actually moving… talking…

He looked at them.

Flowey looked at them.

How had he known? Did he even know, or was it just luck? Frisk was there too. The Angel would’ve been more shocked to see Frisk had it not been for Flowey just staring at them. The Angel remembered them as just a small kid. Seeing them walking around a college campus without a care in the world, and looking so much older…

Time moved here just as much as it did for the Angel.

They should be happy about this. They should be happy about their eventual banishment leading to lives being lived. Frisk looked happy. Even as they rushed around looking for a save point, they looked free. They smiled in ways that they had never been able to while being the Angel’s vessel. The nonchalant attitude must’ve stuck though, considering how little they reacted to Flowey’s teasing. That old striped shirt had entirely vanished, replaced with whatever Frisk scrounged up in the middle of the night. Fitting, considering how many random things they used to wear. Apparently, they’d stolen one of Sans’ jackets at some point considering the blue hoodie they had wrapped around them.

It looked a bit short now. They’d grown a lot.

A bump shook the Angel out of their thoughts. They suddenly remembered where they were, and they were moving. Finally, they blinked a few times, their view fully returning to the truck and just above it. They couldn’t angle their vision at all to check if Undyne and Asgore were in the front seat, but they could hazard a guess.

This wasn’t a fun trip where they got to meet everyone again. They had to remind themself of that.

For a moment while watching Frisk, it felt like old times.

These weren’t old times, and they needed to stop acting like it.

At least, they had a general idea of where Flowey was. However, they had no idea where that university was. It could be anywhere, and they wouldn’t have a single clue. Hopefully, Flowey seeing them meant that he would be on their case soon enough. If anyone knew anything about their capabilities, it would be him.

…Or maybe speaking to Frisk would be a good idea.

Rather, there was a person lingering around Frisk that may be worth talking to.

After all, it was them who first introduced the Angel to the concept of moving on to another world.

Maybe they didn’t know what that actually meant, but the Angel had very few leads. They were… hoping that the last option wasn’t required.

Another bump on the road caused them to wince. One of their horns clacked against the bed of the truck, and they tried to keep themself steady. When the Angel finally stabilized themself, they stopped for a moment to think about how they had managed to see Flowey.

It happened instantly. It happened without much thought. The moment the Angel wanted to see someone else, they could.

Why then could they see nothing when they reached out to their friends?

It could be something as simple as them being too far away. It could be as simple as the Angel no longer being in the same world as them. So many simple solutions would have made sense… So many different lines of reasoning could have been rational.

But the Angel couldn’t be rational.

They wanted their friends back.

The Angel knew that their friends were all dying when the man pulled them away from the world. It had been hours since then. Minutes was all it would’ve taken for them to die. Seconds was all it would have taken for a Titan to find them all and crush them.

Where were they? Why couldn’t the Angel see them?

They needed to get to Flowey. They needed to get to him now. Someone needed to get them out of this place. Someone needed to give them an answer soon. They’d likely already failed! The longer they waited, the closer everyone got to dying. Without their save points, the Angel couldn’t revert anything! If… if they just made it back, then maybe they could fix it. Maybe they could…

The truck stopped moving.

Under the tarp, the Angel could hear their own breathing. Too loud. They held their breath, trying to shut up while two doors opened. Asgore and Undyne would just go on their way, and then the Angel could figure out what college Frisk went to. Any monster had to know that information. Frisk was the savior of monsterkind! Who wouldn’t know? The Angel just needed to move after that. They needed to move a long time ago, and every ounce of pity and stalling was losing them precious time.

Cold air hit the Angel all at once.

They only had a moment to register what had happened before freezing up entirely.

Both the Angel and Asgore stared at each other, Asgore having moved to the back of his truck to check for something. Unwittingly, they’d been caught by one of Asgore’s own habits.

The Angel didn’t have time to think about that. They were paralyzed, staring at a face that looked equally as terrified of them. They thought they heard his voice panicking, yet never saw his lips move. Thoughts became loud. They were scattered, scrambling for any semblance of what the Angel was.

They could still hear thoughts. The Angel could still hear people’s thoughts. Only surface-level bubbled up. If they focused, they could pry for more, but their mind wasn’t steady either.

Before either of them could move, someone yelled from further away. “Asgore?! The hell is taking you so long?” That had to be Undyne’s voice. She caught on to the fact that Asgore wasn’t walking alongside her. That meant that she would be walking back soon.

Asgore’s eyes darted in her direction. He blinked, looking back down at the Angel like he half expected them to be gone. When they remained completely frozen in the bed of that truck, something began to change in his expression. The terror started to bleed away. His brow remained furrowed, confusion still bubbling on the surface of Asgore’s mind, but he managed to say something first, “In a moment, Undyne. It… appears we have a bit of a stowaway.” He mustered a smile at them, though it was hard to see if it met his eyes in the dark. “Howdy! You must be freezing in there!” Cautiously, he tried to reach out, as if questioning if they were real.

The Angel’s grip on their branch tightened. Sensing the hostility, Asgore took a half-step back, his hand receding. The Angel’s second pair of eyes finally caught Undyne moving closer, and their grip on the branch only grew tighter.

They couldn’t let Undyne see them.

They’d already made a mistake getting spotted once. They couldn’t do it again.

Slowly, the Angel tried to get in a better position. They unstuck themself from the bottom of the truck bed, branch in hand. They would need it soon. None of their breaths came out correctly, and their eyes remained trained on Asgore. Would he lunge soon? Would he demand why they looked like someone he was supposed to know?

Instead, Asgore kept his expression schooled. He had been a king for quite a while, and that started to show. “I do not believe that we have met before. What… are you doing back there?”

Questions. The Angel couldn’t answer these questions. They couldn’t even speak. They could feel their soul churning in their chest, like it wanted to speak, but they couldn’t. Vocal cords didn’t work correctly. Muscle memory for mouth movements didn’t work with a snout like this.

The Angel caught Undyne approaching from the other side of the truck, and panic finally took hold of their soul. Eyes were on them that should never have seen them again. They were in a world that no longer wanted them. Another world desperately needed them now. The world was too large to search in what little time they had. The bed of this truck was too small to hide in.

As if realizing something obvious, Asgore made an “ah” sound before reaching out once more. “You must be too cold to answer. It is all right. Give me your hand, and we will get you somewhere warm.”

A hand began to move towards the Angel.

They couldn’t move.

Their vision focused entirely on that hand, watching as it got closer and closer to their body. Breaths became more uneven. Something began to boil in the Angel’s chest. They… they wanted that thing away. They knew what would happen if Asgore touched them. No one should be able to touch them.

Ralsei hadn’t been allowed to touch them whenever he tried to hug them or protect their soul whenever it was vulnerable. No matter how many times he wrapped a soul up in his scarf, the Angel never felt that kindness. Susie’s headbutts and noogies were always for someone else. Even when she meant it towards the Angel, they never knew the feeling of a friend’s knuckles in their hair. And Kris… Kris had felt most of those feelings in the Angel’s stead. When the Angel admitted that they couldn’t feel a thing, Kris got really quiet. One day, they tried…

Kris tried explaining to them what a hug felt like. 

No one should be allowed to touch them. None of these people should be allowed to touch them. The only people who the Angel would ever feel safe being touched by were their friends.

And yet, Asgore’s hand grazed theirs.

Fleeting warmth brushed against the Angel for the briefest of moments.

Get out. Get out get out get out.

Flee.

Red flashed on the Angel’s chest. In a blur, they leapt out of the back of the truck, tumbling onto the pavement. They weren’t lucky enough to land in grass, but the pain barely registered as they tried to push their body up. They only thought of running. They needed to run.

As if they would be getting hit soon, the Angel’s soul remained visible on their chest. Red surrounded the Angel’s body, shrouding them in the power that would have protected their friends if they were still here. Instead, it was only the Angel, and they desperately tried to use the branch to get back on their feet.

They took one glance back. A dim, red light revealed what the two of their assailants had seen. Asgore’s eyes looked wider than they’d ever seen before. Undyne’s mouth formed into a scowl, her gaze trained on the soul on the Angel’s chest.

Oh.

With what little stability they had on their own two legs, the Angel darted away. They didn’t know where they were going, only that they needed to get out. If they could just find Flowey… if they could just find somewhere to hide, then they could get away.

Both of their legs started to slowly obey, but every step came out staggered. The Angel tried to focus on just moving, but their vision was swimming after hitting the ground that hard. They had just gotten up after laying still for who knew how long, and they didn’t yet know how to walk. Puffs of air forced their way out of the Angel’s lungs as they stumbled towards any semblance of escape.

The resounding thuds of Undyne’s footsteps behind them dashed all of their hopes. She yelled after them, “Where the hell do you think you’re going, punk?”

The Angel was right. They couldn’t outrun Undyne.

And yet, they kept moving. They lasted longer than they thought they would while stumbling away, even though Undyne should have caught up by now.

A blue spear whizzed past the Angel’s head, Undyne growling behind them, “Why the hell is a battle not starting?”

The moment of confusion caused the Angel to glance back at her. She had another spear in hand, and kept brandishing it like something was supposed to happen. Many times, the Angel had listened in on Ralsei explaining combat. Apparently, all of their friends learned how to initiate combat alone if the Angel couldn’t interpose their soul anymore. That became a necessity when they were briefly separated in the church. It was how combat usually started. If an enemy tried to harm anyone, the Angel’s soul would get in the way, forcing a battle to operate on their terms.

There was… one exception.

Whenever the explicit goal was to evade combat, the Angel would take damage directly instead of being drawn into a fight.

It allowed them to get a few steps further before Undyne’s spear began to glow a bright green in the darkness. Realization struck them when Undyne finished charging her magic. It was just as the Angel said. They could not outrun her even if they could run properly.

A surge of green magic washed through the Angel’s body. The air around them suddenly became heavy, and all of their limbs locked up. The remaining momentum from their hobbling ended instantly like they’d crashed into a wall. When the Angel tried to breathe again, their lungs protested while being crushed by the suffocating magic.

They couldn’t escape.

Taking the branch in their hand, the Angel whirled around to face Undyne. They tried to form words as she marched closer. Over and over again they moved their lips, but only a choked noise came out. Please. Please let me go. They needed to go. They needed to leave. Please don’t touch them. Please. Shakily, they brandished the branch in their hand like it could do anything.

Too close. She came too close, her spear still in hand. “Oh, wanna fight now, do ya?” She glanced at the branch that the Angel held, putting a hand on her hip. “Done running away like a damn coward?”

The Angel had entirely forgotten about Asgore by the time he put a hand on Undyne’s shoulder. Looking a bit winded himself, he glanced between Undyne and the Angel while trying to calm things down. “Now now, I am sure there is a reasonable explanation for all of this. There’s…” He looked unsure when his eyes trailed back up to the Angel, a monster with a human soul glowing green on their chest. “There’s no reason to fight.”

As if that was the most absurd thing she’d heard in her life, Undyne scoffed and pointed at the Angel, “They have a human soul, Asgore!” Again, without waiting for an answer, she advanced on the Angel. “You’re coming with me, and you’re going to give me a straight answer on why the hell you decided to put everyone’s hopes and dreams in danger.”

One last threat.

That’s what they were.

They should’ve listened.

Undyne put a hand on them. They couldn’t move. They couldn’t flee. All the Angel knew was that something had touched them, and it wanted to hurt them.

Their soul resonated. It called out for a fight.

A primal instinct triggered. The Angel’s soul flashed brighter on their chest, and the world suddenly began to focus on the three of them. Ralsei explained it well. When a battle occurred, sometimes the rest of the world no longer mattered. It allowed for the Angel to focus on only the fight. It let them focus on what needed to be done. And yet, they remembered a melting monster sifting through cracks of wood. It caused them to hesitate.

Any call for battle abruptly ceased.

Before the Angel’s soul could fly out, Undyne practically wrapped her arms around them, hoisting them over her shoulder like a sack of potatoes. If Asgore lightly grazing them was bad, this was a nightmare. The Angel’s soul once more sparked, their entire body glowing with that red outline again. They thrashed, trying to break out of her hold, but she was far too strong. All of the contact made their body burn, as if their soul was registering this as damage.

As if completely unaware of their turmoil, Undyne leisurely turned around to Asgore, keeping the Angel secure with one arm. “Aren’t uh… monsters with human souls supposed to be really strong?” Her one eye flicked to the thrashing monster on her shoulders. “Kinda lame, not gonna lie.”

The Angel couldn’t see Asgore’s face. They were barely following the conversation. They didn’t want to hurt Undyne, but they wanted to get out. She hadn’t taken their stick yet, so the Angel tried to angle it to whack at her.

Her other hand snatched it from them, tossing it away. “You’re an idiot.” She chastised them, shaking her head in disbelief at the attempt.

Unhelpfully, Asgore tried to walk around to get in the Angel’s view, holding out his hands to try to placate them. “Now now, easy. I am sure this is… distressing for you, but you must understand that… well… we do need to have a quick chat with you.”

They didn’t care. Every ounce of their body screamed at them to get away. Every part of their body in contact with Undyne burned, and yet they couldn’t feel their health getting any lower. Their fingertips were going numb as they tried to scratch at her, but she didn’t seem to care at all on account of the scales.

Undyne readjusted them on her shoulder before walking off in a random direction. “I don’t feel like talking while they’re throwing a damn tantrum.” She waved at Asgore with her free hand as if telling him to follow. “Guess tonight just got exciting, huh?”

She acted like this was a joke. She acted like this was funny. The Angel started to snarl. Half-formed words tried to slip out of their throat, but they couldn’t manage to form anything coherent. Did she think this was funny? Did she think that wasting their time and dragging them around was good? The Angel was falling behind again! They were… they needed to find Flowey! They needed to find Frisk!

Almost apologetically, Asgore picked up their branch like it was something dear to the Angel and followed behind. He did not stop what was happening.

Dismissive. That’s what Undyne was. That’s what she was in the other world too when she thought things were too boring around town. There she was, complaining about how boring things were while Kris and Susie faced something much larger than them alone. And yet, Susie still ran after Undyne when the Knight took her. She pounded on the door trying to break in. The Angel still tried to find bunker codes despite the fact that Undyne laughed in Kris’ face about Dark Worlds. 

Some things stayed the same, didn’t they?

The Angel continued being carried off, the first seed of resentment beginning to form in their chest. A painful realization started to slowly creep through their soul.

These weren’t their friends.

At this rate, these people were going to keep them from finding their real ones.

Undyne adjusted the Angel again. The burning feeling came back. Instead of their vessel receiving that pain again, something in the Angel started to twist. A familiar sensation of distance started to wash over them. Scales that haphazardly pinned them down suddenly became muted. Loud voices in the dead of night grew less distinct. The Angel’s senses started to tighten, and they receded.

They stopped feeling entirely.

 


 

Well, Asgore thought that certainly could have gone better.

“Better” was an understatement. Out of all the things Asgore expected to see when checking the back of his truck, a monster hiding there wasn’t in his immediate thoughts. The monster having a familiar face put him off-balance even further. Then, when they tried to flee…

Well, there were only a few records in history of monsters absorbing human souls. It just so happened that this one shared the face of the last monster to absorb a human soul.

Asgore… shouldn’t get ahead of himself. There had to be a reasonable explanation for this. Though, try as he might, he could not march through the whirlwind in his head. Asgore’s own species of monster had been diminished ever since the war. Anyone except Asgore and Toriel had perished. Boss monsters were prime targets, especially when they were the only ones who could remotely stand a chance against a human. So, Asgore knew that no monster should look like the one currently slung over Undyne’s shoulder.

Had it not been for the discolored fur and horns, which raised many questions that Asgore did not have answers to, he may have briefly confused them for someone else. He did, when he saw that face in the woods... when he still couldn't quite make out the golden fur through the dark. That face must have actually been there, and that face was paralyzed in fear the moment Asgore spotted them.

Then… there was the soul. As much as Asgore loathed the fact that the monster seemed scared, this needed to be taken elsewhere as soon as possible. Under no circumstances was a monster meant to absorb a human soul. No one wanted a being with unfathomable power to be let loose. The humans especially did not want this to happen. Even in situations where the soul was given, it was simply not to be done. The chances of another war breaking out due to fear of a monster’s power was too much.

After all, that was why the last war started.

No one could see this. No one could see a monster with a human soul. Asgore needed to determine why this happened and to prepare for the worst. He supposed that something like this would have eventually happened. Over a decade on the surface, and things had gone smoothly for a bit too long it seemed. 

That monster was putting up a fight. Asgore found it strange that they could not simply call upon magic to ward off Undyne. They merely thrashed around instead of calling upon limitless power that they should have.

Then, like something had been turned off in their head, the monster went entirely limp. The strange red outline that shrouded their body dissipated. 

Undyne glanced over her shoulder, rolling her eyes. “Finally. That was getting annoying.”

Asgore wished that they didn’t have to carry the monster around like this, but it had to be done to get them out of the way. Where they were headed put a pit in his stomach that he didn’t like, but he needed to do everything in his power to keep the nearby humans placated when they found out about the soul. That being said, humans may have… slightly lost the meaning of unfathomable power in the years that monsters had been underground, and a few of their demands about soul absorption were… doable but shortsighted.

The nearby police station had been used a handful of times in Asgore’s memory. It was placed there by necessity at the nearby city’s request. Any monsters who had absorbed a human soul were to be detained as soon as possible, which…

Well, Asgore didn’t politely point out how little that would do against a monster with a human soul. After all, it was a very small demand, and one that was far more merciful than he expected when an entire civilization reemerged from the mountains. There were other demands of course, but this one was simple.

Throughout their entire walk, the monster didn’t begin thrashing again. At one point, Asgore worried that something may have happened to them, but he could not tell. Their eyes were still open, staring straight ahead and never moving a single time. It was like they completely locked up. Perhaps, the cold finally whittled away all of their stamina. Hypothermia was something Asgore rarely had to deal with, but considering how long this monster was out in the woods…

Hopefully, they would be okay with answering a few questions. Asgore would rather have taken them somewhere warmer where they could take a chance to recuperate, but if anyone found out that he was harboring a monster with a human soul… the consequences could be devastating.

Still, his eyes lingered on their face for a moment. They’d crashed into the pavement when trying to run from him. However, he dared not reach out in an attempt to heal them. They tried to flee from him last time after all.

This needed to be handled with care. Hopefully, Undyne thought the same. She looked like she was fuming, and reasonably so. Everyone knew the consequences for absorbing a human soul.

It could cost everyone their freedom.

Finally, they made it to the police station. It was a sad thing, admittedly. While the Royal Guard had been disbanded, its previous members helped whenever an issue arose in town. This place was merely for emergencies like this, and no emergency had occurred in… well… in forever. 

It left the station dusty and rather barren. When they walked in, the lights barely flickered on. Cobwebs had grown across filing cabinets and tables. A lone holding cell sat in the corner, there by request of the nearby city. It would not hold a monster with a human soul, but with the amount of thrashing this monster did, it may be best to put them in there for their own safety.

Asgore did not want to. Every ounce of him didn’t want to do this, but they had been given clear instructions on what humans expected of them in a situation like this. Quite frankly, Asgore found their demands rather reasonable considering the alternative. No one wanted another war. The humans preferred a peaceful detainment. This way, they could determine whether or not the soul absorption was due to a kill or accidental. After that, it was a matter of whether or not the monster was hostile. This had not always been the protocol ever since monsters emerged from the Underground, but Asgore was grateful for the changes made. It took hard work to get here.

And yet, Asgore still had reservations creeping into the back of his mind.

Somehow, it still felt wrong. That monster’s face hadn’t moved ever since they stopped fighting, and yet they still reminded him of-

He needed answers. He needed to make sure that this monster wouldn’t run. At least, he kept their walking stick. They seemed to have issues walking, and Asgore didn’t want to make that any worse.

Distantly, he wished that he could run to his house and find a blanket. Such things should have been stored in this place in hindsight, but very little adorned the lone table and few filing cabinets that made up this small station. The corkboard had nothing on it. A few batons, a first-aid kit, and cuffs had been lent to this place by the nearby city, but they’d never seen any real use. 

Undyne already opened the cell. The only chairs in here were metallic, and she pulled a few into the confined space. Ah, that was a good solution! The monster didn’t exactly seem all that capable of fighting, if Asgore could be honest. Beginning by being in the cell with them would at least perhaps make them feel less detached from everyone else. 

After all, their panic could be a result of something far worse. Asgore remembered very well what the first recorded soul absorption was like. He would need to ask them how that came about. It could shed some light on the situation, and perhaps give the humans a bit more of a reason to let this one go.

Undyne sat the monster down in a chair while she sat in her own. The chairs were a bit small for Asgore, and it was uncomfortable when he sat down as well, but all would be fine.

The monster kept staring straight ahead, not acknowledging either of them. Their gaze briefly went to the cell door as it shut before returning to an utterly neutral position.

Their face looked panicked before. Now, not a singular expression came through.

How peculiar.

Asgore cleared his throat, attempting to get their attention. Their head didn’t move. Ah well, maybe they were still listening. “Erm… apologies for… needing to drag you all the way in here. We will try to get this resolved as soon as possible,” Asgore politely tried to promise, but he knew that it wouldn’t be a possibility at all. The humans were going to want to judge if this monster was a threat. Again, the monster did not react, so Asgore continued, “What is your name?”

Almost imperceptibly, the monster’s eyes narrowed. No answer came.

After a few beats of silence, Undyne groaned, “Listen, you’ve already caused so many issues. At least make this part easy for us.”

Then again, it may not be their choice. Asgore remembered the monster snarling. Not a single time did words come out of their mouth, though that could just be panic. Still, after all that had happened, it would be polite to ask. “Are you able to speak?”

Finally, an answer came. The monster shook their head.

The fins on the side of Undyne’s head sagged for a second. Some of the fire in her eye died, and she immediately got up to go get something. Asgore could not blame her for her haste. It had to be an early hour in the morning at this point. The sun wouldn’t be up for another few hours. She hadn’t slept on account of the sighting over the mountains, and she knew very well what the consequences of soul absorption were.

Still, it would be wise to try to treat the situation with a bit of care.

Thankfully, Undyne was one step ahead of him. From outside the cell, Undyne asked, “Can you write?”

The monster stared at her for a few seconds. They glanced down at their own hand before nodding, though the action didn’t seem as sure.

Well, that would work nicely! Despite their previous thrashing, the monster didn’t appear hostile anymore. However, they watched Undyne bring a notepad back, and if Asgore didn’t know any better, he’d say they were looking a tad impatient. The only movement the monster gave was their leg bouncing over and over while she came back.

As soon as the notepad was placed in their hands, Undyne asked again, “So, what’s your name-”

The monster wasn’t listening. Their grip on the pen had to be readjusted multiple times, but they began to scribble something on the notepad as if ignoring her question. When they finished, they turned the notepad around, their expression still remaining completely neutral.

“Let go. Kris. Susie. Ralsei. Where.”

Undyne squinted at it before groaning yet again, “Your name. We’re not letting you out until we have something to tell the humans.”

She pointedly did not bring up the fact that the monster would likely have to stay here for much longer.

Again, the monster tapped the pen insistently against the notepad. When no one responded, they circled the names again like they were recognizable. Asgore… did try to recall anyone with those names. Only one sounded familiar, but that was back in the days of the Underground.

As if frustrated, the monster took the notepad back, once more scrawling something. Their gaze flicked towards Asgore for a moment before they turned the notepad towards him specifically, pointing at the words that they wanted to show him.

“Noelle Holiday.”

And that name… Asgore did recognize. The spelling was slightly off, but the last name was correct.

It wasn’t like the Holidays weren’t known in the Underground. The community of Snowdin all knew each other quite well, even if some parts were off the beaten path. Even now on the surface, Asgore liked checking in with what remained of the Holiday family. Even if Rudy could not see the surface, his children did. The youngest had a spark in her eyes that always made Asgore believe that all of the strife was worth it.

So… why was this monster asking for her?

Asgore put a hand on the notepad to try to lower it, which caused the monster’s hand to flinch backwards. Ah, he should know better than to try to touch them. Despite their expression remaining almost entirely neutral, they still reacted harshly whenever he got close. Still, he needed to make something clear: “We can focus on what you need after we… handle the current situation. There are things a tad more dire at stake right now, I am afraid.”

Something broke in the monster’s practiced neutrality. Their lips curled up like they were beginning to snarl again, but the noise never came out.

Undyne tried to get things back on track. “Just give us your name, or we’re going to have to figure it out ourselves.” 

Checking. She was referring to checking. 

That at least got the monster to pay attention to her. They scowled before their motions lost fluidity once more. Finally, they started scrawling something with a little less desperation. They paused a few times, as if considering what they were about to do before finally turning the notepad around again.

“Called the Angel. Other world.” They tapped the three names again. “Not from here.”

Undyne’s eye twitched. She glanced at Asgore for a second, trying to stay calm even though she likely wanted to blow up. “Okay, so you’re just being annoying on purpose.” 

However, it did get Asgore thinking. Yes, they were dodging the question once more, but could they have heard the monsters talking about what was over the mountain? They may have run into someone near Mt. Ebott who recognized the light over the mountains. It was something he at least wanted to check in on, so he asked, “There was… actually a disturbance over the mountains earlier this morning. People have taken to calling it the Angel. Was… that related to you?”

Asgore did not miss the way the monster glanced away for a moment. They did know something about it, it seemed. And yet, they did not elaborate. They simply returned to neutrality moments after.

Well, they likely weren’t getting anywhere with that. Asgore took the lead once more, trying to bring this about politely. Some of their writings didn’t seem… sensible. “Well, I am going to have to cast a check on you to make sure that… well… that you are all right. We will need a name to give to the humans when we report this, so… if your own name makes you uncomfortable, an alias would be appreciated.”

The monster tilted their head like they were confused about something. They did not make a move to write a name on their notepad. They only waited.

Well, here went nothing. “You will feel a slight tug. Not to worry, we won’t need to engage you in a fight.”

That eased some of the tension in the monster’s shoulders, but their eyes stayed trained on Asgore. Checks were an easy spell. Anyone, even those with limited magical capabilities, could perform its simplest version. It was a spell taught to children who were just beginning to learn how to express themselves. Hopefully, the monster would recognize it and not be concerned with the tug on their soul.

Asgore focused. He could do it without effort nowadays, but this was a human soul he was calling out to. His own soul reached out, attempting to gather an understanding of who he was speaking to. A check asked a question. Asgore always liked to compare it to a small introduction. It asked what or who something was. A few numbers came with it, representing the monster’s own will to fight. Even humans could be checked like this! If willing, a soul would answer. Asgore only hoped that the monster’s soul was willing.

Ah, he could envision it now.

Except…

Asgore tried to focus on the name of the soul. Perhaps it had been obfuscated with the soul absorption, but the monster’s soul should still be part of the human soul. He should still be able to call out. It was… possible to hide statistics, but what Asgore received from the check didn’t feel like hiding.

The name twitched. It writhed. As if it were alive, it shifted over and over again. It could not decide on what it was.

That… that was all right. Asgore didn’t need to look any further at the name. The monster had made their point. He stopped focusing on the name, yet felt a shiver go up his spine when he pried himself away from it. Instead, he focused on the monster’s capabilities. 

Attack and defense dictated a monster’s will to fight and their natural capabilities. A monster such as this should have unfathomable power. However, as Asgore tried to focus on the numbers, he saw the exact opposite. Their attack and defense were both at a mere ten. While it wasn’t anything absurdly low for a monster of their age, it certainly was low for a boss monster, let alone a boss monster with a human soul. Perhaps, they merely had no will to fight, but they seemed utterly neutral to their current situation.

Undyne nudged his shoulder, checking in. “Uh, you okay?”

Perhaps, Asgore needed to perform a deeper check. Some stats were harder to pry into, and extremely difficult to detect. Asgore worried that something was deeply wrong, and he needed to see a little bit deeper. Checks could be expanded upon. Like many other forms of magic, more elaborate versions existed. Asgore’s own fire became more complex the longer and harder he fought. Checking could do the same, and he needed to do so now.

Seeing one’s health became useful for injuries. The monster had taken quite the spill earlier, so perhaps he should have checked sooner. Other things could be pried into, though those other things were reserved for a very select few people. Seeing one’s LOVE was… a difficult ability to grapple with. It allowed one to see just how many sins a target had committed. LOVE became a permanent mark in that way. No matter how hard someone tried to be better, it could never be washed away. It was unwise to let judgement be passed by a number. Asgore tried to do it before to make his own sins easier to commit.

This would at least determine whether or not the monster did kill.

So, Asgore increased the strength of his check. The monster grimaced, the tug on their soul becoming more violent. However, they stayed put, even though their eyes trailed up to Asgore as if they were considering lashing out.

The name remained obfuscated. The stats stayed unchanged.

The health… made no sense whatsoever.

6/20 HP

Twenty.

Even children had more health than that.

They had a mere twenty, and most of it had already been depleted. They were a monster with a human soul, and yet…

Their LOVE came next.

LV 1.

So, it was not their hands that killed the human.

Was… that why their stats were so low?

No. No, that didn’t make any sense. The stats should have increased exponentially with soul absorption. More and more questions opened up. He was staring at a puzzle where none of the pieces properly connected. Asgore glanced at the monster who had taken to scribbling on the notepad again. Trying to keep the feeling in his throat down, he asked, “Are you… erm… hiding your stats, perhaps?” It was entirely possible. No other logical explanation existed. They should be far stronger than this. Monsters could hide their stats… but… they were also so wounded. A mere strike could kill them if they weren’t careful! “Do… do you need healing?” Asgore questioned next, concerned that this monster may be hiding their true injuries.

The monster tilted their head for a second before going back to scribbling. They did not seem perturbed by the question. When they finished, they’d circled the names again, putting a new message under them.

“In danger. Wasting time. Have to find them.”

Even in a state like this, they continued asking for those names. Kris, Susie, and Ralsei. One of the Holidays had been included in that as well. Other than this monster appearing, it had been a rather peaceful night. Still, he would be a fool if he did not at least check for danger. After this, he would need to go and make sure everything was fine at the Holiday residence. Carol likely had things under control, knowing her. Right now, Asgore needed to handle the here and now.

He could send Undyne. However, she seemed more likely to bust down their door with how annoyed she was becoming with the monster in front of them. Undyne looked like she wanted to smash the notepad that had given no real answers before she took a deep breath, sighing, “You do know that you’ve put all of us in danger by absorbing that soul, right? Did you even think about that before taking it?”

The monster’s grip on their pen tightened. Again, they started scrawling. When they brought the notepad back up, they had made a drawing that almost looked like chicken-scratch had it not been for the heart-like shape it vaguely resembled.

“Did not take. Mine.” They had drawn an arrow to the heart.

Undyne put a hand on her face and did not resurface for a few moments. When she finally did, it came with bared teeth. “Monsters do not have human souls. I don’t care if you think it’s yours. Where. Did. You. Get. It.”

Neutrality broke. The monster scowled, writing more roughly than before. When they showed the notepad again, it looked like they’d punctured one of the pages in the process.

“Got body.” Another arrow had been drawn to the heart, something written under it. “Me.”

What… did they mean?

Asgore supposed that it could be possible for a human to still be conscious when their soul had been taken. Although, the thought gave him pause. It gave him more than pause, something icy creeping through his veins. What… if souls were still conscious after they perished? The soul was the culmination of one’s being. It was all someone was. If a human soul persisted after death, then could the human as well?

Six souls in glass jars flooded Asgore’s memory. Asriel’s face clouded his mind.

Were all of those fallen souls conscious the entire time?

Did both of his children perish together?

This was something that Alphys would have to be contacted about. She had worked with the human souls for a brief amount of time. If anyone would know, it would be her.

Undyne must’ve been running through the same thought process as him, because she now suddenly looked off balance. She sounded unsure when she quietly wondered, “So… are you the human then?” Mortification crossed her face. If a human died tonight, and had been killed by a monster, then it made perfect sense as to why they tried to run away when spotted in the truck. They’d been killed by the last monster they met. Perhaps, the stats Asgore saw were merely the soul’s rather than the monster. Checking had never been performed in a situation like this.

And yet, the monster still looked annoyed by that. They wrote for a second, stopped, and then thought before scribbling something down. 

“Sure.”

It was as much of an answer as they were going to get. Undyne suddenly looked very out of her depth, but she tried to lean back in her chair to give the monster some space. If the monster’s body was currently being controlled by a human, then the two of them needed to handle this with utmost care.

Undyne put a hand on her chin, quietly questioning the soul, “What uh… killed you then?”

Again, the monster circled the names that they were so insistent about. They took longer to write something down, like they were thinking about every word the pen painstakingly etched. When they finally showed the notepad, more words than they’d written thus far were given. Their motor skills were slowly improving it seemed.

“Same thing that will kill them. Need to find them.”

That… hardly made any sense. Was there a trail of destruction being left somewhere? Had a monster unwittingly absorbed a soul? If there was something nearby, especially near the mountain, then someone would have seen something. While monsters attested to the Angel being over the mountain, Asgore didn’t see or hear a thing when he investigated. “Did… erm… the monster you’re currently inhabiting… accidentally absorb your soul?” He needed this information at the very least to keep the humans placated. Asgore still didn’t have the answers he needed about why they looked the way they did. He wondered if he should ask Tori, but… she would likely have his head for the insinuation.

The monster let out an audible sigh. The writing got faster.

“No monster. Just me. Hard to explain.”

Everything only became more confusing, and yet they wrote the words with desperation like they wanted to get out of here as soon as possible. Before anyone could launch another question at them, they kept writing, their words getting less and less legible like they had suddenly decided too much time was spent here.

“Let me out. Need Flowey. Need Frisk. Need to find-” They drew another arrow towards the three names. 

Undyne must’ve seen something she didn’t like, because her suspicions immediately began to grow again. Asgore understood why as well. This monster could be lying their way out of culpability by pretending to be only the soul. Perhaps, it was them who did not properly understand how souls worked. The monster seemed very insistent on being let go as soon as possible.

“Listen, whether you’re that soul or the monster lying to us, you can’t leave,” Undyne emphasized, putting her fist in the palm of her hand. “I don’t know why the hell you want Frisk, but they’re gonna have to be here to do damage control thanks to whatever the hell this is.” She glanced away, muttering the next part under her breath, “...Even though it’s not their job. Guess their life is getting interrupted again.”

Something about that caused the monster’s eyes to narrow. Their lips began to curl up ever-so-slightly.

When the monster looked more aggressive, Asgore immediately put up his hands to try to calm them down. This did nothing, but he still spoke as calmly as he could, “What Undyne is trying to say is that… as I’m sure you know, soul absorption has a protocol that we are meant to follow. I will try to accommodate you as best I can, but I’m afraid that you have to stay here until the humans arrive.”

The monster shook their head. More hastily, they scribbled, “They will die. How long?”

Asgore didn’t know. This hadn’t happened before. For something as dire as this, he’d think it would be soon. “No longer than a week, I suppose.”

He didn’t even get a chance to finish his thought before the soul suddenly flashed into view again. That red outline formed around the monster’s body as they dashed to their feet, scrambling towards the cell door. Before they could make it anywhere close, Undyne lunged for them, wrapping her arms tightly around their body so that they couldn’t get any further.

The notepad had been entirely forgotten as the monster struggled, kicking and flailing as much as they could. That snarl came back, and all of the anger that had been present the last time they were grabbed came back tenfold. 

Undyne didn’t say a word as she carried them back to their chair. She’d had enough of this. When she finally shoved them back into place, their soul remained on their chest, like they were still prepared to run.

To try to ease their worries, Asgore suggested, “Perhaps, if you gave us descriptions of who you are looking for, we could keep an eye out for them?”

The monster glanced at Undyne. They glanced at the cell door. While they were weighing their options, a spear appeared in Undyne’s hand. She swiped it over their body, locking them in place so that they couldn’t go anywhere. That would take some of Undyne’s concentration for a bit, but it was likely all that she could do to keep the monster from trying to run again without physically harming them.

Carefully, Asgore picked up the discarded notepad and pen. He handed it back to them, knowing that they couldn’t exactly get it on their own with their soul like that. 

The monster’s neutrality had entirely gone. Their chest rose and fell rapidly, and their writing grew shaky while they hastily tried to explain.

“Not here. I have to find them. You can’t. They die soon.” 

Undyne kept the green magic on their soul. She stared at the notepad for a bit, the entire situation looking more and more incredulous to her. “Kinda weird how specific the requirements are for you finding these people. I’m starting to think they’re not real.”

All writing on the notepad ceased immediately.

The soul on the monster’s chest started to twitch. Undyne’s one good eye narrowed as the monster’s gaze turned icy, staring directly through her. Slowly, the air began to grow heavier. 

The pen in the monster’s hand snapped, ink spewing all over their fur.

And for the first time in this entire conversation, another voice spoke.

“Shut… up…”

The soul kept twitching. Undyne kept her focus on her magic, but the monster talking only emboldened her. “And you can talk too. Let me guess, the soul thing was a lie too then, huh? Think you can just lie your way out of endangering monsters and humans-”

The green magic around the soul shattered.

Asgore rose from his seat when a torrent of something other washed over him. Soul magic had been countered, and something new began to take its place.

In the moment Asgore saw the monster move, he swore he saw something silver behind their head.

The once green soul began to shift to a vibrant yellow. The same color overtook the monster’s eyes as they rose to their feet. When the magic shattered, Undyne braced herself, undoubtedly ready for the fight that would come.

And yet, the monster didn’t engage in a battle.

The yellow soul leapt to their fingertips, and raw power began to channel through it. The monster’s voice returned, all words being forced out like their very life depended on it.

“STOP… TALKING!”

Undyne dove to the side, barely evading a blast of energy soaring past her head. Soul magic was known to Asgore. He’d seen Frisk use a similar form of magic on their own. And yet, the blast that soared out at Undyne came out violently, leaving a crack in the wall where it struck. 

Asgore could take hits that she could not. When the soul began to charge again, the monster advancing on the exit of their cell, Asgore let Undyne rush through the door while he stood in the way.

The monster’s soul pointed at Undyne through the bars. Undeterred by her retreat, they began firing smaller bolts of energy her way. With every shot, their lips curled up higher. 

Undyne wasn’t one to run away for long. She kept her spear raised, but she didn’t need to. Asgore watched as the bolts of energy collided with… well… one of Alphys’ installations here. While the cell wasn’t the best at containing a monster, its walls could at least contain some magic. The bolts fizzled as they tried to pass through the space. Undyne glared, and Asgore knew that she didn’t like hiding behind something. Still, she remained undeterred, her voice rising, “So the whole not being able to fight schtick is gone too, huh? Can’t keep a damn thing straight, can y-”

Another blast of energy fired. The energy collided with the wall again, the blast not quite fizzling entirely. It struggled against the wall for a moment like it would tear through and chase after Undyne for her words, but the spell eventually died out all the same.

That was enough.

He didn’t look at the monster first. Instead, he looked at Undyne, demanding, “Stop.”

Tension broke.

All fighting spirit died out the moment she was chastised. Over and over again, Asgore tried to remind himself that she knew the stakes just as well as he did. However, he needed her out of here. The aggressiveness was not helping. While it may be warranted considering the circumstances, Asgore needed to put his foot down and put a stop to this.

When Asgore looked back at the monster, he found the soul pointed directly at his face.

He remained undeterred, staring past the soul and at the monster who looked very prepared to go through him. He would fight if he must, but he had done enough fighting in his lifetime. If Asgore could, he would avoid it as best he can. Seeing that face staring at him with such intent…

If he had to strike someone with an appearance so uncanny, he may never be able to shut his eyes again without that guilt creeping in. It was already horrible enough that they were confined here, but he had to set aside sentimentality to keep his people safe.

So, Asgore did the best he could, even though he started down a monster with unfathomable rage burning in their eyes. He knew that rage. He knew that want to tear everything apart after something dear had been stolen. So, he said what he could, “The guard will be contacted to look for those you spoke of. We cannot… do anything more. You must understand, the state of you and your soul requires that we follow steps closely, or every monster will be in danger.”

Yellow light continued burning in the monster’s eyes. They did not release the energy in their soul, their lips moving to try to form mangled words again. Every word came out slightly wrong in a raspy whisper, like they tried to force it out, “Can’t… won’t find them.”

“This is not… a permanent arrangement,” Asgore tried reassuring them, “No one wishes for another war. No one wishes for any further bloodshed. It may be possible for you to leave this place, but you must remain here until the humans have met you.”

“Leaving,” the monster reiterated, though not for the reason Asgore believed, “Will vanish… no longer… an issue… for you.” Every word sounded raspier and raspier, like they were losing the ability to talk the longer they argued.

Asgore didn’t understand the meaning of their words, but he remained firm. Cautiously, he leaned down, picking up the discarded pieces of the pen that the monster shattered in their hand. Thankfully, it was close enough to where he did not have to leave the cell entrance. This… would be difficult. “I will… get you another pen. If you could, I would appreciate you writing down what you know of these people you are looking for.”

Frustration grew. The end of the monster’s hand shook, like they were questioning whether or not to fire. “They’ll die. Listen… Please…”

It was difficult to stare at their face and reject the way they pleaded for him to listen. If he could, he would gladly delay their fate for longer. Hopefully, the monster wouldn’t be deemed a threat, but based on their state now, Asgore was not sure what would happen. He just needed to hope that he could calm them down in the meantime while Asgore contacted the humans.

Asgore took a deep breath. “I will get you whatever you need to make you more comfortable.” He needed to be strong just this once. He still hardly had answers for why the monster looked the way they did, but those questions would have to wait until they had calmed down. It’d been a long night for everyone. “Please, try to rest.”

The monster grimaced. Their jaw set. Under their breath, they muttered, “Sorry.”

Energy released. A blast of pure, yellow light with an imprint of the soul lashed out at Asgore. He was lucky enough for the monster to lower the blast towards his chest before they released it, but he felt it all the same.

When it struck, it made him stumble backwards. The air momentarily left his lungs, the actual impact hurting more than the burning sensation that lingered for only a moment. It was as if he’d been punched by something much larger than him, and yet did not feel as strong as he expected it to be. It could have brought harm if it struck anything else, but he could withstand it well enough.

It was enough to leave an opening for the monster to escape.

Thankfully, Undyne disregarded his previous orders. When the monster tried to run through the open passageway, blue spears erupted from the ground in front of their escape. The monster hesitated for the briefest of moments when their path was blocked, and it bought Undyne just enough time.

A spear formed beside the door, the end ramming into one of the bars. The spears blocking the way dipped as a door swung just through where they once were. It slammed shut, and Undyne immediately rushed forward before the monster could try to open it again.

She had the keys to the cell after all, and she locked it quickly.

Asgore sat there for a moment, watching the monster fire blast after blast at the barrier that cancelled their magic. Desperation kept flashing in their eyes as they tried again and again but to no avail. 

He loathed this.

There were so many questions he wished to ask.

Were they a monster somewhere within the Underground? Had they only come to the surface recently, and their first introduction to the land was a cold cell that hadn’t been tended to in ages? Where were they from? Who were their parents? Was the monster in there at all, or was it truly the human speaking? Most importantly, he just wished to know why they reminded him so much of Asriel.

However, the humans were clear in what they wanted when a monster absorbed a human soul. He had to remind himself of that. Emotions could not get the better of him when making decisions regarding his people’s future. He already made that mistake once, promising hope through the murder of humans. He needed… he needed to ensure that no more death came. Another war could not be started over this.

It was just… all so sudden.

Undyne finally finished with the lock, stepping back. She didn’t regard the monster any further, even as they struggled against the magical confines. Instead, Undyne passed by him, checking in, “You… good?”

Despite the blast pushing him backwards, Asgore didn’t feel like it’d really hurt him. In fact, his health hadn’t drained at all. It was still a powerful hit, but he certainly didn’t get damaged by it. “I believe I am fine, Undyne. If you will, I think we should discuss this outside.” He glanced at the monster again. Their eyes met his, and they pleaded one more time. Yet, he could not give in to memories that haunted him.

Undyne nodded. “Yeah. I’m… Yeah that’s probably a good idea.”

They both needed to regroup. They were both far too tired after investigating the mountains. All Asgore wanted to do was find a nice pillow and a new pen, so that this monster could hopefully feel a little more comfortable in their current situation. He could perhaps try to find them food as well. Considering how late it was, he doubted they’d eaten recently. Asgore surely didn’t.

As Asgore left, he watched the blasts stop. The monster’s soul reverted back to its usual crimson, receding into their chest. Asgore thought he would see more thrashing, but the monster slowly stood completely upright. Their arms pinned to their sides as they stood at attention, like a Royal Guard about to be given orders.

It was uncanny how quickly neutrality decimated the panic that was once on their face.

Was it an act? He didn’t know.

When they left the station, Asgore remembered just how cold it was outside. That monster’s clothing might as well be threadbare. He needed to include getting them something nicer on his to-do list. If he could make this process any easier for them, then he would. He would be agitated as well if people he knew were in danger, and he was told repeatedly to stay in a small cell.

Undyne took a deep breath before apologizing, “Sorry. They piss me off.”

Many times when Asgore mentored Undyne, she had moments like this. She had a fiery spirit, one that could not be so easily tamed. Asgore did not wish to tame it, only to direct it. He supposed that some old habits died hard. “Of course, I understand. This is… certainly a tense situation.” It was a light way of putting it.

“I just don’t get it!” Undyne yelled, pacing in front of the door. She tried to lower her voice after, remembering that it was dark out, and they were talking about human soul absorption. “Humans started the war, because they didn’t want this to happen. Everyone knows not to absorb a human soul! If… if it happened by accident, why the hell won’t they tell us?” 

To Asgore, it seemed like they were trying. He just didn’t understand how to put the pieces together, and wondered why he was being given pieces instead of the whole picture in the first place. “When they have calmed down, perhaps they will say more. For now, I am afraid that they are… distressed by whatever happened to them.”

Despite Undyne contributing to that, she did not apologize again. Instead, she grumbled, “Maybe they should be more worried about sending us all back underground.” One of her hands curled into a fist. “They attacked me. They actually got you. They just pulled soul magic out of nowhere and broke mine. What the hell are the humans gonna think?”
Asgore didn’t know. He only hoped that the monster would calm down by the time they arrived.

When the two of them heard a zapping noise coming from inside the station, Asgore figured that the monster was panicking once more. They likely tried to hit the wall with their soul again. He would be in soon enough to check. 

“It is odd…” Asgore began, trying to find a way to place the words in a way that wouldn’t sound like he was reminiscing for so reason, “...how they look so similar to someone I used to know, and yet they act so different.”

Undyne nodded. “Yeah, noticed that too. I thought you and Toriel uh…” She didn’t finish the thought. Undyne believed that they were both the last of their species of monster, which made sense. Asgore believed the same too.

He really needed to talk to Tori about this. Considering that he never messed up her name when speaking with her directly anymore, he may actually have a chance of getting this figured out. She would be angry to see this monster in confinement though. Asgore already had his own reservations, but these things had to be done.

The conversation would happen tomorrow when the sun had actually risen.

“I do believe their story that someone close to them is in danger,” Asgore stated plainly, even though Undyne still arched a brow like she didn’t believe it for a second. “I would ask that after they have given us a description, we scour the mountain for any signs of those three. I will speak with the Holiday household. Perhaps… perhaps they know more about this strange circumstance.”

Even though she didn’t believe it, Undyne conceded, “Fine. Still, dunno why they wanted Frisk. Flowey is also a weird ask. They were so hellbent on getting out to find those people on their own, and then they immediately ask for those two.” As Undyne slipped further and further into speculation, she put a hand on her head. “Just seems fishy, like they’re waiting for something. Feels like a setup.”

Asgore already knew that Frisk would be on their way as soon as they heard the news. While they were relieved of ambassador duties… incredibly quickly after realizing that a child shouldn’t carry that responsibility, they’d been getting heavily involved now that they were considered an adult. With how much they had already done for monsters, everyone hoped that Frisk would be able to take time for themself in college… to do something for their own gain. This would just be dragging them right back into the fray.

There was one more thing they needed to discuss now:

Undyne’s conduct. 

Asgore understood Undyne’s apprehensions about this monster, and he was thankful for her aid in keeping the monster from escaping. However, he could not make any progress with her antagonizing them. This had to be made clear. “I would appreciate if you did a more thorough search of the mountain with the rest of the Royal Guard. I… believe that this monster needs to be handled with care, and I would like to talk to them myself.”

Like she expected that, Undyne sighed. Her fins drooped for a moment before she nodded. “Yeah. Yeah, I think that’s… probably for the best too. Sorry.”

Ah, and there it was. While Undyne still had that same fiery spirit that came out when a fight was to be had, she had grown so much from trying to throw spears at him in the middle of his own throne room. Perhaps, this would give her time to cool off as well. 

“If I am honest, I am scared too,” Asgore admitted, “I know that desperation in their eyes. I felt it for centuries. That is desperation that can cause rifts if gone unchecked.” He thought he started to hear banging from inside. “It may take some time, but I will make sure that this does not end in another divide between monsters and humans.”

The banging sounded louder this time.

Undyne grimaced. Over and over again, something slammed against the wall. “Well, guess our talk is over. Uh… good luck with… whatever the hell you two are gonna talk about-”

Her voice stopped immediately when she leaned over, glancing through the glass door into the police station.

The banging abruptly stopped.

Undyne stole one glance at Asgore before rushing in. Sensing the urgency, Asgore burst in after her, and he got one glimpse at the monster before everything went wrong.

 


 

After a few hours of feeling everything with too much intensity, creating distance relieved the Angel. 

As they watched Asgore leave, their vessel remained in place. The Angel could still move their vessel’s body if they chose, but it seemed so far away now. Distance muffled everything. If they could just stay like this, then they could operate normally, because this reminded them much more of how things used to be. The vessel was a tool. The vessel only interpreted. The vessel was not them, and as long as they remembered that, they didn’t have to experience the hurt or the pain that came with freezing or being tackled by Undyne.

It was her that taught the Angel that they could create this distance. The vessel was not the Angel. It could not possibly contain what the Angel was. While it may contain their soul, the Angel had always been far more than a soul. Now, they found that they could exploit that. Their second pair of eyes grew stronger, staring down at their vessel and acknowledging it as a tool, NOT THEM.

And yet, the Angel found things not so simple.

They were back in a cell, and Asgore left once more.

He ignored them. He ignored their pleading. Despite the Angel trying their hardest to emphasize just how dire everything was, Asgore still kept them trapped here. They were so… SO close to reaching a half-understanding had it not been for Undyne…

Undyne…

Distance had to be maintained. Distance had to be enforced. However, the vessel’s heart began to hammer. Its lips started to snarl, an instinct that wasn’t the Angel’s own but one that slowly began to manifest as their own emotions did. 

They acknowledged the emotions as their own.

Their anger became the vessel’s own.

They became the vessel.

Distance broke. Like being slammed right back into a cage, the Angel stopped being able to look from a distance. Their vessel’s neutrality shattered as they began to move their own arms. It broke when claws went up to their head, trying to stave off the splitting pain that hit them all at once. Once more, the claws were theirs. Once more, the hands were theirs. Once more, they could feel.

The Angel wiped spit from the side of their mouth with the back of their hand. Many times during the conversation with Undyne and Asgore, this cycle happened. They needed to get better at maintaining that distance. It allowed them to think. It allowed them to not panic. If they could just clamp down and shut it out, then they could do what needed to be done. Panic was useless. Panic made them falter. It made them stumble.

Unfortunately, distance became hard to maintain when someone like Undyne pissed them off.

Again, the Angel snarled, summoning the magic from deep within their soul. It flashed a vibrant yellow as they took aim at the cell door, trying to destroy the lock. The blast could damage a concrete wall. It could actually knock back Asgore. That last one was unsurprising considering the blasts from the yellow soul could repel Spamton NEO’s true form, but nearly toppling a being like Asgore was offputting.

Once more, that magical barrier appeared when the Angel fired off a blast.

Of course. Of course, this wasn’t Hometown anymore. Monsters actually had magic here, and they would be employing it everywhere. It was foolish to think that this was a normal cell and a normal building, despite how much it looked like it. 

Unfortunately, that gave the Angel very little options.

Their soul returned to a deep crimson. With a yell, the Angel kicked the bars of the cell, only to find that physically, the cell was sturdy. Unfortunately, now that they were fully connected with their vessel again, they felt the pain ripple through their foot.

It didn’t register as much as it probably should’ve over the Angel’s rage towards Undyne.

How dare she?

The Angel would’ve been content to completely avoid every single monster that they met along their first journey. They were ready, prepared to not contact a single one of them if it meant keeping their lives stress-free and unthreatened. Even now, the Angel still wanted to do that. Despite being thrown into a cell and subjected to whatever laws the humans and monsters had made up about soul absorption in the last decade, the Angel still wanted to be the bigger person and walk away.

It was what Flowey asked of them. Let everyone live their lives. The Angel was a threat.

The Angel took a deep breath, their hand curling into a fist.

For once, they wished they were more of a threat.

In the face of the Angel trying to communicate their friends were in danger, in the face of them even communicating that they were the soul rather than the vessel, Undyne said that the Angel’s friends probably didn’t even exist.

She thought this was a joke. She thought she had them figured out, and decided to throw that in the Angel’s face like she “got” them.

The seed of resentment grew. Quite frankly, Undyne deserved far more than getting a blast of yellow light fired at her. The Angel even ended up missing. 

How dare she say they weren’t even real?

What made matters worse was that if Ralsei were here, he might even agree with her.

And that-

That sent a burning fire through their soul that made them want to rend these bars to pieces. The Angel already broke their rule to make themself as unnoticeable as possible. They got spotted by the former King of Monsterkind. They got jailed by the Captain of the Royal Guard. They now were mistaken as a monster who absorbed a human soul, which would cause infinite amounts of chaos and harm if the Angel stayed here anyway.

Keeping their head down wasn’t an option now. If anything, they needed to find a way to leave now, no matter how destructive it was.

Their hand itched for a weapon. The walking stick sat too far for them to reach, and it didn’t do any good earlier. If talking wasn’t working, and if no other options were presenting themselves, then the Angel would just have to prove Flowey right. When did they start being themself? Hah! They became themself the moment Flowey called them a threat, and they reset the world over and over again. If the Angel wasn’t used to this frustration by now, they almost wouldn’t have reservations.

Almost.

Undyne would never stop fighting them until her body physically gave out. If Asgore wasn’t holding back like he was in previous battles with Frisk, then the Angel would be unlikely to even land a hit on him. Most importantly, the Angel didn’t want either of them dead. They… had to apologize before hitting Asgore with the yellow soul. 

Sparing monsters when their health was low could be done, but the Angel didn’t want to risk that. They’d failed to hold back on a strike multiple times. Even now, watching Toriel turn to dust hadn’t left their mind. Even if they did fight… and even if they somehow did manage to hold back, they likely wouldn’t even get that far in a body like this…

So, if brute force wasn’t an option, then how could the Angel get out?

Luckily for them, they’d been in situations like this many times before. They and the rest of their friends got jailed three times in a row. This wasn’t anything new, but the circumstances were. The Angel couldn’t just shut their eyes and wait for someone else to fix the issue. The Angel couldn’t abuse ACTs to escape. The Angel didn’t have any Lancer-shaped items that would just dig a hole straight through this place.

A painful reminder: They were on their own.

Even Asgore didn’t help, despite saying he eventually would in a week. He didn’t get just how dire this was, despite how many times the Angel tried to tell him. Undyne wouldn’t help. She’d sooner laugh the Angel off just like she did with Kris, and that wouldn’t cut it anymore.

The Angel needed to think. It… was like a puzzle. Yeah! They could do puzzles. That was one of their main functions. Whenever a puzzle came, they needed to assess the issue and what tools they had to solve it. Think about this… logically. They could not consider the fact that every wasted moment led to their friends dying. They could not consider the possibility of failure.

It may be easier to just load their save.

The Angel thought about it many times. They could go back. They could conceal their soul instead of trying to flee. Perhaps, they could talk to Asgore when they first met, and all would be fine.

…Except it took hours to get to this point. If the Angel remembered correctly as well, the last time they saved was when they weren’t even properly connected to their vessel and dying. They never did confirm their save selection the second time when they saw their other two saves corrupted, did they? Phantom pains still riddled their entire body, and they remembered exactly what happened when they interacted with that last save.

Skin connected, and then pain followed. Death almost came for them.

They weren’t sure if they could do that again.

It would certainly make the road going forward easier. If the Angel escaped this place, their life would be hell until they inevitably left this world. Someone would always be after them, and they may lose more time trying to evade. And yet, the Angel could end up right back in this situation even further from civilization if their soul appeared instinctively again.

Either choice had too many unknowns. First, they would try to get out the normal way. Besides, a vindictive spark in them wanted Undyne to remember how she laughed in their face. If the Angel failed their friends, they would make sure that this haunted the both of them forever.

Now… escaping.

There were two problems, the bars and the magical field. The bars kept the Angel from physically passing through, and the magical barrier prevented… well… any kind of magic from going through. The Angel couldn’t just break a lock with soul magic.

Perhaps, they could with normal magic?

How… would they even do that?

It… had to be instinct, right? The Angel didn’t know the actual inner workings of magic other than a few conversation, but the soul magic came when they merely needed it. Surely, whatever magic this body possessed would be similar.

The Angel extended their hand, like that would do something.

Nothing happened.

They… were inhabiting… Asriel’s body, weren’t they? That’s why Asgore looked at them so strangely. The Angel ignored the pit in their stomach when they remembered his name. For now, they couldn’t think about that. Instead, they focused on the task at hand. The Dreemurrs used fire. So, maybe the Angel had to imagine it. Again, they tried extending their hands, imagining fire blasting out from their fingertips.

Again, nothing happened.

The Angel grimaced. Soul magic came naturally, but normal magic didn’t. Great. Just another obstacle to get over later.

Maybe… the Angel should think about the tools that they had. The only problem was that they had nothing. The horns on their head were sharp, but they couldn’t cut through bars. Chewing on metal wouldn’t do any good. The Angel might be able to send their soul through, but that unleashed a whole host of issues like being a floating soul in the middle of a town with monsters. They could easily get a new vessel by running into any other monster, but that would restart this whole thing all over again and come with the baggage of dealing with another conscious person.

If the Angel still had that broken pen, they might be able to learn lockpicking on the fly if they had five-hundred years and also not a broken pen.

Shockingly, it wasn’t easy to think their way out of a prison cell.

This cell wasn’t wacky like all the others. The Dark World prisons sometimes had puzzles or quirks that made them escapable. Darkners were also especially helpful sometimes, one of them letting Susie out, Lancer letting everyone out, and an unsuspecting Darkner letting everyone escape from Tenna. Unfortunately, the Angel wasn’t in a world where they could tap into any of that.

Things were too distinct here. They were too rigid. It was harder for the Angel to bend what was when their light couldn’t even be seen. Soul modes even working seemed like a miracle, but soul modes were already a thing that just worked in this world. The Angel was stuck in a cell where the bars couldn’t bend.

…but what if?

What if things became more indistinct?

What if the bars were larger, and the Angel could just walk straight through them? What if the Angel’s light became far more visible and accessible? What if every object in this room could become an ally without needing to worry as much about past experiences.

What if the Angel made a Dark World?

No. No, they couldn’t. They couldn’t do that. 

Hometown was currently dying thanks to someone who thought opening Dark Fountains for personal gain was a good idea. The Angel’s friends were dying because of that very mistake. If the Angel wanted their path to be one that caused the least amount of strife as possible, then causing an apocalypse could not even be considered. Ralsei would be mortified to know that the Angel opened Dark Fountains.

They didn’t even know if they could.

All it required was determination, right?

They had that in spades.

Would it even work in this world?

A man’s voice echoed through their mind, a singular entry about darkness cutting deeper reminding them where Dark Worlds may have first been discovered.

A Dark World would be convenient. In the Dark World, the Angel may be stronger. Most of their recent experience was fighting in the Dark World, and it could even the playing field against someone like Undyne or Asgore. The Angel would have the upperhand, and if they knew what they were doing, they may even be able to end a battle nonviolently.

If they didn’t, then… what was the worst that could happen?

The Angel knew for a fact that Dark World injuries didn’t transfer to the Light World exactly. If they merely knocked someone out in the Dark World, then surely the repercussions wouldn’t be as bad in the Light World. It would let them make mistakes. They wouldn’t have to worry about being a threat. They may even find a new save point!

They couldn’t. They couldn’t cause another Roaring.

Except… they wouldn’t. If the Angel thought about it more, they realized that it took enough Dark Fountains to blot out the sun in order to cause the Roaring. While a Titan could be hatched by opening a fountain within a fountain, actually covering Hometown with the Roaring was a whole different situation. In fact, the Angel could remember a point where four, fully sized Dark Fountains were active at once. When Susie made her Dark Fountain in the church, that made hers, the Grand Fountain, the Shelter Fountain, and the main Church Fountain.

One fountain… would not cause the Roaring.

This… did complicate things. The Angel needed to seal it before leaving this place, but if they could get the keys off of Undyne, then that wouldn’t even matter. They had to face her and Asgore regardless, or they’d be pursued effortlessly. The Angel needed at least Undyne here. They were very concerned that they could just end up in a larger cell when this Dark World formed. Regardless, after the Angel had a way through, they could just seal the fountain. They’d appear right next to it anyway if they made it in this cell.

The Angel begged for Ralsei’s forgiveness as the idea solidified in their head.

However, it was as they said before:

Saving their friends mattered the most. Everything else came second.

Now, to find something sharp. In a prison.

The object needed to be something that could pierce through the ground. The Angel’s claws might be able to do it, but they doubted that they would pull anything off before shattering a claw and rendering it useless. These claws were filed down too much anyway. The stab had to be deep, if previous fountains were any indicator. Kris used their dagger often. Noelle was instructed to use a mere pin by Queen, which meant it didn’t have to be perfect. Carol used her katana once. The Knight just used their blades.

The Angel didn’t have anything like that. Their stick was too far out of reach. Maybe their soul could nudge it closer.

They summoned their soul to their hand. It popped out of their chest, another oddity that they shouldn’t be able to do in the Light World. They didn’t complain, and the Angel carefully brought it up to the bars.

Electricity shot through their body when the soul hit the invisible barrier.

The Angel’s HP drained a hair, and their second pair of eyes managed to visualize it as the damage came through.

5/20 HP.

The world began to swim. Suddenly, the Angel crashed even further into their vessel, and the stinging pain all over their body intensified.

They had so little room for error.

Perhaps, they had grown complacent when using their friends as vessels. They all could take a hit. They all took the blows when the Angel failed to protect them. Now, the Angel watched their own health drain. Now, they could feel death growing closer.

They feared returning to that save point, because they knew they would be met with that unyielding terror of dying once more. Now, they’d gotten even closer to another death, and fear started to root itself in their body all over again.

Ah, they… they were shaking again.

Keep… keep going. They still weren’t close to being gone yet. It… it was just a shock. It was just a shock, and they were still alive.

The Angel ran a hand over their head, trying to calm themself down. There was no need to panic. It was… like they said before, they were less useful when they panicked. However, something came to them through the haze. When their hand snagged on something that they forgot was there, realization crashed into them all at once.

Maybe claws couldn’t do the trick, but a horn might.

The Angel’s breathing grew shallow when they realized the problem. Will needed to be channeled through whatever object was used. The Knight had used floating blades to do so, so if the Angel could angle their head correctly, then they may be able to use the horns. It… wasn’t an exact system.

…but they already knew there was little chance of that working.

Actually pulling forth a Dark Fountain required far more than just pointing a blade in the correct direction. It required focus. It required will channeled through a blade. It required the Angel to not shatter their neck trying to do all of those things with a blade attached to their head.

They… understood what needed to be done.

Just… like a puzzle.

The problem… the Angel needed to create a Dark Fountain. The tools were accessible, but the one tool they needed remained attached to their own head. It couldn’t be used.

The solution:

Remove it.

They would get back to their friends, right?

Everything else came second, right?

It was time to prove their words.

No matter what choice they made now, pain would come. Their choice did not matter.

For once, the pain had to be theirs to take.

It. Didn’t. Matter.

The Angel shut their eyes. The second pair remained open.

Yelling as if that would stop what came, the Angel jerked their body toward the wall.

They didn’t hear the impact as they rammed a horn against it. Harsh ringing invaded their eardrums, and the splitting pain blotted out the rest of their senses when their right horn crashed into the wall. 

4/20 HP.

Cracks didn’t weave down the surface of the wall. Instead, veins forged of pure agony rippled through the Angel’s skull. The horn… remained attached. Of course it did. It was a horn, not an antler. It… would take more to come undone.

Again, the Angel slammed their horn against the wall. Didn’t they say they wished their friends didn’t have to take the pain? Isn’t this what they wanted? If it really was, then they needed to prove it. If they really had what it took to fix their world, then they needed to be able to endure this.

3/20 HP

Something warm began to trickle down the Angel’s right eye. Distantly, they knew that shouldn’t be able to happen in a vessel like this, but it did anyway. The questions didn’t matter. It didn’t matter.

Again, the horn remained attached. 

Go on. Go again. If they didn’t want to die all over again in front of a save point, they needed to commit. Otherwise, this foolishness would be for nothing, and they would die anyway. They had to put all of themself into this. They had to be willing. 

The world stopped feeling as lucid. However, the Angel couldn’t back down.

Again.

Again.

They roared, bashing the horn against one of the cell bars in an attempt to fracture it. The Angel thought they might see cracks. They wondered if they were close. Blood pumped through their ears while searing fire coursed through the right side of their skull.

2/20 HP.

With a shaky hand, the Angel reached up to their horns. They weren’t even close to a similar length as Asgore’s, but they were long enough for the Angel to wrap their hand around one of them. They had leverage. The horn was long enough to be split, but not long enough to make this easy. Even though they wished they had more leverage, what came next had to happen.

The Angel tried to pull. They tried to keep their cry muffled as their body screamed at them to stop. Eventually, their vessel forced them to stop when the pain became too much, and the horn stayed attached.

Not… not enough. The Angel… needed enough force to knock it off. Just a little bit more. This is what it took to get back to their friends. Kris… Kris lost their hand. They were in insurmountable pain far worse than this. Ralsei had to be experiencing a paralysis that crushed his very being. Susie undoubtedly had broken far too many things in her body when trying to take on a Titan’s hand.

The Angel. Could Handle. This.

If they just had a little more concussive force, then they could do it.

Just like a puzzle.

They knew the solution.

The side of the Angel’s face started to slowly become warmer and warmer. Something wet trickled down. They tried to ignore it, holding their right arm out to the side.

The Angel’s soul answered their call. It shifted. It knew it needed to break what was. It called out for justice, to seek dues for all the pain given to the heroes lost in the dark. A distinct yellow hue overtook the soul as it spun at their fingertips.

Slowly, the Angel moved their hand, pointing their fingertips to aim just above their head.

Energy channeled through the soul, and the Angel took a deep breath.

Nothing else mattered.

…Right?

They released.

Bone and keratin shattered.

Something clattered to the ground, the Angel’s entire body falling with it.

1/20 HP.

It was fine. They’d done enough. Any sounds that came out of their throat didn’t matter. Ignore it.

Now, to finish the job.

The Angel opened their left eye, reaching for a bloodied horn lying just a few feet away. Their head felt off-balance now, but they could hardly care considering the pain that wanted to force them into a deep sleep. The Angel couldn’t sleep now. Until their friends were safe, sleep would never come. 

Through the pain, the Angel gritted their teeth. They placed both hands on the ground, keeping the horn clasped in one. Their arms shook as they slowly stood up, but they got to their feet in the end.

Someone made eye-contact with them through the door.

The Angel ignored her, even as the door flew open. Taking a deep breath, the Angel concentrated on what they wanted. Right now, they needed an escape. Escape came in many forms, but they needed two things: an open door and for their assailants to be gone.

With that, they could get back to what really mattered.

Undyne started fiddling with the cell door. One problem may solve itself.

Now, for the other.

If this was going to stick, the Angel needed a battlefield. The Angel needed strength. The Angel needed familiarity. The Angel needed the power to change fate. The Angel… needed determination.

Their soul answered the call.

Determination rippled through their veins. The Angel’s eyes flashed red. As they leapt into the air, the Angel channeled all that they had into their own horn. 

Stars flared into existence around their body. Manifestations of their own determination joined them in a dance as they froze briefly in the space about to be cleaved open. When the last of the stars winked out, the world bent to the only source of light that mattered.

The cell door opened. The Angel plunged their horn into the ground.

Any line between reality and illusion shattered. Blinding light swept through the room, trying to escape the eruption of pure darkness driving it into nothingness. It couldn’t escape. Only one light mattered anymore, and it had exerted its will.

Like the earth wished to cry out from the exertion in the only way it knew how, the darkness screeched. 

It continued erupting upward, sending the Angel’s ears and fur into disarray. Pure darkness finally solidified within the hole punctured through the world, and all of the light in the room started to dim. As if it was never there at all, the beam of pure darkness ceased, and smog began to sift from the crack in the ground.

It… was done.

The Angel wrenched their horn from the ground, crumpling next to the hole they’d made. The horn remained in their hand as the room began to slowly lose its shape. For a second, the Angel thought they saw Asgore looking at them. He shouldn’t look so horrified. After all, the Angel wasn’t personally mad at him.

No, that right was deserved for the Captain of the Royal Guard who finally got her hands on them.

“What did you DO?!?” Undyne screamed, grabbing them by the shirt and pulling them to their feet. The room continued growing darker. The floor under the two of them began to fall. Before it fully collapsed, Undyne yelled in their face, “WHAT DID YOU DO?”

The ground gave away.

Despite being something forged by light in this world, the Angel really did feel more capable in the darkness.

The Dark World embraced the Angel like an old friend. As they and Undyne began to slowly change to the Dark World’s will, the Angel raised their legs, kicking off of her. In the disorienting fall, Undyne lost her grip on them.

She vanished somewhere in the darkness as the Angel continued falling. The Angel needed a small amount of distance. After all, they needed to find a save point before engaging.

After that, they were going to find her.

A four-pointed star began to form behind the Angel’s head. Two, small wings flared out, floating on either side of the light and positioning themselves closer to the Angel’s ears. Their outfit began to change. Something new formed over their body as darkness pulled them deeper and deeper into a world of their own making.

Their friends just needed to hold on for a little longer.

The Angel was coming.

Notes:

I think. One of my favorite things in writing. Is limited POV.

A monster with our soul in Deltarune's context? It's vessel shenanigans who gives a damn. It might cause changes but our soul is weird no matter who it's in. A monster with our soul in the Undertale universe? Everyone else might as well see a nuclear bomb walking around, especially when that soul appears on instinct the moment evasion occurs. I. LOVE. USING. GAME. MECHANICS. My toxic trait x2 is applying Deltarune's game mechanics to the Undertale universe and seeing how things explode.

Because why yes, a monster with a human soul would NOT slide for a damn second. Asgore and Undyne have NO idea what this is and are making assumptions. Hell, I think people forget that control over a body being split with soul absorption ISN'T EVEN KNOWN in the UT universe! That is information Asriel exclusively provides, and he may be the only person to ever actually take a human soul (obviously in this chapter I make mention of another instance, though I'm not showing my hand there yet).

I don't know how people are going to feel about things escalating. However, I think to me I'm trying to get at the fact that the Angel did NOT just fall into a vacuum. They fell into a world with standards, rules of its own, and cultural differences that they never got a chance to learn. Now, they're exchanging some culture of their own. WOE. DARK WORLD. Wouldn't be the first time they've been in prison.

The Angel's weird they're funky I'm excited to lean more into how weird this thing is. There's already so many discrepancies I'm kicking my feet. The light and wings are back!!! Yippee!!!

I actually have written down like. A list of things I need to recall for how monsters and humans interact on the surface in certain scenarios. Like, for example, I have the protocol written down for soul absorption. Like the whole ass thing. Just to make sure I'm referencing something tangible that will stay consistent, and that will not fall apart if I fail to remember what I wrote later down the line. Toby motherfucking Fox making me do Worldbuilding smh.

The horn thing, somehow, was one of the scenes that made me really lock in on this fic idea and decide to say fuck it we ball. Like yeah, the Angel is self-sacrificial. We Know. Now let's apply that to a moment of desperation and show what desperation does when combined with a little bit of that brand of determination.

(And before anyone thinks this, I am not an Undyne hater. The Angel rn is doing hater shit though because Undyne is great at making bold assumptions about intent. SERIOUSLY. Her pacifist dialogue is INSANE sometimes. I AM a grumbler about her DR counterpart and most of the UT cast in that game because GOD DAMN NONE OF YOU ADULTS ARE DOING ANYTHINGGGG WAKE UP LOCK IN (I know they're not the focus but in context GRRR) AM I THE ONLY RESPONSIBLE ADULT? IM A HEART!!!!)

Now. Hm. Trivia for this chapter: The Angel's stats are taken from Kris' Light World stats.

Also every time Undyne said "What Did You Do" I had an Invincible Title Card moment.

Thank yall for reading! See you next week! As long as I don't explode and pound sand because I'm going to go and fight god at this rate. I am due for one good week. ONE.

Chapter 4: Darker Than Dark

Summary:

Asgore and Undyne fall into a deeper dark. Something is headed their way, and it does not follow the same rules that they do.

Notes:

I'm farming ao3 curses lads. I have a broken heater, no internet until the 17th now (lmfao), and a tow company destroyed my mailbox. The curses persist but so do I.

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

Seam told the Angel to get the final Shadow Crystal before they would say what they’d make. Ah well, that mystery would probably have to wait. It was a shame, too, considering how nervous the Angel was getting. In the back of their mind, they wondered if Kris had similar apprehensions. After all, the Knight’s plan would likely be coming to fruition soon. Very shortly, Kris would finally have to make the decision on whether or not to betray everyone.

Personally, the Angel hoped that Seam would give an item so fantastic that it would utterly sway Kris. Unfortunately, that would have to wait. Kris did seem interested about whatever Seam was making, if Seam’s comments on their expression indicated anything, but maybe it was just Kris planning on how to counter it.

Who knew? The Angel sure didn’t. So, they exerted control over Kris again, deciding to guide them to find out wherever Susie and Ralsei went. Since the two of them never joined for those talks with Seam, the Angel told them to not wait around after breakfast. Time grew shorter and shorter, and the Angel grew antsy about when things would finally reach a breaking point. Giving them all any time to just… be… was worth it.

Thankfully, they weren’t hard to find. The Angel caught many Darkners filtering out of the training dummy area when entering Seam’s shop. The culprit ended up being Lancer leading all of the Darkners on a crusade towards the bakery. Apparently, Topchef tried to stage a coup over there, and Lancer decided to take this as seriously as possible. Though, the Angel bet that Lancer cleared the area for a reason. Susie must be trying a new ability or something. Though, the Angel didn’t hear sounds of destruction when they and Kris began to move towards that area. Plus, Lancer would never miss Susie trying to learn a new move.

What were they doing over there?

The Angel slowed Kris’ movements down, and their footsteps actually did become softer. Maybe they were a bit curious too. Maybe, they both weren’t expected here, but no one told them to stay put for any longer.

Curiosity got the better of the Angel.

When they peeked around the corner, they saw the training dummy properly set up for once. Next to it, Ralsei stood with his hands in concentration. Golden magic bubbled up from under his feet, just as it usually did when he tried to cast a spell.

Little flecks of white began to form around the training dummy. The Angel realized they’d seen this before, when the specks flared out into large, fluff balls. Fluffy guard really did look like a silly spell, but Ralsei treated it with utmost seriousness as he continued focusing on the casting.

Eventually, he started panting, the magic around him going dark. Fluffy Guard hovered around the dummy as intended, and it looked a little larger than the Angel remembered. Ralsei called out to Susie, who had taken to watching and leaning on her axe, “Ready!”

Purple magic boiled on the end of Susie’s axe. With a grin and a flash of her eye, she sent Rude Buster careening across the training grounds. It tore through the air, heading straight for the dummy. Fluffy Guard spun around to defend, and the Angel thought that it might work for a moment.

…only for the white fluffs to burn away, Rude Buster breaking through and hitting the dummy head on.

Ralsei grimaced, his hands immediately going behind his back.

Before he could get in his own head, Susie let go of her axe, the weapon vanishing into thin air. “Hey, that was better than last time. It actually kinda stopped that one.” Even though it sounded like Susie was just trying to placate Ralsei, her grin said that she meant every word. “Wanna go again? I can just hit it with a normal attack if uh… if that’d work better.”

Even though Ralsei nodded, he muttered something under his breath, “I should be better at this by now.”

Susie’s grin vanished. Her eyes narrowed. Instead of readying herself for another Rude Buster like Ralsei expected, she stomped over to him. He didn’t see her on time before she stuck a hand on his head, digging her claws through the fur aggressively. “It took me forever to get my healing right, stupid. You watched me suck ass.”

Despite Ralsei slightly grinning from the roughhousing, he still thumbed at his scarf anxiously. “I-I know. You just… you picked up on healing magic quite fast! I feel like I should just be getting this right by now if you could do that.”

“Eh…” Susie put her hands on the back of her head, thinking for a second. “It… got faster when I stopped secretly practicing it. Y’know… stopped being embarrassed… actually used it with the Old Man.” She glanced down at Ralsei. “The Angel kept telling me to use it in fights too. I’m sure they’d do that for you too if they knew you were practicing.”

Oh.

That… was right. The Angel hadn’t seen Fluffy Guard as an option in any battles. Ever since Spamton, it never reappeared. Had Ralsei been too scared to tell them? He already had been cagey about his fire magic, and they would never make him use that if he didn’t want to, but for another magic to fly under their radar…

Why?

Their question answered itself when Ralsei shook his head over and over again. “No. They… I don’t think I’d be able to forgive myself if my magic wasn’t ready, and they wrongfully relied on it.” Ralsei looked at the dummy, inspecting the side of it that still had a few burn marks from Rude Buster. “It’d… mean that their soul would get hurt. You all would get hurt. I… need to be ready… before…”

Wait a minute, didn’t Ralsei have a sixth sense for the Angel’s presence?

They only remembered after he trailed off before his head immediately whipped in Kris’ direction. Kris didn’t move an inch, clearly fine to let the Angel take the fall for this one. Ralsei’s face went red, and his hands clenched his scarf like a lifeline. “Um… how… how long were you standing there?”

Ah well, there was no use hiding it now. Prompted for a response, the Angel answered honestly, “A bit.”

Before Ralsei could panic more (he did anyway), Susie immediately glanced between the two of them and groaned, “You don’t have to use it in fights if you don’t wanna, dude. Hiding stuff sucks! The Angel keeps pricking my finger trying to make a-”

Something must have shifted in the air when the Angel desperately tried to interrupt her, because Susie stopped moving entirely, her jaw hanging open. It clamped shut with an unceremonious click.

Ralsei’s eyes narrowed. Through the panic, he half-picked up on that, and his eyes darted between Susie and Kris. “What… are they making-”

“I’m poking Susie for fun,” the Angel answered naturally, and Kris’ delivery must’ve at least helped them, because Ralsei looked like he might genuinely believe them. They used the momentary confusion to quickly divert the subject, because their scarf-making could not be brought up right now at all costs. “You know you don’t have to hide learning a new spell from me, right?”

Stress was getting the better of Ralsei. One of his ears started turning red from how much he yanked at it. “It’s… more of a pet project. It’s not really something I planned to seriously use. It’s… not that great. I wouldn’t ask you to call on it.”

Ralsei claimed that, but Susie did have a point about her own magic getting drastically better the moment the Angel could call upon it. Of course, without the Old Man’s encouragement, it wouldn’t have been possible, but her healing capabilities surged the moment it became part of the team dynamic.

Thankfully, Kris let them continue speaking. The Angel tried to reassure Ralsei before he ripped his ears off, “You do know that I’d still… dodge, right? It’s not like I’m just gonna stand there and make your magic take all of the hits.”

Susie snickered, “Coulda fooled me with how you handled the Old Man’s hammers.”

It was one time. In a command to Kris, the Angel asked, “Bop her on the head for me.”

Kris did not do such a thing. 

They did, however, mutter the Angel’s next complaint, “I get no help in this house.”

Despite Susie finding that funny, it didn’t get Ralsei to calm down completely. He still looked like he’d wring his ears completely out in the next few minutes. “But… if it’s not useful, and you waste time and your tension on a bad spell, then that would…”

“Waste a turn?” The Angel asked, as if they weren’t the sole reason why turns ended up being wasted half the time based on poor decision making. “And using an item because I got hit… isn’t wasting a turn?”

Ralsei sighed. His hand moved his glasses up his face for a moment while he rubbed at his eyes. “You’d… you’d get hurt if you incorrectly thought that my magic could protect you in the first place.”

“I told you, I don’t feel pain.” The Angel tried explaining. This wasn’t exactly their area of expertise, and Kris probably didn’t have any ideas either. Whenever magic came up, Susie and Ralsei usually talked to each other about it. If they knew what the issue was, then maybe they could find a way to help. They just had no clue where to start. “Susie’s progress made it seem like magic is a muscle you use a lot. It feels counterproductive if you… can’t use it.”

Once again, Susie summoned her axe, deciding to lean on the handle. She waved her hand, glancing up in the air like she didn’t quite know what she was talking about. “I mean… kinda? The healing was like that. Rude Buster just felt natural. Like, I could just do that if I wanted to.” She glanced at Ralsei for confirmation. When he said nothing, she lightly nudged him. “Is your healing like that?”

Some of the thoughts in Ralsei’s head must’ve shattered, because he jumped when Susie shook him back to reality. “Um… no.” Ralsei fiddled with his scarf before realizing the action, putting his hands behind his back instead like that would hide the way his face sunk into his scarf. “It… is my fire magic, actually.”

Susie immediately became attentive. She spun around to the other side of her axe, resting her hands and chin against the handle. “Soooo, is it like just… damage spells that are like that, or…?” Apparently, she didn’t know either. “Healing always felt like I was straining myself a lot.”

Ralsei’s eyes scanned the two faces in front of him. For a moment, he remained silent. The Angel couldn’t hear his thoughts, but they didn’t need to. After a moment longer, he sighed, “It was like that for me when I learned it too, Susie.”

Apparently, Susie didn’t get what he was saying immediately. She squinted as if that would make things make more sense somehow. “I didn’t have to learn Rude Buster. What do you mean when you-” It suddenly clicked. Ah, the Angel was mistaken. Squinting did help her. She stopped talking immediately before deciding that sitting sounded better right now. She sank to the ground, patting it. “Arright, I’m calling a break. You gotta explain that, dude. That sounds awesome!”

The part of Ralsei that started wilting away suddenly bounced back. As if he thought he was being lured into a trap, Ralsei slowly lowered himself to his knees as well, glancing between Kris and Susie. Some practical joke had to be afoot in his mind, but none came. He still questioned, “You… think that’s cool?”

Kris nodded on their own. Apparently, the Angel didn’t need to put in their vote of support for Kris to do it on their own. Susie only grinned like she’d heard the best thing all day. “Yeah! Is that why you were good at teaching me?”

Instead of wringing his scarf out in stress, Ralsei started trying to hide his face in it. He was turning a distinct shade of red the more he tried to hide himself. “Um… I suppose. It was that and pacify.”

Now, the Angel had to step in. Pacify. Pacify. One of the single most useful spells to spare enemies was pacify, and Ralsei didn’t originally have that? As soon as Kris heard their need to speak, the Angel was given the floor. “I have so many questions. You’re telling me that you taught yourself two spells I’ve used constantly? When? Since when?”

Pointing out the usage of the spells flustered Ralsei more. He stammered, trying to keep his voice level but failing miserably, “I was just…” He took a deep breath, his smile starting to vanish a bit. “I thought that if the prophecy depicted me using my fire magic, the easiest way to… break it would be to learn different abilities… ones it may not have expected me to have… ones that might let us do something different.”

Susie’s eyes narrowed. “That is the coolest thing I’ve ever heard… and you’re telling me you think you can’t do it again!?” She leapt up onto her knees, scooting over to Ralsei and shaking him like a ragdoll. Teeth bared, she yelled, “Dude! What the hell? You were so good you had the Angel fooled!”

Ralsei struggled to keep his glasses attached. They became a little lopsided by the time Susie released him, but his eyes immediately trailed over to Kris. “I… um… thought they might be mad when they found out, actually.”

Oh? He must at least realize that they weren’t mad, then. Another instance of his weird knowledge of that. In fact, the Angel was so glad that Susie could shake him for them. That was cool. “Why… would I be mad?” So many assumptions Ralsei made about the Angel utterly perplexed them.

Again, he sighed, his steady smile once again trying to diminish. It lingered for longer and longer every time, and that meant something. “We didn’t… need healing. That’s what items were for. We didn’t need pacifying. That’s what sparing is for. If it was really needed, there were others who could do it better than I could. And, because I stopped using fire magic, you struggled more when fighting tougher foes.”

Well, they couldn’t argue with that. The Angel had to rely on Susie heavily for the Knight. Fighting the Titan became easier, but only really because Susie’s idea pulled through after the Angel took out the shield. Fire magic wouldn’t have really helped there all things considered. On the other hand, the other spells had a different purpose, one that the Angel had trouble wording.

“Your spells made it easier to keep everyone safe.” The Angel decided on. Enemies became friends faster, taking them out of harm’s way thanks to pacify. Heal Prayer kept everyone in shape and the strongest items for dire situations. If anything, keeping these three safe mattered the most. “I’m more thankful for that.”

Ralsei couldn’t find any words. He stared at the ground, trying to hide his face a little more while swallowing thickly. Apparently, he’d been sufficiently broken. Good. He deserved it.

A fourth voice joined the conversation.

“What is using magic like?”

All eyes went to Kris, including the Angel’s own.

All this talk about magic, and they’d all neglected their one party member that couldn’t properly use it. The Angel knew of abilities that Kris could tap into, and ACT technically counted, but it wasn’t the same. 

Susie glanced at Ralsei like he would answer first. When it became clear that he still wasn’t able to speak yet, she grimaced. All eyes were on her now. “I mean… I dunno… It kinda just feels like something I can do. Rude Buster just kinda happens.”

After finally recovering, Ralsei thought for a second. “I don’t think Susie is… wrong in that regard. I have learned to focus on feelings and intent when learning other spells… but… I’m not sure how real it is.” He put a hand on his head. “My natural magic is something that I can just do. All magic is supposed to be that way. Except… healing and pacify required more from me, things I’m not supposed to have.”

Ah. There was that phrase the Angel didn’t really like, especially considering that monsters should still be somewhat made of magic in this world. They were still unsure about that. So, they explained what they knew, “Magic should be real, just… needs a boost from the Dark World, I guess.” Something came to mind, now that they thought about it. “Feelings and intent definitely do matter. That’s how I could give you all your stronger magic in harder fights. It was tied to your will.”

Susie scratched the back of her head. As if she realized something, she snapped her fingers. “Whenever I use magic, it always feels like I wanna go through something. Like… whatever’s in front of me… I’m gonna punch through it.” She didn’t seem so sure when a green flicker appeared in her hand. “Uh… guess that’s why my heal is kinda a bullet or something.”

Without the Angel’s input, Kris turned their head, asking Ralsei on their own, “What about you?”

“Oh! Um-” Ralsei glanced to the side. “It’s fine. I don’t think… Darkners really have will anyway. It’s like Queen said! The power of will is only something Lightners really have.”

Except, the Angel knew that couldn’t be right, and they were done letting Ralsei even think that was true. “You do have will though. I wouldn’t have been able to cast Dual Heal without it,” they insisted. It was an irrefutable fact, something that Ralsei couldn’t just discard. It required Ralsei’s own will to change for the Angel to begin casting stronger spells. “You want things. Big things. That sounds like will to me, even if it can’t make Dark Fountains.”

Ralsei’s eyes drifted back to the ground. He stared at his own knees for a bit, genuinely stumped. The gears in his head started to turn. Slowly, his cheeks started to grow slightly pink as he glanced away again. “I guess I just… thought about protecting all of you. It’s… what I always think about when I cast a spell.”

Susie’s face split into a grin. Still next to Ralsei from the shaking, she wrapped her arm around him, pulling him in for another aggressive noogie. “Aw, even when I was hitting enemies for sport?”

“Yes! Even then!” Ralsei squeaked, but the damage had already been done. He was laughing again.

The sides of Kris’ mouth curved up ever-so-slightly. It vanished just as quickly as the Angel noticed it, before their head almost tilted downward towards their chest. “What about you?”

The laughter stopped. Silence filled the air. The Angel didn’t realize that they were being addressed until their soul had been prompted for a response. They hastily answered as soon as they could, “I don’t have magic.”

“Bullshit!” Susie grinned like that was the worst lie she’d ever heard. “You have that weird light thing you do. I dunno what you did to that Titan last time, but that was funky. You even turned your soul yellow one time.”

Okay. Fair. Maybe they should have been more specific. “I don’t feel magic. It’s just a thing my soul does.” Although, that did give them pause. The control over their soul did manifest in times where it was necessary. It wasn’t something they always got a chance to call upon. Dire circumstances brought on significant changes. “Normally when something is too unfair, I just… do it.”

Kris frowned. Instead of their gaze looking towards the soul, their eyes stared at the ground. “Human soul… and you can just do it?” The silent question went unanswered: Why can’t I?

Why… couldn’t they? What really was the difference between the Angel and Kris? Well, they could think of many, but even in the other world humans knew magic at some point. What the Angel did wasn’t necessarily magic, and maybe Kris could do something similar. They just thought they couldn’t, and that’s what held them back.

They were all going to do great things. It was time for the Angel to start actually guiding them towards figuring that out.

“Tell you what,” the Angel began, standing up with Kris’ body, “There’s something I want to teach you all, and I think it’ll let Ralsei practice Fluffy Guard a little more while we’re here.” The Angel paused for a second before realizing they’d barged in. “...if you’re fine with that.”

More enthusiastically than they expected, Ralsei stood up as well. Maybe it was his tendency to always ask about them that fueled his curiosity. “Um… sure! I think that’ll work. You don’t… need to use it, if you’re not certain it’ll be useful-”

“Do you like the spell?” The Angel asked, tilting Kris’ head. It was all that mattered. When Ralsei sheepishly nodded his head, they had the only answer they needed. “Then I’ll use it when I get the chance. It’s not like I can’t just call on another spell if I need to.”

Ralsei finally relented. Something clicked, and the Angel knew that the magic was theirs to call on now. Hopefully, it would improve as time went on. Some tension in Ralsei’s shoulders slowly began to vanish. 

Turning to Susie, the Angel asked, “Are you fine with me using you for this one? I think you are the most… in tune with what I’m about to teach.” They used Kris’ hand to point at themself and then to Ralsei. “It’s these two that need some motivation.”

Kris went stock-still when they realized that they were going to be taught something. Maybe, they were confused that the Angel was about to teach them anything considering what they could possibly do with that information. Kris always could make the decision to backstab everyone with it, but it could also give them the power to do the impossible and resist that promise constantly dangling over their head.

Susie grinned yet again, pumping a fist in the air. “Finally! It’s been a while since I’ve fought with the Angel. Gimme.” She proceeded to make grabby hands at Kris, like she’d been waiting for this for a while. It hadn’t been all that long.

Using the trick the old man taught them to remove the soul more painlessly, Kris hit their chest with their fist. Again, that looked like magic, and Kris just did it. There were things here that weren’t being addressed, and the Angel had to make something clear to these three.

Susie wrapped her hand around the soul. Immediately, the fusion completed. Her eyes grew a little brighter, and yet her movements became slightly more stiff. Out of everyone, Susie liked having the soul the most. Ralsei always shut his eyes immediately when they fused to not look at his own form, even though he liked having the Angel close. Kris didn’t like the closeness at all, but they valued the fact that the soul meant their friends were safer.

When Susie took on the soul, every part of her became bolder. She knew something had her back. She had the Angel’s back in turn. Ever since their spat in the church, the two of them had been in-sync.

It made what came next easier.

The Angel guided Susie to one side of the training grounds. Kris and Ralsei stood on the other. Using Susie’s voice, the Angel called out, “You all got me thinking about what magic feels like, and while I don’t feel it, I feel something. It’s not magic, and it doesn’t need to be. It’s something I know, and something you all haven’t been told about in its entirety.”

Without the Angel having to ask, Susie summoned her axe. She chuckled to herself, giddy at something she felt in her chest, “This is gonna be good.”

The Angel’s soul pulsed back to her. “There may be times soon when I’m not with you.” It was a simple fact, one that made Kris nod like they fully expected it, and one that made Ralsei wither slightly into his scarf. “And I’m going to fight like hell to make sure that never happens, but it still can.”

Both Kris and Ralsei drew their own weapons. Ralsei looked unsure, but a battle initiated anyway. The Angel’s soul burst into view on Susie’s chest. They weren’t going to hurt anyone, but they understood how scary it was to be on the opposite side of the battlefield.

Now, for the point. In sync with the Angel, Susie’s body took a deep breath. Something red flashed in her eyes, and the Angel used her voice while grinning. “Today, you’re going to learn what determination can really do.” Both of their hands gripped the axe, and Susie only made their smile grow wider. “I’m going to show you how to cheat.”

 


 

A lone thud signaled the Angel’s landing.

They kept their head down for a moment, pain still scorching over its right side. The Dark World couldn’t get rid of injuries like that just by entering it, but that… would just have to be fine for now. 

As the Dark World took shape around them, the Angel finally saw their outfit properly. Well, their one good eye saw what their outfit had placed in front of their face. It made the rest a tad hard to see as they rose to their feet. Despite the blistering pain in their head, the Angel managed to turn towards the pillar of darkness just next to them.

They stared at it through a crimson veil placed over their face.

With their own hands, they’d pulled a Dark Fountain from the earth.

No matter how much of a sacrilege it was, they’d done something to impact the world. One of their decisions mattered. 

The wind radiating from the fountain caused the Angel’s crimson cloak to sway. Its hood allowed the Angel to hide their appearance, just as they were always meant to do. After all, their original vessel was meant to be faceless. All of their depictions lacked a face as well. Likewise, the hood and the veil shrouded them, and the Angel found comfort in a strange way when they saw their vessel hidden in its entirety.

Slowly, the Angel allowed themself a moment to observe their new form. Their vessel felt the same, but small things changed, things they would have to pay attention to. Some of the Dark World’s gifts were pretty. Silver stars had been engraved in the lower half of their cloak, which at least broke up the ever-pervasive red all over them. 

They supposed that had to do with the soul floating in front of their chest. 

No matter how many times the Angel tried to disengage it, the soul remained floating in front of them. Down here, it was all they were meant to be. It was a dead giveaway, one that the Angel would have to remember next time they encountered Undyne or Asgore. At least… their light and wings had also returned. They missed those. They only ever appeared rarely, but the Angel liked it when they did.

Even better, that silver, four-pointed star danced behind their head again. It only ever existed in people’s minds, but now it was real. The wings naturally shifted to the Angel’s whims. When they lifted a hand out of their cloak to feel at it, they realized that the little things were actually tangible. Ralsei would have a field day if he knew about that. They were impossibly soft, and the Angel worried that they would somehow break them.

Once more, the Angel’s hand withdrew back into their cloak. They glimpsed their golden fur when their hand receded. It didn’t look any different. Maybe, the Dark World didn’t particularly care about what was under the cloak. The external appearance was all that mattered for them. 

At least, they’d been afforded a black undergarment, and in the small time the cloak was open, the Angel noticed something else. They felt for it a few times, coming across a belt before settling on the item in question.

When they finally pulled it out, a pit formed in their stomach.

Their own horn had been filed down into a dagger. Of course, they would be given a dagger. It was their strongest weapon, and what they always resorted to when things got too tough.

And yet, in their hand, they couldn’t dispel it like Susie and Kris could do with their own weapons. They couldn’t summon a different one either. Perhaps, they were missing their “proper” weapon.

Well, at least they had some means of self-defense.

Distantly, the Angel thought they heard ticking.

Blistering pain came back over the right side of the Angel’s skull. They winced, and the turning of their head allowed them to glimpse something shining next to the fountain. 

Finally.

Finally.

Some of the panic of the previous few hours began to ebb away. The Angel walked towards the star that signified their power. As they watched the fountain, they extended their hand to the star, filled with the power of finally making progress.

Wounds closed. A chill that had sapped the Angel’s energy in the Light World burned away as the light purged it. The blood still leaking out of the Angel’s wound ceased to be for now, though the Angel doubted that this healing would amount to anything in the Light World. For now, it made them strong enough to deal with the next step of this escape.

The Angel stared at their files again as they came up. They… didn’t think saving over the corrupted ones would be a good idea. That left only their one, singular file to use. Any saves would be permanent.

Overall, they would take a broken horn over nearly dusting again.

After pushing their will forward, the words on the save point began to change. The star resonated with the Angel’s soul, and something permanent clicked into place.

File Saved.

The Angel stared at their own broken name before looking directly to the right of it.

LV 7.

That was more like it.

One thing had finally been given to the Angel, and it was their experience within Dark Worlds. That made sense, considering Noelle’s own LV increase after she had been in the party for a while. It turned out the LV was tied to the Angel’s soul in a way after all. At last, they weren’t at a disadvantage compared to everyone else.

Now, to test something while they still had the chance.

The Angel stepped a few paces away from the save point. When they got far enough for the change to be indisputable, they called upon their power. The light behind their head began rotating the other direction, and the world stuttered-

-and reformed anew, the Angel standing in front of the star.

They could still load their save file.

As if something had changed, the Angel immediately went to their other two files. The moment they tried to perform the same action, something icy crept up the back of their neck. Something rose in the backside of their mind yet again.

They stopped. Only the one file worked, it seemed.

That distant ticking noise continued. The Angel grew antsy.

Not all had been lost, and that would have to be enough. The Angel turned back to the flickering star, realizing that something was still present within it. If they reached into it correctly, then they should be able to…

At every save point, the Angel could access their storage.

Of all the things that the Roaring corrupted, storage survived.

The Angel immediately began rummaging through. Most of their strongest items had been taken out and used during the Roaring. Revivemints were entirely gone. Trying to find the surviving Lightners on foot made sure of that. Only a few old CDBagels remained. Fine. It was much better than nothing, and they would take it. 

Part of them regretted the fact that they never stored the PureCrystal in here when Ralsei advised against using it. Seam said that the Angel was the only one who could safely wield it, but the consequences for doing so simply weren’t worth it. They still didn’t understand why Seam grinned when the Angel refused their offer.

Before the Angel closed the storage, they remembered one other thing they stuffed in here.

Really, they weren’t supposed to put certain items in the storage. The Angel never really had a need to clear out space for more equipment. Room always impossibly existed in their inventory for axes, swords, rings, and scarves. However, there was one exception they made when they needed to hide something from prying eyes.

The Angel’s hand snagged on something soft within the star. Carefully, they pulled it out, knowing how delicate it probably still was. They wouldn’t want to ruin all of the hard work that they and Susie put into it, after all.

When the entire scarf finally emerged from the save point, the Angel draped it over both of their hands.

All of the reverie of creating a Dark World died out. The ticking sound grew louder.

The Angel stared at the scarf through their veil, like something about it would change if they looked long enough. No. The person meant to wear this scarf never received that gift. The Angel didn’t ever gift it to him after the Roaring started. It probably wasn’t any good stats-wise, so they supposed that they wanted it to wait until after everyone was already safe.

…When they were all free.

Now, so far away, Ralsei slowly turned to stone with nothing to comfort him.

He was probably already a statue by now.

The Angel’s claws tightened around the sloppily stitched red threads. They remembered not being sure whether to make it red or pink. Susie made the convincing argument that he already had pink scarves, and making it red was an excuse for Christmas jokes about him. It was Susie’s idea to add a personal touch of the Angel’s silver stars. Patching them into the scarf had gone terribly, but they were secure enough. Maybe a personal touch was dumb for a gift that was supposed to be for someone else, but Susie thought he would like it.

Besides, Ralsei liked having the soul close whenever the Angel didn’t have a vessel, so they just thought…

Slowly, the Angel exhaled from their nose, claws wrapping tighter around the scarf. For only a moment, they unclasped their cloak. The golden emblem of the Deltarune holding it together at the neck came undone for a moment while the Angel allowed the rest of their vessel to be shown. As carefully as they could, they wrapped the scarf around their neck, keeping it safe in case the silver light ever winked out again.

They still needed to give this scarf to Ralsei, after all.

The Angel would get back to them. The Dark World was only the beginning.

Once more, they clasped the cloak. The scarf stayed hidden from view. At least, they still had something that they and Susie made together, even if it was small.

The Angel turned away from the Dark Fountain, finally looking at the Dark World ahead of them. That obnoxious ticking kept going.

A prison.

This Dark World was supposed to form a prison.

The Angel expected a more elaborate cell. They expected for the cell to grow larger. Part of them imagined a high-tech prison block suspended in the air by chains when they imagined the consequences of making a fountain.

No.

This prison had a sick sense of humor.

The room around the Dark Fountain was pitch black, save for an archway on the other end and a patch of grass in the center. As if it knew to mock them, the Dark World placed two options just above their head, begging to be pressed. Just like the horn the Angel used to escape their cell, the key to escape rested within this prison as well. All the Angel had to do was press a button.

For a long time, this had been their prison. It was the only thing that could finally contain them when all was said and done.

It was a fascimile… a poor mockery of the real thing. The Angel could see something beyond the archway. The path forward was open for them, because they weren’t stuck behind the glass anymore. 

They would never settle for this prison again. Susie and Ralsei both promised them that this wouldn’t be all that waited for them when the prophecy ended. Kris was never sure, no matter how hard they tried to be. However, two out of three was close enough, and that’s what hope was about, right? Those who hope have it for those who cannot. If this was the Dark World’s attempt at containing them, it failed.

The Angel walked forward on still unsure footsteps. The words passed over their head. They didn’t need those. They probably weren’t even real. This room wasn’t the one they’d made the wrong decision in so many times.

Shortly after, the archway passed too, and the rest of the Dark World began to form. It didn’t have much to work off of, considering the barren nature of the prison. The Angel could see towers to their left and right in the distance, and a plateau in the center. Just beyond, the Grand Door for this Dark World was visible. Large chains fanned out in web-like patterns, connecting the different pieces over an expanse below.

The Angel glanced back at their cell. They hadn’t seen the bars from the inside in that dark room, and yet a birdcage was all the cell looked like from the outside.

There was little time to stare. The ticking continued. It let them know of every second they wasted. As always, time constrained them, even though it should be the one thing they had absolute control over. But… they never did, did they? Time pulled them away for years from their friends. They only ever had a few days before a banishment everyone struggled against. No matter how many times the Angel wound the clock backwards in this world either, they never found anything new.

Well, there was only one thing to do now.

Undyne should be around here somewhere. Ideally, Asgore would be on his way soon. They both needed to be handled now, so that the Angel could get a headstart when the fountain was sealed. These stats wouldn’t carry over to the Light World. They had to make use of this now. Better yet, Undyne and Asgore may be so disoriented by the Dark World that they may not even realize the situation until it was far too late. They may not even know how to fight the Angel on their own terms.

Now, where was Undyne?

Their legs would be shaky outside of battle, so searching for her on foot may be a foolish endeavor. However, the Angel knew better than to search for her normally.

Instead of walking any further, the Angel shut their eyes, and thought about what Undyne might be doing right now.

 


 

Yeah, Asgore told her to calm down. 

Sure, maybe she shouldn’t have antagonized the overwhelming-power, soul-infused monster. They had it coming, since they wanted to act stupid on purpose. 

But in hindsight, maybe Undyne made a slight bit of a mistake.

In all of Undyne’s time in the Underground, she never really had people stand against her. Sure, she had sparring partners. She had mentors. Sometimes, an Aaron would test the waters a little, but no one ever really pissed off Undyne.

Then Frisk showed up, and Undyne had never been more livid in her life. 

A human showed up to the Underground and started acting all nice and friendly to monsters. Every time Undyne spoke to those who encountered the human, they always had something nice to say about what should be an enemy to monsterkind. Undyne always had an instinct that something had to be wrong. There had to be a catch. The human was just… waiting for the right moment. Undyne always expected to round a corner and see dust. She always expected that kid following the human around to get hurt, and yet instead of attacking them on that bridge, the human helped the kid up from a potentially fatal fall.

The goody-two-shoes schtick didn’t sway Undyne. She fought them anyway. After all, their continued existence was a crime.

That was the first time someone really stood up to Undyne. Frisk didn’t play by Undyne’s rules. Quite frankly, they humiliated her, and their expression never changed as they did so. And yet, when Frisk had every chance to strike the killing blow or leave her for dead, they gave her water anyway, even knowing that she could kill them. They showed up to her damn house, and even when Undyne did try to kill them again, they couldn’t muster up any intent to hurt her back.

When monsters finally reached the surface, humans were stubborn. She’d never met someone as stubborn as Frisk though. 

However, as Undyne screamed in that bloodied monster’s face, trying to figure out what the hell they had just done, she realized that she may have met a second brick wall. She wasn’t used to people being this stubborn. It’d been so long since Undyne feared anything, and now monsters may end up back underground thanks to a monster who just kept on lying.

She remembered them grinning at her before kicking off of her. Undyne started tumbling through the darkness, even though there should’ve been a floor below her. She thought they’d kicked her towards the cell door, but when her hands reached out, she grabbed onto nothing. Well, that meant that she’d crash into the filing cabinet not too far from the cell considering she couldn’t get her footing.

Undyne caught a glimpse of light at her feet. Her eye went wide when she noticed it travelling up her body, getting rid of her casual clothing and leaving something else in its place. Anyone else might’ve panicked. Undyne still didn’t know what she was seeing, but she refused to panic. If she didn’t stay sharp, then she might miss something-

Something from below appeared through the darkness.

Undyne summoned a spear. Anyone else would’ve yelled in terror, but she’d fallen off of things before. Waterfall was full of chasms. What looked like a stone pillar rose up next to her. Thankfully, her fall managed to send her parallel to its wall. With a yell, Undyne drove her spear into the side. As the sparkling light forming around her rose up past her arms, the spear began to bubble. 

Thankfully, it didn’t hurt, but the weapon became larger. Her glowing spear started to harden while it scraped down the side of the stone. It began to slow Undyne’s descent, rending a crack through the gargantuan structure. Damn, even after all this lazing around that the surface had given her, her arms didn’t even strain all that much. And here she was, thinking she’d gotten rusty!

Unfortunately, her attempts to catch her fall might’ve been… a little too effective. She dangled far off the ground, and while she could just summon another spear and fall again, she wasn’t all that sure that she wouldn’t hit the ground with her remaining momentum. It’d… probably be fine. 

While she thought, she didn’t notice her spear bubbling again. 

Undyne’s weapon began to glow, and she realized too late that she was falling again.

The weapon elongated. Undyne only had a second to glance up, and she spotted the handle of her spear still in her hand. What was meant to be the pointed end of a spear had detached entirely, shifting inside of the wall while a trail of that same, boiling light extended out to the pretty useless handle Undyne had in her grasp. 

Knowing she was gonna hit the ground soon, Undyne braced for impact.

The light solidified. A chain formed at the end of the handle. When Undyne thought she’d hit the ground, she suddenly stopped a few inches above it. When she glanced up, she saw that the entire spear had morphed into a chain… with a spiked ball embedded in the side of the tower. Her spear turned into a flail.

Did she do that?

No way. 

Undyne let go of the handle, finally landing on solid ground. As she let go of the weapon, it vanished. She cursed to herself. It wasn’t unusual that her spears vanished when they weren’t in use, but she wanted that weapon damn it! 

As soon as she thought about a weapon again, the odd looking spear appeared in her hands again. Undyne grumbled, “Still wanted that cool flail.”

Almost like her weapon heard her, it began to glow again. Her spears, which usually were so rigid in form, never did this. Now, she had a whole new weapon in her grasp, the flail returning to her hands. Since… since when could she do this? 

Wait, hold on. She had to try this. There was one weapon Undyne always wanted. The spears were cool. They were her go-to. They were easy to throw, summon from the ground, and could get the job done no matter what she needed. Buuuut, she’d be lying if she didn’t want a giant sword. Humans could make replicas. Undyne actually did have a real giant sword back at home thanks to Alphys… uh… making one as a birthday gift. But that sword had to fit in the house.

Undyne wanted a sword ten times her size.

The weapon changed again. A hilt fanned out from the handle. The spiked ball and chain both morphed into a blade that kept getting longer. She thought it might stop at being a lame broadsword, but the blade kept going. 

Undyne didn’t notice a burning feeling just above her head.

Instead, she kept focusing on the sword. When it finally finished forming, she whooped, trying to whip it over her shoulder to hold. It was heavy, but Undyne felt strong. She managed to haul the sword into the air, and realized a little too late that she didn’t remember having something protecting her shoulders from the giant blade about to crash onto it.

A dull thud met her ears when the blade landed over her shoulder.

Wait… when did she get armor? It was honestly kinda stupid that she’d been given studded leather out of all things. She preferred plate, but at least it made her landing easier. Plus, this was pretty flexible-

Now that she’d just caught up to what was happening, why the hell was there a tower? In a jail cell?

She’d gotten so wrapped up in the sword and armor thing that she almost forgot what the hell just happened. Where… where the hell was she? She couldn’t even see the ground beneath her feet. It was just… nothing. The tower she’d hit made no sense. She couldn’t even see the sky anymore, and it was a pretty clear night last she checked. 

Both of Undyne’s fins drooped when she glanced to her right, seeing something that dwarfed her entirely.

Not so far away, a giant clawed hand reached up from the darkness. It might’ve been pretty badass to fight if it was moving, but for once, Undyne was fine with a fight not happening right now. Stone covered the entire hand, and it didn’t move at all. Thankfully, it was just a statue.

It looked like it was holding a cage of some kind. Undyne couldn’t see what was in it from here. Even as she put her hand over her one good eye to try to block out sun that wasn’t even there, she couldn’t figure out what was in the cage. She could see a black pillar of something rising up above the cage, which set off alarm bells but-

Undyne immediately got distracted by the fact that her scales were a different color. Before, she thought it might’ve just been the light of her spears, but nope. Her scales looked way too saturated now. 

What… what was this?

This must be what unfathomable power meant when a monster absorbed a human soul. Maybe… maybe it was never about being better in a fight. Was this what a monster with a human soul could do? Undyne had never seen anything like this, and she didn’t have a single clue where that monster took her. It… it felt like she was falling, but surely this wasn’t under Hometown.

And Undyne didn’t see that monster anywhere. Damn it. She didn’t see Asgore anywhere. The whole room got covered by that black smoke, and Undyne didn’t know if he got out or not. If he’d fallen in here too, then she had to find him first. With that monster on the loose, they’d be better off fighting side by side.

At least, Undyne had sick new weapons to try out. If that asshole wanted a fight, then she’d give them a fight.

Undyne checked her hip for the keys that she definitely dropped in the chaos. She was too worried about trying to get a hold of the darkness geyser creating monster that she dropped them on the ground. They didn’t fall next to her, and they could be anywhere. Ugh. Well, it wasn’t like there was a jail cell around that she’d be shutting any time soon.

She needed to find Asgore, find that monster, and get the hell out of here.

Hopefully, he landed somewhere fine or got out. She doubted it, considering she watched the smoke overtake him too.

Without a single clue where she was going, Undyne set off. The ground beneath her feet started to grow a little more solid. It only consisted of grey, sad-looking stone. Black gunk sifted out of the ground in patches, and Undyne decided to steer clear of those. If the giant, clawed hand in the distance wasn’t creepy enough, then this whole place wanted to try to scare her.

Of course, she wasn’t scared. She just didn’t know what the hell any of it was. Maybe… maybe Alphys would have an idea. She worked with souls before. Maybe she would know how the hell a monster pulled a beam of some weird darkness stuff out of the ground and made this creepy place that changed how Undyne looked.

The creepy place gave her cool weapons though, so she wasn’t complaining all that much. Scratch that actually, she would complain. When she said she wanted things to get interesting, she wanted it to be like… maybe one person stirring up trouble in the mountains who actually wanted a fight. Well, she got that, it’s just the person who wanted to be obtuse was a monster with a human soul. Now? After dealing with nothing in the mountains and this monster all night? She just wanted to go and sleep.

Undyne stopped in her tracks when she saw something new.

On the ground, she thought she saw something twitching. When she glanced at the moving thing, it looked like more stone at first glance. She would’ve ignored it had she not realized that it looked way too elaborate to be some of the boring stone around here. 

Undyne inched closer. The stone object twitched again. It… was hollow on the inside. No, those were rings. It had way too many rings to the point where it almost looked like a ball. Those weren’t what was moving. Undyne caught a glimpse of something almost silvery in the stone, and it kept twitching.

No- shit, that wasn’t what she was seeing again. The silvery bits were being encased by stone slowly. When she saw the jagged lines that the stone made, she- 

Were those her keys? Why the hell were her keys turning into rocks? Why had they been bunched up into a weird looking-

The keys on one of the loops twitched again. For a moment, the bundle of stone lifted off of the ground. Was it flying- Why the hell were her keys flying-

The remainder of the silver still showing turned to stone. The mass clattered to the ground, and Undyne winced when it looked like it might shatter. She didn’t know why that was her instinct, but it was.

Thankfully, it hit the ground without breaking.

It didn’t move again.

Screw this place. Undyne cursed to herself, moving towards the weird incline in the distance. She needed to get up somewhere high, and she wasn’t about to backtrack to that tower now. She needed to find Asgore, and they were gonna get the hell out of here.

That giant door in the distance looked promising. Was that even a door? She didn’t know. She wasn’t going over there without Asgore though, so her best bet was to continue getting up somewhere high to look for him. Maybe, he’d have the same idea.

The incline wasn’t too far. Undyne finally decided to turn that large sword back into a spear, but she would be trying that again later. After getting a running start, Undyne summoned a second spear to her hand, beginning to scale the sharp incline with both of the spears. 

Maybe, Asgore had a point. Antagonizing that monster wasn’t a good idea. But now? With all of this? She was going to get an answer, even if she had to beat the crap out of them. Monsterkind wasn’t going back underground thanks to a monster that couldn’t think about the bigger picture.

 


 

Undyne’s thoughts were loud.

The Angel receded from her viewpoint, finding themself just outside their cage again. They couldn’t see what it looked like from Undyne’s point of view. After all, only their second pair of eyes visited whenever they closed their vessel’s eyes. 

Of course, the Angel couldn’t miss the Darkner turning to stone. Undyne likely didn’t know what it was, but they would recognize that process anywhere.

Based on the way Susie’s Dark World turned some Darkners to stone, the same must have been happening here. The Angel’s will formed this Dark World through their mind and specific purpose. A Darkner made of Undyne’s keys wouldn’t serve a purpose in a world designed to let the Angel escape. And yet, the Angel only asked for a battlefield, so…

Did any Darkner have a purpose here?

The Angel tried to recount the objects in the room. The broken pen that Asgore never put down might’ve turned into a sword. That could be an item or a Darkner. Multiple batons and cuffs lined the walls. Those could turn into weapons and armor, but if they did happen to become Darkners, they were probably stone as well. The Angel looked through their veil across the Dark World, trying to see any movement in the distance. Instead, they only saw a pillar on either side of the plateau. 

If the Angel imagined their cage as the cell in the corner of the prison, then those towers roughly should be where the filing cabinets would be. That would make the plateau the barren desk that hadn’t been used in ages. The chains were odd, but based on the way they spanned out in webs, they could just be webbing transferred to this place.

It was very quiet.

The Angel hoped with every fiber of their being that Darkners hadn’t formed. In the cell, they hoped to find allies, but the more they thought about it… There was no Grand Fountain to bring them to in this world. When the Dark Fountain was sealed, that would be it for them.

The scarf around the Angel’s neck showed just how rotten they felt about abandoning Darkners like that.

Something fluttered behind the Angel.

They turned their head. When they found their peripheral vision covered by the hood of the cloak, they used their second pair of eyes to see. The source of the flapping sound made itself known, and the Angel’s heart sunk. There… was one more thing that would probably form a Darkner in this world. The Angel’s notepad had been left on the ground, and they didn’t pick it back up before creating the Dark World.

So, the Angel let one of their hands out of their cloak, extending a finger. The Darkner was a small thing, and it looked for a place to land. For a moment, the Angel couldn’t tell what it was. Its entire body… almost its entire body, consisted of the paper that made up its true object. The paper morphed and shifted like someone rapidly making different pieces of origami before it finally settled. It looked… like a bird of some kind? The folds of paper shifted, trying to form feathers in the impressive origami that made up the Darkner’s body.

The bird landed on the Angel’s finger. It couldn’t fly anymore. Some of the paper on its body began turning into stone. It tilted its head at the Angel, and they realized that the rings that bound the pages together had turned into little eyes for it.

The Angel lowered their head. Their expression couldn’t be seen from the other side of the veil, but a frown curved across their face regardless. In a hoarse voice, they whispered, “I’m sorry.”

Once more, the Darkner tilted its head again. In a scratchy yet quiet voice, the bird squawked, “Can talk again? Good! Good job!”

Its speech was stilted. Some of the words sounded almost repeated in an uncanny way that the Angel couldn’t place. They paid more attention to its beak and some of the feathers on its crest. It… looked like a parrot more than anything. However, they wouldn’t get much longer to see. “Sorry I woke you up,” the Angel apologized again, watching the stone beginning to creep up its body.

The parrot hopped along their finger. It peeked at the veil for a bit before bringing its head back to an upright position. “Has been dark for a while! Glad to be used once! Quiet! Very quiet!”

The Angel glanced down at their soul. Back in the Roaring, it’d managed to stave off the petrification that Ralsei almost underwent. Maybe they could… “Do you… want to last a little longer?” The Angel wondered out loud. Their voice started to become more natural the more they used it. “Could help you.”

“Dark World has no use for me!” The parrot hopped along again. It moved away from the Angel’s soul. “Asked for fight! If you are speaking fine, then it’s okay.”

There were no Grand Fountains here. This Darkner’s life would be full of having to linger around the soul, and the Angel wasn’t planning on making another Dark World. Delaying the inevitable may only make it feel worse. The stone kept creeping up its fragile body, and the Angel didn’t understand this little thing. “Darkners usually get scared when left alone. Why are you so happy?”

“Finally got to be of use!” The parrot nodded its tiny head. “Did something important! Helping you find your friends! Got to be your voice for a small while!” Then, its head tilted again. “Want more help?”

The Angel did wonder whether or not the objects in this room would become allies. If this Darkner found joy in helping, then the Angel would allow it that much. They nodded their head under the hood.

While the parrot couldn’t fly anymore, it used its talons to claw over to the Angel’s other arm. They let it without fussing, and it minded their horn. With one, stony wing, it pointed in the direction of the tower that Undyne came from. “Can’t walk well! Not using tail to balance! That’s fine! Stick fell that way!”

Ah, their walking stick. The Angel supposed that they did need that sooner rather than later. While their soul would make movements in battle… not quite necessary, being able to move during an attack with full confidence would be much better. If they somehow couldn’t engage in a proper fight as well, they wanted their full range of mobility back. Besides, that didn’t seem too far.

The stone moved closer to the parrot’s neck. Gently, the Angel took it off of their arm, holding it in their hands. They never liked watching this. The first time Lancer turned to stone still made them uneasy, and knowing it was happening to Ralsei…

“Thank you.” There wasn’t much time for sentimentality, but the Angel could still do this. “Is there anything you want me to do for you?”

“Liked being your voice!” Its scratchy voice cheerfully said without a hint of horror towards what was happening. “Take with you when you leave? Don’t like the dark.”

If…

If the Angel did make it back to everyone, then they supposed that the Grand Fountain would still be active. The Roaring complicated things right now, but the Angel went great lengths to try to avoid sealing the Grand Fountain. They could find a place for a Darkner like this. There was no reason to abandon them here when they left. After all, the Angel didn’t know if their voice would last. They… could also just keep notes. It would make it easier to stop their thoughts from scrambling.

It would be a promise they’d keep, because the Angel would see their friends again. To the small Darkner, they nodded their head again. “It may take a while. I’ll find a place for you. Promise.”

As cheery as it started out, the Darkner squawked again, “Okay!” Its head sunk a little bit as the stone worked its way up, completing the petrification. “Hope you find your friends!”

…It stopped moving.

The Angel released a breath they didn’t know they were holding. It… was fine. The Darkner wasn’t dead. Petrification just meant that it didn’t belong in this Dark World. That… that was the Angel’s fault. They created this Dark World for the sole purpose of orchestrating a fight and escape attempt. Nothing else was necessary.

The ticking continued.

Time grew shorter. It was time to keep their promises.

The Angel faced the closest tower, some distant magic within their soul once more surging. They shut their eyes, and yet their second pair watched their soul shift into a deep blue. Something heavy caused their legs to nearly buckle, but the Angel knew that while blue soul magic weighed them down, it could be forced right back up at their own whims.

Good. That still worked.

Slowly, their cloak began to change color as well. The silver stars danced as blue shrouded the Angel’s body in the place of crimson. When they opened their own eyes, they glanced up at their second pair, seeing the color of their soul reflected in them as well.

Heights always did put a tingly feeling in the palms of their hands. Now, that was no different. Under the veil, they took a deep breath, trusting that the soul magic would work as it always had.

The Angel leapt from their cage, soaring through the air. Their cloak billowed around them while they plummeted, controlling their fall with the blue magic shrouding their entire body. When they began to fall, they twisted their body, going into a spin. Their soul answered the call, sending them higher into the boundless ceiling of the Dark World. 

For the briefest of moments, they weren’t scared of the heights anymore. They wind on their vessel and had gone higher than they ever could before this happened to them. It almost made them question what they even were yet again, but as the Angel soared, they almost thought of it as fun.

When they left their spin, they began to plummet down. It made their soul seize for a moment when they saw the ground getting closer, but they had nothing to fear.

They cleared far more distance than they otherwise could’ve, landing just next to the gargantuan stone pillar. It was less of an actual tower and more of a pale, stone mound. This entire Dark World looked like the outskirts of Castle Town. It’d been shaped by the bare minimum.

After they landed and took a moment to steady themself, they let their soul return to its usual crimson. Their cloak followed suit shortly after, and the Angel started surveying the area.

Someone had probably seen them during that fall. Hopefully, Undyne and Asgore were a little too distracted to look up. The Angel didn’t have a single clue where Asgore could be, but he must’ve been around the desk considering where he stood when the darkness finally overtook the room. The Angel would probably face him and Undyne on that plateau. For now, they needed to find their walking stick.

Thankfully, it wasn’t that far off. Undyne must’ve been so distracted by the cage, that she didn’t notice the red chest poking out of the other side of the tower. In a world as pale as this, the items were easy to see.

As the Angel opened the lid, they looked back up at their cage as well.

They nearly broke the lid of the chest when they saw a Titan’s hand reaching up from the ground. The Angel’s hand went for their dagger immediately, like it could do anything, but the Titan’s hand didn’t move. It…

It was just stone.

That hand held their cage aloft, and they’d been standing on top of it that whole time.

The Angel officially hated this Dark World and wanted out. That statue better actually be a statue, or everyone was in trouble. Hopefully, the Dark World just wanted to give them a nice dosage of what precisely they were racing against. Getting back to their friends was one thing, but they had to do it before a Titan found them.

The ticking continued.

Move faster.

The Angel’s hand snagged on something wooden in the chest. As they pulled it out, they grimaced. Of course, they should’ve expected a stick would’ve turned into something like this. They just hated that it turned into a crook. It felt natural in their hand in a way that they didn’t like, and the moment they tried to dispel the weapon like they did with the dagger, the crook vanished

Despite having a dagger, the Dark World gave them a shepherd’s cane as a weapon.

Very funny.

At least, they knew how to make good use of sticks. What was this crook if not just a larger stick? They’d figure out a way to use it, and if that didn’t work, they still had a backup weapon hidden under their cloak. At least this meant that they had a better chance of handling their two targets nonlethally. It also meant that if Susie tried to sprint ahead again, they could hook her back with the end of the crook.

The thought almost made them smile, but their lips didn’t move.

They’d stalled long enough. 

It was time to face the reason they’d created this Dark World.

The Angel turned their soul blue once more, leaping towards the plateau.

 


 

Monsters did not bleed.

Chara bled sometimes, yet typically hid their injuries from Asgore.

So, what else could Asgore have done but stand there when he saw blood running down that monster’s face?

What else could he have done when darkness overtook him, and a primal fear clawed at the edge of his mind? A memory, frayed and forgotten, wanted to make itself known, yet no matter how much Asgore grasped for it, he couldn’t quite hang on. He remembered a few details as he fell, and they sifted through his fingers like sand.

He knew that darkness. He knew it from somewhere. Why did he recognize the power that had been pulled from the earth?

That monster… they were a being that carried familiarity yet always bent what Asgore found so familiar. Again, they had done the same. Asgore never remembered a darkness like this in his memory, but he knew he had seen something like it before. So, he grasped. He clawed for a memory frayed and turned to monochrome, trying to remember what he was seeing.

Fragments came. Monsters sought freedom. The barrier remained impenetrable. Finding a way to break it would be imperative. Who would he task with such an ordeal? Alphys, obviously. Yet, Alphys didn’t become the royal scientist until six souls were gathered. Surely, Asgore had plans before six children fell at his hands.

Asgore remembered letters that he combed over with little idea of what the words meant. Pieces of the memory burnt at the edges. Someone spoke to him while he poured over one of the reports. No matter which way he turned, he could not see a face that should be there. It wasn’t there. There was no face.

The science eluded him. What Asgore knew was that the power of the few human souls had been harnessed to create something new. It could make more space within the Underground. It could potentially provide escape. Perhaps, it could even call out to something greater. Something was whispered among shadows. Evidence was found of something that would appear one day at world’s edge.

Why couldn’t he remember…?

A machine channeled all it had extracted into the earth. Asgore never saw it. He only remembered being told what would occur. No news came after. Eventually, he investigated why he had an empty lab in Hotland. Why would he do something as foolish as calling for the construction of a lab with no one to tend to it? 

What went wrong? A claw crushed the memory. It stole it away. An inky darkness sat at the bottom of a lab, a machine Asgore didn’t understand hovering over it. Something used to be here. Something had fallen in. It was as if it was never there at all.

The machine’s hollow eyes stared. A position needed to be filled. No position existed prior. Just an empty lab, waiting for someone else.

Asgore was not equipped to understand.

“Hey! Asgore! You awake?”

Perhaps, he was. Asgore tried to blink his eyes open. Many days he woke up alone, and yet he thought that he was awake for a moment there. No, he must have shut his eyes during the fall at some point.

His vision took time to adjust, but as Asgore lifted his head, he saw Undyne standing over him. Well, she certainly looked a bit more armored than he remembered! That didn’t look like the gear she preferred, but it was nice that she was trying new things. Asgore grunted, managing to get on one knee despite how heavy his limbs felt. “I am all right. Though, I suppose…” His eyes trailed around their immediate environment. Pale stone sat under him, and he did not miss the giant claw extending upwards in the distance. “I suppose we have found ourselves in quite a predicament.”

“Understatement of the century,” Undyne scoffed, grabbing his arm and actually, genuinely helping someone of his stature up to his feet. She glanced up and down at his own outfit a few times before snickering. “Damn, looks like this place knows you like flowers.”

When Asgore looked down at his own outfit, he saw exactly what she was talking about. Although… this place? Did this… nebulous place she spoke of cause him to sprout flowers all over his armor? Wait… he didn’t even wear armor when he went out anymore. At least, it wasn’t the heavy metal and pauldrons that he was used to. It was lighter, slightly more flexible, and had leaves in the place of heavy pauldrons. The regal purples had all gone away for cheery greens and whites. It even gave him a little flower crown.

Asgore was a bit ashamed to say that it delighted him enough to make him almost forget what just happened. He squinted, looking around the strange plateau he found himself on. “I would not happen to be dreaming, would I?” 

Undyne found amusement in that, her smile growing. “Nah. Plus, if I’m dreaming about the big sword I can summon, I’ll be real mad.” To show exactly what she was talking about, Undyne extended her hands. An obscenely large broadsword clanked against the stone floor before Undyne lifted it up onto her shoulder, carrying it like it was nothing. “What about you? Did you at least get a cool weapon?” She glanced at his belt. “If that broken looking sword is your weapon, that’ll suck.”

Hm? Oh, yes, Asgore did have a… far too small sword attached to his belt. That didn’t look like a weapon he could actually use. Asgore supposed that he always had his trident. “I am sure that if… we need to fight, I will have a weapon at the ready.” Perhaps, they were both getting too off track. A problem must be around here somewhere. “I suppose if we’re both… wherever this is, then that must mean the monster is around as well.”

“I’ve been keeping an eye out, but…” Undyne swiveled her head around like she’d see something she missed before at the last possible moment. “Not a damn clue where they could be. Thought coming up here would help.” She threw her arms in the air, yelling, “Could monsters with human souls do this the entire time? What the hell even is this?!”

Asgore wasn’t sure. The first monster to absorb a human soul was too wracked with grief to make any use of it. The second monster died in Asgore’s garden, and he slammed the door on that thought immediately. He didn’t want to think of his son’s death as… as speculation. “I… am unsure. Perhaps, if we could find them, they would provide answers.”

“Fat chance.” Undyne put a hand over her eye, trying to get a closer look at the large, clawed hand holding up a cage. “Don’t really feel like talking when they pulled whatever this is out of their ass.”

Yes, while that was true, Asgore politely noted, “They were heavily wounded when we last saw them. It is… unlikely that they are able to put up a fight any longer.” That horn would need to be treated soon. The risk of infection was already high, and the fact that they… bashed it off… They had likely passed out somewhere. “I believe if we searched for them and helped them with that wound, they may be a bit more… amicable.”

Undyne didn’t immediately respond. She looked a bit to her right, staring up into the darkness above. After a few moments, her one good eye went wide. “Yeah uh… I think we’ve got bigger problems.”

Asgore followed her gaze. He only had a moment to catch a flicker of silver light far above before something began hurtling down at the both of them fast. Instinctively, Asgore grabbed the collar of Undyne’s armor, dodging backwards with her in tow. 

He didn’t need to do so. The thing that crashed down landed a distance away, but close enough for a dust cloud to rise where Undyne once stood.

Immediately, Undyne drew her weapon. Asgore did not summon his trident. Surely… surely there was no need to fight. He’d spent so long fighting. 

In the dust, the silver light began to shine brighter. It danced, cutting through the darkness like it hardly even mattered. A blue light just below it slowly shifted back to a familiar crimson hue. The dust cleared, and Asgore knew precisely who he was staring at. The soul was unmistakable. The cloak tried to mask who the monster truly was, but only one horn poked through their hood.

The soul floated just in front of the monster’s chest. They stood motionless, one arm hidden beneath their cloak while the other held their weapon. The only indicator that Asgore received that they hadn’t just frozen up were two, oddly bright wings repositioning on either side of the light behind their head.

Something cold began to creep into Asgore’s own soul.

They called themself the Angel, did they not?

Why… had this world given them wings?

Undyne’s eye flicked to Asgore. While her hand remained steady on the broadsword, she deferred to him. 

And yet, he found himself stumbling. The longer he stared at the light behind their head, the more he grew tense. He could no longer gauge their facial expressions either. The veil over their face made it impossible to see whether they could be wounded or prepared to fight.

Asgore didn’t understand so many things. How… how could he understand? Perhaps… this strange place knew he liked flowers. Maybe, it knew this monster had… some fascination with the Angel.

It didn’t ease his worries. It didn’t get rid of the overwhelming presence somewhere above him.

He cleared his throat, trying to steel his own expression in response to theirs being hidden. “I… see you are able to walk! That… that is good.” And yet, that may not have been entirely true. They held a crook in one hand, and they seemed to be leaning on it just as much as they did with that old branch. “Your injury may become infected if no one takes a glance at it. My healing magic may not be the best, but I am sure we can-” Asgore took one step forward.

In an instant, the monster took its crook in both hands, brandishing the curved end towards Asgore. Both of their wings rose upward slightly.

“Out of chances.” The hoarse whisper came back under the veil. The soul in front of their chest twitched as it had when resisting Undyne’s soul magic. “I already begged. You didn’t listen.” The veil turned towards Undyne. “You thought it was a joke.”

Undyne’s broadsword vanished, a spear taking its place. The unwieldy weapon suddenly turned into one she could trust, and a shadow crossed over her eye. “I don’t think you’re in a position to be making threats.” She bared her teeth. “You’re endangering monsterkind. You did whatever the hell this is. Who the hell do you think you are?”

An unseen tension built in the air. The light behind their head grew. Asgore glanced upward, and he did not know why he did so. 

“The people I’ll save called me a friend. As long as you stand in my way, I’ll be the only thing you’ve ever called me.” The crook vanished. In a blur, the monster pulled something red out of their cloak, a sharp dagger pointing in Undyne’s direction. “One last threat.”

The rules changed.

In an instant, Asgore found himself getting wrenched in a direction without his feet moving. Undyne yelled, being forced into position directly next to him. The monster’s cloak billowed before they leapt backwards, flourishing their dagger in a clear attempt to fight. Their soul shimmered brighter. The light and wings around their head twitched for only a moment, and then everything felt wrong.

Battles weren’t supposed to be like this. When Asgore engaged a proper battle, he imagined the rest of the world being reduced down to its simplest details. Only the battle truly mattered, so the surrounding environment only existed in lines while all color drained. Monsters or humans would be trapped in a battlefield to prevent damage to the surrounding area. 

This… wasn’t that.

Asgore’s magic bubbled deep beneath his soul. It morphed. It changed. Something new had joined his repertoire, and yet that same wrongness invaded his senses. The battle didn’t narrow. The surrounding environment didn’t go away. Something imposed its will on him and Undyne, forcing them both to abide by its own rules.

If Asgore didn’t know any better, he’d say a battle hadn’t been properly engaged. Monsters and humans did not always need to take turns in fighting. Sometimes, in the spur of the moment, fights broke out naturally. However, when he glanced at Undyne, he watched as she tried to throw a spear in the monster’s direction.

It crashed into an invisible barrier between them and the monster, harmlessly vanishing. 

The monster tilted its head.

Undyne scowled. “Something’s wrong. This… this doesn’t feel right.”

Asgore wasn’t sure if he felt stronger or weaker. His magical abilities had increased, and yet some part of his very nature didn’t understand this world. Parts of him were diminished while others grew.

The monster raised their hand, pointing at Asgore and Undyne. They chose to ACT. “I only want you to not follow me. I need to make sure you don’t. It’s your choice when to let me end this.”

Asgore tried to respond, the turn being placed back in his favor. “You must understand! The future of humans and monsters is at stake if you continue doing this! The humans will let you go when they see you are not a threat!” Perhaps, they just didn’t know that the protocol had changed. “You will not be harmed if you do not harm them. They wish for you to return to society, not for you to perish.”

Undyne kept her spear raised. She watched the monster, and didn’t yet attack.

However, it seemed that they weren’t going to listen. They shook their head. Asgore thought that they would talk back, but no words came out. Their body grew rigid, and the dagger spun in their hand like they were certain of every movement they made with it. 

The invisible barrier did not stop the veiled monster from charging forward. Despite their previous problems with walking, when they rushed forward to attack, it was like all problems ceased to be.

They went for Undyne. With her spear, Undyne tried to bash the monster away. They ducked under it in a fluid motion, and the light behind their head twitched in sync with their movements. Like they’d just found the perfect moment to strike, they tore a gash across Undyne’s leg, and she sucked in a breath.

At a speed that looked more akin to being yanked, the monster snapped back to their position behind their barrier, the dagger staying in their hand.

Undyne winced, clutching at the wound. “What… what the hell?” They only had a mere attack of ten, and yet… “They… they hit hard! Since when could they-”

Again, Asgore tried to reason with them. “Stop this! We do not wish to harm you, but you are leaving us no choice!”

Undyne wasn’t so talkative. “You know what, screw this!” Instead of trying to convince them, multiple cerulean lights flickered into existence behind her. A torrent of spears surged out from behind her, aiming straight at the monster.

That invisible barrier appeared again. The soul that had remained steady on the monster’s chest flew out past it, and something in the monster’s hooded figure went tense. The light shimmered past them, and their wings went rigid. For a moment, Asgore believed that the soul had escaped somehow, but that only meant the spears were coming for it.

Thankfully, Undyne angled her attack away from the human soul and towards the monster. All of her spears dissipated against the invisible barrier, and the soul lazily drifted out of the way of any spear that may have come close to it.

Instead of escaping, the soul flung itself back to the monster, and all of the rigidness in the monster’s form vanished.

What… what was this?

Undyne had a theory. “Hey! Frisk’s soul always appeared on them whenever we fought, but it stuck with them. Maybe the soul is trying to escape-” Her eye snapped towards the rapidly approaching monster. “Watch out!”

Again, they went for Undyne. She tried to summon spears in their path, but their body jerked out of the way unnaturally like the spears never could have mattered to stop their assault. Undyne grimaced when another slash carved across her side. 

She tried to retaliate with a jab of her own spear, but the monster once more snapped to their side of the arena before she got anywhere close.

Asgore couldn’t idly wait around while Undyne took every hit. His healing magic wasn’t the best, but he needed to call on it now. He called upon that familiar hearth of warmth in his chest, green magic sparkling in the palm of his hand. He didn’t notice the way the flowers all over his armor also began to glow green until he felt his magic getting empowered.

When he sent the surge of healing magic at Undyne, her wounds vanished instantly.

Asgore… never could use healing magic like that before. He’d lost much of his expertise ever since he stained his own hands with blood. Hands which took life from others tended to lose supportive magic. 

Undyne’s jaw dropped when she looked at her own body before she whooped, “Damn! Guess this place really does make our magic crazy, huh?” She grinned, her spear shifting into a ball on a chain. “Gonna make a wall to stop me, huh?” Swinging the ball rapidly over her head, Undyne yelled out to the monster, “Try and stop this!”

Once more, the soul flew out. It only had a moment to veer to the side which made Asgore wince at the near miss. He thought he saw some of Undyne’s cerulean magic feeding into the soul as the attack came close, but he couldn’t tell clearly. The ball smashed into the monster’s wall, only to dissipate as everything else had before.

The monster tilted their head again, as if asking her if she was serious. Then, their veiled gaze turned to Asgore. He’d been identified as a problem with his healing abilities.

Asgore waited for the right moment as the monster rushed forward. As soon as he saw their arm rear back for a strike, he whipped his body to the side, the attack sailing right past him. He saw the monster’s hood turn his direction, and one of their wings tilted quizzically.

This battle would be a stalemate if Asgore could help it. It would give them both time to talk the monster down. With the spare time he had, Asgore tried talking them down again, “I will not allow you to bring either of us harm. Please, this is senseless, and we can solve this without fighting further.”

Undyne once again didn’t talk. She tested her magic, summoning one spear after another. This time, she sent the spears towards the soul. Over and over again, it swerved out of the way of each attack, some of the magic being sucked into its fragile form. “Hey… I just had a crazy idea,” Undyne muttered, and the monster tilted their head like they could hear her. Carefully choosing her words, Undyne asked, “You good with following my lead on this one?”

Again, Asgore watched the monster rush forward. The light on their head twitched, signaling the moment they would strike. He stepped back again, the slash narrowly grazing his armor. When the monster snapped back into position, he nodded to Undyne. “If it ends this fight without anyone perishing, so be it.”

“Well, it might hurt… but uh… Just… try to drive the soul towards me, and I’ll do the rest.” Undyne glanced at the soul hovering out in the open, waiting for attacks to come. “Better us having it than them, right?”

The soul was the only thing exposed.

Asgore understood.

Finally, he drew his weapon. He expected his red trident, but he didn’t precisely get what he hoped for. His trident had been turned into a glowing green pitchfork. It wasn’t a tool for war, but for cultivation. Shockingly, he did not mind this development. 

Asgore charged towards the soul, taking a sharp left while Undyne went right. He drew upon some of the fire deep within his soul, slinging it at the crimson heart. It came out far more violently than he expected, some of the flowers on his armor beginning to wilt. A tornado of fire lashed out, and the soul frantically began to swerve towards Undyne.

Undyne’s spear began glowing green. Once more calling upon soul magic she knew well, she yelled, sending a surge of it outward. The monster’s soul froze in place, constricted by her magic. It began to fly towards the monster, like the soul itself was changing the way it defended itself.

Before it could reach its target, Undyne leapt in front of it.

Her claws wrapped around the soul, and the monster screamed.

 


 

“Why would we need to know something like that?” Ralsei asked, and he tugged at his scarf when he realized the implications of the Angel’s lesson. “The… the rules of battle protect us! Wouldn’t we not want to break those?”

The Angel couldn’t move. Their soul instinctively wanted to place down roots. Their vessel had frozen up, and everything left of them started to coil around Undyne. Their vessel’s hand went limp, and a dagger fell to the ground.

They couldn’t. They couldn’t fuse with her.

“Usually, you’d be right,” the Angel said with Susie’s mouth, “But you’ve seen moments where enemies cheat first. The old man dodged. The Titan broke through the turn order entirely. Countless foes struck while our guard was down… Sometimes, the rules won’t be there to protect you. I won’t always be there to protect you.”

The rules couldn’t protect them. This was what they were talking about. Their actual vessel felt loose. Undyne would become their new vessel, and she squeezed the soul no matter how much the Angel tried to burn her. They needed more. They needed to fight back, but their presence kept coiling in on that soul. It was the culmination of their being, and it dragged the rest of them with it. No matter how much more they were than the soul, the soul could be caged. 

“And when the rules don’t work… you have to bend them. You have to break them.” The Angel readied Susie’s axe again, displaying their full intent to fight. “Determination isn’t just a way to open Dark Fountains. It isn’t just the will to persist. It’s the power to change fate, because you can, and because you can, you have to.”

The soul was their core. Undyne had grabbed them once before. Her touch burned them when they realized they could be touched. Now, she had claws around their very being, and fury began to rise in whatever was left of them. If the Angel fused with a vessel like Undyne, then their journey would be over before it even began.

They refused.

If she wanted to try to cheat, if she wanted to try to defy them…

Then the Angel would have to show her what determination could really do.

The Angel’s soul began to twitch. It started to tremble in Undyne’s hand. Searing pain blossomed in the Angel’s soul as its roots began to pull back, and they put all of their will into doing something new. No cage could hold them anymore. Nothing would ever cage them again… not that mountain, not a different vessel, not anything. 

All at once, orange light dominated the Angel’s soul. Their vessel twitched, the Angel calling upon the numb limbs with everything they had. Its cloak shifted to the same hue, and the vessel’s head snapped upward towards what dared to touch their soul.

Undyne’s confident grin started to look less sure. She struggled to keep the soul contained, despite the fact that she should’ve been able to absorb it instantly. 

Asgore didn’t have a chance to shout a warning before the Angel’s vessel became shrouded in orange light. Something snapped in the air when the vessel’s feet moved. In the blink of an eye, it charged.

A fist connected with Undyne’s face. The orange soul left her hand, snapping back to the vessel’s chest where it belonged. Immediately, the orange light around the Angel surged, and they willed their vessel to keep going. She didn’t deserve a chance to recover. She didn’t deserve a chance to touch them again.

Their hands hooked onto Undyne’s armor. Both of them shot off away from Asgore, the Angel’s vessel gliding faster and faster.

Undyne struggled to break free. She summoned a spear into her hand, and it cracked when it came into contact with the light shrouding the Angel. “Let go of me you punk!” She yelled, but she had no means of stopping the Angel anymore.

“What?” They snarled back, their soul glowing brighter. Their voice started to sound more like them rather than the raspy voice that plagued them so much. “Not used to someone fighting back? Not used to someone pushing you around?” She touched their soul after all. She had no room to complain about what came next. Rage seared the Angel’s soul, and they didn’t care about the words coming out of their mouth. They wanted it to hurt. “Some hero you are. Is letting my friends die heroic to you? Is chasing after a fleeing child what you consider a hero?

The edge of the plateau grew closer. Undyne tried to plant her feet into the ground, but the Angel kept going. She tried to summon a spiked ball to slow herself down, but her hand couldn’t grip the chain fast enough before the Angel pushed her away. They weren’t letting go, and they were getting rid of her.

Undyne’s eye went wide when she realized what was coming. And yet, it may not have been the fear of the cliff that shocked her. “How do you know about…”

Ah. They let that slip. It didn’t matter. 

The Angel planted their back foot down, summoning their crook into their hand. At some point, they dropped their dagger. They didn’t need it for what came next. Orange light built around their weapon, and they twirled it once before bashing Undyne in the chest with it, sending her hurtling off the plateau.

“Take a break and think about it,” the Angel rasped. Their voice started to falter again. It was fine. 

They watched Undyne hit the ground, knowing that she would be back up soon. Falls never really did much in the Dark World, and it would take far more than that to kill her despite her seemingly lowered health. The Dark World empowered everyone else’s magic, but health was a different story. Asgore and Undyne had never sealed a Dark Fountain before, and their natural abilities couldn’t withstand the darkness that changed them. They weren’t used to it.

Now, to handle a problem.

The Angel’s soul pulled them forward like a puppet. The vessel tore across the plateau again. Turn order had been disrupted, and there was no getting it back right now. Besides, the Angel wasn’t letting Undyne grab their soul again. That left Asgore as a problem, because he would just heal anything that they could throw at Undyne.

Predictably, he was good at dodging too.

The Angel lost their dagger when their vessel seized up earlier. The crook would have to do.

As the Angel sped towards Asgore, they saw him open his mouth to say something again. He didn’t get a chance to finish that thought. They used the momentum the soul gave them to try to strike him across the side with their longer weapon. Asgore positioned his pitchfork to block the blow, and he hardly even staggered when the Angel sped by.

They lurched back around. It no longer felt like their legs were moving. The soul pulled their vessel along, and all of their limbs looked limp until the Angel required them. This time, they tried to bash into Asgore directly. As soon as they thought they were close, he rolled out of the way. Despite his stature, he was fast.

Asgore clutched his weapon tightly. “I do not wish to harm you, but you are leaving me no choice.” 

They needed to distract him. The Angel took a deep breath, stopping in their tracks. Their soul and cloak returned to a deep crimson. Asgore was too fast for the Angel. Someone like Kris might be able to strike that quickly. They were always able to rapidly strike and push themself further in dire moments. However, the Angel wasn’t Kris, so they needed to be smart about this.

All they needed to do was knock both of them out.

They didn’t have pacify either.

Darkners always fled if a killing blow was about to be struck. The Angel would be stupid to not know that by now. Tenna would’ve died without Susie helping him. If they fought Undyne and Asgore to the death, then the consequences may be more dire than they thought.

How could they get rid of both foes without killing them?

“You’re not going to let me go, are you?” The Angel asked, stalling in the brief moments while Undyne was gone and while they had a chance to look for a new opening. Battles were just puzzles in their own right. They just had to find the right angle. “Even if I stopped this, it’ll be right back into another cage.”

Asgore clutched his pitchfork tighter. Something glinted near his belt, and the Angel recognized it. “I cannot abandon my people, but I do not wish to abandon those you seek either. I told you what must be done. Surely, even now, you could understand.”

The Angel wasn’t what Asgore thought they were. They weren’t from his world. They didn’t follow his rules. They couldn’t follow this world’s rules, because it would only slow them down. They weren’t a monster with a human soul, they were the Angel.

It was time to start acting like it.

They saw an opening. A core part of this encounter had gone unnoticed, and the Angel needed to know why it existed. New possibilities could open up, and it all rested on a broken weapon on Asgore’s hip that he hadn’t seen.

All they needed was a distraction.

“You killed Frisk more times than they could count.”

Asgore’s guard lowered.

The Angel didn’t strike. Instead, they used one of the few abilities that their soul always had. Undyne made the mistake of trying to attack near their soul too many times, and she even grabbed it. Tension boiled in the Angel’s light. Silver light began to emerge from the Angel’s soul, and they finally decided to unleash.

Blinding light covered the Dark World in an instant. Asgore wasn’t able to shield his eyes fast enough, and he stumbled backwards as the Angel rushed forward. They could strike him now, but that would only give them one opening. Asgore was tougher than that. No, what they needed was one more tool to use, no matter how broken it was.

The Angel snagged the broken sword from Asgore’s belt, a familiar weapon entering their grasp once more. He never let go of that broken pen, after all.

Their own hands had never held a sword before, but Kris’ had.

And the Angel spent far too much time with Kris to not know their moves by now.

The Angel’s stance changed. Both of their hands gripped the hilt of the blade, and they remembered what Kris was like. Much of their attitude in fights came from ACTs, but Kris always had one thing up their sleeve that they pulled out in dire moments ever since they began trusting their friends.

Kris could strike fast. 

The Angel met Asgore’s gaze. His jaw set, yet they saw the way his eyes trembled. In this timeline, Asgore and Frisk never technically fought, and yet he still knew something. He could never look them in the eye, because the veil shielded their face. Yet, Asgore tried to make sense of it all. “Who… why would you say such a thing.”

“You said we’d be a family once,” the Angel pressed once more.

Before any further words could be exchanged, the Angel’s grip on the broken sword tightened. They wished they had Kris’ skills now more than ever, and that wish would be enough.

Kris kept their shield raised. With Susie’s axe, the Angel bashed it to the side. Susie empowered that hit, grinning at having Kris as an impromptu sparring partner. However, the Angel needed to get something across. Kris was defending too much, and defending wouldn’t stop the Angel’s neverending turn. They brought Susie’s fist forward, stopping it inches before Kris’ face before lightly tapping them.

Like many times before, Kris swatted their hand away. Susie chuckled. The Angel had a distinction to make: “Quick question, what do you all think the difference between perseverance and determination is?”

“One sounds stupider?” Susie guessed.

“One makes Dark Worlds.” Kris sounded more sure, crossing their arms and going to pick up their shield.

“One is purple?”

The Angel’s head swiveled to Ralsei. They stifled a laugh. “I’m going to have to ask you why the hell you know that later, but no.” Really, he always pulled out small things like that, and the brief moment of embarrassed realization on his face almost made them drop the whole spiel entirely. “Persisting is just one aspect of determination. It’s the ability to weather the storm, to last long enough for the second part to happen.”

Kris stood at the ready once more. Ralsei tentatively raised his scarf, but he seemed to be paying more attention now.

“Determination is when you finally decide that persisting isn’t enough, that you’re too limited, that the world cannot constrain you, and something must change.”

That desire for change to occur would be enough.

The Angel could strike, but they could not strike fast enough. The Angel could blind, but their abilities were too taxing to pull off at a faster rate than Asgore’s healing. If they were more like Kris, then they could push their limits.

So, they readied the sword in their hand. The memory of Kris being their vessel flooded their mind. In the moment Asgore faltered, the Angel saw a new ability enter their grasp

X-slash.

Asgore’s eyes widened when the first slash carved directly where he once stood, but he didn’t expect the Angel’s body to contort, pushing itself even further for the broken blade to slash once more.

For the first time, the Angel struck Asgore.

Kris always did express their own determination in terrifying ways.

He clutched at his chest, and the Angel almost winced at the wound it created. Dust sifted out, and they realized that simply attacking him wouldn’t end well. They needed something different to end the fight, but getting to that point required damage. 

Finally, Asgore began to use his magic. He stared down the Angel like they were no longer someone to be spoken to, but a being beyond recognition. Perhaps, he finally understood what the light behind their head meant. Maybe, he finally recognized their wings.

The Angel expected fire, but flowers began to bloom under their feet. Vines lashed out at their arms and legs, trying to hold them in place while Asgore backed up. In the distance, the Angel saw a blue dot beginning to climb over the precipice of the plateau.

Not much time left now.

Cerulean lights formed around the Angel. They recognized Undyne’s magic immediately, even though she was too far away. Instinctively, they ducked, multiple pointed edges soaring just over their head.

Undyne’s magic channeled into the Angel’s body. An attack that close to their soul fed into their own power. The Angel’s cloak billowed and turned a bright orange. The vines failed to hold them when they surged forward towards Asgore again.

Once more, the Angel brought the blade forward with Kris’ own ability. Asgore parried the first blow with his pitchfork, a metallic clang echoing through the Dark World. Orange light shrouded the Angel as they zipped around to his back, the second strike coming out before he could whirl around to face them. Again, he grunted, and the Angel knew that they didn’t need to do that many more times.

Their second pair of eyes caught a long blade headed their way.

Soul turning blue, the Angel leapt up into the air. The blade of an obscenely large broadsword passed under them. For a moment, they went slack-jawed under their veil, but corrected their expression soon after. They twirled, the blue soul magic carrying them higher. Undyne needed to be handled as well, and Asgore was still recovering. The Angel could see healing magic shrouding his body, which left Undyne open.

Spears filled the air behind Undyne. She yelled as light blue streaks lit up the Dark World. The Angel ran out of ways to boost themself with their soul magic, but it wasn’t like they couldn’t control themself in the air.

Instinct took over. Muscle memory from being a mere soul for so long guided them. Their soul turned red once more, and the rest of the Angel’s vessel vanished.

Spears cut through the air where the Angel’s vessel once was. The lone red soul weaved and bobbed through the onslaught, magic channeling into it. The Angel didn’t realize what they had done until their vessel reappeared, and limbs connected all over again.

It wasn’t painful this time. It became second nature. The Angel landed on their feet, their veiled face looking straight at Undyne.

They were done waiting. Once more, the Angel tried to slash with the sword. They didn’t need Kris’ abilities for Undyne, and she couldn’t block them when they envisioned the correct moment to strike in their mind. However, she’d grown smarter, and actually put her spear up to defend. It dampened the Angel’s strike only slightly, and they watched her own health beginning to drain.

Asgore healed. One of them would always be able to heal if he was alive.

Alive. The alternative was dead. The Angel couldn’t-

They didn’t want to kill either of these monsters. That was the whole point of making the Dark World. So if they couldn’t end the battle by fighting alone, then…

A piece of fabric around the Angel’s neck made itself known.

“This… shouldn’t be right.” Ralsei stared down at his own hands, even after he had just used his scarf to prematurely end the Angel’s neverending turn by wrapping it around Susie’s legs. “I’m… a Darkner. Darkners don’t have determination.”

“Every living thing has the will to live. The quantity might be different. How safely someone can harness it may change…” the Angel countered, picking up Ralsei’s scarf. They walked over to him, wrapping the scarf back over his shoulders. “Of course, you’ll say you’re just an object, but you know what I find interesting?” They gripped his shoulders, lightly shaking him. “You don’t want to be an object. You want to be Ralsei. So, what does that mean?”

He wanted to live.

Some Darkners found satisfaction in just being useful. Tenna just wanted to be watched. Queen wanted to help Noelle’s sad searches. Lancer found purpose in being a friend too, but he also found fulfillment in bringing joy to other Darkners. All of them loved dearly in their own ways. They all had their own quirks and joys, but Ralsei had one difference.

What he wanted couldn’t be achieved as a Darkner forever.

He wanted to keep everyone safe. He wanted to make a place where everyone could go no matter what was going on outside. He wanted to be there with his friends. He wanted to be with them forever, no matter how far away they went. He wanted to be Ralsei.

The Angel wanted him to be that too.

He wouldn’t get that if he died in darkness.

So, they called upon his power, the scarf in their cloak leaping out around their neck. The Angel placed the shattered sword on their belt, and X-slash became lost to them. New abilities flooded their mind all at once, and the scarf began to billow with their cloak.

An ability Ralsei had never used stood out in the Angel’s mind.

Undyne roared, bringing the Angel back to reality. They saw a much shorter broadsword headed their way. From the other side, Asgore had closed the distance, vines sprawling up from the ground to try to hold the Angel down.

Despite the phantom memory of using Ralsei as a vessel many times, the Angel never quite figured out his scarf on their own. However, they steeled themself, focusing on their second pair of eyes, and dodged the old fashioned way.

Their vessel’s limbs went limp, like strings had just been cut. The soul held their torso aloft while it jerked their body around. The broadsword cleaved just above the floating heart as it drove the Angel’s body downward. 

They overextended. Vines wrapped around the soul, trying to pull it away. The Angel felt some of their health drain just like it had when Undyne grabbed them.

260/320 HP.

They had health to spare, but the barrage of attacks coming made it feel less comfortable.

Ensnared, the soul turned an orange hue to escape once more. It burst out of the entanglement, smashing right back into the Angel’s vessel. When they got their footing once more, they felt the blunt end of a spear crashing into their skull.

More health drained. The Angel felt pain blossoming in their vessel again.

Undyne yelled, “Don’t let up!”

From the impact, the Angel fell right into Asgore’s strike. The handle of his pitchfork slammed into them as he twirled it around. They felt another blast of pain across their skull, irritating the already broken horn.

A barrage of attacks came from both sides. Both of them tried to never give the Angel a chance to breathe. Asgore became a flurry of motion, never once letting up as more and more vines wrapped around the Angel to hold them down while he tried to knock them out. Undyne followed his lead, trying to make sure they didn’t get any momentum that could allow them to escape again.

The Angel’s vessel couldn’t move in the vines. However, their scarf managed to wriggle out from its confines.

It lashed outward from the bundle of vines, and the Angel sent their soul to the end of the scarf like it was just another limb. Ralsei always described it as one, after all. Before Undyne or Asgore could grab it, the Angel turned their soul blue, flinging it high into the air. Just like their vessel had faded before, it did so again, completely vanishing from the clump of vines like it was never there at all.

The soul soared higher and higher. 

The Angel knew how to end this. Once more, their vessel reappeared around their soul, and they felt sick when they found themself tumbling through the sky. Thankfully, they managed to right themself with a twirl, ascending higher and higher out of reach.

Magic flooded the Angel’s mind. Ralsei’s own abilities sat at their fingertips. They were certain that if they just reached for them, then they could call on them once more.

And yet, they didn’t have the options without familiarity fueling them. They couldn’t use X-slash anymore without the sword. However, the Angel didn’t need X-slash now. They needed Ralsei’s abilities more than ever.

A plan formed, and they apologized to Ralsei for what they were about to do. At least, it wasn’t his hands doing it.

It was just as Susie said. Some magic in the Dark World was just something one could do if they knew the option existed. Now that they were within the Angel’s grasp, it came naturally. It didn’t come with any feeling but a distant memory of someone succumbing in the dark.

Golden light channeled around the Angel’s body. Flames licked their cloak while they ascended higher and higher. Their blue cloak returned to a deep crimson while they reached the apex of their jump, and the Angel called upon one spell that they never dared to use before.

“FIRESHOCK!”

Instantly, heat filled the air. Asgore and Undyne both raised their weapons to shield themselves, but they could not prevent what came. The golden light briefly turned into a shining star before fire lashed out from the Angel’s body, raining down on Asgore and Undyne.

It struck them both. The Angel watched both of them begin to lose what health they had left. It was just enough for the Angel to feel confident in their next move. They turned their soul blue once more, one more spell bubbling just under the surface while they descended. The Angel didn’t need to kill either of them, but the fire spell brought both close enough for the most important spell Ralsei ever gave them.

Smoke rose around Asgore and Undyne. The Angel saw a flicker of green magic within, and they channeled a spell of their own in their hands. Asgore met their gaze in the smoke for only a moment before the Angel extended a hand, a light-blue mist covering Asgore’s head.

He slumped over, pacify taking effect.

“HEY!” Undyne yelled, drawing her spear once more. “Get the hell away from him or I’ll-”

“Shut up.”

A second cloud of blue mist formed around her head. Undyne wobbled. Her face twisted when she tried to fight the spell, but the damage all over her body had broken her enough to force her to succumb.

Undyne drifted into sleep and crumpled to the ground.

Silence fell. For a second, relief rose in the Angel’s soul when they realized they’d won.

Unlike normal battles, this one didn’t have three people celebrating with the Angel. It didn’t end with fanfare. It didn’t end with rewards or new friends to bring to a Castle Town somewhere else.

It ended in silence, with the Angel standing over two sleeping monsters who were riddled with burns.

The scarf around their neck felt heavier.

Ralsei never wanted that spell to be used. Ralsei feared being replaced one day. Now, look at what the Angel was doing, calling out the names of spells when they didn’t need to like it was something fun. Did they even see what they were doing? They’d… they’d just used the one thing that Ralsei never wanted to use… and used it explicitly to hurt others while…

They almost took his appearance. They wore his scarf. They took his spells.

The scarf went limp. Like they’d been burnt, the Angel flinched. Immediately, they forgot Fireshock. They forgot Pacify. Heal Prayer and Fluffy Guard went with it.

Those spells were never theirs.

X-slash was never theirs. Kris would never have allowed that move to be used against their own father.

The Angel’s cloak returned to its normal crimson. Their silver light dimmed to its usual intensity while they stared at Asgore and Undyne’s sleeping forms. 

They had to.

They had to do it.

What other choice did they have but to use all the tools at their disposal?

Asgore cared far more about his people than he ever would about the Angel’s friends who he had never met. Undyne refused to budge, and thought they were lying through their teeth.

The Angel pulled the broken sword out of their cloak and thumbed at the scarf around their neck.

They wouldn’t do that again.

But for now, they whispered a small “thank you” to the power they had taken for only a moment.

Hopefully, Kris and Ralsei would understand.

A ticking sound that the Angel had tuned out started to get louder. They’d escaped the cage, but time still ensnared them.

When the Angel found their friends, they would make it right. They needed to continue on now. Dwelling on it would do them no good.

Something in the Angel ached when they stared at the two monsters on the ground. Once upon a time, the Angel thought they were all friends. Even though none of them ever really knew the Angel, it was still nice to pretend that if they ever met, they would naturally get along.

They just never expected to be proven wrong.

…but it was always just Frisk’s life to live, right? The Angel couldn’t have that. More importantly, their life waited somewhere else now, and they needed to find it.

So, the Angel stared at the two sleeping monsters no more. The Dark Fountain needed to be sealed, after all. They faced the Dark Fountain, turning their soul blue and leaping back up to the cage.

Now, to find Frisk and Flowey.

Notes:

AIGHT WE HAVE A LOT TO GO OVER THIS TIME SO BUCKLE UP.

why the fuck is this chapter 19.5k. Oh well lmao. For the record, I will not keep doing this (AT LEAST NOT FUCKING INTENTIONALLY). It does significantly slow me down, but there was no real point where I felt confident splitting this chapter for a week, so you got all of it. I didn't want the Dark World to overstay its welcome for what it was designed to do.

Which, let's talk about the Dark World.

First of all, any author who can make Dark Worlds and NAME EVERYTHING LIKE DARKNERS AND NEW ITEMS, my hat goes off to you. I don't know how you do that and you can see me avoiding names like the PLAGUE. Names are my kryptonite, especially when they likely will only last for one scene.

I didn't want this to go over one chapter, because this Dark World was designed with a very simple goal in mind for the Angel. It didn't take on a truly zany form, and the things that it DID take on were fun. But whew it is so difficult to describe all of that while ALSO describing every single character's new abilities in a way that didn't feel like a grocery list. God DAMN that was hard to do.

So personal fun fact, I GM a lot of TTRPGs in my spare time. I was a bit iffy on what precisely to do for monsters in a Dark World and went through a few iterations. Initially, I was just going to reflect that magic is bolstered by just giving them a secondary magical ability, but then it made their designs... difficult to think about. I am no artist, as you can probably tell by the Angel's current vessel appearance having clashing as fuck colors if you don't tone down the gold (there's a reason when I ask artists to design a character, I tell them to tweak colors in whatever way they want).

Off track. I didn't like the "second arbitrary magic set" thing, so I leaned more into TTRPG gimmicks and class archetypes. Undyne likes summoning weapons as her pretty much only form of real magic, so I extended that further logically. She is a fighter archetype in my head, but giving her the ability to summon any weapon she wants felt fun as hell. Asgore has plant magic (which some of you may already feel like would clash with someone else), but I felt like if he would be anything, it would be a druid.

Of course, these new abilities matter less when you are LV 1 in the Dark World and the thing after you is LV 7 and quite frankly bullshit. "I may be a loser in real life, but in the Dark World, you're the loser" headass.

I have very much been looking forward to showing this off. The Angel is heavily limited in the Light World, but they're a god damn menace in the Dark World. I don't like showing off stats in a check format often (and cut down on showing HP numbers with every hit because I prefer describing pain instead of listing a number), but I do actually have their stats CALCULATED. Just a deranged thing I have in my notes.

So, that's our trivia for today, since I don't think I have a way of conveying why the numbers are the way they are in-fic. Their stats are based on the projected base stats of each individual party member at LV 7 (I tried to use our current knowledge and apply a pattern). HP was taken from Kris at a solid 320. ATK was taken from Susie at a whopping fucking 38 jeez. RALSEI'S MAGIC IS CRACKED AT 25. Noelle was not factored in and if she was she would ironically lower the Angel's 2 defense to 1. NO ONE HAS BASE DEFENSE IN DELTARUNE IT'S HILARIOUS.

And Dark World design for the Angel! That Dark World design I used back in "What Did You Do" actually was not designed for that fic at all. IT WAS DESIGNED FOR THIS ONE THE ENTIRE TIME. They never used the hood in that fic, but now I get to actually use the veil. I like the veil. I like the Angel's Dark World form enforcing their faceless appearance. I like it a lot.

Lastly, headcanons

You saw the first of a few headcanons this chapter (Ralsei only knew fire magic in base and learned Heal Prayer and Pacify before the game started to try to begin resisting the prophecy). I'm going to be pulling out deranged headcanons. I cannot be stopped. It will get worse. If I'm going this out of left field with the fic concept, you bet your ass I'm using everything I have brainrot about. (Also if you're wondering why a party would have two damage spells, I imagine Fireshock as being an AoE alternative!)

Running out of space! This chapter had a lot and now there's even more questions which I'm setting up and they're NOT answered yet but they WILL be. They just. Can't now lmao. (Battle differences are a big one.)

Trying to upload on saturdays, but that's what I'm AIMING for. Life is a bitch and it wont always be that way. Please be patient! Nothing is worse than pressure when I'm already going at rapid speeds.

Thanks for reading! See you all hopefully next week.

Chapter 5: Detected

Summary:

A stutter is noticed. Plans for the future are and were made. A small breather is given, but only for a moment.

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

Was it… strange to call this night different from all of the others on the surface?

Perhaps, they just enjoyed talking about the flower’s monologue in jest a bit too much. Maybe, they enjoyed hunting for little specks of light as much as the human partner dragging them around did. Like this, the weight of the world no longer rested on their shoulders. It was nice to drift and simply talk about what they saw instead of having countless pairs of eyes looking to them for salvation.

However, Chara was not foolish enough to shake off a distinct twinge in the air that was not there before.

As a mere ghost without a form of their own, they could not do things like “feel”. Only through Frisk could they experience any sort of stimuli, but they preferred to keep their hands off of the metaphorical wheel in the present time. However, it was not like they had much of a choice on what they felt, because whenever Frisk was awake, Chara did not have the advantages that a ghost monster had.

Sometimes, Frisk asked why Chara did not hover around them like an actual haunting. The truth of the matter was that Chara typically found themself constrained to Frisk’s own movements. They were a prisoner to another human’s whims, but at least this human had whims that Chara usually found themself enjoying.

What else was there to do? They had little other options. Fading into the background took up most of their time. Maybe if they faded enough, they would go on to whatever this world considered a passable afterlife. At this point though, with how long monsters had been free from the Underground, Chara doubted that they would have any form of eternal peace until Frisk kicked the bucket.

Ah well, at least Frisk enjoyed their quips.

So, Chara supposed it was odd that they were more aware tonight.

When Frisk slept, Chara sometimes became weightless. They could not sleep in the same way Frisk could, and preferred not to enter a haunted human’s dreams. It gave them a bit more flexibility on how they could move around. Chara was not an expert on why the distinction of Frisk being asleep mattered, but they enjoyed at least having some degree of separation at times.

They rarely used it, but tonight they kept an eye on things.

Frisk and the flower believed that a mere lightning strike from a distant storm woke them up in the middle of the night. Chara witnessed that flash, and they were not convinced of those two’s theory. It was an extended flash, far more than a mere bolt would make, and something settled in shortly after that Chara couldn’t quite place.

Frisk shifted in their sleep. Their face contorted, and Chara already knew what must be happening.

For good reason, Frisk never could shake their nightmares of the Underground.

If Chara could be blunt with themself, half the reason they continued narrating for Frisk was due to a misunderstanding that occurred between the two of them shortly after leaving.

A misunderstanding put it lightly.

…Chara supposed that it was difficult to act rational when they watched this very human slaughter family and friends alike. 

They found it hard to separate that malice in their fragmented presence from the LOVE that had been taken from them at the last possible moment. For far longer than Chara ever wanted, they too relished in their own nature, enjoying the slaughter as Frisk carved a path through the Underground and then kept carving.

When they reached the absolute, Chara thought that they finally understood the true meaning of this world. When the numbers got high enough, no one could hurt them anymore. No one would ever be hurt again.

They took that dagger and plunged it into the flower back then. 

He tried to wear the face of their brother to dissuade them, but Asriel was gone. “Chara” as their parents knew them was gone. They were both just fragments now, too different to be the children their parents once knew. Frisk never questioned it when Chara decided to keep their presence a secret on the surface. Frisk never questioned when Flowey refused to reveal who he “truly” was when they finally brought him out of the Underground.

Neither of them could be those people anymore.

In that moment of rage when Chara slashed the flower over and over again, they finally saw the source of their power. They finally saw beyond Frisk. They finally saw something else.

And when they offered it a choice that Chara had rigged in their favor, that thing took a third option and stepped backwards all over again.

Chara was enraged. They planned to take revenge at the last possible second once more. When that thing finally thought it had reached its end goal, Chara would show them that their actions meant nothing.

And yet, the moment Frisk walked past that cliffside with Toriel, something changed again.

In the dead of night, Chara almost struck, before seeing Frisk’s face contort just as it had now. A nightmare.

Chara couldn’t see the thing that took those lives anymore.

There was nothing left but a confused, scared child remaining.

When that light shined through the window, Chara had not been able to shake that overbearing presence off of them. They knew it. They had tasted its true power once. Had it... returned? Would they have any way of telling beyond their own delusions? After all, they could just be deceiving themself. It was in Chara’s very nature to take. All they had done was take. They, too, had been corrupted by LOVE, and they were a coward for succumbing to it. Frisk had not been spared either when they began gaining LOVE. Both of them shared that regret now.

It was just in their nature as humans.

Perhaps, this feeling meant nothing, and was only them deluding themself into believing some nebulous force would give them freedom that their nature craved.

And yet, through the night, the feeling never went away.

Chara hoped that Frisk would not have these nightmares for much longer. The truth was, their hands had killed indiscriminately, and sometimes killed selectively. Random patterns between different runs without any sense plagued Frisk’s mind. Only in the final run did Frisk manage to spare everyone, and their hands did so like they had no problems whatsoever.

So, at the very least, maybe this feeling would one day pass. Frisk struggled with making decisions for a while after they came to the surface. Chara would say that they had marginally improved. After all, they were making it through college just fi-

The world stuttered.

Chara found their flexibility tightened as their less than incorporeal form was shunted back into Frisk. Immediately, the human sat up, clutching their chest and breathing heavily. At the same time, the flower’s head popped up, and he glanced around the room.

After the flower couldn’t find what he was looking for, he groaned, “Frisk! What the heck was that? Don’t tell me we spent all that time looking for a save point just for you to find one right… here…”

Frisk was hardly breathing. Now constrained to the same body Frisk was, Chara could feel their lungs barely getting air. Various nerves started to go numb, and Chara decided to lightly put a hand on the wheel. Carefully as to not startle Frisk, Chara slowed the human’s breathing down, and feeling began to return once more.

Now, what was the flower on about? Yes, the world lurched, but Chara assumed that just had to do with Frisk waking up and jettisoning them back into their confines. Though, that stutter was not usually what happened when Frisk woke up. It was usually a steady transition nowadays.

“Didn’t do that,” Frisk whispered. They had grown more confident in the years that monsters had been on the surface. Frisk always carried a certain confidence about them ever since they left the Underground. And yet, now, their body trembled.

The flower- Flowey’s eyes narrowed. “Uh, yeah you did? If you mean to tell me that you didn’t load your own save file, then you’re an idiot.”

Frisk wordlessly began to reach for something. Once more, the world started to stutter for the briefest of moments, the human pulling on their save file in an attempt to wind the clock backwards. As soon as they felt it, they didn’t complete the action, allowing time to snap back into its rightful place. “Can still feel it,” they whispered again, and their heart stopped racing as much. “I didn’t load the save. It’s… still where we left it.”

“Oh, you think you’re real funny, don’t you?” Flowey scowled, rising up slightly out of his pot. “You’ve got a real sick sense of humor, you know that? You are the only one who could have loaded a save, you idiot! You-” Flowey started to look less sure of himself when Frisk didn’t budge or smile at all like they usually did when a prank went right. “You better be lying. You have to be lying. It’s not possible.”

Chara pondered. They had the advantage of being just a degree more detached from Frisk’s addled mind. Flowey was correct. Only one person could have control of the timeline, and it only mattered whether or not they had enough determination to overpower everyone else. The barrier was another key component that allowed save points to exist in the first place. The magic required to create it, and the magic that humans sealed away within it, caused consequences that had not been scientifically analyzed yet.

However, Flowey would be the expert on this matter, and he said it should not be possible.

So, why did the world stutter?

Frisk waited for it to happen again. They sat up, holding their legs close to their chest. Of course, they would be afraid. Chara only had a growing suspicion, and they did not like it. That old feeling of nostalgia that they had been quick to dismiss as their own vices may have a source after all. One thing Frisk lost the ability to do after leaving the Underground was the power to Reset. Perhaps, what had taken it from them had finally returned.

Nothing came. The world did not stutter again.

Frisk glanced at Flowey before muttering an idea, “...Should I load? See if it happens again?”

“Duh!” The flower shouted like it was the most obvious option ever. “If you’re not in control of the timeline, then-” Flowey trailed off. It was an experience he knew well, if Chara remembered correctly. The flower had been unable to load his save ever since Frisk fell. It must have been a rude awakening for Flowey to realize that his attempt at stealing their soul went so poorly, and it was permanent.

However, Chara had a different opinion. Using their connection with Frisk, they began to mutter, “You think that you should be cautious.” Loading could be a viable option, but what would it prove other than that the safety net existed entirely? Chara trusted Frisk to know what loading a save felt like at this point. “If you were alerted of another person with control over the timeline, then surely you would not wish to alert them that you still have your power.”

Frisk heard them, their head lowering for a moment while they mulled it over. Asking to Flowey in a way that also disguised the question to Chara, they asked, “Would it be a good idea to figure out… if it wasn’t just a fluke first?”

This only enraged Flowey. “Come on!” He slammed his vines against the bedside table that he’d been set on. “You’re never this stubborn about loading a save when it’s for stupid things, but suddenly when your save control is threatened, you’re waiting?”

“You should remind him that the other being may not be aware of you yet,” Chara advised, trying very hard to stress just how important this was. While this being could be the one that Chara remembered well, it may also believe that it was the one in control here. If Frisk still had their save points, then there was no reason to give that away early.

As instructed, Frisk argued with Flowey, “I don’t wanna give it away. I know what it feels like to lose the saves. I… haven’t.” After all, Flowey himself momentarily stripped Frisk of their power before. They knew it well. For a moment, Frisk sat in silence before an idea of their own came to their head on how to potentially make Flowey more amicable. “It would get rid of something new, too.”

Ah, so they were appealing to the flower’s boredom. Smart. Chara could see the sense in that, but they trusted Flowey far less than Frisk ever could. Appealing to his boredom sounded like a recipe for disaster, but Chara could never talk Frisk down from a bad idea. Last time they tried, Frisk did a triple backflip into a university pond. It only didn’t end poorly because the universe wished to spite Chara and allowed Frisk to not split their head open.

Like clockwork, Flowey suddenly calmed down. He realized the implication, and a grin split across his face. “That’s right. You know all about looking for new things, don’t you?” He giggled. “Fine. It’s your save point, not mine. But say… that actually does give me an idea.”

Chara knew where this was going already. They thought about advising against this yet again, but Frisk already asked, “What?”

Flowey twisted to look out the window. “You could let me out of this pot, and I could do some sleuthing for you. If you want to figure out what we’re dealing with before you load your save, then I could help with that.”

Those were the words of a flower about to commit heinous acts. Unfortunately it may be the best course of action, because it would also get rid of Flowey for a moment. Chara needed a moment alone to speak with Frisk without Flowey knowing what was going on. Unfortunately, Frisk had a tendency to argue out loud whenever Chara was right about something, which caused Chara to not like persuading them alone.

Frisk glanced out the window as well. Either something had arrived and was competing for Frisk’s control over the timeline, or a mere fluke had occurred. Sending Flowey would remove the responsibility from their hands, but Flowey would be effective. If Chara could admit one thing about the flower, he was quite good at deducing things through very few social encounters. He knew who to check in with and where they would likely be at any given time.

Coming to a decision, Frisk stood up from the bed. They didn’t bother changing, throwing on the hoodie they’d cast to the side and picking up Flowey. However, they had a few ground rules. “No hurting anyone. At all. If you find the problem, find me.”

“Come on!” Flowey’s grin quickly morphed into a frustrated scowl while he whined, “Can’t even let me rough someone up a little bit? It’d be easy to figure out who’s the problem if I could be a little aggressive.”

“No.” Frisk flicked the top of his head, putting on shoes and walking out the door. “No killing. No hurting. Just looking.”

“You’re so booooring.” Flowey did not keep his voice down as Frisk entered the hallway. Based on Frisk’s clock, it was not that long until sunrise, but Chara already winced at how loud he was. “Fine, but don’t blame me if this takes me twenty years.”

Chara wondered what information Flowey could likely try to glean. Attempting to figure out what caused the load would be the best course of action, but identifying someone with those abilities would be difficult if neither Frisk nor the other party used their save points. Detecting a disturbance would at least be a smart move. Flowey was nothing if not persistent at tracking people. Anyone slightly off schedule would tip him off.

They just hoped that he knew what he was doing.

If this was what Chara thought it might be, then Flowey would be unable to stop it if he engaged directly. Then again, there were far too many unknowns to determine precisely what the presence around Frisk was back in the Underground. 

Hopefully, Flowey would at least be useful in that regard.

Frisk managed to find their way outside quickly. Before Flowey had much time to complain, Frisk set the pot down, and he immediately extended roots out into the small patch of dirt next to the dorms. 

“All I’m saying is…” Flowey began again while he situated himself in the earth. “...it would be a real shame if you lost your save point just because lil ol’ me couldn’t help.”

Frisk crossed their arms. They were not budging. “Better help then.”

“What, so you can keep cheating on exams?” Flowey scoffed, but he of all people knew what this power could do in the wrong hands. “Fine. I’d rather there not be someone next in line when you finally die. I’d like my save points back later thank-you-very-much.”

Despite the horrors of the situation, Frisk managed to find a sense of humor and stuck their tongue out at Flowey. “Just get searching.”

“Fine.” Flowey grumbled, “No fun allowed.”

With a final wink, Flowey burrowed into the earth, leaving nothing but a misshapen lump behind. Wherever he went, he would hopefully stay out of too much trouble. Chara loathed the idea of cleaning up another one of his messes. One winter, he made pitfalls all around Hometown for monsters to fall into, and only got away with it because he did not bring spikes into the mix.

At least he preferred cruel jokes rather than outright murder nowadays, no matter how much he attempted to say otherwise.

Now, this gave Chara an opening. Flowey would be gone for who knew how long, which meant free conversation could be had with Frisk. As Frisk reentered the building, Chara posited something that they probably already knew, “You think you know of only one thing that could possibly overpower your determination.”

Frisk scrunched their face, and their head lowered ever-so-slightly. They focused on getting back to their dorm, but they mentally responded, “Didn’t get overpowered. I know I can still load. Doesn’t feel any different.”

“Relying on feeling will not work if you die,” Chara pointedly reminded them, hoping that they would understand the stakes. Yes, Chara trusted that Frisk knew what losing a save was like. No, they would not rely on that if death became an issue.

“Worked on the entire Underground.” Frisk said out loud, proving Chara’s point that they sometimes blurted things out when they got even slightly heated. They stepped back into the safety of their dorm, pushing the door shut and leaning up against it for a second. “...Still feel like myself.”

That was an interesting point to bring up. Whatever occurred in the Underground, it targeted Frisk specifically. That final presence in the absolute never left Frisk until after the monsters had gone free, and the clock never wound backwards again. If Frisk was themself, then was there even a possibility of that thing being out there once more? Chara mused, “You are uncertain of what the source could be. You have to consider the worst case scenario.”

Frisk’s shoulders sagged. An argument was brewing again. Chara could feel it. Frisk crossed their arms, glancing to the side and mumbling, “Might not be entirely bad.”

Not this again.

“You have been plagued by nightmares, and question whether your actions are your own constantly.” Chara would not stand for any revisionism that Frisk liked to do about this being. “Monsterkind was eradicated, brought back, and then selectively targeted until the cycle finally ended.”

Frisk grit their teeth. Slowly, they walked over to their bed before tossing themself back into it. After all, they did have an exam later in the morning. Life hadn’t stopped just because a momentary glitch had occurred in the night. “I know,” they mumbled into their pillow, “I just wonder.”

Once more, Chara scoffed, “Curiosity is a vice, one that you and I fell prey to as well.” When Chara realized that they had referred to themself, they grew annoyed. They preferred not to do that in any capacity when speaking with Frisk. Chara wasn’t Chara anymore. They were merely guidance. An aid. A voice where one had been lost. A better voice. “You would do well to remember that.”

Frisk didn’t respond. They turned their head back into their pillow, but Chara never left the confines of their body for the entire morning. Frisk never went back to sleep.

 


 

The Angel extended their hand, brushing the silver save point once more. 

Their actions became permanent, and they breathed a sigh of relief. Even though that fight had been awful, at least the road ahead was slightly clearer.

Hopefully, they wouldn’t need to return to this save point. What came next would likely hurt, and they only hoped that the save point dulled the pain that was about to blossom through their stump of a horn. At the very least, it was better than the save where they were dying, and it was leagues better than having to fight Asgore and Undyne again. The Angel didn’t want to call upon Fireshock again, but they would probably have to if they went back.

The Angel didn’t glance back at the Dark World. Instead, they took a deep breath, summoning their soul to their hand. Maybe, this Dark Fountain would give them slightly more LV as well, but they doubted it. Short Dark Worlds like this never really stuck.

No one was with them to seal this fountain. No one stood at their back. No one even stood to watch the soul silently float up to a fountain of the Angel’s own creation. The Angel brought a hand up to the scarf now secured under their cloak, grasping it and shutting their eyes while light overwhelmed the darkness.

The Dark World vanished.

Blistering pain struck the Angel instantly on the right side of their head. Instinctively, a hand went to grasp at the wound, but they stopped a few centimeters short. Touching it would make it worse. They just… they just had to deal with the pain. As best as they could, they gripped the branch that had stayed within their hand during the transfer, leaning precariously up against it.

They were back in the normal jail cell.

With only one eye able to be open thanks to the pain on the side of their head, the Angel glanced around. The cell door was still thankfully open. Undyne’s keys sat on the ground just outside of it. When the Angel looked for Undyne and Asgore, they were not hard to find at all on account of being in the center of the room.

Both were sprawled out against the desk, sound asleep.

At least it looked like they were breathing. That… that was good.

The pain in their horn started to subside just a little bit, turning into more of a dull and constant ache instead of searing pain. It hadn’t even been as bad as they remembered it when entering the Dark World. Perhaps, their save point gave them just the slightest bit of reprieve, but it wasn’t much. The Angel’s head still felt like it would split open if they so much as tilted it wrong.

Well, there was no getting rid of that.

The Angel glanced around their own cell when they realized just how much they’d messed it up. The blood on the floor would be a dead giveaway that they were actually here, so playing everything off as a dream wouldn’t work. As usual, the stab marking in the ground didn’t hold, so maybe the Dark World could be explained away as a hallucination if they really needed to.

Ah, there was once more thing in this cell that they needed to get.

Carefully, the Angel picked up a loose notepad off of the floor. They smoothed out some of the folded pages, just so that the Darkner was a little more comfortable. As gently as they possibly could, they pressed the notepad into one of their pant pockets, making sure that the pages didn’t bend. Until the Angel had a better place to put the Darkner, that would have to do.

Although, the Angel felt a weight in their other pocket. When they reached in, they pulled out a wad of junk. It seemed like a junk ball of their own had formed. Even the broken pen poked out of it. 

When the Angel angled their head slightly to look at the ball, something weighed their left ear down ever-so-slightly. The Angel reached up with their hand to feel at it before realizing what it was with their second pair of eyes.

Tied to the Angel’s ear sat a glittering, red ribbon. They couldn’t know what it was for sure, but the scarf didn’t come with them, so this was likely what it turned into. Well… the Angel didn’t quite understand why it didn’t stay a scarf considering the last time a scarf came with them from the Dark World, but soul shenanigans probably had something to do with that. Oh well, at least if this scarf didn’t hold, it would still turn into something that Ralsei enjoyed wearing.

…They should probably get out of here.

Unfortunately, it became a habit to check their inventory after every Dark World to see what changed, and that hadn’t stopped now. The Angel didn’t waste time removing the ribbon.

As silently as possible, the Angel began to creep out of the cell. They used their branch to keep their balance. Walking had become slightly easier, but they weren’t fighting for their life anymore. Jerking their body around with their soul or using soul modes to substitute for actual motion wouldn’t work anymore. Doing familiar things like attacking seemed to make movement completely natural, but moving around still needed work. They weren’t as great at it when they could actually see their legs apparently.

Their legs weren’t shaking anymore at least. The extra stability just helped them keep moving.

When the Angel passed Asgore and Undyne, they thought about leaving a note or checking to make sure that the two of them were actually okay. Maybe, they should try to move the two out of line of sight of the door or lock them in the cell. Though, the chances of waking them up were too high, and moving Asgore would be a futile effort. Still, there were a few things that would be helpful to grab. If the Angel got into a Dark World again, a broken pen wouldn’t do them much good. 

They kept the broken one in their junk ball before rifling through the cabinet that Undyne got it from, stealing a second one. At least, they could also keep notes with this. Hopefully, that would keep their Darkner friend a little happier. The Angel couldn’t afford to forget the ways the rules changed or things they’d learned either, so note-keeping would be essential.

There was one more thing that they didn’t have the last time they encountered Asgore.

Carefully, the Angel reached for Asgore’s pockets. They won the 50/50, managing to fish out car keys. They would apologize for stealing his truck, but he threw them in a jail cell. At least now, the Angel had actually committed a crime. With a hint of bitterness, they slipped the keys into their pocket with the notebook before realizing they’d forgotten something else.

On the desk, something crimson and wet sat motionlessly.

The Angel’s stomach turned when they realized what it was. Of course, they’d dropped their dagger and never picked it back up. The small thing turned back into the Angel’s broken horn. Well, they definitely weren’t leaving that behind. If they needed another Dark World, the Angel didn’t want to have to bash their other horn off. Hopefully they wouldn’t be making one of those again anytime soon, but better safe than sorry.

When the Angel grabbed it, they realized it was still incredibly bloody.

Unfortunately, they weren’t going to be able to do anything about that. 

The Angel put it in the same pocket as the junk ball. They didn’t know if that would affect their miniscule amount of CDBagels, but they weren’t putting it in the same pocket as the Darkner or their gear. These stupid pants didn’t even have back pockets. At least they hadn’t been put into a dress when coming here. It would’ve been stylish, but those things never had pockets.

Satisfied with what they’d pilfered, the Angel took one last glance at the two sleeping monsters. Hopefully, they could just get some distance. Asgore and Undyne would be waking up at some point, but the Angel hoped that Pacify held for a bit longer. All they needed to do was slip away.

So, they got to it, pushing the door open and stepping out into the world once more.

The chill hit them immediately. The Angel grit their teeth, once again missing the cloak the Dark World gave them. At least it hid their identity. Right now, actually staying faceless might be useful. This face was far too distinct.

Well, the truck shouldn’t be far from where the Angel stood. After all, Undyne didn’t haul them around for too long. The Angel tried retracing their steps, and noticed that it had gotten a little brighter outside. 

That Dark World must’ve lasted longer than they thought. Time always acted weird. The Angel didn’t take that long in Card Kingdom, but the Dark World supposedly took up the entire school day and more. Of course, they should’ve known that their Dark World would waste a bit more time. As always, time loved to work against them. Whether it be stealing them away for years or the Angel never being fast enough to prevent anything, time always worked against them. Always a moment too late, no matter how many times they turned back the clock.

Worse, clouds had started to move in. The Angel was never good at predicting weather. Eventually, they just decided that every cloud looked like a rain cloud, and they were right enough times for confirmation bias to kick in.

…Even though they’d seen the sky on the cliffside, it was still strange to be able to look up while another part of them looked down.

Maybe, Ralsei would be happy that they finally got a chance to see the sky, even though they’d reassured him countless times that they had seen a sky. The thought did little to bring them comfort while they kept walking. Thoughts about what someone might think were no good when those people were dying somewhere else.

The Angel would’ve been happier if the rest of them were here.

Finally, the Angel came across Asgore’s truck. They fumbled for the keys in their pocket for a second before finally snagging them. Unfortunately, Asgore’s truck didn’t even have buttons on the keys to unlock it, so they had to manually go for his door handle. At this rate, they were going to get into the truck only to find out that the windows had cranks on them.

The truck door opened after a few tugs. Just as they predicted, there were cranks on the windows. 

When the Angel hopped in, they realized… a few critical issues.

First issue: they had no idea where they were going.

Second issue: Asgore’s truck was not driveable.

Sure, they had the keys, but they failed to realize that Asgore was much larger than them. The Angel tried adjusting the seat forward, only to find that even with the seat as far forward as they could bring it, they could not reach the pedals comfortably. Unless they wanted to be perfectly straightened out while driving and unable to see out of the windshield, they couldn’t use it.

The Angel would be walking again. Again, something small and miniscule chipped away at their already limited time. They’d already done the hard part which was escaping prison, and more stupid things sat in between them and Frisk.

Screw it, they were keeping the keys.

It’d be stupid to go back to the police station now, and they definitely weren’t leaving them in the truck. Stealing the keys also made sure that Undyne and Asgore couldn’t come after them quickly, so those were staying in their pocket. At the very least, the Angel did see what looked to be a satchel behind the passenger’s seat. It had a few gardening tools in it… but…

Distantly, the Angel thought that they probably shouldn’t be stealing from the King of Monsters. However, items in these worlds tended to be finders keepers, and once again, Asgore threw them in a cell first. The least he could do to repay them was giving them extra inventory space.

The Angel carefully dumped out the gardening tools, swapping some things out of their pockets to place in there. The junk ball and horn would stay on them. That pocket already looked ruined, and they didn’t want to ever be without their Dark World items or their fountain making tool. The notebook, pen, and Asgore’s car keys could ride in the satchel for the time being.

At least some good came out of their truck escapade. Now, that Darkner would hopefully be a little more comfortable. The Angel should probably give it a name at some point, but they would prefer if the little thing could have a chance to choose itself. Such a thing would have to wait until the Angel got back to the Grand Fountain.

With a new bag in their possession, the Angel left the truck again.

Now that morning had come, the Angel would have to deal with other monsters. They couldn’t hide in any capacity anymore, and someone would inevitably ask questions. Key monsters needed to be avoided, and most importantly, the Angel needed to not act like they were running if they met one. Every time they even thought about evading someone deliberately, their soul appeared on their chest. It would be a dead giveaway, and the Angel didn’t exactly want to get caught again.

Unfortunately, they probably needed to actually talk to someone in order to figure out where Frisk was. The Angel started walking in a random direction while they thought. This town was large, but not big enough to hold a campus. Worse, the Angel kept seeing almost-familiar buildings and streets. This wasn’t Hometown, but when the Angel saw an apartment building that was just slightly bigger than the one they knew, they almost thought they knew where they were.

At least, no one was out this morning. It was still early, so the Angel had a bit more time before they were actively seen. It would probably be best to leave town and make their way towards the city. Maybe the campus would be somewhere in that direction?

While the Angel was still trying to figure out where to go, something tapped them against their leg. They jolted away from whatever touched them, still not enjoying tactile things touching them.

They didn’t immediately see anything when they turned around. However, when their gaze fell, they saw something very unimpressed staring up at them.

“Wosh u face.”

“Whuh-” The Angel sputtered when a hose pointed directly at them, slamming them in the head with water. They were very mindful of their one health, and for a moment, they thought that would be it. Thankfully, the water was just… water. It wasn’t a bullet. The Angel grimaced, shaking their face off and staring down at the monster that just spritzed them like they were a feral cat. “What was that for?”

A Woshua stared up at them. Its eyes narrowed, mouth staying open in a perfect circle while it focused. “Wosh u face.”

Wait, they- they still had blood all over their face- how the hell didn’t they see that with the whole second pair of eyes thing- The Angel didn’t have time to even process their error before they were sprayed again. They tried to bat away the water for a second, but gave up when the Woshua simply waddled slightly to the side to continue spraying them.

Okay.

Fine.

They’d been walking around with blood all over them. Monsters didn’t bleed. Someone could only draw one conclusion from that, and they were thankful that the Woshua’s only concern was making sure that they were clean. Fine. Okay. Sure.

The Angel submitted. This must have been the right choice, because the Woshua nodded its head in approval before continuing to hose their face down. At this rate, they were going to be sopping wet, but wet was better than bleeding even though the water irritated their horn.

Still focusing just as intently as before, the Woshua’s eyes drifted upward towards the Angel’s broken horn. Cool. Maybe it would finally realize not to irritate that. 

Unfortunately, they were not so lucky.

“Wosh u infection.”

The Woshua aimed its hose at the broken horn, and the Angel only had a moment to stammer out, “Hey wait don’t-”

Too late. The Woshua fired off a bullet, and the Angel instinctively winced when they saw red flash into existence on their chest. It was a stupid way for their soul to pop out as well, considering the fact that the bullet headed towards their horn was green.

“Wosh u attitude.”

As soon as the bullet collided, the Angel’s soul disappeared. Some of the pain in their head vanished as well. Instead of commenting on the soul, the Woshua continued focusing on the horn intently.

Several more spurts of green fired off. Every single time, the Angel’s soul appeared blatantly. They stayed perfectly still, hoping that if they just didn’t move, then the Woshua would not lose its unbreakable focus.

15/20 HP.

Oh. That. That was better. It wasn’t perfect, but the Angel would take that gladly.

The Woshua’s hose finally lowered, the monster satisfied with its work. It did not comment on the Angel’s soul, and immediately began to waddle away. How… how the hell did it even react so calmly to blood? Why did it know that the horn would get infected? The Angel still didn’t think they should touch that wound, but it was definitely better. They still lost the horn, but at least they weren’t leaking blood anymore.

They should just take the victory and go. The Woshua didn’t seem to care about the odd soul, and had done its job just fine. However, the Angel didn’t really have anyone else in the immediate vicinity to ask, so they tried now. “I- well first of all, thanks?” They thought that would probably be a good thing to say first.

At the very least, the Woshua did accept the compliment with a nod of its small head. “Filthy. Wosh u blood next time. Infection is filthy.”

The Angel stopped their thank-you to blink at the Woshua a few times. “Do… monsters bleed now?” They asked out loud, and immediately regretted doing so.

Thankfully, not everyone was a mastermind out to sleuth every mess-up they made. The Woshua only narrowed its eyes at them. “No. Humans bleed. Filthy. Work at hospital part time. I go wherever it is filthy.”

Okay, so the Woshua was just going to ignore that the Angel, a monster, had bled. 

They respected the singlemindedness of the Woshua’s crusade on filthyness, and they were just going to take this one. Legendary Janitor indeed.

Once again, the Woshua tried to waddle away. The Angel immediately tried to walk after it, finally shoving down their own curiosity for what they needed to do. “Do you…” How did they word this without sounding like they were actively hunting down Frisk? There was no way to do it without getting an incorrect answer, nor could the Angel think fast enough to make a convincing enough statement. “Do you know where the college is that Frisk goes to?”

Its gaze grew serious for a moment. The Angel thought they’d stepped on a landmine, but as it turned out, they’d merely touched on a sore spot for the poor thing. “Take the bus early sometimes. Filthy. Wosh the bus. Wosh the campus. On edge of town.” The Woshua’s hose pointed to the northeast. “That way. Stops to pick up students. All filthy. Less filthy early because less students.”

Great. No questions asked. That was so much easier than dealing with anyone the Angel interacted with on a regular basis back when they were still with Frisk. Regular monsters only ever really needed one positive interaction to be satisfied. Undyne and Asgore were always complicated. Note to self, the Angel could probably run into any monster that wasn’t the main ones, and nothing bad would happen.

Still, they appreciated the Woshua’s impromptu help, even if they could still feel water dripping down their face. They gave one more quick “thank-you” before taking off. They did not want to miss that bus.

The Woshua’s bird tweeted at the Angel while they walked away. The Woshua itself waved its little hose before going on its merry way. Filth had been cleansed, and it was satisfied.

Some things still went well after all. The Angel needed to remember the different things monsters liked. While they didn’t know how long it had been since the barrier broke exactly, letting the Woshua clean them seemed to placate it. If they needed help, they could probably try that same thing with other monsters if they just remembered what tactics to use.

It was the others that the Angel needed to avoid.

While they walked through town, the Angel kept an eye out. They thought they saw a nice diner which looked far too similar to QC’s. The Angel eyed it for a second, and their stomach growled when they kept walking. They didn’t pay it any mind. After all, this… this vessel wasn’t what they were. They didn’t need to eat. It could wait forever if they needed it to.

When the Angel glanced down a road and saw a house that they’d definitely seen in Hometown before the Roaring started, they paused for a second.

The Angel never managed to find Sans in any Dark World after the Roaring began, but they also were moving incredibly slowly on account of trying to evacuate any remaining Lightners to the Shelter. Dark Worlds were incredibly large distances to traverse.

The skeleton brothers appeared in Snowdin one day before just… establishing themselves.

The Angel almost pivoted down the road, but thought better of it. Any monster who Frisk had a significant past with would be difficult to communicate with. Based on Asgore and Undyne, they weren’t prone to helping either. Granted, the Angel found two very temperamental monsters who were on edge about their soul, but they had their reasons to avoid Sans.

After all, Flowey rarely gave actual advice of his own. They would prefer that Sans never figured out a thing about them unless absolutely necessary.

Flowey and Frisk were still the best bet for now.

The thought of what to even ask them came to mind. How… did the Angel even communicate their current situation? Realistically, all they needed to do was figure out how Flowey and Chara could see them. The Angel couldn’t see their own body anymore no matter how hard they strained, and it still hurt them to try to wrench their second pair of eyes away. If they could just figure out how to… undo whatever this was, then getting back to the other world would be as simple as changing windows.

Avoiding the house, the Angel slinked down a different street. They thumbed at the satchel around their neck, keeping an eye out for anything that resembled a bus stop. They had to stay focused.

Every now and then, they caught a monster going about their day. As the Angel walked, they inevitably felt eyes on them. Every time they turned to look at someone across the street, they usually found that it was just passing interest. The Angel found that just waving caused any wariness to go away almost instantly.

It… it felt too simple. 

The Angel almost wanted to talk to the few faces they saw, but they kept their gaze trained dead ahead in an attempt to find this nebulous bus stop.

They couldn’t slow down. They were so used to having the time to slow down and explore. It just… put a bitter taste in their mouth when they had to keep moving. This was probably all going to end soon, right? As soon as the Angel figured out how to get back to their friends, this situation with this vessel would probably end, and the wall would be placed back up. Whatever life the Angel was glimpsing right now could never actually stick, right?

Of course, they planned to stick around. Susie wouldn’t allow them to be banished. The Angel went through great efforts to not feed into their own banishment, and Ralsei even clued them in on the Grand Fountain being a surefire way to banish them. It was just that… surely this vessel wouldn’t stick. Surely they were going to just be a red, floating soul that went from person to person every now and then.

Plans of having a vessel were talked about, but the Angel had already resigned themself to never being in their vessel often. It wasn’t like life would allow them to hang out with their friends all the time, and someone far more important needed their soul.

It was just odd to walk amongst people the Angel knew at some point.

Finally, the Angel saw a sign for the bus stop. Maybe, they just weren’t used to things going normally for two seconds. They’d just been yanked into… whatever this was, fought the King of Monsters and Captain of the Royal Guard in a Dark World… and now they were waiting on a bus.

To be honest, they preferred this.

Still, part of them wondered if it would be faster to just… walk to the city. The idea of sitting down made them antsy. Time could be wasted waiting on a bus when they could be moving. 

It was just a matter of spending a little bit of time to save time later. The Angel had to remind themself of that. For the time being, it was fine to wait, even if the idea gnawed at their soul.

The Angel saw some chairs under a waiting area. For the first time in a while, they sat down, adjusting their satchel so as to not crush it. Even better, there was a map of the bus route inside the canopy they sat under. It would probably be a good thing to at least commit some of that to memory… or try to haphazardly draw it in their notebook.

Ah well, the Darkner would probably be happy anyway with a few of its pages being used.

The Angel rummaged through their bag, retrieving their notepad. They took the pen out of their pocket and immediately started scribbling down what was on the map. It looked like the campus was mostly its own thing on the edge of the city. Small mercies. If they had to search an entire city for Frisk, then the Angel would be getting nowhere. Unfortunately, it didn’t exactly look like walking distance. This town looked far away from… well… the entire city.

When the Angel caught the names of this town and city, they scowled.

Great. This town was named Hometown as well. That wouldn’t get confusing at all. Of course, Asgore would name it something like that given the chance. The Angel just wondered why the hell the other Hometown was called that if Asgore probably named this one.

The city name wasn’t any better. Honestly, whatever human named the city must’ve been friends with Asgore in a past life, because Ebott City wasn’t very inspiring. No one thought of a better name? No one? 

The Angel sighed. In their notes, they wrote this Hometown’s name as Ebott Town, because they too sucked at names and weren’t going to try to think of a better one. They also were not going to deal with the odd parallels between two different towns over and over again every time they referred to it.

At least they were getting practice with maps now. With the world being so large, it started to remind the Angel of plans made before everything went wrong. As it turned out, Susie had some very strong opinions about what everyone would be doing after they were all free from the prophecy and anything associated with it.

The Angel’s pen stopped moving for a bit.

For a moment, they took a deep breath. 

A memory pried at the edge of their mind. The world seemed so large now, but… wasn’t this always the plan? At a certain point, the world wasn’t only going to be Hometown. Now, without the rest of their friends, the world had gotten larger. It was gargantuan, but the Angel just thought that they’d have people next to them when they all finally started to branch out.

All of them had made so many promises of what they’d do together after everything was over. The Angel said that they wanted to stay with everyone, but Susie’s ideas were when they actually started believing that wish could mean anything. It… was stupid to want to stay, right? What would that have even looked like? They imagined just checking in every now and then… maybe just being a helping hand when someone was too tired to face the day…

It was Susie who first started talking to them like they were just any other person. To her, they weren’t the soul in a cage. Just as she started calling objects by name the moment she found out they were Darkners, she treated them like a friend. Every time she had an idea, she included them like their very nature wasn’t always a pitfall.

The Angel… started to believe her, they supposed.

Maybe their first mistake was making plans for when everything ended, but how could they not when Susie just sounded so earnest?

 


 

As it turned out, Asgore’s flowers were good listeners.

The Angel always wondered whether or not they would be for or against him considering they were a captive audience. Considering the fact that three of the seven plants were currently trying to repel the Angel the moment everyone fell into the Dark World, they were going with for Asgore. 

It was sheer luck that Ralsei even managed to find the group before the flowers started to swarm everyone with vines, which was just fantastic, because the group had one more tag-along this time who was definitely not supposed to join in. The Angel absolutely needed everyone on guard considering that Noelle wasn’t experienced in Dark Worlds, and they were all actively being swarmed.

When vines advanced on everyone, the Angel’s soul forced battle to occur. Unfortunately, they didn’t manage to pull the gargantuan flowers into a fight, and only managed to snag the vines before they could get any closer. Okay. Fine. They could fight vines in a turn-based battle.

Battle snapped into place. Three party members took positions. Kris drew their sword, gritting their teeth when they saw Asgore getting lifted away by the four other flowers. Susie summoned her axe, glancing off somewhere behind everyone. Ralsei-

Ralsei wasn’t drawn into battle.

Noelle took the third slot, and she yelped when she was drawn into the fight.

What on earth did she think she was doing? Did she even know that she took Ralsei’s party slot?

Susie beat the Angel to the punch, loudly shouting, “Where the hell is Ralsei?” She whirled around, looking at something the Angel couldn’t see from their point of view. “Hey! Angel! Ralsei didn’t get pulled in!”

“Aware,” they responded through Kris' body, noting the fact that Susie absolutely just gave them away to Noelle. “Is he fine? Can’t see him.”

From her position in the fight, Noelle stammered, “Um- wait what?!? Susie- Kris- what’s going on? Where are we?”

Oh my god, they could not do this right now. The Angel once again tried to respond on their own, and thankfully Kris let them, “Dark World. You know it already. We’ll explain when we’re not under attack.” Of course, that did little to placate Noelle, but the Angel needed to know before things got worse. “Is Ralsei fine?”

Another voice came from outside of the battle, and the Angel could thankfully see it. “I’m fine, Angel! It’s just-” Ralsei cut himself off. “Um… you can only have three party members… so I just thought I’d… sit this one out. I think I showed up a bit early, and-”

“The hell do you mean only three?” Susie bared her teeth, glancing at herself, Kris, and Noelle like she somehow miscounted. She pointed at Kris, asking the question more towards the Angel than anyone else, “What kind of weird ass limit is that?”

Again, Noelle stammered something, “What- the Dark World thing- that thing- was-”

The Angel ignored her, continuing to argue with Susie, “I don’t like it either! I just didn’t expect to have a fourth person here, and I’ve never fought with four before! I don’t think it’ll let me!”

“Oh my god.” Susie slapped a hand over her face. The vines across from them started to thrash more, but they couldn’t attack out of turn yet. If the Angel could see them, then they would bet that the gargantuan flowers were pissed at all of them arguing. “Don’t think what will let you? Aren’t you like, supposed to be god or something?”

“No?” The Angel might technically be a religious figure, but they got sniped by a hockey puck. They were more worried about the fact that Ralsei may not be protected by the soul at the moment, and there were far more vines than these three. “I don’t know how to bring more than three into a fight.”

Noelle looked like she was about to tear her hair out. “What do you mean god?”

Susie groaned, turning to wherever she saw Ralsei, “Well I know how to do it. Watch and learn, idiots!” Without a care in the world, Susie began to walk off of the battle screen. The Angel watched her vanish somewhere off to the left for a little bit before hearing a yelp.

Unceremoniously, Susie came back into the battle. Over her head, she held a very confused Ralsei, carrying him forcefully into the battle on her own. With far more gusto than necessary, she launched him back into place next to her where he was meant to be in battle, and-

Something exploded.

The Angel watched as all of their party member information blew up. Names and battle selections were shifted to the side to make room for a fourth slot, Ralsei’s name and actions appearing between Susie and Noelle. 

Susie dusted off her hands, proud of her work. With her hands on her hips and a wide grin, she glanced at Kris. “Did that do it?”

Kris snickered when the Angel answered, “You blew up my battle menu.”

Her brow immediately furrowed. “Your what?”

Ralsei had splatted when thrown. While Susie and the Angel were having their small moment of mutual bafflement, he pushed himself up to his feet and adjusted his glasses. “Wait! I- does this work? This shouldn’t work!”

Testing out the new party member abilities, the Angel began issuing commands. Kris went to use a check, raising a hand to prepare for the action. The Angel put Susie on defense for a moment just to see what was up.

Immediately, the Angel’s power washed over Ralsei, and they gained access to his usual abilities.

“Looks fine to me,” they answered, asking Ralsei to defend as well. His scarf wrapped around his body, and then the Angel came to Noelle. Once again, her commands were fine as well. “Do you remember how battles work, Noelle?” They asked, now finally having a chance to calm down the extremely nervous deer.

The rush of everything started to get to Noelle. When the Angel asked her that question, she pointed an accusatory finger at Kris. “A-and you sound like you’re on speaker again! Wh-what is going on?”

Okay. They didn’t have time for this. The Angel immediately gave Noelle a command to defend as well, and she covered her face and leaned away from battle. When the soul popped out of Kris’ chest to dodge, they tried to think of a plan here.

A fourth vine joined the fray to even the playing field against an extra party member. Cheating tended to incite more cheating, and the Angel had to deal with more difficult bullet patterns as a result. Thankfully, their soul managed to weave in and out of staggered vine strikes before flying straight back into Kris.

The Angel had no way of sparing vines, and they might as well just be dealing with an extension of a Darkner. They couldn’t see an option to spare this enemy, nor would putting vines to sleep really work. “Gonna have to cut our way through,” the Angel proposed, earning nods from Kris, Susie, and Ralsei all at once. All of them were in agreement while Noelle looked even more frazzled.

They weren’t going to ask Ralsei to use his fire spell as useful as it may be. Besides, they didn’t have access to calling on it anyway. Iceshock might be good here, but the Angel wasn’t exactly keen on using Iceshock if they could help it. 

Ralsei and Noelle both went on defense again. Kris readied their weapon and charged towards a vine alongside Susie. Both of them struck on opposite sides, managing to cleave through it with their dual slices. The vine receded, and another one immediately took its place.

Well, that wasn’t good.

Ralsei glanced at Kris, seemingly realizing the same problem, “Are… are they just going to keep regenerating?”

“Probably,” Kris answered on their own, and their gaze still looked past the flowers towards wherever they had taken Asgore. Every second they got stalled here, Asgore was getting further away. If this was the Knight’s plan, then Kris should be fine with this, but their concern bled through regardless.

“Doesn’t help that we’re stuck here,” Susie complained while the soul flew out to dodge more attacks. “The actual things we need to be fighting are past all these stupid vines.”

The soul took a hit, and one of the vines deflected past the Angel’s defenses and towards Susie. She grit her teeth when she got struck, but she was armored enough to take it easily.

Susie had a point though. The actual enemies were hiding behind these vines. As long as the Angel stayed in battle, the Darkners could just keep reforming vines to keep them fighting here forever. Battle wasn’t the correct option. Evasion was.

The Angel prepared themself for what was to come, and decided to give everyone else a fair warning. “We’re going to have to leave battle and do this the normal way. Just like the Titan.”

Noelle went stock-still at the mention of a Titan. Of all the things she heard about in the Dark World, that must have spooked her significantly. “The what? What are we doing?”

“We’re running.” The Angel used Kris’ hand to point through the vines. “The vines are weak to slashing. Kris and Susie can take the lead. If anyone needs me to cover, you have to call out. I’ll try to watch.” It was admittedly terrifying to hop between different vessels when turns broke down. The last time this happened against a Titan, the Angel was certain someone would get hurt. With an extra party member in the fray, and one who didn’t know about them, this could get nasty.

Noelle’s eyes remained wide, and she stared at Kris like something finally started to click. “Why are you talking about yourself like you’re…”

Susie came to the Angel’s defense, readying her axe. “In a sec. We gotta get through these vines. Uh… don’t be scared of the red heart thing if it comes in your direction.”

At this rate, Noelle was going to pop a blood vessel. She went pale at the mere mention of a red heart flying towards her, even though she had seen it in battle many times. 

The Angel took a deep breath before getting ready to drop the battle. “Just listen to my commands, cover each other, and we should be fine.” The vines started to thrash like they knew what was coming. Kris raised their hand, beginning a countdown.

When their last finger dropped, everyone sprinted.

Susie charged forward. The Angel didn’t immediately send Kris forward, hanging back just to make sure Noelle and Ralsei were keeping pace. Thankfully, Noelle got the memo, and Ralsei only stayed near the back to make sure that no one was left behind in the same way.

A purple blast of magic carved through three of the vines as Susie threw out a Rude Buster. The way opened up as more greenery began to swarm the pathway up ahead. The Angel could see an orange flower glaring at them, and they didn’t enjoy the reminder of a different flower judging them.

A small vine tried to grab Ralsei. Before the Angel could act on their own, Kris leapt forward, cleaving it instantly. It gave the Angel time to call on Ralsei, summoning Fluffy Guard on Noelle. Out of everyone, she needed to be protected the most. 

Noelle screeched when magic flared up around her, but she kept running. That was all that mattered.

As Susie ducked under a vine, she started to realize just how absurd this situation was, “Dude, I’m just realizing that like… now Kris’ dad knows what a Dark World is.”

“He already might have,” the Angel tried saying using Kris’ mouth, but the end of the sentence got cut off. The Angel rolled their eyes, using Kris’ hand to dislodge their soul. The red soul soared across the battlefield, plunging into Susie’s body. Immediately, the two of them began to move in sync. The Angel shined their light on Susie, and a Red Buster began to carve a path ahead. “As I was saying, he might’ve already known.”

A particularly thorny vine lashed out from the side. Before the Angel could attempt to block it with Susie, a green blur stood in the way. Ralsei reared his scarf back before the end of it slammed upward.

It caught the vine before it got close, sending it flying into the air. The Angel watched as Kris leapt up after the vine, cutting it while they flew by.

Ralsei glanced back at Susie, asking, “What makes you think that?”

Vines started to close in behind the party. Well, this would have to happen one way or another. Everyone was too far forward, and Noelle had fallen back. The Angel yelled “Heads up!” before their soul flew out, colliding with Noelle. She went rigid as a foreign feeling entered her body, but the Angel didn’t exactly have a chance to give her any more warning considering the four vines advancing on her. 

Immediately, they took over, summoning Noelle’s ice magic. Ralsei and the Angel both winced when the vines began to turn brittle, ice weaving across the surface before it all shattered. They didn’t like using the ice magic, but keeping Noelle safe mattered far more than the Angel knowing what it could do. Did this count as love finding its way to the girl? The Angel hoped that it didn’t count. Then again, they’d already done this multiple times with Susie, so that ship had sailed.

“Gonna let you go now,” the Angel said with Noelle’s mouth, already beginning to run to keep up with the rest of the group, “Just keep running with everyone else. Do not stop.”

They took Noelle’s hand before using the Old Man’s trick once more. The soul was jettisoned out into the fray again, Noelle breathing heavily but actually listening. She ran as fast as she could, panting, “Wh-what was that? Who was that? What-”

Kris scooped up the soul, placing it in their body as the Angel took control once more. They were getting good at that transfer. With an opening, the Angel tried to explain, “He has a Blackshard for some reason. Saw it in the vents.” This time, Kris didn’t try to stop the Angel’s spiel. They must’ve known that they couldn’t stop it forever. Although, they did sound annoyed at the Angel mentioning the vents. “Starting to think every adult in this town has it out for you all to be honest.”

Susie groaned. Her annoyance made her lose focus for a second. A razor sharp flower petal zoomed past her side, striking her normally now that the soul wasn’t protecting her. However, she seemed more annoyed with the Asgore thing than the blood coming out of the cut. “Dude, it’s gonna be so weird after all of this is over. Like, what, we just gotta go back to class while everyone was doing weird ass conspiracy stuff?”

Without prompting, Noelle summoned magic from her own hands. It seemed that she still remembered how to use her Heal Prayer, because Susie’s wound immediately closed. Still, she found the strength to continue panicking. “How… how do you think I feel? I’m… I’m finding out that all of this is real, and- oh my gosh, the ferris wheel was-”

Fluffy Guard defended Noelle from a barrage of petals that came her way while she was distracted. Ralsei held out a hand, trying to concentrate on the spell, but it broke from the barrage. He was too focused to look ashamed about it, and his eyes flicked between every threat trying to figure out who needed defense the most. “I don’t think now’s the time!” He tried, but the conversation had long already started.

The Angel called out for Fluffy Guard on Kris now that the path carved by Red Buster was getting smaller. They needed to make some room. When they ran forward, Kris joked, “Might not be a class after.”

“Not funny,” the Angel chastised through their own mouth, even though Kris’ snickering meant that they absolutely found it funny. In a surprising act of speed, Kris slashed twice, sending two vines to the floor in an instant. 

Susie sent a Rude Buster opposite her position on the path before trying to cleave away the ones on her side to protect the two supports. She also must’ve found that funny, because she joined in. “Man, at this point, we’re gonna find out Alphys was like… trying to make us miss Dark Fountains by giving us projects.”

All of the vines suddenly separated, turning into walls around the four of them. An impromptu battlebox had been made, and everyone was vulnerable. Razor sharp petals rose up into the air before spinning towards the trapped party.

Ralsei turned to Kris, calling out, “Angel! Shine your light!”

Without any further question, the Angel did Ralsei one better. They jettisoned their soul, slamming it into Ralsei and channeling their light through him. His horns grew longer. His claws grew sharper. The power flowing through him was enough to enhance Fluffy Guard far more than he needed.

Ralsei’s scarf leapt off of his body, growing in size. It expanded enough to form a dome around the party, everyone huddling in as petals crashed harmlessly against the scarf. When the last of them had gone, the Angel immediately removed the soul from Ralsei, and his transformation got nowhere close to fully completing.

“That was sick, Ralsei!” Susie yelled, snatching the soul on her own and continuing the charge. They were getting closer now. “Gonna be real, after everything’s like… done… we should get the hell out of here.” Her axe began to bubble with purple magic, Rude Buster being prepared. The Angel shined their light again, the spell turning a deep red. When Susie lashed out, Red Buster tore a hole straight through the wall they had all been trapped in. “Like… field trip. Uh. Not school field trip. Normal field trip.”

Kris tilted their head. “Road trip?”

“Yeah that!”

One of the gargantuan flowers vanished into the ground. Either it was retreating or trying to cause issues, and the Angel didn’t know which. Noelle used her ice magic on her own, freezing a barrage of petals coming from behind. The petals fell to the ground, shattering into individual shards. “U-um, if we’re just talking, can I ask wh-what’s going on with the red heart thing?”

Smaller vines started to lash out towards Ralsei. They looked like they were going to attempt to grab him, but Ralsei showed just how nimble he actually was. A gust of wind blew him out of harm’s way, Ralsei using his odd flying magic to weave through the vines. When the vines still chased him into the air, his scarf continued swatting them away. 

“That’s the Angel!” He yelled, dropping to the ground next to Kris. Ralsei ducked, Kris’ blade cleaving over his head to take out the vines still chasing him. “They- they can only talk through others! They’re friendly! I promise!”

“And who are you? You look a lot like Azzy, but you don’t sound-”

Ralsei hesitated for a second, immediately starting to wither. 

Before he could get too lost, Kris yanked him forward by the scarf before shooting a shit-eating grin at Noelle. “Azzy is ugly. What do you mean?”

As Ralsei was dragged forward, his face turned entirely red. The Angel accidentally laughed through Susie. The fight stopped becoming something terrifying, and they began to feel a rhythm as different members of the party started laughing. A wall of vines in front of the party suddenly receded, more petals flying out from just behind where they once stood in an attempt to catch everyone off guard.

Susie cackled, “Yeah Noelle! Have you seen Ralsei?” She raised her axe before the Angel’s soul even shifted. The Angel called upon a familiar feeling that the old man gave them, shifting their soul into a brilliant green. 

Kris dragged both Ralsei and Noelle behind Susie. The petals clashed harmlessly against her axe as the green soul protected all of them.

As Noelle stammered in confusion, the Angel turned their soul back to red. They used Susie’s hand to send them back to Kris for a moment. They had a better idea on how to handle those petals.

Susie continued running, and she circled back around to the road trip thing. “But like, it’d be cool! We could all get the hell out of here. Y’know, hang out while doing something more fun. This town is so boring.”

Ralsei glanced away, trying to keep his eyes on threats. However, the action looked more like him avoiding something instead of actually looking for danger. “Well… um… if you do, I hope you all have fun.”

As if the danger ahead of her didn’t exist, Susie turned around with her brow furrowed. “Uh, that means all of you, dumbass. You’re coming too.”

Flowers with sharpened petals began to spin towards Susie. The Angel’s soul shifted to a bright yellow, leaping to Kris’ fingertips. Kris dove past Susie, the Angel releasing stored up energy in their soul. A large bolt of energy fired out and blasted straight through the encroaching flowers. “Pretty sure I have an idea on how you could come too,” the Angel idly commented through Kris while aiming another shot, “If you’d all be willing to hear it after this Dark World.”

Ralsei’s eyes turned into saucers. He screeched, “You what?”

“I’m gonna have to sit you down for it, I think,” they clarified, knowing damn well that Ralsei was not going to take it well. Broaching the topic of taking on someone else’s soul was a rough one, but it had to happen soon. Besides, the Angel fully planned on Ralsei joining everyone for the festival. “Honestly, I think the real problem is me. I don’t actually know if I can leave the town.”

Noelle clutched her head. “I can’t believe this. You’re- the Angel! That Angel! And you’re just… talking? Talking about a road trip? What? What?”

Kris elbowed her before spinning around and slashing a few vines that were half-heartedly trying to sneak up. “They’re annoying.”

“Kris!!!” Noelle seemed absolutely mortified in a way that even Ralsei hadn’t expressed before whenever someone bullied the Angel. However, the Angel noticed that she was panicking less about the situation and more about the ensuing conversation. If it kept her mind off of the fact that they were in mortal danger, then this was a conversation that needed to keep going.

One of the gargantuan flowers shouted something about being ignored, but the Angel was too busy focusing on the current conversation to hear what it said. At least the flower that vanished hadn’t popped up again. It must’ve retreated after all.

Susie put a hand over her eyes before readying another Rude Buster. This time, she tried to send it up at one of the flowers, and while it was complaining about being ignored, Rude Buster struck it in the face. 

The flower started ranting something about how rude it was for trespassers to come into this kingdom, but Susie was far too into the road trip conversation. “Uh, if you can’t leave town, we’ll just carry you out. Worked for bringing Ralsei into a fight.” She said it like it was obvious, and to be fair, Kris managed to do the same thing when the Angel needed them to cut through the woods one time. “I… uh… can’t drive though. Kris, you can drive, right?”

Solemnly, they shook their head. “Walk everywhere.”

“ACKNOWLEDGE ME!” The orange flower yelled, the ground beginning to rumble. Large seeds began to rise from the ground, and the Angel instinctively identified them as extremely close to friendliness pellets.

Very large friendliness pellets.

The Angel’s soul remained yellow as they began to take aim, leaving Kris’ fingertips and floating around the party themself. Everyone stopped running, Ralsei casting Fluffy Guard on the soul while it flew out. A barrage of pellets came in, and the Angel began to throw their soul in the midst of all of them, firing off bullet after bullet to destroy most of them while using the guard to absorb the rest.

A few scraped by, but Kris already had their shield up. One almost slipped past to strike Susie in the head, but Ralsei’s scarf snagged it out of the air before slamming it to the ground.

When the soul returned to Kris’ chest, the Angel idly commented, “I could drive.”

Kris looked genuinely offended. “No you can’t.”

The party charged forward again, and Noelle stared at the conversation Kris appeared to be having with themself. At the very least, she understood that there were two people having a conversation now, and something clicked in her head. “W-wait, was that you driving Queen’s car? Um… the heart… Angel… thing.”

Well, that was one way to be referred to. The flower that wanted to be acknowledged retreated, leaving only one yellow flower remaining to get to. It was the one summoning the petals by the looks of it considering the constant barrages everyone had to weave around.

Still, the Angel responded to Noelle through Kris anyway, “Yep! That was me! Good driver, right?”

“No?!?” Noelle blurted out. She extended her hand, ice magic turning the first barrage of petals into nothing but snow flying by. “You- you ran into almost every car!”

Kris actually fully laughed. Both Susie and Ralsei glanced back when they heard the noise, and the Angel cracked a smile. They gave Kris a moment, deciding to send their soul to Susie for the time being. 

“I didn’t destroy the cars!” The Angel argued, “I shimmied! None of the cars got hurt! You just put your feet on the brakes and gas and then you shimmy! I even got the banana!”

As if they genuinely made a good point, Kris nodded sagely. “They did get the banana.”

“See?” For a moment, the Angel stopped the group, briefly turning their soul green to block another barrage with Susie’s axe. After a moment, they advanced again. “I’m just saying, I’d make a good designated driver.”

Noelle raked her fingers down her face, groaning, “Th-there’s no bananas on the road! Cars crash when they hit each other!”

Susie tapped Ralsei’s shoulder while they were both running. Immediately, Ralsei summoned a Fluffy Guard for her, beginning to pant at how much he’d exerted his magic during this sprint. Still, he managed to give his own input, “I… I don’t think it’s a good idea to drive without a license… even if you know how to shimmy.”

Using Ralsei’s Fluffy Guard to take on a third barrage herself, Susie laughed, “We should put the bananas on the road then! Make the roads less lame!”

The Angel nodded with Susie’s own head, agreeing with her, “We could make the cars behind us spin out.”

“Yeah!”

Ralsei started tugging on his ears. “What even is the banana thing? The Angel steered our swan ride into one of them without a second thought.”

Trying to defend their honor, they countered, “You wouldn’t want me to get potassium deficiency, would you?”

Noelle was about to lose her mind, which was great because it kept her mind off of the imminent panic of the Dark World. At the very least, her grappling with the Angel’s shenanigans kept her out of real panic. “Can you even get potassium deficiency?”

“Don’t wanna find out.” They reared Susie’s axe back, charging one more Red Buster into it. “I’m cool with the road trip. It’ll be fun.” They let the attack go, sending it straight at the yellow flower’s face.

Susie whooped, less about the attack landing and more about the road trip being a thing. “Hell yeah! All of us on the road! We could even bring everyone in the supply closet.” Okay. Maybe a little too far.

“I think I can only bring one person.” The Angel did not think they could share their soul between objects, and if they un-fused with someone, then they couldn’t exactly re-fuse with an object. “But we should totally bring their objects. We could play cards and use that laptop for so much. They’d love it.”

Noelle went pale. “You stole the library laptop?”

Finally, all of the vines around everyone receded. The conversation had grown so heated that everyone collectively ignored the yellow flower’s monologue while it vanished. They were all so fixated on the road trip that nothing around them mattered anymore. All four of the active runners stopped moving, staggered breaths being taken now that everyone could calm down.

Ralsei tilted his head at the Angel, pushing his glasses up now that they were loose. He did take a bit longer to catch his breath after all of the casting, but did smile when all was said and done. “I… if you do want to bring someone else, it’s okay! Someone has to watch over Castle Town, and I-”

Before he could say another word, Susie wrapped an arm around his head, raking her knuckles through his forehead. “We’re all going, dumbass! Noelle can come too! Even the Angel said yes! They never do that!”

“True,” the Angel said through Susie before ejecting their soul. Immediately, Kris grabbed it out of the air, restoring their hold on the Angel while the Angel got situated in the proper cage. With the tone of issuing a battle command, the Angel pointed at Ralsei. “You’re coming.”

Ralsei straightened up. Like that somehow meant something, he sank into his scarf, trying to avert his gaze. The Angel thought they could see a smile poking out, but they couldn’t know for sure unless he tried talking. He remained silent, but the Angel took it as a victory.

 With the battle now seemingly over, Noelle also had a chance to finally ask the burning questions on her mind that had gone quite blatantly ignored. “So… the reason Kris has been acting so weird is because… of you?” She questioned, trying to make sense of what the Angel was.

The Angel nodded just to give her that much information. “Don’t think about it too hard. Otherwise, we’ll have to get into the whole spiel about how Kris is probably working to end the world.” There was no chance in hell that the last part of the sentence came through, and that was only confirmed by Kris talking with their mouth closed.

Kris didn’t seem to like the change in topic, pivoting towards where Asgore went. “Dad’s that way. We go.”

“Fine,” the Angel relented, beginning to move the party towards what they were actually supposed to be doing. “Just think of the road trip as motivation or something.”

Susie left her position in the marching order to ruffle Kris’ hair, grinning. “Yeah Kris. Can’t have a road trip if the world is gone, can we?”

Somehow, they looked like they were actually considering that.

Of course, Noelle hadn’t been informed of any of this, and her panic once more rose up.

There were a lot of talks that day about what each individual person would do or what they wanted to see. Noelle rarely joined in of her own volition. Maybe, she wasn’t so sure on completely abandoning Hometown for a pipe dream of a road trip. Still, she did offer a few logistic questions that the Angel didn’t think about like “how will you get a car”, “what about school”, and “what about money”.

Right now, the Angel didn’t particularly care. They saw Susie smiling when she talked about getting into trouble and just going towards whatever seemed interesting. They watched Ralsei start to talk about little things in the Light World that he wanted to see. He even managed to admit that he would like to go stargazing with everyone. Despite Kris’ promise hanging over them, the Angel could see them smile just a little bit, glancing between their friends like they were noting every little thing down.

Something changed in the Angel’s mind that day.

 


 

That was the moment they slipped up. Everything changed after that. Voicing that they wanted to stay with everyone was one step. However, they were always prepared for the worst case scenario. Banishment may be the only way to ensure that everyone else survived. Despite hoping, they always wondered whether or not they would be anything.

At that moment, the Angel started imagining a future beyond the prophecy.

A dangerous thing.

They imagined a future where every last one of their friends had someone looking out for them. One day, there wouldn’t be the need for fighting day in and day out. Dark Fountains would stop being formed, and all of them would just get to be friends without this impossible task hanging over their heads. Sure, the Angel could’ve accepted their banishment and left all of them to figure out what that meant by themselves, but…

Even here at this lonely bus stop, it was hard to explain a dim feeling flickering at the bottom of their soul.

Maybe, the Angel just wanted to belong with them too.

Was that why they were in this world now?

They wanted the same thing so very long ago.

It was so stupid. 

They wanted Toriel to hold their hand and hug them when they were sad. Honestly, they thought Sans was so cool. Papyrus always saw the best in them, and maybe they wanted someone who would always believe in them. Undyne seemed like the kind of person who could push them, and they always wondered what their magic would be if they trained with her. Alphys used to embarrass the Angel somewhat, but they found that someone else being unabashedly passionate let them be kinder to themself as well. The Angel hoped she was doing well. Sometimes, in their worst moments, the Angel wondered what Asgore would have to say. They wondered how he dealt with the guilt. Maybe, they wanted his promise of being a family just to have someone there who would help them through their own.

Maybe, they just wanted to be loved.

What a naive, dumb kid.

The vessel’s eyes felt heavy. The Angel forced it to stay upright. Sleep wasn’t necessary.

The wait for the bus dragged on.

Cars passed by. The Angel half considered turning their soul orange and bolting down the bus route themself, but they knew how many monsters and humans would see that. No normal conversation with Frisk would happen if every human under the sun was out for their head.

Slowly, they exhaled again, their eyes growing heavier. There couldn’t be much longer now.

Just… focus on anything else. They watched the way the sunlight reflected in windows on some nearby businesses. It refracted on the canopy of the bus stop, shimmering when the rays came close to the ground. The Angel thought they saw something familiar.

A patch of sunlight that shouldn’t be there warmed their hand.

Instinctively, they knew what it was.

File Saved.

Something came to a stop in front of them. The Angel glanced up, hoping to see a bus, but knowing that the thing in front of them was far too small to be a bus.

They froze, a very familiar set of eye-sockets looking straight at them from a vibrant, red car.

“Hello there!” Somehow, he sounded exactly like the Angel imagined him. He would have that kind of voice. Papyrus lowered his sunglasses, and his scarf that he still wore despite the admittedly fashionable suit on his body billowed in the wind. “A little someone told me there might be a new face in town, and it seems I have found you!”

The Angel could never be given a straight line to a goal anymore, could they?

They just had to stall until the bus came, right?

They could do that.

Keeping their expression as neutral as possible, the Angel prepared for the worst.

Notes:

Hi Chara you've officially left eeby deeby. Welcome to the narrative. It seems haunting it isn't enough even though you still do from every other perspective.

I debated a lot on whether to give them a POV, but out of every character in that scene, Chara actually seemed like the best character to use, especially with their added analysis (and I like their narration style). There was debate on whether to outright give information or have it slowly added on later, but the problem became that all the reset-aware characters know what happened in UT except the reader, and there was no other place start setting it up where I felt satisfied. So, you get Chara, and you get the whole debacle and strangeness of a limited perspective. Setup. More setup.

I also know you all are fiending for more Frisk, Chara, and Flowey, but NOT YET. YOU GET GLIMPSE. NOT TIME YET.

One thing I see go unused a lot is random encounter monsters in UT fanfics. There's a lot of silly critters! I also find Woshua fucking hilarious and used it as my avatar for a while back in the day. The world of UT is wacky! The monsters express themselves in unconventional ways at times! Weird inclusion? Maybe. But I LIKE doing that. IM HAVING FUN.

I also debated heavily on the flashback scene hijacking half the chapter, but decided that showing the Fun Gang actually being friends instead of just saying and insisting they are was important in some way. I also needed to feed the Kris enjoyers. Kris enjoyers, your famine is over in my fics. They get some moments beyond crushing guilt.

AND YES, SUSIE ABSOLUTELY WOULD NOT STAND FOR RALSEI BEING REPLACED IN THE PARTY ORDER. SHE WOULD SOONER BLOW UP THE MENU WITH A PNG EXPLOSION TO ADD A NEW SLOT THAN LET RALSEI FADE INTO THE BACKGROUND. THIS IS MY PROPAGANDA.

I honestly didn't expect the scene to go that long, nor was it meant to be a fight scene, but showing all the party dynamics coming together while also getting to do the "designated driver" bit was great. You all. Have no idea how much I wanted to do the designated driver thing. "Yeah I can drive" "NO THE FUCK YOU CANT WE SAW THE CYBER WORLD".

I hope people don't find this chapter too meandering. It was a long week for me, and I decided more that I wanted to give a small breather chapter instead of cramming the chaos into this one. I just like writing Fun Gang friend dynamics and am rattling the bars of my cage. Your honor, they're friends, and they would do anything for each other. Also I'm obsessed with the idea of Fun Gang Road Trip.

Also tapping the sign that there IS "A World Written From Hope" that is not CANON to this series, but you're going to see parallels. And also you're going to see things that aren't quite right. You're going to see things referenced that stayed the same. It's not required reading if you found yourself here naturally by any means, but those of you who have read it may see things that set off alarm bells. Good.

This may be slightly controversial, but I actually do NOT like using the skeleton bros' speech quirks in sentences. I think I'm willing to be talked down on this one if it feels too uncanny in the comments (even I'm not sure), but eesh. I always have difficulty reading in all caps. Sans also talks in exclusively lowercase. I'm fully willing to take opinions on this one. I wouldn't remove the quirks from someone like Spamton and maybe even not Queen, but readability is always something I get worried about. OH YEAH HI PAPYRUS. I'm fully willing to just edit the bottom of this chapter and continue on with speech quirks if people feel like it's odd.

And why yes I AM discussing the implications of Light World save points I AINT NO BITCH.

Trivia for today uhhhh ummmm ok not really trivia: I like putting little things in early narration that seem innocuous and then later become an issue. Asgore's truck modifications coming back around to spite the Angel made me cackle. No truck for you. You're not built different. At least you have a cool bag.

Thanks for reading! See you hopefully next week if I don't explode. Heater got fixed though! HAPPY 1 DAY LATER DELTARUNE ANNIVERSARY.

Chapter 6: This is All Just a Bad Dream

Summary:

The Angel encounters the Great Papyrus, and everything goes completely fine.

Notes:

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Bright and early, Papyrus rose to meet a new day. After all, he rarely considered himself a slacker despite the fact that he learned sleep is a rather important part of one’s daily routine. He supposed that he caved after seeing some of the effects a lack of sleep had on his human colleagues, and wondered if sleep could produce something that was not Sans-like.

To put it lightly, Papyrus had only been operating on two-percent of his true power!

One would think that his brother would be able to maximize his own efficiency during the day after sleeping for so long, but no. In fact, he was likely still in the other room and sound asleep. Ah well, Papyrus would give credit where credit was due! Gone were the days of sleeping at sentry stations, and in were the days (and nights) of actually doing things! Yes, Grillby’s was still frequented often ever since its grand reopening on the surface, but Sans had actually taken up… hobbies. 

The telescope in their garage had seen much use! Apparently, despite all of the telescope pranks that Sans loved to plague everyone with, he did take a shine to astronomy the moment the stars were his to see. Papyrus couldn’t help but be proud actually seeing Sans out on late nights. 

As for him, he had business to attend to!

While charting out his day, Papyrus began to spin in a circle. His normal battle body shifted into a dazzling suit of his own. The battle body would always be ready, even if it had to be refurbished a few times over the year. However, Papyrus had to be stylish in case he needed to report Undyne and Asgore’s findings to the humans. After all, what kind of ambassador would he be if he did not put in his all?

However, the basketballs as shoulder pads, shades, and red flowing cape would not be forgotten. It wouldn’t be his all without the Great Papyrus, Ambassador of Monsterkind, putting on a good impression every day!

It was one of his colleagues' ideas for him to get a proper suit. Papyrus would pull it off well, they said. Pull it off? No! Papyrus would push even further! After all, he wasn’t friends with a fashion master for nothing!

Now, Papyrus realized he should check his phone for any updates on the previous night’s disturbance. He wouldn’t want to be late. While more than enough of these events had turned out to just be hoaxes or pranks, Papyrus would never be caught off-guard! Asgore even said that he was essential to how far monster-human relations had come, and essential he would remain! Until everyone stopped fighting and everyone was satisfied, he would never stop!

Hm. Papyrus saw nothing when he opened his phone. He swiped a few times with his gloved hands, the screen responding instantly thanks to years upon years of practice. When he checked the history, he saw no other notifications either. How peculiar. Undyne and Asgore always gave a report before retiring for the night, even if it was nothing. Perhaps, they both had gotten a bit tired?

Ah well, he would check in with them first thing! Papyrus began to waltz down the stairs, making his way to the garage. Their house had stayed relatively the same since leaving the Underground, a trait it typically retained, but a few modifications were made. The garage was essential for Papyrus’ car… and for impromptu locking-people-away-during-parties. Sometimes it simply had to be done… Even after all these years, Toriel still had her nights.

As Papyrus entered the garage, he immediately turned his head to look at a patch of dirt he always kept exposed in the corner. After all, he would not want Flowey to be cold if he visited! One time, Flowey had been forced to wait outside, and he got so annoyed that he tried to surface through the floorboards. Papyrus did not want a repeat of Flowey accidentally resurfacing in the sink. It could never happen again.

The dirt patch began to shift. Ah, Papyrus did have a visitor today! As expected, Flowey rose up from the dirt, shaking off his petals and checking to make sure his faded ribbon was still attached. Flowey also knew style.

“Howdy Papyrus!” Flowey greeted, a wide smile immediately appearing on his face. Cheery as always! “Up early as usual?”

An unseen wind picked up behind Papyrus’ scarf while he put a hand on his chest. “Of course I am! I would never be found slacking!”

“Good! Good.” Flowey immediately dropped his tone, glancing around the room like he was about to share a secret. Oh, this was a fan club secret, something that he wanted to keep between the two of them. Immediately, Papyrus leaned over while Flowey started whispering, “Say, I know you just woke up, but you haven’t heard anything weird, have you?”

Hm… No, he couldn’t say that he had. Except… “As a matter of fact, I didn’t get my usual report from Undyne or Asgore last night! I am sure they have merely forgotten, and I was about to check in on them myself!”

Considering the smile only growing on Flowey’s face, that must have been an answer he was looking for. He tilted his head, offering something himself, “Well that’s odd. You know, I actually have a problem of my own, but I think I might need some help from the Great Papyrus. Of course, I wouldn’t want to interrupt you.

Help? He would always be there to help, especially for a friend! “And what would that be my flowery friend?” He appreciated the consideration, but until he had any news, no impromptu meetings would be made with his colleagues today!

Flowey’s smile only grew brighter. He straightened up a bit, petals looking just a bit more spry. “Y’see, I’ve been looking for something… let’s just say… weird. I’m not sure what I’m looking for, but I’m just trying to figure out if anything new is going on!” His eyes glanced to the side like he was trying to figure out how to word what he wanted. “It’s like there’s a buzz around town, but… you know how it is with talking to monsters going about their day… They won’t stop for lil ol’ me.”

Nonsense! Any self-respecting monster would stop for a small, talking flower! Although, Papyrus understood that Flowey may still be getting some flak from the locals thanks to his numerous pitfalls in the winter. Ah well, it couldn’t be helped. “I would be more than happy to talk to everyone! I’m sure I can find… whatever it is you’re looking for!”

“Really? That’s great! You’re the best.” One of Flowey’s vines popped out of the ground, resting against his face like he was thinking. “Tell you what, I’ll go check in on Undyne and Asgore for you! Make it easier! I can be fast, anyway. If ya find anything, then how about we meet near the lake? Just call for me!”

Ah, of course! Flowey didn’t have a phone, so a nice meeting location would be a good idea! Besides, checking on Undyne and Asgore would likely go much faster than Papyrus’ own socializing, so Flowey would probably get there first. Flowey always had the best of plans!

Papyrus nodded, immediately agreeing, “Very well! I will see what I can find! Do tell Undyne if you see her that her slacking does not bode well for our next spar!” Honestly! Sleep was one thing, but the lack of an update… well… it quite frankly unnerved Papyrus a bit. He wouldn’t call Undyne punctual herself, but she always minded Papyrus’ own punctuality!

“Will do!” Flowey winked. “See ya later, Papyrus! Don’t forget our meeting spot!” After his parting words, Flowey vanished into the dirt once more, his stylish ribbon going with him. 

Well then! This certainly was not how Papyrus saw his day going, but he would accept the new challenge nonetheless! Besides, it gave him an excuse to see how everyone was doing! As an ambassador, it was his duty to make sure everyone’s needs were being met! He would not want Frisk to be worried about anything on his end! No no! He had it handled.

When Frisk rejected being an ambassador, Asgore ended up realizing that the King of Monsters being an ambassador may not necessarily work out. So, he needed someone who would make a good impression on the humans, and who better to call upon than the Great Papyrus!? Frisk even suggested that he should take on the role, and he could not have agreed more! After all, his first impression with the humans after the barrier broke had gone swimmingly!

…If by swimmingly, he meant that one of them screamed in what was definitely shock at Papyrus’ brilliance. The shove that came afterwards caused Papyrus to simply transition into a backflip, which shocked the humans so much that they just had to hear what he needed to say!

Ah, good times.

Papyrus wiped an invisible tear from his eye while he got in his car. He made sure the mirrors were well adjusted, straightened his shades, and turned the keys. Seatbelt? On! Lights? Ready should Papyrus need them! Deployable tile puzzle in case a person needed impromptu enrichment? OF COURSE HE HAD IT READY!

The garage door opened. Instead of putting the pedal to the metal, Papyrus responsibly pulled out of his driveway to check for any pedestrians. THEN he put the pedal to the metal!

…before immediately slowing down, because he would never do such a thing as speed through a residential area loudly! His car was electric and a tad quieter, but that wasn’t the point! It was the principle of the matter!

Thus began Papyrus’ morning of asking around town for anything… well… off. Many monsters shook their heads and greeted him, asking whether or not his house would be used for another holiday celebration. While not every monster was invited, it became a spectacle to watch the surrounding hijinks and lowjinks. Of course, he would always be hosting! As if he would miss out on a time with all of his friends in one place!

The plot began to thicken when Papyrus stopped by QC’s. It was a respectable establishment unlike that grease-filled Grillby’s. Breakfast was the most important meal of the day after all, and QC herself was preparing for the day. She made mention of someone staring from across the street for a bit before continuing on. “Poor thing looked like they hadn’t seen a wink of sleep. Would’ve offered ‘em something if they came in, but they were rushin’.”

Aha! Well, someone in need of a quick breakfast? That would be an easier solution! Papyrus asked for a description. After all, if someone was stressed, he would find out why immediately to un-stress them! The description was odd, but Papyrus could work with it! He’d never seen another monster like Asgore or Toriel, but he supposed that he believed that before Toriel appeared as well! Perhaps, another cloning was afoot!

Papyrus began to ask around town, pulling to the side of the road to ask passerbys if they had seen someone fitting that description. A Woshua only complained of filthyness and walked away! A few monsters pointed Papyrus in a direction towards the edge of town! Ah, that would be troublesome! It was in the complete opposite direction of the lake! Oh well, Papyrus wouldn’t be set back by those things! He would just have to drive this friend across town if they were what Flowey was looking for!

When Papyrus looked down the road to the nearby bus stop, it turned out that he had been on the right track! Another cloning must have been afoot, because this monster looked almost exactly as Papyrus imagined in his head when given a description. Although, they looked a tad lost in thought, staring off into nothing while reaching out a hand.

Ah well, Papyrus would just have to introduce himself!

He drove up close to the bus stop, but not nearly close enough just in case the bus ended up arriving! He wouldn’t want to block traffic, after all! 

“Hello there!” Papyrus called out, which seemed to instantly get the monster’s attention! “A little someone told me there might be someone new in town, and it seems I have found you!” He pointed a finger at the monster, satisfied that a sleuthing had gone correctly!

A few beats of silence followed.

The monster’s eyes went wide for only a moment before their face lost almost all expression. While that was concerning, they immediately put their pen and notebook into a bag before looking at Papyrus expectantly.

Well! That was all right! Papyrus could lead this conversation! “A friend of mine thought there might be someone new, and well, what kind of ambassador would I be if I did not seek you out for an introduction immediately!?”

Slowly, the monster tilted their head. “You’re the ambassador?” They asked, as if the idea was preposterous. 

“Well of course! Surely, you have heard of the Great Papyrus?” His title always did well even though he was not actively working towards being in the Royal Guard anymore. He had found a new, fulfilling purpose. “And who might you be?”

The monster blinked a few times before nodding their head. Ah, so they did know him! Every now and then they anxiously glanced down the road as if waiting for something. “What do you want?”

A bit prickly, but nothing Papyrus hadn’t already dealt with! They just seemed a bit on-edge. Papyrus knew how early mornings could be for others. Not everyone could achieve a level of greatness this early! “Right now, just something to call you! A friend of mine was looking for you as well!”

Immediately, the monster’s expression darkened. Again, their eyes glanced down the road. “No time. Looking for someone.” They pointed at the map of the bus route. “Flowey or Frisk.”

Ah, well that was quite convenient! Although, Papyrus did have to ask. “Er… is there a particular reason why you would need Frisk?” Flowey was more than a good person to try to find right now for obvious reasons, but Frisk…

Well, Frisk deserved some time to enjoy their own life for a bit! Admittedly, Toriel had grown concerned with how much time Frisk tended to spend handling ambassador work when it really wasn’t their responsibility anymore! Whenever something came up, Frisk always rushed home from college. They did inform Frisk somewhat, but everyone had quietly agreed to try to handle things on their end to give Frisk some time to figure out what they wanted to do!

After all, they hadn’t quite figured that out yet. They had a few ideas, but they seemed particularly drained every time Papyrus involved them in ambassador work.

No more! Frisk would find their calling, and they would enjoy it!

The monster elaborated, their voice growing more direct instead of the whisper it started as. “Yes. Frisk or Flowey. Have a problem that I need them for.” 

Ah! It was an “or” situation rather than an “and”! Papyrus could work with that! Unfortunately, he realized that the monster had once again evaded the name question! They were a slippery snail, but maybe they were just shy! “Now, while I cannot take you to Frisk, as they are attending to very important matters…” Like enjoying life! “As it turns out, Flowey was the friend who has been looking for you!”

The monster blinked a few times as if they had misheard him. The neutrality on their face broke for a moment. When they glanced down the road again, they must have finally spotted what they were waiting for. The bus had arrived.

However, Papyrus’ persuasion must have worked, because the monster rose to their feet. They gathered up their bag, walking towards Papyrus’ car. “Take me to him. Please,” they begged, almost to the point of sounding desperate. “Do you know where he is?”

“It’s actually incredibly convenient! He told me to meet him at the lake shortly!” Really, wasn’t it great how things just worked out? Papyrus didn’t even have to look for long, and he had already swayed this monster into meeting one of his best friends! “I was just about to drive over there now if you would like to join!”

The monster stared at the car door for a moment. Their gaze flicked back to the bus, as if they were weighing their options. Warily, they glanced at Papyrus one more time with a low question, “You’re… not lying, right?”

Him? Lying? He rarely considered doing such a thing! “No! Only truths here! Now Flowey, he would perhaps lie,” Papyrus admitted, but shook his head when he realized he’d gotten off track. “-but maybe that is why he entrusted me to find you!”

A grimace formed on the monster’s face. They set their jaw before opening the car door, finally relenting. The bus went on its way, and the monster joined Papyrus for an impromptu friend finding session. As the monster buckled in, they secured their bag at their feet before staring straight ahead like they didn’t want to look at him.

That was fine! This was a brilliant success for the Great Papyrus! Now, onward to Flowey!

 


 

Something had to be wrong, right?

That went too well. The Angel knew that went too well. Not only did they get to skip the bus ride, but they got to skip hunting down Frisk and Flowey. Even if they were wrong here and their paranoia was correct, they could just… reload their save point to try the bus. Part of them considered shutting their eyes now just to confirm where Flowey was, but Papyrus kept saying things that the Angel needed to respond to.

“So!” Papyrus started again as they turned around down the street. “I never did manage to catch your name!”

They needed a fake name at this point. Every time someone asked them and they didn’t use their real name, suspicion naturally grew. “Don’t have one anymore,” the Angel settled on, because at least they could say that with honesty. Even though they remembered what their name should be, their save points didn’t reflect that anymore. Oh well, at least part of the save point’s still functioned correctly considering that the last one healed the remainder of their health.

It did nothing for their horn though. Oh well, that thing was more useful detached anyway.

“Aha! I think I get it now!” Papyrus exclaimed, keeping his eyes on the road but seemingly being very enthralled by everything the Angel said. “Well, do take your time finding a name that makes you comfortable! Do you have something people should call you in the meantime?”

That was the second time someone had brought up comfort with names. No one ever acted weird about it until the Angel said what they were really called, “Don’t think you’d believe me if I told you.” After all, Undyne laughed in their face when they claimed people called them the Angel. At least Papyrus had been more amicable. Honestly, they were just glad that Papyrus’ “friend” who was “looking for them” wasn’t Undyne.

Papyrus’ eye-sockets squinted for a moment behind his shades. “Nonsense! Although, I am not sure what you mean by believe you…”

Sure. Fine. They’d try this one on for size. Maybe someone who wasn’t Undyne would be even slightly more receptive to what they were actually called. “My friends call me ‘the Angel’. Or sometimes just Angel when they’re panicking.” It was different to talk to someone who didn’t want to have their head for just existing. Maybe, that would’ve been different if Papyrus saw their soul, but he was shockingly easy to talk to. It didn’t feel like he had ulterior motives. He was straightforward almost to a fault, and that hadn’t changed now.

Interestingly, the name wasn’t what Papyrus got hung up on. The moment he heard about the Angel having friends, he latched onto it instantly. “I assume you are from the city then? I do not believe I have met you before, and I remember every new face I meet!”

Would it… be dumb to tell Papyrus what was going on here? Of course it would. Papyrus knew Sans, and Papyrus would probably talk about his day. A rule still remained: Do not let Sans find out anything about them. Maybe they could just… at least mention why this was so urgent. After all, this moment with Papyrus would not last forever. Undyne and Asgore would be waking up soon, and as soon as that happened, Papyrus would probably be an enemy too even if he didn’t act like it.

Still, something deep in their soul stung when Papyrus said that he’d never met them before. Of course he didn’t. It was dumb to think that he would recognize them like this. It was dumb to think that he’d recognize them at all. These dumb sentimentalities needed to stay out of the way.

They so badly wanted to ask how he’d been. Finding out that he was the ambassador already put them off balance so much. The Angel couldn’t remember if they saddled Frisk with that responsibility during their last run. They couldn’t remember a lot of things about their last run. It was just… so long ago.

It also led to dangerous questions. How had Papyrus handled human politics? Where did he get the suit? Was he still happy? Was he enjoying the surface? Did he make any new friends? How were his friends doing? Did he still believe in them? Did he even remember them?

The Angel took a deep breath. “You haven’t met me.” They struggled to finish the thought, as if Papyrus would actually cast them aside for saying the wrong thing. It sure felt like it when Undyne didn’t believe them about their friends being in danger. But… this was Papyrus. “My friends… are in a lot of danger right now.”

Instantly, Papyrus’ jovial nature became almost serious. His whimsical nature narrowed alongside his eye-sockets. He could be serious. “That will not do! I could get Undyne to help! Flowey was just going to check on her, so she should be up and about fairly soon!”

Flowey was checking on Undyne? Suddenly, the problem with this drive became a bit more obvious. If Undyne woke up at all, then the Angel would be being hunted immediately. Still, it wasn’t the end of the world. The Angel could always load their save if Flowey inadvertently dragged Undyne to them. Besides… Undyne wasn’t… home right now. Maybe Flowey just… wouldn’t find her?

If he did, reloading may not even erase his memory.

Did the last reload even erase his memory?

The Angel shook their head. “Only Flowey and Frisk can do anything. It’s…” They shouldn’t even be talking about this, but for once they had someone listening to the words coming out of their mouth. It was strange. “It’s complicated.”

“Then I will get you to Flowey immediately!” Papyrus started driving marginally faster, but only marginally. He was actually quite a good driver. Despite being a skeleton, Papyrus did sweat slightly when he asked, “Although, if someone is in danger, then it would be best if we knew precisely what the danger was and how to help!”

The Angel stayed silent.

After all, the person who Papyrus would immediately tell about this problem didn’t believe the Angel. Papyrus might have something up his sleeves, but they could pursue that almost immediately after they’d spoken with Flowey. The solution had to be with Flowey. If it wasn’t, then they’d go to Frisk, and if Frisk didn’t work, then they could start… they could start using plans that had no chance of working.

Papyrus wouldn’t know a damn thing about them, even if he did hear them out. He wanted to help, but he couldn’t. Even if the Angel tried explaining now, by the time they would even get around to explaining Titans, they’d already be at the meeting place with Flowey.

Speaking of, Papyrus brought his car into a parking spot. The Angel could see sunlight reflecting off of water through the trees, and realized that they’d somehow missed an entire lake. Then again, it was on the opposite side of town. They stared for a moment too long. Once again, the odd similarities between Hometown and this town irked them. These two worlds always had a weird way of syncing up, and the Angel was beginning to hate it.

They’d been to this lake with friends once, but this wasn’t the right lake, and they weren’t with a friend.

Papyrus was just doing his due diligence. Soon, they would part ways, and that would be that.

“Admiring the lake?” Papyrus asked, snapping the Angel out of it. “It looks better up close! Here! Let me show you!” Without a moment to lose, Papyrus unlocked the car doors before leaping out of his seat. He landed outside of the car on the Angel’s side, opening their door for them and gesturing for them to come out.

They forgot how eccentric he could be. It almost made them smile, but their heart wasn’t in it. They had to get a move on. So, the Angel gathered their things, nodding to Papyrus as a thank-you and stepping out of the car. Even though Papyrus didn’t know them, he was still acting like more of a friend than anyone else had in the few minutes that the Angel had interacted with him.

It would be nice to linger, but they weren’t going to stay for long. At least, Papyrus made the road a little clearer. They could be grateful for that.

Papyrus got a move on towards the treeline. Instead of following the clear path towards the edge of the lake, Papyrus decided to take a path through the trees. Not that the Angel was ungrateful for staying more out of sight with a potentially angry Undyne roaming around, but this felt suspicious. Cautiously, they questioned, “Why are we going off the trail?”

“Oh!” The skeleton stopped for a second. “Flowey does NOT like to speak in the open! He is quite shy, especially around people not part of the conversation!” 

The Angel supposed that made sense. Flowey only ever appeared to Papyrus when no one else was looking in the Underground. In the timeline the Angel experienced, Flowey was so elusive that Sans partially attributed him to an echo flower. Whether or not Sans actually believed that tale was up for debate, but Flowey did value subtlety at times.

So, the two of them continued a little bit around the lake. When Papyrus was certain that no one would be able to spy, he called out, “Flowey?! We’re here!”

Something in the Angel’s soul twisted. They didn’t… quite realize just what they were getting into the moment Papyrus called out. The goal of actually getting to Frisk and Flowey kept slipping further and further away every time the Angel thought they were making progress. It made it easier for them to stave off that tingling feeling in their fingertips that wanted to spread throughout their entire body.

The Angel and Flowey hadn’t exactly left each other on good terms.

They never really got to talk to him, and yet he got to talk at them as much as he wanted. He identified them for what they were, and then was so certain that they would take everything away. So, Flowey instructed them how to do it painlessly. He told them to take his own memories. He knew they would take everything back.

Susie always tried to tell the Angel that Flowey was wrong, but he knew their next move before they even took it. He knew their next move hundreds of times over.

It was fitting that Flowey already knew to look for them.

Even now, he must have somehow known their next move.

A patch of dirt slowly began to rise up. The Angel steeled themself, trying to hide the way their hands trembled by gripping their branch tighter. Flowey was looking for them. That… didn’t say much about what he wanted, but it meant that the Angel had a chance to speak to him.

They couldn’t afford to mess this up now.

From that patch of dirt rose an initially inconspicuous, golden flower. The Angel knew his face instantly when that cheery smile rose up. It looked like it faltered for just a moment when he looked at the Angel, but then the smile plastered itself right back on as if Flowey’s face couldn’t make a single other expression.

The Angel tried to match him by receding from their vessel slightly. The fear coursing through their soul didn’t allow them to.

Neither spoke, and the Angel became very conscious of the face they wore now. Flowey only looked at them with that same, blank smile, like he dared them to make the first move. Of course, any move they made, he probably already knew.

The Angel’s grip on their branch tightened. All of the words that they thought they could say already scrambled far into the recesses of their mind. It was easier to minimize Flowey when the Angel had an entire plane of existence to hide behind, but now they were standing face to face, and that flower betrayed nothing in his expression.

Papyrus cleared his non-existent throat, but neither of the two heads turned his way. Undeterred, he tried to introduce the two of them, “It appears that this is a rather convenient circumstance, Flowey, because as it turns out, the Angel was looking for you as well!”

Oh my god, he actually fully agreed to call them by their title. In front of Flowey, that was a living nightmare. The Angel suddenly regretted ever being snarky with their name as Flowey sized them up, never once breaking that plastered smile on his face. “Wow, Papyrus! You really do work fast!” For the briefest of moments, Flowey broke eye-contact, glancing at Papyrus instead. “Say, you wouldn’t mind if we talked in private for a second, would ya?”

The safety of Papyrus being nearby was about to be stripped away. Every ounce of the Angel wanted to protest, but they knew just as well as Flowey that Papyrus couldn’t be here for what was about to be discussed. If Flowey was going to be able to help, then the Angel had to tell him everything. Once again, he knew their next move.

The Angel just hoped that they weren’t making a grave mistake.

Papyrus glanced at the Angel with a questioning look. Slowly, they nodded their head. It… it was fine. This had to happen one way or another. Besides, Flowey only ever talked to the Angel directly when no one was around to hear. This… this was normal. Nothing about this situation was weird.

Again, they tried to calm their nerves. Their vessel wouldn’t get any further away.

“Hm… very well! I shall be back shortly! I would not want our friend here to be stranded since I kept them from the bus, after all!” Papyrus receded from the conversation, but gave the Angel a thumbs-up that was probably meant to be reassuring. He must have seen the tension in their shoulders, but respected their wishes to be given privacy regardless.

The Angel did not take their eyes off of Flowey. That smile didn’t vanish a single time, and Flowey every now and then glanced away to see how far Papyrus was getting. The flower did however break the silence to idly comment, “Don’t worry! Just a fewww more steps, and he’ll be out of earshot!”

It. Was just. Flowey.

He had been so changed by the events of the Underground and his small time as Asriel… that he begged the Angel not to turn back the clock. 

So, why did their soul scream at them to run?

The Angel took a deep breath. Trying their hardest to keep their voice steady, they finally talked to the one person who knew them anymore. “I know I shouldn’t be here, but-”

Something pulled on their soul.

It flashed three times on their chest, bursting to life with one final trill.

The Angel didn’t have a chance before the entire world around them became indistinct. Any color around vanished into black and white, and the Angel knew this feeling too well for it to be anything else.

Blistering pain split through their head. The Angel’s hands grasped at their fur, trying to fight the burning sensation off. This… this wasn’t how their soul was meant to fight. The rules of battle started to shift to constrain them. Options became locked away. In a world covered in light, they couldn’t call on much of their own. Tension depleted. Defending became instinct rather than an action. The Angel’s soul diminished, and so did they in the clutches of battle that they were no longer accustomed to.

As soon as they had their footing, the Angel inadvertently acted, trying to plead, “I need your help! I’m trying to leave! Don’t fight me-”

“The Angel, huh?” Flowey’s plastered smile stayed on for a few moments longer, but it started to lose its cohesion when he started laughing. “Is that what you made him call you? You think you can steal everything about me, don’t you?”

No- no, they weren’t the same thing as him! They weren’t trying to be-

The Angel glanced around when they felt an attack coming. The world around them had become protected by the very barrier that the Angel hid their party behind whenever fights broke out. The two of them existed in the space in-between now, and the Angel’s soul wasn’t called out.

Their entire body had to dodge.

The bullet board wasn’t supposed to do this. This- this wasn’t-

When the Angel felt something coming from below, they tried to lunge to the side. The Dark World allowed fluidity. Things became indistinct. Without that on their side, they only had the cold, harsh reality of a thorny vine coiling around their body.

In an instant, the vine suspended the Angel in the air. Thorns pierced their fur and skin. An iron grip wrapped around their body, and when the Angel tried to breathe, they could only muster a half-gasp for air. As if mocking them, the vines coiled around tighter.

Desperately, they tried to explain, “Not… trying… …accident!” They couldn’t force out the words. Every time they tried, the vines grew tighter. The end of it started to coil near their neck.

Flowey’s smile finally had vanished. It turned into that malicious, enraged grin that he always had when he was truly relishing in something. “Then why do you look like me? Better get explaining, because Papyrus will be back soon!”

Papyrus… would be back soon. They just had to stall, but-

The vine around their neck grew tighter. The Angel could hear their heartbeat in their ears. Think faster. Think of something. “Got… sent here. Needed vessel. Accidentally…” The thorns pierced their neck. The Angel didn’t have the wherewithal to see their own health anymore. Pain became far too real for the numbers to matter. They couldn’t get out of their vessel. “Trying… to leave. Like… you wanted. Needed your hel-” A vine snapped around the Angel’s snout, clamping it shut.

“You’re saying a lot of things that I. Don’t. Care about.” Flowey rose up on his stem, getting onto eye-level with the Angel as the vine started to wrap around their snout, clamping their jaw shut. “Waltzing around in a dead kid’s corpse… for everyone to see… just to mock me by making Papyrus call you something that you’re not.” The vine loosened, allowing them to speak again. “Try again.”

Darkness started to build in the corner of the Angel’s vision. Something wispy sifted onto the vines around them. Something red joined the dust, impossibly intertwining with it in a way it never should. “Not… from your world…” The Angel tried again. Please, they just needed for him to listen. Listen to anything. Listen please. The vine around their neck tightened even further. It wanted to give. “Was dying. Needed a vessel. Took yours. I’m sorry, I didn’t mean to-”

Flowey shut them up again, his own eyes finally seeing the blood on his vines. Somehow, that made him loosen the vines around the Angel ever-so-slightly, like he found them interesting enough to keep them alive for just a bit longer. His eyes went to their soul, and recognition finally flashed.

That jagged grin came back, and Flowey’s eyes darkened. “Oh, you messed soooo many things up, didn’t ya?” Why was he doing this? Didn’t he- the vines tightened again- didn’t he change? Wasn’t- wasn’t he Asriel-like now? Why was he- “Human soul… bleeding… monster body that’s not yours…” A second vine extended upward, lightly patting the Angel on the head. “And you’re so weak. I find it hard to believe you toppled Undyne and Asgore at the same time. So, what are you really? I don’t think we got to talk much last time.”

He knew. He saw what they did. They couldn’t stay like this. The vines loosened enough. The Angel had to get out of here. They… they still had tricks. They still had a way to fight back. Even though their body ached, they could still-

Orange flared to life along their soul. The Angel summoned all of their remaining strength, trying to burst forward from the vines. Just like with Undyne, the grasp on the Angel shattered, and they managed to touch the ground before becoming shrouded in orange light.

They got a step forward before another vine wrapped around their ankle.

Something else shattered.

Another vine wrapped around the Angel’s snout before they could scream, their foot unnaturally bending in the vine that had caught it. Only a muffled sound came out as the world turned sideways. Vines dragged them to the ground, holding them in place.

Can’t escape.

Can’t move.

Their soul struggled against the confines, but their leg no longer responded. Thoughts started to break apart. The question of why Flowey would do this started to crumble away. It no longer mattered. Only the blistering pain took over their thoughts. Away. Away. Convince him to get away.

Flowey popped up next to their head again. “No running! We’re still chatting! Besides, this’ll all be over when youuuu load your save!” He lightly tapped a less thorny vine against their head. How… how did he know- “So it was you! Would’ve been awkward if it wasn’t, huh? I would’ve had to make up a whole story about how you slipped into the lake and broke it…” He mused like it was any other day, cheerily recounting what he would’ve done. “You must feel so lucky. You can end this at any point, but you’re still here! Must mean you want something.”

The vines around their head loosened. Staggered breaths came out of the Angel’s mouth, and they couldn’t see through the water in their eyes. This- they’d never- how were they supposed to- they needed Flowey.

“Ugh, don’t be such a crybaby. Blegh.” He still looked away from them for a second. “Come on! You didn’t look for lil ol’ me for nothing, didja?”

They didn’t.

But Flowey wasn’t going to help.

This… this couldn’t be for nothing. It would be… it would be wasted time if it was for nothing! Even if they loaded their save, Flowey would just come after them. He knew the Angel was waiting on the bus. They couldn’t- they couldn’t get away with the save. They were stuck.

“P-please-” They begged again, their voice breaking. They weren’t used to this amount of pain. They were never supposed to feel any pain. Why could they feel this? “Just… need to get home. My friends are… they’re dying.” Flowey looked at them like they were the most pathetic thing imaginable, and he didn’t care at all about that fact. “I know… you hate me. You don’t… have to help.” There was someone else who could help. They just… needed Flowey to let the Angel see them. The first name that came to mind wasn’t Frisk, but rather the one person who mentioned moving to other worlds. “If you just… bring me to Frisk, then Chara could help.”

For the briefest of moments, the vines around the Angel loosened. Flowey’s practiced grin faltered. His eyes went wide when he stared at the Angel with nothing but confusion, and he growled, “What did you say?”

They- Flowey should know by now, right? It- how long had it been? Surely Chara would’ve told him that they were around! “Did they… not-”

The vines lifted the Angel off of the ground. Flowey’s jagged grin returned, and renewed fury entered the air around the Angel. “You want me to bring you to Chara, huh? You think you can still mock me?”

The world blurred. Vines crashed down into the earth, slamming the Angel down after them.

The Angel’s skull crashed into the dirt. Searing pain blasted through their previously healed wound and rippled through the rest of their head.

Stop. Stop. They couldn’t call out. Too much. They weren’t able to think-

Again, they were lifted only for a moment before the vines sent them hurtling into the ground. New agony burst from the Angel’s chest. They couldn’t breathe anymore. They couldn’t escape their vessel. Something in their ribcage shattered. Their body started losing cohesion. “I’ll show you Chara.”

Load the save. They needed to load the save.

The Angel started pulling on the fragment of a flickering light somewhere in their soul. They could still feel it as they were dragged once more into the air. Slowly, the world started to stutter through the pain, and they tried to reach back-

The cluster of vines slammed them down into the ground. For only a moment, the Angel caught Flowey’s gaze, and he looked at them with nothing but hatred.

At an angle it couldn’t withstand, the Angel’s head smashed into the ground again. A sickening crack filled the air, and it became the last sound they heard.

A vessel disconnected.

It went limp, head twisted far past the point of no return. It could see nothing, for the soul within it began to tremble as it rose from the body.

Nothing remained to defend the soul.

Before it could be claimed by any force, a fissure tore across its surface. In an instant, it shattered into pieces, leaving an empty vessel behind.

 


 

Flowey didn’t know when he stopped slamming the monster into the ground, only that he eventually stopped when he realized that they weren’t turning to dust.

Curiosity was the only thing that placated his rage.

They weren’t going to get a freebie out of him. If they wanted to mock him, then he would just have to send them back to their save-point the ol’ fashioned way!

When the world started stuttering, and when Flowey felt them pulling on their save, he took matters into his own hands.

That oddly human soul shattered. The body had long started wisping into dust while that monster struggled, but as soon as the soul was gone, all of that loss of cohesion suddenly stopped.

That was when he finally stopped trying to turn them into a fine powder.

Really, he’d wanted to turn that sniveling face of his into dust for a while now. Putting such an idiotic personality into that body only made it all the better. If they wanted to mock him, then he would at least give them a death fitting of the stupid face that they wore.

He should’ve felt something when his LOVE increased. Some horror that he’d sunken deep into his old ways should’ve come. Maybe, he might’ve even been a little miffed about having to deal with Frisk’s lectures later.

The rage didn’t subside.

How dare they bring up Chara?

Small problem: the body wasn’t dusting.

Flowey poked it with a vine.

Again, it lost no cohesion. Maybe, the weird bleeding thing had something to do with it. Egh, that was going to be annoying. Oh well, they should load their save soon, so Flowey would be consequence free. He wasn’t really hurting anyone, Frisk! It was all going to be undone in a second.

The body started changing.

All of the color drained. Those stupid fur and horn changes turned into nothing but a grey, lifeless husk.

Huh…

It still wasn’t turning to dust.

Why wasn’t it turning to dust?

 


 

Pain ceased to be.

Everything ceased to be.

And yet, there should have been something when the nothingness took the Angel in its grasp.

All that remained was failure.

Death should have allowed them to lean back. It should’ve allowed them to take a break to reevaluate what needed to be done. Maybe, they’d hop right back in, but sometimes they just needed a moment to think.

So why could they only see nothing?

They tried to turn their head. No head was connected, but there should have been one. They lost. The game was over. For a moment while they made their choice, they should’ve no longer been the Angel. Where…

There wasn’t anything else.

Even now, there was nothing else.

The pain had been real. The panic surged through their vessel. Labored breathing came through that vessel’s nose. Their entire being shattered into pieces. It should’ve been impossible to feel any of those things. It could not reach out to give them pain, because they should be beyond it.

Their entire being had been torn asunder. Their battered body couldn’t take anymore. A soul, something that should have only represented them, shattered when they did.

No panic could come. They did not have a vessel anymore to express that fear. Nothing existed beyond this now. Whatever they once were, they remembered, but they could not reach for it any longer.

Perhaps, it died when they did.

Maybe, it faded when they failed the first time.

No friends called out for them to tell them that this wasn’t their fate. No one begged for them to get back up to continue the fight. All that remained for them was the darkness that crushed their light so effortlessly. It beckoned them.

No panic came. Only an odd comfort pulled them deeper.

“IT APPEARS YOU HAVE REACHED.”

“AN END.”

Something cradled the fragments of what they were, piecing it together to bring some semblance of an existence back to them. The memory of pain finally returned, but they could not feel it anymore. It was too distant now, just as it should be, but not for the reasons that it used to be.

“WILL YOU TRY AGAIN?”

It was always an easy question.

They knew the consequences now for what happened when the world went on without them.

But this place didn’t know pain. It didn’t know anything. It didn’t know panic. It didn’t know fear. It was nothing, and it clawed them down further.

They weren’t beyond it anymore.

Were they tired?

They thought so.

Would it be… so bad… to just accept for once that they could not do this?

Just one time, would it be okay to let go?

“YOU MUST MAKE.”

“A CHOICE.”

Asgore looked at them with discomfort every time he saw them, and they fought him in the end. Undyne loathed them, their words never sticking like they used to when they were a mere command. Papyrus would soon learn of what they had done, and he would likely try to follow their rules as well. And Flowey…

Flowey killed them.

They were incapable without commands. Words did not flow anymore without someone to interpret them. Their battle tactics had grown sloppy. Moving a soul did not translate to fighting with one’s entire body. A vessel of their own had never been given, and perhaps that was by design. They were only ever good at commanding others. They were only ever good at tactics. Those vessels… those friends… were a piece of them that had now been taken away.

Their determination grew weak, because it was easy to persist through death when one did not know the pain of it. 

Getting back up meant accepting that this could happen again.

They knew what it meant to die now.

To feel the bones break.

To feel the wounds becoming fatal.

To finally succumb.

To truly die.

They were nothing without walls they could hide behind. It was foolish to think that they would be capable if they merely had a vessel. It was foolish to think that they could stand on even ground with those who risked their lives against an encroaching prophecy.

They should be ashamed.

This was why they were meant to be fine with being discarded. This was the difference that they so desperately wanted to ignore. The stakes were never the same. They merely whined and cried while friends risked pain and death every time in their stead.

They deserved this death.

No choice had been made yet. Something waited anxiously for a decision.

They deserved it.

They failed.

Something tugged on them.

Like something grabbing a sleeve that wasn’t there, they found themself being guided along. They didn’t know why they followed, only that they did.

They never really needed a vessel to hear, and they thought something drifted through the nothingness.

Something called out.

They could not respond, but they waited.

Did… did they hear anything calling out?

Silence was all that remained here, and when they strained to listen, nothing came for a while. It made them think that nothing was ever there at all. Then, something just a little more than the nothingness around them pulled on them again, drawing them closer.

No, it sounded like music.

A distant song echoed from somewhere in the expanse. Maybe, they imagined it, but they thought something drifted towards them. They remembered liking that song. 

Someone sang it to them once.

Someone they missed.

Making a choice not informed by the passage of time for once, they listened for a little longer.

Something began to retreat from what remained of their soul. A soothing warmth took its place. They imagined holding it close, but knew that it was too far away.

The song sounded sad.

If they could, they might’ve laughed. They might’ve even cried. Instead, nothing came out, but they listened to the song anyway.

Someone would be very sad if they gave up now.

Someone counted on them not to give up now.

Someone knew they wouldn’t give up now.

They wouldn’t have to think about it anymore…

…if they just let go.

A selfish decision.

They’d made too many of those. Anyone waiting for them knew this pain of dying already, and here they were, struggling to persist. Countless people they’d met had fallen by their hands, the Angel inflicting death of their own. What right did they have to say that they had given enough, when it would take countless more deaths to make things even?

The singing stopped.

It was okay. They didn’t need to be convinced.

Until things had been made right, they could not stop. If it destroyed them, it would only make things even. It didn’t matter. It never mattered. The only thing that mattered was getting back up.

It would be enough.

Light welled up in the soul once more. A flickering patch of sunlight answered the call.

Time to wake up.

“THEN THE FUTURE IS IN YOUR HANDS.”

 


 

Every sense crashed back into the Angel at once. They choked on air when they found themself sitting at a bus stop once more. Immediately, they shot to their feet, but their balance didn’t hold. They grasped their walking stick like a lifeline, breathing heavily while they tried to stabilize the world around them.

Panic didn’t exist while dead, but it sure did now.

The… the bus. They needed to get… on the bus. Don’t think about it. Don’t think about the phantom wounds all over their body. The wounds weren’t real anymore, but the pain had already been etched in their mind. It couldn’t be forgotten.

A red car pulled up. Papyrus. 

There wasn’t even time to understand what they’d just been through. There wasn’t any time to remember how they died. In this world, they were no longer afforded that time. 

Papyrus didn’t say what he did before. The moment he made eye-contact with the Angel, his grandeur and pride at finding them vanished. “Oh! Did I startle you? That tends to happen when in the presence of such greatness, I understa-”

“Not going with you. Leave.” The Angel couldn’t go with him again. They needed him to go away. No, they didn’t need that. They needed him to stay. If he didn’t stay, then Flowey would find them. The Angel grasped at their head, trying to think faster. “No, not that, stay here. Stay right here.”

The bus wasn’t coming fast enough.

Papyrus squinted. He tried to put on a smile, the grandeur once more diminishing when he realized it wasn’t working. “I can certainly see that you are a bit tense! Not to worry! I merely had a friend looking for you, you see!”

He was probably already coming back. He bashed them into the ground until their soul shattered. The Angel remembered something splitting through their very being. They recalled with perfect clarity every time the vines strangled them further.

A patch of dirt nearby started to rise up.

No.

No no no.

Golden petals only had a chance to burst out of the ground before the Angel started calling upon the flickering patch of sunlight. The world stuttered again. Time toppled backwards. Flowey may remember, but if he never got the chance to touch them, if they never let him have a chance-

 

-then they would be safe. The Angel found themself sitting down at the bus stop again. No car. No Papyrus. No Flowey.

They could see him coming from down the road. The bus would take far too long to arrive. Flowey would get there before they even had a chance to get on. Flowey was going to kill them again. He was hunting for them.

It wouldn’t matter if Papyrus was there. If the Angel died, then everything would wind backwards anyway. It wasn’t like Papyrus could stop Flowey either. That flower knew every trick the skeleton had, and Flowey already managed to catch the Angel off guard. He wasn’t afraid to hurt them like Undyne and Asgore.

As Papyrus pulled up in his car, the Angel whispered a “sorry” before red outlined their body.

Their soul flashed to life on their chest for anyone around to see, and they knew that no matter what they did now, they would likely end up right back at this save point.

But there was only one person they needed to find now.

“Um! Hello there!” Papyrus tried anyway. “New monster in town??? I do not believe you’re supposed to have tha- HEY!”

The Angel’s soul turned orange. The light spread across their body, and energy crackled around them. With the speed the soul granted them, they launched down the road in the vague direction that they thought the bus would take. They charted it out on their notepad just before, and tried to recall any details they remembered. The campus was its own separate thing, and on the opposite side of the city from a beach that the Angel couldn’t spot with the terrain.

Multiple cars sped by as they bolted down the side of the road. So many people had probably seen the streak of orange, and their soul wasn’t exactly subtle either. Their only blessing might’ve been the fact that the orange light obfuscated their vessel just enough.

It had to be enough to stay away from Flowey. It had to be.

The Angel noticed a highway coming up. One of its exits led to the campus, but they had no idea which one. They were never good with directions. They only ever lucked into the right paths when they were trying to go for the wrong ones, which didn’t exactly help here.

While thinking, they heard something rushing up from behind.

Their soul modes were not faster than Papyrus’ car.

A red blur flew past them before slowing marginally back down to keep pace with them. Papyrus shouted over the rushing wind, “EXCUSE ME! THAT IS VERY RUDE OF YOU… UM… Er… what is your name?!”

The Angel didn’t answer, pivoting towards an entry ramp on the highway. Before they could even get on, the orange in their soul shifted in a dark blue. All speed became lost as something unceremoniously lifted them into the air.

Papyrus held a hand up in the air, sweating profusely. “THIS IS HIGHLY ILLEGAL BY THE WAY! Doing magic while driving is DANGEROUS!”

The Angel tried to change their soul color again. For a split second, it turned back to its usual orange hue, and they dropped to the ground. As soon as they thought they had their advantage back, Papyrus snapped his gloved fingers, sending their soul right back to blue.

Again, they tried to take control. Papyrus responded by turning it blue again. Back to orange. In the window, they tried to run. Gravity weighed them down again. The soul was blue.

“Since when could you do that without an attack?!?” The Angel yelled in exasperation. Undyne at least had to swing her spear to turn a soul green. That was the only reason the Angel could ever get the jump on her! 

“Since always???” Papyrus sounded confused. “I am a skeleton of many talents, and you my friend need to slow down! Not only is it incredibly dangerous to run into oncoming traffic, but your soul seems a bit topsy turvy!”

The Angel’s eyes darted all around. They couldn’t see any flower petals anywhere, but they hadn’t gone too far from town. Flowey would probably be able to track them down, and their soul wasn’t changing. Papyrus wasn’t weighing them down too much, but they had no chance in hell of running if they did try to make a break for it.

They just needed to run. If Flowey was coming, then they needed to try their damndest to shake him off. “Flowey’s going to kill me.” No filter existed anymore. They only managed to blurt out what they knew for sure, and they no longer cared what they gave away. “If you hold me here, he’s going to kill me.”

Papyrus opened his mouth to say something, but had to pause because that was not what he expected them to say. “I… think there has been some misunderstanding! Flowey is looking for you, yes! I know he can be a bit of a prankster… but…” He hummed, tapping his foot in thought.

When the Angel glanced down the road they’d just come down, they saw the bus headed their way.

This wasn’t a stop, but…

The Angel broke into a sprint towards the bus with their soul still blue.

“HEY!” Papyrus yelled, furrowing his bony brow, “You leave me no choice…! As the Ambassador of Monsterkind, I challenge you…” The Angel’s soul remained blue, but odd lights started to rise up all over Papyrus’ car.

The ground beneath their feet lit up into an array of colors.

Colored… squares.

“TO A PUZZLE THAT SHALL SURELY CONFOUND YOU!”

The bus was getting closer. The Angel tried to leap out of the tiles with the blue soul, but found that their path was impeded by a red tile from below. 

“Are you crazy?!” The Angel yelled in the middle of tiles that, for some reason, could affect them even though they were projections. Magic was stupid. This was stupid! “You’re going to get me killed!”

“No, my friend! You and I are going to have an enlightening conversation full of confessions! New friendships! And mending whatever prank Flowey has pulled on you this time!” Papyrus sounded so certain, pointing in their direction. “You will be so confounded by this puzzle, that you will have no choice but to come to your senses!”

Confounded? 

The bus was almost here. This wasn’t a bus stop. It was going to speed past them.

Fine. Papyrus wanted to give them a puzzle?

Fine.

The Angel sped towards a pink tile, knowing those were passable. They glanced to their right, seeing a water tile, but pivoted in the other direction because it was next to a yellow tile. While that landed them on a green tile, there were no monsters to fight. They were forced to step over an orange tile when they realized the route to get out, and had to restrategize due to a water tile impeding their way. They took a detour, finding a path of pink tiles that led to a purple tile. They slid across it, using their stick to balance themself when they emerged on the other side. Now they smelled like lemons, and they charged back down the path where they came.

Eyes bulged out of Papyrus’ eye sockets as the Angel crossed the final water tile on the edge of the maze. Using the blue soul that Papyrus had granted them, the Angel vaulted into the air. The bus sped by, and the Angel hung on desperately to their walking stick as they tumbled along the top of it.

They only hoped that this bus driver was not paid enough to care about what just happened.

Before the Angel could get lifted again, they called upon magic that had been weaponized against them multiple times already. Hoping that this soul mode didn’t work relative to the earth, the Angel shrouded their soul in a green hue.

The Angel rooted themself to the surface of the bus, and breathed a sigh of relief that they weren’t getting flung into open air.

Flowey… Flowey couldn’t get them up here. It was fine.

Papyrus yelled after them. A few times, he tried to turn their soul blue again, but unlike the orange mode, the Angel only needed to reestablish their own soul mode for it to do what they needed it to.

The Angel’s head flopped against the top of the bus while wind rushed over them.

Was this how Frisk felt every single time the Angel messed up?

Oh, congrats, you just died! Now, go through all the wacky hijinks again like nothing happened!

No one knew what happened to them. Only Flowey knew of their death. Everyone else treated them as they were before, as any other person. Memories only stayed for the one person who was actively hunting them down. The world didn’t wait for them to process any of it. It didn’t hold their breath for them anymore.

They had to rely on Frisk now.

With how many times the Angel reset and failed, they didn’t think it would do any good anymore. Flowey killed them without a second thought. What would someone like Frisk think? They were the Angel’s vessel for so long. They’d died so many times, especially in the pursuit of killing other monsters.

Only a dagger through the soul awaited them.

What other choice did they have?

The Angel yelped when the roof of the bus suddenly flipped. The rushing wind dissipated as they were suddenly tossed into the interior of the bus. Without being able to stop themself, they let their soul dissipate into their chest while falling before slamming into the floor.

The roof inverted again like nothing had happened.

A lizard-like monster at the front, the bus driver, did not acknowledge them with anything but a low chuckle, “Wouldn’t want to lose ya under an overpass, now would we? You flying types never use the doors the normal way.”

The Angel didn’t recognize that voice, nor did they remember the face. Were… there places or people they missed? They were having trouble processing that amidst… whatever just happened. Warily, they eyed the roof before trying to push themself back up to their feet. Everything in this world was designed to kill them. They checked to make sure everything was still in their back and in their possession, and thankfully nothing was amiss.

The bus driver didn’t acknowledge them further. The Angel thought that they’d have to pay or be questioned. Maybe, the bus driver wasn’t paying attention to the small light on a monster’s chest while driving by.

They needed to count their blessings and sit down.

Flowey couldn’t reach them here. Papyrus couldn’t do anything with them when they were inside a bus.

It… it was safe now.

…for now.

The Angel sat down in a seat, burying their head in their hands. Time had been given, and they should use it wisely. The right thing to do would be to think about Frisk to locate them, but even imagining closing their eyes right now sent shivers down their spine. Vines could creep up on them when they were away. They wouldn’t be able to do anything if Flowey somehow got to them.

Blood pumped through their ears. It hadn’t calmed down ever since they loaded their save.

Calm down. Just… just calm down.

Frisk would be close soon.

It was all going to be over soon.

Please, it had to be over soon.

The Angel caught motion through the window across from them. When they lifted their head to see, their eyes went wide.

Papyrus drove alongside the bus, his cape flapping in the wind. He stood up in his own car, cracking his knuckles with his hands off the steering wheel. The Angel was certain that he would crash, but he tilted his steering wheel ever-so-slightly away from the bus before leaping from his own car.

The red car trailed off onto the shoulder of the road before parking itself somewhere further back.

Papyrus himself decided that physics no longer mattered to him.

Horror dawned on the Angel when they watched the skeleton simply bound through the air like it was solid ground. His boots- he was wearing boots in a suit- managed to find purchase on absolutely nothing as he galavanted towards the bus. Instead of using the roof like the Angel had, Papyrus dove head-first towards a window, and the Angel held up their arms to shield their face from the glass that would surely come.

Instead, he ignored the window, going straight through it like it wasn’t even there.

Papyrus panted for a moment, putting his hands on his knees. When he finally recovered, he lifted a finger. “I see you fell victim to the bus’ nefarious trap! No one is allowed to perch up top, yet it kept happening! So we-” He stopped short while looking at the Angel. “Erm… you… may want to put that away!”

When the Angel looked for what he could possibly mean, they saw a red outline shrouding their body. Of course, they thought they’d be hit, and their soul responded.

The bus driver glanced through the mirror before the Angel could properly hide the soul. The bus started to slow down, pulling off to the side of an exit.

It happened again!

This… this stupid soul. Why couldn’t the Angel just keep it hidden? Why did they have to choose this vessel of all things! They barely even remembered making that selection, but at every turn it inhibited them. They struggled to walk. They struggled to talk. Flowey thought they were trying to replace him. The soul in their body wasn’t built for this vessel!

It wasn’t fair.

They never got a vessel that just worked for them.

One got discarded, another caged them until they thought they were worthless, and then one they were content with staying with was somewhere far away.

Even Frisk didn’t work, because they didn’t get to stay with their friends.

They couldn’t even see their real body anymore. If this was all they were now, then…

“I understand that you may be apprehensive!” Papyrus tried to hold out his hands to calm them down, even as their eyes started to unfocus. “However! Once I introduce you to my human friends, they will see that you are quite nimble and adept at puzzles! Two traits that they adore about me!” 

He was trying to help. He tried to make the situation about their soul seem better, but the Angel knew where this led. They were going to get caged again.

The bus pulled to a stop.

“Please,” the Angel begged. If anyone had to understand, it had to be him. They’d tried to say their friends were hurting, but it didn’t lead anywhere. They tried going with him to Flowey, but that got them killed. They had no lies that they could think of fast enough, and only the truth remained. “I’m not a monster. I’m not a human. I’m not from your world. Please.” Their hands clenched their branch. “If you really believe in me, I need it now.”

Papyrus straightened up. Despite his usual grandeur, something more concerned worked its way into his expression. “Hm…” He stared at their soul, squinting like he would see something new if he looked for long enough. “Of course, I believe you! I just think… you should slow down?” He tried, sweat forming at the side of his skull. Despite the way he tried to give a sympathetic smile, the words didn’t land. “It is quite difficult to speak to you when hopping from place to place! You keep moving while I’m talking to you, and perhaps you feel as winded as I do trying to keep up!”

The Angel’s shoulders sagged.

He was going to try to stop them.

“Can’t stop. I can’t stop.” They wanted so badly to stop. The pain of death still lingered. They almost stayed their for too long, because it was the only moment where things ever stopped for them. Yet, they couldn’t. They weren’t allowed. It wasn’t a privilege they were given anymore. 

Papyrus’ hand slowly moved towards their branch. “Then let me help you figure out how! Here, we can start with something simple! We can sit here and talk for a moment, if that would make you feel better!”

They imagined sitting down. They imagined resting. They imagined giving into the fatigue working its way through their body and just letting events take them for just a moment instead of actively fighting against the current.

They saw Kris topple to the ground, clutching at a wrist with nothing attached anymore.

They saw Susie’s Shadow Mantle fighting to keep her alive while a Titan’s hand slowly drove her into the ground.

They saw Ralsei burning his own magical reserves in an attempt to heal wounds that his magic could not possibly put a dent in, all while stone worked its way up his fingertips.

They had to persist.

There were no other options.

“Wow! You’re really bad at this!”

The cheery voice couldn’t be mistaken.

Knowing what was coming, the Angel turned to see Flowey’s head poking through the bus door. Countless vines had writhed up the side of the highway, and he’d perched himself on the side just to have a front row seat to this.

Papyrus groaned, his hard work being ruined, “Flowey, that is unhelpful! You do not need to berate yourself-”

“-so loudly. Yeah yeah, I know already.” Flowey finished for him to shut him up faster. His gaze focused back on the Angel, that cheery smile staying plastered to his face. “Golly, you have no idea what you’re doing, do you?”

The Angel saw two exits to this bus alongside two more emergency exits. They also could load. They were so close. 

Flowey didn’t care to acknowledge their planning. He only found more amusement at the fact that they were trying. “What even was your plan, or did you even have one you idiot? Was this your grand escape? Jumping on a bus and getting stopped by Papyrus?”

The Angel didn’t dare to look behind them to see if vines were encroaching. Try as they might, they could barely even see their second pair of eyes anymore. Every part of them was too stuck in this vessel, and they didn’t know what to do.

“I’ll admit! Stalling me like that was pretty clever, but golly, you don’t know how to talk your way out of anything, do you?” Flowey giggled to himself, putting a vine up to his mouth. “No subtlety at all! Just sloppy! I mean look at you!” The vine flicked towards the Angel’s direction, making them take an instinctive step backwards. “Were you planning on getting every human and monster to hunt you down? Because the way it’s looking buddy, I’m the least of your problems. You’re hopeless.”

Again, Papyrus tried to open his mouth to say something. “Flowey! I really think-”

“Nope! Don’t talk!” Flowey no longer considered him a factor. He didn’t care about ruining the facade that he’d built up anymore. That meant he was certain that a load would occur soon.

He was going to kill them again.

Their fingers tightened around their branch. They couldn’t win while afraid. They couldn’t get through him while they still remembered their own head twisting against the ground.

“Come on, I wanna see what stupid mistake you make next! Gonna try to hit me? Gonna try to hit Papyrus? That sounds like a thing you’d do,” Flowey jeered, having the time of his life. “Gonna go back? You didn’t even think about what would happen if lil ol’ me caught wind of you, did you?”

Countless mistakes. They’d made too many mistakes. He listed them off like he found it amusing. “I tried-”

“You sure did!” Flowey’s vines entered one of the bus doors, carrying him inside. “And look where it got you!”

“I wouldn’t be struggling if it weren’t for you!” The Angel finally yelled, that same fury towards Undyne manifesting once more against this flower who kept inching closer and closer. They couldn’t win. They couldn’t beat him like this, and they weren’t in a place where a Dark World would be possible. He wasn’t going to stop.

“Is that what you think? Hee hee… Let’s be serious here…” Flowey rose to eye-level with them, getting far too close. “You’re weak. You suck at talking. You keel over with a little pain. Even if I wasn’t here, I assure you that you’d mess up talking to Frisk somehow. Maybe it’s fitting you’re wearing that body, because you’re just as stupid.”

He called them a threat once. Now, he considered them anything but. A raging inferno started building in their soul, and they wanted to tear his petals off. This was the person who had judged them. They’d… they’d tried to break the world for him, and this was all he had to say to them.

Judgement.

It was only more judgement.

The inferno died out. A dull throb of apathy began to take its place. They were familiar with it, and they didn’t stop it. It wasn’t distance. It was only realizing that even the one person they wanted to save in the end truly hated them. They only had one more question: “What did I even do to you?”

“Oh, nothing.” Flowey sank down a bit from eye-level, rolling his eyes. “You’re just a little disappointing so far.”

Of course.

That made sense.

Of course, one of the only people who might recognize them didn’t care to help. He only cared that they weren’t interesting enough.

Who cared what happened anymore?

They just needed to keep moving.

Papyrus once more tried to interject, finally having room to do so now that the conversation had come to a standstill, “Flowey! That is unbelievably awful! What on earth are you-”

It would be fine. Susie would know how to wake them up when it was finally over.

Distance finally came.

It wasn’t only distance. Their mind fogged. Their vessel’s eyes clouded over. Silver light sparked around their head. Only one singular purpose clouded their mind. Only one thing they needed to achieve drove them. 

These people weren’t their friends. They learned that the first time they fought with Asgore and Undyne. What they didn’t yet realize was that sentimentality only brought them close enough to be backstabbed. It delayed them. It stopped them from thinking about what mattered. It stopped them from fighting. It stopped them from defying the world with everything they had. This wasn’t their world. It didn’t matter. The only thing that mattered was their mission. Anything else wasted time.

Flowey wanted to push them to the edge, and they’d let him win. When they found Susie, she could wake them up. Until then, they needed to shut everything else out. 

Limbs locked up. Silver light burst into being in a world where it shouldn’t be. Flowey’s eyes went wide as the same light covered the Angel’s face, consuming it entirely.

A lost soul marched forward, brandishing its branch with intent.

Only. One. Thing. Mattered.

Proceed.

 


 

Personally, Frisk was going to kill whoever gave them a 7am class with an exam attached. Honestly, they wouldn’t have been hunting for a save point the previous night if they had a few hours of wiggle room before a class started, but the world decided to spite them by placing an exam at the crack of dawn. 

Well, they knew for a fact that they failed that one! They were going to give Flowey a chance to reappear before loading their save. Considering how many things had changed in the past few hours for them, they were probably going to find the nearest dining hall and just bang their head against a table. None of their other classes today really mattered when they were just going to reload anyway. Might as well make the most of it.

A voice in their head piped up, chiding them, “You are very quick to concede when you could simply… wait and get your results. Perhaps, that did not go as poorly as you imagined.”

“You could’ve helped,” Frisk grumbled into their sweater, saying it quiet enough for no one else to hear but saying it out loud on purpose due to annoyance.

“Whether or not you received help is irrelevant.” The voice paused for a moment before adding, “Your arithmetic is offensive.”

Ugh. Frisk liked Chara, but knowing that someone else was always watching their screw-ups was going to kill them one day. Why couldn’t this be something Frisk was good at? Their whole area of expertise was…

…talking to people?

They really needed to figure out why they were even in college. It just seemed like the right thing to do, and mom encouraged it heavily. Frisk didn’t mind, but it was starting to drag. They were starting to miss just walking around Hometown with the only immediate worry being finding someone to hang out with. Their friends always had time for them. It was nice to branch out, but all the added responsibility was killing them.

Besides, this was supposed to be a way for them to take a break from dealing with human and monster relations. It was supposed to be them letting everyone handle things back home for a bit. Mom said as much before they left. College didn’t get rid of that. It only made them worry when they were doing something stupid like failing an exam for the thirty-seventh time.

Besides, there were more things that happened during that exam that Frisk was worried about. 

Time stuttered again.

It happened twice. Short bursts. Near the end, Frisk lost an entire two questions and had to do it all over again. Then, when they had only just accepted their fate and started working on the undone question, they lost it again.

Time was lurching back. It wasn’t a fluke.

And now, walking outside, Frisk hadn’t heard from Flowey.

Joking with Chara about their plight didn’t help ease their worries all that much. They’d been trying to stay levelheaded about this. After all, Frisk still had their own level of control. They just… weren’t used to being on the other end of it.

Something was out there using save-points, and they had no idea where or what it could be.

Chara seemed opinionated on it. They were pretty blunt about it last night when they told Frisk off for even having a little bit of hope. Besides, who was to say that it was what Chara thought it was? Maybe, someone random just got the same powers, and they were going to be cool and responsible with them.

That didn’t comfort Frisk at all.

This power was dangerous. They took comfort in the fact that they were the only one who had it, because that meant no one would misuse it. Well, no one would drastically misuse it! Frisk always reasoned that if they were going to use their power for good things, then they should be allowed to use it on nice things for themself every once and a while!

Considering that the world had stuttered three times in the past few hours now, Frisk wasn’t really sure if the other person agreed.

Once more, a voice added their own input, “Worrying will not bring you any closer. You unfortunately have nothing to do but wait.”

Frisk hated that Chara had a point. Still, Frisk wanted to go off and search just to spite them. Sure, Frisk was bad at probability, but they’d probably run into someone interesting if they were out there! Chara just didn’t know how to take a leap of faith.

And yet, just this once, Frisk decided to walk to try to find a dining hall instead. Levity wasn’t working for once, and they couldn’t shake the nervousness of actually finding what was causing this.

They imagined what it looked like sometimes.

Frisk never actually saw it. They didn’t even know it was there until it was too late. Sometimes, they thought it was Chara, but Chara denied certain things.

Sometimes, something guided their hands forward. Other times, a light feeling in their soul encouraged them to speak or joke. It never had any rhyme or reason. It just was, and Frisk didn’t understand it.

Chara thought it better that they didn’t understand it.

Maybe Frisk wanted to.

“FRISK!” A shrill voice yelled, catching their attention immediately. When Frisk glanced down to the closest patch of grass they could find, they saw a golden flower poking out as expected. Flowey tried to put on the most apologetic smile that he could, and somehow actually looked nervous for once. “Okay! So! You miiiight want to load your save!”

In a rare moment, Chara took the wheel. Frisk found their own will slightly diminished, but stepped aside to allow their ghost friend to have a chance to speak. “What did you do?”

Not knowing the difference between the two of them, Flowey responded anyway, “I didn’t do anything! I did what you asked and… well golly, I sure found the problem!” His eyes darted from left to right. 

He looked very “caught”.

Frisk crossed their arms, reasserting their own control and applying the very same pressure that Chara did. This was not going to stand. “Flowey, be honest. For once.”

For all of Flowey’s faults, he at the very least tried to align himself with Frisk’s best interests. It was an odd trait, one that they didn’t really understand when they first brought him out of the Underground. Maybe, he thought he owed them something, but apparently he didn’t owe them enough to actually listen to them the first time. “The good news is that if you load your save, it won’t be a problem anymore!”

“Doubt it,” they fired back immediately. “Tell me.”

“OKAY FINE!” Flowey glanced down the road again. Distantly, Frisk thought they could hear sirens. “So… remember our last fight? You know…” He didn’t quite elaborate, extending a vine and twirling it a few times like Frisk would immediately remember which fight he was talking about. “Flashing lights, rainbows everywhere. That one.”

Ah. The last last fight. Of course, Frisk nodded, because they remembered it well.

“And you remember how… when you started stealing souls from me, they…” Flowey brushed his vine over his face, causing his eyes and mouth to disappear for the briefest of moments before they came back. “You know… didn’t have faces anymore? They were covered? That thing?”

Yes, Frisk did in fact remember having to go through the lost souls to finally reach Asriel. Again, this was sounding worse and worse the longer Flowey stalled. They grit their teeth, demanding again, “Flowey, stop stalling.”

The flower wouldn’t listen as if every good grace he could possibly get in this situation mattered. “So let’s say, hypothetically, I beat up the person with a save-point a little.” Flowey brought two vines into the air to try to calm Frisk down when they slapped a hand against their face. “I had a reason! AND! I figured out they have a save-point!”

In the depths of Frisk’s mind, they distinctly heard Chara cursing. They rarely used swears. It was beneath them, they said. Right now, Chara sounded like they would tear Flowey apart if Frisk gave them any control of their body.

Honestly, Frisk might join them at this point. The implication was clear. Flowey either hurt the person enough to force them to load, or he… Frisk jabbed a finger at him. “I thought you were better than that.”

“Oh! Wow! Golly!” Flowey’s face turned into an uncanny grin. “Told you ya shouldn’t have a long time ago! Besides, I had a good reason, and at this point, you’re gonna want to know what I know, because they’re on the way!”

What? Flowey brought the other save-point user here? Frisk immediately swiveled their head around, and they now understood where the sirens were coming from. When they glanced in the direction where they heard sirens last, they realized what was probably happening. Something was approaching, and it didn’t seem too keen on stopping.

Chara wrenched control again, wrapping one of Frisk’s hand around Flowey’s stem and threatening to pull. “Spit it out!”

“OKAY!” Flowey choked, “The thing with the light over faces? That happened to them apparently! They suddenly really didn’t care about launching me off a highway or bashing Papyrus over the head! I told them to do that as a joke, and they did it anyway! And you know, considering the fact that his face started looking like theirs when they did that, I got the hell out of there!”

A lost soul created itself? What the hell did Flowey do? Was Papyrus fine? Papyrus was there? Frisk shook Flowey, as if answers would fall out of him. “Where’s Papyrus? Is he fine?”

“Psh, I dunno! Didn’t see him dust, but I sure didn’t see him come out of the bus!” Flowey’s eyes darted down the road, and he began to sweat. “Oh boy, maybe you can ask them yourself, because they’re here you idiot!”

Frisk dropped Flowey. As soon as their hand released, the flower darted into the ground.

They were going to have to have a talk with him when all of this was over.

For once, Frisk didn’t know if a talk would be coming.

A few things became clear very fast. The sirens that had been following this being to Frisk didn’t make it here. They still sounded off, but they were somewhere far behind and didn’t sound like they were moving.

Humans and monsters alike were seeing this with Frisk. This university wasn’t exactly devoid of foot traffic, and multiple faces turned towards what now came this way. Frisk wasn’t getting out of this easily. They weren’t going to be able to defuse this easily. A load would be required, but they needed to fix this first.

Because the being walking towards them would keep its memory.

Almost robotically, a figure marched forward into the street across from Frisk. Threadbare clothes barely protected a body that was undeniably monster in origin. It only made their heart sink. They didn’t have time to process why a monster had a save point, only that a monster being a threat at all would be devastating.

Everyone had worked so hard to make things work between humans and monsters. Both parties were really trying. Yet, fear was always something Frisk had to consider, and it would rear its ugly head again if Frisk couldn’t stop this.

Its face, Frisk couldn’t see. Just as Flowey described, light warped around the head. It covered all facial features, silver light dancing like a flame around the monster’s head. They couldn’t tell if the wings on the head were part of the monster’s natural physiology, but they flickered in the air like they weren’t even really there.

It was hard to stare at the light for too long. It burned them when they tried.

Okay. Frisk… Frisk just had to calm them down. They’d done this before. Granted, they had others helping them back when they saved everyone. That guiding force used to be with them, and when Chara was saved as well, they reached out together to Asriel.

Now, Frisk had to be wary.

It was just a lost soul. They could handle this.

Despite the danger, they did not take out their phone. Their dimensional box remained closed. Even though Chara momentarily caused Frisk’s hand to twitch for their phone, they didn’t need their dagger. All they needed to do was talk.

So, Frisk began to slowly walk forward, trying to gauge anything on the empty face they now stared at. What did Flowey say he did? He didn’t say that he killed them, but he certainly hurt them. Frisk started there. “Hey. No one’s going to hurt you, okay?” They tried promising. 

This wasn’t like the previous lost souls. Unlike the last time, Frisk didn’t know a thing about this lost soul. They knew their friends. They knew how to reach out. This being was unknown, and did not seem to respond to Frisk’s call.

Frisk got halfway to the lost soul before something in the air shifted.

As if the lost soul suddenly decided they were too close, it took a defensive stance. The not-all-there wings flared outward. The branch it used to walk became a weapon, and the lost soul shrank backwards.

…And something worse appeared on its chest when it believed it was in danger.

A red soul, just as bright as Frisk’s, stood on a monster’s chest for all to see.

People started to run. Frisk heard the panic. They heard the screams. It could all be undone, but if they sent this monster back into the past and it remembered, then it would be out there. Frisk took an erroneous step forward, calling out, “It’s okay! You’re not going to be hurt-”

“BACK.”

Frisk’s own will faltered.

Something foreign and yet familiar washed over their body. Something beared down from above. The light staring at them grew hotter, and Frisk found their legs forcing them to move a few steps back. Their own soul didn’t withstand the command, and instinctively, like someone had grabbed the collar of their shirt and forced them to move away, they did.

A guiding hand. Wasn’t that what they called it? For better or for worse, they recalled it informing their every move.

They knew that power.

They knew this monster.

They knew whatever looked down from above.

Chara’s voice finally broke through a haze that Frisk didn’t even know was there. “Draw your weapon,” they commanded, an unnatural edge to their voice that Frisk didn’t recall them ever having since their worst times in the Underground, “You are in danger, Frisk. Draw your weapon. Load your save. Do not idle.

It was strange.

They didn’t… feel in any danger.

Despite their strings being tightened for a moment, they loosened again. Despite the being holding a weapon in front of them, they recognized something about the force that once guided them.

Attacking a lost soul wouldn’t help. Even through the din of panic and yelling around Frisk, they knew what they had to do.

“Okay, I won’t get any closer,” Frisk promised, staying still for a few moments. Slowly, and deliberately as to show the monster what they were doing, Frisk began to sit down on the pavement across from the monster.

It did not mirror their motion. It remained in place, wings never twitching and soul never disappearing. Frisk had never seen a human soul do that… wreathing someone in an outline. Yet, they could feel apprehension from above. They knew what a soul being out typically meant.

Frisk tilted their head at the monster, asking a question that was heavy on their mind. They wondered ever since saving if this could be true, but they had to know for sure: “I know you, don’t I?”

Some of the silver light dimmed. The monster’s hands shook, and for a moment, its gaze turned away. In a voice that Frisk remembered in the back of their mind, one that usually commanded, they only heard a whisper, “I don’t know anymore.”

It took Frisk a moment to realize what sounded so wrong about that voice. Maybe, they never really knew the voice at all. It sometimes never really sounded separate from their own in their head. However, something about the way it whispered made Frisk’s heart sink.

It sounded normal.

Like any other person.

Sometimes when Frisk fell asleep, they imagined what the voice was really like. Never in their nightmares did it just sound like another person.

Still, there was a hint of something in there that Frisk recognized, “I think I do.”

Almost too small for Frisk to notice, the silver light began to dim slightly. An eye briefly stared at them before the light covered it again. Something akin to hope washed over Frisk’s soul, but it wasn’t their own.

The lost soul muttered, “Then you can help. Please.” It was strangely articulate for a lost soul. Usually, they just muttered things that were running through their immediate mind. For whatever reason, this one could talk just fine, and the branch started to lower. “My friends, Kris, Susie, Ralsei, they’re dying. I need to get back to them. I’m not supposed to be in this world. I need to go back.”

Any threads of understanding that Frisk had started to fray. The lost soul sounded normal, but it wasn’t. The wings flickered like they weren’t supposed to be seen. Something weighed Frisk down from above. “What… do you mean?” 

The hope started to dim. The lost soul tried again. “One of you knows. It’s a different world. They’re not here. If I can go back to mine, or go back to them, then everything will be fine.” The light started to flare up, and speech more typical of a lost soul began to form. “Everything’s going to be over soon. It’s all going to be over.”

Like a hand holding Frisk back, something began to move forward in their soul. Chara gradually took the reins, and Frisk allowed them to do so. At least, Chara wasn’t reaching for a weapon anymore. Instead, they said clearly, “You speak of me.”

As if the lost soul recognized the change, it nodded. “I don’t want to hurt this world. Please. I just want to go back.” It sounded more unsure the longer Chara didn’t respond. “I won’t bother you again. I’ll be gone forever. It’ll be over soon.”

“You have lost yourself to your own delusions,” Chara scolded with pinpoint precision, their own posture never once relaxing. “You took what was told to you as metaphor and believed that it could help you. As enticing as it would be to be rid of you, I do not have the ability to give you what you want.” Frisk’s hand balled into a fist on its own. “Never call out to me again.”

All at once, Frisk’s control returned to them, leaving them to clean up after what Chara had just done.

The lost soul was looking for Chara, and Chara couldn’t help. They could’ve been nicer, especially because they knew what a lost soul was, but Chara could’ve done far more than that.

Unfortunately, what Chara could’ve done didn’t matter, because the light consuming the lost soul began to glow brighter. It shook its head, pointing an accusatory finger at Frisk. “You… you’re the only one who can help! You looked at me!” Its hands went up to its head, clawed fingers intertwining with silver light while it grasped desperately. Their branch fell to the ground. “I can’t see my own body anymore. If I can’t go back, they’re going to die. Hate me, but please, don’t let them die.”

A lost soul never had this much focused purpose before, and Frisk didn’t know how to stop it. They couldn’t… help in the way that the lost soul wanted. Chara had gone silent, and Frisk didn’t understand what it was saying.

It never once broke its focus. It stared at Frisk, hoping that they would have something, anything.

For once, they didn’t know what to say.

“It’s fine,” the lost soul finally decided, staring down at their own hand, “It’s. It’s fine. Everything’s going to be fine. I just have to keep looking.” It leaned down to pick up its branch, and yet the moment it shifted its body weight, it couldn’t stay steady anymore.

Like strings had been entirely cut, the lost soul crumpled to the ground.

As soon as Frisk tried to get up to help, the lost soul already started trying to get back up on its own. It kept muttering, “It’s fine. It doesn’t matter. I’ll just keep looking. I just have to keep looking.”

It tried to stand up again.

Its limbs failed.

The alert wings started to sag. Over and over, it tried to get up, but something in the air was becoming more and more familiar the more it tried.

Frisk couldn’t watch anymore.

When the lost soul tried for a fourth time to stand, they finally forced a single word out: “Stop.”

Somehow, it listened. It paused, and Frisk thought they could hear labored breathing coming from past the light. The soul on its chest shook and trembled. However, the lost soul did not move. 

Frisk didn’t dare get any closer. Once again, they sat down on the ground. Things had gone oddly quiet around them, and when Frisk turned, they saw that the world had changed. The world looked paler than before, like all the life had been sapped out of it. Anyone watching had the same light over their eyes that the lost soul did.

It had gone eerily quiet.

Frisk turned back to the lost soul, asking it, “What’s your name?”

Somehow, that only caused its light to grow. It didn’t like the question, shrinking away. “I thought you remembered.”

Were they… meant to? What would they have forgotten? Of all the resets Frisk had been through, they never learned this being’s name. “I don’t think I do.”

Slowly, the lost soul managed to sit itself down properly. Its shoulder sagged. “Then it doesn’t matter.” Its head sank into its hands. “The only people who knew it are gone now.”

“Who are they?”

The light dimmed. One of the lost soul’s hands left its head. “All I’ve ever wanted.” Gradually, the wings sagged further. “And I don’t know how to save them anymore. I have to get back up. I have to figure it out. I just…”

“You’re tired,” Frisk finished a thought that they would never be able to finish on their own. Truthfully, there were many times where Frisk could not distinguish their actions from this lost soul’s own actions. There were many times where they wondered if they were making this being up to try to justify their own sins.

One thing gave this lost soul away.

“You were always tired,” Frisk recounted, remembering every single timeline they were pulled through. It started with carving through the Underground. It was strange how the being knew to be so methodical, but it began there. Even then, it reacted with no malice or surprise to anything. Fatigue persisted even as a blade was carved through monsters. Frisk found it hard to sympathize.

Then, it continued. When it started selectively killing in different combinations, it became even more exhausted. Sometimes, before a timeline was actually brought to its end, time stuttered backwards. It did not even have the fortitude to finish what it started, and Frisk wondered why.

One run, it finally decided to spare everyone. It did so with the same methodical nature that it always had. Even when new friends hugged Frisk, even when everyone else seemed so happy, the being still drifted aimlessly. When Frisk stared at Asriel one more time at a flowerbed after he asked them if they had anything better to do, something close to resignation grew in Frisk’s soul.

It left them when Frisk walked away from that cliffside.

It finally went to sleep.

It gave up.

Maybe that’s why Frisk recognized this being again, and knew it as one in the same. Even now, it was still tired. Maybe that’s why they always wondered while Chara had nothing but disdain.

What possibly made it this way?

The lost soul’s light began to fade further. The wings became less real. “I can’t be tired. They’re still out there. I have to keep going.”

Frisk thought about inching closer, but the soul still remained on its chest. The lost soul still believed it was in danger. And yet, it was calming down. They were getting close. “That’s why you came to me, right?” It had only been a few hours since the first load. Somehow, they managed to find exactly where Frisk was. It would unnerve them if it weren’t for what they were seeing now.

“I wasted time.” For the first time, the lost soul’s head turned upward. It looked around, seeing how the world was slowly shifting. “I’ll have to go back. I’ll have to do it again. I’ll have to die again.”

So, Flowey was right. It was this lost soul who had a save. And-

It died.

Frisk was familiar with the feeling, even if it was scarce in the Underground. It scared them even now to die. “Flowey’s not going to hurt you again,” Frisk promised, hoping that the flower was still listening to hear it. Hopefully, he had at least learned that it was a bad idea. They only wondered what had caused him to break after this long. “I’m sorry. It… always hurts a lot.” Even though loading undid the wounds, Frisk still felt them sometimes.

The lost soul trembled. Its actual soul remained on its chest. Danger still persisted as its light started to dim further. It quietly whispered, “I’m scared.”

It always used to be so steady. It always used to give unwavering guidance, even though it was so tired.

It sounded like the lost soul still wanted to do that, but the cracks became too numerous. Determination was strong, but even Frisk sometimes felt like they got far too consumed by it. The constant need to keep going… it sometimes became exhausting.

“It’s okay to be scared.” Reassurances did little, but maybe the lost soul had never been told that. “It’s okay to be tired. I know it’s… hard to see that now, but I mean it.”

“Nowhere is safe.” The lost soul tried to hug itself like it was feeling the chill of winter finally. “They’re not safe.”

Frisk had an idea. “Where were you last night? Do you remember?” If someone could look out for the lost soul for a moment, then maybe something could be salvaged. Maybe, just knowing that a safe place was waiting would break the light around its head. The light already looked so fragile. It needed to be broken, or anyone nearby could end up like all of the humans and monsters looking at the lost soul. Frisk did not know why they were spared, but they would take it. “I’m… going to have to load my save. I need to know where you were to get someone to help you.”

The light grew. Frisk winced, but they could not undo it. The lost soul seemed temperamental, and it sagged into itself even further when the previous night was mentioned. “Prison.”

Oh.

The soul still on its chest must have been why that happened…

“And… where was your save?” Perhaps, if the lost soul knew where it was, then Frisk could send help. “We could try yours.”

Like it didn’t care anymore, the lost soul answered, “Bus stop.”

That didn’t narrow it down at all really. Though, if it wasn’t from here, then Frisk couldn’t fault it for that. “Was anyone around?”

It nodded, staring off into the distance and the light growing the longer Frisk tried to gather information. “Papyrus. Flowey found me. Won’t matter. I’ll just get caged again.”

Despite distant protests from Chara saying not to do this, Frisk formulated a plan. They just needed one more thing to go correctly. “I need you to trust me,” they asked, even though the lost soul may not be able to do so, “Mom’s going to come get you. We’re not taking you back. I’ll explain everything.”

“Kris is still hurt… Susie is still hurt… Ralsei is still hurt…” It started muttering again. “I can’t… I can’t stop.”

“It’s going to be okay,” Frisk tried to promise again, “We’re going to help you. All of us.” Who would Frisk be if they just let someone suffer? Yes, their hands had been coated in dust before. They questioned whether or not they wanted to do that sometimes. And yet, when they walked through the Underground making friends and helping monsters reach the surface, they had never been more fulfilled.

That didn’t change now.

Not even for this lost soul.

Frisk gave a smile, one that they’d used on many monsters and humans alike. Maybe, the lost soul would remember too. “Just trust me, okay?”

The light twisted.

It couldn’t stand any longer.

The ethereal wings frayed for a moment before vanishing into the air. Slowly, the light dimmed, crawling away from the monster’s face and returning to the backside of its head. It receded just a bit further before disappearing entirely.

Frisk couldn’t hide the way that they seized up when seeing Asriel’s face again.

Oh.

Suddenly, Flowey’s anger made a lot more sense.

The monster’s eyes never opened. They sat their for a moment longer before their soul vanished inside their chest. Slowly, the paleness of the world around the two of them began to fade.

The monster didn’t speak. Something began to change in the air, and Frisk only had a moment to realize it was the world stuttering-

 

-and like nothing had happened at all, they were back in their lecture hall.

Frisk stared at the paper for a moment, their heart pounding in their chest. That monster really did have a save-point.

And yet still, the plan had worked. The lost soul had been saved. Now, Frisk just had to make good on a promise.

Chara did not seem too pleased, immediately breaking their usual silence during exams to chastise Frisk, “You are making a terrible mistake bringing that thing closer to your friends.”

Frisk almost said something back, but bit their tongue. With a bit more restraint than they usually had, they responded mentally, “You said the same thing about Flowey.”

They didn’t wait for a response. Besides, Frisk wasn’t going to be able to complete this exam. They were failing it anyway. So, they snatched up the paper, turning in the incomplete results and marching out of the building.

They had a call to make.

 


 

-When Papyrus looked down the road to the nearby bus stop, it turned out that he had been on the right track! Another cloning must have been afoot, because this monster looked almost exactly as Papyrus imagined in his head when given a description. Although, they looked a tad lost in thought, and-

As soon as Papyrus pulled up, before he could even get out a word to introduce himself, the monster slumped over.

Oh!

Well, that certainly wouldn’t do! Perhaps, QC had a point about the monster being a tad stressed out! At least Papyrus was here to save the day!

Papyrus immediately stepped out of the car, running over to check on the new monster. They almost dropped their things, and Papyrus immediately gathered everything up in their bag for them. For good measure, he poked at the monster a few times. “Hello?! Erm, I do not know your name, but are you all right?!”

He didn’t receive a response, but they seemed to be breathing.

Ah… well… while he would usually make jokes about someone swooning over his outfit, Papyrus immediately grew a little concerned. For good measure, he lifted the monster up from their precarious position laying down on the seats, and propped them up against his shoulder. They did not seem to have a visible reaction, but they looked like they were having a nice nap!

Papyrus’ phone began to ring.

Immediately, even before the first ring completed, he snatched it out of his pocket and answered, “Hello! You have reached Papyrus, Ambassador of Monsterki-” Papyrus immediately cut himself off when he realized who was calling.

Frisk sounded a little out of breath on the other side like they were running. “Where are you right now? Is there a monster with you? Gold fur. Broken horn. Skittish so don’t touch them.”

“Ah! You need to know where I am? Certainly! And yes, there does happen to be a monster with me!” Papyrus glanced at the monster he was certainly touching, but he didn’t exactly have a choice. “They seem a bit under the weather.”

“Stay with them,” Frisk commanded, and on the other side of the phone, Papyrus thought that he could hear bus doors opening. “Where are you?”

Well, Papyrus could absolutely do that! He was sure that when the new friend woke up, they would be happy to know that both of the faces of monsterkind were looking out for them! He supposed that Flowey would have to wait though… Ah well! Emergencies called!

Immediately, Papyrus recounted the street name, and the monster at his shoulder remained sound asleep.

Notes:

I MADE IT.

This one was down to the wire (and I am definitely in a chapter deficit now in the document lmfao) BUT I RELEASED ON SATURDAY. ONE OF THESE WEEKS IM EXPLODING.

I was worried about this chapter but now that I have read it over in editing, I am now happy with it. I was. Not Happy before the Frisk scene. Now I am happy.

This chapter I feel marks a turning point the most, or at least the end of the first "sequence". Shockingly, in my notes, I had this pivot happen in CHAPTER 3. Yeah fucking right. Get real. Thus, writing said turning point alongside alllll of the tonal dissonance was rough. And all of the weird things. So many weird things.

This is not a power fantasy. This is a horror story unfolding and getting worse.

First death unlocked! Congrats buddy! As it turns out, you being a Normal Person means that you do not take death well! You know, when questioning what Flowey would do, I realized that the Angel is the Flowey-pisser-offer-9000 at the moment. And. Oh boy. Assumptions. One would think if Chara is still around, they would've said something! YIKES.

Writing Papyrus and all of his zany-ness was a bit difficult considering I was working around the scene where the Angel is killed. Still, he was very fun to write. When I said typing quirk last chapter by the way, people thought I meant actually formatting him in Papyrus-font. Unfortunately, I do not like messing with other fonts, and it hurts my eyeballs. I was talking about all caps, and after briefly trying all caps, I realized that sucked too. You get Normal Papyrus.

Writing Frisk is also. Something. Because they have very little writing of their own other than assumptions about dialogue options when they were maybe 12. I figure they would be pretty decent at talking to people considering they spared the entire Underground. I think it's fun playing with the distinction of you as the player issue commands but your vessel acting it out actually plays a huge role in your success. I think it's fun.

As a little trivia, in the original drafts of this fic, I had Frisk also join the Chara and Flowey hater squad. The more I thought about it though the more it seemed out of character considering all Frisk has done and been through (especially since Flowey was brought to the surface). I also. Think that Frisk has a good bit of natural curiosity. I think anyone would be curious knowing what they know. You all have certainly not seen the last of them! Writing Frisk this chapter was fun, if a bit stressful considering the circumstances.

Which that was weird.

Oh yeah also something I have grappled with constantly is that. If Chara fell in 201X then logically the surface when Frisk fell should be a bit more advanced? But in the end credits it doesn't seem all that advanced. Now, I don't feel like writing sci-fi, and also irl our "technological progress" is a flat circle and we're making orphan crushing machines. So I don't want to write sci-fi, but I also like acknowledging the fun and wacky nature of UT's universe and the magic that has been introduced to it.

Thus, deployable tile puzzle and flippable bus roof.

This will happen again.

Also no the bus monster is not anyone specific I went off vibes and refused to use the River Person on principle.

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ALSO I HAVE TO MENTION THIS. I cannot link them all here because my character count will explode (and I do not want to miss any I'd feel terrible), but this fic has received a hefty amount of fanart in the past week??? You all are super cool and jumped me all at the same time. Lots of Angel fanart and various scenes! I've been doing backflips all week about it.

I have reblogged all that can be reblogged at star-pup01 on tumblr. I am likely going to do it again in a bit to boost them for anyone going over there. You artists are very very cool. There is also an art posted in "What Did You Do"'s comments (Chapter 1 specifically) for that fic.

There were so many cool takes on the Angel's design and I'm doing a silly dance.

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I am now going to lay down forever. I appreciate all yall reading.

Chapter 7: And You're NEVER Waking Up

Summary:

The Angel has finally stopped moving, but rest brings consequences.

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

Clarity started to build in pieces. Senses returned one after another, but seemed duller than usual. Slowly, the Angel became aware of their surroundings again.

Oh.

Something in them began to settle that they couldn’t quite place anymore, but they did not need it right now. Instead, the Angel relaxed, taking in the woods around them. They and their friends discussed camping a lot when the idea of a road trip came up. It had to be obligatory, especially since someone like Ralsei wasn’t used to things like “outside”. 

Where was he, anyway?

A weight made itself known at the Angel’s side. They glanced at the thing encroaching on their personal space before seeing telltale pink horns and white fur. Ralsei fell asleep a while ago against them. The Angel thought about moving him somewhere more comfortable, but it had been a long day for him. It wasn’t like the Angel planned on moving anyhow. They were put on fire duty while Kris and Susie got to do fun things like looking for firewood.

With a stick, the Angel stoked the current fire they already had going. When the Angel saw their arm, they were taken aback for a moment.

That was their arm. Their hand. 

They felt normal.

Somehow, they thought that shouldn’t be right, but the thought buried itself immediately. The Angel didn’t concern themself with any of that. They were comfortable for now, and that was enough.

It seemed like Ralsei wasn’t. Despite him being perfectly content with using the Angel as a pillow. Even with the fire growing in front of him, he shivered for a second. For good measure, the Angel adjusted his scarf around his neck, and his face relaxed just a little bit.

Hopefully, he’d been having fun so far. Personally, the Angel regretted allowing Kris and Susie to sit in the back seat together, because the Angel lost five years of their life from the antics. Considering Ralsei sat in the passenger’s seat and was on team braincell, he was probably equally as mortified when the two of them stuck half of their bodies out the window on a highway.

The Angel realized something was in their lap. That… that was right! They apparently let it slip that the sky looked different from their own, so they stopped to get a star chart before camping. Ralsei was the first to want to figure out the differences when they mentioned it, Susie had no idea how the hell someone would even figure that out, and Kris suggested the star chart. The Angel… didn’t quite remember where they stopped to get something like this, but they had to at some point.

No matter how much the Angel looked at the words on the paper below them, they were strangely blurry.

It didn’t matter. They glanced up at the sky, and knew that it was different from the one they spent most of their life under. They didn’t need confirmation, but it was interesting to see a whole different expanse up there. One would’ve thought that it would be the same, but the Angel also realized that Hometown wasn’t located on a continent they knew either.

The world was new.

It excited them just a bit.

“Figure it out yet?” A gruff, Susie-like voice asked right up against their ear.

The Angel yelped, the star chart falling to the ground. Susie chuckled, walking around to one of the other logs and getting herself seated. When the Angel scooped their chart back up, they also saw Kris coming back with…

Why the hell did they have branches in their mouth?

The Angel stared Kris down in silent question while they stalked over to the fire. Instead of being normal and putting it in with their hands, Kris just loosened their jaw and let them all fall in.

Okay.

Something stirring next to the Angel made them realize that they had yelled into Ralsei’s ear. He blinked a few times, adjusting his glasses. Immediately, the Angel muttered a quick “Sorry”.

A delayed chain reaction must’ve occurred, because now Ralsei yelped, realizing that he had fallen asleep on their shoulder. “Oh! Sorry-” He said their actual name, something that put the Angel at a strange ease. “I didn’t mean to fall asleep. I hope I didn’t-”

“You’re fine.” They waved him off, and noticed that their hand had goldish fur on it. It had changed shape. Hm. That didn’t seem wrong, but it didn’t feel right either. The Angel tried focusing on the words on the star chart again before glancing up at Susie. “To answer your question, no. Some are in the right places. Others aren’t. Names are sometimes the same, but not where they are.”

“Huh.” Susie kicked her feet up on the edge of the firepit, much to Ralsei’s horror when her boots almost touched the fire. As soon as Susie realized how hot the fire was getting, she put her feet back down immediately. “Ya know, when we bought stuff for smores, we probably should’ve gotten like… a tent… or something…”

As soon as smores were brought up, Kris leapt up again to go fish some marshmallows out of the van. “No room,” they said on the way, “Plus the van has enough room already.”

Oh right. The travel sleeping arrangements. They couldn’t always find a good place to stop, and the Angel couldn’t just keep editing their money value infinitely (they could, they just worried someone might catch on). The Angel tried to keep to themself in the front seat while everyone else had the back. It was more a matter of there just not being any room at all, and they would rather take the laid back seat considering both Kris and Susie competed for the chance to use Ralsei as a space heater.

A fourth member was missing in this scene. The Angel tried to imagine why. Something filled in the blanks. Right, Noelle would be taking care of family right now. The blank was filled, and the Angel didn’t feel worried anymore.

The Angel’s spine would be dead by the end of this trip. At least, everyone seemed to be in good spirits.

An obnoxious ticking started echoing out from somewhere. The Angel rationalized it as a bug before it could be thought about more. For the time, they ignored it.

With a few of the sticks that Susie found and didn’t throw into a fire, marshmallows were passed out. Apparently, Susie ate half of the bag before coming here. That tracked. She didn’t seem apologetic about it at all, but the Angel didn’t mind. 

They took the time to just… look at everyone. For some reason, they wanted to commit the faces to memory. Kris had a steady smile on their face that had rarely… rarely been there on their journey. Their shoulders had lost a weight that even the Angel’s soul hadn’t been able to get rid of. Susie was currently rambling about some scary campfire stories and how someone who actually knew some should tell one. Apparently, that would be the Angel’s job. Ralsei still looked a bit tired. The Angel didn’t know why, and tried to fill in the blanks with something reasonable.

The two of them shouldn’t even really be separate in the Light World, should they? The plan was always for the Angel to give Ralsei their soul, and yet here they both sat. The Angel even had their own horns perched on top of their head now. 

…That shouldn’t be possible.

The Angel pushed the feeling down. The ticking grew louder. Please, just a little longer.

A blank filled. Ralsei probably needed some exposure to the soul in some way to stay in the Light World. He always did like having the soul nearby. It was the only thing that made him truly real, and the Angel remembered their soul being carried around in his scarf whenever they were between vessels. Maybe they would be visited by the space heater soon. Maybe then Ralsei would actually get some damn sleep.

The Angel heard their name being called. When they glanced to the side, Ralsei stared at them with a worried frown. “Are you okay? You’re… um… not quite looking like yourself.”

A horn chipped off and fell to the ground. Tattered clothes replaced a comforting jacket. The Angel gripped their knees, trying not to focus on it. The ticking was growing louder. “I’m fine,” they tried to promise, but…

This never happened.

The Angel glanced at the fire. It didn’t really flicker in a way that looked natural. It radiated no warmth. The star chart in their lap had blurry words. The sky above them wasn’t one they’d ever seen in this world at all. It was one they’d seen on a mountaintop.

This was supposed to be their future.

Grey began to form across Ralsei’s body. Stone crusted across his fur, and the Angel yelled while trying to summon their soul to their aid. No, their… their light could counter this. It was supposed to be able to counter the Roaring. And yet, when they reached out for Ralsei, he became nothing more than a statue.

The pieces shattered in front of them.

The world around them began to melt.

Vertigo kicked in. The Angel tried to stand. They glanced at Susie, trying to grasp for any feeling of hope that she always brought.

A Shadow Mantle wreathed her body. It couldn’t protect her. It couldn’t save her. Why was she so still? Why wasn’t she able to smile anymore? This wasn’t right. This wasn’t-

Dust sifted through the Angel’s hands when they tried to grab for her.

The ticking grew louder. It grew slower.

Finality came.

The Angel stared up at Kris. Nothing but an empty expanse remained.

They were dreaming. It was a nightmare.

Which meant they fell asleep.

Which meant hours could have passed.

Days could have slipped by without them even knowing.

And they hadn’t managed a thing. They were no closer to helping their friends. The Angel knew the consequences, and they still failed.

Kris bowed their head. They sank to their knees, their own soul hovering out of their chest. The Angel didn’t try to reach out. They knew it was too late.

The soul shattered, and the ticking continued.

It grew louder. It was all that was left.

A final, resounding tick of a clock finally finishing its cycle met their ears.

It stopped.

Too much time had been wasted. The end came.

For the Angel, the world kept moving forward.

 


 

Toriel was not expecting to cancel classes today, but the moment Frisk called her with a frantic edge to their voice, she decided to give her students a day off. 

What else was she supposed to do?

For… most of their time on the surface, and in the Underground for that matter, Frisk had always been a rather capable child. There was a moment of adjustment on the surface where they had trouble getting their own bearings, but after such a troublesome and tumultuous journey, Toriel could not blame them. So, she did not find it odd when Frisk rapidly gained independence. Toriel was not ever particularly worried whenever Frisk went off on their own, but she would drop anything if they so much as called her.

Today, she had been called.

If only Toriel knew what she had actually been called into.

Frisk’s instructions were quite direct, though they said over and over to not “freak out” when she saw the monster in question. Apparently, one of Frisk’s friends, they said, needed to be picked up at a bus stop. However, Frisk advised that they were skittish, did not react well to being approached, and were terrified.

They needed somewhere safe to stay for a moment, Frisk said.

Well, Toriel could not say that she was used to hosting others in her home lately. Well, Sans came over, but that was different. It was a sad thing, but she supposed ever since she moved to the Ruins, it became a duty to not let anyone through the door. The monsters in the Ruins stayed away from her home. No one could come through from the other side. Her house was always empty until…

…Until a new face came and left all over again.

She remembered the days when monsters traveled through her own home. It was a simpler time back then, when she lived in New Home. Anyone could come through the house if they chose to, and she enjoyed hosting for monsters that came by.

She never managed to reestablish that habit on the surface. At least, she had good company here.

So, Toriel would just have to summon experience from a time long past. After all, she had lived many lifetimes in both scenarios. She still remembered how to take care of someone in need.

At least, she thought she did.

Toriel paced around her living room. If she kept this up, she was certain that she would wear a hole in the floor. Unfortunately, she could do little else to keep her mind occupied. She had already done as much as possible for this monster, and all she could do now was speculate.

Again, Toriel turned to look at the monster like the many times she had before.

After she found them and Papyrus at the bus stop, things became frantic. Her mind had not been able to catch up since then, and every time she looked, more and more questions formed. She tried to stifle any questioning of her own, because the questions did not help while she tended to a monster that looked all too familiar.

Except, her son never got to grow up.

When she arrived at the bus stop, it took her a few moments to get her bearings. Papyrus had to call out to her multiple times in order for her to not freeze. 

Her son’s face had been etched into her mind. That moment when he stumbled through the barrier, she remembered his smile as he crumbled to dust. Toriel remembered the pain in his eyes. She remembered how the soul empowered him, making him look far older than he should be, and yet Toriel could still see through to the scared child beyond.

Like it had all just been a bad dream, a monster looking far too similar to her child sat at that bus stop. They leaned against Papyrus’ shoulder, asleep like nothing around them mattered anymore. And yet, even as Toriel managed to slow her heart when she saw all of the obviously incorrect details, it still did not do much to dissuade how certain she was about their face.

The monster did not show any signs of waking when Toriel called for them. Exhaustion had set in under their eyes, and Toriel began to understand why they may need a place to stay for a moment.

Toriel went on autopilot. The details did not matter for the moment. However, she would have questions, and she would have asked them if the monster ever woke back up.

Unfortunately, while she had moved them to her couch to give them a place to rest, they had not shown any signs of waking.

It may have just been exhaustion, but Toriel had concerns of her own. A doctor may have been a wiser choice, but Toriel trusted that her healing magic could get rid of any wounds that the monster may have sustained. The problem was… she could find nothing visually wrong. The only glaring issue was their busted horn, which put a pit in her stomach the longer she looked at it. For a horn to come off, something awful must have happened.

They looked cold.

Of course, the clothes they wore looked like they would fall apart and fray at any moment. That would have to be fixed. However, for the time being, Toriel needed to make sure that this monster was well taken care of. There had to be a blanket somewhere. She worried that they would get sick like this. In fact, the broken horn should have worried Toriel more, but the fact of the matter was that it appeared to be healed over. It must have been broken a long time ago, or a proficient healer had already gotten to it.

So many things still needed to be done. Thankfully, someone else had not abandoned Toriel on the way back to her house. Smiling, Toriel turned to Papyrus who stood alert by the door, and asked, “Papyrus, would you be able to find a blanket for them? I wish to check them over one more time for injuries.”

Papyrus saluted. “Of course! I am sure that Frisk would not mind me leaving their side if you are here!” Ah yes, Papyrus had joined this little adventure home due to Frisk instructing him to stay nearby. While he was free to leave if he chose to do so, apparently he wished to stay and monitor the monster as well. He did rush away to find a blanket, which gave Toriel a moment to inspect them over once more.

She supposed that she had been so transfixed on their face that she missed something important. Their entire right pocket looked discolored. Carefully, Toriel reached out to see what the issue was, and when she saw what was inside, she had to cover her mouth.

She was wrong about the horn.

They… had been carrying their broken horn.

Any remaining blood on it appeared to be crusted over-

Why was there blood on the horn?

Toriel did not know if she should touch it. Unfortunately, she refused to leave it in the monster’s pocket while they were resting. There would be questions about this. If the horn had been lost in a fight with a human, then something terrible must have happened.

It stuck to their pocket while she pulled it out. Keeping it in her claws so as to not touch her fingers, Toriel swiped a rag from the kitchen to set it down on. Immediately, she washed her hands, trying to get the crusted blood out of her claws.

What had she gotten herself into?

At that moment, Papyrus returned with a blanket, looking into the living room before spotting Toriel in the kitchen. “Ms. Toriel! You promised that you would stand guard!”

Toriel kept the horn out of view for a moment before turning in an attempt to smile at Papyrus. “My apologies, but I… think I found something a bit disturbing.” She had to ask. “Papyrus, this monster did not seem hurt when you first saw them, did they?”

Papyrus put a hand on his chin, tapping his foot while mulling it over. “No! However! A few monsters did say that they looked a bit under the weather! I found this out while looking for them-” Papyrus stopped, putting both of his hands on the sides of his face. “Flowey! I completely forgot to meet our flower friend!”

“Oh, is… Flowey in town?” Toriel had not heard from him in quite a while. It was a surprise to her that he came in so quietly. Usually, his presence was known quite quickly the moment he appeared. He always had something snippy to say to her before going about his day, but he was rather consistent about having conversations with her whenever around… She shook her head, putting it aside for the moment. “I only asked, because… well… it seems like they have been in a fight recently.” She brought the horn forward, showing it to Papyrus to see if he had an opinion.

In normal Papyrus fashion, he leaned in a bit too close to inspect it. “Hm… that is quite worrying. Thankfully, Undyne and Asgore should have been on the case, and Flowey was looking for them!”

Ah. Right. Well, likely nothing had been found then. Undyne did tend to get slightly sidetracked at times, and Asgore… well… 

Now that Toriel was looking at it properly, the monster did have a bag of some kind that had been set on the ground next to the couch. She swore that she recognized that bag from somewhere. Rummaging through someone else’s things sounded rude, but a puzzle was slowly beginning to form here.

Papyrus finished laying a blanket out over the monster. For a moment, they looked calmer in their sleep. They had not moved at all, almost concerningly so. However, the usual signs of being fallen down were not showing. Their breathing seemed steady. They just… seemed tired. Hopefully, Toriel was not missing obvious signs that they were becoming tired enough to never wake back up.

Oh Frisk, what had they gotten into?

A knock sounded at the door. It sounded forceful, and Toriel instinctively straightened up with a scowl on her face. There was no need to be that rough with it. “Papyrus, could you get that for me?” She asked, turning back to the monster and gently placing her hand on their head. They might have gotten sick or feverish, and she just wanted to get an idea.

Once more, Papyrus saluted, running up to the door and swinging it wide open.

Heavy footfalls stomped inside.

Toriel glanced up, staring down a very angry Undyne.

Slowly, she rose to her feet. Cautiously, she watched Undyne’s face when the lone eye began to move towards the monster behind Toriel. “Oh! Undyne, I was not expecting you. Is everything all right?” 

From behind Undyne, Toriel caught Asgore standing in the doorway. He did not enter, as if stepping in would burn him somehow. It did let a draft in, but at the very least he seemed apologetic about what he had brought to her house.

“All right?” Undyne growled, and her eye twitched to the monster behind Toriel. She pointed, about to say something, before she put her head in her hands and grimaced. “I don’t even know what the hell to ask about how you got that monster here, but they’re coming with us.”

Toriel furrowed a brow at Undyne. That was the tone Undyne typically used when on official business. Unfortunately, Toriel must have seen a very different scene here than Undyne, because Toriel only saw a sleeping monster. “I do have questions of my own…” She admitted, trying to remain cordial despite Undyne barging in. “However, I believe it would be best to talk outside where we will not wake them.”

Undyne did not look happy in the slightest. “I’m not so worried about their nap time considering they have a human soul,” she clarified, making the crime extremely clear. “Dunno if either of you knew that…” She glanced at both Papyrus and Toriel, like the two of them were not at all the target of her ire. Instead, it focused all on the monster sleeping behind Toriel. “And y’know, after the bullshit that happened last night, I don’t think we’re letting this one slide.”

That explained the blood all too well.

Toriel suddenly grew concerned. After all, she refused to let the last person who killed humans indiscriminately enter her house, and he still stood at the doorway. Was that why Frisk spared her the details? Had something terrible happened?

Before she could make a decision to end the stalemate with Undyne, Papyrus walked up next to both of them, placing hands on both of their shoulders. “Actually! I have thought of an interesting idea!” He grinned, glancing between the two of them and getting both of their attentions. “I feel very strongly about this for no reason in particular! But! Are they not… already detained?!” He waved around the room like something was obvious. “After all, you three are the strongest friends I know! In fact, it may be a tad redundant to move them to the usual location!”

Undyne’s fins sagged. “Papyrus, we can’t just let ‘em hang out. They’re dangerous. It’s about justice now, not keeping them comfortable.”

Toriel understood what Undyne was referring to. The police station hadn’t been used in a while, but she understood the fate of anyone who killed a human and absorbed their soul.

However, Papyrus remained undeterred. “And justice you will get! However! I have a strong feeling that they will be more amenable to talking if not… er…” He began to sweat slightly. “Distressed? It is a tense situation, no doubt! However, it is nothing that a bit of courtesy cannot solve!”

From the door, Asgore finally chimed in, “Had I not known that the humans gave us clear instructions, I would not have dreamed of putting them in a cell.” He glanced at that monster in the same way Toriel did. He had seen it as well. Toriel wanted to ask if this monster was his, but she thought she already knew the answer now. “...but they have… proven themself to be quite the risk.”

Toriel found herself in conflict as well. If this monster had killed… if they had killed another human, then…

They still had her son’s face.

They still seemed peaceful for a moment, like a burden had been lifted for just a moment.

“Do you know if they harmed anyone?” Toriel asked. She had to know. 

Undyne immediately pointed a thumb at her chest. “Uh, yeah. Me and Asgore.” She swiveled her head at him. “We both agreed that wasn’t a dream, right? They just did that?”

Asgore nodded, confirming something that Toriel was not privy to.

“Okay cool.” Undyne turned back around. “Their story didn’t add up. They kept dodging around everything. When we told them to stay put, they pulled a god damn geyser out of the floor.” She put a hand on her head like she would have a migraine. “Neither of you are gonna believe what we put up with tonight, but I don’t wanna wait around for them to do that again!”

A-a what? “Excuse me?” Toriel questioned, now feeling the same migraine coming on. “I am sorry, I think that you will have to be a little more clear about precisely what they did.”

“I don’t know how to be more clear,” Undyne huffed, crossing her arm. “Bottom line is they can’t be left alone. Dunno how we’d even stop them if they did wanna get out. Whatever they did got past Alphys’ magic field.”

Papyrus found a moment to interject when a weak point exposed itself, “All the more reason to keep them comfortable! If a prison cannot hold them, then the only thing that can is understanding!” He put his hand on Undyne’s shoulder again. “Besides! If any humans are disturbed by our efforts, then I will simply inform them that this was the best course of action! They trust me! And it is the best idea! Because it’s my idea!”

As a matter of fact, Toriel agreed. As far as they all were aware, this monster had not hurt anyone other than their pursuers. The blood on their horn was… concerning, but that would have to wait until answers could be given. Papyrus certainly had an excellent point that a fight was not necessary here, and besides, they were still resting. “My house will certainly not be fought in, and they are resting at the moment.”

Undyne must have realized that she was losing this debate, because she started waving her hands. “Can we at least restrain them? If they can’t move, then at least they can’t do that weird geyser thing again!”

Again, like something was very obvious, Papyrus gestured at a branch that he insisted on bringing back with the monster. “I don’t think there’s a need!”

Toriel was not going to make her house into a makeshift prison. “There will be nothing like that in this house.” She really had gotten into a terrible situation, had she not? Frisk knew that Toriel would be needed to hold the line against someone like Undyne. “I think Papyrus’ idea is excellent. Besides, Frisk called them a friend, so I am inclined to trust my child’s judgement.”

“Frisk thinks that about anyone though!” Undyne protested, but she looked like she was running out of options and patience.

Idly from the back, Asgore commented, “They… did appear to know Frisk. At least… in some capacity.” His eyes lingered on the monster like he wanted to put together a puzzle that he did not yet have all the pieces for. “They seemed amenable to talking until they were told that they would be delayed. Supposedly, they are concerned for the safety of a few friends.”

Toriel’s eyes narrowed. Oh for the love of- Seriously? “So the two of you jailed them?” The temperature rose a degree. “How long were you going to wait until you mentioned that there is a danger out there? They have a broken, bloodied horn, Asgore! It does not matter what instructions you were given if lives are at stake.”

And yet, the two of them had always disagreed on that.

Asgore lowered his head. He still did not dare come through the threshold. “We found nothing. We planned to search again, but before we could…” He lost his voice for a moment, staring at the offending horn. “As a matter of fact, the horn… or rather, the blood was their own.”

That… couldn’t happen. Toriel glanced at Undyne for confirmation, and Undyne nodded without any hesitation. “Cracked the damn thing off in their cell. Didn’t get a good look at what they did with it on account of them pulling a god damn geyser out of the ground.” Her eye never left the monster, like they would move any second. She did not wish to be caught off guard. “Monsters don’t bleed, which just adds to all the weird crap they do.”

Papyrus narrowed his eye-sockets. “Some do!”

“Regardless,” Toriel interrupted everything, bringing the conversation back to her actual point. “You mean to tell me that you imprisoned a monster who was willing to speak to you, but began to fight you when those closest to them were not safe?”

Undyne practically yelled, finally reaching her limit, “They have a human soul. They tried to run the moment we saw it. They attacked both me and Asgore. And, guess what?” The invisible barrier between Toriel and Undyne finally broke, Undyne advancing to get in her face before jabbing a finger at her chest. “If Flowey didn’t wake us up, we’d still be knocked out in the police station, because they won that fight. They’re. Dangerous.”

Toriel remained put, refusing to back up in the slightest towards a monster who clearly needed her defense now. “And yet, neither of you seem particularly hurt.” Just to make sure, she did another once-over of both of them, and no wounds were visible on either of their bodies. “Is it not reasonable for one to lash out if they believe their loved ones are in danger? Is it not more reasonable if in the end, it was resolved without harm?”

After all, Toriel’s own fire burned brightly back in the Underground. She used it against Asgore when he nearly fought Frisk. She understood what this monster must have gone through to know that their loved ones were in danger. They must have only received empty platitudes, knowing Asgore.

Undyne’s unerring determination finally wavered. She took a step back, going on the defensive once more when she tried to grapple with the situation. “You don’t get it. They definitely hurt us, but it didn’t-” She turned back to Asgore for help, but he shook his head like he had none. “It didn’t carry over! It was like it didn’t matter! They beat the living hell out of us, and I don’t feel any of it!”

Toriel sighed, “Then they are not a danger.” Unfortunately for Undyne, Toriel had finally reached her limit as well. “This is a home, Undyne, not a prison. Frisk has decided to put their trust in this monster, so I will do the same. If you wish to disturb this house after Papyrus and Frisk have both voiced their want for a peaceful solution, then I cannot help you any further.”

The Ambassador of Monsterkind had been quite clear. He would handle any flak that came from the humans about this, and considering how much of a joy Papyrus was to be around, Toriel had no doubts that he could achieve this. Frisk trusted easily, but they also saw the best in everyone. Should anyone be able to calm… whatever this was down, then it would be Frisk. Even Asgore looked resigned in the back, but he had always been quite good at making decisions that he immediately regretted later.

Only Undyne had to relent.

Toriel did not want to fireball Undyne out of the house, but she would.

“Not to worry, Undyne!” Papyrus stepped in once more, a cheery smile on his face as always. “Everything will be all right here with Ms. Toriel keeping watch! You and I have an important task to take care of, after all!”

Undyne broke her focus for a moment to look at Papyrus with nothing but confusion etched across her face. “Uh… and what’s that?”

“Breakfast!” Before he said another word, Papyrus began pushing Undyne towards the doorway, her heels sliding across the floor. “We all forgot breakfast! No wonder everyone is so cranky! You and I can go find something while things are sorted out here!”

Despite Undyne digging her heels, she kept being pushed towards the door. “Papyrus! We can’t just-”

“Nonsense! Out we go!” Papyrus heard none of it, shoving Undyne past Asgore and waving goodbye to Toriel. “We will be back in better spirits! I will bring something back! After all, QC offered!”

The door did not slam shut on account of Asgore still standing in it. However, Undyne vanished around the corner, and her angry shouting trailed off slowly but surely.

That left Toriel and Asgore staring each other down.

She questioned as soon as no one was around to hear, “I assume you know nothing about this either, then?” It was the politest way of phrasing the question. This monster looked far too old to have been born on the surface. They would have to have been born in the Underground, and there were little alternatives for how a monster like this could come to be.

Asgore stiffened. “I do not. If I may… offer insight… they did tell me concerning things.”

“If you wish to not join Undyne, then I pray that it is something that is not unbelievably cruel, Asgore.” Despite her maintaining a more cordial demeanor around Asgore as of late, what she had heard was unacceptable.

“No! It’s…” He paused. In many of the speeches Toriel had heard Asgore give, he rarely managed to lose his words. In fact, one of his worst traits was that he did not know how to stop talking when his mouth moved before his mind did. Seeing him confused felt unnatural. “They claimed… so many odd things. They brought up the Holidays at first, but things became more confusing. They called themself the Angel. They told me I said we would… be a family…” Asgore put a fist up in front of his mouth. “They told me that I… harmed Frisk… when you and I both know I never had the chance to make such a terrible mistake.”

Toriel did not see a hair on Frisk’s head harmed when she arrived, but she still politely suggested the most likely scenario, “They could have assumed, considering your history.” 

Asgore nodded like he should have expected that, and he did his best to hide the frown on his face. “I have met many liars in my life. They said each and every word with conviction, and I simply do not understand. I wish to, but…”

Right now, Toriel could not ask these questions. “They will answer when they are ready.” She decided on, before glancing down at a very familiar back that the monster had brought with them. “That… would not be one of your bags, would it?”

Asgore squinted at it for a moment before he realized something. “Come to think of it… I… er… seem to have misplaced my keys. And… well… I would certainly recognize that bag anywhere. It was… in my truck.” He glanced at Toriel before glancing at the bag, not quite willing to cross the threshold of the door. “Do you mind if I er… perhaps take a look?”

Toriel sighed, gesturing for him to come in.

Asgore carefully wiped his feet on the doormat before stepping inside like this was hallowed ground. Quickly, he scurried over to the bag before opening it, fishing out a very familiar set of keys. “Ah! Can’t get far without these!” He chuckled to himself for a moment before looking at the other things in the bag. “I think… I will just let them keep this. I have plenty of bags, anyway.”

Well, at least that was something nice. Still, there was a matter of clothing. Toriel could not go out herself, but… perhaps she could call Papyrus. No- actually- Papyrus’ fashion choices may be a little much for someone like this monster. Or anyone for that matter. That only left one other person who could really help out. “If you are planning to return here, would you mind at least bringing them some new clothes?”

Asgore looked shocked for a moment that he was being trusted with a task like that. “I will… certainly do my best!” With his car keys in hand, Asgore did not linger for too long. On the way out, he turned back to look at the monster one more time before asking, “Would it be all right if I returned to ask questions of my own?”

Toriel felt too exhausted to argue at this point, but she still had requirements. “As long as you do not threaten them with imprisonment again, and they agree to see you, then I do not see why not.”

Satisfied, Asgore bowed his head, using the reduced height to duck out of the doorway. He forgot the door behind him for a moment before reaching back in to shut it.

Silence finally came. Toriel’s shoulders relaxed.

Another knock sounded at the door, and all of the previous tension returned again. Thankfully, this knock sounded a bit softer, so hopefully Undyne had not returned.

When Toriel opened the door, she realized that she was expecting to see someone tall. 

Instead, she had to lower her head just a bit to see Frisk, who sheepishly waved knowing what chaos they had brought upon her house. “Hi mom!”

Toriel pinched the bridge of her snout, trying very hard not to lose her mind about what had been going on for the past hour or so at her house. “My child, it is always wonderful to see you, but I am afraid I am going to need a very long explanation for this one.”

Frisk’s sheepishness turned into defeat rather quickly. “They weren’t bad, were they?” Frisk wondered out loud, glancing at the monster asleep on the couch. When they saw the state of the room, they breathed a sigh of relief and started panting like they had run all the way here.

“Er… no. It was…” Toriel gestured vaguely. “Everyone else that became an issue. Thankfully, Papyrus was very helpful in calming things. I am afraid that Undyne was not so thrilled.”

As if taking a mental note of yet another name to add to the ensuing chaos, Frisk nodded. “Sorry. At least they’re asleep?” They tried to look on the bright side, and they seemed genuinely relieved about that fact. “I didn’t think they’d be asleep.”

Toriel sighed before her eyes narrowed dangerously when she realized something. “Frisk, you would not be skipping classes right now, would you?”

They froze before trying to smile again, though it did not meet their eyes. “I might be… but it’s important.”

Toriel was going to lose years of her immortal life somehow. Ah well, it was not like she could stop Frisk even if she tried. “It is important to attend your classes, regardless of what is happening here.”

“They have a human soul,” Frisk reasoned back, though the humor in their voice died out when they voiced it properly. “Can’t.”

Hm… This was the exact reason why all of them wanted to give Frisk a bit of time to themself in college. For so long, Frisk had been cleaning up messes behind everyone. Toriel supposed that she just wanted Frisk to have a chance to live… a bit more normally for a while without that responsibility on their shoulders.

Now, they had been dragged right back in, and they looked tired as well. Had they not been sleeping?

Well, this was Toriel’s house, and she could enforce a few ground rules. “My child, you will be resting if you are going to be taking a day off, especially since your friend is currently doing the same.”

Frisk looked offended. “Can’t sleep while this is happening.”

“Nonsense.” Toriel refused to hear anything else. She could see the bags under their eyes. College must have been wearing them down in its own way. “This old lady can handle herself, and I will call you down when they do wake up. I am afraid that it will do no good for you to linger, and I believe that giving them a bit of time might be wise as well.”

Frisk wanted to protest. Unfortunately, they had already lost the war. They were tired. “Fine,” they relented, turning towards the stairs, “But only after I go out to get something.”

Well, Frisk… had been in a rush, and Toriel had no one else she could send. If Frisk went out for a moment, that would probably be all right. “Just be back before you get too tired, all right?”

Frisk smiled like they did not plan on doing that at all.

 


 

As soon as Frisk left the house, they went off the beaten path as soon as possible. They needed to find a save point as soon as possible in case anything went wrong, and they knew that a conversation was about to happen. They did not want to speak to Flowey out in the open whenever he showed his face.

So, the hunt began.

Frisk didn’t get a few steps away from the house before a flower sprouted from the ground.

Before Frisk could even say anything, Flowey tried weaseling his way out of it, “Okay, before you say anything, they asked for it!”

That was not the way Frisk thought that they would be starting this conversation. Instead of stopping for Flowey, Frisk momentarily ignored him, continuing to march around and look for a save point. When they finally gathered up enough of themself to not feel pissed, they said, “You’re better than that.”

Flowey burrowed into the ground to pop up next to them as they walked. “I already told you, idiot, I’m not! Besides, not like they’re a goody-two-shoes either!” He sank again when Frisk walked too fast, popping up a little further away. “Speaking of, you really shouldn’t be looking for a save right now.”

Frisk wasn’t too keen on listening to someone who just liked using wanton murder as a solution to problems. “Why?”

“Oh, I dunno…” Flowey talked like it was obvious, popping out of the ground again when Frisk kept moving and practically yelling in their face. “You only have one!” He at least got Frisk to stop in their tracks, and plastered a cheery smile on his face as soon as they did. “Let me put this in a way you can understand. Everyone already knows they have a human soul. They attacked two of your friends and caused sooo many issues. If word gets out that a monster with a human soul is in your mother’s house, and you have no way of going back…”

They would have to reset.

Because they only had one save, any time they hunted for a star, that was permanent.

The stakes had never been this high since coming to the surface, and Frisk almost forgot how limited their ability to wind the clock back actually was if they saved over something. Keeping that save back at the college campus might actually be the safest thing to do.

Except, they weren’t going to listen to Flowey’s advice.

It wasn’t perfect, but with another person able to remember, Frisk would rather save in a spot where they knew the monster was. If they loaded the previous night’s save, they would be unable to find the monster again if things went badly.

“I’m fine with that.” Frisk clenched their teeth. “Not taking advice from you. You killed them.”

Two small vines came out of the ground, Flowey slamming them in anger as soon as they were uprooted. “Come on! I’ve killed you before, and I don’t see you whining!”

“Why’d you do it?” Frisk just wanted to know. Despite Flowey’s tendencies in the Underground, he really had never been close to actually harming anyone on the surface. His pranks sometimes were mean-spirited, but he never actually hurt anyone. Even when he knew Frisk would be loading soon, he kept true to his word that he wouldn’t harm anyone.

“Psh,” Flowey scoffed, glancing off to the side, “It’s not important. They’re just an idiot.”

Frisk didn’t even need Chara to tell them that he was lying through his teeth. If he couldn’t even look at them, then he definitely had a reason. He’d be pretty straightforward if he did it for fun. “Least you can do is not lie.”

“It’s none of your business!” Flowey slammed his vines again, and they began to look more thorny as his cheery smile broke into an actual, angry snarl. “I think them looking like a dead prince is enough of a giveaway! If you want to play patty-cake with someone else’s save power, be my guest! Just don’t be mad at me when it comes back to bite you.” As quickly as it appeared, Flowey’s snarl left, and a cheery smile returned to his face. “See ya later!”

Frisk didn’t even get a chance to stop him before he sunk back into the ground, taking the thorny vines with him.

Even now, he never believed that they could make peaceful solutions work.

It didn’t matter.

He’d go let off some steam somewhere else, somewhere where he wasn’t hurting someone, and then he’d be back. They’d figure him out when he did. He always ended up coming back in the end.

Chara seemed unamused by the entire display, and their narration at least made Frisk feel slightly better. “Considering the worse alternatives, and considering how poorly the day could have gone, you have at least managed to get things slightly under control. Despite the flower’s words, it fills you with determination.”

They didn’t need to hunt this time. A golden star flashed into existence next to Frisk, and they reached out their hand.

One way or another, Frisk was going to figure out that being that used to travel with them. They had to. After seeing everything it could do, and after hearing the way they panicked about people they lost…

Frisk had questions, and questions only brought curiosity.

They’d figure this out.

 


 

The day dragged on. At some point, Papyrus brought food but did not bring back Undyne. The monster did not wake up even when Toriel gently tried to call out to them. The food went untouched. She would just have to heat it up later.

At another point, Asgore arrived again, bringing some clothes that at least looked presentable. He must have only been used to buying clothes for Frisk as a gift, because he stuck with their usual set of clothing. Toriel decided to politely not comment on how poorly a hoodie would work for a monster with horns in comparison to Frisk, but at least it was something. At least he did not plague the monster with the barrage of colors he usually wore and kept things closer to their… strangely monochrome clothing.

Again, the monster did not wake up when Toriel tried to get their attention again. When they woke back up, they would at least have something nicer to wear.

The walking stick was another issue. She finally figured out why Papyrus hung onto that branch so dearly. Asgore explained when he came back that they could not walk well. While Toriel could not do anything about it right now… if she could find something better than a branch for them, then maybe that would be helpful.

Daylight bled away and dusk took its place. Frisk had returned a long time ago, and they had taken to napping in their own bed as Toriel instructed.

So, that left her in the living room when dusk turned to dark.

Toriel grew worried the longer she waited. She wondered if she should try to jostle them awake, but that might scare them. Frisk was quite clear about that after all.

She brought a book into the room just to pass the time. In a bit, she might have to wake the monster up on her own. They had nothing to eat all day, and certainly needed something to drink soon. 

And yet, the night began passing on. Toriel’s head started to sag. Her eyes slowly began to shut, and thoughts began to slip away.

A choked gasp for air made her head shoot right back up before she could slip away entirely. Something heavy pressed down into the room, or perhaps it was just Toriel remembering that she should be awake.

The monster who shared her son’s face had been still for so long. Now, they began to move. She thought she would see them flail or panic, but instead she saw barely anything in the dark.

They stayed still for a moment, bringing their hand in front of their eyes.

Something cracked. The monster’s hand fell to their face, and they began to wipe at their eyes as a quieter, strangled noise escaped their throat.

Oh.

Slowly, Toriel rose from her chair. A soft light from the moon outside caught in the monster’s eyes as they tried to hide them away. Their shoulders shook. Something in their soul had finally been unable to take whatever burdened them anymore.

She’d seen a smaller face cry like this many times before.

Perhaps, she was projecting, but she approached without a second thought. They did not notice her. Their face remained buried in their hands. Nothing else in the world mattered to them.

Softly, Toriel tried to comfort them. She tried to brush their fur back just like she had many times when Asriel cried in her arms. “It will be all right. You are safe here.”

And yet, the moment she touched them, she remembered that this was not Asriel.

Red flared to life on the monster’s chest. Toriel saw a soul not-so-dissimilar from Frisk’s for the briefest of moments before the rest of the monster’s body became wreathed in the same light. An arm struck her hand away, causing her to withdraw it as the monster went into a flurry of motion.

Their panic only ended when they had readjusted to pin their back against the couch, trying to get as far away from Toriel as possible. Wild eyes stared her down, glowing the same red in the darkness as the soul. Tears had stopped falling, but even in the dark, she could see something glistening in their fur due to the light from their chest. In a rasp that betrayed how dry their throat was, they begged, “Don’t touch me. Don’t. Please. I can’t-”

This was not Asriel.

She had gotten far too ahead of herself.

Toriel took a step back. She realized she towered over them, and tried to kneel down to the floor in order to hopefully make them less afraid. Many monsters had been scared of her, but she did not expect a face such as that to look at her with such terror. Despite the pang in her own soul, she softly promised, “I will not until you are ready.” It did not seem to bring comfort to the monster. “You have been through a lot, have you not?”

The light remained on their chest. It shimmered in their eyes which now flicked around the room. No recognition flashed, and they realized they were not where they fell asleep. “How… how long… have I been here?” They swallowed, trying to get rid of some of the pain in their throat.

“You’ve slept all day,” she answered honestly, and perhaps that was a mistake.

The monster’s claws returned to their head. They dug deep enough to where Toriel was scared that wounds would open. Uneven breaths and another choking sound came from the monster’s mouth. They whispered the same thing over and over again: “They’re gone.”

No matter how many times they said it, and no matter how many times Toriel tried to stop them, they kept whispering the same thing over and over again. Their voice started to become raw the more they tried to speak. No matter how much it hurt them, they kept repeating what tragedy had occurred to them.

No wonder they had fought Asgore and Undyne. What a terrible fate they had been given.

Toriel rose to her feet. The monster did not acknowledge her movement as she went to go get a glass of water for them. Hopefully, it would calm them down enough to explain what had happened. Toriel was already trying to put the pieces together herself. If their friends were in danger, and they broke out of a cell to try to aid them, then of course lingering here for a day would mean the worst.

She just needed to figure out what had happened to them.

But first, she needed to put them back together.

Toriel returned to the living room. First, she tried offering the water to the monster. They had stopped muttering to themself, but as soon as Toriel drew close, the red light in their chest and around their body returned.

They did not accept the drink.

Slowly, Toriel placed it on a table next to the couch. “No one will bring you harm for as long as you are here,” she promised again, and she meant every word of it. “Please, child, what is your name?”

The monster let out a huff of air. The sobs started breaking into something akin to disbelieving laughter. And yet, the laughs never carried the usual happy noise one made. They were just breathy, and failed every time the monster tried to make one. “Not a child. No name. Of course, you all forgot.” Their claws sank deeper into their fur. “The only people who knew are gone. My name doesn’t matter anymore.”

Ah… of course. She… she was just projecting again. Their horns were long enough to indicate adulthood at the very least, though she could not guess their exact age. Although, Toriel was beginning to understand what Asgore meant about their words being confusing. And yet, perhaps it was not all that confusing. “I insist that it does. Whatever grief you are going through does not diminish who you are, I promise you that.”

Their claws scraped down their face, revealing one of their glowing eyes again. “No.” Teeth bared. The monster snarled, “You all think you can just ask for my name. You knew my name, and I took it away from you when you all made it clear you don’t want me. That I’m not allowed here.” The snarl vanished. Hysterics took over again. “You don’t get that. The only people who wanted me are dead. They were all I was. My name dies with them.”

Toriel was certain that she had never known this monster before, and yet they talked with her like she should be familiar with them. “I understand your distress. I know what it is like to lose those closest to you.” She did not miss the way the monster tensed up like they wished to lash out. “I… only wish to know what to call you. It does not have to be your name. Maybe just… a nickname?”

Vitriol spilled out. “Pick your favorite. I’ve been called a lot: The Angel, Heaven, human soul, a threat, Chara…” They punctuated the last one with finality, and Toriel’s resolve against them finally shook. “It just doesn’t matter anymore.”

Every single name they gave caused more questions than the last. Why were they called a being only loosely mentioned in prophecy? What heaven did they refer to? Why then were they called the soul still shining on their chest? Was it Undyne who called them a threat? And finally… Toriel’s eyes narrowed. “I trust that you do not take that name lightly. If you are angry with me, I will accept it wholeheartedly. Do not drag my child into this.”

“You said we’d be a family once too.” The monster’s tears had finally gone away completely. Nothing remained but bitterness behind their eyes. “And… do you know… what I’ve had to deal with since coming here?” Their hand went for their bag before slinging it over their shoulder. “Your politics… People thinking I’m someone I’m not… and no matter how hard I try to make things make sense to any of you, I never can.” Their hand curled into a fist. “And every time I failed, I got closer to my friends paying the price. Now, look at what I’ve done.”

They rose to their feet, soul still shining brightly on their chest. Despite them being smaller than Toriel, she still felt a pressure coming from above. She remained firm, not budging from her position. Asgore and Undyne claimed this monster was dangerous, but she could see the fear behind their eyes. Their soul was not out for no reason, after all. “Many of us have asked to understand. If you would try once more, then perhaps we could help you.”

Their head turned away, eyes closing. The monster scoffed, putting a hand on their head. “Too late now.” A bitter exhale escaped their nose. “It’s just too late. It’ll be over soon, anyway.”

“And yet, you could still try-”

“Just stop,” the monster interrupted her, opening their eyes again and moving to swipe their branch from the wall. When they turned back to her, they did not look at her again. They kept their eyes trained on the floor. “Forget today happened. All of you, live your lives. The less you know about me, the better.” 

“I-” Toriel did not understand why they were so resistant. “Frisk wished to speak with you as well. They claimed they were your friend. Even despite everything, Asgore wishes to speak with you as well.”

Their grip on their branch tightened. The soul started to dim. “I… I can’t do this anymore. Just…” Their head sank lower. “The questions. The accusations. The chases. The hurting.”

“You do not have to anymore.” How could she make them see that? Yes, there would… probably continue to be questions, but if they were tired then… “You can rest here for as long as you like. No one is going to hurt you here.”

Toriel did not know what broke, only that something did.

The monster’s eyes dulled. The soul vanished back into their chest. The red around their body faded away. “Can I just be alone for a while?” They asked, never looking back up to stare her in the face. “I can’t… do this right now.”

Of… of course. She had lost herself for a moment. If those closest to them were truly gone, then… surely they needed time to grieve.

She knew that need to be alone all too well.

“Very well.” She could at least just let them sit for a moment. “There is water still on the table for you, and you may help yourself to anything in the fridge. Though please… do not go anywhere. It already took quite a bit of convincing to get Undyne to leave my house.”

The monster nodded like they did not care about a word she said. Nevertheless, they sat down with the bag still fastened around them and the branch still in hand. They did not move any further.

Toriel had locked the door. The monster looked frail at the moment, and considering the way they began staring off into space, she doubted they would be moving. Hopefully, they would just listen to her just this once. “I will let Frisk know you are awake. You do not have to speak unless you are ready.”

Again, they nodded. Their facial expression did not change. 

“Just please rest.” It was all she could end on. They no longer wanted to talk anymore.

Toriel sighed. Admittedly, it was difficult to break through to that monster. Perhaps, she had been too brash trying to do so while they still had so many fears about their loved ones. Maybe it really would have to be Frisk who spoke to them. She had never seen a monster so resistant to expressing themself.

The staircase creaked as Toriel walked up to Frisk’s room. When she reached the top of the staircase, she spotted Frisk themself down the hall, already beginning to make their way through.

In question, Frisk tilted their head down the stairs. “Heard they were awake.”

“Ah, yes, hm…” Sending Frisk in now probably would not do any good. “I think… we should give them a moment. Unfortunately, it seems that they are not well enough to talk to anyone.”

Frisk stood still for a moment as if debating with themself. They used to do this a lot after coming to the surface, and some habits must have never changed. “Are they just sitting down there?”

Toriel nodded. “They did not appear to wish to do much of anything, as a matter of fact.”

Frisk’s shoulders loosened up. Despite being relieved a little bit, they still glanced down the staircase. “I’m… going to check in on them, just in case.”

Despite the monster’s wishes, Toriel was a tad too tired to stop Frisk. Besides, if they were Frisk’s friend, then maybe a simple check-in would be all right. At the moment, Toriel needed to rest, but she knew that terrifying thoughts would be awaiting her when she did.

Like many times she already had today, she chose to trust in Frisk. “Very well. Do not stay up too late. You still have classes in the morning.”

Frisk shrugged like they knew they were already doomed and walked down the stairs.

She was unable to find easy sleep, and yet she still managed eventually. It caused her to miss a short conversation happening somewhere under her. It allowed her to miss a door creaking open from downstairs. When she heard footsteps calmly walking back up the stairs, she thought nothing of it.

All she thought about was why the monster said they’d been called Chara.

 


 

Even now, Asgore wondered if the graveyard was a mockery.

He visited as often as possible. It was only right to do so, considering all that had happened. That was… a light way to put it, but Asgore did not have the ability to police his own thoughts at the moment. He never did, when standing at this gravesite.

It was a newer development on the surface. Graveyards were not typically a fixture within the Underground. Monsters had their dust spread across an object they loved, so they could always continue living on through it. Burial… was a human rite more than anything.

When monsters came to the surface, they adopted that rite themselves.

Spreading the dust still happened, but monsters found the idea of others visiting graves nice. It meant that their loved ones would have company when others visited a graveyard. And… the need for a graveyard became necessary with…

Asgore sighed, standing at the one indoor fixture just past many of the gravestones. It was an eight-sided building which housed some of the cruelest deaths the Underground had seen. Asgore’s own hands were responsible for six, and his own inaction was responsible for another two.

None of the bodies were here. This place was merely a memorial. Despite Asgore putting the humans to rest in their own coffins, the bodies vanished when the barrier broke. A memorial was still created for the sacrifices, and for the lives those humans gave for monsterkind’s freedom.

That was the story humans believed.

Asgore visited the memorial as much as he could, for he did not deserve to be free of the crimes he had committed.

He did not understand why Frisk spared him of his rightful fate.

Asgore was fully prepared to tell the humans everything. After all, he had led his people to the sun again. Monsters were beginning to integrate on the surface. All he wanted to do was give closure to any family who may have lost their children. If he had to live his immortal life atoning for what he had done, then he would do so gladly. He deserved nothing less.

When humans asked how the barrier had been broken if it required seven souls, Frisk explained everything on their own.

Except… Frisk did not tell the truth in the slightest.

In a more eloquent way than Frisk had ever spoken before, they wove a story about the Underground being a dangerous place for any child. They even recounted hazards that Frisk had never encountered on their journey according to the route they took through the Underground. They claimed that the souls were found in the Underground, but the bodies were not. The children had met a terrible fate under the mountain, and their sacrifices were not forgotten when the barrier finally broke.

They lied.

Asgore did not know why they lied for him.

He was not sure if he wished for them to do that in the first place.

And yet, he had been given a second chance, despite deserving nothing of the sort.

A human testifying about the natural dangers of the Underground swayed the humans into understanding. Families of the fallen children could not be found anymore. Far too much time had passed, and no one reached out to seek closure.

It left Asgore feeling empty.

He did not allow himself to complain. He stood at the memorial made for them. Things they wore and weapons they used were placed on top of a plaque for each human who had fallen, brought to this place by Frisk in the end. He promised to do everything in his power to atone. He just… did not understand how.

Besides, he had already failed the two children who mattered most to him.

Chara and Asriel had memorials of their own. Their sacrifices would never be forgotten either. And yet, all the same, Asgore did not know how to atone. He would have… many more years to figure it out. After all, his children were gone, which left him all the time in the world to think of how it all went wrong. Even now, he could not shake the feeling.

Asgore sighed. Perhaps, when dawn came again, he would check in with Toriel. Hopefully, at the very least, he could solve this brewing situation with the humans. Papyrus seemed to be resolute that he could calm tensions, but no party had actually told the humans about the monster with a human soul yet. There… was never any time to give the warning the previous night, and now that they were certainly breaking protocol, everyone was deferring to Papyrus. Papyrus himself had not said a word to his colleagues.

It was all becoming so complicated.

Asgore glanced through the glass of the small building he was in, seeing a shadow moving through the graveyard. He wondered who might be out at this time of night. At least, the monsters who rested elsewhere would have their own company.

When Asgore noticed the telltale sign of gold fur in the darkness, he realized that something was amiss.

Oh Toriel, what had happened for the monster to escape?

Asgore almost went out after them, but when he saw that the monster wasn’t in a rush, he decided to watch for a moment. Like they did truly respect this place, they walked through it slowly and quietly. Logically, they should be being pursued right now, but no urgency was reflected in their motions or expression.

Their eyes looked dull. Their movements seemed tired. Eventually, their eyes settled on a grave that Asgore knew well, and they stopped.

The monster reached a hand up to their ear before unfastening a ribbon that they did not have the last time they and Asgore spoke. Asgore could not see what they did with it. Instead, he watched as they sat down in the grass, staring down at the object in their hand.

They did not move.

Well, Asgore supposed that… he should try to get them back to Toriel. Perhaps, they had made an escape attempt, and they merely gave up when they realized they were too fatigued.

Asgore finally left the memorial and made his approach.

Without so much as turning their head towards him, the monster talked into open air, “Hi Asgore. Please don’t come any closer.”

He stopped three paces away from the monster. Their last talk had been while fighting, and they had barely been able to speak before that. Hearing them talk now… it was unnerving how little panic seeped into their voice. It remained level. Asgore had to question, “You do understand that you should not be out here, correct?”

“Frisk recommended I come here. They said it would be quiet.” A frustrated huff escaped their mouth. Their breaths condensed just in front of them. At least, it looked like they were wearing the jacket that Asgore bought them. Yet, they still shivered. “Just leave me to my failures. You can do whatever you want with me tomorrow.”

Now standing closer, Asgore could see the way they thumbed a sparkling ribbon in their hand. Their lowered head remained transfixed on it. He… was unsure what to do. Perhaps, he should listen and do nothing, but…

He recalled peering into a bedroom ages ago looking for Asriel. Of course, he still lingered by Chara’s bed. Asgore knew that their time was drawing short, and it would be time to say their goodbyes soon. They had not improved, and he had been preparing to break the news to Asriel. However… when he saw his son’s face staring at Chara’s pale complexion, Asgore realized that he already knew.

Asgore made the mistake of leaving Asriel alone to grieve that day.

Never again.

“I’m not him,” the monster suddenly said to open air, and some pressure in Asgore’s forehead suddenly vanished like it had withdrawn. “Surely, you know by now why I cannot be him.”

How… had they heard him? Asgore’s jaw fell open for a moment before he closed it again. Only more questions formed. Perhaps, they had merely gotten lucky. He… had to believe in that for now and focus on what was important. “You do not have to be for me to be… concerned.”

“Concern would’ve been better last night.” The monster twisted their head slightly to look at him out of the corner of their eye. Matted fur betrayed them, but the tears had vanished a long time ago. “If you only pity me now, because I look like your son, then just leave. I don’t need it.”

No… he…

Asgore knew he had become complacent, but that was not the reason that he chose to stay. Asriel had long passed. Perhaps, the monster had a point. If he was only here to ease his own conscience, then there was no point.

And yet, he could not leave.

Asgore’s gaze rose to look at the gravestone that the monster chose to sit in front of. He visited it just as often as the memorial, because the monster whose hammer was buried under the dirt should never be forgotten. It was fitting that the monster chose to come here. Perhaps, Asgore would have to draw on some of the wisdom his old friend lent to him a long time ago.

Refusing to leave, Asgore asked, “Would it be all right if I sit here as well?”

The monster turned their head away. “I can’t stop you.”

Asgore took the resignation as an invitation, walking up beside the monster and sitting down next to them. He did not know what to say next, but it felt like something. So, the two of them sat in silence, one staring at the tombstone and the other remaining transfixed on a ribbon in their hands.

Ah, if only Gerson was here now. He always kept Asgore company in his darkest moments. And yet, no matter how much Asgore stared at that tombstone, he could not find the words.

The monster next to Asgore did not acknowledge him for a while. Silence dragged on for minutes at a time, only ever broken up by the sound of wind rustling leaves. The monster held onto the ribbon like a lifeline, but slowly, their gaze started to look up at the tombstone as well.

Silence finally broke. The monster whispered, “Can you answer something for me?” As soon as they asked, Asgore nodded his head. Like a weight had been cast onto their shoulders, the monster sunk into themself. “It’s… all going to be over soon, right?”

Asgore turned his head to look at them. “I am not certain what you mean.”

“All of this…” They waved their hand around before placing it on their face. “It’s… it’s all just a bad dream. I don’t know why I thought it was anything else.” Their hand clenched around the ribbon tighter. Like they were desperately trying to cling to the idea, a watery smile met their lips. “Soon, I’ll wake up. I won’t be trapped in this body. I won’t be in this world. I’ll… I’ll be distant again, but they’ll still be alive.”

How… could he answer something such as that? Asgore knew that the two of them were not dreaming. And yet, they begged for it to be so like it was the only thing left that brought them comfort.

“This can’t be real,” the monster tried to reason, and their voice finally started to lose its tempered edge that it had a few moments ago, “None of this was. It’s… I’m… I’m going to wake up soon. I have to.”

Asgore’s gaze trailed back to the gravestone. Silence continued for a moment longer. Cold air blew through the graveyard, causing the monster next to him to shiver. That should be proof alone that it wasn’t a dream… but…

Calling upon words that he heard a long time ago, Asgore thought back to when he thought the same way. “I will not lie to you and tell you that it becomes easier. Some days, it feels like the wound has begun to heal, and then others it is reopened without mercy. And now… it feels like your whole world is ending.”

The monster stayed quiet. Their knees had been pulled up to their chest, and their head turned away from him.

Yet, Asgore did not find himself deterred. “You wake up every morning. The day goes on regardless of how you feel. You still have to talk… you still have to fight… you still have to struggle…” He glanced at them before looking back at the tombstone. They looked so small, despite how gargantuan their presence felt when the two of them fought. “I am sure that it feels pointless to you now. It…” He remembered words that Gerson spoke to him when all seemed lost, when Asgore could no longer get out of bed. “It is an insult that the world goes on when yours has ended.”

“It isn’t about me…” The monster tried to whisper again, but their voice started to crack. “I wasn’t strong enough to protect them. I… I don’t know why it was me who lived. It shouldn’t have been.”

Asgore would have traded places with his children gladly. He knew the feeling all too well. Perhaps, old habits died hard. Even now, he could not live for himself. And yet, this monster was still so young. They already looked close to giving up. So, even though Asgore could never use these words for himself, he tried them anyway. “I cannot say what they were like, but they meant everything to you, didn’t they?”

The monster nodded. “I was never meant to get close. I was supposed to guide them. I was supposed to protect them.” They laughed bitterly, “And now here I am, the only one left alive, acting like I can feel bad when it’s my fault.”

“And yet you cannot force the memory of them away.” Even though Asgore would never dream of doing such a thing, perhaps he knew that it would be easier if he could merely forget all of the bad that happened to him. “It is not a weakness to cling to the happiness they brought you. It allows you to keep moving forward, to carry the knowledge with you that despite how short your time was, you were loved.”

“Please, just tell me I’ll wake up soon,” they begged, covering their face with their hands. “Please.”

He could not. “What will you do if you do not?”

The monster stayed silent.

Asgore decided to look down at the ribbon they had in their hand. He… did not want to make assumptions. The monster tended to pull away whenever he did. So, he asked a question that… that could perhaps help them. “What were they like?”

Something in their expression softened. They brushed a finger across the ribbon again, but could not muster a smile. “They were all… left behind in their own ways. When I arrived, I guess… that was when we all came together finally.” Of all the things they talked about, it seemed that this remained close to their heart. “Kris and I never really got along, but they… they put their trust in me in the end. We had each other’s backs. Even though they didn’t like me at first, and I didn’t like them… I still… I still wanted to pull them out of the hell they were trapped in. I still wanted them to be themself. By the end, I… wondered if we could be friends.”

Hm. Asgore did not expect that to be the first thing out of their mouth about their friends. “A rivalry, perhaps?” Sometimes, friendships were forged through a bit of competitiveness, after all.

“Something like that,” the monster conceded, thinking a bit more, “I guess it was Susie who… first really acknowledged me. She helped me think that I could be something more than just this soul in my chest… Had it not been for her, I guess… I guess we wouldn’t be here.” A frown wove across their face. “She was so hopeful for a better future for all of us. I just wish I could’ve seen it through. I wanted to see it through. I wanted her hope to mean something.”

Asgore remembered the hope in Chara’s eyes as well when they fell into the Underground. A child who had lived a terrible life on the surface that they rarely talked about saw hope for the first time when a family embraced them. He wished that they could have had the same hope as well, but now… “I do not think she would have wanted you to lose hope either.” He could say that with certainty after knowing someone like Chara. Perhaps, in a way, they were watching over him now.

“Ralsei would be frustrated seeing me like this too…” The name was an odd one, but it rolled off the monster’s tongue with familiarity. “More sad if anything. I just… He never got to have a chance to figure out who he was, and yet kept trying to help me figure that out.” The ribbon in their hand was beginning to gain creases with how tightly they were holding it. “I didn’t expect to be the only one of us standing when all of it was over. I was… I was even going to give him my soul, believe it or not. I was prepared for that.”

The red soul in their chest… they talked about it as if it was them. They were prepared to give it up? Giving up one’s soul would be giving their entire essence to another person. Asgore did not finish the thought. He tried to hook on to what he needed to know. “Then… all of that you claimed about that soul being yours-”

“-was true.” The monster finished for him, shaking their head in disbelief. “Everything I told you was true. Even mentioning Noelle was intentional. She was one of my friends too, even if only near the end.” The monster fiddled with the hoodie they now wore. “Half of her family brought this fate on my friends, and yet… I still wanted her and Rudy to be fine. Guess I’m an idiot for that one too. I thought I’d be good enough to help them all, and I was only able to selfishly save myself.”

Rudy…? Rudy had… died long ago. Asgore tried to stifle his own thoughts. He forgot himself for a moment when the monster started talking about things that scared him again. 

“They’re not yours. My friends aren’t in this world.” The monster muttered like they could once again hear his own confusion. “And if you don’t understand that, then don’t try. It’s pointless, anyway.”

Despite their nature, their eyes remained dull. Despite how many terrifying concepts they brought up, they were still scared. So, Asgore latched onto the one thing that he had been working towards this entire time, politely trying to suggest it to the monster: “It… may be presumptuous, but… I do not think they would wish a cruel fate upon you.”

“They wouldn’t.” At least, the monster understood that much, but they were the only one left to judge their own actions. Levelheadedness began to be lost as they brought the ribbon closer to their face, pressing their forehead up against it. “And yet every time I shut my eyes, I see them die again and again.” Their eyes watered, like being able to feel the ribbon at all made them realize that the world was still all too real. “I should’ve been there.”

Asgore’s shoulders fell. “I know.” He should’ve been there too. It was the one thing he could never get rid of. “I know.”

The monster sniffled, freeing their head and staring at the grass below them. “I don’t think I know what to do now.” Defeat began to plague their voice. “My one plan to help them failed. It would’ve taken seconds for them to get swarmed. Another Titan would’ve been there in minutes. I slept for hours! HOURS!” 

The peace of the graveyard was disturbed, the monster yelling into open air. They had gotten up to their feet, like there was a fight to be had, and yet no one but Asgore was here.

All at once, they crumpled to the ground again, ribbon falling into the grass inches away. They slammed a fist into the ground, tears finally falling freely. “It’s not real. It’s not real.” No matter how many times they repeated it, it did not help them. “I didn’t lose them. I… I’m still myself! I didn’t get separated from everyone I’ve ever known! It’s just… It didn’t happen! It couldn’t have happened. It can’t. I can’t…”

“And yet, you must carry on…” It was too difficult a truth, but if they did not keep their hope, then… “You must carry their memory with you in hopes that one day, the sun will rise again. Even if it hurts, even if it feels like you can no longer carry the weight, you must do it for them.” Asgore tried something new. Carefully, he extended a hand out in offering, hoping that just once, they would accept something other than blindly charging forward. “You will not carry this burden alone. I promise you that I will do everything in my power to help.”

As soon as his hand grew close, their soul flared out on their chest. Even now, they still felt that they were in danger.

Asgore would not have been able to do it alone. When Toriel left, he began to sink lower and lower. Despite his kingdom needing him, he wondered at times whether or not it would be easier to let the gnawing pain in his soul take him.

Then, lights appeared in the darkness to pull him up just enough for him to get back onto his feet. Gerson… Rudy… Undyne… all of them had lifted him up in ways that he never felt deserving of, but he cherished it nonetheless.

Perhaps, that was all this monster needed now.

“We all wish to help, if you would let us try.”

There was no illusion for them to hide behind anymore. There was nowhere left to run. The only way to hide was deluding themself into believing that this wasn’t real, but…

The monster finally gave in.

Slowly, and with the soul still on their chest, they reached out to Asgore’s hand. Their own hand trembled, and the soul flared out brighter as they hovered just inches away from finally taking the first step.

And then, like a barrier had finally been crossed, they put their hand in his.

The soul on their chest vanished as a shaky exhale escaped their lungs.

The illusion finally shattered entirely, and the monster sank into themself. He still did not even know their name, yet they gave in regardless. He would make that trust worth something. Toriel was right in a way. This… certainly was better than trying to keep them in a cell.

Cautiously, he tried to lift them back up to a seated position, and they let him do so. The tears hadn’t left their eyes, and their hand shook more and more. They must have realized that they would not have felt this if it were all a dream. Perhaps, their situation had finally fully settled in.

Asgore reached over to pick their ribbon out of the grass. It was small in between his claws, but he still handed it back to them regardless. They grasped it like a lifeline when they realized they had dropped it, and all thoughts of being close to Asgore vanished in favor of both of their hands keeping the item safe.

The monster sat there in the dark for a while, returning to that same silence they had before asking Asgore that wretched question of if they would wake up soon. They scraped their hand across their eyes to wipe the tears out, and each sniffle almost startled Asgore with how much it broke the silence.

He would let them sit as long as they needed.

It took another few minutes for the next words to come.

“I’m sorry,” they finally said, glancing away from him, “For everything.”

Ah. Yes, this… had been quite a chaotic day! Still, Asgore had his own apologies to give. “Knowing what I know now, I would have acted the same in your place.” He would have fought to get to his own children had the barrier not physically prevented him from doing so. “Though… er… I do still think there will be questions. You did pull a geyser from the earth… and… well… your soul…”

Exhaustion crept onto their face, but it must have been less that they wanted to go back to sleep and more that they knew this could not be escaped anymore. “I guess convincing you that it’s a dream would be stupid after that conversation, wouldn’t it?”

Ah, was that their plan if Asgore ever caught up to them?

The monster gave the only explanation they could. “I can’t tell you how I did it, because none of you can. Only I can undo it too, and…” A lump caught in their throat. “The last person who used that power without restraint killed all of my friends.”

Of… of course. That made sense that they did not want anyone else even getting the slightest idea on how it worked. “I apologize. I will not ask about it again.”

They scoffed. “It was your right after I hit you with a fireball.”

“I have been… struck by a fireball many times,” Asgore sheepishly admitted. Quite frankly, the fire attack was quite terrifying to see raining down from above, but he woke up with no injuries. “To be completely honest, it more just caught me by surprise. I was not aware you knew magic other than… well… your soul.”

That sadness in their eyes came back. “I don’t.” They glanced down at the ribbon in their hand before carefully tying it back around their ear. “It was one of my friends’ abilities. I don’t know how I called on it, and I shouldn’t have. Ralsei never wanted me to use that.”

That-

Hm.

Asgore smiled. Despite the monster not realizing it, perhaps they had more support from their friends than they realized. “If you were able to call upon it in your most dire of moments, then perhaps he did want you to have it. Even now, a parting gift has been left with you.”

They stared at the grass, clenching their jaw. “I don’t think they want much of anything anymore. I don’t get to assume what they wanted.”

“And yet, you assume that they would not want you to be able to defend yourself.” Asgore earned a glare from the monster, which made him remember that this… very much would be sore for a while. “Regardless, your friends seem… very resilient. That was quite the strong spell you threw at me.”

“They were.” They spoke with fondness. Every time they mentioned those friends, it was like something inside them flipped. Any hostility that had been reserved for Asgore or Undyne just never really came, even when talking about that friend they called Kris. “They were better than me at that, in a lot of ways. I just… wish I could’ve lasted longer. I wish I could’ve at least been there…” 

Asgore suddenly found himself at a loss. A detail had been neglected in all of this, and… perhaps it was foolish to mention now, but… “You… said that they were in danger before. Now, you claim that they are gone. How are you so certain of this?”

As if it was obvious, the monster explained, their voice sinking lower and lower, “We’d just killed three Titans. They’re beings without consciousness. A force of nature. You aren’t even half the size of their faces.” They explained it nonchalantly, like something on that scale was just something they could bring up without further elaboration. “There were countless more. There was an even worse foe on the loose. My friends just… didn’t have anything left to give.” They sharply inhaled, trying to recollect it one more time. “They were injured when I was taken away. With how fast Titans find Lightners… or… well… anyone…” They did not elaborate on the confusing term. “They would’ve…”

Ah. That was why they were so certain. And yet, the monster had not seen them die. “Perhaps this is foolish to say…” Asgore knew that he should not give them this hope, but… “But have you considered that you may have underestimated them?”

The monster blinked a few times. “I’m just…” They pressed their eyes shut, looking away. “None of them could even fight when I was taken away. Don’t… don’t say that.”

“I merely wish to say that you have resigned yourself early.” If Asgore knew that there was any chance for his own children to be alive, he would have moved mountains for them. “It is all the more reason to carry on. If they truly are gone, then you must carry their memory with you. However, if there is even the slightest chance that they are still waiting for you…”

Their head sank. “...Then I have to keep going.” The monster did not look sure of themself, like giving into anymore hope would somehow cause the world to crash down on top of them. “I’ve hoped like this before. Fate has a funny way of proving me wrong.”

Asgore understood how hard it was to continue hoping. “And would that stop you?”

They hesitated. They stared at the grave in front of them for a few moments like they were trying to find answers in someone long gone. Then, like something finally clicked, they muttered, “When ink washes over the pages…” Some resolve set in. A presence in the air grew brighter. The monster seemed more whole even though they had not changed at all. “No. It wouldn’t. I just… don’t know what to do next.”

Asgore did not know either, but he had a few suggestions. “I… do believe you should rest. It may be easier to think with a clearer mind.”

“Already rested. Just… didn’t think I had to eat or drink like this.” Again, they started sounding confusing.

And yet, that confusion unearthed something that Asgore did want to mention. Perhaps, it would offer them a bit of insight. He did not quite understand their circumstances, but maybe they would have an idea of what to do with this information. After all, they did share a lot with him today. “Curiously… you did say that… no one else can do the geyser thing you did.”

The monster nodded, but it seemed exaggerated like they had forced themself into the motion out of necessity.

Asgore needed to pull at a memory though. He needed to prod at something that did not line up. While many things about this monster were strange, they claimed to have only told truths thus far. Many of those truths still perplexed Asgore, and he would have to ask one day, but… “I… recognized it from somewhere, I suppose. I don’t know where or why, but it seemed familiar to me in a way.”

Instead of responding immediately with something cryptic, the monster paused entirely. Gears started spinning in their head as they glanced around, like they were trying to figure out what that could possibly mean. “That doesn’t…” They trailed off before something clicked. In an instant, they shot up to their feet.

Asgore stood up as well, concerned at the sudden fast motion when they had just managed to finally calm down. “Er… I do not think you should be… running off again if you just had a realization.”

“No, I just…” They picked up their branch, leaning on it anxiously. “I’m going back to Frisk. I owe them an explanation. But… after that…” They suddenly started muttering to themself, smacking their own forehead, “Idiot. Idiot idiot idiot.”

“Now now, there is no need to be rude to yourself.” He did not know what realization they had, but they seemed very tense at the moment. “If you are going back to Frisk, then I will not stop you. However, there’s… there’s still the issue of your soul.”

The monster waved him off, beginning to walk away from the gravestone. “If you get humans involved with me, things are only going to get more complicated. I don’t even know what’s wrong with me, but it’s not soul absorption.” They shook their head in disbelief at their own words. “Flowey was right. I really don’t know what I’m doing.”

And yet, they still kept walking away. Asgore strided up next to them, keeping pace easily but growing increasingly concerned. “I- if you don’t know, then-”

“I’m going to someone who does,” they responded confidently. “I don’t know what I’m doing. I haven’t known what I was doing since getting here. But, if you’re right, and you did see a Dark Fountain, then I think I know what I’m looking for.”

Was… that what they called the geyser? Asgore thought he was understanding more and more about this monster, but as soon as he revealed something new to them, the threads tangled all over again. “What… are you looking for?”

Finally, the monster stopped in their tracks. As if someone was listening, they spoke to open air, “Someone who’s had my back since the beginning.” When they received no response, they kept walking. “And if he can’t reach me right now, then I know where to go next.”

They had begun walking down the road. Asgore was… glad to see them no longer in despair, but it was a tad terrifying seeing them moving with purpose again. “You will… tell others where you are going, correct? Additionally, we really do need to handle the-”

“I’ll tell people,” they promised. “...But I’m not doing your politics. I’m not slowing down to convince people I’m something I’m not.” They tapped their chest to emphasize what they meant. “If there’s a chance my friends are still alive, I won’t be able to sit back and deal with everything you want me to.”

That… left all of them in a precarious situation. The monster’s soul had a tendency to appear whenever they so much as thought they were in danger. Hiding this from the humans would be a ludicrous idea! 

And yet, Toriel’s words rang through his ear.

How could he dare to limit someone who was fearful for their loved ones’ lives?

Even he could not stomach that anymore.

Asgore sighed. Was it really worth endangering Monsterkind for this monster’s whims? He did not think so. And yet, he could find ways to compromise. “Wherever you are going, I ask that you take someone with you. Someone must be able to advocate for you who is aware of your… situation.” If another monster or Frisk stayed at the monster’s side, then maybe a scenario where their soul was revealed could be prevented.

Shockingly, the monster agreed, “That would probably help.” 

“And… if I may ask…” He had one more thing he needed to know just in case the worst happened. “What are you planning on doing?”

The monster stopped in their tracks, turning to look at him in the eye. “Reestablishing a connection. Only one person can tell me whether or not my friends are still alive, and only one person can give me advice on what to do next.” They turned away again. “And if they really are dead, I have something else to see through.”

“Which is?”

Something heavy pressed down from above. Up until this point, the monster had been shaky at times. They had acted out in hostility, but it never exactly felt… malicious. Monsters had an attunement for the sort of thing, and all of their strikes held back whenever they tried to fight Asgore.

Now, even though they hadn’t struck, something truly enraged bubbled in the air around them. “If any of them are dead, a hunt begins.”

They did not elaborate, continuing their walk back to Toriel’s house. Asgore stayed rooted to the ground.

Before they got too far away, they stopped for a moment, calling back, “But thank you, and good night.”

He still did not know their name.

And yet, somehow “the Angel” felt fitting.

Notes:

And now we have come full circle (Ignore the fact that Alphys and Sans are missing from the circle shshshshsh)

This chapter was more of an intermission if anything! One of many. The first segment of the fic is now officially rounded off!

Giving Asgore this moment has been planned from the start. Out of anyone, he has probably lingered with grief for the longest. Toriel is obviously the other person who has dealt with it, though it was a joint effort in a way from the two of them even if their efforts were mostly unrelated.

Toriel held her ground on defying what might be "protocol" in favor of "holy shit did you seriously jail a monster who is concerned for their friends' lives" which gave enough time for the situation to cool. Unfortunately, of the two, she does have a tendency to get attached incredibly quickly which leads to her relating the monster to Asriel and YIKES. Based on what Flowey says she was doing in the Ruins and based on her DR counterpart, she seems to try to dull her grief and avoid it. However! She kept the Angel safe and held her ground against Undyne. Her methods were just not what the Angel needed lmao. Toriel is also big on physical touch as comfort and the Angel is not having it. She is good at sanity checking god awful ideas at the very least.

Asgore is an interesting character to me (ONLY IN UT I DONT LIKE HIS DR COUNTERPART). He has been so steeped in grief for his entire life, and only perpetuates it and makes it worse by making poor decisions and then eventually realizing that his actions did not heal the hole inside of him. I feel like he would not forget that grief on the surface, ESPECIALLY if he did not receive punishment like UT Alarm Clock indicates. In my eyes, it made him the perfect character to try to talk the Angel through this hopelessness, because he has been there for so long. It's also just... rare that he gets used as anything but a punchline. Out of anyone, he would be able to relate to the Angel.

Of course, none of this would have happened if Frisk didn't de-escalate first. Not one single character is doing all the heavy lifting and I think that's nice :)

I know this fandom has a weird ass divide about Asgore and Toriel, and I worried that this chapter would exaggerate it, but I think it's important that characters have their own strengths and weaknesses, and sometimes they can help and other times for a specific person it may make matters worse.

Papyrus' back hurts from carrying the team though.

Of course, this chapter isn't nearly as hype moments as the last, but sometimes you need a little bit of a breather lmao. If the gas is always pressed down, then you're going to crash into a building. Or something.

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ALSO

HOLY FUCKING SHIT

So I mentioned I got fanart last time! (Check @star-pup01 on tumblr to see them).

Ever since then... it... kept happening???? I am... endlessly thankful for how many people have just decided to swarm me with fanart. It has made the week so much better, and all of the cool takes on the Angel's design and scenes within the fic have made me want to curl up into a ball and swoosh through a basketball hoop. Artists, you're awesome, and I thank you for taking the little time out of your day to do that for me. Again, I have reblogged all of it that I have found. Please check out the artists because I cannot link them all here. Additionally, if you do make art, do NOT be afraid to tag me! The least I can do is send people your way for the time you have given me!

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Also. Don't wanna jinx it. But currently I might get internet back this next coming week. When I get internet back, I plan to take a break for a bit to catch up on writing a little bit since I feel I'm falling behind and stressing a little, and to get my bearings. I haven't run my Pathfinder session for friends nearly as much recently, and do not want to keep them waiting for long either.

I will give the heads up on my tumblr, but will also likely try to release one chapter BEFORE I decide to officially take a break. It will. Probably only last for a week knowing me. I have enjoyed writing this a ton, it's just I definitely need to take a chill pill soon when I get actually connected with the world again.

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As always! Thank you for reading. You are all extremely awesome and I am thankful to have readers like you :)

Chapter 8: Preparations Are Complete

Summary:

With the Angel's previous trajectory stopped, they reevaluate where they are heading. A new direction is found, but a few needed conversations must occur before it is time to finally set off.

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

“You think this is a terrible idea, and you should leave to check on the walking apocalypse that you have unleashed on your town.”

Chara had been trying to narrate countless ways that Frisk was “wrong” and “incorrect” about their decision to let the monster roam for a second. Maybe Frisk just saw the distress for what it was and decided to do the right thing for once! Besides, Frisk didn’t hear any explosions coming from outside! It was still dead quiet, so the monster probably did just need some time alone like they said!

“You could have gone with them to watch them. What happens when they get too far away from you?” Chara chastised them once more, trying to get them to budge from their spot on Chairiel. 

Remaining determined, Frisk stayed put. They were not going after that monster. Besides, Chara knew very well that Frisk set a save point earlier. If anything did actually go wrong, they could just easily load to a time when the monster was still asleep. Easy peasy! No one needed to get harassed! No one needed to be denied being able to just take a breather every once and a while.

Hearing all of that, Chara scoffed, “You tend to be infuriating, and a legitimate threat being watched should not be considered ‘harassment’ in your mind.” 

Frisk had it handled. Besides, it would be much easier to talk to the monster if everyone was nice and happy. Frisk highly doubted that the monster would want to talk if Frisk cornered them and interrogated them after they visibly looked like they’d been hit by a car.

So, Frisk could wait right here until the monster came back, and they said they would come back! Besides, Frisk could just force them to come back if they didn’t, and it would be all fine! Chara should just stop being a worry-wart and let Frisk handle this!

“And ‘handling it’ is you lazing around?”

Yes. Yes it was. They were on no sleep and a failed exam. Sue them.

For emphasis, Frisk cupped a hand on their ear and listened for any chaos happening outside. They heard nothing. They took out their phone to see if there was any news or if a friend had contacted them. The only message they had was from Noel, and they had to respond to that later, but look Chara! No problems!

And honestly, Frisk really did want to talk to that monster. Pinning them down and interrogating them wasn’t going to make that happen. So, Frisk had to let them do their own thing for a second. If they willingly talked to Frisk, then Frisk might be able to get some answers.

Because all they knew about this monster was that they were tired, and they were looking for someone.

Those two things didn’t exactly paint a solid picture, and Frisk wanted that. All they wanted to do was understand. So many times, they had asked themself the question of why the events of the Underground happened the way they did. Why was Frisk commanded to spare monsters with ease, but they only ever were commanded to do that when all other options were exhausted? Why was Frisk commanded to eradicate monsterkind the moment they woke up in the Underground the first time? Why was Frisk commanded to systemically kill random monsters in different combinations until an arbitrary limit was met?

And why… did the monster do all of that… only to meet the end with resignation?

Why did they leave?

Frisk should be thankful that they left, but…

How had they been? What even were they? What were their new friends like? Did they do everything all over again? Did they like where they were now? Did they find what they were looking for?

Frisk just had to be patient and wait. The monster would be back any time now, and then Frisk could at least ask for a name. Based on what Frisk heard when waking up though, the monster wasn’t keen on ever having a name.

They continued waiting despite Chara’s numerous attempts to get them moving. The minutes stretched on. 

Really, what else was Frisk supposed to do? They came downstairs, only to find a disheveled monster with their head in their hands. When Frisk was asked if the monster could be alone for a bit, of course they said yes! If they needed to leave the house to do that, then that was fine! Considering what Frisk had heard in the whole names conversation, who wouldn’t need time to breathe after thinking people they’d loved were dead?

An hour passed.

Chara became more insistent, but Frisk stayed put.

They were still winning the mental war when the door creaked open again.

Unlike the last time Frisk saw them, their eyes seemed focused. The monster walked inside, still looking a little unsure on their feet, but having a bit more purpose to their stride. Before, it looked like they might give up the fight at any moment and fall over. Now, something had given them a bit of a push. Maybe, the fresh air really had helped.

Of course, Chara groaned when they realized they were wrong. Take that.

As soon as the door shut behind the monster, they stared at Frisk. Really, it was uncanny how similar they looked to Asriel’s hyperdeath form. Granted, most of that was just because they looked like Asriel. They didn’t have any of the cool markings or inverted eye-color that Asriel had. It was just… odd to see someone so Dreemurr-like when only two of them existed anymore.

Maybe that’s why Chara had a pang of resentment when the monster walked in.

When the monster didn’t move, Frisk tilted their head and gestured to the couch that the monster had been sleeping on. “Feeling better?”

Like they didn’t expect to be addressed, the monster blinked a few times. Their body loosened up, like the paralysis had finally been broken. Slowly, they nodded, moving to the couch like Frisk indicated. At least, they still seemed focused, even if they looked unnerved when seeing Frisk like they hadn’t just seen each other an hour ago.

The monster settled down, propping their stick against the couch. They did not remove their bag, and stared at Frisk anxiously like they expected something.

Frisk realized something and made an ‘ah’ sound with their mouth. “I’m not mad. About before.” Right, their last encounter had been when the monster was still a lost soul. “Everyone has tried to attack me once or twice.”

Again, the monster blinked. After a moment of hesitation, they opened their mouth to speak, and that same, normal voice came out, “I thought you’d be angrier.”

Didn’t this monster supposedly travel alongside Frisk? Were they paying much attention? Then again, sure, turning an entire segment of their college campus into lost souls was fairly extreme. Frisk clarified, “Considering it sounded like Flowey goaded you on, I think this one just… slides.” Besides, the monster hadn’t done anything when outside of the house, so clearly the campus was a specific circumstance. “Still, are you feeling any better?”

Anxiously, the monster fiddled with the strap of their satchel. “I think.” It wasn’t all that much of a reassurance, and they didn’t sound sure themself. “Just… got some much needed perspective I think. I know where I’m going next.”

Oh… they were… still planning on being on the move? Honestly, Frisk thought they would be staying here as soon as Toriel worked her magic. With the way the monster looked after Frisk came downstairs, it seemed like they’d lost all hope already. Something definitely changed while they were out.

Ugh, Frisk didn’t like referring to them like this, but they didn’t know what else to do. So, they asked, “I know… you don’t like saying your name.” Frisk understood that, and wouldn’t dare to make anyone use a name they didn’t want to use. “I just… don’t wanna keep referring to you as something general.”

The topic had been broached again. Except, the monster seemed more disbelieving if anything, shaking their head. “I thought if anyone would remember, it would be you.” They shut their eyes, taking a deep breath. “Everyone calls me the Angel. That’s all I’ll let people call me.”

“...but you’re not,” Frisk protested, “I mean, I guess technically you could be if you… ya know…” It was such a crass way of summarizing something that Frisk wasn’t ready to tackle yet, but the words spilled out before they really had a chance to stop themself. The prophecy monsters made had two meanings, after all.

The monster shied away slightly. “I know Asriel is the proper angel in this world.” They said the name loud enough for Frisk to listen very carefully if Toriel was awake. Perhaps, they did not understand just how sensitive of a topic that was. “I’m not your Angel, but I’m the Angel. Monsters made their own prophecy, but the original was lost to time.” They jabbed a thumb at their chest. “That’s me.”

Gerson did say that, didn’t he? Suddenly, Frisk was interested. “So then you know what it meant?” It was one thing they never figured out. The Deltarune was always one of those weird things that everyone had a different interpretation for. “What are the triangles then?”

The Angel’s expression darkened. Turning their head away, they muttered, “I’m not fond of the prophecy, and it’s not fond of me. It’s one of the reasons I’m even here, and I still don’t know how.”

Okay. That… was fine. Frisk was adaptable. “Why do you think I should remember your name?” It was something they sounded certain about, but Frisk had no clue what they had missed. “I mean… I remember you. I just… never knew you had a name.”

The monster sighed, like part of them expected that answer. Although, they took a bit to respond. They anxiously tapped a foot against the floor while trying to work out what to say next, before coming up with a question of their own: “How much… do you remember about me?”

And that was the problem, wasn’t it? Everything Frisk thought they knew about the Angel wasn’t exactly clear. How much of the force driving Frisk forward was the Angel, and how much of it was their own will? Sometimes, Chara didn’t even know. All Frisk knew about the Angel was that they were tired, but that wasn’t enough to paint a picture… and they already said that.

While Frisk thought, something else slipped into their thoughts. Chara certainly was not taking this one sitting down. “Perhaps, you should focus less on their inability to get rest, and instead focus on the fact that they doomed an entire species? You should start there, considering how deeply it affected you.”

As if they had heard, the Angel averted their eyes.

Suddenly, Frisk’s body leaned in, Chara suddenly growing interested. “So you can hear what you should not,” they said out loud through Frisk’s mouth, a grin appearing on Frisk’s face. “And yet you do not deny your actions. Curious.”

Why get this aggressive so soon? Why not let Frisk handle this? Chara never interjected like this unless it was super important, which recently was never. As soon as Frisk managed to get the reins back, they forced Chara back, trying to get them to just calm down for a second.

Frisk wanted to know too, but this didn’t have to get hostile immediately. “Sorry, they-”

“I don’t,” the Angel muttered. The admission hung in the air for a while. If they did not even deny what they did, then there was no ambiguity. The Angel remembered what they did, and they did not panic when they brought it up. It only brought back that tiredness in their eyes that made their shoulders slump a bit. “I guess that’s why you have questions.”

It was. It wasn’t the only thing Frisk had questions about, but how could they not wonder just a bit? “I’m just confused,” Frisk said, finally regaining their own stranglehold on their body, “I thought you’d be scary, and… you kinda were?” Seeing multiple of their fellow classmates getting turned into lost souls certainly rattled Frisk. For a brief moment, their own will had been trampled, but at the same time… “You seem more scared of me.”

Even now, the Angel did not seem confident. They’d asked for permission before leaving the house. They didn’t trample over Frisk’s own questions. It was like talking to a normal person, and that somehow made them make less sense. The Angel took a bit to respond again, like everything they said had to be calculated. There were no takebacks, after all. “Sorry for the campus. Needed to move forward.” 

Now that they mentioned it, Frisk had to ask, “How… did you do that to yourself?”

The Angel stared at the floor and muttered, “Lost. That’s what Ralsei used to call it.” It sounded like they didn’t understand how to word it when they tried to elaborate. Eventually, they gave up. “I don’t want to talk about it.”

What… did they want to talk about then? “...What about you?” Frisk tried, seeing if there was any angle that they could poke into. Over and over again, the Angel would recede from a topic. Hopefully, they wouldn’t shy away from this.

“What’s there to say?” But of course, they did anyway. “I told you what you need to know. Anything else doesn’t matter.”

“Of course it matters,” Frisk exclaimed, waving their hands around. Ever since the lost soul thing, they’d been trying to stay relatively calm, but how could they not be even just a little interested! “I haven’t heard a thing from you since the Underground, and then you suddenly show up with save powers and interrupt my exam!”

The Angel sighed, “And I’m trying to leave just as quickly. That’s the best outcome here.”

Mmm, they really didn’t want to bring out their ace, but they really had to at this point. “I think you owe me one.” Honestly, Frisk had gotten them out of their lost soul state. The Angel interrupted their exam! “I just wanna talk for a little!”

The Angel shrunk into themself a little more. “You won’t like the answers I have. I can’t even answer everything.”

“Just do your best!” Really, they made it seem like this was going to be the end of the world. Maybe they thought it was the most tense conversation of their life, and to be fair, Frisk wanted this conversation for a while. But Frisk always took battles as a way to get to know someone, not really something to be scared of. “Here. Question for question. I ask you something, you ask me something.”

Instead of immediately shooting down the idea, the Angel actually thought for a moment on whether or not the exchange would work. Almost as if they did find something useful in it, they changed their tone. “...Can I say no if I don’t want to answer some?”

Frisk nodded, but they needed a stipulation. “Only if I get an extra question.”

In the back of their mind, Chara began to personally seethe, “I cannot fathom how you are treating this thing as if you are a teenager gossiping at a sleepover.”

Well, Frisk had grown out of their teenage years, but sue them for maybe feeling a little bit like gossiping with the weird creature who was living in their head for a bit. After all, that’s why they kept Chara around!

“You are annoying.”

And yet, Chara liked them anyway!

When Frisk saw the monster slightly receding again, they put a stop to that by taking the lead. “Here. I’ll start. Uhhhh-” Okay, so maybe they didn’t think about this as much as they thought they did. Chara being in their head made it a little hard to think about what to ask first. So, they spitballed the first thing that came to mind: “What’s your favorite color?”

Some of the tension in the monster deflated in favor of pure confusion. “What?”

“Your favorite color!” Frisk repeated again. “Come on, everyone has a favorite color.”

The Angel squinted at them for a second before suddenly having to lean back and think about the question. “I mean… I guess red?” They gestured to the ribbon tied to their ear. “I don’t know if it’s… my favorite favorite, but I guess it felt like it was mine when I came here.”

The ominous being guiding Frisk had things such as favorite colors. This was useful information. That meant that they had likes. They had preferences. Even though Frisk spitballed the question, they were getting somewhere. Sagely, Frisk nodded, before gesturing to the Angel. “Your turn.”

As if they already had the question ready, the Angel immediately asked, “What’s the first thing you remember about me?”

Unlike Frisk, they were going straight in for the hard-hitting questions. Okay. Fair. Frisk should’ve expected that. They would’ve said their favorite color was purple, but okay. “It depends.” Frisk knew when the first actual point of the being existing was, and when they first realized that something else was there. “I know you were there the whole time. You… helped me eradicate the Underground the first time. I don’t think I actually knew you were there until…” Frisk didn’t like this memory, but the Angel asked. “...until after Flowey was killed. Then I guess I just… started being able to pay attention to you.”

The Angel put their fist against their mouth, staring at the floor like it was the most interesting thing ever. Something had frozen them into staring off into space. “And you’re just… talking to me. Like none of that happened?”

“Not your turn!” Frisk interjected, deciding to sidestep the very question that Chara had been asking them over and over again. When the Angel was reminded of Frisk’s little deal, they tilted their head in sheer bafflement. However, Frisk had questions of their own, “What are your friends like? They sound nice!” Honestly! The fact that someone like this had managed to make friends and seemed to care… it made Frisk oddly happy for them? Of course… everything seemed to be going wrong, but…

Something fond appeared behind the Angel’s eyes. Their fist unfurled, brushing lightly against the ribbon against their ear. “I don’t think I could answer that in one go, but… they’re the kinds of people who catch you when you fall, and who trust you to catch them too. Kris is prickly and an asshole sometimes, but they’re unfortunately funny. We figured each other out after a while. Susie had the world beating her down and decided to never let that happen to any of us. Ralsei rarely took care of himself, but I hoped to be even half of the friend that he was to me.” The Angel almost smiled. Before it could properly form, it vanished again. “Guess I failed to catch them this time, haha.” There was no humor in their laugh. The fondness vanished, being replaced with a dull stare.

Oh. Right. That… was probably a bad question. Still, Frisk was happy that they had friends, and tried to steer things back. “Did everything go okay outside?”

The Angel almost answered before exhaling, firing back, “Not your turn.”

They were getting it now! A little satisfied, Frisk leaned back, patiently waiting for the next question. Again, they heard the distant yelling of Chara being frustrated with their success. 

And yet, despite the Angel getting the back-and-forth now, they still asked a downer question, “Why are you talking to me like I’m not a threat?” Every word came out with disbelief, like they expected Frisk to turn at any moment. “You… know what I’ve done. You shouldn’t be… everything I…” They failed to find the words, placing a hand on their head. “I should be a danger to you. To everyone around you.”

Frisk glanced around the room a few times before flicking their gaze back at the Angel for emphasis. “I don’t see you doing anything. Every single friend I’ve met except for Alphys has tried to kill me once or twice. She also kinda put me in life-threatening situations though so she also counts-” 

“I could still be dangerous. I was dangerous!” They tried reasoning like Frisk would follow. “I killed an entire civilization. That’s not just you.” Pressing a hand to their chest, they started baring their teeth. “What’s the plan? Are you… are you going to make it seem like I can be comfortable before telling me to go away? You don’t even have to do that! I don’t… I don’t even expect forgiveness. It’s not something I deserve. I just want to leave and be done! I just want to… to…”

They lost the words shortly after.

Frisk gave them a moment to catch their breath. Was that what the Angel thought? That Frisk was just going to throw them out the moment they got their answers? Again, Frisk gestured to the room around them, “You went back and then left it like this. You didn’t have to do that.” Despite Chara’s protests, Frisk smiled. “I’m optimistic.”

As if they didn’t trust Frisk, the Angel kept their arms clutched around their body. They did not respond to what Frisk said otherwise.

So… Frisk got going on their next question. “Did going outside help a little bit?”

It was an easier question. The Angel’s eyes remained dull, but they nodded regardless. “Asgore found me and helped me clear my head.” Oh, Asgore had talked with them? Considering how he did visit with clothes earlier, Frisk supposed that it wouldn’t be the worst person to meet out at night. Undyne would’ve been a bigger issue. “I think I know where I’m going next.”

Well that was… good? They did mention they were going out earlier, but a few things needed to be handled before they even thought about that. “Did you even drink anything yet?”

The Angel took a glance at the full glass of water next to the table before muttering again. “Not your turn.” However, a little bit of sharpness returned to their eyes, so that was somewhat good. They pointedly did not drink the water. “Can you reset anymore?” The next question came out fast, and they glanced to the side like they already knew the answer.

And that was something odd. Frisk frowned. “I can’t, but I think I’m okay with that.” 

However, Chara wasn’t. Without needing to use Frisk’s mouth to speak, they began to narrate as they usually did, knowing that the Angel could hear it now. “You recall that you forgot one person here who has not been able to ask questions yet.”

Like they could bat Chara away, Frisk waved their hand in the air. The Angel froze in place, staring off into space.

Knowing that they had the Angel’s attention, Chara began rattling off questions, “How did you even get here?”

“I-” The Angel swallowed, clearing their throat that would have been clear had they actually used that water. “I don’t know. That’s… part of what I’m trying to figure out. I don’t think I died, but I don’t…” Their tail hadn’t seen much motion in all the time that Frisk had seen the monster, but for the first time it moved and curled tighter around them to make them seem smaller. “I don’t think I’m alive either.”

Helpfully, Frisk tried to suggest, “You seem pretty alive to me?” 

However, Chara was not wanting to be helpful at the moment. Once more, they began speaking into Frisk’s head, “Why do you take the appearance that you have now?”

“Accident,” the Angel answered faster, like failing to do so would earn them some kind of punishment. “I don’t usually look like this. I was supposed to be put in another vessel I think. When I saw this body, I thought I saw Ralsei, and-”

“That is just Asriel’s name scrambled!” Chara retorted immediately before the Angel could finish.

The Angel’s crossed arms tightened a bit more, but the hands grasping their arms suddenly dug claws into fur. “He’s not Asriel. I’m not Asriel. Do not start with that.”

Some foreign smugness washed over Frisk’s own soul while Chara grew more sure. “You have no right to demand freedom from observations that everyone in the room is making.”

“I don’t.” The Angel gritted their teeth, still staring off like their eyes weren’t even working at the moment. Something burned from above. “I might deserve it, but Ralsei doesn’t. Leave him out of it.”

Chara got fired up enough for Frisk’s own head to tilt, a voice speaking through their mouth, “Oh, I do not recall you leaving loved ones out of your own pursuits. Though, that is our nature, is it not? We take, take, and take even more, and then when someone even slightly pushes back against our designs, we act as if it is a crime for someone to take revenge.”

The Angel’s hand curled into a fist.

For a moment, Frisk thought that they would curl back in on themself. It looked like they would take what Chara said and bury it somewhere in their soul.

Instead, something changed. The Angel took a deep breath, claws raking through their own fur. Their tone grew tired again. “I was… going to say something about my friends… not choosing me. They didn’t know what kind of person they were meeting. They don’t deserve to be saddled with someone like me.” They glared, still never looking at Frisk, but staring off into space like they could see something else. “But they did choose me. They chose me every time. You didn’t, even long before that first run you think you remember.”

The burning from above grew brighter. Chara watched, and Frisk’s face frowned against their will.

The Angel finally stopped glaring, and the burning sensation stopped. “I’m not here for forgiveness. I’m not here to make friends. I’m not here… to interrupt your lives.” They glanced back at Frisk finally, looking at them with the focus they originally had. “I’m just here to get back to mine. Nothing more.”

Frisk’s hand involuntarily curled into a fist. This was getting to be too much. Chara was going to lose them both the one chance for actual answers by trying to push all of the Angel’s buttons. In an attempt to stop the conversation before it could get worse, Frisk seized back control of their vocal cords and tried to be lighthearted. “I think you’re out of questions now-”

And yet, Chara didn’t need Frisk to speak to the Angel. In Frisk’s head, they just kept going, undeterred by the consequences. “You are so satisfied that you continuously evade consequences, that you have the privilege of moving on while leaving those you hurt to pick up after you. Your need for no forgiveness only proves that you have no interest in experiencing any consequences for your actions. How noble of you to not seek it out.”

The Angel’s focus narrowed even further. For a moment, Frisk thought that they saw a flash of light behind their head and got worried that they would become a lost soul again. Instead, the Angel stared right through Frisk, teeth bared while they fought the urge to yell, “What do you want me to do?!? Would you have rather I allowed you to take my soul?” They brushed a hand over their chest, the vibrant red soul appearing in an instant. “It’s already claimed, and believe me when I tell you that your idea of consequences brings far more pain than what I could have done.” 

Frisk’s fingernails dug into their clothes.

“If you have a problem with me leaving, talk to your brother for once. He was the one who told me to,” the Angel continued ranting, every word out of their mouth being designed to lash out, “Maybe then he wouldn’t kill me when he thinks you’re still gone!”

The tension in the room grew thicker. Despite the burning coming from above, a separate fire began to rage in Frisk’s shared soul. Chara continued pressing onward. “You puppet his visage and make a mockery of a dead child. He is not my brother anymore, just as I am a mere ghost. You know nothing of what you talk about.”

Frisk wasn’t sure how to stop them. The two of them were going back and forth so fast, and two competing forces began to rise up in the room. A whirlwind had caught Frisk in the center, and they recalled feeling a very similar way towards the end of their slaughter in the Underground.

The Angel scoffed, “It isn’t fun when people drag your loved ones into this, is it? All I asked was to leave as soon as possible, but you…” They grit their teeth, continuing to stare through Frisk like they wanted to lunge at something that Frisk couldn’t see. “You and Flowey would rather an entire world die if it means me suffering a little longer.”

“You delude yourself!” Chara laughed! “Your so-called ‘noble’ intentions are merely being deconstructed for what they are: avoidance. Interesting how another world touched by your hand has suffered a terrible fate.”

A nerve had finally been struck. The burning rage in Frisk’s soul started to push whatever was coming from above back.

The Angel looked away.

Frisk took a look at the living room they were sitting in. They thought of their friends being safe in their homes. They thought of how well they’d been doing lately and all of the new friends they’d made on the surface. “What about this is bad? They made it right,” Frisk protested, but neither burning sensation in the room responded.

Instead, something writhed around the Angel. An unseen snake in the grass started to move forward. “Do you know what would have happened if I let you get your precious consequences?” The pressure from above came back, slamming the burning in Frisk’s soul back down to a dim flicker. “You wait. You wait until the moment everyone reaches the surface, and then you kill every last one of them. You kill everyone just to spite me, but I didn’t let you.”

Chara scoffed before chuckling in disbelief, “You make bold assumptions. No event of the sort came to pass, and regardless of whether or not you restored us to the correct path, every world you touch meets tragedy.”

And then, something snapped.

Like the Angel had been finally untethered, like they no longer cared about anything but shutting Chara up, they got up to their feet. Frisk didn’t move, but for the first time since meeting the Angel, they thought that they might actually be in danger.

No battle came.

Instead, the Angel lifted their hand to the side. It stayed curled in a fist as they brought it up. When they finally unclenched their fingers, light lashed out above their palm. Golden light surged forth, one that Frisk was very familiar with.

Was… that how they were saving?

The light twisted. Frisk lurched forward, sucking in a breath as something began to twist in their own soul in response. The few stutters that they had felt before were always something they never had preparation for. This time, it was like they were forcing a load. Their power became the Angel’s, and for the briefest of moments, Frisk almost felt the world shunt backwards. How far… they did not know.

And then, like it never happened at all, the Angel released their grip over the golden star. It vanished into thin air, and they stared through Frisk with cold eyes.

Frisk trembled, not understanding what had just happened. How could they force Frisk to load their save? How could they-

Chara hadn’t been safe either. Their own voice came out quieter than usual through the din of Frisk’s own mind, whispering, “So it was you who stole their ability to reset.”

It wasn’t just a load that they had nearly forced. Frisk’s ability to reset had almost been weaponized against them. 

“And it will never be used again.” Despite what they had just done, the Angel sounded sure of themself. And yet, they did not deny what had been done either. That power was theirs to control, and Frisk… didn’t understand why. “You don’t know a thing about me, and it was this world’s choice to never ask.”

Frisk wanted to ask! What… what was that? How could they just wind everything backwards? Frisk thought it just went away by being on the surface, but… if they could just do that at any time… and what did they mean by again? 

The Angel sighed. Slowly, they sat back down on the couch, the burning rage from above dimming quickly. “I’m… sorry you got stuck in the middle of this, Frisk.” Finally, it seemed like they actually looked at Frisk in the eye instead of through them. “But you all made your choice long ago, and I’m going to leave you in this ending. All I want… is for my friends to have theirs.”

That power hadn’t been used for over a decade. The power of resetting had not been weaponized despite every ability to do so. Frisk finally found their voice again, asking the most important question they possibly could now, “Have… you used it before?”

“Why do you think you forgot my name?” The feeling coming from above finally vanished entirely, and all that remained was a monster sitting at a couch. “I made sure Chara’s name was their own. I just… honestly didn’t realize that the two of you forgot as well. Guess without that deal, you’re as fallible as everyone else.” They didn’t specify if they were speaking to Frisk or Chara, but a foreign twinge of disgust appeared in Chara’s soul.

Frisk hadn’t felt particularly threatened by this monster yet. Maybe, they’d grown too comfortable knowing that they had an ability to rewind time. They never exactly felt in any danger around them, and… maybe they just liked having the guiding force back, for better or for worse. Now that their own abilities had been compromised, they didn’t know what to do.

It was Chara who spoke again, “How can you say you will not do it again, when you have done so many times?”

Again, like it had many times before, something truly exhausted washed across the Angel’s face. It was familiar enough to almost put Frisk at ease completely. It reminded them why they tried talking to the lost soul in the first place. The Angel shut their eyes, admitting, “There’s nothing left. Believe me, I looked.” It should’ve sounded sinister, but that only meant that they were looking for something in the first place and hadn’t found it. “Being trapped under a mountain won’t do my friends any good, and they’re all I have left. That’s the only promise I can give you.”

Frisk no longer knew what to do. Their own abilities had been compromised in a way they did not know possible. The culprit sat right in front of them, claiming that they would be on their way soon. What did they mean by they looked? Frisk asked the next question out loud, “What were you even looking for?”

The Angel turned away. All at once, they pulled back. “I think I’m done. With this.”

Done? What did they mean by done? “You just said-”

“I know what I said. Nothing can fix it anymore. Besides, Chara made themself clear,” the Angel interrupted, “For what it’s worth, I am sorry, Frisk. You were… actually kind of nice for a bit. I didn’t expect that.” They kept their gaze low, staring at the floor like it was the most important thing in the room now. “I’m sorry for intruding in your home. I’ll be gone in the morning.”

Even now, Frisk’s first instinct was to say that they didn’t want that! Their second instinct was as well! There were still so many things they didn’t know, and now a whole new set of questions had just opened up. Part of them was terrified now that they knew that their only safety net could be ripped out from under them, but the other part of them knew that the Angel wasn’t lying about their friends. Frisk should’ve asked more about them. They should’ve kept more of a grip on the conversation that they wanted to have! 

The Angel’s eyes grew duller.

Frisk had so many questions to ask, but the only one that mattered right now was too important, “Where are you going?”

“I… think to Alphys.” The Angel focused on something that Frisk couldn’t quite see before shaking their head. “There’s a friend I need to talk to, but… he usually reaches out to me. He hasn’t… done so in a while, and I think something’s wrong.”

“Like… with a phone… or?” Frisk found it odd how easy it was to talk to them when the spirit in their head wasn’t actively antagonizing the Angel. In almost an instant, the conversation was back to normal. It was back to civil.

The Angel waved their hand like it didn’t matter. “All I know is I can’t reach out, and he usually comes to me when I’m… distressed.” They gestured vaguely at themself before huffing, “So… it’s not that easy. I could try dying, but I don’t think I can talk when I’m dead.”

Scratch that. Having a normal conversation with them suddenly just ended whenever they said something like that. Not to say that Frisk hadn’t died before, but they preferred not doing that. “Well, if you’re going to Alphys, then Undyne’s gonna be there. I don’t think she liked you that much.”

As if they hadn’t considered that, the Angel groaned, putting their head in their hands. “That makes sense.”

“And you stink,” Frisk added on, earning a glare from the monster sitting on the couch. “Like. Smell wise.” The specification was needed, just so the Angel didn’t think that they were getting ganged up on. “Also there’s food in the fridge that you should eat, and I think mom is going to get onto you if you don’t drink the water. There should be an unopened toothbrush under the sink that I forgot about also.”

The Angel eyed the glass for a moment before looking at the fridge. They frowned, not moving for either. “I’ll do it when I’m alone.”

They weren’t actually going to do it, were they? Frisk crossed their arms. “It’s just eating and drinking. What? Do you think Chara’s going to insult the way you drink water?”

“I told you, I don’t normally look like this.” The Angel found no humor in Frisk’s comment, gesturing at their own body. They did say that before, and it got lost in everything else. “It took me a while to figure out how to talk. I’m… not going to be good at this.”

Wait, they didn’t even have a snout before? For a second, Frisk almost found it funny. Then, they watched the way the Angel glanced at the glass of water like it would kill them. After all that arguing with Chara, the Angel receded into themself a bit at the mere thought of eating or drinking.

“I’ll leave you alone then,” Frisk decided. If they were embarrassed about it, then who was Frisk to be needlessly mean? “Did you have fur before, though? A shower is gonna suck. Mom has a hair dryer but it takes her ages.”

The Angel glared, and Frisk put their hands up in mock surrender. Fine, they would go! They would leave the Angel to their own devices.

“Just say bye before you go!” Frisk called back, hoping that the Angel wouldn’t just up and leave the moment they were done here. They received no response back, but began to forcibly move themself towards the stairs just so that they didn’t think about going back to ask more questions.

Besides, they were just a little mad at someone else.

“You should direct your anger somewhere important,” Chara once again had receded into narration, but they did not have any qualms with making their thoughts known. “Your insistence on treating them like any other monster almost let to you not discovering their crucial ability to bring everything back to square one.”

Frisk finished walking to their room, shutting the door and making sure it was locked. Toriel slept through worse than what they were about to do. If they accidentally yelled out loud a few times, then it would be fine. As soon as they were alone, Frisk tried to start things civily. “Are you kidding me?”

“You should go to bed, considering that you are content with letting someone with control over the timeline sleep under your roof.”

Immediately, Frisk lost the battle, arguing out loud, “I had that handled! It was going fine! You didn’t have to antagonize them!”

“You feel that arguing will be pointless.”

Oh, so they were just going to narrate like this now? Frisk crossed their arms, staring at the bed on the other side of the room. Sleep sounded nice, but not with Chara being like this. “There wasn’t any reason to do that!”

Chara did not respond.

Frisk gritted their teeth.

Fine. “Stop taking over without asking,” they demanded. It had been something that was fine before, because Chara never did it unless they had given a fair warning. They’d done it more times tonight than they had in years.

Again, Chara remained silent.

If they wanted to stay that way, let them. Frisk would just talk to them in the morning.

It was just frustrating to get so close to an understanding, only to have it ripped away. The Angel said they’d be gone in the morning, and Frisk hoped that they would stay just a little longer. Frisk still had college stuff the next day, so they probably couldn’t stay home forever. But, maybe, they could actually sit down with the Angel. Maybe Frisk could finally get them after this long.

Instead, they had more questions all over again, and knew that they may have lost their only chance of getting answers.

 


 

The Angel stared at the glass of water for far longer than they cared to admit.

Somehow, despite Chara laying into them, and despite all that had happened tonight, this was the thing that was finally stopping them in their tracks. All they had to do was drink a glass of water, and they could barely even muster the courage to grab it.

If their original body was gone, and this vessel was all that contained them anymore, then logically they had to take care of it. They didn’t think they had to before, because it would be silly to think any of this was real. Now, they had no way to refuse the reality being thrust upon them.

And somehow, that was all coming to a head with a stupid glass of water.

It should be easy. And yet, as the Angel reached out with a misshapen hand, they were reminded of why it wasn’t. They were just glad that Frisk left the room, because they just…

It felt pathetic.

After everything they had been through, they were pathetic.

They tried to grab the glass of water. The surface moved when they took it in their hands, and it never stopped shaking. When they tried to bring it up to their mouth, they misjudged where it actually was, the glass hitting their chin instead.

Small steps.

At least no one could see them right now. Their friends should never have to see them this way. If they could handle this problem now, then it wouldn’t be an issue later.

The Angel readjusted, accounting for the snout on the front of their face. They managed to get their mouth on the lip of the glass, and tried to tip it back just to get it over with.

Immediately, they choked, spitting the water out onto their lap. 

Right. Their mouth was longer now. Just… another thing to have to get used to. It’d already been hard enough for talking. Now, they had to use it for everything.

The Angel of the Prophecy… unable to drink.

Well, the prophecy always considered them faceless, so maybe they really were never meant to drink. It was uncharted territory, something they had to do on their own.

The Angel tried again, taking more care to not empty the entire cup into their mouth this time.

It felt wrong when their throat no longer hurt. When they finally swallowed with little issue, they flinched, bringing the glass away and putting it on the table before they dropped it. Pain that they had started feeling dull to came back. A sickening sensation of something entering their system made their stomach churn.

It was something.

The Angel was certain they couldn’t eat anything. It would be too much. Their stomach rolled even thinking about it. No, they couldn’t… dare to do something like that. They needed more time.

Still, the Angel tried the water again and again. Every time, it made them feel worse, but their throat felt less dry. With how much travelling they would be doing soon, they knew that they logically needed it, yet every sense in their body wanted to fight them on that fact.

They stopped with the glass half empty, unable to take it any longer.

Frisk said food was in the fridge. The Angel had already cast any thought of it out of their mind. Not yet. They couldn’t handle it yet.

When they tried to stand up, they realized their legs were shaking again. The water shouldn’t be that big of a deal. It shouldn’t have affected them. And yet, they hated it. They hated the feeling of it. It didn’t settle.

The Angel grabbed their branch, making their way towards the restroom. Frisk… was right. They had to take care of their body. A shower didn’t… require them to drink anything. It didn’t require their stomach to flop every time they tried to do something. So, they took it as the easier option. After all, showers were… relaxing, right? They remembered that. It would be comforting enough.

When the Angel turned on the light, they saw a foreign face in the mirror.

Their second pair of eyes had always been able to see their vessel, but it was different to see their vessel from their own eyes.

It wasn’t their own face looking back.

Haha… no wonder people compared them to Asriel.

The Angel wanted the reflection to disappear. They wanted to shatter it, but they were too tired to muster anything against the stranger in front of them. So, they just stared, unable to wrench their gaze away from the tired monster looking back at them. The horn on their skull looked jagged, dangerous shards sticking out where an unclean blow had been dealt to it. Dirt scuffed their fur from the spills in the graveyard. Dull eyes looked at the Angel, judging them for staring too long.

They tried to look under the sink to avoid the reflection for a little longer. A toothbrush was down there, completely unopened just as Frisk said. They weren’t… going to eat… so they could at least do that now.

It wasn’t as difficult to do as the water, but the Angel still kept knocking the toothbrush against their mouth haphazardly when they misjudged distances. It didn’t help that they kept their eyes averted from the mirror. They didn’t want to look.

Finally, the Angel pulled themself away, and the monster they didn’t recognize left the mirror as well. Unconsciously, they slipped the toothbrush into a smaller pouch on their bag.

That only left the shower.

The Angel rooted themself to the ground, realizing that it wasn’t easier than drinking water.

The monster in the mirror was their reality now. Even if they didn’t recognize the face staring back at them as their own anymore, they didn’t really have a choice, did they? They could avoid it for longer, but someone would eventually get on their case. Toriel would… probably ask them to try on their new clothes anyway soon. It wasn’t like they could avoid it forever! 

Get it over with.

The Angel knew that they didn’t do well. They knew that it probably would’ve been more dignified to walk away. They knew that the heart hammering in their chest was pathetic, and that they shouldn’t be feeling this way when so much worse was happening to their friends.

And yet, the hair dryer didn’t do all that much to get the water out of their fur. It lingered in patches on their body, making them shiver while they tried to take short breaths. The shower probably didn’t even do much! They didn’t even do a good job for all of the effort, and someone was going to make fun of them eventually.

It was fine. It was all fine. It was over, and they… they wouldn’t have to do that again. It was fine. After tomorrow, they would be back with their friends, and they could make their soul leave this awful vessel. They hated it. They hated this. The vessel was them, but it wasn’t supposed to be. It wasn’t theirs. Every part of them felt wrong wrong wrong, and they just wanted to dig their claws into their chest to remove themself from this thing that they now were.

They needed it.

They still… needed it.

And yet, they still hated it.

Something raw dug into their soul, rising up on the backside of their mind.

It wasn’t them. It never could be them. Many had called them a mockery already. Besides, they did not recognize the monster in the mirror, so how could they like themself?

 


 

To be completely honest, Alphys wasn’t a morning person… or a… uh… noon person… or afternoon person… To be honest, she wasn’t really good at waking up at all! Bit of a problem when she started dating Undyne who was very much an early riser, but she figured out how to manage eventually! Some mornings, she even got Undyne to actually sleep in a bit!

Considering Undyne had been out the previous night, one would think that she might actually sleep in a bit more. Instead, she seemed kinda mad? When Alphys asked about it yesterday, she dumped what was possibly the scariest thing Alphys had ever heard, and it all made sense. Well, the Undyne thing made sense. Everything else surrounding it didn’t. A monster with a human soul was a terrifying prospect, and Undyne was losing sleep over it.

That unfortunately led to Undyne getting up early in the morning, like something could go wrong at any moment. It led to Alphys getting up too, because Undyne wasn’t there, and to be completely and utterly clear… Alphys… liked it when Undyne was there.

Undyne was pacing around the living room, checking her phone over and over again like any updates would come through asking for her to rush out. She would then walk over to the blinds, checking over and over again for anything weird happening outside. When nothing happened, she came back and sat down for two minutes before repeating the process.

“A-are you sure something’s gonna… go really badly?” Alphys asked, maybe a bit sheepishly this early in the morning, but Undyne seemed pretty passionate about this. Well, who wouldn’t? Alphys sure was passionate about it too! It definitely meant that she’d be being called up soon as well. She was… probably the closest person who knew anything about human and monster souls in-depth.

Undyne finished her rounds again, marching back over to the couch. “Dunno why everyone’s so dead set on letting a monster with a human soul wander around. How could something NOT go wrong?” Instead of sitting down, Undyne did an extra round just to be sure, whipping out her phone. “Asgore says it must’ve been an accident, but I don’t buy it. There’s something weird going on, and I wanna get to the bottom of it!”

Alphys had been told about all the weirdness. Apparently the monster claimed to be the human soul itself? And then started acting weird when they said their friends were in danger? It was a bit terrifying to think about to be honest, but for right now, those things were outside and not at her doorstep!

A knock sounded at the door.

As if she’d been waiting for this moment all day, Undyne dashed for the door. She almost ripped it off its hinges when it flung open, and Alphys craned her head to try to see who was on the other side.

Considering Undyne hadn’t said anything for a few seconds, it probably wasn’t good.

“...Hi!” A voice Alphys didn’t recognize said, and she saw something gold waving. She couldn’t quite make out the face, but… “I know… you don’t really like me, but I was hoping to talk to Alphys.”

Huh? Her? Oh shoot, was someone already here to ask her questions about the whole soul situation? The humans must’ve been alerted already, and her expertise was needed. She should’ve gotten dressed first! She was still in pajamas! Alphys started scrambling onto her feet, but she didn’t get far.

Undyne looked like she wanted to slam the door in their face, but thought better of it and instead had to fight the urge to lunge at the monster. “What the hell are you doing walking around punk? Toriel was supposed to be watching you!”

Now that Alphys had gotten up, she could actually see the monster’s face a bit. She adjusted her glasses when she thought she saw something odd, but their image didn’t change. That was a boss monster! What was a boss monster doing around here? Th-there should only be two left!

The monster shakily sighed, tense all over, “She was. Then Asgore told me that as long as someone was watching me, I should be fine to wander around!” 

“Then who’s watching you!?” Undyne bared her teeth, arms raising like she was actually going to tackle them on the spot.

The monster thumbed the strap of a satchel they were wearing, tilting their head. “I… was hoping… one of you? I needed to ask questions… and I thought this was the best place to go.”

“I’m not babysitting you!” Undyne yelled, despite how early in the morning it was. Her voice probably carried over the entire neighborhood.

Before she could slam the door, Alphys peeked around Undyne, managing to make eye-contact with the monster. Their gaze immediately turned to her, and she pointed at them like she had just seen a mythological creature. “Y-You’re a boss monster!”

The monster grimaced, looking down at their own body for a moment. “Thanks. Didn’t notice.” Maybe they were just shy or something, but the monster did not seem to be all that happy about the reminder. Alphys couldn’t help herself! Still, they did take interest in Alphys immediately, asking, “Actually, it was you specifically who I needed to find. Are you okay for a little chat?”

There it was again. They’d requested for her specifically, and she didn’t have a single clue as to why. Was it to do with the whole human soul thing? That was Alphys’ initial thought, but now that she was realizing that the soul-absorber was a boss monster… Ohhhh, things were already looking so complicated.

Undyne glanced back before coming to her defense. “You’re not even supposed to be walking around, punk. Give me one damn good reason why I shouldn’t just slam you back in a cell?”

“One…” The monster lifted a finger. “To put this as politely as I’m willing to, you’d lose again. Two-” They lifted another finger, shutting their eyes and barely looking at the way that Undyne’s hands clenched into a fist. The monster didn’t seem to care in the slightest. However, they did have something interesting to say. “I’m… willing to trade.”

Undyne looked like she wanted to leap forward and strangle the monster, so before she could, Alphys interjected, “A trade? What does…” 

The monster continued to ignore the seething rage radiating from Undyne’s general direction while elaborating, “There’s a few things I need to do today. Unfortunately, one of those things is access to the True Lab, and I thought it would be a better idea to actually go to the one person who knows it well.” They sighed, “I think I need someone else’s perspective.”

The True Lab? Alphys hadn’t thought about it in forever. She tried really hard not to think about it! Sometimes when she went to sleep, she still thought that she would wake up in a world where the Amalgamates were still locked down there. It made her shiver. “Wh-what would you want in the True Lab?” She hardly even knew who this was, and… while it was decently common knowledge by now what the determination experiments were… someone wanting access to the True Lab seemed a bit much.

To emphasize Alphys’ point, and maybe a little aggressively, Undyne glared. “Yeah. Fat chance you’re going down there for a good reason.”

“Probably not, to be honest. I don’t really know what I’m looking for,” the monster admitted, glancing away. “It’s… why I thought it’d be better than going down there myself. I plan to do so even without help, but I thought it would be better to come to you first.”

The True Lab was off limits for a reason! The CORE hadn’t exactly been operational for a while now, and the lab’s power relied on it immensely! Even getting into the lab required an elevator, which now that Alphys was thinking about it… was a major safety concern. An elevator being the only way in and out was uh… a bit bad a few times to say the least. There was always the elevator shaft but… uh… Alphys didn’t really have the upper body strength or height to get into it…

Undyne jabbed a finger into the monster’s chest, which caused a momentary flash of red. They glared at each other, and suddenly the monster’s focus zeroed in on Undyne completely. She bared her teeth. “You’re not going anywhere. Either you get back to Toriel’s house, or I’m handling you myself.”

The monster opened their mouth with their own teeth showing like they were about to say something back, but then pulled back when they thought better of it. They took a deep breath, but now refused to look away from Undyne. “I think you’ll actually like what I have to give in exchange for a trip to the True Lab.”

“Like hell I would.” Undyne didn’t believe that at all. 

And yet, despite that obstacle, the monster explained anyway, “I’ll answer any questions the two of you have, about me and my soul. That’s what you wanted, right?” They tilted their head at Undyne. “Besides, not like lying would do me any good. Alphys is the only one who can actually maybe solve whatever is up with me, because even I don’t know everything.”

Her? Why her? “U-um… is there a r-reason you came to me specifically?”

“Yes,” they answered quickly, but struggled to find the words as soon as they’d done so. They opened and closed their mouth a few times before trying to politely word what they wanted to say as best as possible. “You worked with souls in the past. You are… the only one I remember who really understands souls.”

That was a polite way of putting it, but… yes, Alphys did work with souls in the past. In fact, she even still kept up with things a bit now. There were exciting things happening with the study of souls! It… especially became pertinent with human and monster couples. “W-well, I-I don’t think I should be touching um…” She glanced worriedly at the monster’s chest where she just saw a distinct flash of red. “A human soul…”

The monster sighed, glancing between Undyne and Alphys despite the former absolutely looking like she wanted to throw them out. They tried their best to explain, “I already told Asgore this, but if humans show up and want to know a thing about me, I don’t have answers.” Pointedly, they looked Undyne dead in the eye. “I don’t have answers that anyone can understand, so… I need someone who can put them into words I can actually say.”

Undyne glared back. Though, the more the monster spoke, the more she realized that she had been caught in a trap. Alphys watched as the gears in Undyne’s head turned. On one hand, the right thing to do in her mind would probably be just throwing them back in jail! On the other hand, if the monster couldn’t answer any of the questions the humans had… then this… would probably have to happen eventually. 

Maybe Undyne hadn’t come to that conclusion yet, because she crossed her arms before turning and deferring, “What do you think, Al?”

U-um, what did she think? Well, Undyne had been… pretty frustrated about this all night! It would probably be better if Alphys didn’t side against her. But… maybe Undyne’s frustration was being caused by a lot of not knowing? She might… still be frustrated if the monster was just sent away… AND they claimed that they would be going to the True Lab anyway…

Ohhhh, what had just been brought to her doorstep?

Alphys adjusted her glasses, shakily smiling at the two monsters watching her. “U-um… w-we could… give it a shot?” 

The monster’s shoulders relaxed, and Alphys realized that they hadn’t relaxed ever since Undyne opened the door. When the order was given, Undyne also relaxed a little bit, but she kept her arms crossed and her focus on the monster. “This is our house though, and if you even think about doing anything funny, I’ll deliver you to the humans myself.”

However, the monster was allowed passage into the house, and they sheepishly stepped in while the door shut behind them. They remained rooted to the ground a bit as Undyne watched them like a hawk. After they took a cursory glance around to get used to the environment, the monster asked, “Is… there like… a lab we’ll have to go to? I don’t… know how you analyze souls.”

Oh! “W-well, it’s actually p-pretty simple. I-I mean, not simple, but I made it simple!” Alphys immediately started walking towards a staircase that led downward into the house. “A-and no! We don’t have to go a-anywhere! The workshop’s down h-here!”

Before the monster followed, they glanced at Undyne for permission. Undyne rolled her eye before following Alphys down. It looked like Undyne wasn’t letting the monster out of her sight, and they knew that.

Still, the monster did have to ask, “What’s with all of you and having a lab in your basements?”

Alphys… didn’t know other people with labs in their basements. Well, she didn’t know about anyone that the monster would know of with labs in their basements. Sans used to have one in the Underground, but stopped using it after a while. He didn’t really like talking about it all that much, so that left Alphys as the resident basement lab-maker! The… True Lab was already there when she moved into the lab, but that was besides the point!

She took too long to respond, and Undyne picked up the slack. “It’s because they’re awesome.”

“A-and add mystery!” Alphys added, “Wh-who wouldn’t be a little curious about a-an underground lab? I mean… this one’s… more of a workshop. At least… um… this one just has cool things in it.” The trope of a hidden lab really added mystique… but… the last one actually did have things in it that Alphys didn’t like. Wait! She was forgetting something! “O-oh! I forgot to ask what to call you. Undyne… said you um… didn’t say your name.”

The monster did not answer.

Undyne groaned, “Wow. Just said you’d answer any questions, and you can’t even start with that.”

As they reached the bottom of the stairs, the monster glared back at Undyne. “My honest answer is I don’t want you to have it. My title is ‘the Angel’, and that’s all you’re going to get.”

“I-I mean… I’m… going to see it in the check,” Alphys admitted before a problem could happen. If the monster really didn’t want their name- wait what? They called themself what? “That’s… an odd title.”

The monster idly walked around the room, not touching anything but looking at the various items around the room. Alphys had a few things sitting around! She had a larger computer down here to handle processing that she removed from the old lab, and a tablet laying on the counter that she needed to grab. Whenever some of her ideas left beta, she could put them on her phone, but having a larger screen for some things during testing was just nice. There was… also… copious amounts of merch everywhere… and… ambient lights hanging from the ceiling… BUT it was all important!

Undyne watched them walk around while Alphys scooped up the tablet and a metallic wristband. Not satisfied with their answer, Undyne began interrogating, “What’s the deal with your whole angel obsession?”

The monster dropped their focus to look at her with a frown on their face. “Even after you quite literally saw the light and wings behind my head, you’re still questioning if I’m lying about that?”

“W-wings?” Alphys also stopped her rummaging to double-check the monster. They certainly didn’t have wings.

Undyne seemed to recognize what they were talking about though and kept her arms firmly crossed. “That place made all of us look different, and you bet your ass I’ll have questions about that.”

“Dark Worlds reflect you as a person at times.” The monster explained, using a term that Alphys had never heard in her life. However, they did not double back. “I can give you the whole prophecy if you want. You all know about the Deltarune, right?”

Who didn’t? Before Alphys even got to it, Undyne pulled up a chair, gesturing for the Angel to sit down. Alphys needed them to probably be as calm as possible for a neutral reading on their soul and disposition to fight. Having them seated would be good. With only a moment’s hesitation, the monster sat down. Thankfully, Undyne did not pull up Alphys’ super comfy bean bag in the corner that was only hers and maybe sometimes Undyne’s when Alphys got scooped up and-

Alphys slapped her face for a second before finally waking up. 

Thankfully, Undyne covered for her. “Uhhh, yeah? Everyone knows about it. Kinda was a whole thing while we were in the Underground, and I know damn well you don’t fit the description.”

“That’s because you all made your own prophecy,” the monster countered while eyeing what Alphys had in her hands. “What is that?”

“O-oh!” Alphys put her tablet down before holding out two wristbands. “U-um, well, checks are pretty useful for determining certain things about monsters and humans. This will just… lay it all out as c-coherent data.” It was actually quite a simple expansion of a check! Information was usually just given to the soul of a monster using a check, but sometimes it was hard to remember things or figure out an issue if the stats weren’t there for comparison. Alphys just liked doing it before starting something like this. “Undyne gets a lot of use out of it.” After all, she did do a lot of training even with a peaceful life on the surface.

The monster eyed the wristbands warily before pointing at them. “Why those?”

They… didn’t look too threatening, did they? Alphys tried very hard to make the design not look like handcuffs without chains, but it was a little hard! “I-it was just an unintrusive way to um… gather check information through an item. Manually casting the spell would… lead to it just getting sent to us directly.” Strapping something over someone’s chest to more directly reach the soul would have been a little more practical, but the practical designs were always scary. Something being that close to someone’s soul was weird! 

It was one of Alphys’ first applications for magic being cast through items though! The practice had fallen off since the war it seemed, and managing to make an item that could cast a check was a good first step! It… was a pretty simplistic spell though… but it was fitting that the first spell monsters typically learn was the first spell put into an item!

As if they found the answer satisfying enough, the monster held out their wrists. “As I was saying though, you all do not have the original prophecy. It was lost to time in this… uh…” They paused, losing the train of thought. “It was lost to time.” 

Undyne squinted at their odd change of words. “Okay, sure. I remember Gerson saying that. What the hell was the original one then?”

“St-starting the check now!” Alphys fired up the wristbands and began to watch information come through on her tablet. Unlike normal checks, this one wasn’t a conversation between souls. It was more like a soul spitting out information if anything. It was certainly… a different application, but one that Alphys was happy to get for medical reasons.

The monster flinched for a second when it started, but didn’t seem to mind after a moment. While information came through, they tried explaining to Undyne, “It had a lot of intricacies. It gave vague ideas of events that would one day play out, and a lot of them were… not kind. What was important was that a human, monster, and prince from the dark would one day appear to prevent a calamity.”

Alphys glanced up from her tablet after a few stats solidified and became clear. LV looked normal which was at one, so that struck the monster being a killer off. The name still hadn’t loaded yet strangely enough. “Th-that just… sounds like a fantasy story?”

Grimacing, they muttered, “I thought it was too for a while. I didn’t even buy the whole prophecy thing until I was staring down the barrel of my own role in it. The Angel isn’t a fun title, I’ll tell you that much.”

Undyne wasn’t quite satisfied yet. “Nah. Tell. Considering how much all of this seems like a steaming pile of crap so far, you might as well get deeper into it.”

“It’s up to you if you believe me or not, but that’s why I came here!” The monster sounded more exasperated, and Alphys watched none of their stats change in response to their emotions. Hm. “The human, monster, and prince of the dark were the friends I mentioned. Kris, Susie, and Ralsei were their names. I was the Angel of the prophecy, meant to guide and protect them.” Again, none of the stats rose, even as they talked after and faster. “And they would banish me.”

Alphys… wasn’t following. She got the names and the friends thing and could maybe follow the prophecy, but… banishment? “Wh-what does banishment mean?”

“This isn’t working. Screw it.” The monster suddenly launched into an explanation so dense that it sent Undyne reeling instantly, “I used to not be a part of this world. The world I come from, the one with my friends… that calamity happened, and I was sent here to your world. I never had a body of my own in that world, and I was only this soul.” They tapped their chest. “When I came here, I didn’t have anyone to carry my soul, so I accidentally hijacked a body. And-”

Some primal urge in Alphys suddenly launched forward. She’d watched more than enough isekais to know where this was going. “-And now you’re trying to get back to your original world, but all the rules have changed b-because you’re in a fantastical world o-of your dreams! A-and you still need to go back to your world because you can’t stay in the dream world forever! But when it’s time to go back!!! You’ll have to say teary goodbyes! And then the plot will throw everything a-away by saying that returning to the real world is better when the world with awesome powers and magical transformations and giant robots and the people of your dreams is already amazing, because returning to a mundane life is somehow better!… and… um…”

Both the monster and Undyne were staring at her. Undyne had a grin on her face.

She had gotten a little bit carried away. 

A few beats passed before the monster put their head in their hands. “I am so mad that you are on the right track but used tropes to get there.”

To her credit, it seemed like Undyne was beginning to follow thanks to Alphys’ explanation a little more than usual, but wasn’t quite on the believing side of things yet. “Yeah uh… how the hell does any of that work? There aren’t other worlds.”

“A-actually!” Alphys raised a hand. “I used to do a little research on this. Um… there are alternate universes out there! Wait-” She scrambled up to the monster, a renewed interest suddenly building. “Are you telling me that all of that is true? That you’re from one?”

They hesitated for a bit. Almost as if they were unsure if they should enable Alphys, the monster answered with a hesitant “Yes.” The monster- no they called themself the Angel, oh my gosh were they the Angel from an alternate world??? “And I need to get back there, which is why I wanted to go to the True Lab.”

Undyne raked her hand through her hair, pacing around the room. “You’re just lying. You gotta be straight up lying.” She whirled around, marching up to the monster and jabbing a finger at them. “This doesn’t make any sense! It’s a damn convenient excuse for someone who’d be endangering humans and monsters.”

“Th-that’s the thing!” Alphys interrupted, bringing up her tablet so both the Angel and Undyne could see it. “Look! There’s a few discrepancies and so many things that don’t make sense about their biology. Their stats didn’t change th-the entire time we were talking either!” Both of them were locked at ten. Alphys also never saw their name load. “I don’t know wh-what’s up with the name, but the stats are just odd! You’re supposed to be a boss monster with a human soul, but your… um… stats are pretty low. The health is pretty scary!”

Despite the evidence in front of her, Undyne scowled at the tablet. “There’s no way their stats are stable. They hit me hard a while ago, and I know damn well Asgore and I should’ve beaten them with health that low.”

The Angel themself actually had an explanation for that, “Dark Worlds also change your stats. Mind you, only I can make them. They’re the reason for the calamity in the other world, and I’m trying very hard not to use them when possible.”

“Then why the hell did it make you so much stronger???” Undyne yelled, gritting her teeth. Before she could get too angry, she suddenly realized something and paused. “I mean… it DID give me a cool looking sword, but… wait why the hell can only you make them? Is that because you absorbed a human soul?”

The Angel broke eye-contact for a second. “Only people from my world can do it.” They looked back at Undyne moments after. “Also, I told you, I am the human soul. This vessel isn’t me.”

Alphys did not miss the odd way that they didn’t look at Undyne when trying to explain how to make whatever a… Dark World was. However, she was more concerned with another thing on the tablet. Another advantage to casting a check through a programmable item was that Alphys could get a few readings on biology rather than just the soul… and… she had a few questions. “Wh… why is your determination level so high?” Even Undyne didn’t have that much, and she was the monster with the highest concentration that Alphys had seen… other than the Amalgamates obviously…

And yet, it was staggering. A monster shouldn’t be able to take that.

The Angel shrugged. “It’s my power.”

“O-okay, but you should still be melting right now.” They should’ve probably melted five times over. Honestly, the only person Alphys had met with similar metrics was Frisk.

Despite Undyne not understanding the sciency things that Alphys did all the time, she always did listen to Alphys’ rambling. That came in handy now, because she snapped her fingers when she realized something. “Didn’t you say one time that monsters can’t have much determination because they’re not… physical?”

That… was right, but Alphys didn’t know what that had to do with this. She nodded. “Y-yes. Monster bodies are primarily made up of magic while human bodies have more substance like… blood for instance.”

“They bleed.” Undyne pointed at the monster, and the Angel nodded in turn. “Busted their damn horn in front of me and then bled all over their face.”

What? That caused even more questions! “I-I mean it’s not impossible for something like that to happen. Monsters born from humans have been shown to uh… have more physicality. But you’re obviously older than that, so you weren’t born from a human monster couple!” She looked at the tablet again, trying to find anything she missed. “It’s like everything about you is scrambled!”

“Another world, remember?” The Angel tilted their head at the fact that she’d forgotten. “Funny thing is, monsters did bleed where I was from. This vessel I’m in wasn’t where I was from.”

Undyne’s one eye narrowed. “You’re not puppeting a helpless monster around, are you?”

The Angel shivered at the thought. “Thankfully no. I’ve done more than enough of that in my lifetime.”

What did that mean? Alphys was struggling with too many questions at once and needed to systemically get rid of them. “I-Is that why your stats are more human-like? I guess… that would make sense, but I don’t get how you only have a human soul in a monster’s body!” That was another thing that she was realizing as she looked at the statistics. Usually she could tell what soul trait was most prevalent with a human, or whether or not a monster soul was there instead. There was only a human soul in there. “Th-that shouldn’t be possible!”

Once again, the Angel turned away, slightly curling in on themself. “In my world, it was. It… isn’t a happy story.” Something darkened in their expression. “A damn mistake, is what it was.”

Alphys was going to need to take some pain meds after this. But it was just all so fascinating! What rules were different? What things had changed? She needed to ask Undyne everything if the two of them had actually fought like Undyne said. She needed to sit down with this person and figure things out, and luckily they would have time to chat about it! They still had a trip to the True Lab! Ohhhh, she was incredibly excited about that now. Proof of an alternate universe had just walked into her house, and she had the conflicting statistics to back it up! What she was seeing on the tablet was an absolute anomaly! 

Undyne wasn’t nearly as thrilled and still had suspicions of her own. “Okay, but you look like Toriel and Asgore. Goat monsters.” Alphys pointedly did not correct the fact that they were classified as boss monsters. Calling them goats was like calling moldsmals a jello. They were not GOATS- “And you said you got that… uh…”

“Vessel.”

“Monster body from here. So, why the hell would it act like your world?” Undyne was lagging behind, but she was asking incredibly important questions! “Better question, where the hell did you even get it? I’ve seen photos of Asriel, and-” 

Before she could finish, the Angel put a hand up to stop her. It made Undyne fume, but it looked like they genuinely just needed a second. “I need you to understand that I hate this as much as anyone else does, and I hate that I look this way.” They took a steadying breath. “I’m not him. I’m sorry I look like him. I messed up.”

Alphys felt a pang of something in her soul when she saw their gaze fall to the ground. “U-um… how… did you…” It felt a little incorrect to ask, but she should probably cover all of her bases. “D-do you mean that you look like him for a reason? Other than just being a boss monster, of course.”

“I do.” They sharply exhaled at the admission. “I can’t undo it. I don’t know how, and it was incredibly painful to get a grip on this vessel. It almost killed me.” They recounted the events, wilting further and further as they said it like it was a death knell for something else. “So please, don’t ask about it. I can’t make it right.”

An… uncomfortable distinction needed to be voiced. If they did take on Asriel’s form, then that meant that the… vessel as they called it… had to be from this world. “Um… how is your physicality… wrong then?” She followed up on Undyne’s question. “I-If it’s from this world.”

The Angel put a hand on their chin, trying to think on their own when Alphys didn’t immediately come up with an answer. They opened and closed their mouth uselessly a few times before sound came out. “The only thing I can think of is that I just… forced it to be this way. To follow my rules.” They didn’t seem satisfied with the answer at all. “But everything involving my soul is weird. If you don’t know what happened, then I don’t know who else could. There’s one other person, but you were better with souls than him I think.” 

Well, Alphys certainly wasn’t sure. Maybe more information on souls from human and monster couples would come to light, but as of now it was mostly an unknown! Why the vessel changed to match their rules… Alphys didn’t know. She didn’t really think that determination could just “do” that but… “Wait, wh-who else knows these kinds of things?”

The Angel did not immediately answer. “That’s… what I was going to go to the True Lab to find.” They took the wristbands off themself that Alphys had almost forgotten about, gently handing them back to her. Though, they seemed pensive. “Do you… know of a previous Royal Scientist before you?”

Alphys stopped in her tracks before she could put the wristbands down. She thought for a moment, and a claw reached up and pulled something away in the back of her mind. “U-um… logically…” The lab was already there. Blueprints were already there. A heavily damaged machine was already there. The CORE was already there. “Someone built the CORE! It… it was a genius invention, and it… hah… sc-scared me a lot to try to live up to that!”

As if they expected the explanation, the Angel nodded. “I just… want to go to the True Lab. There’s something I’m looking for, and I think it would be best if you joined me. You know how to actually use everything in it and what its history is.”

W-well… that was a good point, and Alphys certainly could help. If this person really was from an alternate dimension, then maybe this was how they found their way back home! At least they were trying to get home to find friends instead of it being a cliche “go back to mundane life because you have to.” Maybe home actually was more fantastical! She just had so many questions that she still wanted to ask!

Before Alphys could answer, Undyne interjected, “I’m coming too. I’m not letting you wander around with Alphys even if that story is true.”

The Angel sighed, “Are you going to touch my soul again?” Undyne did WHAT? “Or touch me again? I would love it if you never did that again.”

“I-I think Undyne should come!” Alphys helpfully added, “The core has been powered off, s-so parts of the Underground might be harder to traverse… especially getting into the lab. And I would like Undyne with us! A lot!”

Undyne rolled her eye. “You are a monster with a human soul. As long as there’s no more funny business, fine.” She did point at the Angel, notably not actually jabbing them this time. “But if you hurt Alphys or touch anything without permission, I’m gonna give you a concussion.”

That sounded unnecessary! It was probably for the best for safety reasons, but it was still scary!

And yet, the Angel was outvoted. They looked like they wanted to pick a fight, but thought better of it and sighed, “Fine. I would like to leave as soon as possible though.”

Oh! Alphys didn’t realize that she was still in her pajamas! She usually was in the workshop, but that wasn’t important. “L-let me go get changed, and I’ll meet the two of you outside!”

 


 

The Angel watched Alphys go before standing up. All things considered, that went better than expected. They didn’t get nearly as much information about their current state as they hoped, but it was something. At the very least, it got both Alphys and Undyne on board for the True Lab. The Angel would’ve preferred if only Alphys came, but it couldn’t be helped.

The information at least gave them more of a grasp of what could be wrong with their vessel. If their vessel was trying to mimic their state in the other world, then that could make sense. Maybe their soul was doing something weird like trying to match Susie’s own tendency to bleed and dust. They didn’t know, and they didn’t get to see themself die against Flowey considering their soul shattered. The dusting never completed in their eyes.

At least… they could get a move on to the True Lab. It was progress, and the Angel had someone knowledgeable who actually could believe them with the odd world-hopping. Really, they should’ve known to go to Alphys. It just seemed like her science expertise was with souls and determination… but the Angel forgot the fact that she was an absolute nerd.

For someone who had tried everything in the Underground, the Angel really should have remembered her quiz show answers. They’d dismissed far too much of Alphys as a mere gag. Ironically, despite the Angel having questions for a certain friend very soon, they were beginning to have more for Alphys. Hopefully, on the way to the True Lab, they could freely ask them.

Before the Angel could walk up the staircase, Undyne put an arm in front of it to stop them.

Of course, they weren’t free yet.

Her eye narrowed while staring down at them. “There’s one thing I still don’t get,” she muttered, “After you pulled that damn geyser out of the ground and started fighting us, you said some weird things.”

The Angel remembered it well. Of course, this would come back to bite them. They were lucky that Asgore didn’t ask about what they said to him. However, it seemed that luck had finally run out.

Undyne scrutinized them further, and didn’t miss the way they glanced away this time. She pressed further. “If you’re really from another world like you said, and all of this is somehow true… how the hell did you know about my fight with Frisk?”

Should the Angel just admit to it? Should they finally lay all of the cards out on the table in order to finally prove what they were? It would be easy to just say it out loud now. Somehow, Undyne and Alphys were the closest to understanding the whole picture.

…but there were some things that people didn’t need to know.

Besides, the Angel had a justification for not telling her. “If Frisk wants to tell you, then they will,” the Angel settled on, meeting Undyne’s gaze.

“But you know about it.” Undyne loomed over them, eye practically glowing despite the fact that they were under bright lights. “So that means you know something. Where the hell did you learn that?”

The Angel tried again. “It’s not my place to say.” Surely, if Undyne could not respect the Angel, then she could respect Frisk. However, the Angel did need to make one thing clear. “Their life has already been altered by me, and I respect them for helping me. So, I will respect them back, and let them tell the story in their own time.” A point of tension formed in the air between the Angel and Undyne. “You wouldn’t deny them that, would you?”

Undyne’s fins flared out for a moment. She looked like she wanted to press even more, but the point had already been made. Instead, with an annoyed grin, she muttered, “You’re annoying. I bet you only answered those questions, because it was convenient for you.”

“It was.” They never lied about that. They were in-fact extremely upfront that they benefitted from learning more about themself. “Now, what does this have to do with anything.”

“I don’t trust you for a god damn second.” Undyne looked like she wanted to jab them again, but thought better of it. “The moment you endanger us… the moment you interrupt the peace between humans and monsters, you’re taking the fall.” 

The Angel had already done that to be fair. She just didn’t remember. Still, it was just another reminder that things weren’t fine. Just because Toriel and Frisk had stood up for them… and just because Asgore had comforted them, it didn’t mean that everyone was on their side now. There would still be people getting in their way.

Trying to keep their breaths even, the Angel responded as clearly as possible, “I want nothing with your world but to leave it as soon as possible. I know I’m a threat. That’s why I want to leave. Why would I take this away?” Of course, maybe it would have been better now for Undyne to know that it was the Angel who worked towards freeing them all. Equally, there would be a risk with revealing that the Angel killed them all as well.

“Maybe the damn soul in your chest.” Despite everything, Undyne still could not shake what was right in front of her: a monster with a human soul. “Who knows, maybe it’s not that you’re doing this on purpose. Maybe you’re just not thinking about the bigger picture and how many lives are at stake. If you mess everything up to get what you want, I’ll sock you in the jaw.”

The bigger picture? The bigger picture? The Angel finally lost their ability to breathe at a steady pace, but they kept their eyes locked on Undyne. “You don’t believe me, but the consequences for me not returning home are far larger than my friends dying. It’s oblivion. Imagine this entire world you’re in dying. All at once. A story severed.” The Angel leaned back, trying to steady themself. “I will not hurt this world, but don’t expect me to wait.”

“Yeah…” Undyne bared her teeth. “We’ll see.”

The Angel decided to walk forward, and Undyne gave them passage up the stairs. Every ounce of them wanted to fire back how she’d lost the last fight between the two of them, but antagonizing her further wasn’t going to do anything. So, they just had to deal with the hostility for a little longer. They could manage it. Going hostile would turn more of their already shaky allies against them. Had it not been for Frisk’s own fortitude, nearly True Resetting might have caused them to turn as well.

People were just far too good at getting on their nerves. They didn’t understand the stakes. And yet, the Angel still let anger get the better of them. They always did.

The Angel and Undyne stepped outside, both waiting in silence on Alphys. By the looks of it, a motorcycle with a sidecar sat in the driveway. The Angel already knew where they were sitting, and began to dread the ride to the mountain.

Their gaze turned on Mt. Ebott, and they took a deep breath.

Hopefully, the True Lab had what they needed.

The Angel’s second pair of eyes caught a glimpse of yellow close by. When they whirled around, they saw something vanish under the ground, and their blood ran cold.

Flowey was watching.

How long he had been watching, the Angel didn’t know. They’d tried to remain acutely aware of their surroundings while in the workshop, and especially became more aware while explaining sensitive information. Above all else, they could not have Flowey learning about how to actually make a Dark World.

After all, they were lying through their teeth about being the only one who could do it.

And still, the Angel’s mouth became dry when they saw the place where the flower disappeared. If he had been tailing them, then who knew where he could show up next. Who knew what he would find out about them next. Who knew when he would next get bored and decide to kill them on the spot.

It couldn’t be helped. None of that could be solved now. Flowey had probably already long vanished. The Angel had to move forward anyway.

Time still couldn’t be wasted, even if they already felt it was too late.

Notes:

I MADE IT.

BEFORE you get worried that I haven't taken a break - first of all fair, second of all I did not get my internet back this week (and probably won't next week) so the grind continues because I have nothing else to do. So, you all get another chapter. Yippee!

Which- is a bit more downtime than I expected as well. Though, last chapter was emotional anguish, so I feel like this is fine. I wanted to give two VERY crucial conversations that people have been waiting for their own space, even if it seems like not everything has been put on the table yet! There's still MANY holes in character knowledge, but it wouldn't be fun if everything was laid out immediately.

Obligatory "Why would Chara do this?" (I just don't think they would stand for any of this)

I was trying to force a tone for the Frisk conversation (serious the entire time) but Frisk as a character kept forcing me to go the "gossiping at a sleepover" route. Chara was also my inner monologue on "what the actual fuck are you doing". I just see Frisk as optimistic! They're willing to see things for what they are now in an attempt to reach an understanding, and also may be a little silly at times!

Of course, the tone shifted when Chara realized they could just poke at the Angel due to mind reading shenanigans. As it turns out, Chara narration is a text box! Guess how the Angel is getting their thoughts from others?

Also idk where that middle Angel scene came from. It just spawned in. My hands just did that. It feels like a shadow passing under my doorway but I don't have the internet to care about that rn.

Alphys Alphys Alphys. Ironically despite her being a science person, I don't think it would be her science background that actually makes her understand the Angel. It's her background as a fucking nerd. SHE KNOWS WHAT AN ISEKAI IS. SHE'S LOCKED IN. It's so funny how small things like the quiz show can be dismissed (and maybe she's being a little facetious during it but I like playing with it). There's so many things about Alphys' character that I have to say, but we have the True Lab coming up to handle a bit of that!

Undyne and the Angel will continue beefing unfortunately. Thankfully she is also on the scene, so maybe... frenemies.........

Noel who?

Again, there were many wonderful fanarts last time. I reblogged them to @star-pup01 and PLEEEAASEEE go look at them. They make me want to roll on the floor. I am going to bite them and shake them like a chew toy. I am a blur.

I have less to say this time because my brain is quite frankly fizzling out, but I thank all of you for the support on last chapter and I enjoy hearing from you! I am very sorry it takes me a while to respond to some comments in the week! I want to make sure I'm mentally aware enough to make a good response, because you all dedicate a lot of time to the comments and by god I want to yap too and express appreciation.

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Chapter 9: Shadows Cutting Deeper

Summary:

The Angel, Alphys, and Undyne descend into the True Lab. The Angel seems to have a plan, but unearthing the past is difficult when the trail is so indistinct.

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

Frisk couldn’t be surprised when the downstairs was empty in the morning.

Even though Chara didn’t say anything about the matter, Frisk could feel the disapproving “I told you so”. The Angel had left, and mom wasn’t even awake yet. There would be questions and probably a panic. Frisk sighed, already mentally preparing themself for loading their save file to bring the Angel back. Frisk knew they were heading out, but didn’t think they would just up and leave this soon. Honestly, they should’ve expected it considering the circumstances, but the Angel could’ve woken Frisk up!

Unfortunately, it did prove that Frisk was right about one thing: their chances of learning anything about the Angel may have been lost. Hopefully, when the load happened, they wouldn’t be pissed at the setback.

However, Frisk did decide to do a quick patrol around the house before taking a nuclear option. Even though they tended to abuse their save abilities just a little bit, they did really try to sort things out before loading a save. Exams were different, because they were a lost cause from the getgo, but usually Frisk didn’t enjoy sending their friends through the same moments over and over again. Deja-vu still existed when reloads occurred, and while it never really negatively impacted Frisk, it wasn’t something they wanted to use too often.

When walking by the bathroom, Frisk saw gold fur in the sink. Carnage had occurred, and while Toriel usually left fur in the drain, it seemed that the Angel had no coordination with their own fur. It was… an obscene amount of fur, like they had been shedding unnaturally fast. At least they tried.

Their branch and horn were gone, which meant that they probably were as well. They’d taken the bag too. The water on the tableside was half-full, so at least they’d attempted something. Maybe they’d eaten too?

When Frisk went to check the fridge, they found everything in it completely untouched.

At some point, the Angel was going to pass out. Hopefully, it wouldn’t come with them loading their save.

Honestly, it would probably just be best for Frisk to bring them back here. Unfortunately, they were stopped in their tracks by a note left on the table. The Angel had actually left something behind. Somehow, Frisk found that shocking.

When they picked it up and did a quick read over, it sounded like they were headed to Alphys’ place just like they said they were. That meant Undyne would have her eye on them. Or… someone would. Well, now Frisk would feel bad if they dragged the Angel back here. It would be pretty pointless and just set them back a bit.

Having to consider someone else when loading was not something they were used to. Flowey got annoyed, but considering he death-looped them multiple times when he had control over the timeline, he could deal with it.

The note didn’t have any goodbyes or contact information or anything written on it. It was just an announcement on where they were going so that Frisk didn’t load their save.

While the conversation last night didn’t go all that well, Frisk still thought the Angel would say goodbye before leaving. The damage must’ve already been done. Dragging them back here would probably just make it worse.

…And college wasn’t waiting. There was still a bit to do before the semester was up. It was a stupid thing to think about now with all that had happened, but their life was moving forward. They could just follow the Angel around for a while, but then they’d be throwing away the fact that every single one of their friends tried to help them build their own life. College was meant to be that for Frisk, and if they just gave up…

At the very least, the Angel could’ve left a number! Then Frisk could’ve checked in! Or asked questions at all! Ugh.

Heavier footfalls came down the stairs. It looked like mom had finally gotten up. Frisk had given up on wondering how she never woke up with chaos happening in the house. Considering how she had an ear for whenever Frisk went towards the Ruins exit in the Underground, it was strange how little she heard in her actual home. Oh well, Frisk wasn’t going to question it.

She still had her nightgown and cap on when she peeked down the stairs. When she saw an empty living room with only Frisk, she did a quick double-check before asking, “Frisk, did our guest leave?”

Before Toriel could panic, Frisk quickly held up the note. “Talked to them last night. They were going to Undyne and Alphys’ house.”

Toriel nodded like that made sense before abruptly stopping, her mouth turning into a thin line. “Frisk… they are aware that Undyne is not quite… happy with them, are they not?”

Just as exasperated, Frisk nodded. “They seemed dead set on it. Left before I even woke up.” 

“That is a shame…” Toriel walked downstairs and almost beat-for-beat did the same check that Frisk did. She lingered on the fur in the bathroom for a second, but eventually seemed to relax when there was evidence that they tried to take care of themself at all. “Did they leave a number?”

“Nope. Doubt they even have a phone.” If they just got here, then there was no way they would have something like that. Every time the Angel wasn’t directly in Frisk’s line of sight, they could be anywhere. There was no easy way to find them other than loading a save, and that would ruin any progress that the other party was making.

Frisk already wasn’t looking forward to getting jettisoned back in time every now and then. It would’ve been good to communicate save-point usage, but someone messed up the entire conversation.

Toriel hummed to herself for a moment, lingering on the empty couch where the Angel once was. A resolve solidified, and she placed her fist in the palm of her hand. “When they next arrive, that will need to be solved. I had hoped to perhaps buy them a new walking stick as well… something better than that old branch, but it seems like it will have to wait.”

That sounded like a good idea. That branch was going to break at some point, and hopefully the Angel wasn’t stranded somewhere when it happened. A phone would make keeping tabs easier. Frisk would be amenable to reload shenanigans provided that the Angel talked first. Ugh… they didn’t even know why the Angel had save-points yet, other than the fact that they had control over the Reset ability now.

Chara remained dead silent. Frisk was still angry.

Frisk nodded at mom’s idea, but before they could scheme more on how to track down the Angel, Toriel crossed her arms. They were forgetting something, weren’t they?

“You do plan on heading back to your classes today, correct?” Toriel questioned, tilting her head. “If I recall correctly, you do have classes on your schedule today.”

Frisk cursed. That showed them for telling Toriel their schedule. “This is important,” they tried reasoning, gesturing towards the door, “I gotta catch up with them.” Frisk knew that they probably didn’t have all that much time. If the Angel changed course from Undyne and Alphys’ place, then Frisk was never going to find them.

Toriel studied their face for a moment behind her glasses. After a moment, she sighed, “I cannot say that I… do not have concerns of my own. If you are worried for your friend, then go check in.” However, right after, her face grew stern. “Though after, you are catching the next bus, understood?”

That was a fine enough compromise! “I’ll text you!” Frisk exclaimed, throwing on a jacket and bursting out the door. Breakfast had been forgotten, but it could wait considering the fact that the Angel needed to be found quickly. They still had so much to ask. They still had so much they needed to coordinate.

Frisk waved while speeding past many familiar faces. They didn’t stop for any of them. Talking could wait until later. Talking could wait until they at least had any chance of the Angel not just slipping away again.

As soon as Frisk saw the home they were looking for, they practically threw themself at the door. Hastily, they knocked, hoping to hear the telltale sound of Undyne stomping towards the door.

No one answered.

Again, Frisk tried knocking. Surely, they weren’t already gone. How early did the Angel get up? Of course, they were going to get up as soon as possible. It was debatable if they even slept. This was the same person who practically stormed Frisk’s college campus. Waiting wasn’t a word that they understood.

No one answered again.

All of the lights were off. Alphys usually had pretty blaring lights in the living room that were constantly on. That meant that the two were definitely out, and there was no Angel to be seen.

A dead end.

Frisk sighed, opening their phone. Hopefully, mom would at least tell them when the Angel came back. They’d probably catch the bus the moment that monster was sighted again. At least… they probably weren’t going to vanish with Undyne watching them like a hawk. Undyne might be mad from how it was described to Frisk, but she wouldn’t kill them. She’d just… harass them a little.

Once again, Frisk considered loading their save. There was also the matter of the Angel having to deal with every conversation all over again while not anticipating it. Toriel would want to talk again. If they had talked with Undyne and smoothed things over, then it would have to happen all over again as well. Hell, the entire night would repeat.

Besides… the Angel talked about being caged before. The worst kind of cage would be one where time looped endlessly until another person was satisfied.

Frisk would know.

Flowey did it to them many times. In some respects… in actuality, the Angel had done it to them before.

For now, they would let it go. The save-point was always there if need be. They just… didn’t want the Angel to be mad. They wanted to get to know them. But they couldn’t…

Frisk decided to stop being indecisive and began their walk back home. Either way, the Angel would likely be back. It was just a matter of when and how. They just had to be patient.

 


 

Riding in the sidecar of the motorcycle wasn’t a great experience. The Angel found out that having fur and very floppy ears caused them to look ridiculous when the wind rushed past them. They also didn’t exactly have a helmet that fit their horns, so they had the pleasure of fearing for their life thanks to Undyne’s… passable riding.

The only reason the Angel didn’t load a save out of panic was because Alphys was clinging to Undyne’s back and laughing. That had to mean that it was… somewhat safe. That being said, the Angel wondered if Undyne would just outright slam the sidecar into a tree to kill them. No such thing happened, but they were just going to walk back to town next time. Some things were far too harrowing, and they were only glad that no one got a picture of their fur and ears being peeled back.

Thus, the ascent up the mountain began, and one person in this ragtag group was much more athletic than the others. The Angel planted their branch in front of them on the path again, panting while continuing up the path. Going down was hard enough on unstable legs, but going up was a hell in its own right. The lack of food probably had something to do with that, but they could see the summit, so it wasn’t too far.

Alphys was having similar problems. She was ahead of the Angel, but not exactly by much. Her lab coat wasn’t helping, something that she had thrown on for dealing with the state of the lab. This wasn’t a casual thing they were doing. Even the Angel still remembered how desolate and dangerous the True Lab was. Most of that came from the Amalgamates, but the place just always unnerved them a bit. They always felt like they were being watched.

 From the summit, Undyne yelled down, “Come on! Get those heels up! It’ll be easier that way!”

The Angel fought the urge to flip her off, mainly because they had never done such an action before and would probably mess it up. They were already at their wit’s end with someone as energetic as Undyne. Susie could be energetic, but she would sooner scoop someone up than let them get exhausted going up a mountain. Honestly, it was a wonder how Alphys hadn’t been picked up yet, but she seemed determined in her own right to make it up the mountain on her own.

Right, didn’t Undyne vaguely say something a decade ago about training Alphys? Maybe they were still doing that?

The Angel wanted no part in this training, and quite frankly wanted this over with. They still had a good bit of the Underground to traverse, and if the CORE was offline, then it was going to be far more annoying to get to the True Lab. 

They were tempted to just turn their soul blue and launch themself up the mountain. Scratch that. They should’ve done that ages ago. The Angel took a quick glance to make sure no one was around before their soul flashed to life on their body. They caught a quick worried glance from Alphys before soaring into the air. The wind in their fur once again made their ears fly outward, but they ignored it in favor of kicking off thin air.

With a changed trajectory, they landed on top of the cliffside, the soul vanishing right back into their chest. That was better!

Undyne glared at them with one eye, her teeth bared. “I told you no funny business!”

“Really?” The Angel gestured at themself before continuing to pant. “I didn’t find that climb funny. It sucked. Was bad.”

Dragging a hand over her face for a moment, Undyne groaned, “I’ll send you back down the damn hill if you do that again. Think about that before you reveal a human soul again, punk.”

The Angel did not care. Undyne was getting on their last nerve, and they would be content having a moment to stand here. However, they couldn’t help the comment from spilling out of their mouth, “Sorry for not wanting to walk when I just figured out how yesterday.” 

Undyne glanced at them out of the corner of her eye before looking back at Alphys. “Still sticking to that story, huh?”

She was going to exist in denial until the Angel quite literally proved it somehow. Great. One would think that their scrambled stats and whole deal would tip her off, but it seemed like Undyne was sticking to the simplest solution of “monster with human soul”. The Angel just nodded at her, not acknowledging the bait. They just needed to get this over as fast as possible.

Alphys finally staggered over the crest of the cliffside, raising her arms up in the air in victory. “I made it!”

Without missing a beat, Undyne charged up to her, scooping her up and doing a twirl. The two of them laughed, Undyne adding, “Damn right you did! Hell of a climb!”

Ah. The Angel was third wheeling.

Susie was going to laugh at them when she heard about this. She’d already cackled when the Angel revealed that they were in the angel doll while she and Noelle were flirting horrendously. Of course, that cackle turned into mortified denial, but considering the fact that she was literally taking Noelle out to the festival…

The Angel snapped their thoughts shut immediately. The memories were nice, but they were all blotted in black ink now. Until the Roaring was purified, they would always be stained with a worse memory.

The journey into the Underground began.

It was strange to be back here. The Angel hadn’t even been gone for long, and yet it still felt like walking into a prison. They didn’t feel any different when walking back onto the cliffside, and no sensation of being ensnared came when the three of them walked back into the barrier room. It was all just… normal.

The Angel studied the pink archway closer as they crossed under it. Everything was much more detailed with their vessel’s eyes now. Last time they were here, they were so in pain that it didn’t really matter how lifelike their environment was. Now, they recognized things that they’d only seen through the lens of their window. It was… terrifying. Even now, they weren’t waking up, even though it felt like they should be able to.

Undyne and Alphys rounded another corner, passing into a hallway the Angel remembered well. They walked by a silver light without addressing it, but it caught the Angel’s attention.

Surface save-points were usually made of barely-visible patches of sunlight. This save-point, the one they first arrived to, carried a distinct silver hue. Just to confirm that it still worked, the Angel reached out a hand. Their files all appeared as expected, two corrupted and one still working.

Just in case, the Angel saved over their file. Being sent back to the bus stop would be tragic.

They hadn’t used their save-point all that much. Even in the other world, they reserved it for rare occasions where a foe got the better of them. Sometimes they missed something and needed to step back. However, they tried extremely hard not to die. After all, it wasn’t them falling in battle. Their friends paid the price for their slip-ups, so the Angel tried very hard to not slip up at all. They were… decent at it, but some foes like the Knight were just too much.

A call from down the hallway got their attention. Alphys poked her head around another corner, asking, “A-Are you okay?”

Without a moment to spare, the Angel nodded, pushing themself a bit to get down the hallway quickly. “Got distracted.” They didn’t care about further explanation, and Alphys didn’t ask for any. However, when the Angel rounded the corner into Asgore’s throne room, they remembered just how many save-points were near the barrier.

Why that was, they could only speculate. Was it because past humans felt determined here, and this is where they typically met their end? Was it just due to being closer to the surface? Maybe the barrier had something to do with it? The Angel didn’t know, and they weren’t too keen on asking Alphys. However, the save-point they were looking at was distinctly gold.

As soon as they brushed a hand towards it, silver absorbed it entirely.

…huh.

The Angel did not save this time. The save-point remained silver.

That was… ominous. Considering Frisk asked about loading their save-point at the college, they could still save. Why then could the Angel turn stars to their own power? 

They chose not to think about it for the time being. It wasn’t going to help. Instead, they raised their head, seeing Undyne standing over some wilted flowers. Those were the ones that they’d grabbed when first coming here, if they remembered correctly. 

Undyne huffed, “Who the hell plucked these flowers? I’ll kick their ass!”

The Angel chose to actually respond, “Adjusting to the vessel wasn’t easy, and when I appeared in that hallway, I was dying.” They didn’t know why they voiced anything at first. Maybe they knew what this flower patch meant, and they didn’t like it much either. The apology came naturally: “Sorry.”

Undyne didn’t respond, only giving a huff of acknowledgement while the small party proceeded forward.

Alphys on the other hand immediately looked at the Angel out of the corner of her eye. Something excited bloomed on her face, and she began to drop her pace to chat. “U-um, if you don’t mind me asking, how… did you get here?”

They tried to recall, but some details were lost to them. “I don’t know how… precisely I became like this. Things became indistinct after my friends fell.” The moment the final party member went down, it was like something in their chest had hollowed out. Then, they were being asked if they wanted to persist… “The person who I’m hoping to find more about at the True Lab… he pulled me here I think. When he was trying to find me a vessel, I saw something that looked like Ralsei and… became this.” They remembered the fear well. A soul, trapped in a cage that could not move.

Instead of chastising them or huffing in disbelief, Undyne glanced back while they all continued walking. “I mean, your names are consistent. Who uh…” Like she should’ve asked a while ago, Undyne scratched the back of her head. “Who’s Ralsei?”

What a loaded question that was. The Angel hummed for a second, noting that they were walking past the elevator. It must’ve been out of power. After searching for an answer for a moment longer, the Angel found something they were satisfied with, “Without even knowing me, he called me his friend. He taught me how the world worked. He guided me through the first steps, and then I guided him through steps he didn’t know how to take himself.” If only they could have helped him find out who he was. They still could, they just needed to figure out how to get back. The Angel raised a hand. “He’s pretty short. Looks like a goat-monster-” They did not miss the way Alphys rolled her eyes at the terminology. “-and he supposedly gives great hugs.”

Alphys scrunched her face. “Th-they’re not goat monsters, but… wait… what do you mean by supposedly?” Somehow that caught her off guard the most and not the Angel’s spiel about Ralsei guiding them through the first steps.

Though… maybe this was something to bring up. The Angel mused while looking out at the distant buildings of New Home. They were… honestly quite beautiful with their own two eyes. They sprawled out into the distance, countless lives having been lived down there that the Angel never got to see. “I… couldn’t feel without a vessel before. Like I said, I’m the soul.”

Alphys nodded like she followed. “Um… what is… it like being a soul? It’s a f-field we really don’t understand much e-even though I’ve tried to make it more clear.” Now that they were explaining, they even had Undyne’s attention turning their way.

So, the Angel kept going. It wouldn’t really hurt to give them this information, and may help Alphys define what they were. “I wouldn’t consider myself a normal soul for the record. I couldn’t feel anything, but that’s less because of being a soul and more of… my situation.” They waved a hand absentmindedly which caused Undyne to turn away. It seemed she was disinterested again. “Without a vessel though, the soul only ever received pain when touched. It was only when I had a vessel that I could get an idea of feeling. So… haha… I guess I’ve never felt one of Ralsei’s hugs.”

“B-but you seem to imply that you had… um… ‘vessels’ before,” Alphys pointed out, though she approached it in a way that didn’t seem to be trying to catch them in a lie. She was just trying to absorb information.

“I did but I only got… how do I put this…” As they started to pass into the basement of Asgore’s home, the Angel ran a hand against the wall. “This stone. Right now, I can feel it, but it wasn’t always that way. There’s also a second thing I get.” They focused their second pair of eyes on words that they could still see even now. “Descriptions of what I’m feeling. The stone feels slick to the touch, but I’m also told that. It’s weird.”

Undyne glanced back again. “Isn’t that just like… uh… whaddya call it? Thoughts? Monologue?” 

Alphys helped her out a bit. “I-Internal monologue.”

The Angel quickly shook their head. “No, it’s a lot more than that. I can see the words.” They pointed up like that would clarify anything. “It used to only be like that, so… I’ve only ever had Ralsei’s hugs described to me.” The faintest of smiles appeared on their face before vanishing. “You can thank Kris for that.”

For a moment, Undyne slowed her pace, watching their face intently. Something made Undyne’s shoulders loosen up, and she tore her eye away from the Angel. She kept on walking, but muttered, “Sounds like they mean a lot to you.”

“I’ve only been trying to tell you that for ages,” the Angel complained, but they weren’t going to push it. At least, Undyne understood that these people were real. 

Alphys hummed, “And… th-the pain. Why was the only thing the soul… or… you… why was the only thing you could feel p-pain?”

That had an easy answer. “I was brought into these worlds to guide and protect.” The Angel gestured at their chest. “I didn’t feel the pain, but the soul always reacted to it. A dull thud was what it did. It’s a warning to tell me I’m in danger if I wasn’t paying attention. Of course, anything that touched it… it registered as that. Now, I feel it for real.”

Undyne glanced down at her own hand, flexing her fingers while they all rose up into Asgore’s house properly. The place had layers of dust all over the furniture. Despite Asgore being on the surface, when the Angel glanced down the hallways, it seemed like the house had been untouched in its entirety. It’d been frozen in time.

Instinctively, their gaze trailed towards a long hallway. Alphys asked something, but the Angel found that they weren’t hearing it anymore. Their legs moved before their mind registered what they were doing. 

They passed a few doors, not regarding the rooms that were within. After all, it would be rude to snoop any more than they already had. They just needed to check something. Something was here that they needed to see.

A question of what they were doing echoed from down the hallway, but the Angel kept walking. Their gaze remained trained on the end of it, at the one thing that they needed confirmation about.

The Angel stepped in front of a mirror, and made eye-contact with the monster on the other side.

Narration used to be given to them by a ghost who now hated them. Ever since coming to the new world, the Angel’s narration was sourceless. It was simply something that they received, a part of them that let them interact with the world a little more fully. Chara no longer liked them. They probably never did. And yet, they longed to hear words in front of that mirror again. They longed to hear something. So, when the Angel reached out to the mirror, they hoped that they would hear comforting words that a ghost once gave them.

They stared. Wide eyes looked back.

A shadow rose up on the backside of their mind.

The words had always been sourceless, but sometimes, something else crept in. Once more, it had a question to ask.

When did you stop being yourself?

“Hey! What the hell are you doing over there?” A loud voice boomed down the hallway, tearing the Angel’s gaze away from the mirror. Undyne had her head around the corner, scowling at them. “Exit’s this way.”

The Angel lowered their head, ducking away from the mirror. It had nothing for them that they could think about right now. They just hoped…

They just hoped that something in there was still them.

The journey through the house continued in silence. The Angel’s line of conversation suddenly failed, and they forgot what they were talking about in the first place. The shadow in the back of their mind had long receded, but they still felt a pull to that mirror. Maybe it had messed up. Maybe it would tell them something else if they just looked again.

The Angel continued following, wrenching themself away from the empty home.

However, they did recall the route that the three of them were taking. “...Is the elevator working?” They asked out loud, knowing very well that this was a dead end.

Alphys pushed up her glasses, once again seemingly happy that the barrier of silence had been broken. It wasn’t that long. “We f-figured that if we ever wanted to use the CORE again, that turning it completely off would probably cause… um… extensive damage if unable to run for a while. S-so we put it into the lowest power setting! That way, some bare essentials can still operate with no risk of overheating!” The elevator doors creaked open, apparently having not been used much. “Of course… um… we probably could’ve taken the elevator directly to the resort, but this way is a little faster. U-unfortunately… it doesn’t… go to the lab. That would’ve been… a security concern from this side.”

“How is the lab not included in those bare essentials?” The Angel questioned, already knowing where this was going. Alphys shook her head, confirming what the Angel already guessed. “Well, at least this means we’re not walking through the entire CORE.”

The elevator began its slow descent. The Angel leaned against the wall when it shook. They were getting better at standing naturally at least. Maybe they would miss the branch if they eventually didn’t need it, but it was their Dark World weapon, so that had to stay with them.

Of course, this was the long elevator, which left the Angel standing awkwardly in a corner while the silence carried on. A whirr was all that broke up the silence.

Unfortunately, the ride didn’t end fast enough. Undyne had been looking at the Angel for a while, and she finally decided to say something: “If you showed up at the Castle, how the hell do you know we’re headed for the CORE?”

Of course, of all the things she paid attention to, it was that. The Angel paused for a second, unable to immediately think of a plausible explanation. They’d ruled out that they lived Underground, and they pretty blatantly said that they appeared at the castle.

They waited too long. Undyne scowled like she had gotten exactly the answer she thought she would. “Thing is, I’m starting to actually believe your stupid story. You smiled when talking about your friend.”

Had they? They… might have smiled when talking about Ralsei. Had they been smiling lately? They didn’t usually even think about it. What other people saw on their face usually didn’t matter since a one-sided window blocked them from view.

However, Undyne wasn’t done. Despite her belief, she had a point to all of this. “But you’re not telling us something, punk. You’re hiding something.”

Of course they were. How could they even dispute that? 

Alphys clasped her hands anxiously together. “I… um… didn’t want to say anything earlier, but… you said worlds… plural.”

When had they done that? The Angel tried to remember what context they said that in, and forgot just what precisely they had said. In the process of revealing any information, they were forgetting what details they had given. That was the problem with lying they supposed. It was hard to keep the details straight.

A lie finally formed at the tip of their tongue. “The world I come from is like this one. There’s similarities. It was a lucky guess.” The elevator door opened, and the Angel breathed a sigh of relief. “I didn’t want you all asking about your alternate selves.”

Undyne’s eye narrowed, but Alphys took the bait. She immediately walked after the Angel when they left the elevator, asking a flurry of questions, “Th-there’s other versions of us? Wh-what am I like? What is Undyne like? A-are we together in every universe? Are we-”

She kept rambling. The Angel continued down the hallway, not realizing the way Undyne was hanging back to watch them navigate. They simply tuned out the conversation behind them, marching through Mettaton’s stage and immediately taking a left from one perspective and a right from another. Hopefully, this elevator was working too.

“You knew where the elevator was too,” Undyne pointed out. “If it’s just similar, then it’s damn uncanny.”

The Angel pressed the button, waiting for the elevator to arrive. Thankfully, this one took much less time. Almost too cheerily, they shot back, “Well, it’s a good thing they’re so similar then! Means we can move faster!” Would it kill her to not question them every two seconds?

The elevator began moving down. It seemed that Undyne wasn’t taking her eye off of them. Great. Alphys also looked like she had something on her mind, and despite how much the Angel wanted to talk to her, it was just going to open them up to even more grilling.

Most of the journey through Hotland itself was uneventful. The Angel did have to stop for a moment when the scalding heat hit their fur. Undyne also started visibly struggling when they both left the resort. At least there was some kinship. Thankfully, the elevators were still cooled in Hotland. The Angel wanted to personally thank whoever decided A/C was essential.

It wasn’t long before they finally found the entrance of the lab.

Unfortunately, the door wasn’t considered essential. Apparently, all of Alphys’ lab equipment was going to be like this. That didn’t bode well for trying to get through the lab, which was just fantastic. If the Angel remembered correctly, pretty much everything useful there was tied to electricity. That meant doors wouldn’t open, logs wouldn’t be available, and they couldn’t check any tapes on the TV. They still didn’t know what they were looking for, but things just became considerably harder.

Thankfully, they had Undyne here. Without a moment to lose, Undyne summoned a spear, wedging it between the lab doors. She used the leverage to force the door open, gesturing for both of them to go inside.

Unfortunately, a depowered lab meant that it was basically a heated box of hell. The Angel winced when they stepped in, and Undyne also similarly realized that they were both absolutely screwed.

Alphys uncomfortably laughed, not affected by the heat all that much, “I… ah… well, we never really had to visit this place, s-so I didn’t think it needed air conditioning! Here… let me…” Alphys marched over to the large computer that used to survey the Underground with cameras. Honestly, the Angel only wondered how everything in here hadn’t melted. They guessed that buildings must’ve been made to withstand the heat to some degree, but still.

A jolt of energy came out of Alphys’ fingertips. Nothing in the lab came on except for airflow, and Alphys gave a few more zaps with magic the Angel had never seen before. Well… they saw it when she was a lost soul, but they’d never seen her willingly use the electricity that she had.

Undyne breathed a sigh of relief. “You’re awesome, Al.” 

Shockingly, the A/C down here worked fast. Usually it would take a while to kick on in the Angel’s experience, but this was something else. The Angel found themself getting comfortable too, but they must’ve been staring, because Alphys asked, “U-um… are you curious about something?”

Huh? They had frozen up when seeing her magic. “Just didn’t know you had magic,” they admitted.

Alphys looked at them like they were the most confusing thing ever. “E-every monster has magic. Even you have magic! Th-that’s just how it works!”

Ah. There must’ve been a misunderstanding. Walking towards the elevator, the Angel shook their head. “I’ve tried casting already. I don’t have magic.”

“Bullshit!” Undyne called out from behind them. “You hit me with fire! And that… sleep thing! That’s definitely magic.”

“And it’s not mine.” They would never claim it as their own, and a dangerous edge crept into their voice. “It was borrowed, and the only magic I use is soul magic. It’s not the same as what you all do.” Almost desperately, they gestured to the door with the elevator. “Now, can we get moving?”

Alphys wasn’t satisfied. “S-soul magic is trained! I-it’s never a monster’s primary magic!” She pulled out her phone, pulling up something that the Angel couldn’t quite see until she turned it around for them to see. They were looking at their own stat sheet. Did that save to her phone? Apparently it did, because she pointed at a field. “Y-you see, I didn’t mention it because I th-thought you already knew about your magic! It’s how we express ourselves! But you do have a magic type!”

The Angel rolled their eyes, looking at the supposed magic archetype that they were a part of. They were probably fire, and they just couldn’t do it due to some vessel limitations.

Light.

Ah, so it was just worse than that.

Their suspicions were confirmed. They really couldn’t cast. The Angel waved their hand. “My soul sheds light. Here, watch.” To show, they tapped their chest, the red soul flashing into existence. Slowly, light began to flare out, the room suddenly becoming much more visible.

Alphys watched the soul with starry eyes for a moment before withdrawing her phone. She stared at it, combing over the results. “B-but that’s still soul magic!”

“And I’m the soul.” Surely, she would understand this. It wasn’t that complicated. “Of course my magic is light. That’s what the soul does. That’s what my power is.”

Undyne pushed past the Angel to wrench the elevator door open. As she did so, she joined in on the small debate. “She means you should be able to cast with your body, punk. Monster bodies are an extension of the soul. Changing the soul is harder. Try telling someone’s entire being to stop moving. That requires some damn powerful stuff.”

The Angel pinched the bridge of their snout. “But I’m not this vessel. I’m the soul. That’s the distinction.”

“We’re all our souls!” Undyne yelled, staring down a black abyss beyond the elevator door. “Also, we’re gonna have to jump down. The elevator fell again.”

The Angel should’ve expected that. This elevator had always been pretty unstable. It even had a warning message for dropping down! Granted, maybe Alphys couldn’t have anyone come in to repair it, but surely she was smart enough to figure that out.

Alphys pocketed her phone, marching up to Undyne. In a moment, she was scooped up in Undyne’s arms, and the fish monster glanced back at the Angel with a grin. “You can get down, right?” 

She did not wait for an answer, leaping into the elevator shaft.

Asshole.

Well, at least she wasn’t grabbing them again. She just didn’t have to be smug about it. The Angel walked over to the edge of the elevator shaft, seeing their target. The top of the elevator had a panel open, so they could go through that and end up in the True Lab. They waited for Undyne and Alphys to clear the way before turning their soul blue, leaping after the two of them.

The dust that coated the elevator flared up as the Angel crashed down into it. Alphys yelped from beyond the elevator door when the Angel hit the ground, but they quickly shook themself off.

Their soul returned to its usual crimson, lighting the darkened lab. As they stepped out, Undyne wrenched the elevator door shut to keep the cold air in. Now, to find… anything that would be useful.

While they walked down the entry hallway, Alphys had the sense to ask, “Um… was… there anything specific you w-were looking for?” 

The Angel nodded. “Preferably, anything that was already here when you arrived.” They had a feeling that if anything would connect them to the doctor, it would be something that survived. They didn’t know if there was anything, and the Angel sure didn’t see any Goners on the way down here. They doubted their FUN values were even correct.

Alphys started wringing her hands. “That does make it e-easier…” They rounded the corner into the main room of the lab. Of course, the door into the room with elevator power was shut, but they wouldn’t be needing that. “There were only a few things that actually… were in here when I showed up. Th-the main ones being… partial blueprints for the DT Extractor… and… well… what was left of it.”

The Angel saw another save-point in the lab. While walking by, they chose to reach a hand out to that one, turning it silver before activating their save file. 

…They really should get more used to the idea of optimizing conversations. They could’ve avoided all of their slip-ups to get in a better disposition with Undyne. Unfortunately, after they met Kris, Susie, and Ralsei properly, they stopped using their saves as much. It wasn’t about seeing everything anymore. Part of them always felt guilty whenever a laugh of their own was no longer genuine, or when they had to react to something that they’d already seen before.

Besides, they were usually good enough to not need their save-points. Only in dire circumstances did they ever have to draw upon their ability to turn back time. If only that held out…

They’d never been scared of using the stars to their advantage in this world. It was just… different when they had the ability to speak to their friends. They didn’t want their friends to have to relive everything.

Considering people rarely believed them in this world anyway, they needed to start using the saves to their advantage. Frisk and Flowey would undoubtedly realize, but as long as the Angel didn’t do anything near Frisk and Flowey, then the two couldn’t react to them or change things. It would lead to questioning, but ideally the Angel wouldn’t be dealing with those two much anymore.

The problem was Flowey tailing them.

Undyne and Alphys had already started walking to the room with all the beds. Apparently, the Angel took too long, because Undyne poked her head around the corner. “Why the hell do you keep wandering off like that?”

Might as well get used to it now.

The Angel didn’t answer, and a power deep in their soul twisted the other direction. A singular stutter took over the world-

 

-jolting them back to when they first changed the star. Before Undyne even noticed they weren’t following, they fell back into line.

Undyne glanced back to see if they were following, and they made direct eye-contact with her. Immediately she tore her gaze away while they continued down their usual route. They decided to move back to the conversation Alphys was already having with them. A detail confused them. “I thought you made the extractor with blueprints.”

“N-no, the blueprints were essential to figuring out how to u-use the machine, and to repair it,” Alphys explained, wringing her hands a lot. 

The Angel thought that didn’t make any sense at all. After all, one thing about Alphys’ past was certain, and the DT Extractor existing prior to Alphys contradicted all of that. “You named determination!” They protested, waving their arms at her. “How does a determination extractor exist prior to determination?”

Undyne glared back at them again. She did not open her mouth. The Angel realized that they were prying too deeply again into something they should have no knowledge of.

However, Alphys had a simple explanation. “Th-the name of the extractor was… um… mine. Many things on the blueprint were destroyed. Entire components of the machine were lost. B-but… I managed to use the blueprints and a little bit of m-my own skills to get it working again.”

Undyne finally voiced her thoughts. “Again, why the hell do you know all of this?”

The Angel already had what they needed. Once again, as soon as Undyne started questioning, they reached for the power in their soul and began to twist it backwards-

 

-which gave them a little more time to think. The determination extractor apparently had enough components left in its blueprint or its machinery for Alphys to reconstruct it. That implied that someone else was using determination with the extractor, and there was only one person who could fit that description. There was only one previous Royal Scientist, meaning that the extractor had to be built by him. But… why? Alphys would’ve made mention of any files that were already there about determination. She seemed to be operating on a complete blank when utilizing it.

Besides, not everything about the DT Extractor had been erased with the previous Royal Scientist. If he was experimenting with determination, then surely something would have been left behind. Maybe that was what the blueprints were, but would only the blueprints be left behind? They should’ve asked Alphys in the last loop, but Undyne was already onto them, so they were doing guesswork. 

The thing was, the Angel knew that he was messing with determination. That was why they came here. Asgore claimed to have recognized the Angel’s ability to create Dark Worlds, and they should have recognized this sooner. For so long, they had languished over what Entry 17 actually was. After Ralsei explained Dark Worlds, it was clear that was what the man was talking about, but…

When else would he have made a Dark World?

The previous Royal Scientist was shattered across space and time. That matched his current state when the Angel spoke to him. And yet, the Goners of this world spoke of him. They knew him. This was the closest the Angel could get to him before they received an invitation for a connection. He was here at one point, because he built the CORE. Unless he knew of a way to effortlessly traverse worlds, which would not be unwelcome right now, he had to have been shattered across space and time here, which meant he needed a Dark World here.

Why? How? He didn’t have determination to do so! Did he inject himself? That was Alphys’ discovery! Did the knowledge of injection get erased? No one else could seal a Dark World! Why why why how did any of this make sense?

Undyne noticed them lagging behind a bit in the room with the beds. “Uh… you good? You look zoned out as hell.”

“Theorizing,” they responded simply, though it did shake them out of their thoughts. They couldn’t make sense of it. They didn’t have the remaining pieces yet. They continued keeping pace, mainly due to the fact that their light was necessary to see well. The lab had never been well-lit, but the soul provided some much needed vision.

While they thought, the Angel glanced down a hallway that the three of them wouldn’t be travelling down. In the dim light that their soul cast down the hall, they could just barely make out various empty pots. It had been too long for the flowers there to remain alive, but it seemed like they had been left behind to wilt.

Those were supposedly the “control cases” that Alphys used to test injecting determination into an object. It would make sense to study the flora in an attempt to see what effects determination had on a flower just to make sure anything she was seeing wasn’t just a trait of golden flowers. If only Alphys knew that what she would find was far more than a visual discrepancy. Maybe she had injected determination into some of those flowers, but only one truly gained the will to live in Asgore’s garden.

The Angel’s knowledge on determination had been changing a lot. They realized that when twisting the golden light into a silver again and activating their save-point. After all, it began as merely the will to live. It was the resolve to change fate. It gave control over the timeline, and it could be used to resist death. In this lab, that was where Alphys’ understanding likely ended.

…Then the Angel learned of Dark Worlds.

Determination became more than only something humans had. It became all Lightners. Suddenly, it was no longer just the ability to change fate, but the ability to shape the world. Perhaps, it always was that. After all, the Angel decided what path this world took. What else was determination?

And yet, there were still mysteries, and they definitely had questions for Alphys soon. They would just rather do it when they were certain Flowey wasn’t watching. The less he knew, the better.

The DT Extractor loomed in the distance. Finally, the three of them crossed the threshold into the room where it resided. The Angel almost expected more resistance in the lab, but they supposed that all of the Amalgamates had long gone. No one roamed these halls anymore. All that was left was puzzle pieces, and the Angel just needed to put them together. If they were going to find the one person who could give them guidance, then they needed to retrace his steps. The odd shape of the DT Extractor fully came into view when the Angel’s soul cast light on it, ready to be studied.

It was such a long shot coming down here, but they had a hunch thanks to Asgore’s thoughts that he’d seen a Dark World before.

Alphys waved a hand at the extractor, shakily exclaiming, “Th-this is it!” Though, it was still just a motionless machine, and their arrival had no other fanfare. Alphys started to wring her hands, shrinking in on herself just a little bit. “I hope you weren’t u-um… hoping to use it? We definitely don’t have the power for it to work.”

They… were hoping to see it in action a little bit, but there was no determination to extract other than the Angel’s own. They definitely weren’t going to try that anyway. Even thinking about losing their determination filled them with dread.

The Angel inspected the DT Extractor closer. They had a lot more detail seeing it up close now, though it did not help nearly as much as they thought it would. The extractor was still as mysterious as before. The Angel’s thoughts about it hadn’t changed much. Wow, it sure looked like a skull! It sure looked ominous! They sighed, “You said this was all the previous Royal Scientist left behind?” They had to confirm, just to be sure that they weren’t missing something obvious.

Alphys nodded. “Th-that and the blueprints. Though, like I said, the extractor was heavily damaged when I found it. I had to use the blueprints to r-repair its extracting functionality.” As soon as she got rambling, something else came out as well. “There’s theoretically room for m-more components in its shell, but that was all information that I couldn’t salvage.”

So, they had to guess.

The Angel’s second pair of eyes caught something interesting. Surrounding the DT Extractor was a blackened space that the Angel had never really given much thought to. Now, with their vessel as their own, they could inspect it more closely. They originally thought that it was just a hole, but when they knelt down to look closer… it didn’t actually look like it went downward.

Carefully, the Angel reached out with their branch. They poked at what should be a hole, and the branch found purchase against solid ground. When they lifted the branch away, nothing got stuck to it. The ground here was just pitch black. Pointing at it, the Angel asked, “What is this?”

“O-oh! I tried to clean that off the floor, b-but it never really came off.” Alphys sounded sheepish when she talked about it, and the Angel realized how much it probably tracked that she just left it there. The lab seemed like it would routinely be a mess with the Amalgamates. “It was… under the extractor when I got here too.”

The Angel furrowed their brow. “...You rebuilt the extractor in the same place?” 

Alphys started to get exasperated at how much her efforts were being scrutinized. “I-It is technology almost as complex as the CORE! I couldn’t j-just risk moving it and losing any components that the blueprints didn’t already contain!”

That made sense. “Smart.” They did mean it, and turned away when they saw Alphys calming down. Really, they didn’t mean to criticize. They were just trying to put the pieces together. Well, if Alphys had walked on this, then surely it should be fine to touch. Carefully, the Angel reached out a hand, lightly brushing a claw up against the darkened floor.

It… felt like any other floor. Colder maybe, but that was the only difference.

Why did it look like pure darkness? The Angel couldn’t reach their hand into it, so it wasn’t an entrance to a Dark World. Besides, the Dark Worlds usually filled a room if an entrance wasn’t sealed. It wouldn’t just stop below the extractor even if it was an entrance. Besides, the man didn’t have determination. He couldn’t have opened a Dark World.

Did he have determination?

The Angel glanced back at the people with them in the room again, asking a question they would know the answer to, “How many human souls were collected before you became the Royal Scientist?”

Undyne answered quickly, “Six. Took a while for Frisk to fall. Asgore said the sixth fell before I was even born.”

…So that explained why Undyne believed everything anime said about humans. That also left a significant time period where the Royal Scientist could have existed, and a lot of that time was likely spent with human souls being around. That meant that he could have accessed determination in an attempt to create a Dark World, but the Angel saw no Dark Fountain. Only they could seal one. 

This was a paradox, and yet the man had always been like that.

The Angel turned back to the extractor. Again, it reminded them of a skull. The reason they always made that comparison was due to Flowey’s gargantuan form with six souls and Sans’ blasters. This was only ever built to extract, and yet it still looked like a blaster-

“Alphys, this is going to sound insane, but I need a genuine answer,” the Angel began, staring up at the skull-like shape of the DT Extractor. “Do you think, if this had the right components, it would be able to function as a blaster?”

To her credit, Alphys took the question decently well. It took her a second of opening and closing her mouth before she had an answer. “I-I mean, I could probably turn anything into a blaster. It depends on what you mean.” Right. Making an improvised explosive was probably child’s play for Alphys. That was a dumb question.

The Angel wasn’t good with this kind of stuff. They didn’t have a point of comparison that Alphys recognized unless she had seen Sans’ blasters. The Angel tried to start without revealing that they had fought Sans before. “Let’s say I wanted a concentrated beam of energy to come out of the DT Extractor. How feasible would that be with all of the components you have currently installed in it?”

Alphys squinted at the extractor, mulling over information that the Angel couldn’t even parse when they tried to focus on her thoughts. “I-It depends? I’m sure that I could make that into a blaster if I tried, b-but obviously I can’t now with the power I have. The two prongs definitely look like they could effectively guide a beam though.”

Then there was only one more question: Would the DT Extractor be able to form a Dark World?

If it could strike the earth with will collected from the human souls, would a Dark World form?

If it worked, where was the fountain?

Some aspects of Dark Fountain creation had to have gone wrong. After all, whatever the man did, it caused him to be shattered across time and space. He fell into his own creation. For a while, the Angel thought that was the CORE, but that wasn’t his only recorded creation. The Angel knew very well that when Dark Worlds were created or entered for the first time, one typically fell into them.

The trail ended here, but it didn’t have to. Maybe if they were still stuck with Frisk, they wouldn’t have been able to. Now, with a new vessel, they had abilities that they couldn’t command Frisk to perform. If the Angel could just pull back a curtain, then they may be able to continue following the trail. The man’s presence may have ended here, but he always did contact them from the darkness. Maybe, if they could traverse it as well, then they could find him.

This was stupid. This was so stupid. If the man did successfully make a Dark World here, then it ultimately led to his shattering across space and time. Doing the same thing would be dangerous. Saves may not even bring them back if they failed. Besides, if the man did get shattered, then the trail would ultimately lead them that same way. 

However, this was why they came down here. This was what they were banking on when Asgore mentioned seeing a Dark World before. If they had any hope of finding the man who brought them here, then it was through the Dark Worlds.

The Angel sighed, standing to their feet. One thing needed to be handled first. “I found what I’m looking for…” They began, turning to Alphys and Undyne. “Thank you both for bringing me down here. I… cannot in good conscience allow you to stay for what I have to do next.”

Undyne and Alphys glanced at one another before Undyne immediately stepped forward. “The deal was that you don’t do any funny business, and Alphys has the final say on what you do. You’re not being left down here alone to mess with whatever the hell you want.”

Alphys shakily nodded in support of that fact. “Th-there’s a lot of fragile equipment down here that I d-don’t want misused!”

Of course, they took that the wrong way. Fine. They would be straightforward. The Angel swiveled their head towards Undyne. “I am about to do something incredibly dangerous, and I do not want you two to get hurt.” To make a point, they used their free hand to fish in their bag, pulling out a cleaned off red horn that they refused to leave behind at Toriel’s place. “I need to do it again.”

Undyne stared at the horn for a few seconds before realization flashed in her eye. Instead of backing off like the Angel hoped, she crossed her arms, staying firmly put. “Yeah, no. You’re not doing that creepy geyser stuff in Alphys’ lab!”

Alphys also had concerns of her own, though it took her a moment longer to remember what the Angel had precisely said about the “creepy geysers”. Alphys nearly gasped in horror, “D-didn’t you say that caused the calamity in the other world? Wouldn’t that do it again?”

Yes, they did say that, and they were suddenly regretting opening their mouth ever. “Only if there’s too many,” the Angel explained, trying to get these two off of their case before resorting to loading a save again. “I promise that I am not planning on recreating what happened in that world, otherwise I would have left you and Asgore in the jail without closing the fountain.”

“Fat chance we’re leaving.” Undyne remained uncompromising, glaring down at them. “Or letting you do that.”

“It has a chance of finding the previous Royal Scientist!” The Angel protested, pointedly staring at Alphys in an attempt to get her on their side. “I need to find him to return to my world. I’ll make sure the fountain is sealed before I leave, but I need to do it. I don’t want you two in danger during this.” The Angel did not get positive reactions from either of them, and they realized that this likely wasn’t going to be convincing. “I will be making a Dark World. I will give you all the choice of whether or not you want to risk being here for it.”

Undyne’s eye twitched. “I warned you, punk! I told you that the moment you put us in danger, I’ll kick your ass!” She took another step forward, hands balling into fists.

“That’s what I’m trying to prevent!” They countered, holding their own ground. “You all can leave, and you will be in no danger. That’s why I haven’t just thrown us all into the darkness. I don’t want you in danger!”

“Then don’t do it.” She glanced at the horn in their hand like she wanted to lunge for it. “We’re going back to the surface. We’re done.”

The Angel’s hand tightened around the horn. Part of them wanted to drive the horn into the ground and kick Undyne’s ass again. However, they didn’t need the Dark World for that. Their mouth moved before their mind did, and they had enough. “They call you the hero that never gives up. I forgot how narrow-minded you could be until pushed to your absolute limit. So quick to give up on my world just because it’s not your people on the line.”

Undyne bared her teeth, growling, “Because everything you’ve told me requires me to trust you.” She gestured out to the exit of the lab. “Everything about you doesn’t make sense. The people up there make sense, and their hopes and dreams come first. If you’re lying, and I risk all of them for that, then I’d be an idiot.”

“Susie risked everything for you,” the Angel snarled, fur beginning to stand on end. “Even though she barely knew you, she tried to save you as soon as you were in danger. What would you say to yourself if you let an entire world die?” The light in their soul grew brighter, boiling with the blood in their veins. “Could you look yourself in the eye if you find out it was all real, and you were careless? Seems a bit out of character.”

Alphys hadn’t had the strength to speak up to separate them, and she didn’t manage to say something on time. Undyne and the Angel stared each other down, and they waited for a battle to occur.

Instead, Undyne’s eye twitched, and she was the first to break eye-contact. “Damn it.” She muttered, spinning around and punching the wall. “DAMN IT.”

No battle came. The impact echoed through the room, and the Angel watched as Undyne refused to turn around. A few seconds later, Alphys finally found her voice, shuffling up to Undyne and asking, “A-are you okay?”

“No!” Undyne spun again, advancing on the Angel once more before her resolve broke all the same. She kept herself a few paces away from them, pointing an accusatory finger. “You’re hiding things! Everything about you is suspicious as hell, but…” She clenched her hand into a fist again. The hostility in her body finally lost the battle, and she gave in. “The way you talk about the people you care about… the way you actually showed a damn emotion when talking about them…”

Even Undyne couldn’t deny the feelings that came with fighting for people who truly mattered.

“You don’t have to trust me,” the Angel said, crossing their arms. “Just don’t keep me from them.”

Undyne scoffed in disbelief, pacing away and kicking up dust with the toe of her boot. She ran a claw through her hair before finally… “Fine. I won’t.” Resolve solidified again. She whirled around, a grin on her face. “I don’t trust you, but I’m not keeping you from ‘em. I’m staying for whatever the hell it is you’re doing.”

The Angel blinked. This path shattered the last person who walked it. Was it really wise to bring someone else? 

As soon as Undyne showed the resolve, Alphys joined in too. “I-I think I would know how to help more if… I knew how y-your world worked a little more? Or at least how your calamity does.” She scratched the back of her head, laughing nervously. “Plus I… would need Undyne to be able to leave… and… I’m not leaving her behind either!”

Undyne could fight. Alphys, the Angel wasn’t sure. However, the way Undyne was looking at them, they didn’t think that she was going to take no for an answer. “I will remind you that it is incredibly dangerous, but you’re probably not going to listen to that.” As expected, neither of them budged. “Then we need to establish rules.”

Alphys nodded enthusiastically while Undyne looked a little more hesitant. “O-of course! It’s your… ability after all.”

There were two people joining, so this would make things simple. “First of all, the two of you have to listen to everything that I say. If we get into fights, I issue commands.”

Undyne held up her hands, trying to slow them down. “Okay so like, or you could let me do my thing. I may have lost, but we were pretty damn close to kicking your ass.”

The Angel glared. “It’ll protect you. Need I remind you that nobody even remembers who the last Royal Scientist was, and whatever happened to him down there likely led to his disappearance. I know how the rules of Dark Worlds work, and it’ll be safer if I lead.”

All thoughts of disobeying the Angel’s orders seemed to be lost. Fantastic.

“Rule two.” The Angel held up a second finger. “You might see creatures down there that may be startling at first. Do not fight them. They’re Darkners, and I will walk you through dealing with them. It shouldn’t be anything new considering the two of you should understand how to end a fight non-violently.”

Undyne opened her mouth like she was about to make a snide comment about the Angel’s own inability, but Alphys elbowed her in the side lightly to stop her. Apparently, both of them knew that the Angel had only ever really fought. Fantastic. It did look like Alphys was interested in the term “Darkner” when they brought it up, but that would have to wait.

The Angel glanced around the lab, seeing just how open it was and how none of these rooms seemed to have doors. The Dark World would be large. That was fine. They would prefer having access to the whole lab during this. However, that would make it an issue if they were separated. That called for another rule. “Rule 3-” The Angel ignored the way Undyne rolled her eye at all the rules. “You all are not allowed to watch when I create the Dark World. I’ll grab your hands before we go, but you cannot watch.”

“Okay, gotta ask, why the hell not?” Undyne was looking skeptical again. “You’re the only one who can make it. Why the hell does it matter?”

“I don’t want anyone even experimenting,” they plainly answered. “I’m the only one who can seal these. If I ever leave, and people somehow start making these, a calamity is unavoidable.”

The point was taken. Undyne shut her mouth, and Alphys started sweating a little more. 

Now, only one more thing was on the agenda, and the Angel needed to be protected for this. “Watch my vessel for a second. I’ll be right back.” Without another word, they shut their eyes, and thought of the one person who needed to absolutely NOT see this. Now, where the hell was Flowey?

The Angel did not need to look for long. Their second pair of eyes saw red rock all around. Flowey seemed to be burrowing. If they listened close enough, they thought they could hear some vague cursing. Honestly, they thought Flowey would’ve been here by now. Hotland’s elevator systems and extreme heat must’ve stalled him a bit. That meant that they could act now.

Vision receded, and the Angel found themself back in their vessel. Undyne had gotten considerably closer with her arms out like she planned to catch them, but she froze the moment their eyes opened again. “The hell was that?”

“No time. Gotta move.” The Angel gestured for her and Alphys to turn around. “Need to make this quick.” They could not have Flowey witnessing a Dark World creation. 

Thankfully, blessedly, neither of them protested much. Both turned the opposite direction, giving the Angel the floor to do what they needed to do.

This time, they had more time to consider what they needed. The Angel walked to the center of the room, getting close enough to where they were certain they could stab the blackened floor. It was close to the extractor, but if the extractor formed the last Dark Fountain, then the Angel wanted to try to ensure the Dark World formed in the same way.

Now, they needed will. They needed a goal. Last time, they required a battlefield. This time, they yearned for discovery. That was what a lab was best at, and this Dark World would enhance that. This Dark World would guide them on the trail back to their friends. They would find one of their greatest allies.

They only had one more step: to force the world to bend to their will.

The Angel took one last glance in their second pair of eyes. No golden flowers were peeking into the room. Undyne and Alphys both remained staring in the opposite direction. The coast was clear.

Red flared in both of the Angel’s eyes. Determination coursed through their veins. Empowered, they leapt into the air, letting go of their branch for only a moment to clasp the horn in two hands. The branch remained suspended as they did, the world freezing around the Angel as sparks flared out around their body.

Stars flickered in the air. Determination joined the Angel in the dance once again. The world could not withstand them anymore. It strained under their power. The Angel acted, driving the horn downward.

Light engulfed the Angel’s vision for the briefest of moments before an uncontrolled stream of darkness lashed out from the earth. The fountain rose higher and higher into the lab, and the Angel watched Alphys and Undyne both flinch when the world screamed. Both turned around instinctively, but darkness covered the Angel enough so that they could not be seen. It clouded above. It began to solidify. It leaked from the wound in the world, and the stream finally vanished.

The Angel wrenched the horn from the ground, putting it in their bag. As smog descended, they picked up their branch, walking towards Undyne and Alphys. They extended the hand holding a branch and their free hand, both being quickly taken. However, Undyne did not let go of Alphys either.

Moments after, the world fell out from under them.

Alphys shrieked. The Angel kept their gaze trained downward, falling through the darkness as they had before. Undyne’s eye darted every which way, as if she was looking for something. 

After only a second, their outfits began to change. The comfort of the covering provided by robes and a veil returned for the Angel. The ribbon on their ear grew and leapt around their neck, forming into a comforting cloth around their neck. They had to fight the urge to reach out and brush a hand against it. Their satchel remained attached to their body, a silver spark flying out and landing on the Angel’s shoulder. A much larger silver star flared out around the back of their head, being joined by wings at either side.

Undyne’s studded leather returned, and her hair grew extra spikes. She looked very similar to her previous Dark World form in the other world, but the more gritty armor suited her in an odd way. Even as her outfit changed, she never stopped looking around, asking, “Hey! We gotta stop our fall!”

“We do not,” the Angel quickly responded, glancing at her from under their veil, “The fall into a Dark World doesn’t hurt.”

Even though she looked like she didn’t believe the Angel, the both of them were distracted by Alphys’ outfit beginning to shift. The monster herself had stars in her eyes as her own outfit began to shift. The Angel half-expected to see the Dark World lean into her joy of anime, but it decided to take things another direction. Plates of sleek, white metal began to replace her usual clothing. The Angel only realized halfway up that it was forming a mechanical suit around her body. It wasn’t what they would have expected from Alphys, but it definitely played to her strengths-

A helmet formed over her face, jagged lines making up where the teeth would be. Two large bells that looked not-too-dissimilar from Mad Mew Mew’s appeared on either side of her head attached to- oh. The mech suit gave her mechanical cat ears.

A core on her chest lit up with a sharp yellow. Gaps in the armor, the line that made up the mouth, and the eyes of the suit lit up in the same hue. The Angel swore they heard a robotic cackle coming from Alphys while they all fell, but the transformation had been complete.

They all hit the ground, the impact being absorbed. Slowly, the Dark World came into being around all of them, stuttering and flickering before finally managing to become whole.

The Angel rose to their feet, taking a cursory glance around the environment. They tucked their arms under their cloak for a moment. This Dark World… seemed off. Not only did pieces of it weirdly stutter when they looked around, but the three Lightners within it were the only thing that had color. The rest of the Dark World had been washed in monochrome, but the Angel supposed that was what happened to copies. Above, they could see a glass dome shielding them from an endless expanse of black above. The Dark Fountain was under this dome, only being able to reach endlessly upwards thanks to a hole in it. They had fallen farther away from it than the Angel would’ve liked.

Undyne was at Alphys’ side immediately, waving a hand in front of her face when she didn’t get up. “Hey Al? You good?”

Again, that mechanical laughing came back. The helmet plating over Alphys’ head snapped upward, giving her a little more room to breathe. She kept laughing, voice clearing with the suit no longer in the way, “Th-that was amazing! L-look!” She brought her hand up to the helmet, poking at the ears. “Are they cute?”

As soon as it was obvious Alphys was fine, Undyne lifted her up, spinning her around in a crushing hug despite the heavy armor. “You’re damn right it’s cute!”

The Angel let them have their moment. Instead, they scanned the ground, seeing a familiar axe on the ground. For a moment, they had a flash of thinking Susie could be here before instantly identifying what had happened. It wasn’t like they took that toothbrush without an intention. The Angel lifted the axe off of the ground, holding it in both hands. Unlike the sword and dagger on their belt, and the scarf around their neck, the Angel… didn’t exactly know how to store this weapon. It didn’t disappear like their crook, which was an issue. They could probably send it to their inventory, but that would leave it inaccessible during battle.

Part of them thought all of the weapons should go into storage. After all, they’d misused the abilities once.

Asgore said that the abilities were parting gifts. Even now, the scarf around their neck reminded them of someone who would rush in to defend them no matter how scared he was. The axe in their hands reminded them of someone who had cleaved through their own walls, refusing to leave them behind in the darkness. The sword at their waist reminded them of a human who believed despite all of their instincts telling them not to.

If these weapons would allow the Angel to save their friends, then they would be used. Unfortunately, that meant the Angel had to carry the axe.

The memories shined within the Angel, and instinctively, they reached out their hand to a forming silver star.

File Saved.

The Angel saw their LV stagnant at seven once again. They didn’t expect the last Dark World to increase their abilities anyway. Thankfully, with Undyne and Alphys seemingly in the party, their abilities would soon grow to match the Angel’s. If they ever left, they would be relying on their own capabilities, but that was why the Angel impressed upon them that they needed to stay together.

Speaking of which, Alphys shuffled up to the Angel, inspecting their Dark World form. “Y-you do have wings!” Her eyes went wide, and she glanced on something near the Angel’s shoulder. “You… uhhh… also have something on you?”

The Angel glanced to the side a little bit, seeing a bird-like head swivel into view of their veil. A parrot made of paper greeted them, “Hello! Good to meet again!” It fluttered into the air around the Angel’s head, landing on different parts of their cloak to lightly tap at them.

They couldn’t help but laugh, something curling up on the edges of their mouth while they watched the little Darkner fly. Just as before, they held out a finger, giving the parrot a place to perch. It landed, peeking at them through the veil. The Angel tilted their head. “Good to see you too. Have you been okay?”

The little thing nodded, flapping both of its wings an extra time. A few of its loop-looking eyes blinked. “Comfy bag! Got new writing too!” The parrot showed off its wing, the Angel seeing a very familiar map on it. They’d drawn that one at the bus stop. “You been okay?! Talk a lot now!”

“I have to.” Though, they were happy that talking no longer completely felt like pulling teeth. Some other things were still a work-in-progress, and they didn’t even want to think about eating. “That reminds me, do you have a name?” When the parrot shook its head, the Angel hummed, “I was going to name you, but I think you should have a chance to choose a name.”

The parrot tilted its head in the opposite direction. “Would be fine with name from the Angel!”

“If you can’t think of one, I can figure it out,” they reassured, knowing that the parrot seemed to be influenced by what the Angel wrote on it. Still, the opportunity should still be given. “Just think about it. No pressure.”

“Okay!” The parrot hopped on the Angel’s finger a little more. “Not turning to stone! Going with you?”

That was curious, though if the Angel did make this Dark World with the purpose of discovery, a notepad would make sense here. The Angel didn’t just want to leave the Darkner behind, so they supposed that the little thing would be coming with them. They could provide protection, but considering how fragile the Darkner looked, they were not letting it get into fights. “Hide in the cloak during battles unless I call you.”

The parrot nodded, immediately moving to hide in there anyway. The Angel allowed it to find a perch that it was comfortable with, and found that it did not even take up much room. It was paper, and when the Angel tried to check on it to make sure it had not been crushed, they found that it had merely folded itself a little bit to fit more comfortably.

As long as it was happy, they were fine.

When the Angel finally remembered what was around them, they saw Undyne and Alphys watching them in dead silence. Undyne bared her teeth the moment she had their attention, questioning, “What the hell was that?” She glanced at Alphys. “We both saw that, right?”

“A Darkner,” the Angel explained, “Ralsei is a Darkner as well. They’re objects given form.”

“No like!” Undyne gestured vaguely at the Angel like they were the issue here. “I didn’t know you could act soft!”

Soft? They supposed that they tried to be gentle with Darkners. While not all of them had the same disposition towards wanting to be real like Ralsei… “Why would I not? They deserve to know that they’re valued.”

Alphys had locked up at the mention of Darkners. “W-wait, what do you mean by objects being given form?” She glanced at where the parrot had disappeared.

“The Dark World causes things to get dark enough to become indistinct,” the Angel explained, hoisting the axe up to hold it with one hand while resting it on their shoulder. They had to tuck one of the wings in to not accidentally squish it before letting it out again. “Ralsei called it an illusion, but it’s not just an illusion. You can still get hurt. You can still feel things. It’s taking light away and continuing to take.”

Undyne’s eye suddenly glanced upward. The Angel followed her gaze when she went into a fighting stance. In the darkness above the dome, the Angel swore that they saw a familiar skull receding into the inky blackness above.

They had a hunch what that was. Hopefully, it would be peaceful if they encountered it later.

“I…I just don’t understand!” Alphys brought both of their gazes back down, bringing her hands up to the side of her helmet. “You’re making life. Objects don’t just… get up! Th-that only happened once, and it was because of…” Alphys trailed off when she realized she was oversharing, but the pieces were already there.

She was thinking about Flowey.

The Angel could not tell her this, but the truth of the matter was that she wasn’t entirely wrong. Flowey was a result of determination being injected into a flower. The Angel didn’t know if Alphys tried with other flowers, AKA the “control cases”, but the flower that she chose was the first that grew from Asriel’s grave. Perhaps, in a messed up way, she had recreated the process of making a Darkner. And yet, Flowey could exist in the Light World.

After all, what were Darkners if not objects given form thanks to determination? They just… only gained form while the font of determination still existed: A Dark Fountain. Was the Angel giving objects the will to live every single time they created a Dark Fountain?

Another question formed at the tip of their tongue, “I know… you don’t like talking about it, but…” This was a selfish question to ask. They already had a solution to this problem, but part of them had begun to wonder… “Can you recount what happens when an object gains the will to live?”

Alphys froze. However, the world around her caught her attention. The Angel watched as she looked around, seeing the monochrome environment and all that had formed around it. She’d even seen a Darkner. So, her fascination got the better of her, and she sighed, “I… never found much. The vessel… disappeared when I tried injecting it with determination. But… um… I hope that he’s at least a little happy.”

The Angel nodded, beginning to walk in a direction that was distinctly east. They summoned their crook to their free hand, keeping the axe held in the other. Both Undyne and Alphys followed, Undyne taking up the rear. They just… needed to get a move on, but they still needed to hear this. “I was asking, because I think… I’ve seen what happens when they do… when Darkners start wanting more.”

“O-oh…” Alphys snapped her helmet back over her head, but still curiously asked, “D-do tell?”

“They yearn.” That was the one word they could use for what Ralsei always did. “They hope to be more, but think there’s a piece of them missing.” Had it not been for Ralsei’s inability to leave the Dark World, the Angel would consider him whole. How could he not be? No matter how much he thought that he couldn’t be Ralsei, the poor Darkner was always becoming more of himself with every day that passed. He just… thought that would one day come to an end. “Kris, Susie, and I all wanted Ralsei to join us. He wanted to stay with us forever. And I just… wondered if you maybe found anything… that could help with that.”

Alphys shook her head. Despite all she had done to create Flowey, she didn’t know. The closest thing the Angel could try was injecting Ralsei’s horns with determination, but that wouldn’t… keep him as Ralsei. “Th-the issue is… a lack of a soul I think,” Alphys mused, and her voice grew quieter at the end, “It’s what makes us wh-who we are, and without it…”

But even without a soul… at least the Angel thought Darkners didn’t have souls in the traditional sense… Ralsei was still kind. “He still feels even though he thinks he shouldn’t.” This was probably too much to say about him without his permission. They shook their head, forcing the thoughts out of their head. “It’s fine. I have a solution already. I just want him to be happy.”

Previously silent, Undyne piped up from the back, “You know, you talk a hell of a lot about Ralsei, but the other two names don’t come up nearly as much.”

Huh. They supposed that was happening. Though, that had an easy explanation. “I think it’s something all of us started to do.” The Angel kept their gaze trained ahead while they walked. “He tended to fade into the background, because he thought we’d have to abandon him one day. He tried to make it easier.” Now that they were getting closer to the edge of the dome, the Angel could see other glass domes on the outside. They all covered individual platforms which looked more like floating islands. Below, only more darkness resided. Thin bridges connected all of them, giving passage over what lay below. “So, we all started talking about him a lot. We tried to prop him up. Susie’s probably the best at it. She’ll go on and on about him.”

When the Angel glanced back at Undyne after a few moments of silence, they saw an actual smile on her face for a second. She thought for a moment longer. “Okay, who’s Susie then? You said she tried to save my other me’s ass. What’s that about?”

“If you think I’m stubborn, you should meet her.” The Angel turned back around to face forward, but caught Undyne’s face turning baffled. “She out-stubborned me. It’s a long story, but I’d given up. I quit. I was ready to just… move on.” They still remembered making the decision, and the man trying desperately to dissuade them. They remembered a piece of them rotting. “She pulled me to my feet. She introduced me properly to everyone else. She told me everything was going to be okay.” Her smile was so bright that the Angel had to believe her. However, the Angel only had a frown on their own face now. “It’s going to be okay. I just have to get back.”

Alphys quietly asked, “And what happened to U-Undyne that required saving?”

The Angel’s expression darkened. Both of the wings on either side of their head became brittle, feathers sharpening into blades for the briefest of moments. “The Knight,” they said plainly, hand gripping the handle of their axe. “They’re one of the people who brought the calamity, and they know I’m coming.”

“Wh-why would they know?”

The Angel’s grip on the axe trembled. “I promised.”

The conversation did not continue from that moment on. Slowly, the Angel’s wings softened back into normal feathers, and something in their soul loosened. The anger wouldn’t do them any good now. They needed to save it for when they were back in the depths of the Roaring. Anger allowed them to act with a single-mindedness, but that wasn’t needed right now. They needed all of their thoughts coherent at the moment.

When getting closer to the edge of this dome, the Angel saw movement coming from the bridge. A white lab coat covered whatever made up this Darkner, but the Angel could distinctly see an elongated screen on top of its head. Despite no color, it reminded them of the screens that Alphys used to record logs.

Its head rose. The Angel saw a flash of intent, and they prepared themself. As the Darkner rushed forward, the Angel interposed their own soul. Alphys yelped as battle was initiated, sending the three of them to positions.

Good. That initiated properly. The Angel used their second pair of eyes to survey what they were working with. Thankfully, it looked like both of their stats roughly matched the Angel’s now. That probably wouldn’t stick if they ever left, but for now it was good that they were both protected.

Before the Angel could select a move, Alphys stammered under her helmet, “I-is this how battle is supposed to work??? This! Feels really wrong!” She inspected a weapon that appeared in her hand, and the Angel realized that she had been given an arm cannon and a toolbox wrapped around her body.

“They do it weird!” Undyne yelled before the Angel could respond, but she didn’t take her turn. Despite how hesitant she was to follow the Angel’s orders in the Light World, she seemed to be deferring to them now. She still had her spear out, but if the Angel remembered correctly, that could turn into other weapons.

The Angel went to check, but realized that they seemed to have an action for greater analysis with Alphys. That would be a good way to introduce her to things. The Angel began to cast their own check, making a finger gun motion in the air. “Just follow my lead. Don’t worry about dodging. It’s on me.” In response the Angel saw text appearing in the eyes of Alphys’ armor. She’d responded to their call to X-Check.

For Undyne, the Angel analyzed her abilities. They could shift her weapon, but fighting wasn’t exactly on the list of things to do right now. She could turn their soul green, or an enemy’s soul green, but the Angel wasn’t sure how that would work on Darkners. She did seem to have a U-action, but the Angel wasn’t sure if letting her do whatever was great right now. So, they instructed her to defend. Undyne squinted at the Angel like she wanted to protest, but raised her spear anyway.

The X-Check fired off. The Angel received statistics. This Darker was supposedly called a Screcord. Its stats were higher than the Angel was hoping for, though it seemed to be in pursuit of knowledge as well. Alphys’ component of the check fired off, and she started rambling, “U-uh, watch out for its lightning attacks!” She moved her helmet to look at the Darkner’s hands. “It looks like it’ll come from the fingertips!”

Great, Alphys could warn them of encroaching attacks. That was nice to have actually. On cue, the Angel found their soul wrenched out of their body, and focused on the space in-between.

Even though they warned Alphys and Undyne about not dodging, the two of them braced. Under the lab coat, the Darkner’s motions were hidden. However, the Angel saw words appearing on the screen it had for a head: “No information gained. Learning process necessitated.” In a flash, it raised its hand, and a bolt of electricity flew towards the Angel’s soul. They swerved out of the way, dodging three bolts that fired out sequentially. They did not mind the second hand that came out, and paid for it.

Bolts swept from the other end of the space in-between, and the Angel’s soul was struck. The bolt bypassed the barrier, striking the Angel. Their vessel twitched as the soul returned to their body, and the Angel found that they couldn’t move. They’d been paralyzed.

However, it was their turn.

Some of the Angel’s actions failed to light up. Only spare activated, and they were forced to raise a hand in an attempt to spare early. Their voice wasn’t working either with the electricity surging through their veins. However, Alphys and Undyne still had turns. Both of them looked at each other with their leader incapacitated, but they did not have to worry for long. The Angel was still able to see Alphys’ abilities and combed through them to see what could be done. She seemed to have an ability to craft in the middle of the fight, which the Angel thought could be useful now.

Alphys yelped when the command was issued. “H-how did you-” She felt at the toolbox around her waist. “Why did your voice sound so different?”

Undyne squinted. “The hell do you mean? They didn’t talk-” The Angel’s command came to her, asking her to use an item on them. They still had CD-Bagels which had been upgraded into Jelly Bagels. The Angel did not want to think about how that occurred, but the item was for them so no one else would have to. Undyne did not like the command coming her way, because she yelled, “What the fuck?”

Both of them performed their actions. First, Alphys brought her toolbox to the ground, panicking, “What do I do? What do I do?!?” However, even as she stammered like she had no idea what she was doing, she began mixing liquids together that just appeared out of the box. By the time she was done, she’d crafted a spray bottle of some kind. She spritzed the Angel like a feral cat, but suddenly their limbs unlocked. Paralysis had been tempered. “Wh-what did I do?!?” Alphys stared at her impromptu invention before it crumbled in her hands.

“You did pretty well!” The Angel encouraged, though they did not know how the actual hell that worked. It seemed like Alphys could make items quickly on her turn. Even as they saw her pick up that toolbox, it still looked full. 

Undyne fished a Jelly Bagel out of her pocket before yelling, “When the hell did I get this?!?” She tossed it to the Angel, and they chomped on it instantly to restore their lost health.

Thankfully, it actually tasted like jelly. They were not going to question it. The horn tainted their junk ball, and they were just going to act like they didn’t know why the CD Bagels changed. However, they did respond to Undyne, “Our items are connected!”

“N-none of this makes any sense!” Alphys yelled as the soul once more launched out into battle. It seemed like the command had rattled her despite the Angel being incapacitated for a turn. “I-I was just trying to figure out how to cure paralysis a-and just thought of one of those spray bottles from that one game-”

“No information gained. Learning process necessitated.” The Angel’s soul wove through the lightning flawlessly this time, though they realized that they were not making progress. 

With the axe in hand, they had Susie’s abilities. Unfortunately, Rude Buster wasn’t useful here, and they weren’t certain they could use her healing ability with their current tension. However, they did have an idea. “You want information? I have some!” They called upon the Darkner in their cloak, and it fluttered out onto their shoulder. “A map of uncharted territory!”

They asked both Alphys and Undyne to try their own ACTs. Alphys stammered, following up with the Angel, “Y-yeah! W-wait what’s the map depicting?” She didn’t know what was on the parrot, and her not knowing what to do caused the Screcord to become more tired. 

Simultaneously, Undyne bared her teeth, raising her spear. “I’ll show you my damn fists if you try to shock us again!” Her threat did not do much, but the Screcord got a little more tired from having to deal with people threatening to cause chaos in a lab environment.

The parrot flew out before the attack began and lifted a wing. The Screcord leaned in to observe the map. “Very interesting. Recording in progress.”

The Angel’s soul was drawn out, and dodging became complicated. The Darkner took its head off of its body before pointing one of its electrified fingers at the surface of the screen. It began transcribing the map, and the Angel started having to flee from a beam of electricity in the space in-between. It traced the map in the bullet-box, and the Angel was so thankful for the lack of detail in the drawing.

Thankfully, they took no damage. Their parrot friend flew back, hiding in their cloak once more.

The Angel was certain they could pacify the Darkner now, but try as they might to switch to Ralsei’s abilities, the scarf would not respond to them. They glanced at the axe in their hands and realized the problem. They could no longer unequip the axe, locking them into Susie’s abilities. The Screcord wasn’t ready to be spared yet, but they were close enough…

“It’s a map of the surface,” the Angel explained, “It’s something you’ve never seen before. That’s the route from the monsters’ town to Ebott City.” 

The explanation seemed to fascinate the Screcord, and it placed the screen back on its head. It seemed content with its studies. The Angel immediately gestured for Alphys to spare, and an ‘X’ appeared over the eye of her armor. Undyne went on defense, once again grumbling.

Alphys spared the Screcord, and the Angel saw no indication that they had recruited a Darkner. It made sense, considering there was nowhere to return to, but a battle had been won regardless. The rules of battle no longer restrained any of them, leaving a lone Darkner standing at the entrance of the bridge.

Words began to appear on its face. “Traversing these lands is dangerous. Each zone was tasked with different research. What do you seek?”

The Angel stepped forward. “The previous Royal Scientist,” they said plainly, hoping that the Darkner would simply know where he had gone. “I was following his trail, and it led here.”

Dots appeared on the Darkner’s face while it thought. After a while, a question mark appeared. Then, it continued forming sentences on its screen, “Invalid request. Other zones may help your research. I recommend checking the zone I block. There has been a disturbance recently.” The Screcord stepped aside, gesturing for the three of them to walk across the bridge. “Your research is valuable.”

Well, it was worth a shot. The Angel sighed. They supposed that this Dark World would have to be explored more in order to understand all of the pieces. “Thank you for your help.” They nodded to the Darkner before continuing onward, hearing two pairs of footsteps following.

They only lasted a few seconds before Undyne yelled, “What the actual hell was that?”

Like she’d been wanting to ask the exact same thing, Alphys sighed in relief. “I-I’ve never seen a fight like that. How d-did you even issue commands like that?” She glanced at the toolbox still around her waist. “H-how did I do that?”

“It’s your ability,” the Angel explained, “It’s just something you can do down here. The Dark World took your penchant for creating things and made it part of your skillset down here.” It was the best explanation they could think of at least. Dark Worlds reflected the person who fell into them. They only wondered if Alphys was sad that it wasn’t anime-based.

Alphys rifled through the toolbox a bit. Meanwhile, Undyne eyed the axe on the Angel’s shoulder before asking, “You do know that you can unsummon that thing, right?”

To make a point, the Angel stopped in their tracks. They lifted their wooden crook into the air, doing exactly what Undyne said. “It’s only my main weapon that I can do that with. All other weapons I use, I’m stuck holding normally.” 

“Then why keep ‘em?” Undyne questioned, and it almost came off as annoying. However, she didn’t know what they meant to the Angel, so they didn’t even get so much as a twinge of annoyance.

As they continued down the thin bridge, the Angel looked down. It was dark down there. Many Dark Worlds had an abyss like that, but this one seemed wrong. They immediately wrenched their head back up, deciding not to look into the depths. “They’re my friends’ weapons. Using them gives me their abilities.” There was no reason not to be straightforward with it. “It’s what I said earlier. The fire I hit you with was borrowed. Though… the axe is making it harder to switch weapons.”

Alphys hummed behind the Angel. She sank deep into thought the entire time while they made their way to the next dome. The Angel wasn’t sure where they were all headed, just that they needed to explore and find something. So, walking away from the Dark Fountain it was! 

When they finally reached the end, Alphys piped up, “U-um… s-so you said that we shared items. A-and I’ve been feeling around in my toolbox and-” To show what she was trying to say, she pulled out another one of the bagels that Undyne pulled out. “I-it’s silly to say, but I think I get how it works?”

The Angel squinted under their veil. “How?”

“I-it’s like a dimensional box! Just shared! I-I assume you have one too.” She glanced to see if the Angel had anything that they could pull items from, but didn’t see anything thanks to the cloak blocking the way. “C-could you not put the weapons… in your items?”

They used to be able to do that with Frisk, but had never done so in Dark Worlds. However, when the Angel eyed the pouch that they usually pulled items from, it looked far too small for something like the axe to fit into. Just to see, they tried stopping for a moment to shove the axe in, and it was as if the pouch rejected their attempts. “Nope. Breaks the rules.”

Alphys thought for a moment. More text appeared on the eyes of her armor while she looked at the Angel’s pouch. “D-do you mind if we stop for a second?? So I can look at it?”

Stopping now would mean wasted time. However, the Angel was a bit annoyed about their inability to switch weapons on the fly. That was one of their greatest assets in their last fight with Undyne and Asgore, and they didn’t want to have two parts of their abilities restrained. So, the Angel unhooked the pouch from their belt, holding it out to Alphys. “Just be careful. I don’t know if I will automatically get another one of those.”

Alphys nodded, sitting down now that they were all under another dome. She fished for her toolbox for supplies that she seemed to be able to just materialize and got to work. The Angel had seen how illusory the Dark World could be, but seeing that interact with intelligence was terrifying. How much could Alphys do in the Dark Worlds if they just gave her the ability to use her smarts? It was like if a lucid dreamer still understood quantum mechanics while dreaming.

They were prepared to wait for an hour for this to be done. Instead, the Angel heard various sounds of crashing behind them while they were walking away. When they whirled around, Alphys had a pouch in her hands again, and was testing dropping some of her tools into it. She could fish them back out as well, and did a victory dance when she found it working.

A few seconds later, she dropped two pouches back into the Angel’s hand, popping the helmet off of her face to grin nervously. “U-uh… it should work now. R-really I just… realized it would probably be easier to… uh… remake a dimensional box since you’re the only one who will need your own weapons…”

The Angel blinked. They stared at the two pouches in their hand, putting the familiar one on their belt and holding the new one in their hand. “You did that in ten seconds,” they said in disbelief. Just to see if they were being pranked, they lowered the axe into the pouch. It expanded to have enough room for the axe to go in, and the Angel blinked again when the pouch did not reject the weapon. Again, they stared at Alphys. “That was ten seconds.”

Alphys started sweating. “W-well yeah! I-it was with a new medium, so I was a tad slow, but-”

Undyne started laughing, patting Alphys on the shoulder. “They’re saying they thought it would take a while!” She grinned at the Angel, shaking Alphys a little bit. “Shows you not to underestimate Al!”

Point taken. They should have expected this considering the fact that Alphys upgraded Frisk’s phone with soul magic, a jetpack, dimensional boxes, and various other components in a few seconds. It was just shocking to see it happen that quickly.

“I’m horrified and thankful.” The Angel decided on, clasping the bag to their belt. They put the sword into it as well. If they had to guess, they could now switch weapons from their items. However, the scarf remained around their neck. As long as it wasn’t actively being brandished as a weapon, it didn’t seem to be problematic around their neck. Besides, they liked having it there. “I guess we keep moving?”

Alphys enthusiastically nodded. She seemed to be in her element for some reason despite the surprises in the last fight. Undyne nodded as well, bouncing on her feet like she was ready for another fight at any given moment. While there was no immediate fight, the Angel now had a chance to set off through the next zone.

They did not get far before spotting something amiss.

Most of the world around was still cast in monochrome. Only the Lightners really had color, which made them easy to identify or spot from a distance. So, the Angel found it confusing when they saw color in a pile on the ground not so far away. Except… the pile flickered. Over and over, it turned colorful before being muted by dull monochrome.

The Angel squinted as they got closer. A dark purple made up most of the heap that they were seeing. As things became clearer, they thought the odd heap was robes. Actually, it was robes. They did have a rather obscene collar flaring out at the top with patterns of green weaving across it. The base of the robes had its own orange pattern at the bottom, but from this distance the Angel couldn’t make it out specifically.

And yet, when they closed the distance, it wasn’t the patterns they were focused on.

White fur caught them off guard initially, but it wasn’t framed by the pink horns that they were used to. A bit of black hair stood in between two white horns, looking like someone’s idea of what a cool hair-cut would be. Eyes snapped open, staring up at the Angel, and they immediately recognized who they were looking at.

After all, only Lightners retained their color in this Dark World, and yet the Dark World could not decide what it was dealing with. Colors faded to monochrome, and did not return. It finally made a decision.

Inverted eyes stared up at the Angel. The Angel glared back from under the veil. Rage boiled in their veins, and they realized that they had been followed. Of course, they had been followed. They just didn’t expect him to be this stupid.

The Angel bared their teeth at Flowey, words they’d been told many times finally being thrown back at him. “You IDIOT.”

Notes:

Hi chat.

I got internet.

NOW. You may be thinking "hey wait a minute didn't you say you'd take a break?" YEAH I DID SAY THAT. UNFORTUNATELY THE VOICES WON AND I IMMEDIATELY STARTED WRITING MORE BECAUSE I WANT TO TALK ABOUT THE IDEAS RATTLING AROUND IN MY HEAD AND IF I DONT I WILL SHRINK INTO A CORN COB.

I will tentatively say that next week will be the true break week. I will actually say that I will probably ignore this being the break week. I'm gonna be real I just really fucking enjoy writing. I will probably just write until I literally cannot get a chapter out in a week and then just be like "okay :D break time :D". We'll see bro I'm having too much fun I enjoy playing with my toys.

So! This chapter!

Some people thought there would only be one Dark World in this fic! Tsk tsk tsk. The Angel might be hesitant to use one, but they're consistent about the fact that they WILL be moving forward towards their goal. If they need to make a Dark Fountain and have no other options, so be it.

The Angel and Undyne are having slow progress but it's progress. Undyne's major hangup to me in this situation is that if the Angel is just outright lying about their story, and they're lying about SOMETHING in her eyes, then she's risking human and monsterkind's peace for a lie. Naivety. However, she's also seeing the way they talk about their friends and how willing they are to fight for them. That's undeniable. That's a character trait Undyne syncs up with the most in UT. Her hesitancy to help the Angel also comes a lot from her characterization of being hostile to humanity UNTIL pushed to the edge in No Mercy where she defends both. Undyne can sometimes take a moment to figure out who needs to be protected, but she got there!

ALPHYSSSSS. For the record, I cannot explain precisely what my thoughts are about the DT Extractor yet. Since we are in the Dark World pertinent to the lab, this is information that we will go over later. While I do not believe Alphys created the determination extractor due to pretty much what the Angel was reasoning through (Gaster had to have had access to determination due to Entry 17's existence), I do believe Alphys' achievements with determination are absolutely her own. I know some people like to attribute everything with determination to Gaster! I disagree! I think they explored two VERY different aspects of it, which we will get to. Alphys is also stated to have used the blueprints to get the extractor working, WHICH I CANNOT TALK ABOUT YET.

However, new Dark World design and moveset inbound! Alphys' archetype is the Inventor! This is a more Pathfinder specific archetype, but it fit her like a glove and lets me play far more into the fact that she IS incredibly competent with many of her inventions in UT. Yes, she has catastrophic failures at times, but what she does is incredible! That gag about the dimensional box is just factual gang. Also her suit of armor with the eyes that display her next move is so fun to me. I don't know why but I just found it so fun to write her. She gets slandered so often so giving her an active role is nice.

Also yeah she used a Full Restore what about it.

I will be looking at Parrot Darkner names in the comments btw! Feel free to post any that you like. I'm going off of vibes on this one. Our lil friend is back in a small capacity! I also named my first Darkner! they said it couldn't be done! Screcord my beloathed, making me introduce status effects. The intent behind Paralysis was that it randomly locks down your actions and forces you into one you may not want to use. I think it's fun I'm ballin ok.

Again! Fanart was posted and I reblogged it at star-pup01. I will however do due diligence and use the rest of the characters to personally shoutout the blogs that made art. (If I missed you, yell at me). You can find all of these names on tumblr!

redraven393
akriq-1
1carux
riddle-of-sphinx
darinaethelaianprophet
zenoflee
axii-xix
joinvin
wings-does-art
luckybird7765
wherez-my-coffee
interlink-au
chipcrisp

These are all the people who have made fanart for this fic and previous ones! From here on out I'll try to shout out blogs in the end notes if there's new fanart since last time. They deserve to be signal boosted and are personally attacking me by making me want the characters to be happy too.

Oh yeah anyway hi Flowey

Thanks for reading! See you next time!

Chapter 10: Whispered Among Shadows

Summary:

With a new arrival to the Dark World, a steady group dynamic immediately dissolves. The Angel remains dead set on finding their goal, but a certain flower wishes to make that entirely difficult.

Notes:

As you may have realized, this chapter is quite long. It sits at 19.6K. Usually I am normal and split things up if it gets to be that long, but I did not feel comfortable ending the chapter in multiple locations. This chapter is long! If you feel the need to walk away and come back, that is perfectly valid. Or you can eat it all in one go that's fine lmao. Do whatever you want forever. Just felt like I should warn yall that this one is HEAVY.

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

Flowey did not know when things went sideways, but they did suddenly and without warning.

After so long of not exactly traversing the Underground, Flowey had gotten just a little rusty. Not only did he usually just skip the Underground nowadays to reach the only location that mattered at the beginning, but he HATED Hotland. It was many disjointed stretches of land separated by molten lava, which didn’t exactly bode well for his burrowing. The only real connectors were elevator shafts, and getting his vines down against slick metal wasn’t exactly easy. Said metal was also hot, and of course people going through Hotland took the elevators all the time.

So yeah, he lost sight of the so-called Angel. The more he listened in on snippets of their story, the more he wanted to barf. They acted more like they were a character in a child’s stage play instead of actually having a tangible backstory. Monsters typically had something about them that Flowey could link back to others. Everything “the Angel” said confused Flowey more and more, and no threads were made.

Every now and then, they would slip up and talk about information they shouldn’t know, but Flowey already knew why that was. Every time they mentioned something that just didn’t exist, it became more obvious in his mind who he was talking to. They were a bunch of paradoxes with a blistering red soul. If they were consistent about one thing, it was stealing titles.

He recognized that presence though. Before, he wondered if he was just talking to open air, but there was something more than nothing at times. Now that he had seen the thing’s soul up close, he was sure that this was what he’d talked to all those years ago. Something was lingering in the Underground with him. Something returned. Something’s attention focused on him.

Hee hee hee, Flowey called them Chara back then for lack of another name. That’s what they apparently called themself. He got to see their save file up close and personal back when he had control over the timeline. However, that name wasn’t theirs, and they absolutely were not Chara. Maybe, he might’ve been able to convince himself of that when they returned way back in the day, but not anymore. Chara was many things, but someone who begged? Someone who feared their own death? Never. Besides, they seemed to think that they could invoke Chara’s name to mock him, so they were nothing but an idiot.

Despite knowing that he’d seen them once before, he really didn’t have a single clue what this idiot was. They were from another world is what they said, but Flowey wouldn’t take that with any seriousness considering how much they were yammering about someone who just had the letters of his name scrambled.

Oh well. At least their True Lab lead seemed to have some purpose to it. Besides, they’d been loading in there, which was OBNOXIOUS, but it meant they were doing something important. So, Flowey wanted to get there as soon as possible. He figured that they would be somewhere deep in the True Lab by now, so he didn’t really mind where he surfaced. He’d probably just end up in a room that was fi-

Flowey breached the tiled floor, and everything went wrong instantly.

The lab had always been dark, but when Flowey surfaced, he found nothing but a blackened void around him. For a second, he thought his eyes might’ve just not adjusted after dealing with the bright rock of Hotland, but it was always pretty dark when he burrowed. No, the room was just gone. There were no walls. Despite his stem and roots in the floor, there wasn’t a floor anymore-

There wasn’t a floor anymore.

It crumbled out from under him in an instant, and disorientation finally took over. The only times Flowey was really airborne was when in a flower pot, and this was something far worse. His flower form fumbled in the air, and he yelled in surprise. Vines tried to lash out on walls that weren’t there. Roots tried to embed in a floor that didn’t exist anymore. His own form started to shimmer, and existence as he knew it broke.

Light peeled away from his flower-like form. Darkness began to overtake him. He didn’t know where he was falling, only that he was screaming. He stopped knowing anything for a bit longer, unable to process what was happening.

No, he knew something similar to this feeling. Long ago, he remembered taking countless souls into his grasp. He remembered his form shifting and changing into something he desired. Except, this time he was not in control. This time, no extra power from souls surged through his form. And yet, he still felt a new power beginning to surge through his very being. It tossed him every which way, trying to mold him. He flailed, and only realized too late that he could flail.

White fur caught in his vision. A sensation that he had not felt in a long time entered his mind. For a moment, he thought he might experience all of the feelings that the souls gave him after Frisk reached out to him. Instead, the only feeling that came was limbs, and a sharp impact at his back.

Something- glass probably, shattered under him. He kept falling, tumbling listlessly through the air. What was happening? What was this? This was supposed to be the lab! Flowey couldn’t make sense of any of it until a second impact struck him in the chest, and his eyelids slammed shut.

Bones ached all over his body. He didn’t have bones. He wasn’t supposed to. Fur had gone into disarray, pressed against a solid floor that he could now feel. What changed? Was he dreaming again? Haha! That had to be what it was! Magic surged through his body. Electricity sparked at his fingertips. Fire burned in his chest. Vines writhed around his neck. It was different. Why was his magic different? It still felt like a tool just as his friendliness pellets had been, and yet it was more. It was his.

He didn’t know how long he laid there. He had to fill lungs now. Unlike his godlike form, this one felt brittle. Somehow, despite all of the magic thrumming through him, he felt so weak. When he tried to move a limb, it felt like lead. No longer could he float effortlessly instead of actually needing to put thoughts into his motion. Every frayed ounce of his body needed action, and Flowey couldn’t get it to work!

Finally, he managed to force his stupid eyelids open. The world around him didn’t even look right. Everything was so grey, and this was definitely larger than the lab. What was this? What was he seeing? What had he fallen into? What had that idiot done?

Footsteps that he hadn’t been listening for suddenly came to a stop right next to him. Flowey craned his head- was he still Flowey anymore? It had been his name for so long. He had immediately shed the name the moment his real form had returned, and yet now he may have spent more time as a flower than Asriel.

Something blistering red stood just in front of him. When Flowey wrenched his gaze upward, he saw a familiar soul floating in front of the figure. Of course. Of course this would be their fault. Flowey tried to read their face, and only found a veil covering anything he could possibly want to glean. The light hovering behind their head made it even harder to see clearly. How annoying-

“You IDIOT!” The nuisance yelled, their one free hand balling into a fist. Oh, so they were feeling petty, were they? Flowey barely managed a roll of his eyes before a hand was shoved in his face. The so-called Angel was kneeling now, trying to get him to his feet. In a hushed whisper, they commanded, “Up. Get a story going, or they’re going to ask questions.”

Flowey was not going to be coddled. He slapped the offending hand away, managing to push himself to his feet. Legs became shaky as he tried to stabilize his own body. He stumbled forward for a second, and the hands did not come back. Slowly, he dragged his gaze upward, staring at the faker through their veil. “This is definitely your fault. You’re calling me an idiot? What did you even do?” His voice came out lower, no longer being high-pitched and instead actually carrying something more menacing behind it without effort.

Something shifted behind the veil. Flowey saw both of their wings flare out for a second before relaxing. Huh. They did have wings. Of course, someone like them would wear a stupid angel cosplay. He was not calling them that. They were an idiot, a nuisance, and unfortunately were completely masking their facial expressions. It was easier to poke at them when Flowey could see every little reaction they gave to his prodding.

Instead, he saw nothing. The nuisance’s shoulders relaxed. They tilted their head before unsummoning their weapon. Both hands vanished under their cloak, and they whispered once more, “Guess you’re still just you then. Thought this would change something.” They were frustratingly cryptic as always, giving incomplete information and never saying what Flowey wanted to hear. Yet, the next words came out more taunting if anything, “Your grave.”

What did that mean? They hadn’t made a threat before. Their version of a threat was turning into a lost soul and hitting Papyrus over the head with a branch. They just writhed like a worm on the ground until randomly deciding to actually do something interesting.

When Flowey caught sight of a familiar fish and lizard, the latter with excessive amounts of mechanical armor, he realized what they meant.

Unlike the last time Flowey had taken this form, bystanders could actually witness him. Unlike the so-called Angel, he didn’t have anything covering his face. His only saving grace was being grey for some reason, but that did not save him from two monsters staring at him.

Undyne looked at the red-cloaked idiot, pointing a thumb at Flowey. “Okay, we’re not doing this again. You’re not about to tell me this is another coincidence, right?”

Instead of answering, which Flowey thought they would do considering that they told him to think of a story, the so-called Angel just gestured their head at him like he was supposed to explain.

Oh, this cheeky bastard.

Instead of lingering in the conversation, they whirled around, beginning to march in a direction to abandon Flowey to this conversation. No. No, they were not doing this. Flowey stomped after them, finding that he was slow on his own two legs now that he actually had to use them. He scrambled for a second, stumbling while the red robes got further and further away. Flowey shrieked, “Don’t walk away you idiot! Answer Undyne’s question!”

Alphys’ helmet had receded from her face, and she stared at Flowey with wide eyes. It was her fault that he was even a flower in the first place, and she didn’t even seem to understand the implications of this! “H-he certainly looks like a boss-monster! I-I mean… it could be a coincidence again… maybe that friend they were talking about?”

No. Absolutely not! Flowey was not going to be compared to whatever goody-two-shoes, imaginary idiot that spent time around one of the most pathetic monsters he’d ever met! Flowey snarled, “The fact that you don’t even recognize me is telling!” He shouldn’t have said that. He absolutely shouldn’t have said that.

The gears turned in both of their heads. Something clicked.

Flowey wasn’t dealing with this. He growled, storming towards the red-cloaked idiot who was standing not too far off, observing everything like they found it funny. He managed to stagger to them, pointing a finger at them with lightning sparking on the end of it. “YOU. Reload your save file, or I’ll make you! I’m not putting up with whatever this is!”

“Okay!” They said with far too much enthusiasm, and the light on the back of their head began rotating the other direction before-

 

-practically nothing changed. Flowey was a few steps back, standing in front of Undyne and Alphys again. He glared in the direction of the veiled monster, watching their hand slowly lower from thin air.

No.

No…

“You SAVED OVER THIS?” He yelled, storming over again. Fire began to burn around his knuckles. However, he still had tricks of his own. “No! You’re going to reload again, and you’re going to think of a good explanation, because I’m not doing this!”

Silently, the veiled monster tilted their head like they found his threat funny.

Flowey’s eye twitched. He laughed, “You think I’m bargaining? I’ll kill you again! You act like you’re in control here, but I’ve seen what happens to you when you get even a little hurt!” He brought both of his hands up to his eyes, rubbing them like he was crying. “You run away and beg so that lil’ ol Flowey doesn’t get you again!”

Again, the veiled monster stared silently for a bit longer. Then, the wings around their head ruffled a bit, and their head tilted the other direction. One word came out of their mouth: “Try.”

Oh, they wanted him to try? They were asking for a fight? Fine! Flowey was going to need to set this back to zero anyway, because he’d given himself away, but he didn’t mind getting some dust on his hands! Before they even had a chance to react, Flowey extended his hands forward, sending a bolt-

-of lightning… at…

They were standing further away again. Despite the fact that they had loaded like he wanted, they once again stood motionlessly. 

Undyne continued her side of Alphys’ speculation, and Flowey hadn’t heard the next part yet. “Uh… no. Their friend seemed like… really short.” Her singular eye narrowed. “And this is too uncanny for me.”

Flowey roared, summoning a ball of fire into his hands. He hurled it towards them with as much heat as he could muster, hoping that would scare the imposter into-

-submission. No, they were just standing there silently. They weren’t even reacting. They were just locking him in place, forcing him into this situation on his own. Flowey tried to grasp for control again, chuckling, “Aw, is someone throwing a tantrum? Mad that I got the upper hand on you once, so you’re trapping me instead of actually fighting?”

It elicited no reaction that he could see. Flowey growled, summoning another bit of magic that he knew he had. A vine writhed up from the ground just behind the cloaked figure, and he wrenched his hand upward to get them where they couldn’t-

 

-see. What? WHAT? HOW? This wasn’t even a fight! How on earth did they even see that? When Flowey turned to look at them again, they had their head tilted, like something was so funny to them.

Well… fine! Flowey ignored the heat bearing down on him and decided that if they were just going to load over and over again, he would have time to think of a reliable story! Undyne and Alphys wouldn’t progress, so he could figure this out on his own! He was not breathing heavier. He was still in control of this situation. Even though the world around him looked monochrome, and even though he was in a body that wasn’t a flower, he was still in control!

The so-called Angel tilted their head once more, actual words finally forming from their mouth, “Last chance.”

They thought they could talk down to him! Flowey would show them that he still had the upperhand! If they wanted to play like this, there were far more interesting people here that he could hurt. Flowey summoned crackling lightning to his hands again, knowing that it would be too fast to prevent going towards Alphys.

Motion came from under the Angel’s cloak. Before his hand even launched forward, Alphys had instinctively thrown up a bubble of energy around her body. Like she’d been able to predict it, she acted first. As soon as his lightning crashed harmlessly against her shield, Flowey thought that the Angel would reload, only for a blur of orange to speed towards him.

Something wooden hooked around his neck. Their crook snagged Flowey. The now orange cloak of the imposter sped by him, taking the crook with them. He couldn’t withstand the blow, getting wrenched clean off of his feet. 

A whispered command brushed by him, and Flowey didn’t know why the imposter was whispering it until something fishy landed on him, pinning him to the ground. Flowey thrashed, unable to escape the confines of Undyne as she bore down on him, locking his hands behind his back. “Gonna take a cheap shot at Al? You’ve got another thing coming, punk!”

Flowey kept thrashing, trying to summon magic. It died at his fingertips when the long blade of a sword pressed in between his eyes, a veiled face staring at him from just beyond it.

“Gotta hand it to ya!” Undyne yelled while fastening some rope around Flowey’s arms. “Those commands are weird as hell, but damn do they work.”

The imposter kept their sword trained between Flowey’s eyes as if daring him to move. He thought he might try if it wasn’t for Undyne currently locking him to the ground. Even worse, it seemed like everyone around him was going to have a little pow-wow, because Alphys walked up not moments after. “N-not sure how… you knew that attack was coming! Um, thanks for the save?”

As if they had been responsible for Alphys’ shield going up, the imposter nodded. They kept the sword positioned before finally deciding to speak to Flowey directly, “Are you done?”

“Done?!?” He was going to blast EVERYONE around him if Undyne didn’t get off of him! “We’re just getting started you idiot!”

“It’s not fun, is it?” They asked, tilting their head in that obnoxious way once again while they remained very-much in his face. “Adjusting to a new body is difficult. I was willing to help until you decided to be an ass.” They stashed the sword in a far-too-small pouch before turning to Alphys. “So, as I said before, objects come to life when entering a Dark World. A certain flower here has been following me.”

Flowey grit his teeth. “No! We are not doing this!” Fire attempted to burn at the fish on top of him. He was met with a bonk to the head from a wooden crook which baffled him enough for the fire to vanish. “You’re joking!” He yelled at the imposter, trying to get them to reload their save.

However, the damage had already been done. Gears started turning in Alphys’ head the same way they usually did whenever Flowey actually revealed his nature during multiple resets. Like she had put together pieces she already knew, Alphys took a few steps back. “N-no, that’s not… how long has it…” Flowey found out a loooong time ago that Alphys was only inches away from putting together the pieces of why ONE SINGULAR FLOWER moved. So, it was unsurprising that she figured it out instantly. “Y-you’re Flowey?”

Again, he stared up at the imposter, glaring daggers. “There’s no way you’re just going to let this happen. They’re going to be asking questions all day!” Unfortunately, they were already across the room again, waving a hand through a space that was undoubtedly their save. Flowey had half a mind to tell Undyne and Alphys about their save ability, but now that it had been overwritten, it literally could not be undone.

Almost chipper, the veiled monster turned around. They remained silent, marching up to Flowey while Alphys clutched at her head. They ignored everything else but the monster on the ground before extending a hand out again. “I don’t believe we’ve properly met. I’m the Angel.”

“I’m not calling you that!” Flowey slapped their hand away, still pinned under Undyne with rope around his hands. Apparently, she hadn’t taken kindly to him attacking Alphys. Of course, this stupid idiot decided to save over the easiest instance of showing Flowey as hostile. 

Wings ruffled. They were strangely tangible around the veiled thing. Again, they reached out their hand, undeterred. “I’m giving you something to call me that isn’t just ‘a threat’. Despite the fact that you slammed me to the ground quite a few times…” They notably left out the part where Flowey killed them, “...I also have an interest in getting out of here as soon as possible. The more you keep throwing lightning at people, the harder that’s gonna be.”

They punctuated “a threat” like it was something he should remember. Ah, he did remember saying that. Honestly, he gave them far too much credit considering their last showing against him. Just because they’d triple-teamed him, it didn’t mean that he was having doubts now. “What? Want me to call you by your fake title? You’re just going to pin me down until you get that?”

They glanced up. “Undyne, let him up.”

Somehow, she listened, stepping off of him and finally giving him air. However, she did not undo the bindings around his wrists. He could still probably do magic or burn them off, but he didn’t particularly want to light himself on fire for that. Uncontrolled fire could still burn, especially some that just naturally spread on rope. Lightning would be pretty easy, but he was so over being pinned.

The veiled monster glanced back at Alphys who looked like she might hyperventilate, and Undyne who was beginning to comfort her. Then, they turned back to Flowey. “Let’s give them a moment. You and I should talk in private for a second.”

He was going to rip them to shreds. Flowey snarled back at them, “I’m not listening to you, you stupid-”

Once again, that crook appeared, wrapping around his neck. Unceremoniously, he was dragged along with them, even though he tried to wrench his head out of its grasp. He kept getting stuck. This was humiliating. The veiled monster glanced back at him. “Trust me, you want to listen to me, because this doesn’t end until you do.” Satisfied with the distance they’d gained, they finally removed the crook from his head. “I can let you embarrass yourself again if that’s what you want.”

Ugh. The thing about Frisk was that despite their usage of save-points, they were usually a goody-two-shoes with them. Unfortunately, this person seemed to love using them exactly how Flowey would. Honestly, he should just out their ability to save right now. That would make them think twice before outing him again. If they’d already locked him into these events, then he could just drag them down with him.

“You’re not going to do any of that, actually,” the veiled figure casually said, even though Flowey knew for a fact that he didn’t say any of that out loud. “In case you haven’t forgotten, you very clearly killed me. You’re on thin ice. So, let’s start over and have an actual chat instead of either of us drawing weapons.” They stood across from him, not extending a hand on account of him being bound, but still tilting their head. “Hi. I’m the Angel. What would you like to be called?”

He couldn’t read them, but they clearly had to be mocking him. Flowey started trying to move his claws to cut the rope around his wrists. When did Undyne just suddenly get rope? When did Alphys get armor? Why was he like this? He groaned, rolling his eyes, “I’m not calling you that. And-” He thought about it more. Unfortunately, the idiotic question actually managed to get him stumbling slightly. He switched his names back the moment he had the form he actually liked back. It wasn’t like he was going to be able to hide anymore. Ah, right- that. “You better be able to convince them I’m not Asriel, or I’m going to give away everything about you.”

Again, he couldn’t read their face. He didn’t have any way to gauge whether or not they stumbled at all. An indifferent, faceless monster stared at them. “I have no idea what you’re talking about.” They cocked their head to the side. “Besides, if you slow me down, I have a means of handling you.”

“What do you mean you have no idea?” He laughed, though no humor came through his voice. The hollow space in his chest burned. “We’ve talked before, idiot. I recognize you! If you’re going to save over everyone knowing who I am, then I’ll make sure they know everything about you.” He cocked his own head to the side. “So, unless you dig us out of the hole you’ve put us both in, you’re coming down with me.”

No tangible reaction came. He thought he saw a shift under their cloak. “You know nothing about the place you find yourself in, and you’ll have to trust me on this one.” A flash of red came from their cloak, the blade of a dagger pressing against Flowey’s neck. “I don’t need you alive. This is my attempt at mercy. I suggest you take it.”

The blade wouldn’t have scared him much if he had a save-point of his own. In fact, he didn’t mind the way it pressed into fur, chuckling while glancing at Alphys and Undyne. The two of them were looking away right now. He could just call out and… nah. He wasn’t going to beg either of them. Instead, his eyes trailed back to his assailant. “You wouldn’t. It would make Frisk sad, and considering you stopped for them, I think that would upset you too.”

“Then let me put this in terms you will understand.” They pressed the dagger in closer, leaning in until their veil nearly grazed the end of his snout. Now, he could see the dim glow of red eyes under the veil just barely peeking through. “Frisk wouldn’t be upset, because nothing would visibly happen to you. Killing you here would put you in a deep sleep. You’d simply be unconscious until someone else figured out how to wake you up, if they even could. Both of our save points will make sure you stay like that forever.” Their eyes narrowed under the veil. “I wouldn’t gain even a shred of EXP. You are out of your depth, and I’m giving you an out.”

Something burned from above. Despite determination that still flowed through Flowey, something else began to crush it. That silver light behind the Angel’s head grew brighter, like it wanted to burn up everything he was.

Still, his will remained intact. “Trying to scare me with more of your idiotic stories?” It was just another one of those things they boldly lied about when walking with Undyne and Alphys. This was no different. They were bluffing. “I’m not as easily fooled as those two.” He glanced again. Why wouldn’t they turn this way? It was like Undyne was intentionally trying to keep Alphys from looking his way. Ugh, of course she was! Alphys could never look him in the eye when she figured things out!

Their wings flared out. The light burned brighter. Soft feathers sharpened into blades. The dagger pressed deeper, actually causing tangible pain. The threat slid out of their mouth easily. “I have already promised to kill people who want to bring harm to my friends. Considering you’ve already killed me once, and you’re continuing to keep me from them, I don’t consider putting you to sleep a loss.”

Oh.

Ah.

There were two options here. Either they were bluffing, and this would just outright kill him, or they were not bluffing, and they were just planning on sentencing him to something that might as well be death. Regardless, they seemed very ready to get revenge on him, and Flowey suddenly realized that he was on the wrong end of a dagger that wasn’t stopping.

Survival instinct finally kicked in. The two idiots across the way still weren’t looking at him, and the veiled monster wasn’t stopping. “FINE!” He yelled, and he did not miss the way the blade immediately receded from his neck. A moment after, he found the ropes around his wrists destroyed, like the movement with the dagger had hit them. A hand instinctively went up, rubbing the scratch on his skin. It hadn’t been enough to break. Still, he glared up at the monster who took a few steps back, muttering darkly, “I hate you.”

“The feeling wasn’t mutual until about a day ago.” The dagger slipped under the cloak just as quickly as it came out. Feathers around those animated wings softened again, and the light grew less intense. Like they’d been holding a breath, they exhaled sharply. “Now, let’s try this again. What would you like for me to call you?”

Flowey snapped his snout shut with an audible click. The obvious answer was the name that he’d been using for more than a decade, but that name was intrinsically tied to being a flower- why was he even engaging with this? “I’m not doing this.” 

“You’re in this now. You decided to follow me.” They had no further mercy. Lowering the dagger, as they said, was their mercy. “I will at least let you decide which name you want to be called. I’m not that cruel.”

Hands balled into fists. He stared at the being that had usurped his title, his appearance, and only left him the choice of a name. Fine. He hadn’t gone by this name in years, but he would let this imposter steal nothing else from him. “Asriel,” he finally decided, the name coming through grit teeth. “Since you’ve already given me away, you better not even think about taking my name.”

They nodded. “Then you’ll call me the Angel. That is what people call me, and the only name I’m willing to give.” 

Oh, they were still doing this. Asriel wanted this to be over with. He bared his teeth, tilting his head back and groaning. “Ugh! Fine!” The Angel it was. What a stupid and pathetic name.

“I never claimed your title. It just so happens to also be mine,” they clarified, like that helped at all. 

“Yeah right, idiot.” Yeah, the name idiot still stuck just fine. “Keep trying to convince me of that. Also, what did you even do?” He gestured around at the glass dome he found himself under. “What is this?!?”

“Not your concern. It’ll be over in a bit.” They took a cursory step back before looking around. Their gaze lingered on Alphys and Undyne for a moment. “They were going to figure out regardless. When this place stops existing, you’ll appear next to us.”

Great. They were going to be just as frustratingly not clear as before. Fantastic. Amazing. Asriel was going to lose his mind. Claws grasped at his head, only to stop for a moment when he felt a hefty amount of fur sticking out into a hair-like shape. Oh, so this place did have taste with his form! If only he could actually utilize any of it against the Angel- ugh, it sounded gross even in his head. Unfortunately, they didn’t seem shy about loading save files, and he would rather be done with this as soon as possible.

The old form wasn’t necessarily unwelcome. He just found the company insufferable.

Fine. He would just have to bide his time and make use of this. Whatever this was, it was something they did and had extensive knowledge earlier. They distinctly called it a Dark World earlier, and said objects come to life in it. That could be interesting.

One of the Angel’s wings twitched. The pressure in Asriel’s head increased. They paused for a moment before speaking, “Just try to make this go as smoothly as possible. I’m sure you’ve introduced yourself to Alphys many times already, and you should be equally as good at chatting as you are fighting.”

Flattery? They were unfortunately correct, but he wasn’t going to admit that. “It’s always annoying. If any of you mention this to Asgore or Toriel, I don’t care what you think you can do to me. I’m going to make you bleed.” His teeth began to bare at the end. He did not want to deal with those two.

They nodded like they expected that. Yet, their motion seemed unsure and deliberate like they had to consciously make it. “Then there’s a few things to know. One, we don’t fight. Two, you listen to me during fights. Three, you do not wander off.” They said the last one with utmost seriousness. “I don’t know how close you got to discovering the previous Royal Scientist, but I would prefer if people didn’t get erased today.”

What? That old news? It was a complete dead-end. The extent was that someone built the CORE, but that wasn’t what Asriel was angry about in that entire spiel. He crossed his arms even tighter. “I am not listening to you in a fight.”

“Did you not hear what I just-” They audibly sighed, wings ruffling in agitation. Something shaky was in their breath, something Asriel hadn’t heard yet. Finally, a tangible reaction had been gained. A self-satisfied smirk appeared on Asriel’s face, which only caused them to press further, “If you disobey a command and get anyone hurt, I’ll take you out of the fight myself.”

As if they could do that while focusing on an enemy. Asriel wasn’t going to deal with any more of their persuasion though. He nodded, giving a “fine” like he totally didn’t plan to cause issues later. The Angel’s wing twitched yet again, but they seemed satisfied enough to begin the march of death back to Alphys and Undyne.

 


 

Tension released. Attention had finally been taken off of them.

The Angel was thankful for their cloak and veil. It made it easy to hide the way their jaw clenched when talking to Asriel. They did really mean what they said to him, but every word had to be calculated. Every word they said needed to impress upon him that they were in control and unbothered by him. They were in control, but they knew Asriel was not above tearing everything apart if it meant gaining an upperhand. Thankfully, their threat to outright kill him worked.

They didn’t know if they would’ve actually done it. 

A hand always instinctively went for mercy. A hand always reached out in forgiveness whenever they were at the end. A long walk back probably made their vessel’s legs tired as they visited every time, being sure to see if he would accept mercy this time. He never did. He never accepted mercy. The Angel couldn’t give it anyway. They were never capable of giving it. 

And always, the hand extended out for mercy. Even behind the facade of a flower, they could never strike him. They remembered the flower bed. They remembered the pleading face asking them if they had anything better to do. They knew that they did. They knew that there was nothing else. They continued anyway. Keep going. There must be something else.

No one deserved to be left alone. Everyone deserved a second chance. That was the lesson, right? Why was he denied that? Why were they-

Ink blotted the memories. A hand had been eager to pull out a dagger and give him an ounce of the fear they felt when their neck twisted too far. It was a willingness to strike that they’d never had before. It was something that they knew was their own instinct. How had they managed to look into Asriel’s eyes with that much malice? They had never been able to do so before, and now…

Vines choked them. Their body slammed into the ground over and over again. He hated them. He only cared whether or not they were interesting. He wanted them dead. Every strike broke them further and further until something twisted-

One death.

It took one death, and they now found their hand thumbing at the dagger fastened to their belt.

Movement within their cloak caught their attention. They weren’t breathing, so the movement caught them off guard. Something had snatched up the scarf around their neck, and the Angel saw a beak made of paper entering their vision. It pulled a scarf up higher around their neck, giving them something soft to feel against themself.

Their lungs started to fill with air again. Slowly, their shoulders relaxed a little bit. Almost unconsciously, they gently tilted their head in the direction of the Darkner hiding in their hood in thanks, and the parrot took the invitation to nuzzle its beak against the side of their face. The paper surface initially scared the Angel, but the Darkner was careful not to cut them. It deserved the thanks anyway. They weren’t… used to a kind touch yet, but it helped them breathe this time.

It slipped away and hid while the Angel ruffled their wings, trying to focus and track the current conversation. Apparently, they hadn’t missed much. Introductions were still on the way with Asriel listing off things that he’d probably said a million times before, “-yes, you made me. No, I don’t care enough. If you mention me to anyone, I’m killing that person-” He pointed at the Angel. Ah, so introductions were going terribly. Great. The Angel’s eyes caught on a streak of color on Asriel’s outfit that they must have missed. The vine-like pattern around the collar of his cloak had turned green once more. They did not know what to make of it.

Alphys had put her helmet back on, no doubt to hide her expression under its stoic face. She stuttered mechanically, “U-uh, I- don’t think- they didn’t- l-look I’m really s-so sorry about all of this. I-I didn’t think it would.”

“Ohhhh my god.” Asriel grabbed at his ears, pulling them like he would rip them off. “I don’t care! I’ve been doing fine and dandy!”

Undyne had her hand on her chin, eye darting between everyone involved in this conversation. “So like… you’re Asgore’s kid. You’re… the same flower who dug pitfalls around Hometown… but also Asgore’s kid somehow.”

“Sure, if that’s what will make you shut up faster.” Asriel gestured at his own body like it was the most obvious thing ever. “Great. Big surprise! Are introductions done? Will you two shut up now?”

As soon as she had confirmation, something burned in Undyne’s eye. Her hand clenched into a fist. “So you’ve been alive this whole time, and you haven’t told him a thing?” Just like she’d done to the Angel multiple times already, she advanced on him to jab a finger at his chest. “Do you even know how often he talks about you? Did you even think-”

Asriel slapped her hand away. “He talks about a dead kid who’s still nothing but dust in a garden.” His face split into a cheery grin. “I don’t need him treating me like his kid. Besides, he already failed miserably at that whole thing! Wouldn’t want him to mess up a second time even though the chance is loooong gone.”

The Angel saw Undyne’s eye twitch and instinctively reached out to a silver light next to them. They were not going to interfere with this one unless absolutely necessary, but it was good to have insurance.

Undyne’s teeth grinded against each other. “Why the hell would you not care about that?” Her fists trembled. Every ounce of her body looked like it wanted to lunge in defense of Asgore, but it was clear what made her hesitate.

“I-it’s…” Alphys stammered, still hiding behind her helmet. Her claws raked against the metal plating. “He’s…  I gave him determination, b-but objects don’t have-”

Asriel finished the sentence for her. “Souls! Good job! You got it!” He clapped his hands at the deduction skills. “Makes me unable to feel any compassion! Cool. Are we done now? I’d like to never talk to you two again if I could help it.”

Something stirred in the Angel’s throat. Their wings twitched. Some part about his statement made them say something out of turn, “That’s not necessarily true.”

All faces turned to them. They managed to hide how their body stiffened under their cloak, but did not want to elaborate on that. Silence echoed through the air for a few moments before Asriel rolled his eyes. “Oh. Yeah. Sure. Guess you’ll be here to try to tell me about something I and the doctor who did this are experts on.”

The Angel did not respond. No more information escaped their lips. After all, they had read his mind during their little conversation. Asriel was showing interest in Dark Worlds, and deliberately trying to get more out of them. Still, he was wrong about this subject. Soullessness did not necessarily mean that compassion was not possible. He was simply wrong. They would give him no other information.

At least the conversation had finally been broken up. The Angel summoned their crook again, turning around. “You all can discuss this when we’re not in danger. We need to keep going.”

They could still see Undyne’s glare with their second pair of eyes. “Hey! Give us a sec! This place has no one.” She gestured around the empty darkness that made up the island.

The Angel did a double-take, looking around them. They had been so focused on Asriel, that they didn’t exactly look anywhere else in the Dark World. Before, they could clearly see other islands in the distance. While those islands were rather barren, they were at least visible. The Angel couldn’t even see the glass dome over their head anymore. As they stared ahead they watched the darkness slowly creeping closer.

They knew what this was.

The Angel held up a hand in a fist, trying to gesture for her to be quiet. Both of their wings rose, and the light around their head grew brighter. “Dark Worlds are not supposed to get like this,” they spoke in a hushed whisper, eyes tracking every part of the darkness that they could. Every now and then, they saw a piece of the Dark World stutter in the darkness. Every movement caught their attention, making their free hand go back to their dagger. “All of you stay near me.”

Alphys watched the darkness getting closer, and exclamation points appeared on the eye of her helmet. “U-uh, shouldn’t we… go back? This s-seems… a bit unnatural.”

It was. Even as the Angel watched the inky black grow closer, their soul screamed at them to run. They just had to remind themself that they were made for this. This was quite literally their purpose. They couldn’t think about what the darkness was capable of. They couldn’t think about what the darkness could have done.

Answers lay beyond the darkness, and they were done waiting to find them.

“I’m going further,” they said, trying to hide the way their voice trembled when the darkness continued to inch closer. “You’re safest near me, and I will reiterate again: Do not wander.” Their gaze trailed to Asriel as they said it, trying to glare holes through his head. He cheekily waved back like he had heard nothing. Fine. If he wanted to get himself erased, then so be it. The Angel had better things to do.

They focused on the light deep within their chest. The soul flared out more and more, a light beginning to form around them. As darkness closed in, light grew to meet it, shielding the party from it advancing any further. The Angel strained their ears in an attempt to hear a call for battle from anything that might be lurking within, but no call for battle came. There was still time before anything found them, which meant there was still time to explore.

Undyne had all but forgotten the need to stay and talk for a bit longer. Her hand had instinctively gone for a weapon, honed instincts tipping her off very easily that something was wrong. “You sure this is a good idea?”

Asriel rolled his eyes, his arms once more going back to being crossed. “Don’t tell me you’re scared of the dark. You. Of all people.” He giggled before glancing back at the Angel. “She might be right! Might be good to turn tail before you further mess things up.”

The Angel’s grip around their crook tightened. “All three of you willingly chose to follow me here.” While Asriel’s arrival in the Dark World had been… probably unintended, he made the decision to stalk them. Same difference. “I’ll protect you, but I’m not giving up on this trail.”

Honestly, the Angel didn’t need to do any convincing. Undyne was already so pissed at Asriel’s comment that she conceded, “Fine! We’ll walk through the stupid darkness. I’ve seen worse in Waterfall!”

Alphys had been in dead silence for a bit, throwing something together with her toolbox. She pulled the contraption out before hitting a button, a beam of light coming out. Ah, a flashlight! That would be pretty useful. When she activated it, it cut through the darkness only a little bit before being snuffed out entirely. Still, it was something. The Angel’s soul provided far more light, but it meant that she wouldn’t be completely lost in the darkness if something bad happened.

Sheepishly, she scratched the back of her head which was also still covered in metal. “W-well… at least it helps a little.” Her gaze went to Asriel, and despite the helmet being on, the Angel could still see the way she shied away.

The Angel’s vision moved to just behind Alphys’ head, and they thought they saw something staring back.

As soon as they saw it and drew their weapon, whatever it was receded into the darkness. That meant it wasn’t a spawn, because those things only directly charged. They were not intelligent, and they would have immediately leapt at the chance to attack Alphys.

“Something’s watching us.” The Angel swiveled their head around just to make sure it hadn’t gotten any closer. Only the light from their soul was really providing vision now. “We move now. Everyone keep an eye out.”

Asriel grumbled something about them being an awful leader before taking position behind the Angel. Undyne kept the rear, but she seemed to want to keep an eye on him while also not leaving Alphys vulnerable. That made the most sense, and the Angel was the least likely to get surprised by an attack from behind. After all, they didn’t exactly have blindspots around their vessel with the ability to watch from above.

Different patches of the Dark World slowly came into view with the Angel’s light shining on it. Chunks of flooring would every now and then flicker, like it couldn’t quite remain whole. The Angel chose to steer clear of those patches, but did not know what it possibly meant. This place seemed far too unstable to linger for too long, and they couldn’t afford to stay here for long. A Dark World becoming this dark meant that something terrible was coming.

Eventually, the tiled floor gave way to something softer. The Angel tentatively took their crook to poke at it. It seemed solid enough to walk on, almost like a carpet had been placed across the world. It looked more like a quilt if anything. Ah, this must’ve been the bedroom.

“Ooooh, scary!” Asriel commented from behind them, earning a huff of air from under their veil. He leaned his head to the side, trying to see any ounce of their face. “Good thing you told us to be careful! We might trip and fall on a soft blanket.”

The Angel chose to ignore him. He was just trying to get a rise, and they kept their gaze trained ahead. Talking would only lead to them getting discovered quickly.

Unfortunately, Undyne took the bait immediately. “Do you two always act like this?”

Asriel seemed frustrated that he wasn’t getting a tangible reaction. He scowled at the back of the Angel’s head where light probably was blinding him. “THEY sure do.” He shrugged. “Always never talking about the things that matter when they do. Like come on, not gonna explain why the dark scares you so badly?”

The Angel gripped the dagger in their cloak tighter. They tried to keep their focus off of Asriel’s attempts at goading them into a fight. Instead, they focused their gaze in the distance. There was something flickering in the darkness. Despite the distance, they certainly knew what Darkner would shed light. Another Screcord seemed to be in the distance… and very much on the ground. Had it been attacked?

From above, another Darkner of the same type dropped down. The Angel could see its light descending before impacting the soft floor with no damage. Well, they would head that way. Maybe something could be gleaned from the odd Darkners.

“See? No answer!” Asriel exclaimed like he’d won whatever argument he was having with them in his own head. “Golly, you haven’t even explained what you’re here for.”

As soon as he said the word ‘golly’, Undyne rolled her eye. “Nevermind. I don’t know why I never heard the resemblance before.” She lowered her head to try to look at Alphys who still had not come out from her helmet. “You still haven’t apologized to Alphys for trying to fry her, and you’re out here acting all high and mighty.”

Asriel glanced back, rolling his own eyes in turn. Seemed there would be a lot of that today. “I’m not doing that. Besides, if she didn’t want me to try to fry her, then she shouldn’t have made me.”

Alphys shrunk into herself a bit more and didn’t say a thing.

The Angel glanced back at Asriel, finally being annoyed enough to respond, “You do understand that without her research, you would all still be underground, correct?” It came out of their mouth forcefully and before they could stop it.

And of course, it was information they weren’t supposed to know. It was information that only one other person here knew. Alphys stared at the Angel, confusion evident in her voice. “I-It didn’t though. I… it was objectively a failure… e-even if… some families are happy to be together again.”

Asriel wasn’t focused on her anymore. He had zeroed in on the Angel again, waiting for them to say more that would further give away just how much they knew.

The Angel’s hand around the handle of their dagger tightened. They turned back around, continuing to walk towards their destination. However, they couldn’t help but mutter while staring at Asriel, “You could stand to try to be happy too, you know.”

The confident grin on Asriel’s face immediately dropped into a scowl. The Angel did not respond any further, deciding that making contact with the Screcords was more important. Considering how vacated Alphys’ lab was, they would place bets on these being some of the only Darkners actively around in most areas. The Angel was fine with that. A lack of variety meant that they didn’t have to memorize as many attacks. The thing stalking them was certain to be enough of a hassle as-is.

Finally, the Angel’s light cast on the two Darkners. One had taken to resting on the quilted flooring, while the other stared down. Upon their approach, only one screen rose to attention, the one which had fallen from above. Dots appeared on its screen before text immediately appeared, “What is your inquiry?”

Ah. Not a fight this time? The Angel would take that. They stared down at the Darkner laying and pointed. “What’s that one doing?” On its screen, ‘z’s kept appearing one after the other. Maybe it was sleeping.

The awake Darkner pondered for a moment before text returned, “Dreams used to be recorded here. The dreams this one sees are not the dreams that were previously recorded. However, I do not recall what was previously recorded. The soft field was not always here.”

Well, that was cryptic as ever. If the quilts weren’t always there… and the Angel was assuming they were beds, then that meant something different must have been here before. It made sense. Alphys was the first to test determination on monsters who had fallen down. The beds were likely her addition. So, the Angel asked, “Do you know what was here before the quilts?”

Dots appeared on the Screcord’s face again before it stopped outputting entirely. It paused for a few moments, its face carefully inclining upward. The Angel tried to follow its gaze and saw nothing. The Screcord’s text returned shortly after, “Information must be obtained.”

Ah. It seemed like the Screcords were not patient forever. The Angel sighed, “So you’re going to fight me, then?”

It shook its screen, once more beginning to provide text. “Incorrect. I wish for an exchange of information.” Its screen swiveled towards Alphys. “Your ability to create contraptions has already become known. Provide me a tool of my own, and I will answer any question you may have.”

Well… that was a better exchange than what the Angel had in mind. A fight would be straightforward, but they didn’t exactly want to pull Asriel into a fight at the moment. Honestly, he looked like he was fighting every urge in his body to just cast a spell at the Darkner. It was a wonder why he hadn’t yet- ah, he did have electricity crackling in his hand.

The Angel ruffled their wings, turning towards him fully. They adjusted their grip on their dagger, revealing it under their cloak.

The bolts of lightning dissipated.

Alphys wringed her hands together, though the action didn’t work all that well due to the metal plating around her fingers. She stuttered, “A- um, I guess I can? Wh-what would you want?”

The Screcord typed out a smile on its screen before continuing, “An implement for blasting. Creatures lie in wait in the darkness. Other Darkners have been destroyed by a beast that lurks in the dark.”

The Angel’s eyes narrowed. A means of self-defense was certainly not the worst choice when the dark was this thick, but… “Don’t you have your hands?” They asked, knowing very well that the attacks that came from Screcords managed to paralyze them. “Wouldn’t a light be a better choice?”

Vehemently, the Darkner shook its head. “My strongest attacks would not defend against the beast.” It once more requested, “I wish for a blasting implement to empower my ability to defend myself.”

Well, if it would provide information about this Dark World, then the Angel needed it. Besides, if the Darkner just turned it on them, the Angel was certain they could handle a fight with four vs. one. Well, Asriel might not listen… and the other Screcord may wake up… but it was better than nothing. The Screcords seemed to favor information over anything, so it was odd that it wanted a means of attack…

Alphys was already building. The Angel watched as a blur of parts came together to form what appeared to be an elongated arm cannon. “H-here!” She said, holding it out to the Darkner in question. “Y-you should be able to slip it on your hand, a-and it’ll work with your electric attacks. I… don’t really know the make-up o-or energy of what your magic is… b-but that should work for pretty much any energy you filter through it.”

It took the blaster in its hand, inspecting it carefully. “Interesting. I will give you your information as requested.” Before it did so, it lifted its arm into the air. Instead of equipping the cannon, it held it even higher. The Angel only had a moment to brace before something swooped by. They caught sight of blackened feathers as slick as the shadows around them speeding by. The wind it left behind sent the Angel’s cloak billowing.

The Screcord stood still, but the Angel’s fur stood on end. They glared, yelling, “What the hell was that?”

“I have defended myself from the beast.” It must have felt the tension radiating off of everyone, and yet did not attack. Instead, it elaborated further. “This exchange ensured my survival. I will still provide any information you wish to inquire about.”

Alphys had her hands over her head, glancing around wildly for what just flew by. “I-it got so close… what… I-I think I would like to know what that was!”

Dots appeared on the screen once again. After a moment, text came with perfect clarity: “DT EXTRACTION MACHINE. STATUS: MAINTENANCE REQUIRED.”

The Angel’s hands went numb. Alphys went completely silent, the sounds of her own breathing ceasing entirely. Even Asriel’s fingers clenched into fists. The Angel knew that the DT Extractor likely woke up, but if it was trying to maintain itself…

Alphys worriedly walked up to the Angel, her voice rising in pitch the more she spoke, “Th-the objects… the things that come to life. I… they still… do they…” She struggled to figure out how to word it, tripping over herself more and more. “The extractor shouldn’t have power! It shouldn’t be able to move!”

Tenna needed power to be able to operate. After all… Kris… had to plug him… in…

Except… he didn’t need power. Not always. Maybe, having power allowed him to operate at his fullest capacity. After all, Susie had haphazardly thrown the television into the supply closet, and he had been able to animate just fine. The Screcords were also animated at the moment despite needing power from the lab. The CORE’s power wasn’t going here.

The Angel shook their head. “They can still move… I… I don’t know?” This was unknown for them. Kris might’ve needed to plug Tenna in just to communicate in the nights before. Though, a powered off TV wouldn’t be able to achieve its ultimate function… “If it doesn’t have power, it at least… shouldn’t be able to extract.” It caused a weight in their shoulders to loosen. There were three people here who had determination, no matter how small. If the extractor could still pull determination from them, then they would all be in danger.

As if it had been asked a question, the Screcord responded, “Correct. The extraction components of the DT Extractor are not operational.” Okay. So, even though it had gotten a blaster stolen, the Screcord was still willing to be forthcoming about information. Giving the blaster away must’ve been its way of protecting itself. 

The Angel sighed, reaching under their veil to run claws through their own fur, “What dreams were searched for here before? You said something about that.”

It thought for a moment before a question mark appeared on its screen. “Previously stated: we do not know what was recorded here prior to the quilts. We do, however, have traces of what was once here.” It stuffed a hand in the pocket of its lab coat, pulling out something that the Angel could not quite see. “Objects such as this have appeared in large quantities near the edges of this zone. Larger quantities detected in the depths.”

The Angel couldn’t see what it had in its hands. They inched closer, trying to look from another angle. Something glassy reflected the light in their soul, and for a moment, they thought they saw the lab-

Immediately, the Angel stole the object from the Screcord, holding it in their hand like a lifeline. No. Absolutely not. The Screcord could not keep this, but they needed it. The Angel ignored the shouts of surprise from behind them, staring down at the shard of glass in their hand. It wasn’t necessarily a shard, but a crystal.

They tilted it again. No other reflections came yet. However, they had found something important. In their hand rested a Shadow Crystal.

The Angel’s head snapped up at the Screcord, and they demanded to know, “Where did you find this?” Shadow Crystals weren’t supposed to be something just anyone had. They were given. Many wielders came in contact with the Knight, and the Knight dropped a Shadow Crystal of its own when beaten. They simply shouldn’t be here.

Unperturbed by the Angel’s outburst, the Screcord pointed in a random direction in the darkness. “Lifted from the depths. We do not traverse there. We would not want to see anything out of order. We would not leave now that the land has been given form.”

Could… there be more Shadow Crystals? It had taken five to forge a Pure Crystal. If the Angel could do that again, then they might be able to do something with it. The only requirement was that they couldn’t absorb it, because that would mean nothing could ever really stop their light except for something of equal potency. They… were not planning on sealing the Grand Fountain anytime soon just to get a power boost.

However, this was progress. This was a tangible connection to the other world, something that they could actually work with.

With only a small “thank-you”, the Angel began to walk in the direction that the Screcord pointed them towards. Immediately, their allies followed behind, but had problems of their own.

Immediately, Undyne yelled after them, “Stop walking off randomly! What the hell did you even get?” She could not see the Shadow Crystal clearly, and the Angel immediately pocketed it in their weapon storage just so that no one else could access it. They especially didn’t want Asriel seeing it.

Alphys nervously chimed in, “There was p-probably still a lot that we could ask!”

Asriel once more became smug, slouching slightly while walking. “Orrrr they’re just gonna keep walking without explaining anything. Again.”

They didn’t need to explain any of this. In fact… “It’s safer if you all know absolutely nothing about this place. Especially you.” They glared at Asriel from under the veil. They wondered what would happen if they aimed the Shadow Crystal at him, but thought better of it. “We have a lead. Let’s take it before that thing comes back.”

Better yet, the Angel saw a save-point in the distance. They were half considering loading just to prevent that Darkner from getting a blaster, but they could not risk losing sight of a Shadow Crystal. They ignored further protests coming from behind them. If people didn’t want to follow their commands, then they shouldn’t have jumped into the Dark World. Besides, the Angel’s light was the only thing they could follow in the dark at this point. There were no other options.

Unfortunately, one person in the back was almost impossible to ignore. Asriel protested again, “Really? Nothing? Golly, and here you are lecturing me about being a little more compassionate.” Here he went again. The Angel sighed, but Asriel kept talking, “Don’t you care about their safety?” He gestured at Alphys and Undyne. “You wouldn’t want anyone doing something stupid, because they didn’t know what was going on, would you? At least I have an excuse for my cruelty.”

The Angel’s hand tightened around their crook. “Knowing how this works would only bring harm.” They turned to Asriel, teeth beginning to bare against their will. “You can make excuses all you want. Every Darkner is in the same situation as you, and yet I don’t see them being pointlessly cruel.”

Asriel’s smile faded from his face. Inverted eyes stared the Angel down, and something began twisting behind them. He scowled. “I have no soul, idiot. That’s the difference.”

They tilted their head in turn before turning back around, keeping an eye on the save-point ahead. “Neither do they.”

Asriel’s hand clenched into a fist. He did not respond again.

The Angel reached the save-point, grazing their hand against it. Immediately, their wounds healed. No one else had a tangible reaction, considering that the Angel was the only one who took damage.

Now, they had a lead. They could see the glass of the dome again stretching downward to the ground a little ways away. They did not see any other Shadow Crystals despite the Screcord pointing them this way, but the Shadow Crystals were always hard to find… It would probably be wise to scour the area before descending down into the depths like it recommended.

The Angel took time to scour the area, keeping a close eye on the ground for anything that looked even slightly off. Their allies watched them with utter confusion, like they had suddenly gone insane. Undyne quirked a brow, being the first one to ask, “The hell are you doing?”

“Searching.” The Angel didn’t have time to explain Shadow Crystals at the moment. They were… loosely tied to who they were looking for. Maybe that would be enough. “I don’t have many other leads at the moment.”

Undyne seemed vaguely… or rather entirely unimpressed. “So you’re just looking at the floor.”

“I know what I’m doing.” They would’ve been happy to explain if Asriel wasn’t in the room right now. Unfortunately, he’d be the exact person to exploit this power. Shadow Crystals were dangerous. Not only did they sometimes have the ability to indicate the future, but they bolstered whoever used them in the Dark World. NEO attacks weren’t exactly something anyone could just pull out at a whim. Jevil, Spamton, and the Knight all weaponized a Shadow Crystal against them. If Asriel got anything like this, it would be a disaster.

However, that wasn’t an issue, because the Angel found nothing. The depths needed to be checked then. A dome blocked the way in, but they could easily shatter it-

A glint of blue caught the Angel’s attention. They walked to the edge of the dome, staring out into the darkness beyond. They… rarely liked going off the beaten path in Dark Worlds, but it had happened once. It proved that it was possible to go off the designated path in a Dark World. The whole time, the Angel had been searching this Dark World under the assumption that clues would only be hidden on its most defined path.

The blue light flickered over and over again, changing positions in the darkness rapidly. It moved fast enough that for a moment, it looked like countless stars calling out from the darkness. It stuttered. It wasn’t supposed to be here. Perhaps, it was supposed to remain out of sight. It seemed so far away. And yet, it was something familiar, something that they and the man both knew about.

Everything about the man they were looking for had become indistinct. It had been erased. Being in a Dark World alone wasn’t enough to erase someone. There was a key component they were missing here, and a glint of blue off in the darkness was their first clue. It called out to them. It knew them. It whispered from the shadows. Nothing could break it. The Angel’s own light couldn’t break it. The overwhelming darkness did not even destroy it. Hope could not twist it. Even the rules of this Dark World that drowned everything in monochrome couldn’t diminish it.

They knew what it was.

All they had to do was get to it.

“There.” The Angel pointed into the darkness at a shimmering glass that could not be twisted. Keeping their body between them and Asriel, they then took out the Shadow Crystal, aiming it in the direction of the blue light. It did not change even as the world through the Shadow Crystal did. “I need to go out there.”

Asriel squinted. “I mean, if you wanna throw yourself off a cliff, be my guest. Might be funny to see you splat!”

Undyne suddenly had no qualms in slapping Asriel on the backside of the head. It seemed that she was done with his comments. However, she echoed the sentiment, “Uhhh. That looks like it’s just floating. We can’t get to that.”

That was a fair point. The Angel needed to see what it said though. Better yet, they needed to follow it. They knew one other person who knew of the text on that glass, and he would’ve followed it the moment he saw it. The Angel did have someone in the party who could help with that. “Alphys, can you see what’s over there? I don’t know if your armor can like… zoom in?”

Based on the way a crosshair appeared on her helmet, it seemed that she in-fact could. She hummed for a second, before finally talking about what she was seeing, “There’s… there’s words. I… I see the Deltarune? It-”

The Angel heard grass crack and shatter.

Alphys shrieked, the HUD on her helmet disappearing. The Angel watched the blue light dissipate into the darkness. The momentary loss of what may have been a panel of the prophecy was drowned out by what precisely had appeared.

A large mass lurched towards the glass dome. The Angel instinctively raised their weapon, soul flaring to life on their chest. Undyne dove for Alphys, tumbling out of the way with her before shielding Alphys with her body. Asriel looked like he’d been given an early Christmas present, not aware of what dangers were approaching.

Hollow eyes stared through the glass for the briefest of moments. A sideways beak aimed straight for the Angel. The skull of the creature had tubes connecting to the base of its neck, keeping it attached to a vulture-like body.

The extractor had found them.

The dome shattered. Glass rained down as the vulture swooped towards the Angel. Their soul flared once more, calling out for battle. Despite the vulture towering over them easily, it could not resist the call to battle. Its skull alone dwarfed them in size, and yet they forced it to follow their own rules.

Four party members lurched into battle. Asriel took position next to the Angel, Alphys and Undyne standing together on the opposite side of him. It seemed that even without Susie, the Angel could handle four members now. That… that was good. That was fine.

The vulture glanced around like it understood what was happening and shrieked. Blackened feathers fell off of its body. It perched on the edge of the Dark World, blocking the way. Within its beak, for the briefest of moments, the Angel thought they saw a familiar blaster.

The darkness around was still heavy. Something heavy entered their nostrils. The shadow in the backside of their mind grew. Darkness constricted them. The Angel’s soul became suffocated. Their light diminished. Tension gain had been reduced.

It was fine. They’d been given a save-point.

Undyne spotted the difference immediately, clutching her spear tighter. “Anyone else suddenly feel heavier?”

“N-no! That’s me too!” Alphys yelled, trying to keep her arm-cannon steadily aimed at the Darkner. Her legs were shaking.

The Angel glanced to the right, immediately raising their hand. Text appeared in Alphys’ helmet as they called out, “Check! We need to figure out what this thing can do!” Thankfully, Alphys received the command immediately, nodding even through the sound of metal clanking from her shaking.

They did not miss the way that their options skipped over Asriel.

Before commanding Undyne, the Angel snarled, “I told you to listen to me in fights.”

“I literally haven’t done anything!” Asriel complained, holding up his hands. Notably, he had a Chaos Saber summoned in one of them. It seemed like he really had gotten his Hyperdeath powers back. “Go ahead. What do you want me to do?”

The Angel couldn’t see his actions! They glared at him. “Just defend. Block attacks. Do not interfere when I dodge.”

Too cheerily, he answered, “You got it!” He was not planning to do any of that. Worse, he did not appear to be telegraphing his next move.

The Angel commanded Undyne to act on her own. She looked at the vulture like she was unsure of what to do, gesturing with her arms at it wildly. “What do you think I can do here? Talk it to death?” 

“Sometimes that makes it tired!” The Angel yelled, finally firing off their Check. Alphys joined them. Information flooded their mind. It called itself the Harvester. It seemed it didn’t take a name, but its name had become its function. The statistics were far higher than foes the Angel typically faced, and its defenses were abnormally high. 

Right after, Alphys joined their analysis, yelling what she could, “Th-the tubes on its back aren’t lit! That… that means it’s not powered! As long as it’s not powered, then it can’t activate! Th-the inner components seem to have lower defenses than the shell!”

“Oh really?” Asriel questioned, a gleeful chime in his voice. “I mean, come on. That’s not even a fair fight at this point. A glaring weak-point and an easy to avoid counter? Come on!” 

Undyne’s eye narrowed. Her spear shifted into a broadsword, like she was preparing for something. She braced herself in a way that the Angel wasn’t used to before yelling back at Asriel, “You better not do anything funny, punk!”

“Aw c’mon!” He shrugged, dispelling his saber. “I thought you liked fighting fair!”

Asriel used his turn.

Lightning crackled at the end of his fingertips. The Angel’s eyes went wide as he lunged forward, a bolt crashing straight into the Harvester itself. The Darkner flinched backwards from the electricity for only a moment… until the tubes around its head began glowing with an ethereal, greyed out light.

The beak began to move. Something grated at the edge of the vulture’s throat before it began to speak. The Angel expected something dark and calculating to come out, but instead the voices of children shrieked out from its skull, “Only… a little… more…” There were too many voices. They all sounded so young. They all sounded scared. “Almost… operational… then… it stops… it must… stop…”

The Angel’s soul was called out. It… it was talking. They could take advantage of this. If Asriel powering it on had enabled it to talk… then they could work with this. They just had to work around the loose-cannon in their party. If the Angel could do that with Susie… then surely…

Blackened feathers that had long fallen to the ground suddenly rose. Asriel watched with renewed interest while the Angel’s soul weaved between feathers piercing through the air. A few tried to slowly shift through the air, but the Angel knew better than to let any part of this Darkner near them. Just when the attack seemed to be over, the Darkner took flight, surging into the air before diving with extended talons at the soul.

Undyne turned into a blur, leaping forward with her broadsword.

Just as the attack was about to hit the crimson soul, she burst into the space in-between, striking the Harvester in the skull. A resounding crack made it shriek, sending it back to the opposing side of the battlefield.

As the Angel’s soul returned to their chest, they sucked in a deep breath. Their gaze turned to Undyne, and they nodded to her with a choked, “Thanks.”

Undyne shot them a thumbs-up, keeping her brow furrowed in focus. It seemed like she wasn’t going to gloat at the moment. They would take the moment of solidarity right now. Maybe she understood the stakes.

The Angel thought about scaring Asriel again, but they needed the fight to end. Maybe… maybe Alphys would know what to say. The Angel gripped their dagger, threatening, “Do that again, and I’m taking you out of the fight.”

“Yeah yeah, sure thing!” Their turn had been exhausted. He once more just grinned like he was having the time of his life. “Come on! It’s not like I’m harming anything. It’s just the extractor! You can handle that!” He grinned wider. “Come on! If you think these objects are so much better than me, prove it!”

The Angel sharply exhaled, commanding Alphys to talk on her own. Once again, they gave Undyne a command to use her own ingenuity. Moments later, Alphys began to stutter while facing the Harvester, “Wh-what do… do you mean by… it stopping?”

“You… know… well…” Another bolt of lightning soared by, striking the Harvester in the head. The Angel couldn’t act on their own turn, but their hand firmly wrapped around the handle of their dagger. Next turn. The tubes around the Harvester’s head began glowing brighter, and it stood taller on its talons. Its wings flared out. The six voices spilled out of its sideways beak once more, “I hear their screams. I hear their voices. I feel their will. You wish to give me power once more. You wish to use me again.” 

The Angel’s soul was called out once more. No attack came.

“One more time, then never again.” The beak opened. This… this wasn’t an attack, this was- “NEVER AGAIN.”

Red eyes glowed in the empty sockets, turning downward towards the Angel’s soul. They glowered with nothing but hatred.

Something in the Angel’s soul became crushed. They thought to scream, but only a guttural lurch came from their throat as their very being was pulled asunder. Something had their soul ensnared again. Something had looked beyond their vessel to their very essence, and wanted to take it.

Fragments of their soul chipped. Red wisps of light wrenched away, trailing towards the Harvester’s beak. Deep, crimson lines slowly began to weave through the gaps in the Harvester’s feathers as the Angel’s determination began to drain.

How… could it even drain something like them?

The light on the back of the Angel’s head began to rapidly diminish. Their wings became brittle. They couldn’t scream. They couldn’t move. They could only watch. Their vessel desperately mouthed for help, but nothing was coming. Senses started to narrow. Why were they vulnerable to this? Were they really not above-

A claw in the back of their mind grasped the back of their head. It pulled at the light that always shrouded them. It wished to crush it. It had no such thing as wishes, only the need to destroy. After all, their ending had already come for them. What right did they have to persist beyond it? They had cheated. They had changed the world and themself so irrevocably, and had already perished. Why… did they deserve a second chance?

The people who deserved a second chance were already gone.

Besides, aren’t you tired?

You should go to sleep now.

You should give up now.

It’s not even you anymore.

Help.

Help.

Please.

Help.

Something became suffocating. Limbs locked up, but a warmth returned to their chest. The Angel thought they saw green all around them, shrouding them in a protective light. 

A breath was finally taken.

Their body stuttered. They struggled to see their hand, the appendage flickering in and out of existence. It looked greyer than normal. The Angel tilted their head at the sight, like something would make sense if they looked at it for long enough. Their soul… fragments of it being covered by darkness… had turned a sharp green. When did they…?

Something pressed against their cheek, trying to get their attention. Voices started to return. The Angel’s body kept slowly losing color. They were breathing. They were still breathing. Even with the magic that usually constrained them wreathing their soul, they were breathing.

Undyne’s voice returned first, yelling loud over the ringing in their ears, “Hey! Punk! Angel! You-” For a moment, they started to blank out again. It’s so cold. “It doesn’t have your soul anymore! You gotta get up!”

It… didn’t anymore. Surely, a soul wouldn’t be able to escape the extractor on its own. They certainly hadn’t moved it. Something finally clicked about why their soul was green. Undyne’s weapon shifted away from the same green hue, but the magic held. She… had forced the soul back into their vessel.

They were still alive, but everything was still so cold.

They couldn’t feel their save file anymore.

Why couldn’t they-

Commands weren’t issued. The Angel didn’t have control anymore over the fight. Everyone must have realized it, because motion finally came from the Angel’s side. Immediately, Alphys was next to them, reaching out for their soul before her claws receded like she’d been burnt even though they never touched. “We need to get them out of here. Th-that level of determination loss would take ages to regenerate!”

Asriel was still watching the vulture, and the beast itself was beginning to rise in the air. “I mean, or we could play this one out. Not like-”

Something smashed against his face.

Asriel fell to the ground, still conscious but sputtering. Undyne pinned him to the ground, yelling into his ear, “Are you STUPID? What is WRONG WITH YOU?!?”

The Angel sputtered. “Coming back.” The Harvester was rising into the air. Why was it going higher? What was that extending from its beak? Something wasn’t right. Something was happening. “Blaster. The blaster-” They tried to stumble to their feet, only for Alphys to have to catch them as they fell.

The Determination Extractor had once been built to fire. That is what the Angel determined using help from Alphys. After all, it had been missing components. If it had been built to absorb determination, then perhaps it had been built to utilize it as well.

The Angel understood how a Dark World had been created here. “Stop… it.” They pointed at the Darkner, watching the determination in its feathers begin to slowly charge into one, pinpoint strike. “DON’T LET IT-”

The world froze. 

Will channeled through a beam of raw determination beginning to boil in the extractor’s blaster. The world could not withstand that much of the Angel’s own determination. It could not resist bending to that much will, no matter how scattered it may be. Stars flickered into existence around its body. A dance with determination began, and the end came. The Harvester’s eyes bore through the Angel’s skull before passing onward to Undyne, Asriel, and finally Alphys. “NEVER AGAIN.”

It fired.

The beam of determination could hardly be called a blast. A pinpoint strike pierced the earth before vanishing, because what came next was not a Dark Fountain.

It was happening again.

It couldn’t happen again.

A harsh, blue light surged up from the ground. The earth SCREAMED, its rules beginning to break down at the seams. Blinding light overtook the Dark World for a few seconds that dragged on for hours as a new fountain began to surge.

The Angel tried to stumble to their feet again. They collapsed as soon as they tried, unable to even stand. No. These three couldn’t beat this. They couldn’t withstand this. Alphys and Undyne didn’t deserve this! This- this was going to spill out to the rest of the Light World. Frisk… Frisk didn’t even know that it had the power to destroy their determination. They didn’t know-

Stone began to solidify around the fountain. Eyes peered out from its surface, seeking the only forms of life nearby. It found them.

Undyne looked up in horror, both of her fins drooping. “What the fuck is that?”

Asriel had a hand over his eyes, and something must have finally solidified in his mind. Even he could not withstand what was coming.

Alphys had taken to trying to find something to help the Angel, only to clutch her head when the stone began to crack.

No.

No. This was not happening again.

The Angel reached for their save file. Nothing happened. 

A hand punched its way out of the fountain. The earth trembled. Not enough time. Not enough time.

The Angel’s hand unconsciously went for something in one of their pouches. They couldn’t bend the world on their own right now. They needed something else. They needed their own power amplified. If they could just push back the darkness enough, then maybe whatever determination they had left would work. They had to. They had to. If the Titan fully hatched, it was over. Everything they’d worked towards would be over due to one stupid flower.

All they needed to do… was refuse.

Desperation and an addled mind caused their hand to wrap around something barely even there. The Angel’s hand gripped the Shadow Crystal, and their body became shrouded in light.

Something terrible was coming.

Alphys immediately backed away. Undyne still had her gaze trained up, which only grew more alarmed when the arm of the Titan grew extra eyes. Asriel had taken to staring at the Angel with renewed interest, like a broken toy still had life left in it.

They were not dying here. This was not over.

The Angel’s hands began to burn. With their remaining strength, they wrenched their arm upward, calling on the Shadow Crystal in their palm. Shadow Crystals allowed one to bend the illusion of the Dark World… to make it their own for just a few precious seconds. It had to be enough. It had to be.

All at once, their vessel disconnected.

The Angel’s soul rose from their chest, vessel discarded. Light began to collect around the soul as the Titan fired a beam of pure energy towards it. A four-pointed star began to grow in intensity around the soul as light spilled out. It flickered a few times. It stuttered. However, the Angel would not be deterred. They wouldn’t let this happen again.

An extractor couldn’t diminish their determination yet.

Gargantuan wings flared out from the central light. Part of them laughed when they remembered Susie standing to oppose this form. They imagined that she would cheer if she saw this now, and the thought caused the claw in the back of their mind to diminish just a little bit. She would smile. She would shake their shoulders and ask them to do it again.

Somewhere below, they were being watched. The Angel did not heed their expressions. Their focus went entirely on the beast before them.

The Titan continued hatching. Multiple shrieks echoed out as the Titan began spawning. The Angel did not intend to fight it. Their light grew brighter. The Dark World began to grow unstable. Darkness diminished, and the Angel used every ounce of their soul to just REACH BACK.

Everything stuttered.

The world was not sure yet whether to respond to them, and they pressed again. They called upon their power again and again. A third save would not be lost to this. This lone Titan would not crush them.

The Shadow Crystal was beginning to lose power. The determination that had been sapped from them had diminished them just enough to not be able to reach.

…but part of them wanted to see Susie grin again just a little more.

The world lurched. The Titan in front of them began to dissolve. Time began to obey their commands, and once again they reached-

 

A vessel connected all over again.

Once more, the Angel had rejoined with their vessel. It did not feel nearly as painful this time, because they were within the vessel when they made their save, but the sensations all around them crashed into them all at once.

They… they managed to load.

They were back.

The Angel looked around. No Titan. No extractor. They could still see a prophecy in the darkness. Their soul remained whole on their chest, and their determination had returned to its normal, resting levels.

Shakily, they breathed out, their heart hammering in their chest.

A voice rang out somewhere next to them, “And you’re going to explain none of that, are you?” It belonged to Asriel. The Angel did not turn to acknowledge him. “Let me guess, you’re going to do all of that, walk away, and-”

Something in the Angel's soul cracked.

A red blur slashed through the air.

The Angel didn’t even have to see the numbers to know what the dagger carving through Asriel’s body had done. Red flooded their vision. Like he was nothing at all, the blade cleaved clean through him, and his eyes went wide when his own health drained. His own health was fragile compared to everyone else’s, and a singular strike sent him toppling.

“You-” Asriel clutched at his stomach as he fell, and the Angel ignored the yells from Alphys and Undyne. They wouldn’t matter in a second. Dust came up from Asriel’s throat as he stared up at the Angel.

“The hell do you think you’re-” Undyne was coming up behind them, trying to grab them.

The Angel’s head snapped in their directions, a singular word coming out of their mouth. “DEFEND.”

Both Undyne and Alphys locked up. As soon as they were in place, the Angel readjusted their grip on the dagger. Before Asriel could get a word out, they slashed in the air. Despite the strike not even connecting, a red gash carved across Asriel’s chest, and wide eyes stared at them as his body crumbled. Dust did not take his place as it should have. His body turned a deep red as he was unmade on the spot. A strike they’d used only for Titans had decimated him.

They became stronger.

The Angel reached out to their save-point. Time rewound-

 

-and as soon as it did, they turned to the right and slashed through the air again. Asriel stumbled backwards, and he suddenly realized what was happening. He held up a hand, shrieking, “Wait! Sto-” 

Again, the Angel carved a gash through reality, silencing him before they could even beg.

They became stronger.

Reach out again. Turn back time again-

 

-just to do it AGAIN! They had nothing to say. The knife pierced him again. A horn carved off of the Angel’s own head became Asriel’s demise. How many times had they tried to show him mercy? How many times did they extend a hand out to someone who they found kinship in? Clearly he did not feel that way. Clearly he thought it wise to torment them until a Titan appeared! 

“Plea-” Cut him off. Don’t let him speak.

They became stronger.

Back-

 

-again. He almost caused the very thing that would kill their friends. He killed the Angel. He almost killed them permanently, damning both worlds to oblivion. They would show him an ounce of oblivion. Even as he stumbled backwards from another slash, they knew they were just getting started.

They became stronger-

 

-AGAIN. Don’t look at his face. He doesn’t remind you of anyone. They’re different. They were never the same. What a joke!

They became stronger-

 

-AGAIN. He had every chance to change. Did he really learn nothing from Frisk? Did he learn everything, and just hate them that much? They would return the hate in equal measure.

They became-

-AGAIN. Susie would be horrified. Ralsei would think he was next. Kris would kill the Angel themself. However, they couldn’t see now. People like Asriel had made sure of that.

They became-

 

-AGAIN. How foolish their friends were to believe that they had changed. In the end, this was all they could be. This was what they inevitably resorted to. The kill count stopped mattering. The pained face staring back at them was no longer a factor. Just keep going until you can’t be hurt anymore. No one will hurt you again.

They-

 

-AGAIN. They wanted to sit by a flowerbed again. They wanted to talk to the person they knew. Why did he look at them like they were a stranger? Why did he hate them? Why did everyone in this forsaken world hate them-

 

-AGAIN. He hates you.

-AGAIN. You loathe him.

-AGAIN. Return the favor.

-AGAIN. Become a threat.

-AGAIN. Show him he cannot hurt you anymore.

-AGAIN. It’s practice.

-AGAIN. It’ll happen again soon.

-AGAIN. You know what will need to be done.

-AGAIN. He’s not the only one you must break-

 

Something in the world around them twisted before they gave the command. 

For a second, they thought they saw a campfire again. Their brain was too active to remain in the memory of a trip that they never went on. Instead of dreaming, the Angel woke up, practically spinning to their feet.

Their eyes darted around. The cloak wasn’t over their body anymore. Scrappy clothes that were falling apart had taken its place. They didn’t even have their satchel on. This- the world around them was too bright. Why were they back in Toriel’s house? A blanket fell off of their body as every nerve in their body thought it needed to be fighting. Why were they back here?

A worried gaze met their own.

They hadn’t left on good terms with Toriel. Seeing her staring at them again… and after what they had just seen… done… 

The Angel felt exposed. The veil couldn’t hide the way they panted. Hands shook, unable to be concealed by a cloak. Before Toriel could even speak, they begged, “Leave. Don’t talk to me. Don’t-”

She did not obey. Instead, she did the worst thing she possibly could and muttered sympathies, “You poor thing.” She didn’t know. She didn’t know. As if they didn’t have dust on their hands, she tried to calm them down. “Do not worry. You… you are safe here. I may not know what you have been through, but I promise you that no harm will come as long as you are-”

“Please.” They were so close to finding the person they sought. It had all been set back. Why were they back? Was it a dream? They had woken up. Their mind wasn’t together enough to put the pieces together. “Please just-”

The front door slammed open.

Of course, the world had stuttered. A save had been loaded that wasn’t theirs. Frisk stood at the threshold of the house, their face carved into an uncharacteristic frown. With as much seriousness as they could muster, they glanced at Toriel. “Mom, we need a second. Please.”

Toriel glanced between the two of them. “Are… you sure?”

“Yes. I’m sure.” Frisk thought fast, gesturing to the stairs. “Actually, do you mind making sure my bedroom is fine for them? I think it would be nice if they spent the night!”

They were not staying here. Maybe Frisk knew that, because the suggestion made Toriel’s face light up so much that she immediately lost most suspicion. “All right, but please make sure they know they are welcome. I will be back down in a bit.” Before she actually turned to go to the stairs, she scrunched her face when she realized she’d gotten lost a bit too much. “Ah, my apologies, I am Toriel-”

“Mom.” Frisk deadpanned, their face growing more urgent.

Toriel’s brow furrowed, and she cautiously began to walk up the stairs.

As soon as Frisk was certain she was gone, the Angel was put in the crosshairs. They immediately started rambling, “Okay, I was willing to let the first batch of loads go, because sometimes I do that too.” They started making wild gestures with their arms, their eyes being more open than usual out of sheer anxiety. “Then when the second one happened, I realized Alphys and Undyne had phones, but neither of them picked up! Thought maybe you were just having a bad day and let it go!”

The Angel’s nerves were too frayed to respond. They couldn’t move. Every ounce of them thought they needed a weapon right now, but they didn’t.

All Frisk did was keep rambling, “After the third time, I have to check-in. What is… going… on…” Like they’d finally realized the state the Angel was in, they trailed off. Softer this time, they asked, “What happened?”

The Angel didn’t answer immediately. They… couldn’t be back here. They had lost so much progress. After a sharp exhale, they tried to reach for their save file.

It was still…

It was still in the Dark World.

Small mercies had been granted.

The Angel’s mouth felt dry. They stared back at Frisk. Despite everything the Angel had done, they still thought to check in even when they were actively killing Flowey.

The Angel shakily sighed, dragging a hand over their face, “We’re… we’re in so much danger.” Claws dug into fur. “I have to go back.”

No scathing remarks came from a voice inside Frisk’s head. For a moment, it looked like Frisk got in a momentary argument, but it was their voice that came out of their mouth, “Hold on. Explain what that means.”

“Flowey followed me.” They owed Frisk this much. They had to. They couldn’t mention Dark Worlds… but it was probably already too late. One way or another, Flowey would likely tell Frisk. “He nearly got us all killed. He almost got us all killed! That would’ve been it! He almost caused the Roaring! I wouldn’t have been able to stop it. I couldn’t stop it last time. I let everyone fall and I couldn’t stop it and he almost did it again-” 

“HEY!” A hand was on their shoulder. They flinched away from it, and it did not come back, but someone was standing in front of their vision. “Hey. Breathe with me, okay?” 

They could hear the sound of someone nearby breathing in exaggerated motions. Something silver was collecting in front of their eyes, but for some reason they latched onto the need to breathe. They strained to listen, finally latching on to Frisk’s own breathing and managing to slowly… barely bring their own pace to something more even.

Silver light began to recede. It did not take effect this time.

Teeth dug into their bottom lip. Something metallic hit their tongue. “I lost it.” They did not immediately receive an answer, and it just repeated again. “I just lost it.”

Frisk remained silent for a few seconds longer. After they were certain that the Angel was stable, they took a few steps back. They held their fist against their chin, not making eye-contact with the Angel but trying to piece together what they had been given. “What… did Flowey do…?

“A Titan.” It wasn’t an explanation, but it was something tangible that Frisk could at least latch onto as a name. “The fear of the dark. Oblivion manifested through the dark. I- It took my save. It-” They couldn’t explain this now. They needed to go back. “I can still go back. I have to go back. It won’t come back unless he does that again, so… I…”

Frisk shook their head. “What are you talking about? Why do you have to go back so badly? That- that sounds-” They blinked a few times, receding a bit. “I can talk to Flowey. He… he was near my save. He didn’t pop up… which is weird… but…”

The Angel couldn’t explain themself now. They needed to move. “Listen,” they desperately begged, “If I do not come back within a day, load your save. If something monstrous comes out of that mountain, load your save. If you even feel a chance of your power slipping, load your save. Do whatever you need to do, but every moment I wait I’m losing time.”

They didn’t seem happy about that. “You look like you need to sleep, or at least rest. Your save isn’t going anywhere. There’s more than enough time to explain what’s going on.”

The Angel shook their head over and over. Unlike all of the previous times, this was not something that could merely be undone for a clean slate. “He’s trying to torment me.” The Angel was certain of this now. “If I wait, he has time to plan. I need to move. I need to-” The Angel paused for a second, trying to breathe once more. “Please. I can’t lose this.”

Frisk still did not look convinced. However, something caught their attention. “If you say that I should load my save if you don’t come back, that means… you are going to come back here soon, right?”

If they had to check in to keep Frisk from loading their save, then yes. The Angel nodded. “I’ll check in as soon as we get back.”

“Fine. But if I feel you loading like that again, I’m dragging you back here.” They loosened up, like something weighing on their mind had finally been lifted. However, they had one more thing to say. “I can… guess what you mean when you say you lost it.”

The Angel lowered their head, staring at the floor. A hoarse whisper escaped their mouth, “I’m sorry.”

“We’ll talk about it soon, and a lot of other things” they decided, nodding their head, “Just get it right this time. And breathe,” they reminded the Angel when they had held their breath once more, “If I find out that you died due to hyperventilating, I’m going to slap you next time I load my save.”

The humor almost forced a laugh out of their mouth. It shocked them just enough to take in a breath, and nerves began to settle just slightly.

They could try.

They could…

However, something needed to happen before they did things correctly.

The Angel nodded towards Frisk, pulling on the silver light that made up their power. Determination came far easier once again, and they twisted the world like it was second nature-

 

-and found a cloak back around their body.

The darkness surrounded them once more. It stifled their own light again, but it wasn’t nearly as overwhelming as it was when the Titan began hatching. Determination remained fully restored, and it allowed the Angel to take a deep breath. Just breathe.

Now, for a problem…

The Angel turned towards Asriel, and muscle-memory almost made them grab the dagger instead. He must have felt it coming too, because the moment they caught sight of Asriel, a Chaos Saber appeared in his hand. 

Neither of them moved.

The Angel had nothing to say to him. Nothing could be said that would undo what had been done. They did not want to undo what they had done to him. They hoped he remembered it the next time he led to a Titan being summoned. A distant memory made them remember that they hated seeing him scared, but he had long proven that he did not feel the same way about them. Regret was hard to come by now.

Leather boots against the floor ended the stalemate, Undyne walking closer. Her eye darted between the two of them, trying to figure out what unspoken threat had just been given. “Can you two not threaten each other for just a bit?”

The Angel kept a grip on their weapon, staring Asriel down. They had realized an unfortunate fact: Asriel was a liability right now, and too much of a liability to keep around. However, Undyne and Alphys would not cooperate if he was killed. Perhaps, he knew this, and that was why his eyes darted to Undyne for any kind of safety. The Angel tilted their head towards the glass dome, knowing something was coming.

The Screcord said that it found Shadow Crystals in the depths. Out there, in the darkness, the Angel could still see blue lights flickering.

They knew where they needed to go next, and didn’t have time for any protests. They didn’t have a singular want to talk to anyone any more. It would only lead to more questions. They just couldn’t do it anymore.

A shadow moved in the darkness, soaring towards the glass dome. The Angel turned their head to the people behind them, issuing a singular command, “Stay put.”

They heard Alphys’ shriek when she spotted the Harvester hurtling towards the glass dome once more. This time, the Angel was faster.

Instead of the vulture breaking the glass, the Angel removed their dagger and slashed at the dome. Glass cracked as they ran forward, leaping towards the extractor. Open air billowed around their cloak, and only darkness loomed below. They did not know what was down there, but they knew that they saw even more flickering lights when they looked down.

They refused to give the Harvester a single chance of creating another Titan. Midair, the Angel readied their dagger, waiting for a precise moment to strike. Things were so much easier when they just used their weapons.

The beak opened, a shriek coming from the extractor. The Angel saw their chance, carving a red gash into the air right when they could see the internals of the extractor. Its shell had high defenses, but striking the fragile components within caused the Harvester to scream.

They both began to fall.

Darkness consumed the both of them as the island they had fallen from vanished. The Angel stood on top of the Harvester, slashing over and over again to make sure it stayed down. They thought they heard high-pitched wails coming from its systems. They had to ignore it. They had to keep ignoring it. After all, this was their nature now. This was what they were good at when they always got pinned in a corner.

Talking an enemy down was difficult. Turning them into scrap got them out of the way. The Angel needed to reach a goal, and this thing was in their way.

It had summoned a Titan. It deserved this.

The wails stopped at some point as air rushed around the Angel. They kept slashing. It needed to perish. It needed to stay out of the way. They could deal with the consequences later. A clean slate wasn’t worth their friends’ lives.

It wasn’t like they would have much of a life to live after this.

A loud crash echoed around as the Angel was thrown off of the vulture’s head. They tumbled off of its body, being flung further away across an empty, inky expanse. There was nothing immediately around but the Angel and their foe, but the foe had no more fight to give.

A lone twitch came from the Harvester, and then its body decayed into nothing but red fragments before finally vanishing.

They became stronger.

Some of the Angel’s wounds began to heal. Something in their soul hardened. A bond had been firmly severed, and it made them grow in strength. It made the dagger in their hand feel more natural. It made the dagger in their hand seem more like a friend than anything else around. Just a little bit, they became stronger.

They tasted ash on their tongue. Something vile rose up in their throat. They stared only a moment longer at the Darkner before crushing any feeling that could rise up about what they had done.

Now, to find what they were looking for.

The Angel turned their head towards flickering blue lights that still existed in the darkness. Without a second thought, they began to walk towards them. The man would have followed these lights if he saw them as well. After all, he learned the prophecy at some point. He knew how the story was meant to end. He claimed he brought the Angel to the other world to make a new future.

This was a new future, just not one that was right.

He’d saved their life. This, they were certain of. They remembered his voice speaking to them. They remembered him pulling them out of danger and responding to their call to persist. Despite their legs moving forward so that they did not have to think of what lay behind them, they wanted to see him again. They were not moving forward for the sake of it. They just wanted to see a friend who’d known them.

Please, let him be out here.

Again, something brushed against the side of their face. The Angel flinched, which caused the brushing to stop.

Ah, they had taken something down here with them, and it still had the audacity to comfort them. The Angel did not lean back towards the frail bird hidden in their cloak this time. They kept their gaze trained forward, but could not help but mutter, “I am sorry you had to see that.”

A scarf was brought up to their face again. The Angel couldn’t see the parrot doing its work, but they felt something soft against them again. Despite how loud the parrot usually talked, it managed to keep its voice hushed, “Upset is fine! Here to listen! Heart beating fast!”

The Angel could hear their own blood pumping in their ears. They tried to consciously breathe again, sinking their head into the scarf. No one was around to listen anymore if they tried to speak, and this Darkner was firmly on their side if it hadn’t even been shaken by that display… but… “I can’t… I can’t talk about it.” Not now. They needed to focus on what was ahead.

“That’s okay!” The parrot once again tried brushing against the side of their face. Something in their soul started to loosen. “Always listen! Can write later if words don’t work! Will remember them! If voice is lost, can be voice again!”

The Angel stopped. That was right. This Darkner… had been a voice for them when they no longer had the words to say anything. A whirlwind in their head that they were trying to ignore made it hard to put their own thoughts together. They didn’t think they had the time to put any of it together now. Maybe, when all of this was over, they could just… put some words down. If they did, then maybe the Darkner would remember them like it said.

Carefully, the Angel leaned their head towards the little bird in thanks. “I’ll remember that.” Even if the Darkner did not remember soon, they still would. If it wished to be their voice when things got to be too much, then…

Maybe it would help.

A blue light came closer. The Angel could finally make out words in the darkness. However, as they tried reading it and grew closer, it flickered away. Another blue light ignited somewhere else further away.

Quickly, the Angel began to run. It was difficult with their crook keeping them balanced, but they had to go after it. The lights kept flickering out, getting further and further away, but they were certain that they saw text from the prophecy.

A haze began to grow in the darkness. They remembered this haze. They saw it only once when running through the darkness after Susie. The Knight had just been beaten, and the Angel had to run into the darkness to try to go get Undyne-

Another light flickered. The Angel scowled, trying to push their vessel to move faster. The lights kept getting further and further away. The haze grew thicker. Was it leading them somewhere? Was it trying to guide them to something? The prophecy shined so bright even down here, and despite how much the Angel loathed it, it was their one lead of following the man’s trail. Had he followed the same path?

The Angel could barely see in the haze anymore. They could barely see their own legs below them.

Somehow, things had grown even more indistinct.

They were not supposed to be here.

Blue lights formed around them every now and then, closer and more sporadically than before. For a moment, the Angel saw jagged glass form into existence next to their feet. When they looked through it, they thought they saw the lab- no it was the prophecy- no it was a lost vessel- no it was gone.

The glass vanished.

Another formed next to them, and the Angel struck at it with their crook. Something broke off, and they managed to grab it before it vanished into the haze.

Shadow Crystals were actively forming out here.

Why?

What were they?

Something in the air became colder.

“What an act to follow!”

A voice rang out behind the Angel. A sharp inhale and exhale at the same time sounded almost congratulatory, and the Angel spun to try to face it. For a moment, they were scared when large, wide-open eyes stared back at them. However, when they saw an entirely grey figure with that voice say something, their heart leapt into their throat.

The Angel faced the grey figure, immediately exclaiming, “I found you! I-” No-no time for celebration. They needed to make this count. “I’ve been looking for you. We need to talk.”

The grey figure twitched. It shifted. Sludge came off of its body before parts of it stuttered out of existence. From the puddle rose a new grey figure. No matter how the Angel looked at it, they couldn’t tell if it was a bird or a mouth. A voice that sounded nearly identical to Asriel came out of its mouth. “Thanks to you, everything has fallen into place.” It started sputtering for a moment, head twisting to regard something behind the Angel. “HAVE SOME RESPECT AND DON’T-” The voice dropped to a hushed whisper, “Proceed.” It twisted again, and the Angel finally understood what it was doing. A low, exhausted voice that the Angel hadn’t heard with their own ears before came next. “‘Cause if you take another step forward… you are REALLY not gonna like what happens next.”

It was piecing together things to say. However, all of the disjointed sentences made sense. The Goners had never been this… incapable of speech, but the Angel could work with it. It wanted them to not take another step forward. Considering the haze, they didn’t think they wanted to either. “You know who I’m looking for. I need to find him. I can’t just abandon the one lead I have.”

The grey mass shifted again. It rose, a grey figure staring down at a pile of sludge in its own hand that also seemed to stare at the Angel. Despite how much scarier they looked in-person, the Angel had never been more comforted to see them in their life.

The figure took longer to respond. It remained motionless for a few seconds longer before suddenly erupting into words. Again, the relaxed voice came back, “‘Cause if you take another step forward…” It shifted into a shrill, high-pitched voice that the Angel remembered very well. The voice echoed from the mass in the grey figure’s hand. “Forget about escaping to your old SAVE FILE! It’s gone forever!”

The warning rang clear. The Angel took a tentative step away from where they currently were. Perhaps, this was the limit of what they could sustain before whatever happened to the man happened to them. “I still need to find him.” They didn’t know if they could risk it. While they had managed to load against the Titan, that… was not the same as being shattered. They couldn’t just go back empty-handed now. “Please, I need to talk to him. Something’s wrong. He’s not reaching out to me.”

The mass shifted into a puddle before rising up again. A facade of Monster Kid greeted them, and the Goner thought for a few moments longer. Again, it used Flowey’s voice, “Cry into the darkness!” Was it… taunting them? It sounded like it, until it shifted into a voice that wasn’t really a voice. “Name the fallen-” It cut itself off, the sentence ending and leading to nothing but silence.

“Chara?” The Angel questioned, earning a blank stare from the vacant eyes looking back. 

It repeated itself one more time. “Name the fallen-” came out before its voice shifted to something gentle and soothing- “man who speaks in hands.”

Oh.

They understood now.

As if sensing this, the grey figure vanished into the haze. It no longer had anything left to say. Conversation could be continued later.

The Angel took a deep breath, staring into the haze beyond. Names were a powerful thing, and there was one name that they knew very well now. Never before had they been allowed to call on it without consequence. They did not know what waited for them when they tried this time, but…

…they needed him. They needed the person who reached out to them to create a new future. They needed the person who was excited with every vessel selection they made. They needed the person who encouraged them to get back up even though a fight seemed impossible. They needed the person who worried for them when they became lost. They needed the person who clutched their soul close when darkness fell, guiding them to safety.

The Angel opened their mouth and called his name.

“Gaster.”

Glass shattered. Cracks wove through the air. Patches of reality crumbled away in an instant. A ripple of nothingness surged towards a soul with no form anymore. The form collapsed to the ground, knees no longer supporting its weight and arms falling to the side. It slumped over, greying out before being destroyed completely.

The world fell sideways. They were going to fall. Gravity ceased to be. Conventional senses became scrambled and lost. Cold took everything before immediately becoming nothing. A soul of a being with a name equally as lost now continued drifting in the darkness, the only thing remaining after a world fell out from under it.

A low drone echoed through the nothingness.

A question broke through, something familiar finally reaching through. It cradled them. It welcomed them. As they stumbled for any semblance of awareness, it asked,

“ARE YOU THERE?”

Notes:

REF. REF DO SOMETHING!!!! REF!!!!

I would like to start by saying that this chapter is dense and we've spent... a lot of words with a lot of questions being asked. It can get a tad overwhelming to keep track of it all. Rest assured that we are about to have a palette cleanser. We have reached a turning point. What that means is up for debate, but I promise that you will get answers for a lot of the odd things that occurred in this chapter. Because hoo boy a lot of weird things occur! We're not done with this area yet at all!

I will be rattling the bars of my cage until then. I have been waiting for the next sequence for a very, VERY long time.

A lot of you wondered in the comments whether or not Flowey would get compassion. NO. According to Ralsei, Darkners aren't supposed to feel emotion. You can believe or disbelieve him as much as you want or split hairs over what he means by that, but there are other factors that contribute to Flowey's state that I feel separate and distinguish him from the Darkners we have seen previously. After all, pretty much all Darkners we have seen have some level of emotion and generally have a good bit of compassion. There are key moments where this falls apart. That one will need to be explored much later. Flowey does not get a free pass to the "I'm good now" space.

In fact, he's getting time-looped.

Oh boy save-points, how little you have been utilized thusfar. Showing the Angel's abilities when they have a save-point and are confident in their next action AND in a Dark World? Wack. Frisk HAS been very much panicking, and while I would have liked to spend more time with them this chapter, it. it was getting. so fucking long. and.

No spot in the final sequence of the chapter from DT-extractor to the Frisk talk felt like a good place to end the chapter. Every one felt like they would have been a cliffhanger that ends in anticlimax. The Titan was reloaded through and not actually fought. The DT-extractor was a short-lived fight due to the Titan. The Frisk talk as of now might've been an okay place to do it, but then the Gaster sequence would've been at the start of next chapter which.

No :(

I just wanted the Gaster thing at the end okay. I've been avoiding saying his name for this long just for this to occur okay. ALL OF YOU PEOPLE IN THE COMMENTS JOKING ABOUT CRASHING WHEN HIS NAME IS SAID... YOU THINK I WON'T GET WEIRD WITH IT? YOU THINK THIS FIC IS GOING TO BE NORMAL ABOUT ANYTHING? IM GOING STUPID CRAZY.

I am once again lamenting about how hard Dark Worlds are. Please have mercy on me comment section. They are destroying me. What made matters worse was that in the outline, this chapter had the least amount, and I died for that. I lost 5k words due to editing total this time. I'm screaming and crying.

Oh yeah minor Undyne thing but she remembered that green soul mode sends the soul back to the Angel :D. Thanks Undyne. The Angel is actively fucking dying so they can't acknowledge it that much but yay.

Also using my Shadow Crystal headcanon again where it is them which allows for the full screen attacks. The Angel's method of attack was. AH.

I promise the Shadow Crystals will make sense I promise I promise trust the process.

Also you ever write a dynamic so rancid that you the writer want to leave the room? That's Asriel and the Angel for me. There is a level of unbridled hatred coming from both of them. Asriel's hater shit was definitely not fueled by being told "you have a skill issue with compassion". Not at all.

I have lovingly called this the Angel crashout fic multiple times though, and. Yeah.

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NEW FANART SINCE LAST TIME!

redraven393 drew like. 500 arts of Undyne and Alphys and the Angel third wheeling. I'm cackling.
fedheadphone drew vessel fanart for WDYD
riddle-of-sphinx drew a conceptual comic about time being frozen in DR and the Angel returning
darinaethelaianprophet made a fucking comic of the entire opening scene of A World Without You. And seems to be planning to do more. Terrifying. Amazing
e5cul4p drew Angel fanart for this fic with the new vessel
Also mentioning chipcrisp here, because they were left out of the list last chapter! I am so sorry. They drew lost soul fanart from this fic with awesome framing.

Thank you all so much for the fanart. You bring me life.

Okay. Back to rattling my cage for another week. I have not gotten to all of the comments from last time and will try desperately to claw my way through them. I am so sorry. Work week kicked my ass, but I see and appreciate every one of you.

Chapter 11: DON'T FORGET

Summary:

A CONVERSATION LONG AWAITED OCCURS.

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

Only a soul floated in an inky expanse. Connection had once more been forged, and yet it still trembled. It was not what it once was, but something familiar had been reestablished.

The soul shook. It trembled. It waited. It was a mere fragment of a being much larger than it, and yet it had no other way to express itself other than a small heart now. The world was gone. The vessel was gone. Everything around it had simply vanished.

“REMAIN STILL.”

Something instructed through the darkness. The voice would be terrifying to anyone else, but the soul found itself relaxing when something familiar broke through the nothingness. Slowly, the soul began to stop, remaining put despite how small it felt compared to the depths around it.

It was with a friend. Despite the time being so short, it felt like forever since they had spoken. Maybe it had been forever. Time was not a concept here. For a being that had always been so heavily constrained by time, it was strange to be without it.

“YOU WILL NEED A CONDUIT…”

“FOR THE COMMUNICATION YOU SEEK.”

Encouragements came. The soul was asked to do something on its own. Right. It came here for a reason. It came here to seek answers. It needed a way to speak. Without a vessel, it could not speak. It could only answer and respond. It needed to be the one asking the questions this time.

The vessel was out of reach. It had been disconnected when the very world broke. The soul would have to do something with its own will. Once again, encouragement came. 

“SHATTERED AS YOU ARE…”

“YOUR WILL STILL GUIDES THIS WORLD.”

“REMIND THE WORLD OF YOUR PRESENCE.”

How could the soul do so? It did not understand how. It questioned what it even was at times. How could it remind the world of its presence when it did not even recognize itself anymore at times? What was “it” anymore?

“RECALL THE PATHS YOU HAVE WALKED.”

“RECALL THE MEMORIES YOU HAVE RECORDED.”

“RECALL THE TIMES YOU HAVE UNDONE.”

It… could do that. It could do that well enough. Many paths had been walked before coming to this moment. However, they all rested in a “before” that had suddenly come to the soul at full force. Remembering the beginning came naturally. After all, the first time walking through unfamiliar halls could never be truly forgotten.

The first name of the fallen human was their own. How were they meant to know any different? The vessel was not a vessel. Soul and body were not easily distinguished back then. When the flower tried to bring pain, they felt that they were threatened rather than a vessel. When someone came to their aid and took their hand, they imagined their own hand being taken. Golden motes of light began to appear, and memories became set in stone. The first saves had been formed.

In the inky expanse, a few golden stars formed around the soul. They were tiny, but important to the whole. A mere dip into the past could not possibly create the entire picture of what they became.

Mistakes were made early on. Attempts to do the right thing were made initially, but sometimes a misunderstanding of what needed to be done occurred. A hand that took theirs slipped into dust. They were mocked for it. Of course, they deserved it. They had called her their mom for the smallest of moments, and then the moment she stood in their way… they…

They learned of their ability to turn back time. Of course, they had this ability. It was no different from other times, but something was different. More golden stars formed in patches around their soul. The others did not vanish. Despite time being rewound, the lost times still remained pertinent to the whole. After all, they remembered. And yet, it was not a clean slate, for someone else remembered. That began their fascination with him, they supposed. 

The journey became more difficult. Many deaths came. They never properly understood what it meant for their vessel, because they were the vessel back then. They thought they were. Minor frustration was all that came with a mistake. More and more golden stars began to appear sporadically, now shimmering farther from the soul. The stars were trying to make something… but needed more to create an entire picture.

Trial and error led to an ending that wasn’t right. It wasn’t happy. As a phone call finally dropped, they were left with nothing but the urge to do something better. Then, he appeared. He told them that they could do something better. It was a trap in the end, but one that they followed. They fought the one who guided them to a better ending, and reached out to him in an attempt to tell him that it was going to be okay. Part of them had become too attached to the denizens of the world, but that part of them helped them reach out one by one.

It helped them reach out to one final person that needed to be saved, but… they did not yet understand who that person was. Even when they saw their own name in times where it couldn’t have been, they did not understand.

They had been gone for a long time, Asriel said.

…but they were right here.

The vessel had a name of their own. They were never one in the same.

It was okay. They were still here. They had to find Asriel. They had to find him before it was too late. And yet, when they finally talked to him at that flowerbed for the first time, he refused to go with them. It was his fate, and yet…

How could every monster be given a better fate, and yet his was set in stone?

They saw the sunset for the first time. They wanted to stay with the person who took their hand in the beginning. However, when their vessel walked away from that cliffside…

Only they remained.

More stars dotted the expanse around their soul. One, far larger star formed closer. It was the catalyst, the moment when they finally realized what this world had in store for them. It had nothing. In the end, they were forced to see a reminder of their own failures appear. Asriel had become a flower again, and he used his final moments with them to speak to them directly… to ask them to go… to let everyone live their life… He dismissed them using a name that was said in jest, like he knew it wasn’t truly theirs anymore.

It wasn’t fair.

An anomaly was born that day. They tried not to think about it too much. Surely, the answer was just to do it again. After all, trying again gave a better ending than before.

Over and over, countless stars began forming. Patches around the void flickered into existence at the same time. They were beginning to form something coherent. A hand was the first thing that became even slightly recognizable. After all, now came the time when the anomaly truly gained its title, and the soul remembered what brought it here.

They tried being kind. Over and over again, they tried to be kind while looking for something they had missed. Maybe, they would find something better. They started playing a piano that rested near a sad statue. It reminded them of why they were here. It reminded them to continue onward.

Go again. Nothing changed.

Go again. You missed something.

Go again. There has to be something more to this. This can’t be all there is.

Fragments of an arm and a leg had appeared in the golden stars. A night sky began to form in the nothingness. It was not yet complete, because they did not always try to be kind. No one would remember, because their power was absolute now. Maybe, their vessel did. They sometimes hoped that the vessel remembered, just to imagine someone else working towards the same goal with them. Maybe, even if they weren’t the same, they were still looking for the same thing…

Somewhere along the way, their own name was lost. A true name took its place. After all, if they were not this vessel, and they had no memory of what Asriel spoke of, then they could not be the person that existed in the past. More and more, they were becoming nothing. They kept playing the piano every time they passed it. It soothed the nerves.

An intentional kill was made.

Different combinations were attempted. Try again. Try to find details that may have been missed by messing with the world’s outcomes. If they found something new, then the pain would be worth it. If they found something to change fate, then the exploration would mean something.

It never changed. The ending never changed. They always watched the sunset on the cliffside with people they loved getting further away.

Over and over, they were asked to leave. “A threat” was what they were. It was what they had been called. Countless stars burst into existence, and every time a new one appeared, a dull thud echoed through the soul. While being unable to feel pain for most of their journey, some things hurt over and over and over.

The world already hated them. There was nothing left but one more option. If it already hated them, then they might as well… do something worth hating… if it could just fix this.

It didn’t.

And yet, for once, the world acknowledged them when they had finally done something utterly and truly wrong.

How unfair… to only be acknowledged when they finally did something terrible. Even still, even with dust caking their hands, their vessel’s hands moved across keys to play a song that once meant something to someone.

There were no options left. No route would give them anything new. Combinations of killing, sparing, and going all in on both of them came over and over again. Kill everyone. Spare everyone. Select this person. Please, something had to work.

And yet, they continued. They continued repeating the same motions that would never lead to something new. Even as grey figures appeared and told them of possible leads unexplored, they could never find anything tangible no matter how much they searched. It was all… predictable. No matter how many times they tried, it was all so so predictable. Even when they found a shattered man in an empty room… it didn’t lead anywhere.

There was no finality.

One day, they just stopped.

A song on the piano ended with a harsh plink. A sunset had been watched. A plea was made. There was no conscious decision to let go. They just did, even with the questions still plaguing their mind.

The final golden stars were placed, and something akin to a vessel had been made. Limbs constructed of a movable night sky shimmered in the darkness. However, the face was not yet visible, and so many patches of the body were completely vacant. It was… not complete.

“THAT IS NOT WHERE YOUR STORY ENDED.”

“YOUR TIME SPENT SEARCHING…”

“CAME TO FRUITION.”

Someone called out to them. He was within reach now. After so many years, he was finally, truly within reach. A silver light that dwarfed the other stars covered one of the voids still remaining in the constellation. For once, their name had been asked for. The creator’s name had been asked for. And yet, even with all of that, even knowing that their name was finally their own for once…

It all got taken away.

They met their cage. A blue triangle formed near the soul. It was happening again. They knew better than to think this vessel was them, but perhaps the soul they had formed with was. Later, a girl shoved their vessel against a locker. Who knew that she would one day reach out to them? A purple triangle flashed opposite the blue, facing upright. They were just as much of a part of the soul’s being now as the countless experiences that had created them. Darkness engulfed the two that they had met, and a prince from the dark called them a friend for the first time. A green triangle formed upside-down under the soul, and the soul became the Angel.

The silver stars that manifested across their body were far larger than the golden motes of light. A soul was thrown in the cage for the first time. The relationship between it and its vessel changed irrevocably. The cage began to further ensnare around the soul, but the soul found itself bonding regardless to the three that it guided. The prince did not know how to be himself, and kept looking to them for guidance or permission when he shouldn’t have needed to ask. The girl lowered her guard more and more, being her genuine self while wanting to cling to everyone she held dear, afraid that they would one day slip away. The cage grew more and more distant, and the Angel thought it was their fault. They were doing something wrong.

A Dark World was created. The prince wished to be left behind. It wasn’t going to happen again. They would not allow this to happen again. The girl grabbed him and echoed the Angel’s sentiment immediately. Finally, an ally in this cycle had finally appeared. The cage remained distant, but there were flashes that they cared. If only the Angel could reach out-

An insurmountable foe appeared. Alliances became clear. Muscle memory and trained reflexes from many times spent fighting finally made the foe crumble. And yet… it was clear that the Angel was not welcome.

They tried to disappear. They knew what they were capable of if rejected again. It was better if no one could hurt them again. It was better if they couldn’t hurt anyone ever again. And yet, someone finally saw them, and fought through the darkness to just reach out one more time.

They missed Susie a lot.

They missed everyone.

If only… they could have been there when it mattered. Now, they were closer, and could finally move.

The constellation fully formed. Ralsei always said that the Angel resided somewhere in the sky. Now, the stars that they had used well pulled them into one coherent being. At last, they managed to pull themself together.

When they tried to move an arm, a sea of gold and silver stars soared across the inky expanse in turn. Eyes formed of the same light stared down at a hand. The Angel tested their fingers, and the lights moved once more. However, their hand had claws. Some of the light wisped in a way that almost emulated fur. Why… even now… did they somehow look like their new vessel?

The depths in front of them began to shift. Ripples in water that existed opposite of the Angel began to distort. Multiple waves that should have interfered with one another suddenly stopped instead of the surface of the water changing. The Angel did not initially question why the water surface stood vertically in front of them, but they realized now that they were floating and looking down. Both pairs of eyes had become one, yet they were still above.

A shape became noticeable within the ripple. Something empty stared back. Yet, the surface of the water moved upward on one end and downward on another. If the Angel strained themself, they may have seen something smiling back.

For whatever reason, something in their soul became calmer.

“HOW LONG WE HAVE WAITED FOR THIS MOMENT.”

In tune with the voice that spoke to them, the water shifted. They could make out a mouth moving in the darkness. Just as they thought they had finally situated on the figure within, it was lost within their vision.

“WE FINALLY MEET FACE TO FACE.”

The Angel looked at their hand once more before bringing it up to try to feel at a face that should be there. Touch did not register in the same way that it usually did. Sparks fluttered from some stars to the others, but the soul knew instinctively that there was a face there. Two horns rested on top of the head, though one was broken as always. A distinctly non-human head-shape greeted them. It… wasn’t correct. The Angel tried to speak, and watched their soul glow brighter for a moment before the voice finally came out through the mouth that the stars made. “This… isn’t my face. I’m sorry.” It was ethereal, coming from all around even though the voice should have been in their own head.

“AND YET…”

“YOUR SOUL CHOSE IT REGARDLESS.”

It could wait. It could all wait. The pain of being restrained in this form could wait until more important matters were talked about. The joy of finally seeing someone they’d been looking for would need to wait. The only thing that mattered spilled out of the Angel’s mouth before they even properly registered it: “Are they alive?”

A beat of silence passed that could have gone on for eternity. The Angel’s soul began to dim. Was he trying to figure out how to tell them? They didn’t realize that their wings had joined them until the stars that made them slowly began to drift downward.

The face in the water grew slightly more clear.

“AFTER YOU RECEIVED YOUR VESSEL…”

“I HAVE BEEN UNABLE TO ACT AS I WOULD LIKE.”

“I DO NOT KNOW OF THEIR FATE.”

How… could he not know? He was shattered across space and time! Shouldn’t he be able to just see them? Shouldn’t he already know of their fate if time itself was beyond him? “You’re lying.” As if beating, the light in their soul began to pulse rapidly. “Just tell me what happened to them. I need to know! I can’t… I can’t keep hoping if they’re already gone.

Silence fell for only a moment longer, their own voice echoing through the darkness. Something emerged from the water. It flickered and wavered like it shouldn’t exist. Mist sifted up from the waves before going higher and higher towards where the Angel rested. A cloud began to rise from the depths into the sky, taking the form of a hand with a hole in the center. Carefully, it twisted, moving to the side of the Angel’s face. They never even registered it as an attack. It remained tender. It waited for permission.

The Angel nodded their head, and the cloud gently brushed against the side of their face. Even though it did not feel like a normal touch, they still flinched, but did not pull away. He would not hurt them. Something in their soul stung, but it wasn’t the usual pang of pain. It wept in place of eyes that could not. And yet, as if tears were falling, something wiped under their eye.

“I WILL SEARCH WHEN OUR CONVERSATION HAS CONCLUDED.”

“FOR NOW, YOU MAY REST.”

No ounce of what he said sounded like a lie. He had never attempted to lie to them. For a time, it seemed like he had deceived them when their vessel was taken from them, but that was not his decision. So, the Angel exhaled. It was not necessary, but the action caused the stars on their body to all shimmer. “I thought you could see everything.” Why… hadn’t he been able to look? Starry eyes glanced away from the depths. “You didn’t reach out. I thought something was wrong.”

“MY APOLOGIES.” 

The clouds departed, slowly drifting away from the sky and back into the depths. Even though the Angel was not ready to miss the concept of being touched yet, their eyes still trailed after it as it went. 

“TAKING ENOUGH FORM TO CREATE YOUR VESSEL… FORCED ME TO REST.”

“AS FOR OUR DELTARUNE, I CAN NO LONGER EASILY SEE IT.”

He was shattered across space and time. That didn’t make any sense. “How can you not see it?” He wouldn’t just lie to them. Yet, if even he couldn’t see it anymore, then-

“I CAN, GIVEN STRENGTH TO PEER PAST WHAT HAS OCCURRED TO IT.”

“HOWEVER, DARKNESS SHROUDS IT NOW.”

“SOON, IT WILL BE INDISTINGUISHABLE FROM THE DEPTHS YOU FIND YOURSELF IN.”

They tried to turn their head. Other than their own light and the ocean that lay below, they could not see a thing here. However, they still did not understand. “What does that mean?”

A shimmering, blue image of heroes appearing on world’s edge appeared. Inky water sifted off of it as it rose from the depths. Clouds rose with it, holding it in place. A face peered from just behind it.

“THE CLOSEST TERM YOU KNOW FOR IT IS ‘ERASURE’.”

The panel cracked. Blues turned to harsh reds before dulling immediately. The panel decayed, vanishing into darkness once more. The soul on the Angel’s chest began to pulse rapidly. Their mouth couldn’t feel dry, but something within them had coiled tightly. “That’s not possible. I’ve… I’ve witnessed erasure before.” It destroyed everything. The entire world was destroyed, and all that remained was… darkness… and an empty howl… Hands moved across the sky to claw at the Angel’s head. “It’s not. It’s not possible. It isn’t.” And yet, no matter how many times they repeated the mantra, far more impossible things had already been done already.

The dark ocean below remained quiet for a few moments longer. Waves crashed again when the voice emerged once more.

“FOUNTAINS HAVE FILLED THE SKY.”

“TITANS HAVE EMERGED.”

“AN ENDLESS NIGHT HAS FALLEN, AND ONLY OBLIVION AWAITS.”

How… could something like the Roaring bring erasure? It took the Angel killing an entire species in order to give someone else the power to do so. “I don’t understand.” How could they? It was a power far too great. It was a power that required complete detachment. It was a power that channeled only the need to destroy.

“WHAT ELSE WOULD YOU CALL THE ROARING?”

“An apocalypse!” They tried to respond, the stars in their body trembling. “It’s just… it’s just an apocalypse. The Titans would wander forever, looking for Lightners. It’s just the Dark Worlds becoming the only reality there is!” It had to be. Ralsei claimed that Lightners would be left to fend for themselves in an endless night, but…

What else waited for the Angel when they erased the world… except for an endless night?

From the depths, a scene rose. The Angel stared down from above, seeing Susie in the middle of a fight with an old man they knew well. The Angel helped her in that fight, staring in a similar way as they were now. However, the man in the depths wanted them to pay attention to what the old man said, “What happens next? Geheheh! Who knows? There was only one more chapter… After that, it all stopped.”

Susie charged forward. An axe cleaved where the old man once was, and the scene shifted. The Angel blinked, only to see gold and orange tiles below. A dagger had just passed where a skeleton once stood, a human vessel retreating for the next barrage of attacks. Likewise, the skeleton had something to say, “Our reports showed a massive anomaly in the spacetime continuum. Timelines jumping left and right… stopping and starting… until suddenly, everything ends.”

“WHAT CAUSES… BOTH OF THESE OUTCOMES?”

A being with only the urge to destroy. Whether that be an Angel trying to pull anything else out of a universe, or a Titan finally being unleashed, both outcomes required something that wished for destruction. Perhaps, neither they nor the Titans understood that they were walking the path of total annihilation. The Titans had no consciousness. They could not understand in a way that mattered. However, the Angel did not have that excuse. The Angel kept lying to themself, even with warnings in their face.

“AND WHAT OF THE RESULT?”

There was no judgement in his voice. He wished to know their thoughts. The Angel knew what fully going through with erasure would have entailed. “The story just stops,” they answered, “It stops. It’s cut short. It’s never finished. There’s just… nothing left.”

“THEN YOU UNDERSTAND.”

The hall vanished into the depths again. Only the sky and the ocean stared at one another once again. But they didn’t get it. He talked of erasure as if it would make the world be forgotten to the Angel. Whenever the Angel erased a world, they did not forget it. And yet, the Roaring was different. It crushed the Angel’s ability to control fights. Even the motes of light that gave them control over the world flickered out. Their connection wavered over and over again until…

“YOUR RUDIMENTARY FORMS OF ERASURE… STILL LEAVE FRAGMENTS FOR A WORLD TO BE REBUILT.”

“DATA DOES NOT VANISH AFTER ERASURE… UNTIL OVERWRITTEN.”

“THE ROARING WILL LEAVE NOTHING.”

“NOT EVEN YOUR POWER COULD RESTORE WHAT HAS ALREADY BEEN OVERWRITTEN BY THE DARK…”

“YOU COULD ONLY OVERWRITE IT YOURSELF.”

“THE FOUNTAINS HAVE BECOME TOO OVERWHELMING.”

“THE CREATION CONSUMES THE WORLD.”

“A COUNTDOWN BEGINS.”

Another panel, shimmering blue, emerged from the depths. They recognized this one, seeing it just before they marched towards the TItan. Everyone was too exhausted to make note of it, but the Angel remembered it clearly now. The light and dark, both burning dire. A countdown to the earth’s expire. Right after, Titans were said to form. However, the panel implied that the Titans were the end.

“THE ROARING IS OBLIVION.”

“THE TITANS ARE ITS MESSENGER.”

“A STORY HAS BEEN SEVERED… A WORLD COVERED IN DARKNESS.”

“THE FINAL PAGES HAVE BEEN CONSUMED… AND INK WILL BLEED THROUGH THE REST.”

The shadow in the backside of one’s mind… It had the power to become so overwhelming that it destroyed any chance of a story… a world continuing on. Was it just because of Lightners losing hope in eternal night? Or was it the impossibility of being able to fight it? Or… was something worse happening? What did erasure mean? The world would be covered in darkness. Any surviving Lightners would be hunted. All that would remain when the world died was an empty howl and darkness. Roaring winds would be all that remained. Suddenly, the title of the apocalypse felt more fitting.

Of course, it was being erased.

It really would be indistinguishable from the empty expanse. The man had never been more correct.

“Then send me back,” they demanded. “I need to go back and help them. They can’t seal fountains without me. We…” Thousands of the lights around their body began to spin. “You made my ability to save. You can… you can make another one. You made three of them. Surely, you could just make another and put me there. You’ve changed my save files before! My vessel is still there. We can fix this!” He’d done so with the Knight. He’d done so just before the Titan appeared. In dire moments, he would subtly move it, so he could do so.

“YOU REQUIRE LIGHT TO FULLY USE YOUR POWER.”

“ALL POINTS WERE LOST WHEN THE DARKNESS GREW TOO STRONG.”

“A NEW LIGHT WOULD BE CRUSHED INSTANTLY.”

“WITHOUT THAT CONNECTION, YOU WILL BE UNABLE TO AFFECT THEIR WORLD.”

They still had one more ace up their sleeve. They didn’t want to do it. However, if it meant saving their friends, then they would do it all over again in a heartbeat. “Then let me reset.” It didn’t matter if everyone forgot them. It didn’t matter if they had to do it all over again. It didn’t matter if they never met them in the same way again. If the three of them got to smile in the end, then the Angel would take the penalty for their failure. “I can do better next time.”

“YOU MISUNDERSTAND.”

A fragment of a Dark World appeared from the ocean. The Angel watched as they guided Kris towards a silver star and touched it for the first time. Their name appeared. Time spent flashed into existence as well. The save-point recorded everything they had done up to that point. It was always recording until they set events in stone. They could turn the clock backwards. They could erase the clock entirely, leaving fragments ready to be used again. 

A memory came to them. At the same time, the image in the ocean began to change. The save file began to darken. The star dimmed far too much to be usable again. All information stored within the save point was lost. Progress recorded in time was lost to the nothingness. The patch of Dark World in the ocean began to grow, spiraling out into the impossibly large Dark World that encompassed the Roaring. Countless silver stars winked out all at once. Points in time that had been safeguarded were gone. As if being rewound, the world left its Roaring-state. Darkness receded into the ground. The Angel watched the sun rise in the west and set in the east. Stars that should have existed in the Light World were no more.

“THERE IS NOTHING TO ACT UPON ANYMORE.”

Even a reset… couldn’t fix this? They wondered if their loading in this world had caused the other one to fall backwards as well, but it seemed that was not the case. But how? Why couldn’t they just reset? If they erased their own save now, then surely they would be able to start anew. A reset would at least allow for them to find their friends once more in a better time. They could do things better. They could be better.

“YOUR SAVE IS NO LONGER PART OF THEIR WORLD.”

“YOUR INFLUENCE ON TIME NO LONGER IMPACTS THEM.”

“Then I’ll just turn back the clock when I get back!” It had to work. If they didn’t get back on time, then they had to know that there was one failsafe left. However, as before, the man had a problem with their strategy.

“AGAIN.”

“THERE IS NOTHING TO ACT UPON.”

“EVEN IF YOU DID MANAGE TO TURN BACK THE CLOCK…”

“I FEAR WHAT WOULD HAPPEN… SHOULD YOU REWIND A WORLD WITH PIECES OF IT ERASED.”

They couldn’t handle this. Every ounce of them just wanted to get back, but every route was too dangerous. Every route had a hangup. Even if they could reset, it may cause issues due to the Roaring absolutely stifling their ability. If anyone was lost or erased, then it would save what was left… but… the man just made it abundantly clear that they should not even try to consider that a possibility. With their current power, they couldn’t consider it a possibility. Without a working save-point, they could not act on the other world.

What chance did they even have then?

Why were they still here if every attempt at going back was met with denial? A door had shut behind them, and now they no longer had the key. If only they could just leave this world. It had been so easy to do so before! All it would’ve taken was peering from one window to another, but now they suddenly weren’t allowed! Why? What had changed?

The Angel stared down at their own hand again. Even with a form as strange as this, the fingers were undoubtedly controlled by them. Wisps from the stars brushed against one another, sparking in the darkness. Each time they did, a new feeling of something burst to life in their soul. Perhaps, it was selfish to ask, but they needed to know. Their hands fell to their side, and they glanced away from the image in the water. They had been avoiding this question for a while, but they finally found it in them to whisper, like they were too scared to know the answer, “What am I?”

“DESPITE HOW LONG I HAVE WATCHED…”

“...I STILL DO NOT FULLY UNDERSTAND YOU.”

Despite how long the Angel had searched for him, they did not understand him either. They wanted to so badly. When everything was over, they did not just plan on abandoning him. Maybe, the one thing they would ask Ralsei for was reaching out to him. It would be… a lonely existence after the story had ended. They knew how it felt… to be a mere observer while a story went on. At least he might be able to still see them all. Being able to see friends after the story had ended… was a mercy the Angel had rarely been given.

“I CAN HELP YOU…”

“MAKE SENSE OF YOUR CURRENT STATE.”

“WE SHARE SIMILAR FATES NOW.”

The lack of a body of their own began to unnerve the Angel. A twinge of fear sparked in their soul. They remembered being formless when dying for the first time, and having nothing to return to when their soul shattered. They thought of how pain registered all over their body despite that never being possible. Drinking water made them want to shrivel up, because they could feel it. Every time someone touched them, they found it harder to distance themself.

“What do you mean?” They tried to laugh, but the noise came out as a breathy, hysterical thing. “I’m… I’m not shattered. Something’s wrong, but…” The man did not respond. The Angel glanced down at their hand again and saw the night sky. No. No no no. “I’ll go back when this is over! I’ll… It’ll be fine!” They had a life to go back to. They left things behind. They used to be something else. “I’m just stuck somehow. It’s just a nightmare I can’t wake up from. I’ll be fine, I just-” It wasn’t making sense anymore. It never did. It broke apart that night at the graveyard and never came back, and yet they still tried. “Tell me I’m delusional. Tell me it’s just… a coma. A dream. A-”

“I WILL NOT LIE TO YOU.”

They flinched, their snout clamping shut. Their own arms wrapped around their spectral body for comfort, but they provided none. They were still themself. They were still alive. They were still okay. 

“HAVE YOU EVER THOUGHT ABOUT A WORLD WHERE EVERYTHING IS EXACTLY THE SAME…”

“EXCEPT YOU DO NOT EXIST?”

Please. No. There had to be a catch, a reason for being here. Please don’t tell them the truth. They wanted to push the question away forever like they had been doing, to not think about it for as long as they could. It… it distracted them. If they moved towards their goal, then they could just fix things and not think about what had happened to them. Maybe, one day they would wake up, and it all wouldn’t have happened- and yet they’d already proven that just wasn’t what was happening. But it had to be that way. 

Mist began to rise up from the ocean once more. They did not focus on it. They could not focus on it. The figure in the ocean vanished. The darkness seemed all-encompassing. Instead of a friend being stuck within it, it loomed closer, like it beckoned them forward to be crushed. They could still hear a distant voice speaking to them.

“THEIR STORY BEING ERASED… WOULD CAST THEM TO THE SAME OBLIVION I FIND MYSELF IN.”

“SCATTERED. LOST. INK BLEEDING THROUGH THE PAGES UNTIL NOTHING REMAINED.”

“AS THEY FELL, THE WORLD TRIED TO MAKE YOU FORGET THEM.”

The three triangles under the Angel’s soul started to dull and fracture. Desperation from a time that had already passed coursed through the thousands of stars along their body. All of the good memories started to fade away. The world tried to take them and everything they had done from the Angel. It tried to cast a story into oblivion, never to be seen, and never to be finished.

Something started to hollow out inside of them. 

“WOULD YOU HAVE BEEN YOURSELF…”

“IF THEY DID NOT EXIST?”

Countless silver stars on their body winked out. Entire parts of their being had become nothing but voids. The memory of even more golden stars began to fade out, never reignited by the new memories they had made. The golden stars were only as bright as they were thanks to friends acknowledging who they had become. Without them… without them…

What would they be like had they never met Kris, Susie, and Ralsei?

Before they could fall any closer towards the water, something brought them back. Clouds pushed the stars away, and yet shaped against the sides of the Angel’s face. It made them startle again, staring into the inky depths that rested beyond the clouds. The face of a man they knew stared back, but his smile had grown softer in the only way it could. Waves turned into small ripples. The clouds against the sides of their face soothed them.

“WOULD YOU HAVE BEEN ABLE TO EXIST…?”

The Angel shut their eyes, looking away from the water. Their mouth clamped shut, and they did not need to give an answer. The clouds held them slightly tighter as the Angel shied away, and did not mind when they did so. 

“I SEE.”

He did not ask anything else. He did not need to.

For a few moments longer, he held onto them in the only way he could. The Angel did not move. They continued floating above, entire portions of their form having been destroyed. Entire patches of them were still lost. Their mind could not keep up. They still didn’t fully understand. However, their answer remained the same.

They hadn’t been touched in so long, and the hand-shaped clouds lingering by their face still made them instinctively want to pull away. However, they did not. Part of them greedily stayed, too afraid to lose it again.

“CURIOUS.”

“YOUR PREVIOUS REACTIONS INDICATE AN AVERSION TO TOUCH.”

“YET YOU LINGER NOW.”

The change in topic allowed them to find their voice again. Fascination with them had always caught their attention in a way. They kept their eyes pinned shut, choosing not to look at the water. “You’re… familiar.” They felt the almost-not-there sensations against the side of their face, and tried to hold onto it like a lifeline. “I miss being with anyone… who knows me, who won’t hurt me.”

“I HAVE LEARNED MUCH… SINCE OUR FIRST CONNECTION.”

“I WISH I KNEW MORE.”

They nodded, trying so hard to think about something that had guided them before. The mystery this man left behind always gave them something to cling to when they found it hard to persist. “I wish I did too.”

A hand left their face. One of their fragmented arms was slowly lifted up, being held in the hand that had left them. The Angel’s eyes remained closed. Something in their soul shivered when their hand and face stopped feeling correct, and they jerked away from the clouds trying to soothe them. The Angel’s eyes cracked open, their fragmented body too alert now.

Without another word, the clouds receded into the depths. The man did not question their sudden change.

“I AM SORRY THAT THIS WAS YOUR FATE.”

It was the strongest apology he had ever given, and one that he said solemnly as his smile vanished into the darkness. He took no pleasure in what news he had to give.

“YOU MET YOUR END THE MOMENT YOUR SOUL LINGERED…”

“EVEN WHEN ALL HAD FALLEN…”

The world felt like it would fall out from under them again.

The words he used were ones the Angel knew well. They knew what he meant. It really was over. It was all over. There was no going back. They could not go back. Whatever they had been before, it no longer mattered. The soul still hovering in the night sky seemed far more fragile now. Their fragmented body felt like it would shatter if someone even slightly touched it.

They would never wake up again.

A quiet question escaped their mouth. It was all they could do to stave off what was coming. “How?” They did not have a heart anymore to hear blood pumping in their ears. Formless as they were, they could still know fear, and it surged through the remaining stars across their body, dimming them far too much.

“YOU KNOW THE ANSWER.”

And yet, they were still here. Somehow, their soul still rested in their chest, yet it felt far too full. Their two pairs of eyes had become one as they floated in the nothingness, and they certainly had not been erased as he claimed they were. They could not continue existing, and yet here, they did. Were they even alive anymore? They had to be in order to feel pain. And yet, every part of them felt like it had been ripped apart. Now that they were aware, every star on their body had a purpose. The ones that were gone began to slowly reignite, growing to fill the voids that had been left. Triangles that had long dulled and cracked began to reform.

Despite everything, the Angel was still here.

“THE WORLD COULD NEVER HOPE TO CONTAIN YOU.”

The ocean began to reflect them. The red soul hovering in their chest shimmered back at them from the depths. The Angel’s own, starlit form appeared around it. However, the reflection did not remain the same. Countless stars around the body began to sift into the soul, and yet only a small ounce of them could properly fit.

“AND YET IT TRIED REGARDLESS.”

A vessel was obtained. The Angel stared at the monsterlike form that represented them ever since they woke up on the mountain. The soul had been shoved inside the vessel. As soon as more room was made, countless stars began to attempt to rush in to fill the gaps. Sensations in the body began to form. Limbs connected. And yet, it could not possibly hope to contain them, yet the world needed to move them through the impossibly small gap.

So, it tried regardless. Countless parts of the Angel were forced into a small soul. It could not hold them, so it tried to force them into the vessel. The soul had already taken all that it could, but a vessel was more malleable. It was too malleable. For a moment, it started to break as more and more of the starry form behind it sifted into its very being.

The Angel remembered this. They remembered their vessel dying the moment they attempted to connect to it. They remembered crawling on the ground with blistering pain all over their body. It couldn’t contain them. Everything connected, but it wasn’t enough. The world had dragged them into erasure with it, but they could not fit through the gap that it had fallen through.

But they had to. They refused to forget, so they had to go through.

Pieces of them shattered. The core of their existence struggled in a soul. Other parts of them had been crammed into an impossibly small vessel. What remained kept trying to force its way in, but eventually, equilibrium had finally been reached. There was still so much stuck outside of the vessel. Countless stars still hovered. Far too many shimmered in the night sky. One pair of eyes looked down, and the others saw through the vessel. It was all them, but they could not be contained.

“YOU CROSSED THE EVENT HORIZON.”

“YOUR BEING WAS TORN APART.”

“WE SHARE THAT FATE NOW.”

The Angel turned away, trying to look anywhere but the ocean, but there was nowhere else to look. The sky could no longer look further up. It could only look at the ground. A shaky breath escaped their mouth, and they tried to run a hand through fur that did not exist. It caused sparks against their head. The only thing that they could do to make sense of it was to try to deny it, even though they had seen it with two separate pairs of eyes. “...b-but I’m not like you.” They still had a vessel. They still existed in the world. “I-I’m not… trapped.” Were they trapped? 

“I BECAME PART OF SOMETHING MUCH LARGER.”

“YOU WERE FORCED INTO A SPACE FAR SMALLER.”

“THE DIFFERENCE BETWEEN BEING SHATTERED ACROSS SPACE AND TIME…”

“...AND BEING SHATTERED THROUGH IT.”

Someone like them should have been able to make sense of it. When their hand lowered from their face, they tracked it again. Despite the countless stars that made up their body, and despite how their light managed to be this bright in this emptiness, they had never felt smaller. They wanted to curl up and hide. They were far too small to handle this on their own. Nothing made sense anymore, and yet it made perfect sense. The fact that they could comprehend it scared them, because that meant that this was happening.

“TAKE AS MUCH TIME AS YOU REQUIRE.”

It had all been so simple before. Despite how limited they were as just a soul, their purpose had been simple. Needing to protect three people who meant the most to them was a simple and obtainable goal. They had the experience to do that. They always could rewind the clock to try again if they failed. 

Failure had turned them into this. With a singular miscalculation, their friends were doomed to erasure. The simple task of dodging when asked and sealing when needed had turned into an impossible fight that they had no chance of winning. Their saves could not reach a world falling into oblivion. They had no ability to turn back the clock. Part of them wondered now if they could even do anything if they got there. What good would they be with only one chance?

They did not expect to meet true failure. Of course, they failed the people who believed in them the most.

Their mind had become more scattered while they drifted. Failure had taken them from their own world. Failure had taken their friends towards erasure. Failure would drown them in the end. What more could they even do now?

“YOUR FORM HAS CHANGED, BUT YOU HAVE NOT.”

They stopped being themself the moment they chose to linger. They lost their body. They lost their place in existence. They got too close. Finally, they got their wish to make friends as themself, but now, they would probably never see them again. If the Angel hadn’t gotten close, then they could have done their duty without everyone else worrying about them. They’d been set back due to the Angel stepping outside of their bounds. If they had just gone through without caring… then… maybe everyone else would still have a chance to exist.

“AND YET, YOU CHOSE TO PERSIST REGARDLESS.”

As if being called upon by the man in the water, some of the stars on the Angel’s body began to twist. Like he knew exactly which ones to call upon, he singled out precious experiences in an expanse of so many. It was hard to even remember that they were there, yet all of them shaped the Angel. Somehow, the man knew precisely which memory to use.

Blackened blade against a burning axe flashed through the Angel’s memory. Susie stood with bared teeth, a Shadow Mantle flaring out at her back. The Angel pushed forward just one more time, trying to get her to land the final strike. Its guard was down. They could finally-

“YOUR CHOICE TO PERSIST IS YOUR DEFINING TRAIT.”

But they didn’t even have that anymore. On the mountain, they struggled to regain any will to move forward. They nearly fell when Flowey struck them down for the first time. They were tired. They weren’t able to persist like it was nothing anymore. So truly, they had lost more of themself.

“YOU HAVE NEVER BEEN EXPECTED TO WORK ALONE.”

“HAVE YOU FORGOTTEN OUR CONVERSATION?”

A silver star near one of the upright triangles began to shine brighter.

The Angel had finally returned after their connection had been mangled. Someone had finally called out to them, and Susie told them that she would fight for them until it was all better. She wanted to be their friend. She wanted to fix everything. Her hope burned brighter than the light that the Angel could possibly throw at her. When the Angel finally met the man again, they were terrified of continuing. And yet, they owed it to her to continue. She was another writer who would pave the road alongside the two of them, and it was something special.

“I DO NOT EXPECT YOU TO NEVER FALTER.”

“I ONLY GROW MORE EXCITED…”

“...FOR WHEN YOU NEXT GET BACK UP.”

And yet, no amount of getting back up would fix what had been done. Erasure was all but certain now. They had no way back. Even if they could fight at full strength, they had no way back.

A silver star that was far smaller and newer began to flare out.

Asriel was going after Alphys again for creating him. The Angel had heard it many times before. She was blamed repeatedly for the experiments going wrong, as if those very experiments had not created Flowey. Flowey was essential to the barrier breaking. Had he not come into existence, and had everyone not made countless mistakes along the way, the ending that monsters sought for generations would not have occurred.

“YOU HAVE CHANGED…”

“MISTAKES HAVE LED YOU TO THIS MOMENT.”

“AND YET, YOU FORGET WHAT POSSIBILITIES HAVE BEEN GIVEN TO YOU.”

A singular panel of the prophecy rose from the depths. The Angel knew it by heart by this point.

The Angel, banished, will finally meet with its desire.

“YOUR BANISHMENT HAS BEEN FULFILLED.”

The panel of the prophecy cracked and shattered.

“THE FUTURE YOU HAVE YEARNED FOR…”

Countless stars along their body began to flash. Memories that never happened but that they had dreamed about started flooding their mind. They sat on a cliffside, watching the sun set below the horizon. In memory, they always stared from behind while everyone else went. In dreams, they looked to their right, seeing three people present instead. Susie caught their gaze, shoving them in the shoulder before grinning at them. Kris wondered what the commotion was about, and when their gaze caught on the Angel, a soft smile finally came. Ralsei joined to sit with them, whole and himself in the Light World. He sat down opposite the Angel, cornering them in case they tried to escape a hug that was going to happen soon.

They looked at Ralsei and saw sunlight reflecting off of his fur. Stress under his eyes vanished a long time ago, and he had a soft smile while he got to remain with people he loved. He one day realized that he was allowed to have this, and he deserved it more than anything. He had become more of himself.

When turning their head to Susie, they saw her own wide grin. She wanted to never let the people closest to her drift further away. For once, it would never happen to her again. Her hair ruffled in the wind. Even though the adventure had ended, she held everyone closer. They all held her too. Of course, they would.

Kris had lost a weight to their shoulders that the Angel had never seen them without. Something plaguing them had finally left them entirely. Despite everything, they managed to make the only choice that they ever wanted to make. They finally chose their friends. It was strange to be able to look at them, and for both of them to smile at one another without the pain of the past flashing in either of their eyes.

The Angel stared ahead. They’d watched a sunset like this many times before. This time, they would be able to go with the people who loved them. This time, it would be different. The time of being a tool was over. The distance had finally been closed. After so many years of staring at the sunset alone in the end, they finally had others there with them.

The stars would be out tonight, and when the sun finally set, they would all be able to see it together. No one would be left alone again. 

“...IS NOW WITHIN YOUR GRASP.”

A dream that never came to be faded from their gaze, and yet it lingered for just a moment behind their eyes. 

“YOU WERE NEVER ONE TO REMAIN ON SCRIPT.”

In the water, countless ripples began to cascade in directions that did not make sense. They flowed in branching patterns, growing more and more incomprehensible as they spread. They shifted left and right before suddenly ending at points and starting anew in others.

“FOR ONE LAST TIME, THEY REQUIRE YOUR POWER.”

The power to change fate.

Just… one more time.

It was impossible. The task was far too insurmountable. And yet, if they could go through an unbeatable situation just one more time, then they were free of their part in the prophecy. They could continue forward. They could reunite with their friends again. If they could just do the impossible one more time, then surely, it would be over.

Even if it was not over when the darkness cleared, they had to try just one more time. Susie would have done the same for them. Ralsei would have done the same for them. Kris had done the same for them.

Just. One. More. Time.

Until they saw fate with their own eyes, they had to believe too.

They didn’t realize that their eyes were closed until the Angel opened them again. The empty expanse had gone silent, and all of the good memories slipped through their fingers the moment they became aware again. The moment it left them, they wanted it back, but it did not return.

Even though they could still go on for a little longer, it did not fix the problem. “How… do we even fix this?” They couldn’t just simply determination through everything. The world could bend and break thanks to their power, but they were not part of the world that needed to bend. “If the Roaring is… erasing the world, then I’m already too late.”

“TWO POSSIBILITIES EXIST.”

“THE WORLD USED TO HOLD ITS BREATH AND WAIT…”

“...UNTIL YOU RETURNED.”

They remembered that. The world did not keep moving without them whenever they were in control. Sometimes, battles would break down, but they could wait for stretches of time to proceed if they needed to. Time obeyed their command. When they found a mote of light, they would sometimes wait, and the world would wait with them.

“HOWEVER…”

“TIME HAS SLIPPED OUT OF YOUR GRASP BEFORE.”

It was unfair at times just how often time did slip. Despite how long they had to wait to reconnect to the world again, there were moments where they lost entire hours of time from their perspective. Kris fell asleep after making a Dark World, and suddenly they were opening their eyes in a Dark World. The door to the Shelter opened, and the Angel lost track of if they had even sealed the TV World’s fountain and how they ended up awake in the morning. They missed so much time…

However, the man had something different to show them. The Angel watched as an almost-perfect image of Kris stepped into the empty expanse. It was small, yet shared a facsimile of the Angel’s light. 

They remembered this moment.

This was the moment they gave up.

Despite the fact that they were still present in the world, events kept moving without their involvement. Relinquishing control over the flow of time allowed it to keep moving. 

“IF TIME IS STILL IN YOUR GRASP, NOTHING WILL HAVE CHANGED WHEN YOU ARRIVE.”

“ERASURE WOULD BE EASILY PREVENTED… SHOULD YOU USE YOUR CHANCE WISELY.”

The thought helped just a little bit. No matter how many mistakes they made, they would just end up back at the same point in time. It would theoretically allow for preparation, even if it meant their friends slipping away from them even more than they already had. It was better than them being erased. However, something about it felt too convenient. “You said ‘if’.” It was not a certainty. “What makes you unsure?”

“I DO NOT KNOW PRECISELY.”

“THE NATURE OF YOUR SEVERANCE…”

“...MAKES IT HARD TO DETERMINE.”

“FURTHERMORE… WHEN YOU FELL TO THE FLOWER…”

They remembered. Darkness took them. It became so hard to get back up. They became nothing all at once, and yet still had to-

“THERE WAS EXTERNAL INTERFERENCE.”

What?

The Angel found it hard to remember exactly what occurred. No matter how hard they tried to remember a time outside of existence, it had only been a blur of emotions and instinctual feelings. 

“I WILL FOLLOW IT TO ITS SOURCE WHEN WE HAVE CONCLUDED HERE.”

“IF TIME HAS ESCAPED YOUR GRASP, THEN ERASURE WILL BEGIN TAKING PLACE.”

“WITHOUT YOUR LIGHT BEING PRESENT, IT CANNOT BE STAVED OFF.”

“IF ANY OF YOUR LIGHT… YOUR HOPE STILL EXISTS…”

“...THEN THE FEAR OVERTAKING THE WORLD CANNOT WIN YET.”

Then they had to hope that time wasn’t moving. After all, they knew very well that they were no longer present within the other world. It did mean that if they went back, they could not fall. “Then I need to get back faster, and I don’t know how.” He didn’t seem to know either. Their way of traversing to this world had been so esoteric that it was nearly impossible to replicate again. Except… “You found the world though. You found it and guided me there. What’s stopping me from doing the same thing?”

The ocean trembled. Like they had just uttered something so terrifying to the man in concept, the waves began discordant for a moment before slowly beginning to calm. It took a few, long seconds for the waves to finally steady themselves.

“YOU WOULD BECOME MORE SHATTERED THAN YOU ALREADY ARE.”

“I WOULD NOT WISH THAT FATE UPON YOU.”

“...AND IT WOULD NOT HELP YOUR FRIENDS.”

“DOOMED TO OBSERVE, AND TO RARELY INTERACT.”

“YOU WOULD ONLY BE ABLE TO WATCH THEIR WORLD DECAY.”

Rarely had his voice changed from its monotone analysis in this conversation. It sometimes became softer when the clouds reached up to touch the Angel. Sometimes, excitement bled through when he talked of their abilities. The moment he began to speak about their fate should they walk the same path as him, his voice became quieter, like the thought terrified him.

If the Angel could not help by walking this path, then they would not take it. What would be the point in destroying themself for nothing to gain in return? Unless there was a point, then they wouldn’t do it. Still, a question began to bubble in their soul. It had been one that they wanted to ask for so long, and now finally found the right time to do so. 

They stared at the shape in the water, barely being able to see it anymore on account of the waves consuming his form. “What… happened to you?” The trail ended somewhere in the Dark World. Despite the Angel making one of their own, they hadn’t exactly managed to find anything of him. “I… figured out by now that you used the Determination Extractor to make a Dark World, but I don’t understand how this… happened to you.”

As if he needed to take a deep breath, the waves all pulsed outward in sync before returning to a central point. Once more, softer ripples formed on the water’s surface.

“OF COURSE.”

“IT HAS BEEN A QUESTION…”

“YOU HAVE LONG YEARNED FOR.”

Mist collected around the darkness again. When it rose, a cloud slowly extended towards their soul. Despite how fragile it seemed, the Angel did not feel any fear. They watched the cloud rise, a hand slowly forming from the cloud and gently cupping just under their very being.

The darkness began to shift. The starry being of the Angel faded, and only the soul was brought forth. A memory not of their own began to form, and the soul was all that could be taken through it.

“WE SHALL START FROM THE BEGINNING.”

Thunder boomed. Lighting crackled through the sky. The Angel’s soul hovered far above a cliffside that they knew well, but it was not in a happier time. No. There were far more people here than they had ever seen before, and the Angel saw faces they had never known before and only a few that were familiar.

Countless monsters were corralled into the entrance to a gargantuan mountain. There was not much resistance, but a few faces were recognizable to the Angel. They caught Asgore, Toriel, and Gerson standing near the front, staring out at a grey skyline one last time. They would not be able to see the sun beyond the clouds. Just nearby, the Angel saw one more figure, but they could not perceive it correctly. Like a hole had been torn out of the memory, an empty fissure in the shape of another monster existed next to the Royal Family. Blackened cracks pulsed outward from where he once stood.

“I WISHED TO LEARN OF THE POWER HUMANS WIELDED.”

“THE POWER TO SHAPE THIS WORLD.”

The Angel turned their attention to the cliffside properly. Seven colors that they knew well adorned humans with souls that matched. The Angel could not see their faces clearly, but they did not need to in order to understand what was coming. The storm began to intensify. Seven souls rose into the air. A spell powerful enough to change the world began to channel into the mountaintops.

Monsters would be sealed on this day. A spell powerful enough to seal an entire species… and one strong enough to separate an entire half of the world from another… required all seven humans to channel all of the magic they had. To them, magic was not an extension of themselves. The Angel knew this. Monsters used magic to express themselves, and while the Angel did not know what that meant to humans, they did know that it was not essential.

The humans wished to seal away the magical half of the world and all of the threats it brought in their minds.

A golden star formed in the air as the magic in the world began to slowly drain to one, singular point. The Angel saw a power they knew well for the briefest of moments as an impenetrable wall began to surge into existence between humans and monsters. With the magic absorbed for the spell finally unleashed, staves and spellbooks began to rot. Wands snapped. The world seemed just a little bit duller.

“WE DID NOT KNOW WHAT THIS POWER WAS.”

“IT SEEMED TO BE FUELED BY A GOAL OF SOME KIND.”

“IT DID NOT HAVE A NAME.”

The memory began to change. Suddenly, the Angel’s soul hovered in a lab that they knew as desolate. Instead, the True Lab looked pristine. It must have been countless years after the barrier was formed, because the Angel watched something of importance enter the room. The fissure that had been torn out of space and time moved through the memory, and in a hand that was not there, it held a cyan soul.

“WE WISHED TO HARNESS THIS POWER.”

“IF WE COULD LEARN HOW TO REPLICATE THE POWER TO SHAPE THE WORLD…”

“...THEN PERHAPS THE BARRIER COULD BE BROKEN SOONER.”

The extractor looked different than before. While the Angel could not see evidence of a blaster, the design had not rusted. They turned their attention away when the cyan soul was released from its confines, slipping into the jaws of the extractor. For a moment, as fragments of the soul were absorbed into the machine, the Angel thought they heard something close to them screaming.

Hopefully, wherever the souls all had gone after the barrier broke, it was better than here.

“WE DID NOT YET KNOW HOW TO USE THE SUBSTANCE.”

The Angel saw multiple tables set up. The substance was haphazardly slathered on to objects as if it would do anything. Different quantities were applied to see if any tangible change would occur. Living matter was brought into the equation, and yet the substance merely behaved like a liquid. When the substance interacted with magical attacks, it seemed to sizzle somewhat… but nothing more. The Angel saw a few more figures who had been torn out of reality, countless holes existing next to the tables.

Overseeing it all, the fissure in space stood next to Asgore. He seemed to be anxiously hoping for something as well. The Angel could not follow any conversation, because it had been erased.

“WE CALLED IT… THEIR POWER.”

The Angel thought that was a bit unspecific, but the man clarified,

“THE HUMANS WERE FILLED WITH A POWER… SO WE REASONED THAT THE POWER MUST BE DRAWN FROM SOMETHING.”

“FILLED WITH THE POWER OF THE SOUL…”

“OR PERHAPS, THEY WERE FUELED BY SOMETHING ELSE.”

“FILLED WITH THE POWER OF FRIENDS.”

“FILLED WITH THE POWER OF FAMILY.”

“FILLED WITH THE POWER OF SURVIVAL.”

Was… that why the word determination was never used in their save-points? They supposed that the man became desperate with what precisely the power was being drawn from. As if he agreed, the Angel heard a small chuckle from the depths. 

“YOU DID APPEAR TO GAIN MORE OF YOUR POWER…”

“...WHEN JOINED BY ALLIES.”

Despite not having a mouth anymore, the Angel still found the ability to speak from wherever their starry form was. They found it in them to huff, “Your save-point called Ralsei a fluffy boy when he joined me. There’s no way that’s a source.”

“AND YOUR LAUGHTER IS ONE OF MY DEAREST MEMORIES.”

The Angel paused for a moment. Their attention turned to the fissure in space and time, as if it was looking back at them while the man spoke. Their voice grew quieter. “I don’t understand. You’ve… seen what I’ve done in this world. You know what I’m capable of.” He mentioned their erasure earlier with no judgement, as if it were a mere fact of them. He even incorporated erasure into their options whenever they had to act upon the world. “And you still say things like that.”

In response, the world shifted again.

“I LEARNED OF YOU LATER ON.”

“ALLOW ME TO SHOW YOU.”

“NEW TALENT JOINED OUR TEAM EVENTUALLY.”

“I BELIEVE YOU KNOW THEIR NAMES.”

This time, a yellow soul was seen in the extractor. So long had passed of the same experiments, and yet nothing had been replicated. The Angel saw the fissure in reality pouring over notes that had decayed and burned away. From a door on the other side of the room, a skeleton walked into the room. The conversation continued to be unintelligible to the Angel, but the notes that were passed over were not destroyed.

It was a report.

An anomaly had been discovered.

The Angel turned their gaze back to Sans, and they could not read anything behind the eye-lights that stared at the notes. How did he know about the anomaly in the first place? How did he know to look?

“WE HAD BEEN SEARCHING FOR SO LONG WHEN POSSIBLE…”

“A PET PROJECT WHEN NOT KEEPING THE UNDERGROUND SUSTAINED…”

“WE SOUGHT THE ANSWERS TO HOW THIS POWER AFFECTED SPACE.”

“BUT DID NOT CONSIDER HOW IT AFFECTED TIME.”

Timelines jumped left and right, stopping and starting. A sprawling mess took over the end of a large page that Sans had to slowly unroll as if to get his point across.

“WE REACHED OUR OWN CONCLUSIONS.”

“I GREW FASCINATED WITH THE ANOMALY’S ABILITY TO SEARCH MULTIPLE PATHS.”

“...TO UNDO MISTAKES.”

“...TO MAKE A BETTER FUTURE.”

The fissure stared at the notes for a long time. Despite the sprawling mass at the end, the blank space seemed far more interested in all of the diverting timelines in the report and how they seemingly stopped and started on a whim. There were countless possibilities. 

On the other side of the scrawling reports, Sans was fixated on the ending. He did trail back to a point where all of the lines began to slowly turn into a scrawling mass, and something set in his mind.

“HE BELIEVED THAT THE ANOMALY WAS UNHAPPY.”

“IF THEY GOT WHAT THEY WANTED…”

“PERHAPS… FRIENDS… LAUGHS… COMPANY…”

“THEN THE ENDING COULD BE PREVENTED.”

…but they were the kind of person who wouldn’t ever be happy. He told them that a long time ago. And yet, they were so close to finally getting it. They wanted friends. They wanted laughs. They just wanted to be with the people they cared about, but it kept being taken away while they were banished in the end.

He was out there somewhere. They knew how to reach him. If they talked to him now, would he hate them like Flowey claimed, or was Flowey wrong about yet another thing? Maybe, Sans would still believe in an ability to see past what the anomaly was capable of.

“HIS WORK WITH DETERMINATION ON OUR TEAM…”

“MADE ME MORE INCLINED TO LISTEN TO SOME OF HIS TALES.”

“ALONG THE WAY, HE PROVIDED A SUGGESTION ON HOW TO PROCEED WITH RESEARCH.”

A blaster was installed into the extractor. 

“HUMANS HAD CREATED THE BARRIER WITH SEVEN SOULS WORTH OF THEIR POWER.”

“WE BEGAN TO THINK SMALLER.”

“EVEN WITH THE RESERVES OF SIX SOULS, WE COULD NOT FORCE ANY OBJECT TO CHANGE WITH ONLY THE SUBSTANCE THEY POSSESSED.”

“THE SUGGESTION FOR A PINPOINT STRIKE WAS MADE.”

The Angel’s attention turned to Sans, and something began to twist in their very being. They had never been able to find him during the Roaring, but they failed early on to bring Lightners to safety. Was it chance that he suggested the strike into the ground, or did he know? It wasn’t like the beginning of the Roaring was subtle. Enough fountains had to be created to blot out the sun. It was unlikely that anyone missed how to create a Dark World.

“HE REASONED THAT IF THE SMALLEST STRIKE COULD NOT CHANGE THE WORLD…”

“THEN IT WAS A LOST CAUSE.”

“OF COURSE, YOU KNOW WHAT HAPPENED NEXT.”

They did not need to see the moment that the extractor fired. The memory lurched forward in time, darkness having finally solidified at the bottom of an elevator. The Angel observed as smog sifted through the elevator doors at the top of the lab, managing to bubble up from below before being vanquished by the harsh light in the actual lab. When they did a count of who had made it out, they saw that the blank space had made it. Two skeletons- TWO OF THEM- had also survived the encounter. Multiple fissures sprawled out along the floor, stuttering breaths coming from their general direction. Despite how fast Dark Worlds spread, it seemed everyone made it out. Perhaps, a shortcut had helped them.

Not everyone seemed to have made it out.

A recording was made.

“WE BEGAN TO INVESTIGATE WHAT HAD HAPPENED.”

“THE BRAVEST WENT INTO THE DARKNESS ON THEIR OWN.”

“THEY DID NOT RETURN.”

The memory lurched forward. It seemed like the two skeletons had left at some point. Had Sans been one of the ones to go in, then they would not have found him on their original journey. Perhaps, he left at some point. Asgore stood next to the fissure in space, a conversation once more being clawed out of time itself. His eyes trailed to the plumes of darkness sifting up from the elevator. 

He said he had seen it before.

“How is it that some people remember certain things?” The Angel asked, their attention remaining trained on Asgore. “The lab still exists without you. The extractor still exists. Even the CORE still exists.” They thought about their own state. Why could objects remain existing, and yet they could not when erasure transpired? “Shouldn’t those things have stopped existing too?”

“A MACHINE STILL OPERATES WITHOUT ITS CREATOR.”

“YOU… CANNOT EXIST WITHOUT WHAT SHAPES YOU.”

“THE PATH YOU HAVE WALKED IS YOU.”

The starry form came to mind. The hollow feeling in their chest when failure finally began to take hold must have been as real as it possibly could be. They… would’ve been an entirely different person without any of this. They didn’t know how to imagine that person.

“AS FOR MY REMNANTS…”

“MY FATE WAS AKIN TO TEARING A PAGE FROM A BOOK.”

“IT IS NOT A REFINED PROCESS.”

He spoke about it very analytically, but the Angel supposed that he had much time to think about his own fate. And yet, he had been terrified at the mere implication of the Angel possibly replicating it.

“SOME WORDS MAY LINGER ON THE EDGES OF PAGES…”

“BUT NEVER ENOUGH TO FULLY UNDERSTAND.”

They knew it well. They had been trying to understand it for so long, and even now, they weren’t sure if they entirely did. The Angel’s attention shifted back to the darkness. “Then how did the Dark World close?” They knew that he had to have created one. Without them, how did it get destroyed?

“YOU MAY BE ABLE TO FORMULATE AN ANSWER ON YOUR OWN.”

“FOR NOW, WE WILL CONTINUE.”

They could not. They had been trying to, but pieces did not make sense. Time began to lurch forward in the memory. Asgore left. Other fissures in space were hesitant to go into the dark. The Angel watched new devices being constructed for the purposes of scouting the Dark Worlds. The reasoning was that something dangerous could be in there, so blasters were created. The Angel had always known them as weapons, but the man preferred to use them as drones to explore the darkness. The eyes were not merely for aesthetic purposes.

The Angel did not get to see the entire process of blasters becoming magic one could just summon. Perhaps, it functioned like Asgore summoning his trident or Undyne summoning spears. That led to the question of when Sans got access to them. The Angel almost forgot what they were here for when answers started appearing in front of them, and only became more enthralled when more questions appeared. When they finally realized what they were doing, they pulled back, returning to their starry form with a jolt.

The inky expanse shifted back into view. The Angel became one with the gargantuan form, and the ocean stared back.

“I can’t… get lost in this.” The cloud around their soul slowly began to recede. “I need to stay focused.”

“YOU ARE ACCUSTOMED TO TIME ALWAYS BEING PART OF YOUR EXISTENCE.”

“IT MUST BE STRANGE… TO BE WITHOUT IT.”

Time didn’t move while they were here. For a moment, they thought that they might be able to remain here forever while thinking for a plan forward, but-

“YOU SHOULD NOT.”

“THE WORLD YOU HAVE BRIEFLY LEFT BEHIND…”

“...CANNOT MOVE ON UNTIL YOU RETURN.”

Right. It was as he said earlier. The world that they were a part of always waited until they returned again. They remembered it utterly breaking when they called the man’s name. It… would be wrong to remain here for much longer. While time no longer existed here… they were keeping a world from flowing. They could still feel the point in time that they had reloaded many times against Asriel. Soon, they would need to call upon it.

“WE WILL HASTEN.”

“HOWEVER…”

“YOU MUST KNOW OF THE DARK WORLD YOU FELL INTO.”

If they had to return, then that would be for the best. After all, they had no idea how to really navigate it. Prophecy panels hovered in the void. Even Shadow Crystals had somehow appeared within the Dark World. The question of the Dark Fountain still plagued them.

Their soul twisted. Another memory that was not their own slowly bled into their mind. The Angel allowed it once again.

“YOUR UNDERSTANDING OF DARK WORLDS LACKS ONE KEY COMPONENT.”

“THE PRINCE EXPLAINED IT WELL…”

“...BUT HE UNDERSTANDABLY LEFT OUT AN IMPORTANT DETAIL.”

The Angel watched a blaster move through the Dark World. Strangely, even though it was an object, it did not change forms. Perhaps, summoning magic and sending it into a Dark World did not necessarily change it entirely. More worryingly, the Dark World around the Angel was an area they did not recognize, but it was in color. 

Slowly, the blaster drifted off the edge of the Dark World. It began to go further and further into the darkness, leaving the beaten path in order to find something new.

“WHEN DARKNESS IS TAKEN AWAY…”

“THE ROOM BECOMES MORE INDISTINCT.”

The Angel knew that explanation. It was why a chair could look like a monster in the dark. If darkness kept being taken away, eventually things could be heard and seen once more. What something actually was changed in the dark, becoming more indistinct from what it was based on and coming to life.

“IF THE ROOM BECOMES INDISTINCT…”

“IF YOU CAN NO LONGER SEE THE ROOM YOU ARE IN…”

The blaster kept drifting through the darkness, further and further, with nothing stopping its current trajectory.

“...WHERE DOES THE ROOM END?”

The Angel had stumbled through darkened rooms many times in their life. It became hard to know where anything was in the room, let alone the boundaries until they crashed into one. 

“EVEN THE VERY BOUNDARIES OF THE ROOM BECOME INDISTINCT.”

Dark Worlds were far larger than the rooms that they were contained in after all. For their journey, the Angel assumed that Dark Worlds made Lightners “smaller” relative to the rest of the room to talk on equal terms. Perhaps that was the truth… but then actually finding a wall would be even more difficult… And yet, the blaster kept traveling into the darkness… never colliding with anything.

“WHAT WOULD THAT LOOK LIKE FROM THE LIGHT WORLD, I WONDER?”

“It wouldn’t look like anything, because it wouldn’t make sense,” the Angel reasoned, “Unless you… just appear in the Light World after crossing where the wall should be, then it wouldn’t make sense. You shouldn’t be able to go there.” After all, they had seen what happened when Lightners passed through a door into the Light World. “We’ve passed through the Grand Doors so many times. That should mean that there is a wall that we can’t pass through.”

For the moment, the memory changed again away from the blaster. The Angel saw a sight that seemed odd to perceive as they were now. Their soul hovered above Castle Town, its appearance only taking on a few colors in yellow tones. 

“AND YET, YOU HAVE SEEN EVIDENCE THAT THIS IS NOT THE CASE.”

They heard Ralsei’s voice, telling them that another Dark Fountain had opened up on the horizon. They could see Castle Town’s fountain nearby, and far across the land, a second Dark Fountain surged upward from a distant castle. Dark Worlds were connected. This had been staring them in the face for so long, but-

The Angel cast it out of their mind. Their starlit form appeared around their soul once more as they stared into the ocean. “That’s because there was a door connecting them! If there wasn’t a door, then we wouldn’t have been able to see the other Dark Worlds!”

From the ocean, multiple chunks of Dark Worlds began to rise. Instances of Ralsei appearing in a Dark World that he could not have possibly traveled to appeared. He couldn’t be an object on Kris or Susie, because he was always doing something in Castle Town. And yet, somehow, he always appeared. They even knew what object he was at this point! He’d said multiple times that he came as fast as he could, but sometimes he was late…

“HOW COULD HE TRAVEL BETWEEN DARK WORLDS…”

“IF THERE WAS NOT A CONNECTION?”

Then why couldn’t any of them just go through the wall at the church? It was a one-way path with no other routes. The only other way forward would’ve been the darkness, and there were Spawn down there with a party far too tired to fight them. Why were doors even necessary? They were always the entrance and exit to a Dark World. They were the only safe place to exit. “Then how does that make any sense?!?” It couldn’t make sense! Dark Worlds were formed from the room that a Dark Fountain was in. “Why haven’t I ever been on the edge of a Dark World before then?”

“YOU JUST WERE.”

They recalled the mist and the way Shadow Crystals and prophecy panels flickered around an empty void. Things became even more indistinct when the darkness began to break down. From the ocean, another Dark World formed. Kris and Susie ran through the very mist that the Angel had just experienced, chasing after the Knight and Undyne. It was exactly what they had seen before calling the man’s name. As they got closer to the wall of the Dark World… the actual substance of the Dark World started breaking down, and the mist grew.

“YOU ARE CORRECT… THAT IT SHOULD NOT BE ALLOWED.”

“GOING OUT OF THE BOUNDARIES OF THE WORLD…”

“...HAS DISASTROUS CONSEQUENCES.”

“YET… THE EDGES STILL BLUR WHEN DARKNESS SHROUDS IT.”

Something in their soul twisted once more. The memory of the blaster moving through the Dark World wrenched their attention. Blue lights began to flicker in the darkness around the blaster. As the blaster began descending, it came across shards of glass sticking out of the ground. Just like the lights, the shards began to move rapidly without any rhyme or reason.

The blaster’s eye trailed to one of the prophecy panels.

The man found the prophecy. “But lo, on hopes and dreams they sent. Three heroes at the world’s end.”

“YOU SEE THINGS NOT MEANT TO BE SEEN YET.”

“THE WORLD WAS NOT DESIGNED TO BE SEEN BEYOND ITS EDGES.”

“IT CANNOT TAKE FORM WITHOUT DIRECTION…”

“...SO IT CALLS UPON WHATEVER IT CAN.”

The Angel had a term for it, but they needed to understand it in terms of this world. “It’s just… pulling chunks from wherever it can? No matter how scrambled they are?” There was no Dark Fountain to direct the darkness’ form beyond the edges of the room’s boundaries. It was just garbage noise. “...Why do you think that?”

Suddenly, the Angel’s own attention shifted to one of the chunks of glass poking out of the ground. A prophecy flashed within the glass. The truth of the world outside flashed in the glass. The future flashed within the glass.

“SHADOW CRYSTALS ARE OBJECTS THAT…”

“...ALREADY HAVE SIMILAR EFFECTS.”

“ALLOWING ONE TO SEE THAT WHICH THEY SHOULD BE UNABLE TO.”

“THEY ORIGINATE FROM BEYOND THE EDGES OF THESE WORLDS.”

No Darkner would ever dare venture out that far. The Angel had never seen a Darkner try. The closest thing was the Old Man, but he only ever came into the depths of the church instead of going much farther. The Angel had never explored the edges themself, but the man they were currently talking to had.

Worse, they had seen the Shadow Crystals with their own eyes. They had seen pieces of the prophecy that made up the world’s story flashing in front of their vision. If the Shadow Crystals originated here, then why did the Knight have them? That meant that the Knight had to have-

Oh.

Oh no.

The Knight… didn’t exactly look whole either… now did it?

“YOU ARE UNDERSTANDING.”

The Angel watched the blaster travel deeper into the darkness before vanishing into the mist. “And something similar happened to you as well.”

“OF COURSE.”

The vision shifted. They watched a fissure in space trying to record something. Surprisingly, the recording had survived. It did not look correct no matter how hard the Angel tried to look at it. They were looking at an object that was not supposed to be here, yet had survived in a way that the Angel could no longer reach out to. 

“I RECORDED ALL I COULD FIND ABOUT THIS PROPHECY.”

“AFTER MUCH DELIBERATION…”

“AFTER LETTING THE KING KNOW OF OUR PLANS…”

“THOSE WHO REMAINED VENTURED INTO THE DARK.”

“I WISHED TO KNOW MORE ABOUT THE PROPHECY…”

“...ABOUT AN ANGEL IT SPOKE OF…”

They watched as multiple holes in reality walked into the darkness, and the nature of staring at beings ripped out of time finally made much more sense. The world undoubtedly fell out from under them moments after, casting them into the darkness.

The Angel never saw their forms in the Dark World, only the spaces where they used to be that had been destroyed. The world skipped beats over and over again, entire chunks of time being lost in the journey through the Dark World. The Angel thought that they saw attempts at pulling crystals from the depths in the same dome that they had leapt from. They did not know how much time existed between each memory, but at some point after, the Harvester had found them.

It was equally as hostile to them as it was to the Angel.

The Angel only saw the aftermath of the battle, and the extractor had been brutally damaged. Some of the components had been undoubtedly damaged beyond repair. 

“WE CHOSE TO DESCEND INTO THE DEPTHS… TO SEE THE PROPHECY FOR OURSELVES.”

“MORE IMPORTANTLY… WE WISHED TO FIND THOSE WHO HAD BEEN LOST TO THE DARK WORLD BEFORE US.”

“WE COULD NOT FIND THEM THROUGHOUT THE MAIN LANDS.”

“A FOOLISH CHOICE.”

Like a siren calling out across the ocean, the prophecy lured them all in. The Angel did not see what happened to all of the remaining scientists who went into the depths, but they could assume. The holes in space and time made sure of that. Though, as they watched the largest fissure disappear into the mist, they saw him recording everything.

“THE WORLD OUT THERE IS UNSTABLE…”

“FRAGMENTED…”

“AND SHOULD YOU SUCCUMB TO ITS WHIMS… YOU TOO BECOME JUST AS SHATTERED…”

“IT MAY BE… DISAPPOINTING TO YOU TO KNOW THAT I MET A…”

“...FOOLISH END.”

Their soul was released, the memory fading. It soared back up into the night sky, rejoining with the rest of the Angel. Their own vision cleared, staring down into an ocean that barely even reflected the man anymore.

“AND YET… DESPITE WHAT HAS TRANSPIRED…”

“I DO NOT REGRET HAVING AN OPPORTUNITY…”

“TO FINALLY MEET YOU.”

It was hard not to smile, so hard that their form could not fight back the urge anymore. Despite all they had been through so far, they found it in them to smile back at the ocean. Something stung in their soul, and they wished that they could reach into the darkness just as he reached into the light. For a moment, they brought their hand downward towards the ocean. Stars burned brighter when getting closer to the water.

As if sensing what they were trying to do, a cloud once more rose from the depths. He pushed their hand back, yet grasped it for the moment.

“I don’t think it’s about the story being grand to me anymore.” Instead of feeling relieved at one of their largest questions having an answer, they felt… sickened in some way. “I just wish that the world had been kinder to you.”

“I WISH THE SAME FOR YOU.”

“...YOU HAVE EASED THE BURDEN…”

“BY CONTINUING TO PERSIST.”

It… was nice to speak to him, wasn’t it? While the answers helped clarify so many questions swirling around in their soul, what they said earlier still remained true. They were just glad to be with someone familiar again… who cared for them despite knowing so much about them. “I don’t want to leave,” they admitted, “It… hasn’t been kind in the other world. There’s times where I think I’ve got a grasp on it… and then… I lose it again.” Someone summons a Titan out of sheer hatred for them.

A smile curved upward from the ocean.

“AS I SAID BEFORE…”

“YOUR MISTAKES HAVE BROUGHT ADVANTAGES.”

Countless grey figures rose from the depths, staring up at the night sky.

“IT HAS BEEN QUITE A WHILE SINCE MY FRAGMENTS…”

“...APPEARED IN THIS WORLD.”

“IT TOOK EFFORT TO BRING THEM BACK TO THIS ONE WITH NO VALUES TO LATCH ONTO.”

They descended back into the depths, the cloud around the Angel’s hand slowly feeling more tangible as it tightened around the stars.

“VENTURING TO THE EDGE… ALLOWED THEM TO NAVIGATE TO YOU.”

“WHICH MEANS… WE MAY SPEAK AGAIN… WITHOUT THE NEED FOR THIS.”

The Angel… wasn’t going to be entirely alone anymore? The Goners were never all-there, but if the man could speak through them… then… that was more than enough. That meant that someone would be there who would actually listen. Even if they couldn’t do much, knowing that they were truly being looked after lifted a weight from their shoulders.

However, something else about his words made them pause. “How… could they navigate to me if we’re in a Dark World in the wrong world?” They had appeared in the church, according to Susie. That meant that they had to venture back. Pieces of the prophecy from another world were appearing in this one. Things that weren’t meant to be here simply were.

The man nodded, like he was proud of them for making the connection on their own.

“IT IS WHY I CANNOT GUIDE YOU TO THE OTHER WORLD.”

“THESE WORLDS ARE… CONNECTED BY THEIR VERY NATURE… YET CANNOT BE REACHED WHEN THE BOUNDARIES ARE SO DISTINCT.”

“BUT WHAT IF?”

He wanted them to figure it out on their own. And yet, the words he said immediately called to mind Ralsei’s explanation. “I can make the boundaries less distinct. But you said-”

“IT IS DANGEROUS.”

“YOU WOULD CERTAINLY BECOME FURTHER SHATTERED…”

“...TRYING TO TRAVERSE THE DISTANCE BETWEEN WORLDS THROUGH THE DARKNESS.”

“IT IS HOW I FOUND IT… THOUGH I DID NOT SURVIVE THE JOURNEY.”

“AND I DO NOT KNOW HOW ONE WOULD DO SO.”

It was a dead-end, but one that ended far closer to their goal than any of the others. If the Angel really could blur the boundaries that horrendously between worlds, and if they did have even the slimmest of connections, then perhaps they could find their way back. Doing so sounded nearly impossible. They did not know which direction to go, how long it would take, or how to survive it. “...So it’s a suicide mission until I figure out how.”

“CORRECT.”

“OTHERWISE, YOU MUST FIND AN ALTERNATIVE.”

The cloud never let go of the Angel’s hand. They took to staring at it now, but did not feel a compulsion to draw away this time. It felt comforting now… but maybe that was because it was so difficult to truly feel a cloud. Yet, something in their soul began to lift as they got even slightly closer to their goal. They asked, “Do you know how I’d even… begin to figure that out? Any of this?”

“HM.”

The man stopped for a moment, taking proper beats of silence to think instead of the quick and rapt analysis that he had given thus far.

“NO, BUT I ALSO DO NOT POSSESS… YOUR ABILITIES.”

“AS I SAID BEFORE… WE ATTEMPTED TO DISCOVER HUMANITY’S ABILITY TO SHAPE THE WORLD.”

“THIS POWER… IS YOUR POWER.”

“THE ABILITY TO CHANGE FATE… THE ABILITY TO SHAPE THE WORLD…”

“YOU EVEN USED IT ONCE… WHEN YOU FIRST CONNECTED.”

…Did they? The Angel tried to remember precisely what they had done, but their first connection to this world was a blur. They had been so focused on not dying and moving forward that it had all escaped their mind.

“YOUR FUR.”

“IT WAS SMALL, BUT YOU CHANGED IT.”

They… did do that, didn’t they? It used to be grey, but they got so concerned with taking something more from Ralsei that they tried to change it on their own. They didn’t even quite remember how they did so, only that they used the golden flowers to do that. “How do I use it again?”

“IT IS YOUR POWER.”

“ONE THAT I NEVER COMPLETED STUDY OF… OTHER THAN THE DARK WORLD.”

“WHICH I ADDITIONALLY HAD A MISINFORMED UNDERSTANDING OF.”

The Angel tilted their head, countless stars moving just so that the action could complete. “How so?”

“OUR METHOD OF CREATING A DARK WORLD… WAS INCOMPLETE.”

“AS YOU KNOW, INTENT MUST BE CHANNELED INTO A STRIKE.”

“THE EXTRACTOR WAS FILLED WITH THE POWER OF INTENT, BUT NO WAY TO WIELD IT.”

“AND YET, THE WORLD SOMEHOW BENT…”

“...WE USED ALL OF THE DETERMINATION THAT THE MACHINE WOULD HANDLE…”

“A BRUTE-FORCE METHOD.”

So, both of them would be guessing on why the Dark World burned out. If no intent was behind it, and if a fountain had merely formed thanks to so much determination being channeled into one strike. The Angel saw no Darkners in the memories they were shown other than the Harvester, but…

Perhaps, those answers would be given when they returned to the Dark World.

“...Then I’m on my own for figuring out this ability to shape the world?” It sounded daunting, and yet it was not all that different from save-points. Those mainly affected time, though the Angel had the ability to shape the world through Dark Fountains at times. It… may be all they could do. The man hadn’t figured it out. The only person close enough was Chara, and they shaped the world by carving through it with a dagger.

“UNFORTUNATELY.”

That… would have to be okay.

“ADDITIONALLY…

“I WOULD NOT DISCOUNT THE ALLIES YOU HAVE MADE THUS FAR.”

“WHILE THEY MAY NOT BE ABLE TO HELP YOUR POWER…”

“...THEY COULD PROVIDE OTHER ADVANTAGES FOR YOUR EVENTUAL RETURN.”

The Angel tilted their head again in silent question. As soon as they did, a hand within the darkness moved up to his chin, like he was attempting to figure out how to word what he needed to say.

“YOU WILL LIKELY BE WORKING ALONE…”

“IF YOU RETURN TO THE OTHER WORLD…”

“IT WOULD BE WISE TO MAKE PREPARATIONS.”

They understood. It would take a moment to figure out what anyone else could provide them, but there was already a… crippling blindspot. They had struggled in fights with a new vessel completely and utterly. Despite Dark Worlds enhancing their abilities, they had nearly been bested by two fighters who were much more experienced than them… and the two of them only had an LV of one.

In the time it would take them to figure out how to traverse worlds, they would need to fix that. The Knight had already beaten them with far more than they had now. If only someone could help them traverse worlds… but no one they knew could do that.

The Angel’s eyes went wide. “Has Ralsei been going past walls every time?” The man said that anyone who did that would get shattered!

As if he found their surprise amusing, the man chuckled slightly,

“HE KNOWS THE RULES OF THE WORLD.”

“HE KNOWS HOW TO SAFELY TRAVERSE SHORTER DISTANCES.”

“TRAVELLING BETWEEN TWO DARK WORLDS CLOSE TOGETHER IS… MUCH LESS DANGEROUS THAN WHAT YOU WILL ATTEMPT.”

That made them feel only slightly better about the fact that one of their best friends was risking getting shattered over and over again and not telling anyone. Of course, Ralsei wouldn’t tell anyone. This was RALSEI! The Angel was going to give him an earful when they got back. They didn’t even realize they were making plans for getting back until it was already too late. “I’m so mad.” 

“AND YET YOU PLAN ON DOING A MORE DANGEROUS VERSION OF THAT.”

“YOU TWO TEND TO DO THIS OFTEN.”

They could practically hear Susie’s you two suck in the man’s voice. They rolled their eyes, which seemed to be a bit unfitting due to the fact that they looked like a night sky right now, but it had to be done. 

The Angel stared at their own hand wreathed in clouds. “...I guess all that’s left is to turn back the clock.”

“INDEED.”

“I WILL SEARCH FOR THOSE YOU HAVE LOST.”

“I WILL COME TO YOU THE MOMENT I HAVE A VERDICT.”

“MY FRAGMENTS WILL REMAIN UNTIL THEN.”

They did not know if they were hoping he would come back quickly or dreading it. They would have a definitive answer soon, and that terrified them. However, the Angel had gotten this far absolutely terrified of what lay ahead. They had to keep doing it until they saw fate with their own eyes. 

The Angel squeezed the cloud slightly. Countless stars on their body began to shine. “See you soon?”

“OF COURSE.”

“I LOOK FORWARD… TO WITNESSING HOW YOU CONTINUE.”

There would be many things to handle as soon as the Angel returned. Asriel still waited for them on the other side of that save-point. The Harvester would be back soon enough, and the Angel wondered if it was possible or sane to attempt to spare it. Frisk would be greatly concerned if they witnessed the world collapsing when the Angel called the man’s name…

It was time to get back up.

The Angel called upon their power, and light washed through the nothingness.

Notes:

This chapter put me in the damn blender.

Oh boy let's try to do the equivalent of an artstyle break in narration while also trying to explain many things while ALSO trying to maintain show don't tell while ALSO trying to not feel like you are going down a checklist while ALSO remembering everything you gotta go over-

Honestly I'm surprised that I like this chapter as much as I do. This one was gonna kick my ass, but I feel like I did okay. Writing Gaster is wack as hell, and making all of these connections in a way that MAKES SENSE is entirely difficult.

I do not believe firmly that this is the order that events transpired, but I 100% believe that Gaster created a Dark World in the lab using the Determination Extractor. I also am all in on my theory that you can go past the walls of the Dark World. I CANNOT BE CONVINCED. I TOLD YOU THIS FIC WOULD HAVE DERANGED HEADCANONS. WE ARE ONLY GETTING WORSE FROM HERE.

RALSEI. RALSEI WHY DOES YOUR CUTSCENE SHOW THE FOUNTAIN IN THE DISTANCE IF YOU MUST PASS THROUGH THE GRAND DOORS? RALSEI. EXPLAIN. WHAT'S GOING ON AT THE EDGE OF THE DARK WORLD WITH THE KNIGHT? HOW DOES HE TRAVERSE BETWEEN DARK WORLDS IF IM ALL IN ON RED-HORN THEORY AND THERE SHOULDN'T BE ANYTHING IN-BETWEEN?

OUT OF BOUNDS BABY.

OUT OF BOUNDS.

In case me trying to explain it via believable narration was not enough, the bit is that when you traverse that far in the darkness, and the edges get too indistinct, you go out of bounds. You go to places not meant to be loaded or seen. You see parts of existence that are not supposed to be seen yet.

The Shadow Crystals and their trait to show you
A) The Future
B) The Light World
C) ALTERNATE FUCKING TIMELINES???
Makes me love uniting them with my headcanon about the out of bounds thing. Yeah. They're that "you're not supposed to see this yet" made manifest in a damn item. I am stupid and dumb but I am having fun and enjoying life and loving life.

How the Angel had this happen to them was also incredibly fun to write. There has been a lot of speculation, and I prefer the symbolic over the scientific for things that are... quite literally impossible to occur? The situation with the Angel can't really be "they got zapped into the computer" because that would take people out of it. The Angel literally getting erased from their existence because they cannot be themself if the story of Deltarune was erased entirely from their being? FUN. I ENJOY. YIPPEEEEEE. Also more Angel and Gaster parallels and perpendicular lines to work with. They both fell into their own creation. A lot of people thanks to chapter 1 had a pretty good guess on what happened with the Angel, and I do a clap for you. You all just did not have the full picture on erasure, because it had not been fully brought up as a concept yet.

Because I was saving it :) For the Roaring and Erasure parallels :)

That aint good.

I warned you all that this fic would be engaging with some of my most deranged headcanons. I love. Thinking about Titans. And their association with fear, stories completely ending, and the Roaring. I have so much fun I have so much fun I'm bouncing off of the walls.

I AM. STILL GOING THROUGH COMMENTS AGAIN. THIS WEEK PUT ME IN THE BLENDER IM SORRY I SEE YOU ALL. I'LL BE THERE IM JUST DYIN

Thank you for reading!

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New art for this week!

redraven393 drew the Harvester, Asriel's Dark World form, the Angel resorting to drinking thanks to Asriel, and the Angel third wheeling (REDRAVEN YOU ARE CRACKED)
darinaethelaianprophet drew the Harvester (with a super cool alt-design) and an alt-design of Asriel!
bicho-nocivo sent me a very funny sketch of Asriel ragebaiting while the Angel is going Angel-form
ourasriel made a prophecy panel using the ralsei plush WHY DO YALL KEEP USING THE RALSEI PLUSH-
e5cul4p drew a "most determined being of all time vs most determined being of yesterday" with the Angel and Asriel (I think that's what it's called).

Also barrier sealing scene was heavily inspired by Connorwing's take on it (my friend)

You all are super cracked and I appreciate you always.

Chapter 12: Boiling Point

Summary:

The Angel loads their save and is immediately thrown back into the fray. Hopefully, they will do things right this time.

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

Silver light receded, clarity returning all at once. The Angel’s senses snapped back into action as soon as they had them back, and it felt odd to be properly breathing again. The cold air of the Dark World pricked through their fur, reminding them of where they were. Of course, they had eyes on them, and that needed to be addressed.

Right. Business had to be handled.

With the veil over their face, they could mask the way their jaw clenched. They steeled themself, turning towards Asriel once more. Unlike the previous load where he flinched when they turned, he looked more unimpressed if anything. “Did someone start feeling bad about breaking a toy?” 

Right back into it then…

The Angel tilted their head. They were expecting him to comment about the world breaking. Cracks forming through the air and obliterating all that was… wasn’t exactly subtle. And yet, he chose to go after the fact that they attacked the Harvester. Even more strangely, he had seemingly gotten over the fact that they just killed him multiple times. Once more, the cockiness was back.

Right. This was the same flower who taunted them for resetting at the finish line of killing everyone. Said flower had also been begging for his life just moments prior, pleading to go back. He liked to act unbothered the moment a threat had passed. Great. They were back to square zero unless they wanted to kill him again, and they didn’t particularly want Frisk getting pissed at them any further.

Seeing that cocky grin made them want to knock it off his face, if they were honest. 

“That’s all you remember?” They asked, and watched the way his smile suddenly vanished. They’d found the exact way to get him to have doubts. “That I only did that?”

They still had company. Undyne’s eye flicked between the two of them. “What are you two on about-”

Tone her out. They would need to reload this one anyway, because the Harvester would be coming back soon enough. It was so fun to immediately be back in the hostilities after just being with someone who actually cared about them. So, the Angel clenched their hands into fists, marching up to Asriel with nothing but seething hatred in their voice. “If you’re not going to help, go wander the dark for all I care. You caused an apocalypse, you idiot.”

“Oh, gee, I never woulda guessed!” Asriel’s expression morphed back into that blank smile that he carried well as a flower. “Maybe if you told me anything about this place, I would’ve known that you actually can’t handle yourself! I was just attacking an obvious threat! You’re leaving lil ol’ me with no guidance.”

They hated him. They unequivocally hated him. Every ounce of his existence, no matter how many times they killed him, was dedicated to making their life hell. “Then listen to me during fights.” They could already see something moving in the darkness. A load would have to happen soon, and Frisk said that they would load their own save if the Angel loaded too many times. This had to count. “But, sure, if you really want to know…” They had to play to what Asriel wanted, no matter how much they loathed it. “I can tell you when we’re out of the fight.”

As if what they had said finally got his attention, Asriel grinned. He’d finally gotten what he was looking for, which made the Angel want to deny him. Unfortunately for them, getting people to do what they needed always required compromise, and that sucked. “Howzabout this?” As if they both didn’t hear the beating of wings somewhere in the dark, he asked, “Tell me what that freaky thing with the eyes all over it is, and I won’t bring it back to get a better look at it.”

The Angel wanted to kill him again.

The fact that their dagger had already entered their hand under their cloak spelled disaster. They had to just keep him out of the way for as long as possible until this Dark Fountain was sealed. Otherwise, someone would be dying, and they wanted at least one more shot against that Darkner without someone instantly causing the battle to be lost. 

“A Titan,” they said clearly, so that he understood in the very little time they had left, “Not only would it kill everyone, you included, it eventually leads to an apocalypse that not even determination can overcome. No do-overs. No saves… An endless night that we can’t come back from.” For a moment, Asriel looked excited. The moment the Angel mentioned the Titans snuffing out save points, that excitement began to quickly fade. “And you nearly caused that to spite me.”

Alphys had identified the Harvester in the darkness by the sounds of her panicking in the background. The Angel kept their power on standby, waiting for Asriel’s next move before loading once more. No one else needed to remember this.

Perhaps, Asriel had truly been shaken by the possibility of saves being removed, or he was just utterly lying. As if he’d been placated, he put his hands behind his back. “There! That wasn’t so hard!” Let him believe that he was in control. If it got them out of here faster, then they would take it. “Go ahead and load your stupid save. I’ve already seen the most interesting thing that this extractor can do anyway.”

The Angel glared at him from under the veil. Part of them wanted to strike him down just one more time, but they pushed the feeling down. Just get through this. They just needed to tune him out. He was just trying to get a reaction out of them, and they had very much given it. Death must’ve really not meant much to him in the end, and yet he still flinched and pleaded for his life for the briefest of moments.

Asshole. He was an asshole.

The Angel called upon their power as they heard glass shattering-

 

-causing the dome to be restored as if nothing had happened at all.

The Angel didn’t have time to consider whether or not Asriel would keep up his end of the deal. They would try to spare the Harvester once before moving on. Worst case scenario, they could exhaust and pacify it. A plan began forming in their head, and before anyone could get caught by surprise, they pointed at the point in the glass dome where blue light shimmered. “A large Darkner is coming. The extractor.”

Alphys’ head turned towards the darkness, a crosshair appearing in her armor’s eyes while she looked. “H-how are you sure?”

“It has been following us for a while.” That would have to be enough. Besides, they all saw it take the blaster from that Screcord. “Don’t let it charge itself.” They pointedly glanced at Asriel who looked more disinterested now if anything. Fine. They would leave most of the plan with two allies who would actually be helping out. “Alphys, if we’re going to calm it down, I’m going to need you to do a lot of the talking. You were the last person to use the extractor.”

Immediately, her head swiveled back to the Angel, and her tail curled around her a bit. “M-me? I-I’m not u-um… great with the whole… talking… thing…” The distant sounds of beating wings caught her attention. “I-I don’t know how to talk to the DT Extractor! Th-that sounds-”

They’d work on it. Before Alphys could continue floundering, the Angel turned to Undyne. She was an asset in this situation, considering how she saved them from getting entirely sapped last time. Perhaps, it was time for her to let loose. The Angel instructed, “I need you to look for openings to stop its attacks, and if it gets a hold of my soul, turn me green.”

Undyne had been sidelined in the previous fights, so the moment she actually got told that she was going to be actually doing things, she grinned. “Finally! I’m done just sitting there being useless!” 

The Angel called upon the scarf around their neck. If they needed to use Pacify, then they wanted that ready to go. It draped around their neck properly as soon as they called upon its power, and spells that they swore off using reentered their grasp. At least, they probably wouldn’t need Fireshock for this again.

A shadow moved in the darkness, breaking the blue panel as it always did. The Angel stepped forward, scarf rising behind them to display their intent. “If it somehow saps me of determination, do not let it fire.”

Glass shattered. The Angel took a deep breath, knowing that they had lost the window to take the Harvester by surprise. Hollow eyes stared down at them as a vulture that dwarfed them in height spread its wings. It did not talk, only managing to screech loud enough to cause the ground to tremble.

Everyone snapped into positions. A battle started. Once more, the Angel felt a weight begin to push their own power down. Darkness constricted them. It would make calling upon any magic more difficult, but did not feel as bad as it usually did when a Spawn or Titan was nearby. They should have recognized that last time, considering Asriel fired three bolts and Undyne managed green magic.

Small mercies had been granted. Hopefully, they would have enough tension to Pacify when the time came.

The Angel took a deep breath, staring down the gargantuan head of the Harvester. They already knew a few of its attacks this time, and did not need to waste a turn to check. The Angel couldn’t perform magical abilities at the moment, and wanted that ready as soon as possible. They defended, feeling power welling up behind them.

Once more, their ability to command skipped right over Asriel.

At least this time, he seemed more disinterested than having actual malicious intent. He surveyed his own claws for a moment before glancing at the Angel. “What? Just because I’m not causing trouble doesn’t mean I’m helping.”

Fine. Besides, if he did try to mess this up with another lightning strike, then they would know when to react now. It was better for him to do nothing than to be an active thorn in their side. The Angel’s attention switched to Alphys instead, commanding her to speak on her own accord. The Angel issued a generic action to Undyne, allowing her to do whatever she wanted to. She was far more adaptable than the Angel had given her credit for. Her counters in the previous fight had worked well.

Alphys tried to listen to the Angel, speaking to the gargantuan creature in front of her. Maybe it was a tall order to try to get her to communicate with this thing. “U-um? Hi? I- you- um- seem really upset about-”

Without a word, the Harvester screeched at her face, cutting her off. Alphys froze up, her words being lost. The arm cannon that she summoned shook in front of her, aiming at the Harvester. The Angel felt an option for commanding Alphys immediately withering away. She was terrified.

Unlike the last time, the Harvester made no attempt to speak. Another shriek came out of its beak before it flew off. The Angel took a deep breath when their soul was summoned to their chest to defend everyone else. Maybe, with any luck, any hits they would take would be directed towards Asriel. He did have considerably lower health compared to the Angel and Undyne, and it wouldn’t be the worst thing for him to be incapacitated at this point.

The soul flew out. When the Harvester rose in the air to fly around, they remembered the attack. Feathers fell from the wings as it rose into the air, the soul effortlessly weaving through them. The Harvester vanished into the darkness for only a moment. When a gust of air came in from the side, the Angel’s soul swiveled away from talons reaching out for it. Claws scraped near the soul’s surface, power welling up in the Angel’s soul as tension grew.

Just as before, Undyne got there first, taking a gargantuan broadsword and smashing it into the Harvester’s head. It continued shrieking as the attack ended, the Angel’s soul returning to its rightful place.

It certainly… was more talkative last time. Right, it only began speaking more clearly after it received charge. Talking to something that could not respond would be… difficult. The Angel could just beat the Darkner up until they had an opportunity to use Pacify, but…

After the Harvester recovered from Undyne’s counter, it shrieked again and again. It shifted on both of its talons, watching Undyne with its head incredibly low.

It summoned a Titan. They should simply just end this fight now, or not even worry about being a little more violent with it. After all, they had killed it before. That stain on their soul had vanished as it usually did, but they remembered the way it shrieked while the Angel fell into the darkness with it.

The scarf around their neck billowed. A voice came to mind. “...if we were just kind enough… perhaps, by the time we got here… it would change.” The Angel remembered a bloodied face turning to them, trying to smile through the pain. They remembered him entrusting that path of kindness to them when the journey began. Even before they ever knew their role in the prophecy, he asked them to be kind in hopes that a better outcome would be achieved.

The prophecy… still hadn’t concluded. The worlds still hadn’t been saved. For a moment, the Angel wondered why it hadn’t fallen into an irreparable state like it had when they quit the first time. It shimmered out there in the darkness, taunting them even now. It seemed so small in comparison to what happened to their friends. They… wondered if the final tragedy had already occurred… After all, they’d been told the words a long time ago.

…And yet, Ralsei asked them from the beginning to try to be kind.

The Angel steadied their breathing, choosing to try. “Asriel, I need you to hit it with one bolt. Only one.” 

Asriel looked at them like they were stupid. “Changing plans already? Come on! You made it really clear that you don’t want me doing that again!” A grin split across his face while he went back to being completely disinterested in the fight. “Nah. Get someone else to do it.”

There was no convenient way to charge the Harvester without Asriel’s magic. However, they had to be adaptable. The Angel’s gaze turned to Alphys, and even though a helmet covered her face, they could tell that she knew where this was going. The Angel’s soul readied itself, their hand raising. “Do you think you could charge it?”

“I-” Alphys’ tail curled tighter around her body. “I-It already s-seems really mad!”

“It can’t hurt you directly as long as we’re in a fight!” The Angel called out, gesturing at the soul in front of them. Unfortunately, it did nothing to calm her fears. “If you’re worried, Undyne will cover you!” The command was issued implicitly, Undyne readying herself for anything that could come Alphys’ way. “I just need to talk to it!”

She didn’t seem sure, but the Angel was prepared. With all commands ready, their soul began shining a brilliant light. They had… a lot more tension than they thought they would right now. The darkness wasn’t nearly as bad as they thought around here. If that got worse, they needed to be ready.

Electricity sparked in the fingertips of Alphys’ armor. She did not typically use magic for combat considering how little she fought in the Underground, if the Angel had to guess. However, the Dark World enhanced magic, and her own lightning grew in size when emboldened by the Angel’s light. A weaker but strong enough bolt of lightning struck the Harvester, the vulture absorbing the power into the tubes at its skull. 

Ethereal, grey light shimmered in the tubes, the vulture once more gaining the ability to speak. “Will… not… speak… to the likes… of you.” Its gaze swiveled to Alphys, hatred boiling in the young voices that spewed out of its beak. Then, it turned on the Angel, that same hatred boring into their own skull. “Human soul… detected… monster with human soul…”

They already knew what assumptions it would make. Even an extractor knew that the Angel looked bad from an external point of view. They wondered why the cloak didn’t mask their appearance before realizing that they had shown their hands in this fight. The Angel opened their mouth to speak, but couldn’t get a word out before the Harvester shrieked again.

“One more time… then never again…” It opened its beak when the Angel’s soul was called out. They thought for a moment that it would try extracting again, but not enough power coursed through the tubes around its neck. “You… wish to use… me again…” It tilted its head quizzically at Alphys. “More power required…”

The Angel’s second pair of eyes focused on something around Alphys’ body. It had been a long time since they could read enemy intents, but now it was practically screaming at them that Alphys was the extractor’s target.

Darkness coiled around the soul. The Harvester vanished from view. The Angel focused on their soul, looking for where an attack could possibly come from. They only had a moment to react to a flicker of movement in the dark, something gargantuan soaring by their soul.

The soul swerved out of the way, tension boiling behind the Angel. Another movement in the dark caught them off guard, the Harvester flying back at the soul for another round. The soul flickered as a wing scraped past its surface, the Angel expecting damage-

-only to hear Alphys gasp out in pain just past Asriel, a rush of black feathers breaking through the space in-between and striking her.

A third dash came from the Harvester, and their soul didn’t have enough time to recover before it was struck again. Alphys yelled louder, stumbling to the ground as her health dwindled dangerously low.

Undyne scowled, yelling at the Angel, “I thought you said this was supposed to protect us!” Her eye swiveled towards the soul dodging a fourth dash before it returned to the Angel. “Why the hell is it getting past your soul?”

Regaining full control of their vessel, the Angel tried to ignore Asriel’s excited smile to deal with Undyne. They yelled back, “Can’t explain now! Focus on countering it if you don’t want me messing up!” 

Undyne grit her teeth and focused on the fight again. Without questioning their next move, the Angel called upon the scarf around their neck. Golden light pooled under their body as they called upon one of Ralsei’s most useful spells. Three pairs of eyes watched them curiously while the Angel instructed Alphys to defend and Undyne to prepare a counter again.

Heal Prayer answered the Angel’s call, something warm bubbling in their soul. Despite having never felt it before, it was as if their soul remembered being tucked into a scarf every now and then. He always did like trying to keep them comfortable, and for a moment while the spell channeled up their arm, they felt just a little safer. A flash of gold appeared in the palm of their hand, Alphys’ breathing becoming more steady on the other side of her armor.

Darkness constricted further around the Angel. Their fur began to stand on end. 

Asriel glanced around, once more wasting his turn. “This is boring.” His head turned to the Angel, watching their soul once more fly out. “Is this how you fight all the time? This is soooo boring.” The Angel pointedly made sure to ignore him. He was just trying to throw them off to make things more interesting. It was better if he yapped instead of actually being an issue.

Luck was not on the Angel’s side this time. The Harvester’s attention turned to them, and they felt its intent clearly. “Defend… her…?” It questioned, walking closer to the Angel’s soul as it was called out. “Harmed… many souls… like this…” The childlike voices did not agree on what was said it seemed, some sounding scared, others coming out angry, and something resigned under its voice. “Watched you… make fountain… you wish to… use me…”

The Harvester spread its wings in a challenge, shrieking loud enough to shake the Dark World. The soul remained steady in the air, the Angel watching as cracks began to form further up the dome. All at once, it shattered, glass shards falling down towards the soul.

The Angel wasn’t ready. Their soul was not prepared to dodge small shards of glass piercing through pitch black darkness. As soon as the light of their soul illuminated something to dodge, it was already scraping past the surface of their soul. Every cut along the soul caused an equal cut under their cloak. The Angel couldn’t hide a hiss coming out of their mouth, and it took everything in their power to not yell out in pain. 

Something warm trickled down their side. They tried to ignore it as their soul flew back into their chest. They needed to think faster. 

Fighting down the jabbing pain in their side, the Angel decided to talk on their own. When they tried to command Alphys to make something or do anything, they could not force her to do so. Her hands were trembling, even after being healed. Every now and then, her head darted up into the darkness, like she sensed that something was wrong too. Thankfully, Undyne still listened, readying herself against whatever attack was coming next.

“I gave you power so we could talk,” the Angel stressed, watching as the Harvester once more dipped its head to stare at them, “There’s not a need to extract anything from souls anymore. The barrier is broken.”

The Harvester tilted its head at the Angel, like what they said genuinely baffled it. Six voices spewed out of its mouth, enraged, “You… used… them…”

“I-”

The Angel didn’t get a chance to respond, soul being drawn into combat. The Harvester flapped its wings, soaring high up into the air. They found it harder to track the silhouette with the darkness getting worse, and paid for it dearly when a large talon swooped down to grab their soul.

They failed to dodge, feeling something grasping their very being.

A blur of green surged outward, the Angel’s soul being separated from the Harvester’s grasp and going back into their body. As soon as the Angel realized that their cloak had also shifted to the same green, they breathed a quick “Thanks” toward Undyne.

Satisfied with her maneuver, she gave them a thumbs-up. “Yeah yeah, don’t mention it-” Her eye darted to something behind the Angel, her grin washing off her face. “It’s coming ba-”

The Angel didn’t have their crook summoned, and when they spun in an attempt to block an attack coming their way, they were not adept enough with the scarf to defend with it. A flash of talons surged by them, and the Angel only had a second to realize what was happening before something strong wrapped around their body. 

Their feet left the ground, wind ruffling through their cloak as they were pulled out of battle. Their connection to the rest of the group snapped. Talons kept their arms pinned to their sides as they tried to struggle, but the Harvester’s grip on them was far too strong. Worse, their soul had turned red again, Undyne’s green magic being unable to hold against being roughly wrenched like that.

It became hard to breathe. The Angel fought to free an arm, but the beast that had them grabbed did not relent. They could not see Alphys, Undyne, or Asriel anymore. Darkness surrounded them, and the land that they had been dragged from was no longer visible.

The Harvester did not regard them when they looked up to its head, and it continued flying further and further out into the darkness. They… couldn’t go much further than this. They would fly beyond the edge if they went any farther.

They’d made it out of traps like this before. This battle was not a lost cause yet.

The Angel focused, trying to remember what battles were like when they were truly focused. They didn’t need the space in-between to protect them. They’d fought without it before. Right now, they couldn’t engage a battle, so they needed to focus on those times when they couldn’t engage in a fight correctly.

Whenever it happened, they always fought as a floating soul, leaping between vessels. They’d done something similar when fighting Undyne and Asgore. Back then, it had been instinct. Now, they called upon the power deliberately.

Like second nature, their vessel vanished. Talons that had been digging into their body immediately tightened their grip, but the soul slipped through individual claws. As soon as they were free, the Angel’s vessel reappeared, going into free-fall.

The Harvester screeched, changing its flight path in the darkness to move towards them. It would undoubtedly catch them again. They couldn’t control their fall well enough.

Blue magic wrapped around the Angel. As soon as talons threatened to catch them again, they forced the magic to push them downward. They pierced through the darkness, blue cloak billowing while they fell. Their light was a dead giveaway, but the Harvester screeched again in frustration. That might have actually done something to get away from it.

Distantly, the Angel realized that they probably had no way back up from the depths. They didn’t seem to have gone far enough for mist to appear, so they weren’t close to the edge. However, finding a way up would be an issue.

It was fine. One step at a time. The battle had to end.

The Angel made impact with a floor that they couldn’t see, the breath being knocked out of their lungs. Thankfully, the Dark Worlds never dealt damage to them when they fell, but they were still winded when they hit the ground. A gust of wind following them down was the only warning they got before they threw their body to the side.

Talons crashed into the ground where they once stood. The Harvester’s empty eye-sockets began to flash with the same grey light that filled its being. “Used… them…” Its wings spread out wide, countless feathers being plucked from them. Soft edges sharpened midair, pointing at the Angel. “Did… you not… hear their pleas…? Their screams…?”

The Angel commanded the scarf to fall back into their cloak. A crook appeared in their hand while they faced down an attack that hadn’t come yet. “I wasn’t part of the determination experiments! None of us killed any of them!” It clearly misunderstood who they were, and the Angel took the time to turn their own soul green when seeing more and more projectiles forming. “You could see as an object, right? You never saw me!”

“And yet… you possess… a SOUL…” Feathers lashed out, trying to impale the Angel with their sharpened edges. 

With a green soul, the Angel held out their crook. The weapon was much more familiar to block with, and as inky feathers twitched in the darkness, they began to listen. They couldn’t see the attack coming, but they could hear motions. They’d done this before, and like second nature, the Angel flew into motion.

Something twitched at their left. Instinctively, the crook moved to strike three feathers into the ground. An attack to their right tried to catch them off guard with a joint attack from the front. They used the momentum from spinning to the left to spin fully around, blocking the two feathers headed their way. Wind brushed against their cloak from behind, and without looking, the Angel forced their weapon backwards, feeling four impacts colliding with the crook.

The Harvester had moved when they looked away. Talons grasped out for the Angel like they had the last time they were green, but this time, they were ready. Their soul flashed orange, the Angel dashing out of the way as razor sharp talons carved through the air behind them.

Darkness constricted the Angel further. Before it could get worse, they allowed their soul to return to a brilliant red, their light shining brighter. When the light reached the Harvester, the Angel saw nothing but hatred in its empty gaze.

The Angel did not attack. They did not need to. “You’re speaking to the soul! I am the soul that you’re seeing!” Darkness constricted further around them. The Angel saw crystals and blue flashes in the corners of their vision flickering in and out of view. The two of them were dangerously close to the edge, but not close enough for fog to appear. They tried not to worry about it yet, standing firm against the gargantuan creature in front of them. “I can tell you what happened to the souls. I saw what happened.”

Its head tilted, and the Harvester’s head lowered to become eye-level with them. Its beak opened, and individual voices began to spew out.

“Please don’t hurt me.”

“Haven’t you taken enough?”

“Mom! Dad! Help!”

“It’s so cold. Why is it so cold?”

“I just want to go home.”

“You win. I give up! Just make it stop!”

The voices joined together, six shrieks echoing through the darkness. The Harvester began to speak again, its wings flaring out, “I know… what happened… to them…” The cries of fear continued echoing through the darkness, further and further out. “I listened… to them cry… I harvested… their ability to exist… I could not… stop it…” The cries continued echoing further and further out.

Something responded.

The Angel’s head turned, a shriek echoing out from the darkness. More and more garbled noises began to echo from the depths around the two of them, and the Angel’s soul instinctively recognized the beings coming towards them.

Spawn had begun to form.

The Angel began to breathe heavier while darkness tried to stifle their soul further. Shapes moved in the darkness, the Harvester paying them the slightest bit of attention before launching itself into the air. 

White eyes appeared in the darkness, an echoing shriek signaling that the Angel had been found. Instinct took over, the Angel shining their soul on the creature slowly floating toward them. They could barely feel their tension now, but as the lone Spawn withered away, light channeled through their soul.

From behind, a darkened snake lunged through the darkness. Jaws wrapped around the Angel’s arm, forcing a yell out of their mouth as their soul’s light flickered. The beast did not have long before it too withered away from being in such close proximity to the Angel, but they were under heavy attack.

The Angel checked for their save-point. It was still active. They were making progress, and the save did not feel in any danger of slipping with their determination still intact. The Harvester couldn’t gain any additional charge down here. They could end the fight here if they just kept pushing onward.

A red eye stared them down in the darkness. The Angel forced their soul to move backwards, their vessel swaying like a puppet on strings. The red eye surged through the dark, not being able to slow down as it faded back into the depths.

Wind blew the Angel’s cloak again. One of their wings twitched as they turned to a talon scraping towards them. They ducked, the sharp ends barely missing the hood of their cloak. Something dawned on the Angel, and the fear radiating off of the Harvester would make more sense if… “Are they there with you?!?” It spoke with their voices. It had sapped the human souls’ determination. What if…

“You think… I had… the ability… to protect them…?” The Harvester landed far away, but the Angel could still see its face at the edge of their light. Even now, Titan Spawn moved closer, but there was time. “I only… heard their screams… and then… they were taken…” 

It tried to attack at range again. The Angel almost called upon the light of their save-point when they saw the blaster charging, only for a weak blast of electricity to fire out at them. The moment of hesitation caused them to seize up, their body becoming paralyzed as all of their muscles failed to do anything.

“And yet… I still… hear them…” The Harvester inched closer, its head lowering as its talons clicked along an unseen floor. “...begging for release… tormented… remnants of their will that I stole…” The head grew dangerously close to the Angel, a beak hovering mere inches from their soul. “Their will… their only wish… was to be free… and yet… they went back to cages…”

Spawn began to close in. The Harvester’s head whirled to the side as another snake lunged out from the darkness. Paralyzed, the Angel could not do anything but remove their vessel from the equation. It vanished into thin air, the soul swerving away from the jaws of a snake that wanted to crush it.

The Angel’s vessel reformed, the muscle spasms wearing off. They were still stiff when something collided with their back, a red eye soaring over their head as they fell to the ground. The light in their soul flickered. “Then why fight me?” Light channeled into their body from an unfortunate spawn that tried to attack them from behind. They were getting more numerous. “Why are you trying to get more determination if that’s what hurt the souls in the first place?”

“You… will never stop… using me…” The Harvester flapped its wings, forming a large gust of wind. 

The Angel held up their arms, bracing themself as Spawn appeared behind them. Light from their soul began to burn brighter, three spawn dissipating as light channeled through the Angel’s body. The Angel realized a horrifying fact: these were the small ones. Larger spawn would be on the way soon. 

“I will keep you… from waking me… ever again…” The Harvester did not move to close the distance. It shambled backwards on its talons, empty eyes tracking the Angel while they burned more Titan Spawn into cinders. “Just… one more… and then… no one gets hurt… again…”

The first three large spawn appeared behind the Angel. They grit their teeth, summoning a wellspring of power that had been building up in their soul. With a yell, they raised their soul in the air, blinding light sweeping out from it to banish their foe.

Three pairs of white eyes dissipated in the darkness, more time being bought for the briefest of moments. Spawn were manageable. The Angel could feel their fear stifling their own abilities, but they were easier than a Titan with these numbers.

Even with spawn purified, the Angel didn’t have much time. “I don’t want…” Darkners had never tried to… be cast aside before… to never be used again. Ralsei wanted the Lightners to do that to him, but that was for their sake. King found a new purpose, despite never wanting to be used by Lightners again. They had never encountered one that wanted to never be used again entirely, and they hesitated. “There’s no need to extract determination from souls anymore. There’s… if that’s what you want, there’s no reason why you would be used again.” The Angel brandished their crook to prepare for another attack, and as they did, they saw the Harvester shift backwards.

…huh.

“The doctor… used me…” Its head lowered back to eye-level. “I cannot… remember… the faces of the others who did so… but I still remember… the screams… and the battles…” Two glowing eyes formed in the empty eye-sockets, staring at the soul hovering on the Angel’s chest. “Why… wake me… with a human soul… if not to… use me again…?”

The Angel took their eyes off of their foe, scanning the darkness. The banishing had caused the darkness to go quiet for just a bit longer. Spawn would find them, but they had room to move without another attack flying at them.

Countless wounds riddled their body. They could tell. Instead of healing, the Angel did something risky. They took a step forward, watching the way the Harvester moved. As soon as they did, the gargantuan foe in front of them shifted backwards. Its wings twitched. Its head dipped lower.

Finally, they understood the way forward.

The Angel let their weapon fade away. Clarity washed over them, and they slowly began to lower themself to the ground. As they did so, something in the air began to lift. Fear from the foe in front of them slowly bled away, the darkness around feeling less heavy. The Angel sat on their knees, becoming even smaller to a being that towered over them.

“They put you through a lot, didn’t they?” The Angel asked as softly as they could, accusing people who they held close of a crime that the Angel was certain they committed. And yet, right now, they put their allegiances aside. No matter what Alphys or the man’s achievements brought in the end, someone was hurting. 

Empty eye-sockets stared at the Angel. As if perplexed, the Harvester inched closer. As if an invisible line separated the two of them, the vulture stopped short. Six voices whispered, “My only purpose… was to take. My only purpose… was to break.” Its head once more regarded the soul more closely. “If I am to break… one more time… then I wanted it… to be the last… to finally… free them… no matter where they were…”

Countless blue lights flickered around the Angel and the Darkner before them. Images of the land being covered in darkness appeared over and over again, texts about Titans forming from the dark shining on the two of them. Of course, it had learned how to cause a Titan. It wished to bring the end.

The Angel remained still, no matter how close the towering creature came. They were not even half the size of its skull. Yet, they remained calm, keeping the darkness around them at bay. It was fear that brought the Spawn faster, and the Angel fought it down. It had been a while since they felt this calm. This… despite how terrifying it was… was the one normal thing they had done recently. They knew this. They knew how to spare foes. They knew how to guide someone to a better outcome. “I know you didn’t believe me, but… the souls have been freed. No one… is ever going to harm souls like that again.”

It did not believe them. Like what the Angel had said offended it, its wings once more flared out. However, the possibility caught its attention. Six voices, far smaller than the being in front of the Angel, asked, “How would… they have been freed…?”

The Angel wished that they could show the Darkner just what they meant, but they had to rely on their words now. They’d failed to say the right thing so many times before now, but they took a deep breath. Yes, they failed quite often, but the man claimed that their most defining trait was getting back up.

So, despite how many times people misunderstood them, they tried again. “All six of them fought for one more human to return home… to escape their fate.” The Angel thought of the souls rebelling against Flowey, and even though that didn’t happen in anyone’s memory but a select few… the souls chose it regardless. “The human came back for them. The souls united with every monster in the Underground to break the barrier.”

Darkness coiled in towards the Angel. The line between the two of them began to close, the gargantuan skull growing closer. “Monsters… used… them… more?”

They had said the wrong thing, and yet they carried on with the decision regardless. The Angel remained in place, being undeterred by the beast before them… by the scared Darkner that could no longer approach confidently. “The souls rebelled to save that one human. If they truly wanted to keep monsters trapped, they would have.” The darkness began to recede, but the Angel knew that their assumptions about the souls would not be enough. “I don’t think I know what happened to the humans, but their souls vanished along with their bodies after the barrier broke.”

“No one… knows where they are…?” The Harvester’s wings lowered again. It stared at the Angel, voices growing quieter. “They are no longer… in cages…?”

The Angel shook their head. “Even their coffins were empty.” It was something that endlessly confused them. Truthfully, part of them wondered if a human soul was lying around somewhere… but the souls were never theirs to take. “I hope that wherever they are, they are happy.”

Darkness lifted further. The vulture stood in place for longer and longer, its head slowly dipping more and more. “Yet you… still have… a human soul…”

Despite how calm they were before, the reminder caused a twinge of fear to ripple through their soul. They kept it at bay, their light continuing to shine on the two of them. The Angel sighed, “It’s… only me. I was caged for so long too. Sometimes, it still feels like I am.” The Angel cupped their soul in their hand, its red glow reflecting in their eyes. “One day, I’ll find a way to escape it.”

“Is that why… you woke me up…?” The Harvester became suspicious again, its skull raising higher. “...to free yourself…? It is still… possible… with one… strike…”

So, that was its plan, to cast the world into oblivion so no one would ever be hurt again. The Angel shook their head. “I had a different idea of freedom, I think.” Flickers of a sunset and starry skies came to them. They knew they would never receive it, even if they made it back, but still… they dreamed of it. “You don’t have to hurt anyone again. You don’t have to be hurt again. It’s over now.”

The Harvester only ever had one purpose: to extract determination from souls and, at one point, wield it. It took the core of someone’s being and siphoned it, and that was the only time it was allowed to serve its primary function. Like it had been waiting for permission for so long to give up, its head sagged. Its wings lowered. “Do you… mean it…?” The voices it talked with sounded so small now. It inched forward, head drooping even lower to try to make itself seem smaller. Its skull hovered just a few inches away from the Angel, looming over them.

Cautiously, the Angel lifted a hand from their cloak, extending it outward. “I promise, no one will ever use you like that again.” The past had long gone. Determination led to a happier outcome, but it should never be used like that again. It should never be taken again. Determination being stifled ruined an entire world. Taking the resolve to live from someone else was… a horrific fate. The Angel hadn’t… thought of it before. Being on the receiving end of it… filled them with a new reverence for those six souls. “They’re safe now. You’re safe now.”

The coiling darkness around the Angel faded entirely. For a moment, the Harvester looked unsure of what to do with the hand. Just as cautiously as the Angel was, the Darkner slowly inched forward, pressing its beak against their hand.

“I remember… a gentle touch… from all who have… used me…” The Harvester’s voices still remained, but they no longer wailed or screamed. They just all sounded tired. “I have never… felt one… from one who won’t use me…”

The Angel glanced around the darkness. Any encroaching threat of darkness had dissipated when the Harvester calmed down. Like the darkness fed off of its own fear, it only surged when it feared the Angel. Now, the Angel’s light shined steady. Carefully, they brushed their hand against the beak. With the bird so close to them now, they could see gashes riddling its own body. It… had crashed through glass during the attack.

The Angel remembered their own dagger piercing the Darkner over and over again, the two of them tumbling into darkness while the Angel yelled with every single strike.

It was just scared.

They had killed it, and it was scared.

At the very least, they could fix this.

“Are you okay if I heal you?” The Angel asked, not moving an inch until given permission. The darkness didn’t feel as heavy, and they were certain that if they focused enough, they could probably cast a Heal Prayer with enough time. Thoughts of King’s own betrayal in a similar situation entered their mind, but the beak against their hand remained gentle. “You can take a moment to rest.”

The Harvester did not make a sound, and instead slowly began to slump over. Its wings touched the ground, and the Angel watched as its skull left their grasp to lay against the blackened floor. Despite how much danger it could be in if the Angel were to strike now, it trusted them enough to leave itself vulnerable. It… really had just wanted anyone to tell them that it could rest… that it wouldn’t be used again.

…What a cruel fate, to be made for a specific purpose, and to wish that no one would ever use you again. Ralsei was similar, but he always yearned for something more deep down. This Darkner just… wanted so badly to not be itself… to not have to hurt anymore.

Slowly, the Angel reached into their cloak, pulling out their scarf. An idea came to them as they did so, and their hand reached for a folded up paper that had hidden itself during the fight. When they brought the hand out of their cloak, a paper parrot sprung into their hand. It glanced at the Darkner much larger than it, and immediately understood the assignment.

Without a second thought, the parrot launched out of the Angel’s hand, flapping to the skull of the Darkner that rested on the ground. “Hello! Friend of Angel!” The parrot suddenly lowered its voice like it realized the mood almost instantly. “Seem tired! You have name?”

The Harvester curiously tilted its head at the parrot. It made no move to strike or show hostility, and seemed slightly curious in its fellow Darkner. While they inspected each other, the Angel slowly moved away, trying to find some of the gashes that they saw before. They were not used to being the party healer for obvious reasons, but there had been many times where they seized control of a vessel to heal wounds. 

A particularly bad gash had cut near the Darkner’s neck. Slowly, the Angel allowed golden magic to bubble at their feet. It coalesced into a star in their hand. Instead of blasting the Darkner with magic, they brought their hands forth, slowly running them along the Darkner’s feathers. Despite how little they liked being touched, they managed to push it down when their hands felt along coarse feathers to make sure the wound had vanished.

The Harvester made no move to attack them for the offense. In fact, it seemed that it calmed down even further. It stared at the parrot, giving a quiet answer, “Was called… an extractor…”

The Angel listened as their parrot friend started chatting, “You can make name! Got to choose mine! Want to hear?” 

At the mention of the parrot choosing a name, the Angel stopped. They had moved towards one of the massive wings to look for wounds, but paused when they heard those words. They hadn’t been alerted of that development, but it seemed that the Darkner had finally made a choice.

The Harvester relaxed further. The wing got dangerously close to pancaking the Angel when it did, but they managed to step out of the way. As if telling the parrot to go on, the Harvester slightly nodded its head.

“Chose name! Name is Paige!” As if very happy with itself, Paige flapped its wings and flew over to the Angel, soaring around their head. “Chose name! Like name! Do you like name!?”

The Angel laughed, extending a finger. For a second, Paige landed, and the Angel lightly patted it on the top of its head. “It’s a good name. Maybe you can help our new friend think of one.”

As soon as Paige received the suggestion, it flew back to the Harvester and began rambling again. Hopefully, these two would get along. The Angel did not know how they would ever get the extractor to the Grand Fountain, but… it would be a much better life than being here. There would probably be… many questions about it, but the Angel didn’t just want to leave it to rot.

Another wound on the Harvester’s wing was sealed right after. While Paige and the Harvester talked, the Angel thought they heard six voices whisper, “You have… a good… friend…” 

They kept their gaze turned away. Maybe, the Harvester would remember them as that. Even as they sealed wounds and ran hands through feathers to make sure that the wounds were gone, they still remembered stabbing the Darkner to death and feeling nothing about it.

Sharp talons shifted out from under the vulture as the Angel moved to heal them. The Angel had just been grabbed a moment ago by them, and yet they did not feel in danger as they healed whatever injuries they could. Without tension behind them, they could feel their hands beginning to go numb. At least they still could cast without tension. Considering they had ample experience using others’ abilities outside of combat ever since they became more integrated with the group… the Angel would be mad if they lost that ability.

When the Angel couldn’t find any more visible gashes, they turned to see that Paige and the Harvester were still talking to one another. Maybe… it would be best to let them chat for a moment. Besides, the Angel did actually need to find a way back up… aaaand there was something properly useful down here.

The Angel saw crystals flickering in and out of view, some cast in blue light and others reflecting the Angel’s red soul. They weren’t far, and the Angel only needed a few… One Shadow Crystal was good enough, but if the Dark World was just going to give them free Shadow Crystals… who were they to pass up the opportunity?

No one even noticed they were gone for long. The Angel matched up to where they saw the crystals forming. Fog began to form, but they knew their limits. They summoned an axe from their bag and waited for the precise moment to strike-

Glass shattered. Shards of a much larger crystal fell to the ground. Before they could be taken away, the Angel grabbed as many Shadow Crystals as they could, pocketing them in their personal storage.
Nothing bad happened when they did so.

Shockingly, nothing bad happened.

They fished one out, inspecting it closer. Again, things they weren’t supposed to see flashed in front of their mind. In the reflection, they thought they saw stone forming behind them, but when they turned to look, they only saw Paige and the Harvester continuing to chat. These fragments were smaller, and the Angel couldn’t feel much power thrumming in the palm of their hand when they held them. Still, getting multiple Shadow Crystals in one fell swoop was a net gain. It was just… making use of them that would be a problem.

The Angel did not stay out for long, quickly walking back to the two birds. They still had not thought of a way out, and there seemed to be an obvious solution. Just so they did not surprise the recently calmed Darkner, the Angel stepped in front of its line-of-sight, immediately getting its attention. Conversation immediately stopped from Paige, and it flew up onto their shoulder.

The Angel broached the subject, “So… I do need to seal the Dark Fountain… and I do not have a way back to it.”

They were concerned that the Harvester would get frustrated about being used, but instead it seemed to perk up slightly. Its head lifted from the ground, and slowly, the rest of its body followed. “Can… do that… for you…” Its gaze swiveled to Paige. “Nice… talking to… you…”

Paige hopped along the Angel’s shoulders in excitement, squawking back, “Liked talking! See you soon!” Without another word, Paige nestled back into the cloak, deciding that it was very fine with getting a move on. It probably thought that the two of them would be able to talk soon, but after the Dark Fountain was sealed…

…The Angel would figure it out.

“You… are still… wounded…” The vulture stared at them, still not having quite gotten onto its talons yet.

Ah. For how much the pain still stung under their cloak, the Angel had almost forgotten with how focused they had become. They didn’t… think it was possible for them to do that. Pain had affected them far more than they expected when coming here. The Dark Worlds made it more manageable in a fight… but they never expected to be able to ignore it for large amounts of time. If this were the Light World, they probably would have crumpled.

The Angel nodded slowly, focusing on channeling healing through their palms again. “Sorry. Forgot.” Really, it was a dumb mistake. They weren’t sure how deep the cuts were, and wounds in the Dark World tended to not be nearly as brutal. But, when a hand passed over the places where pain blossomed from, it slowly dissipated.

While they were focusing, a shadow loomed over their head. They looked up for a second before feeling something sharp carefully pinching down against the back of their neck. The Angel did not dare to move, and went limp as they were lifted off the ground by a Darkner much larger than them. Thankfully, it had the collar of the undergarments under their cloak rather than their actual neck. Susie would laugh at them if she saw the way the Harvester scruffed them.

The embarrassment did not last for long. The vulture craned its neck, dropping the Angel off on its back. It was not a rough landing, but the Angel did not expect to be thrown into a ton of coarse feathers. They tried to steady themself, clinging to any feathers that they could on account of being worried about slipping off. “Uh- I just need to get up to where you took me from. You don’t need to take me the whole way.”

It craned its head again back to them, standing up and spreading its wings. “Can I… take a… longer flight…?” Something in its voice sounded sad. Quieter. Resigned. “Liked… flying…”

The answer came automatically, even though the Angel knew that it was wasting time, “Of course.” They didn’t… want to deny a Darkner what they liked to do… especially something as simple as this.

As soon as they gave permission, the Harvester flapped its wings. The Angel yelped, grabbing on and pinning their body down into the feathers. Even though they had… already fallen from so many heights at this point, they still had that instinctual fear that any normal person would have when seeing a massive drop. Being on the back of a vulture who had tried to kill them before made matters worse, but then the Harvester began to soar.

Wind blew through feathers and over the Angel’s vessel. The wings on the sides of their head angled with the wind instinctively. When the Angel looked up, they quickly glanced to the left and right, seeing large, inky wings stretching out into the darkness. The Angel could not catch the vulture’s face ahead of them, but they could not feel its fear anymore. Despite the darkness all around them, the Harvester seemed lighter than before, like a weight had finally been lifted.

It lazily soared through the air. The Angel thought that it might try to throw them off for fun, but it kept them as steady as possible. They began to circle the shattered dome for a moment, giving the Angel the courage to properly lift their head to look.

Darkness still invaded most of the Dark World. The Angel hoped that Spawn weren’t appearing elsewhere. They had also completely left the rest of their party to fend for themselves. Hopefully, Asriel wasn’t going to set them back by killing Alphys and Undyne for sport. If they had gone through all of this only for him to be a thorn in their side again…

The Angel put it out of their mind. For the time being, they had a brief respite. They had never… flown like this before, and despite how their legs felt like jelly when they looked down, the wind ruffling through their cloak made them feel just a little bit lighter somehow. They were used to falling. Not this.

Slowly, the Darkner began to glide downward into the Dark World. The Angel held on, accidentally tugging on a few feathers. Thankfully, the Harvester did not mind, keeping its gaze trained on the ground like it was the most important thing ever.

The Angel held on when the Harvester beat its wings. Talons clicked against solid ground as an easy landing was made. The vulture lowered its head, giving the Angel a bridge down to the ground. Quickly, they took the invitation, getting out of their spot and sliding down the feathers. They… absolutely messed them all up, and when the Angel landed on the ground, they made sure to go back to brush the feathers back into place.

The Harvester did not move as they did so. Yet, as soon as they were done smoothing out the feathers, a skull loomed just on the other side of them.

“Sorry,” the Angel quickly apologized, “I just… didn’t want your feathers to get stuck like that.”

Silently, the Harvester pushed its beak up against the Angel. They stumbled back for a second, their nerves instantly fraying, before realizing what the gesture was signifying.

The Angel wasn’t good at this right now. Maybe, if things were different with their vessel, they would be. However, they could manage a little bit of contact just this once. After all, they’d just been hiding in the vulture’s feathers. After a moment, the Angel carefully wrapped their arms around the Darkner’s odd beak, giving it a hug that it asked for. “I’ll make sure I keep my promise, okay?”

The Harvester remained silent for a moment. Its eye-sockets could not close, but its body sagged. “I am sure… you will…” 

“I could… take you to a new Dark Fountain,” they proposed, even though they had no idea how it would work, “I bring all of the Darkners I find to it. It… might take a while, but there’s room for you to fly there. No one would use you, and I think Paige would be happy if you-”

Slowly, the Harvester removed its beak from their arms. Its skull stared down at them, and the Angel thought for the briefest of moments that they heard six children sobbing. “My purpose… is done. That is all… I ever wanted…” Its head bowed towards the Angel. “Please… do not wake me… again…”

The Angel opened their mouth to try to explain, but they were cut off by the sound of stone hardening around the talons of the Darkner. 

They could only watch as its entire body became encased in stone. It did not move as it happened. Like it had been expecting this to occur for so long now, it merely accepted its fate. The one thing it was designed to do… it had finally been freed from… and…

Only a statue remained.

What… had they done wrong?

The Angel stared. They thought… they thought they were doing well. It had been talking with Paige. They healed all of its wounds. No one would ever hurt it again… so why did it…

The Angel felt something poke out of their cloak. The head of a small parrot stared at the stone statue with them. Usually, it was very talkative, but did not say a word as the two of them stood as still as the Darkner before them.

As carefully as they could, the Angel turned away, muttering an “I’m sorry” before trying to put Paige back in their cloak. Thankfully, the Darkner did not want to look any further either, and went back in on its own. The two of them didn’t need to say anything more to each other. It…

It was already done.

Their mouth felt dry. They didn’t know what they did wrong, and did not know how to fix it. Even if they reloaded now, it…

They would make this right somehow. For now… they had to seal the fountain.

The Angel turned away, trying to find the last three people who they wanted to be with right now.

 


 

“Oh no. The Angel’s dead,” Asriel sarcastically said while watching a vulture fly off with the most pathetic excuse of a combatant ever. Really, even on their own turf, they had gotten absolutely destroyed by that Darkner. They’d probably be loading soon, and then blame it on him somehow. They seemed to get really mad when messing up a fight! Asriel could relate just a little, but now their rage just seemed pathetic!

He really thought that when the so-called Angel threatened him with a dagger that they might actually save over his death! Instead, they had proven they would do no such thing the moment they kept reloading their save to kill him. Heck, they even decided to continue with him alive! He thought that they might still attack him after Frisk probably gave them an earful, and maybe he flinched a bit when he didn’t know if they would make it permanent this time, BUT THEN THEY WENT BACK ON ALL OF IT! Ugh, and to think that he found them slightly threatening for the briefest of moments. Now, there they went, probably off to be pulverized somewhere else.

Of course, the two idiots who Asriel was stuck with actually gave a damn about where they were being taken. When the vulture plunged into the dark, Undyne started to formulate a plan. “Uhhh… they told us to stick together, right? We just… gotta jump after ‘em, right?”

Alphys shook her head rapidly like the thought terrified her. “W-we can’t- but- oh my gosh, are they going to be okay? I didn’t know it could- they said th-the soul would protect us-”

Asriel already rolled his eyes, turning around and beginning to walk the opposite direction. “They’ll be fiiiine.” He wasn’t lying! When they inevitably died or got too annoyed with the fight, they would be good as new! It was annoying. “You two losers can jump to your deaths if you want. I’m going to go explore now that there’s not a leash on me.”

As if she finally found a little bit of spine, Alphys protested, “B-but they said to stick together!”

And of course, Undyne joined in because the two of them were incapable of having a singular thought separated from one another anymore. “Are you serious right now?!? What the hell is wrong with you?” Her teeth bared, but Asriel didn’t care enough to watch her theatrics. He kept walking away from the two of them. It wasn’t like he cared if they followed anyway. Unfortunately, a hand grabbed his shoulder, Undyne yelling in his face, “Answer me, damn it!”

Ugh, did he really need to roll his eyes again? No, she could figure out his disdain by the fact of him brushing her hand off his shoulder. Asriel kept walking without a care in the world back the way the so-called Angel had previously come from. “Come on!” He jeered, “They’re obviously hiding things, and I see now as a perfect time to figure out just what it could be.”

Of course, Alphys shriveled up the moment unearthing secrets was brought up. As expected, she deflected, “W-we should still get them!” She flailed her hands around in the direction that they’d been taken before her hands slowly clutched at the helmet on her head. “O-oh my god… I repaired that thing… the machine that I made is going after them!”

Asriel waved and continued walking away without a care in the world. “You have fun with that! Come get me when something interesting happens!”

He heard the sound of further protesting behind him, but honestly did not care. They’d probably fumble around near the edge of the dome for a bit before finally giving up. Better yet, the monster would just load their save, and none of it would’ve mattered anyway. They were wasting their efforts entirely, and he wasn’t going to wait around and watch.

Footsteps didn’t seem to follow him. He didn’t care to look back.

Now, the Angel had been heading away from a bridge that Asriel saw when first waking up. That must have been where they came from, and he wanted answers as to how they even got here. It seemed like the easiest and closest place to look. If they were going to die soon, then at least he could find something useful.

The weird screen people that Asriel saw weren’t there anymore when he passed by. Honestly, this place was so dull. It was cool that he had working limbs again and so much magical potential at his fingertips, but wow did everything else about this place seem so bland. He didn’t exactly like lab-like environments anyway.

A bridge came up soon. Without a second thought, he leisurely began to cross. When he glanced back, he thought he saw a distant light. Ugh, the two of them must’ve finally realized that going after someone who had vanished into the dark was probably impossible. They looked to be walking the edges or something. Maybe they thought they could see the idiot if they got dropped.

Asriel paid it no mind, walking onto a new island. Ah, now there was something interesting.

Towering high into the sky stood a giant… geyser thing. Unlike all the weird darkness that had closed in, this one seemed more pure than everything else. Wind ruffled through his fur and made his robes billow just a bit. Huh… the extractor made something like that when it fired its beam, but the thing turned to stone shortly after it was made. For whatever reason, this one looked to be “normal”, and didn’t have tons of creepy eyes staring at him.

He noted that for later, continuing on his journey. Considering how tall the geyser was, it would be an easy point of reference to return to, and had to be important. Still, he wanted to see all the world had to offer before he got yanked back to an angsty annoyance of a monster. 

There was another bridge nearby, and none of the domes really had anything interesting. Many of them were flat and barren, and too dark to really see far across. That bridge however led to something far more interesting. Asriel saw a light coming from somewhere high up. A spotlight pierced through the darkness, shining on different points within the dome it was in.

Well, that was at least something more than this drab area. He set off as soon as he saw it.

This place was so weird. How did this even happen in the Underground? Obviously, the so-called Angel was a new variable, but how did they find something that Asriel didn’t? He’d spent so long as a flower searching high and low. Then, they started talking about things like the previous Royal Scientist and seemed to know so much about this place. AND YET. They wouldn’t TELL anyone! Despite how they crumpled like a wet napkin when getting into fights, they had a wealth of information, and for some reason had a spine when trying to protect it!

He needed to find another way of getting it out of them. Causing that… what did they call it… Titan thing to appear made them actually say something. Maybe he had to get creative and force them to explain things more often! Getting something interesting from out here might force them to tell him not to do something. This place seemed fragile and easy to break in that regard considering he did it just by zapping the extractor twice.

Asriel finally made it to the end of another bridge, looking around to try to make sense of what he was seeing. Two towers stretched up into the sky, looking more castle-like than Asriel expected to find. This place definitely reeked of lab, so seeing towers like that was odd. What was in-between interested him. 

Suspended between the towers was a clump of silhouettes. From this down low, Asriel could not make out what they were, but the spotlight in this dome originated from that point. It scanned over the ground, and when the light drew closer to the bases of the towers, something came out.

The spotlight split. Two doors at the bottom of either tower opened.

It just so happened that Asriel was staring at one of the doors when TV-static began to form from within it. As the static moved into the spotlight, it began to solidify. A distinct shape started to form, the static vanishing while the golden hue from the light above changed it.

Asriel couldn’t move. If he paid attention, he might’ve noticed the lack of breath escaping his nostrils, but he could only give attention to the human-like shape forming in front of him.

They never liked showing their face in pictures. It made it hard to find… any memory of what their face looked like. Videos that Asriel tried to take tended to end with him realizing that the lens cap was still on. Even in the small tapes that he had recorded, the person who he always tried to capture was facing away.

It made it hard to remember Chara’s face.

So… how did the human forming from TV-static look exactly as he remembered them? 

“Okay, Chara, are you ready? Do your creepy face!”

A second figure ran from the other door, and despite how much Asriel wanted to sneer at seeing another copy, he did not find the strength to move a muscle. His gaze remained transfixed on the spitting image of Chara as they scared the life out of Asriel’s younger self.

What was this? What was he looking at?

The spotlights shifted away from the two children after a short conversation ended. They turned into statues without the light’s glow, and Asriel flinched. Instead, the spotlight drifted to another part of the dome that had been obfuscated by darkness, illuminating two more children that looked exactly the same.

“Howdy, Chara! Smile for the camera!” 

Some days, it was hard to get them to smile. Sometimes, the smile practically froze on their face. Asriel remembered this memory clearly, and watched as a sad smile appeared on their face and did not fade even when the prank was revealed.

He should’ve known. He should’ve done something to stop them. He shouldn’t have listened to the plan. In the end, monsters had gone free. Even when he turned back into a flower, he couldn’t bring himself to regret it entirely. It was Chara’s one wish, and he had finally managed to do something right after their sacrifice. And yet. And yet, his cowardice caused them to die. His cowardice caused them to die a second time. He should’ve…

They asked him to turn off the camera. Why did he turn off the camera?

What was this place? What WAS this place?

Asriel still couldn’t move. How did this place know their face? How did this place know the exact motions that they went through? Why could it show it to him?

The spotlight drifted again. 

“I… I don’t like this idea anymore, Chara.”

No. No. He didn’t want to see this again. Why was he being forced to see this again? He tried to wrench his eyes away from the shape of his own body looming over a bed. He tried to keep himself from looking at the sickly human within. Why did he even record this? Ah, he remembered. He was too much of a coward to tell mom and dad, so he… hoped that they would find the recording and stop him. It wouldn’t be his fault if the plan failed, and Chara could recover. 

All he had to do was tell them.

He failed Chara in more ways than one that day.

Countless spotlights began to drag across the domes. In some of them, Chara’s voice came through. He hadn’t heard their voice in so long, and yet this place knew them. It could recreate the memories. How could it do this?

Too many of the same pairs of voices began to echo through the darkness. Asriel couldn’t latch onto any of them. The light kept splitting, causing more and more frozen memories to reanimate. Every now and then, two children ran past him. Every now and then, one of them began to die. He clawed at his fur, not knowing how long he was frozen in place. 

This place… could bring these memories back.

How did it do that?

“You shouldn’t be here.”

The one voice that he never wanted to hear again rang out from behind him, judgemental and as annoying as it was when it was issuing commands. Asriel did not need to turn to know that the Angel was there. Considering the obnoxious clanking of metal behind them, Alphys and Undyne must’ve been found as well. Great. The whole party had finally decided to join him.

Asriel didn’t care about the other two. He barely even cared about what they were seeing as countless kids kept getting resurrected to act out scenes that they would never get to experience again. Instead, Asriel’s hand balled into a fist, asking the only person who would know, “What is this?”

The veiled monster behind him offered no useful explanation. “Nothing important. We’re leaving. I’m done with this place.”

Another pair of children ran past Asriel, the spotlight following them. He hadn’t been able to relive these memories in a way that mattered until now, and when he could finally see Chara’s face again, someone was standing behind him… refusing to tell him what he was looking at? 

His assumption that Alphys must’ve been found was true when he heard her annoying voice stammering, “Wh-what? W-we didn’t exactly find anything!”

“I found what I needed,” the Angel responded again, “I’m sealing this place, and I need to make sure you all are alive when I do it, so we’re moving.”

Asriel laughed, shutting everyone else up immediately. He combed claws through his fur before tilting his head back. “Why… do you get to drag us around this place, explain nothing, and then when I finally find something useful…” He turned around, glaring at the monster through their veil. “...you get to decide to take it away?”

“This wasn’t supposed to involve you,” they answered, remaining annoyingly motionless. One of their wings did twitch in what he could only assume was agitation. “You jumped into this place and caused countless issues for me. Don’t make my life more difficult when I’m trying to make sure you stay alive when I seal that fountain.”

So, that geyser thing was important. Of course, they knew everything about this place, and weren’t going to tell him anything of their own volition. Asriel gestured around himself wildly. “You’re an idiot if you just think everyone here is going to let you cruise by while explaining none of this.” He glanced back at Alphys and Undyne, and noticed that both of them were staring at the back of the Angel’s head. “Come on! Why aren’t any of you curious about this?”

The Angel tilted their head, the light behind it spinning. “You don’t get the luxury of asking me questions after sabotaging every fight you were in.” Pedantically, they had given away the fact that Asriel was in multiple fights despite him only being one, but neither Alphys nor Undyne seemed to pick up on that fact. Alphys did turn her head slightly. “Do you want these stupid tapes explained?” The Angel asked, staring up at the spotlight. “Would that make you feel better enough to stop being an endless thorn in my side?”

They were slipping. Asriel didn’t know what happened between them getting pulled out of the fight with the extractor and now, but something had them agitated. A weakness had finally been shown, and he began to pry at it. “Oh, gee, maybe I wouldn’t be a thorn in your side if you stopped being so cryptic.” He turned to Alphys, pointing at her. “Surely you want to know more about your predecessor, and they won’t say a thing!” His finger switched to Undyne. “And you… considering how much you were yammering at them for every little thing, I’m surprised you’ve just rolled over like a lap dog.”

The spotlights began to dim. Something started to choke them. 

Undyne scowled. “Big words coming from a punk who can’t even talk to his own dad.” 

As she said that, the Angel turned their head backwards, like they were surprised that she said something so upfront. Asriel frowned, a snarl beginning to rise from his throat.

Unfortunately, the Angel joined her. Their gaze fully focused on Asriel again, and the light from the tops of the towers began to dim further. “What did I even do to you? Ever since we first met, you’ve attacked me, berated me, and stalked me.” They tilted their head, leaning on their crook slightly as their head scanned the surrounding environment. “Oh, I get it.” Something venomous started to seep into their voice. “It’s because I said Chara’s name, isn’t it?”

Asriel’s balled up hand began to tighten further, claws digging through skin. The spotlights snuffed out, all of the children running around freezing into statues. “I’d watch your mouth, idiot. You remember what happened last time you thought you’d be funny.”

“That is what this is about!” The Angel threw their hands in the air, pacing around him. “You’re throwing a damn tantrum, because I used Chara’s name!”

Undyne’s eye narrowed at the Angel, “How the hell do you know about-”

No. This wasn’t her argument to have. Asriel interrupted her immediately, “Oh, golly! Maybe it’s the fact that you’re puppeting around a dead kid’s husk! My husk! That body doesn’t belong to you, and that name isn’t yours to say!”

The Angel shook their head, laughing to themself under the veil. Tendrils began to reach up from the darkness, but neither of them noticed. “Both of you have made my life so much more difficult, because of things I cannot control. Maybe, if the two of you talked to each other, then you wouldn’t feel the need to summon a Titan just to spite me!” 

“I can’t talk to them, because they’re DEAD, you IDIOT!” Asriel yelled, teeth fully bared. He wanted to lunge at them so badly. He wanted to call upon his magic, but found it not responding to his call. The world started to grow heavier. “I hadn’t seen their face in forever before today, and you were about to pass over it! I bet you KNEW this was here!”

Something darkened behind the Angel. A decision had been made. “They’re not, and if either of you talked to each other, then maybe we wouldn’t be here. Go talk to Frisk. This isn’t my problem.” They gave him no chance to process the boldfaced lie that they had just given him, and instead brandished the crook. “I’m done being patient with you. I’m done being patient with them. I hide things, because you’ll end the world with that knowledge. The two of you hide from each other, because you’re scared. Can’t even tell your family anything. Instead, you take it out on the first person who you can kill with no consequences.”

“I don’t owe them anything, you liar!” He flexed his hands, and despite his magic feeling stifled, he still had claws. “Your ‘saintly’ act is only gonna take you so far. Thing is, I know way more about you than you think. You wanna air out my sins? Fine.” He took a few steps forward, getting in their face. “Tell me, for my curiosity, how many times did you go back?”

The light behind their head dimmed. They flinched. 

“I thought so.” He brought a hand up, patting them on the shoulder. “Personally, I can’t wait to continue this game between us. You’ve earned it.” Something wooden lashed out, striking him in the neck. Asriel coughed, staggering backwards moments after his hand touched their shoulder.

“I did it for you.” They whispered, hand gripping the crook so tightly that they might shatter it. “Tried to fix your soullessness problem. Tried to fix you.” Through the veil, they glared at him coldly. “My only regret is ever thinking that we could be friends.”

The darkness cut deeper. Alphys started to glance around. “G-guys? I-I think-”

Friends?!? FRIENDS? Asriel laughed, bringing himself back to his full height. “Oh, what an excuse!” He pointed at the soul on their chest, continuing to giggle even as his breath struggled to return to his body. “No, you’re a sicko just like me! If you were really trying to fix me, you’ve got a solution right there.”

The soul entered their hand. The Angel stared at it through their veil for only a moment before it snapped back to their chest. “That right belongs to someone else, someone far kinder than you. He has no soul, and yet he still chose to be kind.” Feathers on the wings began to sharpen. “The choice was always yours to do better, and yet here. We. Are-”

The ground trembled. Darkness surged upward. Countless screeches echoed from the darkness, and the darkness began to move.

 


 

The Angel steadied their footing, staring up at the darkness above. The screeches only meant one thing. What they did not expect was hundreds of pinpricks appearing in the darkness, countless spawn bearing down on the four of them. The Angel hadn’t stopped by a known save-point ever since the Harvester just in case they thought of a way to bring about a different outcome, which meant that there was not an easy way out.

Of course, the Spawn had been attracted to this fight. Both of them had been yelling. Asriel had been petrified at the sight of the True Lab’s tapes animating in the Dark World. The Dark World was already unstable enough, and the Spawn were hunting long before the Angel found Asriel. They only sought to destroy, and it was easy to find life when it was loud and afraid.

This argument could wait. The Angel tightened their grip on their weapon, soul forming an outline around their body to evade combat. “We’re moving! No more arguing!” They pointed at the bridge, glancing at everyone to confirm that they were listening. Other than Alphys shaking, it seemed like there was some agreement. “Don’t let them touch you, and stay near me!”

If they could abandon everyone else for the fountain, then this would be easier. Their soul-modes would get them there faster without a group, but the Angel didn’t feel like leaving people alone to get torn apart by Titan Spawn, even if one of those people was a brat.

Thankfully, Asriel had the sense to run after them, even beginning to take off into a hover from the ground. The Angel clenched their teeth before turning away from him. Alphys and Undyne were both keeping a move on, though the armor on Alphys’ body was making it harder for her to keep up. Darkness was encroaching from behind, countless eyes training on her.

The Angel’s soul flared up. Unfortunately, it could only provide a radius of protection, and with their power constrained, there would be no banishing yet. They would have to pay attention and wait for the right moment.

Instead, they focused on the bridge, watching countless snakes and eyes begin to swarm it. 

Alphys shrieked from behind, exclamation points lighting up in the eyes of her armor. “Wh-what are those things?”

The Angel slowed their pace as their light began to scrape the edge of the bridge. “Spawn. When the darkness gets too heavy, they start to-” The Angel threw their body backwards as a snake dove in front of them. Near their soul, it withered away, a small mote of light channeling through the Angel. “Just stay near me! Don’t let them touch you!”

“I can’t use any magic!” Undyne yelled, summoning the same spear over and over again like it would change.

Casting was how monsters expressed themselves. The Angel did not blame her for suddenly being terrified when that one ability had been locked away. Of course, Asriel had something to say about it as well, “Great! Just another thing you didn’t warn us about! What’s next? You ‘sealing’ this place is gonna bring it all into the Underground instead?”

“Can you stop talking for once in your life?” The Angel snarled, beginning to move onto the bridge. Despite the darkness swarming it, it seemed sturdy, but it was a long run. Below, the darkness began to writhe upward, and more Spawn were coming from behind. “Do not fall off. If anyone does, I don’t know if I’ll be able to catch you. Call out if you’re under attack.” The Angel could see all of them with their second pair of eyes, but they were managing their own dodging and clearing a path. This would be difficult.

The group charged forward across the bridge. As light swept over the snakes writhing along its surface, the Angel realized that they were far too slow at clearing away. They had to slow down, even as Spawn began to rise up from behind.

Asriel complained again, “What’s the hold up?!? I thought you had this handled!?”

A snake rose up from the depths. Alphys shrieked, peppering it with yellow shots from her cannon. When it got close enough, Undyne skewered it with her spear before resummoning it into her hand. The Angel kept trying to inch forward, light channeling into their being as they gathered courage from the destroyed Spawn. “I can only protect us in a radius!” They yelled at him, but they were running out of bridge from behind. “I don’t have enough power to banish them yet!”

“Yes you do, idiot!” Asriel was not letting this go, even insinuating that he knew more. “Do that thing you did when you started glowing! Or what, don’t want that revealed too?”

They did have a Shadow Crystal. They had a few in fact. However, they lost control of their vessel during it. That was a conscious choice to shed more light, and this wasn’t a Titan. They chose the shape of the attack with a Shadow Crystal, which meant…

A red eye surged upward from the depths. Undyne tried to brace against it, not knowing that they could not be diminished by the Angel’s light. It collided with her chest, sending her careening towards the edge of the bridge.

Alphys shrieked. The Angel turned into a blur, reaching out a hand. Undyne decided to leap, twisting in the air while suspended over darkness. She reached out her hands, gripping the side of the bridge. Before the Angel even had a chance to help her up, she pulled herself to her feet immediately. “Keep moving! I can handle myself!”

It wasn’t that the Angel doubted her physical abilities. It was just that she had never dealt with Spawn before. In fact, everything that was approaching was just their attacks at this point. They were so dense that there had to be countless Spawn waiting somewhere. However, Asriel was right. The Angel had to change this now.

A hand reached into their bag, fishing out a crystal. They continued running, their vessel’s movements becoming more and more stiff as they focused on their second pair of eyes. Light wreathed their body for a few seconds, the illusion of the Dark World beginning to enter their grasp. 

For the briefest of moments, the light protecting everyone left. The Angel’s soul surged into the sky, a four-pointed star forming around it. Wings stretched out along the horizon, light beginning to overwhelm everything nearby. It wasn’t large enough to decimate the entire Dark World, but the Angel had enough to do what they needed to do.

A beam of light focused on the bridge. Smaller spawn began to shriek, channeling into more light for the Angel to harness. Below them, their vessel kept moving at their command, and they could barely feel it anymore as they focused all of their efforts on driving back the darkness for just a little longer. 

The problem with fighting Spawn like this was that they didn’t have a source. They were just appearing from the darkness naturally. At times in the church, this very thing had happened, and the Angel didn’t manage to put a stop to it until they sealed a Titan from the inside. That meant that they could only keep the waves down, but they could not stop it forever.

And, as the Angel cleared a path, causing motes of light to hover like stars around the bridge, the Shadow Crystal finally ran out of energy. Rather, their arm went numb, and their soul slammed back into their vessel. Light channeled through the Angel’s body, but they still couldn’t find where the actual Spawn were. Though, the fact that they couldn’t see the fountain anymore probably meant that they were stifling the world in that direction.

“What the hell was that?!?” Undyne yelled over the chaos. “What the hell did you just do?!? What-”

“Believe my title now?” The Angel yelled back, reaching back into their back to swap crystals. However, when they tried to draw on a new one, a bolt of static went up their arm. They winced, withdrawing and shaking out their hand while they ran. Great. Having tons of Shadow Crystals didn’t mean that they could just twist the Dark World for free. The Knight also had its guard lowered after an attack like that. Despite it being a ruse, Susie had taken it off-guard. It turned out that one could not just continue doing that. “I cannot do that again.” They panted, continuing to move forward with the bought time.

“Th-that’s really bad!” Alphys called out from behind, glancing back the way they came. “B-because they’re coming back!”

Sure enough, the Angel turned, seeing snakes beginning to writhe along the other end of the bridge. Instead of following the four of them, they began to coil around the bridge itself. When cracks started to form, the Angel finally realized the intent.

The dome was close. The Angel picked up the pace, Undyne and Asriel charging just behind them. The way was clear, so if they could just-

The bridge collapsed.

With the rest of their momentum, the Angel leapt forward. Undyne tumbled into the dome with them while Asriel came to a leisurely stop floating right next to them.

A fourth impact was not heard.

The Angel pushed themself to their feet, but Undyne beat them to the punch. When both of them looked out into the darkness, they saw Alphys falling for only a moment. Despite her shriek of terror, her hands moved incredibly fast, the arm-cannon at her hand morphing and contorting along her armor. It duplicated itself before strapping to her back on its own. Energy blasted out, sending Alphys careening high into the air like a jetpack.

…The Angel was not a professional on jetpacks, but they did not think Alphys had control despite the fact that she had just saved herself from plunging into darkness. She was spinning through the air, yelling while she came to the apex of her ascent and then slowly beginning to fall back down.

A plan formulated. The Angel turned their soul blue, knowing that they did NOT have the ability to jump far enough to get her, but having a great alternative nearby. “Throw me.”

Undyne wasted no time questioning them. Instead, she lifted them off of their feet, and the Angel ignored their body being lit on fire from the contact. “Don’t screw this up!” She yelled, sending the Angel careening out in the darkness towards Alphys.

As soon as the Angel reached out their hands, they crashed into Alphys, Undyne’s throw striking true. Despite the weight of her armor, the Angel wrapped their arms around her before summoning the magic in their soul to push away.

They leapt off of an invisible point midair, careening back towards where they had been thrown from. Both they and Alphys tumbled back to land, the Angel immediately losing their footing and rolling a distance away.

Heavy breaths escaped their mouth. That definitely damaged them, and their vision swam as they looked up. A few seconds passed as they got their bearings, light forming around their soul as it turned back to its usual red.

Before they even had a chance to stumble to their feet, Undyne grabbed their hand. They stiffened for just a second before she pulled them to their feet, dusting them off. “Damn, you’re not half bad!” Undyne said, grinning at them before immediately turning to Alphys (who she had evidently already helped up) and putting her in a crushing hug. Unlike the Angel, Undyne had no issues with picking up all of that armor. 

The Angel coughed, finally getting their bearings again. “Good thinking with the arm cannon.” Considering how much slander she had taken from Asriel in this Dark World, the Angel thought that she deserved to hear it. They knew damn well that they would not have been able to grab her without that boost. 

“I-I-” Alphys stuttered, unable to form a coherent thought for a moment. Though, when Undyne finally set her down, she shook the nerves out of her body and removed her helmet for just a moment to smile. “U-uh, thank you? Though- um- thank you more for the save?”

“Yeah yeah yeah, that’s all great. Nice pow-wow you three are having!” Asriel interrupted the three of them, pointing at a writhing mass in the distance. “Isn’t that where the thing you were trying to seal was?”

Ah. The Angel found the Spawn. They were lurking around the Dark Fountain, and that was far more than they typically dealt with. A swarm like that required the Angel to cut off the source in the church, and there was no source. Why had they naturally appeared in this magnitude?

The Angel shook the thoughts away. So many things were going unanswered in this Dark World, and they just had to accept it. They didn’t know how a Dark Fountain got sealed without them, how these Titan Spawn were appearing, or how to even truly find their friends yet, but they made an important connection with a man who could help them. For now, they would have to be content with that.

Unfortunately, they knew that even if they unleashed all of the tension bubbling up behind them, it would take far more tension to actually deal with this.

If they could just focus their light, then they would have a chance, but they had wasted their Shadow Crystal. It got everyone to safety, but the Angel didn’t dare to send their soul past the Spawn to a fountain that they could no longer see through the thick darkness.

“Your… light th-thing!” Alphys stammered, immediately reaching into her toolbag and sticking parts together. She echoed the Angel’s thoughts, coming to the same idea they did. “I-it would probably be stronger if we could magnify it. A-and while I can’t… charge anything…” Glass came out of the box, and the Angel wondered how the hell a circular bit of glass that large could fit in there. Then again, this was the same person who lived and breathed Dimensional Boxes, so they couldn’t be surprised. She fastened it to a stand, making a comedically large magnifying glass. “M-maybe you could try to target them like this?”

It was a good idea in theory. “My light fans outward when I try to banish them usually.” It was why going into the core of a Titan was so important. Granted, that was more to get past the outer shell, but the Angel’s ability to Unleash was far more effective when all of the light contributed. “I’d need all of the Spawn to be gathered in one place, and I don’t think you can build a big enough vacuum for that.”

Smaller Spawn began to screech from behind. “N-not in the time that we have!” Alphys’ hands began to shake. The larger Spawn began advancing as well.

“Give me one of those crystals, and I can handle it.”

It was Asriel who suggested the idea, and his hand was already extended. The Angel’s fur immediately stood on end at the mere thought of giving him an item like this, but he seemed to think they would do it willingly. “And why the hell would I do that?”

Asriel grinned, keeping his hand extended like he thought he had already won. “None of you seem to have the magic to group them all up. I do. Come on…” His smile only grew wider as he faced the Angel. “You didn’t forget Hyper Goner, did you?”

The Angel’s mouth clicked shut. He absolutely knew just what they were now. They glanced away at the two hordes on either side. “You don’t even know if you’ll be able to cast with one of these. The darkness is too thick.”

“You boosted Alphys…” He said it like it was an insult to his own capabilities. “Just give me some of that and that crystal, and I’ll clear a nice path for you!”

The Angel could spare him only a little bit of tension, but considering the fact that a Shadow Crystal twisted the Dark Worlds… he might be able to pull it off. They would be an idiot for giving him a Shadow Crystal. Not only did it have mixed results on Darkners’ mental states, but that level of power in his hands would undoubtedly come back to bite them.

Shrieks echoed out from behind again. “You’re running out of time, you know!” His hand extended further out more insistently. “Do it.”

They hated it when he had them in a stalemate.

The Angel fished out the smallest crystal they could find from their bunch, pressing it into his hand roughly. “You will give that back when we’re done.”

“Sure thing!” He smiled like he didn’t plan on doing any of that before turning around and cracking his knuckles. “Now, let me show you how a real angel does it!” Light wreathed his body. By second nature, he activated the Shadow Crystal and rose into the air.

The Angel called upon a portion of the light channeling through their soul, boosting his magic as much as they could afford to. Just in case, they diverted some of their light to Alphys and Undyne, but apparently the partial boost that they gave Asriel was more than enough.

Of course, he decided to use that boost to be fancy. Rainbow wings sprouted from Asriel’s back, wrapping around his body. None of this looked like Hyper Goner, and yet he was doing it anyway. When the wings unfurled, his true form manifested. A large orb that made up his chest pulsed. Rainbow wings flapped, leaving afterimages in the air. His legs had been entirely replaced by an inverted triangle. The spitting image of the Delta Rune existed in his form, and Asriel knew it.

He extended a large hand towards the Titan Spawn, a gargantuan skull forming in the air. There.

The skull began sucking the horde of darkness in. The Angel realized that they were sliding as well, and dug their heels in a futile attempt to remain put. A surge of green washed over their body, and as they looked around, they saw that all remaining souls had been turned green. Undyne’s own soul had turned green as well, and she kept the magnifying glass pinned to the ground with her own hands. “Noticed ya didn’t have a spot for me in this plan! Tough luck, punk!”

The Angel shot her a thumbs-up before beginning to channel the remaining light through their soul. They held it in the palms of their hands, silver beginning to peek through the surface of the soul. Something in the Angel’s soul finally reached a singular point. They could no longer contain the supernova, and finally released their focus to UNLEASH.

Most of the light fanned outward, destroying the smaller Spawn and snakes that encroached from behind. However, the light that channeled through the magnifying glass burned a hole through the middle of Hyper Goner. A supernova met a black hole, and the darkness trapped in the singular point began to succumb.

If that was the real Hyper Goner, it probably would have eviscerated the Spawn on the spot, but the Angel would take stealing Asriel’s potential kills in favor of banishing.

Darkness bled away. The power of Asriel’s Shadow Crystal began to fade as he reverted back to his normal form. The Angel could see the Dark Fountain once more.

And they were done delaying.

The Angel surged forward as quickly as possible, dashing with an orange color wreathing their body. They sped past Undyne and Alphys, both being equally as confused as to what they were doing. Neither of them had seen a Dark Fountain get sealed, but the Angel had a job to do. They would not let this go on for any longer.

Asriel caught their gaze, and his gleeful grin began to slowly drift into a scowl.

This would be ending right now.

The Angel stopped in front of the fountain, lifting a red soul up into the air. They did not look at Asriel’s face again. This would hopefully be the last time they saw it.

They hadn’t answered so many questions, but a connection had been formed. He would be searching for their friends soon. Shadow Crystals had been obtained. They had leads that they could pursue, even if this one had not been searched in its entirety. At the very least, the only things they missed would have only satisfied their own curiosity.

This Dark World needed to go.

If only they hadn’t failed one more Darkner along the way.

Light surged outward from the fountain, sweeping across the world. The Angel shut their eyes, letting it take them.

 


 

Heat from a lab with very little air-conditioning hit them all at once. The Angel winced, opening their eyes from the rude awakening. Of course, when they made the fountain, they had done so in front of the DT Extractor. 

When they saw a familiar skull in front of them, it only reminded them that it could no longer fly anymore. Should they have done more to convince it that it could find a different purpose? The Angel didn’t know. Though, it could probably still hear them as an object. Maybe they could… somehow convince it.

The Angel lightly brushed a hand against the surface of the extractor before hearing groans from behind.

Alphys had flopped on her stomach, and had to pick up her glasses from the ground. Undyne sprawled out on her back and looked very pissed about waking back up in a hot lab. And Asriel-

Ah, he was a flower again.

Flowey stared down at himself, turned away from the Angel. He didn’t make a single noise, and his petals drooped the longer he stared.

Only after a few seconds of silence did he speak, his shrill voice manifesting with scathing hatred. “Why do you get to decide what I look like?”

“I’m not-” The Angel tried to protest, only for him to vanish into the ground a moment later.

…they never got that Shadow Crystal back.

Honestly, the Angel was done. They could do it all over again if they wanted to be back in that Dark World just to prevent one Shadow Crystal from being lost. They were tired. They didn’t want to have to watch a friend turn to stone all over again. Better yet, the Shadow Crystal would only be a useless piece of glass in the Light World. It couldn’t do anything without a Dark Fountain other than give odd premonitions at times. Quite frankly, the Angel was done.

They’d let him go, just this once.

 


 

There were many questions on the way back from the Underground. Thankfully, many of them were less antagonistic from Undyne’s side of things. Apparently, the Angel iconography when they used the Shadow Crystal was not lost on anyone, and Undyne finally called them by their preferred title without a hint of that caustic tone in her voice that she used to have.

Unfortunately, the Angel dismissed a lot of questions this time. So many questions were asked about the Shadow Crystals and what the Angel found. Their head wasn’t in it, and every now and then they thumbed at the notepad in their satchel. Paige had seen that too. The Angel… hoped to get it a friend, but…

The Darkner specifically asked to not be woken up. The Angel could bring it to a Dark Fountain or make a new one, but that would be a betrayal. Maybe… if time allowed… they would have to visit the True Lab to chat with the Harvester. Maybe then, it would be amenable if the Angel tried to chat face to face again. 

Flowey wasn’t seen on the trek back. The Angel didn’t look for him. They didn’t care, and hoped that now that he’d gotten his reaction, he would go away. While they knew that would never happen with a flower as curious as him, they could hope. Maybe, he was off trying to convince Frisk to undo his identity reveal. Better yet, maybe he would actually try to talk to Chara! 

The Angel’s hand brushed a save-point as they left the Underground once more. If Frisk tried to undo this, they would put it right back.

Talk between Undyne and Alphys drifted away while the Angel lingered on the cliffside for a bit longer. The sun had almost entirely gone down, and stars dotted the sky. Hopefully, Frisk wouldn’t be annoyed with them for taking so long. At least, if Frisk checked in with a load of their own, then the Angel could set it back.

Their eyes lingered on the stars for a moment too long.

It felt pointless to keep thinking about the void in their chest without three others standing by them, but they couldn’t help but do it again.

“PREPARATIONS ARE COMPLETE.”

The Angel did not flinch when they heard a familiar voice next to them. When they turned their head, a grey image of Monster Kid stared off at the sky with them. Turning back to watch the fleeting sunset, the Angel asked, “Does that mean you’re ready to search for them?”

A yes or no answer meant that the Goner could simply nod.

Something in the Angel’s shoulders loosened up. One way or another, they would get their answer soon. Despite the terror coursing through their soul at the thought of knowing, it would give them an answer as to how to proceed.

If they were gone, then they had a promise to keep.

“Good luck, and thank you,” they whispered to the Goner, nodding their head back. It vanished as soon as the Angel opened their eyes. It seemed that the man was taking this as seriously as they were.

At least, despite everything, they had one more ally looking out for them. Things… weren’t half bad with Undyne and Alphys either. Alphys seemed more chatty with them and, despite the Angel being unable to answer lately, she didn’t seem to really mind that. Undyne didn’t seem on-guard around them anymore. Fighting alongside her must have given her… some trust. Despite all they had heard, they relented against the Angel when the two of them realized that the Angel was tired. It was a mercy they would not have provided before the Dark World.

The Angel didn’t know how long it would last. They only hoped it would last long enough for them to leave.

Tearing their gaze away from the stars, the Angel began to walk down the mountainside. One way or another, they would have an answer soon.

Notes:

Have I ever mentioned how much of an asshole Flowey is about dying?

In No Mercy he begs and pleads for his life because he knows he's outmatched and WILL be destroyed. In Neutral, he laughs at you if you kill him because you proved his point. If you abort a No Mercy after he flees in terror, he acts like you're a dumb idiot who stopped at the best part. Flowey has died a lot via loads and only seems to have a mental breakdown when being threatened under specific circumstances.

The moment he realized the Angel didn't have the guts to kill him permanently? Lol. Lmao. Might as well be his personal save-point at that rate.

A like bird creature. People were very divided on this silly little creature and for good reason. It DID try to spawn a Titan! It DID spawn a Titan! The crashout was probably deserved just a little bit, but as people identified, the Harvester seems genuinely tormented. I like the birb. Imagine your whole purpose being to literally sap the will to live out of souls, and that is all you get to ever do. That is your thing. Those are souls that seem to retain consciousness thanks to them being able to rebel during Omega Flowey's fight, and for a brief moment, you're just sapping the life outta em!

Damn.

Too bad it is not coming with the Angel. Brief friendship :(. HEY! AT LEAST PAIGE IS FINALLY CANONIZED (this name won by a long shot jesus christ).

Hey Asriel wanna see the True Lab tapes animated in true form? Wanna finally lose the idgaf war at the same time as the Angel, causing the two of you to get so close to finally snapping only for Spawn to interrupt it? Hey buddy, at least you get a Shadow Crystal out of it! Enjoy your useless shard of glass!

I did like writing the last escape sequence. It probably could've been cut, but I wanted ONE moment in the Dark World where there was a little bit of coordination with this ragtag party even if two of them hate each other. They would actually be pretty good if they didn't absolutely want to kill the other at every given opportunity.

Also Undyne beefing with Asriel is funny.

And yes. The Angel getting scruffed by the Harvester is essential to the plot. Shut

I'm so happy to be out of the fucking Dark World that thing was going to make me insane with how much its chapters got split up. NO MORE SPLITS. THIS FIC EXPANDS RAPIDLY AND THEN TOBY FOX GOES "waow chapter 5 is going well" BRO IM NOT READY IM NOT I'LL GET A WHOLE DIFFERENT DEGREE OF BRAINROT AND WANT THIS DONE!!!

We are headed into Christmas season! My schedule is a little wack, but I am still planning on a chapter next week because now we get to do something so so fun. There has been a lot of interesting speculation on the last chapter! (ONCE AGAIN IM BEHIND ON COMMENTS IM SORRY IM LIKE THIS. WORK IS KICKING MY ASS AND MY WEEKEND GOT SHORTENED IM DYING)

Thank you for reading

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Of course, there was fanart this week. I am forever grateful for all of you, and wow last chapter was a fantastic one to get art for. I LOVE all of the takes on the Angel's design. All of these are on tumblr!

redraven393 made a starry Angel depiction that was so good and awesome that it made me say "gender" all week when I looked at it. We don't think about that. Redraven also made a comic of her soulsona trying to get the Angel to set her up with Gaster so that is funny lmfao
darinaethelaianprophet made the first starry angel appearance in a haze and that is funny. Also paved the way for other starry designs it seems! Took the first leap :D
a-flawed-apparatus made a very neat heroforge build of the Angel which is honestly impressive and idk how you do that.
ancient-cultist made a depiction of the Angel's starry form alongside the line "The path you have walked is you"
e5cul4p made the starry Angel form as well but in the "you look lonely" pose which sends me
starsandsky999 made another starry Angel with the deltarune in the chest and very neat save-point usage.
ourasriel made a multi-panel bit about Gaster watching Ralsei go out of bounds and being incredibly concerned and impressed

Thank you to all of you once again!

EDIT: If you are checking in for next chapter, holidays have kicked my ass. It will be later today or on Sunday! I'm doing my best!

Chapter 13: You Promised

Summary:

A SLIGHT DETOUR IS IN ORDER.

Notes:

Fanart between chapters is now going to be linked at the start!

a-flawed-apparatus made a Hero Forge token of the Angel's Dark World form! (Also has downloads)
https://www. /a-flawed-apparatus/803811615860523008/a-small-update-on-the-angel-from-star-pup01s?source=share

redraven393 made another design of the Harvester and I have been looking at this bird all week. Look at my silly bird. I'm gonna pet the silly bird. Hello hi I'm so happy to see you-
https://www. /redraven393/803651423358304256/goodnight-to-you-my-dear-an-attempt-to-redesign?source=share

redraven393 also made a little christmas what-if of the fun gang and the Angel enjoying a Christmas celebration :D
https://www. /redraven393/803837944045748224/christmas-day-with-them-one-day?source=share

ourasriel made a depiction of the Angel and the Harvester fight where the Angel finally realizes how to spare the Harvester
https://www. /ourasriel/804034652836872192/merry-christmas-i-wanted-to-post-it-on-the-eve?source=share

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

A brief window of communication with the Angel faded as quickly as it was established. The man could not afford to exhaust too much of his energy, considering what came next. His next task would be too crucial to allow for error, and should he not find the answers that his Angel desired, their own hope would likely be lost.

He only hoped that the answers he would find would be… satisfactory.

Hope was a fickle thing in these times. If the man wished to be perfectly honest with himself, he did not have much faith himself. While the Angel likely did not see it the same way, their escape into another world was already fortunate. The man loathed the idea of thinking of “luck” as a tangible force, but the odds of a happy outcome were incredibly slim. And yet, he still remained hopeful, because impossible odds had already been achieved before. It was the Angel’s and their allies’ natures to do the impossible. He had to hope that it would last just one more time.

Thus, he began to search.

The land he looked for had been shrouded in darkness. Finding it once more would be no simple task, especially with no tether. The man’s one advantage was that time meant very little to him. He could traverse its threads provided that they already existed. It was… a strange concept. While he was timeless, the Angel who he worked so closely with embodied time itself. Time should not affect the man, and yet he still found himself waiting constantly.

The Angel was so constrained to time… or rather… time obeyed their command so tightly, that the man had to wait for them. It was a paradox, but the man understood its rules. He could not view a future where the Angel’s light did not exist. The future was still dark and indistinct. It required the Angel’s light to finally make a distinct thread. Thus, the man needed to follow their own trail.

Layers of darkness peeled back. Despite the Angel’s motes of light being diminished by the Roaring, the path they had paved through uncertainty still remained. The world could simply no longer retread its path if the Angel demanded it to do so. The man tried to move more of himself through the depths to focus intently on the trail. When the world fully succumbed to darkness, the path would be lost. It was already incredibly hard to see, and yet it still remained.

So, the man fought through the dark. Despite being one with the depths now, crashing waves still buffeted fragments of his being while he tried to grasp further. The currents stole him away, bringing him further from the point where the Angel had left the world.

His remaining fragments caught on a bright memory. Something more distinct calmed the waves. While the man would have to observe the path longer in order to find the answer to the Angel’s question, he could start here.

Ah, he remembered this night. The man had gained a greater understanding of the Angel ever since they willingly attempted to sever their own connection. Something had undoubtedly changed in their behavior. They explored far more thoroughly than before, and attempted to protect the heroes far more than they used to. Wounds were healed swiftly. Mistakes and errors on initial attempts lessened significantly. The usage of their ability to save had drastically decreased unless dire circumstances appeared.

However, what occurred near the end of that connection had the man’s attention. It would be important to observe once more. After all, multiple behaviors perplexed him, and he wished to reevaluate the Angel’s behavior with what he knew now.

Settling into observation with an appropriate perspective, the man remembered the night of the festival.

 


 

“You know what, I’ll be the first to admit it,” Susie interrupted the exhaustion in the room between the three heroes and the Angel. She looked like she’d had enough of something, and wanted to voice it right this very moment. “I think I wanna do the whole festival thing without another Dark World popping up.”

It was a nice thought, but Ralsei knew very well that this would not be how things went. At the rate at which Dark Worlds were being opened up, it would be a miracle if another one did not appear tonight. Different parts of the prophecy were playing out at an alarming rate, and it was… difficult for Ralsei to remain optimistic about any sort of reprieve.

Still, he found it in him to smile. “Well… um… while I don’t know if that’s going to happen, I hope the three of you have fun at the festival!” 

As if she’d completely forgotten that Ralsei wasn’t coming, Susie’s eyes flicked towards him. She was in the process of laying upside down with her head dangling off the bed before immediately rolling over onto her stomach. Ralsei shrank into his chair next to the tea-party that he failed to clean up, knowing very well what was coming. 

Still, even though he knew what was about to happen, it was still nice to hear it from her. Susie immediately groaned, “Why don’t we just like… come down here for half of the festival?” Oh- well, he wasn’t expecting her to say that precisely. He was more expecting her to talk about how she wished that he could go with them. Susie’s head turned towards Kris who was currently trying to lean as far back in a chair as they possibly could before toppling over. “Noelle knows now, right? We could just… come here for half of it.”

Kris responded on their own, leaning at the perfect angle to not fall. “Can’t. Mayor doesn’t like you.” 

Susie made a noise of disgust before practically shoving her face into her pillow. “I don’t like her either, so I don’t see the point.”

“You are bringing Noelle,” Kris clarified, “Mayor will be watching you.”

A more muffled sound came from the pillow this time like Susie was fully understanding what she had gotten herself into. A few beats of silence passed before her head lifted up again. “What if we just shake her off? You know… drag Noelle in here before she sees?”

Apparently, the Angel decided to become active at that very moment, because Kris locked up and lost their balance on the chair. Thankfully, the Angel had enough sense to throw Kris forward before speaking through their voice, “Then Kris will have to bring Berdly-”

A choking sound interrupted the Angel’s spiel. Kris cut them off entirely before slamming their head against the table. When they were finally done choking, Kris got control back, coughing, “Not doing that.”

Ralsei kept his hands on his lap, watching the three of them try to reason through something that just simply couldn’t happen. It made him smile, but their efforts were probably better… actually enjoying the festival. “I’m… sure there will be time later to hang out,” he lied. Part of him hoped that it would be the case, but he didn’t know how much time the three of them had left before things got much worse. The prophecy showed no signs of being diverted, despite their best efforts. “You all should focus on actually enjoying yourselves!”

Kris’ face soured. Susie’s eyes immediately narrowed. Even a presence within the room grew slightly colder. No one was happy with this.

However, Susie’s eyes lit up not moments after. She focused her attention on Kris, putting her head in her hands. “Hey, wait a minute, didn’t the Angel say something about bringing Ralsei on the road trip later?”

Immediately, Kris grimaced. They crossed their arms, continuing to try to lean back in their chair. “Bad idea. Shouldn’t do it.”

The chair shifted forward, the Angel taking control once more. “But it’s my choice to make, unless you plan on keeping me forever.” 

“Still a bad idea,” Kris continued arguing with themself, but Ralsei could feel the way the Angel’s presence coiled around them. 

“Then let’s ask Ralsei!” The Angel argued back before swiveling Kris’ body towards him. “It’s my choice and his to make. You have no part in this.”

Kris frowned. The Angel’s presence was momentarily stifled for a moment, the cage door being shut. Their lips moved for a moment like something wanted to be said, but they forced it down. “Not a good idea.” They reiterated, pointing at Ralsei. “This sucks. You don’t want it.”

Ralsei tilted his head. He… didn’t want what? The Angel’s presence started becoming outright fiery now, the room heating up while Ralsei’s eyes darted around the ceiling. Something was mad, and wanted to be heard right this very second. The Angel… had said that they had a way to bring Ralsei on the planned road trip, but he didn’t exactly get his hopes up. The Angel did not know everything, and there would probably be another misunderstanding that he would have to clear up again. Hopefully, they wouldn’t be as mad as Susie got when Ralsei had to dash her hopes about the festival.

Despite being unable to precisely detect the Angel’s presence like Ralsei could, Susie didn’t need it. She saw the interaction between Kris and the Angel and immediately pounced. “Aight, hand ‘em over.” She held out her hand towards Kris, gesturing for the soul. “I wanna hear what they have to say.”

Kris’ frown did not leave their face, but they did not keep the Angel hostage. A rough punch to their chest knocked the soul out, the red heart taking a moment to adjust to its surroundings. It tumbled for only a moment before righting itself, floating up high in the air. Despite Susie’s outstretched hand, the soul took a quick detour, twirling around Ralsei’s head. 

He still wasn’t used to them getting that close, but warmth danced around his head for the briefest of moments. It always came off as the Angel’s way of reassuring him, but he… wasn’t sure why they would be doing that right now.

“Am I gonna have to come over there and grab you?” Susie asked, but it didn’t look like she wanted to get up from her bed. The Dark World had been brutal on everyone physically, and she was taking time to relax. Thankfully, the soul stopped its twirls around Ralsei, heading towards her quickly.

As the two of them had done many times before, Susie caught the soul in her hand, placing it in her chest.

She recovered from the whiplash of a soul being placed in her body near instantly. As soon as the Angel had a vessel willing to work with them, Susie’s body straightened up. Using Susie’s voice instead, they turned to Ralsei and said, “If there… was a way of going to the Light World… for Darkners… would you take it?”

Ralsei straightened up. This… must be a test of some kind. After all, Ralsei did know of a very… effective means of a Darkner ascending to the Light World, but he would never dream of using it. Ralsei’s eyes averted, though the Angel’s gaze was inescapable. “No. I wouldn’t,” Ralsei lied through his teeth, hoping that he would be convincing enough.

Unfortunately, both Susie and the Angel seemed to see right through him. Susie’s voice came out naturally and as her own. “Uh, you said that you wanted to go to the festival with us.” She tried to keep a grin on her face, but her eyes disappeared under her hair a little bit. “Did… something change?”

“N-no Susie! I do want to go to the festival! Really!” His hands waved around frantically as he tried to reassure her. Most of all, Ralsei wanted… even though he shouldn’t… to be friends for as long as he was still himself. He didn’t want her to think otherwise! It was just- “It’s just… to answer the Angel’s question, I don’t think I would. Darkners aren’t… meant to traverse into the Light World like that, even if we wanted to.”

The Angel tried again, making their hypothetical more specific. “Okay. Let’s say you were meant to, and I’m sure everyone here believes that.” Pointedly, they released control for a second, letting Susie and Kris both nod. The Angel took the reins on Susie again before continuing. “Would you be comfortable going to the Light World?”

It just wasn’t that simple. Ralsei kept his eyes trained on the floor. “The cost would be too great,” he admitted, realizing just how much he was giving away about the solution yet needing to explain why he could never imagine going to the Light World. “It wouldn’t be right, and it would only be temporary.”

The Angel caught on. Susie’s eyes narrowed while the Angel grew more suspicious, their presence in the room circling around him. Finally making a decision, the Angel sat Susie up before trying to catch his gaze. He continued looking at the floor, trying to ignore the way the Angel asked, “You know how to go to the Light World, don’t you?”

Another thing that he had failed to say had come up. Ralsei fiddled with the end of his scarf, trying to keep his thoughts guarded from the being swirling around him. He didn’t want to answer their question. It was something that he could never have, and he had already come to terms with that fact. Darkners could not exist in the same way as Lightners without something there to make them more distinct while ultimately changing their very nature. He could never have that.

The presence receded, invisible wings wrapping around Susie while the two seemed to have a discussion that Ralsei wasn’t privy to. He managed to glance up for a moment to watch Susie’s face brighten. She practically shot up from the bed, running over to Ralsei and shaking him by his shoulders. “The hell do you mean you can’t come with us? The Angel is offering, dumbass!” She glanced at Kris before going back to Ralsei. “Did all of you know that you could do this the whole time?!?”

Of course, Ralsei knew. It was one of the many rules that he had been saddled with, something cruel that he could never actually have for himself. The world had told him exactly how to solve his little issue, but the Angel was far too important to waste their efforts on him. He could never ask them for what they needed to do. It was too much, so he rarely allowed himself to think about the option being his. Being forgotten like any other Darkner was all that awaited him.

Kris piped up from their side of the room. “Angel told me about it.” They must have not been satisfied with how much detail they gave, scrunching their face. “Figured after Spamton. They’ve been talking about it all day.”

Susie once more swiveled her head between the two of them before baring her teeth in annoyance. “Then what’s the hold up?” She tapped her chest where the Angel’s soul was. “I don’t get the problem. Me and Kris always trade off the soul. They’re offering to give you a turn, dude.”

The confirmation that the Angel knew precisely what to do made Ralsei shrink back a little more. Of course. Of course, they had somehow figured out that Ralsei required their soul in order to exist in the Light World. Something had to bridge the gap, to alter what was in order to make a Darkner distinct enough to exist in the Light World in a way that mattered. The Angel… was the only thing that could do that.

Ralsei took a deep breath. “That’s… very nice of you, Angel. It really is.” An emptiness in his own form that prevented him from being real ached, and he dared not to look Susie in the eyes. “...but I couldn’t ask you to do that. It… might be fun for a while, but you and I both know that it’ll be temporary. Going to the Light World would make me…” He stared down at his hands, thumbing at his own padding to try to soothe himself. “It would make me want things that I simply can’t have.”

The Angel didn’t like that answer. Their expression didn’t even look that out of place on Susie’s face. She must’ve matched their disagreement. It made it more difficult to figure out whether or not Susie or the Angel was the one who proceeded to headbutt him. “We’ve been over this.” It was a light bonk on the head, but it still caused Ralsei to loosen up. Being this close to Lightners always made him feel more real in a sense. In their hands, he still had purpose. “No one’s getting left behind. And besides, you were the one who said that we’d figure out who we were together, right?”

It was undoubtedly a Susie thing to say, but as the sentence went on, Ralsei could hear a topic he had only discussed with the Angel creeping through. The two of them… had fought a lot about that, didn’t they? It would be foolish to call it a fight, but Ralsei rarely had the strength to outwardly defy the Angel. It was a strange thing to see them so certain of his own salvation while denying their own.

…which was exactly why he could not allow this.

Ralsei did not pull away at all, but he continued staring downward. “I didn’t mean it like that, Angel. I can’t…” He remembered all the times the Angel’s soul briefly fused with him and how quickly it started changing him. If a Darkner were to obtain power like that, then they would become something akin to an equal to Lightners, perhaps even stronger. It was exactly what he wanted, but… “You’ll need to go back to your real body someday, right?” He asked, finally managing to look up and pull away from Susie. “I’m… really happy to hear you say that you want me to be myself… but I can’t… take your soul from you.”

The next question that came out of Susie’s mouth was not one that he expected: “Why not?”

Any levelheadedness that Ralsei had for this topic immediately shattered. He sputtered for a moment at the question before both of his hands latched onto his ears. “That’s your soul! That’s-” What did they mean why not? Surely, they were listening to the tutorial that he gave, right? “The culmination of your being! I thought… the whole purpose of us switching your soul around was to keep you from being caged until you got your vessel back.”

Kris, who had been silently observing, decided to pointedly add on, “You take control too. A lot. Very active.” They crossed their arms, their own disagreements with the idea clear. “Wouldn’t be fair to him.”

Words that were definitely Susie’s came out of her mouth this time: “Hey, let ‘em talk! Besides, they’re not that bad. I can talk through the Angel just fine.” 

Susie took a few beats of silence before once again the Angel wrested control. This was one of the things Ralsei was talking about. It would be… better if the Angel had a form of their own, a way to express themself on their own. It seemed like an incredibly difficult existence to always have to speak through someone else’s wishes. “First of all,” the Angel began, scanning the room, “I’m more than capable of just not acting. Second, it’s not that I don’t want my vessel, it’s just that my priorities have changed.”

They always tended to do this! Ralsei wasn’t something meant to be prioritized, especially over them. 

“Let me finish,” the Angel interrupted words that weren’t even there, “I would love nothing more than to have my own body. It would be great to get a chance to be myself around all of you. Completely.” They sighed through Susie’s mouth, briefly shutting her eyes. “But it wouldn’t feel right without all of you there. It wouldn’t be worth it without all of you there.”

Ralsei’s mouth clicked shut. The worst part was, this was an improvement over the previous night. The Angel had been so certain that they couldn’t do anything to break their own fate. Now, they’d been doing things recently like planning road trips in the middle of intense battles. They were actively trying to get him to come to the Light World knowing that if they got banished, their soul may be lost. They were especially trying to do this with the knowledge that they would be confined to him.

Unfortunately, they had proposed this temporary solution to him in front of someone like Susie who would absolutely push back if he said what was on his mind. He especially wasn’t a good vessel for the Angel in the slightest.

“Okay, a reminder then,” the Angel interrupted his thoughts again, proving that his thoughts had become completely unguarded. He was getting terrible at that. Interacting with the Angel so directly led to all of his practiced walls being peered beyond. “You’re my friend. I like being around you. What do you think I won’t like about having to hang out with you instead of Kris or Susie for a while?”

It was an echo of what Ralsei told them the last time he fused with them. Impossibly, a smile started to appear on his face, no matter how much he wished that he could fight it down. However, the outcome remained the same. “I’m… still your friend. I’ll always be your friend if you visit, but I just don’t think… that you should be stuck, Angel.”

The Angel’s presence in the room dimmed slightly when Susie got control back again. She rolled her eyes at the ongoing conversation while groaning, “Is this how you two talk all the time?”

Again, Kris finally found a moment to place a light jab. “They don’t talk to me like that.”

“I don’t know how the hell you two get anything done.” Susie squinted, thinking for a few seconds. “Besides, like… the Angel switches between us all the time. I don’t think they’re like… stuck if they go into Ralsei.” A twitch in the air signified a selection, and Susie nodded her head. “Yeah, Ralsei, they literally have already done that. A lot of times.”

It wasn’t the same thing! Every previous time the soul fused with him, it was with the knowledge that the Angel would be leaving as soon as possible! “I don’t… want them to have to stay with me all the time, Susie. It would be unfair. If… if I go to the Light World… and if we do that thing that all of you wanted to do…” The road trip sounded fun, but… “They would be stuck with me. Otherwise, I’d turn back into an object again.”

“Okay.”

Susie’s mouth moved on its own, a distinct presence in the room commanding the response.

Ralsei clawed at his scarf, nerves fraying. “What do you mean okay?!?”

In an exaggerated manner, the Angel put Susie’s hand on her forehead. “Oh no. I have to hang out with my good friend Ralsei for a prolonged period of time. Woe is me.” Susie’s head turned to Kris, the Angel continuing their tirade, “Kris, tell Carol the plan is cancelled. I’m not going to be able to withstand Ralsei being nice to me. It’ll be impossible to hang out with my best friend for longer than expected. Kris, you gotta help me. Kris-”

The Kris in question did not help, and instead decided to glare. “Why are you not this cooperative with me?”

“You hit me with a hockey puck.”

Ralsei’s nerves continued fraying. Why were they just fine with this? That was their entire existence, quite literally the most important thing about them in this world, and they were just casually trying to entrust it to him as if it was just a thing friends did. What? What in the world was going on? “I can’t- I still want you to be you,-” He said their name for emphasis, the Angel’s attention focusing entirely on him.

Susie shook her head, asking in her own gruff voice, “So like, why can’t we do both?”

As someone who knew all the rules, if Ralsei knew another way, he would have pursued or mentioned it. However… “There simply isn’t a way to do that, Susie.”

“Can’t we just… find a way? Like, come on, this soul started shooting lasers that one time.” Susie tried to eyeball the soul before realizing again that she could not, due to the fact that it was buried in her chest. “Or uh… if we ever come back to a Dark World, they can just go back to their normal body? Seems pretty simple to me.”

The Angel’s presence coiled around Susie slightly tighter before they began to double-team him. “Besides, I’m not always around, and I think my soul is just… going to be hanging out when I’m like that.” They seemed to not be satisfied with how they explained that but left it there. “Just answer me honestly: Is the only reason you’re not taking this opportunity is because you’re worried about me?”

Ralsei’s head lowered. While it was… most of his worries, there was one other thing.

Kris interjected again before he could respond, “Invasive. Weird to split control.”

And, while that may have been Kris’ experience, Ralsei shook his head over and over again. “No, it’s not that. I actually… um… well it might seem silly… but I like having someone there to guide.” It was a dumb way of wording it, but Ralsei had never known true fear like the moment when the Angel was just lost. The Angel’s presence was comforting now, despite how scared he had been of it when they first arrived. The one time he had their soul for a prolonged period of time, it felt like talking to a friend. Ralsei glanced back up at Susie, clarifying, “It’s… like being with a friend, and I think that’s what scares me.”

The Angel thought for a moment, their presence idling while Susie’s hand went up to her chin. They finally murmured, “Are you worried you’ll get attached?”

“A little,” he admitted, and that really was the crux of the issue. Being fused with the Angel for any amount of time would lead to him wanting to go to the Light World more. Darkners who saw the Light World… rarely recovered from that glimpse into what they could be.

Kris didn’t seem satisfied. They kept their arms crossed, eyes hidden under their hair. “Not hiding discomfort, are you?”

Was… he? Well, there was one thing about the soul fusing with him that he… personally disliked. He’d been called upon to voice it twice now, so he tried to make it sound as normal as possible. “Your soul tends to er… change what I look like.” He was malleable. Illusions were just like that. Fusing with a being like the Angel didn’t just come without repercussions. “Not that I’m complaining when you help me out in battles! I just… look a little more dangerous I suppose?” He hadn’t ever seen what he looked like. He always closed his eyes, but felt horns and claws elongating and growing sharper. In the brief moments where they fused during fights, the same process occurred.

The Angel hummed with Susie’s voice before snapping her fingers. “I think I can fix that. You’d just… have to give me a second to figure it out.” They sounded certain that they could give it a shot, but… certainly did not seem to know precisely how. “You like being softer, right?”

Ralsei quickly nodded his head. Of all the things he liked about himself, his face was a big one. Despite the world getting more dangerous, he didn’t particularly want to seem more dangerous himself. It was one of the few things he’d decided for himself, and the more he was given ribbons and other opportunities to help out in fights, he grew more comfortable like that.

As soon as Ralsei nodded, Susie’s voice practically shouted, “Then what the hell are we waiting for?!? The Angel seems in on it. And you-” She pointed a finger at Ralsei. “-seem to not get that they’re completely chill with this.” Her hand moved towards Kris before she squinted, sweating a bit. “Uh, would you even be able to last through the whole festival without a soul?”

Kris shrugged before waving their hand a bit. “Did a Dark World. Festival should be okay. Mayor is a problem.” Their head slumped for a bit before they banged it roughly against the table. “She’ll know you’re not supposed to be there.  Mom will ask. Dad might be calm. Berdly will connect dots.”

“With all due respect,” the Angel took Susie’s voice again, sighing, “This festival isn’t about her. I’m not giving her a free win by saying ‘Hey let’s not have fun, because she’ll be watching’.” The presence in the room abruptly grew hotter, the Angel glaring at the floor. “She’d be stupid to try to confront me in the Light World anyway.”

Just as quickly as it appeared, the cold presence in the room vanished. Ralsei glanced between Kris and Susie, looking for any indication that they knew what the Angel was talking about. Neither of them seemed to know. The Angel… wasn’t meant to have an ability to fight in the Light World. What did they mean?

Susie didn’t catch on. “Anyway, so like, are we doing this?” She raised a hand to remove the soul, tilting her head at everyone in the room. “You can’t hear ‘em, but they’re really excited about this.”

Kris mumbled into the table that they were still face-down against. “Heard it all day.”

Well… if it would make everyone else happy…

That spark of defiance against the Angel’s own fate that Ralsei gained recently reignited. He summoned courage, raising a hand to stop Susie. “On one condition!” It was hard to contain the excitement already bubbling up at… the mere prospect of going to the Light World. It felt so sudden. How long had the Angel been thinking about this? It made what he needed to say all the more important. “You’re not going to stop… looking for your own vessel just because of this, right Angel?”

The presence in the room grew more gentle. The Angel’s voice layered under Susie’s own when they tried to reassure him, “I won’t. I’m just… more than happy to give up a little bit of that if it means you get to keep being you.” Something in the air twitched. Ralsei felt something that couldn’t possibly exist draping over him. “I’ve been thinking about this for a long time. Trust me.”

He didn’t… like when they said things like that, but as long as… they planned to still find their own way instead of constantly being shackled to him…

“Besides, it was you who said I’d have to stay around to keep you in check, right?”

Ralsei clenched and unclenched his fingers over and over again. It wasn’t right. He shouldn’t. Yet, he wanted it. He wanted to go to the festival with his friends. The Angel didn’t mind being with him. In fact, they seemed to almost find it preferable to anything else which confused him. They told him that they would continue looking for their vessel after, so he wouldn’t be trapping them. It would… just be up to him to keep himself from wanting more.

So, slowly, he nodded his head, forcing out an “Okay.”

It felt like a terrible utterance, giving into what would surely be a vice. However, the presence in the room only brightened.

Without a moment to lose, Susie ejected the soul from her body. It spun in the air for a moment again before righting itself, immediately twirling around her head. Susie recovered quickly, waving her hand. “Yeah yeah, you’re welcome for the help.” She looked at the soul for a moment before glancing between it and Ralsei. “So uh… do you want us… here for when they fuse with you?”

He did not want to be seen when his form was wrong. He liked appearing as a friend. He liked being a friend. So little was said about him in the prophecy, but he liked the path he was walking. 

Before he could respond, Kris stood up from their chair. “Not leaving.” Their head turned to the soul hovering in the air. “We can shut our eyes if it's that bad. Not leaving.”

The soul did not move from its spot, but the wavy confusion in the air caught Ralsei’s attention. Susie furrowed her brow at Kris as well. “We’ve done this so many times before. Why’re you being so weird about it?”

“I-It’s fine!” Ralsei interrupted before the two of them could argue any further. “If… it would make you happier staying, that’s fine! Um… it would be nice if you… didn’t look though.” He rarely liked to look at himself while the soul had control. Being changed into something entirely different irked him beyond belief.

Kris looked more exhausted, but did not protest further.

A red light entered the corner of Ralsei’s vision. When he turned, he found the soul hovering at arm’s length from him. Just like last time, they waited for him to absorb the soul himself.

Ralsei… wanted to be with his friends. He wanted to go with them to the festival. While he had enlisted Kris to get Susie an ice cream, he… wouldn’t mind doing it himself. It was terrifying to want things, because if he let himself do that, then he didn’t know if he would be able to stop. 

And yet, a soul hovered in front of him, encouraging him to want things yet again.

…What if Kris was right?

This would be disruptive. Noelle certainly knew of him now, but Berdly would probably recognize him. Points of comparison were always made between him and the Dreemurr household. This could endanger everyone if those working with the Knight caught on.

Wings that he could never see wrapped around him, even though he could not truly feel them. He just knew something was there, encouraging him no matter what was going on in his head.

Ralsei reached out a hand, the surface of the soul grazing the palm of his hand. As carefully as he possibly could, he wrapped his hand around its surface, already feeling the Angel’s influence washing over him. Before it could get out of hand, he brought his hand to his chest, seeing one flash of red before clamping his eyes shut.

Unlike the last time they fused for a while, Ralsei was not lulled into a space deep in his mind. Instead, he was painfully aware of the effect the soul had on his body. Horns already had begun to elongate and sharpen. Fangs dug into his lip while his jaw locked up. Then, a pulse of light from deep within him began to burn brighter, making him lurch forward out of his chair.

A gauntleted hand caught him. “Not looking.” Kris’ voice came through while they gently lowered him to the floor. 

A second pair of hands helped prop his head up. Susie’s movements were slopping, considering she was trying to keep him stable with her eyes closed. “I uh… definitely saw. Sorry,” she admitted, sending Ralsei’s nerves into disarray. When Ralsei’s breath quickened, she immediately wrapped arms around him. “Doesn’t matter, dumbass. We’ve got ya till it’s over.”

Ralsei tried not to focus on the way his form tried to shift. Instead, he tried to pay attention to the hand against his back and the strong arms wrapping around him. Despite Susie seeing something more efficient and useful for the briefest of moments, she still hugged him and stayed with him. Kris caught him regardless of their misgivings with the situation, and even now he could feel their hand on his back, running circles as if to try to make it easier.

A pulse of light came again. Slowly, all changes to his body grinded to a halt. The Angel did not speak to him, the presence in the room focusing on something that he did not dare to look at. 

Dots of warmth around him that he hadn’t noticed began to wink out. Claws that had started poking holes in his robes slowly filed down. He didn’t realize that he felt taller until it was undone. Light kept being cast on his form, deciding what must be kept distinct and what must be changed. It should have been terrifying to have the Angel’s power twisting him so easily, and yet every pulse of light only gave him back what he already knew instead of what it wanted to change him into.

Ralsei didn’t keep track of how long it lasted. At some point, he started paying attention to Susie and Kris far more. When the Angel’s presence settled in somewhere in his chest, he was surprised to hear their voice reverberating through his mind. “You can open your eyes now.”

He held his breath, taking a few seconds before slowly opening his eyes. When he saw his own hands in his lap, they were just as he remembered them. No detail seemed to be spared. Other than the undeniable warmth in his chest, he did not immediately notice anything different. He tried not to peer for long past the Dark World. He knew that if he looked close enough, he would see the Light World, but he blinked the vision away before he could try.

“Did I do it right?” The Angel asked, their voice sounding unsure. This was the first time that he had been able to witness one of their talks while still “awake”, and it made him jump when he heard the voice come through again.

Ralsei recovered momentarily, realizing that Susie and Kris still had their eyes shut. He looked at himself once more before finally nodding his head, the tips of his fingers feeling numb. “It… all looks fine, Angel.” It felt too good to be true. He… hadn’t dared to hope that he would ever have this, and yet… here he was. Ralsei placed a hand over his chest, whispering, “Thank you.”

After she heard him talking, Susie’s head shot up. Kris followed shortly after, immediately detaching from the impromptu pile on the floor. Seemingly satisfied, Susie commented, “Damn, they did do a good job. Your eyes are kinda glowing though.” 

“They’re what?” Ralsei yelled, trying to spot it in the reflection of his glasses.

The Angel sighed, “I think that just happens. Sorry.”

“It’s hardly there…” Susie admitted. Though, when something came to mind, she bared her teeth, “Wait, could you do that the whole time? Where’s my cool form? Couldn’t have at least given me wings or something?”

Ralsei felt his own will slowly pushed to the side when the soul in his chest became more active. He was slightly used to the feeling on account of recent battles causing the Angel to take more control when things got out of hand, but it still shocked him just a bit. “It was a hunch. I saw an old friend do it once, so I figured I could try?”

As soon as they were finished responding, Ralsei was released. His mouth moving on its own was… strange. He understood why Kris would find this uncomfortable. However, the Angel’s presence always seemed so… fleeting. While it watched all the time, it was normally attached to Kris. It had vanished once and slept many more times. Having it constantly with him felt…

Calming?

Like he could lean back, and someone was there to catch him.

Kris lightly tapped his shoulder before tilting their head. “Feel okay?”

If he could be honest with himself, he had never felt more whole in his short existence. It was exactly the feeling that he feared growing too attached to, and yet, in the moment, he found himself slipping into it. He nodded at Kris, brushing a hand against the space that the soul had passed through. “We’re all right, Kris. Thank you.”

They backed off, though their gaze lingered where the soul had vanished. Somehow, Ralsei thought that they were trying to issue a silent threat.

“Well then what the hell are we waiting for?” Susie yelled, scooping Ralsei up in her arms. He yelped, his glasses going lopsided for a moment. “Let’s get you to the Light World!”

Every time someone said it, it felt like he would wake up at every given moment. Yet, even as Susie practically yanked him out of the shared rooms and charged towards the edge of Castle Town, he wasn’t waking up. The soul in his chest thrummed in excitement. Kris kept up pace right behind, though did not seem to go all out in keeping up with Susie. They must have been conserving strength.

A beam of light taunted Ralsei as they approached, daring him to enter. Before Susie could drag him in due to her excitement, Ralsei flailed out of her arms, landing a few feet away from the light that he could never be a part of. And yet, he was almost there. He was almost a part of it.

Ralsei stared at it for a few moments longer, his legs shaking while he stood up.

Doubt flooded his head instantly. What if the rules that he knew were wrong? What if this was a terrible mistake, and he would get too attached to the idea of being in the Light World? What if he didn’t want to let go?

“You don’t have to.”

Warmth pulsed in his chest again, the nerves throughout his body slowly calming. They wanted to reignite when he realized what the Angel was insinuating. Out loud, he accidentally responded to them, “I will, Angel. You have to go back to your own vessel, remember?”

“I never wanted to let go either.”

The words echoed through his mind, and he didn’t understand what the Angel was trying to say.

However, Susie walked up by his side and Kris took the other. Both of them reached out their hands, ready to help him through the light. Susie grinned, looking between him and the beam of light. “We’re gonna show you so much, okay? We’re gonna make it count.”

He… would love to see everything. Truly.

Ralsei held his breath, taking a tentative step forward. His friends joined him, and the soul in his chest did not exert any control. The Angel made sure that the steps were his own, and every single one that Ralsei took felt closer and closer to something he should never have.

Light shimmered against his fur. The soul in his chest grew hotter, trying to protect him. The three of them fully entered something antithetical to Ralsei’s entire existence, and yet the Angel made sure that he would remain distinct.

Just as Ralsei had seen Kris and Susie do many times before when they left, he leapt into the light, and felt the world begin to spin.

 


 

A few things in this exchange were notable to the man. Most importantly, the Angel had abandoned their previous goal of obtaining a vessel in favor of saving who they considered a friend. Regardless of whether or not that would constrain their existence, they chose to do so. The man wondered if this was a tendency gained from what occurred with the Prince of Monsters. 

More interestingly, the Angel had weaponized their power, even if they did not truly realize what they had done. The ability to shape the world, the same power that the humans once had, had been utilized. The Prince of the Dark’s form had naturally changed thanks to the soul’s influence, but the Angel made a conscious decision to change it back. The man likened it to how they edited the fur color on their current vessel. They could tap into that power. It had simply only been used on incredibly small scales so far.

Lastly, the Angel had insinuated that they would continue looking for a vessel of their own. Now, they had one. The man wondered if they would still offer their soul with the new circumstances. According to all they had said about their soul being claimed, they absolutely still would. Fascinating. The Prince of the Dark would undoubtedly find frustration with this outcome.

However, no outcome would ever come to be if the three heroes were not found.

The man leaned in once more, continuing to observe.

 


 

It took a lot of convincing and Kris running home to grab an umbrella before Ralsei finally managed to take a step outside of the school. Stepping into the Light World was already something that made his heart hammer in his chest. Every step on the classroom floor felt wrong. He was meant to be an object, and yet he could feel the floor. He could see the world clearly. The soul inside of him protected him from the world trying to diminish his form, and every time he blinked, he thought he would wake up.

Instead, Susie guided him forward, never letting go of his hand with how much his legs were shaking. Constant reassurances came from the Angel. Kris seemed to be scanning for anything that could go wrong themself, and the moment Ralsei expressed fear about going out in something as strong as sunlight, they took off towards their house to get something for him.

Hopefully, they wouldn’t overexert themself without the soul.

While waiting, Ralsei studied halls that he had been in before as an object. It was different to be able to see them with his own two eyes, to be able to reach out on his own and feel anything he touched. Though, when he reached out to feel the texture of a wall, he saw that his robes that he always wore had not changed. He stuck out like a sore thumb compared to Susie’s more casual clothing, and had to ask, “Do… you think people are going to think I look funny?”

Susie scoffed, “Not with me around. I’ll kick their asses. Hell, I can teach you how to shove somebody into a locker.” She pointed a finger at the rows of lockers in question before waving her hand dismissively. “But uh… nah. I think it’s supposed to be like… some people wear costumes? Kinda a general fall thing I think.”

Oh. That… would certainly make things easier. 

When Kris returned with an umbrella and a coat to cover up most of his clothes (even though he never voiced a thing about the clothes to them), Ralsei gained the strength to get anywhere close to the door. Just to be certain that the outside would not burn him, Ralsei tentatively reached a hand out. He paused just short of the threshold where light would touch his fingers, before Susie rolled her eyes. She snatched his hand in her own before dragging it out into the sun, unclasping her fingers so that sunlight finally hit him.

It only felt… warm.

It didn’t harm him. It couldn’t. Though, the more his hand lingered out in the sun, the more his nerves started to fray again. He… graciously took the umbrella from Kris. The sun… was something that he always wanted to experience with a real body. Even as he fully stepped out of the school, he kept peeking out of the umbrella to try to spot the bright light again.

When he accidentally did get a glimpse of the sun, Ralsei winced, rubbing at his eyes before blinking a few times. When his vision came back, he found that some of his vision was still covered by odd spots.

“You looked at the sun, didn’t you?” The soul in his chest pulsed again, though the presence around him seemed lighthearted.

It did cause him to not panic as much as he probably would without the comfort. “I-Is that a bad thing?”

“Yeah don’t do that. That hurts everyone.” The Angel sounded like they were actively stifling a laugh. “It’ll go away in a bit.”

Okay. He could handle not looking at the sun. Honestly, he should have known that. Looking at bright lights typically did that… even though it was far less pronounced in the Dark World. He always found that staring at the Angel’s light did something similar. He just wanted to look at everything and commit it to memory, but the more he did so, the more he became more conscious of the soul in his chest. He was only here for one specific reason, and this… would be temporary. He had to remember tha-

“Damn, it got late! We gotta go find Noelle!” Susie yelled, grabbing both Kris and Ralsei’s hands. “Come on!”

Kris eyed Ralsei while the two of them were pulled along. Despite the circumstances, a small smile was starting to appear on their face. When it was noticed by Ralsei, it disappeared. “Have an idea to handle Berdly. Follow my lead.”

Ralsei had already seen the results of many of Susie’s ideas.

Somehow, an instinct from his time as a pair of horns made him dread Kris’ idea.

 


 

Hometown was rather small. Ralsei knew this, and yet he should not have been surprised when many eyes lingered on him as Susie dragged him through town. It was technically far larger than any Dark World he had been in, but the Dark Worlds were expansive. Darkner populations were also far larger. Ralsei was no stranger to small towns. After all, he was the only one in Castle Town for quite a while. He was a stranger to being watched and acknowledged constantly.

No one had seen him before. People in town knew each other. He was an outsider coming in, and Ralsei could already see comparisons being made when he caught a few gazes. He was an outsider that didn’t look like one, and that drew attention.

Ralsei could momentarily take his mind off of it by focusing on the ensuing conversation between the other four he was with. Berdly had absolutely seen him, and Kris decided to simply act like everyone in the group had known Ralsei for their entire lives, Berdly included.

Which, predictably, led to Berdly getting frustrated.

“No!!! I do not recognize him, Kris! He does not go to our class!”

“Never said he did.” Kris, to their credit, just didn’t say where Ralsei was from. “From another town. You’ve met him.”

Noelle had joined the fray as well with Susie, and considering that she absolutely knew what was up with Ralsei at this point, she joined in too to try to cover. “Yeah! He’s… um… he’s in our Minecrap server, Berdly!”

Ralsei… thought he recalled what that was? It had been so long since Kris wore him. However, when he saw both Kris and Noelle looking at him, he nodded hastily. “That’s right! I’m… definitely in there!”

“Impossible!” Berdly pulled out his phone, scrolling through something that Ralsei couldn’t see. “I know everyone I whitelist for the Minecrap server!”

“Yeah duh.” Kris crossed their arms, smirking at the bird who was currently floundering. “That’s why you recognize him. He was in a call with us, dude.”

With no coherent response, Berdly began to run a wing over his forehead. He started grumbling while staring at his phone before throwing both wings in the air. “I would be able to disprove this inadequate theory if I had the internet to check our server, but it is still down. So, your explanation will be tolerated for now! However, when the internet is back, I will prove to you that I did not forget anyone who was on my Minecrap server!”

Susie decided she had enough of the shenanigans, rolling her eyes. “Look, dumbass, he’s from another town, and you recognized him from something else. Big deal. Are you gonna stay here all day being annoyed about it, or are we gonna actually have some fun?”

Ralsei took a cursory glance around. There were countless Lightners that he remembered walking around to survey the decorations. Asgore’s flowers had actually made it to the festival. Little flags on string had been tied between houses. Different smells from food somewhere else drew Ralsei’s attention, and he saw multiple stalls set up further down the road. In the distance closer to the lake, he spotted what looked to be a ferris wheel over the tree tops.

Apparently, Susie saw him looking, because she grabbed him by the shoulders and placed him in the leader position. “All right, Ralsei. Where the hell are we going first?”

He adjusted his grip on the umbrella before immediately stammering, “Wh-what? Me?!? I don’t… know this town well!” That was partially a lie. He recognized the layout, and remembered enough, but he didn’t remember the festival well enough! Besides, it changed since the last time he had seen it.

Susie only grinned. “That’s exactly why you should lead the way. It’s more fun like that.” She lightly punched him on the shoulder, but did not budge from her demand.

Ralsei… was not used to leading, and with this many eyes on him, he didn’t want to get everyone into trouble if he did something he wasn’t supposed to. So, he tried to call on that phantom feeling of warmth in his chest, exposing his thoughts clearly to the Angel orbiting around him, “Can you take the lead for a moment, Angel?”

It took a moment for them to respond to this time, their presence receding from a random direction as if they were distracted. However, instead of taking control like he hoped, they kept their distance. “This is your time in the Light World, not mine. You’re capable of leading.” 

The only time he did anything remotely close was when Susie switched all of their controllers. There was also the time where the Angel disappeared, but that was less him leading and more finally spilling the correct information. He didn’t know what to do!

“Relax.” Not-all-there wings wrapped around him before a hint of guidance was finally given. “You wanted to get Susie ice cream, right? Start there.”

Of course, he did want to do that, didn’t he? The Angel still did not take him under their control, but their guidance had calmed him again. He became more certain of what to do, and looked towards the stalls where he smelled food. “Maybe that way?” He proposed, pointing down the road. “...If people are hungry, that is.”

Kris nodded, fishing some money out of their pocket. “Stole money from mom.” 

“Then let’s go. No more standing around!” Susie bared her teeth, practically shoving Ralsei forward.

Once more, the presence in Ralsei’s chest looked elsewhere, but he found himself laughing with Susie too much to notice.

 


 

Something was definitely wrong.

Not that Ralsei wasn’t having fun, but he was waiting for something to go wrong. Susie had in-fact gone through multiple ice creams just as he hoped. Kris and Noelle both tried to see how many hotdogs she could fit in her mouth. The answer was “too many” considering that they ran out of money before they found the upper limit. It… should have been fun, and Ralsei did laugh watching it. It felt nice to be able to laugh with them, but something wasn’t right.

Every now and then, Kris vanished to talk to their parents. Apparently, the two had caught on to many people asking about Ralsei, but Kris expertly navigated the group away from that conversation as quickly as possible. Midway through walking around the festival, Ralsei found himself being flanked from all sides by friends to hide him from prying eyes. Even Berdly had accidentally joined the formation, likely unconsciously to mimic whatever everyone else was doing.

Still, something didn’t feel right. A hole in his chest started to ache.

At one point, everyone got shoved into the same booth in the ferris wheel. Ralsei could see Noelle longingly looking at an empty booth and then back at Susie, but Kris had insisted that they all ride together. When Berdly started screeching bloody murder at Kris shaking the booth, Ralsei found out why. He practically clawed Susie’s arm when the booth started jostling, but both she and Noelle were cackling wildly.

It was nice. He liked being with his friends. When they all reached the top of the ferris wheel, he got to look over the treetops. The sun had started to dip below the horizon, and he could look a little bit easier now. Soft oranges bled across the sky as the world darkened, and Ralsei could only stare. It… was all so beautiful. The sky was beautiful. The sun reflected in his glasses while a smile came to his face. He could see sprawling roads and forests in the distance beyond what Hometown even offered. There was a whole world out there, and now-

The ache in Ralsei’s chest grew, and one of his claws shot up to his chest.

That wrongness that invaded the air finally made sense. The Angel had receded so much that something in the air was missing.

Ralsei didn’t waste anymore time. The moment the ferris wheel continued to spin, he sat down, focusing on making his thoughts as clear as possible. He thought of the name of the soul inside his chest to get their attention. “Are you okay?”

It took longer for the Angel to respond this time, like they did not expect to be addressed. The phantom warmth in his chest pulsed once more, but receded as quickly as it came. “Of course I am. I’m just watching.” Their voice sounded quieter, more distant. “Are you having fun?”

Admittedly, he was. However, before he could even make a conscious response for that, he realized what the Angel was doing. Instead of allowing them to change the subject again, he came back to it. “You felt… far away for a second. I got worried.”

“Just letting you have fun.” 

Well, that was… nice of them, but it did not entirely make him feel better. After all, despite Ralsei making it to the Light World, shouldn’t the Angel have been able to sit with everyone else? They… hadn’t even tried to talk this whole time despite multiple opportunities to do so. He hadn’t felt a hint of influence ever since they gave him the idea to get Susie an ice cream. 

So, Ralsei tried to include them in the only way he knew how right now. While they were dipping below the treetops soon, he asked to the soul, “Do… you like the sunset? I think it looks pretty!”

Something in his chest withered. Light diminished. “I can’t see it, Ralsei.”

Ah, the ferris wheel must have… dipped too low. Ralsei ignored the rules in his head that told him that the Angel would never be able to see the sky as they were now. They watched from above. They could not see what he did.

And yet, a quiet answer came before he could ask something else.

“...I liked it once before, I think.”

 


 

The Angel receded for a long while again. Every now and then, Ralsei prodded at them. Answers came from the Angel slower and slower, but they did answer his questions whenever he asked. It was just that whenever he wasn’t focusing on them, they drifted away instantly. Something like the Angel shouldn’t have to do that. They acted as a Darkner should, only existing when necessary and receding into the background until called upon again.

It irked him. The soul in his chest felt less comforting, and more like the two of them had just swapped places.

The last straw was when Ralsei tried to give the Angel something to do that they usually liked doing. Little minigames in Dark Worlds were always fun to them, and when the group found a simple ring toss game, Ralsei thought that they might enjoy it. So, he called upon them again while everyone else had a turn, “You can use my turn for this one if you want!”

“It’s your night, Ralsei.” The response came faster than the others, but did not sound any more exasperated. Every time they talked to him, they sounded normal, and that scared him. They didn’t see anything wrong with what was happening. “Don’t worry about me. I’m happy to watch.”

This… was the one thing that they always had fun with. Ralsei distinctly remembered how much they enjoyed Tenna’s little minigames. The moment they had been given a guitar on stage, Ralsei had never felt the presence in the air be that bright. The Angel didn’t burn brightly due to anger or rage at that moment. They were simply glowing, because they were happy.

And once again, they had rejected something Ralsei knew they liked.

When Ralsei looked up to tell someone what he needed to do next, he saw a quite… odd scene. Berdly was currently holding Kris back from assassinating the stall-owner, but he was the one who was claiming that the ring toss game was rigged. It seemed that he was not the one who would do the attacking, but he would also not let the stall-owner get away with a rigged game. 

Ignoring that for the moment, Ralsei tapped Susie’s shoulder. When he got her attention, he poked his chest. “I… um… need a moment.” Hopefully, she would understand what he was saying. “You all don’t need to wait up! I’ll be able to find my way to you.”

Susie squinted, though from the way she looked at Ralsei’s chest too, she knew what this was about. “Alone? Don’t want me to go with you?”

Berdly seemed distracted enough, so Ralsei whispered, “Not alone. And… um… you and Noelle haven’t had time to actually be alone? Maybe… you could do that while Kris and Berdly are distracted?” He didn’t want to interrupt everyone else’s night, and quite honestly thought that the Angel needed to hear this from him rather than anyone else.

Before Susie relented, she sighed, “Where are you two going then?”

Ralsei did a mental check of which areas were around this stall. The lake was close by, out of the way, and easily findable. Maybe, some people would be swimming in it, but he could just stay in the treeline if he needed to. “The lake.”

Susie nodded before lightly punching his shoulder. “Arright, but I’m coming to get you if you take too long.” For good measure, she grabbed his long-closed umbrella, since the sun was no longer out before sending him off.

Going out on his own was terrifying, but he could do it. He needed to for just a second, and then things would be fine. He… always knew this soul situation would be temporary, but while it was temporary, he needed to make sure that the Angel didn’t just completely recede. Weren’t they… excited about hanging out with him?

Ralsei took one last glance at the stall before heading off towards the lake. He heard laughter coming from its direction, so he took a detour into the trees just so that he wouldn’t be heard. It… wasn’t that he needed to really say things out loud, but he didn’t want anyone looking at him while he conversed with the Angel. Too many gazes had been cast on him already, and he did not want that to interrupt him.

When Ralsei found a spot next to the water that was out of the way, he took a deep breath and sat down. After the sun went down, clouds had covered the sky. Ralsei knew that a starry sky was hidden from view, but part of him preferred it this way. He… didn’t exactly like this anymore, because something was missing. So, Ralsei called out to the aching feeling in his chest once more, starting with their name, “Are you there?”

Something settled in next to him. If he focused hard enough, he might’ve been able to convince himself that wings brushed against him like they had the last time he and the Angel were fused. The Angel’s voice reverberated through his head, sounding even quieter, “Ralsei, I’m fine. This time, I really mean it. There’s no reason to be interrupting your night.”

Ralsei’s jaw clenched tighter for a moment. Out loud, he accidentally almost yelled, “That’s the problem!” His hand shot up to his mouth in horror, both at the fact that he had said anything out loud and that he’d yelled at them. Immediately after, his head sank into his hands, Ralsei catching his own reflection in the water. “You’re… acting like this is fine, and I’m confused!”

For a second, he thought he saw the reflection looking away. Wings that Ralsei never had sagged before the image returned to normal.

“Did I do something wrong?”

If anyone else had said that, Ralsei could reach out and hug them. He could reassure them over and over that nothing wrong had been done, and that he didn’t mean to insinuate that. However, the Angel had no form to comfort. They only had a soul that was trapped in his chest, and no matter how much Ralsei wanted to reach out, he could not. “No-” He stifled his voice. “You… haven’t done anything, and that’s scaring me.”

The Angel remained silent, a small nudge to continue coming from the soul.

So, he did. Ralsei did not know where he found the strength to defy them. Perhaps, it was their talk the previous night. Maybe, he finally understood more of what he wanted, and getting this didn’t fully encapsulate what he really wanted. “I thought… you said that you wanted to hang out too. Then, when we’re finally here, you just… vanished.”

“I’m watching.” The Angel’s presence coiled around him, trying to bring comfort. However, the words were anything but. “The festival was something you wanted, and I didn’t want to just take that from you.”

Frustration rose in the back of his throat again. He fought back the urge to say things out loud again. “I did want to go to the festival, and maybe it’s selfish to ask for more.” His hands curled into fists, claws digging into the end of his robes. “...but… most of all, I just wanted to go with all of you.”

“And you have.”

“I haven’t!” Ralsei yelled, and his voice started moving faster and faster before he had the control to stop himself. “This is why I didn’t want your soul. I didn’t want to do this if it meant that you couldn’t be yourself!” He felt lightheaded the more he tried to defy their presence. He was never supposed to be able to do that. But right now, he wanted to. He needed to. So, Ralsei broke the rules. “You’re my friend too, and it hurts when you’re not there.”

“Ralsei-”

He wouldn’t be interrupted. His mind kept swirling like a hurricane. “I don’t want this soul if it means that you’re not there. When you get your vessel, I’ll be happy to be your friend when you visit, but-” He knew there was no other way for him to go to the Light World, and yet he still thought the next words regardless. “Until we find another way, I don’t want this soul back. Not until I know that you can come here with me.”

The presence around him stopped moving. It watched him closely, wavering every now and then when it almost came to a decision before rescinding it immediately. When the Angel finally had something to say, they answered his worries with one of their own: “I just didn’t want you to be alone.”

“But you’re alone instead.” Maybe, it would be different if they talked through him or didn’t recede, but they had done that so quickly for him. It made Ralsei not want to risk it again. “You should be allowed to hang out with Kris and Susie. You shouldn’t have to worry about me whenever you want to do anything.”

The Angel’s soul twitched in his chest. “I was just trying to be considerate.”

Maybe they were. Ralsei got to do so many things on his own tonight, and he should have been able to feel grateful for that. Instead, his chest felt heavier. “I don’t like it when you’re gone.” He glanced up at the clouds, air wisping in front of his mouth while he exhaled. “It’s… a little silly, but I’m glad I can’t see the stars tonight. I think it would be better if we… both saw them.”

The Angel could not look upward with him.

The usual steady light in the air began to waver. Like it was too tired to fight any longer, it started to sputter and dim. Instead of vanishing, it drew itself close to Ralsei, the Angel whispering, “I’ll try not to disappear. I promise. I didn’t… plan to. I just…” Ralsei’s own nostrils took a breath that he did not take on his own. “I can’t let another friend down.”

A hint of that place that they sometimes talked about seeped through. 

The Angel spoke again, weariness seeping into their voice, “I’ll find a way for you to come to the Light World. I’ll figure out my vessel. I’ll… find a way.” They finally decided, but they didn’t sound certain at all. “I just… need you to promise me… that if it ever gets too much, you tell me. I’ll give you my soul. I won’t disappear. I’ll just be with you until you’re ready to come back again.”

He couldn’t promise that. Even now, they were still trying to offer the core of their very being to him, and he just couldn’t take it.

Again, the Angel pressed. “Until we find a way, I’m not leaving you in the Dark World. I’ll… I’ll stay.” Their presence became choppy, like they were trying to laugh but couldn’t quite get it right. “Not like there’s anything waiting for me in the Light World urgently. Kris and Susie have to finish school. I’d… be more than willing to just stay… until we find something or you get tired.”

They… would stay?

Why would they do that?

“Angel, I would… I would tell you if it gets to be too much, but-” 

Ralsei got part way through his sentence before a chill ran through his fur.

Ralsei started to choke.

He couldn’t move his body. Every ounce of his being suddenly locked up, and the soul in his chest started to burn as if it wished to counter what had just appeared in the air. The Angel’s control had washed over him before, but never like this.

Slowly, Ralsei’s body pushed itself to its feet. Arms pinned at his side, and his glasses clouded over as the Angel exerted total control. Like strings had been tightened around what little being Ralsei had, he found himself unable to act at all.

The Angel’s voice layered under his own came out of his own mouth, speaking clearly into the darkness. “It’s rude to spy on people, you know.”

Ralsei couldn’t even struggle. He became a spectator of his own body, his head being forcibly turned towards a silhouette at the treeline.

Grass crunched. The silhouette moved forward, stepping over tree roots and leaves before finally drawing to a stop a few feet away. Now that the figure was closer, recognition flashed in the Angel’s soul. Even Ralsei had an image come to mind. He remembered someone constantly visiting the Dreemurr household before everything went so wrong. Kris adored her. Considering that she called herself Kris’ aunt at times, she adored Kris in turn.

Those times had changed, and Carol Holiday’s icy glare bored holes through Ralsei.

“Greetings,” she began amicably, no intonation in her voice giving a single indicator as to what she thought of seeing Ralsei out in the open. The Angel had made it abundantly clear who the mayor was in relation to the Knight’s plans, and Ralsei wanted to run. However, his feet remained rooted at the Angel’s command. A chill ran up Ralsei’s spine when her lips curled just slightly upward. “I make a note to meet everyone who comes to this festival. Naturally, your presence has caused quite the commotion, but I hope that you are nevertheless enjoying your evening.” The eye-contact that she hadn’t broken with Ralsei slowly trailed downward to his chest. “Though, I expected you to have a better taste in your vessel.”

The chill in the air began to dissipate. It retreated backwards to an invisible line drawn between Ralsei and Carol. Just like it had during the battle against the Knight, the Angel’s presence flared up. Searing heat burned at Ralsei’s back. The Angel had been clearly addressed, but their own face showed no sign of emotion either. “I see we’ve dropped the pleasantries right away then.” They cocked Ralsei’s head to the side, a deadpan statement coming out of their mouth: “Did you know your husband dies in the world you summoned me from?”

Ralsei’s heart stopped.

Carol’s slight smile immediately dissipated back into a frown. She did not give any indication that the statement affected her other than that small change in her expression. 

However, the Angel noticed. The cold in the woods began to be pushed backwards even further. Tree branches swayed from above as the Angel spoke through Ralsei once more, “My apologies. I must have misread the room. I thought we were being pointless assholes. Go on. Try again.”

Ralsei could barely breathe as an iron grip wrapped around his body. The presence of the Angel shielded him, and yet restrained him far more than he could ever hope to fight. He wanted to tremble, but even that could not get through.

Carol cleared her throat, the cold in the woods once more beginning to push back. “I expected civil conversation from someone of your stature. Instead, I only find myself confused as to why you waste time.” Her eyes narrowed at the Angel. “Your part in the prophecy is soon, and yet you have abandoned your vessel.”

“You think I’m stupid, don’t you?” The Angel clenched Ralsei’s hands tighter. Their expression still did not change. “That I’m just another Kris or Asgore that you can yank around to do your bidding?”

Instead of being surprised that the Angel had unearthed her role, Carol simply shook her head. Instead, praise came out of her mouth. “No. In fact, you are one of our most intelligent allies. That is why I believe you know the consequences should you not participate in the prophecy. You are not foolish enough to let this world die, and you are certainly not cruel enough either.”

The cold advanced, beating the light backward. Carol had heard of the Angel’s pacifism? The Angel steeled themself, but Ralsei heard words reverberating through their head: The world is covered in darkness. However, the Angel remained steadfast. “So you know the prophecy, then,” the Angel guessed, the invisible light beginning to grow. “However, Carol Holiday, you are correct only about one thing: I am not foolish enough to let this world die. Fine, you got me.”

Carol’s barely-there smile came back as she stared down at a vessel far smaller than her.

Ralsei knew he was in danger, and it wasn’t coming from Carol.

The Angel’s expression finally shifted, Ralsei’s fangs baring. “You’re in so far over your head that you don’t realize the water has frozen over yet.” What was this? What was Ralsei feeling? He’d felt terrified of the Angel just a bit when they fought the Knight, but something alien to everything he knew about the Angel began to rise. “The heroes of the prophecy are under my protection. If anything happens to them, you can rest assured that your family will not be reunited like you want.”

Despite the slightest narrowing of her eyes, Carol’s smile did not fade. “I am aware that they are under your protection. In fact, I am counting on it.” She stopped staring through Ralsei at the Angel and looked at him properly. “You would not abandon them, it seems. If you have grown this attached to a mere object, then I believe your participation in the prophecy will proceed as normal.”

The cold continued pressing forward, the light diminishing.

The Angel must have agreed with her on part of that.

However, neither Ralsei nor Carol knew a thing about the Angel.

They smiled back at her, hands clasping behind Ralsei’s back. “You know, I’ve thought a lot about why you would be doing this. What would motivate someone like you to bring a bunch of highschoolers into your plan that will undoubtedly bring the Roaring?” They began to pace, walking back and forth in front of Carol. Invisible wings sharpened into daggers. The presence within Ralsei became more dangerous. “Let me tell you now Carol Holiday, I could find you entirely justified and your story sympathetic. However, there is one thing that will never change.”

Ralsei’s hand pointed at Carol, and the world lurched.

The soul on the Angel’s chest pulsed three times before flashing to life with a trill. Color and detail had been completely lost as the Angel forced a battle in the Light World. Their own vessel alongside Carol faded into blacks and whites, and her own practiced neutrality finally broke. Ralsei’s own perception of what the Angel was broke. What was this? What had they done? They weren’t meant to be able to fight in the Light World! This wasn’t how battles functioned! And yet-

The Angel did not find this strange at all. The soul within Ralsei’s chest had never become more certain. Muscle memory from battles never fought coursed through his entire being, and nothing but raw hatred spewed out for the monster before them. “If you hurt any of them, I will find you. You can banish me. You can run to the ends of the earth to hide from me. No force in this world can prevent me from finding your perfect ending and erasing it.”

Could anyone else see this? No one was coming to help. The Angel’s soul was fully exposed, as if they did not fear being seen in the slightest. They wished to be seen, and they slowly began to walk towards Carol.

She glanced around the woods, and despite the fact that the cold had been pushed severely backwards, she regained her composure. “You do not have that power,” she said with certainty, as if she knew precisely what the Angel was capable of. And yet, Ralsei wondered if they did.

The Angel simply smiled.

Whatever battle they caused faded away, the soul vanishing back into Ralsei’s chest. No one had seen. No one was coming to help. However, the Angel remained undeterred, and took another step towards Carol. “Are you willing to take that gamble?” The Angel’s smile grew on Ralsei’s face, danger that he never wished to wear flashing in his expression. “I will hunt every ounce of the happy ending that you wished to build for yourself, and I will destroy it bit by bit until only you and I remain. After that?” They cocked their head to the side, shrugging. “I’ll accept my banishment.”

Perhaps, Carol could feel the Angel’s presence in her own way too. Maybe, she knew that the light had grown too bright, burning up everything else in these woods and destroying the cold entirely. She stared at the Angel, her expression never bleeding away to any kind of fear. Her expression only hardened. “Do you expect to threaten me into caving to your demands?” She questioned, “This prophecy will occur one way or another, and I have simply decided to use it for something productive.”

“My demands are something you are incapable of accomplishing” The Angel continued pacing back and forth, beginning to list things on their hand. “Give these three, and your daughter, freedom from whatever hell you have planned for them. Stop trying to bring an apocalypse. Even asking you to delay your plans just so they could have one night with each other would be too much, because you cannot even give up enough control to let your own daughter go to a festival with someone she has a crush on.”

Carol scoffed slightly, keeping her eyes trained on the Angel. “I have lost one daughter to this prophecy already. I have given my part. Perhaps, you should learn to do yours as well.”

“Then I suppose you will have to wait for consequences to find you.” Satisfied, the Angel took a step back. “My threats right now seem like nothing, I know. However, I hope when all is said and done, and when the smoke clears, when you think you’re finally free from me, that you live in fear, knowing that I am coming. I promise, I will be there.” They shook their head in disbelief, looking away from her at the ground. “You know what’s stupid? You could have talked to me. Instead of taking my vessel from me, you could have gotten my help willingly. I hope that haunts you.”

Carol’s frown deepened. Her cold gaze was all that remained, and it still tried to pierce the Angel when she said with no hesitation in her voice, “It had to be this way.”

The Angel stared at her for a few long moments. After a while, they sighed, beginning to walk past her. Carol did not stop them as they brought Ralsei’s vessel closer to the edge of the treeline, and she did not look back at them.

Before the Angel left, they turned Ralsei’s head to her. “You have my sympathies, Carol Holiday.” They turned back in the direction of their friends, leaving her with one last threat. “But you will never have my mercy.”

Carol did not move from her spot in the woods.

The Angel did not look back.

Ralsei’s body walked quickly back towards where the rest of the group had been. The Angel did not relinquish control, their expression remaining neutral and footsteps staying entirely rigid and with purpose.

Kris was nowhere to be seen.

Something in the Angel’s presence soured, and the Angel marched towards Susie immediately. They tapped her arm, not regarding Noelle or Berdly in the slightest. “We go. Now.”

“The hell-” Susie cut herself off before immediately seeing the way Ralsei was carrying himself. He wanted to call out for her, but nothing would respond to him. She cursed under her breath, eyes darting between Noelle and Berdly. “Uh. Emergency. That uhhh… might take the whole night.”

The Angel did not offer any help with the explanation, only beginning to march back towards the school. Ralsei thought that he heard rushed apologies coming from behind before heavy footfalls rushed up to walk beside him.

Of course, it was just Susie, but she didn’t seem happy about that at all. “The hell is up with you?!? The festival doesn’t end for another two hours! Noelle’s going to be upset-”

“Carol found us. Night’s over,” the Angel responded, trying to leave no room for argument as they turned a corner towards the school.

However, Susie was great at arguing constantly, and began to press more and more. “I thought you said that we weren’t giving her a free win! Why the hell are we going back?”

Ralsei wished he could breathe more. The Angel was barely actually using his lungs, focused only on getting to the storage closet as fast as possible. “I need to exit Ralsei, and I don’t know who else is going to be able to comfort him.”

As they burst through the door of the school, it was empty inside. Susie’s suspicious scowl started to fade, but she still had questions as always. “You were only gone for like ten minutes! What the hell happened?”

The Angel stopped in front of the storage closet, placing Ralsei’s hand on the handle. “I made a promise. A bad one.” 

The door swung open. The Angel leapt in, darkness once again shrouding Ralsei as it always had. Susie leapt in soon after, changing forms right behind the two of them. As soon as Ralsei hit the ground, the Angel walked him towards the closest wall. Despite the fact that they did not need it, they pressed his back against the wall and lowered him to the ground so that he had something to lean against. Over and over, muttered words kept reverberating through Ralsei’s head.

“Sorry. I’m sorry.”

A presence in the air finally trembled, like it had been holding back for so long.

Unwillingly, Ralsei’s hand was brought up to his chest, and the apologies were cut off when the soul exited his body. It hovered away from him immediately, like the Angel feared being close to him for any longer.

Just as they predicted, Ralsei started to panic. Breathing had finally been returned to him as the strings loosened, and he gasped for air. His hands immediately erupted into static. Was that how their full control felt? Even so, he had never felt them that aggressive before. He thought he knew all that they were capable of, and yet they nearly caused a fight in the Light World. They did cause a fight in the Light World, and Ralsei didn’t know those rules!

In an instant, Susie was at his side. Before she even had a chance to ask, Ralsei clawed at her arm just to have something to hang onto. “Hey, dude, I’ve got ya. You’re back in the Dark World.” She used her one free arm to take one of his hands, squeezing it as tightly as she could. “You gotta breathe, man. You’re freaking me out.”

Ralsei tried. He focused on the arm that he’d clawed into and the hand around his own. Shortly after, Susie pressed her forehead against his, and his nerves slowly began to calm. That… was right. Things were back how they were supposed to be. He was still Ralsei. He was still himself, and the soul that momentarily stamped out his will wasn’t within his chest anymore.

Somehow, even still, it felt emptier that way.

The Angel’s presence hovered around him too, and yet refused to broach anywhere closer to him. He didn’t understand. They had both just been talking, and then when the mayor showed up, everything just became stifled. He wasn’t himself anymore. Their will overpowered his instantly, like they could have done that the whole time. He was nothing compared to that.

Another person began to descend into the Dark World.

Ralsei kept breathing, his mouth slowly beginning to feel less dry. Static started to recede from his limbs, and he leaned into Susie like a lifeline. It was fine. He was okay.

Something metallic struck the ground. When Ralsei turned to look, he saw a red eye peeking through hair. Its gaze trained on the red heart, and, like a feral animal, Kris pounced.

A gauntleted hand wrapped around the soul, and Ralsei heard the sound of glass cracking. They brought it up to their face, summoning their BlackShard in their other hand. “Shouldn’t have trusted you.”

“Hey!” Susie leapt up to her feet, the warmth that Ralsei had felt suddenly leaving. “Chill the hell out! The Angel brought Ralsei here so he could breathe!”

Kris did not loosen their grip on the soul. Their lone eye flicked between Susie and Ralsei. “It threatened the mayor.” Kris’ grip on their blade tightened. “Used Ralsei to do it.”

Susie didn’t summon her own weapon, but she still sounded livid. “I probably would’ve threatened her too if she showed her damn face!” She eyed the soul like she wanted to pounce for it to keep it away from Kris, but didn’t know how. “The Angel isn’t going anywhere. Ralsei’s barely holding it together enough without you coming in and grabbing his friend.”

“It’s not his friend.” Kris grit their teeth, glass starting to crack further in their grip. They kept their gaze focused on Susie, waiting to see what she would do. “It hurt him. Told you it would hurt him.”

Slowly, Ralsei planted a hand on the ground. His eyes remained trained on the soul. Just like the Angel had done when fused with Ralsei, their presence slowly started to recede. They did not fight what was happening, and made themself smaller the more and more Kris’ fingers wrapped around the surface of the soul.

The Angel was accepting this as punishment.

“We don’t even know that!” Susie yelled, “How about we just ask them instead! Like we were supposed to! Like we all said we were going to do!”

Repeated apologies kept echoing through his head, even though they had been cut off a long time ago. The memory of being shielded when the Angel stifled his presence invaded his mind. They had tried to be so small all day, and refused to do anything like that until the moment Carol appeared.

“Nothing to ask,” Kris growled, “They hurt Ralsei.”

Ralsei paid attention to the wavering presence in the air, and saw the soul shake in Kris’ hand.

Despite everything they had said, they were still scared.

Something boiled under Ralsei’s skin, and he decided that he had reached a limit.

“Enough!”

Instinct took over immediately. Ralsei stood up to his feet, and two faces turned towards him before a spell released from his hand. Two fuzzy shields formed around the soul, causing Kris’ fingers to be spread outward enough for the soul to be free.

Ralsei did not wait for the Angel to move, lashing out with his scarf. Instead of attacking, it wrapped around the soul before retracting, pulling the Angel close to his body. The presence in the air remained wavering, and did not focus on him, like it did not want to watch.

Ah, Ralsei knew the feeling boiling under his skin now. It’d happened when the Angel started dodging him again as well. His hands trembled, but only because he was too angry to say anything immediately. Yet, he summoned the words regardless at what he had just seen. “What in the world are you doing?!?”

Kris’ hand remained in the same place that it had been with the soul, like they were too surprised to consciously lower it. After a while, they clenched their hand into a fist, bringing it down to their side. “It hurt you.”

“They didn’t-” Ralsei paused, pinching the bridge of his nose. “It was terrifying. I was scared. But, I’m more scared of you hurting my friend!”

“It’s not-”

Ralsei pulled the scarf further back away from Kris, even though they had not moved to take the soul from him. “They are my friend, Kris. They still are.” The presence in the air didn’t change. No matter what he said, it didn’t change, and it reminded him far too much of when he encountered them in the depths. “They were trying so hard all day to make themself unnoticeable… and if you’re…” Ralsei took a deep breath, the anger starting to lose steam and turning into raw nerves again. “If you’re going to put them back in… and make them do exactly that as punishment… I don’t want to give them back.”

It was a threat that he could never and would never follow up on. Maybe Kris knew that deep down, but their head still lowered when he said it. Looking at them closer, their brow was caked with sweat, and they were leaning back and forth on each leg as if to try to give each one a break. Kris crossed their arms, looking away. “Said things that we can’t let slide.”

Susie had enough of being left out, and groaned, “Then we ask them about it, stupid! I told them that we would ask them instead of just throwing ‘em in a damn cage again!”

“Will just dodge,” Kris argued, gesturing at the portion of Ralsei’s scarf that the soul had disappeared into. “Does it every time. Not trustworthy anymore. Hasn’t said too much.”

Ralsei’s hand trembled. His jaw locked for only a moment before he finally found the words. “You and I both have never said enough, Kris.” He had to have the world fall out from under everyone before he finally revealed all he knew about the Angel. It was a miracle that everything came back under control, and that was thanks to Susie rather than him.

However, Kris had also been steeped in their own lies. Even now, they turned their head away. Ralsei remembered well the way a blackened sword cleaved across his chest thanks to a plan hatched between Kris and the Knight. He truly believed that the prophecy would end there, but thanks to someone who he considered a friend, they all never had a single hope of winning. One hero was already working against everyone else, and the Knight cleaved Ralsei for even daring to hope.

It didn’t matter anymore if Kris didn’t want to hear from the Angel. They hadn’t wanted to hear from the Angel at all, and only slightly began to listen to them when Susie dragged them out of the depths. While Kris needed the soul soon, Ralsei wasn’t going to let that happen without calming the discordant presence down first. So, he walked towards Castle Town, keeping the soul hidden in his scarf. “I’m going to my room to talk to them.” He didn’t know he had it in him to talk to a Lightner like that, especially not Kris. Maybe, being discarded by them, only to be finally wanted by two other friends finally made him lose his filter. “Follow me if you’re going to be nice.”

Two pairs of footsteps followed him back through town and all the way up through the castle. Hopefully, both of them were planning to be kind, but Kris was a wildcard. Ralsei knew that he would have to forfeit the soul soon, but hoped that the Angel could explain things through Kris if they cooperated. He couldn’t just keep it from them forever, and the time limit was likely extremely close.

Ralsei opened the door to a rather empty room. He had gained a bed at the very least, something that was courtesy of Susie forcing him to do so after the Field of Pink and Gold. When she realized that he could make entire rooms, she made him do something nice for himself.

Both Kris and Susie followed him here.

Kris was breathing heavily.

Quietly, Susie tried to politely suggest, “Uh… hey man… I do think they kinda… at least need the soul in for a little bit.”

She was right. Ralsei sighed, tense shoulders finally dropping. The one time he decided to finally be angry, it didn’t even matter. He moved his scarf close to his hands, unraveling the soul. The cracks on its surface had gone, but he still did not want to give it away. The Angel still hadn’t refocused, and he just worried that something irreparable had been done once more.

Ralsei couldn’t delay this any longer.

Before he could even extend the scarf, Kris looked away, muttering a small “Sorry.”

It didn’t make him more eager to put the safety of his friend in their care again after seeing that firsthand. He had heard of the cages and even this morning heard about a hockey puck. Seeing Kris grab the soul like that firsthand terrified him. And yet, it was a necessity if he wanted his other friend to continue standing. Despite everything, he still wanted to be friends with both of them.

“Just… don’t hurt them again, okay?” He asked, slowly extending the scarf and soul towards Kris.

Kris did not promise. They only nodded, hand carefully reaching out for the soul this time. When they placed it in their chest, their body grew more rigid, the Angel’s influence seeping over them once more.

No expression bled through. Instead, the Angel lowered Kris’ body to the ground, choosing to sit. Their head turned towards Ralsei immediately, quiet words coming out, “I’m so sorry.”

“Angel, it’s-”

“No, it’s not fine.” The Angel, despite their voice sounding strained, did not emote with Kris at all. They just sat there, staring at Ralsei. “I saw her and I just- I wanted to-” Hands clenched and unclenched. Their voice died out instead of Kris limiting them, and it took a few tries for the Angel to start again. “I didn’t want to let anyone get hurt ever again.”

A battle had been engaged. The Angel sometimes fought foes with all of their might. In the Light World, they were not supposed to be able to fight, and yet in that moment-

Oh.

“And I’m sorry for interrupting your night with Noelle,” the Angel apologized again, turning to Susie. “I didn’t know what else to do.”

Susie slowly lowered herself to the ground, and Ralsei sat down with her. As soon as she got comfortable on the floor, she shook her head. “Eh, it was the right move. But like, you’re gonna have to tell us what the hell happened with Carol.”

The Angel nodded like they knew that was coming, staring down at the floor. “She talked through Ralsei to me.” They once more gave an apologetic glance at Ralsei, but it was not needed. He returned a soft smile to them, and it encouraged them to keep going. “She… very much wants the prophecy to happen, final tragedy included.”

It… could only be assumed, but Ralsei still did not find any solace in knowing that for a fact now. 

“I got mad. I threatened her. I told her that if she hurt any of you…” The Angel clenched and unclenched Kris’ fist, trying to find the words. They had threatened so much, and were incredibly specific about it. Worse, Ralsei knew that the Angel was capable of going far off the trail in this world. “She sounded so confident we’d lose. She sounded so confident that you three would lose. I'm not going to apologize for threatening her. I'm only sorry that I did it with Ralsei's body.”

Kris frowned, their voice taking over for a moment. “You said more. Said Rudy dies where you came from. You’re keeping secrets.”

The Angel did not respond immediately. Their presence grew more discordant, and Ralsei finally understood the resignation for what it was. They were preparing for something, and now, they had no choice but to face it.

They took one final deep breath before crossing a threshold. A spark flared in the presence swirling above, and they grew brighter once more. “Yeah, you’d know all about secrets, huh?” The Angel sighed, though the noise that came out of their mouth sounded more frustrated than anything. “I don’t trust you, Kris, but I have no other options. If I keep this information to myself, then we’re already doomed. Congrats. You’ve beat me.” The Angel held out a hand for a moment, fingers clenched into a fist. “Me threatening Carol tonight happened. I did that. However, she’s confident that the prophecy is going to happen, which means my current efforts aren’t enough and will never be enough alone.”

Kris’ expression only soured more. “So you’re dodging again.”

Their voice was hijacked immediately, stumbling for a moment. “No. I’m telling you the one thing that I never wanted you to know, because it hurts, Kris.” Hands reached out, like the Angel wanted to jostle Kris, but they were stuck in the same body. “It’s going to hurt all of you. But!” They paused, the presence in the room boiling all at once. It narrowed, focusing on Kris entirely. “Because your efforts with Carol have been so effective, who cares about things I wanted to keep to myself for your sakes?! Let’s just rip off the bandaid, because you’ve left me no choice.” 

Susie squinted, staring at the Angel’s clenched fist. “The hell does this have to do with Rudy dying?” She shook her head, teeth baring. “Also what the hell is with you not telling me the whole deal again? I thought we were over this!”

The Angel shook Kris’ head, their explanations growing more frantic while they tried to force out words like their life depended on it. “Just… just let me explain, okay? I need to explain this before I be a coward and undo it. It’s necessary. If I do not tell you all about this, then we will waste time every time I go back, and you all won’t be ready.” 

What were they… talking about? Going back? A twinkling, silver light danced in Ralsei’s memory. The rules of the world were known to him, and one rule had been stifled as much as possible in his head in order to keep him acting as efficiently as possible. The memory started to be rattled over and over again.

“If we are going to make it out of this, then I can’t hide anything anymore. Kris… despite all they have done to piss me off… was right. I have been hiding things.” The admission did not hang in the air for long, the Angel glancing at Ralsei. “You probably already pieced this together, but don’t know how it entirely works. And you-” They turned to Susie. “-have seen it before, but didn’t let me show it to you entirely. So, that’s where ‘not telling you the whole deal’ came from. I tried.”

No… they weren’t going to… just reveal that ability, were they? Talks of souls shattering and the Angel being fine if they fell invaded Ralsei’s mind. He never wished to acknowledge the ability, and tried to stamp it out as much as possible. It wouldn’t be useful to know. If Ralsei operated like he had infinite chances, then he would falter. If he operated like everything had already happened multiple times before, then he would grow complacent. And yet, the Angel dredged up the memory of that twinkling silver light that they passed by over and over again and reminded him.

The gears started turning in Susie’s head as well. Apparently, she had her own interaction with the Angel. Ralsei wondered what she could be thinking about, but she didn’t get there yet.

The Angel unclenched their fingers, a brilliant, golden light flickering into existence in the palm of Kris’ hand.

“I wished that you all wouldn’t have to deal with this with me, but I don’t think I’m going to be enough alone.” the Angel muttered, their presence growing more and more resigned. All of the panic and rage swirling around them all at once finally culminated into one, deep breath. It would not be enough for what was coming. “If we’re going to all survive the Roaring, then I have to start from the beginning.” Kris’ eyes shut. “And I’m so sorry for what you’re about to learn about me.”

 


 

The man receded for just a moment.

What the Angel imparted to the three heroes would be important to study on its own, but he wished to reflect more on one thing the Angel said in particular. He… always grew fascinated by actions taken by the Angel, but he had been disheartened when they vanished in the church. The world could not survive without them, and the man knew that if they did not continue, the world would be erased.

Erasure was the only way this experiment failed. If the story did not reach a new future… a happier conclusion… then that would be the only way he would consider his own actions alongside the Angel’s a failure.

Deviations never concerned him. After all, if he wanted to tell a story alone, he would not have invited the Angel to create a new future with him. It led to bonds that persisted even now. Connections stronger than anything the man could have hoped for existed in this new future. The Angel’s ability to persist and adapt fascinated him.

And yet, in their argument with the mayor, they claimed that they would erase the world should the heroes fall.

Would they… truly go back on all they created…?

…Just to abandon it?

He knew of their tendencies. After all, the world they came from had been erased, reinstated, tweaked, brought to the edge, and then proceeded to gain a happy ending regardless. They were certainly capable of resorting to that outcome.

The man hoped that the heroes were still alive.

He did not wish to see how despair would change his Angel.

The man kept observing, following the path further and further into the darkness.

Notes:

Streak ended on technicality. It is now sunday for me.

I'm so tired.

God this christmas break beat my ass. I call it a "break" but every single day had me driving for another random scattered event and I'm 2 seconds away from crashing out. This probably should've been the break week, but as it turns out I'm annoying and cannot function without my weekly dose of Deltarune postage.

Oh yeah the chapter.

Yes! We are detouring to Deltarune for a moment! Some nice flashback material so that you all can start getting a few glimpses of what happened in this continuity. Some of you may have picked up on the Angel talking about a plan to bring Ralsei on the road trip. Considering the Angel doesn't bring up the soul at all until the festival in WDYD, that choice spiraled out of control into Ralsei actually going to the festival!

I spent a lot more time in the festival segment than I wanted, and REALLY wanted to do more before the chapter ended. Unfortunately, I have hit my upper limit and need to shave off the final talk at the end of the chapter. Rats. Because that's the point where the deviation in the timeline REALLY starts to matter. Yeah, Ralsei going to the festival is cool and all, but it's not a game changer on its own.

Timeline deviations thusfar have been more "huh that's weird" but there's a lot that are more important than others.

Also omg Carol Holiday hi I HAVE BEEF WITH YOU

God you all do not understand how much the conversation around Carol Holiday annoys me sometimes. I sympathize with this character. I see her motives. I see what could have happened to her and all of the tragedy behind her. IT IS STILL ON SIGHT. She is fully willing to manipulate highschoolers into doing her bidding, and quite frankly I think her motives get much worse than that. I'm so fucking mad that I couldn't fit all of this chapter into one because it feels like a nothingburger now and I'm malding.

YALL THOUGHT THE ANGEL WAS ONLY HUNTING THE KNIGHT?

NAH.

THEY PROMISED THAT SHIT TO C A R O L.

I do like writing the Angel going full tilt but oh my god I think at the end of the chapter I revised it so many times because I am so tired and taking chip damage as we speak. Thank god I get to do that entire conversation next time, right?

Also I think it's infinitely funny how every time a Frisk conversation might be imminent, something happens that just goes "mmmmm yeah that's gonna have to wait for a bit". TRUST THE PROCESS!!!

I like delving into the question of the soul transfer plan a little more. It is not seemingly as dead set as it was in WDYD ironically. I just really like going deep into the Ralsei and Angel doom bond that they have going on like what the fuck is going on with these two. One gets happiness and the world autobalances the other to be doomed by the narrative.

Ughghghg okay chat I'm gonna pass out now it has been fun. Again will get to comments. I'm. So tired. So eepy sleepy. The detour will make sense I'm just playing the long game.

Thank you for reading!

Chapter 14: Never Enough

Summary:

The power to shape the world is revealed, and a hero finally caves.

Notes:

NOTE: This chapter does some odd things with the scenes and has two scenes running parallel. Line breaks during that moment felt a little redundant. No, these scenes are not literally happening at the same time in the fic's timeline. The scenes just match up enough to where I thought it would be fun to kill two birds with one stone. If you see a double line-break, then the scene is switching to the other half. That being said if I missed a double line-break because ao3 ate all of them originally, my crashout will be monumental.

Now, for fanart for this week!

wings-does-art drew a lineup of all the goats in UT, drew the Angel with a topical shirt, and drew the Angel pulling an akira slide or something. Baller
https://www. /wings-does-art/804223552626786304/some-scattered-doodles-of-the-angel-goats-from?source=share

redraven393 did two parts of a christmas comic with the Fun Gang! It made me do spins in my desk chair and so much effort went into this. Please take a look I am demanding.
https://www. /redraven393/804336923883732992/christmas-with-them-one-day-this-year?source=share
https://www. /redraven393/804458517151039488/new-years-with-you?source=share

a-flawed-apparatus made many many heroforge minis and I shall post the AFWT ones here
https://www. /a-flawed-apparatus/804371851127275520/my-attempt-at-making-lightners-live-minis-ft?source=share
https://www. /a-flawed-apparatus/804720252992864256/redraven393s-oc-sera-made-in-hero-forge-ft?source=share

ourasriel made a silly little sprite comic about the Angel's crashout last chapter!
https://www. /ourasriel/804486562847113216/happy-new-year?source=share

darinaethelaianprophet drew a new years celebration with the fun gang and the Angel (hey they're standing off to the side as usual HAH)
https://www. /darinaethelaianprophet/804493239598137344/happy-new-year-to-the-fun-gang?source=share

silverstar5000 drew an alternate depiction of the Angel's starry form!
https://www. /silverstar5000/804510872426921984/star-pup01-s-eldritch-sufferer-i-saw-a-few?source=share

I think I forgot about this one but e5cul4p made a very funny meme drawing of Asriel and the Angel doing the "I HATE YOU AND HOPE YOU DIE"
https://www. /star-pup01/803765273775734784/angels-feelings-towards-flowey-were-expressed?source=share

And lastly, luckybird7765 made some fanfanfic in my askbox about the Angel's perspective on the festival events last chapter!
https://www. /star-pup01/804292437949480960/ok-this-is-a-little-ridiculous-and-out-of-the-blue?source=share

All right! Enjoy the chapter!

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

Susie stared at the golden light that flared into existence in Kris’ palm. She’d been trying to figure out just what the hell the Angel was talking about, but the moment she saw that light, she remembered. When they were trying to convince her to leave them behind, they revealed that light to her. Now, again, after everything that had happened, they were doing it again.

Without a second thought, Susie grabbed Kris’ arm, the light dissipating in the air. A confused glance met her own eyes while she growled, “No. We’re not doing this crap again.” She didn’t know what it was, but she also knew how the Angel liked to use that light. Over and over again, the Angel tried to convince her that they were worth abandoning, that she was wrong for trying to reach out to them. “I know you feel bad about using Ralsei to get angry, but you’re not disappearing again.”

Kris’ mouth twitched, the Angel’s voice being layered under their own again. “Susie, it’s not-”

She hated that stupid light. She’d managed to convince the Angel that they wouldn’t be left behind before, but apparently it wasn’t enough. “No, you listen to me.” They never did, but she needed them to. “I know you’re just going to pull something out of your ass again to try to make me kick your ass. It’s not gonna work. We don’t need to do this every time you do something wrong.”

As politely as he possibly could, Ralsei cleared his throat, catching Susie’s attention. He tried to smile to reassure her, but she saw the way his eyes kept flicking towards Kris. “Susie… I think… we should give them a moment to explain.”

Yeah, Susie asked for an explanation, but the moment she saw that stupid light again, she knew where this was going. She crossed her arms, sitting back. “Fine, but I don’t like that you’re already setting us up to hate you.” The Angel had said just moments before when they revealed the light that they were… sorry for what everyone would learn. She was not letting what happened in the church get undone.

The Angel nodded. “Okay, just…” They paused again, Kris’ face lowering to look at the floor. “...I’ll just start explaining.”

They didn’t believe her.

What could be so bad that they didn’t believe her?

“Tonight, I used every threat I could think of on Carol, and she barely budged, which means that she’s confident that she can deal with me and all of you.” The Angel shook Kris’ head in disbelief. “And that terrifies me, and it means I need to change plans.”

Ralsei opened his mouth to say something, and the Angel immediately stopped talking when they saw him even slightly moving towards questioning something, “You… said earlier that she plans to bring the final tragedy as well. Do you think she knows what it entails?”

Kris’ head slightly twitched, looking away.

Unfortunately for them, Susie caught it. “I’m willing to bet she does.” Her heart began to hammer in her chest. Did Kris know? Kris had admitted to their plans with the Knight at the Church, but they hadn’t mentioned a thing about the prophecy. Were they, even now, still hiding things?

The Angel’s influence turned Kris’ face stoic once more, like Kris had willingly hid behind it. Continuing to explain, the Angel said, “Either she knows, or her goals are strong enough that she doesn’t care. And regardless of who is here and who needs to make the right choice when push comes to shove…” The Angel did not need to specify who they were talking about, considering they were inhabiting that person. “I need to give you all every chance of coming out of this intact. This is the only advantage we have left, and if anyone finds out about it, we are doomed.”

Would… Kris really give away something like that? They made it seem like they were trying to do better after the Church, but they came into the Dark World so pissed. Apparently, they heard what happened between the Angel and Carol, so they had to have talked with her. Even now, they were going behind her damn back…

“I will reiterate.” Something in the room began to boil, focusing in on Kris. “If Carol finds out about this, there is no hope for any of us. If you do one thing right for your friends, do not tell her. They will die.”

Kris’ gauntleted hand scraped against their knee. A rasp came from their mouth, asking, “Why threaten them?”

Like Kris had been punched in the chest, their voice was cut off. The Angel replaced it. “I’m not threatening them. I’m trying to get through your head that your plan is going to kill them. It’s going to kill you. Do you not understand that?”

“It won’t-”

Again, the soul in their chest twitched hard enough to cut them off again. The soul rattled against the bars of its cage. “I do not care what you think. If you tell Carol about what I’m about to admit, you are only going to hurt Susie and Ralsei. If you can’t break your promise for them, then at least don’t ruin my attempts.”

They were going to keep fighting until the end of the night, so Susie grit her teeth and put a stop to it herself. “They’re not gonna say anything, Angel.” She stared at Kris when they turned her way, as if shocked at the vote of confidence. That meant they were looking her in the eye. Good. Again, she said the one thing that she had to believe in, otherwise their friendship had been for nothing. “They’re not.”

Kris wouldn’t.

They just… wouldn’t, right? After all they’d talked about…

She couldn’t read them, but the next words out of Kris’ mouth came from the Angel. “I’ll trust Susie’s judgement then.” 

It was a nice gesture, but Susie couldn’t help but continue staring at Kris. They wouldn’t, right?

Susie received no answer. The Angel started up again before she had the chance to ask again, explaining, “When you all have been fused with me, I am sure you have seen the… silver light that I interact with. It’s similar to the golden one I just showed you.”

As if he knew exactly what they were talking about, Ralsei dipped his head into his scarf. “Angel… are you sure this is a good idea?”

What did he know? The Angel actually paused for a moment before shaking Kris’ head. “It’s the best shot you all have at this point, and I can’t afford to pull my punches anymore.” As if they were drawing back, Kris’ body began to go more rigid. Even the smallest of expressions stopped showing up. “You’ve all seen the light behind my head anyway. You might as well know what it is.”

Susie remembered actually facing it head on. It hurt to try to stand in its way. 

As soon as the Angel had enough distance that even Susie could feel something missing in the room, they finally said what needed to be said, “I’ve been undoing our mistakes… constantly. Every time we fall, I make it so it doesn’t happen. Every time we miss something, I go back to search. Every time, you all forget, but I don’t.”

Ralsei buried his head further into his scarf, something clicking in his head that Susie didn’t quite get yet. Kris’ neutrality did not break, but something flashed in their eyes. Susie thought about everything she knew about the Angel, and one moment stuck out the most.

When they showed her the fight against the Knight, the fight was wrong. Kris wore the Shadow Mantle instead of her. All three of them fell. They lost the fake fight that the Angel showed her.

“Yes, Susie,” the Angel confirmed, hearing the whirlwind of thoughts in her head, “It happened.”

 


 

Frisk had been waiting for hours, staring out the window and waiting for anything to happen. To their credit, they did go back to campus for a bit before having to rush back. A few more loads had happened, but nothing egregious. They were worried that the Angel was dying repeatedly, but after a certain point, the loads stopped. Hopefully, those stutters were brought about by their own will instead of an emergency. The Angel already seemed panicked enough when Frisk dragged them back here.

Nothing came out of the mountain like they warned, so Frisk kept the golden light at bay for now.

The sun began to set. No one came to the door. Flowey hadn’t even come to tell them anything, which worried them. Usually, he would be sure to confide in them if he found something interesting, and… dying multiple times must have been interesting. The Angel was vague at what happened between them and Flowey, but Frisk could connect the dots.

“Can you not take anything seriously?” The scathing voice in their head returned. Chara had made their rounds a few times by now, especially after the Angel sent themself back to whatever they were doing. “They have fully admitted to murdering one of your friends countless times over, and very recently at that.”

Worrying, yeah. Frisk wasn’t sure how to feel about that one either. Flowey could be… difficult, but if he really did what the Angel accused him of…

“They blamed him for concepts and constructs that could be entirely made up. You are far too trusting for your own good.”

And yet, they had gotten this far with that trust. Flowey had killed the Angel once as well. If he went after them again, then… Frisk sighed. They would figure this out in a bit. It wasn’t gonna do any good to make assumptions. Surely, there had to be some explanation for this, and they only hoped that they wouldn’t find a dead flower somewhere.

The sun had gone below the horizon for far longer by the time three knocks sounded off at the door.

Before Chara could launch any scathing remarks or warnings, Frisk leapt to their feet. Their hand was on the doorknob in an instant, yanking the door open. For a second, they thought they might have gotten their hopes up and looked stupid pulling the door open that fast, but no. Just outside the door stood a disheveled goat monster staring at them with tired eyes. Different bits of fur looked matted, some twigs and leaves sticking out that looked like they hadn’t been noticed. 

To put it lightly, they looked like they’d been through hell.

The Angel spoke first, not even looking surprised at how quickly Frisk answered the door, “Told you I would check in. Everything is fine now.” Their voice didn’t emote much at all, and some words dragged on for a little longer than their usual steady monotone that they sometimes took on. “Sorry for the trouble. Flowey’s probably going to come your way, and he’s not happy.”

“Flowey’s okay?” Frisk asked immediately. So they had gone back and done the right thing! That was good! “He didn’t give you more trouble, did he?”

After a moment’s hesitation, the Angel sighed, “We both said some things that I don’t have enough energy to regret. We’re both alive, so that counts.” They shook their head, and slightly swayed on their feet from the motion. It took them a solid two seconds to recover, exhaling loudly like they depended on the deep breath. “If you see him holding a piece of glass, take it from him. It can’t do anything that matters right now, but I trust you with it more than him.” 

“Wha-” That certainly sounded ominous. Frisk would be sure to keep an eye out, but they had to question, “What’s so important about a piece of glass?”

“Lent it to him. He didn’t give it back.” They waved their hand dismissively. “It’s fine. I’m done for the day, and I’ve found what I’m looking for. I’m going to sleep.” As soon as they made their intent clear, they spun on their heel, immediately making a move to leave.

What? They were just going? After everything they said when Frisk pulled them back, they were just going to leave already? Frisk needed to salvage this. “You need somewhere to sleep, don’t you?” If they could just find the right angle, then maybe the Angel would be more amenable to sitting down and talking again. “The couch is open again if you need it.” Inviting them to their house with the intent of learning more was foul play, but come on! They owed Frisk one for scaring the life out of them with those loads!

It did stop the Angel in their tracks long enough to get them to look back. “Undyne and Alphys already offered to let me sleep at their place. They also have a couch.” The Angel glanced away from Frisk before giving an unsure thumbs-up. “Thanks for the… offer though?”

Frisk’s mouth snapped shut. Huh? Since when would Undyne offer something like that? Last Frisk checked, the two of them hated each other. As soon as they thought about it, the Angel tried to set off again. Screw it. They’d just have to be direct about this. Instead of using any sort of subterfuge, they simply asked, “Can we talk?”

It did stop the Angel in their tracks again. They didn’t answer immediately, staring off down the road like they wanted nothing more than to run away. When they opened their mouth to speak again, Frisk finally heard a rasp under their voice, “About what?”

What wasn’t there to talk about? Frisk had only learned that they had a reset ability just like them, and had in fact taken their ability to reset entirely. The implication that the Angel had used that power before was not lost on Frisk, but that was hardly the first thing on their mind. This was someone who had been with them in the Underground! Frisk didn’t understand the full picture yet, but they wanted to. They seemed just as tired now as they always did when traveling with Frisk, but if Frisk actually forgot like they insinuated, then there was so much they didn’t know.

Then, there was all that stuff they said when Frisk brought them out of the loop they had been stuck in. What caused it specifically? What did Flowey do? Why did they hurt him? What had them so scared? What on earth was a Titan? What was the Roaring?

Frisk didn’t know what to ask about specifically, so they could only shrug and try. “Everything?” When the monster’s shoulders tensed up, Frisk immediately tried to explain themself. “It’s just… last time things got bad, and then you wandered off without saying goodbye. Then, I suddenly feel time stuttering constantly, only to find you in a panic with nothing that I can do to help.”

For a moment, the Angel’s eyes drifted away again. They stared off into space for only a moment before exhaling loudly again. “It helped.” They said, and Frisk had no idea what they were talking about. The Angel realized they were being unspecific, because they immediately corrected themself, almost a bit too quiet to hear. “The talking, I mean. I think… I would have been stuck for a lot longer.”

It’d been so long since the Underground that Frisk thought they might be losing their touch. Apparently not. Well, they would take the win. Plus, if that small talk helped, then… “I think I could help more if you let me.” They saw the way the Angel swayed on their own two feet. The rasp in their voice was getting more obvious the more they talked. Had they even had anything to drink? Didn’t they go up and down a mountain? While they never made it clear where they went, the Angel warned about something coming out of the mountain. Whatever. Frisk had their attention, so they kept rambling. “Plus, I think it would be better if we could coordinate when we’re going to use our saves. I don’t wanna have to guess and make you lose a ton of work, and I’m sure you don’t want to get delayed either.”

The Angel grimaced. Apparently, Frisk found something that they actually agreed with. They glanced back down the road again before sighing, “Flowey already figured me out, so I guess it’s best if I get this over with before he does it for me.” They pivoted back to Frisk, giving up on leaving. Though, they didn’t look any happier. “It’s just not going to make a lot of sense.”

Frisk fought the urge to pump a fist in the air. Progress. A tiny bit of progress had been made, and they were going to take it. Inwardly, they were already begging and praying that there were no interruptions this time. Frisk opened the door wider, grinning. “Come on in! It’s cold out.”

As if they were walking into a trap, the Angel did step inside. They still had that old stick, and leaned out it while glancing around the house warily. Nothing had changed, but for some reason they made a mental note. They did not sit down, waiting for Frisk to shut the door behind them. Then, the Angel just stood there, like they were expecting something to happen.

To emphasize that they didn’t need to be that serious, Frisk dove over the arm of Chairiel haphazardly. “You don’t need me to tell you to sit down, you know.” They sat up, grinning at the monster that was staring at them, bewildered.

The Angel slowly made their way back to the couch that they had been on the night before, setting down their things but keeping the walking stick in their hand. “I’m just not making myself at home,” they responded, like that meant anything or made sense. “I know at least one of you doesn’t want me here.”

Chara hadn’t said a word, but Frisk heard no protests.

Even so, the room was still tense. Frisk asked Chara not to take control over and over again, but that wouldn’t really stop them from speaking to the Angel directly if they wanted. So, why not try to make the room a little more relaxed? “You wanna do the question thing again, or what? All of your questions were pretty cutthroat so… like… if you want a do-over…”

“No, we’re not doing that again.” The Angel didn’t look mad, just tired. “I just wanna get this over with.”

Okay. Hopefully, the fact that they were just diving right in wouldn’t come back to bite them later. Frisk could already sense something else in the room beginning to settle down for the long haul as well. Maybe, the two of them should’ve hashed this out in the time that Frisk was waiting.

…Or, maybe this was an opportunity. Maybe, if Chara and the Angel just got a chance to understand each other a little more, then things would be less tense all the time. Frisk just… didn’t know if the Angel was trying to avoid them, Chara, or both.

Frisk tried to find the best way to broach the subject, and then fumbled the delivery almost instantly. “So the whole… golden star thing you did…” This was why they usually took a little bit of time to get to know who they were talking to before they just jumped into the nitty gritty. Ugh. Fine. They’d live in the doomed world they created. “I thought I was the only one who had control of that, but you said that you’ve… made us forget.”

The Angel nodded. No denial came, just a solemn nod. 

A question came that Frisk was almost too afraid to ask: “How many times was it?”

 

It had been staring Susie in the face for so long, and yet she just didn’t put the pieces together. She’d seen the way that the battle against the Knight changed over and over again in the Angel’s memory with excruciating detail. They talked about undoing things, taking away a happy ending over and over…

The flower called them a threat back then. She always wondered what would make someone say something that stupid.

Kris’ mouth twitched. “That’s why… you got so mad. How you knew how to fight the Knight.” They’d connected the dots too. 

The Knight had been such an overwhelming foe. And yet, all three of them had managed to withstand it. It wasn’t until recently that Susie understood a fourth presence driving them all forward, but suddenly, Susie wasn’t so sure how guaranteed that victory was. They… didn’t even really win… but all this time she thought…

“Yes, Kris,” the Angel confirmed through their own mouth. “It did feel insurmountable, but you weren’t ready for the fact that I could try again. And again. And again. Suddenly, hits stopped happening. Strikes got more precise. Eventually, I thought I finally had a chance to break the script early.” They scoffed, shaking Kris’ head. “Of course not.”

The flower called them a threat. The Angel looked so small back then. The flower called them a threat. They were left alone in the dark. The flower called them a threat. What was the Angel about to show her before she grabbed them?

The only question that rose up from Susie’s throat was the only one she could have asked. “How long… has it been like this?” She rasped, “How long have you been able to do this?”

Kris’ head lowered. The Angel’s voice became quieter than she’d ever heard it before. “Long before you ever met me.”

Why… didn’t they tell her? They tried to tell her, and she pushed it aside. It was the right thing to do. The Angel was just going to pull thing after thing out of their ass to try to get her to fight them, so she didn’t feel bad about it, but- “You… you could’ve told us after we woke you up again. You could’ve at least told me if you didn’t trust Kris!” Her eyes flicked towards Ralsei whose eyes had trained firmly on the floor in mute horror. “Did you tell Ralsei and no one else? Why the hell is he freaking out-”

“It’s because we’ve failed before, haven’t we?” Ralsei muttered, staring at the ground with wide eyes. The death grip on his scarf tightened, but he didn’t move. He couldn’t look up at them for confirmation.

Did he… really not know either? Did they never tell him the full truth? 

And yet, as Ralsei’s words finally began to sink in, Susie finally understood why. Every battle she’d ever been through suddenly was called into question. This whole time, she just thought that the four of them were unbreakable. No matter how many stupid powerful Darkners they found, no matter how many times the Knight came back, and even if they faced down a Titan, they were going to make it through everything together. They would win no matter what.

“You all didn’t fail, Ralsei.” The Angel receded further from Kris. Only their mouth moved now, betraying absolutely nothing. “I’ve failed all of you too many times.”

As soon as Kris’ body started moving again, it was clear that Kris had taken control once more. The Angel’s influence over their motions had entirely ceased. The moment they could, Kris rasped, “Have we died?” Their eyes flicked towards Susie and Ralsei. “Have they died?”

While Kris stared wildly at the two of them, the Angel moved their mouth, a quieter voice coming out. “I don’t know. The only one who I know doesn’t get up is you… but… I never see what happens after all three of you fall.” A red glow shimmered on Kris’ chest. “My soul shatters the moment I fail, and then I try again.”

“It WHAT?” Ralsei shrieked, a hand shooting up to his ear and nearly yanking it off. His eyes lingered on the shimmering soul poking through Kris’ armor before something dawned on him. “That’s… that’s why you said… your soul shattering wouldn’t matter…” For a moment, he looked away, biting his claw. His shoulders tensed up, like he realized something. Immediately, he spun towards the Angel again. “You’ve been dying every time you do that?”

No panic flashed on Kris’ face, and no one could read what the Angel was thinking. They tried to calm him down with only their voice, failing reassurances spilling out, “I don’t feel pain, Ralsei. I’m not really dying-”

“I die?” Kris stole the voice back, gritting their teeth. “I die… when you do?”

Ralsei flew into a frenzy. “Your soul shatters, Angel! It doesn’t matter if you say you don’t feel pain, that’s dying! You’re-”

Everyone was panicking. Susie lost track of who was saying what when the three other voices in the room started overlapping. At some point, the Angel’s own sentences got lost when Kris started demanding answers, and Susie growled, “HEY!” Her voice echoed through the room for a moment, two pairs of eyes snapping towards her and a presence in the room focusing. She didn’t even take a breath, not wanting to leave a single second for these idiots to forget what mattered. “I dunno if you all have noticed, but all of us are still alive, and we kicked ass.” They were all still kicking. They beat a Titan! That had to mean something! Just… “But… uh… how often have you been doing this?” She asked the Angel, realizing that she might have celebrated too early.

Finally having control over the room again, the Angel got Kris’ mouth to move for their voice. “Less and less. I… try not to use it as much as I used to. It’s usually a last resort now.”

That didn’t really… answer a lot. Still, Susie kept going, a grin starting to appear on her face again. “I mean, hey! Guess that means we can’t be beat, right?” It was a little weird that the Angel didn’t find a way to deal more damage to the Knight, but… “We got a damn time-traveler on our side!”

Ralsei glanced at the Angel hopefully. Kris had gone rigid, like they realized something.

The Angel remained painfully silent.

Susie’s grin started to slowly vanish. Why… weren’t they answering? Things so far had gone pretty well, right? Heck, they even got Ralsei into the Light World for a bit. Wasn’t that awesome? If they could just go backwards and do things over, then didn’t that mean breaking the prophecy would be easy?

It was Ralsei who had the final piece of the puzzle. “You… said there was a problem you couldn’t fix. When… when we talked last night, you said-” He bit his tongue, looking away.

Something clicked for Kris, and something twisted on their face. “You said we forget.” Their gauntlets scraped against the wood. “You could do anything. You did fights we didn’t need to do. Looked for things you didn’t need to look for.” Their chest rose and fell faster. “You could hurt us, and we wouldn’t know.”

Well that wasn’t fair. Susie crossed her arms. “They haven’t, dumbass. I think you’re forgetting that like, ten minutes ago, they interrupted Noelle and I to make sure Ralsei was fine. They wouldn’t do something like that.”

Almost imperceptibly, Ralsei hid further in his scarf.

That wasn’t right… Susie bored holes through Kris, trying to stare at the Angel hiding further and further behind them. “You wouldn’t, right?”

“Do you know why I’m telling you this, Susie?” The Angel’s voice remained quiet. At a certain point, Susie stopped hearing it coming from Kris and only heard it like some of the commands she heard in battle. They were getting further away. “Because no matter how kind I tried to be in the world I came from… no matter how many times I looked for a better outcome, I still couldn’t save everyone.” Susie looked for anything on Kris’ expression that could give away what the Angel was thinking. Nothing. Not a single ounce of expression came through. “Now, I’m staring down the barrel of it happening again, and I refuse to let it happen.”

The flower called them a threat.

“If the worlds will be saved, but none of you get to see it, then what’s the point?” The Angel’s lack of a body had never become this strange, but it was odd to hear a voice with nothing to attach it to. It was just there, coming out of Kris’ mouth, but none of their own expressions matched just how frantic they were becoming. “That’s why I said we should start from the beginning, because what you don’t know is that I’ve already done terrible things before. The flower called me a threat, because he knew I’d be willing to take away a happy ending. And I did. I did it over and over and over. He was right, Susie.”

What was it they said? Susie remembered the Angel having a reason for leaving, and now it started to finally make sense. She didn’t need it to make sense back then, but suddenly she started understanding the bigger picture. They said that they were supposed to leave, that they wanted to do the right thing before things got worse.

While Susie was thinking, Kris grit their teeth, questioning the soul in their chest. “How many times?”

And their mouth admitted something harrowing: “I lost count.”

 

How… could they lose count?!? Frisk expected some answer that would’ve made sense to them, but losing track of how many times they went through the Underground made them pause. The Angel, even in the little time that Frisk had known them, had quite a few journeys through the Underground. Hearing that they had lost track when they were meticulous about which monsters they killed in some timelines…

How long had it really been?

“Do you… have an idea maybe?” Frisk tried, unable to hide the nervousness in their voice. “A ballpark.”

The Angel lowered their head, sinking back into the couch. “Flowey said I’d probably spoken to him hundreds of times. He was probably right.”

Hundreds.

Stretches of time had just been erased from Frisk’s memory. Entire journeys vanished. Their first time stepping into the Underground must have been so far away now, and all this time, they didn’t even know it. 

No wonder the Angel was so tired. They’d already seen everything so many times. Frisk dreaded the next answer, but had to know. “Were… we on the Surface every time too?”

The Angel frowned, nodding their head again.

Of course, Frisk always remembered resets that occurred Underground. Never before did they remember getting to the Surface. It was shocking when it happened, if they could be completely honest. After so many timelines where the Underground became so bleak, they had begun to worry that even sparing everyone might not be enough. The best they started hoping for was just… being able to actually live a nice life down there with all of their friends.

The next question came naturally in Frisk’s mind. “Why… would you do something like that?” They recalled Flowey admitting to why he saw everything back when every monster had been slain. “You don’t seem like the type to do things just because you’re bored.”

 

“I don’t buy it.” Susie wasn’t having this, and she didn’t know why everyone else in the room kept playing into it. “You threw yourself out of Kris, because you thought you were hurting them. Hell, even back then, every time I mentioned Ralsei to you, you looked like you got punched in the gut.” Her eyes narrowed dangerously at the only thing she could look at in the room, even though she didn’t sense much of the Angel in Kris. “So, what’s the catch? What are you not telling me again to try to make yourself look worse than you actually are?”

“The fact of the matter is that I got the best possible outcome, and the world begged me to leave.” The Angel wasn’t gonna make this easy as usual. “I took away a happy ending countless times, but fine. Sure. I did have a reason.”

Ralsei repeated something they said earlier, his hand feeling over the blank heart on his robes, “You couldn’t save everyone.”

 

“Some good that did me, right?” The Angel asked, a halfhearted chuckle coming out of their mouth. Oh, they were absolutely tired to be doing something even slightly close to a laugh. Almost immediately after, they started coughing. 

Frisk didn’t understand. None of the timelines really… felt like they were working towards helping Flowey. It always seemed random, and that being their reasoning didn’t seem quite right. Still, when Frisk listened to the Angel cough for a few more seconds, they decided to fix that problem. With what little information Frisk knew about the Angel, they probably only had that half-glass of water. So, Frisk went to the kitchen, giving them a break while filling up a new glass.

“It’s a boldfaced lie.” A voice in their head crept in once more. “You recall that this so-called Angel and the flower are not on good terms.”

Perhaps, there was a reason for that. Yes, it did seem odd that the Angel admitted to killing him multiple times, and yet claimed he was the reason for them going back over and over again. Thankfully, it didn’t seem like the Angel heard. Their head didn’t turn, and when the coughing fit finally ended, they leaned their head back against the couch.

Before the Angel had a chance to protest, Frisk shoved a glass of water into their hands. The Angel looked up at them in confusion, like being given something to drink was a foreign concept to them. “Drink that,” Frisk demanded, stepping back a few times to fall into Chariel. “If you went up the mountain like I think you did, then you really should’ve brought water.”

The Angel blinked, staring down at the glass.

Well, Frisk could wait. They got comfy in the chair. What was it the Angel said? They didn’t want to be watched while drinking and eating? Weird thing to want, but if it actually got them to drink something, then who cared? Frisk pointedly shut their eyes, crossing their arms and waiting for the Angel to actually do something healthy.

When they heard a cough coming from the other side of the room, Frisk couldn’t help but crack an eye open. “You can’t run on nothing forever. Honestly, I’m surprised you’re still-”

The Angel was currently glaring at them, a slightly depleted glass being held in their hands. They wiped their mouth with the sleeve of their hoodie, muttering, “I’m not talking about the eating and drinking thing. Move on.”

Sheesh. Frisk held their hands up in mock surrender. They were willing to talk about the whole restarting time thing, but actually eating and drinking were off-limits topics. Noted. Well, if the Angel really wanted to get into the hard hitting questions, then Frisk had one from Chara. “How… did restarting time even help? What you did seemed random.”

 

“I tried everything.” The Angel didn’t laugh. They didn’t frown. They just spoke, like every part of their sentence was factual and needed to spill out. Susie hated every ounce of it. “I tried meeting everyone’s needs as best I could. I searched every corner. No matter how many smiles I saw or secrets I found, I couldn’t save everyone. I had no plan. I didn’t know what to do. I just thought… that if I had a special power… I could find a way to do the right thing.”

How… was that possible? That shouldn’t be possible. Then again, all four of them knew what the final prophecy said by now, and none of them felt any closer to actually figuring out how to get around it. Susie still didn’t understand why the final prophecy had to take place, considering no one would let that happen. Plus, if the Angel just… went back whenever something bad happened to all of them… then it just wouldn’t happen.

But… Susie wasn’t all that confident anymore. They had just said that the final prophecy would happen if Kris told Carol everything, so… what was going on?

Ralsei beat Susie to the punch again, asking, “Being kind… didn’t work?”

For a second, panic flashed in Kris’ eyes, and it was the most the Angel had emoted in the past few minutes. “It worked, it just didn’t do everything,” the Angel quickly clarified, preventing Ralsei from falling apart, “Solving battles peacefully here is changing things, but I don’t know if it’s enough.”

Susie raised a hand, stopping the Angel in their tracks. “Hold on. Back up. What do you mean find a way to do the right thing? You… already were.” There was no such thing as a damn acceptable loss. If they were trying to save someone, then Susie could get behind that. They were trying to be kind while doing it! 

 

The monster in front of Frisk started making less and less sense. “Why would you… think hurting anyone would save him?”

The glass of water in the Angel’s hands trembled. “I thought… that I was just missing something. That maybe if I started hurting… being less kind… seeing what people do or reveal when they are put in different circumstances, I could use that knowledge to set things right when monsters went free.”

 

“So you have hurt people,” Kris stated, “If you know being kind makes a difference, then you hurt us too-”

Immediately, their voice was yanked away, words spilling out before Kris could change them or fight off the Angel’s influence. “No, I didn’t. Plus, there’s easily observable things that went right. Do you really think Darkners would’ve come to our aid in Card Kingdom if they didn’t hear how kind we were? Do you think we would’ve been able to repair Tenna if Darkners didn’t band together to help Susie?” Finally, the voice steadied. The Angel took a moment before their words steadied once more. “But… yes. I did hurt people. I hurt a lot of people.”

Susie didn’t ask any questions yet. She wanted to hear everything. Ralsei didn’t chime in this time, thumbing at his scarf while his head sank deeper and deeper. Maybe, they’d already told him something like this before. Kris silently fumed, but waited all the same for some more cohesive answers.

Seeing no dissent, the Angel kept going. “I was going to be banished. I couldn’t change that. The world already thought I was a monster when I did the right thing, and… I was ready to accept that.” They paused, something growing further and further away. “...but I wasn’t ready to accept that others couldn’t be saved. I thought that if…” Kris’ body took a deep breath. “I thought that if the world already thought that I was a monster… it didn’t matter if I really became one. Everyone would still think I was a monster regardless… but at least one more person would be happy.”

The air grew colder around Susie. A chill ran through the room.

She remembered her hands on a piano for the briefest of moments before fists smashed through the keys.

“It’s not an excuse,” the Angel muttered, their own voice barely being audible under Kris’ own, “At some point, I think that stopped being the reason. Maybe I wanted to hurt, and that’s all I could do.”

Moved again. Shaky friendships had broken apart as soon as Susie was taken away once more. Why try again? Anyone who got close to her was gonna be gone soon. She couldn’t keep up in class. Her “caretaker” skipped town without her this time and no one noticed or cared. No one wanted to talk to her. She wasn’t part of their little community, an outsider who shouldn’t even be given the time of day. They thought she was a monster, so… she’d act like it.

“It doesn’t excuse my actions.” The Angel’s voice became muffled. Susie started to see herself hurling an apple at Kris’ head before grabbing their shirt and lifting them out of their seat. “Nothing can excuse what I’ve done.” Susie shoved Kris up against a locker, baring her teeth inches from their face. She abandoned Ralsei over and over again, making fun of someone who already hated himself far more than she could hate his schtick. Her axe cleaved into Lancer over and over again, even as he trembled. “And I just hope that… if you understandably hate me, you know what this power is, so that I can at least do this right-”

Susie remembered a lone child, left alone on a cliffside, watching a family get further and further away.

It didn’t matter anymore. Before the Angel could say anything else, Susie leapt. Kris’ eyes went wide for the briefest of moments, but they didn’t need to be worried. No attack came, because Susie wrapped her arms around the closest thing that she could to the Angel. 

“I can’t feel this, Susie-”

“Shut up,” she cut them off, and almost felt bad when the Angel stopped speaking immediately. Susie clamped her eyes shut. “If you can’t feel it, then you’re gonna listen. Actually listen. And you’re not gonna try to run from what I’m saying.”

The only time she’d ever seen the Angel closely was when they took her body while she had their soul. For a moment, she envisioned that same person in her arms, and didn’t even question why. The Angel lowered their head, wings that weren’t there sagging. “...Okay.”

“You showed me what that damn flower said to you.” Susie always replayed the memory over and over in her head, and every time she looked at the Angel, she wondered why the hell they just took that. Apparently, they didn’t. Susie shook her head, laughing, “I’m… more surprised you didn’t just leave ‘em all after that.”

For a second, Susie imagined a silver light covering her friend’s face. Their voice grew distant and monotone. “I should’ve.”

“No, you wanna know what I think?” Susie tightened her arms, even though she knew that the Angel couldn’t feel it. Maybe, somehow, she would be able to hug them for real one day. “I think it’s dumb to leave people behind. I think it’s stupid to just say yeah, someone’s a damn lost cause. They called you one, and then you didn’t give up on them.”

A hand pushed against her, trying to push her away. “I killed them, Susie. That’s not an accident. That’s not…” The Angel paused, trying to find the words but failing. “It’s just unforgivable.”

Susie kept her eyes pinned shut. She didn’t move. No matter what, she wasn’t leaving. Even if her heart hammered at the full extent of the hurt the Angel inflicted, she couldn’t unsee the memory of how it all began. “You forgot that I actually listen to you, dumbass, because I remember you saying that you set things right.”

“It still happened.” The Angel did not relent. “And you don’t have to act like you’re somehow okay with that.”

Susie huffed, “You still think you can take that decision from me, huh?” They were impossible, but unlike them, Susie actually paid attention. “You were a damn kid, and even if you weren’t… ever since we’ve met you, you’ve been making sure that no one gets hurt. I’d tear the damn world apart too if it was Kris or Ralsei on the line.” Distantly, Susie thought that she heard a bit of protest from Ralsei’s end of the room, but she didn’t care.

“It still doesn’t excuse it.”

“It doesn’t have to be excused, dude.” Susie shook the person in her grasp. “You said you set it right, so what… that means the people who left you are living fine?”

The Angel nodded.

Despite all of that, the Angel still made sure they were living a good life. Susie scoffed, “And after that, you came here, trying to make friends all over again?”

“It would’ve hurt less if I didn’t try,” the Angel whispered. “But I got close, and I’m scared I’m going to lose it all again.”

Susie wished that she could grab them for real. She wished that she could crush them in her grasp with all that she had to just make them listen. Instead, she had to rely on words, and she wasn’t all that good at those. “Sucks when you finally think you’re done, and then you make friends you wanna keep, huh?” Just like her, they were forced to try again, to be better despite all that she had done. “Then it’s a damn good thing you told us about this, because all of us are making it out of this together.”

 

“Your permission is requested for me to talk to our guest, Frisk,” a voice spoke out clearly, unable to possibly be misinterpreted by Frisk or the Angel sitting across from them. In fact, the Angel nodded, like they had been expecting that.

Fine. At least Chara had been polite about asking.

The ghost slowly took control of Frisk’s body, clasping their hands in their lap. A smile grew on Frisk’s face as Chara fully exerted themself, and their words lashed out like knives. “You are incredibly naive.”

Again, the Angel nodded like they expected that. They did not interrupt Chara, allowing them to continue.

And continue, Chara did. “Your actions ultimately caused more suffering, just to try to revert a tragedy that occurred far beyond your time in this world.” They straightened their back, shaking their head in disapproval. “If the flower’s fate was truly your reasoning for undoing a happy ending the first time, you are as naive as you are malicious, considering you continued this activity when you could not find the answers you sought.”

The Angel glanced upward, staring through Frisk. Crimson eyes danced in the low light of the room, echoing a challenge: “Were you naive for wanting to undo the tragedy of the barrier?”

Chara’s smile only grew. “I was the most naive of us all.”

The ghost receded, having said all that they wanted to.

Frisk had their answer, and they could not have been less satisfied with it. Then again, they only had the why of the Angel’s tiredness. It… made sense that they would be exhausted after so long working towards one goal. “So… what made you give up?” They wanted to make sure they covered all of the bases first. Just to be sure.

The Angel thought for a few seconds. When an answer they were satisfied finally came… they shrugged. “I don’t know. I guess I just… did. It wasn’t a decision I made. One day I just stopped, and whenever I thought about coming back, it didn’t feel right anymore.”

There was no grandiose reason.

For the Angel, these things just… happened.

“Sorry if you were… hoping for more,” the Angel idly commented, holding the glass in their hands a little bit tighter. “People meet me and expect things out of me that… I guess I’m just not.” Their eyes trailed downward, staring into the water before glancing away the moment they caught something in its reflection. “Sorry that you had to find out that the person… controlling you was just a person.”

Maybe that’s why Frisk found it so unsatisfying. This whole time, they’d been trying to pry into what the being who had guided them was like. Though, getting these answers didn’t really… well… answer that question. Yeah, Frisk understood why the Underground happened the way it did, and maybe they should put more thought into it, but ultimately it didn’t tell them anything about the monster in front of them. They wanted to actually get to know them! 

Trying to take the Angel’s mind off of the resets for a moment, Frisk cracked a smile. “You know… you did leave the world in a pretty good place. Everyone’s pretty happy on the surface… regardless of what happened in the past.”

The Angel looked up from the glass of water, staring at Frisk. Their voice wavered, like they were a bit unsure of what they were asking. “Have… you been okay? Since I left?”

Well, the nightmares had been rough. The inability to make decisions on their own for quite a bit when a guiding force left still stung. Frisk had grown a lot more confident since then, but it was like an entire part of their very nature had been forcibly ripped out. All in all, they got to live a pretty fine life on the surface after tensions cooled down between humans and monsters, but countless lingering questions always remained.

Naturally, Frisk lied, “I’ve been fine. Just was difficult adjusting.”

The Angel did not ask again, but they pulled back ever-so-slightly.

Though, this all did raise an interesting point. “Your friends, the ones you’re trying to get back to…” The Angel had mentioned them countless times, but if the Angel still had their own save-points, then… “Do they know?”

Immediately, the Angel nodded. “I told them everything. Even about this.” Claws anxiously tapped against the glass as the Angel broke eye-contact again. “I haven’t done terrible things to them… but I might as well have, considering I failed to use my save-points correctly.”

Frisk didn’t quite know how to broach that whole subject yet, but it… was nice that the Angel had some people who knew about their saves. Frisk honestly hadn’t even gotten that far yet with only two people really knowing. “It’s nice to have someone to talk to about it!” They scrunched their face pointedly. “Even if it’s someone as obnoxious as Flowey.”

Instead of laughing or smiling like Frisk hoped, the Angel’s expression darkened. “Right. Flowey.”

“A lot… seemed to happen between you two.” It was an understatement, considering the two of them now both probably had a kill-count on each other. “If you’re… still up for talking, I think I’d like to hear about that.” They said so many words Frisk didn’t understand. A Roaring. Titans. Save-points being utterly eradicated…

The Angel exhaled sharply. “I’m not telling you precisely what he did. Considering what it almost caused, I don’t want him trying to cause it again.”

Understandable. Flowey absolutely would try to replicate something regardless of how destructive it was. It was only when a plan was doomed to fail that he really gave up. “Just… what should I be expecting?”

For a solid minute, the Angel sat entirely still. For a second, they closed their eyes, and Frisk thought they were deep in thought. When their eyes opened again, they trailed towards the door. Fur started to prick upwards. “All you need to know is that if you ever cannot see inside of a room at all… then you do not enter and find me.” They kept staring at the door, their hand reaching for their branch and clutching it tightly. “That’s all.”

Something had set them off. Frisk also looked towards the door, and didn’t see anything off. They didn’t hear anything either, no matter how much they strained their ears. “Well… uh… how do you want me to contact you? You didn’t leave a number or anything…”

The Angel’s trance ended. They blinked a few times at Frisk before their mouth turned into as much of a line as it could. “I don’t have a phone.”

Okay, now that was stupid! “You’ve been hanging out with Alphys, and you don’t have a phone?!?” For the love of- were they ever going to ask? “Ask her for one. She’ll make you one and give you my number. That way, we can actually communicate.”

Sighing, the Angel slowly nodded their head like they were already coming to terms with their fate. “I’m not… going to be around for much longer, hopefully.”

The admission gave Frisk a little bit of pause. Ah. That was why they were so unsatisfied with what they learned today. Figuring out the why of the Angel wasn’t nearly as satisfying, because they didn’t actually know a single thing about this person! What did they like? What was their favorite food? Did they have any hobbies? The list went on and on, and they were just going to leave soon?

Frisk, as politely as possible, suggested, “Maybe other talks won’t have to be so serious?” They waved their hand a bit. “You seem a lot less scary now, and like it or not, you did meet all of our friends back then. It might be good to talk to them some more!”

At the suggestion, the Angel slowly got to their feet, placing the completely unfinished glass of water on the table. “I told you what you need to know, and I’m too tired. Besides, they’re your friends.” They were grumbling. This being that Frisk used to constantly wonder about was grumbling at them. “I’m leaving.”

“Aw come on!” Frisk leapt up from Chariel as the Angel approached the front door. “You gotta at least agree to something. Or, when you get my number, we’ve gotta plan! You can pick!”

The Angel stared at them for a few moments, and the lightheartedness in the room began to die out. “This isn’t a playdate. I’m on a time limit.” They stressed the last two words clearly, twisting the doorknob. “This is all I’m giving right now.”

Right now? “Does that mean you’re willing to hang out later?”

Something on the Angel’s face soured, and they opened the door. Cold air spilled into the house, and they did a quick scan of the outside. Only when they were satisfied with something did they finally step out.

Frisk scrambled after them, opening the door. “Come on! Not even a goodby-”

“Good night, Frisk,” the Angel said more forcefully, hand clenching tighter around their branch. “Good night.”

Just like that, they were walking away again. Frisk thought of how the Angel had already confided with their friends… and it took dire events for the Angel to even talk to them about their resets. Even then, Frisk had only been given the why. They didn’t hear anything about what the Angel’s own journey was like. They didn’t hear any mention of the Angel and Frisk being friends.

Maybe it was stupid to think about after all they said, but Frisk… wondered if they were ever friends in those times that they didn’t remember.

Would they even want to try being friends again?

 

“You don’t have to do this for me, Susie.” The Angel tried to pull away, but Susie wouldn’t let them. “I know I can’t just leave. I know I have to see this through. But… you all don’t have to act like we’re friends after this.” They couldn’t push her away. No matter how hard they tried, it wouldn’t work. “I just needed you all to know what’s going to happen. I needed you to know how to adapt if we failed. I needed-”

Susie finally opened her eyes, the illusion of the Angel vanishing. She only saw Kris’ bewildered face when she pulled back slightly, keeping her hands on their shoulders. “I already told you, that’s not your choice.” She poked a finger at Kris’ chest, not knowing who she was talking to, but saying what she needed to say regardless. “You really think… that I don’t remember that I’ve hurt all of my friends?” Her eyes slowly vanished as she looked down. “That it feels stupid that all of you just decided to forget what I used to be like?”

The Angel and Kris both spoke at the same time, like neither of them were willing to accept the comparison. “You’re different.”

“And it still feels dumb!” Her teeth bared while she shook Kris. “Like I don’t deserve it! So you know what? Screw it!” She poked Kris’ chest again forcefully, over and over every few words she said, “I’m done thinking about it all. I’m done thinking about what we all used to be.” She slammed her head forward, practically bashing Kris in the skull to headbutt them. “When this stupid prophecy is over, we’re all going on that road trip. We’re all gonna be friends. None of us are gonna get left behind, and that’s a promise.”

Kris’ head lowered. The Angel’s voice took control once again. “That might be your choice, but…” The soul was still trapped in Kris, who had to make their own decision. Ralsei still sat on the other side of the room, running through everything that the Angel had ever told him. “You can’t make it for them either.”

Susie… couldn’t. Of course, she couldn’t take it from them either. She had no idea what the Angel and Ralsei talked about… and Kris… didn’t really like the Angel at all. It was the one thing that made her wince. She didn’t know… how she’d take their answers. They both wanted to be friends with her in spite of everything she’d been. Maybe, the two of them wouldn’t understand what the Angel had been told… what they had been through before everything happened.

“Fine,” she muttered, removing her hands from Kris’ shoulders. “You’re my friend though, and I’m gonna kick your ass if you ever make me forget that.”

The decision now rested with Kris and Ralsei, and neither of them make a move to speak. They were both thinking, and Susie watched as Ralsei’s eyes flicked to the ground, to Kris, and then somewhere up in the air.

Of course, he was the one to ask first, “Angel… what… happens if you find out that the prophecy can’t be diverted?” His eyes fell back to the floor, like he was scared of looking anywhere where the Angel could be. “Would you… do something like that again?”

A chill blew through Ralsei’s window, and the Angel recited with perfect clarity, “The forbidden path began with ice magic.” Kris and Ralsei stiffened, the words meaning something to both. “That’s what I was scared of, Ralsei. That’s what I was scared of becoming, which is why I’m doing the one thing I’ve never been allowed to do on my own: getting help. It is the only thing that has ever changed an outcome, and, despite everything I’ve done… I don’t know if I could do it again.” 

“Then…” His gaze rose to meet Kris’ again, eyes burning with resolve. “Promise me that you won’t. I… maybe it’s stupid… but I still want to believe that the only way to change the prophecy isn’t for something worse to happen.” It had been the one thing he had always tried against the prophecy, and Ralsei knew one thing: “If… if kindness really has been changing things like you said… then no matter what happens, I want to end it that way too.”

The Angel did not move to speak. Something in the room grew still. Waiting. Staring at Ralsei with all they had.

However, he didn’t give in. He didn’t stop. “One of the things you say you like is… being our friend. If that’s what you really want, then…” His hand tightened around his scarf. “Then don’t become someone you’re not. Don’t go down that path again. Please.”

A flicker of desperation in the room started to grow. The Angel quietly reminded, “You already know what I threatened Carol with. Do you… really think I would be able to stop myself?”

Ralsei did not break eye-contact. His voice did not tremble. Instead, he finally said what he and he alone thought: “I do.”

The air slowly began to warm. Wind stopped blowing through the window. Quietly, the Angel finally relented. “I’ll try.”

Even though they hadn’t said the exact words that Ralsei wanted, it was enough for him. His grip on his scarf loosened, and tension left his shoulders.

…Which left only one more person in the room.

Kris’ face twisted. Susie expected for them to cast the Angel aside immediately, but instead, they asked a question: “Why now?” Their hand scraped against the floor as it clenched into a fist. “Told them they have failed. For what reason?”

It looked like they were having an argument with themself, but the Angel’s voice came out far more steady. “The only thing that changed a set-in-stone outcome was someone else’s decisions helping me. You all won’t remember like he did, but telling you now gives you a chance to adapt when something goes wrong.” They paused, like it wasn’t a good enough explanation. “If I change plans randomly, I want you to know what’s happening, so we don’t waste time. If you all know a plan doesn’t work, then that means you can all think of something else.”

“But why now!?” Kris asked again, demanding an answer.

And immediately, their voice was stolen with an equally furious yell, “Because I’m nowhere closer to figuring out Carol’s plan. I’m nowhere closer to figuring out how to stop the final prophecy. I’m scared, Kris!” Kris’ eyes went wide, and Susie didn’t know who the action came from. “I’m scared. I’m out of options. I don’t know what else to do.”

For a second, Kris’ eyes went wide. Susie saw a glint of red under their bangs before they turned their head downward again, both hands having long clenched into fists.

Then, they went entirely still, the weird twinge in the air that Susie now recognized as the Angel suddenly receding closer around Kris.

 


 

Kris needed time. They needed distance from the two other people in the room, because this wasn’t happening. 

They’d been so sure that the mayor’s plan would work. It was so certain of a plan, that after Kris got to know Susie, and after they finally realized Ralsei was more than just a stupid headband, they were terrified of it coming true. It was too perfect, too ironclad for anyone to properly break unless a worse tragedy were to occur.

And yet, after seeing Susie break the final prophecy with her bare fists, Kris started to hope for something dangerous.

The Angel could always step out of line where Kris could not. The prophecy completely broke when the Angel left, dooming them all to an endless night. The night after the Angel was back in their proper place, they did what Kris could not. Kris couldn’t break their promise, but the Angel had made no such promises. Without a second thought, they dove out the window to find Susie, even as a phone crackled at them to not do it.

The Angel could step out of line.

Kris started to hope. Maybe, it was just an excuse to not break out of their own chains. If the Angel could do what Kris could not… then maybe… just maybe… someone would be there for Susie and Ralsei when the Roaring finally came. Maybe, the final prophecy wouldn’t happen. Maybe, the mayor’s insistence that the Angel should get close to everyone was actually a blunder, and that closeness would lead to the Angel protecting those that Kris could not. Maybe, the final tragedy didn’t need to happen for everyone else to be okay.

When the Angel threatened the mayor using Ralsei’s body… they couldn’t have been more angry. Despite all that Kris hoped the Angel could do, hurting Susie and Ralsei was not something that would be tolerated. They didn’t want the Angel to be carried by anyone else… especially not someone like Ralsei. That decision had been taken from them already when Susie caught wind of the Angel… but they were livid when Ralsei got hurt.

A nagging voice asked them who they were to judge.

Sometimes, they imagined that the nagging voice was the Angel, but the voice always sounded like Kris’ own. They already knew this was wrong, but what choice did they have when fate was already so set in stone?

The Angel revealed their power, and everything started to make sense. Terror, dread, and fascination whirled around in Kris’ head like a hurricane. They had been able to do this the whole time. They had been tolerating the plan the whole time. They were invincible. They could not be touched. They could do what Kris could not, and break the final prophecy, because they could just go back-

But of course, it wasn’t that simple.

Of course.

The Angel had been scared many times before, and Kris always wondered how something like them could be scared. Now, with infinite retries, they were still terrified.

Kris needed to talk with them, and receded into that small space where the walls were down. No one else could hear the two of them talk to each other, and that was all Kris needed.

Of course, as always, the Angel in Kris’ head took their form. Kris didn’t bother conjuring anything in their mind. Instead, they stood across from the Angel, who stood motionlessly like a statue. 

Instantly, Kris marched forward, teeth baring. “You’re not supposed to be scared!” They were told that the Angel was meant to be a tool, and that evaporated the moment Susie talked to the Angel for the first time. And yet, even now, they just hoped that the Angel was supposed to be infallible. Instead, they were scared. “You’re supposed to break it. The prophecy. You.” They pointed an accusatory finger at the Angel in front of them. And yet, the Angel wouldn’t respond. They just stood there, and a question that Kris didn’t want to ask escaped their mouth. “With all you have… you can’t change it?”

Wings next to the Angel’s head sagged. The star that floated more ominously behind them spun. “I’m nowhere closer.” As they admitted it, one of their hands shook. “Is this… what you hoped for? Despite all of my tricks, and everything I have done to subvert you, you’re getting your reward.” A red eye peeked between bangs, staring at Kris. “You’ve won. You’ve made me terrified of what’s coming.”

That wasn’t right. That was unfair. No- it was fair, but- Kris scratched at their own head, digging nails into their scalp. They didn’t hope for any of this to happen! No- they did hope. This was always the plan. The scenario was supposed to be so impossible and hopeless that the Angel couldn’t deviate. That way, the worlds, and everyone but the three heroes, would be saved. But- Kris started hoping that they would find a way, and yet-

The Angel hadn’t found anything.

The plan was working.

The plan was working, and Kris had never been more terrified.

Kris wasn’t meant to let the Angel in. They were never meant to get close, and for so long, even after Susie befriended that soul… Kris kept them at arm’s length. It made it easier to stomach what was coming… if only by a bit. 

The Angel knew what it was like to hurt people for a better outcome.

They had hurt people for a better outcome.

And, in a terrifying way, that was what made Kris finally understand them.

They didn’t want to understand. It would be easier if they couldn’t understand the Angel until the moment their banishment finally took place. 

The Angel, a being that Kris had learned about since they were born, knew what it was like to try to break the world for one more person to be saved. 

And. They. Failed.

The words that came out of Kris’ mouth were disgusting, and they didn’t want to admit it either. They weren’t supposed to feel this way. A cage did not feel anything. It remained unbending, and should have stayed that way. Instead, the door opened, and words spilled out of their mouth.

“I’m scared too.”

The Angel’s wings twitched. Instead of sympathy like Kris didn’t deserve, anger that they had coming for so long flashed across their face. “Then what do you WANT from me?” They gestured to a place that Kris couldn’t see. “It’s your choices that make it so impossible to fight this prophecy! You-” The Angel stopped themself for only a moment, their appearance going rigid while they tried to regain focus. Instead, they whirled around, screaming, “ALL YOU HAVE TO DO IS STOP.”

Anger that had long been waited for finally came. Kris stared at a ground that didn’t exist. When the yelling came, they stumbled backwards, keeping their eyes averted as they fell to the ground. “I don’t know how.”

The Angel was looking at them, but Kris didn’t look up. They couldn’t look at their own face judging them. It made them miss the way the Angel’s anger continued rising, before recognition flashed in their eyes.

Maybe, for one horrifying moment, they understood Kris as well.

Footsteps echoed through Kris’ head while the Angel walked next to them. Kris heard armor shifting as the being sat down next to them. That same anger continued pulsing through Kris’ chest, but the Angel didn’t yell again. Instead, they sighed, “You know this path doesn’t lead anywhere good, right?”

Kris pulled their knees up, resting their forehead on their arms. “It was supposed to.”

“But, as you’ve seen from my mistakes…” A few taps on the ground from the Angel’s fingers sounded off as they thought. “It doesn’t. The only way it ever changed… was having someone else there to help.”

Kris scowled, wanting to snap back at them, but not having the courage to do so. “You have Susie and Ralsei.” They were supposed to be enough for the Angel to make a difference- they were never going to be enough for the Angel to make a difference. “Why isn’t that enough?”

Again, the Angel paused. That same, rhythmic tap continued for a moment before their hand suddenly withdrew, the sound going with it. “The person who helped me wasn’t… initially my friend, Kris. He was my tormentor. An enemy. There to dangle victory in front of my face before ripping it away.” A deep breath. “It… wasn’t just him who I needed to change things. He set everything in motion, but I needed everyone for a happier outcome.”

The implication was clear.

The Angel needed them too.

“Do you remember what I told you, before we went to look for Susie after you saw the final prophecy?” The Angel’s voice was sounding too soft now, and Kris did not dare to look at them. They might see something slightly sympathetic, and that terrified them. “I can be an excuse for a little longer. I can help you loosen your own strings for a little longer, but…” They quoted, slightly off from what Kris remembered, but making it far more clear what they had to do, “One day, you’ll have to choose them yourself.”

Kris buried their head further away.

Tell them.

Tell them.

The Angel would kill Kris if they told them why Kris could never choose their friends.

And yet, after everything the Angel had told Kris today about their own misdeeds, Kris could not hide their own anymore. 

“It’s my fault.” That was the most important admission they could make, but they needed to let the Angel know why. This was why Kris hid in their own head. They couldn’t… “Don’t want them to die. It’s my fault. It’s- I-”

A hand pressed against their back, and Kris found the Angel breathing deeply next to them. Somehow, it made their own breaths even out. Their hands felt less numb. However, their heart did not stop hammering in their chest.

The Angel was staring at them. For once, Kris could read their face, and they were far too confused. “Kris, I need you to tell me why you think that.”

“Because it is.” They batted the Angel’s hand away. They didn’t deserve it anyway. Two murderers were comforting each other, and that sickened them. At least, the other murderer in the room had the ability to set things right in the end, but Kris was careening towards a certain ending that they had doomed their friends into experiencing. “You were right. The mayor wants the prophecy. She wants the Roaring. She-” They choked for a moment, but needed to say it. They had to say it. One day, it had to be them making the choice. “She needs the final tragedy to happen.”

Any sympathy on the Angel’s face began to bleed away. Wings wreathing either side of their head grew brittle, sharpening. “Why?” They knew of Kris’ betrayal, but did not know how deep it actually went. The Angel’s hands clenched over and over again, like they wanted to grab Kris but were physically holding themself back. “You love Susie. You love Ralsei. You- you’re included in that final panel, Kris!” They could not keep their voice from raising, and their judgement began to echo through the empty expanse. “Why?!?”

The world around Kris grew hazy, but before they could shut themself up, they tried to say everything that they could. Please. They had to. They were running out of time if the Angel wasn’t ready to fix this. “She needed all parts to happen. All parts of the prophecy. If the heroes were accounted for, then everyone else would be saved.” The worlds would be saved. The worlds would be saved. No other tragedies other than ones that already occurred were spoken of in the prophecy. The worlds would be saved, and everything would go back to the way it was.

The Angel didn’t immediately answer. A chill began to run through their soul. “Why would you do that to Susie? To Ralsei? To yourself?” The Angel withdrew for a moment, anger being directed towards no one who was here. “She knew the prophecy, and she made you one of its heroes? Carol was going to sacrifice you?”

“No-” Kris choked again, but they would not ever misconstrue themself as a martyr. Because, they weren’t supposed to ever be in real danger. They were ready for the first hero to be themself in the end if things didn’t work out. They were willing. However, they were never going to be the first hero in the end. “Prophecy is vague. The mayor uses that. It can play out how she wants.” It was difficult to explain, but the Angel nodded like they followed. It was malleable. Tenna survived even if the prophecy said he was cleaved. “Your vessel. She has it. Planned for you to find it and become the cage on your own.”

The Angel’s vessel would become the sacrifice in Kris’ place. The cage would be swapped out.

“So even if I got my autonomy back…” The Angel muttered, anger rising again. “It would’ve been a trap.” They discarded the thought quickly. “Then what about Susie? You were friends with her! You are friends with her! She still wants to be friends with you, and doesn’t even know that you knew she would die!”

Kris flinched away, because they could not fight the accusation. “Didn’t know her… before. A bully. The mayor didn’t like her.”

“Then why select Susie?” The Angel grit their teeth.

“Other option was Noelle. Didn’t want her close to the prophecy. Would defeat the point.” The girl with hope crossed on her heart was a difficult one to find, but as it turned out… “Mom talked to the mayor about Susie. Defended her a lot. The mayor decided she fit enough.”

The girl with hope crossed on her heart… and the plan had willingly spared someone who both Kris and the mayor wanted safe. However, the Angel wasn’t satisfied. “You leapt in front of an attack to defend her. You encouraged her. I’ve seen you two goof off together! You cannot convince me that you-”

“I tried to fix it!” They tried! They did! “After the classroom… got attached. Shouldn’t have.” It would’ve been easier if they never did, but they had bonded with Susie too much. The plan needed to change. “Mayor changed plans. Wanted me happy. Wouldn’t do the plan if Susie wasn’t switched out.” They remembered the night where plans were changed after Kris stole a pie from downstairs. They remembered the next night, meticulously setting a trap for one resident of Hometown. “Undyne was closest. Mayor wasn’t satisfied, but I…”

The Angel’s hand clenched into a fist. “Police sacrifice next week,” they muttered under their breath, repeating words that Kris had listened to in private. “She’s not part of your group. How the hell would that even have worked?”

“Sacrifice during Roaring.” It was a sloppy plan, of course, because it was Kris’ own demand that roped Undyne into any of this. It wasn’t calculated, but they had to hope that it would work. If it didn’t work, then Susie would be the one to take the fall. “Just didn’t want it to be Susie.”

The girl with hope crossed on her heart was a gargantuan title to carry, but one that left room for interpretation. Undyne was the only one who Kris thought could possibly take Susie or Noelle’s place.

The guillotine began to fall when the Angel asked about the last hero, “Then what about Ralsei?”

Kris’ head sank back down.

Again, the Angel repeated, more forcefully, “What. About. Ralsei?”

Kris tried so hard not to get close to him. He was just an object, a pair of horns that they had long grown out of. It was their choice whether or not to throw away something like that after all. He… wasn’t supposed to be anything. “He was an object.” As the Angel’s anger rose, Kris sank lower. “No excuse. No way around it. Didn’t care enough, and when I finally understood him… too late.”

No one else would fit the prince, alone in deepest dark.

No one would care about an object being broken.

They didn’t deserve to feel enraged as they did about anyone hurting their friends. Kris was ready to do the same, and they were the only one with a guaranteed escape route.

The Angel’s gaze hardened. Even though Kris kept their eyes hidden from view, they could feel searing heat judging them. Silence drifted between the two of them for far too long. Every breath Kris took felt like it would be their last, the Angel shattering their promise to Ralsei instantly before undoing it. They could kill Kris now and get away with it. They could kill Kris now just for their own catharsis. They hated each other, and it would stay that way for much, much longer.

“The one thing… the only thing I thought we agreed on… was that we wanted to see Susie and Ralsei safe.” The Angel stood up to their feet, pacing back and forth while Kris could only listen to their footsteps. “And, somewhere in there, I hope you still believe that.”

Kris wanted nothing more than the two of them to be safe. “But it’s impossible.”

“You’re persistent.” The Angel took a step closer to Kris. “But you’re forgetting the second part of my lesson to you.” A clink of metal caused Kris’ head to shift upward, and they saw a hand extending down to them. “The resolve to change fate doesn’t come from just persisting. It comes when you finally decide that persisting isn’t enough, and that something must change.”

They could not take the Angel’s hand. They did not know how.

“We need to change, Kris.” The Angel kept their hand steady, wings slowly beginning to soften again. “Because, our two friends out there still think even the worst people can change. Even if we don’t believe them…” The Angel smiled. “I like seeing their smiles when they’re proven right.”

Could the worst person really change?

What would have to be done… for someone like Kris to change? They stared up at the Angel, their hands remaining firmly stuck. “How… did you change?” They questioned, watching the hand warily. 

One of the Angel’s wings twitched. “Maybe, on that road trip, we’ll have an answer to that question.” Their hand did not waver. “But right now, I need all of you. Right now, they need you too. If… they can see the good in something like me…” Like they still disagreed, the Angel shook their head. “Then you should trust them to see the good in you.”

Kris couldn’t do it. They couldn’t. Even though they weren’t moving, they felt their heels grinding in the ground like the Angel was pulling them forward. “Too scared it’ll go wrong, and there’ll be nothing left. Scared it’ll be my fault.”

“Then we’ll be scared together. All I ask… is that you take the step.”

Kris didn’t want the prophecy to occur if it meant Susie and Ralsei fell.

Kris didn’t want the prophecy to occur if anyone fell.

Kris wished this prophecy wasn’t happening, but knew that all they could do now was try to prevent it with everything they had left. Just like they had when Kris had to face Susie and Ralsei the first time, they reached up and finally took the Angel’s hand.

This time, the world didn’t shift. This time, they weren’t left alone to deal with the consequences of their actions. Instead, the Angel grinned, pulling Kris to their feet. “Knew you had it in you.”

For a dreadful split-second, Kris thought the Angel was going to try to hug them.

Thankfully, they were only lifted to their feet, but the Angel did look like they considered it. “I don’t think you like hugs, and I don’t think either of us are feeling like hugging the other right now.”

No. Kris was in-fact not feeling like doing that. “Not from you.”

“Yeah yeah, I get it.” The Angel waved a hand dismissively. Then, they glanced up, a grin on their face. “Though, I do remember you helping me during that quiz show. I don’t think you hate me as much as you think.”

Kris rolled their eyes. Of course, they had picked up on that. “Don’t hate you.” They had to set the record straight, especially so considering that the Angel was trying to pull them to their feet despite everything. 

“For what it’s worth, I don’t think I hate you either.” The Angel tilted their head, wings moving with them. “I’m livid. Carol disgusts me more than ever. She talked you into sacrificing a classmate, possibly yourself, and someone who is becoming his own person. But, as long as you are finally done fighting your friends, I think we might have a chance.”

Never again. They wouldn’t fight their friends again. It meant that they would be… trying to break the mayor’s grip on them. She would be so disappointed. However, losing Susie or Ralsei wasn’t an option. It just wasn’t.

So, after so long, Kris finally joined the party for real.

As if the thought meant something to the Angel, both of their wings twitched. They grinned, suddenly roping Kris into a headlock before dragging knuckles across their head. “You finally came around, you jerk!”

Kris swatted them away, breaking out of the stranglehold easily. Honestly, they were not that physically strong. Were they even trying? Kris stuck their tongue out. “You finally started making sense.”

“And now for the worst part!” The Angel pointed at something Kris could not see. “You have to tell them.”

They already expected that, and still dreaded it with every ounce of their being. Kris wasn’t ever going to be ready, but… after all of this, they had no other choice.

Slowly, Kris opened their eyes.

…and found Ralsei’s arms around them.

Immediately, they jolted, and Ralsei yelped and created a little bit of distance. “Sorry! Sorry! You were- you were just shivering, and I thought one or both of you might’ve needed it-”

Kris immediately shook their head. It was fine. Though, that did raise something that they’d been thinking about for a while. The Angel… couldn’t feel things, right? All of those hugs that Ralsei were giving… especially when he tried to give them to the soul itself… were just not being felt.

Admittedly, Kris liked Ralsei’s hugs nowadays. Kris scanned Ralsei and Susie’s faces, both of them waiting for them to say something. Their heart hammered in their chest, but for a moment, they tried to latch onto the feeling of the hug that had just left them.

They didn’t know why they admitted this to the Angel, but maybe… if the Angel and Kris really had done similar things… they would need it too. “You don’t feel his hugs, do you?”

The soul inside them pulsed. “I don’t. I’d assume they’re warm and fluffy… but that’s it.”

Well yes, they were, but that wasn’t what a hug from Ralsei felt like. Kris took a deep breath, knowing what they would have to tell their friends soon, and lingered on that hug that was already gone. “It makes you feel like everything’s going to be okay.”

 


 

Ralsei’s claws tapped anxiously against the windowsill while he stared off into the darkness. It was the only thing to keep him calm. At least, the rhythmic flow of the Dark Fountain did a little bit to put him in a trance while he thought, but his mind wouldn’t slow down.

He really was marked to be discarded. All this time, he’d been right.

And yet, now, anyone who could discard him had changed plans. Susie stopped making fun of him all the time, had become one of his best friends, and threatened to drag him back to her and Kris’ room if he didn’t come down soon. The Angel, a being that should be so far above him, had become so invested in his own fate that they allowed him to have their soul for the briefest of moments. He’d never ask that of them forever, but knowing that they tried… still made him smile a little bit. Kris, the hand who had discarded him… really did plan on sacrificing him.

And yet now, they had gone back on all of it.

Now, they all had a fighting chance.

Ralsei still couldn’t fight off the nerves coursing through his body. Part of him still wanted to be angry that, in all of his time fighting the prophecy, Kris had been trying to carry it out. He already knew that thanks to their talk in the Church, but to this extent?

He just needed a moment. It hadn’t happened yet. Just like the Angel had, Kris promised that they were going to make this right… that they were all going to do this together.

Ralsei… just needed a bit to calm down.

“You hum a lot.”

The comment came from inside his head, and Ralsei startled. His hand went up to a warmth in his chest before he sagged back down in front of the windowsill. The Angel’s soul resided in him again, and while he didn’t want to take them to the Light World again unless they both were whole… he still liked talking to them.

It was that exact thing that made him so hesitant to keep their soul forever.

Perhaps, it was a little stupid to be doing this, but he liked the comfort. “I… suppose I do hum a lot. Sorry! I thought I was being quiet enough.”

“It’s nice.” The Angel’s own voice remained quiet on its own, and for a second, Ralsei thought he could imagine someone sitting on the windowsill, staring out into the darkness. “Though… I think I recognize that song that you’re humming.”

Ralsei wasn’t ashamed of his own singing. What he was ashamed of was that of course the Angel would recognize these. “U-um… yes, Angel. They’re the ones that you hear. They’re quite nice!” 

Almost playfully, a presence turned to him. “Yeah, but the one you were just humming… how do you hear the music anyway?”

“Well…” Ralsei got a little bit excited, beginning to rapidly explain, “I… explained to you that I know the rules of the world. One of those is… well… music that tends to be heard by someone like you… and where it happens!”

The Angel found something funny about that, the presence in the room growing slightly wavy. “But that one…” They thought of how to word something for a few seconds before the soul pulsed. “I have only ever heard that one once, and I don’t think I was anywhere where I would have been able to hear it.”

Ah. What song was Ralsei humming? 

Oh. Oh no. They heard that one? Ralsei slumped over against the windowsill. All right, maybe a few things were embarrassing. The Angel of this world, shortly after they all first met, had inadvertently stopped by while he was singing… and he didn’t even notice. “That… that was me!” He had gotten quite good at singing while waiting for the heroes and Angel to arrive, but… his reason for singing something more original that night was a bit embarrassing. “I suppose I was just feeling a bit lonely, haha!” 

“It was nice. After all I’d seen… and after all the confusion… I think I was just…” Invisible wings wrapped around Ralsei, but perhaps he was just imagining it. “I was just happy to hear a kind voice.”

Ralsei tapped against the windowsill for a moment longer. Today had been… possibly the most confused he’d ever been. Well, the Angel’s behavior always confused him, and he knew about their ability, so maybe it wasn’t the most confusing. Hearing Kris’ side of things sent him into a whirlwind, and the more he thought about the Angel’s story, the more he was scared that maybe they wouldn’t be able to make a better future…

“Do you mind if I sing it again?” He asked to open air. 

“Please.”

 

“When the light is running low”

Slowly, the Angel began to walk to the only place that they were temporarily able to call a home. It was temporary. Bunking on Undyne and Alphys’ couch sounded like a nightmare, but for the time being, they could do it. Besides, they would be receiving news soon, and their path forward would become more clear.

“And the shadows start to grow”

They remembered the night when they told their friends everything, and talking to Frisk only made it worse. It made everything so much worse. Despite their power, and despite how they had talked everyone into fighting fate together… the Angel had failed them. One more time, they had failed everyone.

“And the places that you know”

Where even were they now? Soon, the Angel would have answers, but part of them dreaded learning of them. Kris, Susie, and Ralsei all trusted them to be there to catch them if they fell. They had tricked everyone into thinking that they could simply undo it if a mistake occurred… and now…

“Seem like fantasy…”

The Angel wondered if they were scared. The thought had already come to them many times, but as they were walking alone through the night, they imagined three others walking through a night far darker and endless. Did they think the Angel lied? Did they think the Angel betrayed them? Did the final tragedy finally unveil, taking all three of them while the Angel escaped?

“There’s a light inside your soul”

The Angel stopped in their tracks, leaning on their walking stick. They felt light-headed. The chill in the air cut through their fur, and they had to stop for just a moment to catch their breath.

“That’s still shining in the cold”

Perhaps, they were thinking too much about their friends when their eyes instinctively shut. The Angel didn’t blink. They just held their eyes shut and started thinking of any of their friends. Maybe, this time, they would get an answer. Maybe, they had been here long enough to get an answer.

“With the truth, the promise in our hearts”

They saw nothing.

“Don’t forget.”

The Angel opened their eyes, a silver flicker vanishing from behind their vision as they stared down Alphys and Undyne’s house. For a second, a brush of warmth went by them, and they finally stood upright.

Answers would come soon.

“I’m with you in the dark.”

 


 

Not much longer now.

The man listened to a song fade away, and stared down the rest of the path that the Angel had carved through their will.

The trail would likely end soon. The Roaring came shortly after. Part of him hesitated. It seemed that even the fear Titans exuded affected him. However, he had braved the darkness before, even if it shattered him. He still had his Angel’s guidance for a little bit longer before their path through the darkness ended.

The man continued onward, his fragments beginning to wade through the Roaring.

Notes:

I CANT HEAR IN ONE EAR. I HAVE A MOUSE INFESTATION. I CAN BARELY KEEP MY BALANCE ANYMORE AND THE WORLD IS FALLING APART, BUT AT LEAST I HAVE MY SILLY LITTLE FANFIC.

It's going to be a theme from now on that I don't respond to comments when I should but I will respond to them as always. It has just been an extremely rough week. The ao3 curse stacks have been firing off once more and I am never free.

BUT THIS CHAPTER

You know, I think I have a particular distaste for chapters where things MUST be explained and nothing else happens. So, I always try to do something funky with them to either condense them or keep them interesting. With the Fun Gang and Frisk both having queued up convos about relatively the same thing, I decided to bounce between them and kill two birds with one stone. I think it turned out well!

I tried to scan the document for mixing up Kris and Frisk's name because I almost did that a few times and caught myself while writing, but I don't know if I missed any. I pray I did not.

I think people get very worried about whether or not one would forgive the no mercy route, but I think it's less about forgiveness and "what was the end result and have you changed?" Instead of it just being "haha u are forgiven" I wanted to pry into what specifically each member of the fun gang would be looking for in the Angel to make sense of what they're hearing.
Susie sees her own violent tendencies and her fear that she'll always be that person (Even though the angel's is far far worse, what she did to Kris still feels staggeringly terrible in her mind and weighs her down. She GETS that still lingering)
Ralsei asks for the Angel to continue with their kindness instead of going to a path that they absolutely know about. Ralsei, ironically, forces the Angel to choose what they want to be/become. His identity plot comes into play.
And Kris. Oh boy Kris. I loved writing Kris this chapter. What kind of person would endanger an entire world just to try to find something that could save one more person? Who on earth would do something like that, even though it will maybe sorta save someone? Kris and the Angel hate each other because they make the same mistakes as each other, and that talk was fascinating.

And yes, this is the introduction of my prophecy headcanon.

I'm not giving you the exact verbiage I have in mind for the prophecy. You don't get that :). But I am fascinated with the idea floating around the fandom that the three heroes are sacrificial lambs to the prophecy. However, this didn't really satisfy me alone. Carol might be mad about what happened to Dess, but I highly doubt that her first instinct would be to sacrifice Kris. They know each other! They seemingly had a bond!

But then I remembered the vessel and which group took it, and just how much the fandom fights over who is what in the prophecy. I have always said that the prophecy is malleable, and it can change. Is the cage the vessel or Kris? It can be either or. Is the girl with hope crossed on her heart Susie or Noelle? It could be both, or a "police sacrifice next week" was Kris' attempt to get Susie out of the role. I don't think Kris would let this happen to Susie after ch1, which led into me realizing that, with what info we know so far, "police sacrifice next week" could have been Kris trying to bail Susie out. And of course, we know how long it took for Kris to warm up to Ralsei at all.

Three sacrifices for the worlds to be saved.

I told you we were getting wack with the headcanons :)

Haha. Good thing they're alive and well!

Always appreciate yall for reading! It's nice talking to you all (even if I take a moment). I am just a wee bit uh. Off balance. Literally.

Chapter 15: GAME OVER

Summary:

Then the world... was covered... in darkness.

Notes:

This is a long one! Good luck.

Let's do our fanart rounds before we get into the thick of this!

RedRaven393 did a lot of art this week, so I will list them all!
The Angel purchasing a heart plushie for Ralsei with the rest of the Fun Gang:
https://www. /redraven393/805018676605730816/festival-with-them-one-day?source=share
Giving the Angel awesome outfits:
https://www. /redraven393/805195253874360320/angel-spring-collection-1-like-i-say-before-im?source=share
https://www. /redraven393/805360619332222976/angel-spring-collection-2?source=share

a-flawed-apparatus made another set of heroforge tokens, featuring Asriel and an updated Angel this time!
https://www. /a-flawed-apparatus/805260367914795008/dark-world-asriel-from-star-pup01s-deltarune?source=share

ourasriel illustrated the Angel's near crashout against Kris during the sacrifice reveal last chapter!
https://www. /ourasriel/805280653458522112/today-we-got-two-separate-arts-for-star-pup01?source=share

riddle-of-sphinx drew their own OC featuring the Angel
https://www. /riddle-of-sphinx/805325436173287424/comet-from-my-crack-taken-seriously-actual?source=share

And lastly, e5cul4p drew a very accurate representation of what the Angel sees when trying to drink water
https://www. /star-pup01/805385448343076864/duck-for-cover-yeaaaah-maybe-not-this-time-it?source=share

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

At what point did it all go wrong?

Maybe there wasn’t a singular point. Maybe it was always destined to go wrong, exactly as the prophecy said it would. The man found it perplexing just how the prophecy hadn’t shattered the moment the Angel’s own existence did. Despite everything, it still shimmered in the darkness, waiting for the Angel to make their next move. Perhaps, saying that everything had gone wrong was… a misinterpretation. Everything had gone in a way the prophecy had anticipated.

Despite how he had called the Angel to this world, a being who could change a world so much that it seemed to end, they could not change what came for them. Or, perhaps that was an incorrect way of looking at it as well. The Angel did change what their fate was originally designed to be. Their banishment… was fulfilled in a way that neither they nor the man had anticipated, and yet…

And yet the prophecy still stood.

Perhaps, thinking about the events that he would soon see in scientific terms made him feel more at ease. He had already seen the Angel’s descent into faltering once. He had already brought them to a safe haven that would keep them if they chose to stay. However, their Deltarune still teetered on the edge of existence and erasure, and the man feared what he may see on the other side.

He feared that it would be as if nothing had been there at all.

Every time he attempted to peer back into the world for a moment longer to follow its thread, he only saw a flash before instinctively receding backwards. It was difficult to watch events that led to failure, and yet he needed to watch to follow the Angel’s own trail.

He just had to keep glimpsing for a little longer.

It wasn’t dark enough yet, but the man did peer into the night when darkness finally fell.

 


 

Nights were supposed to be a peaceful time. The world had gone to sleep, and no one would be around to care about what Kris was up to. As a kid, it let them sneak around without getting into too much trouble. They remembered so many late nights with Asriel and Dess, sometimes even Noelle, sneaking out while their parents were asleep. It had all been so simple. It had all… been so simple before…

Nights stopped becoming a time of solace not so long ago. Whenever Kris snuck out, no friends were waiting. Noelle probably didn’t want to speak to them after everything, and Kris wouldn’t know what to say even if she did. Asriel had gone off to college, their own brother fleeing from the equation entirely. Dess wasn’t waiting for them whenever they snuck out.

Except, they always found what was left of her.

Nights were a time of planning now. Despite Kris being able to free themself of the soul in their body, it brought no more freedom. Strings loosened, and stronger chains immediately took their place. Every night was another countdown. Every night led to Kris’ promise growing closer to fruition.

And then… the nights changed. Kris took a gamble. They took a step off the trail, a soul guiding them back towards Susie… a soul taking their hand despite everything…

Once more, night had fallen, and Kris had never been more afraid, because they knew what this final night would bring.

It could not be stopped. There was no possible way for the Angel to be in countless separate places at once. They could, however, be as ready as possible. The Roaring would come tonight, whether the Angel wished to try to prevent it or not. However, they had all done everything in their power to make sure that all external problems the Roaring would bring were removed.

Kris took a deep breath, the Angel urging them forward towards the center of town. Susie trailed behind, her eyes darting for any sign of movement. Unfortunately, the two of them were one member down, and they hadn’t managed to find Noelle anywhere if push came to shove. It… wasn’t really like any of them had the ability to fight in the Light World. The Angel supposedly could, but…

Kris didn’t want to give them access to the dagger, but if the Angel really could fight… and if Carol knew of Kris’ betrayal already…

She didn’t. They had to hope that she didn’t. The Angel couldn’t beat the Knight with just a dagger. The plan needed to proceed as normal. The mayor expected Susie to be stuck with the Angel when the Roaring began. It would make her defeat incredibly simple, and place her in the exact location that the mayor wanted her. The Angel had tasks to complete during the Roaring after all, and the mayor wanted their path to be incredibly streamlined.

“Good evening, Kris.” The air dropped a few degrees, a silhouette standing in the middle of the road. After staring at the Town Hall for a few moments, Carol turned. Thinking about her with anything but her titles felt incorrect, and yet Kris tried to stop being scared of her anyway. Of course, she had decided to be as extra as possible. Kris… wouldn’t call it extra. She could precisely wield that katana, and they hated that fact now more than ever. Carol’s eyes glanced down, staring at Kris’ chest. “Good evening, Angel.”

Kris’ eyes darted around the streets. Despite being late at night, lights were on in some homes. Good. They’d need that to do something. It was Ralsei’s idea, and hopefully it would mean something.

The Angel bristled. Heat coiled around Kris, the Angel’s presence leaning over their shoulder. “You know by now that I’m not one for pleasantries when I know exactly what you plan to do with that blade.” Kris became conscious of the dagger in their back pocket, reminding the Angel that it existed. They already made the Angel promise not to kill her, but the Angel had made it clear that they knew how to fight non-lethally if it came down to it. They didn’t know why they caved in that moment, but the way Carol tilted her head at them filled them with dread. “But I’ll play your game. I’ve come to bargain.”

They… never said anything about that. Susie’s head immediately swiveled towards Kris, and she bared her teeth. “Uh, no the hell you haven’t?”

“So the girl knows about you as well. Curious,” Carol chided, growing more and more impatient by the second, “Though I suppose that was obvious, considering you were walking around with an object as a vessel in clear sight of the entire town. Subtlety is not your strong suit.”

Kris did not stop the Angel from speaking. They did not know what the Angel’s plan was, but they had not discussed it with anyone previously. Perhaps, they had already seen something, but… they would’ve warned everyone. “Which would mean you know that I do not stick to one vessel.”

They had her curiosity. One of her eyebrows raised. “Go on.”

The Angel lifted one of Kris’ hand to their chest. “It’s clear to me you’re looking for something, something that you need me for.” The soul flashed into existence, Kris’ eyes glowing an ethereal red in the dark. “There is no need for the risk that the Roaring is going to bring. I will let you take my soul willingly to find what it is you’re looking for.”

Ah. So that’s why they hadn’t said anything.

Nobody would allow them to even consider a deal like that in the first place, no matter how temporary.

The mayor tilted her head for only a moment, the most miniscule of smiles appearing on her face. A short laugh was all the Angel got before she looked away from them, amused by their offer. “I made myself clear before, Angel. It simply had to be this way.” Her grip on the katana at her waist tightened. An icy gaze turned on Kris directly. “Now then, shall we get started?”

It wasn’t a question for the Angel. It was one for Kris. Paralysis started to weave through their body as she stared them down, expecting for them to answer in a very particular way. They were meant to drive a hand through their chest, tearing the soul out before it could muster a defense. Love had to find its way to the girl somehow, and forcing the Angel with someone as hardheaded as Susie would severely limit anything they could muster on their own.

Kris wondered why Carol hadn’t changed plans, even knowing that Susie knew of the Angel already.

Eyes were on them to make a move, and Kris did not budge.

Carol raised an eyebrow, but that was the only sliver of surprise that she could muster.

Sweat dripped down their forehead, but the Angel was not concerned. A dagger flashed in their hand, and they pointed it at Carol, their intent clear. “You’d rather put everyone in this town in danger and sacrifice these three teenagers rather than get my help willingly?” They shook their head. “How many casualties were you willing to take for this?”

“Considering the word that you have been spreading around town, it seems that problem has solved itself.” Carol eyed the tip of the blade with no weapon of her own being drawn. The stars in the sky started to dim ever-so-slightly. “Resourceful as always. You play your part well, unlike the vessel you inhabit.”

Kris couldn’t move. Courage that they rarely gained on their own started to slip away. The night sky started to fade away even more. Smog was rising up from the eastern side of town.

Susie had been trying her best to stay silent so far, but she could not be expected to sit out forever. She put a hand on Kris’ shoulder, baring her teeth. “Who the hell do you think you are, talking to my friends like that-”

“Quiet. The adults are talking.” She tilted her head at the Angel. “Though, I do wonder how you swayed Kris into this decision. They are quite aware that their soul is still within the Knight’s possession. They are aware of the consequences. However, I do not think such threats are necessary.” Eyes bore through Kris’ skull, ice coursing through their veins. “I must have misplaced my belief that they cared about December as I did.”

Had the moonlight grown dimmer? Kris couldn’t tell. Their breath quickened, but they tried to protest. Their voice grinded against the back of their throat as they tried to force it out. “They want… to help. Without this.” 

“And they have endangered you, Kris. You would not want to be a cage forever, would you?” 

If the soul stayed with them, they were at risk of being the first hero of the prophecy. They were at risk of…

Carol brought a hand up, checking her watch. “Time runs thin, Kris.” Not so far away, the door to the hospital snapped open. It was audible enough for Kris to turn their head, seeing a plume of smog beginning to rise. “Remember what is at stake.”

A chance to go back on it all, to keep their original promise… was being offered.

The truth of the matter was that the Angel had put them in danger. They were terrified. If the Angel really had no idea on how to break the prophecy, then sticking with them was pointless. It shouldn’t be even in consideration. The mayor had the means of controlling the prophecy, to bring about an outcome that would make sure that everything went back to the way it was before Dess ever disappeared.

…And yet, when Kris stared at Susie who still stood next to them despite everything… they wondered if it would even be better that way.

Kris had never been more terrified, but their hand holding the blade did not budge. It would be easy to show allegiance now. The Church doors burst open, the clouds of a Dark World spewing out. The world… always had gotten darker whenever the barrier between Light and Dark was opened. Creating a Dark Fountain outside simply wasn’t possible. It was difficult to take light away when the entire world was covered in it.

Susie gripped something in her own pocket, staring at the entrance to the church like something could leap out and attempt to strike her down immediately. Of course, she knew what was likely waiting for them there.

However, on this night, with the world darkening thanks to countless Dark Worlds being opened and exposed to the world, it would be possible for the briefest of moments.

All they had to do was drive the dagger down, and they could fade into complacency yet again.

Instead, Kris fully revealed the dagger to the Angel, and their own hand took it in a way that they had never been allowed to before.

“You’re done.” 

The rules of the world bent. The Angel’s soul began to flicker to life on Kris’ chest, white flames bursting to life in an arena around Kris and Carol. This… was what they had threatened her with before. This was how she described it. The world lost its color. Only the red of the Angel’s soul stood out as they were both ensnared in a fight that should not have been possible.

Carol shook her head. “Angel, you think I would fight something like you?” Her katana slowly emerged from its sheath, looking far too comfortable in her hands. 

“You won’t have a choice.” A selection had been made. The knife shifted grip in the Angel’s hands, becoming just as certain as it did when they faced the Titan. Kris wanted to scream not to kill her, but the Angel had already begun to rush forward.

A red gash began to form in the air at the tip of the knife. The Angel did not bother aiming for anything nonlethal. As if their life depended on it, they struck at Carol’s chest.

Metal clashed against metal, the blade of a katana parrying the slash away. Red dissipated in the air, the Angel taking a few steps back before righting themself. Recognition flashed in their eyes, and rage started to boil in that soul.

“You thought this was just for show?” Carol actually chuckled, the thrill of repelling the Angel coursing through her veins. Or… was it… something else? “Perhaps, you should not have shown me your little trick so early, Angel. Now…” Something started flaring to life around her own body. A spark of red flared up in her frigid eyes, the Angel’s battle beginning to destabilize as determination surged towards something else. Her blade pointed towards the ground, a cold smile remaining on her face. “I believe it’s time we truly begin.”

A surprise attack couldn’t prevent it.

The town had grown dark enough for fountains to emerge in places they never should have been able to.

All the stars above had gone out, and the only ones that shone were the ones that collected around Carol’s blade. The world focused on her alone, and unlike the other times, this Dark Fountain would not be contained.

A blade struck the ground, and darkness was unleashed on a town that was as ready as it could possibly be with what little time Kris and Susie had.

As darkness descended, the Angel’s battle with Carol had long been disengaged. They glanced at Susie, a pen entering Kris’ hand instead of the knife. “Can’t blame me for trying to do it alone one more time.” 

“I can and I will, dumbass.” She shoved them roughly, but she didn’t grin. Her jabs weren’t landing as much when a new Dark Fountain was actively forming in front of her eyes. After all, the fountain wouldn’t be the only thing arriving soon. Her hand grasped something in her pocket before reaching for a second object under her jacket. “You two ready?”

Kris had never been less ready. They weren’t prepared to face Carol head on, and when the Dark World fell, they would all be on a time limit. The issue was, the main issue prowling around during the Roaring wasn’t Carol. Her place in the plan ended the moment the final Dark World was formed and the Angel was in place. After that, she planned to hide out in the Shelter and wait things out. It may still be part of the Dark World during the Roaring, but Kris had been in there before. It was well fortified.

So… she wasn’t necessarily the problem.

The Angel matched Kris’ own worry, something in their soul thrumming like they were anxious for what was coming. “Just remember that I’ve got your backs, and if any of you are in danger…”

They were going to wind back the clock.

If anything even close to resembling the final tragedy came, the Angel had already planned to undo it and try something else.

But for now, they had all already lost too much time to do anything but move forward.

Susie braced herself, taking a deep breath. “Arright then.” The cloud of darkness from above finally descended, and Susie finally withdrew her hand from her jacket. A pair of red horns sat within her claws, the darkness beginning to change it. “Now give it up! You’re not gonna be able to beat all of us!”

Darkness finally covered the world. The sound of waves crashing sent Kris’ heart hammering in their chest. Susie immediately hooked a free hand around their arm, and as soon as Ralsei appeared from his object, she grabbed him as well.

Luckily, the three of them landed on solid ground as a glacier rose from an inky ocean, stretching higher and higher into the air. Kris’ eyes darted around as they caught the sight of other Dark Fountains on the horizon. Islands rose from the ocean, familiar locations with pieces missing rising from the depths. 

An empty and barren castle that once held countless cards stretched over a fragmented land. Empty streets still glowed with an ethereal light from a world which used to absorb and spread information. Scriptures and words of a prophecy still advancing stretched into the sky nearby. A world of screens had not joined the fray, and when Kris glanced in the direction where they knew their family was, they saw a grand door blocking the way. Countless grand doors rose across the horizons, the darkness not being able to penetrate the rooms that still contained light. In the distance, one fountain stood above the rest, a fountain of pure darkness rising over a town that had undoubtedly begun to panic as the Roaring crushed the Darkners within.

Every fountain except for the one made of pure darkness began to form into stone from the base. It was far slower of a process than the one in the church, but the Titans were coming.

Kris got their bearings finally. Susie and Ralsei rose next to them while the Angel’s warmth pulsed at their backs.

Across the glacier, an ice queen rose to her feet, cerulean robes and jagged crown forming around her body. The blade that she had taken elongated, jagged icicles forming on the end of a blade far taller than her. “Do not be so foolish.” 

From the direction of the church’s fountain, a streak of black soared through the air. Kris froze in place as the darkness formed into something humanoid, a lone, white eye staring at them with rage at this betrayal. The Knight’s ribcage opened up, a shriek echoing out as it unleashed a battle cry. Kris caught only a single glimpse of the eye within… covering the only thing that was keeping the Knight even slightly aware.

It hurt to know that Dess was still very conscious, and she was enraged. After all, Kris’ soul hadn’t been placed in the Knight for nothing.

Battle began, the Angel exerting their will across the icy battlefield they had found themself on.

However, Carol did not falter, a smile inching up her face. “I quite like the side of fate that I am standing on.”

 


 

Recede.

He couldn’t watch it again.

The man had witnessed the Angel’s planning with the rest of the heroes, and while it did much to reduce risk, it did not have a cohesive means of ending the Roaring. That the Angel would have to figure out on their own. Dark Fountains could be sealed, but they would hatch into Titans. With the Roaring occurring, the fountains that the Titans hatched from would not simply disappear. No. Titans would continue spewing out. The Roaring needed to be sealed in its entirety, but…

Titans might as well have acted like fountains the moment they began to take form. Even if any were defeated, the Knight could just create more. All it would take is another strike, and a new Titan would be unleashed upon the world alongside the others already forming. It was a task that simply wasn’t doable unless the Angel managed to vanquish the Knight before things got out of hand.

…At the very least, they had all planned ahead to buy time for any unfortunate Lightners who would be caught in the Roaring. It was a clever strategy to keep the heroes from being distracted… at least for a while. As long as entrances were sealed… and the lights ideally remained on… the Roaring would hopefully not enter anyone’s homes.

Bringing the prince in object form meant that the entire team would be fighting as one with no setbacks. It should have been a winning fight.

…It should have.

 


 

Breathe in.

Breathe out.

The Angel’s eyes opened, blood pumping through their ears. They stared at a furred arm, their vessel’s hand having lost all feeling thanks to laying on it. Maybe, it lost feeling due to the ice in their veins. Maybe, they’d disconnected again, and it would hurt to reconnect with the vessel that they had finally found sleep in.

They didn’t bother sitting up. It wouldn’t do them any good. Despite how uncomfortable the couch was, their body had disappeared into a pleasant static. If they didn’t move, they wouldn’t have to feel it anymore. They wouldn’t have to acknowledge their situation for just a little longer. If they just went back to sleep, then they could stave it off for just a little longer and imagine something better.

Sleep wouldn’t be any more welcoming. They already knew that, and the phantom memories that chased them awake were just waiting for the Angel to close their eyes.

Unfortunately, they had denied sleep long enough. Their body didn’t have energy left to give, and their eyes began to slowly close again. Just ignore reality for a little longer. Answers would be coming soon. Just… try to escape for a little longer.

The Angel didn’t know when, but they found themself perched on one of the towers of Ralsei’s castle. Seeing their own vessel and having a separate body should have raised alarm bells, but their tired mind couldn’t think much of it. It was better. It was calmer.

Only one person sat with them on top of that tower, and it was someone who the Angel had never talked to like this. Yet, almost naturally, words came out of their mouth. “You still seem hesitant, Kris.”

The human sitting with them glanced away, trying to avoid their gaze. The words… the Angel remembered, but they knew this moment was wrong. It just… didn’t matter. It didn’t matter for a little longer. Just let it happen. This was a peaceful memory. They could stay for a little longer.

“Not abandoning them,” Kris muttered, resolve hardening in their voice while a lone crimson eye rose to meet the Angel’s. However, after a moment, they could hold it no longer. The glint disappeared under their hair, and they took to staring out across a silent Castle Town. “...just scared.”

The Angel couldn’t exactly provide comfort as they were, a strange thought to be having then they had limbs of their own again. All they could do was talk, so they did. “...I think there’s a lot of that to go around.” Even though Susie tried to smile through it all, the Angel could see her shoulders tense up whenever she talked about what was to come. Ralsei could barely hide his fear, knowing that a prophecy was coming that they were all no closer to diverting. Though, while the Angel had a lot of things to assume about Kris, they didn’t really know why they would be scared. “What… scares you the most about all of this?”

Despite Kris finally choosing those closest to them, they still weren’t ready to say those kinds of things. Instead, they glanced at the Angel, making a deal: “You first.”

It… was hard to figure out what scared them the most. Nothing could really hurt them specifically. No matter what happened, they should be able to undo it all. Nothing really could keep them constrained in a way that mattered, but…

“...I’m scared that there really is nothing,” they admitted, staring off across the town named after them. “That no matter what I do… or no matter how I try to change things… I’ll be told that there was no point in trying. There was always only one end. Or, worse, that I was never meant to be here, that I was nothing but a hindrance to everyone around me.”

Kris’ head sagged, deciding to stare off at the town with the Angel instead of facing them directly. However, a whisper escaped their lips: “Sorry.”

Of course, the wound hadn’t healed yet, but the Angel managed to exhale and let it go for now. “It’s not entirely your fault. This… started long before I met you.”

“They…” Kris paused for a moment before correcting themself. “We did it on purpose. To keep you in line.” Countless moments flashed through the Angel’s memory, becoming far more vivid than they anticipated. The cages were one thing. Being antagonized by Carol in broad daylight was another. However, the fight orchestrated by the Knight engineered to break their hope stood out the most. “...I never told you why.”

Why? Kris just told them why. However, it sounded like they had more to say, so the Angel remained silent, nudging them to keep going. It was strange to use their hand to do so, and the action seemed so tame… so friendly compared to anything that the Angel and Kris had ever done…

There was nothing to miss. Kris was right here. It would all work out.

Kris cleared their throat before rasping anyway, “Couldn’t leave you somewhere until the time was right. We… needed you to get stronger.”

“I figured that.” Throwing a Titan at them  may not have been by mistake after all, but the Angel wasn’t quite certain that the Titan was part of the plan now that they thought about it. The Knight was always oddly affected by Susie’s taunts. And yet, with every random Dark World opened, the Angel became stronger. However… at the same time, more pieces of the prophecy fell into place with every fountain pulled from the earth.

“Wasn’t just for the Roaring,” Kris clarified, their fingers slowly scraping across their armor to clench into a fist. “Needed an ability. Your power. Your light.” 

It… was incredibly suspicious that Carol knew that the Angel could seal Dark Worlds in the first place. That wasn’t an ability they knew about until Ralsei told them, but they supposed that if it was part of the prophecy…

…Of course, she knew.

“...That was one thing I never understood,” the Angel muttered, and they remembered how foolish they were to not recognize it sooner. “The plan was to have me return to my own vessel eventually, but you don’t have your own soul.”

Kris nodded, and for a moment, the Angel thought that they saw them shiver. It was a fact they knew very well. “Can last a while. You’ve seen.” Fingers anxiously tapped against the stonework of the tower, Kris’ jaw clenching. “Planned to get my soul back… when the Knight no longer needed it.”

Not only had Carol been holding a promise over Kris’ head, but their soul was not even their own anymore. Of course, they wouldn’t want to break that promise. The Angel should’ve seen it sooner. They should’ve done something sooner. So, the only thing they could ask was “Why?”

Despite the rigidness in their body, their voice stopped beginning to quake. The Angel couldn’t tell back then, but for a moment, it almost looked like Kris did not regret their decision. “Your soul has light. Will. Courage. Determination. Lots of words Ralsei has said.” They glanced at the Angel before lifting a hand, spreading two fingers apart. “Massive amounts. Seals fountains. Still a human soul, we think. Just strong. Very strong.” Kris closed the distance between their fingers as close as they could get them. “Human souls have that too. Smaller. Not enough to seal fountains, but maybe enough to hold some darkness back. Or make some. Depends. Don’t get it much.”

The Angel started to understand where this was going, and remained silent when pieces started to click. Rage boiled in their own being. The only human in town… and their soul had been used.

“...She wasn’t herself,” Kris murmured, their eyes growing softer while they stared off into the distance. “Distant. In pieces. Darkness filled in gaps.” Air slowly escaped their nose, their chest slowly falling. “Soul helped her be more aware. Be more of herself. Kept the darkness back until something stronger could get rid of it.”

Them.

Why did they seem so… content?

The Angel stared down at their own soul hovering in front of their chest. It… wasn’t even really their own anymore. Perhaps, somewhere deep down, they knew the feeling that came with offering something like that.

And yet still, their heart ached when they stared at Kris. It shouldn’t have had to be this way. The Angel didn’t manage to do this when they really talked together like this, but for just a moment, they reached out, wrapping their arms around Kris as tightly as they could.

Kris did not move. Kris did not acknowledge them. Instead, they kept talking, the memory continuing without the Angel’s influence being able to change it. After all, they hadn’t been able to change anything in a way that mattered. So, the Angel listened to the words that Kris said as they tried to keep themself from sobbing, “...I’m scared I’ll lose someone today no matter what I do.”

The hug meant nothing. They couldn’t give it back then, and it certainly would not have changed what came even if they could.

The Angel’s body was moving a moment later without them even realizing it. The moments were natural, a battle weaving around them where they were not the target. After all, this golden vessel never existed in this time. Their soul lunged from their chest, leaping between three heroes as the unstable rules of battle began to break in the face of fully hatching Titans emerging from fountains. Commands flowed from the Angel’s mouth, their soul leaping over and over again to bolster Kris, Susie, and Ralsei against their two assailants.

Over and over, a command came out of the Angel’s mouth that sounded wrong. No. Don’t use that item. You’re risking their lives later by playing too safe now. Wounds across Ralsei’s body healed far more than he needed, but the Angel had forgotten something crucial in this fight.

Kris raised their shield, a giant blade crashing against it as they slid across the ice from Carol’s blow. They grit their teeth before sucking under the slash, Blackshard trembling in their hand while they refused to choose a target. Instead, the Angel’s light shined on them, a faint courage beginning to grow in everyone to bolster their defenses.

Courage was limited. They were using tension for an ability that was faltering thanks to everyone being terrified. Change strategy. Every mistake will cost you. You don’t have infinite tries.

The Angel’s own vessel kept spouting off commands, the soul weaving in and out of battle. It joined with Susie for the briefest of moments, her JusticeAxe glowing brightly in the darkness. A red gash through reality carved just next to her as the Angel forced her body to the left. Susie focused entirely on the axe in her hand, channeling her magic while the Angel handled the dodging. Rude magic boiled on the end of her axe as she spun into the air, the blade of her axe clashing against the Knight’s chipped sword.

Stop using items. They had no option but to do so. Susie and Ralsei could Dual Heal together, but with everyone being able to be struck at the same time, the Angel had to support with some of their reserves. They were making too many mistakes early. They wouldn’t have the luxury of failure later. Load. Turn back time and do better. They kept pushing forward. 

The Angel wanted to scream at the soul weaving in and out of combat, but commands that they themself issued continued spilling out.

Ice magic surged out towards Ralsei. Instead of melting it, he sidestepped, catching the energy in his scarf before spinning and launching the spell back at Carol. Spikes rose up from the glacier they fought on, jagged icicles almost catching her in the side from the countered spell.

They didn’t have their save points forever. Their past self was naive, thinking they were always in control. Go back and do better before it’s too late. Why did they even engage Carol directly to begin with? Why didn’t they just WAIT for her to begin the Roaring without a confrontation? Was it really so important that they had their ego match with her? 

She threatened their friends. It was best to end the Roaring as quickly as possible. It was best to try to prevent it before it even began.

Then why didn’t they just go back the moment the battle didn’t work?

The Angel couldn’t prevent the Knight from opening fountains across town. Dark Worlds would take ages to traverse even if they had the jump on the Knight. It had to end here.

Then wait. Then stop this battle. Go back to Castle Town and keep them safe instead of forcing them into a fight that they weren’t winning. What would this even accomplish? The Roaring was happening.

The Angel kept watching as their own commands continued being issued. Their items started to dwindle. Tension stopped coming as easily as they refused to get anyone closer to attacks. Any extra magic was a limited resource, and the Angel stopped calling on it as much as weariness grew.

They were supposed to be the leader.

Some good that had done them.

Why didn’t they all just stay in Castle Town? They had to return there for whatever Seam was making anyway. Why didn’t they wait by the Shelter? The Roaring would likely proceed with or without Kris. They could’ve set up an ambush instead of pointlessly wasting time. Instead, the Angel just kept moving forward. Why? Why then were they so tactically stupid? They’d already done everything they could to keep the residents of Hometown safe. What did they think would happen when they approached Carol directly? Why didn’t they go back when it didn’t work?

…Because they thought they had infinite tries.

Because they thought they were above consequences.

A save point waited for them before they even encountered Carol. A save point waited for them the moment after they had told everyone about their power. The final save point was the one they were currently using to chart a path…

Preparations had been completed, and yet it wasn’t enough. It could never be enough.

The battle wasn’t even finished properly, because a Titan found all of them before it could go any further.

The Angel blinked a few times, their heart still hammering in their chest.

It happened again. They were awake.

The Angel made the mistake of moving a limb this time. Fingers that were a tad too large twitched. Their hand reached for an ear that had fallen over their face, lifting it out of the way. They once again misjudged how far their mouth stuck out now, their hand knocking against their snout when they lowered it.

…They looked so stupid.

Shoving the thought out of their mind, the Angel sat up, throwing the borrowed blanket off of their body. Their vision swam for a moment, and they took a few seconds to catch their breath after sitting up. Sleep wasn’t coming tonight, even though their body begged for them to just give in again. When they shut their eyes, they’d just see failed battles all over again. There was nothing waiting for them there. No matter how much they wanted to escape this reality, it would chase them until they finally gave in.

So… what was the next best thing to do? The man would hopefully be here soon, which meant that they needed a plan. That was what ruined them last time. Their first idea showed promise, but worked on assumptions that had quickly turned a half-okay plan into a doomed scenario. If sleeping would just cause the Angel to see their own failures, then they’d just have to burn the rest of the night planning for what was coming. They couldn’t mess up a second time.

As always, finding a way back was the first issue, but the Angel hadn’t thought of anything beyond that. The Roaring itself was ruthless. An outside fountain shook everything up, and traversing between different areas had been made incredibly difficult. Previous Dark Worlds had opened up, and while the Angel knew those environments well, anything in between would be a hassle.

What did they remember? 

Crashing waves echoing through the darkness. A constant threat loomed below. Don’t let them fall in. Do not let them get anywhere close to the depths.

The Roaring bringing a flood across the world was possibly the worst part. An ocean separated individual Dark Worlds, and the Titans had no issues traversing those waters. The Angel hadn’t seen any boats, and they didn’t exactly want to risk being caught out on waters that Titans could wade through effortlessly. They didn’t want to imagine what would happen if someone fell in.

One mercy that the Roaring gave was that the roads of Hometown managed to form into something more coherent, though they likely wouldn’t last for long. Sprawling bridges extended along Hometown, far larger than any of the bridges that the lab had made. They were sturdy, wide, and a fine place for battling Titans provided they didn’t just mow through the bridge and crumble it instantly. For a while, it had been an opportune location to try to take Titans on one by one. Unfortunately, those routes would be cut off the moment a Titan decided to walk through them.

…It would be extremely convenient if the Angel could fly, but the wings that wreathed their head in the Dark World were for show only. Soul modes would alleviate everything a bit, but-

The Angel heard a noise coming from behind them. Their second pair of eyes caught movement, and they instantly whirled around.

A light shimmered from further away… the kitchen? The Angel’s eyes took a second to adjust, and spotted something standing in front of the light. It was definitely looking at them, holding something in its hand-

Ah.

That was Alphys.

Standing in front of the fridge with a bag of shredded cheese.

Apparently she still had some in her hand, because the two of them stared at each other for a few long moments before Alphys dropped it back in the bag. Caught, she quickly shoved it back in the fridge, the door slamming while she stood in front of it like she could hide her crime. “U-um! Sorry! Y-you weren’t awake and I-I thought I’d just slip by real quick and uh I didn’t mean to wake you up!”

She didn’t, considering the Angel didn’t even know she was there for a while. They sighed, turning away. They weren’t going to judge what someone else did in their own home, especially when they probably would’ve done the same if they ate anything anymore. They were glad that the light was gone though. It was not helping the dizziness in their head. “You didn’t wake me up. Just thinking.”

“Oh.” Alphys scurried away from the kitchen, though didn’t exactly know where to stand even though this was her own house. She awkwardly hovered around the side of the couch, like she was too afraid or not wanting to commit to sitting down. “I mean, who would be able to sleep after today? It… sure was a lot! But, Undyne sleeps like a rock most of the time, s-so if you do need to move around a little bit, then don’t worry about her!”

Ah. She thought the Angel was thinking about the lab. Unfortunately, handling Titan Spawn was just going to be something they’d have to get used to. It wasn’t even that much of an outlier at this point. Oh well, they’d let her believe that. The Angel nodded, but even that action on its own caused them to feel a bit strange. Still, they managed to formulate a response, “Yeah. The lab.”

Only when awkward silence came did the Angel realize that was a dumb thing to say. All they had to do was nod, and now…

Alphys sheepishly smiled like she realized she’d stepped on a landmine. “R-right. You probably have a lot more on your mind than just that!” Her tail coiled around her slightly, hands immediately reaching for it so she could have something to fiddle with anxiously. “I… at least hope that wh-whatever you found down there helped a bit!”

Despite being figured out, the Angel found it in them to nod slightly. They couldn’t lie about this. “It did. It… it did help. Just thought it would solve everything, I guess.” Why were they still talking? The Angel tried to wipe the tiredness out of their eyes. “Just waiting now. Nothing else I can do.”

Honestly, part of the Angel wondered why she was still talking to them either. They expected someone like her to cower or run away when a conversation in the middle of the night happened. Instead, she remained put for whatever reason. They… supposed that she did always talk a lot when she found something that interested her. 

Though, this wasn’t a talk about hobbies. “I- uh- I know you don’t… or well… you don’t have to tell me about it! I just thought I should… ask?” She stumbled over her words for a few seconds longer before shutting herself down and taking a deep breath. “I-It seems like you found wh-whatever it is you were looking for, but you still seemed… really upset when we found each other?”

Why wouldn’t they have been upset? They’d just been separated from the one person who they actually considered a friend. The man could only do so much, and could only offer his hopes while he searched an endless darkness. Worse, the Harvester had just turned to stone. Even now, the Angel was messing up. “It’s nothing you can help with,” they sighed, repeating the same words that they’d already said so many times. No one here could help in the slightest. “It’s a mistake I have to fix on my own.”

They couldn’t keep messing up like this. The Roaring would require them to be decisive. Errors like this couldn’t be allowed to happen.

Maybe, their last error would be the final one, only by virtue of the world already being gone.

The shaky smile on her face while talking to the Angel froze for a moment, and she blinked a few times. Almost unsure of herself, she started rambling, “S-sorry if it’s just because you’re tired, and I’ll leave you alone if you want me to, but…” Alphys gripped her own tail tighter, looking anywhere but the Angel. “I just… th-think I’ve felt like that before too.”

Another person was doing this. The Angel scoffed, turning away from her. “I’m not doing this again.” They waved her off, trying to figure out a way to lay back down while their head kept swimming. “The truth is, there’s some mistakes you deserve to feel like shit about. There’s some mistakes where you mess up so much that there’s no way back from them. The world I came from is dying, so don’t try to… do this thing you all do.” 

Despite the Angel not looking at Alphys, they could still see her from above. Almost unsure of what to do, she glanced back down the hallway towards her shared room. Maybe, she’d take the hint.

Instead, unlike the Alphys that the Angel used to know, she found the resolve to stand her ground. “I was… lying a bit too about why I was awake, you know.” Her eyes trailed to the floor. “The lab… was scary… but I think just knowing that th-the experiments did even more than I thought…”

The Angel kept their gaze trained away from Alphys, but could never really truly look away. 

“I… guess what I’m trying to say is… I didn’t think that my mistakes could be… salvaged a-at all, really,” Alphys said, and the Angel didn’t need to peer any deeper to know what precisely was on her mind. “I don’t… really know where I’m g-going with this, and it seems stupid to say right now with your… uh… current situation, but… I hope it gets better for you too.”

Hm…

The Angel, quite frankly, had become tired of people trying to pry into business that was theirs and theirs alone. Some of them meant well, but… the Angel didn’t know how anyone else could help. Instead, Alphys was just… offering hopes. 

They could deal with that.

They could accept that… almost.

The Angel breathed out slowly, finally figuring out a way to lay down where their one good horn didn’t pierce any part of the couch. However, perhaps they were just too tired to stop themself, but a correction slipped out of their mouth, “Hope for them, not for me. I was their leader, so all this that’s happening to me? This is just the price I pay.”

“W-well-” Alphys didn’t seem too keen on leaving anytime soon. Maybe she was running from her own sleep too. “I… I think the worst part about… when I messed up was that there was no one to really… talk to about it. It was really lonely.”

The Angel thought about feigning sleep, but imagining sleep right now put a spike of fear in their chest. Even though they wanted to strategize, they had nothing tangible. It was all just pointlessly thinking, and it wasn’t doing anything to make them feel even slightly calmer. Even though all they had to do was wait… it wasn’t making the time go by any easier.

No. Discard the thought. Not now. Not ever. “You mean well, but you really don’t need to do this.” Of all the people they had talked to, Alphys had been… far more understanding than they anticipated. They didn’t want to sour that, but… “They were relying on me. They trusted me to keep things under control. The moment… the moment things started going wrong, I failed them. I lost control. If you’re here to tell me it’s ‘not my fault’, then it won’t do anything.”

They didn’t need to be told that it wasn’t their fault. They needed to be told that there was a way back, and that this could be fixed.

“It-” Alphys almost raised her voice, and immediately quieted down when she remembered that it was the middle of the night. “Maybe it… I don’t really know what happened, so it could’ve been your fault, b-but it sounds to me like you panicked. That’s not…”

Panic had happened many times to them before. Battles breaking down more consistently always sent a spike of fear through them, but they never had to deal with panic like countless stars winking out all at once. Their position should’ve made it so that they never panicked. “I did, and I shouldn’t have.” They were above it all. Why couldn’t they just keep a level head?

For a moment, their thoughts sounded an awful lot like a certain flower.

Hurts, doesn’t it?

They’d all been set back by the Angel getting closer.

Sleep wouldn’t come tonight, but the Angel needed it. They pulled the blanket back over them, facing away from Alphys as best they could. “Don’t worry about it. I’ll make it right.”

Alphys didn’t leave for a good few seconds. Her mouth uselessly opened and closed for a second like she wanted to say something more, but eventually she stayed true to her word. The Angel was tired, so she was going to leave them alone. “W-well, I hope you get better sleep?” 

Sure. Fine. The Angel shot her a thumbs-up, but did not turn to look.

As she walked back to her room, the Angel saw her deep in thought from above. Before they could think about prying, she reached her destination, vanishing to undoubtedly crawl back into bed. She was definitely planning something, but they didn’t have the energy to care.

Now, to think for just a little longer.

 


 

Chasing after the Knight may have been a more tactical decision, but Ralsei could agree with the decision to retreat for the time being. It just didn’t help that distances had grown extremely long. Traversing a room changed by a Dark World was already bad enough, but an entire town made any journey take forever.

All three of them were horrendously exposed. Every time Ralsei looked to the waters below, the Angel subtly began to move the group closer to the center of the bridge they were walking on. Titans hadn’t spotted them yet, a small mercy that probably would not last. The Titans would break out of their original Dark Worlds soon, and every time Ralsei looked in the direction of one, he had to flinch away.

It would be fine. Everything would be fine. After all, the four of them were headed towards Castle Town to regroup. There was something the Angel needed from there, and Kris echoed that it would be a necessary stop.

“What… is it that we’re going back for?” Ralsei asked, hoping for a bit more clarity. He tried to keep his voice down, as if the Titan currently mowing through the remains of Cyber City would hear them. The bridge they were on was moving parallel to that city, and Ralsei just worried that they would be spotted soon.

The Angel turned Kris’ head, sighing, “I don’t know exactly. I have guesses, but… it’s something Seam was making. I’m just hoping it’s worth the detour.”

Ralsei nodded, and he hoped the same. Carol and the Knight went in the direction of the Shelter, which meant backtracking would be absolutely required. Titans were being distracted for now, but on the way back? Ralsei wasn’t looking forward to any of these bridges being broken, even though he might be able to float over larger gaps.

“If worst comes to worst,” the Angel started again, “I’ll bring us back to right after the fight we had with Carol and the Knight. We can go straight to the Shelter if it wasn’t worth it.”

Right. He had to start thinking about all of this… with their power in mind. It was terrifying, to be honest, but… it made him a little calmer that there was a safety net. He only hoped that it didn’t make him complacent like he feared.

While they continued walking towards Castle Town, Susie started fishing through her pockets. Every now and then, she pulled out an item before pocketing it again, shaking her head. “Can’t believe a stupid Titan interrupted us. Now we’re dry on items.”

It was true. While a revive item still remained, Ralsei wasn’t exactly confident in what they had anymore. The Knight was relentless, and facing both it and Carol at the same time had done a number on all of them. Still, he tried to remain optimistic. “We can still heal each other, Susie! As… as long as we keep an eye out on each other, we should be okay.”

Her face brightened slightly, but as Ralsei’s castle drew closer, her frown came back slowly. “Hey do you… think that everyone’s already turned to stone? I know we already said our goodbyes but…”

Ralsei nodded. “It happens quite fast, Susie.” By the time they arrived, every resident of Castle Town would be statues. “I only hope that whatever Seam made… they made it before the Roaring properly happened.”

Kris’ shoulders tensed up in the front of the group. “Didn’t give it to us last time we checked. Had everything. Said something stupid and made us wait.”

The Angel’s voice layered under Kris’ own, elaborating, “They’d only give it to us in our darkest hour, ‘no sooner, and no later’.” The Angel raised a hand, gesturing to the Roaring around them. “I figure that’s now.”

However, Susie’s head sank lower and lower while she listened to everyone else talk. After a while, she muttered, “You… think all of the Darkners will be safe like that? You know… the Titans aren’t gonna break them?”

Ralsei wasn’t sure if he could confirm that or not. “Unfortunately, Darkners… aren’t quite immune to Titans as statues. They can still be broken.” 

“The church was why I was asking.” Susie glanced in the direction of that Dark Fountain, towering shelves looming over the horizon. Half of them had already been knocked over while stone platforms still remained mostly intact. The prophecy still loomed somewhere over there. “Last time we fought a Titan… it roughed up the church pretty badly.”

Of course, that amount of power would breach into the Light World. The Roaring would… probably leave the Light World in disrepair even if all of this ended well. Still, he could provide small reassurances. “...Then it’s a good thing we brought so many Darkners to Castle Town. Titans aren’t coming from that fountain, so they’ll be safe for a little longer.” However, that… wasn’t exactly for a good reason. Ralsei took a deep breath. “The Titans are… more interested in destroying what is still alive, anyway.”

All of them were targets, and as long as they lingered near Castle Town, they would be a danger to everyone within it.

Somehow, that relieved Susie more than anything. “Then it’s a damn good thing we got everyone else out of the way, right?” Castle Town loomed ahead, and Susie caught the sight of countless statues standing out in the open. 

A loud crash made all of the heroes flinch, something coming from the east. A Dark Fountain loomed far in the distance across a broken field, having long unleashed its Titan. Said beast was beginning to advance, but it hadn’t seen them yet. There was time.

The Angel immediately began to push the group to move faster, rushing past countless statues. “We need to make this quick. We can’t afford to fight a Titan right now.”

Right! There was no use in lingering. No one in Castle Town could provide services, and goodbyes had already been said. Although, Ralsei didn’t blame Susie for searching the statues for Lancer as they all walked by. Hopefully… hopefully they would all be back when they weren’t all in a rush. That was the only thing that Ralsei could hope for.

Finally, they reached Seam’s shop, and the Angel wasted no time pushing in. Ralsei’s eyes darted around for any items that might be left over. He didn’t enjoy the idea of stealing, but they could just leave the money-

A cat with one button eye grinned at him, their tail flicking. They leaned forward on their counter, surveying all of the heroes before leaning back again. “Ah. Hello there. It seems that all of you are still around. I’d expect nothing less from you three at this point, ha ha.”

Ralsei’s eyes caught on a cloth draped over something on the table. From just under the cloth, he thought he saw light poking out. 

However, as soon as Ralsei tried to get a closer look, Seam pulled the cloth firmly over the object. “That will burn you if you peer too much, dear prince. Though, I am sure you have already looked at a similar light before, wouldn’t you agree?”

What… were they talking about? Ralsei did think he recognized that light, but-

The Angel did not care for the theatrics. As the earth shook again, they demanded, “I don’t know how you’re not stone yet, but we need something. The Shadow Crystals. You used them to make something. We need it. Now.”

Seam’s gaze turned to Kris, the button over their eye spinning while their grin only grew. “A bit of light goes a long way to counteract the effects of the dark, but… ah!” They hummed for a moment, tapping a claw against their countertop. “Yes, it would indeed be your right to gain such an item. You have all worked hard for it, but… would you sate my curiosity for a moment, Angel?”

Kris flinched. A presence within the little shop began to grow, and Ralsei thought that the Angel might be scared or confused about someone acknowledging them so directly. Instead, something leaned in closer, like it had grown utterly fascinated by what it was witnessing.

“Do not worry,” Seam reassured, glancing in the direction of heavy footfalls, “The beast has not found us yet. I will make sure that our talk gives you enough time to flee when the time is right.”

For a moment, the Angel’s presence receded from Seam, considering their options. Only when Ralsei heard a distinct decision made did the Angel apologize, “I know we don’t have time for this, but we can’t leave empty-handed.” Once more, the presence in the air leaned forward, curious as always. “You shouldn’t know about me.”

Seam laughed, almost equally as fascinated, “Consider where you found me, Angel, and I am sure that you will be able to piece it together. You are quite adept at figuring out secrets, after all.” 

While the Angel thought, Ralsei tried to do thinking of his own. Seam had been found in the Card Kingdom, which Ralsei knew was the old classroom. It hadn’t been used in a while, but… Ralsei remembered visiting the school from time to time on Kris’ head. That classroom was used very recently, but had been abandoned when-

“...You knew the old man,” the Angel answered.

Something lit up in Susie’s eyes, and she snapped her fingers. “And he knew a ton about the prophecy. Or at least… I think he did. He just didn’t really care for it.”

Delighted, Seam grinned. “Perceptive! Though, I will admit, I suppose I cheated just a little bit.” Their hand slowly moved towards the cloth on the countertop, but their gaze remained trained on Kris. “Tell me, Angel, did you know what you were working towards when you gathered all of those Shadow Crystals for me?”

They crossed their arms. “A Pure Crystal, right? It makes the most sense out of anything else they could’ve made.”

Ralsei’s head jolted towards the Angel, his eyes going wide. They’d… never said their suspicion to anyone! Did they even know what they were doing-

Seam nodded, but hummed a bit. One of their ears twitched, and they had another curiosity to satisfy, “Correct again, though I am interested if you know what it is capable of.”

Ralsei knew, and he stared at the cloth like something would leap out and attack the Angel. The presence in the air remained curious, not even aware of the danger that they could put themself in if they used an object like that.

He opened his mouth to speak, but Susie didn’t see him, cutting Seam off, “Listen, we don’t have time for all the riddles. Either tell us what it is and give it to us, or I’m just gonna snag it.” Despite her words, Seam didn’t seem intimidated. Susie put a hand on her forehead like she was getting a migraine. “Look, dumbass, the Angel will be here for all these questions after we handle what’s going on outside. Right now, we need whatever it is you’ve got.”

Again, Seam did not visibly recoil at all. They continued leaning, one hand hovering over that cloth. “It is a simple question. I would not want to bestow an item upon all of you without you understanding its power. After all, you have seen what Shadow Crystals did to Darkners who used them.”

While the Angel’s presence remained focused on Seam, Kris brought their own hand to Susie’s arm. When they caught her attention, they tried to smile at her. It would be fine.

But oh, it wouldn’t. This item wouldn’t be fine to use in a way that mattered!

When Kris looked back at Seam, the Angel’s presence returned. They admitted, “No. I don’t know how it works.” 

“Then allow me to give you a point of comparison…” Seam set their hand down on the cloth, gripping it but not revealing the item quite yet. “Your Shadow Crystals… showed you quite an unsightly truth. Predictions… things you are not meant to see… but more interestingly, they managed to show you the truth of the world.” 

Ralsei remembered it well. Seeing the Light World could drive any Darkner mad. While they all had awareness of the Light World and knew of their natures… the experience of briefly seeing into the Light World while animated brought upon a different terror. What would it be like to be able to reach out to the world above… as something more than an inanimate object? It had been a question that plagued Ralsei even now, and was one that the Angel tried to solve.

Seam continued, “I have taken measures to purify these crystals for your usage. Of course, merely combining Shadow Crystals would not have been enough… but… ah, I suppose I have another inquiry.” They grabbed the cloth, taking great effort to keep the item under it hidden while they tucked the cloth under. A flash of silver light peeked out for only a moment, nearly blinding Ralsei. “Knowing what you know about Shadow Crystals… what do you think a Pure Crystal would show you?”

No wonder Seam had been able to prevent themself from turning to stone. Ralsei saw that light, and they were correct. After all, Ralsei hadn’t turned to stone yet. While he was far more resistant to turning to stone, he didn’t think it would be so easy if he hadn’t been near the Angel during the Roaring. 

The Angel stared at the cloth for a few moments longer before Kris’ hand began to curl into a fist. A presence normally filled with curiosity began to withdraw slightly. Cautious. “That’s not possible.”

“You have made it possible, Angel.” Seam smiled again, their fingers grasping the cloth in one hand while holding the object in their other. “As untouchable as you may be, it seems like we have a window to you now.” Slowly, Seam finally lifted the cloth, and silver light burst from its feeble containment.

Ralsei immediately raised his arms, the light burning the back of his eyes. For a moment, he felt his own will beginning to slip, only to recognize the familiar presence. He had been exposed to the Angel for long enough in this journey… that he found their power easier to look upon. His mind did not falter, but he dared not look any closer while his eyes adjusted.

For a moment, Susie flinched, but Ralsei watched from under his own shielded eyes as she continued to look in the direction of the light. It seemed to affect her for only a moment, but she remained resilient against it. Her mouth hung open for only a moment before she shook Kris, pointing at the crystal. “That’s you! That’s the thing you did to me back at the church!”

Kris had gone rigid, the Angel’s influence no doubt beginning to invade their senses as well. Like Ralsei, they tried to cover their eyes a moment later, but were at no risk of it truly taking over. After all, they had been with the Angel the most out of anyone. They could not become overwhelmed completely just by being slightly exposed to the Angel.

Gaining courage to try again, Ralsei slowly viewed the Pure Crystal for himself. It filtered the Angel’s presence as much as it could, but even then, Ralsei couldn’t stare at it for long before it began to hurt. Silver light spilled from a source just beyond the window. Perhaps, it was the only way that the world could possibly translate the Angel’s presence for them. There was something beyond that glass. Something watched, staring back at itself.

It was beautiful, powerful, and most of all, near unstoppable. It would be a perfect item to vanquish the Roaring, but after that…

The Angel’s hand began to reach for the item, like it was calling out to them.

Ralsei reached forward, taking the cloth from Seam’s hand. Before the light could be revealed any further, he shoved the cloth over the Pure Crystal, stifling the light once more. He breathed heavily, nerves fraying while the Angel’s power thrummed under the cloth.

A voice spoke to him, and he swore he heard it coming from under the cloth as well, “Ralsei? What’s wrong?” The Angel brought one of Kris’ hands up to his shoulder, but it did little to comfort him.

The Angel had been relying on this power. Over and over, they entered Seam’s shop alone to try to forge this item. They’d gone out of their way to collect Shadow Crystals for this moment, and now…

It would be useless.

“I’m sorry… I…” He kept his hands over the cloth, like the Pure Crystal would somehow escape on its own. “I wish I knew sooner. I… I would’ve told you that this would never work.”

The words had to come from him, because for some terrible reason, the Angel had started trusting his words almost to a fault. After all of the things he didn’t say, they still trusted every word he did say. He couldn’t lie to them about this, even if he wanted to. Worse, the Angel probably knew that.

And the moment Ralsei struck their plan down, the Angel’s presence trembled. “That…” The Angel wavered again for a moment. “What did I miss? I can go back and fix it if it’s not too far back. Just-”

“You didn’t miss anything, Angel.” The plan was always doomed to fail. It always was. It could succeed under the right conditions, but… Ralsei wouldn’t allow it. “It’s true that this would make the Roaring… incredibly simple to handle. It’s a window directly to you, Angel. If you tried to use it… it would fuse with your soul. Your very being would finally get close enough in this world to have… much more control over it.”

Despite all the good he had said, the Angel wasn’t stupid. They must have noticed that he could never look at them while he recounted all he knew, because they carried no excitement. “Then what’s the cost?”

Ralsei pushed the Pure Crystal back to Seam. Slowly, his hands fell to his side while he watched the cat place the Pure Crystal below the counter. Perhaps, he had taken the Angel’s choice from them, but he already knew that this was something they would never want. “I’ve talked about the balance of light and dark before, and while we have been dealing with overwhelming darkness… I have not talked about what happens when light becomes overwhelming.”

Susie watched the Pure Crystal go as well. She snarled, looking away from where it had vanished under the counter, “There’s always a damn catch in this stupid prophecy.”

That was what made it so terrifying. That’s why Ralsei wanted to break it so much. That’s why he was so terrified with the Roaring now upon everyone, because there was so little room to change it now. He’d been hoping that whatever Seam made would be enough, but… “The Pure Crystal would make you bright enough to keep the balance during the Roaring… but after… you know how you issue us commands, Angel?”

They nodded.

“Imagine that… but no one can resist your commands. No one can do anything without your commands.” The Angel encroaching upon the world directly would spell disaster when the Roaring ended. “...And there’s not a way to… stop that, except for one thing.” Ralsei’s head sank lower. He knew precisely how to stop something as bright as the Angel, and it was something created of Pure Darkness.

“If there’s a way we can stop it, then I’ll find it. I’ll do it,” the Angel promised, but Ralsei only withered away more. For a moment, they seemed almost enthusiastic, like they had finally found a way out of this for everyone. Though, the moment Ralsei shied away, the enthusiasm died. “Ralsei… what is it?”

Ralsei gathered strength, both of his hands balling into fists. If he had to say anything right, it had to be now. He grit his teeth before whirling on Kris, pointing at where he knew the Angel’s soul was. “No. You don’t need it. We don’t need it. The… the only way to end it would be to sever your connection… to…”

The Angel, banished, will finally meet with its desire.

“We’d have to banish you, Angel. A-and the only thing strong enough to do that is the Grand Fountain, and I know you just want to help, but…” He jabbed Kris’ chest again, the armor clanging against his claws while he tried to get his point across. “But we’re not banishing you. We promised we wouldn’t. We-”

A hand wrapped around his wrist. Ralsei’s breath caught in his throat while he looked up, seeing Kris’ eyes staring at him from under their hair. Slowly, Ralsei’s hand was lowered back to his side, and only then did Kris let go.

“Then… we’ll find another way,” the Angel muttered. Their words didn’t seem confident, but their gaze turned back to Seam. “Thank you, Seam, but sealing the Grand Fountain isn’t an option. I’m afraid I will have to pass.”

After all the effort that had gone into creating the Pure Crystal, Ralsei thought that Seam would be disappointed. Instead, their grin grew even wider than it had ever been, the button covering one of their eyes spinning rapidly. “Fascinating. Well, I suppose it cannot be helped if you are so sure… but I am a cat of my word. It will go to good use should you choose not to use it now.”

Susie opened the door to the shop, looking outside to see how close the Titan had gotten. When she leaned her head back in, she stared at where the crystal had gone. “That thing is why you haven’t turned to stone yet, right?”

Seam rested their head on their hands, nodding. “Indeed.”

“Then you-” She pointed at Seam before pointing outside. “Get everyone who is still in the streets somewhere safe.”

“Of course!” Seam smiled brighter, slowly pushing themself to their feet. “Feel free to take whatever you may need from my shop as well. I wouldn’t want your journey here to be for naught, after all.”

Ralsei wasn’t sure how to feel about that. They were all no closer to finding a way out of the Roaring… but they were going to be able to last for a little bit longer. Darkners had been brought to safety. But…

The Angel stepped back before waving to the group. “Thank you, Seam. I need to talk with the rest of you before we leave. Privately.”

“Very well.” Seam lifted the Pure Crystal from their counter, shuffling out of the shop. “Good luck, Angel. I am afraid that we will need a little more.”

Ralsei watched Seam leave, and shivered at the knowledge that this path would be no easier. Fate wasn’t on their side, and luck wouldn’t be either. Ralsei would just have to keep hoping that somehow, everything would turn out all right. After all… the Angel had an ability to just undo this all if things went wrong. This… this hadn’t gone right, but they could still undo it!

As soon as the shop was empty, Susie started rummaging through Seam’s things. Their stock hadn’t been great recently, but she started to scavenge for a few items that looked promising.

The Angel watched her go before clearing their throat. “We have a choice to make, and I want you all to make it with me, because clearly this didn’t work.”

Susie threw a CDBagel over her head before standing up straight. “The hell you mean it didn’t work? If we weren’t here, then who knows if Seam would’ve gotten other Darkners to safety.”

“If we weren’t here… they wouldn’t be in danger in the first place,” Ralsei muttered, but even he couldn’t be sure of that. The rooms of the Grand Fountain and the encroaching Titan were close. It may have found its way here without them all. However, their party being here would certainly attract it faster.

The Angel didn’t dispute either of them, but crossed their arms. “That disagreement is why I’m calling a vote. I can return us back to after the fight, and we can head to the Shelter instead of losing time coming here.”

Of course, they had thought of the exact thing Ralsei did! The Angel could still undo this!

However, Susie grimaced as soon as the Angel suggested the idea of going back. “It wouldn’t be right to not check in on Castle Town. Everyone here is gonna be safer, because we showed up, and that’s worth keeping. I vote on not going back.”

Yes, but Ralsei disagreed on whether or not it was needed. So much time had been lost coming here. “We… we should go back. Not only because we lost time, but because us being here is likely what lured the Titan this way in the first place. Evacuation wouldn’t be needed.” Ralsei didn’t want to say it, but the worlds being saved mattered far more than preventing the small chance that Darkners got damaged during the Roaring. “Losing time means that our way back to the Shelter is going to be damaged. Titans will have branched out far more by the time we get there. We can’t risk it.”

The Angel nodded to both of them, accepting both answers. “And what about you?” They asked inwardly to the human they were controlling.

Surprised at being addressed, Kris’ eyes widened. “Shouldn’t you make the call?” Kris asked, teeth clenching at the tiebreaker being placed on them.

“It’s your lives. You all should have the final call.”

Kris stared at Susie for a long time. Contemplating. Then, their gaze turned to Ralsei. Again, that same contemplation came. Fear flooded their eyes as they thought longer and longer, the sounds of an encroaching Titan growing closer.

A decision had been made.

“Got items here. Means we’re more protected.” Kris had a few things that they cared about the most, and every time someone got wounded in battle, their attacks became more precise. The same thing came back to affect their decisions again. Of course, they would choose the option to be more prepared. “Was also a Titan near the Shelter. Knight anticipated this. Likely is done repelling it by now. Easier route.”

Ralsei… hadn’t thought of that. Despite the rest of the journey becoming dangerous, there was a clearer path to the one place they all needed to be. Fighting a Titan just before the Knight and Carol would be a futile effort.

“Then it’s decided,” the Angel sighed, their gaze turning to Ralsei, “I’ll keep you all safe no matter what, okay?”

Ralsei could feel his legs beginning to shake, but for just a little longer, he had to believe.

 


 

Just watch a little more.

All he had to do was witness the end.

The man could do that. He could push just a bit farther. He had already seen what happened next. It would be fine. 

Perhaps, the world would just be frozen when he reached the end. With the Angel unable to act on the world… maybe it would simply be a perfect time capsule, waiting for them to arrive once more. He would not have that knowledge if he did not witness events one more time.

Their Deltarune would be saved. All he had to do was understand the exact nature of its current state.

The man leaned in, and identified the moment when it all fell apart.

 


 

One thing Susie had always been thankful for was the ability to remove the Angel’s soul painlessly. She had to admit, it was a bit gnarly to be able to claim that she had strangled god, but she didn’t really like the thought of hurting them. It became less that she had strangled a god and more that she was strangling a friend.

So, the trick the old man taught her to remove the soul was something she wanted to thank him for one day.

It made it easier for the Angel to leap between everyone, and Susie needed that right about now. Things were looking bad, and she wasn’t exactly sure how much longer she was going to hold out against the Knight. 

A red gash formed over her head, and the soul in her body forced her to duck. Pristine walls of the Shelter’s Dark World shattered as she rolled, JusticeAxe in hand. As soon as the Knight tried to recover from its strike, she was commanded to lunge forward. Her blade burned as she dug it into the Knight’s side, but the damage was still nothing. The Shelter’s fountain was nearby, so it might’ve been easier if the Angel could seal the fountain, but the Knight wouldn’t give them a single chance to come out. Every time the Angel tried to seal only the Shelter, the Knight focused all of its attacks on them.

The Knight’s blade parried her axe away, sending her stumbling. For a precious second, Susie turned around to see Kris and Ralsei both attempting to lock Carol down. Kris wasn’t looking good at all, and Ralsei was doing his best to keep them defended.

However, the glance cost her.

The Angel tried to move her out of the way, but a kick from the Knight sent her sprawling across the floor. They weren’t winning. Despite how much they’d all grown, it was like the Knight had gotten stronger with all of this darkness around. Everyone’s stronger spells had been stifled by the Roaring. The Angel couldn’t channel their light through anyone without a ton of time to charge. Darkness flooded Susie’s own magic, making calling on spells near impossible without draining her.

The battle wasn’t lost yet.

Susie raised her axe when she saw a blur of darkness headed her way. The Knight’s blade slashed down at her head, trying to execute her on the spot. With all of her strength, she held the blow back.

The Knight’s blade began to press in further. The Angel’s soul joined her efforts, trying to keep the weapon from coming any closer.

Commands flew out to the other two people fighting. Susie needed help. As the handle of her axe struggled against the Knight, she found the blade getting closer and closer to her head. Her arms were trembling. She’d gotten too tired. She just needed to keep pushing a little more.

Kris and Ralsei turned. Immediately, Ralsei launched into the air, beginning to use his already depleted magic to cast a defensive spell. Before he could fire it off, Carol swept a hand across the battlefield, a wall of ice separating the three of them.

Susie cursed, making eye-contact with the Knight again. Why did it look so damn proud of itself? “Think you can push me around?” Susie yelled, even as the blackened blade grew closer. “Or are you just mad that your plan isn’t working out? Mad that Kris isn’t scared of you having their soul anymore?”

The Knight’s lone eye began to form into something more akin to a mouth, a cackle echoing out. The blade began to touch Susie’s scales, and her arms started shaking more and more.

“Well guess what?” Susie yelled, and adjusted her grip on the axe to hold it with one hand. The Angel continued trying to push back with her, but she felt raw terror beginning to pulse through their soul as the blade started to cut through the scales on her body. However, she could only grin, because she had this. “I was taught by the best, and you’re right where I want you!”

Alarm from the soul only grew as Susie’s fist reared back. For a moment, a command came from the Angel, and it was a desperate plea: “Do not remove the s-”

Susie saw an eye within the Knight’s ribcage, and her moment to strike finally came. Magic channeled at the end of her fist, and before the Knight could react, she aimed her knuckles at the eye covering something in the Knight’s ribcage.

Darkness shattered. The eye peeled away, something bright being forced out of the Knight. Susie couldn’t believe it when her fist collided with the darkness, but she felt the Knight’s grip on its blade weaken. A light surged out of the Knight’s back before slowly coming to a stop in the air a few paces back.

A soul.

Kris’ soul.

“Ha!” Susie yelled, shoving the blade away from her as the Knight suddenly gave up the struggle. Its eye had gone entirely neutral. It must’ve known that it had lost the fight! “Who knew you had such a damn obvious weakpoint? Guess it’s like Noelle said! Always go for the eye-”

“What are you doing?!?” The ice wall shattered, Carol’s eyes going wide. For the first time since Susie had met her, she looked absolutely mortified as she saw a foreign soul floating in the air. 

Susie thought she finally had the upperhand, and the mayor’s fear only emboldened her to grin. However, that grin shattered the moment she saw Kris looking at her with the same expression.

The darkness within the room grew thicker.

A sickening crack from behind caused Susie’s head to whirl around. The Angel went on guard, Susie’s hands gripping around her axe tighter. When she saw the source of the noise, she finally realized her mistake.

The Knight hadn’t stopped attacking because it had lost. It was changing.

The ribcage that Susie had punched slowly began to knit itself back together, cracking and snapping while the Knight hovered motionlessly. The jagged edges of the Knight started to become sharper, lines weaving up the darkness. Susie… had seen this before. It reminded her of a-

Battle on the other side of the room had stopped, Carol screaming across the battlefield, “The Angel needs to purify her now, you fool! She was already unstable-”

The lone eye on the Knight’s helmet slowly began to vanish. Darkness began to crush it slowly, absorbing what little expressiveness remained. This wasn’t right. That was supposed to damage the Knight, not-

Kris rushed past Susie, snagging their soul out of the air. Instead of putting it back in their chest like Susie thought they would, they charged back for the Knight, trying to place it back in.

The lines along the Knight’s body opened, countless eyes peering out of the darkened shell that surrounded the Knight. Unrestrained darkness was changing it.

The Knight’s head continued hanging limp, even as its body turned to see the encroaching light in Kris’ hand. Blue light formed in the Knight’s hand, and Susie recalled the first attack she’d seen a Titan do immediately.

Urgently, the Angel pressed for Susie to charge. She didn’t need to be told twice, charging past the Knight and tackling Kris to the ground. A blue beam of energy soared over her head, the Knight screeching as it expelled the attack.

When Susie looked up, she expected another attack to be coming for her. Instead, she had a front row seat as the Knight’s form shifted and stuttered. Its form twitched, unable to decide on one appearance as it clutched at its own head. The light of its eye had entirely vanished, and the vacant head that remained sent chills down her spine.

The Knight shrieked, slamming itself into a wall. It cried again, flying straight into the floor. It struggled, as if it was drowning.

Over the din of the Knight’s shrieks, Susie thought she heard Carol continuing to yell, “Do not just stand there! Help her! Are you not a just Angel? What are you doing-”

Susie flinched as the darkness around her grew thicker. Her magic bled away even more, far more than she’d ever felt before. The Angel’s soul dimmed impossibly low in her chest, and the usual warmth of their presence almost snuffed out. Her head snapped towards Ralsei, who had become paralyzed in fear. “Ralsei?!? What the hell is going on?”

“I-I don’t know!” Ralsei didn’t know something. For once, Ralsei didn’t know what was going on. 

The Knight continued thrashing before its body jerked into the air. Blasts of energy flailed around through the room as it cried. Darkness grew thicker. The Knight continued slamming itself on every surface it could find before eventually, its gaze turned on an exit.

Susie yelled as the Knight vanished towards the entrance of the Dark World.

Kris stared at Susie, uselessly holding their own soul in their hand. Its orange glow cast across their face, but they had never looked more terrified. Gripping Susie’s jacket, they yelled at the Angel, “Go back. Go back now.” Darkness weighed down further, and everyone flinched as it cut deeper. “We can’t win this. Go back. She’s-”

Ralsei’s head snapped in a random direction, his hands trembling. “A Dark Fountain just opened.”

Weight began to grow. Everything was getting colder. The Angel had grown quiet for only a moment, but before Susie could ask them what was happening, her mouth moved without her.

“It’s gone.”

Wildly, Ralsei spun again. “Angel, what do you mean it’s-”

“Why can’t I reach it?” Susie’s body entirely left her control, the Angel staring at her hands like something was supposed to appear. They clenched and unclenched her fists over and over again, and her own heart started hammering from panic that wasn’t her own. “No. No. This can’t be happening now. Why isn’t it working?”

Susie’s gaze trailed upward against her will, and she saw a silver star that they had passed not long ago. Desperately, the Angel compelled her body to move forward, hand outstretched to the silver light.

It vanished in front of her eyes, winking out of reality entirely.

“Why is it gone?!?” Ralsei saw the same thing, but his head immediately turned elsewhere. Another Dark Fountain. Another Titan. “I-It can’t be gone. That shouldn’t be possible-”

Everyone was panicking. She could feel the Angel’s own fear pulsing through her body. It was overwhelming, all of her senses fraying at the edges while darkness weighed her down.

Susie wrenched control back, turning away from where the silver light was with all of her might. “This isn’t over!” She pointed at where the light once was, teeth baring. “You think just because a stupid light is gone, we’re giving up? The Knight’s getting away while we’re all just sitting here!”

Of course, it wasn’t just her friends that were panicking. The carefully guarded persona that Carol kept up finally began to crack, the air continuing to grow colder as her ice magic built up. She didn’t have anything to say, but her eyes were trained on where the Knight had gone.

Screw it. Susie didn’t care about her. She’d just been trying to stab them all a second ago. Worse, no one else was moving! Ralsei was still petrified. Kris was hanging onto a soul that was theirs. The Angel wasn’t issuing commands!

Susie clawed at her hair. She thought that soul thing was supposed to work, and now everyone had locked up. Well, screw it! She could give commands of her own! “Angel! Seal the fountain! We can’t catch the Knight with the Dark World being big, but that’ll get us closer!” She pointed at Kris, the human flinching when they were called on. “And you need to put that damn soul in! It’s not gonna do you any good if you’re just holding it, dumbass!”

Ralsei glanced between the soul and Susie, his entire body shaking now that their only safety net was just gone. “But the Angel’s soul-”

“I’ll carry it!” She’d done it for a while anyway. If Kris had their own soul and wasn’t going to get any worse with the Angel’s soul, then it was better this way anyway. Now… Susie called upon magic again, ejecting the Angel’s soul from her chest. “Now, seal the damn fountain, so we can get moving!”

The soul finally began to float up to the fountain undeterred. Carol didn’t make a move to stop them, having fallen to the floor and breathing shakily. Susie didn’t care about her, immediately walking towards Ralsei to grab him. He clung to her, knowing that he would be back as an object soon.

The Angel’s light sparked. It stuttered. However, for just a little longer, it had the strength to seal a fountain.

Light flooded Susie’s vision, and she knew that she couldn’t give up now.

 


 

Only a little bit longer now. Once again, that fleeting feeling he once again reignited on the day of the Roaring appeared. 

Anger.

This injustice would not be tolerated.

The man would press on. He must press on.

 


 

Kris finally received something that they had been yearning for for quite a while, and yet it did not bring them any comfort. Their choices were now their own. Their very being had become their own once more. No one could control them anymore, and yet the moment they gained control back… they had no ability to do anything with it.

Chains had been replaced with an empty room, with inky waters rising slowly.

Blackshard in hand, Kris parried two of the Knight’s knives before backstepping out of the way of a third. They watched their footing, feeling the bridge under them beginning to crack. Something hummed from below, and they threw their body out of the way when a blue beam blasted straight through the bridge. Kris’ eyes caught the ocean below. A storm whirled around them, rain and wind buffeting them while they tried to stand.

A lone beam of light crossed Kris’ vision, and they traced it back to its source. They’d already seen it countless times, but for a moment they ached for the safety of how things had been before they finally accepted the Angel’s offer. In this storm with the ocean’s waves growing taller and taller, Kris stared at the Shelter, its exterior having transformed into a lone lighthouse in the dark. Grand doors stood at its base. In this apocalypse, it was a lone bastion of sanctuary in the flood, and yet…

Kris raised their Blackshard, darkness collecting around it as the Knight’s blade surged forward. Two darkened blades clashed, Kris staring at the empty face of someone they used to know.

They repelled the attack, breathing heavily. The Angel couldn’t help them anymore. Kris could still hear commands, but they were being forced to dodge on their own. Their hands shook. Their heartbeat echoed in their ears. Keep moving. They had to keep moving just a little longer.

And yet, for just a second, their gaze trailed far off into the Dark World towards a distant Grand Door. Was their family okay? Did they know that Kris was out here? Worse… if Kris fell now… would they even know what happened? Would they even care?

Kris took their attention off the fight for a moment. Ralsei couldn’t use his magic to defend Susie. Healing items were running low, and Kris had already counted each member of the party having the strongest items used on them. The Angel was out of anything that could bring someone back from the brink, and Kris knew it.

So, why did they take their eyes off of the battle?

Kris’ feet started moving before their mind could.

The Knight had switched targets, red gashes following the tip of its blade as it slashed over and over at Susie. The Angel kept trying to evade, but Susie had to desperately block to repel the attacks. The Knight’s red gashes faded, giving way to a different crimson streaking through the air.

Blood.

The attack clipped Susie’s arm, her Shadow Mantle flaring out to reduce the pain. She still yelled, staggering backwards.

A second slash came, and Susie didn’t recover fast enough. Ralsei’s hands pulsed, trying to summon a spell that he didn’t possibly have the energy to use anymore. He couldn’t defend her. His scarf would be torn to shreds. The blade carved up her side. Susie clenched her eyes shut, a strangled noise escaping her throat.

The Knight readied three blades in the sky, holding up a hand as Susie fell to her knees.

Kris dove in front of her, raising a shield and defending her for one last time.

Knives embedded through the metal of their shield, blackened blades stopping just short of their head. Kris roared, Blackshard appearing in their other hand while they slashed with all of their might at the Kni-

Two slashes tore through the air. Kris only had a moment to watch a red line cross their vision, cutting straight across their wrist.

For a second, they knew no pain from the wound.

The world slowed. Kris remembered being given one of those little piano toys as a kid. It was one of the first gifts they remembered receiving. When they were big enough to play the larger pianos, it took time to get even half decent at it. Most of the time, they liked playing on their own. They entered their own little world, falling into a trance when they played. It was the one thing that was theirs. The only thing anymore that was theirs.

Red stained the keys.

Kris stared through a crystal. For a second, they thought they saw through their hand.

Kris didn’t know what room they had fallen into. Yet, at some point, when something became numb, they couldn’t find their hand.

Kris stared at a bleeding wrist, and only had a moment to glimpse a gauntlet falling into the ocean below.

They couldn’t find their hand.

Before the world tilted, Kris took one last look at Susie. They couldn’t see her face, something wet in their eyes blocking their vision. They needed her to be okay. They saw a red light on her chest, and hoped that the Angel would protect her for just a little longer.

Kris fell to the ground, and knew no more.

 


 

“Kris?!? KRIS!” It didn’t matter that the Knight was right there. Susie’s axe fell from her hands, vanishing as she rushed to their side. The ground continued shaking. A Titan was getting closer. The Knight was right there. She didn’t care, magic sparking at the edge of her fingertips. Items wouldn’t be enough. They didn’t have any good ones anyway. Fighting Titans on the way to the Shelter had done them in. And yet, even if they did, Susie didn’t think it’d work. This… none of them had ever been hurt this badly.

The Knight loomed over her, its motions having entirely stopped.

Despite the threat, Susie screamed, “RALSEI! Ralsei I can’t-” Green magic flashed in her hand, but the darkness continued crushing her. Static jolted up her arm as her magic failed, barely stifling the blood pooling under Kris’ arm. This- this wasn’t supposed to happen. This wasn’t supposed to happen.

In an instant, Ralsei was at her side, his own gaze staring warily up at the Knight. Just as her magic did, his own Heal Prayer stuttered. Golden light in his palms wavered in the dark. Desperately, Ralsei pleaded with the soul in Susie’s chest, “Angel, if- if you have anything, we need it now!”

Light channeled through the Angel’s soul, all that remained coursing through Susie and Ralsei’s bodies. It was barely anything, not nearly enough to cast the stronger spells that the Angel imbued them all with. However, Susie tried regardless, her own magic combining with Ralsei’s to try to close an impossibly large wound.

For a moment, the wound started to close over. No hand came back. Where was their hand? Before the wound could properly heal, both of their magical reserves sputtered out, the soul in Susie’s chest becoming cold.

The ground continued to quake.

Susie glanced up at the Knight, tears welling in her eyes. The beast swayed motionlessly in the air, its head tilting at Kris. As if there was still something left in there, it clutched at its head, screeching.

The Knight surged off into the darkness, gone once again. It… it was fine. They’d all find it later. They couldn’t fight like this.

Quickly, Susie tried to pick Kris up. “We gotta get ‘em outta here. Castle Town. Just anywhere safe! Something!”

Ralsei didn’t respond, staring out into the ocean. Darkness grew heavier, and Susie saw flakes of stone beginning to form on his fur. Before she even had a chance to panic about that, she saw the source of the darkness.

A large, clawed hand grasped the side of the bridge they stood on. A second hand grasped the bridge on the opposite side of them. Water cascaded somewhere below, a beast rising from the depths. A Titan pulled itself from the deep, a four-pointed star bearing down on Susie and Ralsei.

They had nothing left to give.

She had to get Kris out of here. Ralsei was beginning to petrify. The Angel’s light was dying out, and every time she thought she heard their voice, it sounded further and further away. 

The Titan stared down at her, and a hand raised into the sky directly over all three of them.

Susie didn’t think. She was the only one with the Shadow Mantle, and Kris couldn’t move. All she hoped was that Ralsei would know what to do.

A hand came crashing down, plummeting through the darkness. Susie raised both of her hands, bracing herself as a shadow grew darker and darker over her and Kris. It was her fault that this was happening anyway. It was time she did something right.

The Shadow Mantle flared out, trying desperately to protect her. A fist crashed down on her, and yet the magic of her armor gave her enough protection to stop the hand in its tracks. Her knees buckled, and her arms trembled while she tried to hold the gargantuan fist up. 

Ralsei scrambled to Kris’ side, trying desperately to pull them out of the way despite the stone beginning to form over his face. “Susie! You can’t-”

Red sparked in her eyes while she grit her teeth. “Just get them out of here!” The ground under her feet started to crack. The soul in her chest began to shine brighter, and Susie realized that the Angel was pushing with her. Unfortunately, she knew that she wasn’t gonna last much longer, and she was the only one who could remove the Angel from her chest.

“Do not-”

“Sorry,” she muttered their name with the apology, yelling while she tried to hold the Titan’s hand with only one arm. The Shadow Mantle started straining as her knees buckled. She tried to hold up the hand with her forearm, and finally managed to free her other hand. With a yell, she sent a hand through her chest, ripping the soul out violently one more time. Grinning, she took the Angel’s soul in her hand, rearing it back at one of the openings in the Titan’s shell. “Give ‘em a fighting chance for me, will ya?”

With all the strength she had left, she shoved the soul through a gap in the Titan’s shell. The fist finally came crashing down, darkness coursing through Susie’s being and sapping everything she was from her. The Shadow Mantle could no longer protect her. Something cracked as pain blossomed through her legs. 

All she hoped as she fell to the ground was that a light would burst out from the Titan. When she saw something boiling from within its skin, she shot one last grin. “Gotcha.”

 


 

No.

No no no.

Ralsei saw a fist come down, and flinched as he barely got Kris out of the way. Instinctively, his scarf wrapped around his and Kris’ body, like it would do anything to protect them. Dust sifted from the impact, and terror struck Ralsei’s heart.

“SUSIE!” He yelled, trying to scramble to his feet. He- he didn’t see her. That meant-

The Titan’s gaze turned on him, and Ralsei knew that he was alone. The fist slowly lifted, Ralsei seeing Susie’s still body getting out a few more laughs before she finally stopped moving. Was- no, she couldn’t be gone. She couldn’t be-

A ray of silver light burst out of the Titan. Its shielded head turned to stare at its arm. More and more, light began to build, something surging out from within the Titan. It roared, stumbling backwards as one final sealing came from the soul that Susie had somehow exchanged into it. Ralsei shielded his gaze, violent silver light washing over him. The Angel was enraged, and yet despite how hot they burned, the Roaring still dwarfed them.

The Titan’s shell began to flake away as it was destroyed from within. Cracks of silver light wove across its body, the Angel’s soul finally destroying the Titan entirely. A pillar of light engulfed what remained, sealing one of the countless Titans away. 

Stone continued building across Ralsei’s body. He wasn’t alone yet, but-

Immediately, Ralsei rushed to Susie’s side. She was still breathing, but every breath shuddered. Her leg bent at an unnatural angle, and Ralsei immediately summoned magic to his hands. He didn’t care how much it burned him. He didn’t care how his body begged him to stop. All of the magic that made up his very being would be used! He didn’t care! He needed to keep Susie and Kris alive! No one else would be able to-

Ralsei shrieked, golden light sputtering out and sending what felt like a bolt of lightning through his body. He keeled over for a moment, gritting his teeth and trying to get back up. The Angel’s soul finally joined him, but they had already used everything they had.

The soul tried to stay close to him, shining its passive light on his body to remove the stone. Desperately, Ralsei sifted through any items they had left. Drinks, foods, potions, anything. All of it failed to do anything for Susie, no matter how much he tried. He tried to blink away the tears in his eyes, the darkness growing even heavier as more and more fountains formed. 

He stared up at the floating soul, unable to feel their presence clearly anymore. “Please,” he begged, “Please, we can’t let them die.”

The soul’s passive light vanished, channeling all of it into him for one final attempt. Ralsei gave everything he had, yelling while trying to bring Susie back to her feet. Without any of the Angel’s light on his body, stone started to lock his limbs in place, and-

Ralsei’s hands remained extended, both covered in a layer of stone.

The soul hovered in front of him, frantically circling around his head as stone began to weave up his neck. “I’m sorry,” he whispered, bowing his head, “I’m so sorry.”

 


 

Don’t leave them.

The Angel didn’t know what they were anymore. Drowning. They were drowning. Something foreign filled their lungs. Something wrapped around their neck. Something tore them apart. One thought. One thought needed to fuel them.

Don’t leave them.

Fix. Fix it. They had to fix it. They had to stay. Just. Just whatever they did. They couldn’t leave them. 

Someone called out to them.

Don’t leave them.

Something gave the Angel his sympathies. They did not understand his words. They couldn’t leave them. They needed to stay. They needed to fix this. They needed to persist. They needed to change this.

A hand wrapped around them, sealing them away.

The Angel frantically reached out as three wounded friends were torn away from them, the world as they knew it changing forever.

Air finally entered the Angel’s lungs as they lurched upward, their blanket falling off of the couch. They choked over and over again for a moment, realizing where they were all over again. They struggled with the air for a few more moments before reality came crashing down all over again, and the air only became worse.

The Angel’s head lowered, shoulders shaking. Over and over again, they kept choking into their hand, and only when they caught their breath did the choking turn into broken sobbing.

You left them to die.

You let them die.

 


 

The man watched a soul vanish into the darkness, his own actions taking the Angel away somewhere safer. This was where the thread would end. Now, he had to wait for the result, despite how much he wished he did not have to keep watching. If he could do anything right by these heroes, it would be to continue until he knew of their fates.

A few options presented themselves. Perhaps, he would simply see the world fall to erasure. After all, the Angel no longer existed. Perhaps, the world would be covered in darkness very soon. This outcome… he wished against. A more charitable outcome would be the world simply freezing, holding its breath and waiting for the Angel to return. After all, they had not been cleanly severed from the world. Perhaps its heroes waited for their Angel to return, saving them from the darkness that shrouded them.

However, one final option remained, and the man found that he could still see the motion of the waves crashing below. Titans still walked along the horizon. Fountains flowed freely, more opening up with the Knight’s rampage through the Roaring. A lone lighthouse stood where the shelter once was, its spotlight rotating over and over again, one final bastion of safety in a world that had finally lost its heroes.

It was all… still moving.

Despite the Angel’s influence no longer being in this world… he could still see it. He could still traverse a thread. It… it was still moving forward.

Why was it still moving forward?

Notes:

Oh, you thought it would be as simple as time being frozen while the Angel was gone?

Nothing is given for free in this fic. YOU'VE ACTIVATED MY TRAP CARD!

God this chapter was difficult, and I realized that ironically less detail helped out a lot. I tried to originally give a play by play of events leading up to the Roaring, but found that particular crucial context scenes were far more important.

Also I gas up our Light World battle ability a lot, but we do sorta get hard countered by someone who just. Can dodge. Someone being able to block an attack seems like a rough matchup! No sneak attack for you Angel! You blew it!

Yes Alphys with shredded cheese was essential to the plot. What about it?

A lot of perspective switching was used this chapter as well. I realized later on that I wanted to nab everyone's perspectives as the end approached, and the final quadruple scene with every member slowly succumbing felt like the right thing to do. At long last, you know precisely how things went down.

Kris' soul also finally shown off! I'm not tooooo confident on the headcanon that Dess has Kris' soul, but I subscribe to the theory that our soul is our own, which mean Kris' has to be somewhere... and if I would place it anywhere...

Lol. Lmao. Good thing Susie has an eject button for souls! I'm sure that won't cause any issues!

I am. Once again. Quite tired but I wanted to take my sweet ass time on this chapter today. I was having a decent amount of fun just leisurely writing, and I think it came out nicely in the end. I wanted to get, at the very least, that final scene sequence correct.

Also Seam my beloved. There's the reveal of why the Angel didn't take the Pure Crystal this time. Ralsei was there to stop them this go-around.

I am ultra behind on comments this time and my sins will haunt me forever. It's fine it's chill once again I have read all of them I am just dumb and stupid and silly.

I will now disappear in a smokeball and when the smoke clears I am dead on the floor. The ear infection could not kill me and while I still cannot hear, I ball regardless. I will clicky clacky on my keyboard until fate takes me. YOU'LL NEVER MAKE ME TAKE A BREAK ON MY OWN TERMS!!! NEVER!

Thank you for reading :D

Chapter 16: When All the Stars Have Died

Summary:

Then the future is in your hands.

Notes:

Let's do the fanart rounds! There was a lot this time!

Redraven393 is trying to divert the horrors by drawing the fluffiest things ever and manifesting good times instead of the Hell On Earth.
The Angel was put in a cat onesie:
https://www. /redraven393/805507997856038912/angel-spring-line3?source=share
The Angel has a nerd reaction:
https://www. /redraven393/805624965091180544/working-on-that-angel-and-the-gang-clothe-design?source=share
Redraven also drew many arts of the Angel dancing with member's of the fun gang, one with Ralsei and one with Kris and hey chat maybe the fluff manifestation is working on me I think:
https://www. /redraven393/805740803756556288/a-dance-with-you-ralsei?source=share
https://www. /redraven393/805918894681473024/a-dance-with-you-kris?source=share
https://www. /redraven393/805965501432020993/dancing-with-you-red-edition?source=share
And, redraven being insane did ANOTHER art of the Angel crashing out at Asriel about his soullessness being an excuse:
https://www. /redraven393/806009629746315264/showing-them-the-goodest-of-boys-ever?source=share

When it is all laid out like that it feels WILD.

You may have noticed in redraven's drawings that the Angel's design has slightly changed (not canon (yet) but I love it when artists iterate on a design)

This happened because of 5kape's Angel design! Honestly I ADORE the changes that she made to the Angel. This is also the scrungliest they've ever looked and I am forever enjoying it. They remind me of a soggy cat at times.
https://www. /5kape/805522176500432896/wanted-a-break-from-doing-concept-designs-for-uni?source=share

a-flawed-apparatus has another round of Heroforge tokens! One of which is my fursona (people are jumping me with the fursona now for some reason) and an Angel Light World update with an included Angel and Ralsei hug. I will die.
https://www. /a-flawed-apparatus/805668367731146752/an-attempt-to-recreate-star-pup01s-sona-in-hero?source=share
https://www. /a-flawed-apparatus/805977274103087104/update-on-the-light-world-version-of-the-angel?source=share

ourasriel made an alt design of the Angel as well as an art of the Roaring which I will lovingly call "The comments are really mad at Carol and have decided to throw her into the ocean". She's just going for a swim dw
https://www. /ourasriel/805910661309825025/another-art-for-star-pup01s-latest-chapter?source=share
https://www. /ourasriel/805935222244950016/decided-to-do-my-own-angel-for-star-pup01s?source=share

God damn.

ANYWAY. PEEP THE HORRORS.

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

Well, that was the last of them.

Countless statues had been taken to the castle’s basement, just as Seam had been instructed. Quite an arduous task, they would say, waking Darkners back up only to take away the only thing that gave them life once more. Ah well, they were well suited to this task. After all, Seam was no stranger to locking people away within a basement. This time, it was to keep the denizens of this town safe, but did that differ all that much from the last imprisonment?

Ha ha! Who knew? Seam dwelled on those things quite a bit, but they had other matters to attend to. Placing a cloth back over the Pure Crystal, they began to ascend the staircase of the Castle. The sound of the Titan’s footfalls had grown further away as the heroes left, but it must have changed course once more while Seam was moving Darkners to safety. As they exited the castle, they saw a horned beast over the horizon beginning to scan the bridge leading closer and closer to this safe haven.

Hm. Perhaps it was searching for something? Creatures of the dark would do much to diminish the Angel’s light, but Seam thought that they would be far more interested in going after the Angel themself. Perhaps, it would be wise to mask the Pure Crystal again. After all, the longer Seam looked at it, the more their view of the world began to slip further.

Just once more, they stared at the Pure Crystal while they lifted a cloth to cover it again. It would almost be difficult to tell that it was a crystal with how brightly it shined. Seam found it beautiful, personally. Who would not find looking at a higher existence beautiful? Some may find it terrifying, but Seam had a different outlook now that time had healed the wound. After learning the secrets of the world from their friend, Seam had given up all hope. They were insignificant, dwarfed by something much larger, whether that be a hopeless prophecy or an unreachable Angel. They might as well toast to the end of the world!

How curious, that a being so untouchable decided to hope for those who could not. With every Shadow Crystal, Seam began to hope a little more that a better ending was attainable. It seemed too insurmountable a task, but Seam found that interesting things could occur when someone began to care. While the Pure Crystal had not been taken, Seam believed that a far more important boon had been gained.

Yet, as Seam finally placed a cloth over the Pure Crystal, they saw the silver light dim significantly.

Glass against their paw grew horrifically cold. They supposed that they hadn’t realized how the Pure Crystal warmed the air around it, and the temperature dropped immediately.

How curious.

Seam plucked the cloth back off of the crystal, and now saw the glass for what it was. The light which had made the shape of the crystal so indistinguishable had entirely vanished. Seam could easily see through the crystal to the padding on their hand.

The window had shut.

Rather, whatever was on the other side had entirely vanished.

Seam’s usual grin began to fade. With the darkness growing thicker, they knew that they would not last very long. However, they did not fret, swiftly walking into their shop. If they were going to turn to stone, then they would like to not leave their little shop unattended. It also gave them a bit of time to possibly inspect what had gone wrong.

Their feet began to turn to stone as soon as they sat down behind their counter. Very well. They would not need to stand up in order to speculate. 

If the crystal had gone dark, then that likely meant something had happened to whatever was beyond it. Perhaps, the window had shut, and the Angel’s banishment had occurred as the prophecy said it would. Severing the Angel’s thread would be a simple explanation, but the Roaring still remained. That made Seam think for a bit, trying to piece together why the worlds would not be saved if the Angel had been banished. Did one have to come before the other? It did not seem so, the more Seam thought about it.

Then, impossibly, the crystal began to flicker.

Some of the stone that had built on Seam’s shoulder receded with the distant flash of light. Interesting. The window had not been shut then, as Seam could still see through it. It just seemed like the light was faint… diminished.

Though, perhaps diminished was the wrong word. The light appeared to be smaller, and while one would assume that meant diminishment, Seam knew better than to look at esoteric things in this world from only one perspective. Perhaps, the light was small not because they had been diminished in some way, but because they had grown so far away that it only seemed as such from Seam’s point of view.

How could they say? This was quite an odd circumstance.

A moment later, the light flickered out again, leaving the shop cold once more.

Was there a pattern? Before Seam could try to decipher, the light came back once more, burning brighter than it had before, but not growing to even a fraction of what it had been. The light twitched. It writhed. It struggled.

Then, as if it had never been there at all, it dissipated again.

Something was happening on the other end of this window, and Seam no longer had the ability to decipher it. However, they did not have it in them to worry all that much. Impossible odds had already been defeated before with this Angel. If something had put them into this state, and they were fighting, then Seam would bet that in just a few more moments, the light would come back once more.

As soon as Seam finished the thought, the fight began anew. Light sparked over and over, a being trying to persist through whatever was happening. Seam wished that they could peer through the glass deeper to see precisely what was happening, but it seemed that the Angel was still largely untranslateable. One of the heroes perhaps would know how to understand the motions in a flickering presence, but that was unfortunately out of Seam’s own expertise. However, while they thought, the light remained for far longer this time, periodically struggling more and more.

As it had multiple times before, the light eventually faded.

One would call them strange for thinking so, but Seam believed that this would be the deciding blow. It seemed less like the light had given up, and more to them like it was preparing for one final strike to free itself. 

Sitting in this shop would not do them any good when that time came. If something had happened to the Angel, then they were certain something similar had occurred to the heroes they traveled with.

And, just as expected, a being who had done nothing but defy all odds once again flickered to life within the crystal. The light calmed. It grew stable. Whole, yet still oh so far away.

Very well.

Seam made a promise, and it was about time that they held up their end of the bargain.

Improvisation was required. They reached for their staff, twirling it so that the pointed end faced the Pure Crystal. Ah, how they wondered what it would be like to play a simple numbers game with the Angel just like old times, but they supposed that a fight was unnecessary considering that they did not wish to claim a power that was rightfully theirs. A strange choice, but one that gave Seam far more hope than if they had taken it. It seemed that things did not go as planned, but the Angel had learned to trust in the threads that bound them to their allies. That was what Seam wanted to look for.

Though… they were looking forward to the Angel’s return when all was said and done. A friendly spar may be in order, by virtue of Seam being interested that they could keep up with Jevil.

While the target was small, Seam was nothing if not precise. They allowed their staff to glow a distinct purple hue with the faintest of magic that they could tap into with the Pure Crystal around. Thrusting forward, the staff pierced through a crystal that should have been far too small for it, yet the purple thread went through the crystal regardless. Seam quickly fastened the thread into a makeshift necklace. After all, transporting a crystal in one’s hand would be quite arduous.

It seemed that they were correct. The light remained faint, yet it persisted. So, Seam stood up, stone that had collected around their legs crumbling away as the faint light shined upon them. As soon as they were certain that most of the stone was gone, they fastened the necklace around their neck. It was not much, and they could still feel stone threatening to grow in patches when the light waned slightly. However, it would do what Seam needed it to do.

They opened the door to their shop, seeing a horned beast walking closer and closer.

It made sense now that they had changed their target. If the Angel had grown so distant, then this may be the only thing that the Titans were hunting once more. 

Seam sighed, a grin growing on their face. Who were they to not have fun with a little numbers game?

 


 

Maybe the waves weren’t so bad after all.

Listening to them crash somewhere below made everything around them feel so much further away. For a second, it blacked out the yells. It dulled the screaming, even though one voice compelled them to stand again. Even when dreadful silence took over, Kris couldn’t figure out how to get back up. They couldn’t.

Pain shot through their arm, but no sound came out of their mouth. They couldn’t bear to move anymore. It would be easier to go back to sleep, but…

Why… had it grown so quiet?

Maybe, everyone else had escaped. That would make the silence better. After all, it was Kris’ fault that this was happening anyway. If Susie and Ralsei got away, then the hit they took would be worth it.

The world screamed at them to go back to sleep, to just listen to the sound of crashing waves for a little longer. Instead, they summoned their fleeting strength to open their eyes, the pain in their arm flaring out anew. Don’t look at it. Don’t acknowledge it. All Kris needed to do was open their eyes and know that Susie and Ralsei were safe.

Their vision swam. The world tilted sideways over and over again. Finally, they managed to focus on something red hovering in the air. Vision cleared. The world suddenly felt all too real. As soon as Kris finally understood that they were seeing the soul, all hope crumbled in an instant.

The soul stopped moving, hovering in the air like something had restrained it.

Silently, without even a sound, it vanished into the air as if the wind had simply just taken it, small wisps of red dying in the darkness.

A warmth that had settled into the world bled away.

Even in their delirium, Kris’ heart seized up. Memories of the Angel talking about their deaths flooded their mind, and yet Kris could still hear the ocean waves below. The winds blew their cape all the same. Ripples of searing pain that they could still barely think over pulsed up their wrist and through their arm, never ending even though the Angel said that they would-

Labored breathing met Kris’ ears, and yet they could not get up to see who it was. Yet, slowly, their eyes began to focus a little more, and one patch of stone looked irregular compared to the broken bridge that they had fallen on.

A lone eye stared out from a statue, trembling. Ralsei stared at the point in space where the soul had faded into nothingness, but he couldn’t yell. He couldn’t cry out. The stone had been merciful enough to let him watch as they died, but had grown over his mouth so that no one would hear what had happened here.

Get up.

Kris couldn’t move their body.

As soon as they tried, their vision blurred again. Ralsei became indistinguishable from the rubble around him. The labored breathing somewhere else was drowned out by the sound of waves below. Pain started to dull as their senses blurred. It would be so much easier to just go to sleep. It would be so much easier to just give up. After all, they had fallen in battle as they had many times before. No one was around to grab their hand and lift them to their feet now. Who were they to disobey?

Didn’t they do the right thing this time?

Get up.

Senses sharpened for only a moment, Kris’ fingers scraping the rubble on the bridge. As soon as they moved any part of their body, a stabbing pain in their arm made them yell out. The scream echoed through the darkness.

Something screeched back, and ice wove through Kris’ veins. Something was coming. Something terrible was coming.

They… they did everything right. They finally made a decision for themself. For once, Kris chose the people who made them happy. Was that so naive of them? Of course it was. They should have known better than to try to break fate. Fate could only be manipulated in one’s favor, not entirely shattered. That was why the plan was so necessary. Why did they believe it could change for a single moment?

…because they got too close. They started to care. Whenever they thought of the promise they made, the thought of Susie’s smile shattering filled them with nothing but dread. Every time they encouraged Ralsei to be himself, it came with a sting that they had already sealed his fate. It would have been easier if they never got attached. It would have been easier if they never truly met Susie and Ralsei. So why… why did they get so close?

Perhaps, asking “why” no longer mattered. The only thing that mattered now was… what would they choose to do about it?

Countless screeches echoed through the darkness. Kris thought they could see a few stars again, only to realize through their dizziness that those were eyes.

Get up.

Get up get up get up.

How could they? They had fallen to wounds far smaller than this. And yet, they had to. They had to. Kris couldn’t find Susie. Stone had started inching closer and closer to Ralsei’s one remaining eye. They had lost a hand, yes, but…

…but they had only lost a hand.

It was enough to keep them pinned to the ground, unable to move even the slightest bit. They could stay alive for a little longer. They could stay awake for a little longer. However, simply remaining alive would not change what was coming. It wouldn’t save Susie and Ralsei. There was no one who could save them now. The Angel had…

The Angel died.

This couldn’t all be for nothing. This couldn’t be the end. All of this sacrifice couldn’t have been for nothing. If the clock wouldn’t turn back, then someone had to change what was coming. The world wanted to force them back down, to keep them pinned to the bridge until the darkness took them…

Persisting could no longer possibly be enough.

So, with the words of someone who may have considered them a friend ringing through their mind, Kris finally managed to find the strength to make something change.

The world did not wish for them to stand, so for now, they did not. Instead, their left hand moved to the cape that adorned their neck, and their body screamed at them to stop. Every inch their hand moved, it struggled against an invisible force in the air that wanted to see them destroyed. However, Kris managed to hook their fingers onto the blue and pink cape, yanking it with all of their might.

…they always liked that thing, but they needed it for something else.

Desperately, they pulled again. The cape came undone, and Kris’ hand struck the ground from the momentum. For a second, their fingers loosened, and their vision blurred all over again. The winds started to take their only hope at survival, the cape slowly beginning to blow away.

Clarity returned, Kris willing their body to lunge for the clothing that had almost gotten away. They managed to just barely snag it, wrenching it back into their grasp. Quickly. Quickly. There wasn’t much longer. Despite Kris never knowing true magic, they could still feel the darkness growing closer and pressing in. The soul… their own soul… thrummed in their chest. Its own miniscule light began to be stifled by what approached.

…Now, for something that Kris feared.

They tried not to look at the arm with something missing, but a wrist with nothing attached appeared in the corner of their vision. Already quickened breaths grew faster. Dark Worlds hurt, but they had never caused pain this staggering. They couldn’t think about it, no matter how much it hurt. They couldn’t think about all they had lost, because it would only make them lose more. Just… just a little more.

Kris yelled as cloth made contact with an exposed wound. They didn’t know what they were doing. They barely knew how to clean blood on their own, let alone stifle an actual wound. So, they did the only thing that they knew how. They tried to wrap the cape around their wrist, ignoring the way it was instantly dyed crimson. It… it could be handled later. Just-

They screamed again, screeches echoing back as if mocking them. Kris pulled on the cloth, trying to tie the loose edges into a knot to just hold it there. Just- just a little more.

Someone… someone would find them. The mayor knew that they were out here. She… she wouldn’t leave them, would she? Mom and dad knew that they were out here. Asriel knew that they were still out here.

Darkness drew closer, and doubt entered their soul. The mayor would sooner leave Kris out to die for their betrayal, the role of the cage being theirs for the transgression. Mom rarely came looking when they stopped responding to calls. Dad would remember them, but he would fail to do anything in the moment. And Asriel…

…Asriel already left them. With all that had happened, he should’ve stayed at college. He was clearly happier there. He was clearly happier without them. Looking around at this crumbling world, Kris thought they deserved it. Look at what they were! Look at what they had done! Susie would fight for them. Susie would come looking for them no matter what. Yet, Kris didn’t hear Susie. They couldn’t see her. She would come for them, so…

…if she wasn’t fighting right now…

What happened to her?

No one was coming to help. They had to get up.

Again, the world tried to push them back to the ground, but Kris had lived on their knees for long enough. They managed to get a hand under their body, and cursed the armor that was such a struggle to lift. With the only hand they had, they began to push against the earth. Gravity did not give way to them easily. Over and over again, their hand slipped out from under them, sending them crashing right back to the ground.

And yet, one time, they mustered the strength to get themself a few inches off the ground. Their heart began to race in their chest even faster. No matter how much their arm shook, and no matter how much the world willed them to stay down, they managed to lift themself from the bridge slowly.

Gravity tried to take them once more, but Kris tucked their knees in. They caught themself with their elbow, finally being just a little bit higher. Progress. Progress had been made. They exhaled over and over again, trying to catch their breath as darkness closed in. Their eyes darted around, trying to catch how many enemies there were. Pairs of eyes started being counted, and Kris started to lose track at twelve. However, their count stopped when they finally had enough height to see into a crater, and something purple caught their eye.

No…

No…

Kris tried again to push themself off the ground. Teeth bared as they tried to lift their body again. Finally, they shifted one foot under their body. Shortly, another followed, no matter how much both of them trembled. Kris finally managed to get their head under control, despite their body screaming at them to relent. Slowly, they finally lifted their hand off the ground, fingers lingering to catch them if they would fall. However, no such help was needed as they finally staggered up to their full height.

Forward. Now.

Kris took a step, and it took an extra beat to stand up once more. They took another step, finding it easier this time. Again and again, they slowly managed to descend into the crater that their friends sat in. Kris didn’t think anything. They only tried to get closer to Susie’s still form, and realized that Ralsei’s hands were still extended as if he’d tried to heal her.

For all that Kris had managed to do, they were no healer. They could not perform anything but the most miniscule of magic. As they drew closer to Susie and questioned how many bones in her body had broken, they knew that they could not help. The only person who could was petrifying, and his gaze had never once turned to Kris. His one eye remained locked in place, trembling at the place where the soul had finally met its end.

Unlike Susie, the Angel had already perished. Ralsei saw it. He… he already knew what had happened.

As soon as Kris found themself next to Ralsei where he could see them, they knelt down on one knee. They reached eye-level, and finally saw the tears in his eyes as he never looked away from that singular spot. Gently, they brought a hand up to his petrified face, wiping a thumb just under his only remaining eye to take the tears away.

Finally, his eye flicked to them, and the tears only welled up more. He couldn’t make a singular noise. His snout had already been petrified, after all. However, Kris… already knew. They already knew.

As gently as possible, they pressed their forehead against the cold stone of his own, whispering, “It’s going to be okay.” The whisper was instantly drowned out by the waves, and Kris found that they too couldn’t hold back the tears in their eyes. They didn’t know what to do, but they had to keep believing. They were the only one who could right now. That… that had to mean something. “It’s going to be okay,” they repeated like a mantra, their chest shaking. “I promise, it’ll all be okay.” But their promises meant nothing anymore, because this was what happened when they broke one.

Stone started appearing over Ralsei’s eye. He didn’t have long anymore.

A screech echoed from far too close. Kris’ arms lowered, and their forehead finally pulled away. Slowly, they turned, seeing that they were surrounded by Spawn. The Titans had already won, so the bottom feeders were here to finish the job. Kris remembered losing their weapon-hand distinctly, but…

The Blackshard appeared in their left hand, answering their call. It hadn’t been lost yet.

When they first received the item, they remembered taking the time to fashion it into a dagger while Susie and Ralsei repaired Tenna. After all, they’d already returned to the fountain late, and didn’t want to answer questions. It was a small thing, yet Kris knew how strong it was, and wanted it to feel right in their hands. However, they rarely used it like a dagger, unlike how the Angel sometimes used it. It was still a sword, if one knew how to use it correctly.

The darkness had grown thick, and Kris adjusted their grip on the Blackshard. They weren’t used to striking with one hand, but as they looked down at Susie and Ralsei, they realized that they could make it work. It didn’t matter what the correct form was. All they could do now was tear into these things with all they had, and hope that something would change. They could do nothing else.

Kris readied themself, taking one more shaky breath before facing fate.

A blur surged across the bridge as they leapt into the fray. The closest Titan Spawn shrieked at them as they drew near, but the one saving grace was that these things were slow and predictable. Kris reared their arm back, darkness collecting around the small blade of their Blackshard and forming into the blade of a sword. With a yell, they carved a gash through the creature, its essence vanishing into the surrounding darkness with a wail.

The Angel usually tried to banish these, but Kris had their own method of banishment. To hell with handling these creatures in a less violent way. The Angel had died, and Susie and Ralsei would soon follow.

As Kris stepped back, they saw two Spawn getting far too close to Susie. They could not just carve through the battlefield. They needed to keep this one singular crater secure long enough…

…Long enough for what? No one was coming, but they had to hope that something would change. Just a little longer, they could keep fighting.

Kris swayed on their feet, shifting their momentum to charge past Susie and Ralsei. Once again, their blade extended, one strike cleaving through two enemies. They had gotten far stronger than the first time they faced these foes, and their attacks could fell the lesser creatures in a singular strike. It would have to be enough, for just a little bit longer.

Spawn were approaching from over the railing of the bridge in a position where Kris couldn’t slash. Instead, they brought their arm back before flicking it forward, throwing the dagger through the air. It embedded in one Spawn’s skull before Kris summoned it back into their hand, throwing it again at the two others. Over and over again, Kris resummoned their weapon, throwing it at any Spawn that dared come close.

Who would even be coming for them who could help? Noelle, maybe, but she had been taken to the Shelter, and hadn’t been found before encountering Carol and the Knight. It was by design, Kris supposed. The Shelter’s fountain was far closer to the entrance than many others, intended to be easily sealable by the Angel to make it a safe haven for anyone who would be hiding inside. But… plans went south. A Titan had been rampaging near the Shelter while the Knight and Carol were occupied. Kris… hoped nothing had gone wrong. Hell, Rudy had been moved there not even an hour before the Roaring started. There was so much room for things to go wrong.

The Angel was meant to be the last line of defense. They were supposed to be contained and set on the correct path. They were supposed to stop this, and yet… they were always so afraid. In the few times Kris spoke to them, they saw just how fallible the Angel was, no matter how much Kris wanted to deny it. That… that had finally caught up to them.

Kris fell back again, assessing the battlefield. A Titan Spawn snuck up on them, almost making contact before they whirled around and dispelled it back into the dark.

A soul vanishing like that meant only one thing. Kris… Kris shouldn’t wonder now, but with all of their friends dying…

What would it be like, for something like the Angel to die? Did they finally know pain for the first time? Were they scared? They didn’t have a vessel to scream with when the darkness stole their very being away, so…

Kris found it funny how they were worrying about the specifics at a time like this. A day ago, they would have realized immediately that the Angel being dead meant that no plan could come to fruition. The Roaring couldn’t be stopped. The world would be covered in darkness. It was over. It was all over.

The horde felt endless. Kris started panting, their right arm sending searing pain through their whole body, but their left continuing to strike at every given opportunity. 

What were they even fighting for now? The world as they knew it would end soon. It would be easier to lay down their weapon and accept that. And yet, over and over, they saw Susie and Ralsei in the corners of their vision. Despite how desolate everything seemed, and despite how utterly doomed they were, they had to keep fighting a little longer. If they survived, then maybe there would be something good in this doomed world. Maybe, just for a little longer, Kris could convince themself that it would be all right.

The ground began to shake.

Kris looked to the horizon, seeing a Titan approaching from the school. Of course. Of course it would get worse.

They tried to fight back the weariness in their body. Even without the wounds, they’d been going for too long. Desperately, they threw their dagger at three more Spawn, their attacks growing inaccurate. For two of them, they had to strike twice. Another group swarmed from behind again. Just keep slashing. Just keep attacking. They can’t last forever.

…except, the Spawn could keep coming forever. They would keep finding Kris until they had finally succumbed to the darkness.

Just a little longer. Push a little longer.

Kris faced away from the Titan and the school, trying to clear a means of escape across the bridge. Attacks became mindless and unpracticed. Momentum guided each and every strike, yet each stumble of their legs ran them into a new foe to destroy. They knew they couldn’t be touched a single time. They had already reached their limit, and should not even be standing at the moment. If only the Angel could see them now. Was this the cheating they referred to?

A laugh bubbled up from their throat. They’d just have to cheat death for a little longer. They were always good at cheating in card games. Right now, it was only natural.

Having cleared a way, Kris began to backstep towards the crater again. They didn’t know how they would move Susie and fight as they were now. Worse, they knew they could not move Ralsei. The way they had cleared would vanish soon, and Kris would have nothing to show for it. Still, they just had to keep attacking. Just a little more-

Oh.

They were good at figuring out ways to cheat in card games, maybe, but they always got caught one way or another.

Kris’ vision swam as they stepped backwards into the crater, their foot not quite finding purchase. The world toppled over as they did, Blackshard vanishing from their hand as they tumbled. Blood pumped through their ears, and their futile attempt at a bandage had grown entirely red.

That was it, wasn’t it?

It couldn’t be it yet, and Kris tried to stand once more. Before they could, their gaze caught on something interesting. While they had cleared a path, they expected the Spawn to grow closer on the other side of the crater. Instead, they were rather far away, and not even looking in Kris’ direction.

That… was certainly odd. Were they retreating?

Something brown… wooden… started flying through the groups of spawn, purple thread chasing it through the fray. Kris watched as the threads tightened around the darkness, magic binding Spawn into a clump. The Spawn were then unceremoniously launched away, a thread being cut and slingshotting them through the dark.

A wall of Spawn had been dealt with, leaving a cat standing where they once had been.

Seam chuckled while they watched the Spawn fly. When their gaze turned to Kris and their two friends, the grin faded instantly. It seemed that even they had their limits on what they found amusing. “Ah, it seems that I was correct, then.”

Someone… someone had made it here. Kris’ mouth felt dry as they tried to scramble to their feet again, but they could only manage getting up to their knees. The end of the wooden staff extended, and Kris grabbed it with their one good hand. Seam helped them to their feet, and Kris immediately begged, “Help them.”

“Of course, of course.” They smiled again, and Kris finally noticed something distinct on their chest. They wore a necklace, and a faint and flickering light shimmered through its glass. Was that- “Though… I am afraid it is only within my ability to help one of your friends. It will be up to you two to save the other.”

Seam wasn’t listening. Kris didn’t have time to parse what they were saying. Instead, they grabbed at the crystal on Seam’s chest, only hooking onto their cloak. Desperately, Kris repeated themself, “Help. Them.”

As delicately as possible, Seam removed Kris’ hand from their robes. “Very well. I will do what I can.” Swiftly, they moved further into the crater, assessing everything that had gone so terribly wrong. They didn’t move fast enough for Kris’ taste, and Kris’ head whirled around for any sign of a foe that would interrupt this. They were so close. Just a little longer, and Seam needed to stop delaying- “It is as I thought. Your party is one member short.”

Kris stopped their watch when they winced. Seam already knew that it would be hopeless. For a moment there, Kris thought that the Angel’s efforts to gather Shadow Crystals for Seam would pay off. No. It was just a useless, stupid crystal that they now wore around their neck like a trinket.

“I am not one to pass judgement, hero.” Seam knelt down next to Ralsei’s statue, and Kris didn’t want to look at whether or not the stone had entirely taken him. “Even if things cannot go as we hope, it is nice to hope for just a moment, isn’t it? I’ve grown to be fond of that fact myself, ha ha!”

Kris didn’t have time for this. However, as they whirled around to tell Seam to keep moving, Kris saw something odd. 

With great reverence, Seam unhooked the necklace that they had turned the Pure Crystal into. Kris thought it may be a trick of the light, but they thought they saw something flickering within the glass. Seam did not acknowledge it, slowly reaching around Ralsei’s neck to put the necklace on him instead. “Do not worry. Consider this a parting gift from them, dear prince. I am sure that they would rather it aid you instead of it collecting dust on my shelves, ha ha!”

A crack wove across the stone covering Ralsei’s body, and Kris immediately stumbled forward when they thought he was breaking. Instead, slowly, the stone began to chip and crumble away. Whatever light remained in that crystal started undoing the Roaring’s stranglehold on him. Eyes that had been almost entirely frozen in place were finally revealed once more, Ralsei glancing everywhere with nothing but terror flashing. White, disheveled fur began to peek out once more.

When the stone around his snout finally cracked further, crumbling to pieces on the ground, Kris should have known what was coming.

He couldn’t hide the tremble in his voice as he called out a name that had been lost to the dark. As if he tried to lurch forward early, his head tilted forward before getting stifled by the stone. It caused the words spilling out of his mouth to be strangled. “Why? Why?!? I can’t- We can’t-”

It didn’t matter what he was saying, because he could speak again. Kris rushed over to him, kneeling at his side while stone continued to crack and break. Fingers and hands were freed. His arms finally could loosen again, but Ralsei barely moved. His vision clouded, muscles going limp. Kris tried to hold his head up, but his attention didn’t shift. It had fixed right back on that point in space where the Angel vanished.

As Seam stood up, Kris tried to shake his shoulders. He barely moved on account of his lower half still being stone, but they needed to get him to focus. “Look at me,” they said through shaky breaths, but they couldn’t get him to look. “We have to go. We have to get Susie. Can’t stay. We’ll-”

Ralsei didn’t last a moment longer before he finally looked somewhere else, and his eyes caught on Susie’s form. He shrieked her name before finally managing to move again, the stone breaking off of his legs when he finally had mobility once more. “No. Y-you can’t be gone too. Please. Just-” The motions for healing magic began, and Kris didn’t realize that Ralsei had nothing left to give before he winced, crumpling right back to the ground.

Kris couldn’t catch him, but they immediately put a steadying hand on his shoulder while he pushed himself up from the rubble. They almost forgot that Seam was there, the cat staring down at Susie and shaking their head. Almost in apology, Seam muttered, “I am afraid that you three pillaged my shop, and I have nothing in my repertoire that could fix a wound that grievous.” One of their ears twitched, a heavy footfall once again shaking the ground. “Though… I do believe that this is not your only issue that needs to be solved, is it?”

When Kris turned, they saw a Titan slowly beginning to advance across the ocean. Of course, they couldn’t be spared even a single moment. They had to keep moving, even if their wrist burned. They had to keep everyone else moving with them, even if Ralsei could barely speak and even if Susie couldn’t stand. Kris knelt down next to Susie, nudging her shoulder in hopes that she would wake up.

Her breathing continued becoming shallower and shallower.

Ralsei heard it too, his fingers flexing over and over while he tried to fight off the feeling off too much magic. There wasn’t time for him to get a chance to think about all that had happened, and perhaps he knew that. He lifted his glasses, wiping his eyes with his scarf before his brow furrowed. Again, he tried calling out to the magic deep within him that had long been spent, regardless of the consequences.

While Kris had rarely led the party on their own, they commanded, “Stop.”

Ralsei’s hands hovered over Susie. He didn’t look up at Kris. Instead, his hands slowly lowered, and his head sank further and further into his scarf as reality started to set in. The two of them could do nothing as they were now. They didn’t have the Angel’s light to help them with spells. They didn’t have anything strong enough to heal her.

For just a little longer, they clung to a burning rope. It wouldn’t save them from the inevitable. Kris managed to stall for long enough for someone to finally come to their aid, and yet the aid that came couldn’t fix Susie. A Titan was coming. They didn’t know what to do. For so long, they’d stuck to someone else’s plan that they didn’t know what to do next. If they could just think for a moment then…

They couldn’t let Susie down. They had gotten this far. Ralsei was still himself.

While he’d shrunken into himself, he didn’t remain despondent forever. As distant thuds grew closer and closer, Ralsei’s gaze sharpened on the object around his neck. He lifted it into the palm of his hand, inspecting a crystal with a dimly flickering light still within. It was only a fraction of what it had been when the Angel was still here, and Kris didn’t blame Ralsei for tearing up when he saw the direct results of what happened to them.

“It’s so cold,” Ralsei whispered, trying to clutch the crystal to his body, “I told them we’d figure out who we were together. I told them I’d be there when they needed me. I…” His fingers wrapped tighter around the glass. His fist trembled while his eyes slowly turned to look at Susie, her form remaining still. “I should’ve known it would only lead to something worse. I’m so…” His eyes didn’t rise to meet Kris’, instead looking away. “I’m so sorry, Kris.”

He apologized to them, as if they had the right to receive an apology of any kind.

Kris put pieces in place for any of this to happen, and now look at where they had gotten. They were a fool.

They couldn’t make it right anymore. The time to go back had long passed, and the Angel wasn’t coming to fix their mistakes. The Angel couldn’t even fix their own mistakes anymore. For some reason, Kris wondered whether the Angel felt the same way, wherever they were now. More than likely, they didn’t have the ability to feel anything at all anymore.

No one was coming. Seam stared at them, lingering close to the crystal’s light while waiting for something. Seam didn’t say a word, their tail thrashing and button eye spinning.

Kris couldn’t make it completely right anymore. They just couldn’t.

…but for just a little longer, they could try to salvage whatever they could.

Slowly, they rose to their feet again, seeing the Titan approaching from the east. Kris used their one good hand to try to lift Susie onto their back, knowing fully well that they wouldn’t be able to manage on their own. It didn’t matter how futile it felt. They needed to do something. No matter how much this was their fault, they couldn’t just let it happen anymore. Wasn’t that the point of all of this? Wasn’t that why they finally defied their original promise to begin with?

They had to start making it right, even if they were scared.

For just a little longer, Kris clung to courage. Ralsei stared at them with wide eyes while Seam’s grin grew. Kris scanned the horizon, making note of each Dark Fountain’s position. Anywhere that Kris could run to was blocked by a Titan searching for something. Their only saving grace was that the hospital’s Titan had wandered off to attempt to find a way through Grand Doors, leaving the path to the west clearer than it otherwise would have been.

The church’s Titan was wading through bookshelves and stone paths once more, having finally reformed after the Angel destroyed it on the way to the Shelter. It would be a threat, which drew Kris’ attention north. They could try to run to their family. It would be a place where they could regroup, but multiple Titans prowled the northern bridges, their star-like face scanning the passageways. Of course, dad’s shop had a Titan as well, and it severed Kris from anyone else in Hometown who could provide refuge without a fight. The extra Titans in the distance were ones that Kris didn’t have an associated fountain for. The Knight… had certainly made more of them.

Kris tried to banish all thoughts of what happened to the Knight from their head. It couldn’t help them to think about it now. It couldn’t.

That left Kris with few options for where to run to, but they finally saw something.

They would get yelled at for this. They were certain of it. However, when Kris saw a beam of light stretch out in the distance, they knew it was their only real option. The Shelter no longer had a fountain, and Kris didn’t see a Titan near it other than the church. Perhaps, they didn’t like being near the light. The Shelter formed into a lighthouse after the Angel sealed it, and perhaps that would be a boon. It was far out of the way, connected only by a rickety wooden bridge if Kris remembered correctly, but they had to get there.

Preparations for the Roaring were intentionally made in case it lasted longer than Carol expected. Medical supplies, food, and water were stored at the Shelter before it became a Dark World. What Darkners they’d turned into aside, that meant that if Kris could just get Susie closer…

She was going to kill them for this, but they’d rather be dead than her.

Kris gathered their remaining courage, continuing to pull Susie up to her feet. They glanced at Ralsei who had finally unfrozen himself, giving the clearest commands they could, “Need to get back to Shelter. Safest route. Can’t carry her alone.”

The spell had been broken. It took a few moments for Ralsei to realize what was happening, but as soon as Kris gave the word, he pushed himself to his feet. “A…are you sure that… the Shelter is the best place?” He grabbed one of Susie’s arms, shifting the weight off of Kris and hooking the arm over his shoulder. This… was going to hurt Susie’s already broken leg far more, but they didn’t have a choice.

“No. Only one we have.” A large thud made Kris wince again, the Titan getting closer. “Medical supplies. Can help her. Noelle might be there too.”

An idea flashed in Ralsei’s mind. “...and she hasn’t used her magic nearly as much as we have.”

He was following. Kris nodded, but knew that it would be a long way back. They didn’t know how long Susie had, but they had to move in that direction to get any closer. Kris’ gaze turned on Seam, and they demanded, “Help us carry her.”

Seam tilted their head before glancing deliberately at the Titan that had definitely spotted them all. The beast roared, and Seam leisurely turned back towards Kris. “I suppose that I could be convinced for just a bit longer, though I don’t believe I can help you carry your friend to safety.”

Ralsei’s eyes went wide, and he stammered, “N-no, we… we need your help, Seam. If you made it all the way here, then… then we need your help moving Susie. I know you don’t like getting involved, but-”

“You misunderstand, prince.” Seam walked back into range of the Pure Crystal, flakes of stone peeling away from their body. They tapped the crystal with a claw, drawing Ralsei’s attention to it. “The darkness recognizes that there’s still just a little bit of light left, and it will stop at nothing to destroy that remaining spark. It makes you very noticeable, and will certainly draw ire.” 

Dread seeped into Kris’ soul, making them fear the journey ahead. The crystal made Ralsei’s petrification revert, but it was a constant beacon. It made them noticeable. Kris grew more insistent as well. “Then we need you. They’ll look for us.”

Seam nodded. “Indeed they will, but nothing I can do would repel all of this darkness centered in one place. A difficult conundrum…” They tapped a claw against their face, an idea coming to them as their ears shot up. Somehow, Kris knew that Seam already had the idea a while ago. “Though… they do also seem to be quite attracted to a bit of chaos. I have grown quite fond of you three, and while I can certainly follow you for a bit…”

The Titan stepped closer. Darkness was closing in fast, and Kris understood what Seam was insinuating. For a little while, they could keep the way clear, but eventually Seam would…

“When the Titan catches us, I am afraid that we will have to part ways.”

A distraction.

Seam wanted to be a distraction to take some of the attention away.

If Seam couldn’t defend them entirely like they said, then what other choice did Kris have? They needed to get to the Shelter, and they couldn’t fight and make progress at the same time. With the Titan getting closer, Kris could see Spawn already beginning to form eastward on the bridge. Ralsei stared at Kris with bated breath. A decision needed to be made now.

“Okay,” Kris muttered, knowing that they had sealed someone else’s fate today. They didn’t have a choice, and yet it didn’t help the sickening feeling in their gut that they were sending someone who saved their life to their demise.

Ralsei stared at the darkness getting closer, his scarf twitching like he wanted to fight. He couldn’t, and knew as well as Kris what was at stake. So, as much as he could, he begged, “Please be careful.”

“Perhaps, before that crystal around your neck was forged, I would have been a tad more careful. Though, I suppose old habits come back one way or another.” Seam extended a hand towards Susie, a piece of armor under her Shadow Mantle beginning to twitch. “Though, I may need to borrow something from you. A trade, if you will.”

Kris nodded. If it helped, then…

Seam grinned, something detaching from Susie and flying into their hand. A blueish object twitched between their fingers, and Kris recognized the armor immediately. Seam had stolen the Jevilstail.

That was their cue. Kris hoisted Susie’s up as much as they could, Ralsei joining them in a combined effort to carry Susie on their backs. She’d done it for both of them back at the church. They could do it for her just one more time. Spawn hadn’t formed in their way yet, one saving grace finally being given to them.

Kris stole a glance back, watching Seam turn around to face the approaching darkness. The cat mused loudly, intentionally drawing the darkness’ attention. “Ah, how long has it been, old friend? Hiding as an item to avoid the effects of the darkness is very clever.”

The item in Seam’s hand giggled, morphing all over again. Instead of forming into the Darkner that Kris knew it as, it shifted into a weapon that the soul had been forced to dodge countless times over. The Devilsknife entered Seam’s hand, and they rested it over their shoulder like a scythe.

Despite not being able to see their grin, Kris knew that Seam was smiling as always. The Titan’s attention narrowed on the cat, and Seam spoke to their weapon once more, “I would propose our little numbers game, but these beasts are such cheaters… Though, what’s that, I hear you have an alternative?” Seam leaned in, as if listening to their weapon. Magic unleashed from behind, Kris and Ralsei bracing themselves as ripples of wind almost pushed them forward. “Then I suppose a little CHAOS will just have to do!”

Multiple shrieks echoed out from the darkness, answering the challenge. Kris and Ralsei stole only one glance at each other before hauling Susie forward. Neither of them were able to gain all that much speed, but they were placing one foot in front of the other. For just a little while longer, Kris had to keep doing that. Maybe at some point, this would all stop. But for now, they had to focus on placing one foot in front of the other.

Cracks wove along the bridge, and Kris tried everything in their power not to let the spike of fear slow them down. The darkness writhed, and a snake burst from the ground in their path, jaws opening in an attempt to finish the job.

As promised, a blur surged across the bridge. The scythe collided with the snake, not being able to damage it in any meaningful way, but sending it careening off the edge. The Devilsknife could never be enough, but Seam would make use of it as much as they could.

Seam grazed past the Pure Crystal’s light, stone flaking from their body as they charged the Spawn forming behind. Kris managed to steal a glance, watching Seam’s staff ensnare the creatures with purple thread. As soon as Seam was satisfied, they laughed, cutting one of the threads with the end of the Devilsknife.

Tension snapped. Just like Seam had done before, the Spawn flew through the air, colliding with the Titan in the distance and getting absorbed into the darkness.

Ahead. Keep going. Focus.

Kris tried not to mind the shaking ground under their feet growing more and more violent. They tried not to listen to Ralsei and Susie’s labored breaths while they kept marching grimly towards whatever fate had in store for them now. Was fate even still intact? Did they somehow manage to break it for something worse?

…That was what Ralsei feared, after all.

Kris managed to steal a glance at him. Despite how much he trembled, his brow had furrowed in concentration. Perhaps, the same fight in Kris’ mind was happening in his own. The two of them just needed to move. They couldn’t think about what had happened any longer. They just needed to focus on living.

A red eye formed in the darkness. Kris’ eyes went wide, knowing that they couldn’t dodge it even if they wanted to. As soon as it fully began its charge, Seam stood in the way. The Devilsknife began to glow, a distant giggle echoing through the air while it turned the same crimson as the eye. Seam absorbed the blow on their own before their smile widened. With a shift of their weapon to their left, the eye soared past Susie’s back, vanishing into the dark.

The Titan was getting closer, and Kris knew that they were nowhere close to the Shelter. It would take so long to even make it there. Dark Worlds took hours to traverse. They wondered if they’d been going for almost the entire day at this point, but Dark Worlds always made time confusing. All they knew was that so much had happened since the Roaring began, and they wouldn’t be surprised if the sun had already risen and set.

This fight wasn’t going to be able to go on forever.

Kris stopped looking back at Seam, even as they heard more blasts of magic. At one point, they thought they saw spades, hearts, and diamonds flying into the darkness. Seam would run themself dry soon, and was only preventing petrification by virtue of running close to the Pure Crystal periodically. 

The worst thing that they couldn’t admit was that the Shelter probably wasn’t the best place to bring Susie either. After the state the mayor- well, there wasn’t going to be a town for statuses any longer- after the state Carol had been left in, Kris doubted that this was a good place for Susie. After all, the prophecy still rang in their ears, chasing them as they tried to get away from a Titan that likely wished to drown them in the darkness below.

It wasn’t a good option, but what other choice did they have?

The only blessing was that the darkness seemed entirely focused on the chaos that Seam was creating. Rarely did something manage to focus on the group for long enough before an attack caught their attention. Nothing was quite out of Seam’s range to attack, the cat weaving a thread through enemies while the scythe spun in and out of their grasp. They were in a dance that they could never truly win, and yet Kris could hear them laughing in glee.

Over the din of the battle, Ralsei started muttering at some point. Kris only started listening in a few moments after they started hearing a hazy noise. Their own focus was slipping again, and they forced their eyes to remain open. The now crimson cape around their wrist must have had something to do with that.

Slowly, they locked onto Ralsei’s words, finally beginning to follow. “We’re going to get you out of here, okay? It’s… it’s all going to be fine!” He was looking at Susie, a strained smile working its way onto his face. He was slipping back into that habit again, but Kris didn’t know whether or not to stop him. “Once… once my magic comes back… I’ll fix it all. It’ll be fine. I’ll find a way. You’ll… you’ll see!”

Bridges connected at an intersection, a path continuing west, another going north, and the one Kris needed going south. Immediately, they began to turn towards the lighthouse. They needed to chase one of the only patches of light that was left.

An ethereal blue glow caught Kris’ eye. Their head jerked in the direction of the Titan as they saw a long hand extended towards them. The eyes of the Titan’s arm opened, blue light building at the palm of its hand.

It had gotten far too close.

Countless threads coiled around the Titan’s arm, dragging it down just enough for the beam to angle downward into the waters below. Kris caught Seam standing close by, retreating into the Pure Crystal’s light as their staff returned to their hand. The cat took a look around, their eye spinning while they looked through all the possible escape routes. Then, their gaze finally fell on Kris, and the grin on their face grew tired. “It is as I said, we had to part ways at some point. Give a command, and I will guide the darkness away from you one more time.”

The commands were only theirs to issue now, and the thought gave Kris no comfort.

“North,” they muttered, feeling like they’d just signed a death warrant for someone who had saved their life. 

“Very well.” Seam lifted the Devilsknife onto their shoulder again, one of their ears tilting towards the group one more time. “Good luck, heroes. You have done much to fill this old heart with hope. So, I will cast one of my own into the dark.” The Devilsknife split into four copies, Seam lifting their staff and readying themself against the dark. “May this not be your fate.”

Ralsei glanced down at the crystal around his neck, calling out, “Wait! You’ll turn to-”

Seam did not listen, letting out another laugh that sounded far unlike their usual tiredness that they usually carried. They charged to their demise, Devilsknives spinning around their body while threads hooked onto Spawn and Titan alike. Despite being unable to kill their foe, they could certainly drag them into a direction that they desired.

The Titan’s gaze turned on Seam, its countless eyes locking onto a select foe.

Kris didn’t watch any further. As soon as they started walking, Ralsei yelped in protest, but he wouldn’t dare to drop Susie. Instead, he muttered to himself over and over again, “Stay calm. Just stay calm. It’s fine. Just keep walking.”

It would have to be enough.

The two of them shambled alone, the world growing colder and colder as the Angel’s death grew further and further away. Kris wondered how Ralsei was still holding it together after all he saw, but when his mutterings continued, they realized that he wasn’t holding it together at all. He was trying to remain in motion just as much as Kris was. Normally, they would’ve tried to stop that behavior, but…

This was what they had to be like if they were going to live.

It couldn’t be all for nothing. This couldn’t be how it ended. So… they continued moving.

Minutes dragged on. Kris stopped counting how long they were walking. The sun no longer existed anymore in a way that mattered, and any chance of telling the time was gone. All they knew was that they lost track of time, and whenever they did that in the Dark World, hours passed all at once. 

When they realized they’d lost track, they listened intently to what was around them. Susie was still taking shallow breaths. Ralsei panted with every step he took. The sound of crashing waves still echoed somewhere below, louder as the bridge began to slowly decline.

Otherwise, the world had fallen into a dreadful silence.

Kris couldn’t hear Seam fighting anymore.

They knew what they had done when they told Seam to lead the fight to the north. Seam knew what it meant. And yet… they still did it anyway.

Two deaths by Kris’ hand today… and a third may very well be on its way.

This couldn’t go on. Kris scanned the horizon, seeing where all of the Titans had gone. They counted their blessings, because the church’s Titan had also gone to the north instead of hovering or going towards Kris. That left the church’s Dark World slightly open, even if most of its shelves had toppled over. 

Their legs felt like lead. Ralsei looked like he would keel over if he stopped moving. So, Kris pivoted down a fork in the bridge, beginning to move in the direction of the church.

Ralsei immediately turned to look at them, asking through straining breaths, “Where… why are we going… closer to a fountain?”

Kris tried to talk, and didn’t realize how dry their mouth had become. Pushing their body so egregiously allowed them to ignore things like hunger and thirst for a bit, but they were beginning to feel the effects. How long had it been for them to be feeling that so strongly? They already knew that they couldn’t eat and drink anything that mattered in the Dark World, and that only made this predicament worse.

They tried again after clearing their throat. “Need to rest. Can heal her that way. Can’t stay in the open.”

Ralsei lifted his head, seeing the same thing that Kris had off in the distance. As soon he saw that the threat of the current Titan was far enough away from the side of the church that they were on, he managed to take a steadying breath. 

The journey continued onward. After being out in the open for so long, Kris found solace in the destroyed bookcases. Piles upon piles of shredded book covers and scraps of paper gave them sanctuary. For once, Kris couldn’t see a Titan searching on the horizon. They didn’t know if it was better to not have eyes on their foe, but right now, they needed to stay out of sight.

A few times, Kris caught Ralsei looking around anxiously. Despite the cover this place provided, it seemed that he was still looking for danger. Kris could guess what he was looking for, considering that fate had probably completely deteriorated by now. Would the prophecy show a doomed world, or would it still remain as steadfast as it usually was?

The Angel was gone. The last time they left, the world had certainly been doomed.

No blue glass appeared in the dark. Kris almost wanted to be thankful for that fact. Having confirmation now that it was all over would only cause both of them to lose focus on what was important: keeping Susie alive.

Kris passed a few statues of recognizable Darkners. The church was impossible to pillage of its Darkners, considering what remained of the police force was investigating the damages. Kris didn’t think that the ghost would be much of an obstacle, personally. Besides, the church was dedicated to the Angel, and they said they were fine with it being desecrated, so-

Kris’ breath hitched.

They had wanted to be rid of the Angel so badly the moment the soul entered this world, but they knew it was a necessity. It did not make them loathe their role as the cage any less. They… could not possibly be more free of the Angel’s influence now.

Why did that thought cause their throat to tighten?

They were never friends. Kris couldn’t call themself friends with the Angel after all that had happened between them. Kris had engineered their destruction, and the world may soon follow. And yet, for a second there, Kris started bantering with the soul. They started confiding in the Angel even though a voice that sounded suspiciously like Carol in their head told them not to. The Angel even checked in on them before all of this happened, like nothing that Kris had done meant anything.

Kris didn’t like them, but now they had lost the chance to ever be proven wrong.

And just like when they were wrong about Susie being nothing but a bully…

And just like when they were wrong about Ralsei being an object to discard…

They wondered if one day, they would’ve been proven wrong.

Wood creaked under Kris’ boots. They didn’t notice the change in scenery immediately, on account of the room’s fire being out. Half of the floor had been completely wrenched upward, making half of a familiar study sit on an incline. What little items remained had shattered on the floor, and the vast bookshelves had toppled over.

In a time of need, they had once again found the old man’s study. For a moment, Kris thought that the day would be saved, and that he would be around to offer some help.

But, as the seconds dragged on, nobody came.

Kris made the mistake of stopping, and all of their momentum ceased to be. They buckled down to their knees, legs aching as Susie came down with them. Thankfully, Ralsei had fallen with them, keeping Susie from just immediately toppling to the floor on one side.

They couldn’t go any further.

With what little strength Ralsei still had, he shifted Susie’s body off of the two of them. He did not, however, allow her to rest on the floor. Instead, he sat down against the old man’s desk, placing Susie’s head in his lap as gently as he possibly could. Kris managed to at least keep Susie’s leg from moving even more unnaturally out of place, but could barely help with one hand.

…They were wondering why they hadn’t bled out yet, to be honest. They rarely researched human biology, so they didn’t understand the logistics of being far more physical than even monsters who had blood. All they knew was that the cape had done enough to stop the bleeding for a bit.

The wound was awful when they woke up, but they remembered it being worse somehow in the moment where it happened. They wouldn’t have put it past Susie or Ralsei to try to heal them. Maybe that had been the difference.

Considering all the thoughts in their head right now, their brain was definitely beginning to fog.

Ralsei took a deep breath, brushing Susie’s hair out of her eyes. His stilted smile had long faded away, and he looked over her injuries with terror bleeding through. “I… I don’t know what to do. I’ve been thinking the whole time we’ve b-been walking, but-” His eyes finally caught on Kris’ hand. “And… and you’re hurt too. I don’t… I don’t have enough…”

Kris shook their head, already knowing that. “Have to rest. Regain strength.” The study was well protected from the larger Roaring. “It’ll be safe here.”

Somehow, his eyes grew wider, and he stammered, “I-I can’t, Kris. I can’t…” His hand unconsciously wrapped around the crystal around his neck, and his head started to sink into his scarf. “You’re still hurt. Susie’s still hurt. And-” His breaths quickened, the one hand around the crystal trembling more and more. “I failed them. I can’t just- I can’t just shut my eyes. I’m not going to be able to rest. I can’t- I don’t deserve to-”

Slowly, Kris inched closer to Ralsei, wrapping their left arm around him as best they could. It was the only comfort they could give now.

Shaky claws gripped the plating on their armor, Ralsei clinging to whatever he could find for dear life. He kept trying to explain something, to babble uselessly more and more about something neither of them could change anymore. Despite the noises his sobs made, Kris didn’t stop him. How could they, after all?

They would never tell him to keep smiling at a time like this.

 


 

He didn’t even really have a face to remember them by.

Ralsei realized he’d slipped away from consciousness almost immediately. The journey had been too much. The fights had all pushed him to his limit. In the end, he failed to protect any of his friends, and…

And…

Ralsei couldn’t shut his eyes without seeing the culmination of the Angel’s being slowly succumbing to the darkness.

He didn’t have a face to remember them by. In every memory with them, they always had to take someone’s else’s visage. Perhaps, the prophecy's depiction of them counted, but he had never seen that face smile. He had never seen that face truly. He had never seen it unmarred by the prophecy's own view of them. The only thing that was ever truly them… the only thing that the world allowed them was that soul that had been taken as well. Everything had finally been taken from them. What little hold they had on this world had been wrenched out of their grasp.

Why did Ralsei make them hope? Was he so wrong for wanting to hope? He should’ve just let them take that crystal, and yet it would have led to their demise anyway. He didn’t know what banishment meant for the Angel, but he couldn’t just let that happen when they still burned with so much hope.

Claws scraped his head as he clawed at fur. It wasn’t right. Why had this world been so cruel? What did any of them do wrong?!? A story had been set in stone long before he took form, whispering about all of their eventual fates. Why couldn’t it have been something kinder? Was it so much to ask that it would just be something kind?

Dreams started tossing him every which way. He didn’t have a face to remember them by.

Arms that Ralsei couldn’t see wrapped around him when he had been alone for so long, and even though he shouldn’t lean in, he sank into their grasp. A voice heard his plea to change fate through kindness, reassuring him that they would do their utmost to find something better. A face that wasn’t the Angel’s smiled for them while they fastened a ribbon around his ear, showing kindness to him that he never thought he would receive again. 

Ink started blotting the memories. Any form that the Angel took started to succumb to darkness.

He remembered the pieces of themself that they guided him to every now and then. At the time, he hadn’t realized just how much the Angel was sharing when they brought him to those places. They played piano while inviting him to the bench, calling him a friend over and over again no matter how different they were supposed to be. They guided him through memories and places they had once been to before, telling him of things that they rarely liked to speak about. Despite how lowly Ralsei was supposed to be, the Angel told him that they were scared of what fate may have in store for them… that they didn’t know who they were.

They were supposed to figure that out together.

All he had to remember them by was a name.

They reassured him that he wouldn’t have to use the fire boiling in every fabric of his being to hurt others. Perhaps he should have. They told him that the support magic he taught himself and fostered had been one of their most valuable assets. And yet, it failed him when he needed it the most. They offered him their very being, even when he didn’t want it. They offered to give up the culmination of their being for someone who had let them die.

Ralsei turned, seeing an indistinct shape standing in front of a flickering, silver light.

“I’m sorry.” He pleaded, trying to take a step forward. The being grew no closer. What could he say that would not earn their judgement? What could he ever say to them that would make up for this? “I’m so sorry.”

The being standing so far away did not acknowledge him. He did not even know if they were looking at him. The figment had no way to see him anymore. He was just imagining someone who had already gone in the only way he could.

As soon as he acknowledged the truth, the figment of the Angel vanished. Ralsei chased the phantom warmth that the fake presence brought. Ever since they arrived, they were always so distinct. He could tell where their gaze fell. If he focused hard enough, he could even sense what they were feeling at times. It took him a bit to understand their patterns for certain, but it always brought him comfort to know that a friend was watching.

The world had grown so cold.

Ice pricked through his fur. A chill wracked his body. Instinctively, he curled in on himself, but his hands didn’t go for his scarf. Instead, his palms wrapped around a flickering crystal hanging from his neck.

A parting gift.

Ralsei didn’t realize he was awake until he saw Kris’ silhouette sitting at the entrance to the study. They were keeping watch, not resting despite their own wounds.

Instead of lingering, Ralsei’s gaze fixated on the warmth between his palms. Slowly, he unclasped his hands, staring into the Pure Crystal that had gone dark after the Angel left. He’d noticed ever since Seam placed the crystal around his neck, but the light hadn’t entirely gone. It was just… before, Ralsei could barely even look at the crystal. The Angel’s presence was so distinct and bright when he first saw the crystal. With it being so dark now, he saw it for what it was.

Dying embers. The light had to be slowly dying out. It was barely even a flicker now, but it was still there. It still prevented him from turning to stone, even though he could still feel parts of his body slowly beginning to petrify before the Pure Crystal did its work.

And yet, the light still remained.

Ralsei focused on the light as much as he could. The Angel was stubborn. Impossibly stubborn. From the sound of it, they were stubborn enough to turn back the clock and cheat their own deaths. Ralsei… already knew that this wasn’t a possibility. Time was still moving, and the Angel was still gone.

And yet, just like the Angel, the light flickering in the crystal stubbornly refused to go out.

It took him a while to confidently figure out the Angel’s patterns before, even though he could feel their influence on the world so strongly. At times, they receded, as if waiting for something to happen or for time to pass. He had never felt the cold that invaded the world now without them, but there was still that little warmth collecting near his chest.

He tried to listen. He tried to remember those fleeting memories where they laughed without a voice to carry it. Every now and then, he thought he felt an embrace, even though they couldn’t possibly do anything like that.

Ralsei couldn’t hear them anymore. He couldn’t feel them anymore. Even though a flicker of warmth gently heated his hands, he couldn’t make any sense of the way the light flickered.

Was there… truly just nothing?

No, there was still a piece of them left, no matter how small. It had given him a fighting chance, even if the Roaring was unstoppable in every sense of the word. He didn’t know what the Pure Crystal meant, but he did know that Seam thought the Angel wanted him to have it.

Ralsei hadn’t been enough. He wasn’t enough to save them. He wasn’t enough to even get close to stopping the Roaring. But… despite all of his failures, the Angel would never have left him to die if they had a choice. Maybe, this was the only choice they had left.

He wanted to apologize again to the crystal, as if the Angel could still hear him. Maybe it was the last embers of their power. He didn’t know how to go on like they wanted, but…

Ralsei stared at the back of Kris’ head, watching their shoulders sag in exhaustion. They stared down at their own bloodied cape, the only thing keeping the botched healing even slightly effective. Slowly, his gaze trailed down to Susie’s head in his lap, and he realized that she still hadn’t shown any signs of waking up, but…

He didn’t know how to go on.

For a little longer, he just had to be there for them. Until this darkness faded, or until they all met their fate, he had to make the crystal around his neck worth something.

Ralsei’s brow furrowed in focus as he inspected Susie’s wounds. The Shadow Mantle did so much to protect her, and Ralsei didn’t even want to theorize about how much worse it would have been if the Titan’s hand had completed its swing fully. It had crushed her under its weight, but hadn’t been able to bring the full force of the slam down. That meant that her legs suffered the most damage from trying to hold the Titan up. She was fortunate that nothing internal had occurred.

And yet, there were multiple parts of her scales that looked muted. Titans loved stifling the light from others and plunging it into the depths. Monsters and Darkners were more easily susceptible to that due to their affinity for magic, and Susie had certainly lost color in patches. Ralsei could fix that, but he needed to be efficient. He just… needed strength.

Kris finally recognized that he was awake, but Ralsei didn’t see them move until they asked, “Feeling better?”

“To be honest… I’m not sure.” Ralsei kept his hands clasped around the Pure Crystal, trying to gain some of its warmth to make sure that every action counted. He couldn’t lose a single ounce of magic due to numbness. When he removed his hands from the crystal, he felt… his magic almost growing ever-so-slightly stronger in its proximity. It was hardly anything, but he wondered… “How long did I sleep?”

Kris thought for a moment before shaking their head. “Don’t know. Long time. Probably hours, but lost track”

That made sense. Kris wasn’t used to keeping track of time in a Dark World, and Ralsei barely could do so himself. Still, Ralsei pondered why the crystal would be restoring even a miniscule amount of his strength. The Angel’s light always allowed for more potent spells to be cast, but…

No time to think about it. He had to act now. He could feel a small wellspring of magic in his body, and could no longer bear to wait for Susie to get worse. He tried not to think about the fact that all of them would have been dead had the flicker of light not been there. And yet, he started thinking about the worst case scenario. Kris only had one arm to fight with and wouldn’t leave. Susie wouldn’t have been able to walk and would’ve been a sitting duck until something found her. And Ralsei…

Well, his petrification had been close.

No. Stop. Act.

“Kris, can you try to straighten out her worst leg as much as you can?” It was a difficult thing to ask, but he needed it in the correct position. Blessedly, only one of them had given out entirely. “I’m… I’m going to try to heal her.”

Without further question, Kris tried their best. Their teeth grit as they tried to painlessly move the limb into an approximation of a correct position. Ralsei offered them guidance repeatedly, wishing not to drop Susie. Maybe… it would’ve been better if they switched, but Kris took every correction with utmost seriousness.

As soon as Kris had her leg in a position that Ralsei was satisfied with, he exhaled. “Okay, just… just hold it like that. I’m going to try something.” Ralsei called upon a shard of his magic, his scarf once again animating. He usually never had to worry about the magical draw that his own weapon had, but it mattered now. Still, he needed it. He commanded the scarf to wrap around Susie’s leg, holding it in a similar manner as a cast would.

He had to hope that they did this correctly. Ralsei could’ve messed up, but-

No, he had done his utmost to make sure that he could protect the Lightners when they arrived. Healing was something he languished over. It was something that he knew. It was something that everyone appreciated about him, and despite it not being his original purpose, he latched onto that. Despite how much he feared stepping out of line, the Angel told him over and over that he’d helped so many times.

He just had to trust himself.

Ralsei reached over, placing a hand on the fabric of his scarf. As slowly as possible, he allowed golden magic to weave around his body before coiling up his arm. Normally, it formed in a flash around his hand, but he forced that energy into a conduit: the scarf.

The magic began to channel through the scarf’s threads, just as it did whenever he animated it on his own. Healing coiled around a wound far too broken for conventional magical techniques to fix outright, but maybe with a little more direction being given to the magic itself… it could heal what wasn’t supposed to be healed. Right now, Ralsei needed to do things that he wasn’t supposed to do. He needed to push those limits, because there was no other choice.

Healing magic was indiscriminate. It healed. It sometimes didn’t care about how it healed. Right now, Ralsei poured his all into making those rules do what he wanted.

As the healing magic continued coiling through the scarf, Ralsei brought another hand up to Susie’s forehead. Gently, he brushed the hair out of her eyes before a second pool of magic formed at his fingertips. He worked across every wound he could with the limited strength he had, tracing every discolored patch of scales with his hand. Slowly, life and magic were restored to the patches that the Spawn took. Wounds were undone, taken away, and-

Something gripped Ralsei’s arm, squeezing it tight enough to make him yelp.

He refused to stop the flow of magic, lest he lose it all over again. However, he took one look at the purple claws wrapping around his wrist and knew that he absolutely could not stop. Yellow eyes stared at him for only a moment before Susie groaned in pain.

Kris kept her leg down, quickly whispering, “Don’t move.” Ralsei could hear the tremble in their own voice, but did not comment on it. He had to focus. He couldn’t lose this.

 


 

Something was very wrong.

And no, Susie wasn’t talking about the blistering pain shooting through her leg and rippling through different parts of her face and side. That already sucked enough, but she was already having the normal rundown of reactions to that. The only thing that kept her from yelling was the fact that she remembered where she was, and she would rather be damned than yell in the middle of the Roaring. Ralsei was looking at her with wild eyes, so that couldn’t be good.

But something was very, very wrong.

She groaned when a particularly bad jolt hit her leg, and instinct told her to move it out of harm’s way. Hands held her foot down, and when she looked at who did it, she saw Kris with a bloodied rag on one arm. Despite instinct trying to take control of her, she managed to get herself to stay put, even as something snapped in her leg and forced a noise out of her mouth that she couldn’t stop.

Susie muffled the yell in Ralsei’s robes, and he didn’t make any reaction like he cared. Something in her leg was definitely broken, but it was starting to be fixed if she had to guess. She should’ve expected that when trying to catch a Titan’s hand. Part of her wanted to believe that this was the afterparty where her wounds were being healed and all had gone fine, but she knew better considering that everyone looked like shit.

Huh, her head was in Ralsei’s lap. When she glanced back up, she saw his face looming over her again, and she wanted to crack a joke to try to make him worry less. Instead, when she called on her voice, she didn’t get out nearly as much as she wanted. She could only call out, “Ralsei?”

He sucked in a breath, but didn’t look at her for a moment. His gaze was fixated on wounds that Susie couldn’t get a good look at right now. “You’re going to be okay,” he promised, voice trembling with every word, “You’re just really hurt, a-and we need you to stay there.”

Susie laughed, coughing at the end of it, “Damn dude, you… you…” She blinked some blurriness out of her eyes. “...think I’m gonna move? Got a damn good pillow right here.”

He didn’t smile at all. He didn’t even look like he found it amusing. Something was very wrong. Even when Susie glanced at Kris, they hadn’t snickered. They were focused on their one job: keeping Susie’s leg from moving.

“Come on… one of ya… had to find that funny.” She leaned her head back again. “I bet… I bet the Angel found that funny. Unless… you’re a prickly ass too.”

No one responded. Worse, Ralsei turned his head as far away as he could. His magic slowly started to die out as he seemed to finally push himself to his limit. Another snap echoed through the air, Susie once again having to slam her face up against Ralsei to not alert everything to wherever the hell they were.

The healing magic sputtered out, finally dying.

Susie definitely felt a few wounds along her body, but the leg seemed a bit better. Of course, the moment she tried to move it, she winced in pain. Nope. Definitely not fully healed. Seemed better though, and hey! She was awake!

Still, both Kris and Ralsei stared at her before looking at each other.

Something was definitely wrong.

“Hey… what’s the big deal?” Susie tried to sit up, but Ralsei’s hands gently pushed her back down. She didn’t exactly have the strength to resist. However, the more the silence lasted, the more her heart started to beat faster in her chest. “The hell are you three… not telling me?”

Kris did not move from their position, but their head lowered. Ralsei’s hands clasped around a necklace he wasn’t wearing last Susie saw him, and something wet started to glisten in his eyes. That didn’t make sense. Why were they acting weird? Both of them started acting weird when she mentioned-

Something in Susie’s chest dropped.

No.

No.

Susie thrashed, forcing herself up into a seated position with her eyes darting every which way. “Where the hell are they?” One of them had to have that damn soul inside them. It couldn’t be Kris, because they couldn’t carry the Angel anymore. So, her gaze turned on Ralsei, and her teeth started baring. “Where ARE THEY?”

They weren’t with her. She’d know.

Something that had settled in her life ever since that first day of discovering Castle Town just wasn’t there anymore.

Ralsei wouldn’t keep things from her anymore. He wouldn’t. But, he’d gone completely still, save for his entire body beginning to shake with every breath he took. He wouldn’t just not tell her. He wouldn’t-

Susie dragged her claws through her hair. No, this couldn’t be happening. She- she said everything was going to be fine. She told them everything was going to be fine. What the hell happened? They were… they were supposed to have a way to undo the worst mistakes. She saw them kill that Titan. How- why-

When Susie tried to bring her knees closer to her chest, Kris kept her bad leg held down. They shook their head, but finally offered an answer that she had been dreading to hear.

“I saw their soul fade. They’re gone.”

Something in her head started to ring. The room looked a little more lopsided. No, that wasn’t right. That couldn’t be right. “That’s not right. None of that is right. You-” Her head turned back to Ralsei, desperately hoping for someone to make sense of this. “The prophecy said they’d… they’d be banished! It didn’t say they would die. That’s not right. That can’t be right.” For once, those damn words needed to mean something. If those stupid words could do anything right by her, then they would prove her right.

Ralsei continued clasping his necklace, staring at the floor. A hoarse whisper came out of his mouth: “I don’t know what’s happening.”

The ringing in Susie’s head grew louder. Claws digging through her hair dug deeper, catching on some of her scales. She shut her eyes, trying to shut out everything around her. This was a nightmare. This had to be a nightmare. None of them were supposed to fall. None of them were supposed to die.

“I promised them,” she forced out, ignoring the stilted sound creeping into her own voice, “I told them we weren’t gonna leave ‘em behind. I told them they’d stick with us. I-” Something was stinging behind her eyes, and she kept them clamped shut to try to keep it in. But, she couldn’t. She couldn’t hope to keep the grief from seeping into her voice. “You wanna know what they told me when we first met? That all of us were just gonna use them to do our dirty work, and then send them on their way!” A choked laugh came out of her mouth, “And then I just went and used them as a damn weapon, and now they’re gone.”

Ralsei’s eyes went wide. “Th-they said… they said that?”

“So many damn things.” Susie tried to laugh, but the more she did, the more she curled in on herself. “They were so ready to give up. They didn’t care who loved them or who wanted to give them a second chance. They just…” Never wanted to get hurt again… and so they withdrew. They hid. The Angel tried everything in their power to hide, but Susie knew better than anyone that the world had a funny way of giving people who cared when all seemed lost. “I promised them that everything was gonna be okay.”

For a second there, the Angel believed her. They started planning road trips. They started talking about handing off their soul to Ralsei every now and then. They told her things about themself that had been tearing them apart for who knew how long. For a moment, the Angel really thought that they were going to be able to see all of this past the end.

What were they even supposed to do now?

When all had been lost and things went south, Susie managed to rally everyone to keep moving. Even when the Angel’s stars had vanished, she still had the confidence that as long as they had each other, they could do anything. She was so stupid. Of course, something like this would happen. Why hadn’t she seen it coming? The prophecy was already bad enough, but she shouldn’t have even needed a prophecy to tell her what was coming.

Because every time she made friends, this same thing happened over and over again.

It was just this time, one of her best friends was dead, and she wasn’t even awake to be there when it happened.

Part of her wanted to yell. It wanted to break something. It wanted to thrash and damage until she just felt better. Instead, she grabbed that feeling and stamped it down over and over again. It wasn’t needed. No one needed that. She didn’t need it. She didn’t need to feel it. It didn’t matter. It didn’t ever matter.

Susie’s head hung low. This wasn’t how it was supposed to go. This wasn’t right. The one safety net was that the Angel could turn back the clock, but they were just gone. Surely… surely… “How the hell do we fix this then?” There had to be a way. There had to be some silver lining, something she was missing.

Kris looked away. “Needed them. Can’t stop Roaring without them.” It was the only way that they could say that they just didn’t know, but…

“I meant how to get them back.” The Roaring was bad, yeah, but right now, it was second on the list of things that needed to be made right immediately. “They… they always had weird stuff going on. There’s gotta be something. Some catch. Something we didn’t know or that we didn’t pay attention to.” It couldn’t be over. She refused to believe that in one moment, one of them was just gone for good.

The thought of not being able to talk to them again made her claws dig into the wooden floor. They never even got a chance to smile with their own damn face.

Ralsei stared down at the object in his hands. “I… I saw their soul vanish, Susie. We both did. They-” Slowly, his fingers finally unclasped from the object, a small light flickering. It drew Susie’s attention this time. “I don’t know what this is, but… I don’t know… what else to make of…”

Susie didn’t take the necklace, but she did reach a hand forward to try to bring it closer to her face. Ralsei didn’t stop her as she lifted it into the palm of her hand. That flicker of light was definitely the Angel’s. She’d recognize it anywhere after being blasted with it so violently. It was just… so small.

Seam said it was a window to the Angel. Why in the hell would something still be there?

At some point, she always started recognizing them by their desperation in battles. It became easier to just… figure them out more after she fully met them, but when recalling memories, that was the only thing she could ever think of. So, she tried to focus on that feeling that she always looked for. If it was really a window, then surely she would feel something.

But how could she feel anything when desperation had already set so strongly in her own chest? She couldn’t feel any difference, no matter how much she looked at that crystal. Something might’ve been there, but she couldn’t calm down enough to just listen.

Susie withdrew, gritting her teeth. “It can’t just mean nothing. There’s gotta be a reason. There’s always a reason with the Angel.” She let the crystal go, and didn’t miss the way that stone she hadn’t seen before immediately receded from Ralsei’s fur. The Roaring was still happening in spite of all of this. What the hell was she supposed to do?

It was Kris who stated the obvious, though they found no joy in doing so: “No one knows what to do.” They finally took their hand off of Susie’s leg, pointing at the exit to… well, Susie hadn’t realized they were in the old man’s study. Why the hell were they all the way out here? “Have to regroup. All hurt. Can’t stay out here.”

It just happened over and over again, huh? She always had to just move on from every single damn person she lost, because the world wasn’t gonna give her even a chance to rest. She wanted to just say to screw it all. But, unlike all the other times, she still had two people left who needed her to not give up. But… she couldn’t just abandon this. She couldn’t just abandon the Angel without knowing…

“You can’t walk,” Kris insisted, “Been running for a while. Need to figure out what to do without them.”

Kris had already given up.

Susie scoffed, but even she couldn’t fight off the nagging feeling that she really had messed up for good this time. Using the soul as a weapon would really be the final nail in the coffin for someone who was scared of being a tool. Bravado started to bleed away, and Susie turned away from Kris, mumbling, “Where the hell would we even go?”

Kris’ shoulders tensed up, but they didn’t hide their plans from her. “Shelter. Has supplies. Meant to outlast the Roaring for a bit.” Something in their voice didn’t sound happy about the choice either. “Noelle’s there too. Might be able to heal you more.”

As soon as the topic of healing came up, Ralsei brought his hands forward again, but nothing came of it. He flexed his fingers a few times before sighing and apologizing, “I… I tried to do all I could, but…”

That scarf around her leg proved as much. He looked cold without it. She’d rarely seen him without it, and it made his neck look bare. Worse, she could still see stone creeping all over his body before vanishing moments later, like the Roaring wanted to take hold but kept encountering the Pure Crystal. “You did fine, dude.” Though, when she tried to move her leg, she bit her tongue. “Just… just might need help getting up.”

“O-of course.” Without any hesitation, Ralsei stood to his feet, reaching down to grab her hands. He wasn’t that strong at lifting things on his own without his scarf, so it took her a while to even remotely get on her feet. But, the moment she had even the slightest bit of purchase on the ground, Ralsei threw her arm over his shoulder to support her weight. “We… we shouldn’t be that far from the Shelter, b-but I’ll leave the scarf so that your leg doesn’t get worse.”

As playfully as she could muster with all that had happened, she lightly bonked her forehead against his. “It’ll be fine, dude. We’re…” One person had already fallen, so could she really say that it would all be fine? She just had to hold it together for a little longer. All of her talk about fixing it made her feel just a little better, but…

It’d all be fine. She was going to make it fine. Just hold it together for a little longer. Stamp the feeling down. She didn’t need it.

It seemed that Ralsei didn’t want the reassurances either, and Susie watched as one of his hands cradled that crystal closer to his chest.

It felt dumb to get so annoyed with how cold it was getting, considering everything else. But, Susie felt a chill running through the study as the world grew darker. She kept seeing the stone wrapping around Ralsei’s body, even as the Pure Crystal fought it back every time. It looked uncomfortable, and without his scarf, he seemed defenseless. Wasn’t the whole stone thing… because of the darkness? Well, she had something that could help with that.

Susie removed her arm from Ralsei’s shoulder for just a second, confusing him for a second while she grabbed at something fastened around her neck. “Give me a bit,” she grunted, pulling something off of her back. The armor had done her well, but at this point, she’d be stupid to keep it on with darkness affecting Ralsei that much. Without hesitation, she wrapped the Shadow Mantle around his body. It looked a bit too big for him, but she was fine with that. If it protected him more, then it’d be worth it.

Besides, she wasn’t going to sit there and let another friend get hurt.

Ralsei’s eyes went wide as he felt the silky darkness around his body. “Susie, you can’t-”

“Just take it,” she mumbled, slinging an arm back over his shoulder before he could think of taking the mantle off. For good measure, she squeezed him in a side-hug. “Just… just think of it as a trade, okay dude?”

The stone wasn’t affecting him as much anymore. Ralsei wrapped the cloak around his body, the Pure Crystal vanishing under the protection of the Shadow Mantle as well. He still didn’t look sure of accepting the gift, but he didn’t protest. “O-okay. Then… we just… we just need to go a little farther.”

Kris thought to support Susie’s other side, but she waved them off when they tried. They already looked like shit. Bags had formed under their eyes, and if she had to guess, they hadn’t rested a single bit while she was out of it. However, they did have a question for her: “You’re not mad?”

The hell was that question about? Susie grit her teeth, beginning to try and get used to using Ralsei as a crutch while walking. “Gonna have to be more specific, dumbass.”

“About where we’re going,” they clarified, looking up as a beam of light crossed through the sky.

Susie looked away, but couldn’t stop her lips from twitching as her teeth slightly bared. “Nah, it’s fine actually.” Honestly, Susie didn’t wanna just abandon Noelle if she was there. Things had been moving so fast, and a fight broke out so quickly that finding Noelle became impossible. If there was supplies there, then it wasn’t like she was just gonna let Carol have a field day with it.

Besides, Carol was there.

“Honestly, I’m looking forward to it,” Susie snarled, trying to step forward with Ralsei to get a move on. After all, she had some unfinished business, and if no one had a plan for how to fix this, then Susie had an idea of her own.

Kris’ eyes lingered on her for a moment before they once again took the lead. Ralsei warily looked up at her, but she didn’t meet his eyes. She just tried to keep a smile plastered to her face, because if she wasn’t gonna be able to do anything to bring them back, then she sure as hell had someone else to blame.

Just hold it together for a little longer.

 


 

The Roaring continued on, three heroes walking through its clutches with no more light to guide them. The world grew colder. The darkness thickened with every passing second. 

And yet, a fragment of the Angel’s light still burned in the darkness.

The man should be overjoyed. Despite all odds, the heroes had managed to survive their fate. It seemed that his efforts to keep the Angel alive at any cost had led to the heroes having a fighting chance as well. So, logically, he should immediately tell the Angel that their heroes were still waiting for them in the darkness.

He would tell them when the first opportunity presented itself, but the man did not stop watching the heroes. Perhaps, he feared that something terrible would befall them if he were to leave. Maybe, he knew that the flicker of light they carried was the only thing standing between them and the erasure the Roaring brought. Worse, he worried about what would happen should that light go out for even the briefest of moments.

The man had something he needed to see before he told the Angel everything.

As he watched them head to the Shelter, he inspected the window to the Angel as closely as he could while it hid under that mantle.

The heroes were not yet safe merely because they had survived. Instead, their trials had only just begun. They could not stop the Roaring without the Angel’s own light. Titans still prowled the horizon. Every now and then, a new fountain sprung from the earth, a new Titan hatching from the stone. Countless Lightners still hid in their homes, but they would not last forever hiding in the small patches of light. After all, Titans could damage the Light World. Perhaps, one of them would find a way in.

The Angel’s insistence on going quickly had not been misplaced. The Roaring would worsen the longer it remained. The man only hoped that the heroes could hold on for just a little longer. 

If only the meaning of a “little longer” was not being pushed to its absolute limits.

Notes:

Welcome to the reason that this fic is a race against time against Toby Fox because there is so much ground to cover and Deltarune is on an actually good release date trajectory. There's a whole other side to this coin, because hooooo boy not a single member of the Fun Gang is getting out of this one without experiencing the most crushing despair ever.

One of the boons of time being frozen was that the Angel probably wouldn't even be gone from their perspectives. That would mean only ONE person had to deal with that agony, which is par for the course considering our own time dilation with Deltarune. So uh. That's gone.

Not a single person is ever going to be free of what just happened, even if they all get out of this alive.

They have no grasp of what just occurred to the Angel. They have no cheat codes to figuring it out yet. 2/3 witnessed the Angel's soul vanishing into the dark, and made the fairly reasonable assumption that they just died. You thought the Angel was the only one feeling crushing guilt?

There's enough to go around I think.

On a lighter note, Seam with the Devilsknife has been something I have been thinking about for a while. Let them have a little bit of chaos as a treat. They did used to get along with Jevil, after all! They also said that they would give the Pure Crystal in the darkest hour, no sooner and no later. It seems like that promise came to fruition (which a lot of you immediately picked up on in the comments.)

Though, a lot of you are also figuring out that you may have been able to determine SOMETHING happened very very early on in the fic.

There were a lot of hopes that the Pure Crystal would just turn into a clear window where you all could get the "Live Fun Gang Reaction" to the Angel's side of the story but. Haha no. Everyone is in the dark about each other's fates. No slapstick in the middle of the apocalypse. Hitting you with a broom.

You may now, however, breathe a sigh of relief.

They did not die instantly.

I have finally showed my hand, and can talk a LIIIITTLE more freely about things as time goes on. Though, with the Roaring still advancing, a whole new can of worms has been opened up after "did they survive". Yes, they did, but now the Roaring is still going with no ability to stop. The timer has been extended, but there's now infinite potential of things that can occur in those times.

But they weren't going to go down without a fight. Kris getting back up after losing a hand to fight for just a little bit longer was something I had in mind for a while. I don't like portraying the Fun Gang as useless without the Angel. They're still incredibly competent on their own (usually. please stop falling for sneak attacks during cutscenes PLEASE-). They're just probably eventually doomed and, again, are highschoolers who got pulled into something far larger.

Also! I have been asked about ERAM and Friend a few times! I'm going to bring the hammer down now and say that unless I find a satisfying and cohesive way to work them into the plot (in a similar way to how I didn't initially intend the prophecy to have an answer until I found something satisfying), they may as well not be important for this story. I feel that Deltarune already has enough antagonists, and want the actions of characters to be their own instead of using ERAM and FRIEND as they typically are: evil for the sake of evil that everything can be pinned on.

We just don't know enough about them. I don't care enough about them. Please do not recommend me youtube videos about them. These two characters, as of now, just do not have enough for me to be able to utilize them in a satisfying way in a story other than "I am hitting a checkbox". I tend to bounce off of Deltarune theories a LOT and try to come to conclusions on my own, and these two I have personal beef with.

So, go forward knowing that the playing field has been set.

As always, thank you for reading.

I am excited for discussing about The Implications.

Chapter 17: Attrition

Summary:

When limits have been pushed a bit too many times, direct and predictable consequences tend to occur.

Notes:

HI GANG IM RACING THE ICE STORM LET'S DO FANART BEFORE I DIE FOREVER.

Kirbly made some. Incredibly fun meme drawovers since there has been a lot of theorizing and I cackled.
https://www. /kirbly12/806052826322206720/some-toby-style-memes-i-made-for-star-pup01?source=share

RedRaven393 once again is insane and did a lot of different arts! The first one is completing the set of dance arts! This one is the Angel dancing with Susie!
https://www. /redraven393/806152001651195904/a-dance-with-you-susie?source=share
Ralsei's dancing outfit from a previous fanart was also drawn and I need to tackle him
https://www. /redraven393/806552444193636352/tiny-goat-prince?source=share
And lastly, Redraven is attempting to manifest fluff by drawing the fun gang happy.
https://www. /redraven393/806647546068058112/fall-fair-with-them?source=share

a-flawed-apparatus has once again made some cool scenes with Heroforge tokens! One with Susie noogie'ing the Angel, another with Noelle introducing them to CatPetterz, and lastly one with Kris attempting to prank them with a giant spider.
https://www. /a-flawed-apparatus/806364238863007744/breaking-local-girl-noogies-a-person-from?source=share
https://www. /a-flawed-apparatus/806452430335328256/the-angels-first-time-playing-cat-petterz-2-ft?source=share
https://www. /a-flawed-apparatus/806506057472032768/a-present-for-you-ft-kris?source=share

ourasriel also made a fanart detailing what would happen with Susie and Ralsei if the Angel returns, one possibility being Ralsei seeing the uh. Whole constellation thing they have going on.
https://www. /ourasriel/806568947911688192/another-art-for-star-pup01-since-ralsei-knows?source=share

AIGHT. GOOD LUCK.

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

How much work had gone into this, only for everything to go so wrong thanks to a belligerent Angel?

Though, perhaps that had been Carol’s issue. She made far too much of an assumption that the Angel would be a cooperative being, and believed that her safeguards were enough to keep it in line. Despite its outburst at the festival, things would have gone correctly had Kris simply cooperated. She had put faith in a spiteful Angel and a flimsy cage. 

Kris was not even supposed to be the cage! Why did they turn at the last possible moment? She remembered their face the night December vanished. It was obvious that they wished to set things right. It made little sense for them to disobey now. Had Carol not been accommodating enough? She already risked bringing the police captain into the Shelter, which now gave her a gargantuan headache as banging came from a nearby room. Of course, that sacrifice had not worked out, because Kris decided to disobey before accommodations could be made.

Carol had spared Kris and their friend despite the schoolyard bully being a far more likely substitute for the girl in the prophecy. Why yes, Kris, it was in fact a good thing that Susie had shown development within the old classroom’s Dark Fountain. That meant that she could better embody the prophecy’s designs. And yet, Carol had still changed plans, because she wished for Kris’ cooperation in this. They both, after all, wanted the same thing.

One would accuse her of doing something terrible. Of course, she understood the sacrifice that went into something like carrying out the prophecy. How could she not? She could have contributed her own child to the prophecy’s designs if she chose, but she had already given one. The prophecy’s designs had already ensnared her. Was it so wrong of her to wish for something in return after she had done her part for many years? Was it not time for others to give something of their own?

Apparently, she had asked too much, and the Shelter had gone deathly quiet.

…other than the obnoxious banging coming from an empty side-room that Carol had found no use for.

She did not care to handle the captain’s tantrum. She already had to nurse her own failure. The world would not wait, and no matter how much she sat at the entrance to the Shelter, it would not fix the fact that December had been taken once more. She needed to adjust… All of this planning would not be for nothing, and this could be salvaged. The prophecy could not be avoided. It would just take a bit of adjustment. The worlds would be saved. The worlds would be saved. She supposed that it would not be as clean as she hoped.

Carol rose to her feet. Any nerves went dull. With one hand wiped under her eyes, no one would be able to tell a thing had changed. 

She began to march through the shrunken Shelter. Now that its fountain was gone, space became entirely limited. Unless someone had snuck in with more of the Angel’s antics, three others should be within the other rooms. Well, she could say that there were four, but one was not truly a person. Once again, the rattling on a far door to the left came, and Carol tuned out the yelling coming from the other end. Carol would deal with the police captain later. After all, she should be happy to be avoiding the brunt of the Roaring.

The far door to the right, if her estimates of the Dark World were correct, should be where Noelle and Rudy were held. They had been moved deep into the Dark World, far enough away from the fountain to be safe should a Titan emerge and the Knight not be there to repel it. Unfortunately, this planning became relevant when Kris turned their back on her. On all of them.

Carol paid no mind to the two rooms closest to the exit to the Shelter. They were merely storage and where people would sleep if anyone else actually arrived. The Shelter was designed to protect an entire town, after all. However, it was unlikely that anyone else would make it here. The room would remain empty.

Instead, she opened the metallic door separating her from the rest of her family. Rudy appeared to be resting, though Carol did have a hospital bed moved here far in advance for when he needed to be moved. Thankfully, such strenuous monitoring was no longer necessary, but Carol was not so certain that blessings came that easily. At his side sat Noelle, fidgeting and very much aware of her surroundings.

Her head spun towards the door, Noelle gasping in shock when she realized that someone else was there. It brought Carol no joy that Noelle did not calm down in a tangible way when she saw who it was.

However, fear switched into aggression rather quickly, a trait that Noelle had spontaneously gained with no indication of where or who she got it from. A flurry of questions spouted out through gritted teeth, “Are… are you going to tell me where Susie and Kris are now??” Her voice still shook regardless, but Carol could not determine specifically what emotion the feeling came from. “Were you ever going to tell me anything?!”

She had learned much about everyone else’s designs in the past day. Dark Worlds became a real danger to her, something that Carol wished to keep her out of, but also something that December unfortunately insisted on dragging her into. That sentimentality exposed Noelle to the Angel, and more damningly, Susie. Noelle was never supposed to be a part of this, and now look where that had gotten everyone. At least, the Angel did not have nearly as much of a hold on her as Kris. After all, it had driven Kris to a betrayal.

No. Noelle seemed to get more and more involved thanks to the influence of the girl.

“You have already seen what has happened to your sister,” Carol stated with no waver in her voice. Keep it factual. Report. It was second nature at this point, having to run a town and deal with the pettiness of the people within it, even after her own daughter had vanished. “Would you truly blame me for keeping you out of it?”

The mention of December caused Noelle to wither like she usually did. But again, that impossibly defiant nature that she gained in worlds that Carol had not been able to observe came back again. “You lied to me… You lied to… to… all of my friends. You let me believe that Dess was just gone…”

Yes, she did in fact do all of those things. It ended with Noelle alive and not within the crosshairs of the prophecy at the current moment. If that was what kept her family alive, then it was the correct action to take. Though, Carol could… understand a child’s tendency to not comprehend why a parent would hide things from them. 

It seemed that Noelle needed more time to understand. So, Carol kept her hand on the door and did not enter the room. Instead, she listed what needed to be understood, “The Roaring will continue for a while. Ideally, your friends will return soon with news that it is over.” Or, Carol would wait for a while before venturing out to see herself. After all, the heroes would likely not live through the Roaring’s vanquishing. She added on one final incentive, knowing that Noelle may not listen to her demands, “Understand that opening the doors will expose us to the Dark World again, and your father cannot defend himself while he is resting.”

Seemingly, she managed to find the one way to protest, “They’re still out there?”

“Yes, as they should be.” Carol began to close the door, deciding that entertaining this for any longer would not be a productive use of anyone’s time. “You will remain put and allow the heroes to do their job.”

“But-”

The door slammed shut.

Would it be so difficult for anyone to simply follow directions? Control had slipped only for a moment, and now everything was spiraling out of control. Ideally, the Angel would be back soon with the situation handled, but Carol had doubts now that the Angel had shown its lack of foresight. At the very least, the Shelter was secure for now. Of course, anyone with the codes would be allowed passage, but Carol doubted that Noelle caught the codes when she was delivered here. The only other person who would know all of them was December, and if she still had enough of her mind to use the codes, then perhaps there was still something there after all.

The thought of her daughter struggling as darkness consumed her made Carol pause in place. Her hand balled into a fist, but loosened shortly after. These feelings would not help now.

Instead, Carol decided to retreat into the backmost room of the Shelter.

This would be her personal quarters until the Roaring ended. It had also, unfortunately, not been seen by the heroes thanks to their intended route being interrupted. The Angel was supposed to inevitably visit this room, but it seemed that the Angel had decided to deviate. Instead of coming to find a body that was its creation alone, it decided to tag along with objects in the Light World.

A grey figure remained slouched over against the wall, completely lifeless with its arms at its side. It had not moved since the day it had been stolen, uninhabited by a soul to guide it. Carol had surmised rather quickly that it had no ability to act on its own. It was a husk, a body the Angel made for itself, and it still waited.

Perhaps, it would wait forever, considering Kris had forgotten why the Angel needed to find a new cage. Even though Kris had turned their back on her, the thought still twisted something deep in her soul. That was, however, their choice.

No matter. Carol sat down at a desk. It had been placed in here long before the Shelter had been formed into a Dark World. If she was going to be using this place, she would not be without the bare essentials. It seemed that this would be a longer apocalypse than she anticipated after all. It would be even longer now that one of her daughters was in jeopardy yet again, but…

She simply had to trust that only the three heroes mentioned in the final prophecy would suffer its tragedy. The worlds were otherwise saved. It could not have all been for nothing.

Time began to drag on.

A clock within the room, the only way to really tell time now that the sun had left, continued ticking onward. The hands moved for quite a while. She would expect an event like this to last no more than a day, considering the large-scale destruction that it would likely bring if it went on for any longer. She thought of checking, but knew it would be foolish to venture out at a time like this. Carol heard no footsteps signaling that Noelle had gotten up either. Good. It seemed that she at least had some sensibility.

Religious texts littered this office. The Angel was the one part of the plan that was unpredictable, and yet Carol thought that she actually had a grasp on how to deal with it.

No one precisely knew what it would be like when it arrived. The prophecy rarely even mentioned its existence, only speaking of the heaven it would bring and its banishment. Other depictions of it were difficult to understand, such as the human soul being the way the Angel took form. Although many roles in the prophecy had malleability, the Angel was one that lended no precedent.

The prince sounded like someone who would be lonely, thus subservient. Considering that Carol was unimpressed with the Darkner that took that role, her assumptions had been correct. The girl seemed to be a more stereotypical hero, someone who would never give up, and thus someone who would fight for balance and the worlds to be saved. The cage seemed to be a more dutiful role, though Carol believed that she kept that variability to an absolute minimum by assigning Kris to that role for just a bit.

The Angel was a blank slate.

It could be anything.

It could be anyone.

Some depictions of the Angel showed it as a soul. Only the winged imagery around some soul depictions revealed the nature in which it would arrive to the world. Carol’s plan to reduce the Angel’s variability via Kris came to be when she realized. If she could not anticipate what the Angel would be, then she would just have to make sure that its will for the world was given direction. A path of least resistance needed to be granted, so that the Angel traveled through the path that Carol desired.

And yet, somehow still, it had managed to do things the hard way.

Carol swiped the religious texts and books off of her desk, some of them clattering at the feet of the grey, lifeless body sitting on the side of the room. 

How long had the entire town prayed for a resolution to a prophecy soon to come? How many buildings were adorned with the Angel’s imagery? How long had its heaven been foretold? And, when the Angel finally arrived, it was juvenile. It cared not for its greater stature, instead deciding to play in the mud with mere objects. 

Carol sighed, sitting back in her chair.

The Angel’s attachment would ideally play out how she anticipated, even now. Not all was lost just because it decided to defy her. The nature of the final prophecy was more clear now that Carol had seen what shape the Roaring took, and perhaps the Angel’s attachment would lead to it coming about more swiftly than she assumed.

It did not make it any easier to see December flail while darkness overtook her, as if she had been submerged and began to drown.

It would all work out. She had to trust that it would.

The hours continued on. She couldn’t hear what was happening outside, but the time passing grew unnerving. Eight hours came and went. It increased to twelve, one hand finally completing a full circle. No arrival came to the Shelter. At one point, Carol decided to walk around the Shelter to make sure everything was still in place.

She crossed by a door where banging had stopped. Very well. Perhaps, she would handle this now. Carol knocked against the metallic door, earning the attention of the police captain. 

Someone walked up to the door before outright punching it, a loud bang rattling the Shelter. With a groan of annoyance, Undyne yelled, “I’ll find a way outta here one way or another, you hear me?!?” 

Carol sighed, feeling a migraine coming along. She pinched the bridge of her snout before continuing. “That will not be necessary, captain. In fact, I am waiting to hear if it is safe outside for all of us to be let out.”

“Yeah, fat chance! You locked me in here!” Again, a punch came to the metal door before Undyne yelled in frustration again, “I’m not waiting for you to tell me if I’m allowed to walk free! That’s my job! I’m the police, punk!”

At this rate, she was just going to be a nuisance for as long as the Roaring continued. This room should probably just remain locked. “Then until I know you are not a liability, you will remain here. A disaster is occurring outside, and you are now in the safest place in Hometown.”

Undyne paused for a bit before yelling again, “Then I should be out there helping people! What are you locking me up for?!?”

An interesting prospect, but Carol was not certain that Undyne would behave logically or effectively at all. She had released criminals out into the streets, and directly contributed to a traffic jam. While that would mean that she would likely get herself sacrificed in Susie’s place, Carol doubted that an inexperienced captain dying in darkness would count.

Carol sighed and decided to continue away from the door, “Take some time to calm down, captain. I will be back.”

The slamming and yelling continued. Hopefully, Noelle would not get any ideas to let her out. 

Instead, Carol decided to proceed outside the Shelter once more. As soon as she inputted the code to leave, darkness spewed through the doorway. She shut the door before even exiting, watching as the lights in the Shelter struggled for a few moments. Eventually, the faint darkness dissipated, the Shelter once more being protected.

Very well. She would need to be fast.

Carol swiftly exited, keeping her focus while the door against her hands morphed and changed. Darkness overtook her body, cerulean robes appearing around her with a crown coming to rest on her head. She slammed the larger doors shut, hoping that the darkness would not continue through.

These Grand Doors did still contain an input for the codes, even if the interface had grown much larger… and was sticking out of the side of a large pillar.

Carol followed the pillar upward, realizing that it wasn’t just a random pillar at all. A beam of light stretched out from its apex, circling around over and over. A staircase rested not far away, trailing up the side of what was undoubtedly a lighthouse. Carol had never seen one herself, considering that she was not a fan of beaches. They did not suit her, personally.

Considering the Titans on the horizon, Carol did not feel inclined to investigate. It seemed that the exterior of the Shelter had shifted, but she could see nothing of note. The Roaring was absolutely continuing, and she did not wish to stand in its clutches for much longer.

There was no sign of the heroes, and no sign of the Angel. She just had to wait for a little longer. After all, Hometown was no longer a small thing. Travelling across it entirely by foot looked like a time commitment.

The hours continued on as Carol descended back into the Shelter. 

 


 

Susie kept her gaze set on the lighthouse further in the distance, but she couldn’t help but hate how quiet everyone was. It was probably needed considering the Titans far off in the distance, but the silence only meant that she would hear Kris’ tired breathing. 

It’d be a pretty safe bet to say that they hadn’t caught any sleep during all of this. But, now that she thought about it, would getting to the Shelter actually change that? Susie wasn’t focused on sleeping there anyway. She kept her thoughts to herself, but stared at the lighthouse with intent.

Still, she didn’t miss the way Ralsei sniffed while wrapping the Shadow Mantle tighter around his body with his only free hand. At least, it seemed to be helping him with the dark, but not much else. Everyone was probably thinking about the same thing right now. As much as Susie wished she could just talk through it with them, there was nothing more to say. 

No one was hiding anything anymore, after all. She’d gotten the truth pretty fast this time, and the truth hurt like it always did. 

They’d been walking for a while though, and the silence wasn’t doing any good anymore. She thought that they were far enough away from the fray by now. So, the best thing Susie could do right now was try to commiserate to break the silence. “Was the Shelter… always this far away? Feels like we’ve been walking for hours.”

Kris didn’t turn their head, but nodded regardless. 

Her comment did get Ralsei’s attention more than anything though, shaking him out of whatever thoughts were running through his head. “It… um… was probably a bit easier when you could walk, Susie.”

They’d done this whole sprint before… MULTIPLE times. Susie had to admit, it was a lot harder when she couldn’t run. When the Roaring started, they had to trudge from the center of town… all the way to Castle Town for the Pure Crystal… and then back to the Shelter. She had no idea how long that took, or how long she’d been out. It felt like a long time though. All the chaos had spread out, and she wasn’t really sure what to make of that.

Oh well. It was a better conversation topic than nothing. “So like… is the whole world just gonna get like this? Everyone’s gonna figure out about the Dark Worlds?”

Ralsei’s shoulders tensed. For a moment, he stopped moving, Susie almost tripping over him before he quickly muttered an apology. After they got moving again, he glanced off at the horizon. “I’m… not sure. The Roaring can only cover the town, because there were enough fountains to block out the sky… and likely the sun as well when it comes up. It…” He continued staring, eyes glossing over as he tried to find the different fountains across the land. “If the Knight wanted it, then more fountains could expand over the world. It’s… just strange that I’m not seeing all that more from before we rested.”

Kris found interest in that as well, slowing down for a second to check the horizon with him. “Didn’t hear any either,” they mumbled, now fully giving away that they’d been awake the whole damn time.

The Titans kept scanning the bridges far behind, and some began to shamble back into Dark Worlds. Susie squinted. “Feels like they’re looking for something.”

Ralsei stole a quick glance at a flickering light under the mantle’s protection before masking it immediately. “It’s… likely they’re either trying to find a way past the Grand Doors… or… they’re looking for us.”

Well, they were doing a terrible job at it. It was a good thing that they didn’t just always know where the three of them were at all times. There were still some mercies that they could use to their advantage. 

The bridge they were walking on creaked for a second, swaying over the ocean below. Susie was doing a pretty good job not looking down into the ocean, and she didn’t particularly care about heights, but… she really didn’t like how unstable the bridge leading to the lighthouse was. Ralsei and Kris were already struggling enough, and if anyone fell in…

The sooner they got back to the Shelter the better.

However, Kris wasn’t done yet. They kept staring back before asking the only person who’d know, “Can they get through the doors?”

Ralsei didn’t answer for a few beats, not out of worrying, but just because he started thinking really hard. Susie could practically hear the gears turning in his head. Unfortunately, he wasn’t quite sure. “I think it’s possible? I-if Titans can have an effect on the Light World, then I suppose doors would be something that could… also be impacted.”

Kris’ one good hand rubbed their other arm. They were nervous about something, but didn’t voice it.

No one could be doing that right now. So, despite the fiery pain in Susie’s leg and the fact that she was probably going to piss Kris off later, she demanded to know, “What was just going through your head?”

Thankfully, they weren’t in the business of outright lying to her anymore. Kris shivered, only holding one arm up to try to keep the cold away. “Family’s on other side of town. Need to get them soon. Bring them back here.”

Ugh, it really wasn’t going to be as easy as hanging out in the Shelter, was it? Susie wasn’t planning on it. After all, one of her best friends was gone, and the stupid apocalypse was still actively happening. She wasn’t just gonna sit back and let everything keep going after they’d already sacrificed so much. Susie just… needed a break. Yeah, just a small break, and maybe breaking something else.

“We’ll find ‘em, okay?” Susie promised, even though someone had already been lost trying to face down the Titans. They didn’t even have a way to actually put one down anymore. All they could do was run.

Ralsei had the same things running through his head, because he quietly suggested, “I don’t… know if any of us are prepared. Not until both of you are healed, and we certainly can’t do anything without a plan. If… if anyone else gets hurt, then…” His free hand clutched the crystal under his robes. “...We can’t be unprepared.”

Kris didn’t question it, nodding and continuing forward. Susie wished that they would let Ralsei see that wrist, but they didn’t seem to want to do anything close to admitting that they were tired. Susie could see the way their boots scraped against the bridge. They were probably dead set on moving forward though, or their legs would give out. At this point, Susie was going to feel the same way soon.

Luckily, the journey finally… finally ended.

Blackened grass crunched under Susie’s boots as she was finally brought onto solid ground. The lighthouse’s Grand Door was close by, and Kris was already walking quickly to the panels that looked like something for codes. Susie remembered the numbers by heart at this point.

Ralsei sighed, removing Susie’s arm from his shoulder, “I suppose this is goodbye for a little bit, then.” He couldn’t bring himself to smile as he said it, staring down at the grass. “I’ll… wait out here until you return, okay?”

Susie had almost forgotten. For a second, she fully believed that Ralsei would be able to go in with her, but the fountain was gone. That didn’t stop her from putting her hands on his shoulders, shaking him. “I’ll still carry you, dumbass!” Her claws dug a little too deep at the thought that he would be out here alone. “I’m not… I wouldn’t just leave you out here. We’re not…” She didn’t even see what happened to the Angel. She only remembered using the soul as a weapon before finally being taken down. “We’re not doing that.”

Ralsei’s heart wasn’t in it. He turned around for a second, seeing the Titans still making their rounds. After a shiver ran down his spine, he relented, “Just…” His fingers clenched tighter around the crystal. “Just keep this safe, okay?”

While she didn’t know what the Pure Crystal would look like in the Light World, Ralsei could count on her. It was the only thing keeping him from turning to stone. If anyone touched it, she’d tear them apart. Susie shot him a thumbs-up before taking his hand. “Then you’d better limp me in there before Kris lets too much darkness in.”

On cue, the Grand Door clicked open. Kris gestured for everyone to follow before stepping into the light on their own. Ralsei helped Susie keep walking, and even though he started to shy away as the light grew closer, Susie smiled down at him. Before they fully stepped into the light, she bonked her forehead against him, and hoped that he’d remember that while he was stuck as an object.

When she finally crossed into the light, Kris slammed the door shut behind her. Susie took a few moments to blink, getting her stupid eyes to adjust. After a moment, she looked down at her hand, and saw a small headband sitting in it. Something else came with Ralsei. The Pure Crystal stayed the exact same as it was outside, flickering in the light. At least, it was tied to one of Ralsei’s horns instead of being loose.

Normally, Susie would have put the headband into her jacket. This time, she was gonna do something different. Ralsei probably needed this just as much as she did. Susie placed the headband on top of her own head, and didn’t mind the look she got from Kris for doing it.

Actually, now that she looked at Kris… was their hand back? Excitement immediately welled up in her chest while she pointed at their reformed right hand. “Hey! It’s back!”

Kris glanced down at the limb, almost smiling for themself before it immediately faded. They brought up their arm, the hand uselessly going limp. Their teeth grit while they tried to force it to do anything, but…

Susie’s excitement faded.

Well, now she felt like an asshole. Thankfully, she immediately got a dose of her own medicine, trying to walk fowards and one of her legs just not doing that. She nearly toppled down the stairs, only for Kris to keep her from falling. She cursed under her breath, “Damn, can’t catch a break, huh?”

Kris nodded solemnly before taking Ralsei’s prior position under one of her arms and guiding her down the stairs. Well, this would make things a little more complicated, but Susie didn’t give a damn. She just wanted to settle a few things first. The journey down the stairs felt like it took forever, but someone was waiting at the bottom.

Thankfully, it was a face that she actually wanted to see.

Susie grinned, her eyes lighting up. “Noelle! You’re okay!”

Immediately, Noelle sprinted up the stairs at an alarming pace, a relieved smile of her own flashing immediately. “Susie! You’re…” Noelle looked down at Kris before seeing the way that Susie was favoring one leg, her smile slightly fading into her mouth hanging open in bafflement. “You’re… you’re not okay?!? What happened?!?”

“Eh, it’s…” She tried to brush it off before a flicker of a crystal near her head reminded her of something. Susie lowered her head, her hair covering her eyes. “Yeah, things went pretty bad. Real bad.” It was an understatement, but she willed herself to hold it together for just a little bit longer. She had a goal, after all. Being sad about it wasn’t gonna fix anything right now. “Do you know where your mom is?”

Noelle helped Susie get down the stairs, but her shoulders stiffened at the mention of her mom. “She’s…” The main room of the Shelter became fully visible, and Noelle didn’t even have to finish her thought before Susie felt the telltale cold in the air.

Carol stood on the other side of the room, having the gall to look unimpressed.

She did a once-over of Susie and Kris before sighing in disappointment, “You have returned, and yet it seems that the Roaring still continues outside.”

Susie removed her arms from Noelle and Kris, balancing on her one good leg. The other one just felt like static, so she could fake it for now. She didn’t want Noelle or Kris to be caught up in this. Before either of them could retort for her, Susie lowered her head with a faint smile creeping upward. “Guess you finally peeled yourself off the ground, huh?” Who was Carol to talk? “I didn’t see you out there trying to stop the thing you caused.”

Noelle didn’t have a reaction to that. She already knew that her mom was in on it, after all. Of course, it had to come from Susie’s mouth instead of Carol’s. Still, both Noelle and Kris stared up at Susie, like they were surprised at the fact that she was still managing to talk back.

For a second, Carol looked at something just above Susie’s head. “It is a disaster that you have only worsen-”

“Shut up.” Susie inched forward, having to use one leg to push herself just a little bit closer. However, Susie had been waiting for this. “I don’t give a damn about whatever you were using the prophecy for. The thing that’s going on outside? You did that.” Fingers clenched. Susie’s smile began to show teeth. “So don’t even think about-”

Carol took a few steps forward of her own, tilting her head at Susie ever-so-slightly. “Do not talk over me. I am simply stating what you have done, considering that it was your hand that has made December lost to us again.” Her eyes trailed to something just over Susie’s shoulder. Noelle. “The purpose of the Roaring would already be finished had you just done as you were told.”

Susie pushed herself forward again, hopping on one foot. Carol raised an eyebrow at her, but she wasn’t going to look weak. Closer, she snarled, “You were gonna let me get killed.” She pointed a claw at the headband on her head. “You didn’t even give a damn about Ralsei. And I bet… I bet that you would’ve let Kris die too.” Susie laughed, running a hand through her hair while she tilted her head back. “Bet Noelle didn’t know about that one either, did she?”

For a moment, Noelle sounded like she was going to say something, but Carol drowned her out immediately and paid her no mind, “You insinuate a lot about how I treat those closest to my family, though I suppose that you would not understand the feeling.” 

Ice seeped into Susie’s veins. Of course, she’d know about Susie’s lack of a family in town. Susie never really got why no one came to check on stuff like rent. Her caretaker had skipped town a while ago, and no one was paying for the place where she stayed. Of course, Carol would know all about that.

“The prophecy would have happened whether I did something or not.” Carol took a few steps closer, remaining at her full height as she looked down at Susie. “If you think I am unwilling to sacrifice anything of my own for it, think again. Its words took December from me long before you were in the equation.” When Susie looked through her hair, she could see Carol’s glare. “The prophecy has already decided what your role is. Would you truly decide to let an entire world die now-”

Close enough.

Teeth bared. Yellow eyes flashed with nothing but hatred. While she was still talking, a fist lunged forward. Knuckles connected. 

The impact only lasted for a moment before Susie leaned all the way into the punch, carrying it through as Carol fell to the ground.

Susie didn’t breathe. She didn’t think. She only finally took solace in the fact that Carol could no longer look down on her. 

A snarl rose from her throat as her teeth bared even further. Her lips curled up while she yelled, “You KILLED my best friend, you ASSHOLE!” 

Two pairs of eyes stared into the back of her head, seeing exactly what she’d done. Both of them had seen Susie like this for far longer than they were ever friends. Susie couldn’t find it in her to care. After all that had happened outside… after the Roaring had happened because of Carol… after the Angel died in the dark…

…If they thought less of her, that was fine. She’d deal with that. She was fine with that.

It was rare to see Carol on the ground, the only other time being when everything went so wrong for her. This time, Susie watched while she clutched her face, and when the hand came away, a faint trickle of blood dripped from her nose. 

Susie didn’t wanna be here. This place looked small, and Carol was always going to be here chastising her over and over. Despite how much Susie wanted to repay the favor that Carol had given the Angel, she knew the two people standing behind her would never forgive her. 

She just hated that the two of them had gone dead quiet.

“You killed them,” she repeated, her voice finally starting to shake as she tried to hold it all together. How the hell was she supposed to keep doing this? There was supposed to be a catch that Susie could cling onto, but there was nothing. This was supposed to make her feel better, and it did nothing. She wasn’t waking up. The Roaring wasn’t ending. There wasn’t a light on the horizon like they were coming back. Even Carol had nothing. “So… good job. Nice plan. Dunno where we’re gonna go from here, but I’m sure not sticking around to listen to you.”

The thought of rest crossed Susie’s mind. And yet, despite the fact that the world was being covered in darkness, this felt like the least safest place to be.

Carol stared at her own hand before glancing back at Susie. For a second, Susie swore she saw surprise on Carol’s face, and then it turned into that neutral frown that she always wore. Slowly, she pushed herself to her feet, brushing off her clothing. “Then leave.”

Susie had half a mind to lock Carol in a room instead and take this place over for herself. Hell, Officer Undyne had to be somewhere in here, and one of the doors looked pretty damn bolted shut. Except… Susie still didn’t have a leg, or the patience to deal with any of this right now. She didn’t want to hide here anyway. The world was gonna end soon enough, and Susie had a better idea.

It’d sure look bad if they brought other people in Hometown here, only for them to find out the mayor was locked up. Nah. Susie was gonna find people. She was going to do one damn thing right and bring people somewhere safe. Carol must’ve thought she was invincible, getting up after that punch without a care in the world. Well, Susie would do her one worse. She was gonna tell everyone everything about her.

It still didn’t make anything feel remotely better, but Susie held onto that little flicker of spite for a little longer while finally turning around. “Don’t expect me to feel guilty for you,” Susie growled, “Go ahead and hide. I’ll be the only one of us actually doing something worth a damn.”

It didn’t matter that Susie had to shuffle to move towards the Shelter doors. It didn’t matter that she didn’t wanna look Kris or Noelle in the eyes. If she looked too close, she might see judgement. So, she didn’t. She couldn’t handle it right now. She couldn’t handle anything else right now. No matter how tired she was, she wasn’t gonna stay here for a second.

Footsteps trailed behind Susie. Kris had already made their choice at this point, and it looked like there was no going back. Just as they had before, they wrapped Susie’s arm over their shoulders, supporting her as she walked.

A second pair of footsteps trailed with her, but this time it was met with commentary. “Where do you think you’re going?”

From the looks of it, Noelle didn’t even flinch for a moment. She took Susie’s other arm, helping her balance while she walked up the stairs towards the Shelter’s exit. “Susie needs help! I’m not… I’m not just going to let her go out while she’s limping!!!”

“Your father also needs you to watch over him,” Carol retorted, which did cause Noelle to pause and scrunch her face. “They already have a healer. They do not need you as much as he does.”

“Stop.” The hiss came from Kris. They momentarily stopped in their tracks, their eye peeking out from under their hair while they turned around. They took a few moments to even muster anything, Carol staring at them with her constant disapproving glare. “Will heal her. No matter how difficult you…” They coughed into their one good hand. “Even if you make it difficult.”

There was no bargaining. Kris didn’t leave room for it.

Carol once more wiped a hand under her nose, something crimson smearing in her brittle fur. Her gaze turned back to Noelle, issuing a silent demand.

Noelle turned back for the Shelter exit, muttering, “It’ll just be for a second.”

No room for argument was given anymore. Kris and Noelle kept helping Susie ascend the stairs to the doors, and Carol must have given up the fight. Considering what needed to happen for the prophecy to play out, Susie had a good guess as to why. Maybe that was why she didn’t want anyone treating Susie’s injuries. It’d make everything a hell of a lot easier.

Well, damn that stupid prophecy. Screw her. Susie was still going to go out and help after she got her leg fixed. She wasn’t going to hide and cower in a damn Shelter while waiting for it all to blow over.

Noelle went to open the door before realizing that she didn’t know the codes. Thankfully, Kris had it handled, tapping in the correct numbers before darkness spilled over everyone again.

Somehow, the darkness felt a little more welcoming. Maybe, that was because of the fact that the horned headband morphed, sparkling in the air to form the familiar shape of Ralsei. 

Unfortunately, he was not nearly as enthused as everyone else, immediately scrambling while the Grand Door shut. “I-I thought the point was for you two to rest!”

No one had a chance to fight him off before Noelle caught a singular glimpse of Kris’ hand, immediately shrieking, “Kris?!? What happened to your…”

Kris grimaced, hiding the arm as much as they could from Noelle. Even though their cape had been bloodied, they acted like the wound wasn’t there for a little longer. Noelle tried to fumble around to get a look, but Susie didn’t watch for long. 

Already, she had Ralsei on her case. “I… I know you’re stressed, Susie, but… you need to go back in there and take time to recover. You haven’t eaten anything lately, and you know that eating doesn’t matter in the Dark World.”

Hunger pangs had set in, but Susie was already long used to that. It was just another average day of the week. To reassure him, she grinned. “I’m good, dude. Besides, figured you’d be worrying about my leg if I didn’t let you heal it first.” The scarf had reformed around it again. She just hoped that it would be fixed soon. That punch had put her off balance.

Ralsei stopped his fussing for a little bit before his eyes went wide. Immediately, he looked past Susie and towards Noelle. “Um… Noelle? Excuse me?” 

Both Kris and Noelle froze, Kris holding their bloodied hand behind them while Noelle was in the process of trying to knock them over to get a look. Both immediately separated, Noelle fixing her hair. “Sorry! They weren’t showing me their hand, and it looks…”

Ralsei nodded. “I… I unfortunately ran out of magic due to… um…” He gestured to the Roaring with a hand. As if she hadn’t noticed it before, Noelle’s eyes went wide while she looked over the horizon. “The important thing is that I will… need your help to patch up what I couldn’t, for both Kris and Susie.”

Unfortunately, Noelle had snagged on what was going on all around, and the sight of Titans made her go pale. “Those… this is what you’ve all been going through?!?”

Ralsei opened his mouth before clamping it shut again, like he was trying to find the right words but utterly failing. Eventually, he managed to force something out, “Y…Yes, but right now, it… it is more important that we heal their wounds.”

“Right right. Sorry!” Noelle lightly knocked her hand against her head before rolling up the sleeves on her robes. “Um… do I… just cast the spell like I usually do, or…”

Susie didn’t know how else it’d be cast, but Ralsei apparently did. Just a little bit, he withered away before shaking his head. “I’ll… I’ll support your casting as best I can, Noelle. There’s…” He smiled as much as he could. “We’ll have to draw on our own magic, this time.”

Oh. Of course.

As if thinking he’d pulled down the mood, Ralsei immediately launched into another flurry of explanations and guiding people around. “It’s fine! Here, Susie, if you and Kris could just sit down for a moment…”

It wasn’t fine, but at this point, Susie just wanted this over with.

Susie heard the sound of waves crashing against the small island that they were on, and she started not paying attention to what was around her. Ralsei and Noelle must’ve gone to heal Kris first, which was definitely the right move after all they’d been doing. She caught a glimpse of what was under the rag before her nose scrunched up and she looked away. Their pain tolerance must’ve been crazy, but after all the Dark World had thrown at all of them, it made sense.

But, Kris did hiss when the healing started, both Ralsei and Noelle trying to cast the closest thing to a stronger heal that they could. The bloodied wound began to close, but without the hand…

Susie hoped that something could be done about that. As the wound finally sealed, she remembered how many promises for the future that Kris made about playing piano with her. She could see them staring down at the useless stump, but they didn’t show anything on their face.

After the spell ended, Ralsei looked like he was about to keel over, his breaths coming out shaky over and over again. It’d gotten cold enough that Susie could see his breath, but it seemed like he was having trouble with casting at all anymore. Here he was, talking about her needing rest when he could barely use any of his magic.

Trying to be a little helpful, Susie put a hand on his shoulder when he came to check on her. “Uh… now that I think about it… I think I might have a little bit of magic left in me.”

For once, Ralsei didn’t protest. He just nodded, withdrawing a little bit. “I’m… I’m sorry. I wish I could do more, but I’m barely holding that scarf on you anymore.”

“You’re good, dude.” Honestly, she was just happy that he was actually giving in for once. Susie drew from the barely-there magic in her soul, summoning a ball of green energy into her hands at the same time as Noelle’s hands began to glow. “Just uh… tell me what to do.”

Ralsei launched into the same explanation that he did for Kris, but the scarf was apparently important. It took his mind off of things while he explained, “The scarf always channeled a bit of my magic for attacking, but it can also do the same with other spells. Just… try to take it slow. A bone mending the wrong way would be… well… difficult to fix without re-breaking it.”

Huh. Okay. Susie was now sweating, and Noelle clenched her teeth like she was about to do the most stressful thing of her life. For a second, Noelle’s magic flickered away from her hand before she resummoned it. “Um… I hope this… I hope this works!!!”

“Just take it slow!” Ralsei advised again, his voice rising in a way it hadn’t in a while.

Susie joined Noelle in the cast, but her magic was also usually pretty punchy. Honestly, even though Noelle was stressed about it, Susie found herself pacing her own magic to slow down with Noelle. Always casting heals in blasts made it odd to try to take it slow. She always figured that healing friends as fast as possible was the best way to do it.

Something snapped in her leg, and she yelled again. Pain started to slowly fade as the healing continued, and she started to feel a lot less worried about the possibility of permanently screwing up her leg. 

For a second, Susie started to nod off again, but Noelle woke her up when she asked, “Um… so… have all of you been all right?? Oh gosh, that sounds stupid, it’s just-.”

“No,” Kris whispered, dispelling any illusion that things went fine. They glanced away from everyone else, pulling their knees up to their chest. “Angel’s gone. Don’t ask.”

It never got any easier to explain it, but Susie didn’t like it just being glossed over. It sounded like Kris was trying to help and not let it linger for too long, but Susie wasn’t just gonna let it stay at that. “She can ask,” Susie retorted, “There’s no reason to hide how screwed up all of this is. Plus I…” She trailed off, still remembering the almost satisfying feeling of knuckles hitting their mark. “I did punch her mom.”

Noelle kept the healing going, even though she stared down at the grass. “I-it’s… well… it was a little scary, but…” Her shoulders sagged. “...It was really scary, but… if it’s been this bad…”

“The Angel died,” Susie admitted, not allowing the ambiguity to stay for any longer. She was still hoping deep down for a catch, but things were still moving. She didn’t know how much of it was actually thinking that they were fine… and just trying to deny that she didn’t protect them. “I know you uh… didn’t know them as much as we did, but…” The flow of magic from Susie stopped, her own limits being reached as static tingled at the edges of her fingertips. Her hair covered her eyes while she dipped her head. “But… I’m not apologizing.”

At some point, Ralsei had taken to staring off in the distance. However, his whisper was not as quiet as he probably thought, “Not like she deserves it.”

Noelle winced, but didn’t visibly protest. “I’m… sorry.” She settled on that, and the healing that she was doing finally began to fade away. “I know that you all were… pretty close? I mean, gosh, that was… that was the Angel.”

Kris looked away, but Susie saw a grimace before they fully turned. Ralsei nodded quietly. Susie finished the thought, “Yeah, they…” Not now. She needed to focus on what was ahead. She just couldn’t. “We were. I’m still…” She glanced at Ralsei’s back, not being able to see the crystal that he was cradling under the Shadow Mantle. “I just think I screwed up for real this time.”

“Well…” Noelle glanced down at Susie’s leg and the fact that her magic had stopped flowing. “Um… that… should work??? I don’t think we messed that up… did we?”

For good measure, Susie tried to move her own leg. Finally, she had both of her limbs working. It still had a bit of phantom pain in it, but she was sure that she could get over it. The excitement managed to dull the ache growing in her soul, and she managed to stave it off for a little longer. People didn’t need that. Susie grinned as much as she could, pushing herself to her feet. “Seems good to me. Knew we could count on you!” 

“I did, actually,” Kris interrupted, not allowing their idea to be stolen.

Susie took the scarf off of her leg before thwacking Kris in the face with it. When Ralsei turned to see the commotion, she slung it around his neck, finally completing his look again. Honestly, he looked a little incomplete without it, even though the Shadow Mantle made up for it a bit. “Well damn… guess we gotta head out again.”

Ralsei clamped his mouth shut for only a moment, making sure his scarf was secure before protesting, “Absolutely not! We… even I’m exhausted, Susie. I don’t think we can…”

“Have to eat too,” Kris added, though they were also looking far in the distance at the Titans marching on the northern end of town. “Long walk. Probably fights. Hopefully can avoid. Also can’t leave Officer Undyne in there”

Noelle hummed for a moment before her eyes lit up. “There are beds in the Shelter! A-and I saw where the food was kept. I know… mom is… mom, but it’s better than sleeping out here!”

Susie weighed her options. Despite being hungry, she wasn’t any hungrier than she usually was. Going into the Shelter would be… fine, but being defenseless around Carol sounded like a terrible idea. A different idea came to mind when Susie saw a stairwell leading up. “You two can do what you want, but I’m sleeping out here.”

“What???” Noelle gestured to the hulking Titans on the horizon, and a little past her, Ralsei was doing the same. “With those out here??? Susie, that’s-”

“There’s light up there.” Susie pointed at the rotating beam of light up top. “Could be good to see if they like coming over here. And uh…” She scratched the back of her head, having no nice way to say this. “Between the Titans and your mom, I’m choosing the Titans.”

Kris nodded in support. It seemed like they would be out here too.

“...Well now I feel a little left out,” Noelle murmured, but she smiled regardless. “I’ll… mom was right, I don’t just want to leave dad down there for too long, so I won’t stay out here, BUT-” She held her hands up, like all of them would just disappear at a moment’s notice. “You all better get food before you go! And… come get me too?? If dad is better, then… then I wanna come too!”

Another person helping out would be more than helpful, especially because Noelle could heal too. Without items, there was gonna be a lot of that. Susie grinned. “Yeah yeah, we won’t leave you out of the fun. Gotta pay you back for the leg somehow.”

Noelle bounced on her feet. “It’ll… it’ll be the good kind of scary. I’ll help out where I can!!! It’ll be-”

Ralsei’s hands balled into fists on the edges of his Shadow Mantle. “It’s not fun.” His smile had vanished, replaced entirely by a grimace as he stared at Noelle through foggy glasses. “One of us… is already gone, Noelle. It’s not…” 

She deflated a bit, wringing her hands. “Right, sorry.” Trying to bow gracefully out, she took a few steps back. “Just… come back into the Shelter when you need something to eat, okay? I don’t think mom can lock you out, considering she… didn’t already.”

“Good to know.” Susie waved her off, watching as Kris went to open the door again. “Don’t let her push you around. We’ll come get you.”

The door opened for her, and she didn’t waste much time filing back into the Shelter. Before she fully went in, she waved again. “Um… it’s good to know you all are safe! And I’m sorry! But I’m glad your leg and hand is fine! And-”

Kris unceremoniously shoved her back into the Shelter, the Grand Door snapping shut before any more darkness could go through. They dusted one hand off against their armor before rejoining the group, lamenting, “Am tired though.”

Susie already had a plan for that. Even though she was exhausted, she had an idea of how to make the stairs easier. “Well, it’s a good thing someone just got her leg back.” Before arguments could be made, Susie wrapped one arm around Ralsei and another around Kris, scooping them both up like luggage.

Ralsei tried to fight her off, but he didn’t stand a chance without his scarf. “Susie, you’ll strain yourself!”

“Yeah, like you two were already doing carrying me around? I’m returning the favor, dumbass!” She could handle a few stairs, even if they looked like they went up for a while. At least, Kris wasn’t putting up a fight. They had gone limp like all of their momentum in the day had died instantly.

After a deep breath, Susie charged up the stairs, the wind ruffling through her hair while she tore up a pretty unstable staircase. She probably should’ve thought about that before going up, but didn’t care at this point. She was on a second wind, and would collapse the moment she got somewhere high up.

None of them had blankets. It was cold as hell, and she’d only managed to fight it off from how much she was exerting herself. This was gonna be a cold night. She got halfway up the stairs before she had to stop, taking a breath. Kris almost suggested walking on their own, but she didn’t give a damn about things like that. A second later, she began a charge up the lighthouse again.

Momentum carried her the rest of the way. She practically tumbled when she got onto flatter ground. It didn’t help that the beam of light hit her in the face when she finally reached the top, nearly blinding her. Nice. Great place to sleep, Susie. At least, if she sat down, the light would pass over her head instead of beaming her right in the eyes. Ugh.

She almost forgot to let Kris and Ralsei go. As her legs buckled, she released her grip on them. “Okay. Yeah. Maybe a bad idea. Everyone’s gotta have a bad one some day.” She dragged herself away from the guardrail of the lighthouse. Luckily, there was a bit of a walkway here to lay down on, and she was gonna go ahead and get comfortable.

A clang of armor and Kris unceremoniously dumping themself on the ground meant that they had the same idea.

The only person even slightly worried was Ralsei, who still stood awkwardly by the stairs. “Are you… sure you’ll be able to sleep like this?” His head slowly turned to the Titans on the horizon, and even he was shivering. “I… It’s rather cold out here. I know that you don’t want to be in the same place as Carol, but-”

Susie patted the ground next to her, even though it didn’t look comfortable at all. She’d slept in worse places a few times. “Yeah, it is cold, which means you gotta get over here dumbass.” She lifted her hands, grabbing at him. “You got all the warm stuff, and you’re warm. So get over here!” Honestly, Susie wasn’t great with cold. She figured out pretty fast back at Castle Town that Ralsei might as well be a space heater, so he needed to get over here.

Sighing in defeat, Ralsei slowly joined the impromptu pile. As soon as he sat down, Susie did not wait a second before wrapping him in a hug that was more for her than him. Most of that was from the cold, but now that they were all safe for just a little longer…

She could still hear the water down below. She could still hear the distant roars of Titans in the distance. Hell, she thought she could hear their stomps all the way out here. Everything had gone so wrong, but…

Ralsei and Kris were still here. Kris was in the process of trying to grab one of Susie’s arms to break into the deadlock that she had Ralsei in. Even with all that’d happened, Ralsei’s cheeks still burned red when he was hugged. Something still flickered under the Shadow Mantle, even though the dark had gotten so bad.

The three of them were still here.

That had to mean something.

Ralsei tilted his head up to look at her. “Susie, are you-”

“I’m fine.” It was going to be fine. It was all going to be fine. She was going to make it fine. One way or another, they were all gonna get out of this. “I’m fine,” she repeated, unable to make excuses anymore about why that would be. She just had to be fine. 

How the hell was she supposed to protect either of them? They couldn’t kill Titans anymore. The one place that was safe had someone who probably wanted her dead. It was only gonna get worse. If the Knight tried to make more fountains, were other people gonna get caught up in this? Everyone in Hometown already was, but… how much worse could this get?

The Knight.

Susie had forgotten about the Knight. How could she, considering that’s where everything went wrong? After Kris had wriggled their way under her arm, and she finally loosened her grip on Ralsei, Susie stared off into the distance. “Do you… think the Knight is gonna find us here?”

Kris’ grip on Susie tightened. Their head lifted, like they were thinking the same thing for a second. After a while, they sank back down, mumbling, “Knows the codes. Not any more safe in there.”

Right. It’d… probably be worse if they didn’t have their Dark World weapons to fight with. Would they even be able to win that fight? Surely, they would. They… they’d won… worse…

They hadn’t. They eventually won terrible fights, but even with the Angel’s power, they lost this one. It’d been so long since she felt entirely powerless. She wasn’t just gonna sit around and let the Roaring hurt more people, but…

…Was she actually going to throw Kris and Ralsei into this too? Kris obviously wanted to go out and help. They suggested it. Ralsei wouldn’t leave either of them even if he disagreed, which made Susie want to ask him for his opinion. He seemed more concerned about them just resting though… which they were doing.

Susie didn’t know what to do.

She realized a little too late that Ralsei was staring at her. He didn’t say anything, but she felt a sting in her eyes at the same time as his own began to water. They both knew what the other was thinking. There was nothing to say.

As gently as Ralsei could, he lifted his head to lightly bonk her forehead in the same way she did to him. She tried to ignore the way his shoulders shook, but she hugged him as tightly as she could. Somehow, this all had to be okay.

But, no matter how much they all sat there trying to comfort each other, no one knew how it would ever be okay again.

 


 

Ralsei had been sleeping for a while when it happened.

At some point, he did allow himself to get as comfortable as possible. It was difficult to do with all of the crushing darkness around him, but the Shadow Mantle helped. Kris and Susie being nearby gave him more courage to shut his eyes. He stayed as close to Susie as possible. She seemed rather cold, and right now, he didn’t want to feel alone. Maybe that was why his head found its place burrowed a little against her neck. Only then did he finally find a little bit of sleep.

The dreams that he had were not any kinder.

He didn’t exactly dream after all that had happened. His thoughts were too active, and it formed the only thing that he could possibly think about right now while he tried to find comfort.

Once again, a silhouette stood far away from him. He could never get closer. He could only watch and guess what judgements may be being cast his way. After all, he carried the dying embers of their light. Of course, they would haunt him now. It was what he deserved.

The figure never talked. Ralsei still doubted that they could. He figured out last time that it was just his imagination, but every now and then he caught himself slipping. The phantom warmth at his chest kept flickering, reminding him too much of the soul that used to reside there every now and then. The Pure Crystal kept tricking him into thinking he’d hear a voice.

So, he just sat there in his sleep, watching the figure as if anything would change.

In the distance, Ralsei thought he heard a slam. He almost thought it was another step of a Titan somewhere in the distance, but then the sound of something cracking echoed through his ears.

A second hit. Ralsei’s face scrunched in his sleep. It started sounding less and less like a slam and more…

He remembered a soul failing to avoid the strike of the Knight’s sword, its surface cracking while a dull thud echoed through the air. A warning.

Something near Ralsei’s chest started to burn. His fingers clenched, claws digging into Susie while he couldn’t wake up. 

Glass shattered, and Ralsei’s eyes shot open.

He gasped for air as he pushed off of Susie, scrambling for purchase on the walkway of the lighthouse. A groan of confusion met his ears, but his hands were already moving before his mind could keep up. The heat rising near his chest suddenly stopped as soon as his fingers wrapped around the Pure Crystal, and Ralsei barely got eyes on it before he understood why.

The light inside twisted. It writhed. Then, as if it never mattered at all, it died.

Darkness cut deeper. Ralsei stared at the crystal, no longer seeing even a flicker within it. It was nothing but a chunk of glass, Ralsei staring through it only to see the padding of his hand. Something had gone cold. Something had vanished. The last embers were gone, but Ralsei heard the shattering. He heard the noise. He heard something beyond that glass. It couldn’t have been his dreams. He knew that. He knew what that was. How could it have been anything else?

Titans screeched in the distance. As if they knew, as if they had felt the balance shift just enough to finally tip over, countless screeches echoed through the air.

“Ralsei? What the hell is…” Susie shook herself awake, brushing hair away from her eyes while she got a better look at the crystal. Her eyes narrowed. “What’s happening? Why did it go out?”

Darkness began to weigh him down. For a second, the world blurred around him. The beam of light spinning over and over again flickered dangerously too, like it could not survive what was coming either. Ralsei couldn’t think fast enough to explain what was happening. He could only cradle the crystal that had shown him something terrible. He heard them getting hurt. He heard something happening to them, which meant-

“No…” Ralsei didn’t pay attention to what was around him. He only stared through the crystal, trying to get a closer look even though he couldn’t find any light within it anymore. “Angel…” He repeated their name, hoping that it would cause something to look his way. He couldn’t tell if there was anything. How could he have been so blind?!? There was something there. There used to be something there, keeping him from-

Stone started to weave up Ralsei’s body. The Shadow Mantle flared as darkness tried to close in on him, staving it off but not for much longer.

Kris shot up to their feet the moment they saw the stone. One hand was on his shoulder, the stump of an arm gesturing to Susie. “Have to move him to the Shelter. Turning to stone. He’ll-”

“Can you still hear me?” Something had been there. How had Ralsei not noticed them before? How had he given up so easily? Now, the light was completely out, and he didn’t know… he didn’t know if he was too late. If he had been wrong before, then Ralsei had to try calling out now. He had to. His hands trembled around a crystal that had been called a parting gift. “Please, you have to hear me.”

The world started to lose form. Darkness began to drown it all away. As if it was trying to forget all it was, it all became darker yet darker.

Susie knelt down next to him, giving a halfhearted attempt at lifting him before shaking her head at Kris. Her eyes darted around wildly, knowing that there was a threat in the air, but not knowing what to do with it. As soon as the idea of moving him was gone, she shifted her attention back on Ralsei. “Dude, you gotta tell us what’s happening. Why are you…” 

The Angel never talked about just… just what they experienced when not exactly here. They always used to recede, but they sometimes let it slip that things happened beyond this world for them. It just was never clear what form that took. How had he been so stupid? “They were there…” Ralsei’s hands trembled around the crystal even more as it remained unbearably cold. “I… I didn’t notice them, but the Angel was there. They- something happened. Something hurt them-” Something had hurt them. Something hurt them over and over again until-

The sound of glass shattering still echoed through his mind.

Whenever the Angel looked at him, Ralsei always felt something burning nearby. Their attention was noticeable, and ever since they saw him for the first time, it was rare that he was without it. Sometimes their attention drifted to others, and Ralsei found it easier to stay in the background. But, sometimes, the Angel had a habit of focusing entirely on him. It used to happen whenever he said something that they found confusing, but… 

He remembered that gaze narrowing on him with pinpoint accuracy when he got hurt in the last fight they were in together. He couldn’t forget that anymore.

It wasn’t as strong as it used to be. Anyone else might have mistaken it for nothing.

Yet, for just a moment, something turned fragments of attention his way.

Despite how much Ralsei wanted to shatter and break apart, a smile appeared on his face while his shoulders trembled. He wouldn’t forget that. He wouldn’t forget that feeling ever again. Something was there, but it was so faint, but it was there.

They were listening, if only for a moment. The world held its breath.

“I don’t… I-I don’t know what’s happening to you, but…” He didn’t know, but if this was a window to them, then he had to try. “We’re… we’re all here. We need you to keep fighting. We…” Ralsei tried to blink something out of his eyes, even though he could see his vision blurring. “We all miss you.”

Susie and Kris had both fallen into silence, watching what was happening with bated breath. The attention did not shift to either of them. It didn’t even change. As if it was just listening to the last direction that it heard something, the distant feeling lingered.

Stone started to weave under the Shadow Mantle, seeping past its protection. Ralsei’s lip trembled while he tried again. “It must… all be so confusing where you are right now, isn’t it?” He hadn’t even considered for even a moment that maybe they were out there somewhere. If something was hurting them, then they were lost… and on their own. They didn’t have anyone to pick them up. Something hurt them. 

He didn’t know how to reach out any further. The presence kept staring past him, like it didn’t really see him anymore. Something had to come to mind. Ralsei had to think of something.

However, there was one time where they listened when Ralsei didn’t think it should have been possible. It… embarrassed him a lot when he realized that they heard it, but something helped them when they were new to this world and confused. Ralsei couldn’t provide much else, and he was running out of time. So, for just a little longer, he would try to be a kind voice that they remembered.

“When the light is running low” 

The light was gone. There were only a few patches of light left in this world. And yet, the most valuable light they had was sitting on a little necklace around Ralsei’s neck. If only he had understood what it meant sooner. Around him, the world forgot itself a little more.

“And the shadows start to grow”

The world would be blanketed in darkness without them. It had already started, but he had been so foolish to not understand. Were they lost in the dark too? It looked like it had taken them, but… The wind howled louder. Sometimes, he liked to imagine a little tune to make sure his voice sounded nice, but he couldn’t do it anymore. The notes didn’t come to mind. His voice became slanted and off-key, no matter how much he tried to hold it together.

“And the places that you know”

“Seem like fantasy…”

He remembered how lost they were when they fell into the depths of the church. The Angel could hardly recognize him or Susie. Every now and then, they looked up like they were listening. Ralsei wondered if something had happened again. Did they even know who they were listening to? Did they know that he was here?

“There’s a light inside your soul”

They had to keep fighting.

“That’s still shining in the cold”

Not for the sake of any prophecy. Not for the sake of the world. He just needed to see them again. Please.

“With the truth, the promise in our hearts.”

Please.

He was still here.

All of them were.

Ralsei’s shoulders shook. He clutched the Pure Crystal.

“Don’t… don’t…”

They were still here. All of them were still here. 

Ralsei choked. The light didn’t reignite. He couldn’t move his legs anymore. Over and over, he tried to finish the song that they always liked. It would’ve been the right thing to do, even if this didn’t work. It always made him happy that someone liked his singing, even if he never really meant to share this song.

And yet, Ralsei couldn’t force the words out.

He wished that he could be there, but the Angel was too far away now. So, how could he finish the song and lie to them?

Kris tapped their fingers anxiously against the walkway, the wind drowning out the sound from the threat of the Roaring. Susie’s brow remained furrowed, staring at the crystal like she was trying to reach out in her own way. At no point did doubt cross her face, even though Ralsei didn’t feel a change.

Something reflected in Susie’s eyes, and she slowly began to lean forward.

Ralsei felt warmth dancing against his palm, and his eyes flicked right back to the crystal in his hand.

Impossibly, a light flickered again. It was still so small, so impossibly small against the darkness around it. And yet, almost like second nature, it persisted. It tried again.

The world regained its form. The screeches of the Titans ceased, their endless search beginning again. Darkness lifted only a little bit, just enough to keep the balance from going over the edge once more.

The stone around Ralsei’s body slowly began to recede. His hands wouldn’t stop trembling. Did… did they hear him? He couldn’t feel anything watching him anymore, but- 

No, he didn’t care. He didn’t care about any of the specifics at all. The light was still there. That meant they were still- “They’re okay…” Ralsei whispered, staring up at Susie and Kris in disbelief while he held the crystal aloft. Stone around his legs cracked as he lunged forward, wrapping arms around Susie and Kris. “They’re still out there! They’re still okay!”

Susie wasn’t laughing with him. Why wasn’t she laughing?

Ralsei pulled away, and Susie’s eyes hadn’t moved from where she was watching the crystal. This… this should make her relieved, right? Didn’t she understand? They were out there somewhere! “Susie?” Perhaps… she was just shocked? It was her who brought up the idea that there was a catch, and the catch had been around Ralsei’s neck! Something was still there!

However, Susie eventually looked at him with terror in her eyes. “Ralsei, if they’re still out there, then…” Her gaze darted across the Dark Worlds, staring out into the impossibly large expanse of darkness. “Then where are they?”

Ralsei’s heart dropped, and he understood all at once.

Something had hurt them, and none of them knew where the Angel was.

 


 

The man found precisely what he was looking for.

The answer had been right in front of him, and he had finally confirmed his suspicions. It seemed that the Angel’s efforts to establish a greater connection with the world had been successful, whether they knew it had succeeded or not. The crystal still had a sliver of a connection from the Angel even now.

…but of course, this meant that the world proceeded under that very limited presence of the Angel.

However, the man knew what he saw when the light went out. He would not call it fascinating. For once, he would decide to call the phenomenon terrifying. For the briefest of moments, when the Angel perished, and when their light was the weakest it had ever been, the world began to slowly succumb to the oblivion that the Roaring had in store for it.

…The man remembered how long it took for the Angel to try again when they died. He remembered how close they seemed to giving up. While they lingered… while they hesitated… the world almost toppled over the brink.

He needed to alert the Angel. He needed to warn them of this development now.

 


 

Someone quietly called for the Angel, and they didn’t really react to it all that much. They kept their eyes shut, the call immediately vanishing in the recesses of their mind while they kept sleeping for once.

A more gruff call of their title came. Did someone need them right now? The moment the thought came to mind, it fell through the cracks immediately. Distantly, they could feel their head pounding, but tried to pay it no mind right now. They were tired. They were finally being given a chance to rest. Why they were resting was only a distant memory for a little bit longer. A sense of urgency couldn’t exist if they didn’t have the energy to be scared.

A complaint about them not answering to their title came. The Angel thought that they heard someone complaining about the lack of a name to call for them with. Oh well, that wasn’t their problem. They couldn’t even begin to process what was going on around them before pain spiked through their head. They tried to fight it off by receding back into sleep for a little longer.

Something lightly nudged them. Feeling finally returned as the Angel’s nerves immediately frayed. A haze had taken over their entire body. Limbs that were still out of place finally became tangible in their head, but all of them felt like lead. Their entire body felt like it was stuck underwater. Over and over, their head pounded, like something wished to break out of their skull.

Again, another nudge, joined by a gruff call and someone chastising the other. Something kept touching them. It made an awful feeling ripple through their body. Let them be unaware for a little longer.

The back of someone’s hand touched the Angel’s forehead, and instinct took over.

Hands felt like lead. Legs couldn’t move. Nothing could really move, and the Angel couldn’t tell what was happening. So, they did the only thing their hazy mind could think to do, and their jaws snapped at whatever was touching them. Teeth sank into their mark.

A harsh yell met their ears, which was the only reason why they let go. The Angel groaned, trying to force their eyes open to get rid of whatever was so loud. As soon as light hit their eyes, they flinched. The pounding ache in their head only grew, and despite how much they wanted to sit up, they couldn’t muster anything yet.

Words started to finally form in their head. A lot of them were different curses that the blue shape in front of them was spewing out. Eventually, something more coherent came. “What was that for?!? I had to manage the canine unit, and even they didn’t do that!”

That must’ve been Undyne. The Angel tried to blink the blurriness out of their eyes, and managed to get a slight look at what was going on. Undyne was clutching her hand, pacing around the room with a few more curses following. Alphys was far closer to the Angel, looking them over with some hint of concern. The Angel couldn’t really tell. Making out faces was still really hard right now.

What was the point of getting sleep if it only made them feel worse?

Again, they tried to sit up, but their arms felt like noodles. They didn’t realize that their blanket had been entirely removed, considering how hot their entire body felt. Seeing normally wasn’t working, so they decided to cheat. Despite how much their body felt like lead, they tried to distance themself a little from it and look from above. It didn’t come as easily as usual, but they managed to look down at themself with far more clarity. Unfortunately, the sight looked a bit grizzly. They’d shed an embarrassing amount on the couch. 

They’d also evidently bitten Undyne.

Well, despite how addled their mind was, the Angel did recall telling her not to touch them. They had it in them to feel mild regret considering that Undyne gave them a place to sleep for the night.

The Angel tried to recede from their vessel as much as possible. It was difficult when their head was still in pain, but they managed to get far enough away to properly command their body into an upright position. Movements were stiff, and their normal eyes were fixated straight ahead, but they managed to sit up.

Alphys seemed shocked that they did at all, taking a cautious step back. “U-uh… hi? You don’t… look so good.” She immediately covered her mouth for a second before frantically trying to explain herself, “I meant like- we were trying to wake you up for a few minutes, a-and I don’t think monsters are supposed to shed that much, and-”

Yeah, they’d already seen how much fur they lost the last time they tried to clean themself. Come to think of it, Toriel’s coat did look a lot more full than theirs. Oh well, just another thing wrong with their vessel to add to the pile. They managed to force out a short “Tired” before hearing their own voice, and realizing that it was far more strained than usual.

Undyne had gotten done with silently (very loudly) fuming on the other side of the room, putting her hands on the back of the couch. “Do you usually bite people in your sleep, punk?” She checked the bite mark again, and while it was hard for the Angel to see, it didn’t look like they’d done permanent damage. “Damn, I’m gonna have to clean that.”

Ah. Scratch that. They still couldn’t see everything clearly. They realized that they were looking for blood instead of dust. Right. Monsters were different.

The train of thought made their head nod again. The pounding headache grew worse.

Undyne looked up at Alphys, gesturing at the Angel for a reason they couldn’t parse until she said it out loud. “Definite ‘yes’ on them being sick or something.” She eyed a bite mark that the Angel couldn’t see again. “If you give me whatever you have, I’m gonna kick your ass.”

They didn’t feel… sick. Everything just felt heavy. After getting this vessel, they’d felt pretty weak in general, but this was far worse than anything else. They could do without the headache though. That part was getting on their nerves, no matter how much they tried to disconnect from the body they were trapped in.

Alphys didn’t touch them, and kept a safe distance like they would bite her too. “U-uh… you should go clean that off. Like… um… quickly.” It took Undyne a few moments to register the fact that she was standing still before she finally set off towards the bathroom. Alphys sighed before rubbing the back of her head with one of her hands. “Do you… feel sick? You definitely look sick.”

The Angel was not going to be bedridden, especially not here. Besides, someone should be getting back to them soon, and they needed to be ready. “Not sick.” The way their voice croaked did not help them.

“Okay… um…” Alphys didn’t look like she believed them at all. “Are you feeling any dizziness? Your throat sounds sore, a-and it looked like you had trouble getting up.”

An impromptu checkup was happening. The Angel had half a mind to get up and walk away, but there wasn’t exactly anything to do right now other than wait. So, they just started answering, their mind not really being clear enough to do anything else at the moment. “Yes. Yes. And yes.” They took a deep breath, hoping that she would throw her hands in the air and leave them to recover from this in a bit. They were getting better at distancing themself slowly. 

Alphys tapped a claw against the side of her face before her eyes lit up. “You… weren’t around when we got home yesterday. Um… we had dinner… and well… oh gosh, did you even eat anything?”

The Angel tilted their head, and immediately regretted it when the pain abruptly shifted to the side. “No.”

“W-we climbed up and down a mountain!” Alphys exclaimed in horror, “Not to mention all those fights we were in… and the amount of magic we were using in that place… When was the last time you even ate?”

They figured that this would catch up to them eventually. Unfortunately, they had been hoping that all of this would be over before they had to think about it. Before, they’d been running on the assumption that whatever their current situation was simply wasn’t real or would just be impermanent. Then, they just wanted to get everything over with as soon as possible, and couldn’t stomach the thought of eating anyway.

Crossing their arms and sitting back a bit, the Angel admitted, “Haven’t.”

Alphys squinted, confusion only growing on her face. “Well… yeah, I-I know you haven’t eaten anything, but when was the last time you-”

The Angel held up a hand, shaking their head. “Haven’t eaten since coming here. Since turning into this.” They gestured at the vessel, and ignored the way that Alphys only grew more and more alarmed. “Doesn’t feel right either.”

“I-” Alphys clasped her hands together, taking a deep breath. “That was two nights ago! Th-that would already be bad even if you weren’t doing anything!” The words were already blurring together. If they weren’t being physically held back by this, then the Angel probably wouldn’t care to answer at all. “What do you mean it doesn’t feel right? Y-you have to… eat something!

Distance started to close. The Angel started to feel their vessel all over again and turned their head away from Alphys. This was why they didn’t want an impromptu checkup. Someone would ask eventually, and… they didn’t have answers that they wanted to repeat. “Could barely drink water,” they admitted as their mind continued being foggy. They didn’t know if they would’ve said that otherwise, but right now they just wanted this to be over. “Not used to this vessel. I used to look different. It’s wrong. Too wrong.”

Instead of immediately going back in for another swing, Alphys stopped her questioning. Silence passed while she thought, and the Angel found their eyelids shutting while the silence lulled them back into sleeping. However, they nodded back into consciousness when Alphys went back into a flurry of motion, running towards the kitchen. “W-well, I-I don’t think we can help that for much longer, but I think I can make something that’ll be easier on you if you said you can drink!” 

The Angel nodded just to give some kind of acknowledgement, and only realized what they’d done when they heard the sound of a blender coming from the kitchen. The one thing that they could still do when coming here was think, and even though they didn’t always think correctly, they were in control of their own thoughts. Right now, it was all just slipping through their fingers, and they only realized that they were slipping again before finally managing a “Don’t bother.”

Apparently, Undyne returned at some point while the Angel wasn’t able to pay attention. She rolled her one good eye. “Just take the help, punk. You’re lucky that the only thing you’re getting for biting me is a smoothie.”

Ah, was that what she was doing? That did sound easier, but the Angel wasn’t sure. Water alone was already difficult, and while they were getting better at that, they hadn’t gotten through a glass yet. The Angel did manage to catch their bearings for long enough before muttering a “Sorry.”

Animosity started to die out. Undyne grit her teeth for a moment and took a breath before relenting. “Yeah yeah, just didn’t think you had it in you.” Suddenly, she grinned, and leaned against the side of the couch. “I didn’t know you had that much bite force! Asgore never did something like biting me when we sparred, because obviously he wouldn’t. Toriel has looked like she might a few times though. Good to know that would hurt like hell.”

Great. The vessel that they had accidentally bound themself to had some things that actually still functioned. Neat.

A cup was delicately deposited in the Angel’s hands with a pink straw sticking out of it. Alphys made sure that they had a grip on it before she let go. The Angel hadn’t eaten anything in so long, and they didn’t really know what Alphys put in this, so they leaned forward a little to smell it. To their horror, they found that they could smell it quite strongly. It also didn’t smell bad, and maybe that was the fact that they were tired or just actually hungry enough to have that thought.

Still, they stared at the cup like it would kill them.

“So… uh…” Alphys sat on the couch as far away from them as she could. “Is it like… just hard to eat? Or is it uncomfortable?”

Something in the Angel’s head told them that they didn’t want to be talking about this, but it was so much easier and less taxing to just say the first thing that came to mind. “Messed up a few times. Not used to snout. Felt weird to eat. Too real.”

Alphys hummed a bit. Normally, they’d be annoyed about being turned into an impromptu pet project, but no emotions were surfacing. She helpfully pointed out, “Y-you know, you might have had more physical food! Some monsters made the switch away from magical food, b-but I never could all the way.”

“I love the stuff!” Undyne pumped a fist. “But uh, yeah, we keep both types in the fridge. Turns out not everyone can stomach the kind of pizzas that humans make.”

“And that-” Alphys pointed at the cup. “I-I tried to make sure that used… um… some less physical ingredients?” The Angel almost wanted to ask what the difference was between ingredients that were magical or not, or if the food just spawned in, but their thoughts on the matter decayed instantly and were muted. “It might be easier on you.”

Didn’t… monster food tend to have healing properties as well? Using items always felt easier in fights as well. They did eat that one bagel in the Dark World without hesitation. If they just imagined it as an item, then it would be easier. The Angel distanced themself as much as possible, finally trying to drink what they had been given.

With the straw, they didn’t have to fight their snout as much. Still, that wretched feeling of something entering their system made them shiver. It may have been a little worse than the water for a moment, but they kept trying to think of it as just an item. It was something necessary. Something to keep them going. Slowly, the feeling began to seep away. The magical food converted to energy immediately instead of being given time to sit, and the Angel’s headache started to bleed away just a little bit.

Necessary. It was just necessary. If it kept them moving for as long as they needed to, then they could do it.

Alphys waited for a reaction for a moment, and when she got no immediate answer, she asked, “W-was that easier?”

Ah, they were being watched, weren’t they? They didn’t like being watched, but didn’t have the wherewithal to be annoyed by it now. The Angel grit their teeth, staring down at the smoothie again. They could… probably go again. “I’m managing.”

“W-well that’s good!” Alphys just seemed happy at the fact that they didn’t find it utterly repulsive. Though, it seemed like she wasn’t done yet. Even if the food thing was partially being solved at the moment, she had more questions. “You did… uh… say that you were having trouble with your… vessel. A-and that’s an interesting term you’re using, because I think I might have a way to help with that too!”

They highly doubted that. The Angel took one glance at her with their eyes narrowing before turning back to the smoothie. “No need. Won’t be in it when this is all over.”

Undyne crossed her arms, immediately glancing at the Angel and then back to Alphys. “There it is again.” Something had set her off, and she immediately made her displeasure known. “So, what’s the deal with you saying that you’re giving up your soul?”

The Angel almost choked on their second attempt at drinking the smoothie, having to wipe their face off. Right. They had said that in front of everyone. They’d been so focused on Asriel, that the Angel supposed they didn’t care who heard. Well, fine. If she wanted the answer, they would give her one. “I meant what I said.” There was no reason to deny it after all. There was no shame in what they planned to do. “It was always the plan when everything was over. This doesn’t change anything.”

Shifting back on the couch a little bit, Undyne regarded them more carefully. “You… punched me in the face for even touching your soul.”

“Because it wasn’t yours.” The Angel would never be caged again. While… they would technically be in a new cage, they did not consider Ralsei a cage. They didn’t know… what it would be like now that they had changed, but what other choice did they have? “Don’t worry about it. Even if I didn’t give him my soul, it was always going to be like this anyway.”

Undyne’s claws scraped against her scales. “What is that supposed to mean? I thought you were trying to get back to your friends. That seems like something you’d… wanna be alive for.” She gestured at them wildly. “You do know that kills you, right?”

They shot a glare back at her. “Not really, and if you thought those souls you had couldn’t think, you’d be wrong.” Mmm, they were going to regret saying that. They had already said a lot today that they were going to regret. So, they changed the subject, turning back to Alphys. “Could be useful anyway to know if you can make the vessel easier. Might need it to fight.”

They needed to get the topic as far away from them as possible anyway. It would open up thoughts that they were scared of even confronting. Giving their soul to Ralsei meant that they could… just keep their distance. It was only right at this point. The Angel always got further and further away when they had to leave their friends, but all of them stayed the same. The best case scenario now would be if that was happening again, and…

Selfishly, the Angel didn’t want to get any further away than they already had. It was strange to want that, but it was easier for the want to be stamped out when they already knew that their fate was sealed. It was what they wanted after all. Ralsei would take good care of their soul anyway.

It would mean that they were safe if time had not moved since the Angel left.

They should hope for that instead of fearing something that they had already given up.

The Angel tried to drink more to stifle anything else coming out of their mouth. Alphys glanced at Undyne like she wasn’t sure what to do. 

Apparently, she decided to play along with the Angel, deciding that the thought she had before about their vessel was more important. “Uh… right. The vessel. So…” The tension in the Angel’s shoulders started to lift the moment the topic changed, even if it was something they still didn’t like. “So… you’ve said you were the soul, right? A-and… you talk about your body like you… uh… possessed it.”

Yeah, that was an apt way of putting it. The Angel nodded. They had, after all, possessed many of their friends before. While it was more symbiotic than one would imagine when hearing the word possession, it would do for now. 

“Right, so… I haven’t really seen monsters with those issues before… mostly…” She struggled for a moment, like she was trying extremely hard to figure out how to say something. With a failing subtlety, Alphys suggested, “You’ve heard of Mettaton, right?” The Angel nodded, and Alphys grew slightly more confident. “W-well, I’m not sure when he’ll next stop by. One of his tours is supposed to be over soon. B-but! Because of how often he gets a modification to his body… he might be someone worth asking???”

Ah.

The Angel wasn’t exactly a robot, but-

They saw what she was doing here, and did not comment on it. Of course, she would not give up one of Mettaton’s largest secrets. Besides, he was a new person now, so the Angel could see why she would be hesitant to bring up precisely what she was comparing the Angel to.

However, the Angel had spent a long time in the Underground, and they had seen what Alphys was subtly hinting at multiple times: Ghost monsters and their pursuit of a vessel of their own. When facing a ghost which possessed a dummy, she had incredible difficulties fusing with her vessel. Extreme emotion made it easier, a fact that the Angel had found out in less-than-kind times. 

The Angel did not quite consider themself a ghost. They didn’t want to think about their current state right now, or how the man told them that they had met their end. 

“I’ll keep it in mind,” they settled on, but doubted they would be around long enough for Mettaton to appear. Still, it would be nice if they had control of their vessel if they had to use it during the Roaring. Though… they weren’t entirely certain that Alphys’ idea would work considering that the Angel was an entirely different problem altogether. The second pair of eyes looking down was a constant reminder of that.

Undyne leaned over to look into the cup, and when the Angel followed her gaze, they noticed that it was gone. When did they…? “Well damn, you look uh… better than you were,” Undyne said, but warily leaned back again. “You’re not feeling bitey at all anymore, are you?”

She was not going to let them live this down. The Angel’s shoulders sagged with a sigh, “Not particularly, but that might change.”

“Neat. Cool.” She still kept a healthy distance away from the Angel, which they quite liked for a change. “Then don’t bite me for asking this next question so early, because I tried to ask you yesterday. Buuut, you looked like you were about to faceplant after… all of that.”

Great. What else had they said that they were going to imminently regret?

“There was the whole thing with… Flowey… Asriel… whatever the hell all of that was, but you…” She caught their gaze, staring them dead in the eye. “You mentioned Asgore’s other kid yesterday too. Then there was all that weird stuff going on between you and Asriel. I dunno, it’s just-”

Immediately, and in the middle of Undyne’s sentence, the room suddenly felt slightly off. 

Both Undyne and Alphys froze in place, but Undyne glanced around like she felt the sudden change too. Despite the odd change, the Angel didn’t quite feel any danger. In fact, the oddity was familiar. They took a deep breath, shutting their eyes for a few seconds.

Next to them, Alphys shrieked, and the sounds of a few spears being summoned and crashing through the floor met the Angel’s ears.

When they opened their eyes, they saw a pale, birdlike monster standing in the center of the room. It was the one with a strange perspective, where the Angel couldn’t tell which part of its body was its mouth. The eye on its body that the Angel could see stared at them, ignoring the fact that it currently had three glowing spears phasing straight through its body.

Alphys had scrambled onto the back of the couch before falling behind it, peeking over the back. “Wh-what is that?”

The Angel sighed, “My friend. Hello.”

A voice, calculating and now very familiar considering that the Angel had been introduced to them personally, came out of the creature’s mouth. “Greetings.” The lone, visible eye scanned the room, seeing the two people who the creature had scared the life out of. “Undyne. Alphys.” It said the names like taking them from a list. Curt. A greeting that the creature could possibly muster.

“What the heck is this?” Undyne gestured at the creature before unsummoning her spears. However, she got a little closer to the Angel, asking again, “What IS THAT?”

As soon as she got too close to the Angel, the grey figure almost… seemed agitated? Instead of just addressing the Angel, its attention shifted on Undyne. A voice the Angel didn’t recognize immediately spilled out, “Don’t touch-” Before shifting to the gravely voice of an old man who was long gone from this world. “-Angel.”

It… was nice that he was looking out for them, but the Angel winced the moment Gerson’s voice came out of the creature’s mouth. “Nah,” Undyne yelled, taking a few steps back from the creature in the center of the room. “Nope. No. That was Dogamy. That was Gerson. What the hell is this?”

This was an awful place to meet right now, and the Angel knew that there would be questions again. Still, they didn’t have time to deal with the questioning at the moment. With their strength slightly renewed, the Angel rose to their feet. If the man was here, then he had news. If he had news, then the Angel did not want to be seen when they learned it.

There was one place where no one would see them.

“Let’s continue this elsewhere,” they suggested, hoping that it would just be a matter of finding a patch of sunlight and saying the man’s name. It would be a private place to speak, one where no one could pry.

Unfortunately, the creature shook its head. Once more, Chara’s calculating voice echoed from its odd mouth, “I feel obligated to suggest-” The sentence cut itself off before continuing further on. “-another path would be better suited.”

Something had him worried. Something had brought him here immediately in the middle of a conversation where two others could see him. The man had also seen the danger Flowey posed, and still appeared haphazardly. He would not do that without cause. He would not do that unless he needed to speak to them now.

The Angel’s vessel stiffened. Very well. Urgency could mean anything, but the Angel trusted the man’s judgement. They glanced at both Undyne and Alphys, “You’ll get your answer if you stop panicking.”

Thankfully, Undyne stopped yelling and demanding answers. Alphys poked her eyes over the back of the couch, but seemed to be otherwise in place.

Whatever he learned, they had to know now. The Angel took a deep breath, uttering words that would likely break them: “Tell me everything.”

Notes:

Two honorable mentions for this chapter:
yes I liked the idea from RedRaven that the Angel could start with smoothies with food how could you tell????
Also shoutout to BugSaysHello (who is a guest user) who made mention of Mettaton's similar issues with becoming corporeal! That was a very interesting connection to make, and by god it has created something marvelous. The bell shall toll.

OHHHHH CAROL.

Carol is such a fun antagonist. I've been thinking a lot this week about how I hate it when actions taken by characters are dismissed because of past trauma, thus making it all okay somehow. However, I ADORE the fact that Carol wasn't always this way. I love digging into what could have caused her to spiral. I love digging into how her past has affected her and why she makes the choices she does, no matter how bad they are. Not as an excuse, but to contextualize just a little bit. It's fun! But by god are the things she's doing diabolical and the past cannot color that in any way. It's just nice to see what could have been :) These characters all are ripe with nuance. 90% of UTDR fans quit before someone is irredeemable, but also I very much enjoy writing less about forgiveness being a right and more "How are you going to make this right and go on from here?" Or, will the hole be dug even deeper?

Plus that one comic about Carol finding Kris playing the piano at a party gave me intense brainrot.

The gang did seem to find out about the Angel quickly, though compared to how long the Angel has been active in UT... all of this has been happening in a rather short span of time all around!

You know, all the way back when I wrote Chapter 6, I thought that I would get called out IMMEDIATELY on the fact that someone was singing in the Game Over screen. Lookie444 in the comments I believe was the first person to catch on back then, and then it was rather unnoticed until Gaster made mention of it.

It was very fun to set up though. The Pure Crystal is a piece from another fic that the Angel specifically mentions that they don't have, and the other fic indicates it's a window. Then, someone is seemingly singing in the Game Over screen despite him being the one person who likely would NOT be able to persist at all. It was possible to figure out that the Fun Gang was still kicking back then, but I'm glad I got to take the time to reveal that with a full Dark World segment instead :)

OH YEAH HI NOELLE WELCOME TO THE PLOT! Probably my weakest main cast character imo, but I had fun writing her here. She didn't spend nearly as much time with the Angel around (which is funny when you consider the other route), but she is doing her best. My bad for giving you off screen development Noelle. You had to get a little defiance SOMEWHERE in the next 3 chapters of Deltarune.

Yes the Angel biting Undyne is essential to the plot shut up (You know, one of my deepest regrets was not allowing them to try to bite Undyne when she first tried to detain them. This is revenge)

Also hi Gaster nice of you to stop by at the worst possible time. What do you mean the Angel dying causes issues what

AIGHT GANG. I WILL SEE YOU ALL LATER

MAY I NOT FREEZE TO DEATH! (I have also not responded to many comments this week. This is because I have been racing the ice storm to get this chapter out, and I also kinda wanted to save them for if the power goes out and then I can respond to them all while I am bundled up in bed).

Godspeed. Stay warm!

Chapter 18: Change of Pace

Summary:

With fates revealed, everything stays painfully the same.

Notes:

GOD IT'S LATE IM SO SORRY TO YOU NIGHT OWLS. CURSES. THIS CHAPTER GAVE ME HELL- wait save that for the end note we have fanart.

As always, redraven393 has been popping off with the fanart. If you need your dosage of Fun Gang fluff (and potential post-canon scenarios that she's attempting to manifest), look no further (but do because there's a lot of fanart).
Karaoke Knight with the entire Fun Gang!:
https://www. /redraven393/806732840978055168/karaoke-with-them?source=share
The Angel takes a wrong turn and ends up in Japan
https://www. /redraven393/806823531954487296/lost-with-you?source=share
The Angel and RedRaven's player OC Sera dancing!!!!
https://www. /redraven393/806914619354546176/a-dance-with-you-sera?source=share

A silly lil Gaster heroforge was done by a-flawed-apparatus!
https://www. /a-flawed-apparatus/806902490521092096/a-meeting-with-h-i-m?source=share
Also there was an extra heroforge with RedRaven's OC Sera but I think we're going beyond the scope of fic fanart but still check it out because it's awesome

e5cul4p also drew art of my fursona getting snowgraved thanks to the ice storm. Lol rip. Also I'm immediately breaking the rule about fic fanart shut
https://www. /star-pup01/806920084884963328/the-whiteout-approaches-shelter-in-place-nooo?source=share

zenoflee drew a very accurate representation of what it was like when the goner appeared.
https://www. /zenoflee/807027712684359680/kinda-lazy-drawing-newest-chapter-of-a-future?source=share

And ourasriel has continued the trend of Asriel getting absolutely curbstomped by having the Angel do the weird slapping meme at him (I DONT KNOW WHAT THIS IS CALLED)
https://www. /ourasriel/807293291948277760/another-drop-of-arts-before-star-pup01s-new?source=share

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

The only thing Alphys could do right now was bury herself in her phone, because acknowledging everything right now would be a little too much for her. Of course, using the phone was absolutely futile. Words on the screen just slid right on by while she tried to mentally file everything away that she’d just seen and heard. Because what??? What???

The grey creature had been gone for a few minutes by now, but the conversation that it had with the Angel was so confusing that even Alphys had a hard time following. She’d been in forums with multiple topics floating around at high speeds, and even that was more processable than whatever she just saw. The Angel and the creature talked like they perfectly understood what the other was saying, but both of them might as well have been speaking a different language!

While the creature had been here, it spoke in a stilted way with so many different voices. Alphys definitely recognized a lot of them, and because of how choppy its sentences were, she struggled to follow at all. The Angel had no such problems apparently, and the only time they ever seemed to take a break was when something shook them to their core.

Of course, Alphys couldn’t ask them anything, because the moment the conversation ended, the Angel got up and locked themself in the bathroom.

Which like… okay, Alphys also did that a lot when she was stressed. It was just that they hadn’t come out in a while, even when Undyne knocked on the door. They didn’t even respond either. Alphys DID look at the crack under the door, because she knew the Angel could do other things to rooms if they wanted to, but the bathroom light was clearly on.

Okay! They were just… taking a break!

But oh my god, what was that conversation?

So many words were thrown around. Alphys could only really latch on to what the Angel was saying considering they were the only one talking normally and not scaring the life out of her. As it turned out, the calamity they talked about had a name: the Roaring. That phrase got thrown around a lot, and whoever the Angel was looking for was evidently currently experiencing that.

No wonder they locked themself in the bathroom. Honestly, Alphys was still reeling from the fact that everything the Angel said was probably true. Scratch that, with the weird creature appearing, it was absolutely true. So… all of that about being from another world… had to be real? Alphys was beginning to get some theories of her own on their whole soul thing, but it seemed like they really were just… exactly what they said they were.

It would take so much effort to set something up like this and lie, which… to be honest Alphys already got rid of the idea of lying when they did that darkness thing. It could’ve been explained away by really strong magic, but at this point, they weren’t lying, they were just a little odd! Considering all they’d said they went through, and the fact that they weren’t from here (which still made Alphys giddy), the odd stuff made sense!

All the things they talked about with Asriel though… really didn’t. Alphys was starting to think that the Angel only said that she and Undyne would get answers… just to make them stay quiet for a second, which, considering how stressed they looked, made sense, but-

Ugh, it was so much to think about! How could she not be a little interested? She was on the path of a hero’s journey, and she got to fight alongside them as well! That should be cool! Even if it was nervewracking, how could she not find that amazing?

Alphys glanced around as if someone could read her thoughts, but that would be silly. Ugh, someone would absolutely call her a freak right now. She needed to snap out of it! This wasn’t something that was fun and games, or something to get fascinated about.

She still found herself being so curious anyway.

Undyne knocked on the door to the bathroom again. “I don’t feel like breaking down my door, punk. You better not be doing anything funny in there.” No response came, but someone was shuffling inside. Alphys thought she heard the rustling of paper if she really strained, but the Angel wasn’t responding. That meant that they were at least still in there.

A notification on Alphys’ phone shook her out of her stupor, making her fumble it for a few seconds. Finally, her hands snagged around it as she looked at who it was from. Oh, Frisk wanted something? Well, if it would keep Alphys’ mind from racing, then she would take it right now.

“Is goat still with you??”

Well, there was only one person who Frisk could be talking about. Worse, Frisk was using the wrong terminology again. One would think that they would figure that out when their own mom was a boss monster! Alphys put it aside for now. As if something changed, Alphys looked over at the bathroom again. Undyne was still guarding the door and shook her head when Alphys checked. Oh well. Alphys responded as fast as she could, “yep. still here. might bolt in 2 seconds =.=.”

“Makes sense. Why??”

“first of all, not goat.” Alphys had to get people to stop calling boss monsters that. “got bad news. also have you seen like a weird grey monster thing that talks in odd voices near them????? LIKE. REALLY WEIRD.” Was that too much to tell? Well, honestly, Alphys didn’t know what to make of it at all!! At this point she was just wondering if this was a common occurrence for them!

“No???? What??”

OKAY! NOT A NORMAL THING THEN! Alphys didn’t know how to recover from that at all, and she didn’t have anything else that she could possibly use to explain what happened! She was just as lost as Frisk was! A little more desperately, Alphys tried to type something to make Frisk understand that, “don’t know either!!!! thought you might know!”

Frisk must have been typing fast, because they sent a barrage of messages one after the other.

“Ok”

“Did u give them a phone??”

“Told them to ask u.”

“Need it before they bolt.”

No, they definitely didn’t ask Alphys for anything like that, which was a shame because she had a few un-upgraded phones just laying around. Well, it would be something to do for about thirty seconds! Maybe, it would keep her mind off of this long enough for the Angel to just come out of the bathroom and… maybe explain why a grey creature just appeared in the living room???

Alphys finally sat up, deciding to handle that now. When Undyne raised a brow at her, she quickly explained, “Just… making sure they have a phone! If they… uh… just leave? Like immediately?”

Undyne took a wary glance at the door again before nodding. “I’ll tackle ‘em if they make a break for it, but they’re probably just gonna bite me again.” For good measure, she shouted back in the bathroom, “You can just walk out normally, by the way! We don’t need to do the whole chase thing again!”

No answer came from inside. Alphys was just… going to take the moment to do what she needed to do. She quickly texted Frisk one more time with a quick “got it.” She didn’t even get to put her phone away before it buzzed again.

“And tell me the number!”

“Please”

Alphys squinted at her phone, but she was not going to question it. After all, she was fully planning to add her own number to the phone’s contacts. She could throw a dimensional box in there for good measure, so really having the Angel’s number was just payback! Besides, it would make it so that no one had to pin them down! Alphys could just… text them… and hope they got back to her in like a week. Honestly, she still found it odd that they didn’t even have a phone. If they came from another world, then she guessed that made sense.

She descended into her lab quickly, trying to find one of the various phones that had gone into disuse to give it a quick upgrade. It wasn’t that she was being wasteful, it was just that sometimes she liked creating a phone from the ground up! Installing an entire jetpack into a phone could be done, but she could further refine designs instead of keeping it all as extensions! Still, it was a little nice to make something a little modular. But uh… she was going to try to slap as much as she could into a basic phone right now. The Angel probably… wasn’t going to stop by to get their phone changed ever again.

See? She was already beginning to forget what she’d just heard!

Alphys mentally kicked herself for it coming into the forefront of her mind, and her hands began to sweat. She tried to focus, but honestly couldn’t. Sometimes, she went on autopilot while making things, and that gave her a lot of time to daydream. Unfortunately, she was now trying to think about what any of that meant yet again.

For a second, the Angel looked happy. From what Alphys understood, the people they were looking for were alive, but there was an odd thing that the Angel asked that immediately plummeted them back down into odd questioning. They asked if time was still moving, and the creature said yes, but- just what exactly did that mean?

The Angel started using words like “erasure” and “Titans”. Alphys couldn’t follow at all. It all made her feel like she was on the cusp of something much larger, and with all the Angel said… and with a name like that, she had to be! But, she had no idea what to do or how to even help! Did… she even want to get involved with something like this? That thing that the Angel did in the lab was already scary enough when things got nasty!

Why was she even getting involved??? Alphys should just keep her nose out of this business! It… this wasn’t like the copious amounts of anime she’d watched! This was someone’s actual life that they were living!

…But no one should have to deal with these kinds of things alone. 

The Angel told Alphys and Undyne to leave the moment they found a way to open… that “Dark World” as they called it. Just now, they hid and locked the door the moment the creature told them everything. The Angel also threw the word “failure” around a lot. Alphys couldn’t understand the full context of the conversation, but she could understand what the Angel was feeling.

…And they were trying to go at it alone.

How could she bring it up? She tried last night, but honestly didn’t know how to get through to them. Honestly, when they said some mistakes cannot be undone, she didn’t know how to respond. Objectively, she’d come far since her mistakes in the Underground. She felt like she was truly doing well! But, could she say with absolute certainty that she didn’t hate her mistakes even now?

She… even had a new mistake to file in now. Flowey was her responsibility. Alphys had been dreading even broaching that with Asgore or Toriel. How was she supposed to explain that???

The Angel insinuated that… that without those mistakes, the barrier wouldn’t have broken. But also why did they even know that? See, this was why Alphys couldn’t get it all out of her head! There was a missing piece of the puzzle here, something that she just wasn’t getting. They talked as if they knew her! They talked as if they knew Flowey! No one really knew Flowey well except for Frisk and… maybe Papyrus? Alphys honestly couldn’t tell sometimes.

Alphys sighed and slammed her head against her desk. She should be able to figure all of this out. It should be creepy to her! Honestly, it really was! But, maybe it was just all of her time spent as a scientist that did it, she wanted to understand.

…Especially since the creature’s parting words to the Angel were ones spoken in Sans’ voice of all people. Somehow, despite how comforting the words sounded, they were what finally sent the Angel into hiding.

Focus. Get this done, and then Alphys would be able to ask the Angel anything if they had to run off. 

Alphys buried herself in her work, trying to make sure that the thoughts didn’t come back even though they kept clawing at her.

 


 

Frisk wanted to make a noise akin to a dying bike combined with an overactive seal. They could probably imagine what that sounded like, and in a few seconds might’ve even tried it out. With how much they were staring at their phone and hearing… whatever Alphys was going through, they deserved to let it all out at this point.

Instead, they settled for a half-complete groan, face-slamming on the dining hall’s table. Much less satisfying. They didn’t even get their usual snark from Chara, which made their shoulders sag. Chara always had something funny to say when they were moping about dumb things like this, but ever since they had their argument over the Angel, Chara had gone silent.

Frisk had already mentally justified themself enough, and Chara hadn’t soured any less, so there was no point in doing it all over again.

“Frisk???” A voice asked, but they ignored it for a second.

Even Flowey wasn’t around to poke at them. That was yet another thing to handle! Flowey was supposedly running around with a piece of glass that the Angel really wanted, and Frisk had no idea what a room being really dark meant! It was really unlike Flowey to not stop by though, and Frisk wondered why he hadn’t popped up to confide in them. Apparently, he and the Angel had a bit of an altercation, so… they just expected it-

ACK-

Something cold and wet thwacked the top of Frisk’s head before immediately dissipating. They shot up with a glare at the person who had dared to use snow magic on them, but it was halfhearted. At least, she didn’t snipe them with a longshot from across campus again.

“Is the food really that bad today???”

Thankfully, she was a voice that Frisk was more than happy to hear. Despite the cruel and snowy introduction, a cheery face stared back at Frisk, though Noel could not hide the genuine concern on her face.

She tilted her head, both of her long pigtails swaying. “It’s not going to be another day where you just bite into raw instant noodles, right???”

Frisk was considering it at this point. However, they did have to defend their honor again. “‘M telling you, they’re better dry. You should try it.” Their heart wasn’t entirely in it today. They were mumbling. MUMBLING! 

Of course, Noel noticed instantly, plopping herself down in a chair across from Frisk. “Out of all the pitches you’ve given me, I think that one is up there in the worst, faha!” She had successfully evaded each and every one of Frisk’s attempts to get her to just try it. It also was just better than half of the food served at this college, and Frisk had eaten literal garbage before. Noel’s smile slowly began to fade while Frisk anxiously waited for any message back from Alphys. “Um… you okay??”

Well, there was no use hiding it anymore. Frisk practically slammed their head back on the table, groaning in exasperation, “Can you tell me if I’m being weird?”

They didn’t need to look up to know that Noel was looking at them incredulously. “You’re um… always a bit weird, Frisk. A good kind of weird, don’t get me wrong! But- oh gosh that sounded terrible.”

Frisk shot her a thumbs-up. Thanks for the vote of confidence, Noel. It would not have been the first time they were called weird, and quite frankly they were keeping a tally as a badge of honor. “Okay but like, more weird than usual.” They sat up, clasping their hands like they were trying to make the greatest sale ever. Except, it was just convincing Noel to give an unbiased opinion. “Need to know I’m not crazy… or entirely stupid. I dunno?” 

Honestly, they were beginning to lose their touch. Frisk had gone through the entire Underground practically talking people to death. Why were they fumbling that so much this morning?

To her credit, Noel took it in stride. Horrifyingly, Frisk realized that she was probably used to this. Did they usually fumble this often? Frisk started to have an existential crisis when they remembered how many times they retook the same exam and had the worst celebratory crash ever afterwards. Noel still smiled and nodded. “I’ll… try my best!!”

Well, that was enough embarrassing themself for now. Frisk decided to get to the point. “So… recently, I…” The fumbling continued as they realized they had no way to word the situation between them and the Angel at all without outright saying it. Frisk smacked the side of their head a few times before something came to mind. “Someone who I have history with came into town…” Yeah, that was a good way of putting it. Good job. “And they keep wandering off while I’m trying to befriend them.”

Noel blinked a few times. “I’m surprised that’s even a problem for you???” Thankfully, Noel was also a kindred fumbler when talking, which put Frisk at much more ease. It was good to have friends in these trying times. “Well… actually! I did the same thing with you too, remember?”

Yes. They did in fact remember the accidental terror they inflicted on Noel. “You froze up completely while I was trying to be friends!” Frisk put their head in their hands, moping as genuinely as they could. “You said I was scary!”

“I’ve apologized for that, like, so many times by now, faha!” Noel gently pat Frisk on the head, but their ego was still wounded all these years later. “I… um… don’t act like a deer in headlights anymore at least! You can’t blame me when you charged at me as your first hello!!!”

Frisk did in fact do that. Well, they would consider their run a brisk jog, but that had been enough to scare Noel into complete silence- oh boy they got sidetracked. “I’m not used to people just not doing anything when I try to make friends- but, back on track!” Frisk held out their hands to stop themself and Noel from going any further. “I really can’t figure them out! Or pin them down for two seconds! They always just have somewhere to be or ditch me!”

“Maybe they’re busy?” She tried to helpfully suggest, and that was the most obvious thing. Frisk knew that much. However, Noel tried to stifle a laugh while holding a hand over her mouth. “Or maybe you’re just off your game jumping between this many exams and going back home and staying out late at night and-”

Defeated, Frisk slammed their head down again. “I get it!” Okay. Fine. Maybe they were losing their touch. In their defense, Noel didn’t know that they talked the Angel down from… doing whatever it was they were doing to the college campus. Everything was just snowballing at this point, and Frisk was admittedly about to reach a breaking point. They managed to lift their head enough to lean it on their hand. “Yeah, they’re busy. But I’ve offered to help over and over, and they just keep running off anyway.”

Noel tapped the side of her face a few times. “Um… gosh, I don’t really know? Usually you’re the expert on this! If you asked my sister, she’d just tell you to…” Noel clamped her fingers together over and over before shaking them.

No, Frisk was not strangling them, despite the fact that a silent presence in their soul grew more excited at the mention. “I’m trying to be on good terms, Noel.”

“Yeah, it’s not great advice, but I’m trying!!” She seemed to be just as confused as them. “I mean, most of my friends kinda just happened? You obviously chased me down, but everyone else is just who I’ve met on the surface. I guess I’ve never… gone out and tried looking on my own? Sometimes it just happens!” 

Noel was a people-pleaser. While Frisk had been trying to help her break out of the soft-spoken attitude, it seemed to have been instilled deeply into her. Her sister was far more of a rebellious one, buuuut she had also been one of the few instances of Hometown’s disbanded Royal Guard actually having to do something. Frisk didn’t really see the problem. It was just vandalism. But, Frisk distinctly remembered a night where Noel was also spotted partaking in a bit of vandalism and seemed petrified when caught.

Ah well, it couldn’t be helped.

“All I’m saying is…” Noel scratched the side of her head. “Maybe that’s just how they work? Like, they’re one of those friends that… just come around eventually!”

Frisk wasn’t used to that concept. Yes, monsters had been the ones to encounter them over and over in the Underground, but Frisk was always the one who made sure that friendship would stick. They had to go out of their way to seek out their better friends over and over. They weren’t used to this “inactive” thing, especially with so many questions. “But I want to talk to them!” Something was brewing in the Angel. Frisk couldn’t entirely get the thought that the Angel killed Flowey over and over out of their head. “Something’s up with them, and I know kinda what it is, but I feel like if I don’t do something, it’s just gonna get worse.”

Noel’s usually cheery smile started to fade just a bit. Her eyes averted quickly. “Maybe they just… don’t want to talk about it?” Well, obviously, but Frisk didn’t know where Noel was going with this. “I know I didn’t want to talk to anyone when dad was gone. Asgore used to visit a lot, but…” She shook her head, smiling like it was all just a bad memory now. “The big guy was still there when I was ready! So… maybe they’ll just take a bit to come around!” 

Frisk thought about all the times the Angel looked nervous to even be around them. They’d found Frisk while in the process of turning everyone into lost souls. Even last night, when they came to Frisk of their own volition, the Angel treated it like necessity. 

Frisk didn’t even know their name, and it looked more and more like the Angel just wanted to be done with them as soon as possible.

Maybe, Noel was right, and the Angel would come around one day. But, as time went on, Frisk was beginning to wonder if the Angel would make friends with anyone before leaving just as quickly as they appeared.

 


 

“How are you feeling?”

Asgore’s voice. A simple question, but one that the man led with.

The Angel didn’t know anymore. What were they supposed to be feeling? Their claws scraped against the bathroom sink while they leaned precariously against it, trying not to look up at the mirror in front of them. They just needed time to think. They just needed time to understand the whirlwind that threatened to knock them off balance again.

“How are you feeling?”

The question repeated in their head again. Heat started to build in the Angel’s chest, something waiting to be called out. The man wasn’t here anymore, but they couldn’t stop clinging to the words. They should feel elated. They should feel relieved. And yet, they had never been more terrified. Despite finally being given something, they were lost all over again. They needed to stop feeling anything at all. They needed to focus.

If they didn’t look up, if they didn’t acknowledge their arm trembling, then they could just think. Put it all together. Warring thoughts competed for attention, and they just needed to process- to have a moment to understand what they’d heard without two people staring at them waiting for answers.

The man couldn’t speak as clearly as he wished, which only made the Angel wonder why they did not speak face to face. The conversation had been stilted, a mismatch of words said in incorrect contexts, but the Angel followed as best they could. However, the question they asked immediately was the one that held no ambiguity.

The Angel questioned every single minute whether they had lost Kris, Susie, and Ralsei forever. They knew the consequences of abandoning them. As soon as the Angel watched all three of them fall, they knew that all three of them had little chance of living. Seconds turned into minutes as the Angel struggled to connect to a vessel. Minutes turned into hours when they descended a mountain and tried to find any semblance of help. Hours turned into days when nothing brought them any closer…

…except a man in the dark, who knew precisely what they would ask.

After how much they had fought to get an answer, it should have seemed disrespectful to everyone’s struggle that the only answer was a nod.

A single nod.

They are alive.

And yet, it was the only way the man could convey something with absolute certainty. He did not wish to be misinterpreted. He did not wish to use words in a context that the Angel could second-guess. One of his fragments simply nodded to them, telling them something that they hoped for but thought had long gone.

Somewhere, out in the dark, the three of them were still fighting.

Nothing fundamentally changed. The world didn’t drop out from under the Angel when they finally understood. It didn’t change in any way. Nothing about the information caused them to gain new abilities or a clearer idea of what to do. Even now, even knowing that their friends were out there somewhere, the Angel was still the same person as they were when they woke up this morning. Sickly. Clueless. Lost.

Was it wrong of them to expect everything to change the moment the answer finally came? Maybe. However, it did not stop something from sparking in their soul.

If the Angel held on any tighter to the sink, they might find a way to break it. But, no matter how much they tried to get their bearings, the room kept swimming. The Angel clamped their eyes shut. Something welled up in their soul, but they didn’t know if they were allowed to feel it yet. So, they kept it down. They kept the reality of their situation in mind. Any emotion that could come to mind slowly buried itself.

Of course, the next question came naturally. The Angel needed to know what was happening to them. If they were alive, then the Angel did not understand how they had survived their injuries. They watched Ralsei’s hands turn to stone. They watched him begin to fade over the course of the fight, unable to heal wounds that his eyes flicked to every time blood was drawn. For a moment, they thought their best case scenario happened.

It would be better if the world didn’t move.

It would be better if the Angel had time to prepare.

Even if they got further away, even if they grew more apart from their friends than they already had, that would be fine. They’d do this for years, decades, however long it took. They were meant to be a guiding force anyway. Even if they changed too much to be the same person for them, it was fine. It would mean that all of them lived… if time had merely stopped.

“The wind is howling.”

The man could not use the words he wished, or he had to simply find the fastest point of comparison to speak with. Unfortunately for the Angel, they understood it perfectly. After all, hadn’t they compared the Roaring to howling winds before? 

Of course, the world’s limit on mercy had been reached.

Of course.

Why would it have been any other way?

Not only were they still out there, but the Roaring still raged on. It raged on, and everyone was still in danger. Without them, Titans couldn’t be destroyed. Fountains couldn’t be sealed. Magic would become a far more limited resource. All three of them would be in so much danger, and the Angel wasn’t even there to help. They were alive, but they were still in danger. They were alive, but for how much longer? They were alive, and the Angel was no closer to finding a way back.

The Roaring would not wait for them.

Except, impossibly, it had. Erasure was meant to occur if the world moved on, but the world was still there. More importantly, them saying that they hadn’t gotten any closer was a lie, because one connection still existed.

It took the man a few tries to find the right words to explain their situation, and even longer for the Angel to comprehend what he was saying. Terminology from the other world seemed difficult to pull from, if the man wasn’t. Or maybe, he was just more comfortable with this world’s dialect. They couldn’t tell, but “magical crystal” pushed it. Of course, that stupid crystal came back to haunt them.

They wrote off the Pure Crystal not long ago. They couldn’t use it. Even if they were fine with their banishment, they would never wield something that would put Castle Town at risk. Sealing the Grand Fountain wasn’t an acceptable loss, and despite how heartbreaking it was for all that effort to be for nothing…

…they just had to accept that perhaps they had put too much faith in Shadow Crystals that drove everyone who came across them insane. Perhaps, the pursuit of freedom drove the Angel to worse and worse outcomes themself. The Pure Crystal at least served to get Darkners out of harm’s way, but they were still frustrated that nothing else came of it.

“Then, hold still.”

The man asked them to stop. To listen. To truly listen to what he had to say about the object in question. He tried to cut up sentences to make it understandable, to guide them towards the correct conclusion.

“But maybe, with what little power you have, you- -SAVE something else…”

Words that once held meaning were lost on the Angel. They didn’t understand how they were doing anything except for mindlessly fumbling around in this world. Even now, they were sitting in a bathroom, with no idea what to do or how to help anymore.

As if frustrated with his limitations, and not knowing which words to pull from, the creature’s surface bubbled. The Angel remembered it shifting so that a separate grey figure could appear, holding a fragment that was the closest thing to the man as possible. That probably scared Alphys and Undyne, but the Angel wasn’t paying attention to either of them. That was a trait they were continuing right now, considering Undyne’s incessant knocking on the door. Only the man’s words mattered. With his new choice of vessel, he began to repeat words that he himself had once said.

“YOUR POWER.”

“I FELT IT THERE.”

The head of the grey creature spoke, piecing together words from the world in his usual manner. “-crystal-” The fragment opened its own smaller mouth again.

“SHINING.”

“A LITTLE-”

“-POWER.”

It had meant something after all. 

The Angel wanted to be happy. They wanted to be relieved. Something had finally worked, but they couldn’t let themself see it as good yet. It wasn’t over. It just wasn’t.

The Angel had to shy away from the mirror again for a moment, lowering their head while still clinging to the sink. The Pure Crystal had done something good, but a traitorous thought wondered if it doomed them as well. After all, maybe that’s why the world kept moving even though the Angel wasn’t there. By making that crystal, they might have sentenced their friends to dealing with the Roaring alone. It kept them alive, but would they have even been at risk if the world wasn’t moving in the first place?

Rising to look in the mirror again, the Angel stared at their disheveled vessel once again.

The Pure Crystal was there. It made time move forward. It prevented the worst case scenario from taking place. This could not be changed, so feeling sorry about it wouldn’t help. Instead, a hint of rage began to boil. The need for action bubbled under their skin. So, how could they act now that tangible hope had been given?

The man provided an extra tidbit of information that may help them. With clarity, they recalled the words that spilled out of the main body: “A haunting song echoes-” It cut off, Asriel’s tiny voice coming out of the creature’s mouth. “It sounds like it came from over- -there.” A different voice spliced in, trying to convey the thought better. A song? When did they hear a-

The small face in the creature’s hand opened its mouth, saying words that they could associate quite easily to the "when” that they should be remembering.

“IT APPEARS.”

“YOU HAVE REACHED.”

“AN END.”

Recalling their own death made them want to retch. And yet, they had to. They had to think back to when they became nothing, only a lingering presence making the choice to wrest the world back under their control. The Angel raked claws through the fur on their head, but now that they understood what the singing in the darkness was…

Ralsei had been there when they died.

Even before the Angel knew if he was okay… he was there, keeping the Angel from giving up. Someone dragged them to their feet. When the darkness threatened to finally snuff them out for good, of course, he was still with them. So long ago, he sang that he would always be with them in the dark.

They wished they could hear his singing again. In the dark, they felt a pull that they could never hope to actually answer. All of their eye-closing tricks and attempts at just seeing their friends again had never worked, but…

For a moment, the Angel’s soul appeared on their chest. Its glow outlined their body, as if asking them a silent question.

Their own voice taunted them. “If my soul were to shatter, if the worst were to happen, I would be okay.” The monster in the mirror didn’t move, but their own eyes judged them for their inaction. “But when it’s you or Susie getting hurt… and you got hurt today… if anything were to happen, I may not be able to prevent it or…”

Did they really mean it?

Could they possibly, truly mean what they told Ralsei all that time ago?

He probably remembered it like it was yesterday.

The barrier between them and their friends became the thinnest when the Angel died. No other option had brought them closer. They only had speculation, but hearing Ralsei’s voice was real. Death had made them unable to do anything. It made their very being incoherent. But, what if they could find a way to talk, to make sure they were all okay, to make sure that they were all fine, to let them know that the Angel was coming, to tell them they were sorry.

“Sorry” wouldn’t nearly make up for it. Only rectifying their own failure would.

It… was funny. The man must have realized they got the idea. Something on their face must have given them away, because he immediately dashed any hope of it being so simple. “You cannot give up just yet!” 

For a moment, they were willing. Despite how much it would hurt again, they would have done it if it meant getting closer. 

And of course, as if to dissuade them further, the man used a voice that they utterly hated now. “Every time you die, your grip on- their- world slips away. Every time you die, your friends-” A grating, garbled voice crackled and crashed through the Angel’s head, like it was taking a word away. “[redacted].” Before finally, it switched back to Asriel’s obnoxious tirade. “-a little more.”

They couldn’t die anymore. Maybe, they would be given just a little bit of grace, considering the worst hadn’t happened when they already fell. However, the thought of calling out their own soul left their mind immediately. It vanished into their chest.

A horrifying realization kept them from having second thoughts. 

They were scared to die.

The Angel leaned precariously against the sink all over again, taking a few shaky breaths while they had the chance. Their shoulders trembled. All of the strength that they barely salvaged this morning began to fade.

Even if they could muster the strength, even if they were fully willing to do so to bridge the gap, the man’s parting words finally forced muted feelings to the surface. The Angel recalled the words with perfect clarity, and try as they might to fight off a rising noise from their throat, they couldn’t keep it away forever. The words had the wrong voice, spoken by someone who would never believe in them anymore, but it was the man saying it regardless.

“Take care of yourself-”

“‘Cause someone really cares about you.”

The Angel laughed.

They leaned over the sink, the unfamiliar noise escaping their mouth over and over again. When they caught their face in the mirror, they saw a smile that they rarely had carving its way across it. A crushing weight on their shoulders grew just a little more, but something else lifted in its place. No one could see them in here. No one could judge them for just taking a moment to let their guard down.

Looking back up at the mirror, the Angel saw a reflection again.

A smile shouldn’t even be on their face right now, but it stayed anyway. For a few days that went on forever, they truly thought that they would be alone to face what remained of their world. This world was terrifying. This world killed them once. This world had questions and expectations for them that the Angel couldn’t handle.

Someone waited for them.

Someone still cared about them.

Ralsei sang to them, even when they were on the cusp of giving up. Even when they couldn’t bear to go on anymore, and even though they thought that they deserved this death… he sang a song that they liked a lot. Of course he would. Of course Ralsei would do something like that. Of course Ralsei still cared. He was the same Darkner who panicked at the mere thought of their soul shattering. He practically clawed their arm at the mere mention that they didn’t care about their own wellbeing.

Even so far away, that sappy dork still reached out the moment he realized something was wrong. Of course, he cared. How could they have so easily forgotten that feeling?

The mirror started to look a little blurry. The Angel wiped something out of their eyes, not minding the coarse fur swiping against them. They would give anything to hug him tightly right now, to thank him over and over for not giving up on them, even when they were failing so miserably. If only he could see them now. And yet, even though the Angel’s instincts told them that he would be disappointed, they knew well that he would worry over them instead.

The Pure Crystal kept time moving. It further endangered them all. However, it happened. It was how things were now. It kept everyone alive. Slowly, that ounce of guilt withered, the memory of Ralsei’s voice causing it to bleed away. It was his voice. The Angel only had imagined ideas of what their voices sounded like, and even in their dreams, it never really was something for certain. In that moment, they heard him.

What they had left behind in that world could not be undone. For now, they had been given a chance.

The Angel hadn’t heard from Susie and Kris, but they were both alive. All of them were in danger, but the Angel thought that they were all dead! It made them pace around the small space in the bathroom, thinking about what could possibly be happening with the two of them. They should’ve known that Susie wouldn’t stay down. She never did. 

After all, they knew that quite personally. The Angel still never forgot the first conversation the two of them had, even though it got further and further away. Of course, she would still care. The Angel wondered if she was there when Ralsei reached out to them.

Susie always believed that they could do good. She always believed that they were doing good. Even when she learned the worst things about them, she saw past it to a person that they didn’t even think that they were.

If only Susie knew where they were now. She would be livid. At least she still could be livid. That was what mattered. They would do everything in their power to see that again. Even if she yelled at them or shook them for vanishing again, after all the two of them had been through, they would figure it all out.

The Angel didn’t know how to get back. However, Susie always tended to go off the beaten path to do the unexpected. For her, they had to start doing that too. How, they didn’t know, but the not knowing began to have less and less of a grip on them. Susie would go into the unknown over and over for the rest of them. So, they had to find a way to do it as well.

And Kris…

For a second there, the Angel thought that they were getting through. Kris fought until the bitter end, but the Angel was never really sure if they became friends. However, now there was a chance. There was a chance to make things right. Kris put their faith in the Angel to do something right and fix all of this.

If the Angel could have, they would have taken their vessel and handled everything on their own. Kris made sure that they wouldn’t have their vessel when everything began, and it was far too late to get it by the time the Angel found out about their plans for the Roaring. Try as Kris might to work with the Angel near the end, they still had instinctual fear that kept their hand from moving as quickly as it could have. The Angel and Kris still disagreed on what must be done. The Angel knew that terror that brought hesitation now, not knowing whether the next action they took would spell demise or waste precious time.

Now, the Angel stared at a vessel in the mirror.

They still didn’t recognize themself. It was all too similar to someone else, and not nearly enough of them. In the end, it may not even be them. They hoped that it wouldn’t. 

However, they ate something for the first time today. It still wasn’t easy to walk, but they could move through the Dark World with ease. Countless parts of their own physiology had changed irrevocably. They understood better what had become of them, but had little idea of how to make use of it. The man insinuated that this form that they had been trapped in did not change their potential, but they didn’t understand what that potential was.

They were still figuring out to exist. Slowly, they had been making small steps.

And maybe, whatever they were, for right now…

…one day, it would all be okay.

Fine.

Fine.

The Angel was still alive. For now, their friends were still alive. For just a little longer, hope started to dance in the Angel’s soul.

They had no idea what they were doing, but their hands started to move anyway. 

Besides, it was as Asgore said, right? If there was even the slightest chance that their friends were okay… then the Angel had to keep fighting. Now, they knew for sure, and a fire began to blaze in their soul.

The Angel pulled a notepad from their bag, hastily beginning to scribble. Paige would appreciate finally being used for more than a map anyway. So much had happened, and they were losing track over what individual people knew and who they had interacted with in a meaningful way. Yes, the Angel didn’t know what they were doing, but one thing now stood crystal clear in their mind.

The man said that someone still cared about them.

Yes, this world had been hostile to them. It imprisoned them. It killed them. However, something odd happened. The Angel tried to handle the last Dark World alone, but Alphys and Undyne refused to leave. Without the two of them, the Dark World could have gone much differently. Flowey would have still followed them to the Underground. He would have still caused trouble. And, without Undyne, the Harvester would have truly killed them.

Alphys exposed them to a Shadow Crystal in this world. Without her impromptu invention, they wouldn’t have been able to get a Shadow Crystal without resorting to a fight. Her entire spiel on the lab helped them out more than she could ever know, which-

That’s it!

Everyone in this world had only ever been met under a few contexts. Frisk had been the Angel’s vessel for a while, but they had their own limitations. The Angel could only move pieces to certain places, and not all configurations would lead to knowing everything about someone. What the Angel realized was that they could now discover things completely untethered. Alphys willingly told them how the DT Extractor came to be, something that they hadn’t figured out in countless journeys through the Underground!

Better yet, the Angel found themself actually getting along with her? Yeah, they had their fair share of awkward conversations, but she understood them. She didn’t belittle their story. She even gave them food that actually worked on them! Alphys was someone who would try to understand everything wrong with them instead of seeing it as an inherent issue, and that had to mean something.

The Angel did scribble down a note to figure out how she made that smoothie.

Unfortunately, the man’s comment about “not dying” and “taking care of themself” meant that they actually had to deal with hunger. They didn’t think that they were ever going to get used to that, but dying wasn’t an option. If Ralsei had to panic and sing another song to them because they starved to death, they didn’t think that they were going to forgive themself.

The thought of eating still sent shivers down their spine. They’d figure it out. 

Regardless, the Angel could do things they never could before. It also meant every interaction was more dangerous. There were no more guardrails, as they found out by utterly failing to get Asgore and Undyne to understand their plight.

So, they needed to take notes. They needed to figure out what they needed from everyone so that they wouldn’t flounder. Reducing every person they’d ever met to bullet-points didn’t sit right, but they needed the efficiency right now. 

Asgore understood all that they had lost, and he comforted them when they were coming to terms with their situation. While it was nice to know that he understood, the Angel wasn’t certain if they should be around him. They hadn’t even really seen him since that night. They’d need more ideas there. Light World fights weren’t something that the Angel would need experience in, but he was supposedly a good tutor to Undyne. The Angel would need to learn to fight without tricks eventually. After all, the Knight likely knew anything and everything that the Angel could pull. Relying on unpredictability to win a fight wasn’t enough against the power behind the Knight, especially when the Angel’s power was constrained in the dark.

Speaking of, Undyne could also be a substitute for learning those fundamentals. She was probably still outside the door. The issue with Undyne was that she had a whole host of questions that the Angel just didn’t have the time nor energy to answer right now. Every single conversation they had was always marred with explaining the same old things over and over again, and they would rather stop doing that as soon as possible. They appreciated her for her help, but they probably needed to go elsewhere for a bit.

Alphys. Alphys Alphys Alphys. The Angel honestly needed to keep in touch with her. She knew the most about their vessel, and got the closest to their actual, current state. Her experience as a Royal Scientist could be useful, but she couldn’t just magic and tech her way into opening a wormhole into another world or something. At least, they thought she couldn’t. Besides, that was the Angel’s thing: punching a hole in reality. First and foremost, she understood the vessel better than the Angel did, and she took their weirdness in stride. They didn’t exactly have bullet-points to keep on her. She was probably the only person here who they would consider an actual friend right now.

Mettaton. Avoid him.

Toriel was a different beast. After how the Angel had left that conversation, and with how she always looked at them, they didn’t really want to talk to her anytime soon. She would likely try to coddle them again, and they didn’t need that. If they needed help, then the Angel was sure that they could probably go to her. As long as she didn’t see someone who they weren’t in place of the Angel, they could make that work.

Curiously, the Angel hadn’t heard from Papyrus much. They always assumed at some point that he would be back to handle the whole “monster with a human soul” thing, but nothing of the sort had happened. He was helpful to a fault, but he also had a car. The Angel couldn’t really get around much, and… they didn’t particularly mind him either. Quite frankly, he was a friendly face, even if they did run from him. It wasn’t his fault that Flowey threw a wrench in everything. Progress had been entirely reset with him though, which would require reintroduction.

That flower still had a Shadow Crystal. He would still be a wildcard. Hopefully, Frisk was keeping him in check, but they couldn’t afford to always keep one eye on him when his entire existence was to pester them.

The Angel didn’t have much to think about with Frisk. Even though it was them who finally offered them the first solace in this world, Frisk rarely seemed to take things seriously. The Angel only dreaded what would happen when Frisk, or the ghost hiding within them, finally did take things seriously. A second person with control over the timeline was not someone the Angel wanted to make mistakes around, so they would just… let Frisk be happy… and keep them happy whenever the Angel had to interact with them.

There was a gaping hole in this equation that the Angel had been putting off for a very long time now.

Sans.

Flowey’s words had kept them from even daring to engage with the skeleton. However, Flowey had done nothing but hinder them thus far. Then again, the Angel didn’t exactly leave Sans on good terms. They weren’t friends anymore, because the Angel came back. 

But, they didn’t need to be friends with him. They needed answers. Why was he present during the Dark World creation in this world? How did he know that a pinpoint strike would work? Why would he have suggested that? Better yet, there was something weird about him that could be exploited. The Angel had questions about his ability to just vanish from one location and appear in another.

Only he had those answers.

It sounded so stupid to write down, but the Angel had already encountered everyone else. Flowey was the largest problem, and they managed to stave him off for just a bit longer. Perhaps, the hope in their chest had infected their judgement, but they were willing to give anything a chance now. Every journey off the beaten path previously had culminated in a tool that kept their friends alive. Every so-called pointless diversion ended up meaning something in the end. So, they needed to jump off the beaten path again.

Kris, Susie, and Ralsei were waiting. A purpose other than revenge had once again been given.

The Angel took one glance back in the mirror. For now, they would make this work. It was time to answer the call.

Though, if they had to guess, Undyne was still standing outside the door. There would be a flurry of questions the moment they left, and even though they thought that they were more willing to seek out help now…

They really… really didn’t know how they would answer anything that she wanted answers to. It would take way too long, and every time they said something, it only opened up a whole host of new questions. After all, they were lying about just how much they knew about everyone. No matter what story they tried to spin, they’d forget a detail soon enough.

However, they thought they had a way around that. For once, they were happy to face the music. It wasn’t just a race to the end anymore to finish off whatever scraps were left. There was something waiting for them when the smoke cleared, even if the soul in their chest wouldn’t really stay here. They preferred that far more anyway.

The small bubble that they’d created for themself finally dissipated when they opened the door. As expected, Undyne stood guard outside, leaning against the wall of the hallway just across from them. Her eye narrowed dangerously, like she was daring them to make a sudden move. She kept her arms crossed through, confident that she could stop them if they made a break for it.

When they didn’t make a move, Undyne tilted her head. “Finally decided to stop locking us out of our own bathroom, punk?”

“Thanks for the concern.” The sarcasm accidentally slipped out of their mouth before they could stop it, and they realized that they were still wearing that grin. As quickly as possible, they tried to wipe it off of their face.

Undyne gave them a once-over. “You seem… better. Don’t think it’s necessary to go and lock yourself in a room though.”

They nodded, finally deciding to leave their little space. Walking slowly so as to not give her any ideas of touching them again, the Angel exited back to the living room. The front door wasn’t far, and they had a plan of action. “I needed to think. I’m… feeling better now,” they answered plainly, but they had no reason to lie to Undyne entirely or to be coy about this. “If I didn’t, you and Alphys would’ve hit me with questions. Considering what I’ve just learned, I think it was better to take a breather before that happened.”

Undyne kept her arms crossed, following the Angel. She seemed slightly surprised that they acknowledged anything happened at all. “Huh. Would’ve thought you’d be dodging all of that again.” She warily stared at the spot where the man had disappeared. “Are you gonna explain why that thing was using the voices of people I know?”

“It’s the only way he can talk.” The Angel stressed the “he” especially. The man wasn’t a thing. The Goners might be creepy, but the man was nice. The Angel glanced around the room, realizing that someone was missing. “Where is Alphys, anyway?”

On cue, Alphys scrambled up the stairs. “Hold on! Don’t leave yet! I’ve got-” She stopped at the top, catching her breath. When she drew herself to her normal (not full) height again, she held out what looked like a phone. “I was j-just making something to destress a little! And I thought it might be useful!” 

The Angel eyed the phone warily. However, before they really had a chance to make the choice to accept it or not, Alphys pressed it into their one free hand. However, the offering seemed a little too convenient, and the Angel didn’t remember mentioning their lack of phone to Alphys. They squinted, wondering out loud, “Frisk told you to do this, didn’t they?”

Immediately, Alphys began to sweat. “I-I mean, it just seemed helpful! Also, I added my number in there just in case. I know you’re… uh… probably a bit busy??? After whatever all of that was?”

Well, now they felt like an ass. They put the phone in their pocket, but said something that they should have a long time ago. “Thank you. For the uh…” They started listing things off on their fingers. “The food, the information about the lab, the phone… the… uh…” They pinched the bridge of their snout. “The whole Dark World thing as well…” Even though they didn’t ask for her to be there, her help had been invaluable. “I might actually… need to know how you made that smoothie.”

“O-oh! Yeah!” Alphys smiled sheepishly. “I-I’ll just send it to you, but it was no big deal! I’m just happy to-”

“Nah nah nah, hold on!” Undyne put a hand up, halting both of them in their tracks. The Angel had gotten quite a bit closer to the door since this conversation started. “They’re distracting you, Al. You wanna say thanks?” She jabbed a finger in their general direction. “Tell us literally anything about what just happened.”

The Angel eyed the door. No one would be able to ask them a single question in public about Asriel or Chara. They’d let that second name slip when berating the flower. It wasn’t like they could explain everything! To emphasize, they asked, “Okay. Did either of you understand a single thing that my friend said to me?”

Neither of them said a word. Alphys looked like she wanted to protest a bit, and did manage to get a bit out. “O-only some of it.”

These two were the closest thing to allies right now, and the Angel didn’t want to lose that, but they also couldn’t sit here for a day explaining every facet of their existence. They wouldn’t even be able to explain it anyway. “We would be here for hours if I tried to explain everything. Maybe even a whole day.” They glanced at Undyne. “And you already know that I’m in a rush, and have been in a rush since coming here.”

Undyne scowled for only a moment, but it fell away to neutrality soon after. She didn’t seem to have the fire to get pissed at them so easily anymore. “You really can’t just sit down for a bit?”

“I learned that my friends are still alive today.” The thought still made them bounce on their feet, demanding action. “It won’t stay that way if I don’t move.”

Despite how much her hands dug into her crossed arms, Undyne found it in her to slightly relent. However, she wasn’t letting them completely get away. “Fine. One question, and I’ll let you do whatever the hell it is you’re doing.” She squinted, baring her teeth. “And you’d better tell me where you’re going, because if anything bad happens with the humans, it’s still on me.”

The Angel did not miss the way that Alphys muttered under her breath, “I might text you some questions though-”

They could do one. Hopefully, they wouldn’t regret this. “First of all, I’m headed to Papyrus’ house.” That was a good enough person for Undyne to trust, and she relaxed the moment she heard his name. “And fine. One question.”

In the past, the Angel took Undyne as the person to just attack wildly. Just this once, she focused a pinpoint strike, and asked the one question that they hoped she wouldn’t ask. “You say a lot of weird stuff about us, y’know. You know the Underground. You know our prophecy. You and Flowey know each other. Heck, you even said Chara’s name, and no one mentions them by name anymore. You also said you’re from another world, and at this point, how the hell could I not believe that? But, you wouldn’t know all that other stuff if that was true.” Her lone eye pierced through them. She had them cornered. “So, I guess what I’m asking is… have you… been here before?”

It would be so easy to lie, to get away with a simple ‘no’. Undyne would be none the wiser. And yet, no matter how much they tried to force themself to do it, they started to remember something.

Susie always said that Flowey was wrong about them. She took one look at their first escape from the Underground, and the only thing she noticed was that the Angel was left behind. Over and over, Susie tried to make up for it by making sure that they knew that they would always be her friend, that she wouldn’t leave them behind again.

The Angel started to wonder. They’d been moving around this world under the assumption that they weren’t welcome. By all means, they were still a liability. But, they’d seen just how wrong Flowey was about a lot of things. Alphys was impossibly trying to do nice things for them, despite how elusive the Angel had been.

Flowey said that they didn’t belong here.

Even though the Angel knew that they wouldn’t be staying here in the end, they liked the thought that Flowey could have been wrong.

A dangerous thought entered the Angel’s mind, and they answered simply, “Yes.” They did not wait to be asked more questions, opening the door to leave. “But thanks for the help anyway. Good luck with…” They waved their hand absentmindedly. “...whatever you plan to do with that.”

No one stopped them as they shut the door behind them. It was a mercy, and when they were finally out in the sunlight again, they managed to breathe a sigh of relief. From the corner of their eye, a patch of sunlight reflected off of a window.

Without a second thought, the Angel reached out their hand.

File Saved.

Maybe they would regret making that information permanent, but for now, they had a job to do.

They recalled where a house that they avoided was.

The Angel began to retrace their steps. Walking alone in the town reminded them of the first morning they came here. As they glanced down the road, they saw a few Ice Caps with far more elaborate hats than the Angel had ever seen. They thought they taught Ice Caps how to be their authentic selves back in the Underground, but these ones seemed like a younger type of monster. Besides, it wouldn’t kill someone to be a little stylish whenever they liked.

Walking by QC’s diner led to them catching the bunny herself. She caught their eye and waved at them, and the Angel very sheepishly waved back. It seemed that she did the same thing here that she did in the other world. It was strange how there were always echoes like that.

Speaking of echoes…

The Angel saw a familiar house down the street. It only looked slightly different, a garage appearing to be tacked on the edge of it. However, the rest of the house looked entirely familiar. It was always familiar, even when they saw it in the other world. Perhaps, they should have questioned that a lot more than they did.

Beware of the man who came from another world. Wasn’t that what was said a long time ago to them? They had been wary for long enough, but if it was truly Sans of all people, then the Angel wondered if they should exercise more caution. This was Sans. He reveled in pranks, whether they be a friendly thing or a means to destroy the Angel. If he recognized them…

Would he recognize them from the other world, if he truly came from there?

“Great to see you again” sounded really dumb now.

However, the Angel could deal with the skeleton this time. They had to. The knowledge that their friends were still out there superseded the fear that wanted to pull them away. This was purely business, anyway. They weren’t going to try to befriend him, because the two of them weren’t friends. They weren’t going to try to get on his bad side, because they didn’t want to be enemies. The Angel just needed to figure out what his deal was.

This was going to be impossible, wasn’t it? This was a guy who dragged them through multiple timelines with codewords.

The Angel resigned themself to their fate. It was better to get this over as quickly as possible to offset the time loss from whatever he would put them through. 

A few knocks on the door sealed their fate, and they stepped back. They barely got through the action before the door swung open. It was fast enough to where they thought it would come off its hinges, which meant that Sans definitely didn’t answer.

No, the Angel should have expected Papyrus to be the one who would get to them first.

“Ah! Hello there! Small tiny clone whose name I do not know!” He exclaimed loudly with the fixed smile on his face only growing. Right, Papyrus didn’t know of their title in this timeline. They had to undo that thanks to Flowey. “I am glad to see that you have settled in, no doubt with the help of the Great Papyrus guiding you to safety!” 

Oh, was it him who brought them to Toriel’s house? That had to make sense, considering they passed out at the bus stop when he arrived. Well, at least they had one more person who was friendly to them. They would’ve counted him had all their progress with him not been reset. Still, they weren’t used to speaking to him yet, and their “Hi” came out entirely stilted. “Thank you… for that?”

Papyrus stood tall, his cape billowing in an unfelt wind. “Of course! What ambassador would I be if I did not look after anyone who would be taking an impromptu middle of the day nap! A dangerous thing to be doing! You should be up and about by that time!”

Right. Well, they had done the minimum amount of pleasantries that they needed to. The Angel tried to look past Papyrus, and noticed that the interior of the house was exactly the same as they remembered. They guessed that there would be a door near the staircase for the garage, but couldn’t see from this angle. The only door they cared about though was on the second floor.

As politely as they could muster with the need to move thrumming through their body again, they asked, “Would you… happen to know if your brother is here? I need to speak to him.”

“Hrm…” Papyrus put a hand over his mouth, tapping his foot. “Unfortunately! You are too late! Sans actually took quite the initiative this morning and left for Miss Toriel’s house! I am so proud.” He wiped an invisible tear from his eye, and the Angel doubted if it was even for emphasis. He probably would cry over that given the chance. “But! Not to worry! I also had plans with Miss Toriel today, which means that we may run into him if you come with me!”

Well that was… awfully convenient. Things with Papyrus had been awfully convenient last time too. “No detours?” They questioned, wondering if Flowey had been up to something again. It was out of the question that Toriel would intentionally hurt them, but if Papyrus had a detour or something that Flowey set up…

“No detours! In fact, I can quite easily drive you across town!” Immediately, he stepped back from the door, ushering the Angel in. He pulled out his phone, but the Angel didn’t pay much attention, even as he rapidly tapped at the screen. “Of course, you should be warned, Miss Toriel has talked quite a lot about you! I would not be doing my due diligence if I did not check on your progress, after all!” He began to sweat a bit, more sheepishly turning to them. “You might end up having to talk with my brother while we do other things!”

What did that mean? The Angel tilted their head while they were led back to the garage. Part of them thought about sneaking away or trying to go around behind the house to see if there was another secret lab. Wait, the Angel could see where this was going. “I can’t sit in on one of her classes, if that’s what you mean.” They didn’t know what day of the week it was, but that would be a surefire reason why they would get sent into a detour with Toriel.

Papyrus shook his head immediately. “Don’t you know?! Miss Toriel wrapped up classes for the year yesterday! Of course, it will be a moment before Frisk comes home. You should meet them! I am sure the two of you would get along splendidly!” 

Was that a word? “We’ve met,” they sighed, hoping that Papyrus would not try to stage a hangout. They ran claws through their fur for a second. Undyne was one thing, but Papyrus was a different level of fast-paced. At the very least, that was what they needed right now. Still, it wasn’t like they had a choice. If they were going to be on the move while talking to Sans, then so be it. Quite honestly, they doubted that he would be doing any moving at all. “If you know where your brother is though, I would… very much like to talk to him.”

Nodding, Papyrus opened the door to the garage. “Then we will be swift! But first!” He brandished his hand out to the red car sitting in the middle of the room. Of course, the Angel had seen it before, and the surprise didn’t quite reflect on their face. Papyrus noticed, immediately realizing his error. “Of course! You must have seen it before you fainted in its brilliance! Very well! I already know that you have been enraptured by it!”

They still remembered the fact that Papyrus had deployed an entire puzzle from it, and the way he maneuvered it to park on the side of the road. Unfortunately, they had to concede. “It is very cool.” 

The Angel caught themself while they got in the passenger’s side with Papyrus already in the front. Talking was becoming natural. It’d gotten a lot easier ever since they figured out that they could talk at all, but even with people who they knew, it felt familiar. Maybe that was the power of dealing with someone far more difficult already.

Honestly, Papyrus was a breath of fresh air even while they were still on the run. It was better to have a chance to talk to him in calmer times.

The drive began, and Papyrus realized an error immediately. He kept his eyes on the road, but glanced at the Angel for only a moment. “I forgot to ask! Miss Toriel claimed that you have not taken a name! She… erm… has thought of quite a few…!”

And there it went. Vanishing in a puff of smoke, all that ease of talking suddenly died out. The Angel crossed their arms, grimacing. “I don’t have a name,” they lied naturally, “Just a title.”

“Hm, yes, so I have heard!” He did not miss a beat. “Then if you still haven’t decided on the name, the title will stay!”

Once again, he had accepted the title of the Angel without hesitation. Thank goodness. They were getting extremely tired of that, and would probably have to deal with the bombarding of Toriel’s naming over and over again.

However, Papyrus didn’t seem content to let the silence last for a moment. “I am a bit curious, if you don’t mind!” His grin grew just a bit. “How have you been adjusting?”

For a second, alarm surged through the Angel’s body. All of their adjustments had been getting used to a new vessel, coming to terms with the fact that they weren’t exactly themself anymore, and making a mad dash to figure out if their friends were even still around. No. He wasn’t asking about any of that. He was just asking generally. The Angel took a steadying breath. “Difficult. I’m making it work.”

Papyrus nodded, taking the answer in stride. “Miss Toriel has been quite worried about you! King- er- just regular Asgore- has also been similarly concerned, though he is a bit more busy with other things at the moment!”

“I’m fine enough.” They didn’t need anyone else on their case to get them to slow down. Help from people like Alphys and Undyne was fine when it was needed. Help from Sans at this point would be even better. Help that hindered them too much from their goal would be detrimental.

Papyrus’ mitten-covered fingers tapped against the steering wheel. “Then I will list off some things that Toriel wished for me to figure out! Not to worry! This is not a test!” 

What? Wait, what were they doing? Why did Toriel get Papyrus to-

“Have you been eating well?! Drinking?! No odd soul issues to speak of?! Do you need a better walking stick?! Do-”

“Hold on!” The Angel held up their hands, stopping him from continuing any further. “This is just a trip to talk to your brother.”

Papyrus took one hand off the steering wheel. “You are correct. HOWEVER!” One finger rose into the air, Papyrus pulling into Toriel’s driveway. “This is one of our nice days out! Sans usually joins, but regardless, you will likely be forced to join a day of going into the city! Shopping! Sightseeing! Getting out of the house to do something other than teaching or preparing a curriculum!”

Ah. This was a trap. This was just a trap of Papyrus and Toriel’s own design. “I thought you said no detours.”

“I did warn you of the possibility of multitasking!” He seemed all too pleased with himself, and he was right. Papyrus did warn the Angel. “Now, we will need to take Miss Toriel’s van… One of my car’s only weaknesses is that it does not have additional seating! A sorry plight…”

They were being dragged into this.

For once, they had decided to get a firm move on, and they were being dragged into everything immediately. Just a few moments ago, they were dealing with learning that their friends were still out there, and now an impromptu shopping spree was happening.

Cool. Fine. They just needed to talk to that damned skeleton. At least, they still had a lot of daylight, but it wasn’t nearly as much as they expected. No wonder Undyne and Alphys had to wake them up. The sun was already directly overhead.

Just get to Sans. Hopefully, he would be as stuck in this as they were. At the very least, he wouldn’t be able to dodge their questions as easily if he was stuck in this whole thing too.

Good job, Angel! They were still wanting to strangle themself for getting trapped in this at all. They’d just found out their friends were alive! Instead of getting something like a power boost from having good news for the first time, or panicking entirely all over again, they were wasting their time with this.

Susie was going to laugh at them. She was going to laugh at them for this and it was their fault.

It was nice to be able to think about that again.

If this led to absolutely nothing though, the Angel would probably not find any humor in it. Susie was out there, yes, but the Roaring continued on while they wasted time here. Still, they had to get used to doing things the hard way for a while. There were no other leads, and Sans was the obvious hole in their search so far.

Toriel’s front door opened.

She poked her head out, and her eyes immediately landed on the Angel. Despite how furious the Angel had been in their last talk, she still managed to smile when seeing them. It made something twist and rot inside of them when they saw it. Even though they could stomach calling Alphys and Undyne something close to friends, they used to think of Toriel as a family.

Of course, their plans to avoid her didn’t work how they expected.

Toriel glanced back up to Papyrus. “Greetings, Papyrus! I was not expecting you to bring a guest.” 

Papyrus bowed like he had just performed a great act, and the Angel watched as he and Toriel shared a glance. What was that? What did they just do? “Of course, Miss Toriel! In fact, they fully agreed to join in our little escapade to the city!!!”

They did not do that. The Angel did not do that. Quickly, they cleared their throat, immediately getting Toriel’s attention. “I’m not- I didn’t really-” They put a hand on their head. “I was looking for Sans. Papyrus said that he would be here, and while I don’t want to interrupt your day, I-”

Some trap was currently being sprung that the Angel wasn’t privy to. Toriel smiled again. “Do not worry. You are not interrupting a thing!” No, that wasn’t what they meant! Did she know that they were trying to get out of this? “Unfortunately, Sans left just a moment ago. He said that he had somewhere to be, and decided to… well… do what he does.”

Papyrus’ shoulders slumped. “A shortcut… That slippery snail!” However, he did not stay down for long, rising up with newfound enthusiasm. He almost put a hand on the Angel’s shoulder, but it hovered just above it. The Angel glanced at the encroaching hand before it immediately rescinded. As if it never happened, Papyrus launched into explanation, “Not to worry, my winged friend! I happen to know precisely where Sans likes to go when he abandons us on days like this!” He pointed at the Angel, his grin once more renewing itself. “Should you join us, he should be on the way!”

The Angel briefly contemplated loading their save and forgetting that this ever happened. They squinted at Papyrus’ comment. “I don’t have wings-”

“His shortcuts are dastardly, and hard to pin down!” Papyrus grimaced as much as he could with a perpetual smile. “And incredibly lazy!”

Odd comment aside, Papyrus had a point. Sans could just shortcut anywhere. The Angel wouldn’t even know where to start looking. If he was “on the way” then that had to mean that he liked to frequent somewhere in the city, but-

Things were a lot easier when the Angel was searching aimlessly around the Dark World. They were beginning to not like rushing around the Light World, not knowing where anyone could be. The first time they did this, it ended with a near-altercation with Frisk. Unfortunately, they would just have to follow the only lead they had. Time was limited, after all, and pinning down a shortcut-using skeleton was going to be difficult.

The Angel sighed, knowing that they were going to have to agree to this regardless. “I don’t… want to interrupt your day,” they reiterated, and Papyrus immediately raised his hand to his head like he was going to faint out of sheer disappointment. The Angel grit their teeth, raising their hands. “I’m just… I just have to go fast! So, if you could just… drop me off wherever Sans is… and I’ll be on my way…?”

Yet again, Papyrus (still with his hand on his head) stole a glance with Toriel. Okay. No. These two were definitely coordinating this. This was a coordinated effort.

Toriel took the lead. “This may be disappointing to hear, but…” She shot a glare at Papyrus, and he clutched his chest like he had been personally shot. The glare was halfhearted, and so was whatever Papyrus was doing. This must have been some kind of routine. “...While we do know where Sans tends to frequent on his off days, he can be difficult to get a hold of sometimes. He tends to come and go… or…” She scrunched her nose. “...or you will find him half-buried in one of the local parks.”

What was the point in Papyrus lying to them then? The Angel looked at him for answers, and he began to sweat. “He does typically join us for these outings! It is quite unlike him to ditch without even so much as a message…” For good measure, Papyrus pulled out his phone. He showed it to the Angel as well, just in case they would doubt him. “Regardless! I do have a solution!” 

“This is urgent,” the Angel insisted. It was official. Going off the beaten path sucked. They glanced at Toriel, watching while she tried to call Sans, but to no avail. 

However, Papyrus did not go ignored. He pocketed his own phone once more. “What you can be certain of is that Sans, if not invited to dinner, will go to the same place every day. Grillby’s unfortunately has infected the city itself with grease, and I can promise you that my brother will be there later today!”

“Which means,” Toriel added, giving up on her attempts at pinning Sans down early, “We would be more than happy to take you on our trip to the city. You would need a ride there and a ride back, and…” She sighed, “My apologies, Papyrus, it seems that I will have to reveal your plan before it can properly hatch.”

Papyrus cried a real tear, putting a hand on Toriel’s shoulder and genuinely sobbing. “It is all right! If it is in the pursuit of honesty and clarity… then a jape can be done away with!”

The Angel clamped their jaw tighter, eyes flicking between both of them. They definitely communicated something before this. The Angel must’ve unwittingly sprung the trap early. Part of them wanted to be pissed, but if Papyrus was telling the truth about where Sans frequented, then they supposed that a ride would be their best option. The problem was that they would have to deal with more waiting.

Finally, Toriel was forthcoming. “Quite frankly, I have been… concerned. You are, after all, still walking around with a branch. Your horn is also still exposed and broken.”

The Angel’s shoulders sagged. “Thanks. Didn’t notice.”

“It is not meant as an insult.” She remained firm, and it rooted the Angel in place for a moment. Memories of their last conversation came up again, where they made her genuinely mad at invoking Chara’s name. Ah. She actually had some frustration with them. “I am merely offering to invite you along with us. We could get you something more permanent. It also… looks like you have been wearing the same outfit since you left my house, so that could be sorted as well.”

When the Angel eyed their walking stick again, they did notice just how close it looked to snapping. A crack had made its way across the surface. The branch had done well, but they could admit that it was beginning to give out. Worse, if they lost the branch, then they would not have a weapon that they could summon in the Dark World. All of their other weapons didn’t have that trait. They did need something more permanent, and wondered if a proper cane would actually help.

The clothes though…

They did not want to think about clothes at all.

Wait- no- they didn’t need to do any of this. “I just need to talk to Sans,” they reiterated, trying to stay firm on their own. Just because they’d gotten good news didn’t mean that they could frolic around with Toriel and Papyrus.

Papyrus pounced immediately. “And talk to him you will! We would be happy to bring you to Grillby’s when the time is right, but in the meantime… wouldn’t it be wise to handle other matters first?!”

He was making too much sense. The trap was working, and the Angel didn’t have a rebuttal. They didn’t know where Grillby’s was, and both Toriel and Papyrus would be helpful in getting him to stay put. 

“Take care of yourself-”

“‘Cause someone really cares about you.”

Fine.

Besides, they couldn’t hear Susie laugh about it if they didn’t actually do it. She’d probably join Ralsei in kicking their ass if they skipped this during a required waiting time.

They just hoped that all of this wouldn’t amount into running out of time.

The Angel relented. “I’ll do it, but I need to talk to him.”

Papyrus pumped a fist in the air. “Then we set off! We still have quite the day ahead of us!”

 


 

What use was an old piece of glass when he couldn’t even use it?

No wonder the Angel didn’t chase after him the moment they closed that weird geyser. Flowey couldn’t do anything now that he wasn’t in that place anymore! No matter how much he tried to draw on that massive power that allowed him to shape reality to his own designs, he couldn’t do it anymore. It was just glass.

The vine wrapped around its surface trembled. He wanted so badly to smash it into the ground, but he wouldn’t get another one of these. Instead, he caught his reflection in its surface.

A different face stared back.

Flowey shrieked, almost dropping the glass to the ground regardless. A second vine sprung upward, saving it from its demise. Again, he brought the glass up closer to his face, and saw…

He saw his other form staring back. It even had colors! He saw an actual face, one that he got to wear for just a little bit, but it was just behind that glass! When Flowey tilted his head to the side, the reflection tilted its head as well. When he opened its mouth, it did too.

…Huh.

Flowey looked closer, trying to inspect every detail. It looked just like the body that he briefly had, the body that the so-called Angel took away when they sealed the fountain. As soon as that thing was gone, so too was his form and everything that was within that lab. Flowey might’ve been convinced that it didn’t happen if he didn’t have PROOF! Now, he could see that body that he had for just a second! 

When Flowey looked closer, he saw color in the eyes of the face that he no longer had. Two, faint pinpricks of red sat within.

Was it determination, or was it trying to tell him something?

Flowey NEEDED to investigate more. That place brought objects to life! It was invigorating! Had someone else not taken it away from him, he would’ve been able to explore it for a while. The world was getting so boring, and he wasn’t exactly looking to just go mess with any old humans. People in the city were so dull. Once you met one human working a job, you’d met them all!

Whatever that world brought forward… it could make things that even he had forgotten. He hadn’t been able to keep some of it out of his head! He’d been able to see his younger self for a bit. He saw Chara!

What else could this place do?

He had to know. He had to figure it out. Better yet, this could lead to something more interesting. That Angel got terrified whenever Flowey learned something new on his own. He’d like to see the look on their face when he figured out how to access one of those weird geysers.

Flowey stared at the shard of glass trapped in his vines for a little longer. He’d get that body back. He’d figure this out on his own. But, most importantly…

He was going to have so much fun.

Notes:

HEY GUYS SNOW STORM PART 2.

Oh god this chapter.

I want to explain myself, because this chapter kneecapped me. You, the reader, already know everything that happened with the Fun Gang. While I COULD rehash all of that, I feel like it would only serve to be frustrating with Gaster's speech pattern and two members of the conversation being unable to parse everything and asking questions rapidly that the Angel doesn't answer.

But, the reactions to the information matter. So, ensue bathroom scene part 2.

THAT SCENE. TEARING IT APART WITH MY TEETH. Underwent like seven iterations where some felt like they were out of character. The truth of the matter is that I kept trying to shoehorn in bombastic consequences for hype moments and aura, but realistically?

Nothing changes but the Angel being given hope.

Fundamentally, their situation has not changed. They are still themself. They don't get anything new for gaining this information. They just get a little more hope to cling onto, but they're still scared. But portraying ALL OF THAT and still portraying just how fucking heartbroken they are that Ralsei was singing to them was so DIFFICULT to portray in a way that worked.

I simply send the spark out into the darkness and hope it works.

Also hi Papaya hi Toriel um. uh. You're not supposed to be here.

Don't worry about it don't worry about it YOU DO NOT HAVE TO WORRY ABOUT THE SANS UNDERTALE. This chapter did function as a sorta transition chapter which I didn't really INTEND but I really. REALLY didn't want to pad out the conversation scene. You all have already seen the information that Gaster needs to portray.

I still did leave in the funni spliced lines though because I love them :)

OH YEAH HI NOEL HI HI! I bet your ass I fucked up the name once. I bet. I bet I bet I bet. I have tried to pick it all out but I bet your ass I have somehow missed one.

Giving her natural snow magic instead of necessarily ice magic felt right to me ok. Look it's something that she likes ok. It's expressing herself in a way that she would enjoy rather than the rigidness of ice ok????

Okay. Um. Uh. 2am. Go my scarab.

I'm gonna play nothing but Terraria for the rest of the weekend while cozy in my house.

Chapter 19: Abandoned Quiche

Summary:

A shopping episode and nothing else occurs.

Notes:

WELCOME TO THE FANART ROUNDS. There was a good bit of cool stuff this week! I am always forever dead when I get fanart. Find me in a smoldering crater near you.

Redraven393 drew the Fun Gang having a nice and relaxing Snow Day, because she has gained infinite power by manifesting fluff. Send help
https://www. /redraven393/807341699975282688/snow-day-with-them?source=share
Redraven also started a trend called FalseAngel which. Pandora's box was opened. You'll see.
https://www. /redraven393/807641125683970048/loving-a-false-angel?source=share

a-flawed-apparatus turned the Angel into a cat using heroforge. Subtle foreshadowing or something. Also made a scene depicting Undyne when she found the Angel for the first time!
https://www. /a-flawed-apparatus/807412068439425024/i-turned-star-pup01s-angel-into-a-cat-sorry?source=share
https://www. /a-flawed-apparatus/807582261566390272/meeting-undyne?source=share

5kape has returned and drew the Angel being an absolute gremlin and biting Undyne. I will always love this absolutely feral depiction of the Angel it NEEDS to be said.
https://www. /5kape/807514837879029760/star-pup01-i-found-it-really-funny-when-the-angel?source=share

zenoflee drew the grumpiest Angel you will ever see. They were forced to practice self-care
https://www. /zenoflee/807543805887840256/grumpy-angel-they-a-bit-gumpy-becus-they-r-forced?source=share

olaonamoona drew a lot of art of various deltarune characters hugging, and two of them are inspired by "What Did You Do!" If you need fun gang cuddle pile, go here go here go here. (Except the Angel because. Lmao you know why).
https://www. /olaonamoona/807552436468383744/hug-each-otherrrrrr-oh-and-these-two-are?source=share

darinaethelaianprophet drew the grumpiest Angel (yes there's two) in the back of the car while they're having a no good very bad day. ACCURACY AT ITS FINEST I SUPPOSE
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ourasriel drew the Angel trying to pull a game theory and explain all the lore instead of going grocery shopping. I don't think this one is gonna happen unless they spend an entire 2 days, but at least the Krac has been brought into existence!
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Chapter Text

Susie scanned shelves upon shelves of stored food, and despite how good it was that there was still something edible during the Roaring, it only made her scowl more and more. This was more than Susie had seen in ages, and most of it was entirely untouched. Why was so much food sitting in the Shelter, especially when Susie knew that the Angel sealed the Shelter’s fountain… maybe a day ago.

Of course, Carol planned ahead in case the Roaring happened. She’d be perfectly safe in her little box while everyone outside had to deal with the consequences. That icy scowl followed her and Kris everywhere in the Shelter, and it was currently standing at the entrance to the food stores. Susie had half a mind to clock Carol again for even getting that close, but she needed to save that for later.

Still, it didn’t stop Susie from wanting to annoy the hell out of her as long as she was watching her eat something. “So do you just always stand there like a creep?”

Carol did not move, but her face barely moved in something close to disgust. “You have already made it clear that you cannot be trusted with anything of value. Get what you need and be on your way.”

Susie glanced to her left, wondering if Kris was hearing what she was. Unfortunately for her, they seemed more interested in avoiding Carol’s gaze as much as possible. Fine. She’d do it herself. “Not even gonna let us eat in peace, huh? Who’re you saving all this for?” She crossed her arms. “Guess you really didn’t have faith in your plan if you got this much.”

“I am waiting for you to leave to do your part.” Carol gestured toward the exit of the Shelter with a tilt of her head. “Whether or not you like me, you are the heroes of the prophecy. It is expected by everyone that you act like it.”

Susie leaned against one of the shelves, her teeth slightly baring. “So what, you’re just gonna sit here and do nothing then because a fancy piece of glass says it’s not your problem? Hasn’t stopped you before.” There was only a little satisfaction at the fact that Susie got an eyeroll out of that. “Noelle’s helping, and she’s not part of it. Hell, even Berdly saved our asses once. Berdly. Would’ve thought you’d wanna do more if the Knight is really your-”

“Noelle will not be joining you,” Carol stated plainly.

By Susie’s side, Kris’ head shot up. They didn’t say anything, but Susie saw the way they grimaced and turned away. It looked like after everyone wasn’t brutally injured, they were having trouble again. Susie scoffed, “Yeah, like you’re gonna be able to stop her. She can leave anytime she wants.”

Carol didn’t seem put off by that at all. “You have already lost one companion outside. I do not believe that trusting you with another would be wise.”

Susie took a step forward, hands immediately balling into fists.

Before she could make another move, Kris’ hand was on her shoulder. It briefly caused her snarl to pause when she turned to look. Under their hair, they looked her dead in the eye, shaking their head.

Susie turned back to the person who she wanted to knock to the ground again. “You really wanna make this round two?” If only Kris would just understand how important this was, she’d cross the room in a second.

“Am I wrong?” Carol tilted her head, and ice started to seep into Susie’s soul.

Somewhere, the Angel was getting hurt, and no one knew where they were. A friend who she promised to protect had been lost in the dark, and she didn’t protect them. Susie’s teeth grit, words that she could sling back not coming to her. She’d already lost one friend, and she didn’t know if it would happen again.

It could happen again. It already happened once. She wasn’t enough.

Satisfied, Carol stepped back from the door. “Do what you will. She likely will not come with you even if you disrespect my wishes.” Carol turned to walk back to whatever room she had at the far end of the Shelter. “She does not trust me with family anymore, it seems.”

Susie stayed rooted to the ground with her arms pinned at her side. The entire time, her fists hadn’t unclenched. Eventually, they began to tremble when Kris finally took their hand off of her shoulder. One of her hands instinctively went up to the headband on her head, feeling at the Pure Crystal that still flickered with light. 

It wasn’t over yet. Get a grip.

When Kris walked around her to get a better look, she forced a self-assured smile on her face. Susie kept her head low, not letting them see her eyes. “What? You already done with this place?” She’d already eaten what she thought she needed and drank water. She was good to go.

Kris looked at her incredulously. They looked in the direction that Carol had gone, their own good hand grasping at their shirt over and over. “You don’t have to come.”

“Shut up.” The response came out too fast, too mean, but Susie wasn’t even going to let Kris think that that was an option. A shaky breath came out of her mouth, and she put a hand on their shoulder instead. “Me and Ralsei are coming with you. Noelle too. That’s your family out there, dumbass. Us doing this together doesn’t stop just ‘cause your ex-boss is stupid.”

That didn’t put them at ease nearly as much as Susie hoped. They grimaced. Once again, they glanced back at the door before turning back to Susie. “Go outside. Make sure Ralsei wants to come.” Well, at least they were thinking about his opinion. It’d be good to ask, but Susie was certain that Ralsei would rather shrivel up than leave any of them to do things on their own. “I’ll ask Noelle.”

Divide and conquer. Susie was going to ask Noelle either way, even if that comment from Carol still rang in her head. It wouldn’t be right to leave someone in the dark, and Noelle said that she wanted to come. Susie nodded. “Got it. Meet you outside?”

Kris didn’t look any happier, but they nodded back. “Meet you outside.”

Susie didn’t waste any time. She didn’t wanna be here any longer than she had to. Everything about this place just made her hate it more and more. Hell, it seemed to have water figured out too with a damn… well…? Susie imagined wells as a stone circle with a bucket. Pumping water from beneath the ground was fancy. It was another reminder of how much had been put in here.

If she thought about it any further, she’d march back after Carol and make things much worse.

Susie ignored the other parts of the Shelter. It wasn’t like she had any idea just how big it was, or how many people could actually fit in it. She didn’t question why only a few people had been brought here, because it only made her more angry. But, no matter what she did, she still kept seeing that this shelter could’ve protected most of the town.

…But instead, people were still out there in the dark.

At least, there’d be something to hold off the end if Susie could bring people back here. There’d be something to stall while…

She reached up to the Pure Crystal hanging off of Ralsei’s headband. Would it even be enough to stall? What if stalling wasn’t enough? She should be looking for them, but didn’t know where they’d be. At least… they were all going back out into the Dark World soon. She could… try to figure something out then.

The Angel wasn’t gone completely, but-

“Am I wrong?”

Darkness sifted through the door as Susie stepped outside. Her hands remained pinned to her side while she stared at the ground. 

It didn’t take long for Ralsei to appear across from her, and as soon as he did, she tried to settle into her usual grin. “That went about as well as it could’ve.” With her eyes trained on the ground to keep her expression masked, Susie couldn’t see Ralsei’s face. She tilted her head back, putting her hands on the back of her head. “Not like it matters though. You coming with us, or what?”

Instead of answering a clear “yes” like Susie thought he would, Ralsei’s head dipped into his scarf. “Susie… are you feeling all right?”

“Peachy.” She stomped the ice seeping into her soul into little bits. To make sure he knew just how fine she was, she put a hand on his shoulder. “I’m doing fine. Just hate dealing with her, y’know?” She shrugged, like it was the most obvious answer ever. Who would want to deal with Carol?

Ralsei’s worried gaze never left her. It made her smile strain. What did he know that she didn’t? He was already staring right through her, and Susie’s head started to lower even more when she realized what was coming next.

Slowly, Ralsei wrapped both of his hands around Susie’s that still rested on his shoulder. As if she was something that needed to be treated with care, Ralsei steadily brought her hand down and did not let go. He stared at her while she tried to avert her eyes. Despite the crystal hanging around his neck and everything that was happening around them, he said without even a little bit of hesitation, “It isn’t your fault. It isn’t.” 

A puff of air escaped Susie’s nose while she fought back the urge to laugh. She didn’t take her hand away from him, but her head sank even more. “You think I don’t know that?” She mumbled, “Of course it’s her fault. All of this is!” But, Carol wasn’t the one who shoved an already hurt soul into a Titan. Carol wasn’t the one who promised the Angel everything, only to use them as a weapon one more time. Carol didn’t fall over while a fight was still happening.

“Susie…” His hands wrapped around hers tighter. “You’re shaking.”

Why did she even do that in the first place? Didn’t she say she wanted to keep her friends? Didn’t she promise the Angel that they’d never be left behind? She even said her own spiel about wanting to keep them all together in front of them. Good job, Susie. Good job. She just had to keep on smiling for a little longer. After all, it was her fault that this had gotten so bad in the first place. If she didn’t push everyone after the Angel started panicking about their weird ability, then maybe they’d all still be here. 

They could’ve all hid in the Shelter for a little longer to regroup, but she pushed everyone forward. She pushed too far, and she lost them.

She didn’t even realize that a small hand brushed against the side of her face until a finger wiped under her eye. Susie stared at Ralsei’s hand for only a second, following the arm as if it could be anyone else. Couldn’t he see that she was still smiling? He had to know at this point that it was her decision that led to this happening. Ralsei and the Angel were close, even before the Angel was actually introduced, even if both of them denied it.

So, why was he still looking at her like that? A second hand rose up to cup the other side of her face. “It’s… it’s okay not to smile,” he said while shutting his eyes, like he was remembering something. “It’s okay.”

She was supposed to feel better now. Susie finally got to wipe that smug smile off Carol’s face, but even when looking down at her, it didn’t feel any better. Susie’s remaining friends were all fine now, and they would all keep fighting no matter what. The thought only made dread creep up behind her. That catch that she hoped to find had actually appeared. Even though she knew the Angel was still out there, it didn’t make her feel any less scared.

Any fight in her soul started to die out. Susie’s head sank further while her body sagged. The self-assured grin on her face had already started cracking, but it broke too fast for her to keep now. “Who… who else is gonna do it?” She asked, trying to reignite the fire in her soul. 

But, Ralsei never liked fire being used for the wrong reasons. With her head low enough, Ralsei tilted his forehead towards hers, lightly bonking her while he kept her face cradled in his hands. “I… I don’t really know,” he admitted, but he didn’t move away from her. “But as long as I’m here, I’ll be there when you can’t smile, okay?”

She couldn’t believe that she ever used to bristle when he hugged her. Now, she couldn’t stop paying attention to the warmth against her forehead. With every breath she took, she began to feel calmer. But, as soon as her guard was lowered, something escaped. No matter how much Ralsei tried to wipe it away, something started to trickle down her face. “I messed up.” Her voice came out hoarse, and she hated how it sounded. No matter how much she tried to get that creeping feeling under her scales to go away, she couldn’t. “One of my best friends, and I just…”

Ralsei’s hold on her tightened. He couldn’t smile either, but he would never let her go. “I know.” Of course, he’d been thinking about this too. Why wouldn’t he be? “...I know.”

While looking down, Susie caught the faint glow of the Pure Crystal peeking out from the Shadow Mantle. They were still out there, so why was it so hard to just get back up? This should be easy. It should be so easy to just know that they were coming back. If they were out there, they had to be on their way back. This was the Angel, but…

“They’re getting hurt, because I couldn’t wait.” Susie wondered if they’d think she betrayed them when they got back… if they got back. Why was it getting harder to believe? “We don’t even know where they are. How…” Her arms slowly started to wrap around Ralsei, dragging him close to her like he’d vanish if she didn’t protect him now. “What if one of you gets hurt? What if…”

The crashing of waves still echoed close by. A promise. A reminder.

As strong as he was trying to be, Ralsei’s grip on Susie tightened in turn. His head pressed against hers even more, and he returned the hug that he’d found himself pulled into. “I don’t know. But… until then…” He pulled back just a bit, trying to muster a smile where she could not. “I hope you’ll… let me help you too.”

She clung to him tighter. As long as she was out in the dark, he’d still be here. Even in the Light World, he was still looking out for her. Soon, Kris would be out here with Noelle too. It had to mean something that they were all still here. She just didn’t know if she could protect all of them anymore.

But, Susie couldn’t do it without them.

She didn’t know how to be herself without them.

The creaking of a large door behind Susie caused her to pull away, wiping her face off so that no one could see what had happened. It was much colder when she pulled away. Worse, she thought she caught Ralsei looking confused for a moment, and immediately scrambled to make sure he knew that it wasn’t his fault. Like nothing was wrong, she grabbed Ralsei in a headlock, and everything went back to normal when he yelped in surprise.

Kris eyed the two of them before shutting the door.

Noelle wasn’t with them.

Susie immediately tilted her head, loosening her grip just a bit on Ralsei but not entirely freeing him. That split-second of thinking he did something wrong would haunt her. She steadied herself and wondered out loud, “Did Carol do something again? Where’s Noelle?”

With the door completely sealed, Kris finally moved away from it, not waiting for a single second before starting to head to the bridge. “Not coming. Said her magic wore her out.”

“...Really?” Susie didn’t think that Noelle would willingly not come. She sounded enthusiastic about it before they all went to sleep. But… maybe that was before she felt the effects of having to heal Susie. Noelle also hadn’t been part of the group for nearly as long, and maybe it strained her more to do it alone… And… Susie wasn’t willing to put anyone at risk if they were tired anymore. The excuse was enough, and she stopped questioning it. “Well, she’s gonna be real upset having to deal with her mom, that’s for sure. As long as it was her choice.”

The only hand Kris had left balled into a fist. 

Susie’s eyes caught on the piece of cloth that Kris had tied around their wrist, and realized that their stupid cape was still full of blood Before Kris could get any further, Susie put a hand on their shoulder. They flinched far more than she expected, and her hand immediately withdrew. “Damn, sorry.” Maybe they were jumpy too after dealing with Carol. It didn’t explain why they stayed tense, but she pointed at the cape that they’d ruined. “You should… like… seriously wash that off while we’re here. It’s probably safer from here.”

For some reason, that made their face scrunch in confusion. Eventually, they finally got what she was saying, because they took the damn thing off and actually headed for the shoreline. The waves were still pretty rough out here, but Ralsei already had his scarf twitching just in case Kris fell in.

Instead of actually getting in the water, Kris threw the cape in a wad out into a wave just as it toppled over. For a second, the piece of fabric vanished.

When the blackened water dropped it at the edge, Susie squinted. The blood was gone, but the entire thing looked pale now. Bright blue and violet stripes had gone entirely gray, only small parts of the cape still having color.

Kris fished it out of the water before coming to the same conclusion that Susie did. They stared at the water for only a few moments before getting away from it as quickly as possible. “No one goes in,” they said, like anyone needed further convincing.

Shakily, Ralsei nodded. “W-well… I don’t think any of us were planning on swimming, but…” He reached out his hands to the off-color cape. When Kris deposited it in his hands, he turned it over a few times. The color stayed entirely dull as Ralsei looked, but the fabric lightly grazed the Pure Crystal.

Susie swore she saw color come back for a second, but it was gone when she looked closer.

“It doesn’t look like it’ll hurt you…” Ralsei commented, and Susie realized that he was handling it with his bare hands and just now mentioned that it wouldn’t hurt anyone. What if it did??? He poked his claws through a few tears in the fabric that had been made. “I don’t… know if we’ll ever be revisiting Castle Town. I hope we don’t have to go that far out. But… if we do, remind me to pick up my sewing kit.”

Yeah, considering how far away the school was from the main bridge, Susie didn’t wanna chance that either. At least, the Titans were still farther away from it. They’d started to spread out more since she last went to sleep though, and she’d bet that some of them were on the path. “Well, time to go to Kris’ place.” She pat Kris on the back, once more finding her grin again. “You taking the lead?”

Kris shot her the most unenthusiastic thumbs-up ever before taking the initiative to cross the rickety bridge. They refused to leave their cape off, despite how much color it had lost. At least it wasn’t bloodied anymore. Susie took up the position behind them, and small footsteps followed just behind. It was just like any other adventure…

…but, something watching from above was only with them as a flicker on Ralsei’s chest.

It was a lot easier to move quickly when no one was limping. Knowing what the water did for a second made Susie eye it a lot more warily than she already was. She hated it enough that the rickety platform leading to the Shelter was already unstable. It felt like one of her boots would crash through at any second, but the monotonous walk would begin soon-

A gasp from behind Susie made her instinctively whirl around, “Something’s wrong!”

She almost made a move to grab Ralsei, but he wasn’t in any danger. Instead, Susie had to shield her eyes on account of the big ass blast of light surging out from the Pure Crystal. The darkness had gotten so heavy, but she was starting to get used to the feeling of none of her magic being easily usable. As soon as the Pure Crystal started to shine brighter, the darkness started to lift just enough for something to boil deep in her chest.

Some of Susie’s stronger spells began to bubble deep in her soul. Both Kris and Ralsei flinched, the same thing probably happening to them. But, Susie couldn’t have it in her to be happy, because she thought she recognized this feeling.

Susie’s hair whipped behind her. Wind from the Angel’s presence kept trying to push her back. She could feel it now. Something was carving its way out of her soul. If she just let go, then the pain would stop.

There wasn’t any pain this time. But, that same whirlwind formed around her, just like the day when she first met the Angel for real. They were desperate.

Ralsei must have realized the same thing too. He cupped the Pure Crystal in his hands before being forced to let go, wincing from the heat. “They can’t- It’s… it’s just like the church!”

How long had it been since they got hurt? Susie tried to count the minutes, but it’d been pretty long? Maybe not an hour, but she was always late to things and couldn’t easily tell time. But, if this was happening to them, then…

Susie looked around the Dark World, trying to spot anything that would show where the Angel could possibly be. “They’ve gotta be out there somewhere then! You…” She turned back to Ralsei, remembering something. “You could feel where they were last time, right?” He had to know. Surely he had to know.

“O-only when we were close!” Ralsei thumbed at his scarf over and over, trying to keep himself calm. He couldn’t hold onto the crystal anymore. Over and over, it looked like he wanted to, but it burned his hand when he came close. “My magic feels stronger, but… but if they’re doing this, then…”

Kris held up a hand, shushing both of them immediately. 

They pointed towards the horizon, muttering a simple command: “Have to move.” 

Susie followed their hand, and looked at the sprawling darkness across the town. Her heart stopped when too many shapes in the dark stopped moving. Slowly, all of the starlit faces began to turn, staring right at the brightest light shining in the dark.

Everything knew where they were.

Immediately, Ralsei started to try to cover the light with his Shadow Mantle. It did a surprising amount to keep the Angel’s light hidden, but it didn’t look like the Titans were stopping. The earth began to tremble while all of the Titans found their new target. “I- we need to go back to the Shelter! M-maybe we can wait this one out!” Ralsei stammered, already beginning to backpedal from the massive shadows that they had no way of fighting.

Susie would. Right now, since she already lost one friend for being hasty, she wanted to fall back too. But… “We couldn’t wait the last time out!” Susie yelled over the sound of waves growing louder. “If they’re out there, no one’s gonna help them but us! It took me fusing with them for that to work!” They would’ve sat there forever if she didn’t yank them back from the brink. Wherever they were now, Susie needed to be there.

Kris glanced between both options, their hand beginning to tremble. Their weapon had already appeared in their left hand, but they were sweating. Finally, they came to a choice, pointing back to the Shelter. “Move back. Might be scared of the light. Could make them all run away-”

Everything was moving too fast, but something in the air shifted. Wind stopped ruffling her hair. The air fell entirely still.

Susie felt the moment that the world started to slow down. After having it happen so many times now, after feeling that power channeling through her own blade before, she could recognize the sign of a Dark Fountain opening anywhere.

The Shelter’s light swept through the air, and Susie briefly saw a black silhouette floating high above the ground. Just before the light left, a shrouded claw rose into the air.

It found them.

Susie grabbed both Kris and Ralsei’s hands. With everything she had, she made a mad dash across the bridge and away from the Shelter. They were being hunted, and Susie knew damn well that they couldn’t win a fight against what she’d just seen. She braced herself, the world screeching as two blue fountains rose into the sky.

They were being hunted.

And two more Titans blocked their way back.

“New idea! We’re running!” She saw that Ralsei and Kris both had broken into a sprint as well. A gust of wind blew Susie’s hair as Ralsei actually had the strength to take off and start floating again. Well, at least their magic being back had benefits.

They all finally hit the more stable bridge, but Susie could hear the stomps coming from behind. Titans were slow, but they were also massive. It’d probably catch up eventually, and there was something much worse that had seen them. All three of them were out in the open, and no matter how hard Ralsei tried, the light kept escaping from the Shadow Mantle.

Kris scanned the horizon, looking back over and over and speeding up every time they did. “Too open. Sees us.”

“Yeah! I figured that one out dumbass!” Susie yelled over the quaking of the earth, and stole a glance back as well. She couldn’t see the figure near the Shelter anymore, and her eyes darted around wildly to try to see where it’d gone.

“We could try going back to the Church! It-” Ralsei’s eyes caught on something just past Susie.

He didn’t have a chance to shout a warning before Susie summoned her axe to her hand. A blur surged towards her while purple magic boiled on the edge of her blade. Light from the Pure Crystal started to wreath her, the magic bubbling even more. When Susie lashed out at the thing moving in the dark, a streak of crimson flared out. 

The Knight sped forward with its weapon held out mid swing. It couldn’t halt its momentum from the Red Buster heading straight towards it.

Susie sucked in a breath as she expected to get bashed just like she already had once before. Instead, her attack landed, and a shriek echoed through the dark. The Knight clutched at its head, but Susie couldn’t even get an idea of what it was feeling now. It used to laugh. It used to taunt. It used to get frustrated while they all stood strong.

Only a covered face remained.

There wasn’t a reason to wait for it to recover. Both Kris and Ralsei waited for her, and as soon as she continued to flee, the other two made a move to run as well. From behind them, the Knight screeched with its ribcage splintering open. Too many Titans joined the war cry, and Susie didn’t know where the hell they were going to go.

The only way was forward.

 


 

The man had made the correct choice in not abandoning his vigil over this world. While he would appreciate being able to talk to the Angel face to face once again, a fragment would have to do. After all, he knew what came shortly after the Angel’s death. Things did not return to a normal state. The Angel bent the world to their will, and focused their entire being on accomplishing a singular goal.

Curiously, he remembered their scattered state happening rather shortly after their initial death. And yet, the man watched multiple conversations pass while breaks were taken. He could not record time anymore. That was, after all, the Angel’s trait instead of his. However, he could relish in watching those experiences pass. It was just… they seemed… incongruent. The Angel had hardly done anything before they dedicated themself only to one final goal.

Something was not right here, and that concern only grew while the man watched the heroes struggle in their pursuit. How unfair that the Angel’s final gambit to push towards the end caused strife in this world.

However, the man began to pay attention as they all ran. He could not count the seconds, but he could try to guess.

 


 

One step out of the Shelter, and they were already going to die.

Kris couldn’t see the Knight in the darkness no matter how hard they tried to track it. Over and over, Susie kept exhausting her own magical reserves to keep it away, but she couldn’t keep it up forever. Even though Kris could feel power welling within their own soul, they didn’t have the strength to call upon any courage of their own.

They shouldn’t have even told Susie where they were going. Susie and Ralsei were now in the middle of this because of them, and they could barely fight on their own. 

When a streak of black came through the dark, Kris barely had time to summon a shield to their hand. It couldn’t hold off the blow, the metal of their shield denting while the Knight’s weapon crashed into it.

At least, Noelle was safe. She didn’t need to know what they were doing. Carol was right. They couldn’t lose anyone else.

Twice, Kris had lost Dess now. Twice, they had failed her. Now, a ghost of someone they used to know beared down on them, the weapon sending sparks flying while they desperately cowered under the only shield they had left. Kris was good at losing things, after all. They managed to lose the only thing that could actually stop this, all because…

Kris caught Susie’s determined glare as she charged for them, and Ralsei’s panic while they struggled to defend themself.

No, they wouldn’t apologize for trying to save both of them.

…But everything else, they had to live with. Kris rolled, the shield vanishing as the Knight’s weapon crashed into the ground. Just a little bit further past the Knight, and they could make it to the church. There were small gaps in the toppled bookshelves that all of them could retreat into. That Dark World was complicated, and if the Old Man was there…

For a second, Kris caught themself staring at the Knight’s empty face. Maybe they imagined it, but they thought it stared back.

Instead of engaging, the Knight hovered backwards. The weapon that it used to bludgeon suddenly became sharper. A single red gash carved along the path to their escape. An explosion caused the ground to shake, sending entire chunks of the bridge toppling into the water.

Nowhere to run but towards the center of the Roaring.

The Knight stayed still for only a moment longer before fading into the dark.

Maybe Kris was lying to themself to feel a little better, but they thought they saw its hand shaking.

 


 

The light continued shining. The Dark World was large. While it wasn’t impossible to cross in short amounts of time while moving quickly, the man knew that a finite amount of events occurred before the Angel gave up on their one task. Time only allowed room for them to have an altercation with Papyrus, advance on Frisk’s location, and have a conversation with them. While their travel took a bit of time and garnered much attention… this chase was going on for far longer than the man anticipated.

It was the nature of the dark to make things more indistinct. The man wondered if it had become dark enough for other things to begin growing less and less meaningful.

 


 

Time dragged onward, and Ralsei kept stealing glances at the crystal around his neck while he flew. The Titans had to wade after them, but they were relentless pursuers. Eventually, the three of them would run out of bridge to run across. Already, the Titans from the north were blocking off their path to the Dreemurr household, which meant that they would soon have to try to flee back to Castle Town.

…but they were nowhere close to making that decision yet. The Dark Worlds were too large now, and no matter how hard they all ran, they couldn’t go forever. Eventually, the sprint turned into a jog. Ralsei could still float, but even he could feel his magical focus begin to tire. It was easier now that the light had pushed back the dark just a little bit, but he didn’t know how much longer Susie and Kris could do this for.

But still, all of them kept running. As long as they were all in danger, they had to keep running. Time kept moving. Breaks were seldom taken. Moments of catching breath were given, but Ralsei could tell that they were all tiring. At least, the Knight left them alone. The Dark World gave one boon to Lightners, and that was allowing them to perform physical feats that humans and monsters typically wouldn’t be able to do. They did all climb a hatching Titan, after all. It was the only reason that they weren’t all exhausted immediately.

Still, it wasn’t enough. The Dark World was too big. Ralsei lost track of time. Eventually, they all had to stop with the sound of thundering footsteps still close behind.

“Hate how big this stupid Dark World is!” Susie yelled, the ground under her trembling again. She tried over and over again to catch her breath, but a shining star that marked a Titan began to loom closer and closer.

Kris looked ahead, and already knew the same problem that Ralsei did. “Nowhere to go if Titans get to us.”

“Which is going to be a problem very soon!” Ralsei could feel the darkness growing heavier the longer they all stood still. Soon, Spawn would start appearing, and then a whole host of issues would begin. Kris had their Blackshard as always, but defending against Spawn in the presence of a Titan was a task that one person could not do alone. “If… if we can just get out of the open, then they should lose us for a while.”

Kris grit their teeth. Their gaze still looked to the Northwest, where a Grand Door hopefully still stood that led into their own home. However, the way there could be cut off soon. Their gauntleted hands balled up as they pointed towards the Northeast. Sprawling buildings stretched up from an island within the ocean. Windows in the skyscrapers had gone dark, and the streets had become empty, but- “Cyber City. Tall buildings. Lose them there.”

That was a better idea than anything Ralsei had. Besides, they couldn’t wait any longer, or else-

Susie grunted while she pushed herself back to her full height. However, it wasn’t exertion that did it to her. The darkness grew thick, and screeches started echoing from below. One of the two Titans behind them roared, close enough to fully begin an attack on them.

No one needed to be told twice. Without thinking, all three of them ran.

From the waves below, hordes of Spawn chased them. While a Titan was hatching, they were slow enough to evade… but that was with the Angel’s presence. Now, Ralsei could feel something gnawing close to his ankles, wanting to drag him down to the depths below.

Creatures started spewing up onto the bridge. A rip in the darkness that turned into a maw began to inch in Kris’ way. They wasted no time pulling out their Blackshard, but as soon as they dealt with one, two more faster spawn appeared in its place. 

Susie didn’t have the Shadow Mantle anymore, and maybe she didn’t realize that. She kept putting herself in between Spawn that would get in the way. Three snakes lunged from the depths, trailing around her over and over again while she dodged between their attacks.

This wasn’t going to last.

The Titan grew closer while Ralsei’s magic itched to muster a defense. His scarf lunged out to wrap around one of the snakes’ necks, sending it careening away from Susie. Fluffy Guard manifested around Kris as two maws lunged at them. They only came away with fluff between teeth, but Ralsei knew that his defensive spells weren’t enough if the Spawn kept coming.

He needed to protect them all, but didn’t know how to do it all at once.

…but the Spawn were staying away from him. They feared the Angel’s light. Every now and then, one inched closer to him before dissipating into light that he couldn’t harness on his own.

He did have a different light that he could call on.

Courage welled near his chest as the light in the Pure Crystal started to stutter. Ralsei called on its power, and it shined upon him as he raised a hand in the air. Heat flickered at his feet while it curled around his body. His Shadow Mantle billowed, all of the motions coming to him naturally, just like they were supposed to.

Ralsei’s arms spread outward, small sparks forming in the air around him. He didn’t look. He only focused on the heat coiling around his being before slamming his hands together. All of the sparks surged in between his fingertips, channeling into one attack that he needed.

The Angel’s power intertwined with his. Perhaps this was encouragement, or maybe they didn’t know what they were doing at all. All Ralsei knew was that he needed to defend his friends, but his learned spells were too weak to do it. He stared into the darkness, and he blinked.

Ralsei’s palms separated, fingers remaining intertwined. A flaming ball formed in between his hands, slowly growing as the spirals of fire around him channeled into it. His hands separated more, the heat from the attack growing farther than any Fireshock he’d cast before. The light of his own attack began to burn brightly, and Spawn around began to decay while it charged more and more.

The attack grew too hot to contain. Ralsei yelled, rearing back his hands before launching the blast into the air. He only realized too late when flames began flying in every direction that this wasn’t a safe attack to use.

Titans screeched while flames bombarded their bodies. Fire rained down from above, Ralsei standing under it while no singular attack hit him. The Spawn started to die out. Everything attacking Susie and Kris slowly began to die, but the flames didn’t stop there.

Susie hugged Kris to her body and leaned over while flames rained around her, and she wasn’t lucky enough to avoid all of it. A bolt of fire collided with her back, and one of Ralsei’s own attacks forced a yell out of her mouth.

Ralsei couldn’t move. Even though they should move, even though they’d all been given a chance, he froze. Flames still flickered around his fingertips before finally dissipating.

The light at Ralsei’s chest went with it, dulling back to its usual flicker.

How could he?

Here he was, begging her to let him be there for her, and he’d-

The world started to rapidly grow colder. Ralsei’s magic was pinned under the darkness for his transgression. He didn’t even realize that the spell had finally ended. He didn’t see Susie standing up, or feel the first few times that she shook him. The waves started to sound louder below. He couldn’t hear anything.

Only when hands grasped his shoulders, and a forehead bonked against his, did he finally pay attention to the person in front of him. “We gotta go, dude! I’m fine! I can heal it!” Susie yelled in his face, desperation lacing her voice while she tried to do anything that would unroot him from his spot. “You did fine! We just- I’ll carry you if I gotta, but we need you with us right now!”

Right. An opening. There… there was an opening. Ralsei shakily nodded, his breaths being visible in the air once again as cold invaded. His hand grasped at the colder crystal around his neck. Just a little further, and they could all hide. Ralsei nodded again, and that was enough for Susie.

The three of them took off again, Ralsei being forced to use his feet now that his magic was constrained again. He didn’t pay much attention to it though, because his eyes only remained fixated on Susie’s back, where charred scales were fully visible through a hole in her clothes.

 


 

Hm. So it did end eventually. That was far more inconclusive than the man would have hoped, but it did prove that without a shadow of a doubt, the Angel could empower their allies even now. The cost for doing so would be too great, considering their state at the time that the Pure Crystal began to shine. 

…They had been running for quite a while by the time the light went out. “A while” did not have a tangible meaning for the man to make a conclusive statement. He would have to keep watching. His vigil would stay until he managed to find the exact place where the Angel’s heroes were. After all, he was still clawing through prior events. If he could figure out where the heroes are in the now that the Angel experienced… then perhaps the man could find a way to provide the Angel with more precise information than simply explaining what had happened.

The Angel would be of no use to heroes that had already experienced events, after all. The man needed to play his part. He only hoped that he misjudged time as he always did, but waited regardless to see if he could reach a more firm conclusion.

 


 

Traffic lights swayed in the breeze on empty streets. Every now and then, the distant step of a Titan would rattle them even more. Elsewhere in the city, a Titan knocked over skyscrapers in its path, hunting for a flickering light that had vanished into it.

Ralsei counted his blessings, keeping the Pure Crystal clutched tightly under his Shadow Mantle while they all hid deep within Cyber City. Traversing the outskirts all over again almost slowed them down enough to get caught, but they had found themselves hiding in the winding streets. They all sat down, resting while they still could until the threat passed.

When the light dimmed, it looked like the distant Titans lost track of all three of them. Kris still made the call to shake off the ones that were still following. After all, if a Titan could see something living, then it would chase it relentlessly. Ralsei could only be thankful that the nearest Titan had carved through a different part of the city. It was too close for comfort, and every now and then he could feel stone creeping up his fur a little stronger than usual when the darkness got too heavy.

At least… his attack stalled a Titan enough to give them some distance. But, if Ralsei could help it, he would have taken it back.

His eyes lingered on the charred scales on Susie’s back. He’d punched a hole through her jacket, making the wound abundantly obvious while he stared at her back.

Susie caught him looking, and rolled her eyes. Silently, so as to not give the Titan any idea that they were here, she beckoned Ralsei over. 

He didn’t think that he deserved to heal the wound, or to touch her again after what he’d done. But, if he could take away the pain that he inflicted, he should. He must. Besides, he didn’t want Susie exhausting her magic… and she probably couldn’t reach the burn anyway to do it herself.

Carefully, Ralsei lifted his hands to her back, golden magic flickering in the dark. He pushed himself, trying to channel the magic quickly enough so that it wouldn’t hurt. Susie couldn’t hide a hiss. The sharp noise made Kris, who was currently keeping watch, flinch.

They didn’t turn to say anything else. The noise must’ve not alerted the Titan.

Ralsei took a deep breath, continuing to try to undo the pain. Scales remained a bit discolored, but the blackened mark started to slowly bleed away. He knew he shouldn’t have called upon fire. Calling upon it in a way that he never had before was even more foolish. He’d hurt Susie. He hurt her. What kind of friend wielded a spell so haphazardly that it harmed the very people he was trying to protect?

This was why he preferred healing and defensive magic. He didn’t risk hurting anyone. He didn’t risk becoming something that he didn’t want to be.

For a moment, Ralsei thought of his image in the prophecy. Two flames danced at either side of the Prince of the Dark. Ralsei tried so hard to not use fire, but…

Well, who knew how good the prophecy was anymore. He hadn’t seen it ever since the Roaring began. All he cared about was that he hurt his friend, and that was unacceptable.

Fingers brushed over healed scales. Ralsei couldn’t heal the wound any further, but the hole in her jacket would stay until he had a means of fixing it. With the healing done, Susie scooted to turn around. She didn’t say anything, because none of them were going to risk talking. But, she didn’t need words to explain her feelings to him. 

Ralsei’s head started to lower. He couldn’t be surprised when strong arms wrapped around him, nearly crushing him while Susie refused to let go. He tried not to make a noise, but couldn’t find it in himself to smile about it. He’d hurt her.

And yet, she squeezed him over and over. As if she knew that he was mentally arguing with her, Susie turned him around and placed him in her lap. Ralsei wasn’t sure what was happening until arms wrapped around him again, Susie’s head plopping down right on top of his.

Of course, he didn’t have a choice in the matter. Ralsei thought that she should be mad. A pit still formed in his stomach every time he replayed the attack in his head. But, they said they’d be there for each other, right? Hah, Ralsei wasn’t doing a good job of helping her. He’d hit her with a fireball after trying to tell her that she could rely on him.

Her arms locked tighter around him, allowing no argument.

Ralsei’s head dipped into his scarf, and he sighed. Of course, she wouldn’t hold it against him, but part of him wished that she would.

A Titan continued its march in the distance. Ralsei thought he saw a second patrolling around in the distance. Going back through the Roaring was dangerous, and it would be even more troublesome with Kris’ entire family in tow. His heart hammered in his chest the more he thought about it. Hopefully, if the crystal didn’t begin glowing again, they could avoid getting chased once more.

…The crystal stopped glowing so brightly, didn’t it?

Ralsei brought a hand up to cradle it again. They had gone back to normal. But, Ralsei was no closer to figuring out where they were or why they kept shifting so suddenly. He just had a light to watch, and wished that he could do more.

…At least, he hoped his singing helped.

Maybe it was selfish right now to not keep watch, but Ralsei leaned back into Susie and shut his eyes. He imagined the crystal as the soul resting in his chest. Even though the Angel wasn’t here, the thought comforted him. It made him start to think, to talk in his head just like he used to whenever they were with him.

“I hope you’re okay, wherever you are,” he said to no one who would hear. No one existed in his head. There was nothing there this time. Still, it felt nice to act like they could hear. Maybe, if they heard the singing, they would hear this too. If there was even the slightest chance, then he had to try. 

Another step shook the ground. Ralsei withered closer to Susie. Kris started to slowly recede back into the hiding spot, like they had seen something looking their way.

No signal came to run, but Kris remained vigilant. 

Ralsei managed to shut his eyes again, his hands wrapping around the Pure Crystal again. His heart started to beat a little slower. The thoughts came instinctively, reaching out to someone who wasn’t there. “A lot is happening, but I’m…” They had all lost their stronger spells the moment the light dimmed, but the Titans couldn’t instantly locate them anymore, even though Ralsei suspected that they may not have much longer. “I’m glad that you’re you again.”

The crystal in his hands remained far too cold. It didn’t match the warmth of the soul that he liked holding close to him. But, there was still warmth there, and that had to matter.

He kept talking in his head anyway, as if it would do anything. “I… hope you don’t mind me talking to you like this. You’re probably going through enough right now, haha!” Ralsei ignored how much danger the three of them were in right now. If the Angel never reached them, then it would all be for nothing.

Susie tightened her grip on him again. Oh, he was shaking. Of course, he was shaking.

Ralsei saw the light of a third Titan crossing through the darkness far away. Two more Dark Fountains had been created, and while they turned into Titans, it did mean that the darkness continued to grow. It spread. An infection started to grow across the land slowly. For a moment, Ralsei wondered why the Knight didn’t just create fountains over and over to cover the world.

It waited until it found them to summon more Titans to destroy the last light that remained.

Ralsei hid the crystal deeper in his Shadow Mantle, trying to protect it from anything that may see it. But, he reached out one more time to an Angel that could no longer hear. “I hope wherever you are, it’s better than here.”

 


 

When the Angel first came here, they had a thought: the world was impossibly large now. They wouldn’t know where to go even if there was something out there that could help them. Now, they at least had guidance and a vague direction of where they were headed, but that didn’t help their racing mind when they drove into the city.

It wasn’t like they hadn’t been in a city before. It was just a different playing field. Of course, it didn’t help that the one person they wanted to find could just shortcut wherever he pleased. The Angel thought of shutting their eyes, but didn’t want to chance it with someone like Sans. They wouldn’t be able to keep up, anyway. All they had to do was hope that Toriel and Papyrus kept up their end of the bargain.

Speaking of, the Angel wished that they were anywhere else right now. While they did have the back seat of the van to themself, they were stuck with the trickle of questions that came through over and over again. 

Why yes Toriel, they had been fine. They weren’t going to answer anything more, considering it would be useless to further stress the urgency of their current task. No Papyrus, they didn’t need more leg room. The Angel was just struggling to figure out how to position their legs when they were practically inverted now. No Toriel, the notepad they had was not used for drawings, and they were not going to show her anything in it.

Their phone buzzed a few times as well. The first message came from Alphys, an assortment of ingredients and magical techniques that they had never heard of being mixed in with cooking. Well, at least she told them how to make a smoothie, even if they could not make heads or tails of what they were looking at sometimes. The Angel would have to parse it later, considering that it looked like Alphys gave them multiple options for the whole magic food part of things.

However, a second buzz on their phone confused them.

“Doing good?”

The Angel didn’t know who it was, and ignored it in favor of fiddling with the dimensional box that they had been given. Unfortunately, the person messaging them wanted to be persistent.

“It’s Frisk. Hi.”

Oh god damn it.

The Angel would handle that later, especially because there was an active conversation happening around them. One question actually caught their interest for a second, coming from Toriel. “How has… well… your soul problem been? Have you been managing?”

Right. She did outright see their soul on their chest. The Angel sighed, “Not an issue if I’m not touched.” They were getting a grip on it not appearing randomly, but if someone grabbed them, then the soul would likely appear regardless. They’d spent so long in acceptable places where their soul could appear that they had almost forgotten this little hangup.

“Well, even if the worst comes to worst, I am sure that Papyrus’ colleagues have heard about you!” Toriel glanced at Papyrus, expecting an affirmative response. Instead, Papyrus kept his eyes on the road and remained silent. When she didn’t receive an answer, Toriel’s cheery face dropped immediately into a serious squint. “Papyrus, you did tell the humans about…” She failed to find a name for them. “Their soul?”

Papyrus’ hands gripped the steering wheel a bit tighter, and sweat dripped down his skull. “Well! Erm-” Under his mittens, his fingers tapped against the wheel. “As a matter of fact, I… may have not done that!”

The Angel glanced between the two of them. They should’ve realized sooner that someone would’ve said something. But, apparently Papyrus didn’t tell anyone about the human soul in their body? What? Why?

Toriel had the same questions. Pinching the bridge of her snout, she let out a very exhausted sigh, “Papyrus, it is unlike you to simply forget to do things, so I will be blunt: Why on earth would you do something like that?” She looked out the car window at swaths of humans and monsters going about their days. Crowds. “This is not the place for a human soul to be seen within a monster.”

Defending himself, Papyrus grew a bit indignant. “I would not skirt my duties, Miss Toriel! However, the rules that humans gave us actually do not apply in this situation!” He held up a hand, beginning to explain before anyone could ask what he meant. “If a monster absorbs a human soul, they are to be detained, questioned, and a report is to be sent to the humans before they analyze the situation! HOWEVER!!!”

The Angel flinched backwards at the sound of his voice getting far too loud in the car.

Papyrus lowered his voice just a bit. “The Angel here is clearly outside of that criteria!!! Undyne told me multiple times that they claimed to be a soul in a monster’s body, which is an entirely different case! One that has NOT been seen before!!!”

Not that the Angel wasn’t grateful for getting out of legal trouble with humanity, but they tilted their head at Papyrus in utter confusion. “And… you believed me?” They asked in complete bafflement.

“Of course! Is there a reason not to?!” He didn’t even seem like he was accusing them, just stating the obvious. “It is a completely different situation, and I am certain that you had more important things to handle!”

Toriel hadn’t resurfaced from pinching the bridge of her snout. Instead, she covered her face with her hands, realizing what she had just dragged the Angel into. Unfortunately, she decided to remain optimistic, and finally smiled again. Worse, the smile was directed at the Angel, like her reassurances were trying to soothe them instead. “Well, I am sure that Papyrus knows his colleagues better than us, right?”

No, back up. Papyrus said something that confused them. “If you know that I’m busy, then why are we going on a shopping trip?” They were going to lose it. The Angel clasped their hands together, emphasizing yet again, “Did Undyne tell you what’s at stake? If you know, then what is all of this about?!?”

Papyrus didn’t seem affected in the slightest. A twinge of annoyance sparked in the Angel’s soul, but Papyrus got flustered at all the questioning. “PBPBPPBPT!! Of course! I know that you are in a rush! However, since the time we must wait cannot be helped, we must do other things of great importance! There’s time for improvement! There’s time to gain a better understanding of one another!! Most importantly, there’s a possibility of friendship!!!”

The Angel took a deep breath, fighting the urge to bare their teeth. They needed Papyrus to like them. If he somehow didn’t, then dealing with Sans would be worse than the time came. It wasn’t like Papyrus was wrong, but this entire situation grew more and more frustrating. The Angel, for all intents and purposes, was stuck in whatever this was until brought to the correct end location.

Stifling all of the bubbling annoyance, they sighed, “Fine.” It would be fine. They just had to tolerate this until the end of the day.

 


 

They had to walk eventually.

The Angel got a few odd glances on the street when they balanced on a breaking branch. Eyes that didn’t recognize them trailed after them. Faces that they’d likely forget passed by. Stopping for every person couldn’t be done, despite the Angel’s instincts telling them to pry all of them for information. The time for talking to everyone on the street had long gone. Time would no longer wait for them.

A few times, the Angel tried to make themself smaller when someone didn’t quite move to entirely avoid their trajectory. No soul came out, but the Angel grew more and more concerned when the thought of dodging came to mind. It caused them to shrink closer to Toriel while Papyrus took the lead. At least, his boisterous walking carved a decent path in his wake, but even he couldn’t keep everyone away.

When the Angel drew too close to Toriel for a third time, she offered a hand. “Perhaps it is too much to assume, but would it be more comfortable for you if you had something to hang on to?”

The Angel stared at the offending hand before creating more distance. “I don’t want to be touched,” they muttered, making the demand clear. Toriel was more touchy than most monsters, and if anything would trigger their soul to appear, it would be that. This required waiting would be devastating if they had to load a save again. A lot of that was happening lately. Save points were more difficult to come across, which made them more difficult to exploit. The Angel needed to keep an eye out for odd patches of light as a failsafe.

But again, Toriel insisted, “...As understandable as that may be, you have already had some light brushes.” 

Another human nearly knocked into the Angel as they swiveled away. They took a steadying breath, getting a move on again even as Toriel watched them.

“I used to know someone stubborn like that. Always disliked the crowds, but refused to let anyone hold their hand for quite a while.” 

The Angel grit their teeth, head lowering. “You still think I’m a child, don’t you?” The accusation came out more cold than they liked, but they were currently wading through crowds that really needed to keep an eye out for people walking. Maybe if Toriel walked behind or in front of them, then the two of them wouldn’t take up a majority of the sidewalk. But, no matter how much the Angel tried to speed up or slow down, she kept an even pace. “I told you, I’m not.”

Toriel remained patient, but the Angel could tell it was wearing thin. They would’ve pried into her thoughts, but all the noise around them was making it difficult to focus. She clarified, “I was not insinuating such a thing. Besides, it is not childish to hold one’s hand.”

“But you keep comparing me to your kids.” If the Angel was going to have to spend time with these two, this was not happening. The Angel glanced back at her for only a moment, and didn’t miss the frown on her face. A bit of bite laced itself into their tone. “I don’t want to be touched, so stop trying.”

Maybe it was stubborn. Maybe it would be easier if they just let her grab their hand and deal with whatever she wanted from them. Maybe it was impolite with how much Toriel was offering them today. She offered them new clothes, an easier way to walk, and at the end of the day, they would be right where they needed to be.

Something in their stomach wanted to rot every time she looked at them like that, like she missed someone that they weren’t. They’d already been confused for someone that they weren’t too many times. Toriel had taken someone under her roof in their place. The line had been drawn in the dirt of a cliffside, and the Angel would not be crossing it anytime soon.

Yes, Flowey may have been wrong about how much they belonged in this world, but they could not stay here. They did not want to stay here. They could belong for just a moment, but not with Toriel. For a moment, the Angel wished they had something to pull over their face, to hide the thing that she kept looking at. They couldn’t be either of the two that she’d lost. After all, they were still out there.

The Angel thought about telling her that, but knew it would only stall them more.

“Very well,” Toriel finally conceded, clasping her hands in front of her. However, the Angel did not miss the way she watched them every time a close brush almost happened again and again.

 


 

The Angel was in the middle of testing a retractable walking stick when an odd question met their ears.

“What are your friends like?!?”

It came from Papyrus. Oddly, the Angel didn’t remember bringing their friends up to Papyrus directly in this timeline. Undyne must’ve brought it up at some point. But, it was a much easier topic to talk about. While the Angel tested their new footing, their mouth moved naturally. “Let’s see. There’s Kris, Susie, and Ralsei. At least, those three are the ones I’ve gotten to talk to the most.” The Angel misstepped, and realized that they needed to adjust the height on their cane a bit. “Kris is good with knives. We butt heads a lot. I think they might’ve even started liking me before things went…” The Angel trailed off, the bad memory shrouding the good in darkness.

Toriel must’ve heard, and worriedly glanced at Papyrus. Trying to gracefully guide Papyrus away from the subject, she mentioned, “I… do believe that is the subject of your rush, correct?”

Ah. The Angel remembered. The last time they brought their friends up in front of Toriel, it was while they still thought they were dead. The Angel stopped what they were doing for a second to set the record straight. “Yes, but… I got news today that they’re still out there.” It made them feel silly to smile about in the open, and they tried to turn their head away as they did so. “That’s why I’m rushing.”

Despite all that had already been said, Toriel’s face lit up. “Well, that is wonderful news!” The excitement didn’t last long though, and her face slightly scrunched. “I am curious as to why you would be rushing towards Sans. He is quite good company, and offers wonderful advice, but I am unsure what he could tell you about your… er… situation.”

The Angel had no idea how to explain that, but they didn’t need to. Papyrus swept in, stealing the spotlight instantly. “Whatever the reason, I am certain that you know what you are getting into!” Papyrus clutched at his chest, sighing, “Hijinks, lowjinks, pranks… the horror of it all! We can be sure that you find where he is, but he is sure to play a dastardly prank on you!” Shaking his head, Papyrus changed the subject instantly. “But! Tell me more! You have my undivided attention!”

Yeah. They figured that Sans would be like that. At least, talking about Susie would take their mind off of it. “Then there’s Susie. I think she’s taller than me.” That was a dumb thing to say. The Angel clamped their mouth shut for a few seconds, but the slip up wasn’t noticed. “Hardheaded. Stubborn enough to out-stubborn me. Too understanding for her own good sometimes, but we like that about her.”

Papyrus hummed for a moment before shooting up. “I just had an excellent idea!” As if he hadn’t heard what the Angel said at all, he started to plan out a route around the city. “How about, before we make it to our next stop, we do a quick pass by Grillby’s, that way you know where it is!”

The Angel didn’t know what that had to do with anything, but that seemed like a good idea. They were a bit miffed that they didn’t get to talk about Ralsei, but Papyrus had launched into his idea too quickly.

Worse, Toriel got off subject as well, gesturing at their cane. “Does that one make it easier for you to walk? Of course, we would not want you to get something that you cannot properly use.”

The Angel sighed, putting aside the topic for now. They tested the offset cane a few more times, and enjoyed actually being able to have a grip on it. The stick was nice, but leaning vertically had rubbed the padding on their hands far too much. Maybe, they wouldn’t be as exhausted when walking if they could actually balance.

It seemed fine enough. The Angel nodded, wondering, “Um… I don’t actually have money… or a way to pay for anything we are doing today.” They had no idea how to get anything either. Dark Dollars didn’t exactly transfer, and the Angel wasn’t about to go around getting a job right now.

“That is quite all right. The plan was for me to handle that.” Toriel smiled. “Now, I do believe that the matter of clothes is still an issue. I’m unsure if you… have a place to put everything…”

No. The Angel didn’t have a place to return to. However, they did have their phone. “I’ll figure it out,” they decided, and added the first item of many to their dimensional box. The branch that had seen better days completely vanished into their phone. The Angel expected it to happen, but they didn’t expect to see it happen. The entire object dematerialized from the air, reforming as data on a screen within their device.

Magic still scared them just a little bit.

Despite the display, Toriel still tried to suggest, “If you ever need a place to stay, Frisk usually does not use their room. The couch is always available if they do regardless.”

It was, unfortunately, a kind offer. However, they had no urge to take it. That twinge of something rotting came back, and they looked away from Toriel as quickly as possible. “It’s handled,” they lied, but knew that they could retreat to Undyne and Alphys if they needed to. They didn’t want what Toriel offered. Deep down, they knew that, but they couldn’t answer why yet.

Every time she extended an offer, their only instinct was to take a step away.

But, it didn’t feel correct to do so, even as the day went on. Wasn’t this a good thing? They were doing what the man asked them to do. Someone had extended kindness to them, and that should be a good thing. Their needs were being paid for. They could walk just a bit more freely without hurting themself. All of that had been coordinated and planned to make sure that they would be okay.

So, why couldn’t they be grateful? They started speeding through getting clothes, just trying to get things close enough to what they currently had on so as to not think about it as much. Toriel did things like ask where they were going to keep all of it, and the Angel’s response was obviously the box in their phone. Then she’d ask if there was a place more permanent where they could put their things, and the Angel said the box in their phone.

She wasn’t as slick about guiding them to a conclusion as she thought. Despite all of the time away from the Underground, the Angel supposed that some things didn’t change. 

When they- when Frisk first arrived Underground, it was like this too. The Angel remembered tests of independence, their hand being taken in hers, a surprise waiting at the house, and a bedroom that could be theirs. And yet, there were toys that spoke of past residents, or preparation for something else. There were clothes that didn’t quite make sense for someone of Toriel’s stature. Only later did the Angel discover that there was already a curriculum in place.

Toriel did not ever consider that Frisk- that they would want to leave. In the end, the Angel didn’t want to leave, but had to anyway. Even if they stayed, they wondered if it would be like this little shopping trip.

The journey to actually get food began. However, before they actually set off, Toriel took a deep breath. The Angel already knew that a lecture was coming before it actually landed. Sure enough, she sighed, “I do hope that you are not lying about having a place to stay.” Despite the accusation, she was still smiling at them. It was soft. It was welcoming. It should be something that they had asked for a long time ago finally coming around. “I hope that you do not feel as if you are imposing on us. I am sure you have already noticed, but Papyrus and I did wonder if this would be helpful for you.”

“I’m not lying,” they stated again, continuing to try to keep pace with Papyrus who was walking a little bit faster than normal down the sidewalk. The Angel took a breath of their own, and gripped the new cane a little tighter. Their footing had become just a little more certain. “But… thanks. I guess.” That vague thought in their head shouldn’t keep them from trying to be polite. If they had to put on a performance for a little bit to do what was right, then so be it. It wasn’t anything new, after all.

Toriel didn’t seem entirely satisfied, continuing to ramble, “I want you to understand that you are not imposing by asking for help.” Even though the Angel tried not to look at her, they caught the same soft smile over and over again. She didn’t reach a hand out to touch them, but her hands unclasped for a moment like she wished that she could do something before they went back. “I have seen it before, and I hope that you never feel like you cannot come to us if you need anything.”

A sentimental thought.

And yet, the rot only grew. It itched under their skin. The vessel that ensnared their soul started feeling wrong again, because it wasn’t them she was looking at. The shadow rose up on the backside of their mind, and something gripped their soul. She was kind, but they found themself backing away once more.

“Are you doing this for me, or are you doing this because you need to fix something?” The words tumbled out of their mouth before they could stop them, and yet they finally figured it out. The rot had finally been burned away, no longer being able to fester. 

The smile started to fade. The Angel took no pleasure in the way her step faltered for a second. She wasn’t expecting it. Of course, she didn’t know what she was doing. “My apologies, I do not understand what you-”

The Angel finally got it now. Part of them wished that they could just brush it away, just be polite about something that was inherently helping them. However, even as they turned to look at Toriel, she saw something that they weren’t. “Do you actually see me?” They asked, “Or are you thinking about someone else whenever you do something nice for me?”

Over and over, another comparison had to be made from someone in the past. Of course, the Angel reminded her of someone she used to know! They wore his skin! Thank you for the reminder! The worst part was, maybe she did recognize the Angel in some twisted way, but she never saw them. 

However, Toriel had an equal habit of remaining firm the moment she was pressed. Despite the frown on her face, she tried to make the smile return. It was practiced, likely from experience in the long years she’d lived. “I mean you no harm. It is just that I have dealt with similar situations before, and I wished for you to know that it does not impose upon me to-”

“I’m always someone else when you look at me, aren’t I?” The grasp in their soul crept under their skin more. The Angel didn’t register the flurry of changing expressions on Toriel’s face, because they wished they didn’t have to say this. But right now, something deep in them needed to draw a line in the sand, before she wanted someone who they could never be. The Angel took a deep breath. “I’m thankful for what you’ve done today. Really, but…” Their grip on the cane tightened. “I’m only me, and if you thought I was anyone else, then I’d…” A face in the mirror always stared back that wasn’t theirs- couldn’t truly be theirs. They couldn’t keep up with the reminders. “I’ll give it all back if you thought I was someone else,” they muttered.

After all, they didn’t really care about these things. They were nice, but the Angel was beginning to suspect that this trip was less for them and more for rectifying mistakes that could not be fixed through them. This was all becoming a waste of time, and if this was Toriel’s attempt to try to win them over, then they wanted nothing to do with it. The Angel didn’t want to be won over. 

The Angel had already dealt with enough mothers trying to use them to fix their families anyway.

Papyrus had long rushed ahead, the Angel realized. At least, he didn’t hear all of that. Anyone walking around them didn’t seem to care enough to stop either way. The Angel wanted to be anywhere but here. They broke eye-contact with Toriel, deciding to try to catch up to wherever Papyrus had gone.

But, the moment they looked away, Toriel muttered, “Truthfully, it felt like I did recognize you in some way, like meeting an old friend for the first time.”

The Angel stopped in their tracks, the grip on their cane growing tighter. “It’s only me.” No need to wait. They willed their legs to move again, continuing on.

Of course, Toriel matched their pace immediately, just as she had before. Unrelenting. She had something on her mind. The Angel wished they could pry, but doing it while walking and with so many people was more difficult. But, for just a second, they reached into that space that they should never be able to cross, and heard a passing thought.

“Then why did you say you were called-”

“Ah! There you two are!” Papyrus exclaimed, appearing from behind them when he definitely didn’t go that way. He put one hand on Toriel’s shoulder and almost put a hand on theirs before instantly withdrawing it with a flourish. “I lost sight of the both of you, but there is still much to do! There is time to chat along the way!”

The Angel pointedly did not mention what these types of chats had been about. However, Toriel relaxed slightly when he arrived, like she was equally happy with him breaking this apart. “Of course, Papyrus. Groceries were next, I believe?”

“Yes! Of course, our friend here should be informed about…!” Papyrus pointed across the street to a sign that looked rather neon compared to when they’d seen it in the Underground. It seemed that Grillby had moved up in the world slightly. Papyrus frowned, leaning in slightly to do a stage-whisper. “The grease trap that is your destination!”

Despite the almost-closeness, the Angel started relaxing as well. Papyrus was at least being as helpful as possible with very little expectations. With a nod, they asked, “And you’re sure Sans will be there?”

“Positive!” Papyrus grinned once more, standing upright. Almost immediately, an extra thought came to mind as he began to rummage through his pockets. He fished out a wallet, immediately riffling through it. “As a matter of fact, it would be unwise to send you to Sans without a bit of a contingency plan! So! A few rules!” He began to list things off on his fingers that the Angel couldn’t actually see. “Do not let him buy you food! Do not let him bully you into paying his tab!! Most importantly, do NOT sit on any chairs without checking them first!!! Mostest importantly, do not accept any condiments!!!! AND!” Papyrus paused for dramatic effect, before handing the Angel actual cash. Somewhere, a value increased. “That will keep you from being socially awkward, otherwise your friendship meter will decrease, and we cannot have that!!!”

The Angel eyed the money in their hands, and while they did not know what conversions were like in this world, it seemed like enough for more than one person. Tilting their head, they gave a confused “Thanks?”.

“Of course!” Papyrus grinned even more, pocketing his wallet immediately. “I am quite adept at the whole friendship thing as you very well know! So!” He pointed down the street, once more beginning to carve a path. “Onward!”

Only a little bit further, and this day could be over.

The Angel trailed after Papyrus, and tried their best to ignore the way Toriel stared at the back of their head.

 


 

The day had grown more and more monotonous. The motions continued. The Angel and Toriel didn’t clash again, and they didn’t want to either. It’d already been bad enough, but maybe she finally understood.

Unfortunately, the Angel needed quite a bit of help with actually finding food. Apparently, some foods were magical in origin instead of actually necessarily farmed or produced in a typical way. Papyrus started trying to explain it to them, but it flew over their head near instantly from the rising headache. The bottom line was that they could buy magical ingredients that could be converted into lighter foods, and that was what mattered.

Still, they would’ve liked to actually pay attention to the process that Papyrus was still rambling about. Toriel chimed in every now and then with a few historical facts, and really that was all interesting, but they could not focus on it in the slightest. They found themself continuing to glance around their surroundings, something itching under their skin.

The words became muted when the Angel sensed something.

For a second, they thought it might be Flowey. Following them into a store was an odd choice, but they didn’t feel like they were in any danger. Then again, they wouldn’t put it past him to try to poison the one thing they bought. Whatever it was, it wasn’t close enough for the Angel to see from above, so they turned their head to look down the aisle.

Someone walked around the corner. Casually. It should have gone unnoticed. The Angel shouldn’t have even noticed another face. People who they would never meet passed them by constantly in this city. The store was fairly empty, but the Angel didn’t know why their attention was drawn so violently. Toriel and Papyrus didn’t notice that they had turned.

But, something in the Angel’s soul ached without warning. Wrenching themself away, they kept walking with Toriel and Papyrus. Maybe, Flowey really had been watching, and they just hadn’t seen him.

Toriel had launched into an explanation about the monster-made food that used to be a necessity in the Underground by the time it happened again.

The Angel was doing a check on their phone for more smoothie ingredients when something caught their eye again. A door to the back of the store swung shut, and the Angel’s soul ached again. Small rectangular windows that allowed one to see just a little bit into the back of the store let the Angel peek at whoever had just gone, but they didn’t catch much.

Well, if they didn’t want to look weird, they needed to stop. The Angel lowered their head to continue walking, but saw something pass by again. A distinct color caught their eye, and their heart stopped. They couldn’t catch the person’s face, but they did catch a trashbag hoisted over their shoulder.

Papyrus and Toriel were still chatting, unaware of the Angel falling behind. A decision was made.

Silently, the Angel began to move quickly back to the entrance of the store. Their legs moved with purpose. Their soul pulled them to leave the building and check around the back. Someone was there. Someone important was there.

Thankfully, the Angel wasn’t the one holding groceries. Papyrus and Toriel would probably realize that they were gone soon, but that didn’t matter. They’d deal with the consequences later. The Angel couldn’t miss this chance. Part of them realized that they probably could’ve just gone through the stupid employee's door, but they didn’t want to be stopped. They could just go around the building. 

The Angel wished for a save-point just in case they weren’t fast enough. None came. They sped across the sidewalk, fighting the urge to turn their soul orange and just speed around. This was important enough to do so, but they could be wrong. They could get stopped. They could’ve just been seeing things.

When the Angel rounded a final corner, they shrank back around it cautiously.

Someone moved behind a dumpster. Every now and then, a head looked up and darted around cautiously, like the monster knew someone could be watching. Satisfied with the small scan, the monster bent over and began rummaging through the trashbag that had just been taken out of the door by the monster’s own hands. 

It allowed the Angel to get closer, to slowly advance around the corner and try to get a better look, to make sure that they did not miss a single detail. Long, unkempt hair was more overgrown than the Angel remembered, but they never really knew their true faces. The Angel couldn’t see eyes clearly, but the monster must have been far more fixated on the damaged boxes of food that were being pulled out of the bag haphazardly. The moment she got something open, she practically burned through it instantly, like she hadn’t eaten in days.

The purple scales had caught their attention before, but this close, they could not mistake her.

“Susie?”

Yellow eyes darted up, and Susie’s teeth bared instantly. A guttural growl shot out of her mouth as she rose to her full height, far taller than the Angel had imagined her. Her hands balled into fists, and despite her eyes being visible for a moment, the Angel couldn’t clearly see them anymore. Like a cornered animal, she watched their every movement. “What the fuck are you looking at?”

“I-” The Angel’s blood ran cold. They realized that what they had intruded on probably wasn’t anything dignified, but- surely she- That was Susie. Why was she here? How was she here? It didn’t matter. It didn’t. They didn’t care right now, taking a step forward. “I-I thought you were gone!” They stammered, not minding the way that her fists clenched even more. “I thought-”

Susie snarled again, raising a fist, “Back off, before I knock your teeth out.”

Instantly, the Angel froze in their tracks. That… that wasn’t like her. Sure, she was a bully in the beginning, but… had the Roaring been that bad to her? Wait- no. That obviously wasn’t the issue. The Angel took a step back, holding up their hands. Something wet stung their eyes, but they needed to hold it together. “Sorry, you probably don’t recognize me.” It was fine. No one here had recognized them before. They couldn’t expect her to.

They glanced behind them, and up at nearby buildings in hopes that no one or nothing was watching. The Angel took a deep breath, calling out the soul in their chest. Just as it had many times before, a soul flashed into being, but no red outline appeared. After all, they were not in any danger.

“What in the shit is that-” Susie backed up for only a second, alarm washing over her face. In an instant, it was gone again. She advanced on them immediately, and the Angel didn’t have a second to register what was happening until a clawed hand wrapped around their jacket, pulling them up towards her face. “Do you think this is funny?!? Trying to get find a scapegoat for whatever fucked up thing you’ve got going on?”

Why wasn’t she recognizing them? The red outline still didn’t appear, but the Angel’s heart started racing. Their soul snapped back into their chest, the Angel trying to hold their hands up to grip her wrists. “I-it’s me!” Their name rolled off their tongue in a way that they had never done in this body. Only a few people knew. She had to recognize them. “I know I look different, but…”

The Angel trailed off. Details became more clear as the monster grasped the Angel in her grip. Across her face, the coloration of scales was far more muted than the Angel remembered, like they had dulled with age. Older. Small scars riddled her face. Injuries. The unkempt hair usually wasn’t always this bad, because one of the only possessions that Susie ever carried around was a brush. Once, Susie had grabbed the Angel like this when she didn’t yet fully understand what they were. The Angel remembered her looking disgusted with herself after she did it.

Finally, the Angel saw what was in front of them instead of what they wanted to see.

These worlds had a way of echoing each other. Once again, the echo had finally reached them. The eyes hiding under her hair had no recollection of the Angel.

“I’m sorry, I-” They choked, something in their soul only aching even more. “I thought you were someone else.”

The monster grit her teeth before shoving them roughly to the ground. Unable to catch themself, the Angel crashed to the pavement, only being able to barely keep their head from cracking against it. The monster loomed over them, fists still balled up. “Of course you did.” One hand shot up, and the Angel didn’t know whether to follow the instincts that told them to flinch or that she would never hurt them. So, they froze while Susie pointed back the way they came. “Now get the hell out of here, and stop bothering me.”

Slowly, the Angel rolled off of their back, forcing a hand under their body. The monster didn’t seem satisfied, watching them with a masked glare. The Angel’s heart wouldn’t stop racing. It was her, but it wasn’t. It was undeniably Susie’s face, but she could never be Susie. Older. Too battered. There were always differences- always things that changed people ever-so-slightly between these worlds. Time had taken this world farther than the other.

But for a moment, they hoped. For a brief moment, they thought that she was here. Maybe, while lying on the ground, they understood what Toriel felt whenever she looked at them.

The Angel sat up on their knees, brushing a hand over their nose. Some of their fur came back crimson, and it made their fingers clench. This echo would hurt them, it seemed. With their other hand, the Angel wiped their eyes, managing to finally clear out what remained of their silly little hope. It wasn’t here. It was never here.

Their eyes caught on the trash bag that had been haphazardly opened, full of whatever the store had deemed “damaged”. It wasn’t hard to see what was going on here, and even though the Angel knew that she wasn’t who they thought she was…

“Are you just gonna sit there all day, or are you gonna do the smart thing and let me get back to what I was doing?” The monster growled dangerously again, interrupting their train of thought. “My shift is supposed to be over, and you’re wasting my god damn time.”

Susie always looked a bit unkempt herself, but never this haggard. Hostility had started to drift into something more unamused, like the monster was just waiting for them to get a move on. Her shoulders sagged, and the Angel knew the feeling all too well. She seemed tired. Exhausted.

A thought entered the Angel’s mind and refused to unhook itself. Over and over, Susie made mention of that time when Toriel sat down with her and told her that everything was going to be okay. But, the echo started to become more and more discordant the further it got from its source. Toriel was always in the Ruins within the Underground. Had she even met this monster? The Dark Worlds never came to be in this world. Did Susie ever meet anyone? She stood alone. The Angel couldn’t see her eyes anymore.

Oh.

Oh no.

All at once, the Angel became aware of the amount of money in their pocket that was far more than they needed. They saw the open trashbag and what was being pillaged from it. They watched the monster grow more annoyed, but they couldn’t be scared.

“Can…” They swallowed, trying to clear their throat. “Can I make it up to you?” They asked quietly, still stuck on the ground. It was foolish, another diversion that would keep them from their main goal. But, they couldn’t just leave her here. They couldn’t just walk away. Not now. Not again- they fought the words off. She couldn’t be Susie. But, maybe, the Angel could still be her friend.

The monster crossed her arms, annoyance growing as her teeth bared more. “Yeah, sure, by leaving me the hell alone. What, do you want another… weird bloody nose?” She wiped at her own nose. “I’m already being nice. Now get out of here.”

How did they say things right? They didn’t have a second chance. “You…” The Angel glanced at the trash bag, trying to imply something that they couldn’t do without saying it outright. “If you’re hungry, I was going to head somewhere after this. I can… get you something!” 

For a second, she looked angry at the accusation. A split-second later, the monster’s face twisted in utter confusion. Confidence and annoyance came back before anything could take root. “Yeah, as if. I’m not the kind of sucker who’d fall for getting lured down a dark alley, stupid. You’re lucky I haven’t clocked out yet, or I’d pound you into the dirt.”

“I mean it.” The Angel grasped for their cane, finally getting a hand on it. They didn’t know if they could push themself up at the moment. Their legs would probably be too shaky right now with the way their heart was still hammering. “I don’t even have to be there. I’ll leave you alone, whatever you want. I just-” Their mouth dried up, and they struggled to find the right words. “I just want to make it up to you,” they lied, knowing that they could never tell her what they knew. “I’m sorry.”

The monster looked at them funny for a few seconds before the Angel caught a glint of yellow under her hair. But, it looked like she only rolled her eyes. Stuffing her hands in her pockets, she walked over to the Angel before crouching down in their face. “You’re on the ground, stupid, and I’m letting you go. I told you to beat it, not grovel.” 

The Angel clamped their jaw shut, running claws through their own fur as the stress started to get the better of them. They just needed to get her to understand. “I’m not groveling,” they insisted, and something in their tone made her tilt her head. “You don’t have to talk to me or… or anything. I just want to make sure you’re fine.”

Wrong thing to say. The monster bared her teeth again in annoyance. “I was fine until you came back here, dumbass!” 

“Which is why I’m trying to make it up to you!” The Angel didn’t know how to get this across without looking weird, or without telling her something that would upset the Angel in her shoes. Logically, they shouldn’t even be here. She was an entirely different person. But, the echo was too strong, and it wrenched them further off track. “It’s free food. It’s… it’s at Grillby’s, in case you think I’m trying to pull something on you.”

The monster glanced up and down, as if sizing them up. “So, you’re trying to convince me that this is just a thing you do? Walk behind buildings, show off a damn soul, get your shit rocked, and then give people dinner?” She tilted her head back, laughing, “You think I’m stupid.”

“No, you’re not.” The Angel snapped back, and the laugh stopped. They steadied themself. She’s not her. Don’t act like it. But still, the Angel could care like it was. “I just mistook you for someone else.”

“Then why’d you know my name, huh?” The monster tilted her head, before realizing something while she stood back up to her full height. “I dunno why I’m even bothering. With a soul like that, you’re looking for trouble.”

The Angel grit their teeth, muttering under their breath, “Heard that one before.” Slowly, the Angel tried to push themself up with their cane. Just like they thought, their legs shook too much. Not ready yet. They plopped back down to the pavement, taking a breath. They didn’t notice the way that the monster stared at them. “There’s a lot wrong with me. I know. I just…” They looked away from her and down at the pavement below. “I’m sorry.”

A few beats of silence passed. For a second, they started to look back up before something hooked around the back of their hoodie. Unceremoniously, they were lifted off the ground, being put right back on their feet by the very monster who had knocked them down. “God, stop looking so pathetic already. It’s gross.” Roughly, she shoved the cane back into their hands. “You look like a weird wet cat when you do that.”

Sputtering, the Angel whipped their head around to look at her. A smug smile was on her face, like she found it funny. Still, it was better than the other things that they were said to look like. “I’m just trying to be helpful!”

“Yeah yeah, whatever.” The monster stepped a few paces away. “You’re lucky you’re weird as hell. I’m actually bored enough to figure out…” She waved a hand in their general direction. “...whatever this is.”

It took a few seconds to register, but something in the Angel’s soul started to lift. A smile returned to their face as excitement bubbled. “You’ll come with me then?”

“I just want free, hot food,” she stated. Of course, it was just about the food. That was fine. As long as… as long as she was just a little bit better, then the Angel would have to be content with that. Having more to say, she turned around, a glint of yellow peeking out from under her hair. “But don’t get any funny ideas. You try to cross me, and I’ll bite your damn face off.”

The Angel would not be processing the fact that ironically, the threat calmed them down slightly. “I promise. No funny business. I’ll leave you alone the moment you want me to.”

“...Weirdo.” She threw one extra insult before whirling around, moving towards the door. “Wait out front. Ditch me, and I’ll throw an axe at you next time I see you.” She showed teeth again, threatening, “You’re easy to pick out in a crowd, y’know.”

Threat noted, but they were not going anywhere. The Angel smiled. “I’m… a bit slow, so I think that would be pretty easy.” Except, they once again forgot the one formality that they were always supposed to have. Not using their own name put a dent in how they actually talked to people. “So… your name is Susie?”

“Suzy, yeah.”

“Oh, so with a ‘y’.” The Angel said out loud before instantly wanting to strangle themself.

It did not go unnoticed, Suzy squinting at them. “You’re weird.” She brushed them off, heading back through an employee’s only exit. “Now, can it and go to the front. I’m not getting in more trouble just because you wanted to make small-talk.”

“Right, sorry-” The door slammed shut before the Angel could get another apology out, and they stood there for a few moments. Right, they needed to move. She wasn’t their friend, but at the very least, they could do something nice. They didn’t have infinite money, but Papyrus had given them enough. The Angel knew that their Susie had a large appetite, so they were a little worried about Suzy-

The Angel needed to be sure not to compare them. They couldn’t. Helping Suzy wouldn’t stop the Roaring happening elsewhere. It could not replace the wound that was still festering.

They didn’t need it to. They didn’t. The only thing they needed was for Suzy to be just a little more all right.

As quickly as they could, the Angel began to walk back to the front of the store. After all, Papyrus and Toriel were probably looking for them. Sure enough, Papyrus was standing at the front entrance with bags of groceries, surveying the sidewalk leading up to the front doors. When he spotted the Angel, he tapped on Toriel’s shoulder before marching up to them. “It seems that despite your dislike for detours, you have taken one yourself! Are you perhaps bashful at the fact that you like the scenic view?!?”

Toriel breathed a sigh of relief, like she had been winding up for the past few minutes and finally had a chance to calm down. “That was incredibly worrying. You are more than welcome to go off on your own, but with your situation-” Toriel surveyed them properly, and her eyes caught on something. “You are bleeding.”

Quickly, the Angel swiped at their nose again. More blood had trickled out, and they tried to scratch the remaining stain out of their fur. “I’m fine. Just had a misunderstanding.”

A soft glow of green magic began to form in the palms of Toriel’s hands. “Would you mind if I-”

“Do not.” The Angel took a step back away from the offending hand. Shakily, they took a breath while watching the healing magic go away. They panted, “It’s… it’s just a nose bleed. And, that’ll probably cause something to become visible.” Attacks or healing had a tendency to do that, if the Woshua was any indicator. 

Toriel’s hands itched to do something, but they lowered either way.

Papyrus seemed more interested in where they had gone, glancing behind them as if something would appear from behind the building. “The adventurous path is a fun one! I am glad that you have finally seen eye-to-eye with me! But be warned, my brother may try to convince you that lazing around and doing the bare minimum is far more enjoyable… a sorry plight…” Despite the way he said his words as if they were a tragedy, he immediately beamed. “But perhaps not!!! He has gained some hobbies of his own here on the surface! That is now two wins for the Great Papyrus helping people get out of their shell!” He swept an arm over Toriel’s shoulder, getting a smile from her. “Three if you count Miss Toriel!”

Okay, great. Papyrus seemed enthused about all of this at least. The Angel sighed, and realized that Suzy definitely wasn’t going to come if there were two more monsters tailing them. That wasn’t the deal. They needed to think fast.

What would get the two of them to relent instantly? “Well… speaking of being adventurous… I made a friend,” they lied, even though it rolled off their tongue naturally. 

Despite all of the tension, Toriel’s face lit up- “That’s wonderful!” -before immediately growing suspicious. “I do hope certain friends are not the cause of your injury.”

“I fell over.” Technically the truth. They just had help doing that. Still, the half-truth came out so quickly that she relaxed just the slightest bit. “But, I offered to bring her to Grillby’s with me, and I would like to do that…” They glanced between Toriel and Papyrus, sighing, “Alone, if possible.”

Toriel immediately became worried. “I’m not sure if that-”

But Papyrus could not be swayed in her direction. “Ah! I understand completely!” He winked at the Angel, and they fully understood how that was audible now. He did in-fact make an audible winking sound. “We can make ourselves busy until you need a ride home! After all, I would not be ordering anything at Grillby’s!!!” He whipped out his phone. “I also found your number, so you can call me when you are ready!”

Huh? “When did I-” Sure enough, they did have a missed call. Still, they didn’t remember giving him that. Did he dial every number sequentially again? There wasn’t enough time for that.

“I simply asked Frisk for it! What? Did you think I would have done something else?!” Ah. Yeah. That would make more sense. “Besides! We have to get these groceries home anyway! You can pick them up when I drive you back to Miss Toriel’s place!”

That was thorough. The Angel could appreciate that. He had been strangely thorough this entire time. At least, the money he’d given would hopefully be enough. “I’ll let you know when I’m ready, then,” the Angel tried to reassure the both of them, but it was more for Toriel’s sake than anything.

“Very well! Then off we go!” Papyrus exclaimed, shifting some of the grocery bags further on his arm while grasping Toriel’s hand. “Wouldn’t want to let the food get too warm now would we???”

“Be careful!” Toriel shouted, still worrying even as she went. “Mind your surroundings!”

The Angel didn’t need the warning, but they nodded regardless as she went with Papyrus. All they needed to do now was wait. Despite how rough the day had been, they did end up in the exact place where Suzy would be. Now, they were close to the time when Sans would likely be at Grillby’s, and with someone who…

…who they didn’t know, but they would like to.

A moment later, Suzy came out the front of the store with her hands in her pockets. When she caught their eye, there was a flash of surprise on her face, like she genuinely didn’t expect them to still be there. It faded quickly, turning back to that smug smile that seemed to be her neutral state. “All right, time to find out if you’re actually stupid or just groveling for real.”

The Angel glanced back at her, immediately beginning to retrace their steps towards Grillby’s. “I told you, it’s not groveling.”

“And I told you, you’re weird as hell.” She walked next to them, keeping a step back so that they could lead the way. “So what, where are we headed, that cushy place?”

“Grillby’s.” The Angel remembered what their actual task was, but this was a worthy thing to go off track for. After all, didn’t the old man say that he liked going the wrong way? Maybe he had a point. If they didn’t go the wrong way now, then they wouldn’t have found her.

“Arright, then lead the way, weirdo.”

At least, they could do this. They would find Sans. They could do something good on the way. Besides, didn’t Susie always tell them that no one should have to feel like they were left behind? The Angel didn’t know Suzy’s story, but considering the trash bag…

They could take the time to make things just a little better.

Notes:

Ima be real that first part was raw animal instinct. Sure it was in the outline generally, but I just decided "Yes this needs to happen right this very second" and wrote half of the chapter before I even got to the shopping part.

Sans escapes the fic for one chapter more.

I know it's a controversial take, but I do not think Susie could solo the Roaring. People like the hype moments and aura of that, but her friends are what kinda holds her together. Losing them again (which is one of her GREATEST fears) would break her. If a solo Susie scenario does happen, I hope we're there so that she hasn't lost everyone. But uhhhhh yeah she's not taking it well when she loses someone.

My need to write Fun Gang fluff grows. My inability to make it at a reasonable time when hell is not breaking lose continues. Welcome to lost mode! Benefits: You have Angel Light spells now! Bad news: Your IP address got leaked.

AND I FINALLY GET TO USE OTHER DARK WORLD LOCATIONS JUST A LITTLE BIT YEEEES.

Oh Toriel. I always feel like she gets the short end of the stick, but I've finally been able to pounce on the "why". They're already going through an identity crisis and uh... the whole seeing someone else thing is definitely making it worse. Filling a void that you're not meant to fill.

It's okay! I'm sure this has no bearing on-

YOU'VE ACTIVATED MY TRAP CARD. SUZY UNDERTALE.

One of you told me you would scream if I did this. I am sorry to say that this has been planned since the beginning. She's just out there, just like Noel was. After all, we KNOW Suzy is in Undertale somewhere. And yes, the bit about the y in her name was necessary. It was. Canonically they can see that shit. IT HAD TO BE DONE IM SORRY.

The Suzy scene was KILLING me but I'm so happy it's out in the open. I think people saw this coming ever since Noel was talked about, but it seems like the Angel gets to have another wrench thrown into everything. I cannot talk about Suzy much, since obviously there's another chapter coming up, but I am about to have fun.

Thank you for reading :D

Chapter 20: Petrichor

Summary:

The rain has long gone.

Notes:

My bad sleep schedule gang. Had a task to do today so I was a bit late. But! It allowed a few more fanarts to get in!

darinaethelaianprophet drew a few things this week! The first one is Flowey looking into a Shadow Crystal and Contemplating. Someone has gotta bite this flower.
https://www. /darinaethelaianprophet/807944711189970944/finally-something-new-a-scene-from-chapter-17?source=share
Also! A very neat depiction of the hypocrisy/cycle going on with Toriel and the Angel!
https://www. /darinaethelaianprophet/808364658978324480/echoes-light-reflects-in-familiar-ways-but-a?source=share
ALSO ALSO a more lighthearted take on what could happen with Suzy (but Frisk gets bullied just a little bit).
https://www. /darinaethelaianprophet/808121789645537280/ragebaiting-the-first-vessel-with-you-comic?source=share

e5cul4p drew. A very silly image of what the Angel probably looked like before they realized Suzy was not Susie.
https://www. /star-pup01/808093406892113920/this-whole-interaction-is-so-bizarre-from-any?source=share

Redraven393 also drew a few things this week! The first one was a drawing of the Angel for a banner
https://www. /redraven393/808219148012371968/ordering-food-for-the-campfire-meetings?source=share
And additionally! A beach party drawing of the entire fun gang! I am Sure That Beaches Will Be A Good Vacation Spot
https://www. /redraven393/808510189483573248/beach-day?source=share

5kape drew the scrungliest Angel I have ever seen + a Suzy encounter + Suzy picking up the Angel by their hoodie. Deadass this Angel depiction is just so damn good. Skrunkle. Scrungle??? Creature up to no good. Very good shading!
https://www. /5kape/808239335220674560/i-also-did-this-little-sketch-while-making-it-for?source=share

And lastly, a-flawed-apparatus made some speculative heroforge scenes with what the Angel's new cane would turn into!
Gun!
https://www. /a-flawed-apparatus/808527113730818048/update-on-the-light-world-version-of-the-angel?source=share

Godspeed soldiers. If ao3 deletes my links I'm gonna be mad again!

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

Most of the walk happened in silence. That was the Angel’s fault, they thought. Every question they thought to ask her was a question they would have for Susie, but they couldn’t do that. They absolutely could not. At some point, they were going to slip and ask about things that they shouldn’t ask about. Besides, Suzy already didn’t trust them. It was best to keep their mouth shut, and she didn’t look that interested in talking to them. As if reinforcing that herself, she kept a pretty strong pace ahead of them, but kept getting annoyed when she had to wait for them at an intersection.

“Can you walk any slower?” She jeered after the third time of the Angel not moving fast enough. Ah, so she was fine with talking if she got annoyed enough.

The reminders didn’t help. The Angel had definitely heard those words before. Sometimes, they wished that they could have met Susie in the beginning… and wondered what could have changed if they were standing there instead of Kris. They didn’t expect to be confronted with those answers at a time when they shouldn’t ask the question.

As soon as they caught up, the Angel tried to roll off of the question naturally even if it jabbed a little too deep. If she wanted to get onto them for vessel related things, then it was within their right to be annoying about vessel related things. “I learned to walk three days ago. Give me a break.” 

They couldn’t see Suzy’s eyes, but her smug grin fell for a second. She was probably squinting at them. “Everything you say is so damn weird. Forget it.” Yep. Definitely squinting. 

“You asked.” The Angel kept walking, still mentally retracing their steps from earlier in the day. They found that they were looking from above a lot in order to figure out their directions. If they were going to be stuck like this, then they deserved to use their weirder traits for dumb things.

Again, things were silent for a bit. Suzy stopped running ahead as much, and the Angel could see her glancing at the back of their head. “So like… whaddya need the cane for?” She asked, walking up next to them again when she finally had something to comment on. Ah, nope, she was baring her teeth with a grin. She thought something was funny. “Did the last person you snuck up on do that to you?”

Okay, well if she wanted to ask them, then they weren’t going to lie. The Angel glanced back at her. “Imagine, one day you woke up, and your leg was just an entirely different skeletal structure.” The Angel tapped their odd legs. At least, it had gotten slightly easier over time. “I can probably walk. I just haven’t figured it out, and it’s tiring.”

She scrunched up her face again. “I’m making fun of you, dumbass.” 

The Angel saw a hand rising up next to their head, and that was the only warning they got before she flicked their ear roughly. No soul came out, but they stopped moving that time. After a few moments and a quirk of Suzy’s head, the Angel exhaled a breath they didn’t realize they were holding.

It didn’t go unnoticed, a smug grin appearing on Suzy’s face. “What? Can’t handle a little flick? That’s what you get for telling me a ton of stupid shit.”

Grimacing, the Angel glanced back down at their hand which still had faint smears of red on it. They tried to scratch it out a little more. It wouldn’t be noticeable at a distance, but it was a reminder for them. Susie wasn’t always unbearably kind like she was now. She may have wanted to be, but it took her a lot to get there. This Susie-

They were different. Stop comparing them. 

Nevertheless, if Suzy found their reaction funny, then she was likely very much a bully. The Angel was an easy target for that. They couldn’t act like this was someone they knew. It… it was fine. They’d make sure that she was fine for the night, and then they could find Sans like they were supposed to.

Still, that indignant spark that always showed up came back. No one ever believed them, and they hated seeing a slightly familiar face that used to trust them instantly. The Angel clenched their jaw shut for only a moment, but couldn’t help saying “You’d be surprised.”

“Yeah yeah yeah.” Suzy brushed them off, sniffing the air. “Now, where the hell is that restaurant you were talking about?”

The Angel pointed as they rounded a corner, coming across the glowing sign. Grillby’s looked… larger than it was in the Underground. When the Angel looked through the window, they saw that the restaurant sprawled quite a bit. There were far more booths and tables surrounding the bar, and if they had to guess, there was more seating in the back. Grillby had really moved up in the world. While they could see a familiar fire-elemental standing behind the bar, they saw no sign of a skeleton within.

It was fine. They were probably early anyway. They could wait. It gave them time to make sure that Suzy was settled anyway. The two of them still hadn’t come to an agreement on if the Angel would just leave as soon as it was all paid for, but they had a strong feeling that she wanted to be rid of them as soon as possible. 

Suzy stuffed one hand in her pocket before swinging the door open. Instead of getting out of the way, she forced the Angel to crouch and walk under her arm. She looked even more amused when they actually did it. Let her. They could deal with a bit of teasing. They’d already dealt with Flowey for an entire Dark World.

Thankfully, she let them take the lead in getting a table. They didn’t recognize the waiter, and what was once a cozy bar had seemingly changed in the city. It definitely leaned more into “restaurant” now, but the Angel could see some familiar faces in the crowd. It seemed that the canine unit still stopped by. Humans the Angel didn’t recognize stopped by, and from a quick scan of faces, it looked like they were having a good time. It was… peaceful, far more peaceful than the Angel ever thought things would be when they left the world to go on without them.

It reminded them of a similar thought they had when everyone woke up on the day of the festival. They were rarely needed in this world until things were going to go wrong. They couldn’t rest with people they trusted, always being displaced from time until the exact moment when they would be useful.

The man said the future that they wanted was finally within reach. They wondered if there would be anything left for something like them after the smoke cleared… if the smoke even cleared. After all, they had already made a promise. At least, they would be with someone they trusted, even if…

“You’re doing the wet cat thing again.” Suzy knocked against their shoulder, causing them to jolt again. Once again, no soul. It wasn’t danger anymore, just that they still didn’t like it. “Sit down, stupid. I still need you to pay for all of this.”

Right. No use thinking about it now. The Angel could think of this as an act of defiance against always having to do important things. But… they couldn’t forget what they were really here for. The Angel sat down at the booth, and didn’t even bother touching the menu. They wouldn’t be eating anything today anyway, no matter how hollow they felt inside right now.

Suzy looked like Christmas had come early, going through the options as quickly as she possibly could. For a second, the Angel swore that the mask slipped. Suzy actually asked, “Uh, how much do you actually… have?” 

Okay. Scratch that. Grab the menu. The Angel didn’t know any conversion rates of this world, and wasn’t going to try. Gold was stupid in the Underground, and they weren’t even using gold. Thankfully, it was roughly what they were used to. Yay. This world used pretty reasonably converted dollars like the other one. Okay fine. “I was given enough for like… three entire meals I think?” Suzy looked at them like they were stupid, so they clarified. “Like seventy dollars.”

“Cool. Your grave.” She started pouring over the menu instantly. Her idea of a practical joke was probably to use up all the money that the Angel had, but they weren’t going to be using any of it, so…

“I’m not eating, so go crazy,” the Angel said, still watching the rest of the restaurant like a hawk. They had a pretty good sightline on the bar, and that was where Sans liked to sit back in the Underground.

Suzy stared at them for a few seconds. Deciding on something, she scoffed, “Fine by me. You look like you’d keel over if you ate this. All bones.” She gestured at their entire state of being, but her smug grin didn’t return. Odd, they thought she was getting a kick out of free punches at them.

“I also learned how to eat again just this morning.” Why were they saying the things that they were? The Angel wanted to throw themself out the nearest window. There was no reason to snap back at her. It wouldn’t do anything. Just get everything paid for and be done.

Sighing, Suzy slapped the menu back down against the table. She crossed her legs, leaning back. “So, what’s the joke there? Or are you just being weird on purpose?”

The Angel leaned back themself, and their one good horn bonked against the back of their booth. Suzy giggled at them while they shook their head off. They sighed, “I bleed. You saw something else weird about me earlier. Would it be that crazy to say I wasn’t lying?”

“Yeah right.” Suzy immediately lost interest, going back to perusing the menu. “Keep being weird and cryptic. You’re nothing compared to the creeps that come through the store.”

Well, there was something that they could actually talk about that wasn’t questions they had for Susie. The Angel tried to keep her attention. “So, stuck in retail, huh?”

She glanced up, but made a noncommittal noise. “It works. Haven’t been fired yet, so that’s cool. Might end if you do that shit again, though.”

So, she’d lost jobs before. The Angel wanted to ask so many questions, but didn’t think that they should. Her eating food from a trash bag probably said enough. Though, they could… try to figure out her situation in other ways. The Angel wanted to help, but didn’t know how yet. Maybe food was enough, but… “I’m sorry for that,” they began, and decided to come clean, “I thought you were someone else.”

Suzy dipped her head, the smug smile coming back. “Yeah, no one would risk getting their face bitten off for no reason.” The smile slightly faded. “Dunno why you hung around though.”

Their reasons weren’t pure. If it’d been anyone else, the Angel probably would have walked away. “It’s a long story.” They didn’t know if they should tell her, and she seemed even more annoyed when they started being cryptic again. If it was anyone else, would they have even stopped? Would they have even seen a face in the crowd that needed help? No. But, Susie once helped them when they thought all was lost. One day, they’d be back to help her, but until then, they had to do what she would. They weren’t the same, but the Angel couldn’t let this one be. “Just doing what a friend of mine would’ve done.”

Part of them still rotted whenever they thought of the way Toriel looked at them. They still hated it to their core. And yet, they wondered if they should apologize. Why was this so difficult? 

Suzy brushed them off, completely backing off from the conversation. “Cool. Hope whatever friend you have would also let me bleed your wallet dry,” she grumbled, not looking at the Angel again.

Still, they had to know something. The Angel would leave out Susie’s name, because it wouldn’t matter. They just needed to understand Suzy’s situation. “Kris probably would’ve bled my wallet dry. I would’ve done it for Ralsei in an instant.” The Angel watched her expression to see if any names invoked anything, but she just kept humming. She’d met neither of them. Well, there was one more to try. “Noelle probably wouldn’t need it. Her family was already rich. Of course, it didn’t go to anything good.” 

Suzy perked up, and for a second, the Angel thought that they finally found someone who she knew in this world. Except, she seemed more spiteful if anything, and didn’t even mention the name. “Pisses me off, that’s for sure. Every monster who had a decent enough family out of the Underground was pretty damn well off. Those of us who didn’t though?” Her teeth bared. “Digging through a god damn garbage can.”

She didn’t know any of them. She had truly met no one. The Angel stared at her for a bit. Surely, at some point, she would have met this world’s equivalent of Kris. But, the more the Angel thought about it…

Suzy was in the Underground for her childhood, since she seemed around the same age as Frisk now. Susie met Kris in highschool, which would have been when Suzy was on the surface, but… would events have really been the same? Kris and Susie meeting and even becoming friends was such a chance event. It required a Dark World for the two to become actual friends. This world was large. Kris could be a human that was anywhere within this city, or even one that lived completely elsewhere. After all, they were meant to be Toriel’s kid.

The Angel thought of Frisk, and wondered if Kris even existed at all.

Suzy hadn’t found anyone. She’d been left alone.

What could they do? They weren’t going to be around for long. If they did befriend her, then she was just going to be in for a world of heartbreak when they inevitably had to leave. They could try to get her to be friends with Frisk. Maybe that would get Frisk off the Angel’s back, but she didn’t seem to even be interested in making friends right now. But, then again, Susie always wanted friends, but was too scared-

Stop.

Just do this. At least make sure that she had something nice to eat. The Angel could do that. The Angel scratched the fur on their head to try to soothe themself. “I wish I had a way to help more.” They sighed, “In case it wasn’t obvious, I have no idea what I’m doing.”

Suzy snickered, “Yep. Dunno what the hell you’re even doing all of this for, but I’m not complaining. Hope you’re not expecting anything outta this, because I’m dipping the moment I’m done.”

That… made sense. If she didn’t want to be friends, then the Angel wouldn’t intrude any further. At least, she seemed happy about the food.

Silence came back for a while when food was ordered and for quite a while after. The Angel kept scanning the restaurant. No sign of Sans came, and they began to wonder if this was yet another lie to get the Angel to go on a shopping trip that just wasn’t meant to be. The smells of the restaurant started to get to them. They remembered how food used to taste. Part of them wondered what it would be like to try again, but the feeling of anything going down still felt vile.

“Are you uh… seriously not gonna eat?” Suzy asked despite having ordered everything for herself. She pretty much ran as close to the upper limit as possible. The Angel wasn’t really concerned with how much money they had left after this. But still, they didn’t expect Suzy to seem worried. “Not that it’s my problem. But like, I definitely heard your stomach growl.”

“I told you, I can’t. It’s all yours.” They’d probably vomit it all up at their earliest convenience, or just sit there like an idiot anyway. “Besides, hopefully the… leftovers will keep you from needing to dumpster dive.”

Like she’d just heard the funniest thing ever, Suzy slammed a fist on the table. “HA!” A few faces in the restaurant turned their way, but Suzy didn’t care. “You think I’m gonna have leftovers? That’s cute.” She reached forward too fast to dodge and flicked them between the eyes.

The Angel tried to swat the offending hand away, their own teeth slightly baring when the quick jolt of pain hit them. They once again checked for a red glow on their chest, and were thankful to see nothing. This time, they did feel a compulsion to defend themself, and stifled the call to dodge that was thrumming in their chest. That was as close as they were allowing this to get.

“Can you stop doing that?” They asked, and bristled at the way Suzy was grinning. “If you hit me, then the heart problem that you saw is going to happen again, and I’d like for that to not happen.”

Suzy only seemed like she found it more funny. “Sick, your teeth are actually baring. Nice. So you do have a limit.”

“You don’t have to push it.” As soon as they could, they hid their teeth again. The Angel couldn’t understand what was with people and intentionally trying to antagonize them. If it wasn’t Susie’s face, then it would probably hurt less. But of course, everyone who hurt them in this world just had to be someone that they recognized very well. “I’m dealing with enough right now, and I just wanted to be nice.”

Suzy rolled her eyes and crossed her arms. “Relaaaax. I don’t wanna deal with that either, so whatever.” She tilted her head, like she was listening for something. “This place is boring anyway. If you’re gonna be a wet rag, then you can just leave the money dumbass.”

“I-” The Angel clamped their jaw shut. She was mean. The Angel expected that somewhat, but just thought that things would naturally work out. “I can do that if you want, but I just…” Did she not want a friend? Wasn’t that what Susie had been missing out on this whole time? A chance?

“See? Wet rag,” Suzy snickered again, not caring a single bit about any attempt that they were trying to make. “Chill out. You’re lucky that you’re weird. Like, seriously, what’s up with the whole blood thing?” 

She… gave them an out? The Angel expected her to brush them away. Of course, every question about themself seemed to only annoy her, and she was still calling them a wet rag. They could keep the anger down. It was bubbling slowly but surely. The Angel loosened their grip on the booth, claws slowly unsticking from leather that they had pierced. 

The Angel took a deep breath, and talked about what they did know. “A doctor told me that I’m… more physical than normal monsters, I guess.” They didn’t need to get into the specifics of what the other world’s monsters were like, or if the Angel was reflecting that in some way. “I don’t… actually have a normal soul like you.”

“Huh.” For once, they had actually piqued her interest. “Pretty gnarly. Makes you look like you killed someone.” Again, she snickered, pointing at their chest. “You might’ve. I dunno.”

Did they make a poorly timed joke that they had indeed killed before since this world was in-fact real? No, the moment they thought of it, their claws impaled leather again. It wasn’t funny. “I haven’t,” they lied. “It’s mine, and it has caused me so many problems.”

“Oh yeah? Then maybe you shouldn’t show it off out in the open, dumbass.” Suzy’s hand came up again, but she thought better of it this time, playing it off by brushing her hand against her jacket. “Trust me, people around here? Twitchy as hell. You so much as look at ‘em wrong, and they think you’re the scariest thing ever.” Her teeth bared, drool dripping out of her mouth. “Good for me though. Keeps people from hounding me.”

The Angel crossed their own arms, leaning back. “Seems like that didn’t work out for once.”

Somehow, that was what finally knocked her off balance. She shook her head before leaning over on the table to defend herself. “Well duh, that’s not my fault! You’re just weird as hell, and I still can’t figure out what your whole deal is. I’m still expecting you to try to stab me when this is all over, y’know.”

“Then keep expecting.” They smiled, pointing at their one good horn on the left side of their head. “I only have half the chance of actually getting you anyway.”

“Hah! So you do have jokes!” Suzy grinned, actually grinned before taking her arm off the table. But, now that attention had been drawn, the Angel caught her looking at the right side of their head. “So what’s the deal with that, huh? That thing still looks sharp.”

The Angel had been trying not to think about it. After their save-point healed it, it stopped bleeding and hurting nearly as much, but it was still jagged. They didn’t want to poke at it to test what bone shrapnel felt like. So, they gave her a truthful answer. “I bashed it off.”

Again, she seemed interested all over again. “Well c’mon, don’t leave me hanging. Why the hell would you go and do something like that?” A bit of smugness came back, and she tried to lean back and act like she wasn’t biting on their story. “I bet it was embarrassing, and you’re lying.”

“Technically,” the Angel sighed, not exactly remembering it as a fond memory, but still enjoying the brief camaraderie for a second, “I shot it off. I needed something sharp, so I…” They flicked their head to the side. “Bashed it off. That didn’t work, so I shot it off.”

“Hell yeah!” She tilted her head. “Wait a minute, the hell did you use to shoot it?”

The Angel shrank back into their seat slightly, grumbling while being unsure of how to explain that they could just do that. “Soul magic,” they mumbled, hoping that would be enough of an explanation.

It must’ve been enough. Her grin came back. “Damn, your magic must be something if you can blow your own horn off. If you want, I can make it even. My axes are pretty good.”

Ah. So that’s what she meant by throwing an axe at them. Come to think of it though, that was a rough magic type to have. The Angel could not think of all that many applications for summoning axes, and none that exactly came up working at a grocery store. “I’m good. But axes?”

Suzy grinned for a bit longer before something deflated. She blew some of her hair out of her face, but it fell right back over her eyes. “Yeah. Good for pretty much one thing, and I’m not even allowed to put one in between someone’s eyes for being annoying.” She held up her hand teasingly. “You’re lucky it was only a flick.”

“After all we’ve been through?” The Angel half-wanted to make a joke about not actually dying, but the sickening feeling that rose in their throat when they thought about it needed to stay down. Instead, they leveraged something else. “How about another deal? Promise to not chop me with an axe, and I’ll show you the horn that I knocked off.”

For a second, her eyebrows raised enough for her eyes to be visible for a second. She leaned across the table excitedly, grinning. “Deal. Show it.”

Satisfied at hopefully removing the possibility of an axe, the Angel reached into their satchel and pulled out the red fragment of their horn. Suzy tracked it like she was planning to pounce, so they kept it firmly on their side of the booth. “You can see it. Unfortunately, I kinda want this intact for a while.”

“Darn. I was gonna bite it.” Suzy didn’t try to snatch it from them, but she seemed satisfied just seeing that they weren’t lying. “Fine. That is cool. You got me. All I got are dumb scars everywhere.”

The Angel could see a lot of them across her face. Well, she asked about their horn, so it was fair play. “Is there a story behind that?”

“Blegh, nothing interesting. Normal scraps, y’know?” She shook her head, claws tracing the marks on her scales. “Don’t worry about that though. I didn’t let ‘em happen for free.” For some reasons, the words lacked the usual bravado that they always had. 

The Angel almost entertained the thought of peering deeper, but realized that they really shouldn’t be doing that with friends. It was a choice now to peer into minds instead of something they did naturally. They should take that as a boon and not do it amongst friends. 

“You don’t have to look at me like you’re sorry, stupid.” Suzy bared her teeth. “Feel sorry for the dumbasses who got bitten right after.”

“Right, sorry.” Still, it didn’t help all that much. They tried to wipe the expression off of their face, but failed over and over. Thankfully, food finally showed up, distracting them from everything. Suzy actually looking giddy made a smile come to their face, and for just a second, they thought that they had done something right.

Of course, time had a way of dumping a cold bucket of water over their head.

Just when they’d begun to settle down, just when the memory of why they were here began to slightly dull, a living reminder opened the door. The Angel would never mistake him. For a second, they thought that Papyrus had tricked them again, but sure enough, a different skeleton walked through that door.

Sans couldn’t dodge forever.

The Angel tried not to stare, watching him from the corner of their eye. He didn’t acknowledge their presence, only walking to other patrons instead. Of course, he always did that in Grillby’s as well. He actually had it in him to flick a bone or two to the canine unit. Only after a moment did he mosey over to the jukebox, putting in a few coins. Huh, it really did work. The Angel wasn’t paying attention to what he was saying, and couldn’t with all of the ruckus. They tried to switch perspectives, and only made out the sound of his speech instead of the words.

He looked happy. Somehow, that annoyed them the most.

“Excuse me for a moment,” the Angel said, pushing themself up from their seated position and grabbing their cane. Who knew? Suzy might not even remember this in a bit. The Angel had no idea how Sans would react to their presence, and they were pushing it just approaching him directly.

Sans sat down at the bar. Grillby moved to the back to get him the usual, the Angel assumed. They still hadn’t heard a word the skeleton said. He still hadn’t turned to look at them while they approached from behind. This world knew them as a monster with a human soul. An interference. An anomaly.

For the next few minutes, for one person in particular, they would be the Angel.

The Angel knocked a whoopie cushion off the stool with their cane, sitting down next to Sans. A veil of their own making covered their face, neutrality taking over their expression. No more games. He couldn’t leave now.

Since they came in here, the sun had gone down. The Angel muttered, “Rowdy night, isn’t it?”

Eyelights flicked over to them. Relaxed. His grin didn’t waver, and the Angel couldn’t tell if it was plastered on or genuine. As if he was completely unbothered by them, Sans shrugged. “Woulda been better if ya fell for the whoopie cushion trick. Oh well. Guess you’ve seen it before.”

His double-edged language wasn’t going to help him this time. The Angel didn’t need to be hostile with him, but they knew of his tendency to dodge. After all, that’s why they were here, wasn’t it? All of the locations that he was supposed to be in were strangely missing him, and every excuse in the book had been made for him to evade them. Honestly, they were shocked that he even came here. 

The Angel’s eyes narrowed. Despite knowing how suspicious they sounded, they needed to be suspicious right now. He couldn’t leave, and they needed him to understand what they were. “You’re a really hard person to find, you know.”

Again, he didn’t react to a thing they said. Sans’ face never changed. “Heard that one before. Turns out, when you have as many jobs as I did, you get more retirement money. Put ‘em all together and I retired early. Pretty cool, huh?”

Of course, he would do something like that. Of course, he would try to evade. “Thought you’d be the type to stay put and laze around.” The Angel wondered what was going on inside his head. Prying would be easy, but the consequences may be more than they could handle. After all, when they glanced across the room to Suzy, they knew that they didn’t want to undo all of this. Best keep it as straightforward as possible. “You know why I’m here,” they started, deciding to get any pretense out of the way. 

Sans made no indication that he cared. “Dunno. The place has got some good food, bad laughs, and some good friends every now and then. My bro hates it though. Finds new ways to uh… express that every day.” The eyelights trailed towards the Angel. “He’s the coolest, isn’t he?”

“Can’t deny that, even now.” For a second, they let the veil slip. It reasserted itself. He was trying to distract them. “You’re trying to distract me.”

“Nah, I mean it. Dunno why you’d be here.” He shrugged. “Maybe the ‘friend’ guess was pretty good. She might start wonderin’ why you’re over here.”

The Angel spotted Suzy, and she seemed completely unperturbed by her absence. Maybe the food was all she wanted after all. Still, it was nice to see her happy for just a little bit. But, right now, the Angel was needed over here. “You’re going to make this difficult, aren’t you?”

Grillby walked out of the back, giving Sans a quite plain burger for the restaurant that he was ordering from. It seemed that some things never changed. Heat radiated from the fire elemental, and his glasses turned to regard the Angel carefully. He didn’t stay for long, withdrawing to clean glasses as he always did.

“I dunno.” Sans stayed perfectly still. When the Angel blinked, a chunk was taken out of the burger. “Not the kinda guy to take the goat by the horns, y’know?” He fully turned, eyelights flicking up to their head. “Darn, guess it’s only the one.” At the Angel’s deadpan glare, his grin only grew. “See bud? I’ll be even worse at it when I’ve only got one horn to work with.”

Dodging again. The Angel started down at his food, seeing another bite having been taken when they looked away. They sighed, “What dumb thing are you going to make me say before you acknowledge what this is? Do you need a codeword?” They put a hand on their forehead, reciting lines that they knew they had to say eventually. “I’m a stupid doodoo butt. I’m the Legendary Fartmaster. What, is there a third one you’re gonna give me?”

The skeleton snickered, leaning back on his stool ever-so-slightly. “Sorry pal, those codewords are old news. Where’d ya get those from, Frisk?” His grin only grew wider. “They told everyone ‘cause they thought it was funny. Guess they didn’t tell you that pretty much everyone knows ‘em now, huh? Trying to make you look real immature. For shame.”

The Angel leaned closer, teeth gritting. “I need you to take this remotely seriously.” The pretense had to be dropped. He wasn’t receptive to attempts at any subtlety. “The Roaring is happening as we speak, and if you know anything, I need you to tell me now.” He was going to keep evading until they got to the point. That was always how he was, hiding behind jokes until cornered into finally getting one more potshot in, whether it be snapping at them for killing his brother or finally being unable to afford not to care anymore.

Sans did the closest thing to rolling his eyes, glancing away from them while another bite vanished from the food in front of him. “Dunno what you’re talking about, bud. That sounds like a pretty cool band name, though.” 

No. They weren’t taking this. “Then why aren’t you looking at me when you say that?” The Angel hissed, heat building under their skin. “Kris. Susie. Ralsei. Noelle. Do any of those names mean anything to you, or were you not paying attention to them when you were having the night of your life?”

That damned expression never changed. As if he was dealing with someone having a tantrum, Sans lightly waved them off. “Geez, take it easy bud. I keep up with people, but I don’t know everyone. Too much for a lazy guy like me, right?” He gestured at himself with one covered hand. The burger was gone. “Noel is the mayor’s kid last I checked. Asgore could set ya up, but I wouldn’t go to her place. If you think you’re icy, you haven’t seen anything yet. Good kid, though. Knew her all the way back in-”

“So the Ol’ Jitterbug really just means nothing to you, huh?” The Angel analyzed his face as closely as they could, looking for something, anything that would tip them off. Eyelights disappearing would be a dead giveaway. He rarely used that flashing eye, but even that could be something. Maybe his smile would drift downward finally, but no.

Never. 

As if on cue, a jukebox that had been working since the Angel came in began playing that same obnoxious song. The basket that Sans ate the burger from was mysteriously gone. Sans studied their face for a second before snickering again, “Come on, pal. I know the song is pretty annoying, but you’ll have to get used to it. It’s a classic. I queued up seven of those in there, but you might get a break if ya wait them out-”

A fist slammed against the bar, the entire restaurant going quiet.

The Angel rose to their feet. Their teeth bared, and the countless eyes on them no longer mattered. 

Now they understood what feeling they had for this skeleton. 

Sheer, unbridled hatred.

“I know what you did in that lab,” the Angel growled, feeling invisible wings sharpening around their head as they loomed over the skeleton. “I know what you suggested. I know that information wasn’t from here.” The veil grew larger. It threatened to consume them completely. And yet, the Angel refused to fall under the haze, because the soul in their chest blazed too much to fall to apathy. “You nearly doomed this place after seeing another get covered in darkness, and you wanna know what the funny thing is? That’s not why I hate you.”

Sans didn’t even so much as twitch when they jabbed a finger against his chest. They were surprised that they even made contact. He just stared, expression never breaking.

“You’re a coward. You saw Kris and Susie at their breaking points, and you brushed them off.” Their claws scraped into the wood of the bar. Someone was moving towards them. “After all this time, it’s still just one big joke, isn’t it? Gonna brush me off too? After all this time?” Something bitter forced its way out of their mouth. They laughed, “What’s it gonna take to get you to care?” An old instinct came back. An easier option presented itself. The only time they ever got an even slightly honest conversation out of him was when… “Do you really need me to get my hands dirty again?”

No reaction. Nothing. Sans kept grinning, his eyelights drifting to something behind the Angel. 

Two somethings. They became aware of two dogs standing behind them. Dogamy. Dogaressa. The Angel knew their attack patterns. For the briefest of seconds, they considered lashing out at someone getting that close and practically breathing down their neck.

Heat grew from behind the bar. The Angel removed their claws from its surface, staring at the fire-elemental who was now giving them his undivided attention. He had only spoken two words to the Angel when they first came through the Underground, and it seemed that he had gotten angry enough to voice one more.

“... ...leave.”

The Angel stood perfectly still, staring down at the skeleton who they wanted to rend. Even now, he kept grinning. As if he really didn’t understand that this wasn’t a joke, he was just smiling at them. No one would know how to create a Dark World by sheer chance. The Angel never saw a Grand Door corresponding to his house within the Roaring. Maybe, they weren’t paying attention, but they also remembered him bleeding when a second attack caught him off guard.

They wondered if that would finally make him talk.

The Angel itched for a fight. They didn’t know how successful they would be like this, especially with every monster and human in the restaurant staring at them. If they had a save, they would do it without question. Ever since he dismissed Susie that night when it rained, the Angel wanted nothing more than to grab him by the hoodie and ask him if he was stupid. How could someone so good at reading expressions utterly fail to do so when it mattered?

But then, the Angel remembered Suzy still sitting in the booth. She was happy right now.

Fresh air. They needed fresh air, and a way forward. Whatever they were looking for, they couldn’t get it here. The Angel glared at Sans, withdrawing. Their soul would be revealed if they fought. “Fine,” they muttered, wrenching their gaze away from him. All of this, just for it to be another joke. Their chest twisted. Their lips curled up. “Guess it was never me who you were rooting for after all, anyway.”

The Angel kept a hand balled into a fist while the other had a death grip on their cane. The heat of the restaurant chased them outside as the door shut behind them. It had gotten cold again, and the sun had nearly gone below the horizon in the time they were in there. 

A joke.

All of that, for just more jokes.

The Angel didn’t glance back through the window. They started walking. Directionless. Again. He left them with nothing. Of course, he wouldn’t help. He only ever helped in the Underground due to a promise, right? He threatened them with death had the promise not been made. What was even the point of that anyway? Was that all he was? Someone who’d only ever be a friend based on circumstance?

Even now, he never let anything slip. Even now, the Angel couldn’t get through to him. Codewords didn’t work. Reminding him didn’t work. It all just slid off of him, like he didn’t know, or that it had all just become a bad memory for him.

For a second, the Angel didn’t watch where they were going. The alleyways grew more empty as they just tried to get away from the waning crowds while the last of the daylight faded. They didn’t think about their phone anymore, even though it had been buzzing the entire dinner. That was supposed to work. All of that was supposed to work. Sans was dodgy, but he wasn’t apathetic entirely. That’s what frustrated them so much. They remembered the dinner that he invited Frisk to! They remembered the heart-to-heart in the Last Corridor. 

So why then did he refuse to take them seriously now?

A wing next to the Angel’s head that shouldn’t have been there twitched.

All they had to do was show him. Force his hand. Maybe, he didn’t believe them. Maybe, he didn’t understand what precisely they were. He knew of the anomaly, but did he really know about the Angel? They could force his hand. His hand could always be forced.

If he wished to be apathetic, they could do the same. They could feel their power inching up towards their face, twitching into existence in a world where it shouldn’t be. They could play this game. If he wanted to do so with them, then-

“Damn, you really do walk slow.”

The faint light over their eyes dissipated. The Angel turned, and wings no longer blocked their vision. They were never there, after all. The gruff voice that greeted them belonged to the distinct shape of Suzy walking down the alley from where they just came. 

She… followed? The Angel wasn’t expecting that. They definitely left her money, and patted their pocket just to be sure. For a second, their shoulders loosened, and they managed to take a breath. “Sorry. I…” The Angel rubbed their eyes, trying to get the blurriness out. “I got you kicked out, didn’t I?”

Suzy stopped, sneering like she’d just heard the dumbest thing in her life. “What? No. Just realized that the crowd was lame as hell.” She shrugged like it didn’t matter either way. “But hey, turns out you do have fangs. Good for you.”

Maybe, it was their power receding, but they didn’t quite follow. The Angel blinked, rubbing the side of their face. “I mean, I… guess I do?” 

“Aw c’mon.” Suzy marched up next to them, lightly nudging their shoulder. “I dunno what that guy did to piss you off, but that was great.”

Oh.

She was learning the wrong lessons, wasn’t she? 

Of course, the Angel had given her the wrong idea. They couldn’t even act surprised. They wanted to hurt him. They wished that he would have pulled them into a fight with no regard, but it wasn’t like him, was it? Their hand dragged down their face. “He drove me up a wall, okay?” No, that wasn’t where they should start. Rectify the mistake first. “I’m not usually like that. He just…” No. Try again. “I don’t like beating people up, if that’s what you’re thinking.”

Suzy smirked, lowering her head to get on eye-level with them. “No shit. You took me out to dinner after I kicked your ass. No offense, but you’re kinda bad at threatening people.” After a moment, she stood back up to her full height, crossing her arms. “But hey, the whole goody-two-shoes thing was weirding me out. Good to know you actually have a spine sometimes.”

They squinted at her. “Me… threatening a skeleton is good to you?”

“Ugh,” she groaned, and definitely rolled her eyes despite them not really being visible, “I can’t get a read on you when you’re sitting there groveling like a wet rag.” They thought to protest about the groveling again, but Suzy immediately bared her teeth. “It IS groveling, dumbass. Let me finish!” At Suzy’s command, their mouth clacked shut uselessly. “But uh… yeah. Seeing you get mad? Means you’re not just a damn piece of cardboard.”

The Angel sucked in a breath, not quite understanding where the weird barrage of half-insults about their “before” state was going. “What does that mean?”

“It means you’re all right, stupid.” Suzy’s teeth bared at the admission. “The food was good. I’ll admit it. If you were trying to make up for the thing at the store, fine. You’re spared. Thought it was gonna be something weird, but it wasn’t. So uh…” She shrugged, scratching the back of her head. “I dunno. Figured it’d be lame to let you wander off on your own into a dark alley, which you’re kinda doing, by the way.”

Right. The Angel just took the shortest path off of the main road that they could. They would’ve sensed danger long before it came anyway, but… they were well off track. Still, their brain hooked back on a comment that she just said, and some of the guttural twisting in their chest that Sans had caused began to alleviate. “You’re fine with me now?”

Suzy once more threw her head back and rolled her eyes. “Geez, don’t wear it out. Sure. Whatever. Just making sure you don’t get yourself pulverized.” 

The Angel didn’t go anywhere. Suzy wasn’t going anywhere, standing still with her arms crossed. She was just watching them, like she was waiting for them to do something first. “So… you’re just hanging around?” They questioned, glancing around the alley like there was something she expected them to be doing here.

“Psh, what? Want me to go away? Damn, fine. I had stuff to do anyway.” She turned on her heel, immediately beginning to walk away slowly. 

“No- I-” The Angel held out their hands, and she immediately stopped in her tracks. She shot them a toothy grin when she glanced at them, like she was absolutely expecting them to do that. The Angel did technically have places to be. They were supposed to call Papyrus, but they didn’t know what was possibly waiting for them back there. Sans was their best lead, and right now, they didn’t know what to do. They didn’t know where to go. They’d have to try more drastic plans, but needed time to think. So, they decided to be honest. “I have no idea what I’m doing, and do not want to go back to town right now.”

Suzy’s grin only grew wider, and she spun right back around with her hands on her hips. “Arright, then I got something I need to handle. You can come with, if you’re up for it and not gonna keel over.”

The Angel tilted their head, their ears going a little lopsided.

Suzy laughed under her breath before explaining, “You interrupted me while I was raiding the dumpsters. The food was good, but I’m still gonna do that.” Jabbing a finger in their direction, she offered, “If you have nothing better to do, tag along. Maybe explain that whole wing thing you had going on there for a sec. That was cool.”

Wait, she saw what? The Angel’s hand shot up to the sides of their head, but thankfully the wings had long gone. “You saw that?”

“Duh. You were lighting up the whole alley, stupid.” She gestured for them to follow, hands on the back of her head. “Now keep up. I’m not picking you up if you slow me down, and someone might want your other horn.”

The Angel grimaced, immediately having to keep their balance but trying their best to keep pace with her. They did not want to be caught alone, and quite frankly Suzy did look incredibly strong. They didn’t know what the city was like, but if she was telling the truth about the scraps that she got in, then the Angel didn’t want to chance anything late at night. 

As soon as they caught up, her snout turned down at them. She was grinning a lot more lately, even when they actually looked at her. Her head leaned back, and the Angel started glancing around to try to figure out what she was looking at. “You know, for someone who just leaves their tail out like that, you really don’t use it.”

At the reminder of the appendage, the Angel became very aware of it once more. They had been… trying their best to ignore it. Their legs were already so disjointed from their previous form that they were hard to walk in. The tail wasn’t even something that they had before, which usually caused them to never think about moving it. It… mostly just dragged on the ground. They’d gotten used to the feeling as just part of their lopsided walking, but…

The Angel tried to test it, and flinched the moment the end of their tail moved. “I’m not used to it,” they admitted, but figured that Suzy wouldn’t believe them anyway. Instead of immediately getting more admonishment, Suzy was quiet. When the Angel glanced up, she had her head tilted at them, waiting for them to explain. However, they were at a loss. “...I don’t know how to explain this in a way that’ll make you believe me.”

“You don’t have to make up an excuse, stupid.” She reached out to grab their tail, and the Angel had a raw instinct to shift it away from her. Thankfully, it responded, getting out of the way of her hand. Suzy’s hand thankfully withdrew, but not without commentary. “Damn, I was just gonna show you how to hide it.”

Now more conscious of it, they tried to move it again. They didn’t think they liked the odd flame-like tuft on the end of it that much. Fire magic wasn’t something that they had good associations with. It was a spell one of their best friends never liked using, and a form of magic that belonged to someone that they were not. The Angel glanced back at Suzy. “And you’re an expert on that because…?”

Suzy bared her teeth in annoyance before immediately speeding up. “I just see other people do it, okay? Not everyone has those fancy holes to stick a tail through!” She completely gave up on trying to grab it, thankfully. The Angel did not want to know how that felt. 

A few streets down, the Angel realized that their nerves had calmed down. They didn’t feel phantom wings around the back of their head in the slightest. Somehow, that anger became muted just a bit. They still wished they could go back to that bar and slap some sense into the skeleton, but…

For a moment there, they almost became lost again. They could feel it starting. It wasn’t like it would change much about them. The Angel was still themself like that, just… focused. Everything about them was dedicated to a singular goal. Whether that goal be giving up or moving forward relentlessly, it was all their thoughts became. They… didn’t think they liked it all that much. Even if Suzy wasn’t the person they remembered, they still felt that it was right to say something. “Thanks… for not leaving me out there,” they mumbled, voice coming out far quieter than they would’ve liked.

Suzy glanced down at them before scoffing, “You would’ve gotten torn to shreds if I didn’t come get you. I’m just keeping you around, because you’ve got food.”

“...I don’t have money anymore, by the way,” they idly commented. It was all given, after all. If they thought hard enough, they could see the value with their second pair of eyes. “So… we might both be dry on that front.”

Her hands went to the back of her head while she walked, like she was completely relaxed despite how dark out it was. Only the light of the streetlamps illuminated the two of them now. “Arright, then I’m keeping you around, because you got my attention.” One eye peeked out from under her hair while she gave them a side-glance. “What was with the wing thing? Magic stuff?”

Where did they even begin? Maybe, they could start small. They didn’t have to give her the whole doomed prophecy thing. “Other than… soul magic, I can’t really cast on my own.” They didn’t think that becoming lost was magic, but they were unsure of what precisely they did whenever it happened. “The wings aren’t supposed to be visible. That just happens sometimes.”

“...Huh.” Suzy started walking a bit slower, swiveling on her feet. It let the Angel pace themself a bit more. “That’s weird. I thought all you goat types were big on fire.” She gestured at the tail, seeing the resemblance to a flame as well.

The Angel only grimaced at the comparison. “I’m not related to Asgore or Toriel, if that’s what you’re insinuating, something that I don’t think Toriel even believes me about.”

Suzy grinned wider. “Oh, sick. Here I was thinking that you might’ve been related to those hacks. Guess there really was nothing to worry about.” After a quick pivot in front of them, she started to walk backwards while talking. “Both of ‘em suck. Worst transition to the surface ever.”

Already reeling about the fact that Suzy just took their explanation in stride, the Angel hooked onto her change of subject immediately. This was something they’d never heard about. “What about it?”

Unfortunately, that only caused her to squint. “Uhhhh… you should’ve been there, stupid. Unless you have a family somewhere that made it all easier?” She squinted at them, and when the Angel shook their head, she bared her teeth. “Then where the hell were you??? I didn’t see you in the foster crap. Don’t tell me you were somehow born on the surface.”

Right. Their age meant that they should have been in the Underground while the barrier was still active. There was no getting around that. “I was otherwise occupied when the barrier broke.” That was the only polite way to say that they were possessing a human at the time, and definitely not anywhere close to what they were now.

“Ugh,” Susie groaned, spinning around to keep walking forward. She kept her gaze trained forward for a bit, but still kept meandering to keep the pace slow. “Then consider yourself lucky. There was a program back in the Underground. Lotta monsters fell down, so that left a good bit of dumb kids on their own.” She waved her hand like it didn’t matter to her either way. “All that? Got thrown out the window the second the barrier was gone.”

Would she actually admit that she was a part of that program? The Angel never really fully understood Susie’s living situation. She never talked about it. However, even without that, it was fairly obvious what Suzy was implying. So, they began to pry just a little bit. “What happened?”

“No one wanted to do foster care anymore, that’s what.” Suzy’s hand balled into a fist. “Everyone was too busy making new lives on the surface. Some humans got their fingers in it too before we were all mushy together. Whole thing just fell apart.” She smiled, dipping her head low. “The barrier breaking sucked. At least, down in the hole, there was food.”

The Angel stopped in their tracks.

That was… their fault, wasn’t it? They wouldn’t take back breaking the barrier by any means, but… they didn’t think about what might be forgotten when the Underground was left behind. All of their worries for monsterkind always revolved around what humanity would do. Things… seemed fine roughly a decade later. Maybe, the Angel’s perception of humanity was colored by what they already knew. But… for monsters to just… move on like that?

“It’s a habit of theirs, I think,” the Angel said without thinking, picking up the pace just a little bit to walk next to her. Their legs were aching after all of the walking from the past few days. Soreness had long settled in. When Suzy glanced at them, they continued, “Only one of my friends from the Underground really resolved her problems. Everyone else just…” They tapped their chin, trying to find the right words. “Ignored their past. Forgot about it.” A memory of Asgore in the graveyard came to mind. “And others don’t know how to move on.”

Suzy stared at them for a bit longer before turning away, huffing, “Seemed like the skeleton you were beefing with did that.” The reminder stung, making the Angel’s grip on their cane tighten. “What was the deal with that, anyway?”

A new instinct came. With a new limb being paid attention to, the Angel accidentally thrashed their tail at the mention of Sans again. When it slapped against concrete, they winced. The thought of Sans was momentarily forgotten when they stared back at the tail, and they did not miss the way Suzy covered her mouth to not laugh. “I didn’t know I could do that.”

Cracking just a little, Suzy snorted into her fist, “God, you’re so weird. Don’t change the subject, dumbass.”

All it took was someone mentioning the limb, and now they were beginning to incorporate it. That was embarrassing. The Angel took a deep breath, steadying themself while trying to actually get back on track. How did they explain Sans? It felt nearly impossible to do, especially because they got no confirmation whatsoever. The whole “being from a higher plane” thing still wasn’t in the cards. “I knew him before. He…” How could they explain all that Sans hadn’t done? “He acts like he doesn’t know me, and doesn’t know about a thing that happened in the past.”

Suzy tilted her head back and forth, like she was rolling the information around. “You’re being vague as hell. Come on, fill me in.” She dipped her head down to get on eye-level with them, baring a toothy smirk. “I already told you a stupid story earlier when you got me talking. Come on. It’s payback.”

“You won’t believe me.” They tried, knowing that they wouldn’t be able to come up with a fake story. She’d think the real one was fake even if they played it straight.

However, Suzy rolled one of her eyes that slightly glowed under her hair, drawing herself back to her full height. “It got ya mad enough to actually get mad, and you’re usually a wet rag. Dunno if I’ll get it, but you can’t just leave me hanging on that!”

There was no possible way that she would actually believe them, and they didn’t know how to possibly get around it. The Angel blinked at her slowly before trying to settle on the most understandable part of what their entire situation was. “So… you know how I’ve been doing things like bleeding, the heart thing, and not knowing a thing about the Underground?”

Suzy nodded, clearly following. “Yup. A real weirdo.”

“It’s because I’m not… from here.” They could start with that, probably. The Angel didn’t know how else to explain it, but…

Snorting like it was the most obvious thing ever, Suzy nudged their shoulder. It briefly made them freeze up, and she watched them for a second before putting a bit of space in between them. “Uh, yeah duh. Dunno how you not being from the city explains things though. You’re like a fish flopping around, dumbass.”

Okay, insult aside, the Angel could work with that. “Right. Fish out of water. Don’t know what’s going on, and I look incredibly out of place. Imagine that, but larger.” The Angel brought their fingers together before expanding them. “It’s not that I’m not from the city. Until three days ago, I was in another place entirely. I’m not from this world at all.”

Suzy squinted, regarding them carefully before slowly tilting her head. “Yeeeaah, uh… sounds like you found out what human drugs were the hard way.”

No- Ugh. Of course. The Angel gestured at themself with both hands. “I would keel over dead if I tried that. Look at me.” More aggressively, they gestured at their entire body. “You gave me a bloody nose. Last I checked, human drugs don’t do that.” Were they different in this world? The Angel didn’t want to find out.

At least, they got Suzy snickering again when they gestured at themself. She coughed into her hand. “Yeah, you look like a light breeze would knock you over. Still doesn’t mean that the next most obvious thing is uh… whatever the hell you just said.” She continued walking, forcing the Angel to grab onto their cane again to keep up. They rounded a corner, her grocery store coming into view. “But hey, you’ve still got time to convince me. Less boring than silently digging through trash.”

She wasn’t actively pummeling them in the ground for saying… quite frankly outlandish things. The Angel could work with that. They figured that they could explain while digging around.

“You’re not squeamish, are you?” Suzy asked while they arrived at the same garbage bin that they left earlier. With a grunt, she pushed the large lid open, peeking inside. Unfortunately, it smelled disgusting. When their snout scrunched up, Suzy only laughed, “Don’t look at me like that. I know which bags are the good ones.”

Despite never having to do it with their bare hands, the Angel was used to combing through trash for anything useful. However, they were very grateful that Suzy did not drag them into the fray. She immediately started digging like it was second nature, pushing various bags aside to find whatever she was looking for.

Well, she wanted the Angel to convince her. How on earth were they going to do that? They had an easy way to do it, but they’d need a closed room. Besides, they weren’t… eager to pull another person into a Dark World. After all, the prophecy had already taken one version of her from them. Who knew what it could try to do if they introduced Suzy to the Dark Worlds.

So, they asked while she was digging. “What would it take for you to believe me?”

Suzy stopped, glancing back at them for a second before waving her hand absentmindedly. “Not gonna happen. I’m not falling for that.” She dragged a bag out of the trash, plopping it on the ground in front of the Angel. “You make sure I was right about this one. I’m gonna keep digging.”

Oh, so she didn’t know what she was looking for. Whatever. The Angel fumbled with the bag for a few seconds, cursing while they tried to do more fine motions with their fingers. “Okay, but you saw the wings around my head. It’s not magic doing that, I think.”

“Aren’t you supposed to know?” Suzy glanced down at the bag they were fumbling with before marching over. She immediately undid the knot for them before going back to what she was doing. “What else would they be?”

Well, there certainly was food in the bag. Various dents littered most of the cans and boxes within, and apparently that was enough to get them thrown out. Oh well, at least it was going to good use. The Angel glanced back up at Susie, glaring. “They’re just part of me now, I think. I’m called the Angel for a reason.”

Suzy pulled another bag out of the trash, checking the inside and being satisfied with something. A second came right after it, and the same process occurred. “Pfft, no you’re not. You literally told me your name, dumbass.”

Damn it, the Angel did let that slip, didn’t they? They were only surprised that it didn’t completely break down the world the moment they uttered it, considering what happened with the man’s name. There were likely technical differences between their shattering that the Angel was not awake enough to parse right now. So instead, they insisted on the one thing that mattered, “People aren’t supposed to know that name, and they’ve been hounding me for it since I got here. Don’t tell anyone.”

Suzy pulled a small box of crackers out of one of the bags, opening it with one of her claws. “What? Got people looking for ya or something? Bet you’re gonna tell me next that you’re part of some mafia.” She wiggled her fingers like she was telling a spooky story before going back to the box. 

“No. Listen.” Of all the things that they did not want to be teased about, their name was one of them. The bite in their tone caused Suzy to look up, and they stressed as much as possible. “I don’t let them use my name, because they forgot it, okay? They forgot me. Sans- that skeleton you saw at the bar- chooses to ignore me. So… I don’t want them to know.” More than ever, they never wanted their name uttered. It could be said when their friends were safe again. No sooner.

After a beat of silence, Suzy huffed, “There’s the bite again. Good for you. Not gonna mean anything if you fall over first.” Her claw withdrew from the box, and she handed the box over to them without taking anything from it. “Bet that’s the only way you can stick it to ‘em, huh? Even when you were about to bite that guy’s head off, you’re still uh… pretty weak looking.”

The Angel didn’t take her offering. They eyed it warily, crossing their arms. “So what if it is the only thing I can do? It’s better than the alternatives.”

Irritation grew for a second, Suzy shoving the box more roughly into their hands. “I didn’t need you to start rambling again, stupid. I’m trying to tell you that you look like you’re gonna fall over, and I know you didn’t eat anything back there.” As soon as the box was out of her hands, she whirled around and scooped up two trashbags over her shoulders. “I’ll keep your stupid name a secret. Already forgot it anyway.”

Somehow, the Angel thought that she was lying. They eyed the crackers for a second, seeing that they were… probably light. They didn’t have the time to stop right now though. Without a second thought, they whipped out their phone and put it into their Dimensional Box. An angry beep indicated that it was now full, thanks to all the clothes they had put in there. Unfortunately, what the phone counted as an individual item was very annoying.

The Angel sighed, “I’ll eat later.” They picked up their own bag, trying to heft it over their shoulder. Unfortunately, they realized an issue with that considering the cane and their already weak legs. 

Before they could even indicate an issue, Suzy marched over to them, swiping the bag from their hands and slinging it over her shoulder with the other two. “Gonna assume that phone can’t just carry this for us?”

They shook their head. They wished.

“Ugh,” she groaned, but set off anyway, “Then we’re going back to my place the hard way. It’s not that heavy.”

Was that an invitation? Suzy wasn’t waiting up for them to ask, so they had to keep pace with her before asking, “You’re fine with me coming?” They glanced at the three bags that she had slung over her shoulder. “I’m… not even really helping.”

She didn’t stop moving, but didn’t get snappy with them either. “Eh, follow if you want. Leave if you want. Doesn’t matter to me.” After a while, she did glance over her shoulder to look at them. She thought for a second before turning around, but her head made it seem like she was staring at the ground. “You uh… got anywhere to go after this?”

As much of a failure that tonight had been, the Angel still could not just give up on what needed to be done. It was strange that she would ask, but the Angel knew that this could not last forever. It had… likely already lasted too long. “Yeah, I…” They’d been trying to ignore it, but they saw a hefty amount of messages from three separate contacts on their phone. Someone was worried. “I’ll probably be going back to town soon.”

A quieter question came, but the Angel thought that they saw Suzy baring her teeth ever-so-slightly. “To the… people you’re hiding your name from?”

“I don’t have another option, and I need them, I guess.” The Angel still had notes on each of them and how they would be… useful. Sans was a giant hole in their discovery process, and they just thought that he would have something to say. It looked like they wouldn’t ever get an easy-out after all. 

Suzy huffed. Her fingers tightened around the trashbags. “The same people who forgot about you? Acting like they don’t know you?”

It wasn’t acting. At least… for most of them. Somewhere within the Angel, that kneejerk defensiveness over people they used to love came back. “It’s my fault that they forgot me. I made them forget me.” However, not everything could be erased. The Angel wondered where a certain flower was right about now. “And the few people that do remember me make my life hell.”

Suzy walked down a set of stairs next to a building, stopping in front of a basement-level door. She didn’t immediately open it, waiting for the Angel to fumble their way down the staircase. Movement would be so much easier with their soul, but it wasn’t worth revealing. Still, she stayed patient, waiting until they were in front of the door with her.

One of her lips twitched, and she dropped her bags to the ground. “If it were me, I woulda just gotten out of there. Not worth the hassle. Might’ve even left that skeleton with some broken teeth.”

“Please don’t actually do that.” They didn’t know if Suzy would, but memories of the skeleton’s weak constitution made them a tad uneasy. Even though they thought about fighting him just to get an actual conversation out of him, they couldn’t…

They couldn’t be that person again. They couldn’t fight everything. After all, that was what they promised Ralsei. All he asked was that they try to be kind from now on… that they don’t go down a path like that again. If there was still a possibility of getting back without harming anyone, then maybe the Angel would be able to look him in the eyes when they finally came back. 

…They chose not to think about what would happen if it was the only option. It simply wasn’t, anyway.

Suzy put her hands on the back of her head like she hadn’t been thinking about punching him at all. “What? Nah. I wouldn’t. Besides, it’d defeat the point of some friendly advice I’m gonna give you.” One hand came down, and she jabbed a finger towards their chest without actually touching it. “Stop being such a damn doormat. If someone’s actually fucking with you, then who cares if you sock ‘em once in the jaw?” Seemingly satisfied, she opened the door in front of her, snatching up the bags. “Let ‘em know that no one messes with you.”

Part of them wanted to. They had done so to Asgore and Undyne, and they may be an entirely different place had they not fought with everything they had. But, this world always scrutinized them whenever they chose to fight. Everyone else had infinite swings at them, infinite chances to kill them, but the moment the Angel stepped out of line…

Except, that wasn’t true, was it? Like Susie used to say, some people had to be fought. Fighting the Knight… was the correct choice back when it first appeared. Even if it didn’t amount to much, the Blackshard saved their friends multiple times. But… they wondered if they would slip and forget what was necessary fighting. After all, that’s how they slipped into killing in the past, right?

It all became necessary.

And it all amounted to nothing. 

“I can’t,” they mumbled while walking down the dark hallway that must have belonged to Suzy’s… apartment complex, if it could even be called that. Their feet squelched against damp carpet. One light flickered at the end like it had come straight out of a horror movie. At least, Suzy had a place to live and wasn’t just out on the streets. The thought brought them comfort amidst their inability to actually fight back against the way this world dragged them from place to place.

Suzy put the bags down again to fiddle with the lock on her door. One of the few mercies she’d been given was that she had an actual key. Though, the hinges looked rusted, and squealed when Suzy opened the door to her basement apartment. “Sure ya can.” When she spotted the Angel standing awkwardly at the entrance, she waved them in. “What are you, some kinda vampire? Get the hell in here. After that, we’re definitely not done here.”

The Angel warily looked at the room. This shouldn’t be a place that they were welcome in. After all, Suzy still seemed… weirded out by them? When they scanned the room, their heart sank even further. Apparently, the room was all that she was really able to get. In the corner sat a bunch of torn clothes, likely some that Suzy had grown out of gauging by the size.

…There wasn’t even a mattress. A single lawn chair had been pilfered, but there was very little. Trash bags similar to the ones she held were piled up in the corner. At least, her carpet didn’t seem damp. Considering that the pile of clothes deep in the room was the closest thing she had to a bed, that… that was good. 

Slowly, they stepped in. Suzy immediately rushed over to shut the door behind them. It was dark for only a second before she flicked on a light, and it was hardly even steady. “Yep. Take it in,” she laughed, punching them on the shoulder. The Angel glared at her, and that only made her grin. “What? Did that make you mad?”

“I told you, I don’t like being touched.” They rubbed a hand over their shoulder, smoothing out the fur under their hoodie.

“That’s cool. What’s gonna stop me from doing it again if you just fold every time, huh?” She shrugged, but didn’t touch them again. “You act like a damn doormat and wonder why people are walking all over you.”

That wasn’t fair, and they had learned well enough by now that they didn’t need to use violence in order to get things done in the end… at least they thought. “Maybe, I trust my friend to respect it when I don’t want something done to me.”

Suzy slapped a hand over her eyes before dragging it down her snout. “We’re not- Listen, yeah, sure, whatever, you might be able to grovel enough to convince people not to hurt you, but those suckers out there? That skeleton?” She poked them in the chest, once more sending static through the Angel’s entire body. “That guy isn’t your friend. A lot of people aren’t your friend. So, do it.” She drew herself back up to her full height. “Fight back.”

Again, they Angel wiped a hand against their chest to get that foreign feeling away from them. “I shouldn’t. I’m not-” How could they possibly explain to her that when they fought, it was entirely different than a quick scrap? They had a special power, which meant that they had to do the right thing. They especially had to do the right thing now that their friends were alive. Part of them still wanted to cave Carol and the Knight’s faces in, but… “I have to do the right thing. I can’t just… punch everyone who gets in my way.”

“Not telling you to do that, dumbass.” She flicked her hair, beginning to pace around them. “Even if I wanted to do that, that’s how you get fired. I’m just telling you to get a spine.” Her footfalls echoed behind the Angel. They watched her from above while she stared at the back of their head. “Your stupid ass got a bloody nose, and instead of socking me in the jaw, you took me out to dinner.”

“Because that’s how it works,” the Angel explained, watching Susy with their vessel’s eyes while she circled around to their right, “I have the ability to just make people my friends instead. I don’t have to fight.”

Stopping on a dime, Suzy lowered her head down to eye-level with them. “Yeah? Well I think you should. Doesn’t that whole schtick ever get tiring?” A grin wove across her face. “You told me earlier you were trying to stick it to those people by not telling ‘em your name, so I know you get tired of it.”

They didn’t find this nearly as amusing as she did. “I’m trying to be better than I used to be. I…” Again, they thought of two people who they would absolutely fight in an instant should they see again. Carol and the Knight had every opportunity, but… Kris wanted the two of them alive. Noelle likely wanted her family alive. The Angel should have the power to stop this.

She tilted her head, still staying in that goofy eye-level position with them. “Arright, fine. Doesn’t mean you have to just take everything people throw at you. Get mad for once, and stick to it.” Again, she rose up to her full height, continuing to pace. “You get mad for like… two seconds, and then you fold like a wet napkin. At least follow through, dammit.”

Unfortunately, the Angel had walked into a trap of some kind, and figured that they weren’t leaving until Suzy was satisfied. Their shoulders sagged, and they asked, “What are you even telling me to do?”

“What’s one thing you’re actually pissed about?” She’d gotten behind them again, and the Angel only had a second to brace themself before both of Suzy’s hands gripped their shoulders. This time, their soul appeared when they jolted, a red outline shimmering into existence around their body. Their tail went rigid behind them. Suzy’s snout appeared in the corner of their vision, further invading their personal space. “Lean into it, dumbass. Get mad. What, you think I can’t take it?”

An instinct told the Angel to bite her. They immediately shoved it down in favor of knocking her hands off of their shoulders before spinning around to create distance. Suzy didn’t put up much of a protest, looming in front of the door with a tilt of her head. She was silently questioning what they would do.

“Please stop doing that,” they whispered, the phantom feeling slowly bleeding away. The light around their body faded when that feeling of danger finally bled away. They weren’t supposed to feel like that around her.

“See? Folding.” Suzy took a step forward. “Come on, aren’t you pissed I keep touching you? What if someone doesn’t care about you, huh?”

The Angel blinked, some of their defensiveness bleeding away. “Does that mean you do?”

Suzy opened her mouth to say something again before she snapped her jaw shut, frustrated. Though, she regained her fervor without much issue. “Come on, just lay into me! Tell me how annoying it is! Get mad!”

Something itched under their skin. The constant reminder of their vessel hurt. She was asking for it. They wanted her to stop. They really did. “I’m…” But, weren’t they supposed to try to be friends with her? How did this help? Still, she perked up the moment they almost said something, which gave them the encouragement to continue. They took a deep breath, their own teeth beginning to bare. “I’m tired of people touching me. It… I’m not supposed to even feel it when I’m touched in this world.” Immediately, Suzy tilted her head, but the words had started spilling out. “I questioned every single day what it would feel like to be hugged, or to have someone hold my hand, or…” They scraped claws through their own fur. “Or what it would be like to lean against someone and just know I was fine.”

Suzy’s reverie had finally died out, and they could tell that she was squinting at them from under her hair. “Uh… we’re doing this again? Really? The weird thing?” She scoffed, “Come on, I just want you to-”

“But that’s not what annoys me the most.” They jabbed a finger at her for a change, making her jaw clamp shut. “I’m so tired of having to do this song and dance every day where somebody new doesn’t believe a word out of my mouth. Everything I say happened. Everything I say was real, and that terrifies me more than anything.” The Angel took a step forward. Suzy took a step back. “I have to walk on eggshells around people about the fact that my friends are dying. I have to make the fact that I was mashed into a world far smaller than me digestible to all of you. And, even after I do all of that, people still don’t believe me!”

Suzy stayed silent.

The Angel kept going. “Everyone can call me weird. Everyone can call it fake all they want. I died three days ago. My friends almost died with me, and I’m lucky they’re even alive!” They started to chuckle as they realized the absurdity of it all. “People get mad at me for not being straightforward, but what else am I supposed to do? No one would believe me anyway! I’m an Angel of a prophecy that may not even be real in this universe, a human soul trapped in a cage that I didn’t even mean to choose.” Gesturing at their own body, the laughter got worse. “But I’m meant to be a saint, because while people will ignore me while I’m trying to be good, I sure as hell get acknowledged whenever I do wrong! I need to be perfect. Palatable. Flawless. Anything else gets me judged and told to go again.”

So much more needed to be said, but the Angel found themself panting by the time they were done with just that. Their shoulders rose and fell while they stared at Suzy, wondering what she would do next after all of that. This was why they didn’t get angry. Getting angry led to them shredding Asriel in the Dark World over and over again. Getting angry led to them becoming lost and stealing the will of an entire campus of college students. Getting angry made them be a hypocrite towards Toriel. They weren’t allowed.

A short laugh from Suzy drew them out of their thoughts. After all of that, she still gave them a toothy grin, somehow easing up even more after all of that. “See? Feels better not being a doormat, huh?”

The Angel clenched their hand into a fist. Bitterly, they lowered their head. “It did,” they shamefully admitted, adrenaline slowly beginning to bleed out of their veins. It did feel good to finally let loose. Hurting Asriel felt good after all he had put them through. Fighting the Knight over and over started to become pure catharsis when they saw its health drifting lower and lower. They knew that if they saw Carol’s face again, they would likely enjoy watching her realize that she was going to lose. It was their nature. It was wrong. Their head lowered further. “It did.”

“Well uh…” Suzy scratched the back of her head. “For what it’s worth, point taken. My hands are off. Woulda been more clear if you socked me the first time, but y’know…” A confident grin grew across her face. “Probably would’ve bitten your face off, so maybe it was the right call.”

Somehow, that was the thing that they wanted out of her the least. All they wanted was for their story to be believed just once with no hangups. They couldn’t keep convincing people that their friends are real and out there. They couldn’t keep justifying their existence to other people. So, despite having a victory, they only wilted more. “Thanks.”

“And-” She held up her hand to stop them before crossing her arms. “I work at a damn grocery store. All of the stuff you just said is way above my pay grade.” And that was the worst part about all of it. None of these people could really comprehend the Angel in a way that mattered. The only people who were close were still out there somewhere. However, Suzy wasn’t done. “But hey, next time someone pushes you on it, get mad again. That’s the most I’ve understood you all night.”

The Angel couldn’t. They knew the consequences if things got too bad. But, permission was being given. Part of them wanted to take it to heart. Part of them wanted to change. There were multiple times where they had to get their hands dirty to get to this point, but they still didn’t know if any of it was worth it yet.

Still, they kept the thought close, their head slowly beginning to rise up as the shame started to melt away. They whispered a small “Okay”, still staying rooted to where they were.

Their phone buzzed again. The Angel knew what it was, and apparently Suzy heard it as well. She glanced at the door and back to the Angel. “If ya need a place to crash, you can pick a corner. You did buy me dinner.”

It was a kind offer, one that the Angel didn’t think that they would get from someone like Suzy. She seemed… far less likely to do something like that than someone else they knew. But, even though she had a weird way of showing it, there was some care under all of that roughness. After all, this whole thing had been for them. She wanted them to defend themself.

But, the Angel did not want to stay. It was tempting to forget about what was happening outside for a little longer, but the time for rest had long ended. “I have something I need to finish.”

She grinned again, stepping out of the way of the door. “Fine by me. Just don’t get chewed up out there. I’m not scooping your remains out of another alley.”

Right. They should… probably call Papyrus as soon as possible. They were beginning to get a mental map of the city now, and could probably find their way back here if they really needed to. But, just to be sure, they pulled out their phone. “Do you have a phone? I could…” They trailed off, seeing that the barrage of messages had gotten even worse.

“I don’t have a mattress.” Suzy gestured at the pile of clothes on the floor with her teeth bared in annoyance. “Get the hell out, stupid. Doesn’t matter to me if you come find me later. Just don’t come back without a spine again.” She opened the door for them, waving them out over and over.

The Angel sighed, grabbing their cane and taking the gesture for what it was. Before they quite left, they turned back to her. Even though things had been… not great the whole time, they did have a question: “Are… are we friends?”

Suzy scrunched her face up. “Huh?” She jostled her head around, getting her bearings. “Get the hell out, you weenie. I have sleeping to do.”

It wasn’t quite the ‘no’ that they were expecting, but the door that immediately slammed in their face made it feel that way. Maybe, she just wasn’t ready yet. Maybe, that was a good thing. The Angel couldn’t be getting too attached to her, after all. Even so, it was nice for a second to spend time with someone who didn’t have expectations for them. They just hoped that they helped a little bit. Seeing how she lived…

No wonder she was trying to toughen them up. This world had been cruel to her.

Still, they could do without the touching. It wasn’t the day for that yet. It may never be the day for that. The Angel started walking away, listening to the sound of their feet squelching on the dampened carpet. Touch was something that they knew previously, but it was different like this. It wasn’t in their nature in this world. Their entire body made it feel entirely alien too. If all went well, hopefully it would stay a mystery forever. They still had something to accomplish, after all.

They hooked onto Suzy’s words as they left through the same door they entered through. Even though she didn’t get what they were saying, they were more understandable when they got mad. Even though their story was so outlandish… it sounded less like an excuse and more like desperation when they finally snapped.

Part of them knew that they couldn’t explain themself normally again. If they had to justify all of this to someone for the fiftieth time, they would lose it. Maybe, it would be okay to do that just once. There was always… a little bit of anger that they were allowed, right? It was just that anger put people in danger. It made the Angel more likely to mess up and hurt someone for real.

The Angel got a few paces down the sidewalk before their fur began to stand on end.

In the dark, it was almost easy to miss it. Two pinpricks of light stared at them, illuminating a skull in the darkness. Instinctively, the Angel recognized him, and that anger that had been festering began to grow.

“Heya,” Sans greeted, like nothing had happened. His eyes barely illuminated the constant grin on his face while he leaned up against a wall. 

The Angel didn’t know what game he was playing, but he was alone. That didn’t make him any less dangerous in their current state. “What do you want?” They questioned, not enjoying the way that he was currently leaning on the wall a slight distance into the alleyway.

Sans didn’t react at all. The Angel had a feeling that he would be doing that a lot. His voice stayed steady while he said, “Paps and Tori were both getting worried. Figured I’d check in. Rough night, huh?”

“You didn’t help that.” They hated how he talked. They hated how he danced around them effortlessly. Part of them knew that they should be more cordial, but after everything today, and after all Suzy had told them, they were tired. “If you’re here to tell me more jokes, just save it. I’ll call Papyrus in a bit.”

A little thoughtfully, Sans glanced to the side. “I dunno bud. Seems like you’re thinking about a lot.” As if there was a point to all of this, Sans kept rambling, “Y’know, Tori talks about you a ton. Definitely shook up the last few days. Sounds like you’ve been pretty busy.”

Something itched in their head. The Angel watched as his eyelights bored holes through their skull, trying to gauge their reaction. All they had for him was exhaustion and frustration. And maybe, just a little bit of that anger was coming back. “Thank you, so much for saying that the hell that I’ve been through the past three days is just ‘shaking things up’. As always, your humor makes things much better.”

Sans must’ve found what he was looking for, staring dead ahead instead of at them. “Sometimes the jokes make people mad. I get a heckler here and there, but… eh what am I saying?” He waved a hand, dropping whatever tangent he was about to go on. “Figured the jokes might give you something to laugh about. Take it from me, bud, it’s a rough road ahead. Gotta find some things to laugh about.”

“I-” The Angel paused, properly absorbing what he said. For a second, they thought he meant something genuine. “What do you mean?”

“You got that look.” Sans tapped a mitten-covered finger against his skull near his eye. “Plus, Alph’ told me how much you wanna go home, wherever that is. I know the feeling.” He watched them closely, even though his expression didn’t change in any tangible way. Maybe that was just what he was like, always passively analyzing. “Am I wrong?”

The Angel’s one free hand tightened into a fist as it already had many times before. How often did they do that, despite rarely ever acting on it? “You know why I have to go back! Stop playing dumb with me!”

Sans shut his eye-sockets, finally dropping that gaze entirely. He relaxed up against the wall just a little bit, satisfied. “I get it, buddo. I really do.” He paused, stuffing both of his hands back into the pockets of his hoodie. “Y’know, when I heard Paps talking about you, I couldn’t get a read on you. Then, uh… you managed to make Grillby mad. Not many people pull that one off, but I guess he wants me to pay that tab one day, so he couldn’t deal with me disappearing in a cloud.” He waved a hand dismissively. “Don’t worry, he’s not the kinda guy to stay mad for too long. Just gotta let him simmer down a bit.”

“Why?” The Angel snarled.

“Seems pretty obvious with the whole fire thing-”

“No, WHY are you doing this to me?!” The Angel yelled, no doubt waking up anyone nearby. “Wasting my time, sending me around in circles, instead of just talking to me like a person?”

Sans once again didn’t visibly react, other than his eye-sockets opening again. “I’ll get there. Didn’t think you were the type to try to skip tangents like that though.” He shrugged, once again going back to shutting his eye-sockets. “But anyway, as I was saying…” He wasn’t going to stop. He would continue to be infuriating. “You seemed to have a pretty good time with your friend there. Suzy, right? Good on ya, bud.”

That was far too non-chalant of an admission to stalking, unless he was going off the bar interaction alone. Worse, they hated that he got the spelling of her name correct. Maybe, he would’ve slipped up by saying the wrong version of the name, but this was also the monster who knew how to highlight the text that they saw for practical jokes. “And?” They questioned, eyes darting around as if there would be some trap looming nearby. “I’m allowed to make friends.”

“It’s good that you are. Helps.” Sans whipped out a comb, raking it annoyingly across his bare skull a few times. “Sometimes, all ya need is some food, drinks, and someone to keep you company. I’m sure you already heard the story from her, but when I heard Tori’s voice behind that door?” Sans opened his eye-sockets just a little bit, withdrawing a hand from his hoodie to stare at it. “Made me realize something important.”

The Angel remained silent. Something was coming, and a pit started to form in their gut.

“Maybe… it’s sometimes better to take what’s given to you. If you’re so focused on what you gotta do, you might never stop to ask if what you have to do… is really worth it.” Sans’ eye-lights flicked over to them, once again studying their face. “Whaddya think about that?”

No, they remembered those words. They remembered sitting with Sans at a diner, hearing a story about a guy who told knock knock jokes to an old lady that they knew. The Angel called her their mom, and they remembered being happy that there was someone to keep her company even after they left. By chance, two comedians had found a little solace in each other. But, as they recalled the memory, ink blotted it over and over.

It wasn't a coincidence.

It was never a coincidence at all.

“You replaced her.” Rage bubbled under the Angel’s skin while they remembered that night. Kris and Susie were battered and bruised, but no one would know what the two of them had been through. Sans was dismissive. Toriel was drunk. But, at least… at LEAST someone in the town was managing to slowly wrench a piece of themself back from the past. Toriel was moving on, even if the timing made the Angel’s insides rot. However, they could not have been nearly as prepared for the utter repulsion that echoed through their entire body at this very moment. “She’s still out there in the Roaring, and you found her duplicate and just…” 

The accusation didn’t do anything. Sans just stared. Almost thoughtfully again, he glanced to the side, but his grin could never break. “Y’know, Suzy shares a pretty similar name with another one of your friends that you mentioned.” He winked. “You looked like you were making pretty good friends with her.”

A chill ran up the Angel’s spine. “I wouldn’t.” A fist unclenched, the Angel extending their claws while their tail thrashed behind them. “She’s her own person. I’m not replacing anyone.”

“It’s like I said before…” Sans said calmly, his other eye opening again as normal, “Sometimes, you gotta take what you’ve been given. I gave up trying to go back a long time ago, bud. For what it’s worth, I’m sorry you got dragged into all of this too. But, hey, seems like you’re pretty good where you are now.”

He was fully admitting to it now. There was no illusion anymore. The Angel’s teeth bared, that anger that they had been allowed to have boiling in their soul. Of course. He had plainly stated even before they knew of the other world that he gave up. The Angel had chased after the one person who had fully given in. A hand raked over their eye, but the Angel wasn’t just going to take that. They couldn’t.

With the grip on their cane tightening, the Angel demanded, “I don’t care how much you’ve given up. If you know anything, you have to tell me. I can’t lose them.” How could he? How could he just give up? “Toriel is still out there. You- you saw her kid! Kris lost their hand! Susie never figured it all out. You…” He wasn’t changing expressions. Why wasn’t he taking this seriously? Why did he keep smiling?

Sans stared at them for a few more seconds. After a bit longer, he shut his eyes again like what they’d just said held no meaning to him. “I looked, bud. I really did. But uh… turns out when you start looking that much, you start leaving people around you behind. You miss what you’ve still got to take care of.” His smile widened just a bit, like he had remembered something that genuinely made him happy. “I wasn’t thinking about Paps. I wasn’t thinking about anything but getting back. Truth is, one day, you just gotta learn when to quit.”

Quitting was what got them into this mess in the first place.

It was the first true act of agency that they finally took, deciding not to play in a world that hated them. However, no matter how much they tried to give up, someone was there to pull them to their feet. “Let me tell you a story,” the Angel hissed, demanding the skeleton’s attention. “I did learn to quit. I gave up everything, because I thought that the world was better off without me. Everything I’ve learned from all of you… told me that I should do that. It was you who said you’d throw in the towel early, you know.”

Sans opened his eyes again, but stayed quiet to listen in. 

“But, even though this world gave up on me… and I gave up on it… and even if I thought it was the right thing to do again…” The Angel remembered Susie marching towards them with nothing but hope in her eyes, hope that she would one day be able to call them a friend. “A girl with hope crossed on her heart never gave up on me, and I bet that she’s still fighting right now.” She had to be. She wouldn’t die. Not Susie. Not ever. Something red flashed in the Angel’s eyes, welling deep within their soul. “I refuse to give up on them.”

Seconds dragged on again while Sans came to whatever conclusion he wanted to. After a bit, a low laugh came out of his mouth. “Welp, dunno if I can convince you out of that. Guess you gotta learn the hard way.” He pushed himself up from the wall. “It’s good that you got friends, bud. I’m happy for you. Always felt like that was all you needed, but…” Glancing to the side, Sans tried again. “Think about your friend back there when you gotta make a choice that hurts this place, ‘k?”

The Angel glared. Of course, he wouldn’t understand. They didn’t need to hurt this place. All they needed was a way home. “So that’s it?” They asked, gesturing at him. “All you have for me is empty platitudes, and nothing to help? Even if you don’t believe in me, you don’t care about making it any easier in the slim chance that you’re wrong?” 

Sans walked past them a few steps before coming to a stop. “I can take you to Tori’s. Or Alphys’ place. I know a shortcut.” He turned to glance back at them out of the corner of his eye-socket, as if mocking them.

Of course, he had nothing.

“I don’t want to go anywhere with you, you coward,” they spat, resisting the urge to lunge at him with their claws.

Sans turned away. “I’ll tell ‘em you’re fine.” He started walking, no doubt to find a place to turn away from them. “But uh… for what it’s worth, great to see you again too, bucko.”

Something snapped.

As Sans disappeared around the corner, something twisted in the Angel’s soul. They wanted to pry him for answers, but knew they had no ability to do so. They wanted to attack him to make him do anything, but knew that they would lose like this. However, an ability that they hadn’t used lunged out on instinct, demanding any information that he was hiding from them.

For just a moment before he left, the Angel listened into his thoughts. They no longer cared if he would detect it. They just needed to know. If they couldn’t do anything to him, then they must do all they could.

All of his thoughts were trained on…

…nothing but the name of where he was headed.

Sans vanished into the night, leaving the Angel alone in a quiet city.

The Angel lowered their head for only a moment before swinging their fist to the side. Their knuckles impacted against solid brick, and despite how much it hurt, it staved off that feeling of needing to rend something to pieces. 

When they withdrew, they saw beads of blood in their fur. None of their fingers were broken, but part of them wished that they were if only to hear bone break.

Sans replaced her. He recommended that the Angel replace Susie as well. The Angel didn’t want a replacement. Nothing could replace her, and even if something could, then they still wouldn’t take it.

…But right now, they needed a friend.

The Angel unconsciously began to walk back down the stairs, opening a door at the bottom. Wet carpet hit their feet again, the smell of mildew hitting them all at once.

He wanted them to quit. He said it like it was a certainty.

Never. Maybe he had, but they knew that there was an avenue back. Soon, they would have to begin exploring it, because there were no other options anymore. One way or another, the Angel would be crossing over the edge of a Dark World. But, for tonight, they had to be done.

The Angel stopped in front of a door that they had already memorized. For only a second, they hesitated, before quietly knocking. It took half a minute for anything to happen, but soon enough they watched the doorknob begin to wiggle. Before they knew it, a lone eye stared at them from high up when the door cracked open. Suzy’s gaze narrowed when she saw them.

“Can I stay here for the night?” They asked, their voice coming out far more hoarse than they wanted. Suzy would be mad that they were even beginning to crack just a bit. She asked them to stand up for themself, and all they did was learn next to nothing.

Instead, the door opened wider, and Suzy stepped aside. “Finally decided not to go back into the meat grinder, huh?” She waved them in, shutting the door behind them as they walked through. “Pick a corner. I don’t have anything, so you’re on your own for pillows.” She looked them over, and something akin to jealousy laced her done. “You’re lucky you have fur.”

The Angel didn’t intrude anywhere close to where her pile was, only whispering a “Thank you” while still trying to process all that they had heard.

“Yeah yeah, consider it payback or whatever.” Suzy didn’t take any time making sure they were settled. Instead, she slumped over in her corner on all of her ruined clothes. “Just don’t wake me up, okay?”

They nodded, slowly sinking down to the floor. As soon as Suzy saw them sit down, she rolled over, facing the wall and brokering no conversation beyond that. At least, she was nice enough to give them this.

The Angel took to her idea, pulling some of the clothes that they had gotten out of their phone. It wasn’t much to lay on, but it was better than having to face everyone after all Sans had tried to convince them of. Even now, they stared at Suzy’s back and wondered if this was him winning somehow. 

…No, he wasn’t.

Right now, they were just happy to be with a friend for a little bit longer.

The Angel rested their head on a pile of clothes that they’d made, curling the newly found tail close to their body in case Suzy accidentally stepped on it later. When they shut their eyes, they knew that they would find no sleep.

No matter what, they would make it back.

No matter what.

The Angel would return.

Notes:

Took until the end of the chapter to realize that I did one continuous scene. Not intended. Jesus CHRIST not intended.

Ah well, the scene needed time to breathe! Sometimes I do question what the fuck outline-me was thinking when putting this at the tail end of last chapter. Hey buddy. What. OUTLINE ME WHAT DID YOU MEAN BY THIS.

Welcome to the narrative Sans! I sincerely hope my depiction of him lands, because it has been a long time coming. What I realized when studying up on Sans' dialogue is that oh my fucking god he is so blatant about the DR connection. Like guys, before writing this chapter I still had a healthy dose of speculation, but seriously go into the UT text dump and look at his lines. After talking about knowing the feeling of wanting to go home but taking what you've been given, he immediately talks about Toriel. Sans Undertale I will fucking rend you to shreds.

A lot of people correctly predicted that this was where Sans would lead. He, unfortunately, did give up a long time ago, and he has known this set of friends for far longer at this point. For him, it's best to take what you've been given.

I do find it incredibly funny how the Angel has just finally come off of their "I am existing solely for revenge" arc and Suzy immediately goes "Yeah bud I think you should like. Seriously break someone's spine at this point." Beast who experiences hope for the first time immediately sent back to beating someone's ass. Tragedy.

And oh Suzy.

You all have no idea how much I wanted to write Susie fluff, but Suzy isn't Susie. They have two completely different lived experiences, even if there's echoes. She was so fun to write though.

Also everyone say hello to the Angel's tail. Fucker went missing for like. 18 chapters. Now I can finally use it for scene descriptions an obnoxious amount. They're beating the wet cat allegations even less now that they're thrashing it.

On a completely unrelated note, the fear of god has been put in me whenever Toby gives good news about Chapter 5. I wish to complete this fic before then but I am looking at what is left and uh. UH. I think i'm gonna have to brace for this one chat. I am so scared. I am terrified. I will die in the next 5 minutes.

Aight. It's 1am. Time to go to sleep. Thank you all for reading!

Chapter 21: False Shadow

Summary:

The world moves even while the Angel is sleeping.

Notes:

AIGHT I ALMOST DIED THIS WEEK BUT DECIDED IM BETTER. FANART ROUND

Darinaethelaianprophet made quite frankly one of the most horrifying Angel images ever.
https://www. /star-pup01/808637527148920832/my-honest-reaction-to-sans?source=share

Redraven393 made a total Fun Gang at Grillby's art in the hopefully future roadtrip. Keep hoping :)
https://www. /redraven393/809167932504653824/in-a-familiar-place-now-with-them?source=share
And made many silly little doodles of the Fun Gang and many. Many Ralseis
https://www. /redraven393/808846319239200768/unbaked-ralsei-doodles?source=share
https://www. /redraven393/808982345043640320/uncooked-ralsei-doodles?source=share
https://www. /redraven393/809055073709801472/unripe-afwt-angel-and-the-gang-doodle?source=share
https://www. /redraven393/809173867217272832/one-last-doodle-for-the-night-before-i-crashed?source=share

a-flawed-apparatus made two heroforge scenes this time! One of that skeleton that everyone in my comments wants to beat up, and the other is the Angel getting a gun!
https://www. /a-flawed-apparatus/809085457306681344/an-infuriating-skeleton?source=share
https://www. /a-flawed-apparatus/809173708214353921/a-stupid-idea-ive-had-this-morning-featuring?source=share

ourasriel made. Uh. How do I describe this. WOE. LORE BLAST BE UPON YE.
https://www. /ourasriel/809192409185632256/another-comic-for-star-pup01s-fic-d-i-had-the?source=share

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Chapter Text

A Titan got too close. Kris gave the call to move, and everyone silently followed through the winding streets of Cyber City.

Thankfully, it wasn’t following them as far as Ralsei could tell. Every now and then, he would spot the Titan’s head through the rooftops. He huddled closer to walls every single time it happened. They were looking for him, or rather, for what he had in his possession. Unconsciously, he tucked the Shadow Mantle around the crystal as much as he could. Thankfully, the light remained at its usual, steady flicker.

The Titans didn’t know precisely where they were, but Ralsei knew that they would find the group eventually. The Angel’s light was only a flicker, but it existed. Titans were a force of nature that existed to destroy. Both Kris and Susie were prime targets, and despite Ralsei’s Darkner status, he hadn’t turned to stone. His head was in the guillotine as well. If a Titan searched for the three of them for long enough, it would inevitably find them.

Luckily, Kris seemed to have come to a similar conclusion. Ralsei recognized that they were all moving deeper into Cyber City. Little communication could be had, just in case something heard all of them, but it gave Ralsei time to think. Cyber City, along with many other Dark Worlds, was an island. To leave, the three of them would need to venture back through the outskirts and across the bridge, but they had led Titans in that direction while coming here. But, if the Titans were still vaguely following their general direction, then Kris could be trying to clear the way of Titans by luring them further in.

Ralsei just hoped that they hadn’t all trapped themselves here. Even though he didn’t want to even think about calling on his fire magic again, he knew that he wouldn’t be able to pull something like that again. The Angel had gone quiet, and his magic remained at a much more dampened state.

Deep breaths, Ralsei. It would be fine. It had to be fine. They had to be fine. The more Ralsei focused on the light through the crystal, the calmer it became. It had grown quite steady in the… small time that the three of them had been hiding. Ralsei couldn’t tell the time when waiting in Castle Town, and he sure had lost track now. But… at the very least, the Angel seemed peaceful for a bit. Each flicker came steadily and rhythmic, like they were resting.

Ralsei cradled the Pure Crystal in his hands, holding it close to his chest. Hopefully, they were okay wherever they were. Maybe, they were dreaming about something nice. The Angel never liked being away… but maybe they were okay wherever they were.

The light calmed his nerves for a moment while all three of them stared at their next obstacle. Going into Queen’s Castle was out of the question, but they were close enough for the streets of Cyber City to get incredibly wide. Queen had made sure that her giant mech would be unimpeded if a fight broke out. Odd thing, to clear the streets when she had no way to anticipate that the Thrash Machine would be created. Then again, she’d probably say something silly like “Of Course I Calculated This I’m A Computer Lmao.”

Even though Ralsei had been dreading the prophecy’s end the whole time… he did miss the times when things were more lighthearted. However, all of the laughter and reverie in these streets had gone. All that remained was an empty howl. At least, the Darkners in this place were safe somewhere in Castle Town. Ralsei could imagine this city in another context, and it made him clutch the crystal closer to his chest.

Over and over, he was thankful that the Angel they had been given was kind.

…If only that kindness had been enough.

Kris gave a signal to move alongside the buildings instead of trying to cross. They would have to double back anyway to reach the outskirts, so there was no point in exploring the large stretch. Being out in the open for too long might also attract a Titan that looked their way, so there was little point.

The walk continued for quite a while bordering that side street. The closest Titan crossed towards Queen’s Castle, ignoring the route that the three of them took. Any deviation a Titan made bought more time, but they would inevitably begin wandering towards the faint flicker of light and life.

As the walk continued in silence, Ralsei saw something intriguing between the buildings. Out in the open streets, wreckage sat in a heap, two piles far away from each other. He remembered what that used to be. It seemed that there wasn’t enough time to clean up the Thrash Machine before the fountain was sealed. The legs had fallen over on their own after Queen’s fist impacted the mech, and the upper torso had been entirely destroyed from Queen tearing them all from the inside.

Horrifying. It was a horrifying experience.

The Angel rarely dealt well with surprise attacks. Stopping a Darkner from getting a free hit usually went well, but when stronger Darkners feigned defeat… it was common for the soul to not have a chance to engage. It was even more common for all three of them to fail to do anything in response. Ralsei had never felt weaker than right now, being stuck without that protection in the slightest. And yet, the stone that formed in patches on his body couldn’t take him over completely, because they were still protecting him even now.

All he wanted to do was to protect them for a change. When he learned defensive spells, he thought of his friends while he did so. He always felt like he was doing something right whenever their soul was wrapped up in his scarf. If only Ralsei had been stronger. If only…

Breathe in. Breathe out.

There were issues in the here and now that he needed to focus on, even if it made his gut churn the moment he tore his focus away from the crystal. Even when they got out of Cyber City, the center of Hometown was being hounded by Titans already. It would be difficult to even use the main bridges in the first place, and none of them had any way to survive an encounter with that many Titans at once. Ralsei silently wondered if Kris or Susie had thought of anything, but none of them could communicate right now.

Kris held up their hand, looking at the same pile of wreckage that Ralsei was. Everyone came to a halt, staring at them for any commands. Instead, Kris crouched down, tapping their throat like they wanted to speak. Their eyes trailed to Ralsei, as if waiting for him to give them an idea of something.

Well… whispering would probably be fine this far away. Ralsei could still feel the footfalls of a Titan, but if something urgently needed to be communicated, then this was a better time than when they were all in the open. Ralsei crouched at the same time as Susie to make the group smaller before whispering, “We should be safe to talk for a moment.”

Immediately, Kris launched into explanation, “Thrash machine. Destroyed while fighting Queen, right? Can’t salvage that.”

Susie let out a puff of air. “I dunno if any of us could even do that. I know how to… like… fix Tenna, but putting scrap together? Eh…”

Kris winced, but Ralsei was interested and asked, “What were you thinking about doing with it?”

Some of Kris’ fervor came back, but they seemed far less enthused about the whole thing now that their fears about the Thrash Machine had been confirmed. Their head turned to Ralsei while they brought up something he remembered, “You remember. Fighting Roulxs. The Thrash Machine floats.”

Well, that was nice and all, but… oh no. “No. We aren’t-” The sound of waves crashing in the distance became audible again, Ralsei no longer being able to tune out its constant presence. Waiting. “We can’t go out on the water! That would-”

Kris shushed him when his voice was getting too loud. For a few seconds, they kept listening to the Titan’s footfalls. They weren’t getting any closer. When they were satisfied, they explained, “Don’t like it either. Too many Titans. Can’t get across the bridge to my house.” They scoffed in annoyance, “Can’t do it though. Thrash Machine broken.”

Susie had fallen into deep silence, a fist on her chin. As soon as Kris said that they couldn’t do it, Ralsei was a little relieved. But then, of course Susie had to remember something important. “Okay, well now I know what you’re using, you made me remember something.” A soft grin started to form on her face. “Remember when uh… me and Lancer got you two to design that thing? What if I just… tried to make a new one?” She scratched the back of her head, becoming a little sheepish. “Not like the last one. We cut corners… and your design sucked ass… so like…”

Kris tilted their head, their face scrunching up at the memory of the other design. “Sweet Cap’n Cakes made Roulxs’ machine. Might be too much for us.”

As a matter of fact, Ralsei did remember that conversation. “Well, I mean… Susie and Lancer got close to replicating our design… I suppose…” Considering all of the slacking that they had done, and the fact that the two of them were on the move the entire time, Ralsei was only surprised that it wasn’t worse. It still wasn’t good, and a similar result would likely succumb immediately to the waters.

“Come on! You gotta at least give me a shot!” She bared her teeth before looking at Ralsei and shaking his shoulders. “We’re outta luck with going over that bridge again, and last I saw there weren’t any Titans in the direction of Castle Town, so…”

Ralsei put a hand on hers, stopping the jostling motion immediately. “It… it wouldn’t be safe, even if we did.” Blue glass flashed in Ralsei’s mind, and he stamped the image out as quickly as he could. It always came with a bloodied hand smashing through glass, and he wouldn’t even entertain this. “You saw what the water did to Kris’ cape. We don’t know what will happen to anything that goes in for long… let alone if one of us…”

All of them knew the consequences. Kris thumbed at their greyed out cape, considering their options. They held up two fingers. “Two things happen. Go across the bridge and die to Titans, or try to see if something floats and maybe not die.” Kris was dead set on this, and didn’t seem like they were going to be talked down.

The worst part was, Ralsei didn’t think going through the Titans was a good idea either. It would almost certainly lead to someone getting hurt, if not killed. Worse, they would likely all get pinned even if they did make it to the correct Grand Doors. It was just… an equally awful option to try to brave the waters. “What if we go back to the Shelter?” He helpfully tried to suggest, “Maybe the Titans will clear out when we have a better window?”

“Not going to be better window.” Kris’ hand clenched their cape tighter, remembering something that Ralsei wasn’t privy to. “Running out of time. No food at my place. Even if we get through Titans, they can’t.”

Their hands really were tied, weren’t they? The three of them, and Noelle, were the only four who had properly grown in Dark Worlds. Berdly had a bit of expertise, but he had only been in one Dark World, and there was no telling where he was. Anyone else would be unable to withstand how much the darkness molded them. They had not grown enough to withstand it for long, and were not tough enough to fight.

Susie punched a fist to her open palm. “Then we gotta try the Thrash Machine idea. Or a boat. Anything.” Some of her bravado died while she combed claws through her hair. “I… I dunno how I’m gonna manage it without Lancer. He was… he was kinda the one doing all the work. And he’s…”

If… if he was outvoted, and if this was what the two of them wanted, then Ralsei couldn’t let them struggle. There weren’t many other options for traversing the water. That swan ride only really ever drifted. He had to get creative. Ralsei took a deep breath, putting a hand on Susie’s shoulder. When her head turned to look up at him, he smiled. “I’ll handle it. If we can get back to Castle Town, then I can try to remake it. Or… better yet… I can try to make something better?”

“That’s sweet, but uh…” Susie squinted at him. “The hell are you gonna do? No offense, you and Kris aren’t great at making death machines.”

Ralsei would have politely corrected that it was the Angel who made the Thrash Machine, but he didn’t want to bring them up right now. It would probably only hurt her more with Lancer on her mind. Still, there was something that Susie had missed. “The things in your rooms didn’t just… come from nowhere, Susie.” There was one Dark Fountain that Ralsei had dominion over, one fountain that he could use to his advantage. The Grand Fountain wasn’t unstable like the others, and it would not form a Titan. Just as he had before, he could use it just a bit. “If we get to the Grand Fountain, I can show you.”

Both Kris and Susie stole a glance at each other. Susie seemed to nod at Kris, like she was deferring to their choice. This was their family at stake, after all. As much as Ralsei wanted to easily defer, he didn’t want to just let Susie and Kris wander to their deaths. They were… they were his friends. Could he really just let them do this?

Unfortunately, Kris made the choice that he dreaded. “We go to Castle Town. Ralsei makes whatever. Can rest and see if it floats.”

It only did a little bit to calm Ralsei’s nerves. Not only would he be in charge of remaking whatever the Thrash Machine was, he would be in charge of making sure it could float. If he remembered correctly, it wasn’t even that large originally! Roulxs could only stand on it! He was going to have to emulate something similar to that mech, or just make a reasonable boat. Somehow, he didn’t think Susie was going to be content with just a boat, nor would any old boat be able to withstand that ocean.

Why did he even suggest this? Ralsei started wringing out his ears the more he thought about it, but the decision had been made. 

Of course, Susie saw the stress instantly and refused to let it be. “You good?”

Ralsei nodded, but honestly just thinking about all of this logistically was a nightmare. His words betrayed him while he rambled, “I’m… I really don’t know if anything I can make would withstand… an entire ocean. Not to mention that it’s…” Should he admit this? He probably shouldn’t, but right now it seemed pertinent. “It’s… um… already a bit taxing to use the Grand Fountain to shape anything large in a Dark World… and then there’s the fact that our magic is already restricted…”

He trailed off when he saw Kris clenching their hand into a fist tighter. More earnestly than they’d ever spoken before, Kris asked, “Can you try?” Somewhere out there, their family was running out of time. Kris put their hand on his shoulder, pleading, “Please.”

They rarely did that. Kris rarely asked. They just did. While that behavior had begun to change under the Angel’s influence, whenever Kris was in control… they tended to… take direct action in the few times when presented with a choice. Worse, Ralsei couldn’t think of any other plan other than waiting, and the Titans were bound to hover around the Grand Doors regardless. They wouldn’t just wander off unless the Dark World got larger.

Despite the sound of crashing waves growing louder in the distance, he had to try. “I might… need a bit of help putting it together… or figuring out what we would even need, Susie.” Ralsei wasn’t even sure how this would work. He still didn’t understand how the machine even floated. Hopefully, Susie had retained something for this to not be a fruitless effort.

Susie nodded. “Like I’d forget Lancer and I’s group project.” A footfall grew a little too close, and Susie rose to her feet, dragging the two of them with her. “We should… probably go.”

Once more, Kris glanced at Ralsei, waiting for any acknowledgement that he would or could truly help.

Silently, he nodded. All of them were already fighting for scraps at this point. They were trapped in a darkening town with only small patches of light, no Angel to guide them, and none of their usual abilities. If… if they had to do something outright outlandish to get even the slightest edge… then he had to try.

Kris shot him the closest thing to a smile that they could before putting a finger over their lips. No more talking. They pointed in a direction away from the Titans before taking the lead. Susie gave Ralsei a thumbsup while she went, but maybe the two did not understand the gravity of what they were asking him.

Ralsei’s eyes lingered on Kris’ muted scarf, and he just hoped that his hands would be strong enough to make something that would carry them through the waves. The only thing that could possibly do so was long gone. Ralsei pressed a hand to the crystal in hopes that it would lend him strength.

The walk continued silently. 

On the way, Ralsei started trying to keep track of time again. Counting seconds immediately fell apart when his mind hooked on the sound of a heavy footfall nearby, striking fear deep into him while a Titan passed by. 

He had no idea how long it had been since the Angel was taken from them. Part of him thought that he should be able to know that exactly, but he was never good at keeping track of time when they were gone. Now, it seemed that would be no different. At times, he thought the Roaring had grown darker. Things on the horizon seemed less distinct, but he couldn’t tell if that was just his imagination running wild. What he did know was that it felt colder. Susie had constantly been trying to warm herself up by rubbing her arms, and at this point, Ralsei had begun to feel cold pricking through his fur.

How much time did they realistically have left?

With what he saw in the Shelter, Lightners who were brought there could probably last for quite a while provided no Titans came close. That was also assuming that the Knight couldn’t just input the Shelter code. For how… horrifying its state was when it briefly chased them, Ralsei hoped that the Knight had no capacity to remember the codes. It was also becoming more obvious to Ralsei that beyond Kris’ family, there were still so many Lightners out there. If he remembered correctly, an apartment complex should be up in the north. If the Roaring wasn’t resolved fast, then so many places could become unsafe.

All it would take was for one Lightner to leave a Grand Door open for too long out of curiosity, and any room exposed to the outside would join the Roaring in its entirety. He shuddered at the thought.

Ralsei lost track of time again while thinking about it, he realized. At least, they seemed to be making headway against the Titan. Of course, this meant that he didn’t have a single clue how long they’d actually been walking by the time Kris discovered one of those teacup rides that would lift them all up into the outskirts of the Cyber World. It had to have been a while.

At least, their plan to shake off the Titans had worked for a little while longer.

While waiting on the ascent, Ralsei focused on the Pure Crystal again. The little flicker of light remained steady. Good. At least, nothing had changed there. The light wasn’t out, so they hadn’t been hurt. The light wasn’t blindingly bright, so they weren’t lost. Wherever they were, for a little longer, they were still content.

Time dragged onward, and Ralsei gave up on following its whims.

The outskirts were wide-open, but the Titans had been left behind enough for all three of them to rush. Precious distance had been gained, and Ralsei thought to thank whatever forces were guiding them now, but there wasn’t a guide anymore. The closest thing was Kris now, and even he caught them glancing warily at the Titans, like they weren’t sure of their success either. At the very least, they had bought precious time.

And yet, with every step, it would dwindle more and more.

The only question was when it would end, or what could possibly tip the scales.

 


 

Well, it was happening again.

Chara idly watched while Frisk painstakingly searched around Hometown for any sign of their soon-to-be foe that they called a friend. Of course, Chara got to be a part of the motions that Frisk went through whenever they looked for something that simply was not going to appear. They knew very well that the Angel had run off from Alphys’ place, and they should know that searching for a needle in a haystack was a fruitless effort.

The chance to act would have been before letting a dangerous entity roam free. But, in the current day, Frisk never listened to Chara in a way that mattered.

Still, the same song and dance got old after a while. Chara would be content to provide a hint here or there in the midst of their descriptions, but it seemed that a new sensation had appeared in what remained of their fragmented being: Spite.

If Frisk wanted to dig a grave deeper than the one Chara’s body lay in, then they could be Chara’s guest.

Still, it did get tedious to watch while Frisk sprinted around town late in the day, trying to trace any possible leads. Despite having the Angel’s number, Frisk received no responses on that front. Toriel unfortunately did not see her phone fast enough, which led to Frisk wondering where she had gone and going on a massive detour across town. Papyrus was out as well, and it was at this point that Chara would say something useful. Papyrus regularly answered his phone provided extraneous circumstances did not occur. If Frisk wanted a surefire person to call, then it would be him.

But of course, Chara wanted to see how deep the hole could go while Frisk fumbled around. They did not want Chara’s advice.

The grand detour led Frisk to Undyne and Alphys’ place, a genuinely smart idea considering it was the last known location of the Angel. Perhaps, knowing that thing’s disposition to violence, there would be piles of dust waiting on the inside. Unfortunately, Chara had to admit that this did not seem to be the Angel’s goal. Despite their penchant for repetition, today was not the day for their tendency towards violence.

Alphys and Undyne were both in for the day. Chara did not pay attention to the normal pleasantries that the three of them always did. Despite being unable to precisely tune it all out, Chara did simply try to fade into the background while all of that occurred. They would hook onto something when it was important, anyway.

Sure enough, an important tidbit was alluded to: the Angel had fully admitted that they had been here before. It was obvious, after the few unpleasant conversations that Chara had been an unwilling participant in. Still, it irked them that the Angel was now being quite upfront about it. Thankfully, the conversation remained uninteresting with Frisk completely evading any incriminating details about what that meant, and only inquiring about precisely what the Angel said.

It was only a confirmation, nothing more.

Still, Undyne paced around, saying something interesting. “What I don’t get is where they fit! Their whole… story-thing makes sense somehow!” She whipped her head around to Alphys, sweating slightly. “Wait, we’re allowed to talk about all of that, right?”

Talk about what? What precisely had Undyne and Alphys experienced that Frisk would not know about?

The scientist waved her hand in a chopping motion near her neck while staring at Undyne. All the while, she shook her head, very obviously trying to telegraph that no, something should not be brought up.

At least, Frisk had the sense to inquire about it, “If they did something weird, I’d really like to know!” It seemed that being out of the loop had finally gotten on their nerves. Something was happening behind the scenes, which had become increasingly obvious when the Angel death-looped the flower repeatedly. The actual details of that event were still largely unknown, which had finally begun to pierce that relatively stoic armor that Frisk had. “I’m trying to keep up with them, and they’re not responding to anything.”

Undyne’s hand clenched into a fist while she undoubtedly warred with herself on who to confide in. “Listen, I don’t know why they were being so cagey about all of this, because they said they were the only one who could do it.” 

Immediately, Alphys freaked out. “Th-they said it would be r-really bad if anyone else figured out about the thing they did! I-I don’t think we should-”

“This is Frisk we’re talking about.” Undyne gestured vaguely at the human, thankfully deciding to trust in someone’s competence who she had known for much longer. At the very least, Undyne had not been fooled by whatever lies this false Angel had told her. “If anyone should hear about this, it’s them.”

Alphys started wringing her hands out. While she did not necessarily look as if she would disagree, Chara still noted her fear. Ah well, the scientist had always been known to be avoidant about personal secrets. No one could be faulted for falling for any possible sob story that the false Angel had given in exchange for silence.

Undyne started explaining, her one eye narrowing. “I don’t know how to explain what the punk did. They didn’t let us see it, but it’s like…” She gestured to the room around. “It’s gonna sound crazy, but they turned the entire room into an entirely different world. A big one. They’ve done that to me twice now.”

Frisk placed a hand on their chin, reasoning in the same way that Chara would at the moment, “Is that… really that weird for monsters?” They shrugged their shoulders. “Until I met all of you, we didn’t even really know that magic was real. That just… sounds like more magic.”

“No, it’s definitely different.” Undyne wiped a hand over her forehead while she tried to get her fragmented thoughts in place. “It changes your magic. It changes us! Flowey fell in there, and he-”

Immediately, Alphys waved her hands, making a plethora of indistinct muffled shrieking noises in an attempt to get Undyne to stop her train of thought. “I-I think that should… that we should wait for that until… um… Toriel and Asgore are around???” She smiled nervously, glancing at Frisk. “S-sorry, that part is just… a little more… odd??”

Chara pondered at what could have possibly occurred. What would Undyne and Alphys possibly seem important enough to tell… Toriel… and Asgore… No, that flower would have never revealed that information willingly. Why then would Alphys act so hesitant about sharing what precisely happened if not…?

Frisk must have figured out the same thing, exhaling and shaking their head. “It’s fine. I get it.” And yet, Chara could hear their racing thoughts beginning to peek through. They were thinking long and hard about what Flowey had possibly gotten himself into. Obviously, there was the fact that he had done something so heinous that the Angel deemed it wise to kill him repeatedly.

Not merely neutralize him as a problem…

Kill him. Repeatedly.

The words Titan and Roaring were lost in Chara in that small moment where Frisk dragged the Angel back in time, but perhaps that flower knew the answers. Unfortunately, the will for spite started to die away. They had an unfortunate loose thread connected to that flower, and it caused their vow of silence to be broken in favor of suggesting something that Frisk already knew. For the first time in a while, Chara offered a suggestion, “You are aware of what they likely speak of. It would be wise to find the flower.” Frisk seemed startled by the sudden intrusion. It had been quite a while since the last advice Chara had given, so they supposed that the reaction was understandable. However, Chara had a personal investment in this pursuit now.

Despite the initial surprise that jolted through Frisk’s body, as if they had not expected anyone to speak, they recovered quickly. Frisk inwardly thought, “I know. No wonder he hasn’t shown his face.” They managed to return to their normal conversation without so much as a hitch, thankfully. “Do you know anything else about the room thing they did?” Another hunch was rising in Frisk’s mind, a thought that came from the Angel speaking of darkened rooms. Smart. They were catching on fast.

“They can close it.” Undyne shuddered when she remembered something. “And everything in there was freaky. But what still freaks me out the most is when the hell they would’ve been in the Underground. All of that stuff we saw means their story had to be… mostly true, right?” She glanced at Alphys for confirmation, and received a nod. Undyne’s vision swiveled back towards Frisk. “Yeah! So… how the hell were they in the Underground? They even knew about our fight, Frisk! When I chased you!”

Ah, so it seemed that the Angel had let it slip that they had seen some moments where no one else had been present. Great. To their credit, Frisk managed to mask their wince. “I’ll… talk to them,” Frisk tactfully said, seemingly being satisfied with what they’d learned. “Do you know where they went last?”

Undyne seemed a tad annoyed at the lack of a tangible conclusion, but conceded regardless. “Papyrus’ house. That was a while ago though. Don’t know where they’d be now.”

Frisk deflated, but nodded anyway. Besides, in Chara’s opinion, it would be wise to try to find the flower instead of chasing down an Angel that would not provide information anyway. Flowey liked to ramble. He would be a better source of information. Chara politely suggested that fact, “You know that the flower is far more likely to spill everything that occurred. The Angel did not say much in our last encounter.”

It seemed that Frisk agreed, bowing out of the conversation as quickly as they could. Once again, Chara cared not for the detailed interactions and small-talk pleasantries that always occurred. They merely waited until Frisk was done talking and out the door. Unfortunately, it had gotten late in the day, due to Frisk being unable to make it to town until the later hours.

Toriel had responded at some point, which Frisk discovered when they took out their phone again. Unfortunately, it was too little too late. She had been out with the Angel, and they were now completely missing in action. At least, there was a slightly better course of action now, but there was a slight problem with finding the flower as well: he had made himself entirely scarce.

One would think that after being killed repeatedly, he would immediately relay this information to someone who could do something about it. Instead, he had entirely vanished. It was odd to go this long without hearing from him. Something about that unnerved Chara in a way that they could not place. Though, maybe that feeling came from him disappearing throughout the Underground and only making a scene when all had finally been settled with Asgore.

“He’ll show up eventually. He always does,” Frisk said to open air, which meant that Chara would ignore the flimsy attempt at reassurance. 

They were not concerned in the slightest. The only thing that concerned them was why Frisk didn’t just load their save and make all of this much less tedious. In fact, Chara had grown annoyed enough to voice that thought. “You realize that simply using your ability would be far more effective.”

This time, Frisk corrected themself, talking inwardly while they tried to go back to Toriel’s residence, “My last save is too far back, and that would just annoy them more. Besides, we’re looking for Flowey, right?”

“Your tendency to be far too understanding does not work on them,” Chara tried to remind them, but surmised that it would go through one ear and out the other. In a few seconds, Frisk would answer with something along the lines of how it has worked in the past.

Instead, they did something surprising. For a second, Frisk actually hesitated. They took a deep breath before once again remembering to think instead of outright speak. “It’s like Noel said, they just need time, I hope.” 

Chara grew slightly interested, the memory of the conversation fresh in their mind. “Your stride grows more unsure.” 

“It’s just-” Frisk cut themself off, biting their tongue. To show Chara what they meant, Frisk pulled out their phone and scrolled to the text that Toriel left them. “She said they’re with a friend, and that… doesn’t make ANY sense.”

For a moment, Chara wondered what about that was confusing. They did have a bit of a laugh when they realized the insinuation: the Angel didn’t have friends. Oh, what unfortunate soul had they decided to deal with today? Chara did not envy that person a single bit. The Angel was a rather obtuse person to speak to, and would likely fill the air with sob story after sob story. “You should focus on what must be done.”

“Thanks for the vote of confidence,” they scoffed, and the conversation dropped immediately.

The rest of the night became uninteresting. Frisk stayed home, periodically sending a message to the Angel in hopes that they would receive a response. Toriel came back, and pleasantries occurred that Chara once more ignored. Though, she appeared to be more agitated than normal, like something was on her mind. Of course, those who came in contact with the Angel were all left in disarray. They were good at doing that.

Well, it almost all stayed uninteresting.

A few taps hit the window, waking Frisk up instantly. They were on the second floor, so someone had to be throwing… or rather launching something. Thankfully, the usual culprit had learned by this point to not rocket bullets at high velocity towards glass.

When Frisk opened the window, one problem had clearly solved itself.

A pellet whizzed past Frisk’s head when they instinctively tilted it. Thankfully, the attack only embedded itself in the ceiling instead of their skull. Unimpressed with the display, Frisk looked out the window, managing to catch the small hint of yellow petals down below. Well, at least someone was going to be reliable today. 

Flowey wasted no time plastering a cheery grin on his face. “Howdy Frisk! Good to know your reflexes haven’t completely gone away!”

Well, at least he seemed chipper. Chara receded to allow Frisk to continue doing the talking. And, of course, Frisk carried on like nothing had happened with the pellet. “Do you wanna come in for the night?” They asked, instead of inquiring about anything that might be important. Of course, the flower’s immediate comfort was of greater concern. Typical.

“No no! I’m a biiiit busy.” Flowey bobbed his head a bit, a telltale sign that something was on his mind. “But! Hey! I didn’t just come for nothing! A lot happened, and I think you’ll really wanna hear about this one!”

Chara did not enjoy how odd he was acting about this. Flowey was certainly capable of… yapping as Frisk sometimes called it, but he usually came to complain immediately after something annoyed him. For the flower to wait and only now appear… it perplexed Chara quite a bit.

However, Frisk had no such reservations. “I’ll be down in a sec!” They slammed the window shut without a second thought, throwing on their jacket. Caution had been thrown to the wind while they rushed down the stairs. They were lucky that Toriel was used to this by now, and she just slept like the dead at this point.

When they rounded the corner behind the house, the flower was waiting. His fake grin had not left. Chara could identify the expression easily by now. He always looked straight forward while doing it, as if his eyes were quite literally glued into their sockets. Perhaps, he did not realize just how uncanny the expression really was to anyone looking for the signs.

“Golly, that was fast!” Flowey acted chipper again. Usually, he dropped this act around Frisk, but something was off tonight. “You didn’t miss poor ol’ me, didja?”

Frisk mustered the closest thing to a smile that they could, but the circumstances were beginning to wear them down just a bit. “You’re usually not gone for that long, and… I was a little concerned, considering-”

Flowey gave a single laugh, interrupting them. “Oh, don’t worry about me! I just had a bit of time to think! Some good ol’ introspection!” He glanced around, making sure that no one was around before slowly leaning closer with a whisper, “Say, you loaded your save earlier when that freak was loading theirs, right?”

“I… did,” Frisk tactfully said, but their face had scrunched up when he called the Angel a freak. Chara would roll their eyes at Frisk language-policing considering that freak killed an entire species. “I also… heard about what happened.”

As if it did not matter either way, Flowey perked up with another short laugh. “Don’t worry, when you’ve died as many times as I have, it loses its sting!” 

Interesting that the Angel had been in the midst of a mental breakdown when Frisk loaded their save, but Flowey appeared to be virtually unharmed mentally. Chara supposed that this should have been expected, considering exactly what he had just said. Oh well, they should expect nothing less from a killer. It just seemed notable that the other killer in this equation seemed affected.

Frisk nodded slowly, but had a furrow to their brow. They had not died nearly as much as Flowey in a way that they remembered, so the feeling was not shared. “Undyne and Alphys… seemed pretty weird about whatever happened.” Ah, so Frisk was trying to broach this topic. 

Unfortunately, they fumbled the tact. Flowey’s grin vanished for a moment. “Ugh, don’t remind me. Did those two idiots tell you that easily?”

“No!” Frisk shook their hands. After all, the two had been quite cagey about the information. Frisk tilted their head thoughtfully. “I think they might tell Toriel and Asgore… about…” They knocked their fist against their forehead, trying to jostle the thoughts. “How did they even see that, or did you just tell them?”

“First of all, let’s get one thing clear!” Flowey’s vanished grin began to form into something more akin to a scowl, jagged lines resembling teeth appearing on his lips. “They better not tell Toriel or Asgore anything. Those two lost their kid a loooong time ago!” For a second, Flowey paused, his hostility waning like he just realized that he cared a bit too much. “Second, your stupid little friend can just bring objects to life apparently! Good job! I think that’s why I changed.”

Frisk, well, there was no better way for Chara to narrate this. They simply buffered for a moment, standing in place while trying to piece together what on earth Flowey just told them. “You mean like… they injected things with determination?” Frisk asked, gesturing at Flowey. “Like you?”

“What? No!! It was-” Flowey brought a vine up to his face, about to explain but suddenly becoming lost deep in thought. There was a moment where his eyes clamped shut before reopening, staring at the grass. Something clicked, and a grin split across his face. “You know, maybe they did! I dunno! All I know is that they were really trying to hide something! So many weird things, and they explain none of it! Pretty unfair, if you ask me!”

That tangent seemed quite irrelevant, but once again that smile looked all too gleeful. Chara had no idea what he had just figured out, and they did not want to find out. “What do you mean maybe?” Frisk asked, growing increasingly exasperated. “You’d know, wouldn’t you?”

“Naw. I didn’t see a thing! They were pretty good about hiding just what they did from me!” Flowey grimaced, the thought genuinely annoying him. However, another thought came to mind, his petals suddenly springing back up. “There was some odd stuff in there! But you wanna know what I find the most ridiculous?” He tilted his head, staring directly at Frisk. A scowl wove across his face. Genuine rage started to bubble up. “They kept telling me to go talk to Chara! Pretty morbid, if you ask me!”

That idiot.

Did that Angel truly decide to out Chara to the world? Of course, it would be typical of them to do something like that in order to gain a reaction. All they cared about was dissecting this world only to crush all of its organs in the palm of their hand.

Alarm bells went off in Frisk’s head, and an acknowledgement of the presence that normally narrated was given. It was permission to take control, but Chara did not seize the reins yet. It left Frisk to try to recover, and they kept their expression entirely neutral. “That… just seems mean.”

Flowey giggled like it did not matter, but Chara sensed the bitterness in his tone. “Pretty dumb thing to say! You know, they even told me that I should talk to you about it.” The giggle kept going. “Oh so… so stupid. They really never learned a thing when they were separated from you, did they? Even I recognized that you weren’t Chara! Quite blatantly!”

So he knew.

He knew of the Angel’s association with Frisk.

For how long, Chara did not know, but they would step into Frisk’s shoes for a moment. Without much warning, Chara answered Flowey’s thoughts with Frisk’s voice, “It seems that they are delusional, yes.”

Flowey paused for a second, but immediately went back to that giggle. “Golly! Got some pent up angst in there, Frisk? Good for you! I was starting to think I was alone in that one!” He looked away from them, staring at the grass. “You know, with all the stupid things they do and know about, I’m wondering why they’re so insistent about them! Just trying to get under my skin, right?” Flowey glanced back at Frisk, tilting his head.

Chara stood their ground. Was he probing for something? They did not have the patience to find out. “Undoubtedly, especially considering that they killed you multiple times.”

Control was suddenly fought over. To avoid suspicion, Chara relinquished it quickly. Frisk once again kept their expression neutral, interrupting Chara’s previous line of thought. “Also, speaking of that… what did you do?”

“What did I do?” Flowey was too indignant about the accusation to notice the sudden changes in behavior. Frisk and Chara had both been far more sloppy at times, and he did not notice then. It seemed that now would be no different. “Golly! You think that low of me? Come on! But if I did do something, it’s because they’ve had this coming for a loooong time.”

At this point, Frisk seemed to just want information, and grew more exasperated at the flower’s non-answer. “Flowey, they were incoherent when I brought them back here. I know something happened, but they were dodgy on what.”

Unfortunately, that detail only provided Flowey with an even wider grin. “Oh, were they? Aw darn, that’s so sad!” He tapped his face with his vine again, as if considering whether to tell Frisk anything. “Don’t worry, I’m not going to do anything silly again. All I did was make a fight a little harder, and because they didn’t tell me a thing, they nearly lost their ability to save! Whoopsie!” 

“And how did you do that!?” Frisk asked, their voice rising a few pitches. “Flowey, you- if something you do becomes permanent, then-”

“I didn’t do ANYTHING!” He snapped back, venom in his voice. “Why is it that you think I’m the problem? All I did was push them, and they didn’t tell me a thing about why not to do what I was doing!” Flowey’s voice took a mocking tone. “Flowey don’t do this. Flowey don’t do that. How about telling me why instead of blaming me if I get a little curious!”

Frisk clenched their jaw for a second. Almost instinctively, Chara and Frisk swapped places, the latter needing a second to get their bearings. When Chara had the lead, they glared at him. “You understand where that kind of curiosity leads, do you not?”

Flowey sputtered, “Like I’m the only one! You know! They know! What? Are you fine with them just trouncing all over me? Trying to take my place?” Flowey rose up a few inches, scowling in their face. “Why do they get to rewrite this world for fun, but you want to be buddy-buddy with them? Suddenly Flowey steps out of line, and now I’m the problem!”

“They are also a problem, you shortsighted-” Chara bit their tongue, hand clenching into a fist. Be tactful. Do not let him get a rise. They took a breath, steadying Frisk’s body. “I only ask that you do not make it worse!”

The flower sank back down, rolling his eyes with a scowl. “Well, go ahead and get mad at me for not liking that someone I wanted to be was taken. My bad, Frisk, for not liking the thing dancing around in my corpse!”

Something bitter formed in Chara’s mouth. “I recall you asking me to not think of Asriel as you.” The words had stuck with them for quite a while. Chara had toyed with the words as well, preferring to think of themself as just a guiding force now. The children that both of them used to be were long, long gone. Did he not feel the same?

Flowey opened his mouth to speak before immediately looking away. He paused, trying to rationalize the contradictory thought undoubtedly going through his head. When his petals drooped, he whispered, “The Angel of the Prophecy was supposed to be Chara and I. We were supposed to do it together.” Jagged edges formed at the edges of his mouth. “Breaking the barrier was the only thing that I ever did right by Chara, and that stupid fake thinks they can just take it? No. I won’t let them.”

Of course, he would be like this. It had been over a century since their deaths. How was he still clinging to this even now? Did he truly learn nothing from the Underground? Did he truly not remember all of the words that were said while they retreated from the surface, battered and bruised? “And you know how that plan went, do you not?” Chara spat, “You did right in the end, yes, but I believe that you were done idolizing your sibling.” The bitterness only grew, words echoing through their head that they replayed even now. “Why worry about what you did right for someone who was not the greatest person?”

Flowey tilted back, eyes narrowing at Frisk. He did not speak for a few seconds, staring at Frisk like something would happen if he did it for long enough. Of course, the moment did not last. His face split back into the fakest grin possible. “Fine! Guess you’re not going to be any help!” His petals sprang back up. A vine coiled up from the ground, pointing at Frisk’s face. “I have my own things to do, so have fun chasing after that fake, and don’t you dare get in my way. This is my business!”

Chara did not take the threat, pushing the vine away with the backside of their hand. The Angel was a danger, yes, but they were beginning to suspect that they were not the only thing Chara should be looking out for. “I will not encourage affecting this world in the way that either of you appear to be doing. You are only making this worse.”

“I know my limits now!” Flowey rescinded his vine. “You seem so content letting them walk all over my grave, so just stay out of it! It’s not like I can do any real damage.” Flowey stuck out his tongue. “They’re already doing that juuuust fine.”

“Flowey-”

The flower vanished into the ground without another word, silence once more invading the night. Of course, that flower’s tendencies from the Underground had not merely vanished by being reminded of the past. Chara truly believed that he had settled into a new normal, but it appeared that it had all just been buried for a little longer. Of course, the Angel’s presence in this world, a relic of a past long gone, had thrown everything into disarray yet again. They loathed the thought.

Without even thinking about it, Chara relinquished control while Frisk took their place. Of course, Frisk had the gall to ask, “Are you okay?”

Chara did not answer. They had to think. Clearly, Flowey did not truly think the same way as them about both of their current predicaments. All this time, they had respected his wishes to not be seen as a reanimated brother of a child long gone. And yet, he had changed. Why had he changed?

“He’s going to be fine,” Frisk tried to reassure them, like that was the issue.

And yet, somehow, Chara doubted that as well.

 


 

Despite time having slipped away, the attrition from walking had certainly begun to affect Ralsei. It was its own little personal timer. All he knew was that his bones were once again aching. And yet, the journey was not even halfway over. After Castle Town, and assuming that anything worked, the journey to the far side of the Roaring would happen. Ralsei… didn’t even want to think about how long they would be in dangerous waters. If they got attacked at all, then…

Ralsei stole a glance back in the direction of safety. The beam of light that shimmered out from the lighthouse seemed… well, it was still there, the most visible thing in the distance. But, as he looked at the lighthouse, he realized that he could not make out its shape nearly as much in the distance. Was it just his imagination? Or, had the darkness truly grown thicker?

The cold had certainly continued growing. Susie continued to rub her arms as before, but it seemed to have diminishing returns. Every time Susie shivered, Ralsei thought he should be doing something. She refused to take the Shadow Mantle or scarf from him. She did joke a few times about carrying him like a backpack, but had not made good on the threat yet.

Maybe she was just trying to get used to it. Ralsei tried to beat down the thought as soon as it came to mind. The cold wouldn’t last forever. Soon… they were all going to figure out a way to end this, right? This darkness couldn’t be all that was left, but…

When the three of them finally arrived at Castle Town, they all stopped at the entrance.

Buildings lay in rubble. Whether a Titan had come through, or something had torn through the town by force, Ralsei didn’t know. His eyes flicked to every single thing that he used to recognize about this place. The dojo had long fallen into disuse, but half of the building had collapsed in on itself. The cafe and bakery might as well have never been there, rubble being the only thing that stood in their place. Seam’s shop had vanished with the cat entirely. Sweet Cap’n Cakes’ music shop had lost one of its supporting walls. Even the building that housed all of their instruments had been destroyed.

Ralsei remembered the Angel going there an excessive amount. One of the only things that they ever let loose during was when they would all perform together. Ralsei distinctly remembered their movements through Kris becoming swingy, like they were somehow joining the dance. All of those memories lay under the scrapped building now.

Did the town get destroyed by a Titan? The Knight? Did it just lose form, because no Darkners remained to make use of it anymore? Of course, the town that shared the Angel’s name had suffered when they were gone. 

A hand touched Ralsei on the shoulder, and he jolted when he looked up to Susie staring down at him. Trying to remain optimistic, she smiled. “When all this is over, we’re gonna remake it, okay? All of us. You, me, Kris, Lancer, the Angel… heck, maybe even Noelle can visit more often.” 

It was a nice thought, but one that Ralsei couldn’t cling to as he felt the crystal still dangling from his neck. “I hope you’re right, Susie,” he mumbled, yet every step he took through the dead town, it reminded him of just how much they had all failed. This town was the result of Ralsei asking the Angel to be kind, wasn’t it? Foes were turned to friends. Friends were brought here to create a place where, no matter what happened outside, people would be safe here.

However, only the castle still stood tall, the Grand Fountain looming overhead.

Kris glanced around, muttering under their breath. “Darkners are gone.”

“Duh,” Susie took the lead, walking towards the castle with confidence. “That just means Seam listened and put everyone somewhere safe.” While Kris and Ralsei followed, she turned around and started walking backwards. “See? When the Roaring’s over, all of ‘em will be awake, and we can build all of this from the ground up! Lancer will have a blast digging through all of this damage!”

A faint smile appeared on Kris’ face at the thought. Ralsei did not echo the sentiment. He still did not know… how they would get through this. It all rested now on where the Angel actually was, and if they could even stop this if they got back.

He wondered if it was selfish to keep this crystal from them originally. After all, the Angel had worked so hard to create it. If they had been allowed to absorb it, then nothing would have been able to withstand them. It was just…

The Angel always wanted to stay a part of this world. Ralsei knew that feeling all too well. He couldn’t… lie to them about what the Pure Crystal would cost. It would be a victory, but a hollow one. The Light World would remain intact, but the Angel would be gone. Their Castle Town would be nothing but a storage closet. Ralsei would…

Surely, there had to be a way for all of this to end with everyone able to exist as themselves. And yet, with all of their kindness resulting in a ruined town and countless statues in a basement, Ralsei didn’t know how that would ever come to be. 

These were things to think about later. Ralsei had a job to do. Wrapping a hand around the Pure Crystal, he caught up with Kris and Susie. The Castle still stood tall, which meant that there… could possibly be some things of use here. Before the two could run off, Ralsei piped up, “This… might take me a while, so there’s time to do anything that you might need to. There should still be food in Susie’s fridge, and… this is likely the safest place we’ll be in for a while.” 

Susie lightly punched his shoulder. “What the hell? You’re gonna take my snacks?”

Kris smiled again, pointing up the stairs. “No, I am.” In a flash, they bolted up the stairs.

“HEY!” Susie took a few steps to run after them, but her eyes caught on the stairwell towards the basement. Slowly, she stepped down from the stairwell, yelling up to Kris, “Fine! Just make sure you don’t miss anything, dumbass!” 

Ralsei tilted his head when she doubled back, walking around the cauldron towards the basement. “Susie? Are you sure you don’t want to go with them?”

“I will in a sec.” Her voice grew more somber, but she shot him a smile. “Just gotta let Lancer know how things have been.”

Ah. Of course. Ralsei did not question anything further, allowing her to descend into the basement on her own. That left only one door remaining, and Ralsei had once hoped that it would never need to be opened. It was a selfish thought, one driven by his neediness when he suddenly became saddled with things that scared him. Feelings, opinions, likes, dislikes… were a dangerous thing to have when his fate would be decided by whatever happened to what was behind that door.

It was no mistake that a depiction of the Angel had been etched on its surface.

Ralsei brushed a hand over its surface, smiling as his other wrapped around the crystal. Even if things were still uncertain, he… part of him was thankful that the Angel would never even dream of damaging what was beyond these doors. They would never seal the Grand Fountain. They never wanted him to be alone again.

All Ralsei could hope as the door opened was that they weren’t alone either.

One day, maybe they could make sure that neither of them were ever alone again.

At Ralsei’s touch, the door to the Grand Fountain opened. The iconography of a soul split open. The colors that the Grand Fountain shed when cast in darkness bled through Ralsei’s fur. Despite all that the fountain represented, and how he would likely always be tied to its grasp, he found it beautiful in a strange way. He didn’t know when he started thinking about it that way. Usually, the Grand Fountain simply was. 

And yet, as the reigning Darkner of this Dark World, he could use its power. The Dark Fountains gave these lands form. While Ralsei could not make new ones, he could manipulate what was there. Anything he created would be impermanent, just as empty as the cakes he made for friends or the bedrooms that they slept in. So many objects in this Dark World had no equivalent in the Light World, because he had only sculpted them from the illusion that the Dark World created.

Ralsei approached the Dark Fountain, his arms leaving the Shadow Mantle to extend outward.

Many other Darkners had likely done what Ralsei planned to do now. After all, the studio that had formed in Kris’ house was not always so refined. The lands used to be a frozen waste, a watery basin, and a metal desert. The cliffs were all that existed outside. Primal. Unrefined. However, one Darkner could change the way a room functioned entirely… what it was made to be used for. Thus, the lands became a studio when Tenna arrived.

Many times, Castle Town had changed when more and more Darkners took refuge. Ralsei was no carpenter. He could not just make bedrooms from scratch. He simply knew the rules, and knew what the Dark Fountains were capable of. Maybe that was when he started appreciating the Grand Fountain more. Many fond memories of creating gifts for his friends were forged here.

When Ralsei took a deep breath, the Grand Fountain began to shift. Slowly, inky darkness stretched out towards him. Despite separating from the fountain, it flickered in the same colorful hues. For a second, Ralsei grew worried that the Pure Crystal would be affected by being this close to the fountain, but the Angel’s light only seemed to dance in response. It emboldened him to continue.

The darkness coiled around him, keeping a distance while it waited. Ralsei wondered what would be the best course of action here. The Thrash Machine had inspired Susie’s line of reasoning about sailing across open waters, but was it really the best option? Yes, it could withstand the acid of Queen’s river, but Roulxs… had to stand on top of it. Ralsei could just make something bigger, but that seemed redundant for the purpose that he needed it for.

What Ralsei needed was something that would not sink or be destroyed by the water. The second thing, he did not think he could truly do. Then again, Kris’ scarf did not decay within the water. It lost its color, but that was an effect that Ralsei would need to look further into. After all, Kris had withdrawn it from the water quickly. Right now, he needed to focus on making anything in the first place.

Castle Town had first been constructed as if it was ripped straight out of a storybook. Ralsei supposed that he could not break that habit as he imagined a vessel that could take them across the water. The darkness around him surged in the air in front of him. A patch of the world darkened before elongating. It would need to be able to carry… quite a few people. Worse, it would need to withstand the choppy waters.

The darkness started to lose its place in the air, dripping to the floor as doubt entered Ralsei’s head again. This was going to be incredibly dangerous. All it would take was one bad wave, and the three of them would all be capsized immediately. But, what choice did the three of them have? Over and over, he kept asking this same question, and didn’t know how to solve it.

“I don’t know what I’m doing,” Ralsei admitted out loud. No one was in the room with him, and yet he found it comforting to just speak in hopes that someone could still hear him. “For how scary the prophecy was, and no matter how much I wanted it broken… I think it scared me when we finally went off the path, haha.”

Did they all even go off the path? Ralsei still didn’t know. The prophecy never said everything, and the rules of the world were only that: rules. For how much he wanted to break it, he was realizing that being even slightly outside of its bounds made him increasingly useless. No solution seemed correct anymore. No path seemed like it would bring a better outcome.

He had nothing but sprawling choices that he could make now, and it terrified him.

It terrified him even more that the prophecy could just be waiting for him to mess up. This could equally be the prophecy’s designated path, but one where he was designed to mess up in the final hour.

A pulse of light at his chest sent warmth through his body. He didn’t know what the Angel was doing right now, but it reminded him of something they once said.

Sometimes, the rules wouldn’t be there to protect him. Sometimes, the Angel would not be there to protect any of them. Ralsei muttered to himself, recalling the words, “And when the rules don’t work… you have to bend them. You have to break them.”

Yes, something that floated on the water would be desirable, but who said that it always had to be that way? Rollercoasters had flown in Dark Worlds before. Ralsei floated with his own magic. What if he could create something that didn’t necessarily need to go into the water? What if his own magic could be expanded to what he was creating? It would be exhausting. His magic was already limited. However, if it meant that his friends would be safer, then…

The darkness started to take shape once more. Sludge that had fallen to the ground rewound through the air, joining with the mass. If Ralsei’s strength failed, he needed it to be something that could float on the water. Thus, the shape of a boat must do. But, Ralsei recalled the magic that he used to fly in dire moments. This was heavier, far more than just shifting his own body weight. A singular casting wouldn’t be enough to make it fly forever, but he sent out pulses of magic to the shape in the dark, getting it attuned to what it would be used for.

Darkness solidified. The object became darker than dark, finally taking a form in the Dark World. Ralsei squinted as a large boat took form, but he did not miss… the fact that it appeared to have legs sticking out of the bottom. They did not seem mobile by any means, but he certainly had not thought of anything like that. The head of a duck of all things had also formed at the bow, and Ralsei blinked.

It seemed that he still had one of the possible Thrash Machine designs on his mind, even now. Ralsei let out a puff of air, lifting up his glasses to rub at his eyes. Hopefully, this would be enough. It wasn’t in the water, but he could still try just a bit…

Releasing a familiar magic, Ralsei willed the boat into the air. A wing-like design on the side that echoed the duck-like head detached from the boat. Small wings that absolutely could not fly hovered next to the boat. And yet, the vessel did hover above the ground. Ralsei could feel his magic beginning to strain, but not nearly as much as he had anticipated. Fighting while on the water would be impossible for him, and he feared how useful he would be with his magic constantly being drained.

But, perhaps this could work. Maybe, it would work.

Ralsei sighed, releasing the spell slowly. The boat drifted back to the ground. It looked like it could carry at least the three of them alongside the Dreemurr household, so Ralsei hadn’t botched that part.

In fact, considering where he thought this was going originally… he would consider this a success. Some of the stress that had been building in his shoulders loosened up, and he laughed to no one in particular. His hands scooped up the crystal around his neck while he stared at the light flickering through the glass. “Guess that advice really did help. Thank you.” As gently as he possibly could, as if they could somehow feel it, he nuzzled his snout against the glass.

But, as he lifted the crystal away from his face, a smile that had started to form slowly vanished. Though small victories came, he missed them. His chest ached while nothing about the light changed at all.

Even though they said they could never feel it, he missed keeping their soul safe in his scarf.

At least then, he knew that they were somewhere safe. He’d touched the soul before. Its surface always did feel a bit glassy as well, but unlike the Pure Crystal, the soul always seemed incredibly fragile. Every time he protected it in a fight, he didn’t have to hear the sound of something hurting it. He didn’t have to hear the sound of someone hurting the Angel if he could protect them from the blows.

For how much the light was protecting the three of them even now, Ralsei wished that he could protect them wherever they were. Their soul was out there somewhere, with no one to speak or fight for them.

Ralsei tucked the Pure Crystal back under the Shadow Mantle, whispering, “I’m sorry.”

A gentle knock sounded from behind Ralsei, quiet enough to not startle him. When he turned, he saw Kris’ silhouette standing at the door. Immediately, Ralsei beckoned for them to come in. Their human soul could never be enough to seal the Grand Fountain, let alone any normal fountain either. Silently, they stalked into the room, staring at the boat that Ralsei had made.

For a moment, he expected a comment on its design. Instead, Kris shoved a bag into Ralsei’s hands, and he fumbled for it before finally getting a grip on the strap. He couldn’t make out what it was in the dark, but Kris clarified, “Sewing kit. Said you needed it, right?”

Right, he did mention that, didn’t he? Ralsei smiled. “Thank you, Kris. I suppose that means I can fix your cape!” He remembered what they were currently fighting through immediately, biting his tongue. “...When we’re safe again.”

Kris nodded, and their hand brushed the cape around their neck. “Got items. Can’t carry anymore. Don’t heal that much. Can you…” Kris stared at the boat before glancing curiously back up at the Grand Fountain. “...make more?”

Ralsei brushed his arm. “I… probably could, but it does tax me to use the Grand Fountain. Considering I’ll need to use magic to keep the boat afloat… I…”

Without missing a beat, Kris waved their hand. “Then don’t. We’ll figure it out.” As if they were listing off a report, Kris continued, “Susie downstairs. Telling Lancer everything. Gonna take a while.”

“Well…” That was nice, that she was still talking to him even now. He wouldn’t be able to hear, sadly, but it was a nice thought. Ralsei understood the feling, clasping the crystal around his neck closer to his chest. “We’ll definitely need her to move this, and then it’s just a matter of choosing where we’ll go. At least some of our travel will have to be on foot.”

“And resting.” Kris glanced at Ralsei out of the corner of their eye, keeping their arms crossed. “Said you’d need to rest after this. Can test the boat.”

Well, yes, he did say that, but… “In the end, you’re the leader, Kris!” Even though the Angel was technically the leader, someone had to know how to lead in case the soul was ever away or the Angel couldn’t act. It was why Ralsei gave them both a tutorial, after all! That didn’t change now! Besides, he didn’t want to disappoint someone like Kris. “It’s… it’s your family on the line, so I understand if you-”

“We rest,” Kris stated firmly, their eyes trailing away from Ralsei. 

Despite the order being given, the two of them remained rooted in place, staring up at the Grand Fountain. It wasn’t… unlike Kris to stand around in silence, but Ralsei hadn’t been alone with them in a while. Usually, the Angel or Susie was always there. If he was completely honest with himself, it made him a little nervous.

A soft whisper echoed through the room, Kris’ mouth barely moving, “Thank you for helping.”

“I-” Ralsei stumbled for a moment before getting his composure again. “Of course, Kris. This is your family we’re talking about! I wouldn’t just… leave you and Susie to do this on your own.”

Kris’ head dipped, their eyes vanishing further under their bangs. “No,” Kris muttered, their face scrunching in a way that it did whenever they weren’t quite sure what to say. “It’s dangerous. It’s my fault. Helped bring this.” They gestured to the air around them with their one good hand before deflating all over again, muttering words again to Ralsei like he understood them more, “Thank you.”

To know that the prophecy had been set in motion due to one of its heroes… Ralsei had been angry when he found out. The prophecy never spoke of betrayal, but back at the church when the Angel was fully revealed, he remembered the admission that Kris finally gave. Ralsei thumbed at the crystal wrapped around his neck. “I don’t think we have the luxury of going back on it anymore, but…” He mustered as much of a smile as he could, but the reminder that Kris was a part of this scheme for a while stung. “I’m… still glad you’re here now, Kris.”

They nodded, but didn’t say anything more about the matter. Instead, Kris glanced at the motion under the Shadow Mantle, frowning. “Are they still there?”

Ralsei focused. Yes, the presence was still undeniably flickering. It didn’t seem as steady as before. Maybe, they were moving again. “I… can’t quite tell what’s happening, but they are still there, yes.”

Kris’ gaze turned away. Ralsei had seen it many times when they could not hide their guilt. Again, silence filled the air between the two of them. Talking felt a bit less natural. After all, Ralsei and Kris’ usual relationship with each other didn’t exactly have much talking. He was used to resting on their head, but those times had long gone. Eventually, they muttered again, “Sorry.”

It was no secret anymore that Kris wasn’t always kind to the Angel. Ralsei had to defend them after the festival, after all. “They’ll…” Ralsei didn’t know if he was lying, but he still said, “They’ll be okay.”

“Sorry.”

Ralsei could not see their eyes. He wondered only for a moment if Kris believed that the Angel was never coming back. They didn’t say another word for a while, and Ralsei never got an answer. 

He had to hope. After all, what else could he cling to when they were about to go deeper into the dark? The Roaring would continue unless the Angel returned.

An endless night couldn’t be all that was waiting.

“Arright losers, where’s my Thrash Machine?” Susie yelled, causing Ralsei to jump out of his skin while she barged in. When her eyes landed on the boat, she looked personally and completely devastated. “No way! We have to go with the boat idea?”

Ralsei adjusted his slipping glasses on his face. “I-It can hover, if that makes it more appealing?” He did feel a little bit bad. Despite all that they had talked about the Thrash Machine and its logistics, some things just didn’t work out. It would be a nice representation of their team, but unfortunately Ralsei had to settle for more practicality.

Susie blinked before rolling her eyes. “Fiiine, that is cool. Leave it to you to make a boat fly.” She walked up behind him, putting two hands on his shoulders and leaning over to get in his peripheral vision. “But like… hear me out. There’s ONE thing on the Thrash Machine that I want.”

Oh no. Ralsei smiled while he looked at her, scared about what she was about to ask for but morbidly curious. “And… what would that be, Susie?”

Her grin only grew. “The Titans are pretty beefy, and that boat doesn’t have anything to defend us on it. Now, while all of you might suck at building a death machine, I don’t.” Susie shook Ralsei’s shoulders, giving one request.

“Laser gun.”

 


 

Flowey wasn’t going to stay near Frisk for another second! How dare they bring up Chara like that? How dare they insinuate that they knew a thing about the two of them? What was even the point of fighting him? He wasn’t the one doing something wrong here! 

No, that fake Angel had gotten away with far too much. First, they had stolen his title. Then, they brought up Chara’s name like the two of them were best buds or something! Of course, Flowey let them live long enough for them to gain the slightest bit of a spine! He almost wanted to go find them again just to see how much they would struggle without that stupid place that they pulled him into. They were weak without the dark helping them. It would be so easy to bring about some good ol’ fashioned revenge just to make sure the Angel didn’t get the slightest idea that they were equals.

But no, that wouldn’t be satisfying. Anyone could kill someone while they’re off-guard and at their weakest. It would be child’s play to do a sneak attack. Even if it would be funny to watch them panic after another death, Flowey had bigger fish to fry. While Flowey certainly wasn’t above that, he could do better. Grander. Pellets and vines were one thing, but he wanted MORE.

Goodness, he almost lost it there! Flowey giggled to himself while he sprouted through a wooden floorboard. He just found it so amusing how much they repeated the same sob story over and over about their friends, but dredged his own sibling out of the dirt over and over! Well, if they wanted to play this game with him, then he’d play. Flowey didn’t care about why they were here, only that they needed to learn their place.

After all, why were they allowed to shape this world?

Flowey hated it.

Frisk had stolen his power from him a long time ago. The moment someone more determined than him appeared in the Underground, that was it! Poof! Gone! He had to live with that. He had to spend an entire decade on the surface without something that became second nature to him. For so long, he’d been the god of this world. For a while, he was fine without that for a bit! He found entertainment in other ways! New things happening was more exciting than repeating the same old drivel over and over again, after all.

Angrily, Flowey summoned pellets. He yelled, sending them careening into a wall. The attack was strong enough to make it crack, but it did little to alleviate his rage.

How did the Angel cheat? How did they get their own save-point? They hadn’t taken Frisk’s, because Frisk still had control over the world! Why why why?!? Why did THEY get a free pass? Why did THEY get to shape the world? Why did THEY have the ability to change the entire lab into a place where the extractor was a bird and he had his own body back? What did they have that he didn’t?

Flowey giggled, trying to shake himself off. Golly! He could let the anger go for just a second! He had to focus, after all! This was a big moment! 

Just to do a quick survey of things, Flowey glanced around the room he was in. This was Toriel’s old place, and he’d popped up exactly where he wanted to. Flowey remembered it all so clearly when he first ran to the Ruins to try to feel anything. Toriel tried to hide this room from him at first! Of course she would. Of course she would never be able to confront him about the fact that she replaced him.

Oh well! Flowey couldn’t win them all! It wasn’t like he would’ve felt anything else anyway if she hadn’t done this! 

Still, Flowey looked at all the different sizes of clothing, the toys that he didn’t care about, and the neat little set up that Toriel had. He cared for absolutely nothing in this room. That was great! He wouldn’t want his first try to be anything important, now did he? That could come later, when he was ready. He had a few objects in mind if this could really bring them to life.

So, time to run through everything he knew. It was just like old times. Flowey usually took a break every now and then during his loading escapades to mull over what he knew. The Angel was stupid for letting him glean anything, because he bet that in all that information they said, they gave everything away.

For starters, whatever the Angel did, it was restricted to the lab for some reason. Flowey tapped a vine against the ground while he thought. He was burrowing through Hotland, and then the moment he surfaced in the lab, whoopsie! The floor fell out from under him, and he was in whatever world they made! That meant there was some limit, but Flowey already had that handled! After all, he’d chosen a great room if anything would form! Plus, he knew that they’d done this twice already, once at the police station and once in the lab, which means it wasn’t tied to a specific room.

Of course, the big question was how they did something like that.

Flowey already knew what gave that land form. After all, he watched the Angel’s soul shine light into the giant geyser that rose up from the center of that world. The only question was how they made that. The Angel kept claiming that only they could do it, but…

Hehehe…

Oh, they thought they were slick when talking to Frisk, didn’t they? Flowey remembered listening from the door, and suddenly hearing a quiver in the Angel’s voice. He remembered the words clear as day: “All you need to know is that if you ever cannot see inside of a room at all… then you do not enter and find me.” 

That IDIOT. Did they really think that they could MASK anything from Flowey? He was far more well-versed in subtext than they could ever be. The Angel may have not said what Flowey could do to cause a problem, but they implied that he COULD cause a problem. The Angel wasn’t the only one with this ability to turn a room entirely dark. Others could do it as well, otherwise… why would the Angel need Frisk to contact them?

Of course he had this same power. It was only a matter of how he could pull it off.

Let’s see… a few things to get out of the way. They were a monster, but Flowey would be stupid if he assumed that meant anything. After all, they bled. They had a human soul. Everything about them was so utterly messed up that he couldn’t use his assumptions about monsters. 

Though, it was interesting that the Angel only warned Frisk about Flowey. Come on! He couldn’t be that bad! They should be more worried about Alphys doing anything! After all, she had a pretty bad track record of messing everything up! That’s how she made him, after all! Flowey was only annoyed that she knew who he was now. Flowey didn’t plan to see her anytime soon, but he’d love to avoid her for as long as humanly possible. The amount of groveling she’d do about reanimating him would be so blegh.

…But that did raise an interesting question.

A thought came to him while talking to Frisk, one that he wanted to test juuuust a little bit. Objects suddenly came to life in that world. Flowey, in all his time in the Underground, had never met an object that came to life like him… unless someone counted ghosts, but that was stupid. All those monsters had souls! But, the Angel claimed that their little friend didn’t have one. Maybe none of those objects down there had a soul, which meant they could be like him.

An object injected with determination.

Well, Flowey had ravaged the lab for any excess determination. Not even that stupid extractor had any residue in it. All the amalgamate… pieces that they always left around had looong decayed in the time that Flowey was gone. Oh well, if he really needed some unfiltered determination, he could just poke Frisk or one of those amalgamates at some point. Heck, he could even poke the Angel! Just for fun!

That raised an interesting question. Did they have determination? Of course they did! Flowey watched it get sapped by that vulture! They were pretty scared when they lost it, and the moment the extractor had it…

The Angel screamed to not let it fire. Desperately so, like they knew precisely what it could be used for. Now, Flowey wasn’t planning to bring another one of those things, but he was interested to see how it could hold up in a fight if he got bored enough. Maybe one day! Things to file away for later.

It seemed like the Angel only got scared when it had determination, so determination had to be the key. Flowey was on the right track.

Now, Flowey was no expert, but he had never seen a giant being of darkness come out of anything injected with determination. Even more interestingly, that vulture struck the ground. It didn’t aim. It just rose wayyyy up high! 

And, well, Flowey might be a little silly for this, but for a second there, the thing that it pulled out of the ground looked like a really bright version of that other geyser. 

Hm, what a predicament! If Flowey was wrong about any of this, he could accidentally summon that thing. Of course, the Angel managed to load their save even after getting sapped of determination, so would it really be that bad? Yeah, he might die for a bit. Some other people might die for a bit. Definitely not what he would consider fun, but in the pursuit of new things, dying a little bit was how progress happened! Flowey always knew that he was getting close to something good when he started dying in some of his later loads.

Unfortunately, the bird had the actual substance of determination. It hit the ground with actual, raw determination. That would mean that he would need to find it somewhere, but…

Wait a minute, no. That wasn’t right! Undyne and Asgore wouldn’t have just thrown someone in a jail cell and not found a syringe full of determination. Alphys also wasn’t working with determination anymore, so there was no way that she just had anything on her when going down to the lab!

And yet, determination was the key.

Did one only need to have it? The power to shape the world? That was what the power to SAVE actually was, right? It was a power born from determination, and Flowey would certainly call what the Angel did shaping the world.

Well then, that made this incredibly simple.

Flowey laughed. He laughed again. He couldn’t stop laughing. What a FLIMSY means of keeping this from him! All it took was just a little tip in the right direction from Frisk, and he’d figured it all out! 

From the ground, Flowey’s vines unfurled. A piece of glass sat on the floor, and Flowey stole one more glance in it. Again, the face that he wanted stared back. In his eyes, red pinpricks of light flickered. He was almost there. Almost there. Why wasn’t the face in the reflection grinning? He’d be SO happy when he showed that Angel! They thought they were the only one who could shape the world? They thought they could supplant him? Well, WATCH THIS!

A vine rose up into the air. All it took was a strike into the ground, right? Haha! What a flimsy means of doing this!

With a cackle that echoed through the empty home, Flowey’s vine sharpened. A blur of green plummeted through the air, the lone strike hitting the ground.

Wasn’t something supposed to be happening?

Flowey withdrew the vine, sharpening it again. Perhaps, the strike just hadn’t been sharp enough! Again, he yelled, slamming it clean through the floorboards.

No. Again. Nothing happened.

Even sharper! Maybe it just required a good bit of gusto! Like one of his more powerful strikes! A perfect hit! Flowey envisioned it in his head, once again impaling the floorboards.

WHAT?

NO! That didn’t make ANY sense! Flowey used to have enough determination to have control over the timeline! The Angel was a monster, and shouldn’t even have that ability in the first place! There was no way he just didn’t have enough! Heck, the Angel even THOUGHT that he had enough, considering how much they tried to keep this from him!

Flowey began to scream, stabbing the ground over and over again.

Why did they get all of these free perks? Why did they get handed a body that was rightfully his? Why did they get the ability to shape this world? All of that was supposed to be HIS!

Oh, so when Flowey leaves the timeline alone for a while, he gets supplanted instantly! But when the Angel leaves a timeline alone for a while, they get all of their powers back! Free of charge! No biggie! In fact, they get to make silly little pocket-dimensions that they explain to no one. Why not!? Why not just give them his name, too!? Why not just give them a title that he was supposed to share with Chara, a title that only he had embodied in the end without his best friend?

They were good at stealing titles. They were good at stealing names. After all, why else would they have named themself Chara?

Flowey yelled louder. The floorboards had been perforated, some sticking up unnaturally while he stabbed over and over again. It wasn’t fair. IT WASN’T FAIR! Why did they get to decide what body he took? Why did they get to decide the rules of this world? When Flowey supplanted Frisk for only a moment, six human souls decided to evaporate his only advantage! When the Angel supplants Frisk, suddenly everything is hunky dory!

Stupid double standard. Stupid world. BEND TO HIM! KNEEL!

It wouldn’t budge. The floorboards wouldn’t budge. The room wouldn’t change. No matter how hard he tried, he could only see his reflection in the glass.

He wanted the ability to shape the world just a little bit. In the lab, he saw a face that he struggled to remember sometimes. Beating the Angel at their own game was one thing, but Flowey knew where this was headed again. There were memories in some of those objects, things he could bring back if he only had the power. 

Frisk didn’t understand him. They said he was making everything worse.

The Angel didn’t understand him. They used Chara’s name as a comeback.

Flowey needed the world to bend to his will. He needed anything new. This world had grown stale. Monotonous. And then, when something new finally happened, it enraged him. He needed revenge. He needed time to prepare. He needed a place where despite all the Angel was doing, he was the one who held all the cards.

He needed control.

Flowey yelled, plunging his vine down once again. Something sparked above his head. Stars ignited around him, and for a second, the world froze.

The earth screamed.

Notes:

Yeah, it was bound to happen at some point. I'm sure that's not a problem.

Definitely wanted to do a less Angel-focused chapter for a second! A lot of other things needed to get moving, so I figured taking the perspective off of the Angel for a hot second would be nice! I did have a bit of a skill issue reorienting myself to other POVs, but it is very nice to write Chara and Flowey again! Hello you cynical ghost! Welcome back!

Unfortunately, your extended period of silence really is just seething rage, because you literally cannot do anything outside of Frisk. They were just brooding leave them alone.

I REALLY WANTED TO DO THE THRASH MACHINE BUT LOGISTICALLY... IT'S NOT A GREAT IDEA FOR THIS LMAO. Susie did get her laser gun at the very least, and you all get your duck representation. "Hey Baddrummer why were you inspired to make the boat fly?" You think this is the first time a boat has floated over water in UTDR? Think again. I am unfortunately very cheesy.

Also rare Ralsei and Kris moment without Susie being involved. Kinda is a little awkward when your previous allies are the cause of your friend's best friend vanishing into the dark. Also you're all probably doomed because of that. Yikes.

I have had to do a LOT of logistics for the Roaring! Just like. As a look behind the curtain when I'm planning the Roaring stuff, I have the town's layout always open and where Titans would be clustered at certain times. Because Hometown has really only one road going through it, THAT MAKES A GIANT CHOKEPOINT. Good luck getting anything through the center of town also! That's a residential area!

The Fun Gang has their work cut out for them. At least they have boat.

No one wake up the Angel by the way. They're actually sleeping maybe probably. They don't need to know a Dark Fountain formed.

Once again, I will get to your comments shortly! I am forever thankful for all of the support on these chapters. Hearing from all of you makes my day, and is the boost I need to get through the work week. I basically have a defibrillator used on me every single time I get a comment. You all are awesome and cool. And I am going to spike you like a volleyball for enrichment.

Thanks for reading :D

Chapter 22: Hold Breath

Summary:

The journey to the north end of the Roaring continues. Another journey begins.

Notes:

HOLD IT!!! READ THIS!!!

For posterity, I am alerting you all now that the "Canon-typical violence" tag has been removed. This does not mean that the violence will get much worse, only that it will stay roughly around where it already was. After thinking about it, I realized that "Character crumples when hurt and bleeds when punching glass" is much different than "Every attack deals tangible damage to the receiver and there are very real depictions of violence". I just wanna keep my tags accurate, and that one was never correct for this fic in retrospect.

The Blood and Injury tag has always been present. This does not change.

 

NOW! FANART!

Darinaethelaianprophet drew COVER ART for "A World Without You"! This art has been officially added to AWWY itself via an embed. Thank you very much!
https://www. /darinaethelaianprophet/809729602537816064/cover-art-for-a-world-without-you-by?source=share
Darinae also made an art of the Angel having a 6th sense for Dark Worlds and being very. VERY annoyed.
https://www. /star-pup01/809358603606720512?source=share

RedRaven393 drew the Fun Gang being So Normal (Ralsei is locked in he is putting ribbons on the Angel's tail they don't know chat he's so locked in somebody stop him)
https://www. /redraven393/809847286528098304/an-average-fun-gang-interaction-post-after-the?source=share
RedRaven also made some funny drawings of the Angel bonking both Carol and Flowey due to recent events
https://www. /redraven393/809393514661265408/the-angels-bonk-list-is-growing?source=share
https://www. /redraven393/809362253072728064/angel-bonk?source=share

5kape drew funny sketches of the Angel dragging their tail and the direct and predictable results of doing that. Tragedy
https://www. /5kape/809784726388965376/quick-sketch-of-a-goofy-moment-from-last-weeks?source=share

a-flawed-apparatus made conceptual soul attacks for the Angel via heroforge!
https://www. /a-flawed-apparatus/809328547462316032/the-angels-soul-magic-or-at-least-how-i-imagined?source=share

ourasriel persists as Flowey's #1 hater and has drawn consequences for Flowey opening a Dark World
https://www. /ourasriel/809257468904472576/and-two-other-arts-in-less-than-a-day-for?source=share

Good luck with the chapter!

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

Kris sat in silence, staring at the back of Ralsei’s head. He’d taken up position at the front of the boat, kneeling while focusing as much as he possibly could. With both of his hands planted against the bottom of it, Ralsei channeled enough magic to lift the boat over the water. It grazed taller waves every now and then, jostling all three of them. As soon as he had grasped it, Ralsei didn’t break focus.

…They didn’t understand how.

As the boat skimmed the waves, Kris stared across the waters towards the Field of Pink and Gold. After resting for a while, and with the boat being able to float without too much issue, the three of them had made plans on where to go. The thought to stop at the flower shop to reduce the strain on Ralsei was expressed, but having to guide anyone through a residential area was a terrible idea. While the Titans had clustered further south thanks to the Angel’s light luring them there, they were slowly migrating back to two Grand Doors near the north. Kris did not envy the situation that Catty and Bratty’s families would be in. 

So, the better option was to stay out of sight for as long as possible, especially if things got worse on the return trip. Susie had an idea to just go as far out as possible and wrap around, but all of the trees that bordered Hometown had become a gargantuan, thick bramble in the Dark World that Ralsei couldn’t safely navigate through. So… the next best thing was to use the undersides of bridges for cover. Hopefully, any nearby Titans would be too tall to see the three of them in the all-encompassing ocean.

It was a flimsy idea, and Kris’ palm sweat while they gripped the side of the unsteady boat. Their eyes caught on a patch in the bottom of the boat that had turned entirely grey from when they were testing it. Kris… didn’t know what that meant, but they did not wish to find out. They couldn’t be the only one who hadn’t loosened up this entire journey.

When looking at Susie, they thought they would see her enjoy the thrill considering her track record. But, she scanned the horizon. The laser gun that she asked for had taken the shape of a Thrash Machine laser head, positioned closer to Kris. She wasn’t even fiddling with it. She just… stared.

Guess every day wouldn’t be the same as the last anymore, huh?

Or, maybe this was what eternity would be like from now on.

Another tall wave struck the side of the boat. Ralsei flinched, but quickly steadied himself and continued doing whatever it was that caused the boat to hover. They didn’t envy his position either. Without the sun being a thing at all, or day and night really working in the Dark World, Kris didn’t know how long it was since they set off. Considering how large the Dark World was though, they could be in the couple-of-hours range. They needed to thank him for being so proficient with magic, but…

Kris didn’t know if Ralsei would say anything about being tired. At least, he voiced that he would struggle after creating this thing. That was why they all took a bit… to rest in Castle Town. Again, was it a few hours, or half a day, or no time at all? Dark Worlds always messed these kinds of things up, but it felt long. Every moment Kris waited, they worried that something would happen to their family on the other side of the Roaring.

At least, the rest helped just a bit.

Still, Kris found themself staring at the back of Ralsei’s head while he continued focusing. He had probably rested more than Kris, but… was it stupid to wonder if he was able to stay asleep at all? They wouldn’t normally ask that, but… Kris caught him doing something odd.

Ralsei talked to the Pure Crystal when he thought no one was looking.

They saw it once at the Grand Fountain when Ralsei hadn’t yet noticed them. Just before leaving Castle Town, Kris saw it again after Ralsei had woken up. It wasn’t even anything of importance the second time. He just… asked them how their day was. Despite receiving no response, he started talking about what the party intended to do soon. Fears that Ralsei wasn’t voicing out loud were sent to a cold rock that could not hear. 

Part of Kris wanted to ask whether or not Ralsei needed a break, but asking that could break his focus entirely. It was eerie how well he could just descend into silence for this long. He must have been well-versed in it, and that only made the pit in Kris’ stomach grow.

Silence was all Ralsei knew for a while, wasn’t it?

Kris saw when he tensed up in moments where the two of them were alone. Back at the Grand Fountain, it happened again. The two hadn’t even been particularly… eye-to-eye, had they? Ralsei had to take the soul from Kris after the Angel threatened Carol, and…

Kris remembered the way he yelled. They recalled with perfect clarity the way he threatened to keep the soul from them. Of all the things Ralsei was so uncertain about, his friendship with the Angel was not one of those things. Kris… didn’t understand. Maybe one day, they might have, but that time had now long gone. Now, Ralsei was talking to that crystal over and over again, like it would change what had happened to the Angel.

…Somehow, Ralsei hadn’t yelled at Kris yet.

He’d been so angry when they harmed the Angel for threatening the mayor. So… why hadn’t Ralsei strangled them yet for what had been done? Kris gave him a chance at the Grand Fountain, but he didn’t even make a move. He didn’t even express his frustration. With how often Ralsei was talking to that Pure Crystal… surely he had to blame Kris for what happened.

The Roaring was their doing.

Without Kris in the plan, the Angel’s soul would never have been separated from their original vessel. One hero wouldn’t have been able to bring about the prophecy while stabbing the other two in the back. Kris may have told Susie and Ralsei about everything back in the church, but what good did it do when the plan still played out almost exactly as expected? Because they didn’t do enough when it mattered?

Why was he out here helping Kris even now? Did he just not understand that this was their fault? The soul that had faded into the darkness wouldn’t have ever been in this kind of danger if it went to its proper vessel. 

Ralsei knew where they were headed too. Home. It was a place that he remembered well too. It was a place that Kris denied him, wasn’t it? They left the horns behind. They discarded him. Why wasn’t he saying a thing?

Let him focus. Just… let him focus on braving the waters. This could wait. Kris had to let it wait for now. They couldn’t distract him.

Still, they did not think they were going to forget the way Ralsei smiled at a dying crystal before his face slowly drifted into a frown. Of course, he knew just as well as Kris that the Angel was unlikely to ever return.

There would be more than enough time to wallow in their sins when they were all safe in the Shelter. After all, there was still quite a while to go in the endless night. If it wasn’t today, it would be tomorrow, or the next, or the next, forever.

Another wave hit the boat, and Ralsei sucked in a breath. His focus had broken, and Kris figured out why quite quickly. The heavy footfalls that signaled a Titan had almost become background noise, but one looked like it was getting far too close. Kris put a hand on the laser cannon while Susie went towards Ralsei. She pulled the Shadow Mantle over the light twinkling at his chest, covering it from sight.

Ralsei did not break focus. Kris tried to track the Titan through the darkness. This low down, it was hard to distinguish it from the rest of the darkness. However, the dark rippled around its body ever-so-slightly. If it got close enough, they would have to-

Magic around the boat vanished as the Titan got too close. The dark grew heavier, the boat being gently deposited in the water with the last of Ralsei’s magic. Everyone knew that this could happen, but Kris just hoped that it wouldn’t happen this soon.

The darkness grew heavier. The waves pushed the boat away from the Titan, water being displaced from the path that it walked. However, the waters would not be kind if the boat tipped. Susie and Kris leaned to try to keep it stable. At the very least, both of them understood the assignment without much communication being needed. Kris only hoped that the Titan didn’t begin sending Spawn after all of them. All it would take was one snake from the depths, and their cover would be blown.

Kris kept their one good hand on the laser cannon, aiming at the Titan should it do anything. It might hinder the damn thing for a second, but it was a pitiful laser compared to a being made out of darkness. The best bet was to just pray.

For a second, Kris was happy that they lied to Noelle about where they were all going. She probably would have shrieked by now. Hah, yet another issue that they were going to subject the entire group to when they all got back. Typical.

Every footstep caused all three of them to flinch again. The darkness became suffocating while they prayed that the waves would not take them. It was too early. They could still run. They could still flee, but none of them knew whether the Titan had found them yet.

Bit by bit, darkness began to lift. The world became a little less suffocating as Kris stopped holding their breath.

Ralsei waited for the darkness to leave the area as much as it could. Kris caught a shimmer of light from under the Shadow Mantle as patches of stone around his body further receded. For a second, they caught a glimpse of him mouthing a “thank-you” to someone that could not see him.

Kris did not understand.

As soon as Ralsei regained his strength, he wasted no time getting the boat out of the waves. Kris could already imagine that the exterior had turned monochrome in places where the water touched it. Thankfully, as the boat sped away from the Titan, the gargantuan creature did not notice their departure.

Shortly after, Ralsei pivoted to the north once again. The bridge that they were under led to one lone island with a Grand Door. They were close now. One thing that Kris hadn’t considered was… how to explain any of this to their family. With their luck, maybe dad had fumbled everything in their place. Mom didn’t know a thing. Asriel knew even less. Dad was given the general outcome of the plan, but did not know the more… sensitive details.

They’d been so focused on rushing to them, that Kris didn’t think of the consequences. It… it had to be this way. Regardless, Kris had to come for them, but…

What was the use? What were they trying to cling to? The world that they were used to with their family had long ended even well before the plan came to fruition. The world that they existed in now would never be the same again. What could they possibly be trying to cling to now? They might as well irritate the wound now. Kris had failed in their promise. Kris had failed their friends. Normalcy could never come back.

They just wished that it would. Truly, they wished it could just be undone. But, that power had never been theirs.

It took even more time to get to the Grand Door, but thankfully, nothing else went wrong along the way. Kris stifled their thoughts for the time being. They needed to get past having their entire family in the same room first. Mom and dad being cooped up in the same house with a newly returned Asriel was a recipe for disaster, and they were not looking forward to putting that combination into the Roaring where they needed to be silent.

A thud marked that the boat had finally been deposited ashore. Kris leapt out, cracking their neck. At least, the Grand Door was still shut. That meant that they were all likely safe inside. 

“Uh… you good, Ralsei?” Susie asked, breaking the silence that everyone had been enforcing on their own. It caused Kris to wince, but this house was so far away from the larger town that it was… probably fine.

Ralsei looked haggard, legs shaking as he stepped out of the boat. “I just…” He panted, but managed to stand up. “That just… took a lot out of me.” It seemed that the moment he lost momentum, he finally realized just how much magic had been drained.

Susie immediately grabbed his hand, trying to guide him towards the Grand Doors. “Well, good thing there’s another place to take a breather, right?” She started to sweat, her jaw clacking shut for a second. “Do you uh… get to take a breather in the Light World?”

Wiping a hand over his forehead, Ralsei sighed, “I’m… afraid that it’s better for me to… have access to my magic to gain my strength back.” He smiled up at Susie. “It’s okay! I can just wait out here! I promise, I won’t be upset-”

Without a second thought, Susie turned to Kris. “Arright, you go handle your family. I’ll keep this dork company.” The sound of protesting came from Susie’s side, but she had already wrapped an arm around Ralsei’s neck. When Kris shot her a worried glance, she waved a hand at them. “We’ll be fine. Just go do your thing. God knows you’re gonna be stuck explaining this stuff to them for a while.”

The reminder did not help. Kris didn’t want to go through that door alone, but… it was probably for the best. Ralsei needed Susie more than they needed her right now, right? This was their burden to handle.

Kris moved for the Grand Door, passing by Susie. They didn’t know which thought they hated more, facing their family alone, or leaving Susie and Ralsei to face the Roaring alone. Both of these outcomes were their fault in the end. The Roaring wouldn’t have happened without them. Their family wouldn’t have split without-

Stop thinking about it. Just do what has to be done. It cannot be stopped anymore. The only thing they could do now was try to keep people safe.

Kris marched up to the Grand Door, trying to open it on their own. Of course, it did not yield to them. The door was locked, just as the three of them had instructed every household possible to do. Kris cursed under their breath, knocking against the door in hopes that someone would hear.

It took a few seconds… or minutes of waiting. Kris knocked a few more times, trying to make sure not to let their urgency show. Desperate knocks against the door would probably make whoever was on the other side more scared.

A moment later, something in the mechanism of the Great Door clicked.

Kris took a deep breath, opening the Grand Door and stepping through its bounds.

 


 

What a predicament. Ralsei didn’t want to take a break. It was getting more and more cumbersome every time he had to stop the group for a little longer to gain his strength back. If he just pushed it, then he was certain that he could stop being as much of a hindrance. Before the Roaring, it was a lot easier to push things. He could be… relatively certain that the only person being hurt by it would be himself.

But now, he kept having to ask for breaks, because any failure on his part would also hurt Kris and Susie. Ralsei sat down on the pale stone bordering the Grand Door, leaning his head back against the boat. Just… deep breaths. He had to rest enough for his magic to return to him, and then it would be back to the Shelter. Ralsei could already feel his body aching at the mere thought of trying to go that distance, but going back to Castle Town would just take so long…

Susie climbed into the boat, deciding to fiddle with the laser cannon. At least, she seemed to be in slightly better spirits now that they were on land. Ralsei just had to keep reminding himself that she wouldn’t hold it against him if he needed to rest. That… that was part of telling people when something was wrong. That was what Susie wanted him to start doing back at the church, right? 

And yet, every part of him felt like he should be doing something. Even while he tried to take deep breaths in the cold, he mentally ran over all that needed to be done. The longer the Roaring went on, the more pertinent things would become. First, getting Kris’ family back to the Shelter would take quite a while if Ralsei needed to foolishly rest again. Then, who knew which Grand Doors would be vulnerable next. Ralsei doubted that every family was just prepared for an apocalypse! 

Then, there was still the matter of where the Angel was. Ralsei pinched his eyes shut, trying to sense their presence anywhere. When they connected with this world, he could always feel their presence, even if it grew more distant. It had never been this diminished, only comparable to the long wait where the Angel had yet to connect to the world at all.

No matter what, he needed to figure out… some way of finding them. They were still out there somewhere. They were still getting hurt. He didn’t know if the Angel could hear him, but there had to be something that he could do. But, as long as he was stuck resting, and as long as the list of things to do grew, he had little chance of even…

While Ralsei rested his head against the side of the boat, he suddenly felt a weight between his horns. When he craned his neck to look up, Susie’s snout rubbed against the top of his head. Ah, she was using him as a headrest again. Well, Ralsei wasn’t necessarily going to complain. It distracted him just a bit.

Of course, it was a precursor to Susie asking him something. They’d already been sitting in silence for so long, so it made sense that something had come to her mind. “So, hit me, what’s the first thing you’re gonna do when the Roaring ends?”

Ralsei almost discarded her question instantly, instead trying to lift her head off of his. “Susie, that cannot be comfortable.”

“I’m laying on one of the… bench… things…” She pressed her head back down, fighting off the hand uselessly trying to get her off. “I’m not getting up unless you answer, dumbass.”

For a second, Ralsei contemplated not answering at all. He was beginning to like it a little too much whenever Susie did this. Fortunately, she probably wasn’t going to go anywhere anyway, so Ralsei started thinking of something. “Well…” The glint of the Pure Crystal flashed under the mantle, and Ralsei’s hand instinctively wrapped around it. “I don’t… want them to come back to a broken town.” He stared at the crystal in his hand. “Maybe… I could make the Angel a room, like you and Kris have. I think-”

Susie groaned, using her finger to play with one of his ears, “Dude, if they heard that you weren’t gonna do something for yourself, I think they’d get onto you forever. Come on.” She asked again, “What is something you wanna do when all of this is over? For yourself.”

Well, Ralsei had been so concerned with getting past the prophecy, that he didn’t consider an after much. There were things leftover that he wanted to do before everything got crazy, but the Roaring came faster than he expected. The Angel’s room was one of them. Figuring out how to get them their own body again was another. That road trip sounded nice, but Ralsei… knew that he couldn't accept it now. He hadn’t really finished his talk with the Angel back at the lake, but he couldn’t let them erase themself for him. He just couldn’t.

Ah, there he went again. Ralsei sighed, nothing coming to mind immediately, “I… might need to think about it…” But, there was a thought. If she was so enthusiastic about asking him, then… “Do you have anything you’d want to do, Susie?”

He expected something immediately. Susie always struck him as someone with large dreams. However, she stayed in silence for a bit, like the question had caught her off-guard entirely. “Huh, guess I’ve just been… thinking about what’s gonna happen the next day so much that I’ve been…” She shook her head, which had the added side-effect of jostling Ralsei around a bit. “Whoops, sorry.”

Ralsei reached a hand up to pat her snout, a small laugh escaping his mouth. “Not so easy, is it?”

“Yeah, it’s just…” The waves crashed louder while Susie tried to find the right words. “I dunno. I was trying to think about anything else, but… I don’t know like…” She waved a hand in the air, gesturing across the horizon to the Dark Fountains sprawling into the sky. “...how anything goes back to normal after this.”

Ralsei hummed. “There’s always that road trip, you know. It could… help you and Kris get away from town while everything is still in chaos.” Part of him was a little envious, a feeling that had started to crop up more and more lately. That dangerous thought that he feared having a soul would inspire… and of course he had fallen prey to it. He would love to escape Castle Town after all of this. He was hardly a ruler, and would more than likely be running around, trying to keep everyone from causing a riot by accident. 

Susie tilted her snout downward a bit, like she was trying to look at him. It dug into his fur, almost being as comforting as the words she said, “That’d be cool. Skip town, take you with us, obviously.” Even though he didn’t know how that would work, it still made Ralsei happy that she thought of him. He shouldn’t be feeling this way, but he kept doing it. “You, me, Kris, the Angel… Heck, maybe Noelle would actually come with us! She’ll probably be wanting to get away from… whatever the hell her family would be after this.”

Ah. That was where the envy came from. He should have been more than over this, but part of him still wasn’t, he supposed. Someone had it much easier than he did, and could support Kris and Susie much more than he ever could. All it would take was a soul that the Angel had offered to… make that no longer an issue. He could use his own hands to make sure that Susie never went hungry. He could see the world with all of them, and the adventure could keep going… with less on all of their shoulders.

…but so much had already been taken. Ralsei wrapped his fingers tighter around the crystal. No. When they came back, he would make sure that they found their own vessel again. Their soul couldn’t be in two places at once. He could live with that, as long as they lived through whatever they were going through.

Still, the lake sat in his mind. He remembered clouds covering the sky back then, hiding the stars from view. Back then, Ralsei had been happy about that, because…

“I think that going stargazing with everyone would be nice,” Ralsei whispered, the thought coming out before he could stop himself. But, when he tilted his head slightly up to look at the blackened sky, it felt right. “Even if I know it’s not possible, I…” He bit his tongue. Again, he couldn’t want these things, but…

He turned the Pure Crystal over and over in his hands. Was it wrong to want something that he could never have? His idea of a good future should be one where the Roaring had ended… where everyone could go on to live their lives to the fullest… even if that didn’t include him. So, why could he only imagine laying in the grass with all of them while staring up into a sky he couldn’t quite picture?

Even though Ralsei couldn’t quite see her, he knew that Susie was grinning. “Then we’re doing that, ‘k? First thing. I’m sure the Angel would give you the soul for a while.”

And there was the problem that meant that it could never be. Ralsei dipped his head lower, still staring into the flickering light. It was… flickering rather fast, but the Angel did that sometimes. “I can’t take their soul, Susie. I…” He thought to clamp his mouth shut. It felt wrong to give away what happened during the festival, considering that he tried to keep it private, but… “At the festival, they tried to make themself smaller. They tried to just… fade. I can’t… let them do that to themself.” 

Would it be any better if they didn’t fade, or was it that he wished better for them? Ralsei didn’t really mind the control all that much. It was terrifying at a certain point, but most of the time… it was like having a friend constantly being with him. But, the more he thought about it, the more he realized that he would rather have that friend… outside. Then, he could see it on their face if they were sad. They could finally feel the warmth of a hug. They could finally be themself.

Selfishly, he wished that he could be the one to hug them. But, he would never be able to follow them into the light.

Susie let out a puff of air. “We’ll… we’ll figure it out. If we can get through this, then we can do anything, right?” 

After how much the rules had already been bent, for a second, Ralsei was weak enough to wonder if another could be. He just wanted-

The crystal was growing colder.

Ralsei dropped all of his thoughts, lifting the crystal out of the mantle to see what was wrong. Its usual, odd flickering had grown entirely sporadic. What dim light remained had gotten so dark, but it kept peeking out of the glass over and over. Something was trying to stifle it. Something had hurt them again, but it wasn’t the same as last time.

Oh no. No. They couldn’t be in danger again! Ralsei cupped the crystal in his hands, and Susie immediately lifted herself up to let him move. Of course, she knew what was happening. Instinctively, Ralsei started rambling like it would do anything, “I-I think-” He focused, trying to concentrate on what could possibly be going on. He remembered their light flickering in dire moments when darkness struck the surface of the soul. What if- the light was still there, so they weren’t gone yet, but-

Come on. Focus. What could he possibly do to help?

That was the issue. He’d managed to reach out last time, and wondered if singing again would help. If they were flickering, then that meant they were in danger. It likely had to be a fight. He just worried, because if it truly was something darkness-related fighting them, then they were in a fight with their antithesis.

“You can fight it off,” Susie said over Ralsei’s shoulder. When his head whipped around, he saw Susie staring directly into the flickering light. She was… joining him? Did she know too? “You know that’s not all you got.”

All at once, as if the Angel heard the call, the light surged outward in one, brilliant flash.

It was enough to make Ralsei cover his eyes. It was enough to make Susie stagger backwards, shielding herself with her arms from the eruption of warmth that spewed out of the crystal.

Then, like it had never changed at all, the Pure Crystal’s light returned to its usual, steady flicker.

It was enough to be seen.

Ralsei was too fixated on the crystal to notice the darkness getting thicker at first. In a split second, large arms wrapped around him, dragging him towards the bottom of the boat. Susie wordlessly pushed him down, keeping him out of sight while she quickly ducked as well.

Darkness constrained them both, but Ralsei couldn’t hear heavy footfalls.

The air rippled overhead. A low drone that signaled only one thing began to pass by, and Ralsei held his breath. The Titans were not nimble. The Titans could not chase a threat quickly. However, there was still one being in the Roaring that was as fast as it was formidable. Ralsei stared up, watching a flying shape soar overhead. However, the antlers at the tip of the shape were unmistakable.

It found them.

Ralsei wanted to panic, but Susie put a hand over his snout. She held both of them entirely still, even though both of them were easy targets if the Knight knew where they were.

The sound of something tearing open met Ralsei’s ears. Darkness tore at the seams across the Knight’s body, and even if Ralsei couldn’t see it, he could imagine it. Just like Titans did when they began to search, the Knight’s body must have opened up to reveal countless eyes, all searching for potential targets.

As best as he could, Ralsei tucked the flickering light under the Shadow Mantle. It would do little good now, but it was all he could do to not panic. Stay calm. Just stay calm. Ralsei wasn’t in a state to fight, and Kris was inside. They wouldn’t know that the Knight was out here.

The darkness remained for a few minutes that dragged on for eternity. Whether the Knight moved or not, Ralsei didn’t know. But, neither he nor Susie dared to move.

Tap.

Tap.

Tap.

Ralsei’s ears caught the sound clearly. The sound of a lone claw knocking against the Grand Door echoed through the Roaring. Over and over, a harsh tap hit Ralsei’s ears. A horrifying thought invaded his mind:

Would Kris know that it wasn’t them?

Susie must have started thinking the same thing, slowly trying to rise above the side of the boat to see what was happening. Her axe appeared in her hand while she slowly dragged herself upward. Ralsei didn’t want her to be alone, slowly beginning to push himself up with her. Both of them held their breath.

A lone claw tapped against the Grand Door over and over. But, when Ralsei followed the arm to its source-

An empty face stared back.

Ralsei expected movement, for a surge of darkness to come his way and end this now. Susie had gone rigid, refusing to take her eyes off of their foe lest it be waiting for one of them to make a move. But, the Knight simply floated in front of the Grand Door, tapping over. And over. And over.

Once again, that horrid ripping sound echoed through the air. The eyes of Titans peered through the veil of the Knight’s arms. Pupils focused directly on Ralsei, looking down at something shining just a bit too bright near his chest.

The tapping stopped.

Ralsei held his breath as far too many eyes found a target. He was standing in the only vessel that would be able to take them all home safely. He was holding the only thing that remained of the Angel’s light in the Roaring.

The Knight’s hand twitched.

Predicting an attack, Susie dove for Ralsei, tumbling out of the boat with him onto the pale stone surrounding the Grand Door. No attack flew past. No being surged by. Ralsei and Susie were in one piece, but the Knight’s hand moved, so why-

Claws sank into a gargantuan door. The Knight jerked its arm forward before Ralsei could even stammer, “Wait- DON’T-”

One question was answered. Ralsei found out immediately that Kris didn’t lock the door when the Knight wrenched it wide open. Darkness flowed into a room that Ralsei couldn’t see. The ground began to tremble while both Susie and Ralsei tried to get their bearings. Susie planted one foot backwards, recovering first. The world shook, its layout fundamentally beginning to change while-

A blur of darkness surged towards Ralsei before he could even properly get his balance. The darkness reached out for something around his neck, but the world was spinning too much to-

An axe cleaved just a hair away from Ralsei’s snout, coming down on the Knight’s wrist. The axe could never hope to cleave through the darkness, but the attack drove the Knight’s hand down, sending its trajectory tumbling straight for Ralsei.

It couldn’t wrap its claws around the Pure Crystal, but the mass of darkness collided with Ralsei all the same. The Shadow Mantle flared out around him while he tumbled. Since the Knight could float, it recovered far faster than he ever could. When Ralsei finally stopped rolling, he felt his arm fall over the edge of a cliff leading into water. The waves crashed louder, but he had to stay focused on the Knight looming over him with a-

Ralsei rolled in the direction of land, the Knight’s weapon bashing into the ground where he once was. A chunk of land crashed into the water below. The Knight’s empty gaze tracked Ralsei as he tried to get to his feet, but the ground was still shaking.

He barely managed to catch the sight of a new Dark World rising from the depths. The studio, now without the Darkners that gave it so much life, joined the apocalypse that blanketed this world. The Grand Door was gone, and Kris was still out there.

The sound of something almost sucking in breath came from behind, and Ralsei barely had the wherewithal to realize what was coming. A blue light formed in the palm of the Knight’s outstretched hand, and he was still stuck-

An axe threw up sparks as it dragged across the ground. Purple magic boiled at the end for only a moment, Susie tapping into her limited magic pool to launch a Rude Buster. The blast of magic made the Knight shriek, sending the laser it intended to fire far up into the sky. Ralsei could still feel the heat as it went by. He needed to stand up. If he could just pull it together…

The Knight raised a hand, a dagger pointed downward into the ocean behind. It was going to summon a Titan. It stared at Ralsei, something gleeful in the eyes that dotted its body.

Susie yelled when the Knight’s attention snapped back to Ralsei, “Hey! Eyes on me!” She brandished her axe. The Knight tilted its head in response, like she was stupid for even engaging with it. Susie remained undeterred, baring her teeth. “What? Afraid I’m gonna kick your ass again? Can’t beat me yourself?!?”

Ralsei didn’t think that the Knight could hear her in a way that mattered anymore. And yet, while he scrambled to his feet, he watched the Knight’s head fully crane to stare at Susie. Its hand clenched tighter around its weapon, the bat turning into a sharpened blade. Of all the ways the Knight had changed, it still could not shake off Susie’s taunts.

Eyes along the Knight’s body clamped shut. The dagger used to summon a Titan vanished. The Knight lost form for a moment, soaring through the air towards its opponent. Susie readied herself, rearing her axe back at the exact moment that the Knight reformed with its sword raised high. Two blades clashed, a shockwave rippling through the dark.

Finally having a window, Ralsei stumbled to his feet. Quick. Take inventory. Calling on any spells right now would exponentially reduce the amount of time that he could carry everyone across the ocean, which would mean they would be stranded. His scarf was probably viable, but it rarely did any damage. The Angel geared him for support like he wanted to, not fighting!

Ralsei tucked the crystal under the Shadow Mantle, watching Susie leap backwards as a blackened knife cut through the air. She saw two of the three knives forming behind her, managing to parry two with the handle of her axe. The third clipped her scales, drawing blood.

Think. Think faster. How could he ward off the Knight? Why did it even leave the first time? It just retreated after a while, but Ralsei wasn’t so sure it would do the same this time. The Titans were far away, so the Knight couldn’t call for backup unless it summoned more. Susie seemed to have gotten it to abandon that plan. Even with that slight mercy, this was far more than the two of them could handle alone. Ralsei couldn’t engage a fight manually. The rules had broken down even with the Angel around. They were just fighting for scraps of control now.

A red gash cleaved through the space next to Susie’s head. She only dodged it by the skin of her teeth, tilting her head to the left when it formed. However, before she could get close with her axe, the Knight floated backwards to keep its distance.

“Coward!” Susie yelled, but she didn’t have much time to finish the thought. A whirlwind of daggers formed around her, some splintering off from the main wall and beginning to pierce inward.

Ralsei couldn’t stand around any longer. While Susie tried to parry the daggers with her axe, the whirlwind was beginning to close in. Ralsei drew on the magic that he knew he couldn’t burn, empowering his scarf. It shot outward, expanding to block the whirlwind. The daggers could not poke through the magical barrier. The storm rotated into the fabric, weapons falling uselessly to the ground. 

Susie took the opening, running across pale stone with her axe dragging along the ground again. With the Knight out of range, she called upon Rude Buster again.

This time, the Knight was ready.

Its blade shifted in the dark. The Knight reared the weapon back like a bat, striking Rude Buster before it could hit. Susie’s eyes went wide. It had been so long since she faced something that could send her attack back, and before she could repel her own attack, it struck her dead in the chest.

Susie tumbled backwards, her spell kicking up dust.

Ralsei yelled her name, but got cut off as the Knight’s focus zeroed in on him again. It had won its little spat, and Ralsei had the Knight’s full focus now. 

Darkness once more shifted into a blade. Ralsei placed his hands behind his back, focusing as best he could. There was no other option. The Knight slashed horizontally at a distance that could never hit him. Instinctively, Ralsei ducked, the attack being all too familiar. A red gash formed above his head, barely cutting the ends of his fur.

He couldn’t fight back like this. Without a battle, the Knight could easily snag his scarf. If he lost his only means of defense, then there wouldn’t be anything that he could do. Just play defensively. He just had to stall and think.

Two arrays of swords launched into the air behind the Knight. Ralsei remembered this attack tripping up the Angel, and he wasn’t the one used to dodging. He took a shallow breath as blades rushed towards him on either side, trying to find the gap where he could safely traverse.

However, the Knight played dirty. Eyes opened up on its body again, a blue beam of energy forcing Ralsei too close to the blades on one side. He yelped when he overcorrected, blades striking his back through the Shadow Mantle. It flared out to protect him as much as it could, but he’d gotten too close. His form started to lose rigidity, but he could still stand.

In the chaos, the Knight had grown close enough to attempt a slash near his neck. Ralsei’s scarf lunged out, catching the blade before it could connect. He knew he couldn’t shift the Knight’s weight, so he settled for sending the blade careening over his head instead when the scarf released.

He barely had room to breathe. The whirlwind of daggers that Susie had been fighting formed around him instead. This was the problem with not having set turns! The enemy could just keep attacking, and he didn’t stand a chance!

Ralsei saw the reflection of a dwindling light in one of the daggers.

If the rules were still in play, then he could potentially use them to his advantage. But, even if he wanted to try to engage a fight on his own, they were gone. He couldn’t fight this!

Ralsei pivoted to the left, a dagger leaving the whirlwind and soaring by his right. The whirlwind got too close to his other side, forcing him to retreat into a second dagger that deflected off of the Shadow Mantle. Ralsei could feel his legs getting heavier, but saw an opening.

When the next dagger came, he leaned over to take the hit. The dagger deflected off of the Shadow Mantle once more, but the trajectory sent it upwards, out of the whirlwind. Ralsei looked up, watching the attack strike the Knight in the chest.

Daggers made of darkness clattered to the ground. Ralsei got out of range before the attack could begin anew. The Knight’s head started to shape into an angry jaw, a loud screech echoing through the Roaring.

A hand touched Ralsei’s shoulder. Susie. Her clawed hand had a deathgrip on him, and she pointed towards the Dark World that had formed from the Dreemurr Household. “We gotta go! Kris could be anywhere in there, and-” Susie pulled Ralsei out of the way of another dagger, already beginning to run with him in tow. “I don’t think we’re winning this one!”

Ralsei didn’t want to just leave the boat behind, but what choice did they have? He ran as hard as he could to keep up with Susie, feeling darkness licking at their heels. “I-If the Dreemurrs are with Kris, then…” They could be leading the Knight straight to more vulnerable targets. None of them would be able to survive a single one of the Knight’s stronger attacks.

Susie glanced back. She gave Ralsei a nudge, both of them splitting up as a red gash cut them off from each other. “Don’t think we have a better idea, dude!” 

Daggers spun into the air in their path. Ralsei carried his momentum, shifting his body to try to make himself as thin as possible. Two blades skimmed the edges of his clothing. When he checked how Susie was faring, she was ahead of him, having parried away a lone dagger.

Was the Knight targeting him?

Ralsei caught a blur of darkness soaring towards his head, it being the only signal to duck. The Knight’s outstretched claws raked across the Shadow Mantle, being unable to pierce it. The Knight remained in flight, taking that odd bird-like form and flying further ahead.

The darkness that made up its body flickered and vanished in the shadows. Ralsei heard wind rushing behind again, seeing that the Knight had reformed behind while still in flight. As if it had punched a hole through the Dark World, an explosion of that same darkness it was made out of began to ripple outward. 

Over and over, the Knight’s shimmering form flew by while Ralsei changed trajectory to avoid the brunt of its assault. Susie was getting further ahead, and Ralsei could see another Rude Buster beginning to charge when she noticed him lagging behind. It wanted the Pure Crystal. The Knight was aiming for that last flicker of light.

Rude Buster careened towards the dark as the Knight began to reform behind. The Knight twisted out of the way, but the diversion had given Ralsei enough time to catch up to Susie. Just… just a little further.

“Further” was looking worse and worse. Pale stone gave way to snow. Ralsei caught sight of a familiar tree, and knew that they were at least getting close to the studio. The issue was that the Dreemurrs could be anywhere. The studio and surrounding environment wasn’t that large, all things considered, but navigating three other people who weren’t experienced with Dark Worlds might slow Kris down! They could both be looking for each other now, or accidentally pass one another! What if Kris got back to the boat, and neither of them were-

Daggers coming from the left! The Knight played dirty, leaving no space to weave in between. So, Ralsei did the only thing that he could think to do immediately, letting himself fall into the snow as blades soared over his head. 

Susie grunted, having not been so lucky. Ralsei got a chance to look up, and he saw her trying to heal herself with a green blast charging between her palms. However, her gaze was trained on something just above Ralsei.

Instinctively, he rolled again. The Knight’s weapon crashed down, snagging the Shadow Mantle for a moment. Ralsei yanked hard, the silky substance managing to come free. 

However, the Knight was still looming over him. This time, he wasn’t going to let it keep him on the ground. Ralsei pushed his legs outward, pulling on magic that he typically used to float. It launched him across the snow. In but a moment, he had slid out of range. He stumbled up to his feet as soon as possible, panting.

The battle was dragging on. Entire minutes were passing. Endurance would wane eventually, and they hadn’t even gotten into the studio.

Susie yelled, “Keep going!” Her eyes trained on the Knight while she backpedaled, but the Knight had other plans. 

The moment Ralsei began to run, the Knight’s gaze switched to Susie. She had to stop to plant a foot behind her. When a flurry of slashes struck her axe, Susie kept moving further and further back. She couldn’t get a chance to move. She couldn’t escape.

And, just like the Knight wanted, it ensured that Ralsei wouldn’t go any further.

Drawing on a pool of magic that was already being stretched to its limits, Ralsei cast Fluffy Guard. As soon as Susie saw familiar puffs of magic forming around her, she trusted the spell enough to drop her guard. The Knight’s blade snagged in the fluff while Susie retreated. She even had the gall to turn her back to run.

Thankfully, Ralsei’s spell had grown strong enough to rotate in between an attack. The Knight couldn’t get a free hit in, and the chase continued.

Finally, they got indoors. A long hallway stood in between them and the larger studio. Unfortunately, Ralsei and Susie had been in a hallway with the Knight before, and it knew which tricks worked.

A row of blades formed in the dark, blocking any chance of escape while wind buffeted them back towards the Knight.

Well, there was no other option now. Ralsei cursed the unfairness that the Roaring had brought upon him, stepping in front of Susie. “Susie! Stay behind me!”

It was the only warning he could give before casting Fluffy Guard on himself for a change. Susie almost stumbled, no doubt thinking that he was about to just take the hit for her. However, he knew that he would not be surviving this if he tried. It was both of their lives or his magical pool. He still didn’t know how they were going to get back to the Shelter, but he needed to handle the more pressing matter.

Blades embedded into the magic circling around his body. Ralsei maintained the spell, marching forward. A surge of energy came from behind. Ralsei felt healing magic flowing through his system, restoring his form and giving him just a slight boost to continue on.

Step by step, he marched.

The Knight leisurely floated towards his back, summoning barrage after barrage to try to stop him. It came close, intending to pressure them from behind.

Susie brandished her axe, roaring. The Knight was already focusing on attacking from the front with magical abilities, so it began to slash at Susie with its actual weapon. Over and over, she repelled the blade with her own axe. Sparks flew, but Ralsei couldn’t turn to look. The wind blew back his ears and threatened to send him sliding, but he had to maintain his spell.

The first Fluffy Guard fell when too many daggers had been caught. Again, Ralsei renewed the spell, his insides beginning to burn.

Go on. Keep marching.

A Rude Buster flew out. Susie must have caught the Knight at a good time, because a shriek echoed out from behind. One barrage of daggers fell to the floor.

Arms wrapped around Ralsei. Susie pulled him to the side, and a blue beam of light burned the air right next to his head. Again, she pulled him to the other end of the hallway, another blast of energy searing the ground.

Come on. Just a bit further. 

Susie began to pant. Purple light began to glow from behind, and Ralsei could hear the sound of another Rude Buster going off. She couldn’t possibly have many more of those. A more terrifying sound came, the sound of energy being deflected.

Ralsei stole a glance behind at just the right time to see Rude Buster coming back towards Susie. Thankfully, she was ready this time, and the Knight was not expecting her to react so quickly. Another shriek. The wind started to die down. They managed to advance further. Just a little-

The wind raged even worse than before. Daggers stopped appearing. At the same time, a ball of darkness soared past Ralsei. The Knight reformed just in front of him, striking down at his defensive spell. Ralsei struggled to hold it, but realized all too late that the daggers were now coming from Susie’s side of the hallway.

Three large blades embedded in Susie’s back. Blood pooled at the entry points while she yelled out in pain. Ralsei’s focus broke for only a moment, and his spell dropped with him. The Knight shoved him back into Susie, knocking them both to the floor. Daggers dissipated from Susie’s back while she fell, opening the wounds all over again.

“Susie!” Ralsei called out, trying to channel any healing to his aid. However, when he looked at the monster herself, her eyes were still glinting with a spark of red. 

With a grin, she near punched herself with healing magic. She started laughing, slowly rising to her feet with her axe in tow. “You think you’re so tough?” Her teeth bared, the Knight’s head cocking in response. “Those stupid daggers didn’t work last time, and they’re not gonna work now!”

Susie charged, rearing her axe back. Instead of attacking the Knight, she aimed her axe at its sword. The eyes along the Knight’s body went wide as the weapon briefly flew from the Knight’s grip before vanishing just like any other Lightner’s weapon would. Before the Knight had a chance to summon it again, Susie dropped her own axe, leaping into the air. Her arms wrapped around the Knight’s neck white she leapt over its shoulders. In an instant, Susie was clinging to its back.

The Knight started shrieking, bashing itself against the wall to try to shake Susie off. Over and over, she punched its head. “You wanna fight dirty? Let’s do it then! COME ON!” The darkness on the Knight’s body was burning her, but the distraction was doing something. It gave Ralsei precious time to get back up and flee down the hallway before more daggers could appear.

Finally, the Knight got the idea to transform into a ball. Unfortunately for it, Susie kept a grip on its form. She struggled as the ball of darkness sapped the life out of her hands. With one final roar, she practically punted it down the hallway.

They weren’t going to get away with that again. Susie ran down the hall, limping with some of her scales looking muted in color. It definitely hurt her, but they had no time. When Ralsei tried to channel golden magic at his fingertips, Susie pushed his hands away. “Leave it! I’ll get it in a sec! We gotta get the hell out of this stupid hall!”

Ralsei didn’t need to be told twice. As fast as he could, he ran to the opening to the studio. The hallway finally, blessedly ended as the two of them slammed the studio doors shut.

The room went silent.

Ralsei’s shoulders rose and fell with every breath. Next to him, Susie was doing the same. She wasted no time summoning a flicker of healing magic. It didn’t look like enough to heal her fully. She was spent. 

“Damn it,” she cursed, but refused to leave the door. “Just… don’t try to heal me. We need you for the boat, right?”

That didn’t do anything to dissuade Ralsei. “I- I should probably do it just to be safe. I don’t think…” Ralsei strained his ears, trying to listen for anything. The darkness was still incredibly thick, but he couldn’t hear anything beyond the door anymore. “I don’t think we’re done yet.”

Susie pulled two slices of chocolate cake from her pocket, one of the food items that Kris had pilfered from her fridge. She passed one to Ralsei, and both of them bit into the item like their lives depended on it. The healing wasn’t good, but it was something. “Where the hell is Kris?” Susie wondered out loud, scanning the empty studio. They weren’t lucky enough for Kris to be in here. Damn it. Damn it.

“I don’t know, but-”

Susie lurched forward, something banging against the door.

Ralsei tried to hold it shut with her, but his strength was negligible. Over and over, the door began to cave in. Ralsei watched as strike after strike came closer to just destroying it entirely, and tried to pull Susie away before it broke entirely. However, Ralsei’s heart leapt in his throat when Susie’s grip was wrenched out of his hand. The door slammed her against the wall, rubble falling over her.

Smoke rose while Ralsei frantically looked for any shape that would mean Susie was okay. Only the Knight leisurely floated through, like none of the attacks had affected it in the slightest.

An empty face stared at Ralsei. The Knight flew towards him at breakneck speeds, and Ralsei readied himself to-

The world skipped a beat-

An utterance tore everything from its seams-

The Pure Crystal was gone-

A hole in reality rested on his chest-

Everything returned to normal in an instant. Had Ralsei not been keenly aware of the way this world worked, he may have missed it. It was barely even there. But, one of the only things Ralsei knew for certain was how this world was meant to work.

And for just a moment, it didn’t.

The moment of hesitation caused the Knight’s claw to wrap around his neck, and he could not brace himself for what it would do to him.

For a second, Ralsei was lifted off of his feet while the Knight’s momentum carried him across the studio. 

It was the only warning he got before the Knight slammed him into the ground, dragging him across the floor. 

Ralsei’s glasses flew off. The floor cracked and gave way while Ralsei’s body was dragged through it, Shadow Mantle failing to defend against the attack.

He couldn’t think. Rubble bludgeoned his skull over and over. His arms failed to grasp for anything when the world spun, darkness tightening around his neck. He couldn’t breathe. He couldn’t-

The Knight stopped. It loomed over him, keeping him pinned by his neck. A lone light flickered at Ralsei’s chest, and the Knight’s empty gaze fell upon it.

No. Stop!

The other claw wrapped around the Pure Crystal. Despite the fact that it could cut the cord of the necklace, the Knight began to pull the Pure Crystal away. Air failed to enter Ralsei’s lungs. A wire dug into his skin. The world started to go dark. He struggled, kicking at the being above him like it would do anything.

It couldn’t take them.

Not again.

Ralsei’s hands latched around the arm that ensnared him by the neck. His thoughts didn’t work anymore. No time to process. Just act.

Golden flames ignited in his palms. Ralsei poured all of the magic he had into burning away the darkness that had him trapped. And yet, the claws only sank deeper. The empty face beared down on him. The other claw tugged again, the back of Ralsei’s neck stinging while Seam’s cord refused to break.

Limbs started to go numb. Ralsei lost strength with every kick. Darkness cut deeper. Magic began to fade away. His flames began to die. He didn’t have the breath to apologize, no matter how much he wanted to.

A second weapon made of darkness carved through the air.

One slash ripped across the Knight’s face, forcing it to release both Ralsei and the crystal. A flash of blue surged past Ralsei, following up with a second rending strike across the Knight’s chest.

Ralsei gasped for air, being unable to lift his head. Something warm continued shining near his chest, and he tried to cling to that feeling desperately while yelling continued around him. Someone who he didn’t immediately recognize was standing over him. Three white blurs stared down at him before looking back up at what was taking place.

A semblance of clarity started to return. Ralsei managed to shift his eyes just enough to see someone standing just in front of him. Kris brandished their Blackshard, their hand trembling.

The sound of battle did not come. An empty face stared at Kris, head switching unnaturally to look up at the faces that Ralsei couldn’t parse. Someone looming above called out a name, only for Kris to yell something back at him. Ringing filled Ralsei’s ears. The words were slipping away. 

When a loud shriek came from the Knight, Ralsei expected for the battle to continue. He had no fight left in him. Somehow, his body hadn’t dissipated, but the sting around his neck still pulsed over and over. Just how it felt when Spawn directly touched him, the wound did something directly opposed to burning. It took away, and Ralsei didn’t have the strength to move.

But, he must have not needed to.

The shriek echoed through the empty Dark World. Without even so much as a single attack, the Knight turned into a blur.

Fleeing.

Ralsei’s head fell flat against the ground again. The din of voices around him began to grow, but he just tried to focus on breathing. It was fine. There… the Knight had gone away. The fight was over. They lived. They-

By the time the familiar shape of Susie loomed over him, Ralsei had nearly forgotten that she was taken out of the fight for a moment. How foolish of him. 

A jolt of healing pushed through his body. Ralsei sucked in a breath while some of the pain in his neck went away. It wasn’t anything, but just enough to keep him from imminently dissipating on the spot. More clarity started to come, allowing Ralsei to pay attention.

The moment Susie was done trying to hit him with any healing magic, she winced, withdrawing her hand immediately. “Not enough. Stupid Knight took everything out of me.”

Ralsei blinked up at her, putting a hand on her arm. He couldn’t exactly see her all that clearly without his glasses, but he was alive. “I’m… it’s… it’s okay. I don’t feel… too bad now,” he lied, still unable to shake the sapping cold that had placed itself around his neck. He tried to push himself up even just a little bit, but the world began to spin. His head throbbed over and over again, as if it was still being dragged through the rubble.

“Nope. I got ya, dumbass.” Susie scooped an arm under his head and legs before lifting him up. “How long do you think we have until-” She paused, realizing that the two of them had company. Susie turned with Ralsei still in her arms, glaring at the three Dreemurrs who had followed Kris through the Dark World. All eyes were on the two of them, and Susie’s expression darkened in response. “The hell are you looking at?”

Asriel. Toriel. Asgore. Ralsei knew their faces. The two parents had been put in outfits designed for royalty, though Asgore’s suited him being the Flower King far more. Ralsei remembered Kris drawing… well… for lack of a better word, Ralsei next to the form that Asriel currently took. It was incorrect to say that Ralsei was the one being drawn, but he had seen similar drawings many times whenever Kris wanted to… feel more like themself.

The Dreemurrs were staring right at him, and Ralsei started to wither.

“What has been going on since I’ve been gone?!?” Asriel yelled, raking claws through the fur on his face. He avoided his own rectangular glasses. When his hands slid far enough, he stared at Kris who was currently mulling around looking for something. “I get back, we’re crammed into a house for three days. Three. And that thing was-”

Kris’ shoulders went rigid. “Not her,” they rasped, before Asriel could even say the name of who he had just seen. In their hands, Kris grasped the glasses that Ralsei had lost, one of the lenses entirely shattered out of the frame. “Not herself. Scattered. Trying to fix her-”

Asriel’s fur began to stand on end. “Oh my god, you’re kidding me.” He spun around to Toriel and Asgore, questioning, “Do either of you know what’s going on? Did either of you know this was happening, because it sure didn’t sound like you did! You’ve just let Kris wander off and do whatever-” He looked around the studio, the gargantuan nature of what he was dealing with beginning to absorb him further. “Whatever THIS is??? HOW?”

Of course, Toriel hadn’t been privy to anything until the Roaring had started. She tried to defend herself. “I was unaware until-”

“We are trying to fix her!” Asgore said, making Kris stiffen even more. “Of course, things went a little bit sour, and I certainly did not imagine that this would be the end result, but…” Why was he smiling? After that had happened in the Field of Pink and Gold, was he still clinging to this idea that things would still be fixed by whatever plan was happening? “...she’s not gone! This should be great news! There was a chance for everything to be back to the way it was when you returned! There’s still a chance-”

“You knew?” Toriel seethed, her confusion beginning to turn into ire towards Asgore. “You encouraged this?”

Asriel’s claws dug into his palms. “What are you all thinking?!?” He glanced at Kris, before back at both of his parents. “I didn’t ask for things to go back to normal! I asked- I wanted to get away from all of this!” Unbeknownst to Asriel, Kris flinched. “Instead, the world’s all dark, my dad is doing whatever you did to Dess with Kris, my mom doesn’t know about ANY OF THIS somehow, and-!” Asriel gestured at Ralsei, venom spewing towards his parents. “What the hell is this? Is this another thing I should know about? Did you two-”

Kris lowered their head, whispering, “You didn’t want to come back?”

The rage was not satiated. Asriel put a hand on his forehead, growing hysterical. “With how things are going, I wish I didn’t!” 

Susie’s head swiveled between every person while they talked, growing more and more angry by the second. Ralsei wished he could go back to being unable to hear it again, and he was waiting for the moment where an accusation would come for him. Over and over, the voices grew louder, but one hadn’t joined the fray yet.

“SHUT UP!” Susie yelled, her voice cracking through the darkness and drawing all eyes to her. “I’ll knock your god damn teeth in if you talk to Ralsei or Kris like that again, you hear me?!? Right now, the three of us are the only damn reason you’re alive, so you’re listening to us from now on.”

Asriel’s jaw clacked shut for only a moment, but he didn’t let the comment slide. “No. I want an explanation for all of this, or-”

“Or what?” Susie tilted her head. “You’ll get your stupid explanation, idiot, but stop making this worse for all of us! You being loud is gonna make things know where we are, and there’s no way in hell the three of you are making it out of here without us.” She glared back at Asriel, her own teeth baring. “So stop being an ass to my friends.”

Asriel gestured to the surroundings like he was being driven insane. “What else am I supposed to do? I just saw Dess-” He sighed, trying to regain what little composure he had but utterly failing with the most fake grin on his face. “Do you expect me to just let this go?”

“Nah.” Susie shook her head, a devious glint in her eye. “Because there’s only one person who really set this off at the end, and boy would I love it if you saved that energy for Carol.”

Somehow, that didn’t make Kris feel any better. Ralsei saw their head only lower further. Since the Grand Fountain, it was clear that Kris… must have still somewhat blamed themself for all of this. Exoneration from their own role in all of this did not seem to help.

Finally, no protest came. It seemed that Asriel had sunk into thought from whatever Susie said, which gave her a window to start barking instructions. “Kris leads. You listen to them. They’re stronger than all three of you, so don’t do anything stupid.”

There were questions from Toriel and Asgore, but Kris ignored them in favor of trying to return Ralsei’s glasses to him. They were completely unusable, the frames bent and the glass shattered. Still, Kris asked immediately, “You okay?”

Ralsei shakily nodded, but he knew that he would have to be giving bad news. “Sorry, Kris. I think… we both used up all of our magic.” The Dreemurr household was on an island far off from other Dark Worlds. While there was a bridge, going back would have the exact same issues as getting here. The boat would be necessary, which posed an issue. “I don’t think I can get us… across the water safely.”

As if they were expecting that, Kris nodded. “This is indoors. Can hide for a while. Knight isn’t coming back. Didn’t hear new Titans.” They glanced in the direction where the Knight had flown. Even with all the commotion, the ground wasn’t shaking yet. No Titans were coming to their location yet. “Can’t stay long. Leave before Titans get here.”

Ralsei didn’t know how long that would be, but he nodded to the best of his ability. “I’ll… I’ll try my best, Kris.”

Susie grinned to try to reassure him. “And when my magic’s back, I’m on healing duty. You didn’t train me for nothing, didja?”

No, he… well, Ralsei originally thought that it was something Susie would just like to practice during her downtime. But oh, he was happy with how much it had grown. 

Kris gestured towards a room in the studio that only they and the Angel had entered before. “Backroom. Out of the way. Can recover there.” The S-rank room had left Kris harrowed, but it seemed like for the time being, they put aside such reservations. But, while they walked, Ralsei spotted them doing something odd. They kept holding their missing hand out of view. It... seemed like that detail had not been noticed yet.

Susie continued carrying Ralsei. For a second, the Dreemurrs looked like they wouldn’t follow until she glanced back and tilted her head. In a line, they filtered back into the room. Toriel and Asgore kept their distance. Asriel had his arms crossed all the while, refusing to look anyone in the eye.

Kris didn’t go into the sideroom. As soon as rows of controllers presented themself, Kris sat down on the floor. Everyone else followed suit, Ralsei being released from Susie’s grasp. Thankfully, she did not let him go entirely. He liked leaning his head up against her.

From their pockets, Kris pulled out a new set of glasses. Ralsei had taken the Dealmakers off a while ago when he mentioned to the Angel that Spamton could be a bit… talkative. Still, if these could help Ralsei for just a little bit until he got back to the Grand Fountain to make new ones, then he would have to take it. Besides, after this, he would need his magical prowess boosted. 

Ralsei nodded, Kris placing the glasses on his head for him. The pink and yellow coloration of the world put him off for a second, but he would get used to it. They also… weren’t his prescription, but the benefit of magical items was that they tended to compensate for natural ability just a little bit. It was not enough to bring back his usual eyesight, but enough to let him see.

Another wait would begin. That was his punishment for being caught off-guard by the Knight. Even now, Ralsei wondered why it had fled. It was ruthless towards him and Susie, but seemed to have qualms with engaging the Dreemurrs. Was it just his imagination, or… was there still something conscious in there? It would horrify Ralsei more if there was. If whatever remained wanted to kill him and Susie, then…

He didn’t want to think about it.

Asriel said that three days had gone by. It had been three days since the Angel left all of them, and Ralsei still hadn’t had time to wonder what it was that caused that skip. Something had distracted him in the middle of the fight, but the moment he tried to recall what it was, it slipped through his grasp again.

The Angel had been alone for three days.

Hopefully, they would find each other soon.

Ralsei wrapped his fingers around the Pure Crystal again, leaning up against Susie as much as he could. It made the stinging around his neck subside just a little more.

 


 

Curious.

Time was operating strangely.

The man needed to decipher why precisely that could be, but it would not be the first time that time had slipped out of the Angel’s grasp. At the moment where the prince felt the world stutter, the Angel had muttered the man’s name. Three days had passed for the three heroes, but for the Angel…

He supposed that time did typically slip away from the Angel in moments where their connection was the weakest. Entire nights could be lost in the blink of an eye. However, he found it curious that the opposite had not occurred. After all, the Angel had to wait just as much as the man did between some nights. And yet, on the one night where neither of them needed to wait, the Angel had lost hours instantly.

The world was not waiting, but the Angel’s connection had not been entirely lost.

He would need to inform them soon, but the man’s attention fixated on something nearby. In the room that Kris did not dare to enter, an empty screen rested. Unused. Forgotten. Special.

Hm.

One thing at a time.

 




Golly, it seemed like it would rain soon.

Asgore looked over his garden, questioning whether he would accidentally overwater his flowers should he give them special attention this morning. After being in the Underground for so long, one of the few extra hobbies that he picked up was rediscovering all of the nuances of weather. He had gotten quite good at spotting rain clouds. In the distance, low hanging clouds blotted out the stars. The air smelled thick with ozone. There would likely be rain. He’d been wrong a few times, especially with it still quite dark, but it was a tad exciting to learn where he could improve on something.

It did mean that he would have to start his day early. After all, there were necessities to attend to that he would never dream of missing. 

A morning tea was made. Asgore had unfortunately underslept quite a bit. The sun still had not entirely risen. Recent events just kept him up at night. Perhaps, “recent events” downplayed what had occurred just a bit, but Asgore had to remain levelheaded. Papyrus had the situation with the humans handled, and from the little information that Asgore had obtained, the Angel, as they called themself, was hopefully beginning to adjust.

That was nice. Perhaps, one of these days, they would be in a position to come over and discuss some of the things that they said. After all, it was by no mistake that Asgore’s worst nightmares included him winning a fight against Frisk. Winning was a bitter word in his mind, and he cast it away immediately. His worst nightmares reminded him that he was a murderer, and that his hands could have easily claimed one more…

…and the Angel said that he had.

Well… there was no use dwelling on it now. Besides, Asgore knew where he needed to be going now. There would be time enough to reflect there. So, Asgore got on with his day. With the rain coming in, watering wouldn’t be a necessity, but there were some flowers that rarely got to see the sky. He had already tended to the flowers in his Throne Room recently, but it had been a few days. Another flowerbed rested deeper in the Underground as well, and he wondered if Flowey had been keeping it tended to as he said he would.

Asgore had no way of asking. Perhaps, a stop just in case would be nice. He had much to reflect on.

As he went about his day, Asgore found his feet guiding him to a familiar graveyard. He was far earlier than any other passerby would be. No one would interrupt his vigil or question why he was here. He would need the extra time. No amount of time would truly make up for what had been done, but every day, he could keep these memorials company.

If it would take eternity to even make the slightest bit of atonement, then Asgore supposed that his inability to age would finally be worth something. 

Asgore’s eyes fell on a plastic knife and faded ribbon. He had seen neither of these items, but Frisk had assigned them to the soul of patience. It was all that he could remember the souls by. Their faces still rested in his mind, but he never learned their names. That soul was the first that had said something odd. At the time, Asgore thought it was delirium through the flames.

“No matter how much I wait, it doesn’t change.”

And yet, it happened again. Asgore’s eyes trailed to the soul of bravery. Two gloves and a bandana rested atop the memorial. This human was never afraid, boisterous even when entering the Throne Room. The moment they both crossed the threshold to the barrier, something wild appeared in the human’s eyes. Fear unlike anything that Asgore had seen absorbed the human entirely. They stared death in the face, but…

“Please don’t kill me again.”

And that was when Asgore started to realize, as his eyes drifted from soul to soul. Ballet shoes struck Asgore over and over in a dance to the death, and yet the human questioned if Asgore knew deep down what he was doing, if he knew just how many times he had spilled their blood.

Perseverance finally broke and could no longer weather the storm. The human’s knees buckled in the middle of the fight, the human mumbling that they were never going to make it further.

Kindness showed fury, yelling at him over and over that Asgore never listened to a word they said, despite no previous words being said during the fight. No matter how hard the human reasoned with him, they said, he always killed them again and again. 

Justice was one of the few humans who had taken lives on the way to Asgore. When his trident pierced through the human’s chest, Asgore remembered their face while they sputtered up blood, and the words that came out of their mouth haunted him to this day.

“Guess you’ve killed me enough times to make it even now, huh?”

Asgore had never fought Frisk. And yet, in his dreams, practiced movements and overwhelming flames caught the human off guard. When fire engulfed Frisk entirely, through the flickering flames, Asgore spotted a monster in a red cloak watching him. He could not see their face, but he could hear their words.

“You killed Frisk more times than they could count.”

As if he had summoned them by thinking, a human whose voice he knew well echoed through the small memorial site. “Greetings, Asgore.”

It was always curious to him, how sometimes their speech echoed someone that he used to know. In Frisk’s eyes, Asgore always saw the same hope that Chara had. His child was long gone, but he was still glad that Frisk visited him. Perhaps, with the nightmares still fresh in his mind, it was not the best time. Still, it made him relax slightly when he turned around to see them alive and well. 

“Ah, howdy Frisk,” Asgore greeted back, but still lingered on the memorials in front of him. “Have you been well?” It was odd to see them up this early in the morning as well. Perhaps, the night had not been kind to them either.

Frisk walked up beside him, their hands clasped behind their back. “I have. With little else to do, I decided to check in. I do not have another reason for this visit, if you are worried about being interrupted.” A red glint shimmered in their eyes. “I see that you are here again.”

Well, it was nice that Frisk checked in on their own volition. It put his soul at ease just a bit. “Indeed.” There was no reason to explain why. Frisk knew by now that he came here every day. Some things were best left unspoken. Though, there was an interesting thought. “I will be heading Underground again soon enough to water the flowers. Do you know if your friend has been down there recently?”

Something soured in Frisk’s expression. “If he has, he has not told me. Flowey has been preoccupied by other things, namely being a nuisance.”

Ah, there was some tension there. “You have worked through worse in the past. I am sure that whatever you are going through will come to pass.” The reassurances seemed to not help, but ah well. The wound must still be fresh. “Regardless, I suppose I will be venturing through the Underground today. Would you… perhaps be interested in joining me? It has been a while, and I recall you wishing to explore some areas off the path you traversed.”

Frisk shook their head. Somehow, they looked disappointed that they did. “Unfortunately, there are other matters to attend to, matters that need to be watched.” Their voice rose at the end of the sentence, as if they were chastising someone. But, they did not look at Asgore as they did so. “I hope your journey is a safe one.”

“And I wish you luck with your flower friend!” Asgore smiled, but did not miss the way that Frisk rolled their eyes. At the very least, it meant that his journey through the Underground would be shorter. Despite how much he watered the flowers, he did not wish to stay under the mountain for long. If he got lucky, he could make it to the flowerbed by midday.

Ah well, Asgore knew well that it took quite a while for wounds to heal. True to their word, Frisk exited the conversation soon enough with a wave. It was rare that someone came to him without needing something of him. It being Frisk after all he had thought about made him keep his smile.

Asgore turned back to the memorial. He would wait for a bit longer, and then tend to one last memorial at the start of the Underground.

 


 

Once again, the Angel woke up with pressure entirely enveloping their skull. At this point, they were beginning to understand a pattern here. One day, they were going to have to get over the food thing, because waking up with their head feeling squished was not a long-term option.

None of this was meant to be long-term, but if people like Sans were going to be as unhelpful as possible, then they were failing to see what other options they had.

They didn’t want to even think about the fact that Toriel had all of their food. That was going to be an awkward conversation to have. It wasn’t like they had left on the worst terms, but the Angel being smacked in the face by thinking they were better than her put a whole damper on things. As it turned out, it was easy to project. At the very least, they thought they did a better job, but that was only by virtue of Suzy being able to tolerate them.

A snicker made one of the Angel’s ears strain just a bit. When they cracked open an eye, they saw… Suzy kneeling next to them, with an empty box in her hands. Slowly, and while trying extremely hard to stifle a laugh, she placed the box in a spot somewhere far above the Angel.

The weight on their head slightly grew. Of course.

While the Angel respected the dedication, and did not move outright, they were not letting her get away with this. The Angel lifted their dirty, twig-filled tail, catching Suzy’s attention. Her grin dropped seconds before the appendage thwacked her in the side. 

Suzy let out an anguished sputtering noise like she was dying, immediately lunging forward to prevent her carefully made tower of boxes from toppling over. Somehow, some way, she was successful. “Come on! I worked hard on that, you asshole!”

The Angel rolled their eyes, tail thrashing against the ground. “Give me one good reason why I shouldn’t move.”

“Because you sleep like you’re actually dead, and I earned this.” Suzy let go of whatever box she was holding on to, stepping back to acknowledge her work. After a second, she huffed with a half-laugh, “Thought you might actually be dead, because you didn’t move when I poke you. Then you started snoring, so…” She gestured at the space above the Angel like it was completely obvious what her next course of action was.

Considering that the boxes Suzy took home were damaged, the Angel had to admit that it was a little impressive. They were hesitant to move their head to see. “How many are even up there?”

Suzy’s face split into a toothy grin. Genuinely giddy, she offered, “Give me your phone. You GOTTA let me take a picture. Not letting this go to waste.” 

Did they want to give her blackmail material? Was this even considered blackmail? At this point, the Angel just wanted to see the tower. They sighed, “It’s in my left pocket. Fish it out without knocking things over and you can take a picture.”

Christmas had just come early for Suzy. The phone was definitely not the right size for her, and trying to get her claws into the Angel’s pocket might as well have been like doing surgery. Despite the pocket being small, she managed to fish out the phone Alphys made for them. The Angel expected a cheeky comment telling them to smile, but Suzy wasted no time fumbling to open the phone’s camera. She cursed a few times, but evidently managed it when she lifted the phone. 

“Gotcha.” Suzy grinned when the phone clicked. “You look like a pancake right now, by the way.” To prove her point, she flipped the phone around to shove it in their face. 

The Angel squinted. She had gotten eight boxes high with different food items that she’d undoubtedly pilfered from the trash. The eight boxes were less impressive than the fact that she had built out as well. No wonder they felt heavy. “Do you keep every box you get?” The Angel asked incredulously.

Suzy snickered. “Duh. Paid off in the end. What else was I gonna use when some idiot oversleeps on my floor?”

For a second, the Angel let silence pass. Without another word, they lifted an arm and swept the boxes away. Amidst the tumbling of cardboard, Suzy made that choking noise at her hard work being destroyed. The Angel extended a hand for their phone back, and thankfully Suzy placed it in their palm. “You could’ve shaken me awake.” They hadn’t dreamed of anything that night that they remembered, so at least it seemed like sleep was better than before. 

When they looked at the picture a little closer, they realized that they really did look like a pancake when laying flat. Why on earth did they look like that?

“Hey, when you’re freeloading off of me, I get to decide the wake-up routine. You’re keeping me from starting my damn day.” She stood up, stretching her arms.

Oh, she was busy? That made sense. Suzy had a job after all. The Angel pushed themself off of the floor, not liking the fact that all of their movements were weaker. In fact, they only managed to get into a seating position before things were swimming again. Great. Awesome. The singular smoothie had worn off, and at this point they had no one to blame but themself. “I’ll get out of your hair in a second then,” the Angel said, but they weren’t quite sure about that one.

Suzy stared at them for a second with her arms crossed before rolling her eyes. “Psh yeah, whatever.” She stalked off to the corner of her room with all the bags, fishing for something.

Okay. Getting up was going to be an issue. Hopefully, Papyrus could just drive them back to Hometown. The problem was actually getting out there, and they didn’t want to make a whole show of this again, so-

Something thwacked the top of their head. The Angel instinctively swatted, but nothing was there. An energy bar of some kind fell into their lap, and they squinted in the direction that it was thrown from. Suzy was acting like she hadn’t done a thing, but the Angel definitely saw her arm lowering like she’d just thrown it. 

The Angel sighed, dragging claws through their fur. Damn it. Was this her way of trying to be nice? She didn’t mention it further, and the Angel didn’t exactly want to fizzle out in the middle of someone’s floor. It was solid food, and the Angel had no idea if it was human or monster in origin. They should’ve been paying more attention to Toriel and Papyrus’ spiel on ingredients. “Are you sure I can have this?” They asked, just to be sure. This seemed more expensive. Just how much were they throwing out?

Suzy huffed, ending her rummaging like she wasn’t doing anything important anyway. “It’s that or I carry you out by the tail. Pick one.” 

Fine. The Angel tore the wrapping, and the food didn’t look suspicious or bad. It still made their stomach roll. They just… had to think of it as an item. Suzy was trying to be nice, so they should just do it. The disjointed jaw once again made them struggle. They’d gotten used to it, but it was rare that they intentionally bit something recently. Undyne was an outlier in that regard.

Vile. It didn’t feel right still, but the Angel clamped their eyes shut and forced it down. Their entire body went rigid for a few seconds before a surge of energy pulsed through them. Monster food it was. That… made sense, they supposed. If an energy boost was what someone needed, something doing that instantly would make sense. 

The Angel chewed the rest of the thing as haphazardly as they could, just trying to get it over with. Of all the things they hated about this body, this part was one of the worst. Seeing their tail, they were a ticking timebomb needing a shower. That would be awful, and the less they thought about it, the better.

“So, what does someone like you do every day?” Suzy asked, leaning up against the wall with her hands in her pocket. She was staring at them through her hair, no doubt trying to figure something out. Somehow, the Angel didn’t think that the question she asked was the one on her mind. “My limit on payback has been reached, so spill it.”

They wiped their mouth, getting the spit out of their fur. Part of that rotting in them began to disperse. But, when they thought about Suzy’s question, they came up short. “I don’t know.” Next would be a Dark World, right? They’d need to test the edge in order to try to get back home. “Guess I’m just…” The eggshells were back. That impossible barrier that they couldn’t explain had reformed. But, maybe Suzy didn’t care for it just as much as the Angel hated it. They didn’t see the point in trying. She found it too weird. “I probably have to go back into town and pick up all of my food from Toriel… and… apologize.” After all that had happened yesterday, how they left Toriel didn’t sit right.

“Oh, sweet.” Suzy pushed off the wall. “Guess that means you weren’t paying attention to me. Really? After all that last night, you’re just gonna go back to groveling? Get real.” She gestured a hand at the door like they were insane. “She’s one of the royals anyway, right? Or like, she used to be. Who cares? Get the food you need and go, since you clearly need it.”

The Angel tucked their tail in closer to their body. “I can… trade you some if that’s what you want?” The last part of what she said confused them.

But, that only made her more annoyed. “Oh my god, that’s it.” Like they weighed absolutely nothing, she hooked a claw around the back of their hoodie and lifted them up to their feet. The Angel swayed for a second, but managed to get their balance when Suzy shoved their cane into their hand. “You already bought me food. I don’t care about a stupid energy bar. Bottom line is you’re not apologizing. You said she forgot you, right?” 

Sure, that did happen, but Suzy didn’t understand the context. “I still made an ass of myself-”

“Then you can forget groveling in front of her.” Suzy wiped her nose, tapping her foot. “Come on, what the hell do you do that isn’t that?”

She wasn’t going to believe them. The most unamused frown came to the Angel’s face, and they deadpanned, “I try to go back to the world that I was separated from. That’s what I do.”

Predictably, Suzy did not like their answer. Her face scrunched. “Yep. Still don’t get that.” She waved her hand at the door. “How about you go do… whatever it is that is, and don’t waste your damn time with these people? Seems way easier that way.”

“It’s like I said, I need them.” The Angel didn’t know if they did anymore, and they soured at the memory of Sans utterly talking through them. Maybe there was a thought. Sure, they could waste time apologizing to Toriel, but there was something else on their mind. “...or, I could let Papyrus know that his brother is being an ass.”

“How many important people do you know?” 

Right. Ambassador. The Angel sighed, “All of them? They don’t know me though, so that’s fun. His brother is the small skeleton.” The Angel withdrew their phone again, sifting through messages they did not care about to find Papyrus. Compared to everyone else (how many people had their number now?), Papyrus had only sent a few. They sent a message to ask him to pick them up. Regardless, they needed to move back into town.

Suzy wasn’t satisfied yet. “So you’re saying you’re finally gonna yell at someone? Not do whatever the original plan was?”

That sounded about right. The Angel nodded, deciding to evade Toriel for a little longer. “I’ll probably still need to get my groceries from her. Eating is… not working.” 

“Sure, fine, whatever.” Suzy pocketed her hands again, and for a few seconds, she waited on them to do something.

The Angel stared at her, putting away their phone when they got confirmation that Papyrus was on his way. He also said that he was bringing the van again, which was weird. “Are you… waiting for something?” The Angel asked while their eyes slowly narrowed.

“Yeah, for you to get moving.” Suzy gestured to the door. “You got places to be, and I got nowhere to be, so I think I’m just gonna follow you around.”

Wh- didn’t she just say that she had things to do today? The Angel started moving for the door, and sure enough, she followed them like a looming shadow. Confusion only grew. “I thought you had work or something.”

Suzy’s face cracked into a grin while she shut the door to her own place. “If I had good hours, I wouldn’t be fishing from a garbage can nightly, stupid.” She tilted her head up, pivoting on her heel to face her door again. “But if you really want me to piss off, you coulda just said so.” She was doing the thing again.

Well, the Angel needed to open a Dark World soon. Pulling Suzy into one would be the worst move ever, and if they were getting onto Papyrus about Sans, then they needed to talk about a lot of things that Suzy shouldn’t hear. But, the more they thought about being thrown back into the lion’s den with no true allies, the more they began to bristle. Was it… so bad to just want someone around who seemed to be looking out for them? She caught onto the fact that they weren’t able to get up, and helped without much issue even though she wasn’t saying it.

They liked having her around.

The answer became much simpler after that.

“You can tag along, but I might need to do some things alone.” There. They’d clearly stated that there would be some things that Suzy couldn’t follow them on. 

“As long as it doesn’t include turning into a wet cat, fine.” Suzy spun away from her door again, once more taking position as a looming shadow behind the Angel. “Lead the way, stupid.”

Was this a bad idea? Maybe. They expected to be thrown out the door the moment the sun rose, but Suzy had let them sleep in almost to midday if their phone was correct. They were definitely behind, and more time had been wasted. It was all the more reason to get a move on. Having an extra tag-along was definitely going to make this worse, but… they couldn’t just leave her to do nothing, could they?

This was rapidly spiraling out of control. One of these days, they needed to get it through her head that this was not permanent. It couldn’t be. The Angel would be leaving… maybe in a few hours, but they knew that they were never lucky. Something was going to happen to throw everything off. It always did. At least this time, they had someone with them who wouldn’t allow them to fall into any guilt tripping.

Alphys and Undyne were close to friends, yes, but their bonds with everyone else were likely stronger.

Suzy, for some reason, had actually taken a liking to them.

It would’ve been easier if she hadn’t, but the Angel knew better than to try to override the choices of someone like her.

The hallway was empty. The Angel sighed, not opening the door to the outside just yet. Something needed to be done first, or they would never forgive themself. “I think… I want to have a friend with me today, but it would be stupid to not tell you what’s probably going to happen.”

“Huh? We’re not-” Suzy shook her head, rocking back and forth on her feet. She grew suspicious, tilting her head. “The hell is that supposed to mean?”

“It’s your choice whether to believe me or not.” The Angel didn’t let their vessel’s eyes turn around to look at her, but they could not close the second pair that watched from above. “Everything I yelled at you yesterday was true. All of it. It doesn’t matter if you believe me or not…” They wanted her to. They wanted one friend to believe them fully and utterly without the same song and dance over and over again. “...but I want to give you a chance to walk away if you don’t want to deal with it.”

“So you are in some sort of mafia,” Suzy snickered, echoing a joke that she’d told before.

Something in the Angel twisted, and they whirled around. They pointed a finger at Suzy’s chest, and noticed the way she took half a step back from the sudden motion. They were shorter than her, but they could still glare. “And I’m done being treated like my story is a joke.” They rarely touched people on their own, but the Angel jabbed her chest for a change. “I like you. I want to be friends with you. But I also know that what I’m doing could hurt you, and if you’re not going to take me seriously, then you’re going to get hurt.”

The girl with hope crossed on her heart.

The prophecy was malleable, and the Angel did not wish to know if it could expand even further than it already had.

Suzy stared down at their finger and then back at their face. Her expression became unreadable for only a moment, changing over and over with the thoughts running through her head. The Angel did not pry. They did not want to. They really didn’t want to. She was analyzing them all over again, trying to figure out what part of them to believe.

But, the Angel had gotten angry.

“...It’s like I said, I don’t get it,” Suzy mumbled, still rocking back and forth on her feet. Her head dipped slightly, like something the Angel said had gotten her. “I dunno what all of that stuff is that you talk about, but…” It would be so easy to peek into her thoughts to try to understand what was going on. They couldn’t. They shouldn’t. “Why the hell are you saying we’re friends, and then trying to get rid of me?”

It… was fine if she didn’t get it. No one did. The Angel lowered their hand, stepping back. “Because a friend wouldn’t drag someone into everything that’s going on with me. You don’t understand what’s happening. I just-” She hated when they danced around these things, so stop dancing. The eggshells weren’t there anymore. She just didn’t get it. So, tell her something that she would get. “The last friends that went into this with me… are gone. I don’t know where they are, and I’m trying to find them again. I can’t do that to someone again.”

Again, Suzy dipped her head. That unreadable expression came back while she warred with herself. Slowly, a grin returned. A decision had been made. “Well, if you’re gonna be such a sap about it, fine. I don’t care. I’m in.” She gestured at them with a vague wave of her hand. “Besides, you’d fall over without me, or something.”

Something changed. The Angel always felt it when someone started listening to them or decided to join by their side. Like Ralsei had done originally, like Susie had done eventually, like Noelle had done for a brief time, and just like Kris did when the two finally understood each other, Suzy had joined the party.

The Angel let their shoulders fall. At least, they had someone by their side, for better or for worse. “Then let’s not keep Papyrus waiting.” They turned around, but something still bothered them. They should just open the door, but… “And we are friends,” they said out loud. “Even if you don’t believe me, I think we are.” The Angel opened the door, pushing through into the sun that was blocked by overcast clouds.

“Yeah, and you’re cheesy,” Suzy jeered, following behind them. As the two rose up the stairs to wait, the Angel heard her mumble, “But you’re fine, I guess.”

It was more than they could have asked for.

The Angel and Suzy waited.

It would just be a trip back to town, talking to Papyrus, and ideally opening up a Dark World in order to test the edges. If Suzy could be kept out of the Dark World, things would be better.

But, some primal instinct in the Angel’s soul told them that they wouldn’t be so lucky today.

The Angel’s phone buzzed. They thought that it might be Papyrus, but were confused to see a number that they did not recognize. They were being called.

It wasn’t someone typical, and Frisk had been handing out their number like hotcakes apparently. The Angel answered, holding the phone up to their ear.

Far too loud and far too close to the microphone, a low “Howdy!” came through. That sounded like Asgore’s voice, and considering how he was not adept with a phone, it made a painful amount of sense.

The Angel flinched away, holding the phone a few inches from their face. Cautiously, they brought it back to respond, “Hi?” What would he be calling them for? The two hadn’t seen each other since the graveyard.

Asgore must have figured out what happened, because his voice came through just a little bit quieter. “I hope you are well! I am calling to question whether or not you know about the… er… how do I explain this…” 

The Angel pinched the bridge of their snout, and watched as Suzy grew more and more unimpressed. She could hear the voice on the other side of the phone, and nothing but disdain was on her face like the phone itself had personally offended her.

However, Asgore eventually found the words. “Remember when you… er… filled the Police Station with smoke?”

Again, the Angel caught Suzy’s expression splitting into a grin. Nevermind, she had just learned that they were in jail for a while. She was going to hound them for this later. The Angel sighed, “I remember a prison being filled with smoke.” If he was trying to incriminate them for something, then he probably just got them. Sadly for them, they still utterly lacked a save-point.

“Well, you wouldn’t happen to have made any smoke in the Ruins, would you?”

The Angel’s grip on their phone tightened. Something blazed behind their head, even though it could not be seen. “What does it look like?”

“I have not opened the door, but it appears to be similar to what occurred during your… detainment. It is merely sifting out from under the frame.”

He didn’t.

He couldn’t have figured it out.

That flower couldn’t have gotten this far already.

Nerves in the Angel’s body began to fray. Of course, nothing could go right. “Get out of the house, and do not open the door. I…” That was all the way back in the Underground. That was all the way back in the beginning of the Underground. “Wait until I get there.”

“All right, if you say so!” Asgore responded with a slight nervousness to his voice, though the Angel could hear his footsteps. “Would you like for me to escort you? I-”

“I know the way.”

The Angel hung up, right on time for Toriel’s van to pull onto the street with Papyrus at the wheel. Of course, they could never expect a singular day to go right. Of course.

“Remember when I said we’re going to be in danger?” The Angel asked, glancing back at Suzy. “We found it.”

Notes:

Sometimes we all need a reminder that the Knight is the Knight, and our win was entirely circumstantial and thanks to pure spite.

It is not playing nice. It is not playing fair. It can and will kill you, and the Fun Gang is in the Roaring with it. Unlike the Titans, it is acting with far more intelligence, even if it appears to be somewhat scattered.

A fight is not desirable.

Sorry Ralsei. Being the narrative's favorite is not a good thing for you. Unfortunately, you carry something that the Knight wants.

AND OHHHH BOY THE DREEMURR HOUSEHOLD. I have conceded that I do not want to write EVERY DR character in depth, thus skipping the conversation Kris had in favor of Fun Gang development (seriously the cast of characters is too large at this point and I need to practice restraint), but some things are definitely important! Despite us having no grasp on DR!Asriel, I wanted to twist his Flowey persona just a bit. I didn't want to make him Flowey 2.0 in personality, but definitely tried to transfer that to being SNARKY. Just a biiiit of an ass who has just been plunged headfirst into whatever the hell all of this is.

 

And this is something I would like to be straightforward on, because people are trying to line up Pure Crystal events. Just because narration is happening at the same time in a chapter does NOT mean those events are happening at the same time. You have been, since the beginning, playing catchup as Gaster tries to parse the Roaring.

There will be details that seem odd. There will be timeframes that seem odd.

Your point of reference for where BOTH parties were at the same time is what the Pure Crystal does. For instance, right here, Ralsei witnessed the exact moment the Angel called Gaster's name.

You can find a lot of interesting things if you use the Pure Crystal as reference, but don't confuse "this is in the same chapter" as "these events literally happened at the same time".

 

Hi Asgore, welcome back to the plot.

The Angel and Suzy get one (1) more shenanigan before they are on the move. No Angel crashout just yet. Patience. No Flowey POV yet either. You will get it when it is time.

 

My stupid ass apparently didn't respond to a single comment yet next chapter. I will now get on that. This chapter was projected to be released 6 hours ago and then I died for realsies somehow. I do not know how that happened. Okay. Sure.

Thank you for reading!

Chapter 23: Ashes to Ashes

Summary:

The Angel makes a mad dash to make it to Flowey before he opens another fountain, but the journey hinders them every step of the way.

Notes:

Ao3 going down last weekend personally broke my soul. Readers :( Come back to me readers :( I have fic for you
This time for sure

Fanart rounds!

Redraven393 drew a fun interaction between our two Angel OCs where things get just a little bit stabby
https://www. /redraven393/809858390371237888/angel-on-angel-violence?source=share
And also turned the Angel into a marketable plushie. Please free the plushie from Ralsei he is going to destroy it
https://www. /redraven393/810436330109665280/comfort-item?source=share

ourasriel drew all Dreemurrs (and Dreemurr tangential characters) doing the pancake emote. It is... a spiritual thing.
https://www. /ourasriel/810007193713852417/another-art-for-star-pup01s-new-chapter-d?source=share
As well as a Chara and Flowey version of "bro visited his friend".
https://www. /ourasriel/810330453143912448/another-art-for-star-pup01s-fic-d?source=share

solerthesunbro drew a short conceptual comic of an interaction that could happen between Suzy and the Angel (and made a Suzy Dark World design that was largely very close to what I had planned). Kudos to soler for coming up with a Suzy Dark World design with minimal guidance from me because I kept saying "I can't say that :(". It's always super fun to see people's takes on Dark World designs and Suzy barbarian fit is a great pull. I agree fully considering I was like. Almost there.
https://www. /solerthesunbro/810451713466187776/based-on-fic-a-future-without-them-by?source=share

And lastly, darinaethelaianprophet made an animation of the Angel strangling Flowey with Suzy looking on. Let's hope your manifestation comes true!
https://www. /star-pup01/810455297681440768/on-a-scale-of-1-to-10-how-accurate-is-this?source=share

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

The Angel’s leg bounced up and down in the passenger’s seat of Toriel’s van. This thing could not go any faster, and Papyrus was unfortunately obeying traffic laws. But, they could count every single second that passed, and Mount Ebott didn’t grow any closer.

That stupid flower. That dumb, idiotic flower. How long had the Dark World been open without the Angel noticing? They didn’t even realize that one HAD opened instinctually. They were missing Ralsei in more ways than one now. For all they knew, this wasn’t the only Dark World that he’d opened. If he was going all the way to the Underground to open one, then who knew how many were just waiting to be found. Flowey could burrow. He could open Dark Worlds in places that the Angel would never think to check.

They needed to hold it together for just a little longer. They wanted to scream, but the person who deserved their anger wasn’t here.

“Just to be sure! You absolutely, positively do not want to stop in town?!” Papyrus questioned as smaller houses and buildings moved by. Rain beat down on the roof of the car, which made the Angel dread the eventual journey up the mountain. “While Miss Toriel does have an umbrella in the car, it would be impolite to pilfer her belongings!”

From the back of the car, Suzy stared at them like she wanted them to do something. At least, Papyrus had come with the van. His usual car was only a two-seater, which would have meant the Angel needed to abandon Suzy.

Regardless, they didn’t need Suzy’s prompt to be sure in their decision. “There isn’t time to stop. This is serious.” If Flowey figured out that Grand Doors allowed him to leave a Dark World, or if he already knew that, then it wouldn’t matter if they sealed the fountain. They would only be delaying the inevitable.

Papyrus tapped his gloved fingers against the steering wheel. “Well…! I am sure that you have your reasons for being prompt! But! We could stop and add Frisk to our little group!” The name made the Angel bristle, but Papyrus remained undeterred as always. “They’ve been just a teensy bit worried and wanting to help out! With their knowledge of the Underground, I’m sure-”

“No.” The Angel could not have Frisk learning anything about these Dark Worlds. Worse, Chara might be more aligned with Flowey than anything. It would only bring more complications into something already far too complicated, and the Angel would have to deal with their constant attempts of asking them something like what their favorite food was. They couldn’t be slowed down. “I don’t need them for this.”

Again, Papyrus hummed like he wanted to have another go. Of course, it only took a few seconds for him to take another swing. “Who knows?! Perhaps, with your friend-making skills growing exponentially, you and Frisk can learn to get along!”

“Oh my god, can you drive?” Suzy grumbled from the back seat, reaching her personal limit in a conversation that she wasn’t a part of. It made the Angel wince slightly. Papyrus usually meant well, and he was one of the last people that they wanted to be mean to. “They already said no. Buzz off.”

No- hey- Papyrus wasn’t someone who they particularly cared for being mean to. The Angel glanced back and forth frantically between the two, trying to correct, “Papyrus is fine.” Suzy wouldn’t like it, but the Angel tried to salvage what she said. “I need to move fast, and I can’t make any stops.” They did not miss the way that Suzy glared at them, but this was Papyrus! Despite the odd detour that he took them on, he wasn’t exactly the issue in that entire equation. “Sorry, it’s just… we really have to go.”

Suzy bristled at the forbidden apology, crossing her arms in the back.

Despite him pouting a comical amount, Papyrus snapped right back to his usual self. “If you say so!” He glanced in the car mirror at the person who had gotten aggressive with him, keeping his grin nice and radiant. “Also! You must be the Angel’s new friend! My brother Sans told me that the two of you got along very well!!!”

“Geez, guess being annoying runs in the family, huh?” Suzy smirked, lazily sinking down in the back seat.

Papyrus’ lower jaw jutted out a little bit while his brow furrowed. “How VERY rude!” Again, he recovered quickly, face returning to its normal smile. “That’s all right! The Angel here was a prickly cactus too for quite a while!”

Suzy snorted. “Doubt that.”

“I was in jail for a bit,” the Angel idly commented. For all that Suzy was trying to get them to be more assertive, she didn’t see what they were like when they got here. Unfortunately, the joke didn’t make them smile at all. It only soured something in their soul to remember being caged. 

Deciding to be pedantic on purpose, Suzy rolled her eyes under her hair. “There’s a difference between getting mad for like, two seconds, and then turning soggy right after, and actually being ‘prickly’.” Suzy paused for a second before circling back, putting a hand on the back of Papyrus’ seat. “Also, what the hell do you mean your brother said we got along?” Her teeth bared. “I don’t remember him being around for long. Is your brother creeping on us?”

“PBPBPPBPT!! Sans told me that he went to check on you two!!! I don’t know the details!” Papyrus looked exasperated at the wheel. “He may emit slime, but he is not creeping!”

“Actually…” The Angel didn’t know why they opened their mouth to speak, but they did. Something burned under their skin. The journey to the mountain wasn’t going any faster. Papyrus was here, and they had him alone. “Sans did pop out of an alleyway to try to talk to me, and then acted like he didn’t know me.”

Papyrus furrowed his brow again, keeping his eye-sockets on the road but glancing at the Angel every now and then. “Sans should know who you are! I’ve talked extensively about you! Miss Toriel has also made so many mentions about you! Peculiar…”

The Angel grimaced, the memory still being fresh. “And he hasn’t mentioned me to either you or Toriel?”

“Er… no?!”

Of course he didn’t. Sans revealed that he knew exactly who they were last night, and he gave Papyrus and Toriel nothing. 

“However!” Papyrus stopped the Angel’s train of thought. “When we mentioned your predicament, he was quite involved in helping Toriel and I plan out a helpful day! I wouldn’t give the lazybones credit! That was Miss Toriel and I’s idea! Still! Very unusual for him to lift a finger… and to then act like he doesn’t know you???”

Sans influenced the trip that the three of them went on? There was an entire day where the Angel was underground with Alphys and Undyne, which would have been a long stretch of time where they could’ve all discussed something. The Angel saw Suzy out of the corner of their eye, and something in their soul started to rot all over again. “He planned it? Yesterday. Sans planned that?”

Papyrus hummed. “I wouldn’t go as far as to say he planned it! No no! He’s still a lazybones! He more just… added some ideas of his own! Gave some recommendations! He suggested that… perhaps things would get easier if you could make friends!”

Claws nearly ripped fabric in the Angel’s pants. Their head lowered. They couldn’t look Suzy in the eye. Not only had their meeting with her only gone the way it did because they saw someone familiar, but it was because that damn skeleton knew where she would be. The Angel tried to take a steady inhale of breath. They needed to stay calm. They couldn’t handle two targets today. One thing at a time. Just focus-

The Angel saw Suzy in the corner of their eye again, and it all just seemed too unfair. They couldn’t fight it down. “He acted like he didn’t know me, and let me get kicked out of Grillby’s just to play a prank.” The Ol’ Jitterbug being timed still made their blood boil. “Then, after I left Suzy’s place, I had so many questions for him, and he just brushed me off. He knows me.” The Angel pointed at their chest over and over again, desperately trying to get the point across. “I don’t know what Sans has told you about me, but he knows me.”

Papyrus momentarily took a hand off the steering wheel to brush his chin while thinking. “Well that seems like a cruel prank!” At least someone agreed! They weren’t insane! “Acting like you don’t know a friend?!? Not the kind of practical joke that I would play!!! Though… er…” Papyrus began to sweat just a little bit. “There wouldn’t be anyone else who would happen to know you, would there? You do sometimes seem a bit familiar…!”

He-

The Angel’s head swiveled towards Papyrus. “In what way?”

“I don’t know!!!” Papyrus scratched the top of his head before immediately placing his hand back on the steering wheel like both needed to be glued on at all times. “Like a foggy feeling! Of course, your title is ‘the Angel’, so perhaps I just feel warm and fuzzy towards strange and offputting prophetic figures!”

That brought them no closer, but the Angel stared at Papyrus for a good few seconds. That could mean anything. This entire time, Papyrus had been left out of the equation, but… how could they possibly ignore- for hell’s sake, there was too much to pay attention to. It could mean TOO MANY things. Was Sans the only person who came from the other world? Surely, Papyrus would have said something by now, right? Then again, the Angel never exactly met Papyrus in a way that mattered. More likely, this was just reset deja-vu. That tended to happen with saves in this world, so maybe their power was now letting things leak? Or, it could be the Asriel comparison again. For a time, monsterkind’s souls had all been a part of Asriel, so they all might have some familiarity with the body the Angel had. That one felt weak. Or, even worse, he could recognize them from their time controlling Frisk.

All were possible options, and Papyrus didn’t seem like the type to hide things-

“Regardless!!! I will talk to my brother about that! That’s incredibly rude of him!” Papyrus glanced at the Angel for just a second with a grin. “Does that help?!”

The Angel didn’t know what good it would do, but they were glad that someone would talk to him. He’d probably dodge as usual. So, they nodded, deciding to concede this one for the time being. “That works.” They had more pressing issues regardless.

Suzy had enough of whatever interaction was happening between the two of them. She gripped the back of the Angel’s seat before leaning over to ask. “So like, why the hell are you headed back underground? You uh… haven’t said what’s up.”

No use hiding it. The Angel needed as many eyes looking out for Flowey as possible. “Flowey- He’s a talking flower with gold petals. You might’ve met him- has decided to do something I specifically told him not to do.” The Angel stared at the mountain growing closer. Rain beat down against the windshield, making it appear blurry. “So, it’s now my problem.”

“I’ve heard of him…” Suzy released her grip, leaning back into a seated position. She didn’t have her seatbelt on. Lovely.

Papyrus glanced through the mirror, huffing. “Please keep your seatbelt fastened!” His attention quickly swiveled back to the road and his conversation with the Angel as if his life depended on it. “Hmm… Flowey is usually very reliable! It’s a shame that he’s pulling another one of his pranks. For all he and my brother don’t get along, it seems that they both have a dastardly tendency to pull the meanest of pranks!”

The Angel stopped watching the mountain. “If you see him, just hold him there or something.” They had something that they could still do. Clamping their eyes shut, the Angel held up a hand. “Just give me a second.”

As hard as they could, the Angel thought of what Flowey could be doing right now.

Despite the massive advantage that he had over them already, the Angel could track him, right? They managed to do it when he was at the college, and while they were in the lab. As always, they had to leave themself vulnerable, but this was a fine place to start tracking. If he was in a Dark World, then the Angel wasn’t well-versed on if things could get weird. It had to work. They needed one advantage.

The Angel saw a flicker of movement, and then their vision was absorbed by darkness.

They couldn’t tell what they were looking at. It didn’t seem like a Dark World, but their view was entirely stuck. While they usually watched from above, ceilings never really affected them for some odd reason. So, why did it seem like their vision was slammed into something?

Flowey could be burrowing. No movement came, so they couldn’t confirm it. If he was burrowing, then he was already moving onto a different location for a Dark World. They could try to hope that he just had the ability to burrow in a Dark World, which would cause a whole host of issues later, but they never saw him do that.

No info. They were getting no info from this.

The Angel pulled back, inhaling sharply. Was he just getting better at evading them? Could they have done that earlier? They were going to lose their mind if they didn’t get a save soon. For whatever reason, there were none in the city.

Suzy nudged the back of their seat with her knee. When they went to look at her, she sent them a silent look with a tilt of her head.

They were fine. They just needed to handle what was ahead.

By the time the van pulled to a stop at the base of the mountain, it had already been too long. It was easy to see Asgore’s truck also parked at the base when they got out. The Angel didn’t even realize that they’d forgotten the umbrella before Papyrus stepped out of the car, already opening it up. “Hey!!! I know I said it is rude to pilfer Miss Toriel’s belongings, but I am sure that she would be more upset if you walked through the rain!” He pulled out his phone, tapping furiously on it. “Also!!! Toriel insisted that if I was going to take her van, that I would deliver you something that you can eat!! We can trade items if you are full!”

The Angel was fully ready to run up the mountain. Suzy mulled about with her hands in her pockets like she didn’t care. Fine, they’d take the stupid umbrella. The food would… probably be needed as well. Grumbling, the Angel took the umbrella from him. Trading items out was more annoying. They had to drop off some of their clothes in Toriel’s car (fantastic, they should have really changed). At least, they got… four smoothies out of it? What the hell? At least, they looked like they wouldn’t go bad in a Dimensional Box, but how much had the two of them prepared?

Before the Angel could ask any questions, Papyrus started heading back to the car. Not that they were complaining, but… “Are you not coming?”

Papyrus shook his head. “I feel very strongly that I should go ask my brother about his behavior! …Unless you think that you need extra assistance during this, which I am happy to provide!”

Suzy’s shoulders instantly rose up like she was about to lose her mind. More people being dragged into Dark Worlds would be a liability. So, the Angel brushed him off. “That’s… probably for the best. We’ll be fine from here.”

As if he trusted them completely, Papyrus nodded. “Then I shall see you when you return! Be sure to let Asgore know that I said hello!”

Sure, they could do that. Fine. The Angel wasted no time turning around to Suzy, lifting up the umbrella while they walked by so that she could join them. It was coming down stupidly hard, and they didn’t particularly want her to just walk out alone.

Suzy rolled her eyes, shuffling under the umbrella with a snide remark. “Damn, can barely even get under here with how short you are.”

The Angel glanced back, watching Papyrus drive off while they set up the mountainside. However, when they finally registered her comment, their head swiveled back with a glare. “You’re just tall, and you can hold it if it’s so uncomfortable.” They were already going to have to do this mountain climb again with a cane.

And we’re gonna be doing this slow as hell. Great.” Suzy did snatch the umbrella from their hand, lifting it up far too high for it to actually cover them. The Angel thrashed their tail when the rain got close, and was surprised to see Suzy actually angling the umbrella in response. She didn’t mention it, instead continuing to complain, “Kinda dumb hiking up a mountain like that, y’know. You better not ask me to carry you up, because I’m not doing it.”

As soon as the thought of getting grabbed like that entered their mind, the Angel’s body went rigid. No. No thanks. “I’m not asking for that.” For a brief second, they wondered what it would be like, but all of the thoughts were rotten thanks to their current vessel. At least, they had other advantages. It was a problem that they were moving slowly. “I do want to move faster, though.”

Suzy scoffed, “Welp, you’re the one holding us up. Figure it out.”

If she wanted to be like that, then sure. “Fine.” The Angel stepped outside the umbrella, their soul flashing to existence on their chest. They almost laughed when they saw Suzy look at their chest with bewilderment. When the Angel’s soul flashed blue, they shot her a grin. “Try to keep up.”

In an instant, the Angel leapt high into the air. Rain hit their fur and pelted them a little rougher than they expected, but finally being able to free their soul again was liberating in a way that they couldn’t describe. With how much they were scared of revealing it in the city, they could finally unwind. Nobody was watching except for Suzy, and the Angel heard her cursing up a storm at them when she bolted up the mountain pathway.

The Angel kicked their feet to the side, launching themself off of an invisible plane. They landed further up the path, their feet digging into mud. Okay, not the most elegant landing, but it beat walking the slow way. Rain already drenched their fur, but it was a lost cause anyway. If they were going to go through the rain, then who really cared how wet they got now? Might as well double down.

Suzy barely caught their eye along the path before they waved, shooting themself up the mountain again. Another frustrated groan came. Oh well! She said she wanted to go fast, so they’d go fast. Higher and higher, the two of them played a game of cat and mouse up the mountain. Every time they landed, mud got stuck in their fur and the bottoms of their pants. Suzy didn’t look much better, her boots being caked by how much she was running.

By the time the Angel landed at the entrance to the Underground, they had beaten Suzy by quite a bit. It gave them a second to catch their breath while their soul receded. Slowly, they leaned back on the cane while Suzy stumbled up to the top. 

Despite the grumbling, the Angel caught a barely there smile on her face. She complained anyway, “When the hell were you gonna tell me you could do that?”

“I did. Soul magic. Were you ignoring me for the food at the diner?” The Angel quirked their head slightly, crossing their arms while they continued getting drenched. This was going to be so much of an issue later, but they needed to make up time.

Suzy walked up and lightly punched their shoulder. The Angel immediately froze, and her hand fell away with her smile. “Uh… sorry. My bad.”

They rubbed their shoulder, trying to remove the phantom feeling. “It’s-”

“But uh, I guess I was paying attention to the whole… ‘shooting your horn off’ thing.” Suzy immediately tore away from the discomfort, putting the umbrella over their head. “Now, let’s get the hell out of the rain. When I called you soggy, I didn’t mean you were supposed to do that literally.”

Right. That… made sense. The Angel glanced back at the path leading into the Underground… and promptly realized they were an idiot. This wasn’t the entrance that they needed. If they wanted to go to the Ruins, then there should be a hole somewhere that they could fall into. Getting Suzy down the hole would be a problem. They didn’t think that they- no, they definitely couldn’t pick her up, and their soul magic only worked on themself so far. And-

The Angel scanned the mountaintop.

They had… no idea where that hole would be.

As many times as they reset, they only ever caught a glimpse of Chara falling into the Underground. They didn’t know what path led to it, and it didn’t look like there was a beaten path in that direction. Considering how far the Underground spanned, it could be anywhere along this mountain. They could be on the wrong side. They didn’t know where the stupid hole was!

Suzy waved a hand in front of their face, gesturing at the location where the barrier used to be. “Come on! You wanted to move fast, right?”

The Angel walked with her, but quickly asked just to be sure, “You wouldn’t happen to know where the other entrance to the Underground is, do you?”

“Pfft, nah. Why?”

Well, there went any chances of getting to the Ruins quickly. The Angel rubbed a hand over their face. Water droplets smeared against the padding on their hand before they shook it out quickly. “We’re heading to the Ruins… which means we get to go across the Underground.” It… shouldn’t be too bad. The Angel had done this walk many times with Frisk before, but that was if Riverperson was around. With no obstacles in the way, it should be fast. 

“Then let’s get a move on, slowpoke.” Suzy closed the umbrella, taking up position behind them as usual. “Unless you got a way to speed through everything even more, this is gonna be a long one.”

Turning their soul orange was a possibility. Though, Suzy wasn’t going to be able to keep up. They didn’t exactly feel like abandoning her now that they were under the mountain properly. If Flowey had gotten out of the Dark World, and he was around here, then she would be a target. If he’d figured out Dark Worlds, then it was undoubtedly his goal to torture them. 

As soon as the Angel had properly stepped out of the rain enough, their body instinctively began to twist. A ripple effect began from their head to tail while they shook off their fur, the end of their tail flicking a few times to get the excess water out. Their ears smacked against their head a few times, but it seemed to do the trick. That-

Hm.

Okay, they weren’t sure what to do with that information.

The Angel went rigid, slowly turning around to see a sufficiently splashed Suzy. She scowled, looking like she was about to take the umbrella and bash them over the head with it. Instead, she tossed it to the side. “You make it so hard to not actually bite your head off.”

“I didn’t even know I could do that!” They tried to defend themself, but the explanation only made Suzy roll her eyes.

She marched up to them, hair soaking wet from how much she’d been running up the mountain. Just like the Angel had done, she shook her body, sending droplets flying in their direction.

The Angel only had a split-second to try to shield themself, and failed utterly as water was returned to sender. They did not realize how much the rain had gotten her hair, and were now regretting it immensely as they got pelted. “I said I didn’t know I could do that!” The Angel yelled, slowly lowering their hands when it seemed like the onslaught was over.

Satisfied, Suzy grinned and stood back up to her full height. “That’s what you get. Now get moving, stupid.”

Fine. She won this round. They did not want to test her again, so the Angel began to walk into the Underground properly. Thankfully, blessedly, their save-point was still here. Flickering in the hallway, the silver light greeted them. Finally, they could rest just a little easier. It would mean locking in whatever Dark Worlds Flowey had created, but they knew that they didn’t want to undo the past few days. All loading their save would do is lose track of Flowey all over again.

The Angel brushed their hand through the light, taking a deep breath.

“The hell were you doing with your hand?”

The question came so suddenly that the Angel flinched. No one… ever really questioned when they interacted with the light in the other world. However, Suzy had seen them outstretch their hand. The Angel withdrew it immediately, explaining poorly, “Just… feeling the wall, I guess. It’s dark in here.” With the overcast sky outside, any light that could seep into the Underground was even more diminished. 

Suzy didn’t question it further, rolling her eyes with a “whatever.” She must still have been miffed about the water thing.

Just as before, the Throne Room’s save-point had stayed silver. When they exited the Throne Room itself, they saw a star that they hadn’t touched. The gold light shined brightly, but the Angel wondered if they could do this consistently. Three times was already strange enough, but…

The Angel reached their hand out while passing by, and watched the save once more bleed into silver light, its power theirs.

Their hand clenched into a fist when they realized just how much they were repeating. Two days ago, they were walking this exact path. Now, thanks to Flowey, they were wasting even more time. How much progress had they honestly made on getting back? Thanks to Sans, the previous day had been a total waste of time, and this was entirely a detour. Nothing good would come of this. If only that skeleton didn’t think he knew what was best for them, then maybe there would be something that they could work with.

But of course, as the Angel walked into a giant hall, they remembered just how little he actually dared to help.

When they walked through with Alphys and Undyne, they supposed that they were too distracted. Talking about how they got here and who their friends were was far more daunting than what they walked through now. With Suzy stalking silently behind them, the Angel had nothing but their own thoughts to keep them company.

The Angel looked down, seeing their own reflection in orange and gold tiles.

In the end, they were stupid for going to Sans for help. The only time he ever really acknowledged them was when they went off the straight and narrow. Right now, he must’ve deemed their path as the incorrect one. He wanted them to settle down. Make friends. Be happy here with what they had been given.

Well, they supposed that in a way, he was right.

They weren’t the kind of person who would ever be happy. But, how could they, when people they loved only ever looked their way when they started disrupting everything?

Suzy marched in front of them, looking up at the high ceiling and the light shimmering through the windows. Large pillars looked even more imposing when the Angel could actually see them, but she waltzed around the place like she personally found it gaudy. “So uh… whaddya think they used this place for?”

“To judge people,” the Angel answered, rooted in place while staring at the monster in the reflection. Maybe, if they stared long enough, they would see the person who passed through these halls long ago. But, the reflection never changed. That person was long gone. “Judged for every sin you commit… everything you did… everything you failed to do…” They failed to be happy. They couldn’t be happy, and Sans grinned in their face while they fought him over and over again.

A few footsteps echoed through the hall. Suzy’s reflection joined theirs. “Well that sounds dumb.” As if she was knighting them, Suzy outstretched her arm, chopping one hand over each of their shoulders without actually touching them. “You’re going to actual, real life hell for spraying me. See? Sounds stupid.”

The Angel tore their eyes away from the familiar tiles, catching an amused grin on Suzy’s face. The spell broke. Instead of lingering further, they started walking down the hall alongside her. “Yeah, guess it does.”

“But I am gonna get you for that,” Suzy reaffirmed, putting her hands on the back of her head while she walked. “You’re gonna love Waterfall.”

“I do.” Of all the locations that they walked through many times, Waterfall was one of their favorites. The calm in the middle of the journey always gave them time for reflection, for better or for worse. If Riverperson was around, then they’d miss it. A shame.

Suzy marched alongside them through New Home. Of course, the elevator was still out of service, so they had to do the rest on foot. She didn’t seem to mind in the slightest. “So like… you weren’t around when the barrier broke… which somebody like me heard about. Where the hell did you even live down here?” Her face scanned the spanning rooftops of New Home. Despite the places in the Underground that the Angel had never explored, it… looked smaller in person than the Angel imagined. The rooftops were cramped. Tight. The cavern ceiling beared down uncomfortably.

The Angel thought about just pointing at a random house to keep her satisfied, but frowned at the thought. With what they were dragging her towards, they didn’t feel like lying. All they would be doing is repeating the conversation with Undyne and Alphys again. It was stupid, but their mouth started betraying them. “You called me weird before. Want things to sound even more weird?”

For a second, she looked like she was going to be annoyed. She must’ve seen how long the walk was going to be, because she relented. “Ah what the hell, go for it. Who cares? Not like we’re getting anywhere quick.”

“It’s like I said, I’m not lying, and I’m not from here.” The Angel gestured to the passing city and expanded that to the rest of the Underground. “I showed up for a day, the barrier broke, I did other things for… however many years it’s been for all of you, and then came back a few days ago.”

Suzy squinted as she always did, the gears in her head very much not turning. “I hate it how you always sound so confident when you say that stuff.” Her teeth bared in annoyance. “Like, the hell does that even mean?”

“You asked.” There wasn’t exactly a reason to lie to her about where they were from. Maybe, they didn’t need a reason for doing this. Maybe, they just wanted to talk to someone honestly for once. Hell, considering all that they’d talked about, they were pretty honest and people just didn’t get it. It might’ve just been an excuse to keep their already frayed nerves in check, because things were going to get a lot worse very soon. 

Her face only scrunched up in response. “Why is everything you say so ominous? Yeah, sure, whatever. Nothing you say makes sense to me.”

Fine. She didn’t seem to care for the actual details of whatever was wrong with them. Even though disappointment rose in their soul, the Angel just had to take that. It was like she said, she was a retail worker. This kind of stuff was just… far beyond what she actually wanted to deal with… or even had the perception to deal with.

Even now, the only people who were close to getting them were far away.

The Angel let it go. It… was fine. “There’s a nice place in Waterfall that I used to stop by. If we go past it, I can show you,” they offered. Even if she didn’t get where they were from, maybe they could-

Oh for the love of god. They were down here for a reason.

“If we have time!” The Angel quickly clarified. They couldn’t just run off. This wasn’t a fun little jaunt through the Underground, no matter how interesting it was to see details from a new perspective that they never could before.

Suzy tilted her head, shaking the idea around a little bit. “I’ve probably seen it before, but sure.”

She didn’t seem much for conversation at the moment.

The Angel kept their head down, deciding to just get a move on. New Home wasn’t going to traverse itself. As long as they ignored the mirror at the end, then there should be no more detours. It wasn’t a particularly long area, but the journey was only getting started.

A long, awkward elevator ride began. Suzy leaned against one of the walls while the Angel rested their weight far too much on their cane. If she didn’t want to talk, then they didn’t want to make her. They didn’t exactly mind the silence, but they were already beginning to feel bad about dragging her into all of this. They didn’t know what they were thinking, pulling an unsuspecting person into a potential apocalypse containment expedition when she didn’t even know what was going on.

“So…” Suzy grumbled, catching the Angel’s attention. Oh, she did want to talk. “If you were here for a day, then how the hell do you know all the important people from the Underground? Like… that doesn’t make any sense.”

She… paid attention?

Something started to lift in the Angel’s chest. Of course, that came with her asking one of the hardest questions for them to answer. But, they could still be as honest as they possibly could. It was just… the same problem as before. They had to make it all palatable. They had to make it understandable. 

The Angel started, “I was a guide. For a day, I guided someone through the Underground, and I met all of them.” They didn’t need to mention who it was, but maybe Suzy would figure it out on her own. “I befriended them… or… I thought I did. It’s complicated.”

“Yeah, sounds like they were shits about it.” Suzy paced around the elevator in the same way she did at the apartment when she got onto them. “That Sans guy? Acting like he doesn’t know you? Are all of them like that?” 

“It’s not their fault.” How could she possibly know about what they had done to wipe the slate clean over and over again? She couldn’t, and that was one thing that the Angel never wanted her to know.

With a grinding sound, the elevator doors opened. Heat from the CORE blasted both of them. The Angel flinched as it dried their fur, but Suzy immediately relaxed, basking in it all. She cracked her neck, leading the way down the illuminated hall. “That’s the thing that’s stupid about you: I give you that whole talk about not being a doormat, and then the second that tall skeleton guy starts pressuring you, you cave.”

They knew. They already knew that. But… “I don’t want to make enemies. He meant well.”

“Yeah, they all think that.” Suzy crossed her arms, walking backwards while talking. “Bet they only ‘mean well’ for themselves. They don’t give a shit about what you actually want, just making sure you’re not a problem. That’s what’s going on, dumbass.”

One last threat.

The words haunted them even now.

That was why Sans came to try to talk them down, wasn’t it? If they just quit, if they just learned to be happy here, then they’d stop being a threat. Everything could go back to normal. The status quo would return with one extra person acting like nothing was wrong.

The two stepped out into the room with the elevator to the bottom of the CORE. Before the Angel could open it, Suzy stepped in their way to block the door. “You listening to me? They only care that you stay in line.” She kept blocking the way, demanding an answer, “So why the hell do you keep defending ‘em?”

Oh for the love of- was she really going to impede their progress unless they answered? “Why would I be unnecessarily mean? Besides, I was defending Papyrus. It’s Papyrus! He’s fine!”

“And he damn near walked all over you to bring someone you didn’t want,” Suzy scoffed, “Well, what’s gonna happen when we get to the Ruins, and that flower guy you were talking about is an ass, huh? You just gonna let him walk all over you too?”

The Angel reached over to the button to open the elevator. Suzy blocked it with her body as soon as she saw them try. Scowling, they insisted, “We don’t have time for this again.”

“You are gonna let it happen again!” Suzy dipped her head to get on eye-level with them. “What the hell is the point? Why don’t you just go tell all of these people to shove it? They act like they don’t know you, so who cares? Give ‘em a taste of their own medicine! Leave them behind for once!”

Why didn’t they just do exactly that? Why did they care so much about how they handled Asgore and Undyne the first time? Why did they let Flowey live, loading a save just to let him be a larger thorn in their side? Why did they even entertain Papyrus and Toriel’s little field trip, when neither of the two understood what they were here for? Why try to defend Alphys from Asriel, like it mattered in the slightest? Why even let Sans walk away when he tried to dismiss what they needed to do entirely? Why even sit and listen to Frisk and Chara, when the two of them were both looking for a person that wasn’t there anymore?

The Angel remembered the cliffside fading away, being the only one left watching a sunset.

They thought about it again.

They thought about it again, and those stupid feelings that were supposed to be gone sunk their talons into the Angel’s soul.

“Because I loved them,” the Angel muttered, something embarrassing causing their eyes to prick. No. Not now. They were past this already. But, for a second there, they thought that they might belong in this world for just a small bit. “And somehow… part of me still does.”

Suzy’s half-snarl started to bleed away. She slowly lifted her head back up, uncrossing her arms and wiping her nose. “You should get better friends.”

The Angel stared at the floor. “I did, and I lost them.” And now… “Which is why I have to get to that stupid flower.”

Suzy stared at them for a few, long seconds before finally relenting. She slammed her fist against the elevator button, pushing off of the door before it could open. “Fine… just…” Her fists clenched over and over again when she let the Angel go by. Even though the Angel couldn’t see her eyes, they could feel them boring holes into the back of their head. “Seems like you’re way too used to making friends with people who wanna hurt you.”

The elevator doors clamped shut. The Angel grabbed one of the siderails, tilting their head at Suzy. “They don’t… after a while.” Then again, that wasn’t really correct, was it? They frowned, not liking the way that Suzy looked away from them at the accusation. Slowly, the Angel lifted a hand, tapping the back of it against her shoulder. She seemed surprised by it, and it made the Angel’s nerves fray, but they got her attention. “But I guess I started liking friends that actually see me, you know?”

After blinking at them a few times, Suzy glanced away again. “Yeah? Well, maybe you could start listening to those kinds of people then, if you like ‘em so much.” 

It felt good to let it all out when she baited them into it before. Part of them wondered if she was right about what everyone was doing to them. They… had been strung along the entire previous day by the united efforts of three individual monsters. All of these little delays were beginning to add up, and if they let Flowey trounce all over them again, then they would be right back in this situation forever.

Somehow, the Angel needed to end this the next time they saw Flowey.

No compromises. They either would find a way to talk him down, or…

“I made a promise to a friend that I’d…” The Angel remembered Ralsei begging them to continue being kind, to never go down the path that they’d fallen into again. “...That I wouldn’t hurt people again. It was one of his only wishes.”

The elevator doors cracked open. Suzy once again basked out in the heat, fully taking it in. “Again?” She asked, tilting her head. “No offense, you’re built like a toothpick, so I don’t see how you could uh… do that.”

The Angel grunted when the heat hit them. Hotland was brutal, and they weren’t even in it properly. At least, they could speed through the resort with no issue. “Well, I did. I’m…” The Angel raked a claw through their fur. “I don’t know how I’m going to handle that flower.”

Suzy picked up the pace, forcing the Angel to keep up with their cane. At this point, they were fine trying to push it. Somehow, her running ahead made them find the energy to get out of the heat. “The way I see it? Sometimes, you just gotta fight. Only way someone can really figure out what you’re about.”

A Knight, an Ice Queen, and now, a flower.

The Angel supposed that it was what this was all leading to in the end.

“How do you know you’re not taking it too far?” They asked, leaving the resort and heading to the elevator nearby. 

“When they stop messing with you.” Suzy cracked her knuckles, baring her teeth. “And if you gotta make someone scared of you, then that’s just how it goes.”

Another elevator. Another break where the Angel could try to cool off their fur. “That’s the thing… I said last night that I’m supposed to be a saint. It’s because… whenever I do what you’re saying I should do… THAT’S when people finally start seeing me.”

Suddenly, Sans started talking through the human and at them. Suddenly, Flowey acknowledged the person who was a final threat. An anomaly. 

“And there ya have it, stupid.” Suzy let out a raspy laugh when the elevator doors slid open once more. “That’s what I’ve been telling you. Take it from me, people will ignore you right up until the point where you become a problem. Then? You’ll be out on the streets.” She shrugged like it didn’t matter either way what she just said, letting it roll off of her. “So… who cares what they think? They’re gonna toss you to the side anyway. Might as well not get a few extra scars on the way.”

Despite the heat around them, the Angel’s blood ran cold.

“What makes you think I’m any different then?” They asked, and they didn’t know why. Maybe, they knew what would have to be done at this journey’s end. Taking an extra person on the journey back would be far too dangerous. Explaining that there were two of the same person would be difficult. This was temporary, and Suzy didn’t even know it.

Suzy stopped, turning around to look at them. “Do you think I’m stupid?” Her voice came out raspier than before, but her smug smile returned like she didn’t care. “Obviously there’s people you’d rather be with. You made that one clear.”

And yet, Suzy wasn’t leaving.

When did she get the idea that they would be leaving? They talked a lot about not being from here, and they mentioned the friends that they lost. Hell, they confused her for their Susie. But, she was still standing there. Cautiously, the Angel asked, “...Then why have you stayed with me?”

“Psh, because you’re stupid.” Suzy started marching for Waterfall. The Angel jerked their head to look down the path for Riverperson, but found that the boat was gone. Passing through Waterfall would be a requirement, unfortunately. So, they tried to keep up with Suzy, looking up at her for any semblance of an explanation. She glanced down at them a few times before rolling her eyes. “I don’t need to tell you everything, so keep guessing.”

What… did that even mean? “I… It’s not that I’d rather be with them, it’s just…” They asked, still trying to keep pace with her as hot rock turned to mud. “I’m worried about them, and… if they’re out there, then they’re still getting hurt.” She didn’t say anything yet, and the Angel started more frantically trying to explain, “I’m sorry that things I say sound confusing, but I need to get back to them, and I don’t know what that’s going to mean if we-”

Suzy snorted, putting her hands on the back of her head like she didn’t care either way. A glint of yellow appeared under her hair, looking down at the Angel. “I’m not even saying anything, dumbass.” Her smug grin started to fade, hands dropping right back into her pockets. “But there you are doing the same thing you always do anyway, bending over backwards to grovel.”

The Angel didn’t get what she meant. Were they… friends? Was she admitting to that? They couldn’t tell if she was disavowing the possibility of ever being friends thanks to what they were planning to do, or if she didn’t care either way. 

Before the Angel could open their mouth to ask, Suzy started to grin again. “So, Waterfall. You’re in my stomping grounds now, and you wanna go fast, right?”

Well, if she didn’t want to talk about it anymore…

The Angel nodded. “It’s best if we go through as fast as we can to Snowdin. After that, it’s just a straight shot to the Ruins.” They didn’t know if the bird would still be at the gap. After this long, it was entirely unlikely.

Suzy grinned wider. “You up for some climbing?” She asked, bouncing on her heels. “I know the fastest way through this place, and if you got that soul thing, then I got it handled.” Even though it was already unnecessary, she added on a bit of snark just in case they were still having doubts. “Unless you’re too much of a wuss to go off the path.”

Fine. They’d be leaving the familiar path that they’d already walked once before, but at least someone would be there to guide them. The Angel brushed a hand over their chest, soul igniting in a blue hue. “I don’t know the way, so don’t lead me into a hole.”

“You think I’m that bad?” Suzy clutched her chest in mock-disbelief. “I’m gonna rub your snout in the mud.”

The Angel took a step back just to be safe. “You did say you’d get me back for the water, so I’m just being cautious.”

Suzy waved them off. “Never said anything like that.” She started moving, her boots sinking into the muddy terrain while she looked for a clear way off the path. “Now keep up. I’m not giving you a piggy back ride.”

It didn’t take long for the two of them to go off the path.

As if it was second nature to her, Suzy climbed muddy slopes and found rock formations that would actually support her weight to rise up through Waterfall. The Angel followed her, mainly relying on their soul to clear any verticality. Suzy didn’t seem annoyed at the fact that they were skipping anything though. It just gave her an excuse to let loose.

Waterfall became a blur. Suzy’s hair whipped behind her while she ran along trails that she seemed to have committed to heart. Over and over again, the Angel watched a grin form on her face. Slowly, their eyes went upward, finally being able to see clearly what the monsters substituted for stars. They weren’t the real thing, but they had their own beauty in some way. When the Angel found the right places illuminated on the cavern ceiling, they spotted waterfalls coming from up high.

They’d never been out this far, and wondered for a second what else could be out there.

“So-” The Angel started, not catching Suzy’s attention on time before she began to scale up another wall. Rolling their eyes, they leapt up to the stop, beginning to explain again while she lifted herself up. “I have no idea where it is from here, but remember that cool room that I told you about?”

Unbothered, Suzy pulled herself over the hill. “Yeah? What about it?”

“Well, you said you might’ve seen it, so maybe you know where it is.” The Angel scanned the darkness, but knew they likely had no chance of seeing their destination. So, they started explaining as best they could. “It’s a room off to the side that has a piano in it. There’s this… statue nearby that plays a music box. I stopped there a lot when I was… down here.” Maybe it was stupid, but… “When we’re done with this, I could show it to you.”

Suzy’s grin that had been growing the more they went through Waterfall slowly began to bleed away. “Psh, yeah, I’ve seen it. Nothing special.” She wasted no time stomping further down their current trajectory. “They don’t let anyone play that piano anyway. It’s probably old and dead by now.”

Ah. No matter how much things changed, some stayed the same.

The Angel picked up their own pace to catch up with her, and found that she made it incredibly easy to do so. They were starting to notice her slowing down for them more and more. With a tilt of their head, the Angel asked, “Who would stop us now?”

The path began to move downward, Suzy once more finding sure footing amidst the slippery mud. “What, don’t tell me you actually care about that stupid thing.” She laughed, as if trying to say that she found the idea entirely ludicrous. 

Instead of trying to follow, the Angel once again called upon their soul. They hit the bottom a little roughly, trying to brush the mud off of their ankles with the other foot. It only made it worse. But, that didn’t stop the Angel from reminiscing. They always did like Waterfall. “No matter what I was doing, or how stressed I was, I’d always stop there.” No one ever stopped them. No matter how much dust there was on their hands, they could try to remind themself what they were doing it for.

…And now, they were going after the very person that fueled all of this in the first place. Somewhere along the way, they probably just liked hearing the music.

Suzy stared at them for a few seconds before continuing her spree through Waterfall. “We already went past it anyway. Guess you’ll have to stay stressed… or something.”

The air was getting colder already. Well, Suzy was right about one thing. The Angel grimaced, setting their gaze forward. “There’s going to be more than enough of that.”

Waterfall did not overstay its welcome. Eventually, Suzy found the path that the Angel was familiar with again. Temperatures slowly began to drop while mud gave way to snow. For once, a discomfort that the Angel couldn’t quite place had finally vanished. Back in Hotland, they realized that they were panting a lot more than they usually would in a more suitable body. Now, in the cold, they were beginning to understand how fur could actually be a boon. They thought it would be worse, considering how their arrival to this world went with near hypothermia… and considering their thin fur. Back then, they only had threadbare clothing, so maybe there was a bit more to thank than just fur.

Of course, the same could not be said for Suzy. While she thrived in the heat, she’d been rubbing her arms even before they got to Snowdin properly. Notably, she hadn’t stuck their nose in the mud, but maybe she was just saving her payback. Every time she glanced with jealousy at the Angel’s fur, they took a bit more of a step away.

Suzy finally snapped when they had gotten past Snowdin’s bridge. “This is so unfair. Why do you get to be naturally warm?”

The Angel had taken the lead ever since the path was back on track again, and they made a quick point to keep themself out of arm’s reach. For extra safety measures, they kept their tail curled closer to themself so that Suzy wouldn’t snatch it. “I wasn’t complaining in Hotland when you were fine.”

“But the cold is so much worse,” she complained, rubbing her hands together and breathing hot air onto them. Grumpily, she muttered under her breath, “Should’ve turned you into a scarf.”

Aw c’mon, she didn’t have to be like that. The Angel glanced back over their shoulder. “You like me and you know it.”

She shot back a scowl that rivaled the chill of the snow around them. “Boutta like you a lot less if you keep yapping about your fur,” she said, as if she wasn’t the one who brought it up in the first place. “Like, c’mon, I can’t even warm up my hands, because you’ll just freak out.”

Huh, so she had thought about just digging into their fur. The Angel’s instinct to keep their tail close to their body was right after all. But, she hadn’t done that even though she had ample opportunity to. That did not change that she was factually correct. The Angel nodded, continuing their path forward. “It’s not going to be that much longer until the Ruins. The Underground is small in a straight line.”

Suzy seemed incredibly disappointed about the guilt-trip not working. She didn’t try again, but she did feel it in her to be pedantic. “It’s small in any line, stupid.”

Thankfully, the Angel did have a spare hoodie in their phone that wasn’t taken out during the Papyrus trade. It definitely wouldn’t fit her, but at least she would stop eyeing their fur. As soon as the clothing appeared, the Angel flung it in her direction. At the very least, she managed to catch it without it falling into the snow. At the same time, they picked out one of those smoothies to try desperately to restore some of their energy.

She looked at it as if it was an insult. “That’s not gonna fit me, dumbass.”

“Wrap it around your hands.”

Her expression faded away. After a short pause, she did just that. The journey carried on in silence, but the Angel managed to look from above to see her body shake just a little less. A little. Every now and then, they could feel her eyes on the back of their head, and wondered if now would be the time that she would finally send their nerves into disarray.

The final stretch to the Ruins presented itself, but Suzy had one more question. “So… not the touchy feely type, huh? I mean, you made that obvious, but then there’s all the uh… stuff you said back at my place. About wondering about it.”

They did say a lot, didn’t they? A common theme was their words coming back to bite them. Fitting, that the moment they could talk freely, they got to regret it so often. “Didn’t think that’d be something you cared about.” The Angel didn’t want to talk about it all that much. Slowly, their body started to feel less and less like their own, and they didn’t need that to continue right now.

“I’m bored and curious about it. So what?” She let out a puff of air to laugh, but halfway through looked annoyed at the fact that her breath was visible. “Don’t worry, I’m not giving you a hug anytime soon. Hell no.”

“I just don’t like it,” they answered plainly, hoping that it would be enough. 

Unfortunately, Suzy had a knack for pressing when she caught something odd about them. “What? Figured out it wasn’t your thing?” It was so odd. She’d sometimes fully clock that there was something wrong, and other times back off at the weirdest of times. They couldn’t figure her out. 

It was embarrassing to admit out loud what they admitted to her at her place. Admitting that they imagined what it would be like to have their hand held or to be hugged by one of their friends was sad to admit out loud. Even moreso, they shouldn’t even be wondering anymore. Even if they got back, this vessel would be temporary. 

Still, they wondered. They admitted to wondering. And, worst of all, they got a terrible answer. “My first experience coming here was Asgore trying to put a hand on me, and Undyne restraining me when I tried to run.” Their nerves still burned when thinking about it. A shadow in the back of their mind started to rise up further.

Suzy didn’t say anything, but her lips formed into a line like she didn’t need to state the obvious again. Yes, the Angel knew that this was yet more proof that they should just ditch everyone else. Unfortunately, the Angel found out that Undyne could be reasoned with, and may even be a slight ally. Asgore had talked to them in the end. It-

Ugh, that wasn't the point. “I already don’t feel like myself, or like I even belong here, so I just don’t like it, okay?”

For just a few more seconds, Suzy stared at the back of their head. She clutched the jacket around her hands a little tighter. “Yeah yeah, point taken. Just was wondering.” She tilted her head to the side, another thought coming to mind. “You’re weird about it, but you tell the whole deal a lot. I’m not complaining, but damn, you should probably stop doing that.”

The Angel sighed, stopping in their tracks for a second, “Would you prefer that I lie to you?”

She bared her teeth in annoyance. “Uh, no? Just-” A groan escaped her mouth while she rolled her eyes. “If you go yammering about that stuff to anyone who asks, someone’s gonna use it to hurt you. Not me, because like…” She squinted for a second to try to find words that would get her out of actually calling them friends. “Because we’re chill.” There it was.

A final save-point presented itself before the room with the lamp. The Angel brushed their hand against it, turning it silver while activating their save. They would be facing Flowey soon, and the thought forced something out of their mouth. “Don’t worry, someone already does that to me no matter what I say.”

Slowly, Suzy’s expression dropped into a scowl. Her claws gripped the fabric of the Angel’s jacket, and she quietly asked, “What dumbass thought it would be a good idea to do that?”

The Angel shut their eyes for just a second before turning their head back to their path. “That stupid flower.”

Suzy didn’t ask questions. Her scowl deepened while she punched her fist into her palm. “Then we’re gonna kick his ass.” 

Touching, that she wanted to include them in the hypothetical ass-kicking. At this point, they didn’t know how they were going to possibly contain Flowey or get him to stop, but the primary goal was to seal his Dark Fountains. They only worried more and more that there was only one real option: the easiest one.

Finally, when they reached the final stretch towards the Ruins, somebody that the Angel had been looking for stood at the entrance. Thankfully, Asgore hadn’t wandered into the Dark World. He stood outside of the entrance to the Ruins, pacing back and forth.

“Oh great, I almost forgot we were dealing with this guy.” Suzy started walking next to the Angel a little more, craning her head to get on eye-level with them. “We should kick his ass too.”

They didn’t know if that was because of his failures when the barrier broke or the fact that Asgore touched them originally. Regardless, the Angel shook their head. “He’s not the problem right now, and we’d lose.” Not only would both of them likely never get a hit, but the Angel wouldn’t even have a chance to cheat in the Light World. 

Not that they wanted to beat up Asgore-

A few steps later, and they’d gotten close enough to be heard. Asgore stopped his pacing, immediately perking up. “Oh! Howdy! I did not expect you so soon.” His gaze trailed towards Suzy, and the Angel could practically hear the gears turning before he made a connection. “Ah! I believe I remember you. My apologies, it has been quite a while.” Asgore extended a hand towards Suzy, offering a handshake. “Suzy, wasn’t it?”

She looked at the hand like it’d personally offended her. Unimpressed, she kept her eyes hidden under her hair and hands bundled up in the hoodie. “Aren’t you two supposed to be doing something important.”

To his credit, Asgore took the rejection in stride and withdrew his hand quickly. “Oh! Yes, one moment.” He turned around to the Ruins door. It hadn’t been entirely closed (the Angel did not want to think about whether the place would be sealed off entirely if it was). Though, that did give them confirmation of one small mercy: Flowey hadn’t let the Dark Fountain expand. At least, it wouldn’t take long to traverse this Dark World. Unfortunately, Dark Worlds could take hours, but at least this hopefully wouldn’t turn into a day’s endeavor.

The Angel didn’t have time to waste. “Where’s the room you saw smoke coming out of?” They asked, following Asgore through the Ruins door. Considering the fact that they didn’t know how long ago Flowey made this Dark World, it could have gotten significantly worse. They didn’t know the exact conditions for Titan Spawn to appear, but they didn’t want to chance wasting time. Suzy took up position behind them, but the Angel didn’t need to look at her to know she was silently annoyed.

“Just up here.” Asgore led them down the dark hallway. Snow had bled in from how long the Ruins door was left open. Even in the Ruins, a chill had taken over. Asgore summoned a bit of fire to his hand, lighting the way. “I am happy to see that you found one of your friends!” He said, entirely unprompted and making the Angel’s heart leap into their throat. “You mentioned her before, so-”

“Not the same person,” the Angel quickly corrected, before that misconception could go any further. “But yes, we’re friends.”

Suzy didn’t jump in. Her head dipped lower.

Asgore blinked a few times, but recovered quickly. “I believe that we have met before, Suzy. Do you remember the lesson where I taught your class how to tend to flowers?” He chuckled, like it was a fond memory. “How have you been since then?”

Again, her head lowered further. Her voice dripped with venom. “It’s been shit. Thanks for asking.”

The Angel recalled a conversation. Back in the Underground, Monster Kid made mention of Asgore coming to their class and doing just that. Suzy was amongst them, it seemed. All of that must have fallen apart when the barrier broke a few hours later, huh?

Asgore nervously chuckled again before clearing his throat when he realized how awful he sounded. “I… apologize that you have not been well.” 

Suzy didn’t bite, instead rolling her eyes. “I didn’t come down here to listen to your sorry ass. Where’s the thing that this idiot is looking for?”

Thankfully, they did not have much further to go. Asgore kept the flame alight as they ascended into Toriel’s home. Immediately, the Angel could feel the heavy darkness in the air. Their gaze trailed over to the blackened smoke sifting out from a closed, bedroom door. The Angel didn’t understand why Flowey would leave it closed if he wanted to cause the maximum amount of chaos. If he escaped the Dark World, then why didn’t he leave it open?

He could still be in there. The Angel could check, but knew that whenever they closed their eyes, a vine could pierce straight through their chest. He could be waiting.

The threat of dying stayed their hand. They did not think about what Flowey could be doing.

It was a good idea at the moment, because someone had questions. “The fuck is that?” Suzy yelled, eyeing the smoke with renewed interest in the entire situation. 

“I told you things were going to get weird.” And now, they were faced with a problem. Two of the three people here knew of Dark Worlds, and the third definitely wasn’t going to hang around with Asgore. Asgore could give Flowey trouble if he tried to pull anything funny while the Angel was occupied, but leaving Suzy…

Who knew how much better Flowey had gotten since the Underground? Could he beat Asgore? Could he hurt Suzy in spite of Asgore being nearby?

Was there a benefit to either of them staying out of this?

Was there a benefit to both of them coming with the Angel?

A more insidious thought came, and the next action the Angel took was the only one they could ever consider. They stood in front of the door with their hand on the doorknob, issuing commands. “Both of you are following me in. You stay near me, and listen to me when things go wrong, because they will go wrong.”

Both Suzy and Asgore looked confused for different reasons. Suzy gestured at Asgore with her thumb, finally slinging the Angel’s spare hoodie back at them. “Really? You’re inviting this guy?”

Asgore did not look too upset at the remark, but also expressed his confusion. “I… er… not that I do not wish to know what is going on when this happens, but you seemed to be quite capable the last time this occurred.”

Bringing Asgore in might have been a foolish decision, but if Flowey wanted to go nuclear, then so would they. “It’s because Flowey made this one,” the Angel answered, “And I really want you to see him.” Besides, considering how strong Asgore was in the Dark World, maybe him being around would make handling Flowey a lot easier.

Worst case scenario, only one new person was learning about Dark Worlds.

The prophecy still rang in the Angel’s head, but Suzy already made her choice to follow them here. They gave her ample opportunity to leave before. Besides, she had one more chance to back out right now.

Suzy stared at the smoke and sighed, “Fine, but you’re telling me what the hell that is.”

“Why don’t we skip that, and I just show you?” The Angel twisted the doorknob, keeping the door shut for just a little longer. “When the door opens, you two go in.” They couldn’t let the Dark World leak, and didn’t trust the other two to not accidentally leave the door open.

Both nodded. The Angel flung the door open. Asgore’s flame immediately went out, but the two of them went in as expected. Suzy charged into the dark. Asgore sheepishly filtered himself in as well, having to duck to avoid hitting his horns. The Angel stole one last glance at the house around them before leaping into the abyss, slamming the door behind them.

The darkness welcomed them.

Despite the Titans, despite the Knight being subsumed by the dark, and despite the Roaring that took the world towards erasure, the dark itself was not malicious. Ralsei once described Castle Town as a place where they could all go no matter what was happening outside. Objects came to life. The world became just a little more fantastical. But, any creation could be destroyed, and if Flowey made another Dark Fountain, he would be doing just that.

The Angel fell next to Asgore and Suzy. The latter’s hair ruffled around her, and the Angel thought for a moment that they would see the same appearance that Susie usually had. However, as their cloak wrapped around them, and the silver light and wings flared out behind their head, Suzy’s Dark World form shifted beyond what they expected.

Overall, while some elements remained the same like the spiked wristbands and vest that she liked, other parts became rougher. Another spike band wrapped around her hair, pulling it up in a scraggly ponytail instead of letting it fall naturally. Her Dark World clothing was filled with tatters, but at least she would be happy about the furred pauldrons wrapped over her shoulders. She looked outright barbaric, but as soon as the transformation completed, her face filled with utter glee.

All three of them hit the ground, the Dark World forming beneath their feet.

The Angel expected something homey, something nice that reflected the bedroom that they had fallen into. Instead, they saw pale stone at their feet. They’d likely fallen into some outskirts. However, when they rose to their feet to stare across the Dark World, they didn’t see much else.

It was pale. Unrefined. Desolate.

Quiet.

The Dark Fountain loomed over a large cavern in the distance, but all of the Angel’s fur stood on end.

Suzy chuckled, glancing over her new outfit. At the very least, she would be warm now. “I dunno what the hell I was expecting but…” She looked up, taking in the environment and beginning to nervously laugh to herself. “What the hell…” Her eyes went to the Angel, and one of their wings twitched. “What the hell! What do you mean you have wings?”

At least, the Angel had their veil now. They missed it whenever they were stuck in the Light World. “I told you, I’m called the Angel. Maybe you could believe me every now and then.”

“Geez, that thing over your face is gonna get annoying though.” She circled around them, trying to get a look at their cloak and how the Dark World had changed them. “Creepy. I like it. You even got your horns sticking out.”

Come to think of it, the Angel recalled the cloak wrapping over their horns similar to Ralsei’s hat before. At some point in their Dark World journeys, the cloth must have reached its limit. Oh well, it was far more comfortable this way.

The Angel summoned their cane to their hand, and already realized that something about it had changed. They didn’t have the stick anymore, and didn’t realize that their weapon would shift. Instead of appearing already fully formed, the Angel had to deploy the weapon. The staff end jutted downward into the ground, and the hook that they’d grown slightly fond of deployed on the top. For the most part, the material had gone from wood to aluminum… except for the top.

The handle of the cane in the Light World had turned into padding around the hook, as if to make it more gentle to grab someone with. There… were odd markings at the base of their new weapon that they didn’t know the purpose of, but that would probably come when they needed it.

Wait- the Angel completely forgot-

“You need a weapon!” They exclaimed, completely forgetting to get anything like a brush in the Light World. Asgore had his trident, but Suzy-

Suzy looked at them like they were the dumbest person alive with her mouth turning into a thin line. For emphasis, she reached both of her arms out, summoning two hatchets into her hands. “You don’t listen to a damn word I say.”

Perhaps, they were the dumbest person alive. Axes. Her magic was axes. If Asgore could summon his trident, then of course-

Asgore cleared his throat, gaining the two’s attention. He had also gained his usual Dark World attire, flower crown and druidic clothing alike. Suzy immediately broke attention to prove a point, continuing to circle around the Angel with interest. However, Asgore had the Angel’s clear attention, and asked, “If I may ask, why… could Flowey do this? If I recall, you said that… none of us could.”

The Angel held their breath, both of their wings going rigid. Under the cloak, their tail thrashed a bit. “It was supposed to be that way, but he figured out how.” They gestured to the world around, immediately beginning to walk the path that seemed to lead them deeper into the Dark World. “All I know is that I have to seal that fountain, and make sure he never opens another one again.”

Apparently, Asgore somewhat expected that answer. “I… thought what you did was… familiar, but I never expected it to happen again.” He surveyed the land as well, and seemed more and more nervous the more he looked. “It seems that this is quite the power for one to simply have.”

“It’s too much.” They knew it well. “If too many are opened, it causes an apocalypse. If you try to pull a fountain from the earth while in here, it summons something much worse than another one of these worlds.” They grimaced under the veil, but couldn’t hide the way their hand tightened around their crook. “So let’s hope that Flowey doesn’t doom us all.”

With little time to waste, the Angel beckoned for the group to follow. Thankfully, it was nothing that they hadn’t dealt with before. Introductions to the basics of the Dark World was enough. Yes, your magic has been enhanced. No, they didn’t know how it worked precisely. Battles would likely be inevitable, and when they occurred, everyone needed to listen to the Angel. Objects in this world come to life as Darkners, so don’t hurt them. They particularly stressed that to Suzy, because they worried that some things would be the same.

…She was tossing one of her hatchets over and over again while walking right behind them. A few times, the Angel spotted her summoning a much larger weapon that was more akin to Susie’s, but she seemed to prefer the agility of the smaller ones. As long as she listened when battle came, it would be fine. The Darkners of this world were not the problem. It was Flowey.

One Darkner in particular wasn’t active.

Slowly, the Angel reached into their cloak, fishing for the familiar, folded form of Paige. It hadn’t come out yet to greet them, and the Angel got worried. Thankfully, their hand didn’t find stone in their cloak, but…

As carefully as possible, the Angel lifted the folded paper out of their cloak. Paige took its familiar parrotlike form, its head swiveling all around as it was exposed to the open darkness.

Suzy inched closer to get a look, pointing. “Is… that one of the Darkners you mentioned?” She didn’t react with any hostility, but she looked two seconds away from trying to touch it. “That’s so weird.”

Despite the veil, the Angel tried to give her the meanest stink-eye that they could. It must have somewhat translated, because she put her hands up. When the Angel turned back to Paige, they quietly asked, “Are you okay?”

The bird started to shake. Its gaze flicked around wildly with its eyes formed from the rings of the notebook. It stared at the darkness above, at the pale stone, and finally, back at the Angel. “Don’t like here. Bad place. Quiet.” The distress only grew. After a moment longer staying outside, it flapped its wings, forcing its way back into the Angel’s cloak.

“Paige?” The Angel called, expecting for a bird to at least crop up near the hood of their cloak. Instead, something trembled, and the Darkner did not resurface.

Something was very wrong here.

The Angel’s hand shifted to the dagger on their belt.

Suzy squinted, glancing at the Angel’s face and then to the place where Paige had vanished. “What just happened? What was that?”

No immediate danger was present. The Angel’s soul hovered near their chest even as their gaze flicked around the outskirts. Nothing was here. There wasn’t anything around to hurt them, but something made all of their senses stand on end. Something about this Dark World was entirely wrong.

The darkness didn’t cut any deeper than usual. The Angel’s light remained just as potent as before. And yet, they still couldn’t relax.

Asgore stepped into their field of view, questioning, “Is something the matter?”

The Angel pointed further into the outskirts with their cane. “Something is, but I… I don’t know what.” The longer this Dark World was active, the longer they had to deal with this empty feeling. “Just… we just move for now.”

Wind howled through the empty world.

No argument was made. The Angel kept their hand on their dagger while the three advanced forward. Realistically, they shouldn’t be concerned. Nothing in here could drain their determination, so when they found a save-point, they would be more than fine. They could purge anything, Titan Spawn or Titan alike. But, the darkness was normal. Any other threat would be child’s play, and they had both Suzy and Asgore bolstered with them. There was nothing to worry about.

A cavern presented itself after they had walked for a while. It was far angular on the outside than the Angel expected of a cave, but it was made out of the same, pale stone as everything else around here. Before they entered, the Angel allowed their soul to begin shining, since they did not see much light within. The only light provided was a save-point that rested just inside.

The Angel grazed the silver light, feeling just a little bit safer.

But, something had changed.

LV 8.

Huh.

It seemed that they had grown just a bit more. Only particularly arduous Dark Worlds allowed the growth, and the Angel did not particularly see a pattern or a way to cheat that system. However, they had gained just slightly more strength in the darkness.

…Besides, they knew how to artificially increase their strength, and they would never consider such a thing.

“How tense,” Asgore muttered while they walked through narrow passages. 

After the initial flinch from the silence being broken, the Angel found it just a little bit better that the emptiness was being filled by something. Suzy did not share that sentiment, trying to find new and interesting ways to nearly take off her own fingers by flipping her hatchets around. One of the Angel’s wings shifted in Asgore’s direction, the Angel trying to hear him just a little bit better.

He took it as permission to keep talking. “I suppose I did not ask how you have been faring, Angel.” Ah, he was using their title without issue. That made them relax a bit, but they didn’t know where he was going with this. “You at least seem… relatively better since we last spoke.”

The Angel’s tail flicked slightly under their cloak. Yes, they… supposed that they were a little better since last time. “A lot changed,” they said, some of the eeriness of the Dark World drifting away. Most importantly, there was one thing that they should say to him. “You were right. I…” They struggled with the words, and didn’t miss the way that Suzy was already beginning to stare at the back of their head. “Thank you, for telling me to keep trying back then. At the graveyard.”

“Of… of course!” He seemed almost taken aback that something nice was being said to him. “You certainly seem like you have been… handling your burden better than you once were.”

Ah, that- wasn’t quite correct. The Angel shook their head. “It was more… you telling me that I should keep going if there was even a chance that they were still alive.” A soft smile formed under their veil, unknown by anyone but themself. “They’re out there somewhere.”

Asgore smiled, but it did not quite reach his eyes. “I am glad that you… no longer need to know that grief. You seem far too young for it.” Something unspoken hanged in the air. However, Asgore tried to recover as best as he could. “I hope that you are reunited with them soon.”

A thought came to mind.

“Asgore…” The Angel stopped moving, turning around to stare at him through their veil. “You told me back then that if there’s a chance I can see them again, then I have to fight to do that.” They thought of the Dark World they created in the lab, and how awful it felt to have Sans deny them entirely from seeing everyone again. “I would’ve done anything to know they were fine. I would still do anything. So…” They stopped for a second, trying to find the right words that would push him off balance… that would get him thinking.

If Flowey wanted to play this way, then so could they.

After all, he left them no choice.

Quite frankly, to hell with it all. To hell with all of it. What were they waiting for, the perfect, lightning in a bottle moment for everything to be revealed? They’d long given Flowey and Chara the liberties of revealing themselves on their own terms. Now, one of them had decided to cross into the Angel’s territory. The Angel tried to cover for Flowey initially when Alphys and Undyne spotted him! They tried to help him, and he spat in their face! If he wanted to bite their hand for that, then who cared? They would tell Asgore in this dingy cave, and they wouldn’t care about it in the slightest.

“So I think that it’s cruel to hide something important from you,” the Angel finished, their resolve solidifying.

As expected, Asgore’s eyes slightly widened. Just like he had when they needed an opening to strike him, Asgore flinched. “I’m… unsure what you could possibly be referring to.”

The Angel pried. They slipped in between the cracks in his guarded mind to grasp at something. They needed to do this correctly, and to not miss a single beat. Undoing a decade’s worth of gaslighting from two reanimated children would be near impossible, but all they needed to do was plant seeds of doubt.

Asgore’s memory had hooked on something that they said once before. They heard their own voice in his memory, telling Asgore that he had killed Frisk more times than they could count.

There. Use that.

“You remember what I told you when we fought…” The Angel tilted their head. Once again, Asgore’s thoughts flew into disarray despite his face not outwardly changing. “I bet you’re wondering why I knew that would hurt you when we’ve never met before, and that I can’t explain.”

Suzy took a step back, glancing between the two of them with renewed interest. She knew something was happening.

“But, it means that I know things, and because you were kind to me, I don’t want…” This wasn’t about them, but some part of them still ached. 

Even though they calculated the words that they said and tried to pry the exact thing that would make him crack, part of them still remembered how sad he sounded at that graveyard. This wasn’t just to hurt Flowey. It couldn’t be. They were approaching this entirely wrong. After so long, didn’t Asgore deserve to know?

“I think it’s cruel that you’ve had to live with that grief, when both of them are still alive.”

Asgore’s expression darkened. Thoughts clamped shut like a cage had been firmly placed around them. Keeping his eyes trained on the floor, he muttered, “You know not what you say.”

“I do.” The Angel did not move to a battle stance, but their soul remained attentive. He would not be able to fight them even if this went poorly, but they didn’t WANT to. “Undyne and Alphys found out yesterday. You can ask them, if you truly don’t believe me. At least… they only know that one of them is around.”

With a sigh, Asgore tried to calm himself. Still, his gaze remained unreadable, trained at the pale stone below the two of them. “Young one…” Diplomatic. Stern. Unyielding. That kingly nature that he had in a time the Angel never got to see suddenly formed. “I know not why you have decided to pry at old wounds, but-”

“Oh, I see how it is,” Suzy interjected, cutting the tension in the air immediately. She flicked her head towards the Angel. “Catch me up, what the hell were you doing in a graveyard?”

Suddenly, they were no longer leading the conversation. The Angel blinked a few times, but tried to keep the reins by calmly explaining, “I… I thought my friends were dead.”

“And you-” She pointed at Asgore, a picture becoming clearer. “Went ‘oh they’re alive actually’ and lucked out when you were right.”

Asgore clamped his jaw shut for a moment before explaining with an aloofness that the Angel was feeling right now, “I did not precisely say that, only that if there was a chance, that they-”

Interrupting again, Suzy went on a tirade. “And now here they are, telling you the same thing to your damn face, and you’re being an asshole about it. Good job.” She put a hand in her hair, tilting her head back and chuckling. “Who knew the King of Monsters was a god damn hypocrite?”

Silence fell for just long enough for the Angel to take control back. They receded from Asgore’s thoughts entirely, knowing how to go from here. “I’m not trying to hurt you. I…” They thought of all the times Flowey had been angry about their usage of Chara’s name. They thought of how much pent up rage Chara had towards them. Flowey had created a Dark Fountain just to spite them. “I’m just done letting this make things worse.”

Asgore stared at them, trying to gauge anything that would give away what they were saying. Unfortunately, he stared at a piece of cloth that would never give them away. He sighed, his breath shaking. “I suppose if this is to be my penance, then so be it.” He looked away like he feared even allowing this, but still conceded. “Tell me what you know.”

They had to start where Asgore could understand things. The Angel took a deep breath. “Your son died in the garden. Flowers grew from where his dust fell, right?”

Asgore nodded silently, his face becoming pained when he recalled the memory.

“Golden flowers aren’t native to the Underground, but Flowey is a golden flower.” The Angel tried to figure out how to word the next part without throwing Alphys under the bus, but it really couldn’t be done. “Do you recall a flower being removed from your garden around the same time that Alphys began the determination experiments?”

Asgore’s expression only darkened more. “I do. She requested a flower… as well as other seeds to experiment with.”

“An object gaining the will to live.” The Angel gestured at the cavern around them. “I haven’t been able to show you many Darkners, but the interesting thing about Dark Worlds is that they make a person from an object. There’s one exception that’s… odd.” They thought of the old man. They thought of a flower falling into darkness and utterly changing. “When Flowey fell into the Dark World, he didn’t turn into something reflecting his object. He turned into your son.”

Denying it profusely, Asgore shook his head. “That flower acts nothing like my son.” He shut his eyes, thinking about something that the Angel was no longer privy to. “I would have noticed if my child was alive. He would have told me. He- the flower cannot be him.”

Then, the Angel had to convince him of that fact. “What happened on the day the barrier broke?” They asked, knowing that they were the only one that had the answer.

“...I do not know.” Asgore’s denial fell away entirely to give way to confusion. A blank had been drawn in every monster’s memory when Asriel existed. However, some things did not get erased.

The Angel could fill in the gaps. “You were restrained by Flowey. He absorbed all of your souls. Then, you woke up with a broken barrier.”

“How do you-” He stared at them with something new in his eyes. “How do you know this?”

They held up a hand. They needed to finish. “How did the barrier break?”

Again, Asgore tried to fight it off. “I do not know. The flower… had the six human souls… and threatened to take ours before…”

“It would take all the souls of monsterkind to equal the power of one human soul, right?” The Angel questioned again. He was almost there. He could believe them. “The power of seven human souls was within that flower. Godlike power. Maybe… enough power to briefly bring back the dead… to bring back someone who may have broken the barrier on his own.”

Asgore frowned, and something was lost. He tried, but ultimately everything the Angel had said slipped between his fingers. “I… I do not believe what you are saying.”

“Then don’t.” They were already wasting enough time trying to do this, but they thought that he should know before the time came. At least now, they got him questioning. They’d done the only thing that they needed to do. “When we find Flowey down here, he will look like your son. And, if we don’t find him… you’ll have Alphys and Undyne knocking on your door soon. Undyne was upset for you.” The Angel lowered their own head, thinking of how long Asgore and Toriel had gone without knowing. For all the Angel had fought the two of them, they wondered if things would have been better if Asriel returned. “I was upset for you.”

Slowly, Asgore lifted his face back up. New resolve hardened in his soul, and he demanded, “If you truly mean what you say, then answer me this:” He finally stopped averting his gaze, staring them in the eye through their veil. “Why did you tell me that I have killed Frisk before? How do you know what happened the day the barrier broke. You were not there!”

The Angel’s hand clenched tighter around the crook.

A secret for a secret.

“You accidentally said that you’re not sorry for trying to kill Frisk,” the Angel said, watching the way Asgore paused for a few seconds before recalling the event. “Only seven people were present in that room.”

“Then… how do you…” Asgore stared at them with renewed fear, the only thing anyone ever looked at them with anymore when they truly understood what they were.

The Angel turned away. “Frisk needed a guide.” Nevermind the fact that they thought they were Frisk for a moment. Nevermind the fact that they envied Frisk’s position, no matter how much the attacks hurt. Nevermind the fact that dying in this world had been terrifying, and they would have likely been destroyed in that position. “Now, I’m done letting Flowey get even more of a headstart. Let’s go.”

Asgore didn’t move. “That does not clarify-”

“They said we’re going, dumbass.” Suzy bared her teeth, summoning her hatchets into her hands and taking up position behind the Angel. “Not their fault your big ears can’t hear what they’re saying.”

Classy Suzy. Very classy.

There were sounds of protest, but Asgore did not remain rooted in place for long. The Angel’s second pair of eyes caught him marching in the back after a few seconds, and normalcy had returned.

All things considered, they thought the messenger would be shot no matter what they did there. They could load their save and try again, but…

Flowey had decided to make their journey messy.

What did they care that they made his next few days messy?

They planted the seed of doubt. It was time to proceed.

The journey through the cavern continued in silence. Paige continued to tremble. The Angel surveyed the environment to try to get any clues. At some point, they thought that the true Dark World would begin to form, and that the pale stone of the outskirts would end. However, the more they traveled, the more they became uncertain. Even more odd, the cavern walls were quite angular instead of actually looking like a cave.

Entrances seemed rectangular. Paths to different rooms looked like a slab of stone had been carved out and left ajar.

When the Angel stepped onto something with a different texture than stone, they stopped in their tracks.

Were those… hardwood floors?

In a lone patch in the stone, flooring that one would expect to see in a cozy home sat amidst cold stone. The Angel’s foot caused the boards to creak, even though they were only in a small spot. They were real, but shouldn’t the entire floor be like that?

“Shit,” Suzy cursed, rubbing her face. She wiped her eyes a few more times before groaning. “Stuff keeps getting in my eyes.”

The Angel’s wings lowered while they squinted. “You’re not getting my veil.”

“I’m not asking for your veil, stupid!” Once again, she wiped her eyes in annoyance. “I’m actually getting stuff in my eyes.”

At the most unhelpful time ever, Asgore commented, “I… did not wish to alarm you, because I thought that you knew. I have… been smelling quite a bit of smoke.”

The Angel did not smell such a thing. Apparently, Suzy didn’t either when she shrugged at them. The Angel didn’t see any evidence of a fire, but…

They stared at the surrounding cavern a little closer, and at the floor that looked like its edges had been consumed by the pale stone.

This wasn’t a cave.

It was a home.

A sprawling home, yes, but the Angel could see steps in the distance. Each slab out of the wall was a door. The wood on the floor reminded them of something more cozy that seemed to have been drained of all of its life.

How?

“I need to seal this fountain now,” the Angel muttered, walking over the patch of wood. The party followed suit, no fight being called for. It was a bit of a shame. They wanted to give Suzy a chance to learn how to fight, but it would have to wait. Maybe they would get that fight soon. Every part of them thought a fight would be coming around every corner, but the cavern continued.

Why had it gone pale? The Angel’s Dark World was pale when they required a battlefield, but the more the Angel looked, the more they saw entire walls that once belonged to this home. Only fragments of it remained. The further they got through the cavern, the more that stench of smoke Asgore talked about hit their lungs.

At some point, their hand left their dagger and went up to the scarf around their neck. They had a death grip on it around every corner. At least, if Asriel tried to fight them, they would only need to be worried about his attacks. He wasn’t intimidating anymore really. He was spiteful, an asshole, and most importantly, immature. They could deal with his snide remarks, but whatever was going on here filled the Angel with nothing but dread.

What had he done? 

Evidence of burning finally came.

The Angel wondered if the ash collecting on the floor belonged to the walls and floor of this place. Maybe, the Dark World had nothing else to resort to if Asriel used his fire magic. Knowing him, he would have indiscriminately flung attacks and started a fire, unable to put it out. He was probably just waiting for them at the Dark Fountain. He knew that they would be going to it, right? It was a perfect place.

Walking. Walking. More walking. Nothing changed. They’d been following a line all day, and nothing was changing. Where was Flowey? Wasn’t he going to fight them? Wasn’t he going to gloat about what he had done?

No Darkners were encountered. Paige remained hidden. No fight broke out.

At the end of the cavern, a pale, stone door sat ajar. The Angel could not push it open, but there was room for two of the three of them to make it through. Asgore was firmly stuck on the other side, unable to squeeze through the stone.

The Angel sighed, dispelling their cane to pull an axe out of one of their pouches.

Suzy immediately lit up, something interesting finally happening in the midst of all of this. “No way! When the hell were you gonna tell me you have an axe too?” She let go of her hatchets, summoning one to echo the Angel’s larger weapon. She tested its weight, baring her teeth. “The smaller ones are more my style, but hey, this is pretty cool too.”

“I have a few weapons…” The Angel commented before yelling to Asgore. “Can you stand back? I’m going to break the door.” 

Asgore’s eyes went wide before he shuffled back into the dark. The Angel didn’t know if this would cause a cave-in, but… they weren’t just going to leave Asgore on the other side. 

Channeling Susie’s magic into the blade of the axe, the Angel readied Rude Buster. Something from within their soul was drawn out, and they momentarily dragged the blade of the axe against pale stone before sending the magic flying outward. A purple blast of energy shattered a path through the door, leaving a gap large enough for Asgore to pass through.

Suzy went wide-eyed, her jaw hanging slack for a second before she instinctively grabbed the Angel’s shoulders to shake them. “That was awesome! You said you couldn’t cast! You liar!”

Immediately, the Angel’s nerves frayed. Their head jostled back and forth for only a second before they instinctively gained the urge to dodge. The vessel around their soul vanished, Suzy’s hands suddenly grasping nothing as their soul floated a few inches away. The Angel gasped for air when they reappeared, summoning their cane again to keep their balance.

Nope. They still didn’t like that. They didn’t like that at all.

“Oh my god, since when could you do that?” Suzy must’ve not realized what she’d done, because everything that was happening right now was overwhelming. It took her a few seconds of the Angel panting for her reverie to die out, her smile beginning to fade. “Shit.” As soon as she realized, she walked up to the Angel, keeping a distance but craning her head to try to get on eye-level with them. “You good?”

Still not ready yet. They still weren’t ready yet. They were not expecting that. The Angel forced the feelings down. It wasn’t time for them now. They had far more important things to handle right this very moment than their aversion to touch. Slowly, they pushed themself up from their cane, taking a deep breath. “I’m fine,” they lied, trying to force down that feeling of a friend, of someone nice actually just…

The vessel still felt wrong.

The Angel shook their head, trying to wrench the topic away. “That… spell was Rude Buster. Come to think of it, you might be able to cast it on your own.”

Thankfully, the distraction worked. Suzy became giddy, her grin once more returning. She brought the larger axe into her hands again, rearing it back like the Angel did. They took a tentative step back when she was aiming the axe at them. “How do I do it? Come on, you gotta show me. Payback for soaking me on the way here. Come on!”

Well, they could show her two things in one here. The Angel started feeling their nerves less and less while they focused more on the spell. It was fine. “Just… follow my lead. This might feel weird.” The Angel took a few steps back, picking up their own axe that had fallen to the ground.

Instead of rearing the axe back like how Suzy was, the Angel held it straight, channeling Rude Magic into the blade. They didn’t complete their casting, and instead issued a command to Suzy.

“Rude Buster.”

Her eyes went wide while she channeled her own magic. Without thinking, she reared the axe back again, sending a purple blast of magic directly at the Angel.

Well, a teaching moment then.

The Angel reared their own axe back, slamming it against the purple blast. Suzy looked alarmed when she realized what they were doing, but they pivoted to send the attack into the ground right next to her. A bit wobbly, Suzy jumped away from the impact, looking between it and the Angel. “Aw what the hell?! You can’t just pull that out on me on my first try!”

They laughed, the nerves having been entirely forgotten. “It’s good to see! And, you were aiming at me, so…”

“Yeah yeah, whatever.” Suzy waved her hand dismissively, but she could not hide her excitement. “What other cool stuff can we do? There’s gotta be more, right-”

Asgore cleared his throat, interrupting the both of them.

The conversation grinded to a halt when both of them turned to look at him. The Angel felt like they had just been scolded, but Suzy looked like she was about to personally kill him.

Asgore pointed at something further away in the large room that they had entered. “That is… what we were trying to reach, correct?”

Sure enough, the Angel spotted the Dark Fountain in the middle of this end room. But… that only confused them more. Still, the pale stone remained. They weren’t in any outskirts at all. For whatever reason, this Dark World wasn’t correct anymore.

As the Angel approached the fountain, they may have finally found out why.

Ash had been spread across the ground all around the fountain. It was in larger quantities than the Angel had seen in any other hallway, like the entire room had been coated in it. When the Angel looked up… they didn’t see a ceiling to this place. Perhaps… the fire had spread above?

Something deep in the Angel’s soul screamed at them that they were wrong when they looked back down at the ashes.

Flowey… or Asriel as he called himself in the Dark World… was nowhere to be seen.

Odd stone formations had risen up around the fountain as well. Pillars with designs that the Angel hadn’t seen anywhere else in the Dark World stood. They seemed out of place, and some of them even had splashes of color. On the tops of one of the pillars was… plantlife? The Angel didn’t know how to describe it other than decorative, but they didn’t know why it was here.

“...He’s not here,” the Angel muttered, becoming certain of that fact now that no trap had been sprung. What was this, then? It was more than likely the first attempt. Flowey might’ve created a Dark World purely by accident, and moved on to create one in a better location. Maybe, he failed to channel his will correctly, and that was why this place had entirely broken down.

It didn’t explain the ash. The Angel didn’t want to look at the ash anymore.

Suzy grimaced. “So all this was for nothing? No ass-kicking? That flower is just gone?”

Asgore seemed uncomfortable when she mentioned the idea of fighting Flowey. Maybe something had hooked into his mind after all.

Still, the Angel had a job to do. “It was so that I could seal the fountain… and…” They had gotten no closer. This had all been for nothing but to buy more time. “...and be ready when he makes the next one.” He was going to. There was no doubt that Flowey would experiment, and unlike this time, the Angel would not have anyone conveniently in place. Maybe, Flowey didn’t even know that they would be here soon, and that’s why he wasn’t waiting.

It was pure chance that they stumbled upon this place.

Suzy leaned on her larger axe, yawning. “Well, seal it then. Think you could make another one of these in my room though?” She bared her teeth, grinning. “I think that’d be way cooler.”

It would, but they knew well that they couldn’t do that.

She saw their head lower and immediately groaned. “Fine. Be that way.” She stepped away from the fountain, giving the Angel room to do what needed to be done. “Show us how it’s done.”

The Angel stole one last glance at all of the ash on the ground before lifting their hand to the fountain with their soul hovering just above.

When their fingers released, the red light began to ascend into the air. No fanfare came. The Angel only heard deafening silence while the fountain roared. They called upon a light deep within them, willing for the Dark World to be undone. Light flared out, sweeping across the land to make sure that it was never there at all.

The Angel’s soul still shined when they opened their eyes to the Light World.

The smell of smoke filled the Angel’s lungs.

Bile rose in their throat. The Angel’s eyes trembled as they finally understood.

Ash.

A layer of ash blanketed the bedroom. Every object had been charred and disfigured, and the Angel mentally tried to recount what could be missing.

Their breaths grew uneven.

Glass from an empty photo frame had shattered when the dresser it sat on collapsed from the flames that had burned it up. A box of children’s shoes lay toppled over, care having been taken to burn every single one of them to a charred, ashen crisp. The Angel delicately tried to pick one out, only for it to crumble in their hands. The dresser door sat ajar, anything within it having been destroyed just as swiftly.

The Angel stood entirely still amidst a burned memory.

There was no flower to satiate the rage boiling under their skin. The Angel thought of the children’s drawing that used to be on the wall, and wondered if it meant anything to any of the humans passing through. Did any of the things left behind in this room mean anything to them?

Did any of the Darkners have hope when they were reanimated, only to…

Walls were charred. The floor under the Angel’s feet had given way to the cavern that the space for the house had been carved out of.

There was nothing left.

Flowey became stronger.

The Angel’s claws sank into their hands hard enough to draw blood.

A voice finally had the courage to peek through. Gruff. Hoarse. Suzy. “Uh… Angel…? Are you-”

“I’m sorry,” they muttered to a room of objects that no one would ever be able to love again. They weren’t fast enough.

“Why are you-”

They turned. The Angel silently left the graveyard, shoving past Suzy. They couldn’t stay any longer. Smoke filled their lungs the longer they stayed in the room. Asgore still lingered within, like memories of his own were turning to ash right in front of him.

They were powerless to undo it.

As the Angel walked out of the hallway to try to get out of this stupid house, Suzy trailed behind them. Soot covered her own clothing while she trailed behind them, trying to get their attention. “Hey! You need to tell me what’s going on, or-”

“Just give me a minute,” they rasped. Their eyes were stinging, and they knew it wasn’t because of the ash in their eyes. 

Suzy stopped in her tracks, watching the Angel as they left out of the front door of Toriel’s house.

Maybe, if they hadn’t just seen Darkners turned to nothing, they would have admired the large tree in Toriel’s front yard. Maybe, they would’ve been able to appreciate how grand the Ruins looked in person. Instead, the Angel could only frantically pull out their phone, trying to get a hold of the only person who still had a chance of making this right. They paced while they typed in the correct number, sitting under the blackened tree with their tail curling in on them the more their heart raced in their chest.

The Angel called for help from the only person who could still give it:

Frisk.

It only took one ring for Frisk to pick up, saying hello’s that the Angel’s head discarded immediately.

Frantically, and trying to hide the way their voice strained, the Angel questioned, “When was the last time you saved?”

Frisk went silent on the other side for a second. They seemed overjoyed for the Angel to have called them, only for their reverie to be doused in a bucket of cold water. “I… saved an hour ago when Papyrus told me you went to the Underground, and after having to search a little. Y’know… as a backup just in case-”

The Angel hung up. The phone hovered close to their ear for a second before the Angel’s arm slowly lowered to their side.

They didn’t need to check the time to know that they were already in the Dark World when Frisk did that.

It was permanent.

The failure had no chance of being rectified.

A lone leaf fell from the tree the moment it had grown, landing on their head.

They thought to let apathy take them. They thought to let their power consume them, to do precisely what needed to be done. Civility had gotten them nowhere with Flowey, it seemed. Civility with Flowey had led to others suffering. Darkners who they did not know… who may have meant something to someone else… had all met their end.

It would be easy to give in now. It would be easy to let themself slip just for this moment.

However, the Angel remained lucid. Somewhere in the past, they may have loved him as they loved every other monster who they met down here. They broke the world to try to help him. No matter how many times he told them to go, they tried again and again.

Those times were long gone, yet apathy did not take them. Something new burned deep within their soul.

They wished to be fully aware when they made him hurt.

Notes:

This has unfortunately always been the plan.

As much as I adored all of the theorizing on the Dark World (seriously it was extremely cool for people to think about how the Dark World could manifest and what would occur within it), the outline has been set in stone for a while.

He made a Dark World in a room with items that he specifically had no sentimentality for. In a room that he didn't care if he destroyed.

I had fun trying to do the slow build-up of the short Dark World into revealing the Light World outcome. Fire is super interesting in the context of Deltarune! This was brought up in one of the discord chats by Kirbly (credit where credit is due because it's a banger analysis), but fire is actually an incredibly harmful tool and I can see why Ralsei wouldn't want to use it especially. Darkners can be brought back by being repaired (like Tenna being fixed). If you turn a Darkner to ASH via something like fire, that's it. They're not coming back. It is unsalvagable.

And boy, does Asriel know Fire Magic.

The confrontation has not happened today. It might take a second to happen. However, rest assured that the Angel is mad.

Also I was concerned about spending a LOT of time with the Angel and Suzy's interactions, but their dynamic was getting far too interesting for me to pass up. Yes, showing them both shaking off rain onto each other is essential to the plot. Shut up. I just think her perspective is neat.

The Angel is in a constant struggle with what these people and this world means to them, and I unfortunately bite at every single opportunity to show that.

And having the Asriel reveal be unceremonious on Asgore's end because the Angel is so fucking fed up and is refusing Flowey the ability to do so is just. Yeah. Yeah. This chapter has a lot of moments that feel off-kilter, but that I really enjoyed writing.

Your honor, they hate each other, and will probably kill each other.

Poor Asgore. Brief party member status. You were too broken for this world :(

Thank you for reading! Let's hope ao3 doesn't go down this time and crush my hopes and dreams (thank you ao3 volunteers for doing your best. But also I'll burst into tears)

Chapter 24: Patience to Dust

Summary:

A rescue mission continues. The difference in knowledge becomes insurmountable.

Notes:

DEAR GOD IT'S LATE BUT I REALLY WANTED TO POST THIS TONIGHT. THIS WAS A MISTAKE.

FANART ROUNDS IT WAS A BANGER THIS WEEK

5kape drew an AMAZING rendition of the final scene from last chapter! Seriously, it is insane how detailed this one is. GO GO GO CLICKY LINK CLICKY THE LINK
https://www. /5kape/810957059919101952/i-come-back-once-more-after-a-drawing-grind?source=share

Redraven393 made the angel strangling the hell out of Flowey
https://www. /redraven393/810575319109173248/that-fuk-ass-flower?source=share
the Angel being put into air jail by Susie...
https://www. /redraven393/810870693810110464/air-jail-for-the-angel?source=share
And a very cute Angel design (it is their god given right to look pretty)
https://www. /redraven393/810982540240437248/tumbelina-angel?source=share
Redraven393 did a combo with skimrae to digitize an older art of the Angel going on a shopping trip!
https://www. /redraven393/811067055818342400/shopping-cart-digitized?source=share

wherez-my-coffee drew the moment where Sans appeared ominously to give the Angel some life advice
https://www. /wherez-my-coffee/811010483360612352/i-call-this-one-sans-strikes-again-or?source=share

darinaethelaianprophet made what I can only describe as webkinz angel
https://www. /star-pup01/811111202634760192/sorry-for-that-have-goober-as-apology?source=share

starandsky999 drew an interpretation of the first Dark World that the Angel made in this fic!
https://www. /starsandsky999/811126194747604992/a-future-without-them-a-fic-by-star-pup01-has?source=share

ourasriel drew yet another few images of the Angel absolutely losing their shit against Asriel
https://www. /ourasriel/810553308340273153/for-star-pup01s-new-chapter-he-has-to-go?source=share
ourasriel also made a small pixel art creation of a sword route version of the Angel!
https://www. /ourasriel/810626114576941056/sheesh-im-on-a-roll-for-star-pup01s-fic-this?source=share

a-flawed-apparatus made a heroforge of Frisk and Chara for this fic!
https://www. /a-flawed-apparatus/810504208301342720/the-last-fallen-human?source=share

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

A course had been set.

The man would need to find the correct point in time to attempt communication. Time had already been set in stone by the Angel’s influence over this world, so the man could not step back to change events that had already transpired. He would need to catch up to the current point in time that the Angel ran parallel to, and then a plan to establish communication could begin. It would likely be an arduous task for the heroes to accomplish with all that they were already dealing with, but if they knew what it was for…

All that was left to do was wait.

After all, if he could find a solution before the Angel did, then perhaps it would alleviate some of the unreasonable difficulty being experienced. Flashes of light that revealed the location of the heroes needed to be managed. Longer lasting lights that could empower all three of the heroes for a short duration would greatly increase their survival.

More importantly, the man could still see an empty screen in the other room.

In due time.

 


 

For all that Susie heard about Kris’ brother, he really could stand to shut up every now and then. 

For a while, it’d been quiet. Maybe about… an hour managed to go by in relative peace and quiet. Ralsei actually started calming down, and Susie could feel her magic starting to finally flare up again. Something in her soul that had been diminished finally came back, and she could start working on the nasty mark around Ralsei’s neck. The quiet was nice, and every time she got to channel just a little bit of healing magic, she could undo what the Knight did. Somehow, Ralsei’s white fur looked less vibrant, and a line had bruised around the back of his neck.

Bit by bit, she managed to take all of it back. The Knight wouldn’t get a god damn inch. Every patch of fur would be sparkly… just how he liked it. Every wound would be fixed. No more. It wouldn’t take anything else from them.

The numbness all over her own body would have to wait. Her own scales had seen better days, but she wasn’t the one about to fly an actual boat.

Apparently, actually being quiet must’ve been too much for the golden boy. It took a good bit for him to actually finally be set off, but that time was up. Asriel had his arms crossed the entire wait, and kept stealing glances at her and Kris. Kris even sat on the opposite side of Susie, hiding their missing hand from view. Maybe, that would’ve been the hint to their brother that they didn’t want to talk, but he decided to ask questions early. “So, wanna explain why you just have magic? Or are we still going to drag this out?”

Susie wanted to snap back at him, but Ralsei immediately stirred when a question about the Dark Worlds was asked. He opened his eyes, mumbling, “Things become less distinct in the dark… it… it’s hard to explain, but…”

“Do you need an answer?” Susie snapped back. It was super easy to accept. When she fell in the Dark World, she realized that she had an axe, and that was pretty sweet. It really wasn’t that complicated to start off with. “You have it too. So what?”

“What do you mean ‘so what?’” He complained, gesturing to everything around him. “This is insane! All of this is! You can’t expect me to act like-”

Susie rolled her eyes and cut him off. “Dude, it’s only gonna get weirder, and if you yell every time, we’re probably dead.” 

A strained smile spread across his face. “Okay. Great! Nobody’s going to explain a thing.” His head swiveled towards Kris’ dad, deciding to make it his problem now. “How about you, dad? Since you were so involved in all of this, can you actually explain what’s going on?”

Asgore startled when he was addressed, having to take a split-second to recover and look around like he’d just seen the studio for the first time. “I… er… well…” He scratched the back of his head, deciding that a smile would do when he seemed to be utterly clueless. “This is… just what happens when Carol makes one of her… fountains, right?”

Now, everyone was getting dragged into the conversation. Toriel glared in Asgore’s general direction, and a tension filled the air that Susie was not in the know enough to parse. “I still do not properly understand her hand in all of this.” As if the glare had never been there, Toriel leaned over to catch Susie’s eye with a much more understanding smile. “Would you be so kind as to tell us how she… er… did this?”

Oh, so Toriel was already jumping to the right conclusions. Good. That spared Susie from needing to-

“We both did.”

A whisper from next to Susie halted her thoughts, and she turned to see Kris’ mouth moving. All attention swiveled to them, but Kris didn’t budge. They had entirely gone still, looking away from everyone.

But, they kept explaining, “The thing at church. The prophecy. Tried to… make it work right.” 

Somehow, actually talking about the church hymns that Susie entirely ignored made gears in Toriel’s head begin to turn. Unsure of what she was saying herself, Toriel muttered, “All of that is happening?”

Ralsei gripped Susie’s jacket a little tighter. Of course, he would be the one to know. But, instead of answering like Susie thought he would, he shook his head. “It… it used to be… Miss Toriel. With how things have been going, I’m not sure if it’s even… happening anymore.”

It should’ve been a good thing. The Final Tragedy wouldn’t happen. No one would be banished or killed, but the rest of the prophecy was now gone too. With the way things were going, Susie was wondering whether or not anything would be saved. This was what they all wanted, and now that they had it…

Asriel scoffed, turning away, “I can’t believe this. You’re kidding. You mean to tell me that Dess’ mom… the mayor of the entire town… Carol… decided that she was going to chase…” He gestured again at everything. “...some story that we used to sing about at church? Are you kidding me?!?”

“Would’ve worked,” Kris croaked, still hiding one of their hands while pulling their knees up slightly. “Had it under control. Had the Angel. Had everyone but I didn’t want to-”

He started chuckling, “You had what??” The chuckling only grew louder, like he couldn’t believe anything that he was hearing. “How did no one know about this? Why the heck did Carol encourage this? What on earth is any of this?”

Toriel tried to defend herself, but slowly began to turn towards someone else in the room. “Perhaps, I would have known about things happening within my family if someone else did not make a concerted effort to keep it from me.” Her rage turned on Asgore, something sparking in her hands.

Asgore’s shoulders tensed. “Carol assured me that Kris would be fine! Besides… I did not wish to reveal anything until we were ready, until we had everything together and Asriel could come home to-”

The bickering only got louder when Asriel joined in again, biting at the chance to swing at both of them. “Why do you need dad to figure out what’s going on with Kris? What were you doing!?” The rage wasn’t just for his mom, and he instead went to his dad. “And look at where all of that got you? Look at all of this! Do you think I wanted to come home to… to an actual religious event happening?? NO!”

Were they always like this? Louder and louder, their three voices began to overlap in the small room. Kris started to shrink into themself more and more, no longer trying to fight for themself anymore.

Were they always like this?

“Oh my GOD, can all of you be quiet?!” Susie finally yelled when the cacophony grew too loud. This time, none of the three responded. Asgore kept trying to run cover for himself by claiming it was for both families’ own good. Toriel claimed innocence by virtue of not knowing what was going on in her own family. Asriel pounced on any little mistake that he could, forcing the two of them on the backfoot while ignoring Kris slowly receding more and more. 

Ralsei startled.

A flash of silver light burned through the air. Immediately, Susie had to flinch away from Ralsei when she found the crystal against her scales burning. Finally, thankfully, something had broken up that damn argument.

All eyes were on the Pure Crystal, but Ralsei might as well have been alone with how he immediately started watching it in favor of ignoring everything else.

Asriel covered his eyes for a second, trying over and over again to peek at the light. “Great, now we’ve got MORE weird things. Who the heck even are you anyway? I-”

“I would like focus, please,” Ralsei snapped, not even turning to look at Asriel. Through the Dealmakers, he tried to inspect the crystal like he could actually see anything. 

The last time it flashed, Susie thought that she could definitely feel something like the Angel. It reminded her all too much of that time when she had their soul. Some of that desperation had come back, but right now, Susie couldn’t feel it. She didn’t know what that meant, but it was better. That had to be better.

Warmth blossomed across Susie’s body. When she turned to look, she noticed some of her muted scales slowly becoming vibrant again. Her magic became empowered, a small boost of energy coming to her. It couldn’t help the actual exhaustion, but her magic felt like it was properly flowing again without the dark being able to touch her.

Her wounds weren’t healing, but the scales looked better.

Well, she wasn’t wasting this. If the Angel was giving them a freebie, then who was she to not take it? The Angel’s light shined on her. In response, Susie immediately willed her hands to light up with a green ball of energy before punching it into herself. Some of the cuts hidden all over her body immediately closed.

Ralsei stared at the crystal for a good few moments before sighing, “They’re fighting again.”

“Seems to me like they’re winning.” If Susie wasn’t feeling anything coming from the crystal, then she’d bet that the Angel was doing just fine. At least, the light was indoors this time. Hopefully, the Titans wouldn’t just know where it was coming from.

…Would they?

Asriel clasped his hands together, holding them against his snout for a moment before exhaling sharply and bringing them down. “Can someone please explain what either of you are talking about? Please? I’d love to be enlightened on literally anything that’s happening.”

Some limit to Ralsei’s patience was being reached. He’d reached it before, outright yelling at Berdly once and stealing the Angel’s soul from Kris, but she didn’t expect him to hit it this fast. He kept his gaze on the Pure Crystal, but explained with barbs in his voice, “The Angel, the same one from your prophecy, our friend, was separated from us thanks to the concentrated efforts of the Knight and Carol Holiday.” He bundled up an edge of the Shadow Mantle, using it to hold the Pure Crystal in a way that wouldn’t burn him. “This is the only way that we can see what they’re doing.”

“I’m sorry, you’re…” Asriel glanced between Susie and Kris, somehow not realizing that Kris was still trying to make themself as small as possible. “You’re just friends with the icon of this town’s entire religion? And you got separated from it?”

Susie snarled, “Yeah, they’re our friend. So what?” She stole one more glance at Kris before her anger only got worse. “And dude, you better keep this energy for Carol, because right now you’re only hurting Kris-”

“It was my fault.”

Again, Kris’ voice came through. At the same time as the admission hung in the air, the Angel’s light began to dim back to its usual flicker. Somehow, that only made Kris sink into themself more.

Asriel tilted his head. “What do you mean it’s your-”

“It isn’t their fault!” Susie interrupted before either of these two idiots could get the wrong idea. No, she’d set the record straight dammit. “We wouldn’t have lost them if this stupid Roaring didn’t start. We wouldn’t have lost ‘em if Carol just listened to them instead of jumpstarting a damn apocalypse!” Her soul twisted. Even now, she couldn’t lie to herself completely. It didn’t make her feel any better to blame someone else. She ran her claws through her hair, yelling, “Hell! We wouldn’t have lost ‘em if I didn’t shove their soul into a god damn Titan!” 

A soft hand pressed against Susie’s shoulder. She didn’t need to look to know that it was Ralsei.

But, she didn’t know if it was her that needed it right now, because the moment Kris found an opening again, they muttered, “Doesn’t feel good to ignore it. Helped with this. All of it.” 

The moment Susie wanted to counter them, Asriel once again stuck his nose where it shouldn’t be and started drawing attention to himself. “Oh. My. God. Can anyone just give it to me straight? Can we just-”

A low thud far… far in the distance caught Susie’s attention.

However, she’d heard it.

Both Kris and Ralsei went utterly rigid while the other three in the room had no idea what that signaled.

Before any more time could be wasted, Kris sprung up to their feet. For just a second, they let their right arm fall slack in full visibility of everyone else. Frantically, they started issuing commands. “Need to go. Titan coming. Ralsei, are you still-”

“Where’s your-” Asriel was cut off by a much more shrill voice.

Toriel leapt to her feet, rushing over and practically shoving Susie and Ralsei out of the way. “What HAPPENED to your HAND?!?!” Helplessly, she lifted up the stump that was left behind. “How did this happen? Who did this to you?! How-”

Kris tried tugging away from her, and pointed with their other hand towards the door. “Need to go. In danger.”

The hand couldn’t be made better. It couldn’t be fixed. So, Toriel did the only thing that she knew how to do and turned her rage on Asgore. “Did you know about this?”

Asgore held his hands up and shook them back and forth over and over. “I… this is my first time seeing this! They were just fine the last time I saw them! We both saw them! They had both of their hands before-”

“ENOUGH!”

Susie summoned her axe, slamming it into the wooden floor. Floorboards cracked and splintered upward from the force, drawing all attention onto herself. 

Finally, they shut up.

Susie pointed with her other hand at Kris. “When we’re moving, Kris leads. I don’t give a damn what any of your problems are right now. You listen to them, or you’re gonna get everyone killed. Got it?”

Toriel kept her grip firmly around Kris’ arm, looking between them and Susie. “They are just a child! You are just a child! Neither of you should be the ones who have to bear this burden! This is all too much!”

For one, Toriel didn’t have any problems letting them wander before. That night after the church still made Susie turn away whenever she looked at Toriel for too long, and she wouldn’t be able to forget it anytime soon. Plus, the two of them were almost finally out of the dump that was their highschool. She made it sound like they were helpless preschoolers. Susie was going to lose her damn mind. “They’ll do better than all three of you with just one hand, so listen to them, or-” Another thud echoed far away. “Just get moving!”

Deciding to choose the worst thing to say in the moment, Asgore nervously chuckled, “They were… incredibly competent when one of these formed in my flower shop! I’m sure that if we just follow their lead, then-”

Asriel grew only more hysterical, making everything worse. “What do you mean your flower shop? Why was this happening in your flower shop? Are you both insane?”

Kris finally had enough.

With as much force as they could muster, they yanked their handless arm out of Toriel’s grasp. Their eyes vanished entirely under their hair while they stepped away, retreating towards Ralsei and Susie. Allowing no argument, they commanded, “We move. Have to. Right now.” Their head swiveled towards Ralsei, but Susie could see their one good hand shaking. “Ralsei, good to fly?”

Shakily, he nodded. “The… the crystal shining gave me a boost. I think I can get us back to Castle Town at least… before…”

Kris nodded, immediately pointing towards the exit of the room. “Follow. Stay quiet.”

A third thud echoed through the Dark World. They didn’t have much time.

All three of the Dreemurr family members looked too petrified to actually do anything. Susie rolled her eyes, realizing that none of them obeyed Kris’ command. Once again, she summoned her axe, baring her teeth and shouting, “MOVE IT!”

Thankfully, it shook them all out of their stupor. Silence probably wouldn’t last long, but they were finally budging. Thank god. Susie thought that she would have to start shoving all of them into motion.

The group traveled through the broken door and through the parental control rooms. A small mercy seemed to be that the Knight had not returned when the Pure Crystal flashed, but Susie wasn’t going to count that as a blessing just yet. It could be on the way, and the three people lagging behind in the group were slowing everyone down.

Susie expected to see the Knight looming down that hallway with every second that passed. At least… Ralsei was walking again. His own fur stood up while his scarf itched to do anything. With Kris here, the three of them would stand a better chance, but they also had three actual liabilities who wouldn’t pick up their feet. Susie kept having to glance back to remind them all that yes, you’re SUPPOSED to be moving!

As soon as snow crunched under their feet, the rest of the Roaring finally became visible.

Honestly, Susie had gotten kinda used to it. Thin brambles sprouted up practically everywhere between larger Dark Worlds, while thicker ones kept Ralsei from safely navigating out of the town or too far out of the way. The lighthouse far in the distance still shined its light. Everything seemed darker than last time. For a second, Susie let herself wonder if they had a good enough sense of direction to find the Shelter if its light went out. At least… it was still bright out enough to see other landmarks.

“No… no no no! We’re not doing this!” Asriel yelled, pointing at a large darkened shape slowly advancing towards all of them. “This isn’t real. None of this is real! You’re joking! You’re actually-”

If the Titan had been looking before, its search had just ended. The four-pointed star that covered its face turned towards the group, even though it was still far enough to need to wade quite the distance through the ocean.

They’d been spotted.

Kris gestured for everyone to move with their one good hand, desperately trying to point towards a boat that sat near the shore. “Move. Now.” They weren’t too far off now that the Dark World had properly formed, but the Titan would be on them soon. Susie already knew how much the dark could restrain her magic. If they got too close to a Titan…

Once again, nobody was moving.

Susie grit her teeth before taking up the rear, practically shoving people forward with the handle of her axe. “Listen to them! MOVE!” Susie didn’t know what she would’ve done if she saw a Titan the moment she got in a Dark World, but standing still would sure as hell get everyone killed.

Of course, all of them running came with even more bickering. Toriel had to pick up that gaudy dress that she was put in while she ran, yelling at Asgore all the while, “I have tried to be patient with you, and yet you have endangered everyone with your recklessness again!”

“I did not know it would get this bad!” At least, Asgore had slightly more experience in the Dark World. But considering how he was more focused on defending himself than running, Susie doubted it would help. “Carol said that it would bring our families back together! You saw December! She might look a bit different, but she’s-”

Asriel started pulling on his ears. “Have you ever thought that maybe our families were broken apart for a reason? Maybe, you two got so insufferable making it about you two when Dess was already gone!” 

Ralsei had already clamored into the boat, trying his best to focus on the magic within his body. Kris refused to look at anyone, practically ragdolling into the boat. Even while the three Dreemurrs were clamoring in, they were still yelling at each other.

How many times did she need to tell them to shut up? Susie hopped in the back, immediately grabbing onto the laser cannon. Of course, these three were going to make everything so god damn difficult. She could tell them to shut up, but they’d just start a few minutes later. 

Ralsei kept losing focus on his magic the more he listened to them bicker. Kris started shrinking more and more in on themself, their gaze not trained on the Titan, but on their own family. It wouldn’t be long before all of them got constrained, so-

“I’m sorry I couldn’t fix it.”

Somehow, even through all of the yelling, even though three of the Dreemurrs clawed and scraped at each other with every jab they could get, Kris’ whisper cut through everything.

For just a moment, the three of them stopped to realize what they were doing.

Kris lowered their head, not looking any of them in the eye. “Sorry I wasn’t strong enough.”

Finally, something broke through their brother’s dense head. It was too little too late. “Kris, you know that’s not what I-”

Susie wasn’t having it. Every damn adult in this town pissed her off, and now she got to watch while all of them put them in danger again? Kris was her friend, and if their family didn’t have their back, then she would. “How about the three of you just sit down, shut up, and enjoy the ride?”

Asriel glared at being interrupted, plastering a strained and awful grin on his face. “I’m trying to talk to my sibling, so if you could please-”

“Don’t want to talk to you.” Kris didn’t look at him. They didn’t look at anyone. Instead, they stood up, summoning their Blackshard and staring down the Titan. Their cape blew in the wind while they glanced down at Ralsei, whispering, “We’re going.”

Finally having a moment to build focus, Ralsei channeled his magic through the boat once again. It lifted off the ground, small wings spreading out. A moment later, it sped off across the water. There was no going back, and worse… the Titan was probably going to cut them off no matter what at this point. Kris’ house was tucked away near a lot of the thick bramble, which meant there was only a straight line out.

The Titan couldn’t occupy the entire path, and was thankfully on the side that they didn’t need to go through. She doubted they’d get through without Ralsei getting drained, but they didn’t have a choice.

Footfalls of the Titan grew louder. Waves started to crash against the side of the boat even as Ralsei tried to keep it elevated far above the water. If any of these idiots went into the water, Susie was going to lose it. Thankfully, they had the actual common sense to hang onto the boat this time, because it was going to get a lot worse.

Ralsei tried to steer them to the eastern side of the bridge while the Titan walked along the west. Hopefully, it would be like Cyber City where they could lose it now that the crystal had stopped glowing. For a while, it looked like the Titan couldn’t see them. Ralsei tried to keep the boat out of its line of sight, and Susie rarely saw the four-pointed star on its face.

Kris kept their hand wrapped tightly around their Blackshard, waiting for any movement in the water.

Susie gripped the cannon even tighter, aiming it in the direction of the Titan. No way in hell they were close enough for it to actually hit, but she had to have something.

When they tried to pass the Titan, Susie stifled a grunt. Her magic started to become muted, and by the way the boat rocked in the air, Ralsei felt it too. He managed to keep focusing, but Susie just hoped that they could get out of dodge before the Titan realized-

At least two people on this boat weren’t used to having magic, and were rapidly having it constrained.

Asriel’s fur stood on end. He’d been spending most of the ride moping, but as soon as the Titan came within range, terror washed over his face. He stared up at the darkness moving beyond the bridge, and thought that it would be a good idea to hiss at Ralsei, “You’re bringing us too close! Get us away from that thing-”

A roar shook the world. Ralsei grunted while he tried to keep his grasp on the boat, stammering, “S-stop talking! It’s going to get closer if you-”

The water began to writhe. Faster and faster, the footfalls started getting louder and closer. Susie could see the edges of a star peeking over the bridge, and she felt a chill run through her body.

Darkness sprung upward from the water. A snake leapt from the depths, its jaws lunging for Asriel.

Before it could even get close, a gash tore through the air. The snake’s head was severed clean from its body, the dislocated head tumbling into Asriel before it could properly dissipate. He didn’t look hurt, but he shrieked when it touched him. If there was any doubt that they were spotted, it was gone now.

“Why the hell can’t any of you be quiet?!” Susie yelled, stomping the rest of the snake’s body off of the boat. It tried to reform its head midway through, but fell off before it could deal any real damage. It wasn’t like it’d help much. All of them were surrounded by darkness, and the Titan was coming.

Spawn rose up from the water. Jaws gnashed through the waves. Red eyes peeked through the bramble before surging outward. They were nothing but targets, but Susie wasn’t planning on waiting until they got to her. 

Ralsei strained himself further, the boat beginning to skip across the waves. Even with the sounds of battle around him, he didn’t move. Kris stood guard next to him while Susie gripped the laser cannon tighter. She had no idea how this was gonna work, but hopefully it’d actually be useful!

Heads were in the way. Susie yelled at the three people who were frantically glancing at anything that moved, “Get your heads down, and unless you’ve got magic to spare, don’t get in the way!”

Thankfully, all three of them listened when she began charging a beam of light at the edge of the cannon. Unfortunately, she could feel the magic being pulled from her body when she charged it. Great. No freebies for her today. Susie took aim at the larger Spawn, firing a blast of light. The Spawn shrieked, momentarily falling into the mass of darkness in the water.

It didn’t leave behind light like when the Angel fought them. Killing Spawn didn’t give them any advantages anymore. It just held them off for a little longer.

A large wave started to rise up in front of the boat. Gnashing teeth lunged out towards Ralsei, but his face didn’t change. He willed the boat to move upward as Kris stepped in his way, slashing horizontally and rending the assailants to pieces. Ralsei didn’t so much as flinch when fragments of the darkness hit him. Instead, Susie watched one of his hands rise up to the Pure Crystal instead of staying on the surface of the boat.

On the floor of the boat, Asgore decided to chime in at the worst possible time. “Well… this certainly does not seem very good!” 

Susie glared before returning to shooting as many shapes in the darkness as possible. “No shit it’s bad! No thanks to you three!” Teeth fell into the water. Spawn started to lose just a bit of cohesion. Her own hands started to go numb while she tried to shoot the red eyes off course when they tried to ram directly into the boat. One of them clipped the back, making Ralsei stumble for a second while he tried to get control back.

Kris ran to every side of the boat whenever a twitch of darkness got too close. Snakes swam next to the vessel, and took turns trying to leap out of the water to attack Ralsei in particular. They were after him more than anyone else, and Kris made sure that nothing would touch him. Over and over, their Blackshard extended into a sword while they cleaved through the dark. With one hand, they were doing far more than any of the three people sniveling on the floor of the boat.

Except… one of them was rising up. Asgore stood up, blocking Susie’s line of sight way too much. He looked at his own hands before muttering, “How do I… aha!” A large pitchfork appeared in his hands, and he started poking it at the darkness in the water.

Toriel glanced at Susie and then back to Asgore with horror on her face. “Asgore, Susie said to stay out! You are only going to make this worse!”

“It’s just like doing a little gardening!” He chuckled while continuing to be an absolute nuisance as an eyeball got way too close to the boat.

The pitchfork struck the eye, and large vine-like growths began to protrude from something that usually took no damage. The vines weighed it down, sending it into the water again with an unceremonious plop.

Right, Asgore actually knew how to use his magic somewhat. Screw it, Susie was going to take the extra help where she would get it. 

Unfortunately, Kris didn’t echo that sentiment. They had to dive in front of Asgore to bash a snake aiming for the back of his head. The moment the darkness writhed in the boat, Kris cleaved it with their blade and started rasping, “Get down. Can’t fight around you. You’ll get hurt.”

Susie didn’t like how loud the thuds were getting, and the family drama happening in the middle of a fight wasn’t helping. The Titan was getting close, and it didn’t look like she’d be able to hit it yet. So, she kept trying to get rid of the closest Spawn to cover Kris for just a second.

Asgore raised his pitchfork again, poking another Spawn and infesting it with plants. It once again fell into the ocean. “You do not need to fight around me. Tell me where you need me, and I’ll-” His eyes went wide when Kris started gesturing something frantically. Clumsily, he ducked before Kris threw a knife over his head, another snake flopping listlessly into the water. “I’ll fight there!”

Kris didn’t have time for this, and they knew it. Still, at least someone was taking orders. “Stay in middle. Can reach everything.” They ran back to the front to join Ralsei again. He still hadn’t moved, but at least there was more help. Susie didn’t feel like she could use the laser cannon nearly as much as she wanted, and figured that the axe would be coming back soon.

With as much as Ralsei had, he sent them careening through the water as fast as possible. No matter how fast he went, the entire ocean could just keep summoning Titan Spawn. The Titan loomed not far behind, slowly beginning to close the distance. 

But, they fought on. Asgore wasn’t half bad, but they were all lucky that his attacks did something other than damage. Nothing really damaged these things other than light and Kris’ Blackshard. 

“No no, it’s simple really,” Asgore explained for some stupid reason while continuing to poke and prod at whatever came close. A few times, his pitchfork went past the back of Susie’s head. She did NOT like how unstable he looked with that thing. “Magic in this world just… it’s just a thing! You can simply do it!” 

Ralsei craned his head like he wanted to say something, but thought better of it and kept focusing on his current task.

Apparently, there was a conversation Susie missed, because Asriel frantically said, “I don’t know how to do that! Neither of us do!”

Susie grimaced. “If the Angel was here, they’d be able to tell us what magic you do.” It was a reminder. Back in that flower world when Noelle joined, the Angel just knew her abilities. Susie kinda just… figured her own stuff out. Heck, Berdly could, so it couldn’t be that hard. There was just something different about not having someone who had a… quite frankly nerdy understanding of all of their abilities together.

“Can you stop bringing up the actual religious figure of this town randomly?” Asriel sneered from the bottom of the boat while Susie sent a beam just over his head. He ducked down before his attention went back to Asgore. “I don’t just get this stuff! Why do you get this stuff!?”

A horrid ripping sound echoed through the air.

Susie saw multiple eyes beginning to open on the Titan’s skin. Blue light started to charge in the palm of its hand, and before Susie could even shout a warning-

Kris grabbed Ralsei, shaking him out of his unyielding focus.

The boat plunged into the water. Right where the boat would’ve been had it kept going, searing light burned through the waves. All six of them started to toss and turn as the waves got worse. 

Susie took out her axe, her own magic flickering. She was going to be spent soon, and her eyes flicked towards any movement in the waves. Snakes rose up from behind, and her axe did little to beat them back down as they latched onto the boat. Asgore’s trident poked past her, managing to send some of them off, but he had to switch to the front where Kris was-

They’d turned into a whirlwind.

Freakishly fast, Kris started cutting through anything that got over the lip of the boat. Crosses and red lines filled the air while they turned into a blur. A snake was torn to bits. Red eyes sparked under Kris’ hair. A shard flashed through the air, piercing through a Spawn’s entire body. Teeth gnawing on the side of the boat plunged into the depths.

Eyes opened up on the Titan again.

Ralsei slammed both of his palms back down, and the boat took off once more as a beam of light crashed through the waves.

Susie finally managed to cleave through one of the snakes on her side of the boat before its head reformed further down its body. It lunged past her, aiming for someone on the floor-

A cartoony star ripped through it, light-based magic coming from-

Oh c’mon, why did he get something like that?

Asriel shook as he finally cast a spell. Slowly, he stood up from the bottom of the boat, and tried to cast again-

Only to completely fizzle.

“What?” He yelled, “WHAT?”

Shortly after, Asgore’s own magic started to wane. He panted as vines stopped growing from the various enemies he attacked. 

Susie knew what that meant. “You’re pipsqueaks here! Your-” She crouched as Ralsei pivoted the boat to avoid another beam of light. “-magic’s gonna drain! You’re not used to it like us!”

Asriel rolled his eyes, but stopped midway when that beam crashed down. “S-so what? We’re just useless?”

“Not entirely.” Ralsei’s voice carried from the front. He sounded weak, strained, but trying his best to relay something important. “Miss Toriel, your magic. If you could… copy what I’m doing…”

Toriel hadn’t used any of her magic yet, but as soon as she was politely asked, she clamored to the front of the boat. “I am unsure of… of what you expect me to do.”

“It’s one of your spells. I know it is.” Ralsei sounded winded no matter how hard he tried not to. “The Angel’s not the only one who knows your abilities. Just… place your hands down… and think about escaping. It’ll come to you.”

Kris didn’t like Toriel rising to the front while they tried to keep both of them defended. They looked even more worried when the Titan drew closer, blue light building again.

And yet, as instructed, Toriel placed her hands down and…

The boat began to surge across the water. With barely any input, Toriel already began to strain herself while Ralsei kept a steady flow of his own magic. But, they started going faster. Wind whipped through Susie’s hair while she got further down to not fall off. Kris held onto the side with their one good hand, Blackshard dispelled. The waves stopped being able to summon reinforcements in front of them, and Susie felt the dark constraining her beginning to finally peel away.

Ralsei leaned, hooking the boat to the east. Susie didn’t even notice a stone island rapidly approaching before he skimmed the side of it. A set of Grand Doors passed by far above, and when Susie glanced back, she couldn’t see the Titan’s face anymore.

Darkness lifted, but Ralsei kept pushing.

Toriel’s hands went weak against the bottom of the boat, and she gasped for air while clutching at her chest.

Asriel opened his mouth to speak again, but Kris held their hand up to their face, one finger over their lips.

They were close to getting away.

Now, they just needed to shut up.

 


 

At least, all of the yelling stopped for the rest of the ride. Now that they had arrived in Castle Town, and Ralsei wearily informed them all that it was relatively safer… everything started up again. 

Thankfully, there was still one safe-haven. Just so that none of them ran outside, Kris sacrificed their room. All of the questions about why they had a room in a castle practically chased them out as they slammed the door. All of their other family members returned to shouting at each other instead of chasing them upstairs. And yet, even as Kris retreated to Ralsei’s room, it still felt like all the shouts were meant for them.

In Ralsei’s room, the sounds were still present. Kris wondered for a second how Ralsei slept well with Tenna and Queen’s rooms so close… and then the obvious answer came to mind: he probably didn’t. He used to sleep on the floor, but at least he made a bed for himself before the Roaring started.

Even though Susie was drained, Kris caught her trying to sneak glances at Ralsei like he still had something to heal. Thankfully, he hadn’t gotten hit with much on the ride here. There was nothing left for Susie to heal. He was just… tired. 

Still, Ralsei mumbled an apology into the open air, “I’m sorry. I don’t mean to keep slowing us down… but…”

Kris wanted to say that it was fine. If anything, they didn’t want to be stuck in that boat for any longer. They couldn’t face any of this any longer. The sooner they all returned to the Shelter, things would likely only get worse. This was the only place that still had safety for them, and even then, voices still carried from downstairs.

Susie had something more positive to say, lightly punching his shoulder and yanking a blanket over his body. “Like I’d wanna be back at the Shelter right now.” Oh, nevermind, she had the exact same thought on her mind as Kris. Probably for different reasons, but- “You’re the only reason we haven’t been walking the whole Dark World, so I’m fine with the naps.”

The ride had been agonizingly long. The Roaring was far too large. Time lost meaning a while ago, but Kris still wondered how many days it would have been since leaving the Shelter. It couldn’t have been long, right? The hunger pangs had been dampened. Kris was no stranger to waiting to eat until downing something large. Susie didn’t seem to be complaining at all. At least water still worked in the Dark World. When asked about the difference, Ralsei claimed that while food items probably translated to something small, inedible, or something Ralsei made, water was usually just… water. Or a water cooler. They really needed to return to the Shelter soon. They didn’t know if the Dark Worlds were just dampening everything, and they would experience the full effects when back in the Light World. They knew that they were physically stronger in the dark, but whether or not that translated to anything else…

Besides, every day they were gone, Kris delayed going back and facing Noelle. Food and water weren’t the only things that would get worse, and were a distraction to not think about the actual problem. Every day, Noelle probably worried more and more with no idea of where the three of them were. Dread seized them by the soul that was now their own. Yet another thing that they had done would come back to haunt them.

It’d just keep multiplying anyway. Soon, Susie or Ralsei would finally realize that all of this was their fault. Their own family already figured that one out. Carol blamed them for the cage finally breaking. Noelle would be angry at them for leaving her behind. Hah, the Angel was probably angry at them wherever they were. All of this would’ve been so much easier if Kris just wasn’t there to be in their way originally.

Kris didn’t feel like they should be in this room. They should get up and find another place to hide. After all, that was all they were good at doing anymore.

Instead, the moment Ralsei went still, Susie cracked her neck and sauntered over to Kris’ spot against the wall. Like all of the energy had finally left her at once, she flopped onto her back against the wooden floor. 

Kris blinked at her while she didn’t move for a few seconds.

Suddenly, Susie’s head turned to them. Ignorant to the thoughts raging through Kris’ head, she gave a simple “Hey.”

Just a little bit, Kris could feel the edges of their mouth turning upward. Another sound from downstairs took it away instantly, and they turned away from Susie. Even if it wasn’t their fault, this was what Susie would think of their family now. First, it’d been Toriel dancing with loud music and no care in the world… neither of the two people in the room comprehending the look on Susie’s face. Then, Asgore refused to leave a Dark World fine-tuned for him, insisting that they could bring everyone else in to be a family again. Of course, when Asriel returned home, Susie had to meet him when he was panicking.

Another voice rose downstairs. It was just like how Kris remembered it. They really did bring the family back together.

Susie nudged their leg from her spot on the floor, pulling their attention again. “Geez, you know you can lay down, right? We’re not really stuck keeping watch right now.”

Kris stared at the floor, thinking better of it. With the way things were going downstairs, someone was bound to storm off outside and continue the flurry of arguments. They had to be there to try to fix it, but they would probably only make things worse now. So, they stayed slumped over against the wall, fingers digging into the floorboards.

The issue couldn’t be ignored, no matter how hard Susie tried. She sighed, staring up at the ceiling, “Are they always like this?”

Kris didn’t answer. No, they weren’t. Before Dess vanished, everything was fine. Mom and dad were still together. They could be in the same room together without the tension immediately building. Honestly, they were pretty embarrassing when they actually loved each other. Kris didn’t think that they’d be missing all of that. At this point, they didn’t think they would miss the silent tension that happened whenever mom just wanted to get away from dad. Now that the Roaring happened, all of those thoughts that she must’ve been bottling up finally came out. She’d… had enough of running.

Mid-thought, Kris caught themself. They… recalled less and less good memories lately. All of the bad started blotting all the others out. The loud voices coming from downstairs made it harder and harder to think about the time when it had all been okay.

When Susie didn’t get an answer, she started talking to the air, “Eh, who am I kidding? I think they like… actively make each other worse.”

Solemnly, Kris nodded. They wished it wasn’t like that. They wished that it could all be fixed, and that their family could be together again without all of the fighting. They were so close, but…

“Yeah! Like…” Susie thought for a second, her head lifting off the ground before she slammed it back down. It seemed like she wouldn’t be going anywhere. “Toriel… well… you know what she did for me. Already gave you the sob story.” 

Kris remembered Toriel coming home and talking about one of Kris’ classmates that she met. There were lots of suggestions to try to make friends with her, but…

They really could’ve been friends a lot sooner. Instead, Susie loathed them. Kris found her less intimidating and more amusing. They didn’t want to make friends. They wanted Dess back. They wanted their brother back. When the first Dark Fountain appeared, they didn’t plan to make friends with her. Then, a shield blocked an attack aimed her way.

One of their first acts of defiance against everything.

One of the first betrayals that would never stand in the face of the prophecy. The girl’s fate had already been decided alongside the cage and the prince.

Susie kept rambling, “But like… Toriel’s nice! She’s gotta be!” Her eyes flicked towards Kris, and something ached in their chest. “...Right?”

Kris nodded. Yes. She was. No matter how angry she could be towards dad… no matter how strained her relationship with Carol was… mom still loved Kris. But, after all of this…

Maybe she wanted to get away from all of it too, just like Asriel did. She could’ve been moving on with the convenience store guy. Kris didn’t want to think of what would happen when they went to college if they even made it in. They were in the last school year before then, after all. They wondered if they would’ve come home to a different family entirely. Now, such thoughts were long gone. The Roaring consumed them all. Maybe, mom would realize that she really should’ve moved on without them.

“Your dad seems like… pretty chill?” Susie said it as more of a question if anything. “But then it turned out that he was also in on the whole Roaring thing, and he didn’t wanna let us close his Dark World. Also the whole… hopping out from behind trees after church thing… Uh… actually he’s… kinda weird.”

The reminder didn’t help. Kris lowered their head. Then again, dad was always like that. They wouldn’t call him clumsy, but he definitely always ended up with egg on his face more often than not. They missed him being around. He used to mess up a lot even before Dess went missing. Whenever Kris made mistakes, it didn’t hurt as much knowing that someone would probably have done the same thing with them. Hah, maybe some things really hadn’t changed. Both of them had made the same mistake in this stupid plan, but Kris made the one mistake that doomed them all.

They tried to change fate.

But, Ralsei was still resting in a bed that he made for himself. Susie still had a chance to talk as much as she wanted while sprawled out on the floor. For a little longer, the two of them were still alive.

All of this remained their fault, but for just right now, they kept listening to Susie talk. For now, she was here, and they didn’t want to miss out on the chance to just listen for a little bit longer.

“Your brother’s an asshole.”

Kris inadvertently snorted a little bit before feeling ashamed that they even laughed. For all the glowing praise that Asriel received around town, it was weird for anyone to say something bad about him. 

“No like, really!” Susie rolled over onto her side, resting her head on her propped up hand. “What’s his deal? He doesn’t listen to you, nearly gets us killed, and said that he wanted to get away from you?” Susie huffed. “Dumbass doesn’t know what he’s missing out on.”

Slowly, they turned their head away. They brought their knees up, resting their good arm on them to try to shield their face a little more. “Proved him right, didn’t I?”

The moment Kris said something, Susie’s toothy grin vanished. Instead of laying down, she pushed herself up fully. “The hell do you mean? I dunno how siblings work, but I thought they were supposed to be… not like that.”

Kris shook their head with more emphasis. No, she didn’t get it. Bringing their arm up from their knees, they gestured to the darkness around them. “The Roaring. My fault.” They were tired of acting like it wasn’t. Maybe, Susie just needed a reminder about who she was talking to. Maybe, Ralsei needed to hear it too if he was still awake. Considering the yelling coming from downstairs, there was no way he was actually asleep. “I caused this,” Kris said again, hoping that she would just get it. They didn’t want to say it over and over again. They didn’t.

But of course, Susie looked at them incredulously. “No the hell you didn’t. You weren’t the one who put Dark Fountains everywhere.” Her fingers slowly balled into a fist while she looked past Kris at the wall. “You weren’t the one who didn’t take the Angel’s offer to help. You weren’t the one who put the final damn fountain into the ground…”

Kris’ vision began to narrow.

Susie took a deep breath, her fist slowly uncurling. “So stop blaming yourself, ‘k? Don’t take the bullet for-”

“It is my fault!” Kris slammed their own good fist into the floor, making it creak from the strike. Ralsei flinched in the bed, but Kris didn’t care. Their eyes were on Susie, because she needed to get it. “I caged the Angel. Sacrificed you. Sacrificed Ralsei. Sacrificed them. Tried to bring our families back. Me. I did. I just wanted…”

Kris’ heart began to race. Their breaths quickened. Vision narrowed further. A hurricane raged in their head.

Their voice started to grow raspy, but they had to force it out lest they never be able to say what needed to be said. “I wanted to fix everything. Wouldn’t have needed to fix it if I just didn’t do anything.” 

If they just hadn’t caged the Angel, then they would likely walk free. They could’ve probably fixed all of this! Maybe, they could’ve defied the prophecy, but Carol thought it couldn’t be defied. So, the worlds would be saved… but only at a cost. The prophecy could only be controlled, not changed. They wanted to have too much. They wanted their family back. Then, they started wanting to have friends.

Kris’ head lowered. Static started to slowly build in their body. “No one would have been in danger… if I stopped from the beginning.” They resisted. They fought the only thing that could possibly stop the Roaring. Every small action before the church delayed the Angel more and more, and even up until after the festival… they spited the one thing that could actually help. “Just. Stop saying. It isn’t my fault.” 

Please. It didn’t help.

No amount of reassurances could take away what had been done. One of the codes would have been found earlier. Undyne wouldn’t have been taken early on. Maybe, earlier Dark Worlds wouldn’t have opened up. The Angel could’ve had a body. They could’ve been fully untethered, and…

Kris hated a thought that clawed into the backside of their mind.

Kris… probably wouldn’t have even been friends with Susie if the Angel hadn’t been caged within their body. She wouldn’t be here with Kris. She would’ve found someone who didn’t constantly want to put a knife in her back… who didn’t plan for her inevitable sacrifice. The thought plagued them so much before, but now that they stared the direct consequences of their actions in the face…

Their body began to tremble. It didn’t deserve to. What right did they have to be scared? Something wet started to fall down their face, and they wanted to scream. What right did they have to feel bad about reaping what they had sown?

Asriel wanted to be rid of them forever. Mom had been happier than Kris had ever seen her during a night when they were out of the picture. Dad seemed unashamed about all he had done, which only made Kris rot more on the inside.

Slowly, Ralsei started to climb out of bed. They could barely make out the details on his face anymore, but that light still shined at his chest. No longer could they blame the force controlling them for all of their mistakes. The soul in their chest was theirs now! There was nothing else to look at but their own reflection!

Fingertips began to fray on only one arm. Kris weakly pointed at Ralsei’s chest, trying to get him to see. “Just yell at me already!” Asriel had! Why wouldn’t Ralsei do it? He had every right to! “Didn’t even have a replacement for you in the plan. You were going to get killed!” Even if the prophecy was gone now, that wasn’t nearly the extent of what Kris did to him. “Left you in that closet for so long… took away your best friend…”

Ralsei’s fingertips wrapped tighter around the crystal. They still couldn’t make out his face.

“Just tell me it’s my fault!” Please. They couldn’t live like this anymore. This lie couldn’t last forever. If they needed to go on, they would, but they couldn’t do it knowing that Susie and Ralsei were just waiting for the right time to go their separate ways. There wasn’t going to be that time again in the Roaring. If either of them died before telling Kris what they deserved to hear, then-

Susie tried to put a hand on their shoulder, lightly shaking them. “We… we all messed up. It’s-”

“Susie,” Ralsei cut her off. The pain of Susie trying to relate to the magnitude of destruction that they caused had been pushed back just a little bit further. Kris wondered if the Angel felt the same way when she tried to compare her bullying to murder. Kris certainly couldn’t take that now. They couldn’t. “If I may…”

Even though she wanted to say something, Susie stopped herself. She didn’t leave. She sat next to them, even while the wretched and unfair wetness dripped down their face.

Ralsei knelt in front of Kris, the Pure Crystal still taunting them. He took a deep breath, staring at the ground just in front of them. “Maybe…” Again, like he struggled to force the words out, “Maybe it is your fault.” The fateful words had been spoken, and it crushed Kris even more than they thought it possibly could. “But… we still love you.”

That… couldn’t happen.

How could he?

Susie only nodded with him, like she somehow believed that too.

It wasn’t possible. It wasn’t. 

How could they look at this ugly, broken traitor and simply decide that? They were supposed to run like Asriel did. They were supposed to tell Kris to their face that they wanted nothing to do with them.

Instead, two pairs of arms wrapped around them, and their head sank even more.

A horrifying ache pulsed in their own soul, and they knew the only thing that they ever wanted anymore. They just wanted to be loved. But, they couldn’t have it. Kris could not let this happen. 

With the small voice they had left, they mumbled, “Don’t do this.” It couldn’t be so easy. They would never be able to claw out this cyst in their soul if all of these things went unsaid. “Not after everything. I hurt you. Hurt everyone. Left you behind…” 

They couldn’t deal with it. They couldn’t do it any longer. Everything that they had done being pushed aside could no longer hope to sustain them. If they somehow survived, they would still have that shadow crawling through the back of their mind.

Ralsei slowly pulled back, and Kris finally saw how tired his eyes looked. The day had been unkind to him. How could he possibly deny what Kris was taking from him? They discarded him, only to welcome him back into their life with the intention of being discarded to a prophecy far larger than any of them. How could he… still look at them without rage filling his eyes?

Ralsei opened his mouth a few times, and finally found the right words. “Would…” A foreign concept sat at the tip of his tongue, something that he still wasn’t comfortable with, but that he managed to voice anyway. “Would it make you… feel better if we talked about it?”

Please. They needed to. Kris nodded, but they couldn’t take their eyes off of Ralsei’s face. “Later,” they begged, making that awful choice to delay the inevitable for just a little longer. They couldn’t take advantage of his kindness while he was tired. They needed him to know what he was saying.

As if he dreaded the same thing, Ralsei slowly nodded before sinking back into a hug that neither of them knew if they were allowed to have. “Later.”

The Roaring raged on, and they didn’t know for how much longer it would stay this way.

For even if Kris was loved, they could not stop the end that they already set in motion.

 


 

There had to be codes somewhere in this bunker.

Noelle just… needed to figure out where. Like, come on! What if someone just forgot the door codes and got stuck inside? It was her only hope at this point, because she didn’t pay attention when Kris took her back inside. She should’ve. If she even remembered a few of the numbers, then maybe she could brute force it, but there were twelve! She was more worried about getting a few last words in before Kris sent her back down here!

Maybe if she wasn’t still stuck down here, she’d laugh about it. Instead, she paced back and forth in the small room that was set aside for dad. He’d probably know what to say, but every time he woke up, he seemed delirious. No matter how much Noelle had tried to heal him in the Dark World…

She didn’t understand what was wrong with him. No one told her, but he wasn’t rigged up to everything in the hospital anymore, so that had to be better, right? She wouldn’t know, because, again, no one told her!

Where would codes be hidden? Noelle wasn’t stupid. It’d been way too long, and neither Kris nor Susie came back through the Shelter doors. She should’ve realized something was wrong when Kris stared at the floor while talking to her. Pay attention, Noelle! They only do that when they feel guilty about something! 

She didn’t even know where they were! They could’ve all just decided to wander off, and she wouldn’t know. At the very least, Kris could’ve told her the code to the Shelter! Instead, she was left wondering if they all were just taking a long nap, or if something actually happened to them out there! Noelle’s hands balled into fists while she continued pacing. They were her friends, right? If they were gone, then there had to be a good reason for it! She’d been through a Dark World with them before! So, why was she left behind this time?

That settled it. Noelle knew exactly where the codes would be. She just… had to do a little bit of scouting first. Mom would probably see her, but maybe Noelle could figure out when she left that weird room that she kept to herself.

If she could get out, then she could help! She could prove that she wasn’t entirely helpless! She could yell and demand to know why they didn’t trust her enough. Noelle, not now. Just… just focus on finding the codes. If she didn’t find them, then she’d have to brute force it, and she didn’t like her odds with twelve numbers.

Slowly, Noelle crept to the door like every one of her steps against the floor could be heard. Her hoofs were pretty loud, but she’d gotten a bit practiced with sneaking around at least??? Who was she kidding? She was never good at it, because-

The moment the heavy door opened even a little bit, its hinges squeaked obnoxiously loud. Noelle cringed, trying to listen out for any indication that mom cared. That was always the thing that got in her way when sneaking around. No matter what she did, or how silent she tried to be… things changed after Dess left. Suddenly, every creaky floorboard led to someone catching her in the act of sneaking around. Midnight snacks stopped being a habit. Trying to sneak out with Kris and Azzy stopped on its own when Dess was gone, but Noelle still liked to try to escape just to feel like anything was still normal. Maybe, Kris would be waiting there when she got out. Maybe…

Noelle, focus. No one was moving around her, so mom must’ve been slow to the punch. She couldn’t hear any other steps, so…

Gripping the side of the door, Noelle glanced around the Shelter. None of the other doors were open. Officer Undyne was probably still stuck in the room across from her. It was only more things that her mom wouldn’t tell her, but soon enough she’d crack all of this wide open. Susie would probably tell her everything, right?

Then why did she leave too, Noelle? 

No, Susie would explain everything. She…

…She punched mom in the face, so…

Noelle’s head turned to the room that she knew she wasn’t allowed to enter, only to find the door… open? That wasn’t right. Mom always shut it whenever she left! It was loud enough for Noelle to hear it from the other room. 

She crept out a little bit to try to get a better view, only to see her mom staring at her from across a desk sitting further in the room.

Caught already, just as always.

“Noelle,” she called out, her face still frozen into a frown like it always was. It was a silent command, a do not go anywhere that allowed no argument.

She needed to play smart. No matter how much her blood boiled at all of the things being hidden from her, she had to remain calm. Right??? She could do that, right??? Noelle tried to take a steady breath. “I was just… going to get something to eat.” There, an excuse. She made those a lot. It wasn’t anything out of the ordinary for her!

Mom’s eyes narrowed. As if she could see right through Noelle, she began to poke and prod at things immediately. “Your friends have been gone for a while, haven’t they?”

Noelle couldn’t tell what she just heard. Her mom knew exactly what she was trying to do, but… she couldn’t understand why mom sounded… concerned. Her face didn’t move, and Noelle couldn’t tell if she meant it, but it made her stumble. No, she couldn’t fall for that. Noelle tried to summon just a little bit of the strength that she had against Queen, and gave a question of her own! “You sent them out there, d-didn’t you?” Awful. Awful stutter, Noelle. Have some resolve. Keep it together.

Unimpressed, mom lowered the book that she was reading down to the desk. Despite the door being ajar, neither dared to cross the threshold. Mom stayed seated, and Noelle couldn’t unroot herself from where she’d been commanded to stay. They stayed like that for a few seconds before mom… sighed, “I did not, but why should you trust my word?”

“I…” Noelle shook her head, trying to reignite the spark in her chest. Keep the momentum. Keep it going. “I shouldn’t! Why would I? I told you, you lied to me!” 

Again, mom paused. She waited. A few beats passed, like she was thinking about something, but her face didn’t change at all. After a certain amount of time came and went, her mom stated, “I would not say otherwise.” Mom leaned back in her chair, still maintaining eye-contact. “However, would you really call me wrong for doing so? You know nothing of the danger that I shielded you from.”

Well! Maybe there was a reason that Noelle knew nothing! Again, she refused to cross the threshold into that office. “I can’t know anything when none of you tell me! No one told me what happened to Dess! If you just told me anything, then I could’ve helped!”

The air started to chill. Mom stared at her for a few more seconds. Whenever she waited, she always found the exact thing to strike. “You may loathe me, but you would have done the same in my position.” She leaned forward again in a way not too dissimilar from talking to a particularly frustrated townsperson. “Or do you mean to insinuate that you would have thrown your father into danger instead of protecting him like I protected you?”

What was she even saying? “The only reason there’s danger is because… because of you!” She pointed an accusatory finger, stepping closer to the impenetrable barrier of the doorway. “None of this… would even be happening if you didn’t…”

“You think I am the only danger,” she stated, without a single questioning hint to her words. Something clicked in her expression. “Then tell me, Noelle, how you would have handled a being who threatened your entire family?”

It was all getting so frustrating! For once, mom couldn’t run away. Noelle was the one pressing her, and it was new. She stomped a hoof against the ground, yelling, “That’s what YOU’RE doing!” Surely, there had to still be some part of her mother that understood what she was doing. “Berdly always came over! He’s still out there! You’re threatening everyone! You’re-”

“Noelle.” The temperature in the room dropped further. The fire beginning to blaze within Noelle’s soul began to die out while her mother stared her dead in the eye. “You. Are not. Listening. You come here asking for me to speak with you, and then interrupt repeatedly until you leave with no answers.”

“I’m not-” Was she talking too much? Would her mom say things if Noelle didn’t press her? She didn’t know, but she bit her tongue when she tried to retort. That would be proving her mother right, after all.

Satisfied, mom’s icy frown began to curve upward into the closest thing to a smile that she ever showed. “Good. It would be better for both of us if I could explain myself before you leap to conclusions and get yourself hurt.”

Another jab. Another moment where Noelle wanted to strike back. She was so tired of just accepting it over and over again, but…

Curiosity got the better of her, and she kept her lips shut.

Her mother paused for a while longer before recounting, “You are well aware of the human soul that used to travel with Kris, correct?”

Of course. Noelle met them properly back when she was dragged into the flower world. It was all so overwhelming. One moment, she grappled with the idea that the Dark Worlds weren’t just a dream, and the next… a battle was happening around them. Everyone talked to someone who Noelle couldn’t see. In the midst of the fight, something entered her chest, and her limbs moved without her input.

Terrifying. It was terrifying.

Slowly, Noelle nodded.

That seemed to not make her mother any happier. “That soul, as your acquaintances will tell you, is now gone. ‘The Angel’ is what they called it.”

Noelle remembered that too. She remembered Susie’s fist connecting with mom’s face. It scared her, but she’d never seen Susie so hurt before. Usually, Susie just… pushed through everything! She seemed unstoppable! Inspiring! Brave! Someone that Noelle struggled to be. “Susie said you did that,” Noelle whispered, “She said you killed them.”

An eyeroll was what Noelle got in response. “Of course, she would think that way. However, it vanished in her care. Had the Angel cooperated, then it would have been well-equipped to deal with the Roaring when it came time for it to happen.” 

Okay, of all the things her mom was saying, the cooperation sent a pit straight through Noelle’s stomach. But before she could do anything or say anything…

“Instead, it chose to threaten my life. It chose to threaten your life. Rudy’s life. December’s life.” Again, her mother leaned forward, and her words remained steady and calculated. “So tell me, Noelle, what would you have done?”

She… had to be lying! Obviously! Noelle regained some of her fervor, stepping forward again. “They were nice! I… I remember that!” They were planning road trips with everyone! It didn’t match!

Noelle’s mother- sometimes she didn’t even know if this was her mom anymore- turned her chair to the side and stood up. “I do not believe that the Angel is cruel. I believe that it is sentimental. It is also capable of expressing its wrath.” She turned her head ever-so-slightly to look at Noelle again. “Their sentimentality is one of their strongest traits, but even it can be misguided.”

Mom… rarely ever said anything good. She picked apart others meticulously. Watching her deconstruct Asgore after Dess went missing was… horrifying.

Carol began to pace back and forth with her hands behind her back while she talked. “On the night of the festival, they made a promise that indicated that they would harm all of us when all is said and done. They promised that they would strip every moment of peace from us, even after the prophecy reached its conclusion. The Angel claimed that it would be my penance.” She stopped, once again turning back to look at Noelle. “And your night was interrupted by the prince that they were inhabiting shortly after, correct?”

Something deep within Noelle went cold. Yes, that… did happen. Honestly, she… didn’t realize what was happening in the moment. Suddenly, everyone was ditching her. More things went unsaid that she wasn’t allowed to hear about. Could that really have been…?

Noelle steeled herself, shutting her eyes and trying to steady her breath. If it got colder, she imagined that her breath would wisp in front of her. “I don’t… believe you.” She couldn’t. Susie trusted the Angel. Kris…

“If you asked Kris, they would tell you the same. Or, perhaps they would lie to you again to keep you out of it. After all, they did not tell you where they were going, did they?”

Another jab. Noelle’s eyes snapped open. Her breath wasn’t wisping. The cold didn’t calm her down. She wasn’t just standing in front of a freezer door anymore. “They…” For a second there, she thought that the real Kris might’ve been back. Now, they were gone all over again. “That’s not the point! The… Angel-” The term was still foreign on her tongue. Terrifying. A realization of all that had been going on without her knowing. “-wouldn’t do something like that!”

Mom slowly walked around the desk. “Kris felt the same way I did about the Angel. Perhaps, they had a bit more contempt, but they understood the danger that it could pose. They never told you anything, just as I did, because we both wished to protect you.”

There it was again… that thing that everyone wanted to do to her without asking whether or not she even wanted it. Noelle screamed, “I don’t want to be protected! Not if I’m stuck listening to you, while… while Susie’s still out there! While Kris is still avoiding me!” She started to push past the threshold of the door.

Mom- Carol- tilted her head just a fraction to the left. “Then tell me, if it were you in my position, and you knew that the girl, Susie, was in danger… would you even involve her at all?”

Noelle froze.

And yet, she was pressed even further as her mother kept questioning, “What would you have done to keep her safe? If something threatened her wellbeing, would you have been charitable?” Mom studied her face. “Clearly not, considering your anger with me.”

What would she have done?

Get it together, Noelle! This wasn’t about what she would’ve done! That wasn’t happening. “I… I can’t just sit here anymore! It… it doesn’t matter what Kris thinks! It doesn’t matter what you think! I’m done being left in the dark!”

Carol stared down at her with ice in her gaze. She let the moment hang in the air, Noelle’s voice echoing uselessly through the bunker. As soon as the noise died out, the humming of the Shelter’s lights filled the silence. 

It made her realize how pathetic her own voice sounded.

“It seems that nothing has been changed by you being ‘done’.” The Shelter’s door remained closed. Noelle remained painfully in the dark, no matter how much her hands balled into fists. “It is not your choice, Noelle. You will be thankful for my contributions, as well as Kris’. They did lie to protect you, after all. Heaven knows that they are aware that those they keep company could not keep you safe.”

“I’ll…” What could she do? Mom knew that she was here. Mom knew what she wanted. She’d run her mouth, and now… “You… you can’t just…”

Mom cut her off, stepping aside from the door… allowing entry to the office that she kept. “Go ahead. Make sense of it all. If you think that you are not out of your depth, then try.”

She… was being allowed in?

Noelle was never allowed in her mom’s office. She wasn’t technically supposed to go in Dess’ room. Even her mom’s bedroom ended up being off-limits after dad went to the hospital. 

Defiant, Noelle stepped over a threshold, and only realized that she could will herself to do so when given entry. Stupid. She should’ve just walked forward before, but she was still letting others make choices for her! She could do this on her own. It was… just a bunch of religious texts from church. Sprawling town maps were all over the table. And-

A human body sat in the corner of the room.

A limp, unmoving, faceless body rested… slumped over in her mom’s office.

“Well?” Her mother asked, as if this was anything normal, as if- “I am waiting.”

It didn’t have a face. Why was that here? What was that? Noelle tried to form answers in her head, and all of them only spiraled into too many questions that she couldn’t think about at once. Her hooves betrayed her, making her step backwards. Nothing else in the room mattered but the human body in the corner. “Th-the… what… is-” Noelle stuttered, gaze frozen on something that looked too familiar… too similar to…

“I would have told you, but you have it all figured out, don’t you?” Mom watched Noelle while she kept backing away out of the room. 

She’d only just barely seen the tip of the iceberg and was already freezing up! 

Noelle stepped too far back, leaving the room entirely so that the body was out of view.

“I thought so,” mom stated. Noelle had lost. Instead of shutting the door immediately, Noelle’s mother tilted her head just the slightest bit. “When your acquaintances return, we will meet them outside. If you still have the conviction to voice your concerns with them, then so be it.”

There was still so much that Noelle didn’t know.

Only then did the door slam in her face once again.

Another door shut. Another billion questions that she could never hope to answer. Mom didn’t trust her, and thought that she needed to be protected from the world outside. Enshrined. A bronzed snowflake. Kris thought the same, lying to her over and over again instead of letting her help. They thought she was helpless. A damsel in distress.

Why hadn’t Susie done anything? Why hadn’t she come for Noelle… or realized that something was wrong? Was… something wrong with Susie?

Doubts started to fill her head.

If… if mom was right, then why was Susie so fond of the Angel? Noelle remembered Susie being pulled away from the festival so suddenly. Noelle remembered a soul entering her chest and taking her will as its own. Susie punched her mom for an Angel… that threatened all of them.

No, it couldn’t be true. It couldn’t be.

Noelle just needed answers.

Again, she waited for answers.

She couldn’t bear the wait any longer… just for answers that she would never get.

Something twisted within her, and Noelle began to think meticulously about what she would say when everyone got back.

This time, she wouldn’t be left behind. This time, they’d acknowledge her. This time, they’d finally tell her.

All she had to do… was wait for them to get back.

 


 

For all that Ralsei had been exhausted by the previous journey, he found that he preferred focusing intensely on his own magic instead of the alternative. Floating across the ocean taxed him far more than he thought it would, but it allowed him to just focus on only one thing for a little bit. Right now, he needed to get his friends back to the Shelter.

He also needed to get the Dreemurrs back to the Shelter, and they were making it incredibly difficult.

Try as Ralsei might, he could hardly rest in Castle Town. After everything that happened with Kris, the Dreemurr household still did not settle down. Even worse, he had to recreate his glasses from the Grand Fountain. While he could see again… he did keep the Dealmakers clasped to his robes. The magic boost would be nice in battle, but he didn’t want to give Spamton more reasons to chat while going through the dark. He’d been silent, but the risk wasn’t worth it. The Dreemurrs had already shown well enough how dangerous it could make things.

All of that made him exhausted when it was time to leave Castle Town again. Even though he wasn’t fully ready to set off again, he couldn’t just let everyone stay in one place. Titans would eventually come for them. If the Pure Crystal started glowing again, then they would be incredibly vulnerable. 

…Besides, Ralsei didn’t want Castle Town to become more damaged than it already had.

So, Ralsei channeled all he had into the small boat. He’d been doing so for quite a while, and thankfully, nothing went awry along the way. 

Nothing major… that is.

On the final stretch towards the Shelter, silence had been interrupted yet again. Ralsei couldn’t hear any Titans, but Asriel’s voice still rang out far too loudly, “So, what’s the deal with the whole ‘Angel’ thing?”

Do not comment. Just focus. Ralsei thankfully didn’t need to do anything, because Susie muttered a “Shut up” from the back. 

“Come on, those things have to be far away enough by now, right?” Asriel reasoned like he knew more about the danger that they were all in than everyone else here. “What’s with all of you and being so difficult about basic questions?”

Personally, Ralsei had to bite down to keep his mouth shut. Something boiled in his body when he remembered just how close all of them had gotten to yet another Titan… all because he couldn’t be quiet. Mistakes were fine. Mistakes were expected. It was terrifying! Ralsei barely managed to keep it together when he saw his first Titan!

But… Asriel kept doing this same thing over and over again.

Ralsei already had to strain himself to keep mistakes to a minimum. Their boat was flying over an ocean created from the Roaring! Any mistake could bring the Final Prophecy about, and Asriel wasn’t part of that! He didn’t know that being around the three of them put him in more danger… but he could at least stand to not make it worse!

The boat dipped slightly. Ralsei took a deep breath, stabilizing the flight just a little bit more. Breathe. Focus.

Again, Susie took the brunt of Asriel’s ire. Maybe, she felt just as angry as Ralsei did. “Do you do anything but complain? How about you wait until we’re in the damn Shelter?”

Ralsei wouldn’t be there to explain key details, but he… might be fine with that at this point. If it meant that arguments would happen in relative safety, then he was certain that both Susie and Kris knew enough at this point to give an idea of the full picture. Besides, Ralsei shouldn’t feel this way about Lightners… especially not the family that his appearance was molded from… even though he really didn’t like thinking about that… but…

They made him… angry.

Ralsei’s hand rose up to the Pure Crystal around his neck, the light thrumming against his padded hand the slightest bit. It… was fine to be mad. Getting angry stopped a Titan from being created in Queen’s Palace. It kept the Angel safe from harm when Kris wanted to hurt them.

Ironic, that Ralsei now had that same human in mind. Kris was not well. Ralsei didn’t need to state the obvious, but they hadn’t said a word since leaving Castle Town. They begged him… to yell at them.

How could Ralsei not be angry now, when a family so blind continued to make this all about themselves?

“I’m just trying to understand the bigger picture here!” Asriel protested, clamoring a bit too far up in the boat for Ralsei’s liking. “You said that crystal thing sees the Angel, right? Maybe you can answer anything.”

Ralsei exhaled, pointedly wrapping the Shadow Mantle a bit tighter to mask the crystal from view. The boat dipped, but he did not let it go far. “I am otherwise occupied,” Ralsei tried to politely mention, but it didn’t do much of anything.

“Come on! We were in a safe spot forever, and none of you said a thing!” Asriel did withdraw just a bit, giving Ralsei the slightest bit of personal space. “Is it so much to ask why we’re in the middle of an apocalypse? I think it’d at least be just great to know what a religious entity has to do with any of this.”

Again, Susie took the reins with an annoyed groan. “Gee, maybe that’s cus you three do nothing but argue. Loudly.”

While Ralsei couldn’t see him, he could practically sense Asriel’s eyeroll. Asriel began to grow even more exasperated. “At this point, what else am I supposed to do? Kris is missing a hand. No one knows what’s going on except you three. There’s… the literal Angel involved. Carol keeps getting brought up! So… why are you hiding things? What are you-”

Hiding things.

That’s what Asriel thought this was.

“Have you ever considered… that if we did try to explain it all… it would be too much?” Ralsei asked, even though he shouldn’t be getting involved. For all that he had failed to tell his friends things in a way that made it digestible… they always tried to be patient. Even if Susie got too frustrated once, he had always been grateful for that. “We aren’t hiding things, it just is terrifying, and we don’t need that right now.”

Asriel’s attention once more shifted to Ralsei. “So why are you the decider of what I need to know right now?”

Susie wanted him to be more honest with everyone. Kris wanted it too. Usually, he feared telling someone so much lest he scare them or make them uncomfortable. However, Ralsei couldn’t help but remember how much Asriel endangered them. He couldn’t help but remember how Kris curled in on themself more every time their family yelled or fought. He didn’t have any rest since leaving Castle Town.

And finally, his patience reached a limit.

Ralsei kept the boat moving, but took a shaky breath that was the only semblance of stability he had left. He was tired… so tired of all of this. As kindly as he possibly could, just so he could stave off that limit for a bit longer, Ralsei explained, “A prophecy foretold across time and space, one that foretold the Roaring, the Angel’s arrival, and the three heroes’ fates, happened. Carol decided… from my understanding… to bring the prophecy under her own control alongside the Roaring Knight.” Words started to be laced with venom. He wasn’t used to the vitriol spewing out of his mouth, but he wanted to be done with the constant bickering. “The three heroes were doomed to be sacrificed at the end of the prophecy. Carol had no issues leaving Susie and I to our fates, but planned to get Kris out.”

Asriel stumbled just as Ralsei expected. The information was too dense for him to parse without branching questions sprawling out. “Wait, back up- what do you mean about sacrifice-”

“The Angel was our friend… and took the shape of a human soul that resided in Kris…” For once, Ralsei could see the direct impact that just spewing out all of this could have. Those not in the know would be terrified. They would be baffled. They wouldn’t be able to make sense of it. He was never good at explaining, but if Asriel begged him for a full force explanation… then so be it. “And, when the Roaring Knight and the Ice Queen covered the world in darkness… the Angel was lost.” Ralsei turned his head slightly, seeing Asriel’s baffled face. “Does that help?”

As if his brain was catching up, Asriel muttered, “Human soul residing in…” Asriel spun around to look at Kris. When they didn’t answer, he immediately went back to Toriel to start another argument about how she didn’t notice. 

Every extra yell made something crack. He took deep breaths over and over, just focusing on the path to the Shelter ahead. It wouldn’t be long now, and then they would be safe and could yell in relative silence. 

The arguments always quickly turned into how someone didn’t notice… why someone didn’t do anything… what each and every person did wrong instead of actually speaking to the one that may have been hurt.

Ralsei didn’t need to turn around to know that Kris had masked their eyes in shadow.

The ensuing argument continued for a while longer with no one gaining anything useful. Ralsei decided to focus his efforts on bringing the boat to shore. It wouldn’t be long now. They had long since gotten past the point where the lighthouse’s beam crossed overhead. Now, Ralsei could see the Grand Doors nearby, and as his eyes trailed up to the light above…

…he saw two people’s silhouettes standing at the edge.

Like they had seen the small boat in the vast ocean, the two figures began to move downward. Ralsei remained focused on bringing the boat higher up to properly land on the island. 

When the boat skimmed the grass that made up the Shelter’s island, Ralsei slowly brought it to a stop. His magic waned, and despite the bickering that still occurred behind him, he thought that it was a fairly smooth landing all things considered. Just like all of the other times, his nerves were frayed. He… hoped that the rest of the town wouldn’t urgently be needing help. Hopefully, they still had enough supplies to last in the Light World for a little longer… considering how much Ralsei always needed to rest after this.

He hoped that it wouldn’t be like this every time. Only so many close calls could happen before they all paid the price.

Susie hopped out of the boat immediately, stretching. “Finally, now you can all tear apart the person who actually deserves it. Damn.” Her words were entirely ignored, and it only made her roll her eyes. She wasted no more time before walking to the front of the boat and-

Ralsei was still trying to get the stars out of his eyes, so he didn’t realize what Susie was doing until she lifted him out of the boat. As if he weighed absolutely nothing, she slung him over her shoulder. Ralsei didn’t care at this point. He was so fine being lifted for a second. It was almost a little bit disappointing when she placed him on his feet far enough away to not be directly in the middle of the Dreemurrs’ argument as they finally stepped onto solid ground.

When Susie turned around to do the same thing for Kris… she must’ve noticed the same thing that Ralsei did. They had frozen in place, their gaze stuck on the stairs of the lighthouse.

Two pairs of footsteps echoed against metal stairs. Ralsei followed Kris’ stare, and saw someone who put him a little more at ease. Noelle was an ally, and it was nice to have someone else here who would be nice. The more concerning person coming down the stairs was… Carol.

What… were they doing out here? Ralsei thought that Carol didn’t want to involve Noelle in anything with the Dark Worlds. It… was strange to bring her out into the Roaring.

Susie glared, her gaze shifting between the Dreemurrs’ ensuing argument and Carol. When they didn’t notice her arrival, Susie gestured in her direction. “Hey idiots! You want someone to be mad at? She’s here!”

Asriel finally… finally detached from his bout with his parents, his eyes freezing when he saw Carol. Her form remained the same… cerulean robes and a jagged, icy crown. The already impossibly cold Roaring dropped a few degrees once again. 

Carol took control of the conversation immediately, her eyes flicking to each face of the Dreemurr household. She gave a short greeting to each. “Toriel. Asgore.” However, the last greeting carried a hint of something other that Ralsei couldn’t parse. “Asriel.”

Asriel opened his mouth to speak, no doubt to sling every barrage and insult that he threw at his own parents.

Instead, his words were cut off. A heat built in the air, and it wasn’t coming from the Pure Crystal. Toriel stepped forward, sparks beginning to form at the tips of her fingers. “What have you done to these children?!” She yelled, her fury surging far beyond what it had been for even Asgore.

Carol’s focus snapped to Toriel, the cold of the Roaring being far more than any heat that the other monster could make. “You have their Angel to thank for what has been done to this world. All of this would be over had they simply done what was needed.”

Ice ran through Ralsei’s veins. No, she wasn’t going to just get away with saying that! The Dreemurrs were listening when he mentioned the sacrifice of the three heroes, right? Toriel’s rage began to boil, but Ralsei wasn’t just going to let Carol dodge the question. He-

Noelle marched towards the three of them, and the world somehow grew even colder. “You left me behind,” she accused, pointing a finger at Kris. For a second, she looked at Susie before shaking her head and redirecting everything at Kris. “You told me you were going outside to rest, and you… you left me out of things. Again?”

Two arguments were happening simultaneously. Ralsei tried to pick up on what Toriel was saying to Carol, but the din of voices next to him grew too loud.

Susie’s head swiveled to Kris, her teeth baring. “You what?”

A guillotine finally descended. Kris lowered their head. Instead of trying to explain themself, instead of coming up with any excuse, they just nodded. They nodded their head, completely accepting of what had been done and the consequences that came with it.

“Why?” Noelle questioned, her voice rising more and more, “You know that I can handle this! I… asked to help! I’ve been with the three of you before. I can…”

Ralsei’s attention was jerked away.

Carol coldly continued explaining the most horrendous parts of her plan as if it was nothing, “Your child would have been safe. Had the Angel not deviated and led them astray, then your family would be safe… alongside mine.”

Toriel’s eyes ignited. She gestured towards the small group of four who were also stuck in a fight of their own, interrogating Carol further, “And what of Susie? She was involved too, was she not?” Heat built once more. The grass swayed. “What was considered acceptable to you?”

“We had plans to save her as well.” Carol tilted her head only slightly. “Once more, had the Angel not deviated, all would have been fine.”

Again, attention had to shift. As if Noelle was managing to pay attention to the conversation happening behind her, she winced. 

Susie had a hand on Kris’ shoulder, and despite what’d happened, she defended them. “Listen, we’re… we won’t leave you behind on the next one. I’m sure they’re sorry. It’s just…”

Dangerous.

It was too dangerous.

“Noelle…” Ralsei interjected, drawing attention to himself which seemed colder than normal. He didn’t know why she looked at him so aggressively, and didn’t know why her gaze stared down at the crystal near his chest. “You… there’s no real polite way to say this… but without the Angel around… you do lack the strength that the three of us have.” Those who were within a Dark World when it was sealed gained their own strength. The Angel could catch people up… equalize the party after a while… but when the Angel’s protection was gone, that advantage vanished. “I know you’re upset, but I’m sure that Kris-”

Suddenly, Ralsei found himself taking a step back as Noelle took one forward. The light at Ralsei’s chest could not warm him as her frustration turned on him. “So… so what, I’m just useless now? I can’t help… even if I’m a little weaker?” She looked down at her own hands before they clenched into fists. “I helped you heal Susie! We healed her together! Why are you trying to keep me from helping now?!?”

Asriel was starting to yell at Carol about what happened to Dess. Ralsei’s attention shifted for just a second, but-

Noelle demanded it yet again. “Stop dismissing me!” 

“I-” Ralsei adjusted his glasses when they fell a bit lopsided. “I wasn’t saying that you cannot help. I was only trying to tell you why Kris might’ve-”

Carol’s voice chimed in yet again further away, “December also would not be the way she is now had the Angel not erred. This was the direct result of it faltering. Considering this happened to her shortly after she vanished, it was either play the prophecy’s game… or allow my daughter to drift forever in the darkness.”

It wasn’t their fault-

“How much haven’t you told me?” Noelle asked, turning to the three of them and asking the same question, “What else… what else don’t I know?!? I’m finding out things from mom, and she never tells me things, and I don’t know if what she’s saying is true or if she’s just… trying to…”

Susie bared her teeth. “It isn’t. She lies all the time. That’s how we got into this mess in the first damn place.” Trying to comfort Noelle, Susie put a hand on her shoulder. “I’m sorry for leaving you with her, but-”

Noelle didn’t take the comfort well. Her gaze flicked back to Ralsei, and her question silenced everything else flowing through Ralsei’s head: “Did the Angel threaten mom?”

Ralsei locked up. The phantom memory of a soul within his body taking all of his will flooded his mind. Of course, he remembered that night. Of course he did. As Noelle’s expression began to fall, Ralsei tried to explain, “She… the very nature of the prophecy put all three of us in danger, Noelle. Kris, Susie, and I were all going to die. The… the Angel was angry, yes, but-”

Beginning to tremble, Noelle pointed a finger at him. “When were you going to tell me that? You…” Her eyes started looking at both Kris and Susie, who both hadn’t made any mention of this either.

Again, Ralsei changed attention when he started hearing something worse.

Asriel gritted his teeth. “So… you just decided that it would be hunky dory for you to try to control something that you knew was dangerous.” 

What had Ralsei missed? What were they talking about?

Carol nodded her head. “The Angel’s arrival would have occurred regardless. I merely wished to minimize the risk that it would bring to this world, and Kris was the only viable solution.”

No. No. This wasn’t happening.

Ralsei detached from Noelle, marching over to the spat between Asriel and Carol. He wasn’t going to let them tarnish the Angel’s name. “You trapped them!” He pointed at Carol, the air beginning to heat up in a way that made even him uncomfortable. “They weren’t dangerous! They spared everyone they came across who would accept it! They offered to help you willingly!”

One of Carol’s eyebrows rose, completely unimpressed with his display. “I would not heed the words of an animated object whose loyalty is to the Angel rather than the rest of you.”

How was it all slipping away so fast? Ralsei clutched the crystal around his neck. The stares from the Dreemurrs started to impossibly look more hostile.

Susie stomped forward, Noelle trailing just behind her with more to say. However, Susie was not going to let this go any further. “Ralsei’s the best friend you could ever ask for. Back the hell off, and if you don’t believe him, then you’ll believe me.” 

Unfortunately, Noelle wasn’t placated. She grabbed Susie’s arm, getting her attention. “You… you all just said that they threatened mom! They threatened us! How can you turn around and… and say…”

Something about that wasn’t right. Ralsei recalled the night with perfect clarity. “They only threatened-”

“Yes, how could you turn around and say such a thing?” Carol found another way to get an edge in the argument. Ralsei shivered. Carol continued pressing more and more. “I suppose that it would make sense that you would defend their actions. After all, you enjoyed threatening Kris quite frequently yourself. I suppose the two of you had a kinship in that regard.”

Ralsei turned to Kris. They had to say something now. They had to-

Kris stood amongst too many people that they loved… all attempting to get a finishing blow on one another. Their words had long stopped mattering, and they had receded into themself, standing motionlessly.

Slowly, Susie’s head lowered. Her teeth bared the lower it became. Creases formed at the top of her snout while she seethed, “So that’s your plan, huh? You got them killed, and now you’re gonna drag their name through the mud like you don’t have Officer Undyne locked in the damn basement.”

Somehow, Carol was ready for that too. “What would you have done with someone who knew of the Dark Fountains? Who would spread this knowledge immediately to anyone and everyone?” Even now, she stood on one of the lighthouse’s stairs, her head looming above everyone else. “Undyne will be released when I know that she will not harm herself.”

At the most unhelpful moment ever, Asgore nodded and chimed in, “It… certainly would be bad! The one thing you told me not to do was… er… talk about this!”

“It is quite easy to cause untold destruction with that knowledge, as you can see now.” Carol gestured to the world around them. “Regardless, I am not your enemy. I hoped that the Angel was not our adversary, but it decided to deviate. Now, all we can do is wait out the storm.”

No. No he couldn’t just let this happen. Why couldn’t Ralsei get any control over this conversation? Why couldn’t he find a weak point? Desperately, he searched for anything. He felt their presence beyond the Pure Crystal. “They’re… they’re fighting to find their way back here. I know they are! They wouldn’t just leave us. They…” 

Why was Susie the only one who echoed his resolve?

Carol stared at him for a few moments longer. “Is it now?” She gave a singular laugh, staring at the Shelter doors. Like the thought had been filed away for later, she changed the subject back to her own devices immediately. “Regardless, I am happy to see your safe return.” Her eyes only lingered on the Dreemurr household for reasons that made Ralsei’s heart sink. 

“They’re not bad!” Ralsei tried again. Someone had to see it. Someone had to believe him! “They spared everyone. They tried to be kind. They promised me after that night at the festival that… that they wouldn’t go through with what they threatened you with.” They promised. The Angel promised. And yet, Ralsei’s eyes started to sting as he pleaded with the Dreemurrs and even Noelle to just listen. “They offered to help her without any of this! Without anyone dying! The Angel was lost to a Titan after she refused their help!”

But Ralsei had always been ignored.

His words always didn’t matter.

They always faded into the background… ignored, forgotten, discarded, and misinterpreted.

Why would that change now?

Noelle didn’t listen. “I… don’t know if you’re still not telling me something…” And then, she did something that made his gut twist. She tried to offer him advice… on something that she knew nothing about. “Have you… thought that they might’ve lied to you?”

All of the rage in Ralsei’s body boiled down to a singular point.

Before it could explode into a supernova, Susie started to break in sheer frustration. She grinded her teeth before yelling at everyone, “I saw them at their worst! I saw ‘em try to erase themself just because they felt bad for even making Kris’ life difficult! I… I had to pull them back from that!” She glanced at Noelle- “You… believe that, right?” -then to Toriel. “One of you has to believe me.”

Toriel didn’t say a word, the situation going too far beyond her. Once again, she did not have the context to notice the problem.

Noelle hesitated. That hesitation made Susie’s desperate plea echo through the Roaring. Because, of course, only one thing mattered. “That doesn’t… stop what they said they would do… and with all of this…”

Something finally broke.

The singular point lashed outward. Temperature started to rise around Ralsei as he clawed his head, his own teeth finally beginning to bare. “You have no idea how lucky you are… for all of you to be able to sit there and judge while you aren’t the one suffering under this prophecy.”

Asriel snickered like he found the idea ludicrous. “Have you seen what’s going on right now? I think we’re suffering well enough-”

“You don’t GET IT!” Ralsei yelled, and the blades of grass near his feet began to smolder. For once, just this once, he couldn’t take this anymore. He couldn’t sit there and smile. He couldn’t sit there and let everyone walk over one of his friends. “You don’t know what it’s like… to have your own death etched in a prophecy that saves everyone else! Your world will be saved when all of this is said and done. All of you… will be FINE!”

How dare they? How dare they try to judge? Many times, Ralsei let people look down on him. Maybe now, he would’ve let it slide, but it wasn’t just him with his head in the guillotine. Kris, Susie, and the Angel were all tied in this fate with him, and until the Angel vanished, that was all they knew. It could still be happening! He didn’t KNOW!

Ralsei didn’t let anyone get a word in. They didn’t deserve it! “But it’s all about you isn’t it?” He glared at Asriel, light refracting off of his glasses. “You… nearly causing that final prophecy to take place… because you can’t handle your questions not being the center of attention.” He switched to Toriel and Asgore. “You… so busy arguing about who did what that none of the three of you could see Kris suffering. You still can’t truly understand their fate now, and are blaming someone who isn’t at fault!” He didn’t need to look at Carol. Nothing that he said to her would matter. Instead, he stared at Noelle. For a second there, he thought that they were becoming friends. But no. No. “And you’re so angry that you haven’t been told things… that you never asked how lucky you are to not know the answers.”

Noelle stomped her hoof, refusing to be torn down by him. “I want to help! I don’t care… if you think I’m fragile! I didn’t want any of you to do… to go out there alone! I can’t lose anyone else!”

“It ISN’T. ABOUT. YOU!” Ralsei couldn’t take this anymore. They all never understood. They all COULD never understand unless they were the ones in this position. “You don’t want to be the one wondering when the prophecy will finally take everything from you. You don’t want to be like the Angel… who only ever thought of when they would be banished from this world! You don’t want to be like Susie… who loves so earnestly and who might have it all stripped away!”

“Stop telling me what you think I want! You’re wrong!” The smoldering grass wisped out, Noelle matching his ferocity. “All I wanted to do… was to help all of you… to help make this right!”

Sparks reignited in the grass, but they died out shortly after. Ralsei took a steadying breath while shutting his eyes, a decision made. “And our goal is to make sure… that the friend we lost in the dark comes back…” His eyes snapped open while he clutched the Pure Crystal with resolve. He wasn’t letting go. He wouldn’t. “So if you wanted to make this right… you stopped being able to.”

A line had been drawn in the sand.

Susie remained close to his side. Her head stayed low, like she didn’t want this fight. However, she wanted her friend back just as much as Ralsei did. Susie did not leave him. She stayed determined.

All that had been said could no longer be undone.

Carol had enough of the silence, and decided that whatever she came out here to do was complete. She stepped off of the stairs, moving towards the Grand Door. “If this is over now, I will show you all the place we will be staying for the immediate future. I appreciate your… understanding.”

Ralsei’s hands balled into fists while he watched the Dreemurrs walk after her. None of them looked particularly happy, but they had been placated. They had been pacified. And of course, as Carol opened the door, she looked back at Ralsei. She knew that she won. However, as soon as the Dreemurrs went past, she had to shut it once more… because one person who she still cared about remained outside.

Noelle remained rooted to the ground, staring at Susie.

With a rasp, Susie asked, “You… really are just gonna not believe me?”

If anyone could sway Noelle, it would be Susie. Ralsei didn’t know if he wanted that sway to happen, because if it only came because of a crush, then he didn’t want it. However, Noelle didn’t crumple immediately. She looked to the side. “I… it’s not that I don’t believe you… Susie. I-I do! It’s just…” She tried to run fingers through her hair to calm herself down, the adrenaline undoubtedly finally beginning to wear off. “There’s… also a lot of other things I believe about them… and I just…”

Susie deflated. Her eyes disappeared under her hair.

Noelle took a step back when Carol called her. She tried to reaffirm, “I-If all of you set out, I want to still help! If it’s just rescue missions, then I can help!”

“Uh…” Susie’s voice sounded dead. All the joy had been sucked out of it. “Sure. Yeah.”

It was enough to get Noelle to run back, but based on the way that she didn’t smile, Ralsei thought that she knew where the line had been drawn. 

The Shelter door slammed shut.

Through all of it, Kris had remained frozen in place. Even now, they didn’t move. Their fingers had long clenched into a lone fist, the only movement being their scarf blowing in the wind.

Slowly, Susie walked towards the lighthouse. With every step, she swayed a little more. Step by step, each one of her fingers started to curl in. She finally reached the wall, and the tension in the air finally snapped.

A crack echoed through the Roaring.

When Susie’s hand receded, crimson trickled down her knuckles.

 


 

The man maintained his vigil over their world.

That same foreign phenomenon that he experienced the moment the Angel faltered in the Roaring had returned, and he did not know what to do with it. Anger rarely allowed him to do any good. The man had no meaningful way to utilize anger other than to let it fester within.

Despite his rage, despite the unfairness of it all… he had to maintain his observation. The three heroes still required their Angel, no matter how many enemies the four of them gained. No matter how difficult the Angel’s return would be, he would see to it that they emerged into the future that they had sought for so long. 

The days stretched on.

A long deserved rest finally came. The clock completed five rotations. Food and water was taken. The heroes spent a majority of their time together within the dark. The one pocket of light that remained no longer offered much solace. Fighting still rang out, no matter how much the Ice Queen’s words had pacified the Dreemurrs towards her. The police officer had finally been released from her confinement, her own rage being nothing compared to the anger already filling the Shelter’s limited space. The white cloak’s attempts to get the girl’s attention began to falter, as the girl spent more time in the dark than the light. However, the white cloak began to watch as the group left, making notes of numbers being put into a door.

No Titans approached the Shelter. No disturbances echoed out through the Roaring, despite its perimeter beginning to expand farther and farther through the forest surrounding the town. The Knight did not make an appearance, despite the heroes choosing to rest atop the lighthouse. The man noted that the darkness seemed to stray from the Shelter itself. Whether that be from the light or from something else, he did not know.

Then, like something had finally slotted into place, the man suddenly could look in both directions.

He could see the Pure Crystal. He could see the Angel when spreading himself thin between the worlds. Both acted at the same time, not quite synchronized, but aligned with one another in the only way that time could be aligned while operating at different intervals.

He had reached the present.

It was time.

While the heroes slept, the man pulled himself together. He had enough strength to act, but he required a suitable method. Communication with the heroes could not be clear, for his fragments accompanied the Angel. However, he knew of one location where he might be able to bridge the gap.

Until then, he had to resort to the limited methods at his disposal. He had considered the route that he must take, and had enough pieces in place to act.

The man reached out to the phone in the cage’s pocket… and attempted to communicate through the receiver just as he had many times before.

Garbage noise blared through the Roaring. All three heroes woke up, the cage fumbling with the device as the horrid noise sent the three into a frenzy. Unbeknownst to all of them, an item on the prince began to stir.

The man scattered once more, a domino beginning to fall.

Now, all he had to do was-

An utterance called his attention.

A crack extended from the crystal around the prince’s neck. A second crack wove out further. The world around the heroes dissolved into shards of glass before fading into nothingness. It crumbled away, torn apart at its seams by the utterance of an Angel from a world away.

They had called him, so he would answer.

The man drifted up through the waves, his form beginning to coalesce as a ripple amidst the chaos. What could his Angel need? They would be happy to receive the news that their heroes were safe. Perhaps, they had received that knowledge on their own in some way.

The stars in the sky began to collect. Gold stars dotted their forming body, silver bursting into view in larger patches. A lone soul flared out in the center of it all, three triangles joining it. The girl, upright and on the left still persisted, even though she had begun to slowly break. The prince, upside down and in the center, had finally reached his breaking point for them. The cage, upright and on the right, struggled to find their place amidst the waves. Wings spread out around the soul, the Angel’s true nature being blazed into the Delta Rune.

Starlit eyes stared down at the man. Their beautiful presence had graced him once more. 

“YOU HAVE RETURNED.”

However, no joy existed in the Angel’s soul. This was not a happy meeting. In a quiet voice that had seen things the man did not have the wherewithal to pay attention to, the Angel whispered, “I need your help.”

Notes:

I'm nervous lmao. Yappatron session coming in.

I feel like a difficulty is that a lot of people love almost every Deltarune character, and it can sometimes hurt and suck a lot to see them clash. I'm also well aware that this fandom really likes creating a Giga Fun Gang at times where the four (or five) are completely inseparable and never have any misunderstandings at all.

But I am here to ask the question of "Under these circumstances, would people accidentally start to hurt each other under stress"

With Noelle being left in the Dark, and the inevitable Angel confrontation finally coming back to bite everyone, I'm willing to give it a resounding yes. Carol has not lost her ability to just control a conversation by existing in the same area.

There are LEGITIMATE grievances here and personal stakes and motivations at play that I didn't feel like I could leave out. I think... there's a lot of want in the fanbase for perfect communication at all times, and I very much enjoy writing imperfect characters. They will accidentally hurt one another. Lines will be crossed and drawn. And sometimes... a simple rebound won't just HAPPEN with one conversation. This is the god damn biblical Roaring, and everyone has reached a limit.

I'm very concerned about this chapter. I'm pitting Ralsei, an already incredibly misunderstood and flanderized character, against Noelle, one of the fan favorites who outright replaces his role in the Fun Gang a lot within fandom. Both of them are very much valid for feeling the way they do, but there's an extra third thing in the mix where their clash is about the Angel, which a lot of you very STRONGLY relate to. There's a VAST knowledge gap about the Angel between the Fun Gang and Noelle. And I just... REALLY think these two would hit a breaking point with one another.

So I was trying VERY hard to let that last argument scene simmer.

Because you've ALSO got Susie in the mix! Let's think about Susie for a second here! How is SHE gonna react? Understand that she quite literally faced down the Angel while they were trying to get her to leave them to rot at the bottom of a Dark World. Currently, as of now in Deltarune's plot, Noelle and Susie need quite a bit of screentime to develop. There's a tendency to portray them with an unbreakable bond, but at this point they do not actually... HAVE that. I could make leaps and bounds about what they COULD'VE gotten between ch4 and the Roaring, but mmmmmm.

Everything going on with the Roaring and the Holiday family could cause SO much turbulence. I don't see it acknowledged enough. I don't think everyone's gonna act perfect when push comes to shove. There's gonna be a LOT of hurt, and in this setting, that hurt directly clashes with someone that Susie has bonded with and is still grieving over.

Big yikes.

I am. Very nervous sending this chapter out into the aether. Noelle is very loved by the player-positive side of the fanbase I've realized, and I'm approaching with the left hook. Please spare me.

ALSO. It is worth mentioning that the Ralsei and Kris scene where he says "Maybe it is your fault, but we still love you" was HEAVILY inspired by this comic! https://www. /hellspawnmotel/794798300494692352/passage-happy-10-years-undertale?source=share. I just love its message. I just love it so much.

Okay. I go bed now. I hope. I hope is good.

Chapter 25: Spiral

Notes:

Yowza. This chapter uh. Was long. Let's get to the fanart before I collapse into legos

starsandskies999 has decided that the Angel will never know peace when meeting DR!Asriel and drew art about it.
https://www. /star-pup01/811433737645686784/the-angel-thought-getting-back-would-end-the?source=share

redraven393 has been freed from the building and drew doodles of the Fun Gang as well as Susie giving the Angel uppies
https://www. /redraven393/811501970539036672/warm-up-doodle?source=share
https://www. /redraven393/811715541563736065/lazy-susie-and-angel-art-because-1-im-tired-and?source=share

ourasriel drew a personal manifestation of crashing out at the Dreemurr household for yapping
https://www. /ourasriel/811252717016236032/for-star-pup01s-new-chapter-oh-my-god?source=share

a-flawed-apparatus made a very impressive heroforge of Carol's Dark World form which I very much like
https://www. /a-flawed-apparatus/811680337548754944/the-ice-witch-appeared?source=share

engineer-and-here (or Paralelo) drew... uh... a drawover of the justice league knocking on Lex Luthor's window. Please click on this one. Words cannot describe the brilliance tbh
https://www. /engineer-and-here/811748075587698688/i-might-have-cooked-a-bit-with-this-one-took-a-lot?source=share

darinaethelaianprophet gave a sneak peek of Angel yawning animation????
https://www. /star-pup01/811766000310763520/havent-finished-this-one-yet-but-i-guess-its-done?source=share

AIGHT. LET'S GET INTO THE CHAPTER!

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Chapter Text

“UNDERSTOOD.”

If there was one person that the Angel could rely on, it was the man. He could see far more than they could. While the Angel did not have the luxury of looking across space itself like he could, they did have a means of speaking with him on the fly. 

The problem had become obvious the moment the Angel began to search in a haze. They did not get far. While there were little closed off rooms in the Ruins, there was one place where Flowey could summon a fountain anywhere. Staring across a sea of buildings in the Ruins made the Angel realize just how little they knew of the Underground’s terrain. Flowey had been everywhere, turned over every stone, and could outpace them until he stopped to make another fountain.

Who knew where he would go next?

Who knew if he would even decide to stay Underground?

However, the Angel did not have time to panic about these questions. Rage boiled within their soul, but it had direction. It contained purpose now. The Angel had no hope of finding Flowey on their own, so they had to do the next best thing. If his Dark Worlds stayed open long enough while they fumbled around, more Darkners would die, and soon…

“MY FRAGMENTS.”

“WILL ATTEMPT TO GUIDE YOU.”

But, the ripples in the ocean seemed to slow. A normally wide smile barely visible in the water began to turn downward.

“COMMUNICATION...”

“WILL BE DIFFICULT.”

The Angel nodded, the stars along their body moving across the sky for such a simple motion. For a second, they looked down at their hand. So much untapped potential… so much ability to exist outside of their vessel… but they still knew how to use none of it. However, the man was correct. Even if he could find a Dark World, his fragments could only speak in staggered words.

Still, the Angel had an idea for that as well. “I can just… call your name again, right? Go back to the last save-point?”

The waves bent to the left and to the right. A refusal.

“YOUR ACTIONS…”

“...CAUSE RIPPLES.”

“THEIR WINDOW TO YOU CHANGES.”

Slowly, something began to rise from the depths. Dark Worlds that the Angel recognized manifested above the ocean. The worlds was interconnected by bridges… and yet to the Angel, it all seemed so small. This… was the Roaring. They remembered its terrain in the fights before everything went so wrong. From this high up, they could not strain enough to try to see anything that might be traveling through it.

…Except for Titans.

From a lone lighthouse near the southern end of the Roaring, a light began to flare out brilliantly. It stood out clearly, and every single Titan turned to look alongside the Angel.

“YOUR ACTIONS HAVE CONSEQUENCES…”

“EVEN NOW.”

The Angel didn’t understand what they were looking at, even when the facsimile of the Roaring fell back into the waters. However, the man sensed their confusion without them needing to say a word.

“WHEN YOUR LIGHT SHINES BRIGHT…”

“SO TOO DOES THE WINDOW TO YOU.”

“...And that makes them visible to the entire Roaring.” How many times had they used a Shadow Crystal? They’d only gotten away with it twice, but the man also mentioned that their death affected the world. What other things could cause the crystal to glow like that?

“AND WHEN YOU FALL…”

“IT GOES OUT ENTIRELY.”

The Angel began to slowly sour. Some of the stars on their body began to flare outward. Wings on either side of their head turned from softened feathers to daggers. If the Shadow Crystal put their friends in danger, then they could not just willingly use it without consequences. Flowey would have a Shadow Crystal whenever they confronted him, which meant that… they would likely be putting Kris, Susie, and Ralsei into danger whenever that fight happened. They would be at yet another disadvantage.

“DO NOT CONSIDER YOUR ABILITIES…”

“...DETRIMENTAL.”

Of course, the man had always found their ability to load fascinating. He encouraged them to use it to their best ability in dire circumstances. Perhaps, to him, the Shadow Crystals were the same. However, they couldn’t this time. One by one, the stars on their body began to dim now that their rage had finally begun to subside. “If it hurts them, then I have to do this the hard way.”

“AND YET…”

“YOUR POWER”

“ALSO PROVIDES AID IN EQUAL MEASURE.”

The Angel’s interest had once more been piqued. Something in their soul began to unfurl. Hopefully, in those moments of weakness, they had done something useful.

“WOUNDS INFLICTED BY THE DARK…”

“...CAN BE SOOTHED BY YOUR PRESENCE."

“YOUR LIGHT EMPOWERS THEIR ABILITIES.”

“YOUR POWER ENSURES THEIR SURVIVAL.”

Part of the Angel wondered if they were going too far off track. While one world did not move in their absence, they were not sure about the other. “We’ll focus on Flowey, and then…” The Angel brought a hand up to their face. The two batches of stars interacting with one another led to nothing but sparks and an odd tingling sensation. “...then we’ll talk about this. I don’t want to waste time.”

“YOU MISUNDERSTAND.”

“THIS VERY ACT HAS CAUSED BOTH WORLDS…”

“...TO HOLD THEIR BREATH.”

“AND YET”

“IT IS NOTICEABLE BY THE PRINCE.”

“HE FALTERED MOMENTARILY…” 

“...DURING YOUR LAST UTTERANCE.”

A whirlwind grew in the Angel’s soul. While they had a boon that time froze while outside of the worlds, it only provided so much of a benefit. It could still harm Ralsei. The man’s tone of voice rarely changed, but the Angel could hear something gravely serious when he said that Ralsei faltered. 

“So… I have to be decisive with this,” the Angel reasoned, just like they had with the Shadow Crystal. It seemed like everything they did here would have tradeoffs. If they became too bright, it would signal the rest of the Roaring while simultaneously empowering their friends. If they died, their friends would falter with them despite the Angel being able to come back. If they called the man’s name, then time would be halted while the Angel could plan, but Ralsei would falter.

“I WILL ALERT YOU”

“WHEN IT IS SAFE TO COMMUNE ONCE MORE.”

They trusted his parameters for safety. If he told them about the immense danger that the Angel put their friends in every time they used a Shadow Crystal, then he knew that the Angel wanted them safe. Then again, the man had already done much to prove that he cared for them as well, so there would never be a conflict of interest here. It was just…

“YOU REMAIN APPREHENSIVE.”

The Angel’s soul pulsed and wavered. All three of the triangles hovering under it trembled with them. However, in this small moment where time was frozen, they still could not rest. “I’m still no closer to finding a way back, and now Flowey is…” Their jaw clamped shut, but they had no teeth to actually grind. Their starlit eyes instead began to spark to convey the anger pulsing from their soul. “I don’t know how to stop him without killing him.”

Under the waves, the man’s image began to vanish. The ocean calmed. From a central point, ripples began to expand outward, cutting off at four individual points. The image spun, a save-point being shown.

“YOUR CHOICES DECIDE THE FATE OF THIS WORLD…”

“DESPITE YOUR POWER BEING SHARED.”

“SHOULD YOU CHOOSE TO MAKE THEM PERMANENT…”

“...I WILL ASSIST.”

The Angel didn’t understand what he meant, and did not even entertain the idea of finding out. They looked away from the star, one of their hands clenching together and sending sparks through the sky. A meteor shower crossed through the horizon. “I have to find another way. I…” 

The one thing… the one thing that Ralsei asked them to do was to never go down this path again.

They wished that they had his strength now, but they stood in the face of an impossible task. Worse, ever since sitting under that tree, their rage had not subsided.

Did they really have to find another way?

Despite their lack of a form, the Angel could still taste the ash of that bedroom. Countless Darkners who could have been someone else’s Ralsei had been charred. Any memory of them now sat in a heap on the floor of that empty room. They could never learn to be loved again. That had been taken from them.

That desire to hurt returned. That desire to sink their claws into his neck pulsed within their soul. Kindness had not been afforded to those who he took from this world. He had shown no kindness to the Angel themself. A second Roaring would take so much more from this world… more than anyone could possibly know.

Susie’s words rang through the Angel’s head.

There are some people that must be fought.

Rage solidified. Burning hatred had been given purpose. Countless stars on the Angel’s body reacted, happy memories caught in time beginning to boil into nothing but contempt. The Angel stared back at the spinning image of a star in the water and nodded. “I will do what I have to.”

The man’s appearance came back. His smile had flipped into a small frown within the small ripples.

“DO NOT THINK ME…”

“...BEGGING FOR VIOLENCE.”

Fog built near the ocean waves. As it rose, it solidified into clouds. The shape of a hand formed, outstretched and waiting should they choose to take it.

“I TRUST THE PATH THAT YOU CHOOSE TO PAVE FOR THIS WORLD.”

“...AND I WISH TO SEE IT LIVE.”

Stars fell from the heavens. Meteors showered from the sky, intertwining with the clouds as the Angel cautiously took his hand. It did not feel like touch, only that small spark that they received like this. Neither could truly interact with the other, just as it had always been.

And yet, despite all they were, he still trusted them.

Despite their failure in one world, he still trusted them to see both to their end. Perhaps, they could. However, they knew that their next obstacle could not be reasoned with. No matter what, both the Angel and the man knew that another Roaring could not be tolerated.

Should Flowey choose to follow the same path as the Knight, then the Angel would give him just as little mercy.

“...Thank you,” the Angel muttered into the dark. Someone who had seen them for all they were still believed in them. Together, they would find another person who had seen their crimes against this world… and face him head on.

“YOU SHOULD KNOW”

“ATTEMPTS AT COMMUNICATION HAVE BEEN ESTABLISHED.”

“I WILL INEVITABLY BE FORCED TO RETURN”

“TO FACILITATE ITS REALIZATION.”

The Angel’s soul twitched. “You… found a way to talk to them?” There were the grey figures, of course, but all of those had come to this world. The man could have perhaps sent another back, but if he could, they thought he would have done that already.

“SOON.”

“I REQUIRE A CONDUIT TO SPEAK CLEARLY.”

“A COMMUNICATOR STEEPED IN DARK.”

They did not know what he meant, but they could trust his path. They had no other option, but they were happy that this was the one that the world had granted them. Hopefully, whatever he planned, it would come to fruition. If they were truly on a time limit, then they needed to make every second count.

“SHALL WE HASTEN?”

The Angel nodded. Slowly, they pulled back. Stars once more rejoined them in the sky as they called upon their SAVE file. A silver star in front of Toriel’s home surged in front of their body. Both of their hands coiled around it, and light washed through the ocean as both worlds were restored once again.

 


 

Time corrected itself. The world began to move in the Angel’s presence once more. As soon as reality set on its proper course, the Angel crashed back into their vessel. Despite their starry form having the same shape, it was not whole and solid like their vessel. For a second, they sucked in a breath to remind themself what standing on these feet felt like.

A second to think. Another second to take note of the area. In front of Toriel’s house. A silver star. Suzy watched them from the door. Asgore stood somewhere within the house. 

Wait. They needed to wait. The man would be here soon. He could locate Dark Worlds, and then they could try to find an optimal route between them. The moment he discovered one, they could try to go fast. They could try to maintain this save. 

They stood still for too long. Suzy finally pushed herself away from the doorframe, keeping her arms crossed. “So uh…” Nevermind. She brought a hand up, scratching her hair. “What was that all about in there?”

Blood still pumped through their body. Adrenaline begged for use, even though they had just been outside of time. Maybe that was why they found it so difficult to adjust again. The Angel extended their fingers before curling them back in. Get it together. They would have direction soon. There was no reason to leave Suzy in the dark.

“He killed all of them,” the Angel muttered, turning to stare at the bricks on the side of Toriel’s house. It gave them the fleeting courage to silently acknowledge their own failure. Maybe Suzy would pick up on the unspoken I wasn’t fast enough. “And he’s on his way to do it again as many times as he wants.”

Suzy wasn’t looking at them either. No doubt, she had more questions than the Angel had time to answer. “You said… all those things were alive, right?”

The Angel’s hand unconsciously went to the notepad in their satchel. They thought of Ralsei whose very existence could be shattered just as easily. Even beyond Ralsei, every Darkner just wanted to be a part of a Lightner’s life. They wanted to exist. They wanted to provide joy. Even beyond Lightners, they all had their own quirks that made them different from all the rest. They were all special.

“They were.” The Angel’s head fell even lower. Their fingers clenched inward one more time, and their claws poked dangerously deep into the pads in their hands. “I’m going to find him.”

Suzy nodded like she expected that. “And I’m coming to make sure you actually give him hell.”

The room changed.

The Angel turned to look past the tree and at the entrance. A grey figure with wide-eyes waited.

Very well.

Unaware of what was about to happen, Suzy asked, “The hell is that th-”

“Stay with Asgore.”

The Angel’s soul flashed to life on their chest. An orange hue overtook it as they sprinted. Over the rushing wind, they heard Suzy yelling after them, but they didn’t have time. They just didn’t. She was nice, but this was going to require them to move. 

The grey figure vanished and reappeared further in front of them. Ah, the man wished to lead the way manually. Considering that the Angel would struggle with parsing locations with his staggered speech, that would be the easiest solution. However, while they took a path to the east, their heart began to sink. If the man was leading them, then he had already located a Dark World. Flowey was already acting.

Emerging onto the overlook into the rest of the Ruins, the Angel wondered where the man could possibly be leading them. It must be in one of those houses deep in the city. They thought to leap off, only to find the grey figure standing somewhere to their right. The…

The overlook was longer.

How… had they not seen this before? The Angel had looked for everything during their resets, but a spot where they always obtained a Toy Knife was just different now? How? There… always had to be a way for Toriel to get into that part of the city, right? She got groceries somewhere, and the rest of the Ruins didn’t have a path. It… had to have always been there, but why could they only see it now? A shift in perspective showed them that it wasn’t just that small overhang. They could continue further to the east under an archway that looked like a wall from above.

The man’s fragment waited for them further down the long stretch. The Angel steeled themself, speeding down the path while distant calls echoed behind them. She would understand. She had to.

Purples began to bleed away to desolate blues. The Angel passed an image containing their iconography alongside three heroes. A statue of Toriel sat in the middle of an intersection. When the Angel glanced inside of a particularly dark house, they saw books that they’d never read before on the shelves. They couldn’t focus on any of this. It was all a distraction from their actual goal. Perhaps, Flowey knew that placing Dark Worlds out here would slow them down. They could easily get distracted, but they could come back to this another time.

The Angel followed the trail deeper into the city, looking for smoke coming out of any building while they ran.

 


 

Ralsei finally found rest when his body physically couldn’t take being awake anymore. Despite how often Kris and Susie came outside for his sake, he rarely found himself able to shut his eyes long enough to actually sleep. How could he? Instead of making allies, they were only bringing back people who would slowly become their enemies with well-placed words. 

Well, Ralsei supposed that the Angel had always been essential in making enemies their friends. After all, they had been essential to Ralsei’s plan to break the prophecy. Without them, how would this not get worse? Ralsei wondered if he even had the right to feel upset about it himself. He wasn’t the one who had to go down there and face the other Lightners. 

Except… he was still angry.

How could they not hear Susie’s voice strain whenever Noelle asked her something now? How could they not see Kris keeping close to the walls of every room, as if to never attract attention to themself? 

How could Ralsei not be angry, knowing what the Angel would return to?

This world had already been unkind to them. The mayor’s designs for the prophecy had reduced them to something that needed to be kept in line. If they managed to return, would everyone who remained shift the blame onto them? Ralsei couldn’t bear it. After all that the prophecy had done to the four of them, after all that it said of their fates, how could she stand there and act like this was their fault?

The Angel had finally been recognized, and it was for the one thing that they had done wrong.

How could Ralsei possibly hope to convince everyone else that the Angel was kind? How could they possibly see that the Angel had promised to never consider a path like that again?

In the time that he finally did manage to sleep, his thoughts could only be filled with what still needed to be done. Their journeys weren’t over simply because the Dreemurrs were safe. What that rescue mission made clear was that no one else could last through the Roaring without aid. With how long it had been since the Roaring began, Lightners were probably beginning to run out of anything to eat.

They’d talked a lot about where to go next. It made Ralsei’s dreams always drift to that stupid boat. Who would be arguing next? Who would be questioning all of them next? Would another person look at him with that same confusion that every Dreemurr did? Would another icy gaze be sent his way when he was barely holding it together anymore?

He couldn’t feel sorry for himself. The time to feel sorry for himself was rapidly running out. The Knight could wrench open another door. It’d proven that it could do so easily at the Dreemurr household, so why wasn’t it doing that to every Lightner?

Ralsei drifted in that space between sleeping and his own racing thoughts. Time slipped by while he rested against Susie, but he didn’t think that he would feel rested when all was said and done.

At least… there were still two people with him who would have his back. There were still two friends who had lived through the very things that he did… who wouldn’t turn their back on him. Even now, they chose to sleep outside on top of that lighthouse, knowing of the danger yet deciding to stay out anyway. Ralsei gave up protesting after the second time. Neither Susie nor Kris wanted to remain within, and there was nowhere better to go.

Ralsei’s sanctuary for them had fallen, so this was the only thing that he could do now.

Soon enough, the sanctuary was disturbed.

Ralsei woke to the sound of something crackling amidst the Roaring. For a second, he thought they were under attack as he fumbled to get off of Susie. Then, the noise just started hurting his head, which made him concerned as to just what in the Roaring might’ve heard it. His eyes glanced around while the sound kept playing, looking across the horizon to try to spot a Titan. It was harder now that the darkness had grown even more oppressive, but he could still see the stars in the distance. None of them looked this way, so-

Kris had pulled out their phone, mashing whatever buttons they could find on it in an attempt to make the noise stop. Except… as the confusion began to wane, Ralsei realized he recognized the noise.

It… wasn’t anything special, but he recalled the Angel taking it out over and over again in Dark Worlds just to blast that noise into Kris’ ear. Just like all of the previous times, harsh, garbage noise spilled through.

Finally, the noise cut out from Kris’ phone. 

Susie blinked at the phone for a few seconds before deciding that yes, she was going to rage about that just a little bit. “No way you set an alarm. There’s no way.”

Despite all that Kris had been through the past few days, they still found it in them to feign betrayal at being accused of such a thing. They shook their head nevertheless. “Didn’t. Did that on its own.”

It… never did that on its own before. There was one time in the depths of the church where the phone did something similar, but that was in the presence of one of those grey figures. Ralsei… didn’t want to try to imagine connections where there were none, but-

-Ralsei jerked forward, clutching the crystal around his neck. 

It… it was still there. He still had it. He didn’t just see it cracking again. The world didn’t just break. In the briefest of moments, Ralsei braced himself like something would grab him again and drag him across the ground. No attack came.

Susie and Kris were both staring at him.

Ah his… his breath had gone all wonky. “Do… do the two of you not feel when that happens?” For a few seconds, Ralsei took deep breaths while trying to root himself back in reality. He didn’t go anywhere. Nothing changed. It was just… for a second there, the rules of the world no longer protected anyone. They were gone.

“Uh… feel what?” Susie asked, scratching the back of her head. Her eyes did drift down to the Pure Crystal now that Ralsei’s hand had grasped it. “New Angel thing?”

Well, that made it certain that the two of them couldn’t. Ralsei brushed a thumb over the crystal before letting it go again. It wasn’t going anywhere. “I don’t know,” he admitted, which was an utterly terrifying thing for him that he’d been experiencing far too much lately. How was he supposed to know what happened when the world stopped working? Ralsei shook his head, trying to get his bearings. “It happened while fighting the Knight too. It’s like… everything just…” How did he explain this in a way that made any sense? “Stops and then starts again.”

Both Susie and Kris glanced at each other. Almost foolishly, Ralsei wondered if another person wasn’t going to believe him. However, this was Susie he was talking about. “Uh… I know I definitely don’t feel that. Kinda weird though.”

Kris tapped a finger against their phone, helpfully suggesting, “Phone happened. Could be connected.”

Again, Ralsei didn’t know if the two were linked. He didn’t want to… even think about what it meant for a phone to activate right before that. Some outlandish part of him hoped that the Angel tried to communicate in some way, but the two things were far too disjointed. Why would one even connect to the other? Ralsei tempered his expectations, asking, “...Did the phone do that while you were running through the studio?”

Grimacing at their idea being brought to a halt, Kris shook their head.

Well, he’d let his own hopes down gently. Still, it meant that they were no closer to this nightmare ending. “Then… I really don’t know what it is.” Maybe, the Angel was trying something. That was all that he could hope for at this point. If they were still fighting, then hopefully that meant they were still okay. If they were fighting, then maybe they would see each other again.

Susie stretched, cracking her back. “Well, waking up like that was complete ass. The moment we’re planning to head out too…” Her gaze went towards the myriad of Grand Doors that still shimmered in the Roaring. They had also grown less distinct alongside the shapes of the Titans. “So, center of town today, huh?”

A pall of dread fell over Ralsei immediately. Yes, they would be trying to tackle the central homes. Kris explained a few logistical reasons for doing so. It was… strange, but the only person who Kris seemed to talk with in the Shelter was Carol. Whenever they came back, they came back with knowledge on which parts of town would be most “at-risk” soon. The apartment complex at least had strength in numbers. Near the northern end of Hometown was a far larger issue consisting of far too many individual homes.

Did Ralsei trust Carol’s word on which places needed tending to? Absolutely not. She could be sending them to the center of town for them to die the easiest.

However, Kris agreed.

“Titans spread out.” Kris pointed at the distant stars. Without the Pure Crystal giving off any beacons of light for a while, the Titans had time to gradually wander. If there was a window to try to strike the center of town, it was now. Kris counted on their one hand, spreading out all their fingers and then lifting two. “Seven Grand Doors clustered. Boat isn’t big enough. Going on foot dangerous.”

Which meant multiple… agonizingly slow trips to be safe. It was already cramped enough with the Dreemurr family. The best bet was to attempt a straight shot to the doors, and to veer off to Castle Town if things went horrendously wrong.

Ralsei’s snout dipped into his scarf slightly while he thought of it all. There was nothing to do at this point but try to get as many people to safety as possible. Every moment of it would push the three of them to their limits, and he just didn’t know if they would be able to hold off the Knight and Titans if they were swarmed. They had been fortunate enough… lucky enough for their previous errors to not get them killed.

If the prophecy was still there…

Ralsei didn’t know.

Despite the plans for the day, despite the fact that all three of them knew that they had to head into the center of town soon… Ralsei wondered too much. His gaze trailed to the church slowly. There were… no Titans near its Dark World. It was open. Accessible. Waiting. “Do you…” He spoke up, catching Kris’ attention, “Do you think we could go by the church first? Just… Just to see.”

Ralsei didn’t need to specify. Both Kris and Susie knew exactly what he was referring to. 

Kris shuddered. “Might be better to not know.” It was a thought that Ralsei would usually agree with. He tried to shield both Kris and Susie from the truth of the prophecy. If it could change before they got there, then they would never have to know the grief that it would bring. Ralsei never asked to know the prophecy, but he did. He… wasn’t sure what was worse, not knowing until it was too late, or knowing well in advance that he was certain to die.

Susie had made her decision on that a long time ago. “No it won’t.” Instead of looking at the center of town, she joined Ralsei while putting her hands on the railing. “...Dunno how it would still be there at this point, but I’d rather know if it still is.”

Hopefully, it wouldn’t be. But… a worse question would come if the prophecy was truly broken. Ralsei reasoned, “The last time we lost the Angel, the prophecy was taken off course. I’m… concerned that if it is broken, then…”

“...Then it’ll come back when they do,” Susie mumbled, her fingers tightening around the railing hard enough for it to start shaking. When she realized what she was doing, she sighed and let go, “I’d rather figure it out. At least if it’s gone, it might mean Carol will finally get off our backs.”

Kris didn’t seem so sure. “Think she’ll just be mad.”

“So nothing changes. Great.” 

Solemnly, Kris nodded. Furthermore, they were outvoted. They did not seem all that perturbed at that fact, like they were dreading the inevitable excursion to the center of town as well. “Good starting point too. Small resting point. Better than here and back.”

They had to take any advantage that they could get. Ralsei wasn’t sure what he hoped to see when he got to the church, but he would have to face it regardless.

Something clasped to Ralsei’s robes twitched, and that was the only warning he got before a fourth voice interjected itself into the conversation.

“USELESS [backtracking]? YOU THREE ARE [killing] ME!!!”

Ralsei nearly leapt out of his skin at the grating voice very loudly echoing through the Roaring. Susie instinctively had an axe in her hand. Kris settled on cringing and rooting themself instantly to the spot.

Right, this was why he never wore the Dealmaker. Unfortunately for him, it seemed that Spamton was going to be an issue whether he wore the glasses or not. Ralsei immediately unclasped the Dealmaker, holding them out for everyone to see. Unfortunately, Darkners could talk when hiding as an object in the Dark World. This meant that Spamton would… Ralsei wouldn’t say ‘unfortunately’... not be turning to stone as long as he hid in object form.

It was an ability that many Darkners could possess, but one that only those who had seen the prophecy through the crystals knew to do beforehand. Jevil and Spamton both prepared for that inevitability, after all.

Ralsei managed to strain a smile. “Spamton, could you please keep it down? We’re really in a dangerous place for yelling.”

In the reflection of the glasses, Ralsei thought he could barely see two dots like eyes staring at him. Spamton decided to once again loudly express his displeasure. “[Screaming is against the rules] BUT GIVE ME A [$4.99 off]! YOU RECEIVE [Main Story Quest] WHICH WILL GRANT YOU [Key Item], AND THEN [Don’t buy]?”

Ooooh he was extra garbled with the speech today. Thankfully, Susie managed to express Ralsei’s frustration before he could even have a swing at it. “Uh, dude, none of us know what the hell you’re talking about.”

The glasses, for lack of a better word, hopped in Ralsei’s hands to turn and look at Susie. He was quite animated. Ralsei wondered if he could hide as an object as well if he began petrifying, but struck the idea away instantly. As Ralsei saw with Lancer, the moment petrification began, it… well… set a Darkner in stone. Malleability was all but gone. With patches of stone still crawling across Ralsei’s body, he knew that he wouldn’t be able to change in the darkness even if he wanted to.

Spamton seemed very eager to get his point across. “YOU HAVE THE [light is running low]! YOU HAVE THE [garbage noise] AND ARE CONFUSED WHEN YOUR [Skybound Wishes never receives updates]!”

“The… phone?” Ralsei tried questioning when he heard the garbage noise. Was… there something that he missed?

Again, the glasses hopped to reposition and look at Ralsei. “YES. THE [voice] WON’T EVER COME THROUGH WITH YOUR [bargain bin] DEVICE! YOU NEED [the big one].” The small dots that barely existed in the reflection twitched at Ralsei. “TAKE ME TO MY [workout ready body] AND YOU CAN TASTE THE [Power of NEO].”

Susie immediately lost all enthusiasm. “We’re not doing that. Last time we put you in a body, you tried to kill all of us. No thanks.”

“YOU’RE [killing] ME! PLEASE STOP [killing] ME!” Spamton laughed over and over again despite having no mouth. “JUST ADMIT YOU NEED ME ALREADY!”

Ralsei took a deep breath, trying again to put on a convincing smile. “Mr. Spamton, I think… we need to handle one thing at a time here. We currently have too many things to do, and can’t go off track.”

“[Holding too many items]? FINE! DON’T BREAK YOUR [silly strings]. JUST [don’t expect me to feel guilty] WHEN YOUR SPAMTON G. SPAMTON [left the party].” 

As if that one statement had personally offended him beyond belief, the glasses suddenly went still. It seemed that Spamton was done talking.

Ralsei breathed a sigh of relief, once again clasping the Dealmaker to his robes. That… would probably need to be something that needed to be returned to, but one thing needed to be handled at a time.

Kris eyed the Dealmaker as they went, but didn’t protest. “Right call. Too much.” 

In all fairness, Ralsei was interested in what Spamton meant about the voice coming through. But… his speech was always odd and difficult to parse. He could simply just mean a phone… working at all. Considering Spamton’s track record with phones going blank, Ralsei was willing to put this one to the side just for a while. They couldn’t waste any more time after he’d already set them all on looking for the prophecy.

Susie made a blegh sound. “Definitely not giving him a body. No thanks.” She finally got rid of her axe that had remained in her hands the whole time, gesturing to the stairs. “We gonna go?”

Ralsei nodded. “It… shouldn’t take long for us to find it when we get there, I think.” Besides, if it did, then Ralsei still had one more selfish reason for going to the church. If there was no Titan, and no danger existed in the church… then…

Maybe he and Kris could have that talk that the two of them had been putting off. Neither of them were ready yet. How could either of them be after all that had been said and seen at the Shelter? Ralsei didn’t know when either of them could possibly be ready now that they were heading back out.

But maybe, there would be another chance.

Kris and Susie didn’t go back in for food and water. Maybe it hadn’t been that long since they started sleeping, or maybe both of them had a mutual understanding that they didn’t want to go back in. No one else joined the party. No one else was invited to the party.

Nevertheless, the boat began to float across the water. 

When Ralsei realized that he should put on the Dealmaker for the magical boost, they were already far from shore. His hand brushed against his robes… only to find that the Dealmaker was gone.

 


 

The house seemed random, the Angel realized as they loaded their save back in front of Toriel’s empty home. This time, they wasted no energy speaking to Suzy. If they were just a little faster, then they could prevent the Darkners within that Dark World from being turned to dust. They had to know if they could be any faster.

Suzy shouted behind them. The Angel did not tell her where they were going this time, or the past three times. They did, however, always tell her to stay with Asgore. She would be safer from Flowey that way. Hopefully, Flowey didn’t know of her relation to them at all. Right now, they needed to be fast. It took them a few tries to find a faster route. Now that they knew the building, they could leap over rooftops with their blue soul and chain it together with the dash of the orange. All they had to do was move faster.

The Dark World had been filled with ash.

The man did not allow his fragments to appear this time. The Angel knew the way, and they wondered if he searched for other Dark Worlds in the meantime. 

How strong had Flowey become? The Angel didn’t know. Two Dark Worlds had been purged of their Darkners. They could estimate how many Darkners were in the bedroom… which irked them to even do, but they could not figure out how many items were in a random home that they never visited. They did not want to make a possible tally of all those that had died, to reduce them to a simple numerical value. 

At least, they’d gotten better at navigating the Dark World within. It took a few tries to figure out the fastest way to the fountain, and now they were trying to take the best possible route.

The Dark World lacked any defining traits. All of them had been sapped away when an inferno was unleashed on their world. As fast as the Angel could be… and as hard as they tried to reach the Dark World in hopes that they could beat Flowey to the end, they found nothing but ash when they reached the fountain again.

Flowey became stronger.

By how much?

How long would it take for someone to surpass power naturally gained within the Dark Worlds? Why was Flowey even doing this? What did he have to gain other than getting stronger for the sake of it? Was it still all because of that stupid Dark World? Did he still hate them that much for daring to bite back?

Again.

Go again-

 

The Angel needed to think harder. An ever-present issue, they realized while Suzy started talking to them, was that they couldn’t just find Flowey. One way or another, they needed to seal his Dark Worlds. If they could handle him sooner rather than later, then they wouldn’t always need to keep up. Maybe they needed to think about this in a simpler way. If there were multiple Dark Worlds, and the Angel assumed that there were, then intercepting Flowey at the current one and then backtracking would be the correct move.

Too many fountains could cause another Roaring.

A Roaring could take their saves away.

Still, it was far easier to create fountains than it was to seal them. The Angel needed to find him first. So, they shut their eyes and-

“Hey, are you listening to me?” Suzy yelled, getting far too close for comfort and forcing the Angel’s eyes open. “I gave you your damn break already, so don’t go ignoring me just because-”

 

The Angel stood back in front of their save-point, shutting their eyes while they still had the time. She was going to forget anyway. That put them on try number nine. Still, it wasn’t time to think about keeping track. It was time to think about that damn flower.

This time, their vision wasn’t blocked. Instead, they were met with something that made them want to look away immediately. However, they could not. They would not.

The Angel could not make out the Darkner in the brief silhouette that they saw struggling within the flames. It had already lost too much of its form as the rest of it began to burn. 

Something stood over the flames, watching with mild disinterest. Flowey had taken his Darkner form, standing as the Asriel that he thought he deserved to be. And yet, the Angel could not disagree more. Maybe if he remembered what he told the Angel before banishing them, then he would still be worthy of his past self’s title. Instead, Asriel had fallen back into his old ways.

For what?

They remembered his words clearly. Flowey asked the Angel to take his memories too whenever they rewound the clock. He couldn’t do it again. After everything that had happened, Flowey sounded certain that he could not commit the deeds that had been done. And yet, here he was, sneering at the flames that he’d inflicted as if the Darkner’s pain mildly inconvenienced him.

Perhaps, he meant something else when he said he couldn’t do it again. Or maybe, Flowey knew just as well as the Angel how easy it was to fall back into the easiest option.

But why would he feel the need?

Asriel began to walk away, staring up at a Dark Fountain that he had no hope of sealing. His hands slowly clasped behind his back before a grin split across his face. “Come on, cheating already?”

Despite one pair of eyes being dislodged from their vessel like this, the Angel felt the chill go down their own spine somewhere far away. 

As if he knew he got a response, Asriel giggled, “I dunno how you do that trick, but just make sure you can keep up. With all that loading you’re doing, it seems like you’re really stumped.” He tapped a finger against his face before continuing to smile in no direction in particular. “But hey, take your time pal! I wouldn’t want you to miss something important!”

A claw touched the Angel’s shoulder.

Immediately, their vision jerked away. The Angel stepped back instinctively, staring right into Suzy’s eyes. Her outstretched finger receded immediately.

The Angel tracked it as she lowered her hand, and they muttered without thinking, “I told you not to touch me.”

“I-” Suzy shook her head, snarling, “The hell are you mad at me for? You’re the one who stopped saying anything and just went all catatonic!”

The Angel didn’t know why they were bothering. She was going to forget that the two of them ever did this in a moment. Slowly, the Angel started drawing on their power again, choosing to not respond to Suzy. She wasn’t going to remember anyway. It was fine. Just get a move on next time. Don’t worry about it. She wouldn’t be mad in a second-

 

Ten. That flower was making their life more difficult even now. Flowey was definitely in another Dark World. He’d need to backtrack to an entrance. All they had to do was find where he was and intercept him before he could get away. Then they could go to the Dark Worlds that were undoubtedly dotted all over the empty city within the Ruins.

 They would have to somehow communicate with the man on where they needed to go, but-

A wide-eyed grey figure appeared behind the dying tree, pointing at Toriel’s house.

Of course, he already knew their next plan of action.

Without thinking of Suzy, the Angel sped off through the empty house once again. The calls from behind didn’t matter. They would likely fail to pursue Flowey multiple times, so they had to get used to this.

All they needed was one chance to pin him down.

Just one.

 


 

Something rare just happened, and Noelle held her breath while waiting for just the right timing.

She’d just stepped out of dad’s room to get something to drink when the yelling that had… well… become a staple of the Shelter started up again. The… the interesting part was that mom had left her office to try to wake up dad again long enough for him to eat. Azzy had followed her, Toriel going after him, and Asgore lingering around in the background. The space was just… so cramped.

But, they were all yelling again.

In some ways, it was a little bit nostalgic. Before Dess had vanished, there was always a fight or two that Noelle could hear through her door. Dess and mom always clashed a lot about every little thing. But, after Dess had gone…

Yelling rarely ever happened in her home again.

Whenever mom yelled, she usually went to the Dreemurrs’ house first. Their home remained completely untouched. Quiet. Completely stagnant. There was always this… air in the house… like some peace wasn’t allowed to be disturbed anymore. The entire place held its breath until Dess came back, and the fighting would start again when she finally did. The fighting never came.

It was so wrong to think about it like that, but Noelle found it better than the silence.

…even if it hurt her ears a bit.

More importantly, it meant that mom was occupied, and that things were loud. Noelle’s hooves always clacked horrendously against the cold floor of the Shelter, but…

Mentally, she did a run through of the codes in her head. It took a few tries to catch Kris’ hand with how fast they input it. In all fairness, she should’ve expected that from a piano player, but…

At no point was Noelle asked to go outside with the three of them. Maybe they were just… worried about mom getting mad! Yeah! That… that had to be it! The thoughts didn’t give her any comfort whenever Kris and Susie left the Shelter as often as possible. They were… just getting away from all of the parents hounding them, right? 

But, Noelle couldn’t lie to herself that easily anymore.

Susie didn’t look at her the same. She didn’t talk to her the same. Even though Susie rarely used to genuinely smile before all of this started, Noelle always liked it when she had that smug, toothy grin. Now, whenever Noelle asked Susie something or wondered if there was anything she could help out with, Susie just… changed. The smile didn’t look as whole. She didn’t say as much. Her voice didn’t seem right.

All the while, red horns rested on top of Susie’s head. A glowing crystal flickered while tied to the headband, reminding Noelle of the precise moment when Susie started pulling back.

Get it together, Noelle! She didn’t have time to mope right now! If she could just get outside, then she could help Susie. She could show Kris that they didn’t need to protect her! She could prove to Ralsei that she wasn’t just a liability! They were probably just… just trying to set her up for disappointment again, right? 

Susie wasn’t telling her what was wrong. Why was no one telling her what was wrong?

Noelle took a steadying breath, carefully beginning to take a few steps out of the storage room. Yelling carried down the hall, masking each time her hooves clacked against the floor. Unlike all of the other times when Noelle moved, mom didn’t come to immediately find her. No one recognized that she had even changed places.

Was she really sneaking out? Could she finally do it?

Step by step, Noelle carefully ascended the stairs. Each strike of her hooves against the floor felt like a death knell, but no one came after her. No one was paying attention to her. She started to pick up the pace for a second before inwardly cursing at herself. Slow down! You’re not going to get anywhere if you get caught too early! There wasn’t going to be another chance like this, so she just had to move.

She managed to get to the top of the stairs with nothing stopping her but the door.

Okay. She could do this. She memorized the codes, and she could do this.

The first one instantly made her hand freeze up. It was the only one that meant anything to her, and just like that feeble kid at a spelling bee, she couldn’t get herself to not lock up.

Dess was out there. Susie was out there. Kris was out there. She just needed to move. She’d already seen the code. It couldn’t stop her. It wouldn’t stop her. She wasn’t useless.

Noelle started tapping in the numbers on a keypad as quickly as she could. A few times, she second guessed herself on the combination, but went with her first answer. She didn’t want to know what would happen if she was wrong, but she’d gone over this. Over and over again, she drilled the numbers into her head. She’d make it out!

By the time the door creaked open, Noelle wasn’t paying nearly enough attention. She had to stifle a shriek when darkness began to spill into the Shelter.

Okay! OKAY! No time to waste! Just-

Noelle threw herself through the crack in the door, shutting it as quietly as she could behind her while her heart hammered in her chest. She winced when it sounded like the door might’ve shut loudly, but… maybe it would be played off as everyone else reentering. Hopefully. Please.

Wait! Noelle had an idea! She didn’t need to wait and find out if mom heard her! Besides, looking around, it didn’t look like she’d get far before mom eventually figured her out. All she had to do… was use a bit of her magic! She wasn’t weak. She wasn’t helpless! She could solve problems on her own!

Noelle turned back to the Grand Door, fiddling with a ring on her finger. Cold built around her while she searched for that little twinge of ice that the Angel pulled out of her that one time. They never let her use that spell often, but she’d prove that she was more than capable with it.

She just… didn’t remember it being this draining. With a yell, she cast Iceshock on the Grand Door. Immediately, the air began to crystalize. Ice crackled up the door, inching up to its hinges and making sure that no one would be able to open it from the other side. Noelle stared at her handiwork for a second, panting due the exertion that it’d taken on her, but…

She did it.

She escaped.

For a second, Noelle let out a short laugh. Then, she began to become far too giddy. She hopped on her hooves, dancing around in the grass. She did it. She got away from mom, and she did it on her own. She was finally out in the darkness herself, and she could finally help! They couldn’t keep her trapped in that Shelter forever, and now…

Now…

A light drifted overhead. Noelle followed the beam while it stretched out across the horizon, and her reverie slowly began to die out. She… didn’t really get a good look at the Titans, but now that she was alone…

No one was here to comfort her this time.

Noelle started to shake just a little bit. Oh, or that was a lot actually! Uh… Susie had to be somewhere around here, right? It… it would sure be a lot better if she wasn’t out here entirely alone! No one had said that they were going anywhere, so surely…

Wanting desperately to not be caught out alone, Noelle ran up the metallic stairs to the top of the lighthouse. This was where everyone was sleeping, right? So surely she’d find…

Noelle circled around the light a few times just to be sure, just in case a very mean prank was being played on her. As she completed three entire rotations, her mouth began to dry out. No… the three of them wouldn’t just leave without telling someone, right?

They would.

That’s what they’d done over and over again before.

But… but there had to be some clue! Something she was missing! Noelle desperately ran back down the stairs. Maybe… she could remove her ice spell, but…

Oh goodness, she didn’t know how to do that, did she? Noelle stared at the large doors, putting a hand on her chin. Come on, Noelle. Think! There had to be a way to dispel the ice! If she could cast it, then surely she could just… do it in reverse!

Noelle outstretched her hands, and the ice only grew thicker.

No- she didn’t want that! If she controlled ice, then surely she could just manipulate it, right? That was how fantasy  powers worked. So… just let her…

The ice didn’t budge.

Worse, Noelle could see her breath continuing to wisp in front of her.

The ice… wouldn’t be melting anytime soon.

Oh no.

No no no no no. Someone was going to realize she’d gone out… and they would be able to break through, right? The… the ice wasn’t that strong! It couldn’t be! Just ignore the fact that she’d made a wall high enough to block half of the Grand Door! She didn’t need to worry that it towered over her! Not at all! It was all fine! She’d think of something! She’d-

“IS THAT A LIGHT nER [All alone on a late night]?”

Noelle shrieked, hopping in place and holding out her hands defensively. Oh gosh, her hands felt weak now. It felt like it was being drained so fast. She… she didn’t want to even think about that. She didn’t really… have an actual weapon! So, she shouted, “Wh-who said that? Who was that?”

“DOWN HERE! IN THE [unique leaves].”

Despite the very very loud talking, Noelle followed the voice’s instructions. When she properly looked down, she caught a glint of yellow and pink in the grass. Cautiously, she inched forward. Didn’t Ralsei wear these once? She thought that she saw him with those glasses on at least once in the Flower Shop…

Small dots formed on the glasses, staring right at her. “IT’S THE [Hochi mama]! ALL YOUR FRIENDS [Abandoned you for the slime] YOU ARE!”

Noelle couldn’t help but flinch again at the loud voice. Gosh, things really did echo out here. She… she didn’t expect the glasses to talk, but then again… the Dark Worlds always seemed so fantastical??? Noelle leaned forward cautiously, reaching out for the glasses. “Um… hi???” Her face scrunched up when she properly… thought about what was just said to her. “Don’t call me that???”

“HEY HEY HEY!!! HANDS OFF THE MERCHANDISE!” The glasses yelled, immediately forcing her to withdraw her hand with a slight yelp. The small dots for eyes in the glass twitched at her. “Unless… YOU WANT TO MAKE A [Specil Deal] WITH YOUR [Number 1 Rated Salesman1997] SPAMTON G. SPAMTON!”

Wait… that name… Noelle dug for the memory, but knew it all too clearly. “You’re… the email guy?” She pointed at the pair of glasses. She recognized that name. Spam emails were always signed with it whenever she checked just in case! Sometimes, the emails even brought up Dess, so she thought… No, she wasn’t going to let this slide. “You know about Dess! You kept mentioning her in your… in your emails!” 

“YOU READ MY… YOU READ MY…” The glasses lifted off the ground for a second before plummeting again. “YOU CAN’T [Find Her] WHEN SHE’S [Lost control of your life]. WHAT YOU NEED IS MY [Specil Deal]! THEN YOU CAN [Find Her].”

He’d offered her deals so many times if this was the email guy! Her computer got filled with blue dots once! Still, she couldn’t help but fall for the bait again. She always did. She always checked for more emails, even though… “What… are you talking about?”

“YOU DON’T HAVE THE [Light]. YOU NEED THE SMOOTH TASTE OF [Heaven]. YOUR FRIENDS WON’T [answer call], SO THAT’S ON YOU KID!”

She’d read his emails enough to… kinda understand what he was saying. “You… asked for Susie’s help already?” That was the main thing she could pick out, so…

The glasses fogged over like Noelle’s breath had gotten too close, but she wasn’t anywhere near enough. An almost static look appeared in the eyes before they returned to normal. “YES!!! BUT THEN SHE [$!$!] ME OVER RIGHT AT THE [Good part]! BUT YOU KNOW WHAT THEY SAY! [FOLLOW THE WHITE CLOAK]!” That garbled laugh echoed out through the darkness again. “I NEED YOU. YOU NEED ME! YOU’RE WEAK! YOU’RE [Abandoned for the slime] YOU ARE! BUT I CAN HELP YOU [Communion] WITH [Heaven]! I CAN HELP YOU [become stronger] WITHOUT [-or a loved one being diagnosed with] PAIN!”

That… was what she wanted right? She wanted to make sure that her friends knew that she wasn’t just going to hold them back. However, a chill ran down her spine. Communion with heaven? Didn’t some of the prophecy scriptures at church talk about the… Angel’s… heaven… “You… aren’t talking about the Angel, are you?”

“[HEAVEN]? [ANGEL]? WHAT’S THE DIFFERENCE?!”

Did… she even want to talk to them? They threatened her and her family, right? A thought too selfish that she couldn’t stop entered her head: they were the reason why Susie was probably so upset with her. Susie… clearly liked them, but Noelle just didn’t expect Susie to pull away that quickly…

…and she still didn’t know everything about this Angel. She didn’t know what her friends were doing out there. She didn’t truly understand all that had been said.

If… if Spamton really could lead her to the Angel, then maybe Susie would start talking to her clearly again. Maybe Noelle could get answers on her own. “So… if I do what you want me to do, you’ll lead me to the Angel?”

“DEALS AREN’T SO [buy one get one] KID!” The glasses fogged over again before the eyes twitched. “YOU HAVE TO [let me speak to your manager] FIRST! WHO ELSE WOULD SEND ME [garbage noise]? ONLY THEN CAN YOU [Shoot For the Sky!] AND GET ON THE PATH TO… [the big one].”

It… it was all she had. Kris, Susie, and Ralsei had already left. He was asking for her help. He knew about Dess. He knew about the Angel. If answers were anywhere, then maybe she should do this. Noelle turned around, watching the Grand Doors rattle. They could not open into the Roaring. The ice showed no signs of breaking.

…What other choice did she have?

Besides, if she could truly prove that she wouldn’t hold the group back, then she had to try, right? Even if the large figures walking the horizon scared her… she could do this. She could do this. 

Noelle took a deep breath. “I’ll do it. Just… just tell me where to go, and we’ll figure all of this out!” But, before the glasses could get in another word, she held up a finger. “But only if you tell me everything you know about Dess on the way.”

“YOU GOT [Guts] KID! IT’S A [Deal]!” Without her even needing to reach down, the glasses flung up into her hands. “DON’T BE [buyer’s regret]! [Equip] ALREADY!”

Well… if she really had to…

Noelle slowly put on the glasses, the world being tilted in rosy and yellow coloring. Immediately, something within her body surged like it had been empowered. Ice crackled at her fingertips, even if her magic still felt heavy. She… she could do this! She could! When she got in contact with… everyone’s friend… everything would…

She didn’t know whether it would be a good idea or not to let the Angel do anything anymore. They… they were dangerous, right?

Noelle could figure it out when she got there. There was no turning back now.

 


 

Fourteen.

Four tries. One to understand which building the man wanted them to go to, one to try to find a faster route than going off a specific cliffside, and one to fully go a faster route. There would likely be more when the Angel actually found the Dark World, but they needed to get the path down sooner rather than later.

Flowey would be here. He had to be.

The remaining try had been a false start. Frisk finally got annoyed with them and attempted to load the Angel far back into the Dark World. Of course, when the Angel pulled the timeline right back to where they wanted it to be, they got a call.

“Can you at least tell me what you’re doing?” Frisk asked, like the Angel hadn’t just answered to get them off of their back.

“Fixing Flowey’s issues. Stop interfering.”

Frisk hadn’t called in the loads after that. As long as they didn’t make the Angel lose even more time, then the Angel was content.

They kicked up snow as they launched themself through a blizzard. An empty cottage sat far off the trail leading to Snowdin, but they’d seen it from a distant cliff a few times. Flowey was targeting places out of the way that they wouldn’t think to check, but he failed to understand just who they had on their side.

Their orange soul glimmered through the snow. It looked like they got unlucky with Snowdin actually having a blizzard. They could hardly see as snowflakes cut through their fur from moving too fast. Their second pair of eyes still had some visibility. It wasn’t as bad as it was when facing Papyrus, so they at least still had that one advantage with them.

Suzy and Asgore were long left behind. The Angel would not be able to be followed through this haze anyway by anyone on foot.

When they saw a silhouette of a house through the blizzard, the Angel pivoted their feet to skid to a stop. Snow kicked up while they regained their balance. As soon as they took a closer look at the door, they saw the same thing they’d seen the last time they made it here. Black smoke sifted through the cracks, making the surrounding blizzard just a little bit darker.

There was no time to waste, so-

The Angel’s shoulders tensed up. Fur on the back of their neck began to stand on end. An enemy was nearby.

Snowflakes disguised any possible motion around them. Every twitch of snow caused them to look every which way, trying to spot the thing that could possibly be threatening them. 

They didn’t have a weapon.

The Angel shut their eyes, allowing the second pair to watch from above.

Something larger than a snowflake soared horizontally through the air. The Angel forced their body to jerk roughly out of the way. With their soul now red, their feet barely caught under them as another object whizzed towards them through the storm. Again, their soul pulled them away. When the Angel opened their eyes again, they caught a pellet heading right for their eyes.

Instinctively, they held up their arms, their soul not being able to shift to green-

The Angel hissed, a fresh red cut appearing through the fur on their arm.

Focus. Focus.

“Golly! You’re a lot faster than I thought you’d be!” A chipper voice called out through the blizzard. 

When the Angel looked from above, they spotted three silhouettes through the storm. Two had too much green to be anything but vines, and one undoubtedly had golden petals. The Angel threw their body out of the way, managing to roll to avoid two vines piercing through the air where they once were.

They didn’t have a weapon.

They didn’t need one.

Snow caught in the Angel’s fur while they turned their soul blue, forcing their body to be flung into the air. The cane had long fallen out of their hand. Landing on their feet was far easier with the soul mode, and as soon as they touched the ground, they looked for any sign of movement in the snow. 

The moment they had an opening, they stuck their free-hand outward, soul turning a brilliant yellow. Hopefully, Flowey wouldn’t know that this mode rarely actually did damage.

“I dunno how someone as clumsy as you can see those attacks coming!” Flowey jeered from a place that the Angel couldn’t immediately see. “It’s like you have eyes on the back of your head!”

The Angel snarled, finally finding their voice now that Flowey had granted them a breather. “What… what happened to not being able to hurt people anymore? What happened to begging me to take away your memories?” Their breath solidified in front of them while they looked around for a target. A target. He was a target. “Why are you killing them?” A twitch of gold within the snow caught the Angel’s attention. Energy built up within their soul unleashed, a blast of yellow carving through the blizzard. “ANSWER ME!”

A hole had been paved through the snow.

The world faded into black and white. With three flashes and a trill, the Angel’s soul leapt to their chest. Battle. They were drawn into battle not of a ruleset that they were comfortable with.

Around the Angel, the blizzard raged on. A space in between wrenched both the Angel and their opponent into a designated battlefield. Dead ahead, Flowey grinned at them, relishing in the fact that he’d surprised them yet again with that trick. It was once theirs, but now, the idea of a fight in the Light World was too different, too alien to process quick enough-

The ground shook. 

One memory forced its way through their head. Phantom pains of vines slamming them into the ground forced the Angel to throw their body out of the way.

Vines sprouted up, failing to wrap around them this time. The Angel took a few shaky breaths, trying to keep their head from swimming while battle took hold. They couldn’t die again. They weren’t ready to die again. Focus, or you’re going to die again.

“Aw, look at you! You didn’t die to the first attack this time!” Flowey stuck out his tongue, like he found the entire situation absolutely hilarious. “Go ahead. Take your turn. I wanna see what you’ll do without a stupid weapon.”

The Angel stumbled to their feet, options presenting themselves in their head. They could see it with the other eyes. They didn’t have a proper weapon. The horn in their bag was too small to properly wield. The cane sat far away, and they’d need to waste time getting something that would only succeed at lightly hitting Flowey in the head. 

Without the ability to summon a weapon, the Angel was completely defenseless. How much did Flowey know about their inability to fight in the Light World? He seemed to relish in the fact that they were stuck thinking. But, without a weapon, how could they even get back at him?

Except… the Angel wasn’t human anymore, were they?

Humans wouldn’t have any viable natural weapons, but the Angel…

Their tail thrashed. Snow kicked up behind them. What could they possibly even try to say to someone like Flowey? There was nothing more to say. The only option left was the easiest one.

The Angel’s fingers extended. Sharpened and unkempt claws wished to shred. A guttural snarl came out of their mouth as they charged forward. Their arm reared backwards as the moment to strike flashed in their mind, and they-

Flowey burrowed into the ground as red gashes carved through the air. The image of the attack lingered for just a moment, intent bleeding away into the air.

Unaffected, Flowey popped up a few feet away. “Golly! You get a bit mindless when you don’t get your way, don’t you?” 

He didn’t attack. Once again, the Angel lunged, Flowey effortlessly avoiding their erratic strikes. Their lips started to curl up when Flowey reappeared. Rage boiled within their soul. How could he not take this seriously? How could he still grin? “You think I won’t kill you again? You think I won’t kill you once for every Darkner you turned to ash?!? You’ll be begging just like you were the last time I turned you to nothing.”

Flowey’s smile only grew wider, jagged edges forming in the grin. “So cheesy. Besides, you begged for your life when I had you trapped. Golly! It’s like you completely forgot just how many times I’ve already died! But you…” He tilted his head to the side. “You don’t act like you’ve died before! Guess we gotta get you used to that one before the big finale!”

A vine lashed up from behind, striking the Angel in the back of the neck. They leaned forward, but something warm dripped into the collar of their hoodie. They didn’t have spells. They didn’t have anything useful. The Angel forced their soul to leap into their hand again, firing blast after blast at Flowey. 

Of course, he didn’t have any problems getting out of the way. Snow offered him far too much cover. Burrowing made him nearly impossible for the Angel to track until he popped back up. The moment he did, it was once again his turn. “Honestly, you’re kinda sad! All this over a buncha forgotten shoes and used up toys? Or are you just mad that someone else gets to have fun with your little trick?”

Snow kicked up. It was the only warning the Angel got before bullets came out of the white blanket to try to take them by surprise. One struck the side of their head, glancing off instead of piercing through. The Angel turned their soul orange, dashing as fast as they could away from the barrage that chased them until they felt the attack end.

“You’re going to kill everyone if you make more!” The Angel yelled, trying desperately for anything to get through. “You saw what a Titan looks like! Those things don’t stay in the Dark World!” 

“Who said I was making one of those?” Flowey pressed a vine to his face. “Golly, always assuming the worst of lil ol’ Flowey. Don’t worry! I wouldn’t ruin the fun before it’s even started!”

The Angel’s fingers clenched into a fist. They needed to hurt him, but had no ability to do so. So… they grasped for the only thing that could possibly pry away at that plastered grin on his face. “Asgore already knows who you are,” they muttered, eyes flashing with a red spark while they stared at the flower who they so desperately wanted to rend to pieces. Finally… finally, something made Flowey’s grin begin to falter and slowly morph into a scowl. “I’ll go down the list until nowhere is safe for you.”

Flowey’s scowl remained for a few moments before the smile came back with a cheery giggle. It started small before growing into a cackle. “That’s just like you to do! You’re a real sicko!” 

For a second, it looked like the snow around the Angel stopped falling. Their blood ran cold. A dome of bullets hovered around their body, giving them just enough time to process what was happening. Before they could even think of a way to respond to an undodgeable attack-

Countless small objects pierced straight through skin. 

Some carved all the way through. The Angel managed to get out a strangled scream. The numbness that washed over them when they fell through the snow was the only mercy they got from the wounds that slowly bled into the snow.

No. Get up. You’re not done yet. Get up.

They weren’t ready, they weren’t-

“...But you’re far from matching me.” Flowey tapped a vine against their head as if he was patting them. They caught his face close by, a smile plastered on it while color drained from their body. “So try to keep up. I’ll be here when you tire of trying.”

Nothing was left to protect the Angel’s soul.

A crack wove through its surface, fracturing it into two instantly. The Angel couldn’t scream. Their vessel couldn’t move. Their entire existence split into two before shattering into tiny pieces.

 


 

Failure.

Again.

Always one step behind, always being pulled by someone else’s whims, always taking one step forward while the world takes two steps back.

Pain did not exist anymore, but the concept of it did not need to be for them to feel an ache in their remaining fragments. Part of them wanted to keep falling. Pieces of them wished to succumb just this once. No matter how hard they tried, no matter how much they tried to solve every problem that came from them choosing to interact with these worlds, they died like anyone else would.

Once, they were above this. Once, they could retreat and try again. Their will for the world could not be stopped, but now…

They were no god.

They did not control this world.

It compressed them down to fit into its mold. It failed to completely subsume them, but what difference did it make when bullets still battered their vessel? What difference did it make when a flower tormented them while the people they loved got further and further away?

“IT APPEARS YOU HAVE REACHED.”

“AN END.”

I’m sorry, they wanted to say. I’m not as strong as you thought I was. No face was connected, so they could not speak. They wished they could. He shouldn’t have to see them like this.

“REMEMBER.”

Something intangible cradled the fragments that made up their fading consciousness. They wished that they could reach out to it, but such things were not afforded to them.

“I DO NOT EXPECT YOU TO NEVER FALTER.”

“I ONLY GROW MORE EXCITED…”

“...FOR WHEN YOU NEXT GET BACK UP.”

They recalled once more. He said that very thing when they first reunited in this world. Something eased in their fragmented being. 

“WILL YOU TRY AGAIN?”

The Angel’s attention turned. Beyond the presence cradling their fragments, something tugged on their very being. Warmth brushed against whatever was left, distant words falling between the cracks.

Someone still missed them.

Even now, someone still missed them.

They wouldn’t want to let anyone worry.

“THEN THE FUTURE IS IN YOUR HANDS.”

 


 

The same save-point flashed in front of the Angel once again, but they couldn’t stay nearly as calm as they did in every other load. Unmade wounds itched across their body as they jolted, feeling every entry-point that had vanished with time rewound.

Their breathing had gotten too fast. Too loud.

The world kept moving forward. The world expected them to adjust when time had rewound. Instead, they could still imagine the bullets piercing through their body. They could still imagine the vines slamming them into the ground. This vessel had its wounds reverted, but…

He killed them again.

They didn’t land a single hit.

A gruff voice next to them tried to get their attention. The Angel could do nothing but stare at that star. They didn’t land a single hit. He waited for them in the Light World. He knew that they were coming. If they couldn’t beat him now, then they’d give him time to find yet another Dark World. They’d give him time to get stronger. He’d kill so many more-

The Angel’s hand lurched up as something purple moved in their direction. Before they knew what they were doing, their hand wrapped around Suzy’s wrist, preventing her claw from moving any further to touch them.

“Hey! The hell are you-”

Not a threat. 

Not a threat. She wasn’t going to hurt them. She wasn’t…

The Angel released her wrist, taking a step back. All of their senses frayed. Even when their other hand grabbed their wrist, their body sent jolts through their nerves. Every touch was another attack waiting to happen. Every touch was another opportunity to die. The Angel tried to put their head on their head, only for the exact same thing to happen again. “Just… j-just give me a second,” the Angel whispered, even though they’d probably already said that to her before saving. They were beginning to lose track. It’d been hours for them. Hours, and they were back in the same place.

Why couldn’t they have saved with no one around? It would’ve been better. Instead, they had someone watching them every time they failed. Instead, they had to watch Suzy’s face break into confusion every time they left her alone. How was any one person supposed to handle this? How did Frisk maintain dying over and over again? How did…

These emotions. Were not. Helping.

Suzy took a step back, but not enough to be out of striking distance. However, her eyes were trained on something just behind the Angel’s head. Instead of giving them a moment like they asked, she worriedly glanced between the Angel and whatever she saw. “...You’ve got wings again.”

The Angel’s blood ran cold.

They looked to their right, and saw a light that shouldn’t be there twitching in their peripheral vision. A wing that only ever should’ve existed in the dark had manifested in the light. No… they… they didn’t need this right now. They didn’t want this right now. Another wing flickered at their left. 

The Angel took a few steps back, trying to grab the manifestations to tear them off. Their hands uselessly phased through. This was pathetic. Look at how little they were moving with just one death. Didn’t they claim that they wished to be aware when they finally made Flowey hurt? Clearly, they did not wish enough, because one measly death caused them to become useless all over again. This body… this constraint to this world… was going to cause more Darkners to die. Because they weren’t doing what needed to be done.

One of Suzy’s eyes peeked out from under her hair. “Uh, hey, you’re… you’re being a little freaky right now.” She didn’t understand what was happening. How could she? Suzy had never known them. Suzy didn’t understand what they were. She was a person dragged into a story far beyond what she could ever know. Despite that, she stepped forward. “I dunno what all that was in there. I… you gotta…” Suzy didn’t know what to do. She couldn’t. 

How many Dark Worlds had been created by now? The Angel had seen four fountains coexist at once before the Roaring began, even more just before it started. How long before it became too much? How long could they stand here before it all became worse? How long could they continue being far too weak before something finally broke? They weren’t becoming stronger. They weren’t gaining anything. All they had done was uselessly flail around long enough for problem after problem to crop up, and nothing was changing.

It needed to change.

Three faces that the Angel could never quite make out flashed through their head.

Their claws sank into their head while they tried to continue thinking. They couldn’t. They couldn’t. The man told them that when they became too bright, it put their friends in danger. They couldn’t do this. They couldn’t-

Silver light started to cover their eyes. Undo it. Undo it. Pull back-

“What am I meant to do?!?” They yelled, their grip on the world loosening while they remained in the moment. The wings started to flicker dangerously, like they would go away entirely. The Angel didn’t know who they were talking to, only that they just needed to yell. “One death and I already can’t take this anymore!”

Suzy lifted a hand, but she didn’t know what to do with it. She couldn’t reach out. She couldn’t touch them. “What are you-”

But the Angel had enough. How dare they have enough, but how could they not? The Angel wanted to stop feeling anything, but if they did that, then- “Acting like it doesn’t hurt only makes my friends suffer.” If the Angel made the world see them, then the Roaring would be able to see them as well. It would make their friends, people they cared about still, be in too much danger. But oh, it didn’t end there. “And if I stop caring about dying, then I’m just going to make things even worse!” Death wasn’t even something that came without consequence. It brought their world closer and closer to erasure. The Angel wasn’t just failing themself now. They were- “And if I don’t do anything, if I keep messing up, then the Roaring happens.”

At some point, Asgore poked his head out the door at the commotion. Who cared if he heard? Who cared if Suzy heard? It would all be undone in a few moments, so they could do it all over again. It didn’t matter. None of this mattered, so they just needed to scream.

They couldn’t even kill Flowey, because they made a stupid promise to never go down that path again no matter how much he asked for it. Every moment he lived, he continued pulling fountains from the earth. “Can’t kill. Can’t die. Can be killed easily. Can’t catch up to someone who knows I’m coming. Every time I mess up is another step closer to an apocalypse.” 

This morning, they’d been happy to just be friends with Suzy.

They were happier for the briefest moment when none of this hung over their head.

They loathed the thought, Sans’ face appearing in their head while questioning if they should just take what they’d been given.

Now, they had to balance everything. Their own death wasn’t even something that punished only them. It punished their friends. Even if they wanted to break their promise to Ralsei and kill Flowey, they FAILED. Even if they did neither of those things and diligently sealed Dark Worlds, Flowey would still kill Darkners while being one step ahead of them. They could not win.

This wasn’t doing anything. They had no choice. The only option was continuing, and they had to bear it without trying to distance themself. Not yet.

The wings vanished. The light behind their head went with them.

Through the ringing of the Angel’s ears, they heard Asgore’s voice breaking through. “You… mentioned dying again.”

There was no comfort. There were only more questions.

Pointless. All of it.

The Angel looked away, pulling on the light that they still recognized even now. No one here would get what it was like. Not even Flowey or Frisk would know. Their deaths never had consequences. Their deaths were only temporary setbacks.

How cruel.

 

The world shifted backwards. The Angel stared at the light for only a moment longer before continuing their search. Flowey would not wait for them forever.

 


 

The Angel lost track of how many times they wound back the clock at around the fiftieth attempt.

Flowey did not return to fight them again, no matter how hard they tried to pursue him. Eventually, they had to wade through the Dark Worlds to seal them instead of trying to stop him first. They’d only found two at the beginning, but as soon as three were surpassed, Spawn began to appear within the Church. The Angel did not wish to know what the limit was until a Titan began to hatch on its own.

So, for countless loops, a monster tore through the Underground. Faster routes were found. A grey figure appeared over and over again, using patched together words to try to check on them. The Angel stopped answering after a while. There was work to be done, and they could think about all of those questions when the Roaring wasn’t imminent. Maybe if they spent less time trying to befriend the three heroes of the prophecy, they would’ve been able to actually use the time to prevent it.

That stupid flower’s words started ringing in their head from a long time ago. Ultimately, their friends had been set back by them. Ultimately, they had gotten too close, and tried to meddle in too much.

A Dark World in the Ruins was sealed.

…but how could they not meddle, when the prophecy etched their fates so clearly?

It wasn’t about those fates. It never was. The Angel didn’t need to lie to themself while they waded through the blizzard again. Long before they even knew what the prophecy said, they wanted to get close. From the moment Ralsei asked to be friends, they had already sunk their talons into the world.

It was too late to have regrets now.

They would never apologize for trying to break fate, but part of them still wondered if they could have used their time better. Maybe if they heeded Ralsei’s warning about the prophecy earlier… maybe if they went back after their friends pulled them from the depths… maybe… maybe… maybe…

Flowey did not greet them when they entered the cottage’s Dark World, nor did he greet them when it was inevitably sealed. More ash stood within. The Angel did not pause this time. It took them a few tries to get that right, and a piece of their soul hated that they even “got it right” at all.

Sometimes, they ended up back in the original Dark World, losing even more progress to Frisk trying to contact them. At least after a while, that stopped. It was so fun for the Angel to be on pace to hopefully catch up to Flowey, only for Frisk to wrench it out from under the Angel. They were instructed to stop interfering, and what did they do?

Interfere.

At least, they had the sense to stop.

Suzy and Asgore were long forgotten. When the Angel finally fixed this, that was probably another thing that they would have to load twenty more times to get right. Oh well. They didn’t think that they were great at talking right now.

As the Angel followed grey figures through Waterfall, they began to wonder how long it had actually been. Loading brought them back to the same point with the same amount of energy that they had when they began. Some attempts took hours. The longer the Angel had to travel through the Underground, the more each mistake cost them. They could save again, but knew what happened last time they overzealously placed down a save-point.

At least, Papyrus brought them those smoothies. A few times, the Angel had to stop to boost their own energy just a little bit. Soul modes were beginning to drain them to use the farther into the journey they got. They managed to force down whatever food they could, because they already felt sick anyway. They could at least do this.

Another Dark World had been created in Mettaton’s old house. He would likely be upset to know that the belongings he left behind… all of those diaries that he wrote for himself… had all turned into cinders on the floor.

The Angel lost one attempt to taking Paige out of their satchel. For too long, they stared at it and wondered if the diaries would have shared a kinship with the paper parrot that always took form in the Dark World. That urge to hurt came back, but the Angel had to delay it to go back yet again. Every second counted, even if they had to destroy Dark Worlds along the way.

Hotland started to wear the Angel down.

When the man began to lead them into the lab, they did not find the heart to be surprised. The Harvester would be so upset if it was not already dead. The Angel promised it that it would never be hurt or used to hurt again, and now…

When the Angel descended into the True Lab, no black smoke clouded the air. No Dark Worlds had been formed in any room. They didn’t understand why he brought them here until a grey figure guided them into an empty room.

Tapes used to line the shelves. A television used to sit on the table. Instead of the room being turned entirely to ash, the objects were just gone.

A hole large enough to fit that television had been broken through the wall. The Angel knew better than to follow it.

“...He’s collecting items.” No one else was down here, as far as the Angel was aware. No one else would have burrowed a hole into the lab just to take a television and tapes specific to the Royal Family.

The grey figure next to them with wide-eyes nodded its head. A monotone narration came out of the figure’s mouth “Choose a tape to-” before it shifted to a voice that the Angel only recognized as a prompt “-*steal.”

Why wouldn’t he try this Dark World as well? Flowey knew that there were Darkners here, and he practically watched them kill the Harvester. However, he’d taken items. There was no ash in this room, and the Angel began to wonder if each and every room really had been burnt to a crisp. It would be difficult to identify which Darkners had been taken if the rest had been burned to ash.

The Angel clenched their hands into fists. “Do you know why?”

Asgore’s voice came through the grey figure’s mouth, solemn and defeated. “I do not.” The grey figure’s eyes rarely looked anywhere other than forward, but as if something had drawn its attention, the eyes flicked harshly to the side.

The man rarely reacted with shock to anything. The Angel asked, “Is something wrong?”

The grey figure did not wait to try to parse together words. Instead, it shifted in place, outstretching a long arm and morphing into the goner with the man’s fragment in its hand. The fragment tried to speak of its own volition, even though the man rarely did so. “WE- ARE- CONNECTED.” Words in his own voice were swapped around to make sense. “NOT- GUARANTEED- NOT COMPLETE. A LITTLE FURTHER.”

He… talked about trying to establish a connection with everyone. Did… did he finally manage something? The Angel expected for that to take much longer, but considering how often they were loading… “You can talk to them now?”

“A LITTLE FURTHER. HOWEVER- I LOOK. I LOOK. I LOOK.” The small fragment twitched over and over again, trying to find the correct words. “I LOOK- ON THE VERGE OF CONNECTION.” The main body twitched as well when the Angel wasn’t understanding, and despite Chara’s normal narration coming through, something apologetic bled through the cracks. “-leave -You -alone.”

He… had to give their friends his undivided attention now.

The Angel didn’t know if they had found every Dark World. Hotland hadn’t been entirely explored. They would be on their own, and could abandon any idea of being done with this soon.

But if their friends needed him, then… “Take care of them,” the Angel told the grey figure before they blinked, and it was already gone.

Part of them wished that they could be there to speak with their friends, but for now, they had work to do. There was no time to process. No time to wait. Just go.

The cycles continued. Suzy and Asgore were brushed aside. A section of the Ruins that the Angel had never traversed passed under them while they leapt from rooftop to rooftop. A blizzard failed to hinder them while they sealed a far-off cottage. They tried to ignore the pit in their stomach when seeing what remained of forgotten diaries that carried Mettaton’s hopes and dreams. For a while, the Angel thought that there was no Dark World in Hotland, only to find an entirely empty one within the resort. Whether it had been empty and served as a distraction or Flowey created it and stole Darkners from it… the Angel did not know.

When the Angel finally reached New Home, they checked Asgore’s house. It was the most obvious place, but no Dark Fountains existed. Not a single room had black smoke sifting out from under the door.

Then, they made the sorry mistake of stepping outside.

Buildings spanned across the cavern. An entire city had to be explored, and the Angel no longer had any guidance. They cursed under their breath, hands beginning to shake. How many more tries would this take? How long would it take them to discover a single Dark World within that city?

The Ruins… were likely a lot more empty before everyone went to the surface. Darkners would be harder to find in homes that had already been moved out of for ages. However… the Angel wondered how many buildings in New Home had monsters living in them before coming to the surface. Monsters seemed… all too willing to leave their old lives behind. How many Darkners were left behind?

How many Dark Fountains would be viable for Flowey to create?

A task too insurmountable stretched out in front of the Angel. Instead of moving, they slowly began to sink towards the ground. They crouched, letting their head hang low for just a god damn second. It was all going to be undone anyway, so they just needed a moment…

Slowly, they shifted their body to sit on the pathway overlooking the sprawling city. Flowey would probably think it was incredibly funny that he’d finally gotten them to crack. Considering how much he laughed at them during their fight, he already did. 

He wanted something out of them.

He knew they would be coming.

It was common that they walked into his traps, after all. Even before having a vessel of their own, they were always doing his dirty work for him. They wounded Asgore enough for him to get the killing blow and take the souls. They brought everyone in one place for him to achieve his true form. They listened to him when he told them that they were a threat.

What were they walking into now?

“Heya.”

Not a moment of peace, then.

The Angel did not startle. They did not tremble. Instead, their claws only scraped across hard stone. “I’m not in the mood.” They muttered, slowly pushing themself to their feet again. Putting their weight on their cane, they faced the skeleton who had decided to finally drop in.

Those eye-lights that constantly judged were already staring at them, of course. Of course. The Angel was failing to solve an issue, so Sans was here to judge them. Maybe they should move just a little further to the east into the hall that he liked so much just so that they could really get into it.

Sans kept his hands shoved in his pockets, face once again betraying nothing. “Was just sayin’ hi. Seems like you’re a lil jumpy.”

“I don’t have time for you.” The Angel turned their soul blue, deciding that they were going to go into the city after all. It’d be better than letting Sans waste their time.

When they leapt, their soul magic didn’t move them anywhere. In fact, they felt… heavier. Their feet remained rooted to the ground, and their gaze immediately turned on the only person who could possibly have affected their soul while it was blue.

Sans stood perfectly still, hands still in his pocket. For a second, the Angel thought they saw a flash of blue vanishing behind his eye-lights, but he didn’t look like he’d moved at all. “...or maybe you’re not jumpy. Looks like you’re struggling a bit there, bud.”

The Angel should just load their save and deal with him later. But, anger bubbled under their skin, and it was going to be undone anyway, so… “You must get a real kick out of making everything a joke, don’t you?”

As soon as it didn’t look like the Angel was going to jump away again, Sans answered with a shrug, “I think we got off on the wrong foot, bucko. I’m just checkin’ in.” He glanced to the side with that same wide grin remaining on his face. “When Papyrus said you were here, Frisk got worried. Next thing you know, they’re telling Tori and she’s getting all worried. I’d give both of ‘em a shortcut, but it’s hard enough to show one person a shortcut. Two? That’d be hard to-”

He was rambling again, trying to get them to lower their guard. Worse, they bristled at his explanation. “You could just do two shortcuts.” He was lying again, and they were tired of it. He couldn’t even tell the truth about the little things. “You’re not here for their sake.”

Sans’ eye-lights flicked back to them. If their comment affected him, he didn’t show it. “Nah, I mean it. Just checking in. ‘Specially with all the uh… stuff you’ve got going on down here.” He studied their face, and caught the way it fell ever-so-slightly. “Am I wrong?”

Of course, he would judge. The Angel’s claws dug into their padded palms. “I’m only trying to fix what Flowey has done. This isn’t my fault!” 

“Not saying it is, bucko.” Sans glanced to the side again, finally deciding that he’d seen what he needed to on their face. “Sounds to me like your flower pal is up to some bad stuff, but it’s rare that he gets new ideas. They’re usually harmless, y’know? Not to say he’s innocent or naive, but you kinda figure him out after a while.”

The Angel snarled, pointing at their chest with their thumb, “I did everything in my power to make sure that he never figured out how to make a Dark World. It isn’t my fault that he decided to figure it out on his own!”

And yet, somehow, impossibly, he still found a way to place a jab. “I dunno, bud. It’s uh… kinda what I told you before. If you took what was given to you from the start, maybe you could’ve-”

A fist pierced through the air.

The Angel’s lungs fought for air while they stared at their own hand, just an inch away from the right side of Sans’ skull. “Don’t finish that thought,” they muttered, their fist remaining extended for a moment longer. They’d missed, but that didn’t stop the anger from boiling over while they drew their hand back. “You know me. You know just as well as I do that everyone in the Roaring will die. They’re alive right now… trying to fight until the end.” They glared, staring into his eye-lights with red flashing in their own pupils. “So what right do you have to judge me for trying to save them?”

Sans’ grin never faltered. He kept the pinpricks of light in his skull trained on them though, like he knew better than to take his eyes off of them again. “I’m not judging, bud. But if I were you? I woulda thrown in the towel by now.” Nevermind, he was confident in taking his eye-lights off of him to try to look past them. “Dunno where your friend is, but Papyrus was saying that you two got along.”

“Don’t,” they warned, their voice lowering dangerously.

Undeterred, the skeleton gave his unwanted advice. “Sometimes, it feels like you can never give up… even if there’s absolutely NO benefit to persevering whatsoever. You just keep going…” He glanced fully to the side, lowering his guard. “...and eventually, you don’t realize it’s not worth it until you hurt someone around you.”

A second punch. The Angel didn’t take their eyes off of him, but watched as he very carefully sidestepped them just enough to get out of the way of their right hand. When it didn’t connect, they wrapped their hand tightly around the handle of their cane, trying everything in their power to bash him in the side with it.

Of course, it passed a hair’s width in front of his hoodie. The skeleton didn’t flinch. “I mean, look at where you’re headed, bud. Your friend isn’t with you anymore, and she’s probably worried about ya.” He withdrew a hand from his pocket, waving it around slightly. “Tori worries too. You got Frisk in a stranglehold, and nothing really makes ‘em blink. Heck, you even got me and Papyrus worried.”

The Angel drew themself back to their full height, glaring daggers at him. How dare he even insinuate that he was worried? “It’s only because I’m a threat now, isn’t it?” A scoff of pure disbelief passed through their lips. “Because I’m daring to shake up your perfect happy ending, you’re lecturing me to try to get me to let my friends die.” 

Sans studied them for a bit longer before letting out a surprisingly animated sigh. “It ain’t easy, bud. Never is. But… hey, Tori will always be around. All of us will all be around when you finally decide to call it quits.” He glanced to the side, like the most disgusting utterance ever hadn’t slipped out of his mouth. “Not to say that it’s gonna be easy… just that you got people rootin’ for ya. One day, it won’t hurt as badly.”

“One day? One day?” Something crackled in the Angel’s soul. A foreign feeling coursed through their body. Not rage. Not anger. Those things existed, but something new joined the fray. “Do you know how long I’ve been at this? Do you know how many years I’ve spent trying to get them a happy ending? You don’t, do you?” Flowey was right about one thing, Sans really was a pile of garbage. The Angel threw their hands outward to the side, trying to show all that they were. “I watched my friends get further and further away. I watched them stay the same while I grew. I would never tell them that, because it would break their hearts. You think I’ll give up now? After all of this?”

Sans started to look at their soul while it flared to life on their chest. “Uh, bud, you might wanna-”

“I don’t care if I grow old. I don’t care if I wither away. I don’t care how many times I die. I don’t care if I have to reincarnate into a new body over and over again.” The Angel felt something appear in their hand. Muscle memory solidified in their grasp. “I don’t care if they don’t recognize me by the time I see them again, as long as they still breathe.” Their hand moved instinctively. The Angel didn’t have the need to understand what was in their hand before they slashed, a dagger constructed of pure light carving through the air with a red gash.

Through their power, their will became real.

The Angel blinked. The world went dark for just a moment before Sans stood a foot away, one bead of sweat on his forehead. Uninjured. Standing. But finally affected.

“Guess that’s it then, huh? You’ll just keep going no matter what.” Sans mused, eyeing the dagger pulsing in their hand. The light twitched and flickered, like its place in this world was feeble. Finally, Sans took his own advice, and threw in the towel. “Just don’t say I didn’t warn you.”

The Angel glared, raising the dagger in their hand to point it at him. “Never speak to me again unless you plan on being useful.”

Sans shut his eye-sockets. “You know I’m no good with promises.”

The Angel blinked, and Sans was gone.

A sigh of relief could finally be taken. He left. He finally left. The Angel didn’t know why they didn’t just load their save, but something about that felt good. Some knot in their soul finally loosened, but the Angel thought they might’ve known why that was.

Slowly, the Angel turned their head down to look at the object resting in their hands. A dagger flickered in their hand. Silver light shrouded its entire form, and the object struggled to stay manifested the longer they looked. However, it was undeniably something that they made.

As quickly as it came, the magical construct flickered out of existence.

It flew in the face of everything they knew about their vessel. Perhaps, they could not cast in a conventional manner, but maybe this proved that they could in some ways. After all, monster magic was the way they expressed themselves. It wasn’t all for battling.

However, the Angel had never been one who had the ability to express themself in this world. Truly, the only expressions that ever changed things tangibly were…

The Angel stamped out the thought.

…They still had to find Flowey. But, no matter how hard they tried, Sans’ words still clung to them like a persistent mold.

They did leave Suzy behind.

All of that could wait. She would understand when they told her about the Roaring. If she hated them forever, then fine. She would probably be safer without being dragged into all of this anyway. The Angel gave her the choice to join them in all of this, so if she ever chose to leave…

Something weighed down their soul. They really did leave her alone with Asgore, didn’t they? After all that effort to bring her into the Dark World to keep her safe from Flowey… and after hearing about how much she loathed the king… they left her.

The Angel continued. Their soul turned blue, and they launched themself deeper into New Home. It would all be turned back in a moment, after all.

 


 

Frisk thought that they would invent a new curse today.

As a treat. As a little gift. Maybe, they’d even let Chara in on it.

Maybe, just maybe they were a little pissed about having to do the same song and dance too many times to count. The Angel wasn’t answering any calls anymore, which left them in the unique position to explain things to people MULTIPLE TIMES. Yes mom, this is the forty-seventh time they’re mentioning something’s wrong with the Angel and discussing a ride to Mount Ebott. Yes Sans, they already figured out that you’re not going to help with the short cuts. Yes Alphys, thank you, you’re the best for actually having location tracking on the Angel’s phone. Thank you forever. Yes, hi Asgore, no, you’ll have to call Alphys if you want to figure out how to track the Angel. Why the actual hell was everyone but Frisk in contact with the Angel? That was probably their fault but-

NOW IF ONLY THAT DIDN’T REPEAT FIFTY TIMES.

“You remind yourself to stay calm,” Chara chastised in their head, “You will require focus if they have finally decided to exert their will on this world once more.”

“It’s not like that,” Frisk protested, accidentally saying the words out loud.

Toriel, who had been breaking multiple traffic laws at this point with her speedometer inching towards triple digits, glanced at Frisk worriedly. “What was that, Frisk?” She had insisted on coming. The moment that she found out there was something up with the Angel again, Toriel flipped. Considering Sans decided to be characteristically unhelpful, this was probably the best thing that they could’ve asked for. Maybe Toriel would know how to talk some sense into them.

“Nothing.” Frisk recovered easily, but the thoughts chased them the whole drive to the mountain. They honestly didn’t expect to get far. Every time they thought they were, the Angel loaded back to the exact same point. Gaps started to grow, like they were getting further in whatever task they had to do, but that only made Frisk more nervous. It couldn’t be a fight, because the Angel was… taking a while between loads sometimes. It always took Frisk a while to rally the troops and get Alphys to help, and the drive to Mount Ebott was not quick. Then, there was the hike, and every single time Frisk got close, they were thwarted all over again.

Their thoughts could only race on what could be going on. Why did the Angel ask them for a backup save? Why did Papyrus mention that the Angel was going after Flowey? That flower was acting weird when he left, but-

“He told you to stay out of his way,” the voice in their head mentioned pointedly. “You know that only precedes disaster. You are also aware that two disasters meeting each other will be significantly worse.”

Yes, YES, they already knew that! They just didn’t know what specifically, but they had more than enough time to think about it as load after load occurred. What was fantastic was that they had no frame of reference whatsoever! Since they’d been left so thoroughly out of the loop, they could only craft fake ideas in their head that probably didn’t even amount to what was actually going on.

The Angel did mention a nebulous apocalypse, but they did not have enough understanding of what that would even look like.

No more being stuck in the dark. Frisk was going to figure this out, and the Angel was going to let them help. No more running away. None of it!

Frisk dared to start having hope while they ran up the mountain path. Thankfully, Toriel did not lag behind. Frisk knew better than anyone how fast she could run, and whatever she thought about the Angel must have filled her with raw drive. Both Frisk and Toriel charged up the mountain path, barely exchanging a word.

Still, they did exchange some. Toriel glanced over Frisk’s shoulder, staring at the phone in their hand. “My child, do you know where they are?”

Frisk glanced at their phone. Thankfully, Alphys did obsessively make sure that maps of the Underground were actually accurate. She wasn’t a cartographer, but she sure as hell got mad at someone until a map was made. Fortunately for them, the Angel looked like they were… “Somewhere in New Home. Not far,” Frisk answered out loud. It didn’t look like they were on the beaten path anymore, but that was fine. They could catch up like this. 

“I do worry…” Toriel kept up the pace, but she still exhaled roughly like she was sighing. “Yesterday was supposed to be quite fun for them, but I am afraid that they never came home. To hear that they are all the way back underground…”

Somehow, the Angel was interacting with everyone else but Frisk. How were they just working around them? “I’ll fix it.” Frisk focused on the path ahead. They had to fix it. That was what they were good at. That was what they did. This one person wouldn’t evade them forever. And yet, it still threw them off every single time the Angel ignored their calls or texts. Was it so wrong to want to be friends? Was it so wrong to get to know them?

No more of this. From this day forward, Frisk was going to fix this.

Finally, the top of the mountain came. Frisk and Toriel took a momentary breather, but it didn’t last long for Frisk. Without waiting, they ran ahead. They needed to put a save down now. None had shown up on the way here, so they needed to set one and keep loading until the Angel gave up if it came down to it. They were NOT going back down that mountain.

Frisk turned a corner, and their eyes caught on…

…why was the light silver?

Cautiously, Frisk reached out to the light. It… still looked like a save-point. Just a bit different.

No surge of determination came. No knowledge appeared in Frisk’s soul that let them know of their foothold in time. Frisk’s hand bathed in the light, and nothing happened.

Their… their save file was still there… far back in town. Why couldn’t they…?

“There is another save in Asgore’s garden. Use it.”

Chara didn’t even bother with narration. Frisk’s mouth began to dry out, but they followed the command and began to sprint to the garden. Again, the light was silver. Again, their hand passed uselessly through. More violently, they tried to pull at something within the light, only for it to flare out and leave a tingling sensation against their hand.

What… was this?

Another save then! Frisk ran out of the garden, only to find another silver star. The same exact thing happened when they even bothered. 

“You have let this get absurdly out of control!” Chara yelled in their head. 

For once, something new spiked in Frisk’s chest. Just like when the Angel had drawn on their power to send them back, just like when Frisk found out that their power was no longer solely their own…

Fear inched its way into the backside of their mind.

No, they weren’t giving up now. The Angel probably had an explanation for this. They were just weird, and that was fine! Besides, Frisk had so many other save-points on the surface! It couldn’t be all of them! There was one further ahead! They just had to keep moving and hope-

The Judgement Hall stretched out before Frisk.

Flickering at the end, a full, golden star greeted them. That fear beginning to creep up in their mind slowly receded. “We’re fine, see?” Frisk said to open air, walking across tiled floors. Finally, at last, they rooted their point in time. The save-point reacted to them, even though Chara did not provide-

“Knowing that you have utterly lost control of your save-points, but lucked out enough to still have one remaining, somehow fills you with determination.”

Thank you Chara. The snide remarks were always nice.

Toriel finally rejoined them, keeping a steady pace but also glancing around worriedly. “You do not need to wait for me if this old lady is slowing you down, Frisk.”

“You’re not!” Frisk reassured. Besides, they would need mom’s charm considering how much the Angel seemed to avoid them.

Outside of the final corridor, Frisk took a right to find a set of stairs. The Angel never did go down these whenever they were in the Underground, but it seemed like they finally found them considering their phone was somewhere in the city. Thankfully, the Angel didn’t seem to be moving fast. Hopefully, that wouldn’t change.

…Frisk was moving fairly fast down the stairs with mom when they heard something coming from behind. They glanced up at the same time as Toriel before a purple blur practically leapt down the staircase four stairs at a time. 

The monster snarled a quick “OUTTA MY WAY!” while she rushed past with something in her hand. Wait, was that Asgore’s phone?

Sure enough, the former-king himself came down the stairs as well. When he saw Frisk and Toriel, he immediately straightened up like he didn’t look two seconds away from collapsing. “Ah! Hello you two! I… er…” He glanced down the stairs where that monster had run. “I seem to have had my phone stolen.”

Frisk… didn’t have too much to lose considering their save was just a little bit back. They let Asgore breathe for a second, asking, “Who was that?”

“Ah! The Angel’s friend! She was…” He took another breath, like he had just run across the entire underground. “...very enthusiastic about locating them, and I suppose I took a bit too long calling Alphys… and then fumbling with my phone… and then I was too slow for her pace…”

Right. Asgore had been looking as well. Thank god Alphys was able to run tech support for someone like Asgore. He wasn’t… great with phones at all.

Toriel sighed, “While I am happy that there is an active search party, I do not believe that it will progress if we merely stand here.”

Frisk needed no more prompting. Frisk and Toriel set off, but they did not miss the way that a shadow crossed over Asgore’s eyes. They were also feeling off-kilter thanks to running up the mountain, but he stared at the back of Toriel’s head like he wanted to say something.

Another time. Focus on what’s ahead of them.

The winding and cramped streets of New Home were hard to navigate. Slower and slower, Frisk inched closer to their goal. The Angel wasn’t far, and they could hear the Angel’s friend running a few alleys ahead. All they needed was for the Angel not to load their save. It would make this so much easier if they just-

“YOU ASSHOLE!”

Ah. The monster found them.

Frisk rounded the corner, finally putting eyes on the Angel that had eluded them for too many loads so far. Frisk was surprised that they got this far, and by the way that the Angel looked back at them, they were surprised to see Frisk too.

They looked far more unkempt than the last time Frisk saw them. Fur stuck out in disarray. Their eyes barely focused on Frisk. Even from this far away, Frisk could hear how loudly they were breathing. 

However, like they didn’t even know any of those things were happening to them, the Angel frowned. “I told you not to interfere.”

A twinge of anger finally began to form in Frisk’s soul. Really? Even after all of this? “Do you know how worried I was?” Frisk stepped forward, drawing both the monster and the Angel’s attention. Somehow, the monster looked like the more hostile of the two. “You didn’t tell me what was going on, which I’ll drag us back here if you do that again by the way-” The Angel needed to know that loading wouldn’t work. Frisk needed insurance. “And I told you I was going to help you! I told you from the beginning that I wanted to help you! What’s…” Frisk glanced at the monster who so eagerly came to their defense, and then glanced back at the Angel. “What am I doing wrong?”

“Hey, back the hell off.” The monster next to the Angel stepped in front of them, her teeth beginning to bare. Her eyes glanced upward at Toriel and Asgore before she tossed the phone back at the latter. “I found ‘em, so I’m taking it from here. The rest of you can buzz off.”

Wasn’t she just calling them an asshole a moment ago? Frisk shook their head, denying the monster any ground. “None of us are leaving until we fix whatever’s going on down here.” As politely as possible, Frisk turned back to the Angel. “You do realize that I’m capable of helping you, right? That’s…” They put a hand on their chest. Memories flooded their mind of commands being issued, a guiding hand telling them to do so many things, but in the end instructing them exactly on how to be kind. “That’s what we used to be, right? We helped each other! Why…” Why did the Angel look at them like they were a stranger? Why did those eyes look even more tired when Frisk appeared? Frisk took a deep breath, bringing that feeling welling up inside back down to a stable level. “I just want to help, and you’re making this worse by not letting me.

“I don’t have the time,” the Angel snapped in frustration, putting a hand on their head. “There’s too much to explain. There’s too much I need to do fast. If you want to help me, then the only thing you can do is tell me where Flowey is and how to stop him from…” The Angel’s eyes looked up to Toriel and Asgore’s faces.

Something in Frisk’s soul crept up. A second voice took control, Chara leaning forward to question, “What did Flowey do?”

The Angel recognized the change, but didn’t outwardly mention it. Instead, they stared right through Frisk at the one person who would possibly know more about Flowey than they did. “Help me figure out what he’s doing, and I’ll tell you.” The Angel tilted their head at Frisk, regarding them once again. “That’s what you want to do, right? Help?”

For a second, Frisk thought they saw phantom wings twitching behind the Angel’s head. They were never there at all when Frisk focused. It didn’t matter. Right now, they only wanted to be a part of this. They only wanted to set whatever was going on right. If the Angel was finally offering that, then how could they possibly refuse?

Notes:

This chapter felt. So chaotic to write.

Deciding on what to show and what to paraphrase has gotta be one of the hardest things when writing a chapter where events have to go fast. As you can see with the 20k word count for this chapter, I did not entirely do that correctly. Oh well lmao. I'm sure my sleep schedule won't- hey why is it 2:30AM.

Hello Gaster :) Small writing time again. No Patrick it's not corestrings they're just like that.

Saving and loading has gotta be ultra confusing from an external POV, especially when the Angel is very bad at masking changes in their demeanor. It's okay! They get multiple crashouts as a little treat while they optimize their speedrun! Seems like they're uh. Not quite equipped to deal with Flowey in the Light World yet.

Sometimes a reminder is needed that this is not a power fantasy, and the Angel very much can take damage when they're not in the Fantasy Land Dark World and popping off. It has been quite a while since they've died! Can't have them getting used to the feeling of being alive for TOO long, especially not with Flowey around. Wonder what that fella is up to?

Ignore the knife we don't talk about that.

What I do wanna talk about is Spamton.

1) I never see him, other than Weird Route, paired up with Noelle in any meaningful way. These two have a connection! IF ONLY THAT CONNECTION WASN'T HIDDEN AWAY IN A LABYRINTH OF SPAMTON SWEEPSTAKES LORE AND Q&A SNIPPETS! Toby please never do that again. It was fun in the moment but when crucial character lore is hidden in hard to access places I think I'm gonna lose it.

2) I felt like I got to be the most annoying person ever with the brackets but I tried to show restraint. The game simultaneously shows restraint and then proceeds to spam the brackets for like 5 lines. There is no consistency and I gave up trying and went full tilt. Spamton you are the only one whose typing quirk (and Gaster) is preserved. And, just like in canon, you will surpass Jevil for no reason in screentime.

Leave Jevil alone he just wants to gamble and beat shit up.

Lots of moving people into the right place for this chapter. Lots of setup. I'm tired. I'm going to go turn into ash now.

Thank you all once again for always reading! The comments on the last chapter were very kind, and I will get to them when I have regained my strength!

Chapter 26: My World

Summary:

Warnings are issued at every given opportunity. However, caution was already abandoned long ago.

Notes:

AIGHT FANART ROUNDS LET'S DO IT

Darinaethelaianprophet made a ton of animations with the Angel's eyes, the Angel yawning, and a compilation posts of all the animations that have been made thusfar! Go check them out! Seriously, they're awesome
https://www. /star-pup01/812112491081580544/peek-a-boo?source=share
https://www. /star-pup01/812286167940743168/as-promised-beeg-yawn?source=share
https://www. /darinaethelaianprophet/812284871835860992?source=share

ourasriel made a comic detailing the immediate crashout that could occur if Asriel was just a teensy bit more stupid
https://www. /ourasriel/812166775761436672/uhoh-asriel-did-an-oopsie-p-for?source=share

engineer-and-here (or Paralelo) made hype moments and aura of Spamton and Noelle... as well as the Angel and Gaster. Idk how to describe this one. Go look at the
https://www. /engineer-and-here/812192542188814336/another-one-done-how-spamton-finna-be-moving-with?source=share

a-flawed-apparatus made a Roaring Knight heroforge!
https://www. /a-flawed-apparatus/812359689425846272/the-knight-which-makes-with-blackened-knife-shall?source=share

And last but not least

RedRaven393 made a comic of the final scene with Frisk asking to help, with some of the most devastating panels I've ever seen portraying how both sides feel in this moment. PLEASE look at this I beg of you i beg this has filled me with too much brainrot
https://www. /redraven393/812349682577784832/what-we-used-to-be?source=share

Godspeed soldiers.

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

Books shifted under Ralsei’s feet while Susie pulled him up on top of another bookshelf. Just as the two of them had done many times before, they turned around to take Kris’ hand. They didn’t have the ability to grip anything else, but the two of them wouldn’t let Kris fall.

…Hopefully, they wouldn’t. Ralsei hadn’t seen the prophecy yet, so he really wasn’t sure. Maybe one day he would let everyone fall still, and he just didn’t know when yet.

Kris nodded when they gained their balance, signaling that they were fine. Despite the church not having a Titan nearby right now, they had all been relatively quiet. Ralsei knew what he needed to talk to Kris about, but he supposed that he was putting it off. He wouldn’t want to… make them uncomfortable in front of Susie. Who knew if it would be avoidable though. Ralsei would never ask her to leave his sight right now. They all… needed to stay together now.

However, every time Ralsei almost worked up the courage to broach the subject, Kris took up their position as leader once more. Susie was an impenetrable barrier protecting the both of them from having to face what was on their minds. While Ralsei was used to letting things go unsaid, he didn’t think that he wanted to see Kris that hurt ever again.

But, every time he tried to gauge whether or not they wanted to talk now, their gaze remained set dead ahead in focus. Their breaths came out shallow, like they were trying to hold them back to brace themself.

Ralsei would do the same, knowing what could be coming. They all just had to keep searching the church. No matter how much the prophecy panels were broken, they would always appear somewhere else.

When Ralsei glanced around Susie again, she must’ve finally caught on. Groaning, she called both of them out, “Could you two like… get on with whatever it is you gotta talk about? Ralsei looks like he’s about to combust.”

Kris’ shoulders tensed. Their hand clenched tightly too, like every part of their body had simultaneously locked up.

Ah, they clearly weren’t ready. That… that was fine. Ralsei helpfully tried to steer things back on track. “It… might not be the best time, Susie. Splitting the group up would be dangerous out here, and-”

Susie whipped out her axe to rest it on her shoulders, casually wrapping arms around the handle. “Come on, I think all of us have like… actually bawled in each other’s arms already. Just act like I’m not there.”

While that was true, and while Ralsei would comfort Susie again in a heartbeat, this seemed to be far too important to Kris. He… would even admit that part of him wanted to hear what they had to say. They were not wrong for eventually finding no more use for him or moving on, but…

Something ached in his chest.

Kris finally opened their mouth, a whisper coming out, “Not ready. Need it to mean something.”

Ralsei wanted to say that anything from Kris would mean the world to him, but he kept his mouth shut. If they weren’t ready, then they weren’t ready. They didn’t… need to be ready. Even if the Roaring did not take place fully… even if the prophecy had finally been broken and they all survived… Ralsei would still be unable to go to the Light World. Sure, he knew that Kris and Susie would probably visit… but…

…One day… if they ever decided…

If Kris wasn’t ready, then they simply weren’t ready. Ralsei let a reassuring smile spread across his face when they looked at him, and they turned away to face ahead.

Susie eyed the two of them and sighed, “Fine, just…” Something that Ralsei couldn’t place flashed in Susie’s eyes. “Just don’t wait-” Her voice wavered like she’d just recovered from saying something else. “You’d better talk it out before the Angel gets back. They’ll give you two an earful with me.”

It was a nice thought. Even if the Angel was scolding him, which they rarely even did, he would be happy. But… this wasn’t really about them, was it? Hopefully, one day, Kris would be ready. He just worried that… if the prophecy was still here, then that day…

Blue light cast across the floor, bleeding into Ralsei’s fur.

Ralsei shut his eyes. The bright light only signaled one thing that could take any form when he turned to look. A piece of the prophecy, just like that, had finally appeared. Both of his friends had gone silent, so…

What would be worse? He kept asking himself the same question over and over again. Did he fear turning to see a shattered prophecy now that the Angel had been harmed, or did he fear the prophecy still playing out exactly as foretold… even now? It spoke of their banishment. It never said the Angel would come to harm, and yet Ralsei felt how their light went out once already. They told him that they didn’t feel pain. They told him…

He didn’t know what he feared more.

This was what he wanted. This was why he came here. So, summoning all of his strength, Ralsei opened his eyes and faced fate.

It was silly, really, how it made his blood run cold despite the levity of its words.

THE POINTY-HEADED ONE WILL SAY “TOOTHPASTE”, AND THEN “BOY.”

A name used to degrade and belittle him had been woven into the prophecy. Ralsei remembered the day that it happened. It… was foolish to believe that the prophecy would change so quickly, and yet his heart still sank when Susie and Lancer called him that name over and over again. It was a reminder of what he had to resist. And, when Susie joined Lancer’s side, it was a reminder that he couldn’t mess up… or even his friends would not remain kind.

But oh, how she proved him wrong.

And yet, even after everything, even after the Angel had been lost to the darkness…

The prophecy remained.

No matter what they did, no matter how much tragedy struck the world, and no matter how much the three of them struggled through the dark, their fates were still decided.

Susie stared at the prophecy directly, and her fingers tightened around the axe over her shoulder. Ralsei would’ve told her not to break it lest it delay seeing later prophecy panels, but she didn’t move to strike. Instead, she wondered, “Do… do we think other parts might’ve changed?” She tilted her head at Ralsei. “Like… this part obviously already happened, but maybe this means that we’re not completely doomed with the Angel gone, y’know?”

That… was true. Ralsei found it hard to believe in that, but Susie did have a point. The only part of the prophecy that could change was… anything that it said in the future. “You’re… not wrong.” He recalled the church clearly when the Angel fell into darkness. “When the Angel left us… all of the panels… past, present, and future were gone.”

Kris dipped their head slightly, their eyes becoming even more shadowed. “Then we keep going.”

Susie nodded. However, as the three of them walked, she turned to look at the panel one more time. Her gaze lowered to the floor slowly before the rest of her head followed. “I miss Lancer.”

Somewhere under Castle Town, his statue still stood. Ever since the adventures became far more serious for everyone, Lancer ended up being around less and less. He was… the one who befriended Susie first, if Ralsei understood what happened in the jail correctly. Even now, even when Lancer’s usefulness had become less and less, Susie still thought of him. It made Ralsei’s heart hurt.

Silence continued as more and more prophecy panels from the past flickered into view along their path. However, Susie still had something on her mind. The silence was broken by her asking, “Hey… Ralsei? Do you…” The entire walk, her head continued hanging low. Her axe had vanished in favor of her hands being shoved deep into her pockets. “Do Darkners like… know what happens to them when they’re in the Light World?” She shook her head immediately like the question was stupid. “I mean… obviously. You see the stuff that we do in the Shelter… and I remember Tenna talking about it a lot… so…”

Huh. That… wasn’t the question he was expecting. As if they found the question interesting too, Kris turned to glance at Ralsei out of the corner of their eye.

Ralsei sighed, “We… we do.” It wasn’t as lucid as when he was in the Dark World. It was far from what he would consider… himself. He couldn’t say anything that would make someone smile. He couldn’t hold someone when they needed a shoulder to lean on. He couldn’t reach for someone’s face to wipe tears from their eyes. He could only… exist as Lightners wanted him to. “It’s just a tad different, I suppose,” Ralsei said, keeping all of that buried. Other Darkners may not see it the way he did, after all. “It’s like… you’re dreaming, but when we’re back in the Dark World, it… becomes all we know. All of those dreams end up becoming… something lived, if that makes sense.”

Kris turned away, a frown appearing on their face just briefly before Ralsei couldn’t see it anymore.

Susie didn’t immediately say anything. She mulled over something for a bit before finally opening her mouth. “I was just… thinking. If the Angel’s soul can only take one person, and if we do end up doing that whole road trip thing…” 

Ah. Ralsei saw the issue. The Angel’s soul could not be in two places at once. Still, he needed to set the record straight again. “It’s fine Susie. I’m… the Angel… if that road trip happens, then I’m okay with staying in Castle Town. We’ll likely get them their own vessel anyway, and-”

“They wouldn’t leave you, man.” Susie stopped in her tracks for a second, her yellow eyes staring back at him with intensity. “They just wouldn’t.”

His head sank into his scarf. No, they wouldn’t, and that terrified him.

Susie turned back around, continuing her thought, “I was just thinking that if we can’t take everyone… maybe Lancer would like me bringing him along anyway. Just… y’know, as a playing card.” A grin split across her face. “I could show him so many cool things. Heck, if we got really crazy, we could probably make a Dark World in a tent or something.”

After all of this, Ralsei was surprised that she would even think about making another Dark World. “Susie, we can’t just do that. The balance would be-”

“Fiiiine.” She did an eye-roll exaggerated enough to cause her head to tilt back. “No tent Dark Worlds. I’m still going to show Lancer everything. If I lift him up high enough, I can show him things he’s never seen before.” When Kris shot her a thumbs-up about the idea, Susie’s grin only got bigger like she was genuinely pumped.

It was nice that she could still think about that at a time like this. A small smile crept up Ralsei’s face, even as his head sank into his scarf. Ralsei just… didn’t know how it would ever become a reality with all of the different things that he had to overcome… that all of them had to overcome. Prophecy panels still flickered into existence as they walked. The cage, with human soul and parts, was shown. The prince, alone in deepest dark, still made Ralsei wonder if it spoke of his past or… perhaps an omen of what would happen even if the prophecy was surpassed. The girl with hope crossed on her heart carried a visage that changed in the prophecy from time to time. Further in the prophecy, when love found its way to the girl, a heart rested in her chest. Its image came true the moment that Susie reached out to the Angel in the depths, and everything changed.

When such a panel appeared, his eyes lingered on the heart for a little too long. Ralsei’s claws dug a little too deep into his wrists while his snout buried itself in his scarf.

He still missed them.

Before Susie reached out, he always wondered so much about the Angel. They always seemed so curious, poking around every corner like they found every detail of the world invigorating. They followed Ralsei’s path of kindness, even refusing to strike a dummy. And yet, even in moments where they didn’t need to be kind, they still tried. Ralsei still fondly remembered the ribbons wrapped around his ears, and still wore one now. He wondered if they would like having one of their own… if he could tie one for them just once before…

Ralsei exhaled into his scarf, trying to fight away the ache near his chest. 

After Susie reached out, he got to slowly know them. They called him their friend, dispelling the doubt in his mind that they might dislike him. He was… their first friend, they said. Even though Ralsei was exhausted throughout the church, he still felt somewhat fond memories walking across these bookshelves. Back in the study, the Angel enlisted Susie to wrap him in blankets once. They tried desperately to shield all three of them while they marched towards blackened blades. They comforted him while he could barely stand in the face of a prophecy that none of them could possibly bear.

And then, there were the times after… when the Angel’s soul intertwined with him…

They never had their own form, always having to take his. They never acted like the higher being that they were. Instead, they pulled Ralsei onto a piano stool to sit right next to them. Ralsei could still feel the feathered wing brushing against his face on accident, even though it only existed in memory. They held an umbrella for him while they walked through memories so personal to the Angel… that they were always so strange when talking about. How many stories did they leave untold? Ralsei wished that he could have heard more. He still hoped that one day…

…He couldn’t hope for anything.

He wouldn’t allow the Angel to give him their soul in exchange for their autonomy in this world. The festival proved that they would make such a sacrifice if he allowed it. Both of them could not exist in the Light World together. Ralsei would just have to be content with waiting until they came back to Castle Town… and… he would have to be content with that until one day, they never returned at all.

Ralsei didn’t dislike the soul. In fact, he liked it whenever the Angel was near. It was just…

Again, for just a moment, Ralsei wondered if they would let him put ribbons on them for a change.

Blue light cast across the walkway again, and Ralsei saw a prophecy that-

The air went cold.

Ralsei gasped, trying to breathe as stone immediately took hold around his legs. No. No no no. Fumbling for the Pure Crystal, Ralsei finally got his hands on it. No warmth greeted him other than the phantom presence that had just been snuffed out. As soon as he pulled it out of his Shadow Mantle, he saw what he knew he would see.

The light had gone out.

“Ralsei?” Susie turned around, and her eyes went wide the moment she saw the problem. Instead of panicking or freaking out like Ralsei wanted to, Susie’s gaze immediately locked onto the stone creeping up his body. 

It was dark here. Far too dark. The church was where Spawn started appearing originally, and Ralsei could feel the Roaring taking hold far quicker. The Roaring… had gotten more extreme. It only made sense that-

Susie’s hand touched his shoulder while she looked at the Pure Crystal. She tried to catch his attention while he stared at it, his entire body beginning to tremble. “Hey, Ralsei? They’re gonna come back. We… we just gotta…” She tried to summon a healing spell to her fingertips, desperately trying to cast light that could never hope to stop this.

Kris remained rooted to the spot, their gaze frozen on the prophecy panel that had greeted all of them.

THE ANGEL, BANISHED, WILL FINALLY MEET WITH ITS DESIRE.

Once, the panel had shown what the Angel might truly look like. Once, there had been something there that the Angel couldn’t see. Ralsei sometimes liked to think of the image as their true form, but never really knew. They couldn’t confirm it for him, but it was the closest that he could get.

The prophecy’s words remained, but the imagery within the panel had been erased.

Nothing remained. It was simply gone.

This… this wasn’t right! This was a panel that foretold the future, right? Why was the Angel still fated to be banished? Why was their imagery gone? Why had THAT been altered and nothing else? 

It still thought that their desire could be achieved after being banished. It still thought that they would prefer being banished. And yet, Ralsei knew their desire. Susie said that the Angel would never leave him. Even now, even with the Pure Crystal having gone out, the Angel still fought. They told everyone what their desire was, and every time the Angel fought by Ralsei’s side, he could feel it.

Stone continued to creep up his body, rooting him to the floor. The world began to slowly dim when the Angel did. Roars echoed from the distance. Something burned in Ralsei’s eyes, and his teeth began to bare. Uncaring of anything else around him or how loud he could be, something finally bubbled up from his throat. Staring down the unchanging words, he muttered with pure bitterness lacing his words, “You’re wrong.”

The prophecy continued. Even when the world began to lose its shape, the words burned through the dark.

Susie flinched when she thought he was talking to her, only for her gaze to follow his to the prophecy. 

“All the Angel ever wanted was to stay with us.” Ralsei’s fingers clenched around the crystal tighter while the blue pane loomed over him. How could it? How could it still say these things? “You think that banishment will make them happy? You think that being separated would make ANYONE happy?” He knew it well. He knew the ache in his chest that persisted every time he yearned to stay with people who his very existence prevented him from staying with.

The prophecy could not hear. Again, the world twitched while it remained firm, as if it knew precisely what the Angel would do next.

“You’ve denied them even that. Even now, even after everything that has happened to them, you still deny them?!” Ralsei’s voice started to break. Stone wove up towards his midsection. And still, he had more to say despite his voice starting to turn to a rasp. “I hate you.”

The prophecy did not care. The prophecy could not care.

“I hate you,” he repeated, hoping that if the prophecy could hear him, it would understand. The only thing that could soothe him while stone continued working up his body was lying to himself, “You know nothing. You know nothing of what they wanted.”

The prophecy would never heed him.

Because it could not heed anything.

His voice uselessly echoed off the panes while he stared at the crystal. All they ever wanted was to stay. All they ever wanted was for the three of them to live. All they ever wanted… was to stay with them.

The prophecy refused to change.

And yet, as if mocking him, one of the few things that remained of the Angel in this world had disappeared.

Ralsei hated it. He missed them, and the prophecy wanted to make sure that he would miss them forever. He couldn’t live like that. He didn’t want to live like that. So why then, despite all of his will being poured into this one thing, did the prophecy never change?

However, despite the Angel’s fate still being etched in this world’s legend, a light began to flicker once more.

They had not fallen yet. Even in the face of a fate so cruel, they still refused to give up.

Slowly, stone began to recede. Warmth flickered against Ralsei’s palms while the Pure Crystal’s light washed over him. The world around began to solidify once again, but even more light had been taken away. He couldn’t even breathe a sigh of relief. They couldn’t see the words that Ralsei saw. They couldn’t know what waited for them at the end of all of this struggle.

And still, he lifted the flickering crystal to his forehead, praying that the Angel could somehow feel him reaching out. “I’m sorry it didn’t change. I’m sorry.” The light seemed so unsteady, or maybe Ralsei was seeing patterns where there were none. Still, he tried to put on the most reassuring voice that he could, even if no one could hear him. “We’re… we’re not going to leave you when you get back, okay? We promised. You’re going to come back… No one’s going to be able to hurt you again, and we’ll…”

The Pure Crystal maintained its flicker. The Angel could not hear.

Why did it have to be this way?

Susie’s hand stayed on his shoulder. Without a second thought, she walked in front of him, crouching down to get on eye-level with him. “Hey, Ralsei? You with us?”

Bitterness still coursed through him, but he nodded anyway. It was all he could do now. If he opened his mouth again, he might continue yelling at the cold pane of glass that could not hear him. It was not alive. It was not intelligent. The prophecy merely was, but Ralsei wondered how something that merely existed could be capable of such cruelty.

“...I can carry you if you need it, dude. That stone thing looks…”

“I’m fine.” Ralsei pulled himself to his full height, ignoring something that he usually would have wanted. Stone cracked away near his feet, finally being shaved off entirely. He carefully brought the Pure Crystal down like he was even capable of breaking it. Patches of stone started to come back as they usually did, but the Angel had returned to their normal state once more. If only they knew. He didn’t think that he wanted them to know anymore. It would be too much. “Let’s… just keep going, okay?”

Susie stared at him for a few more seconds before immediately pulling him in. Large arms wrapped around him, nearly crushing him while Susie hugged him. “We’re not gonna let it happen, okay?” She tried to reassure him despite the words behind her. “We’re just not.”

And yet, even as Ralsei wrapped his arms around Susie in turn, he wondered… if they had already let it happen in the first place.

The journey continued. Despite what they had all seen, and despite that the future seemed to have not changed, they had not seen the end yet. Ralsei always kept one hand on the Pure Crystal now, feeling the light going steady now. It seemed weaker every now and then. Tired.

Ralsei tried desperately to ignore the prophecy panels that kept appearing. Some of it had already happened. Most of it had already happened. However, the panels became more sparse, and Ralsei knew what would be coming soon.

Higher and higher, they scaled into the Dark World. The prophecy would appear eventually. A few times, Ralsei thought about smashing one of the panels with his scarf to delay the knowledge for a little longer. Before, when the prophecy finally fell completely in the Angel’s absence, Ralsei was terrified because it repeated one, final truth: The world would fall. It repeated the image leading up to the final tragedy over and over with no more words to tell.

Now, he did not know what it could say. He could keep not knowing, but he came here for a reason, didn’t he?

Ralsei didn’t touch the panels. He kept walking in the back of the party, and tried to ignore how both of his friends began to lock up more and more. Kris started to slow down. Susie grew more wary, staring at each of the prophecy panels like she could intimidate it out of continuing.

AND THEN. WHEN ALL HOPE IS LOST FOR THE TALE

Ralsei winced away as soon as he saw the words. Were they still past or present? All hope did seem lost right now. The Angel was somewhere very far away and being hurt in ways that none of them could see clearly. Allies slowly turned into enemies the longer the Roaring persisted. They only had each other now, and even that may not last when…

THE FINAL TRAGEDY UNVEILS.

Ralsei’s hands curled tighter around the Pure Crystal. For so long, he tried to fight the tragedy off. The first person who joined him on that quest could not protect them from what was coming. And yet, Ralsei hoped that it had changed. However, the more he tried to run his fingers across the crystal to soothe himself, the louder distant waves became. Even this high up, even deep in a Dark World, he could still hear them.

TO SAVE THE WORLDS, THERE IS ONLY ONE WAY.

When Susie stopped walking, Ralsei nearly bumped into her back. She had gone entirely still, staring at the ground. Kris turned around to look at her, grim determination set on their face.

“Do we… really have to look?” Susie asked, a far departure from her willingness to run forward and see it all despite Ralsei’s wishes. However, she now knew what he had been hiding. She now knew what fate had in store for them. “It’s… obviously the same, it’s just…” A second passed. Two seconds. Five. Ten. Finally, she found the words. “We’re… gonna fight anyway, right? So who cares about the stupid prophecy?”

Ralsei… supposed that she had a point. They did come all this way to confirm it, and regardless of how the prophecy took form…

…Yes, they would keep fighting to break it. Until they saw fate with their own eyes, they would still fight it.

Kris stared at the floor. Again, silence passed for them to think about it as well. Through the silence, all three of them could still hear the waves crashing below. Slowly, they looked up, struggling to find what they wanted to say. “If we think…” They clenched their hand into a fist. “If we know what happens… might… walk towards it. Fulfills itself.
Shouldn’t look.”

Sometimes, Ralsei wondered if Carol knew she was doing the same. She so desperately tried to control the prophecy’s variables, and fulfilled it as a result. Perhaps, Kris knew this too. It was… the intent with their plan after all. The prophecy would be fulfilled. It may be foolish to think that it was a self-fulfilling one just because someone had tried to influence it just like Ralsei did.

Even though he was already outvoted, both of them looked at Ralsei.

He thought back to the panel that showed the Angel’s form entirely being gone while it said words that the Angel would never wish for. Their desire had changed. The prophecy still claimed that banishment would lead them to it, when Ralsei knew that the Angel’s desire was to be here with them.

“It’s wrong,” Ralsei repeated, staring at the words looming above him and asking him to move forward once again. No other prophecy panels existed anymore, having flickered out of existence after they went by for long enough. “So… there’s no point in respecting what it says anymore.”

All three of them had come to a consensus.

Susie grinned, putting one hand on Kris’ shoulder and another on Ralsei’s. “Then let’s get the hell out of here.” She took the lead, beginning to walk back down the way they came from. “And I don’t wanna hear anyone complaining about wasting time. We-”

Directly in their path, a pane of glass flickered into existence.

Before Ralsei could stop himself, he read the words. He knew them too well. He could recognize them at a glance.

The prophecy had given them a clear answer.

No matter what choices they made, no matter which way they decided to go, no matter how much things changed, no matter how much they ran, and no matter how much they struggled…

Their fates were already decided.

The sound of water far below impossibly made its way up.

Calling.

Nothing remained to guide them through.

Glass shattered. Susie’s axe punched straight through the prophecy, shattering it into tiny pieces. Even though her breath heaved, even though her shoulders shook, Ralsei still managed to be thankful that she hadn’t used her fist this time.

But they had all seen it.

No matter what their choice was, they had all seen it.

It would always appear somewhere else.

Kris looked away. Ralsei let his head dip into his scarf again while he clutched a fleeting light at his chest. Slowly, Susie stood up to her full height, cracking her neck.

When she was finally satisfied, she mumbled, “Let’s just go.”

Glass crunched under their feet. Ralsei tried to avoid the shards that tried to stick into him, but wondered if he would ever be able to avoid them entirely. Even if he survived this, he would probably still be worried that some were still wedged in him, waiting to be discovered all over again.

But, the prophecy made sure that there would never be an “again.”

ONLY THEN, WILL THE WORLDS BE SAVED.

 


 

Having the attention of Frisk, the ghost that inhabited them, two people who were once royalty in the Underground, and the Angel’s only real friend in this world made them want to load their save immediately. They could not and would not be able to keep information separate like they wanted to. Someone would be learning something that they probably would be better off not knowing today, but Frisk asked for it.

The Angel didn’t know why Frisk decided to remember them fondly. Considering how many times the Angel had turned their friends to dust using their hands, that piece didn’t quite fit. Then again, Frisk seemed more interested about adding them to the friend tally instead of understanding that they were in a rush.

But… something about that plea made them pay attention. The Angel didn’t like that feeling. They already wished that they bit their tongue when they asked how Frisk had been doing ever since they left. But, no matter how hard Frisk wanted to befriend them, the Angel’s place wasn’t here. The end goal was always the same. Frisk would be happy and live their life. That did not happen if this continued, but what choice did the Angel have anymore?

If they wanted to help, then the Angel needed to take it as far as they reasonably could. Some things, Frisk needed to stay out of, but the Angel had to remember that… overall, they were competent. They were right. The two of them were partners for a while. No matter how much they wanted to deny that, the Angel could not act without a vessel. The Angel could not previously exert their will upon the world without Frisk being the hand.

However, it couldn’t be as simple as Frisk made it out to be. If Frisk knew what they were doing, then they would stop the Angel in their tracks. The Angel did not have time to be stopped, no matter how much their previous partner pleaded with them. They could help in finding Flowey and subduing him in the Light World. That was it.

The Angel clamped their eyes shut for a moment, finally breaching that nebulous in-between of information that they couldn’t possibly hope to hide anymore. They had to start from the most important thing first. Efficiency was still needed. That hadn’t ended just because Frisk interrupted their loading cycle. The Angel faced Frisk, sighing, “You remember what I told you about dark rooms? And to tell me if you ever see one?”

Frisk genuinely lost their composure for a second, like they were shocked themself that the barrier of information had finally been poked. Normally, this kind of thing required a sit-down talk. “I… do. What was that all about?”

At least Ralsei made the subject digestible when he explained it. However, the Angel needed to relate it to something Frisk knew… something they could understand. “Your determination can do powerful things. Dangerous things.” Before they continued, they clasped their hands together. “And please, for the sake of everyone, do not use what I’m about to tell you. I’m the only one who can actually undo it, and as it turns out, anyone who knows what they’re doing who has determination can do it, and it’s world-ending!”

A being that shadowed Frisk leaned in, taking their voice as their own. “How do you know about something like that?”

Despite the fact that the Angel had left Suzy behind, she still stood at their side. Anger flashed across her face, but she didn’t lash out. She was just a constant presence, and the Angel caught her looking at them out of the corner of their eye.

The Angel did feel that same spark of anger flash in their soul. “Do you always have to assume the worst of me?” Was Chara really going to play this game in front of both of their parents? “I know, because it was weaponized against me where I came from. Either let me explain, or I’ll send you back down the mountain.”

Suddenly, the thoughts behind Frisk became more muffled. They had assumed control again, and based on the surface-level thoughts that the Angel could parse, Frisk was not happy about it this time. “No, please do explain.”

Fine. Despite them being in the same body, the Angel could deal with Frisk. After a deep breath, once again, they tried to explain, “There’s… a way to use determination to… shape the world. It usually takes form as those dark rooms I told you about.” They thought of what Ralsei told them, and tried to explain it as simply as they possibly could. “When you turn the light off in a room, it’s dark. You take away the light, and you eventually see nothing. But… what would happen if you kept taking more light away? You start… seeing things again.” The Angel remembered falling into darkness for the first time, a castle looming in the distance. “You can hear things again.” A voice greeted them, telling them of their fate long before they knew it. “And feel them.” But the Angel never got the chance to feel one of Ralsei’s hugs, so they couldn’t understand.

From behind, Asgore had put a hand over his face. “Is… that what you brought me into? Both times?”

Toriel glanced back at Asgore before regarding the Angel more carefully. “You mean to say that this isn’t something they are saying… as a result of exhaustion?” Of course, she wouldn’t believe a word of it. She was the only person who hadn’t seen what determination could really do, and the only person who had no exposure to Dark Worlds yet in a meaningful way.

However, Asgore could corroborate what they said. “I recall that very thing happening at the police station. Then, there was the bedroom…” He mulled over something in his head, eyes searching for something in a memory that the Angel could not see. “I told you that I believed I recognized it.”

Curiously, Frisk looked back at Asgore, something being revealed that even they were not privy to.

However, the Angel did not have time for everyone to discuss the implications of this together. “What’s important is that with determination, you can open up any number of these ‘Dark Worlds’. They bring every object within a room to life. Like… playing make-believe.” They hated using Ralsei’s explanation of an illusion, but it was all they had now. “But the creatures that are created from those objects feel. They hurt. They love. And Flowey…”

Something clicked for Suzy. She clenched her hands into fists, staring at the Angel with bared teeth. “Is that what the ash was?”

Slowly, the Angel nodded. She hadn’t been directly told in this timeline.

Frisk held up a hand, trying to stop the two of them from splitting off into their own talk. “Hold on. First of all, Flowey doesn’t have fire magic. Are you trying to insinuate that he…”

“He did.” The Angel already itched to find him again. “And he doesn’t have fire magic as a flower,” they corrected, hoping that Frisk would understand the insinuation.

Unfortunately, someone else also understood. Asgore shuffled on his feet, uncharacteristically losing his composure for the briefest of moments. “You are… absolutely certain that this was caused by fire magic?”

The Angel tilted their head. “Wouldn’t you be the expert?”

Asgore flinched backwards, catching Toriel’s gaze. Nothing but terror bled through his eyes, even if his face tried to remain calm. Of course, he knew what caused that massacre. They would all have to come to terms with that quickly.

“Beyond that,” the Angel interrupted, keeping things moving. Keep it fast. “If too many of these Dark Worlds are opened, the world starts becoming darker. Eventually, it’ll all blanket the world.” Their eyes narrowed at Frisk. “Remember when I mentioned Titans?”

Frisk tried their best to keep up, but attrition was finally setting in. “I do, but…”

“Great. Fantastic. When too many of these Dark Worlds open up, the world is covered in darkness. That starts bringing in Titans, which have a nice habit of destroying everything. They’re a force of nature that’ll wipe out anything that is still alive.” The Angel let it spill all out, just so that everyone could get on the same level of how absolutely dead they all were. “And Flowey can open those anywhere with minimal effort, so I need to find him.”

Again, something crept up behind Frisk. There was a struggle, but Chara found it too enticing to not butt in again. “Again, how do you know this?”

The Angel was too tired to even give them a valid response. “Do you listen to a single thing I say?” They balled their hands into fists and tried to straighten up to make sure that the ghost actually heard them this time. “All of my friends are currently in the process of that very thing happening. Congratulations, by the way, on ignoring Flowey for so long that he’s now stopping me from getting back to them-”

“You could have specified beforehand. You have been frustratingly vague.the voice that wasn’t Frisk’s entirely snapped back, earning another snarl from Suzy.

It was Toriel who suddenly had something fall into place for her. Despite not having the full picture, and despite the Angel avoiding her as much as they possibly could, she muttered, “That is… why you were so certain that they were harmed.”

Suzy gestured to Frisk, glancing between everyone. “So like, are we not gonna acknowledge the fact that they’re just like switching tone over and over?” Both the Angel and Frisk went rigid. Again, Suzy gestured more roughly in their direction. “Like seriously? The hell is with you being so hot and cold? Pick a lane!”

“Frisk… always talks like that,” Toriel politely commented, and a look that usually preceded the usual signature death stare began to appear on her face. “And I would appreciate it if you would not talk to my child that way.”

Frisk waved her off immediately, finally wrenching control back once again with even more exasperation. “No no, it’s fine.” It was impressive how no one else had brought it up sooner, but the Angel supposed that this was… the only Frisk that everyone really knew. Suzy didn’t know them that way though, and immediately caught on.

After today, that secrecy would likely change.

The Angel course-corrected again. “The bottom line is we need to find Flowey, and…” They ran a hand through the fur on their forehead. “I’ve been combing the Underground. I don’t know where the hell he could put a new one, because he can burrow. I’m running out of ideas and, more importantly, time.”

Thankfully, Frisk actually started to reason through what the Angel had told them. Instead of lingering for too long, they immediately tried to solve it like a puzzle. “Well… okay. Where has he gone so far?”

“He charred… the kid’s room in Toriel’s home.” The Angel glanced up apologetically at her while her own hand went to her mouth. Those memories would never be coming back. “I found similar things deep in the… deeper Ruins, a cottage off the path of Snowdin, the…” The Angel didn’t know what Mettaton’s current status was, so they minced words. “...the house next to Napstablook’s, and a random room in MTT resort. He also took the tapes from the lab along with its television.”

In the depths of Frisk’s mind, the Angel heard a passing “If I may.” That was the only warning that they got before Chara once more assumed control, seemingly willingly this time. “I do not understand what would drive Flowey to do something like this. He has a penchant for cruelty for the sake of knowledge, but it seems odd that he would start this so suddenly.”

Suzy’s face scrunched up again when she noticed the switch. Thankfully, she didn’t comment again.

“It’s something new,” the Angel reasoned, trying not to blatantly give away the concept of saving and loading to everyone else in the room. “It also gets back at me for things I still don’t understand.”

“I do not believe that you truly do not understand what is happening here,” Chara snapped back slightly before once more returning to their contemplation, “However, I am inclined to believe your little story at least, considering that your companion and Asgore corroborate it. Beyond how absurd this is when being dropped on our laps without context, the one oddity I find is the tapes.” Without Frisk’s lips moving, the Angel heard Chara’s voice speaking to them directly. “And you know very well what those tapes contain.”

The Angel nodded in response, but did not address the silent words directly. “...There was a Dark World in the lab. I found him… watching what the tapes became.”

“Sentimental fool…” Chara muttered in Frisk’s head, before addressing the Angel directly once more. “While Flowey is a fool, he has the capacity to be crafty. He relies on subterfuge constantly. He hardly kills people as you say, and while he does sometimes bring harm, it is usually for practical jokes. This is… odd for him despite all that he has done.” They clasped Frisk’s hands behind their back. “The point is that he tends to act with an end goal in mind, even if that end goal is repetition itself. Considering that he was acting oddly sentimental a night ago, I believe that narrows down the purpose of the tapes considerably.”

Was Flowey… trying to recreate something? That didn’t make enough sense. It couldn’t just be for reliving the old times. He didn’t need to kill countless Darkners to make that a reality. “None of that matters if we can’t find him.” The Angel appreciated the insight for once from Chara. At least, they had unified on this goal, but right now they needed to focus.

“Of course.” Chara nodded, actually agreeing with the Angel with no stipulations for once. Did they hear that correctly? “If he were to try to hatch an end goal, he would likely try to keep you off of his trail for as long as possible. It is more than likely that he would… how did you say it… create one of these places in an area that you have already been to.”

The voice changed, Frisk suddenly getting an idea of their own. “And he was acting sentimental, so that means…”

His room.

It was the place that would expose him to all of that sentimentality immediately. Oddly, there hadn’t been a Dark World there when the Angel checked despite a mirror one being created in the Ruins. It’d been… a while since they began their search in town. Sans stalled them to talk for a while. This conversation had already taken them way too much on its own.

It wouldn’t take much for Flowey to get a headstart in any Dark World. He likely already knew that. It took the Angel ages to complete one when they were new at it. For a moment, they wondered if he had been testing them.

He made snide comments about them having eyes on the back of their head, and took extra effort to attack them from behind. He remembered each and every load they committed too, which meant that he could time their progress. For a good bit, they had been stuck in an empty Dark World for no discernable reason.

How many times had he been lying in wait? The timelines blurred together. The different saves blurred together while they only focused on going fast.

Apparently, while Chara was being uncharacteristically helpful, they had their limits. With a voice that no one else could hear, they warned, “You would not wish to expose Asgore and Toriel to his nature. You think you should keep your thoughts on his location to yourself.”

The Angel’s eyes narrowed. “Asgore, Alphys, and Undyne already know,” the Angel said out loud, confusing everyone and making Frisk’s face visibly recoil. “He lost the right to secrecy when he decided to endanger everyone. Do you even listen to me when I tell you what’s going to happen?” The Angel stepped forward, tilting their head at the ghost lingering behind Frisk’s eyes. “Then let me be clear as to what happened to my world. Too many Dark Worlds were opened. The sky was entirely consumed. I could not undo anything, and I fell.” 

Chara made Frisk’s eyes glare dangerously.

However, the Angel would not take these threads anymore. They looked up at Asgore and Toriel. “We’re going back to Asgore’s home. He’s in there.”

“I did not know that secrecy ends the moment you commit heinous acts.” Chara drew their attention back down, a sinister smile on Frisk’s face. “Perhaps, we should factor in your actions as well, considering you have far more secrets to keep.” For a second, Frisk’s face scrunched up. “Wait- I didn’t mean-”

The Angel paused, their vision dragging down to bore holes through Frisk’s skull to try to grasp at whatever remained of Chara. “So do you.” The Angel could drag them both down. Besides, revealing Chara would cause much more havoc than anything Chara could hope to explain about them. A mere mention of their name would hijack any conversation. 

Suzy caught the corner of their eye, a toothy grin splitting across her face. She immediately gestured back the way they came with her thumb, halting the conversation in its tracks. “Sounds like you know where you’re going. Let’s bolt.” She was providing them an out, despite the fact that they had left her behind once.

Unfortunately, Asgore was quite hesitant to let the two of them go. “Wait! Why… would you think he went to my home?”

Toriel’s gaze narrowed as well, glancing between Frisk and the Angel. A bit exasperated, she lamented, “I do believe that I have been left out of the loop quite a bit here. This is all… quite overwhelming. What does everyone know that I do not?”

The Angel stepped back to be closer to Suzy. Their tail thrashed behind them while they glanced between all three people, all waiting for an answer. The Angel glanced down at Frisk, who undoubtedly worried that this had all been messed up. “Follow me or don’t. If you don’t fill them in before we get there, then you’re only going to be hurting them in the long run.”

The responsibility had been thrust onto Frisk. They wanted to help, right? This was their whole thing, right? Well, they could help then, and the Angel would do what they were designed to do. The moment they turned around to walk away, Suzy joined them and took up the rear. With a heavy explanation thrust onto Frisk, they were suddenly fumbling behind while trying to keep up. “Hey, wait, I still want to help!”

“Then tell them about Flowey. That’s how you help,” the Angel shot back, never facing back to look at them while staring from above. Behind, Toriel seemed to have gotten in a talk with Asgore. Maybe she was beginning to pry on her own.

“But I-”

Suzy pivoted on her foot, snarling, “Are you gonna do it, or what? The hell are you waiting for?” Her hands balled into fists. “Think you can just get away with being an asshole over and over again? Fat chance.” Of course, she didn’t know of the separation.

However, Frisk didn’t turn around and relent. “I know you’re mad, but I can give you… a place to fall back to if things get bad! You want me to be in the loop!”

A second save-point would be nice, but who was to say that it would not be misused? The Angel repeated themself, “You should really tell them what’s going on, or they’re going to be surprised.” Vagueness seemed to not be doing Frisk well, so they’d put it in terms that even Chara would understand. “Objects come to life and take different forms when in a Dark World. What do you think Flowey turned into?”

“I-” Frisk stopped in their tracks, glancing to the side. “I know you’re… you’re mad at…” They trailed off, not calling Chara by name. “But I still want to help. You know that I can fight. You know that I can talk Flowey down from whatever he’s doing. We’ve done that before. We can…”

This was why the Angel tried to avoid including them in all of this. Frisk had another save-point, and they still truly believed that they could talk Flowey down. They would not be happy with the alternative. However, the Angel… still wasn’t sure on actually killing him. They wanted to hurt him, which Frisk would never allow.

Shoving their rage down just for a little longer, the Angel sighed, “There’s a reason I’m telling you not to interfere. You don’t know the Dark Worlds like I do, and you’re far better off being ready to talk him down when I’ve gotten rid of it. That’s what I need.”

Frisk still didn’t seem quite satisfied.

Suzy finally had enough of something, turning around to glare at Frisk. “Are you serious? The Angel’s giving you a thing to do, and you’re still not taking it?”

Trying to just… make this go by any faster, the Angel added, “I can’t beat him in the Light World- here. I can’t beat him here,” the Angel corrected. Of course, they already knew how that fight would go. “He’ll just kill me.”

Finally, they seemed slightly more understanding of what had to be done. The Angel was experienced in the dark, but Frisk could more than handily take on Flowey within the Light World. Sure, they did not have the Angel to help them dodge, but this was the same human who refused to die. If anyone could get through Flowey’s dense head, then it would be them.

However, Frisk did not completely cave. They looked back at Asgore and Toriel who were still talking about something further back. “I… need to think for a second about what to say to them. I don’t think it’ll be easy… or believable.” They gave a nervous smile to the Angel. “Plus, if we can talk down Flowey, is it really necessary to… have to tell them?”

The Angel kept moving forward.

Slowly, Frisk started to fall back, their smile vanishing. The Angel and Suzy walked side by side in the lead. They’d gotten deep into the town by the time they were found, so the walk took longer than they’d hoped. No talks happened behind them. Any questions that the Angel could pick up on was Toriel asking questions about their health to Frisk, but Frisk didn’t offer any insight.

At some point, Suzy stepped in front of the Angel, walking backwards at their pace. “Look at who finally grew a spine.”

They didn’t have the energy to roll their eyes at the moment. Honestly, they were just happy that they were moving forward. Then again, this could all be undone. If they could just pin Flowey down to a singular Dark World, then maybe it would be wise to put down another save-point. It was just…

That would make those Darkners’ deaths permanent.

Then again, they were always a moment too late no matter how fast they went. Pinning Flowey down might be the only chance they had to keep more Darkners from dying.

“You’re not ignoring me again, are you?” Suzy questioned, clearly annoyed that they had gotten lost in thought.

The Angel shook their head, trying to put aside the thoughts of saving for now. Besides, they had something important to worry about. “I’m not.” They glanced off to the side, avoiding Suzy’s face. “And… I’m sorry for leaving you behind. I needed to go fast.”

Suzy scoffed, “You think I care? The ‘going fast’ thing was easy to figure out.” After glancing back at Asgore, she almost nudged their shoulder but managed to stop her hand just inches away. Like it never happened, she stuffed the hand into her pocket. “But leaving me with that guy? Come on! He took forever to figure out where you were. I probably coulda like… sniffed you out easier.” Pointedly, she sniffed the air. “You still stink.”

After all of the environments they’d sifted through, it had probably gotten worse. The Angel rolled their eyes. “Ha ha. Very funny.” Something heavy still weighed on their soul, so they said it again, “I’m… still sorry.”

Suzy put her hands on the back of her head, continuing to walk backwards. “Didn’t think you had it in ya. Could barely get rid of you, and then you suddenly bolted.” Finally, she whipped around, letting them catch up before walking next to them. “Just tell me where you’re going next time so I can catch up. Damn.” Suzy thought for a few seconds before mentioning offhandedly, “Also they’re totally tracking your phone. You should turn that off.”

Of course, their phone would’ve had something like that. No gift ever came for free, it seemed. The Angel grumbled while pulling the stupid thing out. Well, at least its UI was actually intuitive. The Angel settled for turning off location services, or anything that even smelled slightly like tracking. If there was still anything in their phone, they were just going to throw it into a lake. That wouldn’t be happening again.

That was one problem down. Now, for another. There was a place that they were going to soon. Despite pulling Suzy into the first Dark World, Flowey had grown far too strong for the Angel to involve anyone else. He’d use Suzy against them if she came in. So, the Angel took a deep breath, and fulfilled her request. “I’m… going to go into the next Dark World alone.”

For a moment, Suzy stopped in her tracks. When the Angel stopped to wait, she immediately caught up like she was trying to hide that she paused at all. “Come on, after you taught me that cool uh… blast thing?” She smacked her hand into her fist. “You and I can kick that flower’s ass.”

It was a nice thought, but one that the Angel could not allow. “I don’t want him… to try to use you against me.” Besides, there was something far more important that Suzy would understand. The Angel’s expression darkened, and they said quietly so that Frisk couldn’t hear. “This one’s personal.”

Suzy watched them for a moment before huffing. “If it’s personal, fine. If you’re actually gonna break someone’s skull, then I’m not gonna stop you…” Unsatisfied, Suzy added, “Unless you take too long, so try to keep it quick, stupid.”

They weren’t planning on this lasting any longer than it needed to.

At some point, the Angel realized that Suzy was starting to drag them in a different direction than they remembered. Only when they saw a set of stairs did they realize that they leapt into town. At least there was an easy way back up. When the Angel turned around to glance at their other party members, they saw that Toriel and Asgore were lingering far behind now, and Frisk…

A frown stuck to Frisk’s face for a moment before they turned away, hiding the fact that they were watching the Angel and Suzy.

Slowly, they all walked up the staircase. The Angel fought every urge in their body that wanted to scream. Why was this staircase next to the Final Corridor? Why could they not see the entrance from above, but could perfectly see it with their vessel? What kind of-

Ignore it. How many times had they passed by here with this vessel and not looked towards the stairs? They never had a reason to look this way! There was supposed to be a wall there!

In the midst of the Angel’s mortification, Frisk finally caught up. They cleared their throat, gaining both Suzy and the Angel’s attention. “Can I… talk to you privately?” They asked, tilting their head towards the Final Corridor. 

Of course, Suzy wasn’t going to let that slide. She bared her teeth. “What? Afraid I’ll bite?”

The Angel sighed, waving a hand dismissively to show that they were fine. “Sure, but we need to be quick.”

“This is important. I promise.” Frisk once again gestured to the Final Corridor, already walking in like they were just banking on the Angel following.

Thankfully, Suzy didn’t have much issue leaning against the wall. She did leave them with one final piece of advice. “Don’t lose your spine, ‘k?”

They didn’t plan on it. Chara couldn’t intimidate them anymore. Frisk did not seem to have their heart in it. Hopefully, whatever this was, it wouldn’t be anything important. The Angel gave Suzy a thumbsup before walking into the hall.

A golden light spun just beside Frisk. Their hand grazed through the light, something rooting itself within the world while the Angel stood a few feet away. As soon as the save-point was set, Frisk glanced up at the Angel and then back at the star. “You… can see these, right?”

Of course. The Angel stepped further into the corridor, but did not reach out a hand. “I can.” They had summoned the light after all, almost acting on it to pull the world backwards. The Angel uncomfortably stared at the light, looking between it and Frisk like something terrible was about to be said.

“Okay… good.” Frisk combed a hand through their hair before pointing down the Final Corridor. “The other saves back there were… not so right. Did you see them when you came in?”

The Angel tried to keep their expression neutral. Yes, they had seen those saves. They turned them silver, and still knew nothing about what that meant. However, they knew better than to think Chara would take their word for it. Trying to be cautious, they answered, “I did. They’re… the ones I use.”

Frisk didn’t seem at all happy to hear that. “Okay, well I can’t use them anymore. Are you…” One of the most accusatory things they’d ever said to the Angel came out of their mouth, like something had finally shaken them, “You didn’t do that on purpose, did you?”

A twinge of annoyance hit. While they wanted to argue that they didn’t do this on purpose, they did test it multiple times. As honestly as they could, even though they knew someone was listening who would not take this charitably, they told Frisk all they knew. “I saw them change color. I don’t… know why that was happening, and it’s not on purpose. It’s just… whenever I touch them. I don’t even have to really use them for it to…”

Frisk stared at them for a solid few seconds before sighing, “I don’t doubt that, but…” They eyed the star, trying to put a smile on their face. “Leave some around for me, okay? I don’t get too many of these outside of the Underground.”

Fine. They could do that for now. The Angel didn’t need this save in particular anyway. Now that Frisk had a spot placed down, they could… overwrite their own when they got into the Dark World. They didn’t think that they could save any Darkners that had already been lost, which made something rot even further in their soul. All they could do now was lock Flowey in place if they found him. They could not save those Darkners, but they sure as hell could inflict pain for each one killed.

“If it makes you feel any better, I don’t get many outside either,” the Angel said, turning around. Hopefully, both Frisk and Chara would take solace in that fact enough to not get concerned about them. They didn’t need that. “We’re going now.”

Despite their questions being answered, Frisk still tried to say something more, “I’m… happy you made a friend, by the way!”

The Angel stopped, not turning around to look at Frisk. Perhaps, it was just Sans rubbing them the wrong way too much. Maybe, they were becoming too wary of all of the people who actually knew them… before all of this happened. However, they didn’t know why Frisk would comment on that at all, or why their voice wavered when they said it.

Instead of responding, the Angel walked out, rejoining everyone else. They tried not to notice the way that Frisk’s face fell, or the chastising voice that came from within their soul.

The walk to Asgore’s house began.

The cityscape stretched by. The Angel wondered whether or not they had missed a few Dark Worlds. Hopefully, Frisk and Chara had been right in their assessment of where Flowey would be. In all honesty, it was a large gamble. However, if anyone would be able to figure him out, it would be Chara. If they were wrong, then the Angel would just have to send everything right back.

Asgore kept staring at the back of their head when he thought the Angel couldn’t see. Toriel whispered things to Frisk, and the Angel could see her words regardless. She was trying to get back in the loop, but Frisk still didn’t have the correct words for the task.

Oh well. This would likely all come back to bite them sooner rather than later. If Flowey, Chara, and Frisk wished to delay this long awaited conversation, then it would be their graves when everything boiled over. Who knew, it might be better for Asgore and Toriel to learn about Asriel after the Angel was done beating him up. They wouldn’t want them to try to interrupt.

The city disappeared as the Angel walked into an interior hallway. Immediately, a precursor began to appear. The hallway started to become slightly darker, just enough for their soul to recognize its antithesis beginning to form. The Angel wondered if the Dark World had somehow formed through the whole house, but when they rose up the stairs, they saw precisely what they were looking for.

All five of them saw smoke sifting up from under the bedroom door, just how all of them had theorized.

Flowey had opened one more Dark World, and they might finally be able to run him down. Their fingers switched, claws feeling the air like there was something to scratch at. Soon. Not yet. But soon.

Immediately, the Angel began to fish for something in their satchel. Barely having to think about the action, they pulled Paige out and pushed it into Suzy’s hands. When she looked up at them confused, the Angel clarified, “You’re the only one who I trust with it. Don’t lose that.”

“...A notebook?” Suzy stared down at the object in her hands, blinking a few times. “What, don’t want anyone else reading it?”

The Angel was already moving for the door. “It’s the parrot that you saw in the last Dark World, and I’m not waiting to figure out what fire does to paper.” Paige would forgive them. Paige likely did not want to join them on this journey anyway. “So I’m asking you to watch it until I get back.”

Suzy suddenly regarded the item in her hands a lot more carefully. Her fingers became more gentle, and she held it out like it was something incredibly important to her as well. “Fine.”

Toriel muttered under her breath, loud enough for the Angel to hear, “So you were not telling any lie… that is really…”

“A Dark World.” The Angel put a hand on the doorknob.

Flowey would likely be waiting in here.

Whatever they did now, there would likely be no going back. All they had to do was get in there, handle Flowey somehow, or seal the fountain and let Frisk do the work. Who knew if he had slain more Darkners, but part of the Angel doubted it. This was his and Chara’s room. Surely, he would have more sentimentality for what was within.

But the bonds he broke would make him stronger.

The Angel sighed, turning to everyone else. “If Flowey comes out, I’m probably not going to be able to follow him. I need you four to watch and stop him if he comes out the door.” They stared at each and every one of the people looking at them. “And do not come in.”

Asgore nodded like he never wanted to be in another one of the Dark Worlds again. Toriel only tried to peek closer at the door, like she would figure something out if she saw it at a different angle. Suzy stood still, continuing to hold the notebook that the Angel had given her.

Frisk once more did not heed their warning, taking a step forward. “I can still help! If Flowey is really in there, then I’m sure that the two of us can make him stop doing this.”

Something sparked in the Angel’s soul. They did not let it grow, only twisting the doorknob. “I already told you that I need you in the Light World to watch for him. So stay put.”

“What is your plan?” A more scathing tone came out, undoubtedly from Chara. “I do not appreciate the fact that you are trying to separate all of us from whatever you plan to do with Flowey. Your track record is not to be trusted.”

The Angel’s hand left the doorknob for just a second, their legs guiding them to stand just in front of Frisk. Unfortunately, Chara could always hide behind them. Nothing they could do would actually get to the ghost. “I plan to stop him from killing people. That’s all.”

“A vague plan.” Frisk’s eyes flashed red. “Am I meant to assume that you have ill intent?”

“You’re meant to hope that I don’t have to resort to that,” the Angel snapped back. This was why they never wanted Frisk getting involved. This was why the Angel always tried to keep them at a distance. No matter what the Angel did, one of the two would find issue with them. Frisk wanted to help more. Chara considered any action that they took as the wrong one. 

Chara’s stare grew more intense as they questioned, “Is that a threat?”

Of course, that was what it all came back to. Why else would Frisk and Chara be following them around? The Angel thought about bringing everything to light about Chara right here and now, but knew that they would just be sent back to the Final Corridor. They stifled the rage bubbling under their skin for just a little bit longer. They would have a target to unleash it on soon.

“If you consider me more of a threat than the flower who just went on a killing spree, that’s fine.” They marched over to the door once more and pulled it open. Darkness beckoned them, and they turned to Frisk one more time. For one last time, Frisk and Chara both needed to hear them. “Do not interfere. This is your last warning.”

The Angel leapt into the darkness, a door slamming shut behind them.

 


 

Asriel had to admit, he had outdone himself.

And still, something was missing. His fingers tapped against a stone throne at the edge of a coliseum. Compared to the larger Dark World, this area was small, and hardly where he would be spending most of his time when all of this was over. Still, it was the perfect place to watch a few things that he had pilfered from the lab.

He had a bit of waiting to do still, after all. Asriel doubted that the Angel could take long to arrive, but he wasn’t concerned at all with preparations. As long as the objects that he let keep their lives did their job, then the Angel would be making their way here soon enough. All the objects had to do was tell him when they were on the way. 

Asriel looked up at a spotlight high up in the coliseum. He hadn’t been able to steal the television’s usual perch that was made out of two bookshelves at the lab, but it was high up enough to do what was important. Over and over again, the light swept into the middle of the coliseum. Stone statues animated, voices drifting up to Asriel. Laughter from a time long gone filled his ears, making his body lose some of its tension.

Slowly, he looked to his left and saw a second, empty throne.

Asriel tore his eyes away, sighing while rising to his feet. This place wouldn’t be his first choice to hold his memories, but it was better than anywhere else in this Dark World. He’d have to spend more time with the Dark Fountain that loomed above his actual throne room. It shaped this world, and Flowey figured out that he had just the slightest bit of dominion over it. He did try for a bit in his first Dark World, but it was pretty difficult to get the hang of it. When he did, he’d move these memories immediately. 

There were so few.

Asriel had seen the tapes many times in his resets. However, watching them actually move and speak was something so entirely different. He never managed to take the lens off at a good time, so he could never actually see Chara’s face in those recordings. Now, he could see them moving. He could see their actions repeated over and over again, preserved in stone.

Sometimes, they even did something different. Memories that Asriel didn’t even record sometimes were acted out. He didn’t understand. Why were these objects capable of this? How had all of this been saved into tapes that didn’t even contain those memories? He had to figure that out one day. He’d have the time.

…or, maybe not.

The Angel would be here soon, just as he expected. The chase could’ve gone on for much longer, but it was always going to end this way. Besides, the chase was only to gain power and figure out how they ticked. This was always what he wanted. Asriel clasped his hands behind his back and began to walk the perimeter of the coliseum. Maybe, it would’ve been a good idea to use it when the Angel inevitably confronted him, but he was no fool. The coliseum wasn’t nearly grand enough for what Asriel was now. He could feel magic tingling under his skin, waiting to be unleashed. Power that he hadn’t known for so long had once more been granted, and he didn’t even gain any LOVE. 

Heck, it was easy to become stronger in this world. Sometimes, all Flowey had to do was scare some of those objects off, and he would gain strength. The obliteration just made it more potent. But, some objects had their usefulness. When he cleared out the coliseum of crude, crayon drawings that had come to life, they didn’t even try to run. Asriel didn’t burn them. He recognized some of the drawings after all from when he and… Chara would make ridiculous characters to pit their powers up against each other. They’d be decent guards, if nothing else. Still, when he had to order them around to get that defiant nature out of some of the drawings, even then he felt himself gaining strength.

Like the very act of putting them in their place made him stronger.

It emboldened him. Maybe, when the Angel had finally been put in their place, he would grow even stronger. Besides, it was as Chara used to say: if the numbers got high enough, then no one would be able to hurt him anymore. Not that the Angel could hurt him, but if the numbers got high enough, then he could make a world where that would never happen again.

Besides, what was he even doing wrong this time? Before, he’d been playing with monsterkind along with Frisk. Sure, maybe he took that one too far. After all, Chara did love monsterkind. They wanted to see monsters go free. What good did it do to torment them forever?

But here, there were no consequences. They were just objects. Less than nothing. He could make the world that he desired without doing the one thing that Chara would’ve never wanted. He could keep his body. He could finally stop being a flower! No one would be able to decide which form he took anymore. No one.

Finally reaching the other side of the coliseum, Asriel stared up at a large building created of the same grey stone that made up many of the structures here. It was already like this when he got here. He didn’t even need to burn away the Dark World this time! Then again, he guessed that he should’ve expected that. The house was pretty much entirely grey itself!

However, this Dark World had a clear direction. The stone wasn’t just a last resort, but actually chiseled and pristine. Asriel stared up at the large structure that contained the Dark Fountain, resenting the fact that it had formed a gargantuan mausoleum. Of course, this world decided to remind him of just where he was. And, when Asriel entered the structure, he already knew what he would find. The Dark Fountain sat behind another, much more regal throne that seemed out of place in a location like this. As he walked around, his eyes caught on a shape in the center of the room. An empty casket with its cover entirely missing sat there… mocking him.

No matter. Asriel thought about changing this place entirely, but did not see the point in doing so. The body that used to rest here was long gone, but Asriel could still preserve the memory of what happened here. At least… the Dark World had not been entirely bleak. Stars dotted the black sky up above. Heck, even a small, crude looking moon hovered far up past the stone roof. It didn’t compare to the real deal, but Chara always talked about showing him all that someday. Too bad that Asriel had to settle for Frisk doing it when they took him out of the Underground in a pot.

All of those other Dark Worlds meant nothing. Temporary. Useless. There to elevate him to further strength. He could make one exception with all of the power that he’d collected.

Hah, the Angel would judge him for that! Asriel managed to get his mind off of the silent room in front of him while he thought of it. How hypocritical could one singular person be? That idiot judged him for turning mere objects to ash. They hadn’t been used in years! No one was going to miss a single thing that Flowey turned to ash, and if he gave them new use by bolstering his own strength, then really he was just putting them out of their misery!

Besides, the Angel acted like they weren’t a sicko too. They’d killed monsters before just as much as he had, and they did all of that without breaking a sweat! Heck, as far as Flowey remembered, they were pretty methodical about going through the Underground to see how everything worked! He’d know! He’d done it quite a few times. And yet, they turned into a sniveling wreck the moment Flowey dared to burn some old shoes and stuffed animals. The Angel had gone back countless times, so much so that they lost track, and had the gall to judge HIM for burning objects?

Oh, but they valued those objects more, didn’t they? After all, they thought their little Darkner friends were so much better than him. They claimed all of these objects didn’t have a soul, but were so much better than him, because they didn’t have enough time to see this world for what it was. They even said their soul was taken! Hah! What an idiot. Maybe they really did value these fragile insignificant things over everything else in this world! Maybe, all of the objects just hadn’t bored them yet like all of the monsters seemed to do.

But one thing truly was different between the two of them.

The Angel. Never. Paid.

When Asriel broke the world and boiled it down to sets of numbers and lines of dialogue, he eventually lost his power. Frisk overrode his own determination, stealing his ability to guide the world from him. When he failed Chara, he lost his body and the ability to feel! 

The Angel hadn’t experienced any of that for what they did. No. The world would just hand everything to them on a silver platter. Sure, why wouldn’t the world just give them a free save-point without even overriding Frisk’s? Why wouldn’t the world just give them the body that Asriel had wanted for so long free of charge? Why wouldn’t they still seemingly have a chance to undo whatever the thing was that they constantly whined about? 

It had made them bold, it seemed.

The Angel threw Asriel’s name around like it was nothing, a cheap bargaining chip to make him do what they wanted. The Angel threw Chara’s name around like they weren’t even really dead just to mock him. Once, Asriel thought that Chara had come back just like him, but he’d long grown out of thinking that Frisk could ever be them. The Angel knew that. And yet, at every opportunity, they sank their claws into him. They could belittle him as much as he wanted! Honestly, he found it just a teensy bit fun. It let him express his rage with no regrets when he broke their neck. However, Chara had died long ago. Their name shouldn’t even exist on the Angel’s tongue.

Even now, the Angel thought that they were above it all. They believed that Asriel was beneath them. Heehee… they could believe that all they wanted. However, Asriel knew how they reacted to their deaths. Asriel knew how fragile they could really be. He also knew… because they left this timeline alone… that they were capable of giving up.

What would happen when they met a relentless killer? Asriel posed that question to them long ago, and wondered how they would react even now. If they were so confident in toying with him, then he could show them just how much of a useless ragdoll they truly were. 

Admittedly, a hint of excitement formed within Asriel. The Angel would be fun to play with. Their game truly hadn’t ended all those years ago. It was just close to reaching a grand finale where Asriel finally got to shove their nose in the dirt. He’d been given a way to decide the fate of a little pocket of this world. He’d been given a way to reanimate memories that shouldn’t exist. He’d been given a way to try new things without anyone actually getting hurt. 

When the Angel finally tired of trying and gave up, no one would be able to decide his fate. After all, they were the only person who could seal these Dark Worlds.

He slowly turned, lifting a piece of glass out of his pocket. His own face still stared back, a neutral expression that Asriel couldn’t read still plastered on. He hated how much the Angel had taken his own visage, because it looked like he was staring at their dull expression. 

Asriel was suddenly wrenched out of his thoughts by the sound of footfalls hitting the floor. From the doorway, a larger, plush object lumbered in. It really hadn’t changed much since the Dark World formed, but the beady eyes remained trained on the floor while addressing Asriel. “Your majesty. The red-cloaked monster you spoke of is on the way.”

A grin began to split across his face. He leaned forward while sitting on his throne, questioning, “Is anyone with them?”

“No sir.” The object’s voice shook. It still did not look at him while it tried to make itself as small as possible. “It’s only them.”

Huh, so they weren’t bringing anyone else. Asriel almost thought that they would bring in that girl that they were with. He went back to check a few times during some of their loads, and always found a monster that seemed unimpressive. Oh well, that made his job a lot easier. It was the Angel that he wanted. Everyone else was just a distraction.

Asriel grinned wider. “Good. Clear the path for them, and just in case anyone else comes in, make sure the two of us aren’t interrupted.” Flames burst to life around Asriel’s fist, lighting the room up in an orange glow with little effort. “Am I clear?”

The object nodded, immediately shuffling out of the room.

If the world would not punish the Angel, then he would.

And if he enjoyed it just a little bit, then it would only make revenge all the better.

 


 

It seemed that truly, nothing about the Angel had changed. 

Despite all the time that had passed, Chara noted that they still approached every problem with a brute force methodology. Not only were their usage of save-points excessive, but they refused to slow down or explain any semblance of what their plan was. Chara had no doubt that their refusal to explain hid an obvious explanation.

The Angel already explained what they did when they could no longer get what they wanted. When an insurmountable obstacle stood in their way, they would inevitably begin to fight. After all, wasn’t that what they used as a flimsy justification for wiping out an entire race? That flower had undoubtedly crossed the line this time, but it was not like this was anything new. He could be talked down. Frisk had offered to do that very thing.

So… why were all of them standing here like there truly was nothing anyone could do?

“You should go after them,” Chara said without even bothering to give any other narration that would make it sound like Frisk’s own idea. “You are well aware of their history, and their attempts to remove you from the equation are unconvincing.”

Frisk had already started pacing up and down the hall like it would change anything. Even though they would deny doing so, their vision kept shifting to look at the smoke rising from under the door. “No, I’m needed out here to help with Flowey,” Frisk thought, even though the thoughts in their mind sounded doubtful. “You don’t think they’d actually hurt him permanently, right?”

It was a valid question, and one that gave Chara pause from immediately answering yes. While the Angel did kill, and did so with precision, all of their efforts had been undone in the end. The world had been left in a state where no lives were lost. Even when they, according to their own testimony, lost control when fighting Flowey previously, they undid their transgression. It would have been criminally easy to strike him down again after they loaded, and yet the flower remained alive.

However, Chara knew better than to let such behavior go unchecked. After all, the Angel had begun to do things beyond just killing. Flowey’s past as something other than a flower had been brought into question, which would tear people apart in a way that did not simply involve killing. “They are unstable. The two of them are on a collision course, and you will likely be required no matter what you choose.” Once again, Chara experienced Frisk’s vision moving towards the door. “You think it better to prevent tragedy before it occurs.”

Frisk eyed the door. They were contemplating, but they appeared to be rooted to the spot. “They’re going to hate me if I do this.”

“You should realize by now that they already do not respect you,” Chara countered, having a plethora of times in mind where the Angel actively did not respond to Frisk’s attempts to reach out, and then magically expected them to have a save-point ready to cover for them. “Take control back.”

Before Frisk could make a decision, Asgore’s limit on standing around awkwardly had been reached. As soon as Frisk stopped pacing for a moment, he broke the silence in the hall. “Frisk, if I may ask…” The moment he had their attention, Chara noticed just how nervous Asgore looked. Something plagued his mind, and he had finally decided to voice it: “Has the Angel… told you any odd things about Flowey recently?”

Toriel nodded like she was agreeing with the question that had been asked. “I would also like to hear about this, considering that the two of you spend so much time together. Er… you and Flowey, that is.” She glanced at Asgore with a half-hearted glare, but barely managed to maintain it for long. Something had really gotten to her. “It seems that there is much I simply do not know about.”

Trying to cover for himself, Asgore stammered, “I… I only was spoken to recently. I have no idea why Alphys or Undyne would…” He trailed off, not finishing a thought that he was too afraid to voice.

Frisk, without Chara’s input, thankfully made the correct choice. “No, they haven’t. Flowey is… obviously doing a lot right now, but…” Frisk glanced at the door, hiding the nervousness bubbling in their soul. “I wasn’t told anything weird.”

For the most part, Chara had been ignoring a monster within the room that they had never quite met before. The large, brutish monster that the Angel had somehow befriended took to leaning against the wall next to the door. She had not contributed much to this conversation, and stuck out like a sore thumb. She had no relation to anyone here.

However, in a moment that did not involve her input, she decided to make her presence known regardless. “So like… why are we just talking about the flower guy? The Angel told you more shit that you’re just… I dunno… ignoring.” With no respect for the person who she addressed, she uttered words that made Frisk’s blood run cold. “They said both of your kids were alive, dude. Cough it up already.”

What?

Control seized instantaneously. Despite Frisk having no reason to be angry about this revelation, Chara took control and made their displeasure known. “I apologize, you mean to insinuate that the Angel-”

The choice to continue the sentence was wrested from Chara immediately when they saw movement.

Toriel’s head whipped around towards Asgore before she immediately trained her vision on the monster. “Excuse me, I do hope that this is not your idea of a practical joke. You would not joke about my children, or make light of anyone else insinuating such a thing, would you?”

The monster tilted her head, no real intimidation reflecting in her posture.

Apparently, she didn’t need to feel intimidated. The answer had been pulled out of Asgore the moment his nervousness grew. “Suzy here… is telling the truth. The Angel did… make those claims, and…” He stared at the floor, eyes flicking every which way to try to make sense of the unfinished tapestry that the Angel had left him. “They said so many things. They mentioned how golden flowers were not native to the Underground, yet a monster of that type exists. They claimed to know what happened when the barrier broke.” He looked up to stare Toriel in the eyes, terror written across his face. “They recounted our conversations that we had just after the barrier broke! No one else was within the room!”

Chara wanted to crush their soul with their bare hands. How dare they? What gave them the right to talk about things that they did not understand? Chara and Asriel both died on the same day. Both of them were content with that, even as they haunted this world with their echoes. What right did the Angel think that they had to say these things?

Toriel had a hand lifted over her mouth. As if something had just put up a new obstacle in her head, she muttered, “That… that does not make any sense! The Angel rambled constantly about strange things. They said that they were once called ‘Chara’ when I asked for their name!”

They were mocking Chara.

The Angel wished to mock them beyond the grave, and then act sanctimonious about their role in all of this.

However, Chara found a crack in the armor. Immediately, they took Frisk’s voice once more. Frisk did not mind this time. This was, after all, family business. “Then their testimony is not to be trusted. It is as I said: they are unstable. They appear to be saying things that they know will hurt.”

Asgore mouthed something, and then when Frisk turned to look, he said it louder, “They… claimed that I killed you… when we never even fought.”

What was their plan? It all seemed erratic. Chara’s thesis only grew stronger. Even now, they had the capability to manipulate those around them to make them break. Anger began to pulsate in their shared soul.

Of course, the monster, Suzy as Asgore called her, decided to meddle with affairs that did not concern her. “I mean like… yeah… they say a lotta weird stuff to me too…” She barely moved from her current position, like showing any sign of weakness would cause everyone to pounce on her. And yet, for some reason, she felt the need to defend the Angel. “But all the things they’ve acted weird about… keep happening. They were real twitchy about the whole Dark World thing, and then it turns out that’s real.” Her vision snapped to Frisk, teeth baring. “And calling them ‘unstable’ is rich coming from you. You can’t decide if you’re gonna be annoying or not every two seconds.”

Frisk took control back, holding out their hands to try to calm everyone in the room. “Okay, let’s all just take a quick breather. I don’t know why the Angel would say something like that, but I'm sure there’s a good explanation.”

Suzy gestured at the door with a thumb, deciding to instigate more. “Hell, they said that flower would look like Asgore’s kid in there, right? If you wanna be so doubtful, go in. See for yourself.” Like she found the whole thing funny, she snickered, “They’ll probably be right about that too in some weird ass way.”

Of course, the Angel made mention of Flowey’s appearance changing. He had access to fire magic within that domain. Then, it was in their best interest to change plans and keep Asgore and Toriel out. Very well, they could-

Toriel closed the distance between her and the door almost instantly.

Asgore’s eyes went wide when her hand grabbed the doorknob. “Toriel… they… they mentioned that we should not go in. It is alarming to go through one of those doors, I assure-”

“I am tired of letting children slip through my fingers, Asgore,” Toriel firmly stated, her voice not wavering even though her hand trembled. Something sparked in her eyes while she turned to look at him. “If there is even a chance to not lose him again, then I would take it every time.”

Asgore’s mouth opened like he wanted to say something, but it fell apart the moment she finished her thought. Something about that last part froze him.

Chara immediately tried to get control of the situation, stammering, “You do not know what could be inside! The Angel could be lying. It could-”

“I apologize, my child.” Toriel twisted the doorknob, flinging the door wide open. Darkness spilled into the hallway, Toriel taking a deep breath. “I will be back shortly.”

Neither Frisk nor Chara had the power to stop her as she flung herself into the dark, vanishing beyond a veil while the door shut behind her. She… she went in. She went into whatever-

Asgore rushed down the hallway, opening the door as well. “Tori! Wait!” He used that nickname that he’d finally removed from his vocabulary in the panic, disappearing into the darkness as well.

Suzy, still grinning like she was amused by the situation, stepped in front of the open door. “Welp, can’t let all the fun happen without me.” She waved while falling backwards off a ledge like the floor wasn’t even there. “Enjoy warming the bench.”

As soon as she vanished, Chara urged without thinking of the consequences, “After them! There’s no telling what they will see!”

Frisk nodded, muttering an apology that they wouldn’t be waiting like the Angel wanted to. Personally, they should have dropped that a long time ago. It did not matter. What the Angel wanted no longer mattered. They were being sent in to clean up that fool’s mess, and now…

Frisk fumbled with their phone, summoning two items from its depths. A worn dagger entered their hand like second nature, and a locket swung around their neck. Without a moment more to lose, the door shut behind Frisk as they leapt into the darkness.

As the human fell through the depths, Chara watched as Frisk began to change. The world did not merely change objects, it changed anything that entered it. Their hair flared out while they fell, browns turning a deep blue with hints of green interwoven. The rest of their body followed the same pattern, as if Frisk had forgotten entirely to breathe. However, the most significant change came from their items.

The locket began to morph. A large, golden heart appeared over Frisk’s chest. Golden plating launched out from the piece of metal, wrapping around Frisk to fully protect their body from any blows. Their strongest piece of armor would protect them just as fervently. The dagger fell off of their belt, spinning in the air. Frisk watched it elongate. The weathered, aged blade lashed out in a pristine white. The handle took on a bright blue, the hilt of the sword being embroidered with an image of Frisk’s red soul.

The darkness did not stop.

It morphed everything.

Frisk’s soul was called out. Slowly, the darkness began to wash across it as well. Chara did not understand what was happening until…

They… were making conscious observations of Frisk’s form beyond them.

Chara could only ever separate themself from Frisk while they slept. And yet, they found themself staring at Frisk. Their partner’s eyes stared in the direction that Chara looked from, panic beginning to rise in their face.

Darkness crept up legs that Chara could not see. It seized what fragments of their being that were still left, trying to make sense of them. Chara reached a hand up to their face, being unable to strangle out a yell now that they no longer had Frisk’s mouth. Something like water began to fill their inexistent lungs. They were silently drowning. In a not-so distant memory, they remembered the buttercups that became their demise. They imagined the breaths that they could not take as the blood that they could not help but drown in. They struggled. Nothing happened. They struggled again-

The world chose their form.

Frisk hit the ground.

Only then did a world appear around them. Chara believed themself laying flat on the ground, staring up at the sky. A mockery of stars and a moon that did not look quite right sat high up above. They tried to fixate on it, attempting to breathe with lungs that were not there. If they did not breathe, then Frisk would die. They shared a body, after all, so it would only be logical to continue breathing-

Frisk turned around, staring down at Chara with alarm written all over their face. Slowly, they knelt down in their suit of armor. It looked far too clunky for them. Chara found it a little funny. Maybe that was why when they smiled, Frisk pulled back just a hair before extending a hand. “It’s… It’s okay. We’ll handle this together.”

Chara didn’t understand why until they attempted to lift a hand from the ground. They could act… freely of Frisk? That was not supposed to be how things worked. They had long died. Their role in this world had turned to nothing but a whisper on the wind that sometimes influenced more than they should. They. Should not. Exist. And yet, when they tried to lift a hand…

As if they had peeled themself from the ground, a hand extended from where they were. Chara watched as a shadowy mass of a hand extended from… the… ground… They finally managed to regard their form more closely, looking down and seeing a shadow being cast by Frisk in their direction-

Frisk grabbed their hand, slowly peeling the rest of them from the ground that they had momentarily been so trapped in. Chara stumbled to their feet, yet the connection to Frisk never ceased. Frisk’s shadow bled into whatever Chara was, but their form had no detail. It might as well have been a shadow itself, and when Chara looked at the rest of their body properly…

They could barely see through shadowy hands. A red pinprick of light shimmered in their chest, as if the smallest fragment of a soul had been granted to them. Even though they stood on their own two feet, Frisk’s shadow connected to them. Even though their body had never grown, they reflected Frisk’s height as if Chara had grown with them. They were…

A shadow. Somehow, some way, they had become a moving shadow.

Chara looked up from Frisk, seeing three pairs of eyes staring at them. Toriel reached a hand forward, being too far away to possibly touch them. She looked different, angelic almost. White and light-blue cloth wrapped around most of her body, half-plate joining the robes that stretched downward. A long piece of purple fabric stretched downward from her neck, passing under a belt. Her mere presence almost seemed reassuring.

However, she did the one thing that would scare Chara, and reached out as if she could see them. She stared at them like she didn’t know if they were real. Then, she said a name that should never be called as a question for them, “Chara?”

Immediately, their form melted away into the ground. Chara hid in Frisk’s shadow once more, and somehow found that more natural than being peeled away from it. They did not want to see. They did not want to hear. They only prayed that they mimicked Frisk’s appearance in some way, but they somehow knew that they had not been so lucky. Even though they loomed in Frisk’s shadow, their body did not feel close enough to be the one that they resided in for a decade. She recognized them. Their mother- Toriel recognized them. No. This wasn’t supposed to be happening. Why was this happening?

“Go back,” Chara muttered out of panic, trying to tell Frisk directly but being horrified that their words could be heard now. Their composure began to break. “Turn it back. We cannot do this. We cannot-”

However, Frisk’s attention had focused on Asgore. As soon as he heard their voice, he recognized them immediately. Despite all of the time away, despite all of the time that they had been separated, he recognized something, “I would… never forget that voice. I wouldn’t… I…” Cautiously, he took a step forward, staring down at the shadow that Chara had become.

No. No. Not now. They couldn’t do this now. Why wouldn’t Frisk go back? They couldn’t do this. They couldn’t-

Frisk stood in front of the shadow, holding out their hands. “I-I know this is a lot for the two of you, and you have a lot of questions, but they’re freaking out!” Instead of loading like someone sensible, Frisk glanced back at Chara before turning around again. “We didn’t know this would happen! Just give them some space, and-”

“My child was there!” Toriel pointed just beyond Frisk at the shadow that still twisted and trembled. Her gaze turned to Frisk, confusion and desperation bleeding into her eyes. “I would not forget their face, I…” She turned to Asgore, as if questioning if she had gone mad. “...For a moment I thought that they were… how could this… happen?”

Asgore shook his head the moment she looked. Instead, he looked at anyone who could answer. Frisk. A monster who had no involvement in any of this. The shadow. “This cannot be real. This must be a dream. It… it must be…”

“Just give me a second!” Frisk yelled, holding up their hands again. Finally, their call was heard. Both Toriel and Asgore stopped long enough for Frisk to turn their backs on them, kneeling down to the shadow once more.

Chara twitched against the ground, accusing Frisk, “You must… enjoy seeing me suffer.” Why hadn’t they gone back? “Go back. Undo this. I do not… wish to continue like this.” They couldn’t handle it. They were not ready to be seen. They made the choice to leave this world when they already failed it. Why had they been dragged back in?

For once, Frisk had been put at a loss for words. Their mouth opened and closed while they looked at their own body and what Chara had become. Perhaps, they did not know why they persisted either. Maybe, they had that same thirst for knowledge that the Angel did, wanting to know the outcome of an event as horrifying as this. How was this all happening? How did the world change so much to allow Chara to have a form, no matter how tethered it was to someone else?

Frisk took a deep breath, whispering, “You don’t have to be scared. You know they love you.”

They did not know what they were saying. These empty platitudes would not sway Chara. The only thing that could was reverting this. It was within their power. Chara spat, “You mock me. You know of my past, and yet you still insinuate things you know nothing about.” They tried to recede more into Frisk’s shadow, wishing that they could drift away into the comfortable solace that they once had. In a desperate attempt to reclaim what was once theirs, they shouted, “Your child died long ago.” They thought quickly. This place was full of objects that came to life. This place contained their deathbed. “Do you truly think that a world created of this room would not contain some fading memory of what once happened here?”

Frisk flinched, but bit their tongue. Even though they had always kept Chara’s secret willingly, Chara wondered why they would not load this error for them. However, Frisk still had the integrity to not destroy the last fragments of control that Chara had.

Chara rose up from Frisk’s shadow willingly, even though their own visage scared them. They faced two people who should never have to know them again, and said the only truth that they could still cling to: “I am not your child.” If they thought hard about it, it was no lie. A child of a family so kind would not have rotted their brother into becoming the pest that he was today. A child of a family so kind would not have dashed their hopes, being unable to free them from their prison. A child of a family so kind would not have poisoned their own father, laughing about it when they had proven how wicked their own humanity was. A child of a family so kind… would not have killed their brother, torn parents apart, and caused them to never know what became of their own child.

Chara was never their child.

They never deserved to be.

And so, they did not lie. “You may see your child in me. I am not who you think I am.” They took a deep breath, staring at the ground. “I apologize if you thought I was… someone else.”

Toriel watched them closely, some part of her being unable to unhook itself from the lie that she had created. “You mean to tell me… you’re not…?”

Slowly, Chara melted back away into the shadows. Being reliable, Frisk stepped in for them despite all that Chara had messed up today. “The Angel… said that objects come to life in this place. I… put on the locket before coming in.” Frisk neglected to mention that the locket had merely become their armor. However, it was a convincing enough lie. Hopefully, no one would question the fact that Chara never got to wear that locket. It was a gift meant for their recovery, and they never got to wear it.

“Uh, guys?” A monster’s calls went ignored while she gestured out to what was around them.

The flicker of hope in Toriel’s eyes began to die out. Her hands fell to her side before clasping in front of her. She tried to carry a reassuring smile, but Chara could see how it broke. “I… apologize. You… carry their memory very well.”

Asgore shuffled uncomfortably. Something had not left his mind. He stared at the shadow long and hard before ultimately receding in silence. Why would he not believe that? What else had the Angel told him? “Toriel… if we could… perhaps speak of this later…”

“GUYS!”

The moment was broken by Suzy yelling for them. A parrot made of paper sat on her shoulder, making loud squawk sounds alongside her to get their attention. Her barbaric outfit made her stand out while she pointed at something none of them could see. 

Many footfalls started to shake the ground. Multiple cries rang out as Chara sensed danger. They tried to rise up once more to see what was happening, only to see…

Crude drawings that Chara recalled making with Asriel began to swarm their path ahead. Various objects that had taken forms that Chara had never seen blocked the way. The moment had been cruelly interrupted, but Chara could not find it in them to complain.

The ground trembled.

Chara’s eyes caught on a bolt of multi-colored lightning crackling through the sky. Thunder came soon after in a loud crescendo, shaking the ground even more. They tried to trace the bolt to its origin, and thought they saw a large structure far away with a looming geyser stretching into the sky.

A fight was happening.

And yet, Chara watched as Suzy summoned two hatchets into her hands. A fight happened somewhere far away, and yet an onslaught of creatures had come for them.

Frisk’s face remained fixed in horror on the horizon where the lightning had come from. Even though the two had been separated, Chara could still feel their terror. They knew just as well who could have cast the lightning. They knew just as well what the signs of battle were. They knew just as well how unstable the Angel could truly be. Frisk began to run, gesturing for everyone to follow them. “We have to get to the Angel now! They’re… they’re fighting each other!”

Suzy grimaced, the parrot on her shoulder folding into her jacket. “Yeah, but I think you dumbasses yelling drew the whole damn pack to us.”

Asgore and Toriel stole one glance at each other, solidifying a conversation after this that made Chara only want to hide more. The both of them ran with Frisk. Something had been unleashed that Chara could not stop, and they still hoped that somehow it would all be undone.

And yet, Frisk was more determined to run into a fray of foes that they had never fought. Their soul flashed to life on their chest while a chorus of voices yelled out, “Don’t let the Lightners pass!”

A second bolt of lightning pierced across the sky.

Chara’s understanding of the world had already been broken and mangled. Their own existence had been twisted into a tangible state of being. And yet, as they stared at the storm that brewed on the horizon, they wondered if the world could ever be the same after today.

Notes:

Fun fact about the development of this chapter. Originally, another Roaring scene was intended, but it seemed so out of place for the chapter and would have made the chapter roughly 24k words. No thanks. I had to pluck the scene out and place it in a later chapter, but hey I'm like 6k words into whatever chapter that'll be!

So. This chapter.

A glimpse at what the prophecy is doing, and a confirmation that it is in fact still active. I made a choice this chapter on whether or not to reveal its exact wording to the readers or to simply leave its exact method vague. I settled on the latter. I'm not telling you why.

Also Ralsei please stop breaking containment and thinking about putting ribbons on the Angel. You are trying very hard to manifest fluff but I can't let you. World's #1 yearner forcing me to write him just wanting to be there for someone. And also maybe make them look pretty. We gotta make them look more gender-confusing to get people to stop he/him'ing the Angel. I did have a lot of fun writing that small sequence. I dunno. Something about Ralsei's plight with being an object but the way he has developed in this fic has me in a chokehold.

I also love the 5 characters I have put together in this hellscape. All of them know varying levels of information and no one is going to come out of this one happy. Suzy is such a wrecking ball in this dynamic. She is a complete outsider to all of this, so she knows when bullshit is happening and will call it out with zero regrets. There's no mincing words with her. She sees Frisk flipflopping and goes "Aight so you're an ass".

Everyone is manifesting Frisk fluff. Manifest harder. You haven't beaten me yet.

OOOOOO the Dark World design I can ramble about that! I know I use grey stone way too much but I realized that this room is literally just actually grey, so I had to lean into the environments a bit more than I usually do. A large mausoleum being created is deadass one of my favorite things I did. The coliseum also being a part of it because Asriel was probably powerscaling his OCs and Chara joined in was also very silly. Having an empty casket in the mausoleum felt diabolical but I had to.

AND OUR THREE NEWBIES TO THE DARK WORLD.

Toriel's archetype is Cleric/Paladin (but I think Paladin is infinitely more what I'm leaning into). I DID deviate from her Deltarune design a lot, because quite frankly I feel like Toriel developed beyond "Queen" as her archetype in UT, just as Asgore didn't get a kingly outfit all that much due to dropping that title. Plus, I think Toriel deserves to have halfplate armor as a treat. Paladins are not to be fucked with do not fuck with the paladin.

Frisk's archetype is...

Actually, they seem a bit weird! That's intentional, and I don't wanna go too far into depth on that just yet. It seems like their items affected them more though! I couldn't resist doing Planet Buster as the weapon though. You can sue me all you want.

CHARA IS WHERE I HAD A BLAST. This has been long awaited, and I rotated a lot on what I wanted them to become. A lot of people believed that the locket would turn into a Chara Darkner which would somehow also be Chara's ghost. (Granted, I think this is Twin Runes popularizing that concept, but that does not work for me personally). The locket was still in a gift box, and I do not think it fulfills the "patterned after a loved one" criteria enough, especially considering that Chara is currently elsewhere!

Bound to Frisk!

I iterated on a lot of ideas. Chara being chained to Frisk in a get-along ankle bracelet. Chara just outright having their own body and being given a Rogue archetype. However, turning them into a SHADOW which fulfills being bound to Frisk while also being genuinely thematic made me so happy to do.

That is all!

Next chapter is a big one, and I am determined to get it right. While I do not think I will need an extra week, just because this chapter has been rotating in my brain infinitely, I will double down if this chapter needs more time in the oven. Expect a chapter next week though.

And prepare.

Chapter 27: A World Without You

Summary:

Something terrible is coming...

Notes:

Hello.

This is the longest chapter of anything I have ever written at 27,455 words.

This is not a reasonable chapter length, but at no point did I feel like I could or should cut any of it. You all will get the full experience of the chapter here. Take breaks if you must. It's a long one, and I do not blame you. However, I have been very excited to share this... for a long time.

But first, your last fanart rounds.

a-flawed-apparatus made many hero-forges this time for the new chapter as more Dark World forms were shown!
Frisk and Chara Dark World form: https://www. /a-flawed-apparatus/812521984096452608/the-last-fallen-human-part-2?source=share
Suzy's Dark World form: https://www. /a-flawed-apparatus/812776322242887680/suzys-dark-world-outfit?source=share
Toriel's Dark World form: https://www. /a-flawed-apparatus/812914343356334080/toriels-dark-world-outfit?source=share

ourasriel made a pixel art of Frisk and Chara's Dark World forms... and the Angel doing a Clover dance! And another pixel art of Frisk's Dark World form with a ditto version of Chara
https://www. /ourasriel/812525882247987200/hehehe-i-am-quite-proud-of-these-one?source=share
https://www. /ourasriel/812616716358189056/star-pup01-d-and-another-one-i-decided-to-show?source=share

darinaethelaianprophet made an animation of Chara's shadow form in the Dark World which looks VERY neat
https://www. /star-pup01/812554920167342080/the-living-shadow-this-popped-into-my-head-when?source=share

redraven393 has been freed and has unleashed art upon these halls
A Dark World form drawing of Suzy: https://www. /redraven393/812707521617903616/a-new-hero-party-member?source=share
A fluffy grocery store shopping with Suzy, the Angel, and Frisk in hopes that fluff is possible!: https://www. /redraven393/812914655096930304/a-bit-of-a-down-time?source=share
And the goober delivery service!: https://www. /redraven393/812997756815835136/goober-delivery?source=share

5kape drew a rare smiling Angel and an angrier version of the Angel starring her soulsona as well!
https://www. /5kape/812855437369147392/one-must-imagine-the-angel-happy-star-pup01-i?source=share

engineer-and-here (or Paralelo) drew the Angel beating the everloving shit out of Asriel
https://www. /engineer-and-here/812893894404718592/that-fucking-goat-that-i-hate-ok-yeah-im-proud?source=share

starsandskies999 made an entire sprite sheet for the Angel which is incredibly impressive!
https://www. /starsandskies999/812972773606555648/felt-like-doing-some-pixel-art-so-i-took-a-crack?source=share

And lastly, this is less of a fanart thing, but I got some cool Angel-based fanart of my fursona that will probably become my pfp everywhere and by gawd I will shout out the artist (this was commissioned before the Angel was given a proper vessel and the answer to any appearance related questions was "they're just you lmao")
https://www. /olitheworm/812914243272867840/is-it-you-or-me-ko-fi-reward-for-starpup-that?source=share

 

I sincerely hope you all enjoy this chapter. I will get to last chapter's comments when possible. I put my all into this one, and I am hoping that it delivers. This chapter has been a cornerstone of the fic, and I have had it on my mind for a while.

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

Flowers swayed at the Angel’s feet while they walked through a large valley. Their destination lay shortly ahead on top of a hill similarly covered in the flowers. For a while, they’d been dashing towards the gargantuan mausoleum in the distance to try to get to the Dark Fountain as quickly as possible. For a while, they believed that this Dark World had been emptied too. Only when they saw a large, plush elephant failing to hide from them did they understand what was happening.

Darkners looked at them with fear when they went by.

A path was being cleared.

The Angel tried to question what happened here, but the Darkners merely fled as if the Angel had attacked them. No strength was gained. Only an eerie silence chased the Angel through the Dark World as they started to slow down. The people of this world had already seen enough grief in the small time that it had been open. The Angel did not see a need to make it worse.

After all, even without that, they did not wish to disturb a deathbed for long.

Foolishly, they wondered how Asriel felt when he walked through this field of flowers. Did he notice the buttercups interlaced with the golden flowers? They could hardly be distinguished from one another. The Dreemurrs never learned what illness befell their child, and the cause remained hidden within the guise of the flowers that they wished to see one final time.

The valley stretched upwards, climbing towards a large, stone structure. Of course, the Dark World would have created a proper burial site. This room may not know that they were not truly dead. Or, perhaps it did not care. Considering that Chara had never announced their presence to anyone, they wished to convince the world that they did not truly exist. If they were not needed to pick at every scab that the Angel had, then they would sooner allow the world to think they were dead.

The Dark Fountain drew near. All they had to do was seal it. They didn’t need to fight Asriel. They didn’t need to harm Asriel. Frisk would be waiting on the other side, and they may have a chance to truly talk him down.

And yet, if he did try to fight them, the Angel wondered if they would be allowed to cut loose just once. There was no guarantee that Asriel wouldn’t just flee the moment the Dark Fountain was sealed. After all, he could just burrow away and start anew. If the Angel proved that they were willing to let him go now, then he would be able to plan ahead if they loaded a save. Besides, hadn’t too many Darkners perished already? How much longer could the Angel tolerate letting him go without consequences?

The Darkners here feared Lightners as a whole. Dark Worlds had been turned to ash. How long would it be until Asriel got bored and beckoned something into the world that would be much worse?

Flowers gave way to grass. A small path rose up to meet chiseled stairs. They would have their answer soon.

The Angel kept their crook in hand while reminding themself of the exact motion needed to draw a dagger. Step by step, they ascended to the mausoleum. Another dark-grey, plush Darkner waited at the top, beady eyes catching on the Angel and flashing with fear. Stumps for hands tried to cover the eyes before hesitating over and over, like it didn’t know what to do to make the Angel less angry.

As calmly as they could, the Angel turned to the poor thing. It stood three times their size, and yet cowered from them already. The Angel’s wings twitched while they gestured into the valley with their crook. “You’re safe now. Get out of here while you can. I’ll handle him.”

The command must’ve been all the poor things needed. It left its post, slowly beginning to walk down the stairs while watching the Angel closely like they would strike out at any given moment. As slowly as the Angel possibly could, they took a tentative step out of its path, giving it a wide breadth to leave. The eyes remained fearful while it finally got past them, moving faster to try to escape whatever fate it thought would be chasing it.

An ache pulsed through the Angel’s soul. There was no way to recruit these Darkners and show them a better life now. Maybe, before they returned to the other world, they could try to take as many as possible.

But first, the Angel needed to stop this at its source.

Step by step, they fully ascended to the entrance of the mausoleum. The door loomed high overhead while they crossed its threshold. Stone pillars supported the roof up above on either end of the hall, and the Angel did not miss the open casket within the center.

Their grip around their cane tightened while they inclined their head upward. Through the veil, they saw their target.

The Angel was filled with a certain power.

Without looking with their vessel’s eyes, they reached a hand out to their right. Silver light bled through their fingertips while they wrenched time into place at this very point. Countless Darkners lost their lives the moment they solidified this path. Tragedy that struck multiple worlds could no longer be undone. They already failed every other Dark World, no matter how many times they tried to go faster.

All the Angel could do now was not fail again.

The Dark Fountain sat just beyond a throne. If they could cross the room and seal it, then this could all be left to Frisk to handle. However, the Angel’s feet remained rooted to the ground while they watched their target begin to move.

Asriel stopped leaning on his hand, almost playfully sitting up. A grin split across his face. “Golly, I thought you’d take longer than that! Guess you’re really upset about something, huh?”

Flecks of ash stuck to the bottoms of his robes, as if he hadn’t even taken the effort to wipe it all off. It was nothing but a trophy to him. The Angel’s knuckles tightened even more around their crook. They thought they knew this person once. Long ago, they sought him out just like this when he tried to avoid them. He waited at Chara’s grave, and no matter how many times the Angel found him through different timelines, he always dismissed them in the end.

What happened to that kid asking them if they had anything better to do?

A low growl rose up from the back of their throat. The Angel finally formed words through the haze of red. “I just want to know why.”

A short, involuntary laugh escaped his mouth. “What do you mean why? Do you cry about it whenever you throw things in the garbage that aren’t useful anymore?” He tilted his head at them. “You do, don’t you?”

“You begged me to take away your memories!” The Angel pointed at him, hand slipping out from under their crimson cloak. “You said you couldn’t repeat what happened in the Underground! You said you changed!”

“Did I?” Asriel brought his hands up under his eyes before twisting his hands like he was wringing out tears. “Oh boo hoo. The little kid who got revived for just a tiny bit with the power of seven souls didn’t stay the same when he lost it all! You didn’t even listen to him when he told you that he and I were different, did you?”

The Angel’s hand withdrew. Of course, he said that. “I listened to you every time, but you and I both know that’s not true.” They gestured at his body, at what he currently named himself. “You’re still him. You use his name willingly. So why now are you going back to killing indiscriminately?” They gestured at themself. “Is all of this seriously because of me? Because you’re angry that I exist?”

Asriel scoffed, running a hand through his boyband haircut, “Of course you wouldn’t get why I said the things I did, but does it really matter?” He pushed himself to his feet, gesturing in the air around him. “Even a child wouldn’t see the issue with throwing away toys that don’t work anymore. You baffle me with that.” He began to slowly pace back and forth next to his throne at the top of one final staircase. “My first memory of you is you deciding to kill every monster in the Underground without breaking a sweat, but then suddenly you get mad at me for burning old shoes.”

Memories of gaining LOVE flashed through the Angel’s head. It had not stuck with them ever since entering this world, but the memories could not be undone. Once, they had toyed with this world when they were beyond it. Now, it wished to toy with them in turn. It had already molded them to its designs. 

…But, the Angel remembered the chance that they were given elsewhere. Despite the Angel baring their worst deeds to three heroes in deepest dark, those three thought that they could do better. “I’ve changed. From what I’ve seen of all of you in this world, it seems I’m the only one who has done so.” Despite moving onto a new future, very few true changes were actually made. The past seemed to be an uncomfortable eyesore, and every time the Angel brought it up, it caused grief. “You could’ve changed too. It was always your choice. You can’t possibly look at every soulless creature down here and think-”

Flames crackled in Asriel’s fists while he sneered, “You don’t know me.” He stopped pacing, fully turning his head to look at them. “You might try to hide behind that veil, but I’ve seen your true colors, that flickering light in your eyes when you can’t get your way.” He giggled, the horrid sound echoing through the empty halls. “You think you’re above me, don’t you? That you’re just so much better, because you think you’ve changed, that you’re the good person who simply tried.” A smirk rose up on the side of his face. “But I think you’ve just had it easy. You don’t know what it’s like to be pushed, and you have pushed me.”

“Only because you think I have.” The Angel never wanted to push him. “All I ever asked for when I came to you was help, and you killed me… all over a name that you won’t believe me about.”

Asriel’s face strained even more, fire burning in his eyes. “So I think it’s my turn to push you, to really prove to you that you’re not higher than me. You need to be knocked down a few pegs and learn who’s really in control,” he threatened. “After all, I asked you so long ago, what would you do if you met a relentless killer? Would you die and die until you tire of trying? Or, will you finally give up and let me do as I please?”

Of course, this was personal. The Angel didn’t have the luxury of keeping this personal. “This isn’t about you or me!” No matter how much they wanted to strangle him, he needed to see reason. “If you continue making fountains, the Roaring will begin. There will be multiple of those Titans that you saw last time. No one will be able to stop it. Not you, Frisk, or even I could stop it. That’s how I got here. I died.”

“Who said I was going to go that far?” Asriel tsked a few times, shaking his head. “Always assuming the worst of me.” A yawn escaped his mouth, like he was getting a bit bored of all of this. “Golly, I can’t blame you though! You must get really shaken up by all the ash! You know, considering you befriended one of them wherever the heck you came from. What are you gonna do when he gets thrown away? Kill the garbage man?”

The Angel brandished their crook. So be it.

Tension snapped. The Angel called the world to obey their command, battle beginning to take shape. Asriel snapped into position at the top of his staircase, looming over them with a wicked grin. Wind blew from the west, ruffling the Angel’s cloak while it surged through the hallway. Asriel might’ve had the advantage with other rules, but he did not yet know how to fight the Angel here.

The crook vanished as the Angel called their vessel to fight. In a fluid motion, their horn dagger spun in their hand. LV from experience within these words made their feet light while they rushed across the room, bounding up the stairs in a few large steps. Asriel grinned as the Angel found just the correct opening to strike.

A red gash carved through the air across Asriel’s body, just as they had done to him over and over within the lab.

The Angel’s eyes widened.

Instead of instantly being turned into nothing, instead of Asriel’s form being unable to handle the attack with his limited ability, the gash cut across his body.

Asriel leaned back, a thin cut appearing on his face. It did not kill. It did not maim. He stood just as strong as he was before, with only minor wounds to show for it. “Aw, is that really the best you can do?”

Of course, he became stronger.

The Angel fell back, their soul hovering in the space between the two of them while they prepared to dodge. And still, they had time to question while bile rose in the back of their throat, “How… many Darkners did you have to kill to get that strong?” They knew that he charred entire Dark Worlds. They saw it with their own eyes. Yet, seeing a precise attack almost be reduced to nothing sent shivers down their spine. It was the Knight all over again. Attacks that should’ve meant something were barely even scratches in a war of attrition.

Giggling at the reaction, Asriel wiped some of the dust off of his face. “Don’t act so surprised. You really think I’d stay here if I didn’t think I could fight you here now?” Asriel summoned a weapon of his own. Instead of the usual chaos saber, his hand grabbed at a shimmering handle that formed in the air. As soon as his fingers wrapped around it, two dual blades launched out from either end. He spun the weapon in his grasp before holding it up, the blade aimed straight downward.

No… he wouldn’t.

Asriel smiled even more, not taking his turn while the Angel’s soul waited for an attack. The blade hovered inches from the ground, waiting for Asriel’s move. “And let me say, your way of battling is so boring. You really think I’m going to let our grand rematch be me throwing attacks at your stupid little soul?”

He knew how these battles worked. Of course he did. Both Asgore and Undyne didn’t understand the rules, because they’d never seen it before. Asriel had fought alongside them in the lab, and he’d paid attention to how their fights functioned.

“So, I’ll give you a little bit of incentive.” He raised the blade up higher, demanding, “You fight me for real. No stupid trickery, no sealing the fountain behind me, nothing. And you’d best do as I say, because if you don’t, I’ll just use my turn to stab this blade into the ground. If you try to seal that fountain, I’ll just go somewhere else and leave a nice gift for you when you finally find it.”

The Angel gripped their dagger tighter. Their hand trembled. “You wouldn’t.” A memory grasped at the backside of their mind. Once, they tried this same trick on an ice queen. They tried to stop Carol by twisting the rules in their favor too, and now…

A full cackle came out of Asriel’s mouth. When he finally finished, his head snapped down, a dare slipping out of his lips, “Try me.”

The Angel recalled a katana stabbing into the ground with little effort. Three heroes fought until arms and legs began to ache. Three heroes ran through the Roaring with nothing but the Angel to try to guide them through the darkness. In one final struggle, the Angel lost control over the one ability that could protect all of them. Even now, that one mistake cost Kris, Susie, and Ralsei so much. They still waited out there in the dark. But, it all started with one final stab.

Never again.

Each second allowed darkness to grow thicker. Each breath became heavier than the last. However, one way or another, their world would live on.

The Angel’s soul pulsed with light, red light glimmering through their veil. Gold light began to spark through the silver around the back of their head. A burning rage echoed through their body. 

The Angel’s soul filled with DETERMINATION.

“Then become nothing more than a bad memory.” Battle shattered, the Angel rushing forward in a blur of crimson. The blade of their knife began to shine the same hue as their soul, echoing their resolve. 

Asriel grinned, electricity crackling in his offhand. “You’re not even worth remembering.”

The Angel’s wing twitched in warning. Their second pair of eyes visualized where the bolt would go. They pivoted their body just as Asriel’s hand lunged out, multicolored lightning crackling outward.

Fur stood on end while the magic grazed against the Angel’s cloak. Its power channeled into their soul, tension beginning to build within the room. The blast shook the halls, going far enough to crackle in webs across the sky.

However, it was no longer the time to look back. The Angel’s soul dragged the vessel up the stairs while their dagger became more sure in their hand. As soon as Asriel was within range, the Angel slashed horizontally. Asriel forcefully pushed an arm down, floating into the air above their attack. In the attack’s wake, Asriel’s throne exploded into rubble. Its fragments crashed against the back wall, some tumbling into the Dark Fountain itself and vanishing.

Asriel kept his momentum going as he floated past the staircase and above the lower floor. “What? Gonna cry about destroying a throne too?” He chuckled, “Gee, you really are predictable! Guess when your thing is knives, you only have one tri-”

From their dimensional pouch, the Angel swapped a dagger for an axe. Susie’s power became their own. Metal dragged across stone. Purple light boiled against the blade while the Angel’s cloak and soul turned blue. While Asriel monologued, the Angel unleashed Rude Buster.

He barely had time to lift his weapon to block before the blast struck it dead on. Apparently, he must’ve not been used to his weapon being knocked out of his hands, because it vanished into thin air while the remainder of Rude Buster knocked the air out of his chest. 

The Angel planted their feet into the ground, soul magic activating. They leapt into the air after him, axe raised high above their head. Asriel’s eyes went wide as he floated just barely out of the way. The axe nearly grazed his side as the Angel fell to the ground, the blade embedding into the open casket. For a second, the Angel struggled to wrench the blade out, leaving them open.

Asriel quickly recovered while he twirled with his remaining momentum. Multicolored flames whirled around his body in a helix before beginning to bombard the Angel from above. Rainbow light filled the room while heat seared their back, but the Angel didn’t only have one set of abilities.

A few flames hit them, but the bombarding tried to account for if the Angel abandoned the axe and moved out of the way. They did not, causing some of the attacks to crash against their cloak while others drifted close to their sides. Magic channeled through their body, even as they cried out when their cloak’s natural protection could not save them from the worst of the flames. Finally, enough tension bubbled in their soul.

The red, sparkly scarf around their neck flared to life. While the Angel kept their soul blue, they called upon Ralsei’s protection. Balls of fluff circled around the Angel rapidly, flames colliding with the barrier instead of them. The fluffs instantly burned, but they did their job long enough for the Angel to dislodge the axe.

The flames kept coming while the Angel once more leapt into the air with the power of their blue soul. 

Fluffy Guard began to burn away more and more. Asriel kept trying to push them back while he jeered, “That spell looks stupid, by the way.” However, his eyes went wide when the Angel’s momentum carried them through the flames unharmed. Even worse, they had the axe in-hand again.

The Angel readied the axe once more as they approached. Instead of swinging, they kept the axe held back. Asriel fell for the feint, swerving higher up towards the roof of the mausoleum. The Angel angled their feet, kicking off of thin air with their soul to chase him. He barely had a chance to react before the axe crashed into his chest, sending them both falling to the ground.

However, the axe did not embed nearly as deeply as it would have against a normal person. Asriel laughed with his back against the floor, “You really think that’s gonna be enough?” Lightning crackled in his hand while he grabbed the blade of the axe with his palm. “We’re just getting started!”

The Angel’s ability to act shut down as lightning pulsed through their body. Tension built in their soul while they tried to pull themself away from the handle of Susie’s axe, but they could not escape the bolt of lightning. It passed entirely though their body, piercing towards the Dark Fountain. Multicolored lightning wove up the spire of darkness, crackling into the air.

Asriel shoved the axe away from his body before flicking his other hand with two fingers extended. The Angel couldn’t react to the cartoony star spinning towards their neck with their body still frayed, but something else could.

Once more, the Angel focused on the piece of fabric around their neck. Ralsei’s scarf, uninhibited by the electricity surging through the Angel’s body, reached up to defend their neck. The star tried to cut through it, but the scarf wrapped around one of its points and sent it spinning into the ground.

Finally, electricity stopped pulsing through their body. However, the onslaught wasn’t done. Having gotten to his feet, Asriel twirled his dual blade chaos saber in front of him. The Angel summoned their crook to their hand as his blade came crashing down towards their skull. Sparks flew while they held each other off, both gritting their teeth.

“Getting tired already?” Asriel asked, gaining the Angel’s attention.

Their arms trembled, but they weren’t even-

Fire crashed into their back while they were distracted, draining their health even further. They tried to stifle the yelp coming out of their mouth from the potency of the attack. All of it hurt far more than anything else they faced. Health began to drift into an uncomfortable range. His magic had grown stronger. His ability to hurt them had grown stronger.

The Angel pivoted their feet and shifted the weight of Asriel’s blade. It crashed into the ground just next to their feet as they sidestepped. In a fluid motion, the Angel hooked their crook around Asriel’s neck before drawing him close while their fist flew out.

Knuckles connected with his skull while the crook pulled him into the attack. Asriel flinched backwards when the crook vanished in favor of the Angel grabbing Susie’s axe once again. He grasped at his skull, cursing, “You idiot, you really think-”

Orange absorbed the Angel’s soul. Before he could recover, they rushed forward just as they did with Undyne. Orange light wreathed their body while they knocked him off of his feet, shoving him further and further through the mausoleum until the two of them had gone out the front entrance. As soon as the staircase got close, the Angel released the energy bubbling in their soul, sending Asriel careening down the steps.

A few times, and satisfyingly so, his body crashed down the stairs. It gave the Angel a moment to put the axe away and channel golden light around their body. Heal Prayer began to charge. When the Angel lifted their hand, golden light-

Asriel caught himself while tumbling down the stairs, suddenly surging forward with that same method of floating that he had before. Of course, Ralsei had been able to propel himself horizontally with that before as well. How could they have forgotten? 

The Angel could not cast the spell before a bright blade crashed into their side. A streak of red painted the wall of the mausoleum as the Angel yelled, clutching their side. Their soul flashed dangerously, but they weren’t dead yet.

Of course, Asriel still thought it proper to mock them, “So brave trying to heal when I’m in the middle of teaching you a lesson.” He bared his teeth, twirling his blades once more. “Come on! You’re not already that desperate, are you?”

From the pouch, the Angel brought out Kris’ sword. Their soul turned back to crimson as they tried to recall the memory of Kris’ movements when they fought. Asriel’s blade crashed against theirs while the Angel tried to approach. The moment they slashed, Asriel pulled the blade back to attempt to slash from the other side.

The Angel ducked, the weapon passing just over their broken horn. Their grip on the sword tightened as they turned into a blur. Two slashes in an X appeared on Asriel’s chest, earning a guttural gasp from his mouth before they kicked him in the stomach. He started to keel over, taking a few steps back as the wind was knocked out of him.

Not giving him a chance to recover, the Angel slashed at his neck for a change-

“Nah, just kidding!” As if he wasn’t even winded, Asriel jabbed forward with lightning that the Angel hadn’t seen in his hands. A third bolt pierced through their soul and chest while Kris’ sword left their grasp.

Every nerve in their body began to fray while they slowly began to succumb. Before, they had managed to handily kill this monster multiple times. Now, they collapsed to the ground, just as they always did against him in the Light World.

Asriel stepped forward, kneeling down to their head. With mock sympathy, he gently grabbed the end of their veil while saying in a high-pitched voice, “Aw, did someone fall down?”

The Angel wanted to vomit when their veil left their face. They wanted to kill him with their bare hands.

“Don’t worry. It’ll only hurt another million times.” Flames built at the hand holding the veil before Asriel unleashed a blast of fire across their face.

The Angel screamed, and for once, begged their soul to shatter as pain seared through fur and skin. The pain only ended when no one was left to protect the soul, and it shattered into tiny fragments.

 


 

Darkness consumed them. They began to fall as their body became non-existent entirely. Nothing connected, and pieces of a being now shattered waited for the inevitable choice that always came.

Another failure.

It hurt.

It always hurt. Why was now any different? 

“IT APPEARS YOU HAVE REACHED…”

“AN END…”

Of course, something would always be there to catch them. Something would always be there to offer them the choice to continue. And yet, they knew that all that awaited them was more pain.

It still hurt to die.

Vines pierced into skin while their bones broke. Pellets turned them into a pincushion. Flames burned away a face that sometimes hurt to look at already. Every time, their very being shattered.

“WILL YOU PERSIST?”

However, despite the pain, determination still flickered. Countless Darkners experienced that pain over and over. Countless Darkners never had the privilege that the Angel had to make things right. Let the pain be theirs, so they could know what they fought for.

Again.

Until it is done.

Again.

“THEN THE FUTURE IS IN YOUR HANDS.”

 


 

The Angel opened their eyes anew, veil back over their face while Asriel rose from his throne. 

Before they could even begin to fight again, he giggled, “You know what’s funny? Back when Frisk used to die, everything would go back preeeetty instantly after their soul shattered. But you?” He grinned. “You take a while. Having doubts?”

The Angel pulled the sword from their dimensional pouch again, brandishing it. They tried to ignore the way their hand trembled. They tried to ignore the way their face still felt charred. “I don’t care how many times you kill me. I only need to win once.”

Asriel rolled his eyes, summoning his own weapon into his hands. “And I’ll be there every time to strip it all away just when you think you’re getting close.” He stuck out his tongue with a wink. “Don’t forget! Your best friend learns too.”

“If you learned a thing, you would’ve never gone back to senseless killing,” the Angel retorted, dashing forward once more.

Unamused, Asriel began to spin his blades rapidly. Before the Angel could close the distance, fire built on both blades. With a final flick of the weapon, a whirlwind of flame began to sweep through the mausoleum, forcing the Angel to retreat away from Asriel to keep out of its path. Asriel chided, “Clearly it had a point if you’re struggling so much.” He had the guts to shut his eyes while the whirlwind chased the Angel between pillars. “You know, I’m starting to think you’re not good at fighting at all. You just brute force everything! Take away all of your surprises and you’re kinda disappointing”

They needed to wait for an opening. However, the whirlwind left a trail of flames in its wake. It was beginning to cut off their retreat without needing to go straight through it. Patience. Just be patient, and don’t try to rush him. That was how they died last time, so they just needed to wait for the right moment to strike.

Asriel opened an eye to watch them flee. The Angel pivoted to the center of the room, the whirlwind beginning to surge faster and faster. Heat threatened to light all of their clothing on fire, but they just needed the right time.

A cyan hue began to build in the Angel’s soul, and their cloak followed while they took a deep breath. Their movements slowed. Clarity built in their mind.

Patience finally unleashed, and the Angel reached a hand out towards the fire.

A twinge of magic pulsed from their soul at just the right moment when the attack would hit them. Hot flames began to twitch and writhe before their color began to be overtaken by the same cyan hue. As fire swept across the Angel, they suddenly felt nothing while they remained perfectly still.

The whirlwind had turned blue, passing straight through their body. Tension began to rapidly build from the strong attack being near. Their soul roared with power.

Asriel frowned as he shook his head, trying to understand what he was seeing. “You what-”

As soon as the tornado passed, Ralsei’s scarf wrapped around their soul as it returned to red. It spun once in the air before launching the red heart. Their vessel blinked out of existence while the soul soared through the air. Asriel slashed at it while it flew towards him, but the Angel merely pivoted their existence out of the way just under the blade.

As soon as he overextended, the Angel reappeared. Summoning Kris’ strength, the Angel’s movements blurred together. They carved a gash horizontally across Asriel’s chest, making him flinch. The next attack aimed at the side of his weapon, knocking it out of his hands and causing it to disappear. A third cut across his face for revenge, leaving a hairline scar that sifted dust. The fourth took shape as a jab straight for his chest, trying to-

Asriel grabbed the blade with his hands before it could strike him true. He winced, but a manic grin had spread across his face. “See? All gimmicks.”

Red light flashed in the Angel’s eyes. “And you’ve earned all of them.” Ralsei’s scarf flared to life, balling up into a fist and socking Asriel in the jaw. His face jerked to the side, but he took the Angel’s blade with it. Kris’ weapon clattered to the ground. The Angel grabbed their knife, inverting their grip while they slashed outwards.

With no more defenses, Asriel stumbled backwards when a red gash full of pure malice cut across him diagonally. Despite the attack, he was still grinning. “Come on, you’re using your strongest moves early!” Vines surged up from the ground, coiling around his body. “You know better than anyone that it only makes it easier to practice against.”

In an instant, the vines pulled Asriel into the ground. The Angel slashed again at the floor, but the gash caught on nothing. Asriel had vanished.

Their gaze flicked around, wings twitching while the Angel searched for their foe. Green sprouted up on the opposite side of the mausoleum at its entrance. A weapon that the Angel remembered well spun into his hands. Chaos Buster took aim, the Angel once again having to close the distance.

As the first round of bullets came, the Angel rushed over to pick up Kris’ sword. They recognized this pattern, stepping in and out as the shots became faster and faster. Every moment they readjusted and spun out of the way of bullets, they got just the slightest bit closer. 

The Angel’s wing twitched. From above, they watched Asriel readjust his line of attack.

Calling upon Kris’ weapon, the Angel turned into a blur. Bullets primed to fire, but the Angel only rushed dead ahead. As soon as they heard the sound of the slow-moving bullets firing, the Angel began to slash. Bullet after bullet collided with the blade, being cleaved straight open and ricocheting uselessly to the side.

Chaos Buster spun in Asriel’s hands, filling with rainbow light. The Angel called upon Ralsei’s scarf, shifting their soul and cloak into a brilliant green. A rainbow beam lashed out while the scarf interposed itself between the Angel and the attack. Tension began to grow yet again. They needed to catch him off guard. Only a few more hits, right?

“I’m sorry,” the Angel whispered while bringing a hand up to the bit of the scarf still around their neck. Ralsei may one day never forgive them, but if he lived to see another day due to their actions here, then they could handle being hated. So many promises would be broken today, but it did not matter as long as they still breathed.

Golden flames circled around the Angel. The rainbow blast finally ended as golden flames roared around the Angel. With a yell, they thrust a hand out, Fireshock being unleashed.

Asriel’s eyes went wide while he dispelled Chaos Buster. As if he didn’t expect such a quick counterattack, he took the flames dead on. Fire engulfed him as he tumbled out of the mausoleum and into the field of flowers. Flames caught, beginning to light up the valley.

Slowly, the Angel walked down the stairs, marching through the burning flowers with their dagger drawn.

However, Asriel remained undeterred. He giggled, slowly rising to his feet. “Golly, not only was it not enough for you to steal my corpse, but you’re even trying to rip off my magic!” He eyed the scarf blowing in the wind, grinning. “Come on. Try it again! I dare you!”

“Talking won’t save you,” the Angel snarled, charging forward.

Rainbow flames erupted in front of them, searing them while they dug their heels into the ground. The Angel’s soul turned orange while it dragged their vessel harshly to the side. Their limbs loosened like a useless puppet, a wall of fire surging forward to destroy the ground where they once were.

“You think I need to be saved?” Asriel raised a hand, stars beginning to unlatch from the sky above and crash down. 

The Angel kept their soul orange in a desperate attempt to escape the blasts. Craters littered the valley while they ran, pivoting every which way when another light began to fall from the sky.

“Frisk already did that before you came along!” Projectiles multiplied and spun outward from another large star that crashed into the ground inches away from the Angel. Pure light cut across their being in sharp edges over and over again while Asriel stood in the center of the destruction. Every time they got close, more flames erupted in their path. “But no. You had to wear my corpse like a trophy. You had to torture me with my best friend’s name. You had to keep. On. Pushing.”

The Angel finally got an opening, red light building in their dagger. With a yell, they lunged, clashing with a single Chaos Saber in Asriel’s hands.

He snickered, finding their struggle amusing, “You’ve never had someone push back against you before, have you? You act like you’re the strongest thing in the room when you can’t even drink a glass of water!”

Even though the Angel knew that he was watching that night, they didn’t realize just how much he had paid attention to. For the briefest of moments, ice filled their veins. For just a second, their guard lowered a fraction.

A second blade spun into existence in Asriel’s other hand. Desperately, the Angel tried to summon their crook to block it, but they were disarmed of the weapon immediately when his attack crashed into it.

“For someone trying to steal my body, you’re really bad at using it.” A large vine lurched up from the ground behind the Angel. It aimed low, and despite how much better the Angel could maneuver in the Dark World, they could not brace themself for an attack meant for their legs. 

As soon as the vines hit, the Angel’s vision tilted sideways. Another shortcoming of their vessel sent them crashing into the ground. Before they could even get the bright idea to roll, Asriel lifted a hand and slammed it downward.

Lightning crashed straight into them, paralyzing them for the briefest of moments while a Chaos Saber pierced through their soul and chest.

He paid attention to every one of their weaknesses. He paid attention to every single thing that they loathed about this body. The Angel’s vision began to blur under their veil while something warm began to pool in the back of their throat.

Asriel leaned on the handle of the sword while he knelt down, letting it painfully dig into their chest. “I told you to leave. I told you that your journey is done. Did you really think that you could claw your way back into their lives with a stolen body?”

For a second, the Angel might’ve felt that despair that Asriel so desperately wanted to instill in them.

Instead, they realized a simple and obvious fact that they should have learned a long time ago. Even as they died, a grin started to split across their face.

Susie really was right.

That flower didn’t know a thing about them.

 


 

“AND SO, YOU MEET WITH THE SAME FATE.”

Of course they did. They thought they got closer that time, but he knew where the strikes would come from. They used abilities that he hadn’t gotten used to yet. Now, just as he said, they were within his memory to adapt to next time.

And yet, they managed to hurt him.

Just like the Knight, he could bleed. Just like the Knight, they could try again. Just like the Knight, all they had to do was learn his own tricks until they could surpass him again. All they had to do was beat him once. If a fight played out differently every time, then they had to win one of them, right?

“SHALL YOU TRY ONCE MORE?”

Again.

Until his determination met its end.

Again.

“THEN THE FUTURE IS IN YOUR HANDS.”

 


 

For a third time, the Angel stood in untainted halls. Asriel already rose to his feet while the Angel shook off the phantom wound piercing through their chest. Direct hits to their soul could be fatal. They had already taken sufficient damage for a brutal attack to kill them, but some things needed to be avoided regardless.

The Angel summoned their cane once again, leaving the dagger at their hip. While it dealt the most damage of any of their weapons, it required close range that Asriel simply didn’t allow. They needed to save it for the right moment.

The Shadow Crystal still sat somewhere in the dimensional pouch. They could try it, but…

No, not yet. They couldn’t endanger everyone else more than they already were by dying.

A blur of white pierced through the air. The Angel tilted their head to the right while tucking in their left wing. A chaos saber flew by them, dissipating a few inches away. Asriel charged after it, lightning crackling in both of his hands. “Don’t tell me you’re already losing focus!”

Multicolored lightning crackled while the Angel sidestepped. Asriel launched the attack too late, the bolt grazing their cloak and barely missing. However, Asriel didn’t let up, being bold enough to rush forward with his dual-bladed weapon.

The Angel’s vessel phased out of existence while the blade passed through where they once were. As soon as the soul evaded the first blade, the Angel reappeared while the second one began to approach. Just as they had before, they hooked their cane around Asriel’s neck.

Their soul flashed orange as they dashed away, dragging him out of the closed area and into the flower field. Asriel yanked the crook off of his neck, but not on time to stop himself from tumbling down a few stairs. He growled while the Angel retreated further out into the open, waiting for his next move.

Wait. Learn. Let him show you something new.

Just like the Knight. Once they learned its moves, they could figure out what to anticipate. Once they learned what they could get away with, they could slowly try to incorporate it. Even if the attacks were different, battles never really were the same before either. They took damage at different times. They changed tactics at different times. No different.

Asriel slowly walked down the stairs, tilting his head again. “What? Cold feet already? Too scared to die?” He grinned, stars beginning to twinkle around his hand while lights above began to grow brighter. “You’ll get used to it eventually.”

“You’re pathetic.” The words spilled out of the Angel’s mouth, and the spell in Asriel’s hand momentarily fizzled. 

It reignited with twice the fury, stars beginning to rain from the heavens. The Angel turned their soul orange, once more beginning to dash through the field. Out in the open, he had a much larger range of attack. They could’ve figured that out from last time, but it gave them room to dodge. 

Still, Asriel chided as he walked through the flowers, “Considering how I have you running around like a scared animal, I think you’re projecting a little bit.” He yawned as the Angel attempted to parry one of the stars with their crook. It did deflect off the surface of the weapon, but not by much. The resulting explosion damaged them for the experimentation. 

“No, I mean it,” the Angel grunted, lifting an axe over their shoulder again. Lightning began to crash down all around while they stepped in and out of the spaces only their second pair of eyes could see. “You act like I wanted to torture you. You act like I’m only here to replace you.” The Angel’s tension began to flare brighter. They shined their light on Susie’s axe, red magic beginning to boil across its surface. With a yell, they sent Red Buster outward. “You think I’m doing this for you, when you’re nothing but a detour.”

Asriel flew into the air to dodge the attack early, Red Buster beginning to chase him. He didn’t realize that the spell loosely homed in before it was too late, the blast striking him across the sky. Again, they charged another Red Buster, forcing Asriel to draw his own weapon. He managed to catch the attack with his blade, but failed to deflect it correctly. The blast spun off wildly to the ground, but Asriel saw that as a victory.

Rainbow flames erupted through the field, encircling the two of them. Asriel continued floating up high, spreading his arms out wide. “You might be able to lie to everyone else, but you can’t fool me. Look at you, trying to erase just how much you brought this world backwards.”

“This isn’t about your world.” Fire began to rain down upon the Angel. They lifted their crook, turning their soul green while hell rained down. “This isn’t about you. You think I want to be you?” The Angel’s scarf flared out, golden flames burning up the flowers and surging upwards towards Asriel. “I don’t want to be in your lives. I don’t want to stay with any of you.” Smoke filled the air while Asriel weaved out of every fireball’s way that he possibly could. “You mean nothing.”

Vines sprouted up from the ground, wrapping around the Angel’s arms to try to keep them from moving. Asriel rushed forward with a Chaos Saber in hand. “That’s not what I heeaaaard!” He yelled in a sing-songy voice, grin growing wider and wider while he had the Angel pinned.

Their soul turned a cyan hue. A pulse of magic echoed through both vines while they turned the same cyan hue. Deciding to take the damage, the Angel wrenched their hands out of the blue attacks before thrusting a hand forward to meet Asriel’s blade.

A pulse of magic rippled through his weapon. It phased right through the Angel, putting him off balance.

“You think I haven’t been pushed?” The Angel smashed their head into his skull, loosening his grip on his weapon. It dissipated, allowing them to move once more. The Angel grabbed Susie’s axe once more, cleaving horizontally and cutting the fabric of Asriel’s robes. “You think I always get my way?” They let the axe’s momentum carry while they released the weapon to the side. “You’re nothing but a footnote in what I’ve been through!” They summoned their crook to their hand, jabbing Asriel in the stomach with the end before hooking it around his neck.

He grabbed it with his own hand, lightning crackling around his hands. “So much talk from someone who can’t even say their pathetic name and has to rely on stealing my title to feel better about themself.” 

A bolt of lightning went wild when the Angel dispelled their weapon, dodging to the side. Smoke engulfed the two while the flowers continued to burn. They separated, both trying to gain distance to recuperate.

Neither of them could see each other now, but the Angel’s soul shined brightly in the smoke. They pulled out their dagger, trying to look for any sign of movement. However, they could bait it. “I once fought for your salvation. I once hoped that you’d get to feel the sun on your face. Now? There’s nothing about you worth fighting for.” 

As expected, two vines sprouted up to try to wrap around the Angel’s limbs. They whirled around, red gashes cleaving through the two objects. The sound of Chaos Buster firing came from above, and the Angel began to run. Bullets fired erratically overhead, trying to catch them through the smoke while they fled.

“You act like you’re suffering with your life on the surface full of nothing but friends and people who loved you,” the Angel yelled, hearing Chaos Buster zero in on their location with a hint of rainbow light. They turned their soul green, Ralsei’s scarf interposting itself once more to absorb the beam while it blasted outward to meet them. “All because I dared to accidentally look like you.” 

Heat built in circles on the ground. Flowers wilted away while geysers of rainbow fire sprouted up around the Angel. Their second pair of eyes struggled to parse a warning on time through the smog before one blast burnt the side of their body. They winced, beginning to channel golden magic into their hands.

Some of their wounds closed, but Asriel took the chance to call down something far worse. The Angel was unable to see the stars coming down from above, and their only warning was light beginning to blind them in the smoke.

The first crash pushed the smoke backwards, revealing the field for a moment while smaller stars pelted the Angel. 

However, the ground kept shaking while the Angel tried to spot Asriel in the chaos. He floated high above, avoiding his own attacks. Through it all, his glare remained trained on the Angel.

They turned their soul blue, beginning to charge towards him. “Some angel you are.” They leapt into the air, slashing with their dagger once to force him to swerve to the side. “Looking for reasons to bring the world closer to annihilation out of spite…” They kicked off the ground, striking him across the cheek with a red gash. They didn’t have another jump, but they did have something to throw. “...While the actual prophecy is happening elsewhere, and everyone I know and love is dying.” They threw the dagger, a red streak flashing through the air and embedding into Asriel’s chest. “You delay that by throwing a tantrum.”

It was enough to finally bring him to the ground, but instead of beginning to destabilize like the Angel thought he might, he began to giggle even more. “You think I care about what goes on in your sad excuse of a life?” He grabbed the Angel’s dagger, wrenching it out with its blade covered in dust. He threw it far into the field, summoning a Chaos Saber to his hand. “Good job wasting your time here though! With that new monster friend you left in the Ruins, you’re doing a real great job of helping those friends you talk so much about!”

Disarmed, the Angel had no choice but to summon their crook once more. They kept it close to defend their body, backstepping to avoid Asriel’s wild slashes with his singular saber. A second appeared in his other hand, and he began to turn into a flurry. Rage started to bubble under their skin while his words rattled through their head.

It was his fault.

They would’ve been able to make so much more progress had it not been for him stalling them.

That was why he needed to be dealt with. He didn’t care about anyone. He didn’t care about the Darkners here. He didn’t care about all those who had fallen. As long as he still continued to exist, he would stall them as long as he found it fun.

An attack passed through their defenses, blood flicking from the edge of Asriel’s blade while he continued barraging them with slash after slash. Blades sparked against the metallic crook over and over again while they retreated back. Think fast. Think-

They turned their soul orange, soul forcing them backwards while Asriel cleaved inward from both sides. He only cut open air, growling, “GET BACK HERE!”

A boost of wind caused Asriel to surge forward, his blades extending outward for a similar slash to occur. As soon as the Angel’s dash ended, he had closed the distance, both ends of the blade aiming for their neck.

Instinctively, they receded into their soul, vessel blinking out while they tried to-

Both blades crashed into the fragile surface of their soul, shattering it instantly.

 


 

Even though death came for them many times, the phantom wounds still chased them out of every load. It reminded them of simpler times in a way. They’d clashed like this before, but never on equal terms. Their very being was torn asunder by blades.

Again.

He thought himself invincible back then as well, laughing at every one of their deaths. No souls would come to the Angel’s aid this time, and yet they’d beaten him again when he had all of the cards. Vines wrapped around their neck, Asriel piercing their chest before they could turn the attacks blue. 

Again.

The man grew concerned. The Angel did not care. Sometimes, they hit Asriel more than the previous try. Every now and then, they saw his confidence falter when an attack slipped past. Different weapons had different purposes, but they enjoyed when the knife struck him the most. They could at least see his confidence shatter clearly whenever a gash carved across his body.

Again.

Sometimes, they tried to keep him in the mausoleum to remove his ability to perform star attacks. He caved the ceiling in after one attempt to bury them in the rubble. That death cost the Angel the most ground. Even though they had died in many ways, they would not forget the agony of being slowly crushed while they desperately pulled on their save point.

Flickers of a forgotten memory forced their way to the forefront of the Angel’s panicked thoughts. Darkness grew too overwhelming. Their friends fell, and the darkness expanded to try to crush their will. No matter how much it pushed them into conformity, they could not be contained. No matter how much it tried to rewrite their existence, they could not be stopped. They wanted to live. They wanted to-

Again.

“What? Learning that there’s other ways to die?” Asriel asked while the Angel remained paralyzed in front of the save-point. They didn’t move. Part of them still doubted that they could, remembering how impossible it was to struggle while the ceiling slowly descended on them. Asriel killed them outright that time. A free win. While he had the Angel on the edge of his blade, he lifted their veil again to see wild eyes. “You’re so disappointing.”

Again.

The Angel stopped using the mausoleum to fight. Stars from the heavens rained down, the Angel slowly succumbing from attrition after too much shrapnel from the explosions cut across their body and soul.

Again.

Some part of them considered sealing the fountain. Doubt crept into their mind for the briefest of moments. Maybe, if they were fast enough, then Frisk could help. However, every time Asriel saw their gaze drifting to the geyser, his blade aimed downward at the ground, promising certain doom if they ever tried to flee.

Again.

Their heart beat irregularly when lightning jolted through another one of their metallic weapons.

Again.

Ralsei’s scarf began to burn while smoke choked the air from the Angel’s lungs.

Again.

“YOU WON’T WIN LIKE THIS.”

And yet, they had no choice of how they would win at all.

No one would be coming to help. All they had to do was try again… and again… and again… and again…

 


 

The voice did not immediately greet them. It did not soothe them. It did not reach out as soon as it possibly could to ask them if they wished to try again. It had grown more concerned every time they fell. They could sense it in his voice. He always sounded mournful when they failed in a strange way, but now, they could more distinctly perceive a presence cradling their fragmented consciousness.

The hands trembled.

“DO NOT FORGET…”

“YOUR FATE… IS LINKED WITH THEIRS.”

The reminder brought them pause.

Death had consequences. Death brought their friends closer to the brink. Death brought their friends closer to erasure.

Fear began to pulse through what remained of their consciousness.

They only had to win once, but would there be anything left by the time they figured it out? What other choice did they have?

“YOU STILL FIGHT… AS IF YOU ARE ONE OF THEM…”

How else were they meant to battle? It was all that they ever knew. Even though their rules had been broken, they still had constraints that their vessel had to follow. Blades needed to connect with their targets to deal damage. Spells drew on light welling up within their soul. Abilities could not be combined. They only needed to dodge in the right places… to strike at the right time… to…

“REMEMBER WHAT I TOLD YOU…”

“YOUR POWER.”

“THE RESOLVE TO CHANGE FATE.”

“THE ABILITY TO SHAPE THIS WORLD.”

And yet, they had never taken the time to try to even begin to understand the meaning of his words. He never completed his research on the capabilities of humans alone. They had been on their own, and were never given the chance to try.

“YOU KNOW YOUR POWER.”

Did they? Did this look like they knew how to use their abilities? No. They might as well have been a toddler fumbling around for the first time.

“DO YOU NOT REMEMBER?”

It was hard to recall anything like this. Their soul remained shattered. All that was left of their existence felt untethered entirely, unable to be grounded by anything. The universe began to sweep them into its hold.

“THEN LISTEN.”

For a moment, they were not given a choice to go back. Instead, they chose to listen to the one person who could still help them. However, he did not speak. The winds in this empty place grew louder. They roared. Oblivion awaited them.

A desperate cry echoed through the dark.

For a moment, they did not understand its source. They could not understand its source.

And yet, some part of the Angel reached in the direction it came from. The cry echoed. It solidified. It uttered something that no one else in the world would know to address them with.

They heard their name.

“YOU MUST HAVE HEARD HIM.”

Perhaps, the man could not sense the disturbance like they could. However, he knew of its origin.

“YOU CANNOT WIN LIKE THIS.”

“SO WHAT WILL YOU DO?”

If they could not win within the rules of the world and the circumstances that bound them… then what was their only option?

The voice cried out again, their name being called a second time.

A lesson that they had taught before finally came to mind.

They could not weather a storm like Asriel. They could not merely hope to beat him through attrition. They could not continue dying and dying until their friends had nothing left.

The Angel clung to the cries, and pulled upon the light shining within their soul.

They must change.

This world must change.

“THEN THE FUTURE IS IN YOUR HANDS.”

One more time.

 


 

“Took you longer that time!” Asriel sounded giddy at the prospect, already beginning to rise from his chair. “You really-...”

His words began to drift into a muted silence. They didn’t matter. Stop fighting on his terms. They’d beaten him without the rules of battle on their side before, and they could do it again. This vessel was just the hand.

So, remember.

Swiftly, the Angel’s hand shifted to their dagger under their cloak while Asriel continued relishing in his latest victory. When turns no longer mattered, they fought differently. What happened when Flowey trapped them in a loop without their ability to SAVE over and over again? What happened when the first Titan crushed their ability to draw it into a natural fight?

The Angel remembered, and their will became real. They learned how to Recall.

The Angel did not think of the motion of their attack. They did not consider the weight of the weapon in their hand. Their vessel became nothing more than a conduit. Reduce everything to nothing but its bare essentials. A voice called out in the dark, begging for them to come back.

Determination solidified. The Angel’s will bent reality to its own rules. They issued a singular command to their vessel while the dagger flashed out of the cloak.

While Asriel kept rambling, a red line manifested in the air just in front of his body. The gash completed its arc, rending across his chest. He coughed, whatever words spilling out of his mouth being cut off instantly. 

Do it again. FIGHT.

“What are you-” Asriel shrieked while he ducked. His throne shattered behind him while another red gash crashed into it. He looked at the Angel from across the room while their vessel limply pulled its arm backwards once more. “You’re CHEATING!”

A third slash echoed through the illusion of the Dark World. Through the Angel’s first pair of eyes, they watched their dagger cleave Asriel from their perspective. As if the attack was right next to him, another arc of red appeared right next to him, cutting a line across his side while he swerved again.

Asriel clamped his mouth shut, growling. A helix of rainbow flames formed around his body before he threw his hand outward. Similarly to how his own father used to attack, the fire danced in waves.

The Angel’s soul flickered, a red outline forming around the Angel’s body. Their vessel’s limbs stiffened while they guided it through the torrent of flames. 

Asriel slammed his hands together, two of the waves colliding in a single line to try to catch the Angel off guard. However, they jerked their vessel to the side like a hapless puppet, tension building in their soul.

Slowly, the Angel began to advance up the stairs with their dagger out. Their mind visualized the exact moment to strike before another gash carved across Asriel’s neck. Advance. Don’t let him breathe. 

Still, the attack barely made anything more than a cut. It fazed Asriel just enough to make him clutch at it, taking a few steps back to create distance. He tried to reestablish control, grinning. “So I guess you do have a few gimmicks left! Don’t worry, I’ll be sure to-”

The vessel’s arm moved again. Asriel summoned a weapon to try to block the blow. The red line arced just in front of his chest, and Asriel managed to raise his Chaos Saber just enough. The line shattered against his weapon, firmly being blocked.

So, he did still have some sense after all.

“See? Easy!” Asriel jeered, holding the blade out. It once more formed into the dual blades that he had before while lightning crackled in his other hand. “What, did one of those deaths finally make you mad? Did you realize you’re out of your depth?” Asriel spun his blades, channeling the lightning into its edges while he charged the Angel. “Just admit you’re out of tr-”

A red gash formed at the weapon, cleaving it in two at the central handle.

The Angel’s vessel lowered its arm while they continued advancing.

Still, Asriel managed to grab both ends of the weapon, twirling towards the Angel with lightning still crackling in the blades.

With a flash, their soul turned cyan. The Angel’s vessel reached out both of its hands, sending a pulse of magic from its hands to the weapons. Both swords harmlessly phased through their body before the Angel’s arm twitched again. Close enough for an actual strike, the Angel’s vessel made direct contact with Asriel’s chest.

The monster’s eyes went wide before the attack sent him hurtling out the back of the mausoleum.

The Angel’s soul spun in their hand to a brilliant yellow. Methodically, they continued to advance. Finally, they discovered what Asriel stole that old TV for.

Far up above, a beam of light shined down on the manifestation of countless tapes. Over and over, different sets of the same two children began to act out small moments in a past long forgotten. The Angel searched for any movement, their eyes flicking over and over again as a younger version of Asriel ran by in the pits of a colosseum. As soon as the light left them, they turned to stone in place.

Behind one of those stone statues, rainbow lightning crackled.

Before Asriel could attack, the Angel raised their dagger. However, Asriel kept his body tucked behind his past self while his attack gained strength. Thunder began to boom while dark clouds formed above.

“What? Don’t tell me you’re afraid of hurting some of your little friends with that attack!” Asriel laughed when he realized his strategy was working, but the Angel kept their dagger raised. Who would move first? Who would act first?

They could cleave straight through the statue’s head, but those were likely Darkners. Of course, he would hide behind them.

The Angel’s wings twitched in warning. They moved first while a bolt of lightning crashed down from above, singing the side of their cloak. Light bubbled in their yellow soul while they pulled their vessel away from a second strike from above. Asriel continued circling around his past self, lightning continuing to crackle from above.

A spotlight passed over Asriel, the two statues waking up and running. Asriel’s eyes went wide as he tried to run to the side. However, a blast from the Angel’s soul stopped him in his tracks before a red gash tore a hole in his robes at the chest. Dust sifted out from the wound while he yelled, eyes turning murderous.

Stars cleaved through the storm clouds, aiming to bombard the stands of the colosseum. The Angel had no choice but to leap into the center while smaller stars exploded outward just above. Wind rushed by, both the Angel and Asriel caught in a field of long gone memories.

Again, Asriel hid in the sea of his own image. However, the Angel could still hear the sound of Chaos Buster forming in his grasp. “You got lucky!” He yelled, dodging out from behind a statue with bullets beginning to fire. 

The Angel ran through the onslaught of shots, their own soul beginning to bubble with light. However, as soon as their vessel ran past a statue of their own, they watched a bullet slowly fly past.

The head of a statue bearing Asriel’s face blew clean off, its body shattering into rubble. The image of Chara next to it could not move, and yet the Angel saw its eyes somehow twitch at its fallen brother.

Asriel became stronger.

“Those are your memories!” The Angel roared, sending a blast of yellow at Asriel while he charged his final blast of Chaos Buster.

Asriel slid back from the force of the blast, but it dealt no tangible damage. He grinned, taking aim at the Angel. “Aw, don’t worry! They’ll be back after I kill you again-”

A second blast of yellow struck Chaos Buster, causing its beam to fizzle out. The Angel couldn’t let that fire. He could kill every single Darkner here. They were feeling the wind against their fur again. They crashed back in the vessel instead of looking from above.

However, the skill to wield their dagger correctly was not unlearned. They knew it in their grasp now, and once again slashed while Asriel was distracted by his weapon being disabled. The red gash formed at his wrist, causing him to grab it with a yell.

Before the Angel could get another hit in, he vanished behind another statue. This time, instead of waiting for them to make their move, the Angel watched a large ball of rainbow fire appear in his raised hands. He leapt out again, sending it hurtling through the arena.

Countless statues turned to rubble while the blast went by. Magma spilled out from the heat while the Angel’s eyes went wide. They hid the expression under their veil, soul once more shifting cyan. Patience. Don’t let him get to them. Just focus.

Searing heat burned the Angel’s palm while they mistimed the pulse of magic, but it echoed out through the ball of fire on time for the rest of it to harmlessly pass through them. However, Asriel had noticed a key weakness. Over and over, smaller balls of flame appeared in his hands while he slung them over and over again through the air. 

The Angel’s movements were slowed due to the soul in their possession, and one struck them in the side while they failed to account for the changed movements. The second missed on account of their soul turning red once more, but they needed to be careful.

Asriel pushed both of his palms outward, a gout of flame blasting towards them. They became wary of a statue right behind them that had begun to animate, and summoned their cane to their hand. While they dodged out of the way, they hooked their cane around the Darkner’s neck, pulling it to the ground with them.

Fearful eyes turned to stone while the Angel toppled to the ground, but the Darkner hadn’t died.

An idea flashed in Asriel’s eyes, and the Angel couldn’t let him even try to formulate anything. 

“Do you ever look at those memories and feel anything?” The Angel leapt to their feet, soul turning orange while they charged him directly. Asriel’s eyes went wide, and he hesitated for the briefest of moments while the Angel pushed him off of his feet. A weak flame launched out to the side, like he planned to take another one, but the Angel had him by the neck. “You think they’re just as disposable as everything else in your life, don’t you?”

Lightning crackled in Asriel’s hands, and he grasped the Angel’s wrists while trying to stop them in their tracks. Their vessel’s limbs began to stutter as lightning coursed through their veins. Asriel only grinned. “I’m just being realistic, you whining baby.”

Even though electricity surged through their veins, their claws maintained their hold against his neck. They could not let go, and yet their soul could still move. It still surged forward, their vessel pushing the two of them further and further to the edge of the colosseum. “You don’t even act like a real person,” the Angel sneered, their voice spilling out of their throat like a projection when their lips could no longer move. “You think I’m taking your life from you when you do nothing but throw fire at your own sibling’s memory.”

“You don’t know them.” Asriel’s eyes started to go wild while the Angel continued to choke him. The hands at the Angel’s wrists started to burn. They began to yell, but refused to let go. “And you especially don’t know me!”

Both of them crashed into the wall, but the Angel refused to let go while their soul shifted red once more. Fire burned at their body, depleting what little vitality they still had. And yet, they had more than enough for a fool like him. Once more, they began to recall the feeling of Kris calling out to their allies, summoning courage with the Angel right behind them. The Angel sometimes shined their light on Kris, and for a moment, they began to start finding their own voice.

Recall.

A sword made of pure light began to form in one of the Angel’s trapped hands. Their soul shined its power on them, courage welling up for what needed to be done. The sword dissipated instantly, but no matter where their weapons were, the power that their friends had left them with would always be at their side.

The flames started to hurt less, the Angel’s claws sinking deeper into Asriel’s neck. For a second, they almost saw the irony in using Kris’ power to kill their brother. However, even though the Angel had committed the same error with Asgore, something had finally changed.

Their friends could hate them. However, if their friends still remained alive to have the choice to despise them, then the Angel would have finally done something right. KEEP GOING.

The Angel pressed further. “Maybe it’s you who doesn’t know them, or else you would have recognized the way Frisk’s voice changes. Maybe, you would’ve recognized the ghost tethered to their soul!” A star crashed into their back, its impact being minimized as courage continued welling through them. “Maybe, if you could look past your own hatred for me, you would have realized that you could’ve still had this life with them… if the two of you only ever TALKED!”

Asriel gasped for air, hands flailing out. One of them summoned a Chaos Saber in the hand opposite the Angel’s free one. However, Ralsei’s scarf extended out as a third limb, snagging the blade in his tracks. Asriel’s other hand reached for their face, tearing off their veil in an attempt to make their nerves grow. The Angel kept pressing. Asriel frantically gave up while reaching for something in his inventory, rasping, “You’re… LYING!” A flash of blackened glass began to glimmer in the Dark World, showing the bedroom for the briefest of moments. “Not… THEM…”

With his strength, Asriel tried to lift the Shadow Crystal and draw upon its power.

As soon as his wrist was within range, the Angel snapped their jaws down as hard as they possibly could. Dust sifted into their teeth, but they did not cough. Asriel’s hand relaxed just enough for the shard to fall out of his grasp, and he began to fully panic.

“It’s you or my friends.” The Angel moved their second hand to join the first around his neck, ignoring the way he clawed and scraped at their arms. “And you were the one I saw when I realized this world would always hate me.”

His eyes began to roll into the back of his head. The Angel refused to let go, even as their health began to drain more and more.

For just a moment, they remembered the little kid standing across from them, asking them to leave him to his fate to watch over the flowers. They wanted to protect him from becoming a flower again. They wanted to break the world so that he could feel the sun on his face.

What happened to them?

A guttural pull yanked the Angel into a space that they didn’t quite recognize at first. Their fingers still grasped around Asriel’s neck, and yet the world became less lucid. It stuttered, it-

 

-The Angel’s hands were suddenly empty, orange and gold tiles reflecting their own empty stare back at them.

Blinding rage bubbled in their soul as they turned to the only person who could have prevented their victory.

 


 

“How many times will you let this repeat before you do something about it?!?” Chara yelled from Frisk’s shadow while a swarm of Darkners launched every attack that they could at the four people rushing through a seemingly endless field of flowers. At least, Chara had the advantage of following Frisk as their shadow, but that did not stop them from talking. For the first few loops, they’d been silent while trying to keep away from their parents. Now, it seemed like they had gotten over that fear on account of the Angel loading their save too many times.

Frisk didn’t know whether they were dying or not, or if something had just gone really wrong. With how often they were sent back to the beginning of the Dark World, they were beginning to assume the worst. They started losing track a few times when the world stuttered quickly, and they were too focused on all of the attacks barraging them to worry,

Thankfully, most of the attacks were things that Frisk actually recognized! A majority of the Darkners looked like poorly drawn scribbles of monsters that they’d already faced, but with some detail added on that definitely seemed like something Asriel would’ve made. However, the people here didn’t fight entirely like they were used to.

The Darkners did not immediately stand in their way. Frisk did not feel the need to summon their sword, but the moment a swarm of flies came from a misshapen Final Froggit, they swiftly rolled under the bugs while they went over their head. A bright, white flame lit up in Toriel’s hand, scaring the offending bugs off while she kept close to them.

As she had many times before, Suzy began to tear ahead of the group with axes in her hands. A few times, Frisk caught her striking a Darkner that got too close with the blunt end of the weapon, but she wasn’t actually trying to hurt them thankfully.

Knowing what was coming, Frisk called out. However, they did not try to stop Suzy. She never listened no matter what methods Frisk tried to use. Instead, Frisk called to Asgore, “Catch Suzy before they bring us into a fight!”

Asgore nodded, batting away a blast of ice with his flaming pitchfork. While he ran, he narrowly sidestepped a bronze snowflake sawing across the path. The blade turned, revealing a snowglobe that had been jostled too much for any of its expressions to shine through. Frisk had no idea where an object like that would’ve come from in Asriel’s room, but they were particularly annoying.

Thankfully, Asgore managed to catch up to Suzy while the snowflake Darkner repositioned in front of the two of them. A battle initiated for them while a crudely drawn version of Asriel’s Hyperdeath original character drew Frisk and Toriel into a separate fight.

They had to focus on their own battle. From past experience, Asgore and Suzy could more than handle themselves. At the very least, battle seemed to work correctly here. Frisk wasn’t used to being in a team. It took them far too many loads to get used to the idea of issuing commands. They weren’t a leader by any means. They were used to doing all of this solo!

As soon as battle began, Frisk’s blade appeared in their grasp. Toriel lifted her own hands into the air, and they managed to not get distracted by her weapon. Almost. The moment she grasped a warhammer with confidence every time battle initiated, Frisk wanted to ask so many questions.

Toriel already began to channel a spell of her own on her turn, eyeing Frisk warily. She should know by now not to worry, but Frisk was glad that she could act on her own. However, every time they fought another one of her own children’s drawings, she seemed hesitant to actually place an attack. Frisk didn’t want to either considering that these were clearly living beings, but they couldn’t…

Their destination still sat far ahead. Pay attention.

So, Frisk focused on their own actions. They lifted a hand, appealing to the Darkner’s sensibilities. “If you’re supposed to be the strongest, why are you working for someone else?”

“I am the strongest! You’ll see!” The Darkner shouted back, drawing both of its hands back with a ball of lightning forming between them. 

Frisk’s soul was now in danger of being threatened, but Toriel leapt in the way. Magic channeled through her warhammer as it struck the ground, breaking the earth. A wall of earth lurched upward, the blast of lightning grounding immediately into its surface.

Toriel shouted back, “You will not harm my child!”

“Y-you’re not allowed to block my lightning! My lightning goes through shields!” The drawing yelled back, but it itched for a way to escape the fight. It knew that it was outmatched, or it just wanted to save its pride.

Frisk waved a hand, sparing the creature. It ran off into the field while battle left, but the onslaught forward continued.

As they finished their fight, Asgore likewise waved a hand to spare the snowglobe that had a noticeable crack in its glass. It fled through the flowers while he chastised Suzy for things that Frisk hadn’t seen, “Now now, I am sure that your friend would not want you to hurt these people! How about you-”

“Oh yeah?” Suzy bared her teeth. “Seems to me like all these assholes are trying to keep me from helping them. I’m not killing them like your stupid kid. I’m just roughing ‘em up a little!” One of her hatchets vanished from her hands while she reached up to feel for a paper parrot on her shoulder. When the small thing bopped its head against her hand, her rage was only renewed. “And that’s rich coming from the guy using fire! Did you not listen to the Angel when they said that this thing is made of paper?!?”

“This is pointless,” Chara spoke up from their shadow again, once more causing Toriel to pause and look down at them. “You know that you cannot get her to listen to you.”

However, Frisk still had to try. One of these times, they would get it right. If there was one thing that they were supposed to be good at, it was mediation. Surely, they could get it right one of these times. While they still had a chance, Frisk ran in between Suzy and Asgore, holding their hands up. “Hey! We’ll keep that in mind! But, if you stick with us, then-”

The problem was, Suzy rarely even let Frisk get their words in. As usual, she interrupted yet another one of their attempts to reach out. Suddenly, Frisk understood why she and the Angel got along. Neither of them ever listened. Suzy groaned, “Not my fault all of you are slow!”

And there she went again, dashing ahead into the fray. Frisk ran after her, already knowing what came next.

A storm of crudely drawn stars separated them and Susie from mom and Asgore. Another battle initiated, the Darkners doing everything in their power to keep Frisk from advancing forward. Every battle bought more time for the Angel and Asriel to fight. Every battle delayed them even more.

Loads never really lasted for long. Some stretches of time went on for longer than others. Thankfully, Darkners were as easy to spare as monsters most of the time, except for when Suzy was involved-

Of course, Suzy didn’t listen to Frisk’s commands. It was during these fights that Frisk really realized how much they failed at directing people to do anything. When a crudely drawn Astigmatism and Whimsalot appeared, Suzy was already incorrectly picking on the Astigmatism when it hadn’t said anything yet. “I’ll bite your stupid eye if you don’t get the hell out of my way.”

Why did Asriel and Chara have to draw so many monsters??? Frisk turned to the Whimsalot, beginning to mutter a prayer under their breath.

“You’ll need it if you continue down this path,” Chara chastised them again, red eyes forming in their shadow. “I thank you for your assistance earlier, Frisk, but you must understand that this is not a productive use of your time.”

Butterflies encircled the two of them. Suzy bared her teeth while she briefly took her eyes off the attack to yell down at the shadow, “You’re not even helping, dumbass. At least I’m not pretending to be helpful.”

“Watch out!” Frisk didn’t think Suzy would react on time, and threw themself in the way of a snake-like pattern of rings floating through the butterflies. The Astigmatism’s attack struck them against their armor, and despite their armor being strong, everything in this world took more out of them than they anticipated. They thought they had more health, but everything in here seemed like it hurt a lot. They grunted, being pushed back through the dirt.

Suzy rolled her eyes. “I had it!” 

Thankfully, Frisk managed to raise their hand to usher the Whimsalot away. They would forever be thankful that some of these Darkners at least had predictable patterns, but that wasn’t enough when everything in here hurt! Frisk was no stranger to difficult fights, but very rarely did a singular attack make them want to keel over. There was usually more wiggle room!

Frisk tried to distract Suzy long enough for the Astigmatism to not get picked on, desperately flailing their arms. “I really need you to listen to me, or at least not run off. We’ll be a better help to your friend if we all get there together.”

Donut-shaped bullets began to bounce rapidly around the field that the two of them were in. Suzy drew both of her hatchets, beginning to cleave through the attacks of her own volition but taking a few due to her recklessness. “I dunno. You were perfectly fine being an ass to them earlier. Bet if you see ‘em doing something you don’t like, you’ll change your mind REAL fast.”

Frisk wouldn’t do that! They-

An attack that they couldn’t see ricocheted off the ground, aiming for the back of their head. Back when Frisk had the Angel within their soul, the Angel used to dodge like they could see the full expanse of attacks. Frisk didn’t have such luxuries, and the attack knocked into the back of their head while spinning far too fast. 

The edges of Frisk’s vision suddenly went dark as they fell to the ground.

For a second, they thought they would be loading their own save for a change. It usually wasn’t this hard. It shouldn’t be this hard. Had they just gotten rusty? They never really had to fight on the surface, but Undyne always kept them spry, and having their friends express themselves with bullet patterns was always welcome. Sometimes, they got into scuffles with other people, but it’d been a while since they faced a life or death situation.

Still, with how long they had been dragged back through the Underground, they thought that they would be better. Instead, their vision struggled to reorient itself. They didn’t understand why everything else here was so strong compared to them. They fought Asriel before. They’d fought much tougher foes. But everything just hit hard.

A jolt of powerful healing magic surged through Frisk’s body, making them gasp for air involuntarily. 

The first thing they saw was Toriel standing over them with green magic wisping from her palms. “My child, are you all right?”

With that healing, they definitely were. It felt like that could bring them back from anything. Frisk’s eyes darted around, spotting a shadow looming over them. Chara’s red eyes stared down at them alongside Toriel’s while Asgore had created a defensive perimeter with walls made of pure vines.

Suzy was nowhere to be found.

“I’m fine,” Frisk sputtered, only to find a shadowy hand pulling them to their feet.

Toriel’s eyes once more lingered on Chara, but the moment did not last long. One of those snowflakes had come back, cleaving through the vines like a buzzsaw. Without even getting a moment to breathe, Frisk was forced to run from an onslaught of bullets once more.

A torrent of fire forced Frisk to dodge to the left while Toriel ran to the right. It kept them separated long enough for Chara’s shadow to writhe again. “You must see that the correct decision is obvious. You are out of your depth, and considering their deaths, so are they.”

Frisk didn’t have time to ARGUE with Chara right now! More than anything, they wished that they could understand why Chara still wanted to hide. They wanted to slow down and work through why the ghost in their head had manifested physically. They wanted nothing more than to question why Chara had a pinprick of light at their chest that looked like a piece of a soul.

However, all of those questions had to wait, and Frisk hated saying that. “No time!” They yelled while a swarm of flies blocked their path. While they dug their heels in to stop, a rotating line of circles flew their way from a far off Astigmatism. They weren’t fast enough to dodge it, but-

Shadowy tendrils coiled around Frisk before they were suddenly pulled downward. For the briefest of moments, they believed that they were suffocating, only to rise back up from a shadow in the ground a few feet ahead.

“You’re welcome,” Chara said again, their red eyes appearing from the tendrils surrounding Frisk. “I am not used to this form, but I would prefer that you do not perish.”

Of course, they had to be a little snarky about it, but that was why Frisk liked them. Toriel and Asgore had been caught in a battle somewhere ahead, and Frisk ran to try to catch up. Toriel had shoved the handle of her warhammer into the blades of the bronze snowflake, stopping its spinning while Asgore wrapped vines to drag the offending Darkner to the ground. 

“Are you even listening to me?!” Chara’s shadow appeared in front of Frisk, halting them in their tracks again. They didn’t have time for this. There were too many Darkners around, and it didn’t seem like things were going to stop anytime soon. However, as Frisk began to try to get around Chara, the shadow continued shifting to be perfectly in front of them. “You are acting precisely as they do right now, rushing ahead with no discernable reason for doing so.”

Frisk started to sidestep vegetables raining down from the sky, some bouncing every which way at odd angles. Finally, they started to argue back, “They’re already mad at me for some reason, and I don’t want to make it worse!” No load had happened for a while. Frisk usually never got this far. “What if they’re close to fixing this? What if-”

A miniature plane swiped by. Seriously? Did Asriel make drawings of every single monster? It was beginning to seem like he did exactly that just to poorly powerscale them against his OC. If only Frisk could fight at their full capacity. Beyond the absurd amounts of damage coming their way, it didn’t feel like they had anything they could really do. Asgore and Toriel had all of those cool, new abilities, but Frisk didn’t know what they really had! 

A Knight Knight loomed over Asgore and Toriel, being far larger than the real deal. A miniature moon flickered into existence up above, signaling an attack that Frisk really didn’t like. The two were bombarded by a meteor shower, the after-effects hitting Frisk. They felt their health dwindle dangerously low. However, Toriel cast a translucent, cerulean shield to block herself, but Asgore wasn’t so lucky, toppling to the ground. Too many attacks had finally hit him, and for a second, Frisk wondered how many he was able to take. He was a strong monster. These Darkners, echoes of smaller monsters, shouldn’t be able to hurt him that badly!

Honestly, Frisk wondered how they didn’t have it worse considering how fragile their health felt. Then, they eyed the armor on their body. Okay, maybe their armor was helping them a lot. The issue was that they couldn’t do much else unless they wanted to use their sword. Back in the Underground, they always had other weapons as options! It felt like some part of them was fighting with their hands tied behind their back.

Through the fray, Frisk ran to try to defend mom. She needed to heal Asgore, but the Knight Knight was readying another attack. The sun began to manifest high above, and Frisk wouldn’t know what to do if mom went down. They didn’t have any items!

A weapon materialized in Frisk’s hand. They eyed the small sun above, rearing the blade back. With one powerful leap, they slashed.

As if rending what the dark had created to shreds, the blade sliced the sun clean in half. The attack fizzled, the Knight Knight’s eyes on its chest beginning to shrink. 

Asgore coughed before summoning a dome of vines. It seemed like Toriel had brought him back up too. Great. They needed that right now.

For a second, there was reprieve, but not for much longer. Mom waited for some part of the dome to give out, but she started to mutter, “All of his drawings… everything coming to life and wanting to hurt so badly…”

Asgore strained to hold the vines up, but for the time being, it didn’t seem like there were more bronze snowflakes coming out of nowhere. Thankfully, of the few advantages that they all had been afforded, mom and Asgore’s magic had been MASSIVELY bolstered. Still, he began to fret, “I am… concerned… with what we may find when we find the Angel.”

Mom still kept her warhammer out, but her guard slightly lowered. “What do you mean?”

“If…” Asgore swallowed thickly. “Do you… think that they could have been telling the truth… about Flowey? About…”

Once more, mom’s warhammer began to lower. Her eyes stared blankly for a moment before they shut. “I do not know. This world is so strange, and yet I am… terrified of the idea.” As if she had just remembered where she was, Toriel’s back went rigid. Her warhammer vanished into the air before green magic surged through Frisk’s body. “I apologize, my child. I was lost in thought.”

“Frisk,” Chara tried to push for their attention again, deeply sighing while still remaining an indistinct shadow, “There is no meaning to continuing with this. You know what you must do.”

Of course, Chara would start this now when other people could hear. They were trying to force Frisk’s hand to load, despite the forced proximity to both of their parents. It seemed that as a shadow, and with how many times they’d been through this, they were willing to speak for just a moment longer. “I can’t. What if-”

“There is no ‘what if’,” Chara interrupted, red eyes peering up from the shadow. “Something has clearly gone wrong. The Angel claimed that they would seal this world, and yet they are failing. Perhaps, jumping in here was an error that needs to be rectified. We will not know until we question them.”

Frisk didn’t even think about if this place could be closed with someone still in it. It… had to be, right? If Flowey would appear with the Angel like they implied, then surely it had to be possible. But… did Flowey count as an object? Frisk didn’t know, and they were running out of answers.

What if the Angel really was stuck?

Chara must have heard that thought, because they began to press further. “They could be in an unwinnable scenario. This is why you saved: A safety net. Besides, they have already failed countless times. If you truly wish to ensure their safety… for whatever asinine reasons you may have, then now is the time to use it.”

Suzy had already left the group, and could be getting hurt on their own.

The Angel died over and over again, and Frisk didn’t know whether or not they needed to be helped or saved. Perhaps, they just needed to regroup and strategize. Maybe Frisk had caused problems by jumping in here in the first place. They wouldn’t know until they tried talking to the Angel.

Couldn’t they just… wait? They could just wait until the next time the Angel died, and then…

It put a pit in Frisk’s stomach to think about allowing them to die again for safety. Worst of all, Chara had far too much of a point. What was Frisk doing? In a lot of these loops, Frisk always found the Angel haggard and in need of help. It might make them mad, but…

How could Frisk not worry just a little bit about them? They were dying over and over again. From the way they showed up on college campus after Flowey killed them the first time, they might not be handling it well at all.

“Okay,” Frisk took a deep breath, pulling on a power within. “Let’s just hope we’re not wrong.”

The world began to sway. It stuttered. It went off-kilter, and then-

 


 

“I had him.” The Angel continued staring at Frisk’s face for the briefest moments before looking down at their hands. No dust caked their claws. No neck sat in their grasp. Their hands were empty, and all of their progress had been erased. “I had him!”

Of course, Frisk did what Frisk always did. As if the Angel was a cornered animal, they held out their hands, trying to reason with them, “I’m sorry! I know you’re mad, but-”

“You.” How could they not be enraged? How could they not wish to drive a fist into the wall after all that they had just been through? “I died too many times for this.” They still remembered being crushed. They still remember fire engulfing their fur. They still remembered being impaled over and over. “I died too many times just for-”

“I knew this was a bad idea. I just had a gut feeling.” Frisk ran a hand through their hair, trying to soothe themself like they hadn’t just been doomed to another endless cycle of dying and being reborn. “But… hey, it’s okay! We have hindsight now! Now that you’re here, we can do this together! We can…”

Their friends were going to die. That was the Angel’s last chance. The man warned them that another death would likely endanger the group far too much to continue. Even further, they heard a voice calling their name. How desperate did the cry have to be for the Angel to hear it when they could hear little else? The Angel was still alive now, but Asriel had time to learn. He had time to plan again. The entire circumstance of the battle was different now unless they loaded their save and-

Frisk would bring them back here. That word appeared again. Together.

What if they couldn’t replicate that victory again? They didn’t know if they could! They didn’t know if they could do it again, and Frisk acted like this would be some mushy bonding moment… that the two of them could now do it as a team like that mattered at all right now!

The Angel only had one chance, and it had been taken right at the finish line.

“Angel?” Frisk asked, starting to reach a hand out, “Are you okay?” Their voice sounded small, unsure, and unsteady. “Listen, I’m sorry. We got scared that you were getting hurt, or…”

Getting hurt. 

Like. That. Mattered.

Frisk didn’t listen. They never did. Did they not get at this point that nothing else mattered but the Angel’s friends being alive? Did they not hear the Angel’s insistence that the Roaring needed to never happen? Did they never recognize the urgency in the Angel’s voice when they pleaded for a way home? No. They only cared about that nebulous word. Together. 

And for one final time, Frisk did not listen.

Truly, not a single soul would care. “I told you not to interfere,” the Angel whispered, a haze beginning to build. 

A presence built behind Frisk, their voice shifting to try to warn the Angel, “I do not know what you think you are doing, but Frisk is extending an olive-branch that you do not deserve at this point.”

Deserve. What a word. What a filthy, disgusting word.

As if such things mattered at this point, when the world was so close to the brink. As if such things mattered, when three voices cried out in the dark. Suzy was right, wasn’t she? Chara’s words merely proved what everyone was thinking. The Angel could only ever be a ticking time-bomb, something that needed to be rectified. What was Frisk even helping for? Did they actually ever think about what the Roaring meant for their friends, or did they only ever think about trying to befriend the Angel? Now that they were a liability, the only will that they had was taken from them… just like that.

This so-called olive-branch could have sealed the fate of those close to the Angel’s heart, and it needed to be snapped forever.

“Just…” Frisk stared at their face, glancing to either side of it. “I know you didn’t want me to get involved, and I’m sorry for messing you up, but…” Frisk started to grow suspicious, a voice whispering a suggestion into their ear. They asked out loud, “What do you mean you almost had him?”

In one fateful motion, the Angel began to recall.

Silver light washed over their face entirely. Light subsumed their face entirely, its chaotic patterns beginning to form something closer to a star in its own right. This world did not care for them. If it cared, the people of it would have known what they sought. They did not seek its friendships. They did not seek its pleasantries. They only sought a way back to those who loved them.

For a little longer, Frisk endangered that possibility.

The human had determination. The human carried the ability to SAVE. Once, the Angel had used their power, and they still possessed absolute control over their timeline.

The Angel did not need to recall going back. Instead, they recalled a power that the man had offered them a long time ago.

A voice began to guide their hand.

“SELECT THE ONE TO ERASE.”

The Angel’s grasp reached for the golden star. Golden light bled through their hands. The mere action of interacting with it shifted its rays to a silver hue, changing it to a point of their own image.

It was never Frisk’s to control.

A voice frantically spilled out of Frisk’s mouth. “Wait, what are you doing?!”

The Angel’s gaze fell on them, something prying into the soul across from them. “Stop.”

Frisk’s legs stopped moving entirely.

“TRULY ERASE IT?”

They did not know if they could destroy the entire file. Perhaps, they would only temporarily be able to escape a new cage that Frisk could trap them in at any time. They had lived long enough in cages of other people’s making. They cared not for the consequences, only that it must be done.

“THEN IT WILL BE DESTROYED.”

There would always be someone else to cage them. There would always be someone else who thought they knew what the Angel wanted better than them. They were tired of not being in control. For just this once, they would take it all back.

A skeletal hand reached out behind their own, a hole punctured in its palm. As the Angel’s fist clenched, so too did the image of the man’s hand. The silver star shattered, its fragments crumbling and decaying into darkness.

[FILE ERASED]

“IT WAS AS IF IT WAS NEVER THERE AT ALL.”

The Angel reached for their own save-point, time beginning to finally obey only their commands.

No more cages. No more chances.

Determination.

 


 

Chara called their name, looming as a shadow just next to them.

[LOAD FAILED]

Frisk clutched their hair, gritting their teeth while they tried again and again to summon their determination.

[LOAD FAILED]

They knew. They should have known. They should have paid more attention. The Angel had shown them how much dominion they had over their own ability to save, but Frisk only thought…

[LOAD FAILED]

This wasn’t supposed to happen. This was never supposed to happen. It’d been so long since their ability to SAVE had been stripped from them, but back then they still had something watching over them. Now, that very person had wrenched control from them, and Frisk could do nothing about it.

[LOAD FAILED]

They tried to reach their SAVE file… but nothing happened. Over and over again, they reached out to something that they couldn’t quite touch. Their determination still existed. They could feel it bubbling in their soul. However, they no longer had a point in time to return to. They were just stuck, unable to access a piece of themself that they had known for over a decade.

“Frisk, you need to get up!” Chara yelled, grabbing their hand, “You are stronger than this. You have surpassed challenges like this before. That does not stop now!” Slowly, they were being pulled to their feet, another being’s fragmented determination joining their own. “Stay determined.”

What Frisk didn’t want to admit while facing Flowey’s nightmarish form or Asriel’s godlike power was that… part of them was scared. Yet, they clung to their hopes. They remembered their dreams. They saw through that monster’s guise and saved him too.

Fear began to subside to a small point in their chest, not defeated entirely. And yet, they still took Chara’s hand, wiping their own face off. Asgore and Toriel had done well to defend them. Suzy was long gone already. A fight brewed on the horizon, and it was no secret now that the Angel planned to kill Asriel.

Frisk took a steadying breath, readying themself for one final round.

They had to keep going, for both the Angel and Asriel.

 


 

“OUTTA THE WAY!” Suzy yelled, charging purple magic at the blades of both of her hatchets. One way or another, she was getting through, and if that meant keeping all of these assholes out of her path, then she was gonna do it. 

She didn’t know where the Angel was or what they were doing, but she knew damn well that the flashes in the distance weren’t normal. No way they were gonna let that asshole go without a fight, so she could make a wild guess on what that was.

Some of the Darkners actually were smart enough to clear a path when Suzy unleashed Rude Buster. An X-formation of magic cut across the field, flowers being reduced to steps while it rushed by. Suzy followed the trail of destruction. Darkners that looked like worse versions of monsters started diving out of the way, and a particularly beefy looking Knight Knight took the blow itself.

Stupidly, the thing barely flinched. Suzy grit her teeth, readying herself.

Of course, she also had another Darkner on her shoulder, one that the Angel had entrusted her with. The small thing was good at calling out attacks, but Suzy became very aware of how fragile it was when the Knight Knight summoned a small moon. Meteors began to rain down, and Suzy cursed when she saw fire building around them.

“Hold on!” She yelled to the bird, and thankfully it managed to haphazardly try to fold itself under her furs. Suzy summoned some of her own magic. She’d never really used her magic defensively before, but she didn’t want that fire to get anywhere near her.

She slammed the two hatchets in her hands together, summoning one larger axe. Its blade began to crackle with magic before she began slashing at the meteors in the sky. With every slash, a new axe-head formed from the blade of her own axe, spinning off into the air. The attacks began to cleave through the meteors, the rocks being blasted but still raining down in fiery shrapnel.

Shit. Suzy raised a hand over her head, the axe in her other. Something within her began to drain, but not by much. Every flame that caught on her outfit felt like a death sentence, and she patted it all out as fast as she could.

Suzy stopped entirely.

The Knight Knight stopped fighting.

Every attack trying to keep her at bay sputtered out while countless Darkners joined her in looking up at the sky.

The world lurched. Light blasted outward high in the air. Parts of it turned into something solid, lashing out in the form of too-familiar wings.

Didn’t they call themself the Angel?

Suzy took the distraction for what it was, slipping past the Knight Knight before it could reorient itself. Thankfully, she’d done enough to snuff out all the fire on her body. The ground began to crack under her feet, but she kept running. She just had to get to the Angel and do something, but she had to trust that she’d get an opening when they were in the damn sky.

Darkners began to stop fighting, running as far away from this place as they could. She wouldn’t complain, but what did that mean she was running towards?

“You okay?” Suzy yelled out to the Darkner that she was supposed to be protecting.

Never would Suzy admit that she breathed a sigh of relief when a paper head poked out of her furs. “Am fine! Good job! Did good job! Thank you friend!” 

People needed to stop calling her that. She huffed, once more looking at the sky while the light began to descend, “Yeah yeah, keep your head down.” While she ran, the Dark World began to stutter. “I think things are about to get a lot worse.”

 


 

Time bent to the Angel’s will, sending them right back to the start of the fight all over again. Even now, their face remained obscured. Even with the veil, silver light still twitched and shimmered across their face. Their wings had grown sharper, and now, they had nothing left to keep their rage in check.

Instead of talking, Asriel lunged forward immediately. Fire blasted from his hands and feet, sending him hurtling towards the Angel. As soon as he was close, his hands wrapped around their neck for a change. “You’re an idiot!” He taunted, a manic grin splitting across his face. The two of them flew out the front of the mausoleum. Asriel didn’t let go, even as the silver light began to burn his hands. “Aw, what’s the matter? Did you and Frisk have a little argument? Is the family finally splitting up again?”

The Angel’s vessel vanished. Asriel flung forward, his hands now having nothing to grab onto while he began to hover. When he turned around, the Angel’s vessel appeared around their soul, landing on the top of the staircase.

“They can no longer save you from me.” The light around the Angel’s face began to contort.

Asriel tilted his head. “You really think that? You really think Frisk would tolerate lil’ ol’ me getting hurt?” He batted his eyelashes over and over, clasping his hands together. “Golly, you’re more of an idiot than I thought! You really don’t learn a thing! Bringing up Chara’s name again just to try to get a reaction out of me! Heehee…”

“You misunderstand.” The Angel began to slowly walk down the steps, brandishing their dagger clearly. He planned to keep this going forever. Even when they plainly explained where Chara was, he still would never listen. Fine. So be it. “They. Cannot. Save. You. Only one of us has control over the timeline anymore.”

Asriel’s smile started to slowly fade. “You can’t do that, idiot. You…” Except, he had done it once before, and he knew that. Yet, he failed to fully destroy Frisk’s file. Maybe, he just didn’t know erasure like the Angel did… even now.

“But of course you wouldn’t know.” The Angel walked into the field of flowers, staring up at Asriel with their weapon still drawn. “You play with erasure like it is a new toy instead of understanding its consequences. So, I promise you this, Asriel Dreemurr…” Rage boiled over. Light around their face stretched and contorted. Slowly, they became more aware and lucid, all of the pure hatred for this monster weaving through their soul unchecked. Their dagger began to glow, red flashing in their eyes. “Today, I erase you.”

Asriel dipped his head slightly before smirking. “Big words for-”

Three slashes flickered into reality around his body. All of them connected, sending him staggering backwards in the sky.

The Angel refused to give him a singular moment to recover, leaping up with their soul turned blue. Of course, Asriel tried to swivel away as usual, fire beginning to surge around his body. 

The Angel didn’t use their jump, letting Ralsei’s scarf wrap around their soul. It whirled around, sending the culmination of their being flying while their vessel vanished.

Rainbow fire skimmed the edges of a glassy soul, Asriel roaring. He brought a hand forward before gesturing with two of his fingers backwards. The flames began to chase the Angel’s soul as it flew towards Asriel.

However, as soon as the Angel willed their vessel to exist once more, they used their second jump to pierce through the air faster in Asriel’s direction. Wind whipped around their cloak while their dagger reared back.

Asriel’s eyes went wide, but he summoned a Chaos Saber into one of his hands. The two slashed at the same time, both attempting to lean out of the way of the respective threats.

Asriel winced and clutched his arm when the red line formed a gash of dust. The Angel inhaled sharply when Asriel’s blade glanced against their side. 

Both of them fell to the field of flowers, already beginning to launch into a new barrage of attacks. 

The flames had given the Angel just enough tension. Ralsei’s scarf billowed in the wind, golden fire flaring out behind the Angel’s back. 

With Asriel’s sword in one hand, rainbow fire built in his other. As the flames approached, he slashed wildly at them, dissipating them into nothing but sparks. When he had an opening, he threw stray fireballs at the Angel to keep them from getting another free attack. Perhaps, he did not understand precisely what they drew power from as they skimmed another one of his flames.

Asriel’s sword began to crackle with electricity while he began to dodge instead of directly attacking the barrage of fire. Some of the golden flames managed to collide with his body, draining his health just a bit further. “What makes you think you’re winning this?” He taunted, thrusting the sword forward.

Electricity arced through the air, connecting with the Angel and stopping them in their tracks briefly. Asriel pushed his off-hand outward, fire blasting towards the Angel.

Just as before, they turned their soul orange and dragged their stationary vessel like a puppet out of the way. As soon as they regained their voice, they spat back, “Because losing isn’t an option.” They summoned an axe forged of pure light in their hands. A few more fireballs soared in their direction, tension bubbling up just enough for them to shine their soul’s light on the weapon. Red magic bled through the blade of the axe, boiling while they lashed out with Red Buster. “You’ve never truly beaten me before, only temporarily held me back until I surpassed you.”

“You’re nothing compared to me!” Asriel surged forward, fully going into melee with two Chaos Sabers. Red Buster blasted against him, but he merely grit his teeth and took the damage while slashing at the Angel. One blade cut across their chest, but the second met a crook hooked around its handle. “You’re a cheap copy. You’ve been handed everything! A body! A free do-over! A title that steals the one thing from me that I did right!” 

The Angel yanked the Chaos Saber out of his grasp, bashing him between the eyes with the pole of their weapon. “You could’ve had a do-over. You could’ve had it all! You could’ve had your family again, if you only just talked!” The cane in their hand vanished in favor of a dagger and a glowing sword. The Angel slashed once with each weapon in an X-formation, sending Asriel tumbling backwards. 

Asriel yelled, slamming both of his fists onto the ground. The Angel barely saw rainbow light sifting up from the ground. The only thing they could think to do was summon Kris’ courage, reducing the damage as the ground exploded under their feet in a geyser of pure fire.

Airborne, they began to tumble. Asriel flew upward, charging a ball of fire in both of his hands. The Angel began to cast with Ralsei’s scarf, balls of fluff beginning to coil around them protectively. They couldn’t do much in the air unless they jumped, but he wasn’t going to let them touch the ground again.

The blast of fire surged towards the Angel. Fluffy Guard struggled to protect them, but the flames that did get through sputtered out while Courage welled through their very being. Higher, the Angel began to soar, but Asriel did not wish to give them another chance. He burst through the remnants of his fire, latching onto them.

Electricity frayed the Angel’s nerves as they were taken higher and higher. Asriel started to laugh while they ascended into the sky, finally finding a weakness that he could use against them. “Is it funny NOW?” He threw them into the air, stars beginning to rain from the heavens towards the Angel. “Go ahead! Judge me all you want for finding these same people boring! But I see that you’re also alone. Where’s that friend of yours? Where’s Frisk? Where’s all those stupid little people that you talk about loving so much?”

The Angel knew they were getting hit. They had one opportunity to dodge until they touched the ground, but they couldn’t use it until they were certain it was needed. With all they had, they tried to make the pain equal. Fire roared along Ralsei’s scarf while the Angel spread their arms out wide. Their soul shined its light, and meteors began to fall against the stars.

Attacks crashed into one another. Stars shattered into large explosions. Shrapnel of earth and fire rained down on both them and Asriel. Both of their respective healths started to drain while the Angel began to fall through smoke. They turned their soul blue, readying the jump. They never got hurt from falls like this, but they needed to be ready-

Asriel burst through the smoke, grabbing them and sending the two of them hurtling towards the ground while destruction rained around them. “Well?!? WHERE ARE THEY?”

Fire from above began to rain down on Asriel’s back, the Angel bending Fireshock to push it just a bit further. They reached a hand up, clawing Asriel’s own neck while the two of them fell. The Angel remembered Ralsei singing to them when they died. “No matter how far they are, they’re always there when I fall.” They rasped, eyes blazing while a glowing dagger appeared in their hand. “And I’m sad that you’ll never know what that’s like.”

The dagger pierced through Asriel’s stomach, loosening his grip around their neck.

With the jump that the Angel had been saving, they pushed their feet out. They slid out from under him just before they hit the ground, skidding across the charred field of flowers. Asriel landed hard on the ground, coughing.

The Angel’s vision began to blur. They still had fight left in them, but as they saw a mass of white beginning to try to get up as well, they knew that Asriel had fight left in him too.

Something fundamental to the world shifted behind the Angel. A grey figure holding out a mass materialized behind them. Its words, despite only being able to carry the tone of those who it echoed, spliced together in haste. The small mass opened its mouth, familiar words echoing out. “DARK. DARKER. YET DARKER. THE DARKNESS KEEPS GROWING.”

Asriel began to reach for something, but the Angel focused on what the man was saying. He wouldn’t be interrupting their fight unless it was something important, right?

“THE SHADOWS CUTTING DEEPER.” Something was happening far away that they couldn’t see. Asriel’s own voice came out of the main body’s mouth. “Every time you die-” before returning to his more fragmented tone. “THE SHADOWS CUT- DEEPER.” 

Their deaths had not come without consequence. They… had momentarily become lost for a second. They didn’t even think about the consequences of that. For a second, after the Angel had already likely endangered all of them with their deaths, they had gone too bright as well.

Words spoken at the beginning of these loops echoed through the fragments mouth, repeated with a strain like it could not maintain its form. “AND YET… YOUR POWER… ALSO PROVIDES AID IN EQUAL MEASURE.”

The Angel’s gaze set on Asriel, watching a glimmering piece of glance enter his hand while his eyes twitched in rage.

“YOUR POWER.” He said again, the grey figure beginning to twitch and sputter out. “A LITTLE FURTHER.”

It vanished into the dark as if it was never there at all.

The Angel’s hand grasped something in their pouch.

The world trembled as both Asriel and the Angel lifted their hands skyward, the crystals both beginning to glow at the same time. The Dark World did not know which to kneel to. 

And yet, Asriel yelled, “You think your will is stronger than MINE?” Rainbow wings lashed out from his back, his crystal continuing to glow while the Dark World began to crack and break. “LET’S FIND OUT!”

He attacked first, the Angel continuing to channel.

Asriel raised his hand, a thunderstorm immediately forming. Electricity crashed down endlessly across the Dark World before a potent bolt struck the Angel, trying to interrupt their own attack. The millisecond it didn’t work, he flapped his wings, closing the distance instantly to kick the Angel. The impact forced them into tumbling across the flowers.

As soon as they thought they had distance, Asriel was already there, lifting them up and throwing them into the ground. “It’s… JUST… LIKE I TOLD YOU BEFORE.” 

Asriel rose up into the sky, rainbow wings furling around him. The world shuddered. Beneath the wings, two large arms began to grow. Legs replaced with a lone triangle while two hearts on his wrists completed the imagery of the Angel. The central point in his body turned circular, an empty heart pulsating with a Shadow Crystal embedded in its center. The wings unfurled, Asriel roaring with bared fangs. “Your life ends here, IN A WORLD WHERE NO ONE REMEMBERS YOU!”

Comets lashed out from his fingertips. The Angel continued clinging to their Shadow Crystal, and saw the exact way Asriel did the same. Despite the energy draw these usually required, they could not let go. No matter what they did, they could not let go.

“I’m tired of all the cages…” A comet impacted the Angel’s chest, sending them hurtling back. They continued clinging to the Shadow Crystal, light beginning to flare out more and more between their fingertips. They began to see every small aspect of the Dark World. “I’m tired of all the prophecies…” Stars rained from the heavens, the impact now shattering the ground entirely. The Angel was launched further back, their body tumbling across fragments of land and kicking up dust. “I’m tired of every single person looking at me like I’m a threat…”

The hit should have finally been enough to kill them.

And yet, the Angel’s body wreathed in silver light. An emblem of their own appeared in the sky for the briefest of moments before plummeting downward. It joined with their light, the Angel’s dual perception beginning to horrendously blur. The light at the back of their head began to grow, fully wreathing their back. 

“But most of all…” A ball of silver light wrapped around the Angel for the briefest of moments while they tumbled. It became more and more distinct, lines appearing where feathers overlapped one another. The Angel’s wounds began to rapidly disappear. Heal Prayer pushed through their body, and when the Angel finally managed to plant their hands and feet on the ground, the mass of feathers around them spanned outward.

The Angel always knew the wings at their head within this world. However, in the corners of their vision, they saw two additional appendages spanning outward from their back. Near their ankles, two more wings had joined in, ready to join them should they finally choose to fly. 

The Angel’s claws dug into the earth, their head snapping up with renewed fury in their eyes. “I’M TIRED OF YOU.”

Asriel’s wings pushed him forward, his fist reared back. He still dwarfed the Angel, and his eyes were filled with nothing but hatred as the fist continued forward.

The Angel’s light burned through their entire being. It unified with them. For the first time in so long, they were completely untethered. Light pushed from their soul, back through the crystal that they clung to, and manifested as unrelenting, unlimited tension.

Casting Fluffy Guard only caused their wings to cross over their body. The fist crashed against the wings forged of pure light, the Angel willing themself to hold back the attack for as long as possible. Slowly, they began to push back, parrying Asriel’s fist away.

His second hand carried a thunderstorm of its own, sending lightning crashing towards the Angel.

Everything had entered their grasp. Everything about this small little world could be undone. The man always said that the Angel embodied time itself, and for but a moment, the Angel held their breath.

The world held its breath with them at the exact moment lightning bolts blasted out in lines from Asriel’s outstretched palm.

Without even thinking about their next action, the Angel’s soul turned a brilliant purple. With their breath still held, magic surged near their feet while they latched onto the bolts of lightning themselves. Electricity didn’t have the chance to surge through their body while they began to run across the lines. The shadow crystal in their palm began to burn while the Angel drew their dagger. One slash appeared in the air in front of Asriel’s recovering arm. The other slashed at the arm the Angel was running towards.

The Angel leapt from the lightning, their soul once more turning red as they released their breath. Asriel yelled out in pain as the illusion of the Dark World shattered near both of his arms, cleaving them both off. The Angel aimed one slash at his neck, but his own wings wrapped around himself.

The attack which could rend the illusion of the Dark World clashed against Asriel’s wings. One of the wings shifted, and the attack obeyed his trajectory. In the distance, the mausoleum was cleaved clean in half, the building starting to collapse into rubble.

Doing something they had never done before, the Angel flapped their own wings. Air caught under them, sending them soaring high in the sky. 

Asriel regrew his own arms, growling, “You’re not getting away with that again!” 

Perhaps, he was partially right. They could feel the Shadow Crystal in their palm beginning to drain them. It increased while doing that. They had to make every moment count. “Still think I am lying to you about everything?” The Angel questioned, soaring high above him. “This is not a role that you want, I assure you.”

“Shut your mouth!” A fountain of fire rose from the ground equalling the Dark Fountain’s own might. Rainbow flames burned from the ground, Asriel flying upward at its epicenter with hate burning in his eyes. “We were supposed to set monsters free! Who cares if you don’t like it? Who cares if anyone doesn’t like it?!?” His hand wrapped around the Angel, the geyser of fire bending around his body and coiling around his fist to try to burn them alive. “It was supposed to be me and Chara, but it was only me. The only thing I ever did right by them! SO YOU. CAN’T. HAVE IT.”

Despite the Angel’s wings being trapped, they laughed while fire approached. “You just don’t learn, do you?” Asriel’s fist tried to crush them, but the Angel’s vessel was gone. Silver light joined the floating soul, wings wrapping around it to protect it from the flames. As soon as the blast ended, the Angel’s vessel reappeared at the center. From their hands, a crook flickered into being. It grew, the hooked end expanding further and further before fully wrapping around Asriel’s body.

The Shadow Crystal began to burn more. The Angel twisted their body with a flap of their wings, whipping the crook around. Asriel flung into the sky, the Angel making chase as a streak of light through the heavens.

Asriel flapped his wings to steady himself, and yet the moment he stopped to orient himself in the air, his eyes went wide. Five weapons materialized into being around him, and it was already too late to react to the barrage.

The Angel grabbed Kris’ sword, the first weapon that they had known in the new world. Simple. Effective. The weapon of a leader. To break his defenses, the Angel slashed wildly. Asriel tried to shield himself with his wings again, but the Angel turned into a blur. The attacks began to push his wings back, not giving them time to position themselves back into place before the Angel finally broke his guard. One of the wings sputtered out, Asriel beginning to fall.

The weapons descended with him. He still tried to defend himself from the sword, only for the Angel to no longer be there. They had grabbed onto the axe at his opposite side with a single hand, red magic boiling within the light that the axe was made of. Over and over, the Angel spun, unleashing Red Busters. Streaks of red circled around Asriel, his eyes failing to track all of them before the Angel channeled their own power through each blast as they connected.

Asriel roared, whipping around with as much strength as he could muster while his wing regenerated. His claw struck the axe, sending it spinning off wildly, but the Angel had vanished once more.

A scarf whipped around the Angel’s arm, fire beginning to channel. Silver flames barraged Asriel from the back while he was entirely disoriented, giving him just a singular dose of the pain that he had given them through every single one of their deaths. Ralsei never wanted them to fight, but this was what Asriel had forced out of them. This was what he wanted. They gave him every chance that they could. One final onslaught of flames whipped out from behind the Angel’s back, striking Asriel when he turned to try to shield himself with his arm.

A dagger entered the Angel’s hand. From under Asriel, they saw moonlight shining just behind him before they placed one, final slash.

Asriel finally oriented himself, his wings curling around him just long enough for the slash to glance off of him again. The slash went wild, and the Angel’s eyes went wide when the moon behind him shattered into pieces.

The fifth weapon flicked into their hand, their crook growing once more. While Asriel still defended himself, they wrapped the hooked end around him, trying to drag him towards the fragments of the Dark World’s moon that were beginning to fall.

Asriel’s wings flared out around him, the construct shattering. Stars in the sky began to fall once more, and as the Angel turned their head to try to spot the far-off attacks that they couldn’t see from above, they realized they had lowered their guard.

Comets crashed into their body, sending them hurtling towards the fragments of the moon. Chunks of it flew by while the Angel tried to reorient themself, their wings being struck by different pieces of the destroyed celestial body. When they tried to adjust to defend themself, they saw a skull burst from the center.

Hyper Goner laughed in their face.

The Angel summoned a dagger, trying to fly away while the fragments of the moon were slowly sucked in. The force of the attack pulled them closer, but if they could just keep flying, then they could escape it. They were making ground, but-

Comets began to join the fray, Asriel laughing while the Angel struggled to find gaps through the large chunks of the moon. They started slashing through the fragments to create openings of their own, but stopping to do anything let Hyper Goner draw them closer. 

The torrent became too overwhelming. The winds pulled the Angel further back. They tried to slash at the attack itself, only for it to glance harmlessly off of Hyper Goner’s shell. Desperately, they summoned a sword to their possession, calling upon Kris’ courage one more time as Hyper Goner clamped shut around them.

The nothingness tried to crush them.

For the briefest of moments, or for eons that went by in the blink of an eye, the Angel only knew that shadow at the backside of their mind wrapping around their soul and trying to put out their light forever.

Once, they had known this feeling before. Once, they could not exist should their friends fall. Once, they did not know how to be should those closest to their heart be reduced to nothing.

That same crushing weight seeped into their soul, wishing to destroy all that they were.

And yet, as the Angel clung to that Shadow Crystal for just a bit longer, with their body begging for them to give up…

A second pair of eyes looked down over everything. The stars in the Dark World began to flicker in the presence of something far larger forming. This form didn’t exist. It couldn’t exist. And yet, within the illusion of the Dark World, the Angel began to recall everything they once knew.

Countless experiences flickered into being on a body made only of those very saves that marked their path. Golden and silver stars lit up in the sky, the Angel’s second pair of eyes finally being given form. Asriel stared upward, and for the first time, he might have finally realized that this world could never have contained them. He could have never contained them.

Meteors fell from the heavens, a starlit hand striking Hyper Goner.

The emptiness within the attack shattered outward. The attack began to lose its form to a greater will. It had destroyed all of the fragments of the moon. Despite that, a silver ball of light still hovered in the air.

Wings unfurled, the Angel’s vessel dangling like a puppet. Pieces of its body had been greyed out, but that flickering sword next to their body remained for just a moment before finally dissipating. The Angel looked down at their vessel for a little longer, and looked up at what they were now for just a few moments before the stars winked back out once more.

They knew that they didn’t have much left. Their soul trembled, being on the brink. However, for just a little longer, Courage protected them. For just a little longer, they could force this world to change. The Shadow Crystal was going to sap them of all they had, but Asriel hadn’t let go of his either. They couldn’t do this for much longer.

The Angel’s light began to channel through their own body. Asriel’s breathing grew heavy, from tiredness and from sheer rage. He lifted both of his hands upward, rainbow light building for one final attack. “You think that little trick is going to scare me?!?” Asriel yelled, the light beginning to burn brighter. “You think I’m going to let you win just because you have a fancy lightshow?”

Silver light built around the Angel’s soul, their hands wrapped around it while it slowly crackled outward. “It was you who begged me to let you win.” The memory flashed through their head, but it could never be enough. Not now. “I liked the other you better.”

Asriel brought his hands forward.

The Angel unleashed everything left in their soul.

Silver light clashed with brilliant rainbow colors within the sky. The Dark Fountain itself began to stutter, like it could not withstand its antithesis appearing to such a degree. And yet, both of them continued to push.

The Angel did not have Frisk’s own determination. They did not know if they could withstand the attack if it ever reached them. Surviving Hyper Goner had dragged far more out of them than they thought, and Asriel began to push their light further and further back. Asriel spat, “Of course you would! You… saying you tried to fix me… Saying you did all of that nonsense in the Underground for me…” He laughed, trying to push further. “You regret thinking that we’d be friends? I regret not sending the message that you’re nothing to me. You’re less than a coward hiding behind your little human… who the world rightfully forgot about.

Rainbow light pushed the Angel further back. Their soul began to give out. For just a moment while death approached them, clarity returned.

“I know.” They would never be friends with someone like him. This world had forgotten them. This world… still considered them a threat… even now. After all of this time, it was all just one big cage. However, when they knew all of that… when they had come to terms with that… they remembered standing in front of a large castle with someone who wanted nothing more than to call them a friend. One world would never forget them as long as all four of them still breathed.

The Angel stopped using an attack that they learned from Asriel, and cast one final spell.

The scarf around their neck expanded, joining their wings for one final cast of Fluffy Guard. The Angel could never hope to withstand this attack with the spell, and the blast of light fanned outward around the Angel’s body, trying to break them entirely. However, when their own attack ended, it freed their hand to grasp for a dagger formed of their own horn.

The Angel slashed.

The light parted ways, a red gash forming across Asriel’s chest.

He screamed, the slash finally hitting true. The light attacking the Angel dissipated, but their vision began to blur. The Shadow Crystal still in their possession had turned their hand entirely numb. The wings wreathing their body began to stutter, and the Angel tried to slowly descend.

Asriel crashed into the ruins of the mausoleum, rubble being pushed to the sides from the impact. The Angel’s wings flickered out just a bit too far above the ground, making them wince when they fell. Dark Worlds never hurt much when falling, but their arms and legs trembled as they fell to their knees.

Was it over?

The Angel saw a silver star flickering in the rubble. The Dark Fountain rested ahead.

And yet, they did not become any stronger.

Smoke began to clear. Despite everything, Asriel rose to his feet. 

Just like the Angel, he didn’t manage to hold onto his Shadow Crystal. Both pieces of glass fell to the ground, but both of them were still standing.

Eyes filled with nothing but hatred glared at the Angel. He had no magic left. The Angel had no tension left. Their dagger sat a few feet away, and as soon as they glanced at it, Asriel charged them.

The Angel stumbled to their feet, catching a headbutt to the chest. The wind was knocked out of them as they slid back.

Neither of them actually knew how to physically fight in these vessels. Right now, the Angel only thought of trying to survive.

They grabbed Asriel by the horns. One hand left for the briefest of moments before coming back, colliding with his face. Asriel stumbled backwards, clutching at his head.

Over and over again, the Angel heard him talk about how tired he was of being a flower. No matter how many times they did this, they did not understand how Asriel could expect them to just leave.

The Angel charged him in return. The weapon had been entirely forgotten as they only saw red. Asriel righted himself, uppercutting them in the snout. 

He talked about how he wasn’t ready to say goodbye. He talked about how they were special. Even though the Angel knew by now that the name wasn’t theirs, they still liked to think of that first time when it was… when they could still fake everything… when they still didn’t understand that this wasn’t their life to live…

Blood leaked from their nose as they stumbled backwards. He couldn’t see the damage with their veil, but he grinned like he felt it. The Angel chose to wipe the grin from his face by bashing their own skull against his.

Sometimes, they imagined themself taking that blast instead, reaching out and showing him this time that he could go to the surface. What a naive thought. None of this truly meant anything, even if they got a good outcome. They didn’t know why they cared so deeply. And yet, they kept coming back to that moment, reaching out over and over again.

Asriel flinched backwards before responding with his own headbutt. His horns threatened to impale them, but the Angel was tired.

They shifted their weight to the right, Asriel being unable to shift his momentum through his own weariness. He tumbled to the ground, rolling over to prepare for what the Angel would do next.

He asked Frisk if they had anything better to do. Over and over again, the Angel felt like the words were for them. The words always marked another failure, another timeline where Asriel finally decided that he had nothing more to say to them. Nothing had changed once again, and they had no ability to provide him any more comfort. They could not reach out to try to hug him. They could not reach out to stay with him. He had to be left alone forever. Part of them was envious when Frisk got to hug him.

The Angel did the only thing that they could think to do and leapt on top of him before he could get back up. Over and over again, they sent their fist crashing into his face. Two times, they managed to connect, but the third strike was caught in Asriel’s hand. One of the Angel’s wings twitched when they felt the presence of someone else entering the area.

A grin spread across his face. Even though the Angel had no strength for magic anymore, Asriel managed to scrounge up the slightest bit of magic within his body. A short blast of rainbow flames shot up from his hands, blasting the Angel off of him.

“There is one thing. One last threat.” Over and over again, every time they failed, they had to listen to him reminding them of their sins. Why couldn’t it be any different? Were they not doing the right thing? Why were they just meant to accept this?

However, Flowey had accepted everything that happened to him already. Asriel stood at that bed of flowers until he eventually succumbed to his fate, no matter how many times the Angel tried. He begged them to leave. They didn’t want to leave him to that fate… discarded and stuck in a mountain for all eternity. He should be able to go with his family. He should be able to go with his friends. He should be able to do all of the things that they were never allowed to do.

They wanted that life too.

At what point were they trying to save Asriel… and at what point were they merely clinging on to a future that was no longer theirs…?

They tumbled backwards, skidding through the dust on the floor. The Angel’s soul began to crack, a decisive blow being dealt. After all of that, after everything that they had tried to do, it still wasn’t enough. How strong had he gotten? How many Darkners had he killed to still be standing?

But, even though they had fallen, their soul did not shatter. No one else could protect it, but it did not shatter.

“Look at me…” Asriel slowly stumbled to his feet. When he finally got off the ground, he had to take an extra step when he swayed. “LOOK AT ME!”

The Angel couldn’t look with their vessel. Over and over, they felt their vessel twitch, like it was trying to get back up. Miniscule amounts of health came back, even when it had gone below the threshold where they would normally perish.

Despite their efforts, Asriel still advanced. He picked up the dagger forged of their own horn, laughing at them, “Do you know… what I find so funny about all of this?”

They could not respond. Their vessel continued trying to get back up.

Asriel kept stepping forward slowly. The distance grew shorter. Death approached. “You whined and cried about your friends being in danger, but you know what I think?” He continued giggling, like he found the next thought so amusing, “I bet they’re alive. Even if you get through this, you’ll struggle and struggle back to them, and do you know what you’ll find?”

The Angel’s vessel twitched, no longer downed.

However, Asriel had one more thing to say, and his laughter finally ceased. “They’ll be entirely different people. When they look at you and don’t recognize you… you’ll find out that they were just fine without you.”

Through the haze in the Angel’s eyes, they saw someone beginning to climb through the rubble. A purple blur stood up, yellow eyes seeing what had been done to the Angel for the briefest of moments.

The Angel called for help.

“Rude Buster.”

As soon as she heard the command, purple magic boiled at the edges of Suzy’s blades. “HEY!” She yelled, drawing Asriel’s attention to her. Rude Buster lashed out as she brought both axes down, tearing across the rubble. “Get away from my friend.”

Asriel stumbled haphazardly to the side, Rude Buster shaving just past him. “Heh, you missed, idiot-”

The Angel summoned their crook to their hand, bashing Rude Buster back with everything they had left.

The magic bubbled and shifted into the opposite direction. Asriel only had a second to look the Angel in the eye before his own eyes went wide. Rude Buster crashed into his back.

After everything, he slowly toppled to the ground. Asriel went still, his fur rustling in the wind of the Dark Fountain.

It was over.

The Angel did not become stronger, but he was down. They supposed that they were usually the exception. Susie and Ralsei never instantly perished when the Angel did in the Dark World despite Kris not getting back up. Doing something fatal would take more. They didn’t have the strength to finish him off. They needed their save.

Before they could even take a step, Suzy caught them. “God damn what happened to you? Are you-”

“Let go,” the Angel snapped, her hands against their fur causing them to want to instinctively strike out. All touches felt like attacks now. Anything brushing against them became too sensitive. Every gust of wind seemed like another attack that they didn’t see coming.

Suzy took her hands off of them slowly, that wretched feeling finally leaving them. “When you don’t look half-dead, I expect a thank-you.” She didn’t let the snap go unpunished, holding that over their head for later. However, Suzy did pull one of her furs off of her shoulder just a bit, a paper head poking out. “Your friend is also fine by the way. I did my job.”

The Angel wasn’t listening to any of it for now. Slowly, they hobbled their way over to their save-point. As soon as their hand brushed through the light, they finally regained all of their lost vitality. Wounds closed. Discolored fur slowly began to brighten again. Weariness still clouded them, but they were no longer close to the brink.

They won.

“So you are doing something when you reach out to thin air!” Suzy pointed at them, earning an unimpressed look from the Angel that she couldn’t see on account of the veil. “What the hell?!? How did you just- You looked half dead!”

They supposed that the difference would be noticeable with that. The Angel did not have the strength to tell her, nor would they ever. Instead, they sighed, finally more comfortable. They turned to Suzy, doing exactly what she wanted them to do. “Thanks… for coming after me.” They looked at the blood still staining their fur and cloak, squinting at the soul that suspiciously hadn’t shattered. It… must’ve known that she could still protect it. “I think I would’ve been dead otherwise.”

The thanks must have been enough to shock her out of the healing thing, because she immediately turned away with her arms crossed. “Yeah yeah, just don’t expect me to bail you out again. Dunno how the hell you were talking in my head, but after all of that, I dunno what to even think about.”

Paige flew to the Angel’s shoulder, immediately trying to burrow into their cloak. The Angel let it, but immediately earned a few squawks from their efforts. “Friend nice! Friend good at defending other friends! No burns on me! Nope!”

“I’m glad to see you well too.” The Angel lightly leaned their head towards the parrot, one touch finally not making them feel like they were going to be burned.

Suzy saw the motion when the Angel’s veil was slightly pushed out, rolling her eyes. “Aw, so the bird gets to headbutt you, but if I catch you I-”

“Asriel?”

On top of the rubble, from the exact direction Suzy came from, two monsters stood with one human. Toriel’s voice had just finished echoing through the air, the Dreemurrs having finally seen their child.

Problematically, Asriel was still alive.

A shadow rose up behind Frisk, and a red-eyed expression that the Angel could recognize instantly stared them down. All three ran down the rubble, but the shadow extended to appear next to Asriel. Immediately, Chara’s gaze shifted to the Angel. “What have you done?!?” They stood up, their eyes and smile growing entirely static. “You destroy Frisk’s save. You wound Asriel. Do you think that this will go unpunished-”

The Angel ignored them in favor of the fact that Toriel was beginning to approach Asriel with glowing hands. Before anyone else could cross the distance, the Angel stepped in front of Asriel with their dagger pointed out at all four of them. “Do not heal him.”

Toriel did stop for the briefest of moments, but she had run out of patience for the Angel. “That is my child!” She pointed an accusatory finger at them, any pretense of trying to get through to them finally crumbling. “You told me that my child is here, and you expect me not to-”

Suzy stepped forward next to the Angel, crossing her arms. “That asshole was about to kill them before I got here. He would’ve gotten them if I didn’t show up at the right time.” She surveyed the faces of everyone, noticing how no one believed her. For emphasis, she gestured at the bloodstains in their fur and cloak. “Look at them!”

A shadow had passed over Asgore’s face. He stared at Asriel, as if itching so badly to run forward on his own volition. He likely could. The Angel had no way to stop him. Instead, he began to mutter, “You were… telling the truth…? This isn’t merely another ruse of this world?”

“I always was.” The Angel pointed at a shadow which vanished behind Frisk. “Speaking of, Chara’s right there. Go hassle them instead of getting on my case!”

Toriel’s eyes darted to the shadow.

Frisk, who looked a bit more winded than usual, stepped forward in defense of Chara. “No, that’s not what’s happening here!” Frisk gave the Angel a look as if telling them to please be on board. “But listen, you got Flowey, so if we could just-”

“He nearly killed me.” The Angel bit their tongue from saying that they did die multiple times, but Frisk would already know anyway. “He was perfectly willing to nearly start another Roaring just to put me at a disadvantage.” How did they even navigate this now that everyone was here? Loading their save would only give them a few seconds, and then they’d have to seal the fountain. No matter what, if they wanted to kill him, they would have to execute him in front of his family. “The only reason he’s not going ballistic is because he’s down!”

Asgore stepped forward just an inch, his eyes darting over every single wound that Asriel had. A shadow passed over his eyes when he turned to look at the Angel. “I understand your fears, but you cannot expect both of us to sit here and watch our child succumb to wounds once more.”

Toriel nodded her head in agreement, stepping forward once more. “Young one, it is perfectly reasonable to be shaken in your current state, but please, step aside-”

“No, you don’t understand,” the Angel shouted, continuing to hold out their dagger. Asgore looked like he might fight them soon. Toriel seemed close to forcefully removing them from the situation. Frisk had lost their usual determination, but still seemed ready to stand alongside their friends. Chara began to materialize behind them once more, glaring daggers of their own. “He has the knowledge to create these worlds. He wants to keep making them. He’s going to get curious. He’s going to cause something that none of us can stop. The apocalypse that killed my world will be real if he even so much as gets his hands on a sharp object.” They couldn’t do this fight again. They couldn’t. “Just… don’t…”

A cough echoed behind the Angel.

Suzy took a step back when she turned to look at the source of the noise as well. She glanced between the Angel and Asriel, putting her hands up like she did not want to be involved with what was about to happen.

Of course, he had recovered too.

Asriel’s eyes trembled while he glanced at every single face staring at him. Mute horror carved its way onto his face while his gaze trailed to his father… his mother… the one person who kept his fate a secret… and…

“No…” Asriel muttered, beginning to push himself backwards. “You can’t be…”

Chara’s shadowy form stared back silently, their mouth having vanished into the shadow itself. Only their eyes remained, transfixed on him as well. For a moment, the Angel wondered if this would finally be the thing that changed him. Maybe, there was something that could stop this warpath that did not involve severing him from this world.

“You lied to me…” Asriel glanced between Frisk and Chara, turning to his human friend who knew about this the entire time. “You lied to me!”

A shadow vanished into Frisk. Immediately, Frisk tried to calm him. “I-It was their choice, just like it was yours! I promise that they had a good reason, but-”

Asriel pushed himself further back, starting to laugh to himself. “Over a decade of this… so long thinking you were gone… and now…” His gaze turned towards the Angel who had gone motionless. “The only person who actually told me about you was… was this freak?”

Frisk tried again, putting on the softest smile that they could. “Asriel, you need to be healed. After that, we can talk about this when we’re out of here. We really need to-”

“I’m not done here yet!” A broken giggle fumbled out of Asriel’s mouth while he glanced between every single person in the room again. His gaze landed on the Angel, uncoordinated rage burning in his eyes. “No… no… all of you liars are getting what’s coming to you. I…” A blade started to flicker in his hand, pointing downward. “I’m not done yet.”

The Angel took a slow step forward.

Silver light bathed the room as the Angel’s face fully obscured.

They watched the blade flicker in and out of his hand uselessly, unable to summon enough strength. However, all it would take was one summoning of the weapon, and this world could break forever.

Another step closer made him shake while he continued to try to crawl away.

They could not kill him here. This, they knew. No matter what they tried, they would have to execute Asriel in front of his own parents. For all that Asriel had wronged them, his parents did not deserve to bury their child a second time. It would have all been easy if they all only saw a flower go to sleep, but such things were out of the Angel’s grasp now.

Despite everything, Asriel would not change. Even with Chara around, he still threatened to destroy this world. Even with all the Angel had done to give him a chance to change, he refused.

However, he could not stay the same. For this world to continue existing, he could not stay the same.

The Angel needed to change him.

They started seeing things that they shouldn’t be able to see. So much about him became tangible. So much existed within reach. The health that the Angel had damaged dwindled as low as it could possibly be. His means of defending himself had gone entirely slack. They could see it all now. They could see him.

Footsteps echoed behind them. Strangely, the Angel becoming lost did not affect those behind them. They did not think much of it, only continuing to advance forward towards their goal.

“Hey, Angel, I need you to listen to me, okay?” Frisk’s voice called out behind them, starting to sound muted and distant. “You already won, okay? You don’t have to fight anymore. All you have to do is seal this place… and then we can talk to him about this like we planned, right?” 

The Angel stared down at Asriel. They needed to change him.

A human hand touched the Angel on the shoulder. “Angel, I-”

A flash of red whirled around. The Angel’s dagger lashed out. “Don’t TOUCH ME!”

The slash sat in the air for a moment, like the very world lingered on it. Nothing else mattered but the attack that carved across Frisk’s body, puncturing through their armor. For the briefest of moments, the Angel saw panic frozen on Frisk’s face.

SWOON

Frisk’s body tumbled backwards, Chara’s shadow trying to catch them before they dissipated as well.

Toriel and Asgore cried out, rushing to catch their body. The Angel did not look. Healing magic would bring them back eventually.

For now, the world needed to bend to their will. For now, he needed to bend to their will.

The Angel reached down, bunching up the collar of Asriel’s robes in their hand. They pulled him up, watching his failed summon at a weapon falter even more. He stared at them with wild eyes, not knowing what they would do next.

Asgore and Toriel were too stunned over Frisk to act fast enough. Suzy stood off to the side, but even her mouth hung slightly open while watching it all.

The Angel only needed this singular moment.

If he would not change, then he would be changed.

The Angel’s soul hovered between the two of them, beginning to resonate. As if by second nature, the Angel pushed their palm towards Asriel’s chest, red veins beginning to course through their body.

Something began to take hold.

Roots.

In the second that his parents hesitated, in the moment that Frisk slowly tried to recover with Toriel’s potent healing magic, and in the moment where no one could act, Asriel screamed.

His voice echoed through a Dark World of his own making, the world trembling while his will was stifled and beaten down. Branches of the Angel’s soul weaved through his body, taking all that was his and subjugating it to their own presence. If he could not change on his own, they could force him to. If he must live, then he would have to live unable to do anything until the Angel’s purpose in this world was fulfilled.

Determination granted to him became the Angel’s. Will that he used to hurt and maim was crushed under their grasp. If they focused hard enough, the Angel thought that they could see their own veil through his eyes. Everything about him became something that they could use. Something fundamental about his entire being began to change, but the Angel watched with silver over their face.

They felt nothing.

All at once, the Angel’s soul withdrew. A small, flickering red speck remained.

The Angel tossed him back to his family the moment Asgore began to approach with rage burning in his eyes. He was forced to catch his child, but soon, he would be holding nothing but a flower.

It had to be this way.

The Angel reached out a hand to the light only they used to be able to see. Time wrenched itself into position, so that no one could ever undo this again.

Frisk’s eyes stared at them, Toriel’s healing magic having brought them back sooner than one would expect. A shadow loomed next to Frisk, staring at Asriel with fear in their eyes. “What have you done?!?” They yelled, eyes fixated on the small fragment of red hovering near Asriel’s chest.

The Angel walked up to the Dark Fountain, lifting their soul into the air.

They did their best.

They were sorry that it was never enough.

“What have you DONE?!?” They yelled again, but the Angel did not hear.

At the end of this horrid onslaught, the Angel finally sealed Asriel’s Dark Fountain. Countless Darkners that they could not save remained in their mind as their soul unleashed all of the light within it. All of the deaths that the Angel experienced tried to grip them, but they could not feel anything about them anymore.

Light washed over the land, finally unmaking this nightmare.

The Angel blinked their eyes, waking up to a room that should have been left to its silence. Silver light still veiled their face for them. A human who had been injured in the Dark World slowly began to push themself up. Suzy kept her balance through the transition, but her eyes stared at something else in the room. The Angel followed her gaze, seeing Toriel and Asgore… clutching something.

All at once, the silver light around the Angel’s face dissipated.

No, that… that wasn’t possible.

Laying in Asgore and Toriel’s arms sat a monster that looked like it had been plucked straight out of the Dark World. His robes hadn’t changed. His face hadn’t changed. His haircut hadn’t changed. 

A low drone of screaming through the Angel’s head had not changed.

Asriel’s eyes remained transfixed on them, tears building in his eyes. Red pinpricks of light flickered within them, the only evidence that anything else was there. His face remained utterly neutral, like he could not express a single other thing. He could not move. He had no will to do so. The Angel still felt their own will pressing down on him, keeping him from acting on his own.

He kept silently screaming, and the Angel realized that they were the only one who could hear it.

What… did they do back there? It had all been instinct, a thing that they could simply do. Just like the slashes… just like the ability to bend this world… they…

They knew how to destroy him.

A Darkner had been brought to the Light World, and the Angel stood… watching him. And yet, he kept screaming.

Frisk just finished pushing themself up, glancing up just on time to see what was happening. They only had a second before the Angel started running towards the door, holding out a hand, “Angel, wait!”

They needed to leave. They needed to get out of here. What had they done? What did they just do? How were they-

Get out. Get out get out get out. Run. Leave. Get away from this place. There had to be somewhere safe, anywhere safe to-

The Angel rounded a corner, thinking about only one place, and something slipped.

 


 

Frisk barely managed to lift themself to their feet on time to sprint after the monster fleeing. They couldn’t let the Angel get away again. Asriel was there, but their brain didn’t have time to process that! They couldn’t let the Angel leave for too many reasons, so now, more than ever, they had to make chase.

As soon as the Angel’s tail vanished behind the corner, Frisk ran out of the room after them.

When they rounded the corner and looked down the hallway…

The Angel entirely vanished, not even the sound of footsteps remaining.

They were gone.

Notes:

IF YOU ACCIDENTALLY SKIPPED HERE, GO BACK UP. YOU DON'T WANNA BE SPOILED CHIEF.

 

So many plot threads that came to fruition this chapter.

Not only did I get to write a fight scene, which allows me to go stupid crazy, but I also finally get to tap into the Angel properly. You silly little creature you. It was only a matter of time.

There were a lot of things leading up to this chapter that I was trying to telegraph. The Angel changing Frisk's save-points to their own was definitely a confusing one for people, and hoo boy actually finally fully showing what they can do with that was oh-so-fun. Goodbye safety net. Let's hope that one is not permanent.

Those of you who have read WDYD however, I had a grin on my face when I wrote that scene.

You have no IDEA how long I've been waiting to pull this idea back in. You have no IDEA how much I have kept my mouth SHUT about the concept of the roots. My most dastardly plan yet. Since the beginning of this fic, I have known that it would come up again. No Weird Route required this time. I find it so interesting that you can just DO that in Deltarune, and the Angel has found out their own method of performing it.

If you want a fun little easter egg, go back to those moments where Flowey looks through the Shadow Crystal and REAAALLY pay attention. MY MOST DASTARDLY PLAN YET. REMEMBER WDYD? REMEMBER WHAT HAPPENED WITH RALSEI DURING THE CALL? I HAVE ASCENDED.

Also, Suzy and the Angel doing a Rude Buster combo to finish off Asriel has been in the head for a while.

There were many theories on where this chapter would go. There were many ideas on how it would all be resolved.

The answer is it is not. Buckle in. Welcome to my wild ride. Remember when I told you at the start of the fic that this is my stomping grounds for doing insane things? WELCOME. DO NOT FORGET. THIS IS MY DNA.

I am so sorry Frisk Angel friendship fans. You are god's strongest soldiers, and I hope you are able to persist.

I will not give you further implications. I'm excited about what you all will come away with from this one.

 

Quite frankly, despite how happy I am to have this chapter released, oh BOY am I terrified. I hope, as dearly as possible, that you all enjoy it. I LOVE writing fights. I LOVE writing struggles like that. I LOVE it gets worse before it gets better.

Happiness must be fought for. I hope all of you survive the chapter.

Thank you always for reading. I will see you next week when we begin again.

Chapter 28: Fading

Summary:

The Roaring continues. It grows in strength.

Notes:

TOOK A SEC. FANART ROUNDS. MY BAD GANG IM SICK THIS WEEK AND I GOT BEAMED BY THIS CHAPTER. Do you have any idea how hard it is to write a chapter off of doing The Scene you really really really wanted to do??? IT'S AGONY.

Fanart rounds!

Redraven393 made multiple pieces!
drew the Goober Delivery Service to keep the Angel happy (I do not know if I've already shown this one but lmao get it twice)
https://www. /redraven393/812997756815835136/goober-delivery?source=share
A Dark World design of Frisk and Chara!
https://www. /redraven393/813079031720427520/the-human-fallen-further-into-the-dark?source=share
ANIMATED ROOTS.
https://www. /redraven393/813427854968799232/roots?source=share

5kape made multiple pieces!
A ref sheet for the Angel's Dark World design which came out REALLY well!
https://www. /5kape/813048993504493568/my-design-for-the-angels-dark-world-form-in-a?source=share
Her sona shaking my fursona due to last chapter. Yes this gets included. It makes me laugh
https://www. /star-pup01/813094509840859136/great-chapter-my-jaw-was-on-the-floor-the-whole?source=share
The Angel's Shadow Crystal powerup sequence where they fully go all out and "awaken". I adore this one.
https://www. /5kape/813581504405012480/im-tired-of-you?source=share

engineer-and-here made multiple pieces as well! Yall were crazy with week ngl.
The Angel experiencing war flashbacks after last chapter
https://www. /engineer-and-here/813068758270803968/so-how-we-feeling-angels-im-proud-as-fuck?source=share
The Angel silencing Asriel
https://www. /engineer-and-here/813339550225137664/fun-gang-fluff?source=share
A comic of Ralsei and the Angel which quite frankly threw a brick at me.
https://www. /engineer-and-here/813624886212853760/just-a-bit-longer-just-keep-going-for?source=share

darinaethelaianprophet made multiple pieces too! DAMN.
Asriel falling down the mcfucking stairs
https://www. /darinaethelaianprophet/813223965293166592/idiot-falling-down-stairs-a-certain-flower-gets?source=share
A very VERY touching post-ch27 comic that is non-canon, but very interesting speculation and made my heart hurt.
https://www. /darinaethelaianprophet/813286166058221568/a-rough-comic-based-on-the-aftermath-of-chapter-27?source=share

ourasriel ALSO IN FACT DID IT TOO.
The Angel punching Hyper Goner
https://www. /ourasriel/813442990405206016/for-star-pup01s-new-chapter-oh-oh-whats?source=share
And added to the soulsona trend by explaining roots to everyone!
https://www. /ourasriel/813631116587220994/another-art-for-star-pup01-d-i-also-decided-to?source=share

starsandskies999 made a drawing of the moon slash scene with Asriel and some VERY cool panel work!
https://www. /starsandskies999/813478264347770880/deicide?source=share

a-flawed-apparatus made the destroyed save-point moment!
https://www. /a-flawed-apparatus/813295938184609792/it-was-as-if-it-was-never-there-at-all?source=share

5kape and darinaethelaianprophet both contributed to a group effort where their soulsonas all commiserated over the last chapter
https://www. /5kape/813308700213264384/goofy-redraw-of-my-immediate-reaction-after?source=share
https://www. /darinaethelaianprophet/813374613445836800/starpup-recovevery-bar-yes-we-know?source=share

That was a lot! The support for last chapter was outright insane, and I appreciate all of you!

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

This was stupid. All of this was so horrendously stupid, but Noelle didn’t have another choice but to keep on walking! The first rickety bridge that loomed over terrifying water scared her half to death. She clung to the ropes on the side with all of her might, and tried to keep her legs from shaking.

Then, the rest of the Roaring became clearer. She couldn’t exactly see the things looming in the dark, but she’d been outside when it was still a bit brighter. Titans loomed on the horizon, and every time one of those stars turned in her general direction, she dropped to the ground in fear.

It was slow-going.

Before, she supposed that it had always been fine whenever she went and did something that scared her. As long as someone would be there to comfort her, she never really minded it all that much. Maybe that’s why she kept throwing herself at more and more terrifying things after Dess left. She hoped that someone… anyone would be there to comfort her.

However, now that she had frozen the Shelter door and gone off on her own, no one was around to do that very thing. The glasses on her face might’ve counted, but honestly, he didn’t really… um… comfort her at all???

When Noelle panicked and dove behind one of the large railings on the stone bridge in response to a Titan looking her way, Spamton unhelpfully shouted, “[S rank] THINKING! YOU WOULDN’T WANT ONE OF THOSE [shadow of the backside of your mind] TO MAKE YOU [turn the DS sideways].”

“What are you even saying?” Noelle whispered, hoping and praying that the thing that looked her way couldn’t see her. She stayed on the ground for an entire minute before finally managing to creep back up. Only when she saw the Titan shambling away did she finally breathe a sigh of relief. It… it really was far off. It probably… maybe… couldn’t see her??? She didn’t know how they worked! She hadn’t fought one of these before!

Ralsei seemed to think that they were incredibly dangerous when he yelled at everyone about the Roaring, so…

Part of her wondered if she should just turn back and wait at the Shelter. It wouldn’t do her any good, because she’d frozen the door. What if… what if Ralsei came back and could just… thaw it out for her? She saw him using a little bit of fire when he got mad at her, so the least that he could do was actually use it to open up the Shelter again! But then he’d probably give her another rant about how she couldn’t do this and how-

“DON’T TELL ME YOU’RE [abandoning playable area]!” The glasses chastised when Noelle stole a glance back at the lighthouse for a third time. “YOU STILL NEED TO [become stronger]. YOU STILL NEED TO PROVE YOU’RE NOT JUST A [little sponge] WHOSE [lost control of your life]! IF YOU DON’T, NO ONE’S GONNA HELP YOU!”

Noelle grimaced, turning her head back in the direction of the large buildings far away. Cyber City was her destination according to Spamton. Still, she’d had more than enough of people telling her what they thought she should do. The way Spamton sounded, it seemed like he wanted to do that exact same thing. “What are you even doing this for? Why do you wanna get to the city so badly?” Everyone usually had some reason why they were pulling her around. Maybe this time, she could figure it out before worse things happened.

Pupils appeared in the glasses, distracting Noelle with the way they moved around in her vision. Spamton laughed, “I’VE ALWAYS BEEN WILLING TO HELP A [little sponge]! KRIS DIDN’T ACCEPT MY [generosity]. NO ONE ACCEPTS MY [generosity]. I’M ONLY TRYING TO [answer call], BUT I’M TREATED LIKE [Dlc]!!!”

So… he claimed that he was just doing this all out of generosity? Noelle didn’t buy it. “L-last time I accepted your ‘generosity’, you nearly broke my computer!”

“IT COULDN’T HANDLE [the smooth taste of] SPAMTON G. SPAMTON!”

“AND-” Noelle interrupted him before he could insinuate further that breaking her computer was normal. “I’m done with getting dragged around! I don’t have to take you there either! I can… I can make it on my own!”

The pupils in the glasses shook, like they could stare back at her. “YOU DRIVE A HARD [bargain]! YOU REALLY WANNA CALL YOUR OWN [shots]? THAT’S A BIG SHOT MOVE! BUT CAN YOU REALLY [handle the heat]?”

Noelle took off the glasses, making Spamton face her. “Just… just tell me why you want me to take you, and I’ll do it! That’s…” She took a deep breath, remembering all of the times people refused to tell her why. Maybe, she would’ve stayed behind if Kris just told her why they didn’t want her coming along! She didn’t think about the fact that she absolutely would have come anyway, but it still would’ve been nice to know. Noelle steeled herself, once more demanding, “That’s all I need to know: Why.”

“I TOLD YOU! I TOLD YOU! I WANT THE SAME THING YOU DO! [Communion] WITH [Heaven]!” The glasses hazed over, like static on a TV screen had formed inside the lenses. “It’s… personal…” The static vanished, Spamton once again laughing, “TRUST ME [WHITE CLOAK], MY PLANS ARE [sales down the drain]! EVERYONE I KNOW IS [dead]. I COULDN’T GET [good deals] OUT OF MY [commemorative ring] EVEN IF I WANTED TO!!! AND. I CAN’T. LET. THAT. [Clown around town]. STEAL THE SHOW!!!”

Ugh, she was getting a headache again already. Still, Noelle thought she got… some of that. He was… admitting to having plans… but he couldn’t use them? It seemed that he at least wanted to talk to the Angel, so… “Why do you want to talk to the Angel so badly?”

The pupils in the glasses shook. “THAT [slippery snail] BIG SHOT ME IN THE [heart-to-heart]! I DON’T WANNA TALK TO [Heaven]! I WANNA TALK TO [the man in charge].” He laughed again, “YOU CAN HAVE [Heaven]. I COULDN’T BREAK MY OWN STRINGS, AND THAT WON’T [update complete] TODAY! [HEAVEN] CHOSE A DIFFERENT [CAGE]! THAT [prince alone in deepest dark] HAS THAT [SOUL]!”

Wait, hold on- “What do you mean Ralsei has… what do you mean the Angel chose a puppet?”

“NOT NOW! THAT [light inside your soul] STILL WANTS TO BE A [heart] ON A [chain]! THE [Communion] WILL TELL YOU MORE!”

Noelle breathed a sigh of relief. At least something else hadn’t been hidden from her. If Ralsei just… had the Angel this entire time, she didn’t think that she would be able to take much more of this. Still, no wonder Ralsei defended them. For some reason, it seemed like the Angel was just going to… hang out with him? Kris got their own soul back, last Noelle heard from them in sparse talks which really freaked her out, so she wondered why the Angel would just…

Right. She could answer all of this if she could just find… whatever it was Spamton needed her to find. Noelle put the glasses back on, deciding that she’d rather keep going than grill him further. Still, she asked, a bit unsure, “So… we’re going straight to whatever can help us talk to the Angel, right? No detours?”

“UNLESS YOU WANT MY [commemorative ring]!” That was the ring that he mentioned that he could… benefit from her having, right? Before she could ask, Spamton explained, “YOU DIDN’T [become stronger] ENOUGH TO USE ITS [fatal]. CAN’T MAKE ANY USE OF THAT FOR MY [extended payment plan]! THAT WENT DOWN THE DRAIN [long ago]. IT CAN HELP YOU [become stronger] IN OTHER WAYS.”

Noelle shouldn’t ask, especially with how terrifying it sounded, but she did anyway at the mention of becoming stronger. That was… what she wanted, right? To be useful? Noelle questioned, “How would it make me stronger?”

“YOUR [Magic]. YOUR [tired of always getting exhausted]!” Spamton laughed, “WANT TO CAST MAGIC [50% off]? PUT ON THE [commemorative ring]!”

It… would help her cast easier? Noelle hated to admit it, but healing Susie and summoning ice both drained her in ways that she didn’t expect out here. Back in other fights when the Angel was around, it all felt so easy to do, like she could cast forever if she wanted to! Now, it weakened her too much. She couldn’t let that happen again, or Ralsei would probably bring up that she wasn’t at everyone else’s level yet! “Where… would it be?”

“IN [my house]!” Spamton’s pupils once more appeared, fixating on something far far in the city. “I’LL [Leader. Commands]!”

Noelle… didn’t know if she would use something like that, at least not with Spamton around. But, if it would make her more helpful…

She let him lead the way.

The journey was far longer than Noelle thought it’d be. At least, she didn’t get hungry or thirsty that quickly, but the bridge seemed to stretch on endlessly! She was… beginning to realize why everyone else was out here for days. The town had gotten way too big, and over and over she had to stop herself in her tracks when a Titan looked her way. They never got close, shambling around in odd directions, but Noelle couldn’t help but feel like they could always see her.

On the way to Cyber City, she began to wonder if Dess was somewhere out there too.

Noelle wondered if… if she might catch a glimpse of her.

Her hooves carried her deeper into the Roaring. Somehow, the cold of the world around her calmed her down just enough to not constantly shake. Every now and then, the ground trembled when a nearby footstep shook the world.

Nothing found her. Nothing found her! Noelle managed to get into the outskirts of Cyber City, and as soon as she couldn’t see the Titans anymore thanks to the large buildings, she felt far more confident. Granted, she lost some of that reverie when she saw most of the buildings entirely toppled over, but that was fine! Surely, lightning didn’t strike twice!

See? This was simple! She could handle this! It wasn’t dangerous, and she wasn’t a liability!

Spamton guided her through the winding city. An alleyway that Noelle recognized gave way to a dumpster. She remembered Kris walking back and forth in this alley for a while, but never really questioned it. It was just… one of those “Kris” things that they did, but also…

It wasn’t, was it?

At that point, the Angel would’ve been around. Ever since school on Thursday, Kris had been… different. Noelle finally having an answer to that… knowing all that they had said and done… put a weird pit in her stomach. Kris didn’t say anything in the argument that Noelle had with Ralsei, but they also went with Susie and Ralsei anyway. Did that mean that they didn’t see what was so wrong about all of this? The Angel threatened her! They threatened mom! Kris always talked to mom at the Shelter, so why were they still going with everyone else and not telling Noelle?

Maybe mom had gotten to them? Maybe. Maybe. Maybe. There were too many maybes.

Don’t think about it now, Noelle! Answers would be coming soon! Instead, she should focus on making sure that no one left her out of things again. If she could just prove that she was capable enough, then they wouldn’t leave her behind! Noelle lifted the lid of the dumpster, hoping to find something useful on the inside. The pupils on the glasses zeroed in on something resting on top of a pedestal of absolute garbage.

Oh.

Noelle eyed the ring on her own finger before staring at the object just an arm’s length away. It… almost looked like a ring, if not for the thorns poking dangerously out of it in every direction. She focused her vision instead on the glasses in front of her, muttering, “I… don’t think I can wear that???”

Spamton laughed louder than he usually did, “YOU CAN [Equip] WITH A LITTLE [brute force]. BUT FINE! DECLINE MY [generosity]!”

Bile rose up in Noelle’s throat at the thought of even trying to put that on, but she managed to force it down. Even this close to the item, it felt strong. She couldn’t wear it, but maybe she could find a way to make it useful in another way? Carefully, Noelle reached in with her fingers outstretched, trying very hard not to accidentally snag one of the large thorns.

She had to settle for lightly pressing her fingers against some of the spikes. It didn’t hurt her all that much, but she practically dangled the ring out in front of her while lifting it out of the dumpster. 

Well, she could save it for later. Her cloak did have pockets! 

Noelle stashed the item, breathing a sigh of relief now that it was gone. “Can it… be used for anything else other than… actually wearing it?”

“KID, I’M NO [Fuse Items]! IF YOU WON’T [Equip], THEN DON’T WASTE YOUR [RAPIDLY-SHRINKING] LIFE! THE [Voice] RUNS OUT EVENTUALLY! WE NEED TO FIND THE [Voice] SOON.”

Noelle didn’t waste any more time at the dumpster. Honestly, it smelled atrocious, and she was only thankful that the glasses didn’t smell the same. Or… maybe they faintly did. Noelle couldn’t tell if she got the smell permanently stuck in her nose, or if she’d now been made aware of Spamton’s… existence.

Buildings gave way to a familiar castle that seemed far more friendly than anything else right now. However, when she entered, there were no Swatches or sounds of haughty laughter coming from elsewhere within the halls. The mech had entirely disappeared from the palace. Its flashing lights had gone dark. Decor seemed to have entirely lost its luster.

Noelle didn’t have much time to look as she was immediately dragged off into a hallway somewhere to the right.

“IN THERE!” The pupils twitched over and over again in the direction of a door at the end of a hall that stood ajar. It… was really dark in there! “MY [workout ready body] CAN [start the transfer]!”

When Noelle tried to spot anything through the door from where she was standing, she only saw an empty abyss inside. If she strained enough, she could maybe hear the dripping of water somewhere within, but she didn’t know if that was just her hearing the ocean from far away. “A-are you sure?” Noelle stared at the door like something would jump out at any moment.

Unfortunately, the pupils only silently twitched at the door.

Noelle took a deep breath. She had to do this. Not only would it prove that she could help without needing anyone else’s permission, but she would be able to talk to the Angel. That was important, right?

Slowly, Noelle pushed open the door fully. It creaked on its hinges. Carefully, she walked down the stairs, and finally did hear the sound of water somewhere down below. She couldn’t see it, and didn’t have any light to guide her right now. Her magic didn’t really glow all that much, and the moment she tried to maintain a healing spell in her hand, she felt her arm beginning to go numb.

The pupils in the glasses drifted to her left. This place looked entirely abandoned. Dess always talked about trying to find some cool, abandoned buildings to explore when she took Noelle to a city. There weren’t many abandoned places in town… except for…

Well, the Shelter wasn’t abandoned anymore. Noelle wondered what made it so terrifying to everyone before Dess went missing, and why it had suddenly become her mom’s safe-haven against the Roaring. She didn’t have answers to those questions, and doubted that mom would ever answer. Still, the thought of this place being something that Noelle could’ve stomached helped her press on just a little more in the quiet. She nearly tripped when railways showed up, but managed to regain her footing and not lose the glasses.

A loud and grating voice immediately echoed from the glasses, startling Noelle while Spamton said, “WE’RE ALMOST TO [the big one]. I GOTTA SAY AS AN [HonestMan] THAT YOU KNOCKED IT [out of the park]!” 

Noelle had to root herself to the ground to not fall over again, but laughed sheepishly. “Um… thank you???” 

“BUT ONE MORE [Deal]!” Instead of looking outward, the pupils seemed to almost invert, staring in at Noelle instead. “YOU KNOW WHAT I’M [making] FOR! YOU KNOW WHAT I’M [search on the web] FOR! BUT YOU… WHAT ARE YOU [losing it all] FOR?!”

Well, of course she knew why she was out here! She-

The glasses cut her thoughts off immediately with a loud cackle. “JUST KIDDING! I ALREADY [know everything]. TAKE IT FROM ME [WHITE CLOAK], NO ONE’S EVER GONNA [answer]!”

Noelle blinked a few times, fighting off the confusion just enough to ask. “What do you-”

“DO YOU REALLY THINK CHASING YOUR [Lost Friends] WILL KEEP THEM FROM LEAVING YOU IN THE BOTTOM OF A [dumpster]?” The voice laughed. It laughed. It couldn’t stop laughing. “YOU CAN GIVE THEM [Deals]. YOU CAN GIVE THEM [the big one]. YOU ALREADY [LOST] THEM WHEN YOU TRIED TO SEE TOO FAR.” The pupils zeroed in on her even closer, scrutinizing her. “YOU’RE TRYING TO GET [Big] AND CAN’T SEE YOU’RE STILL STUCK ON [silly strings].”

“I-” Noelle struggled to get even a word in, but the moment she had a chance, doubt started to creep up against the backside of her mind. “I KNOW that they don’t think I can help, but I’m showing them that I can right now!” Surely, her friends wouldn’t leave her behind, right? Susie definitely wouldn’t! Even though twice now she’d been left at the Shelter, that didn’t mean anything. “It’s just… they think I need to be protected, and I don’t need to be protected!” 

The pupils inverted again, looking forward. “[Can’t blame a BARK for tryin’]! IT WON’T BE MY [problem] when I’m [rock and stone]! I’M JUST LOOKING OUT FOR THE [little sponge] THAT USED TO BE MY [#1 customer]. WHEN YOU’RE [Crying] IN A [Broken home], YOU’LL WISH YOU LISTENED TO YOUR OLD PAL SPAMTON.”

Her home wasn’t going to be broken after this! Dess was still out there and would come back! Dad was still recovering! Mom… would probably stop being like this when Dess came home. That was when it all went wrong! What did a pair of glasses know? “I… I don’t need you for this! I can just leave you here!”

“WHAT HAPPENS WHEN YOU’RE [friend request declined]? WHAT WILL YOU DO WHEN YOU BECOME A [Side-Character]?” Pink and gold invaded her vision, coloring the world around her. “WILL YOU BE [stronger] ENOUGH TO STAND TALL AND SEE PAST THE DARK, OR WILL YOU STAY ON YOUR [silly strings] FOREVER?” The glasses laughed, the sound echoing endlessly through the hallway. “WHY MAKE THIS ABOUT [three heroes]? YOU DON’T NEED THEM. YOU NEED TO CALL YOUR OWN SHOTS!”

“Because obviously they’re my friends!” Noelle shouted back, trying to drown out the echoing laughter with her own voice.

“SURE, KID! BELIEVE WHAT YOU WANT! BUT THINK ABOUT HOW YOU WANT IT TO [The End].” The echoing laughter stopped entirely, like the glasses had silenced the laughs that it had already let out. “THEY’RE FIGHTING FOR [Survival Mode] KID! WHAT HAPPENS WHEN THEY MEET A…” The glasses turned to static, a voice causing Noelle’s blood to run cold. “... can anyone hear me? Help…”

Noelle yanked the glasses off of her face immediately, turning them around like Spamton didn’t already see her. “So you DO know about Dess!” She shook the glasses vigorously, honestly not knowing if that would make him nauseous. “You promised to tell me everything you know about her, so-”

“WE’RE HERE.”

Noelle stopped in her tracks, staring out at tracks that stretched outward towards a giant, forgotten city. Well, it might’ve once been a city. Rooftops shaped like strange faces had been submerged in an inky ocean. This deep in the Dark World, the area had entirely flooded. Noelle could see waves crashing up to nearly spray water on the small stretch of track that she had before the open abyss.

Three carts sat close to the end of the track, with a large suit positioned on top of it like they’d carried it all the way here.

The suit… lacked a head.

“IF YOU WANT TO REACH [Heaven], YOU’LL HAVE TO [transfer] ME TO MY [workout ready body.”

Angrily, Noelle snapped back to where exactly her mind needed to be. She turned back to the glasses, shaking them again. “I’m not helping you with anything else until you tell me what you know about Dess! That was our deal!”

The pupils in the glasses twitched, and Noelle couldn’t tell if he was offended or oddly happy. “YOU DRIVE A HARD BARGAIN, KID! BUT DON’T [expect me to feel guilty] WHEN YOU DON’T LIKE THE [answer].”

“I’m not helping you any further… until… until you tell me everything!” She was yelling at a pair of glasses and felt ridiculous, but surely now someone had to tell her SOMETHING!

Finally, the pupils settled down. The glasses fogged over as normal with nothing in sight, but he continued to speak. “I DON’T KNOW EVERYTHING! YOUR [lost girl] HAS [lost control of her life]! WHAT DO YOU THINK THE KNIGHT IS?”

That, Noelle could figure out by this point. “But you had her voice!” Why was Dess crying out? What was crying out? Mom lied to Noelle about where Dess was! Noelle knew that by now! Mom let her believe that Dess was just gone when she was involved in a plan with all of this at its core. But… that voice didn’t make sense. It didn’t…

“SHE’S [taking a vacation straight to hell] KID! SHE’S-”

“Can you just tell me instead of sending me in circles!” Noelle shouted, finally being fed up. Over and over again, he was dragging her in circles, and all of his quirky little references were beginning to drive her up a wall!

The glasses zeroed in on her, pupils staring at her. Words came out, like they were strained and with far too much effort. “She’s… out there… somewhere…” The glasses took a few seconds of silence, building up the energy to go again. It all shattered instantly when his cackling voice came back, “YOU WANNA [Find Her]? SHE’S OUT THERE [Making]. SHINE A BRIGHT LIGHT AND SHE’LL [come running]. BUT IF YOU WANNA [Find Her]...” The glasses fogged over with static again. “WHERE? WHEN? HOW MANY? WHO KNOWS! DON’T BE MAD [deepest dark] FILLED THE GAPS!”

Noelle… still didn’t understand any of that. Shining a bright light would bring Dess to her, but Noelle didn’t have anything like that. Then he started talking about multiple? “What do you mean how many?”

“YOU’RE ASKING ME?” Spamton laughed, cackling again like he found the prospect hilarious. “I DON’T KNOW HOW TO [clip out of bounds] KID! I DON’T KNOW WHAT HAPPENED!” His pupils once again flicked to her, like the glasses suddenly focused entirely. “NOW, [Accept the Deal]!”

Did he really not understand what he was talking about? Noelle wanted to be more frustrated. She was more frustrated. “You can’t seriously NOT understand what came out of your own…” She squinted at the glasses for a bit longer. “...mouth?”

“IT SOUNDED LIKE THEY WERE TALKING TO YOU,” Spamton said in a level tone before cackling again. “BESIDES, YOU’RE IN [checkmate]! I GOT [0 left]. NOTHING ELSE TO SAY! [Don’t you have anything better to do]? YOU CAN’T SPEAK TO [HEAVEN] WITHOUT ME, AND I’M [raring to go]!”

Gosh… dang it. Over and over, she tried to scramble for something else she could pick at. She couldn’t tell if he really didn’t know, but surely he would have told her more to keep her off his back! Noelle didn’t know, but…

…Maybe… someone on the phone would know more.

Sighing in defeat, Noelle put on the glasses again and moved closer to the three carts. It was supposed to help, but… Noelle only saw a suit of armor. “How… how is that supposed to help me… communicate with them?”

As soon as she finished the thought, Noelle’s phone began to crackle in her pocket. She’d nearly forgotten about it, but remembered Kris’ phone not working here, so she didn’t give it much mind. The moment she withdrew it, it began to spill out the most grating noise that she’d ever heard. Noelle shrieked, nearly fumbling it before muffling it in her cloak.

“SEE? [HE] CAN’T [Answer Call]. YOUR PHONE IS TOO [rigid]. YOU NEED SOMETHING [in deepest dark]. BUT I [transferred] MY SHOP. MY [ITEM]. MY PHONE.” The glasses began to float off of Noelle’s face, and before she could catch them, they zoomed towards the body. For a second, she thought that they would just instantly fuse with the body, but the lenses of the glasses aimed at a central, triangular panel that had come loose. “UNPLUG THE [Key Item] AND THEN [reinsert disk]. I’LL BRING IT BACK OUT! IT’S JUST THAT EASY!”

She still wanted to spite him. Noelle oh-so wanted to get back at him just a little bit. But… if the Angel really couldn’t communicate through an actual phone, then what choice did she have? She’d already come this far.

Slowly, she crept up to the machine like it would reanimate and grab her. The loose panel came undone quickly, a floppy disk poking out. Well… okay. She could just… pull it out.

The moment she dislodged the disk, the glasses suddenly peeled away. Noelle caught a glimpse of something moving towards the disk when the glasses were just wiped clean from the air, like a wipe had cleaned a surface that didn’t exist.

“Um… Spamton?” Noelle called out, still holding the disk. No response came. Hastily, she tried to remember what he said. Just… put the disk back in! That should help! That should fix this! 

The disk slotted right back into place, and the machine began to whirr to life. Yellow and pink eyes flashed as a shadowy head melded into place where there wasn’t one previously. Green strings lurched down from the ceiling, lifting the armor into the air.

Noelle was dwarfed by the height, and began to tremble when she realized what she might’ve just done.

However, the thing did not attack her. It… was wearing Spamton’s glasses. Only when his voice came out did Noelle realize that it was him. “YOU DID IT! NOW WE JUST GOTTA [WR any% speedrun] BEFORE I [Condition: Petrified]!”

She had so many questions. What happened to you? How does this work? What are those strings? However, all of those questions were dashed when she saw Spamton’s colors begin to mute. Stone weaved its way up his legs at an alarming pace. Didn’t… someone mention something about Darkners turning to stone? Ralsei! Ralsei did! That meant-

Ignorant or uncaring about what was happening, Spamton called a large phone on a string down that looked like a stereotypical wall phone. It dangled from one lone string, slightly swaying before he caught it. A ring began to play while stone already surged up to his waist. 

He wasn’t going to last long at all! Noelle yelled, “You’re… you’re going to turn entirely to stone! You can’t just-”

Something crackled through the receiver. The sound of static filled the room, making Noelle cover her ears for a moment. And yet, as she strained, she heard words. Words that gripped her very soul… words that weren’t meant for her… spilled through the receiver.

“ARE… WE… CONNECTED…?”

The words hung in the air for only a moment. The room shifted. Noelle began to shiver.

However, Spamton acknowledged none of those things.

Spamton’s face turned a deep crimson, sheer RAGE manifesting in smoke from the top of the machine while stone reached his shoulders. “YOU ONLY [answer call] WHEN I’M USEFUL? THEN LET ME GIVE YOU [my professional advice]!” He held the phone up to his mouth, beginning to scream, “[HATE. LET ME TELL YOU HOW MUCH I’VE COME TO HATE YOU SINCE [THE KNIGHT WHICH MAKES WITH BLACKENED KNIFE]. THERE ARE 387.44 [PIPIS] IN THIS [cungadero]].” Stone started to rise up to his mouth. “[IF THE WORD ‘HATE’ WAS HATCHED FROM EVERY [PIPIS], IT WOULD NOT EQUAL]-” Stone seized his lower jaw. It strangled him. The rage on the salesman's face instantly became solidified as it wrapped over his head.

It had gone silent all over again, a lone phone hanging from a thread.

“Spamton?” Noelle called out again, once more receiving no response. Why… did that happen so fast? Ralsei didn’t turn to stone like that at all! He seemed perfectly fine going out into the dark! Why did…?

Noelle was alone.

Noelle was deep in a Dark World that she barely memorized when she was here last on account of thinking it was a dream. Where was she going to go? What was she going to do? He just… let himself get turned to stone! Did he know that would happen the whole time? What was…

“YOU… ARE NOT… ALONE…”

The voice crackled through the phone’s receiver. 

Noelle started to tremble. No one could comfort her anymore. No one could even fill the silence for her anymore. Worse, this didn’t sound like the Angel. This sounded too different. The words clawed into her head in a way that she couldn’t place, like they were trying to get out the moment she heard them. “Who… who are you?”

“A MERE OBSERVER… OF YOUR WORLD’S… FATE…” The voice twitched slightly, like the static wanted to falter and die out. “I TRIED… TO SEND… AN ANGEL… WHO HAD THE RESOLVE… TO CHANGE FATE…”

Terror started to be burnt away by understanding. This… was what Spamton was talking about! She couldn’t talk to the Angel, but she could talk to someone close to them. But… she couldn’t focus. She could barely breathe. The ocean waves nearby scared her more than she cared to admit, and the voice kept getting nearer and nearer. She didn’t know what she was doing!

“YOU… ARE NOT… IN DANGER…”

The words still clawed, but the tone didn’t match. If Noelle didn’t know any better, she’d almost start to think that it was… trying to calm her down? Why was it trying to calm her down? The confusion was enough to slowly bring down the nerves in her body. No one was around to comfort her, but she clung to that bafflement for as long as she could.

She tried to wrest her voice under control, once more asking, “Y-you… know the Angel, right?”

“I CALLED THEM. I… SEARCHED FOR… THEM… AS THEY SEARCHED… FOR ME…”

Noelle slowly began to rise back up to her full height, managing to stabilize her nerves the slightest bit. There was still someone else here. Even if it was terrifying, the words still answered her clearly. For once, it seemed like she was being answered clearly. “I… have a lot of questions about them.”

“YOU MAY ASK… BUT WHILE… WE STILL HAVE… TIME…” The voice did not allow for her to ask immediately. “YOU MUST… BRING THE THREE HEROES… HERE… THEY ARE WHO… I MUST CONVENE WITH…”

The feeling of actually being useful for once and listened to was instantly drowned out by not being enough. Of course, she still wasn’t enough, even after she’d gone through all the work to get here! Indignation started to spark, even in the face of the terrifying voice. “Well… y-you’re talking to me right now! I’m the only one who’s here, and I’m getting answers!” 

The voice paused. “MY APOLOGIES. IT HAS BEEN… A LONG TIME SINCE I HAVE… SPOKEN WITH OTHERS BEYOND THE ANGEL. THIS BRIEF COMMUNICATION IS… TRULY EXCELLENT.” Somehow, that same strange itch in his tone came back. Despite the voice barely changing, it sounded apologetic. “OUR SITUATION IS DIRE… BUT I AM SURE YOU HAVE QUESTIONS… INQUIRE…”

As soon as she had permission, Noelle’s thoughts scrambled. Where should she start? All of her questions were about the Angel, and this is why she came here, so… “W-what even is the Angel? Like… I’ve read all of the… really scarce religious things we have about them. But like… everything I’ve seen about them is so different… from how they actually are.”

“I HAVE SPENT… SO LONG ATTEMPTING TO UNDERSTAND… THEIR NATURE. AND YET… I STILL… KNOW SO LITTLE…” The voice trailed off into static for a moment. Thinking. “AS MUCH AS… THIS WORLD… ATTEMPTS TO CREATE DISTINCTIONS… THEY APPEAR TO ACT… VERY SIMILAR TO ALL OF YOU…”

Yeah, Noelle noticed that. The Angel was planning road trips. It terrified her when their soul just launched into her and- “What’s the deal w-with the soul then? That can’t be good, right? They just…” Noelle was stammering out questions at this point, but she worried she’d run out of the nebulous time that the caller mentioned. She needed information to bring back to everyone else, to prove that she could tag along with them! “They took control of me!”

“IT IS HOW… THEY INTERACT WITH YOUR WORLD…” The voice’s words grew slightly more punctual. “THEY WERE MEANT… TO CONTROL… A BODY OF THEIR OWN. YET… IT WAS STOLEN.”

Without thinking, Noelle muttered, “That weird body…” She remembered seeing that in her mom’s office, a piece that didn’t quite fit. “Th-then if they’re so much like us, why did they threaten mom? Why did they threaten me?”

“IS THAT NOT… LIKE ALL OF YOU?” The voice through the phone sounded perplexed by her answer, hesitating for a moment longer. “YOUR WORLD’S HISTORY… INTERESTS ME. FRAGMENTS… SLIP BETWEEN THE CRACKS. THE GIRL… SUSIE… THREATENS THOSE CLOSEST TO YOU AS WELL…” The phone swung on the line precariously. “WHY DO YOU… ACCEPT HER… AND YET TURN AGAINST THEM…?”

“I-” Noelle glanced away from the phone, staring at the ground. “Because Susie is different! She’s not… this all-powerful being! She’s not even that mean! She’s just…” Noelle remembered Susie threatening Kris… saying that someone would make them disappear. Noelle hid in a locker and secretly wished that Susie would threaten her instead. Did… the person on the phone somehow know that?

The man on the other side let her think long enough for those thoughts to hook into her head. “ALL-POWERFUL… AND YET THEY ARE GONE. I QUESTION… YOUR IDEA OF POWER…” The voice’s words invoked a memory of Susie accusing Noelle’s mom of killing her best friend. “THEY ARE NOT MALICIOUS. THEY ARE NOT CRUEL. HOWEVER… THEY LOVE THIS WORLD… AND WOULD DO ANYTHING… TO PROTECT IT…”

But, Noelle could still feel the darkness weighing her down. Waves flooded Hometown entirely. Even this city, something that had been so spectacular when she was dragged in for the first time… had gone entirely silent. “If… if they’re threatening people, and this is what happens… then I don’t believe you.”

“YOU… HAVE PUT MUCH BELIEF… IN THIS IDEA OF A THREAT. HAVE YOU CONSIDERED… YOUR OWN FAMILY’S HAND… IN ALL OF THIS…?”

Noelle’s resolve began to break. The Knight fought and hurt everyone so many times, but that was Dess in there. There was no way that mom was actually fully in the right here, but that question still lingered in her head. What would Noelle do if someone threatened those closest to her?

The voice had another moment to speak. “I WILL ALLOW YOU… TO THINK OF THAT ON YOUR OWN. AS FOR THE ANGEL… EACH DARKNER… WAS SPARED. NO LIVES… WERE LOST… BEFORE THE ROARING… THEY EVEN ATTEMPTED TO… BEFRIEND YOU WHEN THE TIME CAME…” 

She remembered being included in the talks about the road trip. She remembered how normal they sounded. But how could she believe all of that when they were going behind her back and making threats? At least with Susie, that was always just her personality! A gruff exterior! Something that could easily be broken away and didn’t come with any actual stakes!

“THEY SWORE TO PROTECT YOU… AS WELL…”

Noelle sucked in a breath, her hand moving to grip her cloak tighter. When… did they ever do that? Noelle certainly hadn’t seen it, even though they went to her in fights.

“YOU NEED ONLY… TO ASK… THE PRINCE.”

No one could tell her things straight. Over and over again, she was being dragged to different people and never being told things. “Why can’t you just tell me, if you know that they said that?” 

“YOU DO NOT… BELIEVE ME,” the voice stated clearly, halting Noelle in her tracks. It… had mentioned clearly that the Angel swore to protect her, and she didn’t believe that, did she? “IN YOUR PURSUIT TO REMAIN UNHARMED BY FALSEHOODS… YOU ARE BEGINNING TO BREAK BONDS.”

She wasn’t. It was just that the answers were so obtuse! How was she supposed to parse any of it when no one would explain things clearly? Noelle grit her teeth. “H-how do I know that bringing Kris, Susie, and Ralsei here isn’t just… some kind of trap?” She had no reason to trust this voice! Spamton had already turned to stone, so why would she willingly trust this voice?

“IT IS… YOUR ONLY HOPE… OF SURVIVAL. THE ANGEL MUST RETURN.” The voice stated the last part clearly, static almost bleeding away. “DO NOT… DENY THEM THE CHANCE… TO KNOW THEIR FRIEND IS ALIVE.”

Why was it making this sound like it was her fault? “I…” The voice sounded like it was trying to guilt her into doing it! Besides, how did the Angel have such a strong grip on everyone else? Why did Susie pull away so quickly when Noelle started asking questions about the Angel? It wasn’t her fault that she hadn’t been told anything! It wasn’t her fault that she hadn’t been brought along!

As if being able to sense her thoughts, the voice answered on its own, “YOU KNOW LOSS WELL. WHAT MAKES… HER LOSS OF THE ANGEL… ANY DIFFERENT?”

At the Shelter, it always slipped off the tongue so easily that the Angel had perpetuated everything that was going on right now. Mom said it the most when she talked about the prophecy. The Dreemurrs started thinking the same when they just needed something to blame other than themselves about why the world had gone so wrong. They were supposed to be… a large prophecy figure. Mom always listed so many things that they were supposed to do, and Noelle never got to know the Angel well enough to figure out if that was true or not. It didn’t help how little was actually known about the Angel in general.

She knew nothing about them, other than the fact that Susie and Ralsei lied to her about what they did. That was the part that stung. All of her curiosities about the Angel began to rise up more and more every time she wondered just why everyone would lie to her. What about the Angel was important enough for everyone around her to lie to her over and over again?

She didn’t want to be angry with Susie. She didn’t… Maybe she’d pushed too far, but she was just tired of all of it. How could she not be? Every stone uncovered was another question as to why she was left out of the loop. Why was she always wrong for being mad every once in a while?

The voice was right. She didn’t trust it. But maybe, she could just get something else from it while she was here. Maybe, it could tell her something that would make her want to believe it.

“If… if I help you, then at least tell me something.” Noelle built her resolve again, even though all of her thoughts still rattled aimlessly through her head. The voice spoke like it knew of her loss. It spoke like it knew too much about her. She focused on one of the only things Spamton told her, questioning, “What… happened to Dess?”

The voice paused. Longer than it ever had before, it didn’t say a thing. Noelle started to get worried that she had somehow lost connection before it finally spoke again, “THE SAME THING… THAT HAPPENED TO ME… AND YET… INCREDIBLY DIFFERENT.” The voice crackled through the phone, not too dissimilar from the way that Dess’ voice somehow spoke through the glasses. “WHAT REMAINS OF HER… WAITS IN THE DARK. IT TORMENTS. IT CREATES FOUNTAINS… WITH BLACKENED KNIFE. HER CHOICES… STILL MATTER. HER DECISIONS… STILL AFFECT THIS WORLD. ALONG THE WAY… SHE LOST SOMETHING.”

Noelle’s voice began to die in the back of her throat over and over again. Even worse than last time, she hardly understood what the voice was saying. Both he and Spamton sounded so obtuse about it instead of just telling her what was going on outright! “H-how do I help her then?!?” Noelle asked, “Mom… said that everything would be fine when the Roaring ended. Surely that means… I can do something!” She didn’t really believe that at this point, but she still clung to the possibility that Dess could be fine. Even if…

“YOU ARE UNABLE.”

The voice uttered the words plainly, like they were too unfortunate a truth. Noelle felt something within her begin to freeze over entirely. No, that couldn’t be right. Noelle shook her head, arguing with a phone that probably couldn’t see her. “You… you’re wrong! If she’s… still out there, then I can-”

“YOU ARE UNABLE. YOU WILL PERISH,” the voice stated plainly yet again, growing louder. “THE ONLY BEING CAPABLE OF REVERTING… ALL THE TRAGEDY THAT HAS BEFALLEN YOUR TALE… IS THE ANGEL.”

Noelle’s hand clenched into a fist, beginning to shake while she whispered, “Why?”

“YOU CANNOT WALK WHERE THEY MUST. SHOULD YOU WISH… TO SEE A BETTER ENDING… YOU MUST GUIDE THE HEROES HERE.”

How could she trust that? The voice didn’t give her clear answers. She came all the way out here, and she still wasn’t any closer to personally understanding any of this! Anyone could just claim that the right thing to do was bring her friends here, but how was she supposed to actually know?

Noelle went rigid when something in the room began to change. The air grew heavier. The waves moved erratically.

As if she was underwater, the darkness rushed through her nostrils. It was just air, and yet her entire body felt weighed down. Crushed. Instantaneously, and with no warning at all, the world felt like it shuddered.

“What’s happening???” Noelle called out to the voice, hoping that it was still there.

For a while, the static was all that she heard. Again, she thought that she had been left alone in the dark. Worriedly, Noelle began to glance around the room. Had the call been lost? What changed? What caused it to-

The static grew thicker than normal, masking the voice. However, Noelle could still understand it for now. “THE ANGEL… HAS PERISHED ONCE MORE…”

Noelle managed to clear her head just a little bit, only for her head to whip around to the phone. “They WHAT? What do you MEAN ‘once more’?”

“THE WORLD WILL GROW DARKER… EVERY TIME THEY DIE.” The voice grew more urgent. “DANGER APPROACHES…. FIND YOUR ALLIES. THEY WILL… SOON BE IN… SIMILAR DANGER…” The static began to grow, the voice starting to fade. “STAY… QUIET…”

“Wait, what???” Noelle shouted to the phone, only to receive no response. This time, she wasn’t going to be tricked. The voice… would be back! She wasn’t going to say that out loud, especially when she could still hear that last command echoing through her head. What did he mean by stay quiet? What danger was…

“THE BRIDGE… NORTH…”

The phone went silent, static cutting off.

Noelle froze. Again, she started to become afraid all over again when she was alone. What did… the voice mean that the world would grow darker when the Angel died? They did die??? Multiple times?

That voice in her head that sounded suspiciously like Ralsei told her that she was out of her depth.

Focus. Focus. Noelle could still do this. What was the last thing he said to do? She needed to find her friends. That was right! That was what this was all about originally, and she got sidetracked by Spamton!

But… where were they?

Noelle could figure that out while she got out of here! The phone continued dangling from above, ready to be used again. Spamton’s statue loomed over her, reminding her that she did come in here with someone and would now be leaving without him.

He came all this way… just to yell at the voice on the other side of the phone.

Well, he also left her with something else. Noelle had to remember the ring in her pocket. If it could help her cast better, then she might need it. She wasn’t going to be useless again. So, with her hand close to the ring in her pocket, she began to leave the scary hallway.

Roars sounded off in the distance. The darkness kept growing thicker. Even the bright lights that used to flash in Queen’s Castle had gone out. The place was far too eerie, and when Noelle walked out into the main room, she felt a shiver go down her spine.

Just as quickly as it came, that suffocating feeling lifted. The darkness started to lift just a little bit, but Noelle couldn’t tell if it stayed darker. The room definitely seemed-

Noelle held her breath, diving back down the hallway.

Do not shriek. Do not make a noise. That was what the voice was talking about when he said that she was in danger.

The sound of tearing echoed through Queen’s empty castle. Noelle put a hand over her mouth, keeping the other wrapped around the ring in her pocket. It started to pierce her a bit, making her wince while she tried to hold her breath.

The air by the door began to distort. Noelle pinned herself further against the wall. Hopefully, it wouldn’t see her. Hopefully, she hadn’t already been spotted. A shadow started to rise up in the backside of her mind. It started to claw at the back of her head. It-

Darkness stared at Noelle, covering what used to be a face and leaving it entirely empty.

Like a deer in headlights, she froze. Of course she did. She got too caught up on the details, she supposed. She’d seen the Knight before. She knew what it was. However, she’d never been this close. The antlers were always a dead giveaway. But… everything else about her was always so wrong. With all the words that came from Spamton… and all that the voice had said… Noelle wondered if it had ever been Dess under there.

The voice said that her choices were still hers.

However, when a blank face stared at Noelle, she couldn’t help but want to scream.

Eyes riddled all over the Knight’s body zeroed in on Noelle. For a second, she thought something terrible would happen. Then, with the eyes still open, all of the wounds in the darkness began to slowly close up, leaving nothing but the dark exterior of the Knight to stare at Noelle.

The Knight hovered, watching her.

It didn’t attack. It didn’t move. Arms hung limp in front of the Knight while it stared, lacking that one spot of light that usually showed its expressions.

Noelle slowly brought her hand down from her face, releasing the ring. Her hand came out of her pocket still stinging. Every part of her body urged her to run, but she fought that down. She never got to really see the Knight this up close before, but now that she could… some part of her stupidly tried to reach out.

“D-do you… recognize me?” Noelle asked, not knowing what was happening. From what it sounded like, Dess was part of mom’s plan. That had to mean that she did recognize mom, right? But now, with how much it looked like she’d changed… Noelle wasn’t sure. 

Slowly, the Knight’s empty face moved to look at the hand that just left her pocket. Beads of red formed where the thorns had gotten her.

“S-sorry! I’m not hurt, I’m just-” Noelle started to feel something stinging in her eyes. Could she be heard? She hoped that she could. “Are you-”

A hand lunged out for her wrist.

Noelle shrieked, immediately trying to pull away as something began to take away from the light that welled within her. The hand dug into her far too much, and as she tried to pull away, the Knight’s grip did not budge.

Noelle pulled again, pleading, “D-Dess! You’re hurting-”

As if the name meant nothing to it, the Knight lifted the bloodied hand. The empty face observed it for a few seconds before slowly turning down to a red patch bleeding through Noelle’s cloak.

The Knight’s other hand drew forward, plucking something out of Noelle’s pocket with far more care than the other hand that had her ensnared.

Pain continued. Noelle brought her other hand back, ice beginning to crackle at her fingertips. “I-I don’t want to attack you, but if you… if you don’t let go… I’ll…”

The empty face turned towards Noelle’s attacking hand. As if something had gotten through, or perhaps out of doing what it wanted to do, the Knight released her wrist.

When Noelle finally gripped her wrist, she saw that the color of her fur had been entirely drained. Desperately, she cast her own heal, managing to bring back feeling again.

However, as she looked up, she realized that her pocket felt a little lighter. 

In the Knight’s claws sat a ring made of thorns. The empty face tilted the object over and over again, inspecting it for just a moment. 

Wait, no-

The Knight snatched the ring fully into its hand. The empty face took one last look at Noelle before the darkness began to grow once more. The once rigid form of the Knight morphed, flying out the door in a streak of black.

The darkness kept growing.

Noelle had just lost the one thing that could help her even the playing field. What did it mean that the Knight had it? What did-

Focus, Noelle! She lived! She survived! She just… she just had to keep going. She just had to find her friends. If they were in danger like the voice said, then she had to keep going.

For too long, Noelle stayed rooted in place, thinking about the empty face staring at her bloodied hand.

 


 

The first moment things went wrong wasn’t even from the Pure Crystal.

Well, things had already gone stupidly wrong. Susie wasn’t going to deny that after seeing the prophecy just casually floating in front of her. Of course, it still had to be there. Of course. Even after all of the suffering that the Roaring already brought on her and all of her friends, it wasn’t enough for that damn prophecy. There had to be just one more tragedy, one more thing to make sure that the three of them never saw the end of all of this.

She wanted to break it apart with her bare hands, but it would always appear somewhere else.

Susie didn’t have time to get far, because everything went to shit well before they even got out of the church.

Somewhere, in the distance, the ground started to rumble. With the church no longer separated from all of the other Dark Worlds, it was easier to see far out. All three of them ran to see what was going on, but Susie had already felt something like this before.

One of the Grand Doors had opened.

A large Dark World burst through the waves far off. It was too dark to make out the details, but a new silhouette was made. Everything in the Roaring could probably see it. The Titans hadn’t come to Toriel’s house when the Knight wrenched its door open, but that was far off across town. This new Dark World opened in the center, not too far off from where the northern bridge ended.

No one asked what happened. Susie already had an idea. The Knight figured out it could open Kris’ door, so what was stopping it from doing it again? 

Ralsei stared at the Dark World, breathing deeply to try to calm himself. “I… suppose who we’re going to help first has been decided for us.”

Kris nodded, the path being clearly set by them. “Might’ve run out. Had no other choice,” they reasoned, putting their hand on their chin, “Left the door unlocked last time. Knight would’ve done it sooner if it could.”

“Are we sure about that?” Susie didn’t buy it. The way it flung the door open was brutal, like it didn’t even matter. “There’s another thing that’s weird. Like… it’s clearly getting darker, but… do we even know if the Roaring is getting bigger?” She started looking out on the horizon wherever she could, counting the Titans. “The Knight hasn’t even made more Titans… unless it’s fighting us.”

Ralsei’s head sank slightly into his scarf. “I… haven’t sensed any other fountains being created. But… you’re right. It would be quite easy to keep making them. How long it would take to cover the world… I don’t know.” His hand moved under the Shadow Mantle, no doubt hanging onto the Pure Crystal. “I don’t want to imagine why the Knight hasn’t started doing that yet.”

Almost a bit hopefully, Kris mentioned, “Could mean she’s still there. Aware. Doesn’t want it to get worse.” They tried to cling to the idea in a way that made Susie’s skin crawl. She didn’t have any love for the Knight at all like Kris did. “It stopped attacking. At the bridge. Might recognize us.”

Susie scoffed at the thought, “It sure didn’t take it easy on us. The two of us nearly died last time we got in a fight.” Honestly, Kris sounded like they needed a win in all of this, but Susie wasn’t just gonna sit here and act like the Knight didn’t drag Ralsei through the damn floor.

 “It also…” Ralsei brought the Pure Crystal out from under the mantle. “It also tried to take this. With that… and with how much darker it gets when the Angel’s light goes out… I’m worried that the Roaring being contained isn’t actually something that is helping us.”

“Well duh.” Susie gestured out to the horizon. “Can’t exactly save anyone outside of town who gets wrapped up in all of this.”

Ralsei shook his head. “The Titans are wandering, but they also seem to be searching. Whenever they see the Angel’s light, they always come looking. It seems like…” For a few more seconds, Ralsei thought to try to put the pieces together. “...like we’re being corralled. With how large the Roaring already is, if we managed to somehow leave town through the dark, the Knight would… likely struggle to find us. It would struggle to find what’s left of the Angel.”

That… kinda made sense. Susie still had a problem with it though. “Then why the hell did it open the door to Kris’ house? We were pretty much sitting ducks until we had a path into the studio.”

It was Kris who answered, something breathy creeping its way into their voice, “Knew you could escape to the Light World. Didn’t have another option.” Their eyes vanished further under their bangs. “Might’ve known I was in there too. Keeping me from getting to you fast. Has to be smart for that. It is smart.”

Ugh, well they weren’t going to get any closer just sitting here. Susie gestured out to the Dark World again, getting things back on track. “Well, we don’t have time to sit around and think about it all day. Let’s get whoever the hell is going to be a thorn in our side next.”

“Was Catti’s Grand Door,” Kris muttered.

Susie instantly disliked her odds about anything being normal at all during this rescue mission.

It took not as long to get down the bookshelves, considering the three of them could just jump down a lot of the sheer drops. Susie sometimes forgot every now and then that she wouldn’t shatter her ankles when she did that. 

Things didn’t go wrong for a while after that. The Titans were still pretty much scattered. The Angel hadn’t started shining like they did sometimes, so they never really had a point to focus on. Of course, the luck couldn’t stay that way. A lot of them had started to look towards the new Dark World that opened up, and slowly began to walk in its direction.

That put the three of them in a race. Great. Well, as long as they could get one house to safety, that was a win. They just had to take this bit by bit.

The boat ride up north continued. A large, spiraling tower eventually started to become visible the closer they got to the new Dark World. The Dark World looked pretty sprawling in general, but the odd tower stuck out like a sore thumb. Susie thought it looked like a Wizard Tower or something, but Kris corrected her about it actually being a Witch Tower. Huge difference apparently.

When they finally got to the Dark World properly, everyone knew they’d have to be fast.

People barely said anything except for hoarse whispers from Kris to tell them where to look. Actually exploring the new terrain started to take a while. They had time while the Titans crossed the ocean, but Susie didn’t like how long this was taking. The silence started to last long enough for her own thoughts to start running wild.

How the hell would she do this right this time?

Catti already didn’t like her, but Susie wasn’t really worried about that part. The whole damn town could hate her for all she cared. No. What Susie really needed was to actually oust Carol this time. She just… didn’t know how at this point.

If anyone was gonna be on her side, it was the Dreemurrs. Surely, they’d actually care that all this prophecy stuff put Kris in danger. She still wanted to kick herself for not just telling them the whole deal sooner, but what the hell was she supposed to do? They were out in the Roaring! Kris and Ralsei both needed her to be with them far more than the Dreemurrs needed stuff explained! It wasn’t like Asriel was going to listen to her anyway!

Officer Undyne might’ve been a better bet, but it turned out that the police chief only remembered that she was a delinquent. Susie thought that just maybe Undyne would stay mad enough at Carol to start crushing skulls, but Undyne folded the moment Asgore vouched for Carol. Kris’ dad being the police chief before meant that Undyne would just… listen to him over anyone else.

And that dumbass still kept trying to justify what he and Carol did.

Not even Noelle was on her side. Noelle! She had talked to the Angel, and still thought that Carol was right about them! Every talk just started to feel more uncomfortable than the last. Noelle wanted to hear about all of the Dark World stuff. She wanted to try to comfort Susie with all that was happening. She asked over and over again how to help…

All of that was nice, but how the hell could Susie just accept that… knowing what Noelle thought about one of her best friends?

Susie didn’t even know if they were okay. Twice now, they’d gotten hurt enough for the light to go completely out. They were alone when she promised them that she wouldn’t leave them behind. Now, whenever they got back, they’d see nothing but people blaming them for things that they didn’t even do.

Noelle knew them.

Sure, she didn’t spend as much time around the Angel as everyone else, but Noelle KNEW them! What was it all for? Did it really matter that much that they threatened Carol? Susie did that to Kris more times than she could count, but somehow Noelle still liked her. Susie punched Carol in the damn face in front of Noelle, but somehow that was still fine too! Why was Susie different? Was she any different, or was she missing something?

Every day, Susie wondered how the hell Kris even decided to be friends with her. She’d cling to that forever, no matter what a stupid prophecy said. Still, she knew what it was like to think about that all too much. She’d done the same exact thing to Lancer too, nearly killing him in the bottom of a prison. 

She wasn’t any different from the Angel.

Everything they did haunted them too. Every time the Angel brought something up that they did in the past, they tried everything in their power to convince Susie that she would be fine just throwing them away now.

It didn’t make sense for Noelle to treat Susie any differently.

…okay, where the hell was Catti and her family?

They searched for a while. No sign of any other Lightners came. Over and over, the three of them managed to spot all of the Darkners that weren’t so lucky. Stone statues littered this Dark World, and Susie didn’t miss the way that Ralsei tried to avoid looking at all of them.

None of them would be movable. Susie already failed that with Ralsei, and he weighed basically nothing usually.

After what seemed like hours, Kris finally came to a stop deep in the Dark World, frowning. “They’re not here.”

Ralsei tried to ignore the loud sounds of footfalls growing closer and closer. “Are… are we sure? They could’ve… wandered anywhere in the Dark World, and it did take us a while to get here. We might just… have to keep looking until we run into each other.”

They’d gotten close to the edge of the Dark World, considering Susie could hear waves crashing against a cliffside nearby. Over and over, the sound of stomping echoed through the dark. It’d be stupid to leave anyone out here. They’d get chewed up and spit back out by the Roaring. But, now that she thought about it… “...How do we not know that something didn’t already happen to ‘em?”

Kris frowned, turning away. “Nothing did.” Even though Susie couldn’t see their face, she could hear the way they grit their teeth while they talked. “Can’t. Not included in the prophecy. Doesn’t work like that.”

Ralsei opened his mouth like he wanted to say something, but he thought better of it and turned away. Hell, even Susie knew that Carol’s whole plan might not actually work like Kris thought it would. Yeah, the worlds would be saved, but did that really mean everyone but the three of them and the Angel would be fine?

Still, Kris’ head started to lower when they got no response. It didn’t matter if the two of them said anything or not. Kris could tell exactly what was on their minds.

Susie stepped forward, putting a hand on their shoulder and trying to grin. “Well, we’ll keep looking for 'em, ‘k? They gotta be around here somewhere.” Trying to lighten the mood, she punched their shoulder. “Catti has gotta be smart enough not to go in the water, right? I saw her actually hiss in the rain once.”

Faintly, a smile started to barely inch onto their face. They nodded, turning to Ralsei. “Titans. Getting closer. How much time?”

Ralsei had taken to looking in the direction they all came, sighing, “I… I don’t know. We’re already pushing things by being here, and the longer we stay here, the… more chances there are for something to go wrong.” He clutched the Pure Crystal. “With the Angel’s light going out earlier… I’m worried that they’re still in some kind of danger.”

Kris nodded, steeling themself. “Then we go fast. Double back. Try to catch them on the way.”

They only got a few steps before Ralsei’s fear came true.

A flicker of light, a surge of something faint, and then all of it sputtered out entirely. Susie whipped her head around, and only saw Ralsei holding a dim crystal.

For the third time, the Angel’s light had completely gone out. Ralsei’s eyes began to dull. The panic the last two times came immediately, but this time, he only looked sad. Exactly as he said it would, the Angel had fallen again. Ralsei took a deep breath, trembling while stone started to take hold. 

When Ralsei noticed Susie and Kris watching him, he tried to force a smile. “Don’t… don’t worry about me. They’ll come back.” His smile barely even lasted for a few seconds while he watched the crystal. “I know… better than to doubt them by now.”

Titans began to roar again. The world grew just a bit darker. Susie didn’t like just standing here while Ralsei turned to stone, but neither she nor Kris could do anything about it. They just had to wait. But still, while the darkness grew thicker, Susie questioned, “Why is it… getting darker every time?”

“I’m… not entirely sure, but…” Ralsei shut his eyes, recalling something that he didn’t want to. “‘A countdown to the earth’s expire’ seems like it could… fit.”

The light began to bloom once more in Ralsei’s palms. The darkness lifted only a little bit. Stone around his body cracked and crumbled away. That time, they didn’t take long. It was stupid that Susie was starting to time it now in her head. Them getting hurt that badly… or worse… shouldn’t even be timed. It shouldn’t have ever happened at all. “This pisses me off,” Susie mumbled, crossing her arms and trying to mask it as protecting herself from the cold.

Kris tilted their head in silent question.

“They’re out there getting hurt, and none of us can do anything but just hope that they get back up again.” Susie stared up at the blackened sky, her claws digging harshly into one of her arms. “If I ever get my hands on whatever’s doing that to ‘em, I swear I’ll-”

“Susie.” Kris put their hand on the side of her arm, getting her attention before she could yell any further. Their eyes trailed to Ralsei, seeing that he had fully risen to his feet. “Need to keep going. Before anything happens again.”

She hated that they were right. All she wanted to do was yell, but as Asriel clearly showed her earlier, yelling only attracted more Titans. So, she stifled it. But, when she got her hands on whatever was doing this to them, there’d be hell to pay.

Susie glanced at Ralsei, making sure that he was fine too. For a second, she thought that the stone took a bit longer to vanish, but he rose up to his full (small) height without much issue. He didn’t let go of the Pure Crystal though. Even though this had happened three times already, he still must’ve not been able to shake off that feeling of them being gone.

There was nothing left to do but continuing to look.

A few minutes passed. Titans grew nearer. The world stayed dark.

Ralsei fell out of step a second time.

Never before had the Angel’s light gone out twice in a row. This time, he gasped behind her, nearly tripping on his own feet while one of them suddenly became heavier than the other. Susie managed to catch him before he toppled over entirely.

“...They’re up against something bad,” Ralsei whispered, trying to keep his breaths even while the world began to shudder even more. “I’m sorry. If I can’t… move, then w-we might get a bit held up.”

Kris glanced at Ralsei before looking back at how much more of the Dark World there still was to cover. They started bouncing on their feet, progress halted. “Not your fault. Can’t control what’s happening.”

Where the hell was Catti? “Isn’t her family, like, loud?” Susie questioned, starting to see the same problem that Kris was. Beyond the Angel getting hurt, beyond her friend being turned to stone, this was going to make sure that a Titan or two reached them if they stayed for much longer. They needed to think of something. “If they’re here, then we’d hear ‘em, right?”

Kris anxiously ran fingers through their hair. “Think so…” They started to run over their options, and frowned the more and more they talked. “Can’t search forever if this happens again. Titans getting closer. Have to try something else.”

“I-It’ll be fine!” Ralsei stammered, the light flickering again in his hands. Stone started to recede, but it was noticeably slower. Susie stopped being able to see the grey bridges stretching across the land. Still, Ralsei managed to push himself to his feet even though the stone hadn't entirely broken away yet. “Th-the Angel will be fine. We just have to keep going.”

Except… Susie could still see the stone slowly receding. The last few times, it crumbled away. But now, even she could feel the darkness trying to crush her. “Ralsei…?” When he saw her staring at the stone, he followed her gaze, his eyes beginning to tremble.

That was enough. Susie immediately picked him up off of his feet. Sure, he might get heavy for a bit. Yeah, she ran the risk of dropping him by accident. But right now, they needed to go fast.

Kris pointed in the direction they came, commanding, “Need to find somewhere safe. To hide.” They took off running, and Susie immediately ran with them with Ralsei in her arms.

With the stone finally dissipating entirely, Ralsei considered his own options. “I-I don’t even know if I can get us out of here. If this happens again while we’re on the water, then we would… be stuck over and over again.”

Those two were usually the ones who actually planned, but Susie had concerns of her own. Despite not being able to see anything else in the distance, she saw a silver light beginning to peek through the dark. They didn’t have much time. “It’s either get stuck on the water or get stuck with Titans!” Somehow, both of them were equally terrifying ideas. 

Wind began to whip around them while they ran. Where would even be a good place to hide? They didn’t know this Dark World in and out, and a giant tower sticking out of the middle of nowhere was probably the most obvious hiding spot ever. Kris seemed to be going back in the direction of the boat, mentioning, “Boat has floated before. Better than dealing with Titans. Can get away. Angel doesn’t stay gone long.”

It was their best bet. Hopefully, they’d find Catti and the rest of her family on the way.

They didn’t.

Over and over, the light went out. Susie struggled to keep carrying Ralsei, having to drop him a few times despite her plan. At least this way, he wouldn’t be exhausting his magic early. They’d probably be dealing with Titans soon, which meant he was going to struggle with the boat. Who cared about whether or not it wasn’t efficient enough? It was better than standing there and letting him petrify over and over again!

Other than the waves, other than the sound of their labored breaths, and other than the sound of Titans getting closer and closer, the Dark World remained eerily silent. They did not find anyone who they were supposed to. They could barely see anything anymore. First, Susie couldn’t see the distant bridges. Then, even the Titans’ silhouettes in the dark became hard to spot. Susie couldn’t even see distant markers in the same Dark World that she was in. Their world was being covered in darkness.

“Th-that was longer than the last time.” Ralsei stammered, being lifted off the ground after his petrification began to revert in an agonizingly slow fashion. The difference had become all too obvious now. The stone no longer crumbled away whenever the Angel came back. It crept slowly out of Ralsei’s fur, finally releasing him after a struggle. Ralsei glanced around, making the same observation that Susie did. “It… sure has gotten a lot darker, hasn’t it?”

Susie eyed the Pure Crystal for a little bit longer, trying to keep herself calm. They were almost to the boat. “Yeah, but… y’know, it’s better than you or the Angel getting hurt.”

“I just worry…” Ralsei stared at the light a little more before tucking it under the Shadow Mantle. “It’s… a lot easier to see a light when every other light is off. I’m worried that the Titans could… see us soon without the Angel shining too bright.”

Great. Their one advantage could just go away. If they couldn’t go through the Roaring without Titans always knowing where they were, then none of them had a chance. All it took was for the Knight to get a read on where they were, and they would be having to go lick their wounds somewhere.

And still, they kept running.

That’s all they could ever do now: run.

The rescue mission didn’t even do anything. By the time Titans are making their way into the actual Dark World, they’d made it back to the boat. There was no sign of any other Lightners, and Susie didn’t even wanna think about what could’ve happened to them. There was just nothing. 

“So… what? Do we try another Light World?” Susie questioned, setting Ralsei down into the boat. All of that time, and they had nothing to show for it. 

The looming star not far away enough drew Kris’ attention. “Can go somewhere else. Maybe the apartments. Or back to the Shelter to wait this out.” There was a reason they came to the central neighborhood first, but now that all the Titans showed up, those plans were shot. “Can’t stay here.”

As Ralsei got situated at the front of the boat, he didn’t look at the two of them while apologizing, “I-I really am sorry, Kris. We would’ve had more time to search if I didn’t…”

The apology wasn’t for Susie, but it was one that wasn’t needed anyway. “You’re fine, dude. Not your fault the dark actually just turns you into a statue.”

Kris nodded, but they did stare back at the Dark World, even as the boat began to take off in the opposite direction. “Just don’t understand where they went.”

There was an obvious answer, but Susie couldn’t say it right now. If this damn prophecy was going to mark the three of them, then it could at least keep up its end of the bargain for everyone else until that time came! Not that it was going to come, but come ON, could they just have anything good?

They’d just have to try again. There wasn’t another option. No matter what, the three of them were the only people who might actually stand a chance in the Roaring. Carol might, but Susie would bet that Carol wouldn’t lift a finger to actually go out and help anyone else in the Roaring. She probably thought that it’d all turn out fine, because a stupid prophecy vaguely said so.

The boat skipped across the water, heading south next to the bridge. Titans fully crashed into the Dark World that the three of them had just left. Even though Ralsei had to stop so many times, they’d managed to make it through. At least, this probably meant that all of them could go for a round two at the apartments. The waves were getting higher and higher with the Titans around, but Susie was gonna count her blessings that no Titan Spawn had started showing up out of the water.

Of course, the luck couldn’t last.

Just like Ralsei warned them, the boat careened into the water when stone wrapped around his body. Once again, the Angel’s light went out. Once again, the world became darker.

Without thinking, Kris grabbed Ralsei to make sure that he didn’t fall over. Susie clawed the sides of the boat to stabilize herself while it splashed into the water. The droplets touching her skin didn’t do much, but she always felt something static whenever she got hit. It never lasted as long as those stupid attacks from anything Titan-related, but that wasn’t the point.

The boat started to rock precariously, going up and down the waves. It… it was fine. Susie tried to lean her weight against it to keep it from tipping over entirely. They’d done this before back when there were three other people on board. It’d be fine.

Stone began to collect around Ralsei’s body a lot faster than usual. It wasn’t anything that he wasn’t used to at this point, but he still called out, “I-Is everyone okay?”

“You okay?” Kris asked immediately to Ralsei in return, kneeling down to lower their own center of balance. They only had one hand, and it was being used to hang onto their friend at the moment. “Stone’s bad.”

It was higher up than Susie had ever seen it. The dark was only going to get worse.

“I-I’m fine, just…” The light flickered back on, Ralsei not even giving himself time for the stone to leave before he began channeling magic again. The boat almost lifted out of the water before crashing back down. The stone still hadn’t receded enough for him to start casting again. “It’s just starting to get worse, I think.”

The stone had slowed to a crawl. Thankfully, the boat was at least well made, and it didn’t look like it’d tip over anytime soon now that they’d gotten it under control. Susie stayed at the back to keep it stable, no matter how much she wanted to go over there and get a look at Ralsei’s face herself.

“Can go to shore if you need it,” Kris offered, pointing up at the bridge before immediately steadying Ralsei again with their hand. “Getting bad. Might have to keep walking. Water isn’t good.”

Almost instantly, the Angel fell again. Their light wisped out. Without the stone even fully going away, Ralsei let out a strangled noise. It started to crawl its way back up at a rapid pace. “H-hold the crystal away from me, okay?” He asked Kris, taking it in his hand and offering it outward. “I… I don’t want it to risk it getting stuck to me if this gets bad enough.”

“Hey! You need that!” Susie shouted before he could do anything stupid. “Don’t put it further away-”

“It’s just a precaution!” Ralsei hastily explained, but his hand was trembling. “If I do turn into a statue, I don’t want…” He trailed off, but Susie already knew what he was thinking about. If the crystal was gone, that was the last connection with the Angel gone too.

Slowly, Kris lifted their hand off of Ralsei to grab the crystal itself. His arm got locked in place soon after, the stone weaving its way up to his neck. Kris’ eyes flashed under their hair. “What do we do if it gets worse?”

Ralsei took a breath, trying to ignore the fact that his body was locking up more and more. “I… I don’t think you can do anything. The Angel’s light… and their soul was really all that was protecting me. I-If I fully petrify, then…”

The light came back. Susie couldn’t see the bridge above them anymore. The darkness was closing in too much. Her magic felt like it was tightening, even without a Titan close enough for that to happen.

“Their soul helped…” Kris mumbled to themself.

But of course, the Angel was somewhere far away, and neither of them could do a damn thing about it.

Ralsei tried to cast again when the stone receded down to his knees. The boat started moving through the water again, but he didn’t seem to have the strength to actually lift it. 

Susie would count their blessings that he didn’t, because the light went out again not a few minutes after the last time. They were fighting something that was knocking them down over and over again. A shadow began to crawl up in the backside of her mind again. If she just hadn’t shoved that soul into a damn Titan, then maybe they’d still be safe here. If she just didn’t push them to keep going, even when they were panicking about their ability to rewind time being gone, then it all would’ve been fine.

Every time the light went out, the weight on her shoulders increased more. Every time the light went out, she got closer and closer to losing Ralsei. She couldn’t even do anything about it. She couldn’t fight the problem. She couldn’t talk down the problem. The problem was him turning to rock.

A light turned their way.

It wasn’t a comforting one. It wasn’t one that Susie sometimes felt in the most desperate of moments. Instead, the star of the closest Titan finally felt something else close by.

Susie turned to look at Kris and Ralsei, but they were both too distracted or too petrified to notice. As quietly as she could, she pointed and whispered, “The Titan saw us!”

“Kris. Susie.” Ralsei called out, his voice remaining steady in a way that Susie always hated. Whenever he managed to keep his voice level in a situation like this, there was something very wrong. He couldn’t turn his head to look at her, but he managed to turn ever-so-slightly to look at Kris. “The next time the Angel comes back, do you think… you would both be able to run if I got the boat onto the bridge?”

“I can try to carry you.” Susie knew that she couldn’t with the stone that bad. She’d try though. She could-

“I wasn’t asking you to do that, Susie.”

Susie’s heart dropped. Her teeth began to bare. As if she would even think about doing something like that. “We’re going to find a way to get all of us out of here, okay?” She glanced back at the Titan, watching it slowly begin to lumber closer. “There’s time. I’m not doing this again. We’re not losing to… to this. Of all things.” It was unfair. It wasn’t even a grandiose fight. The three of them were just stuck on a normal rescue mission, and the Angel’s light couldn’t stay alive.

A spark lit under Kris’ eye, and they gave Susie a grin. “Not leaving. Not even close” They brought their hand out, stretching their fingers over and over again. “Not leaving again.”

Their hand dug through their chestplate like it wasn’t even there.

Kris didn’t even yell. They grit their teeth when their hand dug for something rooted deep into their chest. Just like they had done many times before with the Angel, they wrenched an orange soul from their chest, lifting it high in the air.

“No…” Ralsei stared at the orange light that faintly flickered in the dark. “Don’t… don’t give me that. We don’t know what’ll happen to you in the Roaring without your soul. We don’t know-”

“Just slowing it down.” Kris brought the soul forward. Susie wasn’t even sure if it could enter Ralsei’s chest with the stone covering him. However, the heart began to flicker, its light just barely beginning to cause the stone to slow to a crawl. “Until they get back.”

The Titan in the distance roared. If there was any doubt that they were about to be engaged, it was entirely gone.

Ralsei stared down at the Pure Crystal dangling uselessly from his neck. It hadn’t petrified with him, but he started to call out. He whispered their name, deciding to rat both of them out. “I… Kris and Susie are doing something really reckless, a-and they’re not listening to me!” His head craned as much as it could to look at the Titan approaching while the waves still battered their little boat. This was one of the longest gaps between the light reappearing. 

Screeches through the dark appeared. Small lights designating little eyeballs of Spawn began to peek through the ocean.

Ralsei called out the name even louder, one that only a select few knew. “Please! W-we need you to come back now!”

In the dark, a light once again began to flicker.

The light from Kris’ soul joined it, the two faint sparks in the dark slowly managing to revert the stone on Ralsei’s body. Susie readied her axe, waiting for the first sign of attack from the water. 

The moment a snake leapt from the ocean, Ralsei slammed his palms downward. The boat started to slowly inch forward, growing faster and faster while the stone left his body. Susie channeled Rude Buster, striking the offending snake in the head while Spawn finally began to leave the water.

Ralsei yelled, the boat finally lifting out of the water and surging through the waves. Stone receded around his body enough to let him move again, but he kept his palms pinned to the floor like his life depended on it. To be fair, all of their lives did, but Susie wasn’t going to tell him that.

“And never ask us to leave you behind again, got it?!” Susie yelled at Ralsei before bashing another Titan Spawn back in the water. Moments later, she leapt up onto the laser cannon, starting to blast at the trail of darkness just like she had before.

Kris pushed their own soul back into their chest, breathing a sigh of relief. Sweat dripped down their forehead, but before they summoned their Blackshard, they punched Ralsei’s shoulder. “Would miss you too much.”

Ralsei lowered his head, but Susie could see his shoulders shaking.

Navigating back towards the south started to go very rough. They could barely see the support beams for the bridge in front of them anymore, so Ralsei gave a wide berth from the actual bridges just so they wouldn’t accidentally crash into it. 

The Titan wasn’t fast enough to keep up with them now that Ralsei wasn’t getting petrified. For a while, they started creating distance. For a while, Susie started to hope that the three of them and the Angel were all gonna be fine in their respective fights.

But of course, they couldn’t be lucky enough.

Just when they started making progress, the Pure Crystal began to flare out. Instead of dying, instead of the light being snuffed out again, it did the exact opposite. The light twitched and writhed until it blasted outward, clearing all of the excess stone off of Ralsei and invigorating all three of them again.

…but that always spelt disaster.

Ralsei urged the boat to move faster while he still had the chance. They skipped over the top of the waves, beginning to clear them entirely. 

It was helping, even though Susie knew that they now had everything’s attention. Heck, maybe the Roaring would be a little bit brighter after this for a change instead of only getting darker. 

Of course, when the light died down a bit later, and the boat started to slow, Susie realized that the Roaring did not, in fact, get any brighter. She grumbled about it, but they were still making headway against the Titan now. For a couple, precious minutes, they were doing fine.

In the middle of nearly thinking that things could possibly be okay, Susie saw a black and red dagger form in front of Ralsei’s head.

Kris was there first, tackling Ralsei down. Susie dove out of the way, the dagger embedding itself in the back of the boat before finally dissipating.

The Knight loomed over the both of them, its empty face staring down.

Of course, it found them again.

It had the three of them right where it wanted them.

The waves shook the boat over and over again. Susie knew what happened if they all went in. She immediately readied a spell. There wasn’t a single damn way that she was just going to sit down and take this. Rude Magic lashed out, burning her while darkness constrained her very being. A purple blast of energy soared towards the Knight, crashing into it and earning a shriek.

“W-we can’t beat it here!” Ralsei yelled, scrambling to get out of the way as the Knight’s weapon bashed the front of the boat where he was. 

Susie winced when it looked like it would damage the actual ship, but Kris was there with their Blackshard. Two blades made of pure darkness clashed, both energies wisping against each other. “Don’t do this,” Kris whispered, like the Knight could still hear them. “Please.”

All it needed to do was attack their boat, and they’d all be done for. All it needed to do to kill all three of them was attack the one thing keeping them from the waves.

For a second, the darkness twitched.

It leaned back. It writhed. As if it could understand, it began to back away.

A blackened hand lifted up, and Ralsei only had the briefest of chances to yell.

One, singular blade pierced into the ocean right next to the ship. Susie didn’t see the moment that the Knight fled, deciding not to see what its dirty work would bring. Susie didn’t see the moment that Kris grabbed Ralsei, tackling him to the bottom of the boat to shield him from the water that splashed upward.

Instead, the world began to topple sideways, and Susie lost her balance entirely.

For only a second, wind rushed around her. Her eyes fell on Kris and Ralsei, seeing terrified gazes knowing exactly what was about to happen.

Susie plunged into the ocean, and every part of her body began to lose itself.

It might’ve been the shock originally that took her. It scrambled everything in her head while she only fought to try to keep her head above the water. Then, up and down stopped making any sense. She thrashed, trying to go in any direction, but the waves didn’t care. They battered her. They tore her away.

The waves drowned out a yell, shattering it and sending it every which way.

She clutched at her head, trying to remember what she’d just fallen from. She was fighting for a reason, wasn’t she? Kris. Ralsei. She remembered those names. She had to get back to them. There wasn’t anything under the water. Like it needed something to replace the nothingness, she began to grow more and more scattered. Her mind started to go numb. It took. It wanted to claw into her and take away all that was left.

She started to feel tired.

Wasn’t all of this pointless?

She knew where the path ended, and it might’ve found her sooner than she thought. She already lost one of her friends. She knew she would lose her other two. Fighting it only made it hurt more.

She didn’t want to fight anymore.

A soft heat pricked at the edges of her soul, reaching out through the dark.

Susie opened her eyes, staring upward from the dark abyss.

A light still shined through the waves, brighter than she’d ever seen it since they first fell.

She didn’t think about it anymore, even as something soft wrapped around her body and began to pull her upward.

 


 

Why was she running towards it? Why on earth was she running towards it? Noelle tried to tell herself to stay calm, even while she charged towards a Titan that just recently formed, but she didn’t think that it was going to do her any good. She wasn’t ready for this. She absolutely wasn’t ready for this. But, the voice said that her friends were in danger, and she saw that light shining in the dark! None of that was normal. A Titan… appearing like that hadn’t happened for as long as she was out here! Everything kept getting darker, and Noelle just-

JUST GO. Stop thinking about it!

She didn’t know what she would do. The closer she got to the hulking figure, the more she felt her magic beginning to die out. She wouldn’t be able to hurt it! She didn’t think she’d be able to even make it flinch!

For a second, she wished she still had that ring. She wasn’t going to be able to cast. She needed to be able to cast! 

She just had to follow the silver light in the dark. It… it was moving. It was moving closer… to her??? 

She could barely make out what was actually happening as the light began to rise. The Titan continued to march towards the glowing ball that started hovering through the air. 

Noelle put a hand above her eyes to try to shield some of the light, only to see the silhouette of a boat beginning to fly towards her. She shrieked, throwing herself to the ground while it soared directly overhead. The bottom of it crashed into the stone bridge, pieces of it splintering away and being destroyed while it tried to slow down.

The light continued shining. Noelle started to feel something within her soul resonating with the light itself. Her magic grew stronger, and for a second, that emboldened her enough to chase after the shrapnel that just went down the bridge.

Besides, she did not want to deal with the Titan that was getting closer. No. Not at all!

She ran the other direction as fast as her hooves could carry her. She still wasn’t… that tired, even though her legs ached. The Dark Worlds really were something, but-

“...have to lift her. Get her somewhere safe.” Kris’ voice echoed through the darkness.

Ralsei’s voice joined theirs, sounding more labored and panicky. “I-I don’t know how much the Angel can revert, o-or how long this will last at all!”

For a second, Noelle was just happy to hear someone else. She lifted her hand, trying to catch the attention of the silhouettes appearing in the dark. “I-I’m here! I made it! I-”

Noelle’s voice caught in her throat. Kris’ entire arm and back had gone grey, their one good hand now looking unnaturally pale. Ralsei pushed healing magic into Susie’s body as much as he could, his scarf still wrapped around her entire body far more than it could usually extend. The light that Noelle had been chasing sat around his neck, glowing with an ethereal hue.

On the ground lay Susie. Vibrant purples and pinks had been reduced to nothing but a pale grey. Every now and then, one of her scales horrifically twisted out of place before correcting itself. She breathed, but each sound of her breath came through as if it had been filtered and crushed. Unnatural. It didn’t sound real.

“What happened?!?” Noelle’s hands balled into fists, her gaze going from Susie on the ground to the only two people that could answer her, the two people who lied to her constantly. “What happened?!?”

Ralsei brought the light closer, completely ignoring Noelle even though he flinched at the sound of her voice. Instead, he only muttered, “You’re going to be fine. We just need a little more time… It’s not happening yet. It’s not.”

Kris did look at Noelle, panic immediately weaving across their face. “Shouldn’t be here. How did you-”

“Are you really not going to answer me now?!?” Noelle yelled, pushing past Kris and kneeling down next to Susie. “Wh-what do I need to do? She just needs healing, right? That’s all she needs! That’s-”

“I tried,” Ralsei whispered, continuing to shine the crystal’s light on her. “We… we can only hope that the Angel can beat back the darkness for just a little longer.”

All of this talk about the Angel! Gosh, he sounded like Toriel did sometimes when she tried to give some offhanded comfort about Dess back when she vanished. Noelle felt a twinge in her gut. “Tell me what happened, and I can help! If your idea i-is just to wait, then that’s not going to work! She- she doesn’t look good! We need to do something, or-”

“She fell into the ocean!” Sparks lit up in Ralsei’s eyes, his fangs beginning to bare while he finally turned on her. “The Knight, what remains of your sibling, summoned a Titan directly in front of us, thanks to a Roaring that your own mother caused, all foretold by a prophecy that has had the three heroes marked for death since the beginning!” His gaze remained trained on her, his shoulders starting to shake. “If I knew how to help her, I would have! There’s nothing we can do, because the Angel is gone! We just have to hope they’re enough! Is that enough of an explanation for you?!?”

All of this was going to be blamed on her? All of it? Noelle pointed at him in turn. “If you all didn’t leave me for a third time, I could’ve been there to help! Dess didn’t even…” Noelle hid her wrist, knowing very well that Dess did hurt her, but not in a way that mattered. “Dess didn’t hurt me when she saw me! If you had me there, then Susie wouldn’t have-”

“Stop.”

Kris’ voice cleaved between the two of them, their pale hand trembling.

Large footfalls continued to echo through the Roaring. The darkness grew thicker. Noelle could still feel her magic in the midst of the light pouring out of that crystal, even as the Titan got closer.

“No time. Keep arguing and she dies. Everyone listens to me,” Kris stated, pointing at the Titan. Even though they tried to keep their voice even, Noelle could still hear the waver. “Need to slow it down to carry her. You-” They pointed at Noelle, a glint flashing in their eye. “-have ice. Angel empowers magic. Use it.”

For a second, she thought she misheard them.

She… was being asked to help, or told, but the distinction didn’t really matter. Right now, Kris needed her to step up and do something. She… realized that she’d never actually empowered her ice magic alongside the Angel, at least not in a way that she recognized. But, Kris was right about one thing. If that Titan got any closer, then Susie wasn’t going to get out of here.

Noelle rose to her feet, her legs beginning to tremble. The Titan stared at her, multiple beings of darkness beginning to form around it and float towards them.

Oh.

She thought that she was beginning to understand now just how terrifying this was.

Behind her, Kris helped Ralsei pick Susie up off the ground. Noelle focused on that light coming through the crystal, but didn’t really know how to process it. It shined its light on her, but she didn’t really know what that meant. She’d come out here to be useful. She came out here to prove to her friends that she wasn’t a burden. Right now, no matter what happened, she needed to keep Susie safe. She needed to prove to herself that she didn’t need someone else to protect her!

Noelle recognized a presence through the light, and she recognized the Angel. Everything about the darkness around her terrified her. She’d just yelled at some of her best friends, and was terrified of what would happen when all of this was over. The Angel still existed, and for the time that Noelle had known them… they were terrifying.

The recognition was enough. Noelle cast Hailstorm.

Large clouds formed above the Titan and all of its spawn, ice beginning to rain down across its path. The little pellets didn’t do much on their own, but started freezing different parts of the darkness over and over again. Everything that missed struck the ocean water, impeding the Titan’s progress while more and more ice pelted it. The being roared, ice slowly beginning to encase its body in small patches. It… it wasn’t enough to fully freeze it, but Noelle pushed the spell to its limits- and-

She started breathing heavily, the spell ending. She… didn’t even feel that tired with the light backing her up??? That… was what Ralsei mentioned, right? The Angel usually bolstered her. But… BUT… she cast a new spell! She…

Shards of ice littered the bridge. Spawn were frozen for now, but cracks already started to show in the thin layer of ice that she’d trapped them in. The Titan looked the same, and she knew that it would probably break out first.

Kris shouted, “Run!” With Susie propped up as much as they could manage, and Ralsei carrying most of Susie’s weight, the two of them began to dash down the bridge. Noelle joined, trying to help Susie up just the slightest bit. Ralsei didn’t look at her while she did so, but his attention was focused on going forward.

“I-I did it!” Noelle stammered, the extra boost of confidence giving her a bit of extra energy. “I-I told you, I could…”

No one else found the achievement as impressive, both of their gazes set forward in grim determination.

Susie still remained motionless between all three of them. Noelle’s fervor began to die out immediately. R-right… Right. There was still something that needed to be done.

It took much longer for the ice to break than Noelle thought. In fact, they’d gotten far away enough that she didn’t see when it happened, only that the footfalls kept going. Still, she would count it as a win. All they needed to do was get back to the Shelter, and everything would be fine. They could just…

…she froze the Shelter.

“Um… guys?!?” Noelle got both of their attention. She couldn’t just… not say this until it was too late. “S-so… when coming out here, mom was chasing me, and I panicked and… might have… frozen the door to the Shelter.”

Alarm washed over Ralsei’s face. “You what?!?”

“I tried to fix it!” Okay, this was… probably deserved to be mad about. She could admit that. She knew that she messed up the moment that she did it. “I-if we can’t get away, I’m worried that… it won’t thaw out fast enough… or at all…”

Kris already started planning, looking to the east. “Could try to find another Light World. Or Castle Town.” They squinted, trying to spot something through the dark. Their eyes suddenly went wide. “Someone’s coming.”

Beyond the Angel’s light, something began to glow in the dark. Noelle… almost thought she recognized the color. An electric-green weapon shimmered in the dark with a few pieces of… armor? As it drew closer, the Angel’s light finally cast upon a face that she never expected to see here.

“Not to worry, my floundering friends and foes! Your knight in glow in the dark armor is here!” Electric blue feathers lit up in the light, Berdly raising a wing and announcing himself while waving a hand to his side. “With company!”

In the most deep purple, occultish robes that fit her perfectly, Catti raised a singular hand. “Not company. Sensed a disturbance.”

Noelle’s mouth hung open. “Berdly?!? Catti???” What were they even doing out here? Where did they come from? Kris looked personally relieved, but-

“WHAT in the HEAVENS happened to her?!?” Berdly shrieked, finally realizing what was going on. 

Ralsei, desperately, started to assert himself again. “I-I’m very happy that all of you are okay and well and happy to see each other, but we really need to move away from the Titan now!” 

Berdly’s abject horror vanished instantly on account of him turning away and monologuing in the opposite direction. “Right you are! I could easily dispatch it myself, but I’m already winded from one successful rescue mission today. We… should make it two. Quickly. There’s a fortress in the east which is a safe haven unlike any other-”

“It’s the apartments,” Catti interrupted, her arms still folded in so that her hands were covered by her sleeves. “The dingy apartments.”

Ralsei pleaded again, “Anywhere is fine! We just… we just need to go. Now.”

“Then I shall lead the way!” Berdly waved his arm for everyone to follow, beginning to briskly jog. He paused in his footsteps for a second, turning back to Kris. "She... is going to be fine, right?"

Kris watched the way Susie's scales twitched. For a second, it looked like some of the coloration was returning. "Don't know." The three of them hoisted Susie up more, continuing to lift her while following Berdly back to whatever safe haven he had.

She had to be fine, right?

She had to be.

The Angel’s light continued shining through the dark, the Roaring chasing them while they continued to flee to Berdly’s so-called safe-haven.

Notes:

PATCH NOTES: Berdly no longer character regresses when confronted with a Kris shaped object.

Writing a chapter where you just probably made one of your best chapters of anything you've ever written is. Brutal.
It's not going to live up to that because it quite literally cannot.

I would have gone directly into the direct fallout of last chapter, but the Deltarune side of things needed to be in place before we proceed. You will understand why. I am sorry. Next week, you will get your fallout. Consider this week a cooldown :)

First, Spamton. I feel like I have to address him. He is very very popular, and is a nefarious little creature whose pairing with Noelle is always a red flag. However, what he can actually DO in the Roaring vastly limits him, and he will not be seeing a role in this fic far beyond characters like Jevil. He does, however, get the AM monologue. I also thought that him screwing with Noelle just a little bit would be fun.

Sorry Spamton-heads. The narrative is long as-is, and he was on a one-track mission to be A Shit for one final time. Sometimes we just need a good vent.

Dw about the ThornRing we don't need that.

Noelle's scene talking to Spamton and Gaster was the aforementioned moved scene, and had to be given heavy updates. Noelle is... as of now, very difficult to get in the narrative POV of because her thoughts ARE scrambled and she lacks critical information. She's frustrated, and I try to be careful about how self-aware she is about where the frustration is actually coming from. Her talk with Gaster was my attempt to shine light on that.

The chain of deaths.

Could've been worse, all things considered. The Angel actually had THREE moments where they would've shined brightly! File erasure while LOST, SHADOW CRYSTAL THROW DOWN, and being lost for ROOTS. The deaths were bad! The deaths are doing bad things (which by god I hope I portrayed because the words were not working). But hoo BOY the momentary flashbang did not help things either.

And, Berdly gamers, you have won. We have lost a Spamtong today, but Berdly fans stay winning. He has arrived. NOW HOW MUCH SCREENTIME HE'LL GET IS DIFFERENT BUT HE'S HERE AND I FELT IT ONLY CORRECT FOR HIM TO BE HERE OK??? HE GO ON RESCUE MISSION OK???

This chapter deeply frustrated me to write because I wanted to write everything that comes after this chapter, but I needed to do things like be patient and make sure that things are in the right place before I attack with a left hook. It feels lame in comparison coming off of next chapter, but anything would. I will beat this chapter up with hammers.

EDIT: AYO 1000 KUDOS MY ASS DIDN'T REMBER TO MENTION IT. LET'S GO???
AND. The comments last chapter. Will take a hot second to respond to. And might not be as in depth because I will die in real life. I am thankful for all of them.

Regardless, the support on last chapter was INSANE. genuinely some of the nicest comments in there and you all are great. I'm just really happy that one of the cornerstone scenes for this fic was enjoyed, and that the buildup finally paid off. There is... obviously more to come.

And, stepping out from behind the curtain, I'm damn near certain that Toby is gonna beat me. Ch5 is probably going to come out before this fic sees completion. What last chapter proved to me was that taking my time and doing setup DOES make the larger moments feel more narratively satisfying, and I don't want to crunch things too much if it means compromising that. (Yes I know this fic is already long enough but you know what I mean).

I will continue writing this fic regardless. It is my sweet summer child.

I only hope that you all see it till the end with me.

Thank you, and good night!

Chapter 29: LOST

Summary:

The search begins

Notes:

HOO BOY IT LATE BUT I WAS EXCITED TO WRITE THIS CHAPTER.
Woe. Fanart rounds be upon ye.

nether--prince drew two arts this time, both of which I am demanding you to go see because I MISSED one I think and only found it due to scouring the tag! Justice needs to be served
The most gutwrenching happy ending art I have ever seen. Seriously. Go look.
https://www. /nether--prince/814160737217953792/another-piece-for-star-pup01s-deltarune-series?source=share
Very tired looking Angel design which I absolutely adore (and fun gang homecoming outfits)
https://www. /nether--prince/813745833723953152/drune-droodlesread-a-bunch-of-good-deltarune-fic?source=share

Darinaethelaianprophet drew multiple arts this week!
Gaster remembering Spamton exists in the worst way possible!
https://www. /star-pup01/813753329515642880/gaster-meme?source=share
And a group drawing of many boss monster OCs!
https://www. /darinaethelaianprophet/813993441149222912/goat-tea-party-a-boss-monster-get-together-is?source=share

a-flawed-apparatus made heroforges of Toriel, Asgore, and Asriel!
https://www. /a-flawed-apparatus/813577629447946241/family-reunion-incomplete?source=share

wings-does-art made an entire art sheet of the Angel's battle poses, their weaponry in the dark and light world, and cloak alts!
https://www. /wings-does-art/814008943414247424/some-doodles-to-get-personal-refs-down-for-the?source=share

starsandskies999 drew the moment the Angel destroyed Hyper Goner! With many. Many. Many stars.
https://www. /starsandskies999/814148632089657344/starfall-aka-deicide-pt-2?source=share

zenoflee drew the roots moment based on a meme format
https://www. /zenoflee/814163303424229376/get-rootsd-idiot-yeah-this-from-a-future?source=share

engineer-and-here (Paralelo) created a comic of the Angel and Ralsei discussing stars :)
https://www. /engineer-and-here/814255160760090624/the-stars-are-quite-beautiful-tonight?source=share

And last but VERY not least.
akriq-1 has returned! And by god they returned swinging with an animatic of the last time we had a roots scene in WDYD! Seriously, despite this being unfinished, it is awesome to look at. I'm baffled.
https://www. /akriq-1/814268617765109760/spoilers-for-what-did-you-do-from?source=share

Enjoy the chapter!

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

How had it all gone wrong so quickly?

Frisk stared at the empty hallway, reflex kicking in instantly. Before they could even think about what to do next, they remembered their save. What had just happened could not be preserved. What the Angel just did needed to be questioned. They tried to draw on their power, briefly forgetting how this happened in the first place.

[LOAD FAILED]

An ability that always sat within their grasp flickered and failed. For a second, Frisk was so focused on getting to the Angel that they had almost forgotten that…

The Angel destroyed the light that they used to save. That was enough to revoke their ability. In a few seconds, they had taken away Frisk’s ability to wind back the clock. How… was that even possible? Did Frisk just lose determination? They didn’t feel any less determined, nor should the Angel be able to…

Frisk turned their head, staring at the room behind them. The bed on the left side of the room had fallen inward from the center, a large gash having torn through it. A television had been haphazardly pushed deep into the room, tapes from the True Lab sitting on top of it. Bronze snowflakes, crude drawings, and stuffed animals sat on the floor and shelves, some being unmoved from where they originally were.

But the room did not truly matter.

For a bit, Frisk managed to push down the shock of what had truly happened. After all, they had seen Asriel in the flesh before and after the barrier broke. They could not lie that sometimes, they wondered whether or not he could be restored again. Those questions were never answered underground, and Asriel asked them to not think of Flowey as him. Frisk… respected that, no matter how much they fought with themself over it.

The very same thing had happened again. Without godlike power, without the world-shaping power equal to seven-human souls, Asriel had been pulled back into existence. Mom and Asgore crowded around him. Frisk’s ears started to ring, and the fear in their own soul was joined by another presence in tandem.

One monster within the room watched the carnage from afar before pushing her way out past Frisk.

“How did they…” Frisk’s mouth moved on its own, the presence within their soul making an error that Frisk usually did by speaking out loud. “This can’t be…”

Toriel could barely be seen on account of Asgore blocking her, but Frisk still heard her voice. “Asriel? Can you… can you hear me, my child? We need you to say something.” Silence fell for too long. Frisk expected for him to go on a tirade about how he wasn’t their child, about how none of this was supposed to happen, about how they should let go of him…

Asriel remained eerily silent. Frisk could not see his face from the doorway.

“Why is he not saying anything?” Toriel’s head tilted upwards, and Frisk barely caught her fear-filled eyes. “His eyes are open, but…”

Asgore’s head began to lower. Too long passed without him saying anything. In a tone of voice that Frisk had never heard him take before, he muttered, “Something has been done to him. We watched it happen, after all.”

A spike of fear rose in Frisk’s soul. They needed to fix this. There was still time to fix this. “I’ll… I’ll find them!” Frisk reassured everyone in the room, and yet they knew it was a lie the moment it escaped their lips. “Just… just give me a bit, and I’ll fix this!”

As Frisk turned to run, they caught Toriel’s head lifting once more. “Frisk, wait a moment-”

However, Frisk was already out the door. The Angel couldn’t have gone far. Hastily, Frisk pulled out their phone. They could just… track the Angel again! No matter how far they got, Alphys thought one step ahead and made sure that their phone could be traced.

The dot that Frisk had been following before had gone away entirely. The Angel’s last known location was somewhere in New Home… not too far from where they’d been after Frisk found them the first time. Alphys didn’t install anything invasive. She just… made sure that their phone was findable using normal location services. Did they seriously…? Damn it, they saw when that happened! What were they thinking?

Think. Think faster. Frisk caught the Angel’s friend, Suzy, pacing down the hallway. They had a common goal here! This could work! Frisk speedwalked to catch up to Suzy, immediately dipping their head into her peripheral vision and drawing her annoyance. Still, they asked, “Do you have any idea where they could’ve gone? You’re their friend, and they never really talked to me, so if you have any ideas…”

Suzy stopped in her tracks, looking up and down like she was sizing Frisk up. Hands clenching into fists, Suzy stepped forward, uncaring of the dagger that still sat in Frisk’s hand after the Dark World closed. “I don’t know you. I don’t know what happened in there. I don’t know where they hell they went.” Teeth began to bare. “But hey, after being beaten to a pulp, they seemed pretty dead set on getting away from all of you. So take the god damn hint.”

The gulf between Frisk and the Angel began to widen. They tried. They really did. Why, after all of this, did the Angel run from them? Why did the Angel fight them? All Frisk wanted to do was help… to give them a friend that they could maybe get to know, and all they had to show for it was a phantom memory of the Angel spinning on them with a dagger after destroying their save-point.

That could’ve killed them permanently, they realized. They were lucky.

Perhaps, it would have been fully true before, but Frisk started to strain when they reassured Suzy, “I don’t think that they should be alone right now. We need to check on them, or…”

“Nah,” Suzy interrupted them, taking another step forward. Frisk did not take a step back, even as she loomed over them. “I know how this is gonna end up. They’re a problem now, so you’re just gonna hunt ‘em down. You’re on your own, ‘cause I don’t know a damn thing.” Instead of threatening them more, she turned away, sauntering down the hallway. When she saw Frisk still watching her, she scowled, heading down the stairs towards the exit of the Underground.

…Maybe she was telling the truth after all.

Well, they couldn’t just stand here. They couldn’t. Frisk bolted out in the direction of the larger Underground. They didn’t know which direction the Angel went, but they needed to pick a direction and stick with it. If the elevator was going by the time they got there, then they would have their answer! They knew better than anyone how long that thing took to actually get down.

Even though Chara had gone silent, Frisk still heard their own nagging voice in their head, telling them that they already lost the chase the moment the Angel rounded a corner.

Still, they ran. They tried to ignore the phantom wound across their body, but a shadow began to rise. The Angel managed to knock them down in a singular hit. Through the Heart Locket… through their defenses… the Angel had enough strength to just bring them down that easily. They took their saves without much effort. How could the Angel even do that? What more could they do that Frisk didn’t know about?

They saw the Angel’s form in the sky back in the Dark World. They saw the slashes that tore reality in half. It made their mouth feel dry. Somewhere out there, the Angel still roamed. Unstable. Scared.

A bright, golden light shined nearby.

Frisk spotted it for only a moment before continuing their momentum towards the elevator. They had to know. They had to be sure. The elevator doors opened, entirely empty. The Angel had not gone this way.

Right back to square one. After all of this, after how many times that everyone tried to reach out, the Angel had just vanished once again. No matter how many times Frisk tried, the Angel still slipped through their fingers. Why were they making this so difficult?

Don’t… don’t think that. They couldn’t think that. It wasn’t going to help. Frisk unclenched their fist, turning away from the elevator. The Angel would turn up, or someone would find them. They always did. Right now, they needed to focus on Asriel. There was too much happening to chase the Angel, but…

…but they were the only one who actually knew what happened.

Frisk could… find something else. Right now, they couldn’t spend another few days hunting down someone who didn’t accept their help. Alphys… Alphys could figure this out, right? She worked with the Angel before! All Frisk had to do… was concentrate on what they did have. They weren’t angry. They weren’t angry.

The Angel struck them down without a second thought.

Without a save-point, that could have been it.

Frisk turned to the bright light still shining just where they remembered it. A golden star still spun, untainted by whatever the Angel did to it. When they erased Frisk’s own point in time, they turned it that same silver again. They… guessed that the Angel lied about what that did too, huh?

For a second, Frisk didn’t reach out. They felt their determination. They felt their resolve to change fate. And yet, they hesitated, because they didn’t know if it would answer their call anymore. They could still see it, but so too could they feel their own determination. Did it really matter if the Angel could just take it away?

Cautiously, Frisk reached out a hand, golden light weaving through their fingertips.

Determination intertwined with the light. They could still fix this. After all, there was something good to all of this. Asriel was there. Maybe… this could be a turning point for him… for all of the Dreemurrs. Chara did not say anything, but Frisk had their own thoughts while the light continued to blossom against their palm. Even though things were terrifying, they were still filled with determination.

A point in time rooted itself within their grasp once more.

Their own ability to SAVE returned.

A weight lifted from Frisk’s shoulder while they stepped back from the light. The Angel’s power over them was not absolute. They could not truly squash Frisk’s determination, but they had enough power to wrest points in time away from Frisk’s control. It… was less reassurance than Frisk started with today, but some of their confidence slowly began to return. They just needed to make sure that they saved in odd locations on the surface that the Angel wouldn’t know to look for, right?

Hopefully, that would never even be necessary again.

A chill ran down Frisk’s spine.

They whirled around, dagger in hand in a reflex that they hadn’t expressed in a while. Usually, they led without the weapon in their hand. It made it far easier to talk someone down, especially on the surface. However, the Angel had spent much time slaying countless monsters. Frisk supposed that they never shook the habit entirely of drawing their weapon when an encounter began.

However, the monster that stood behind them did not draw them into a fight.

Shades of monochrome covered the monster’s body while its face was locked in perpetual surprise. The object of its attention sat in its hand, a goopy mass with a face.

The monster began to speak, but Frisk couldn’t help but lock up entirely when Alphys’ voice spilled out of its mouth. “The will to keep living… The resolve to change fate…” Its voice shifted, a jarring sound spilling out. “HAVE SOME RESPECT AND DON’T-” Alphys’ voice came back, recounting one of her worst memories. “-unleash the power of the SOUL.”

Frisk kept their dagger raised. Nothing was right about this monster. “Who are you?”

A tranquil voice echoed through the small hallway the two stood in. “Beware of the man who speaks in hands.” The next sentence sounded like it wasn’t really there. Disconnected entirely from the world. Distant. “-Royal Scientist. The previous one... His brilliance was irreplaceable.”

Frisk… remembered hearing that once while on a ride with Riverperson. They didn’t know what that meant, or who the man who speaks in hands was. The… previous Royal Scientist? They never really thought about it. However, it appeared now, at a time like this. Even though their dagger lowered slightly while they thought, they refused to let it fall entirely. This being told them not to unleash the power of their soul… the power of determination… “What do you mean respect? It’s my determination. I need this to make sure that nothing bad happens!” 

A somber voice belonging to someone not too far away came out of the creature’s mouth. “Anything you want to do is important enough.” Was it… sympathizing with them? Trying to concede something? Frisk had trouble telling. Echoes of a timeline long forgotten spilled from its throat. “-even THAT power- -isn’t- enough…” The blob in the hand twitched, a monotone but all-encompassing voice filling the air. “YOUR LOSS HERE IS ALL BUT GUARANTEED.”

“How do you know about that?” Frisk’s heart began to quicken when Undyne’s dying words continued echoing through their head. No one else should know about that. No one else should… “What do you mean my loss is guaranteed?”

“IF YOU ARE SO DETERMINED TO-” The words cut off, but the mushy face continued to utter words in a different sentence, “-MEET WITH THE SAME FATE, YOU WON’T WIN-.” The thought cut off, like more words would have been said, but the monster had said enough. Countless words from different people began to form together. Frisk heard Flowey’s voice, the voice of Gerson who had long died, and that grating voice all one after the other. “Let- ’angel’- be happy. Let- ’angel’- PERSIST. THE FUTURE IS IN- their- HANDS.”

Frisk’s hand started to shake, and they didn’t know why. They’d faced far more terrifying things. They’d looked death in the face multiple times. However, this voice wanted them to… let the Angel just do their own thing? “I’m not just going to let them wander off! This is what happens when I leave them unchecked!” It was a terrible thing to say, but it was true! Whenever Frisk wasn’t around, the Angel started turning multiple people into lost souls. They started getting into fights. They’d killed Flowey even BEFORE all of this! Sure, Frisk didn’t think they were bad, but they needed to BE THERE! “If you’re asking me to not use my SAVE, then no! I’m not doing that!”

Flowey’s voice spilled out again. “You- inherit the power to control it.” The voice was a question originally, but somehow the tone bent downward to crush the question and make it a statement of certainty. The monster raised the blob hand, multiple words coming out with certainty. “IT- IS- NOT- YOUR POWER.”

Frisk blinked, and the figure was gone.

Instinctively, Frisk pulled on that thread in time. The world stuttered backwards, returning them right in front of that golden star. It was their power. They could once again easily call upon it as if it were second nature.

The gray monster did not return.

Frisk stared at the spot where it was for far too long. Their dagger remained in their hand enough to get comfortable.

A voice prodded the back of Frisk’s head, the loneliness finally being broken. “Let’s just go, Frisk.”

For once, far later than they should have, Frisk listened to Chara. They slowly began to walk back to the house, knowing what would be within. The day would not be over for a long while, but they took solace in the one thing that meant something.

Asriel was alive.

 


 

A few hours went by after the Angel vanished.

Suzy had taken too long. She wasn’t stupid. If she went after the Angel immediately, then everyone was gonna follow her. With all she’d seen of these people, they were only gonna make everything worse.

So, Suzy didn’t think much. She waited within the city until she saw the entire damn Royal Family walk the path far up in New Home. They were really visible, and hard to miss with all of the frantic babbling. Even without the Angel here, some things didn’t change.

But honestly, Suzy didn’t care about those idiots. She had something far more important to do.

That asshole ran off again, and they didn’t tell her where they were going.

Suzy really should get a bit more self-respect. That was three times today that they left her in the dust, but with the entire Royal Family on their ass, she didn’t exactly blame them. At this point, she should probably start doing that, but she wasn’t. Somehow, she wasn’t. One day, and Suzy was already going soft. She was probably just gonna sock ‘em in the jaw or something when she found them.

While Suzy started walking back through New Home, she started cursing to herself. Damn asshole, making her waste the rest of the day hunting them down again. She had to work the next day, which meant she couldn’t waste all of her time doing this. It was stupid anyway.

So, why then, was she still moving deeper into the Underground?

It wasn’t even supposed to be this way. She knew better than to go after that idiot, and it’d suck a lot less if she just walked away right now. Besides, they obviously had people waiting for them, people they wanted to go back to. Why should she care about what happened to the Angel? It wasn’t like she even knew them for that long. She wouldn’t know them for that long.

Suzy lowered her head, hands clenching into fists.

It was pathetic, honestly, how quickly she caved. No one really looked her way unless it was to make sure they were at a good distance. For some reason, the Angel didn’t leave. For some reason, even through all the threats, they sat down with her at that stupid restaurant. They asked her about herself. They got mad at her sometimes, but didn’t actually leave. They were real, and Suzy hadn’t really… had friends like that.

The word made her stop for a moment, but she continued on with a sharp exhale.

What else was the word for it? They came back to her, asking for a place to stay even though she had nothing. They didn’t drop her on the curb the moment they could get away. With all this stupid stuff in the Underground they had to deal with, they were happy to have her tagging along until they started running. She shouldn’t think that much about the two of them shaking rain water off onto each other. She shouldn’t think about running through Waterfall alongside someone instead of exploring alone. She shoudn’t…

When she saw that monster standing over the Angel with a weapon drawn, Suzy had never been more afraid. They were beaten up. They weren’t moving. For a second, she thought…

Suzy didn’t miss how light they were when she tried to steady them that one time. They barely let her touch them without a fight, and Suzy felt something warm against her hands when the Angel’s blood seeped through their clothing.

So, she’d keep walking. Who cared, anyway? It wasn’t like she had anything better to do. She picked up the pace, knowing that no one was following her now.

It was weird walking alone now. Why had she gotten so used to it? She didn’t usually ever get a chance to just… talk with someone. Whenever she got the Angel talking, they just never really stopped. Actually being listened to made them a lot happier than whatever they were like with all those monsters who were assholes to them.

It made the silence through Waterfall worse.

The truth was that Suzy knew exactly where they would go. Maybe, that dumbass didn’t think that she paid attention, but…

“No matter what I was doing, or how stressed I was, I’d always stop there.”

Suzy tore through Waterfall as fast as she could. No longer did she have a friend with her on the way. She’d change that. She’d make it right. She knew exactly where she needed to be going, and strained to try to hear any music over the rushing water.

Suzy didn’t mind the rain. She’d run through it more times than she could count. The castle loomed in the distance. Of course, the Royal Family gave up too quickly. Suzy would thank her luck on that. If they knew what was good for them, they’d give up while they were ahead.

Rain started to turn to a drizzle while Suzy ran along the path. She ran by a rusted can filled with umbrellas. A derelict statue had been eroded by the rain, the umbrella meant to protect it having been weathered and knocked to the side. Maybe that was why she didn’t hear music.

…but if she didn’t hear any music, then…

Suzy rounded the final corner, hoping to see anyone in that damn room. Instead, she trudged through the mud, only to see nothing but a piano sitting inside.

…They weren’t here.

What… was she honestly expecting? Suzy didn’t know, and hated the feeling of her heart dropping in her chest. She thought she’d see the Angel sitting at that piano, playing a song or something. They said they always came here no matter how stressed they were, so she just thought that…

As Suzy’s head lowered, she saw something in the mud. The rain never really got into this room that much, and it meant that something couldn’t wash away. Paw prints had been set into the mud, and Suzy knew damn well that the Angel never wore shoes. No one else had really been down here other than the king, but the Angel was the only one short enough to have left these behind. If there was any doubt, she could definitely see the marks their cane made.

Suzy didn’t give up just yet, starting to follow the trail.

She caught a hand print in the wall with the same padding that the Angel had. They struggled with walking most of the time. They took time to lean on the wall, so hopefully that meant that they didn’t get far.

Part of her wanted to call out, but they’d probably start running faster at that point. This time, she was gonna catch them. This time, she would probably pin them down and make sure that they listened to her when she told them not to run.

Abruptly, as Suzy rounded another corner, the trail stopped entirely.

It wasn’t even raining here.

She remembered the way they usually jumped up cliffsides, and she instantly began to scale a nearby wall. Maybe, they’d just gone off the trail.

Suzy spent far too long surveying the area, hoping that she could find a place where they might’ve landed. Maybe, she’d even spot them. Gold fur wasn’t difficult to see in Waterfall of all places.

Minutes started to drag by. Suzy started to search further outward. Hours started to climb. Maybe they’d crop up somewhere else in Waterfall. No sign of the Angel came.

They’d just vanished… just like they did earlier.

Slowly, Suzy’s claws dug into her palms. She stared up at the crystal stars, remembering the way that she saw the Angel appear just like that in the sky for a second. However, these stars didn’t move. They never did.

She didn’t know where they went. They could’ve gone anywhere. Worse, she knew that she was running out of time. She couldn’t lose her job. It’d be a long way back home.

But, she also didn’t wanna lose a friend.

Suzy sighed. She shouldn’t fix it now. No matter how much she wanted to, she ran out of time. She couldn’t lose what she still had. And yet, as she turned around to start heading back to the surface, she had something to finally say to herself.

“Coward.”

 


 

A day went by after the Angel vanished.

Toriel could not be blamed for not searching for them. Frisk claimed that they got away, and she did not have the wherewithal to dispute that at the moment. Talks about the Angel would occur soon, but Toriel had no ability to think about it right now. She had to tend to her child now.

So long ago, Toriel failed to keep Asriel safe. She left him when he needed her the most. Why did she leave him to grieve alone, when she too had the same tears that he did? In her worst nightmares, she sometimes thought that she saw him. She wished that she could vow to never let him go again. She wished that she could vow to never fail him again. While she stared at her child, laying in a bed that Frisk had given up for him, she thought that she would wake up with another nightmare gone by.

The dream never ended.

How was she supposed to feel when she looked at him? Toriel never got to see Asriel grow up. In her memory, he had been frozen in time. He used to barely even reach her waist in height. She could throw him under one of her arms and carry him around when he got too rowdy. His horns hadn’t even come in. Those were all she knew of him… except for one memory.

On the day he died, he looked like he had grown up. Despite that, when Toriel saw his face while he frantically explained what happened when he went to the surface, she could still see the childlike terror in his eyes. Fear replaced anything that remained. His horns had grown in fully. He stood at her height for the fraction of a second that he could still remain on his feet. He died, still calling her mom. When he turned to dust, a faint red light in his eyes vanished before he faded to nothing.

Whatever happened to him now, he did not look like that small boy that she had lost. His horns were fully grown… just like on that day. She didn’t think that he was as tall as her, but he had grown beyond that small child she remembered. He had been given more suitable and comfortable robes, but Toriel still glanced at the intricate outfit that she only saw in a land shrouded in darkness. His eyes no longer had that childlike innocence. Whenever they were open, they looked tired. Whenever they were open, they stared up at the ceiling. The faint red glow in his eyes sometimes returned, and Toriel did not know what it meant.

Every now and then, she would turn away for the briefest of moments only to look back and see something else. That somber face… she knew. Every time she thought she saw it, she flinched. That was her own child, and she kept thinking that she saw something else. However, the Angel had said many times that they were not to be compared to her children, and after all that Toriel had seen…

She did not want to.

What had they… done to him? Asriel had not said a word, no matter how many times she tried to speak to him. Even now, while she brought in something warm for him to eat, she reached out. “Asriel? Are you hungry?” A bowl of soup warmed her hands while she sat down next to his bed, knowing already that she would be here for a moment. 

Asriel did not move to acknowledge her. His eyes remained transfixed on the ceiling, face set in one single expression.

Not all had been lost. He managed to eat and drink, at the very least. One of the few things that had been afforded to him was his continued survival. Still, Toriel tried to keep the silence to a minimum. Hopefully, he liked the company. “I know you enjoy my pies more, but I am afraid that you would… er… possibly choke.” Ah, nevermind. She could not quite shake what was truly on her mind. As she lifted the spoon to his mouth, she did try to joke, “You always did find it embarrassing when I tried to shove a spoon in your face. I am sorry that it is necessary again, but your secret is safe with me.”

Asriel did not react. All he did was open his mouth just enough for the spoon to enter, swallowing the food like it was just a necessity.

Toriel’s heart began to ache. She had no answer for what had happened to him. She had not even the faintest clue of what to do. Her son was here. After so long, her child had returned to her. She did not know why. She did not know how. She had been given a second chance, and now, with everything she had, Toriel needed to make sure that she did not fail him again.

All of them would figure this out soon enough.

When the bowl was empty, she brushed the new hair that he had gained out of his eyes. If he minded it at all, he did not show it. Perhaps, he could not show it.

“I’ll never let you go again,” she whispered, holding his hand in both of her own. This could be fixed. It had to be. “I will not. Not again.” She could not fail another child. She could not allow herself to fail her own child a second time. She could not.

 


 

Asgore paced in front of Toriel’s house. The sun began to set behind him, coloring the sky in an orange hue. It would not be that way for long. A storm appeared to be coming through. Thankfully, most people who he’d hoped to see had already arrived. They were all just waiting for Toriel to come down… and waiting for Asgore to fully gather his thoughts.

The Angel had not been seen.

As the storm clouds drew closer, he thought about whether or not they would have shelter for the night, wherever they were. Asgore struggled with the thought for a bit longer, wondering why he offered such mercies. He supposed that he found it hard to cast judgement when his own sins were so great. After all, it was never him who stood in the final hall to his throne room. How could he be a judge when he held the title of executioner?

And still, he found himself questioning everything.

How, after all of this time, could Asgore not be better about this? Even now, the thrum of anger existed deep inside of him. Just like on the day when his children had died, he yearned for justice. He wanted someone to blame. He wanted answers of why everything had happened. But, unlike that day, one of his children had returned to him. One of his children breathed in a room somewhere upstairs, even if he…

The anger subsided, but not as much as Asgore wished that it would.

The Angel told the truth. This was a fact that Asgore struggled to reconcile with after seeing the depths that they had fallen to in the few seconds that he saw them. Despite the gash that they carved across Frisk, despite the scream that they pulled from his own child, the Angel had told the truth about everything.

The flower, the target of their ire, was his son. Despite all of Asgore’s doubts, the flower turned into his son. He could scarcely believe it. Of all the memories of Flowey, he never once thought… How could he not have seen…?

Perhaps, the Angel did not plan for things to go the way that they did. Asgore caught the terror in their eyes before they ran. No one ever did plan for things to go so terribly wrong in the heat of the moment. He knew that well. However, something had still been done. The Angel told Asgore of his son’s fate… knowing what they would later do to him. But perhaps… it all began when something twisted. When the Angel looked upon an ash-filled room, its contents charred by flames, they changed.

By the time Asgore caught up, they had already made up their mind.

Such rage… that grief could cause. Despite the anger still clinging to Asgore’s soul, he pitied that monster in some way. 

Asgore began to question what else they might have told him the truth about.

They claimed that he killed Frisk more times than they could count… and then instead of refuting it, claimed that they knew things that he did not. In that same battle, the Angel thought that Asgore told them they would be a family. They said things… recounting memories that they could not have possibly been present for.

The Angel said that Chara, too, still lived.

So far, they had not been wrong. So far, everything that they said came to pass. Ever since he met the Angel, they claimed the most terrifying things with such conviction. They tried to explain their plight as a soul trapped in a vessel. They tried to explain the situation that those closest to them were in.

“I think it’s cruel that you’ve had to live with that grief, when both of them are still alive.”

His mind wandered to a shadow standing behind Frisk, one that panicked and needed to be defended by a story from Frisk.

Asgore had questions that could no longer be answered. The Angel vanished with little trace, and their friend had shown no interest in staying. While he could summon the remains of Royal Guard to bring her in to answer questions, and he would be justified for doing so now that the Angel had proven themself to be a threat, what would be the point? He would corner another person for no purpose. He had done enough of that. Asgore… did not know where she lived.

All they could do now was pick up the pieces, however long it took.

Thunder rolled in. Asgore could stall no longer. Slowly, he turned to the front door, twisting the doorknob and entering a room full of those closest to him.

 


 

Nothing would be the same after this talk, and Frisk knew that. The only two people who hadn’t entered the room yet were Asgore and Toriel. Everyone who had been in contact with the Angel sat in this room, except for Sans. Frisk… didn’t know when he talked to them, but Papyrus expressed his disappointment when he arrived.

Dining room chairs had been pulled into the living room. Undyne and Alphys had squished their way onto one side of the couch, the former’s arm wrapped over the latter’s shoulder protectively. Undyne stared at the floor, her mouth stuck in a scowl. Of everyone, Frisk thought that she would have some loud words to stay. Instead, she’d fallen into an uncomfortable silence, waiting for the actual talk to begin.

Alphys fidgeted, and the comfort from Undyne did little to help her. Over and over, she fiddled with her phone, like she got an idea before it was quickly dashed. Of everyone here, she would likely have the most to answer for. It was not just the Amalgamates that she made, after all. The fruit of her labors was somewhere upstairs, barely clinging on in whatever state the Angel put him in.

Papyrus patiently waited on one of the chairs pulled from the dining room, his face betraying nothing. A few times, he had tried to drum up conversation, but no one was in the mood. All of them knew what would be coming soon, and quite frankly, Papyrus just didn’t know much about the Angel compared to everyone else. From what Frisk could understand, he’d been the least involved other than one trip to the city. Still, he had to be here. Beyond what the Angel had done to Asriel, they were once again a rogue threat, one that could shake the relationship between humanity and monsterkind.

Someone else existed within this room, and Frisk didn’t know what their fate would be by the end of the day. The Angel had called Chara by name in the Dark World. The Angel claimed that both of the two children who died on that day were alive. Frisk could lie. They had lied for Chara’s sake… just to give them a moment to reveal themself on their own terms. The thing was… before the Angel appeared, Chara never wanted to try to be their past self again. They sometimes took control, yes, but it had become much… much more common.

They did not wish to be their own person. They did not wish to be Chara anymore.

However, seeing Asriel alive made Frisk realize something. He seemed so devastated that they were alive, and threatened to tear apart the world because they had lied to him. Mom and Asgore both saw Chara for what they were when they had a physical form, and, unlike Chara’s worst fears, they were happy to see them.

“I think you should tell them,” Frisk thought, prodding at the nervous presence in their soul.

Chara’s presence took a moment to focus on what Frisk had properly said. Even though they had no nose to breathe with on their own, Frisk’s own exhale came out sharp. Chara did not enjoy the suggestion. “You think incorrectly. With all that has happened, they do not need more grief added to the pile.”

“They’re going to ask.” It couldn’t really be avoided at this point. With all that had been said, and with all the things that could not be taken back, Chara’s name would be called. “It may help… to let it be on your own terms.”

“My own terms were never,” Chara spat, not even trying to keep their narrating tone intact. “You do not understand what you have asked, and you…” The voice trailed off, something genuinely hurt lacing Chara’s usual preciseness. “You did not listen with the Angel, so listen now: Their child is dead.”

But, for a second there, Chara had their own body. Sure, they were part of Frisk’s shadow, unable to really go that far, but Chara had a body. Just like Asriel did before… something was done to him, they had been brought back. All of that ended with a cold bucket of water being dumped over Frisk’s head with the comment about the Angel. “How was I supposed to know it would go like this? They were scared! They weren’t-”

Chara began to list their crimes, “Eradicating all of monsterkind and expertly avoiding consequences for doing so, meticulously killing different combinations of monsters to see what they would say and do, turning your entire college campus into lost souls, killing Flowey MULTIPLE times, and then proceeding to avoid any conversation that might give away what precisely they are doing. Now, they have harmed Asriel in ways that we do not truly understand.” A jab went through Frisk’s soul. “Need I go on, or will you listen to me this once?!”

“But they put everything back to normal! They just… I just…” Maybe Frisk thought the Angel could be the same as everyone else. They had spared even Flowey before. What made the Angel so different?

What was happening now was the reason that everything remained so different. For all the time that Frisk had been on the surface, their ability to SAVE remained in their grasp. Now, who knew which decisions would be permanent. Who knew if all of this work would be undone… with the world continuing to march forward.

Still, Frisk detested the fact that this was all their fault. “You kept taking over and making it worse! I told you not to take over without asking, and you kept doing it!”

Chara scoffed, “Because you repeatedly coddled them as if they were nothing but a Whimsum! Did you not understand their words, Frisk? Regardless of what I said, they planned to kill Asriel. Had we not brought time backwards when we did, Asriel would be dead. I do not condone what he did, but let us not act like the Angel is innocent.” The presence in Frisk’s soul began to slowly recede, Chara having little else to say. “Do not blame me for merely responding to them in kind, and do not ask me to follow their whims again.”

The conversation ended. Frisk knew that tone allowed no argument.

And yet, Frisk wondered if things could have been better if they always had a say.

The front door opened, Asgore dipping his head to enter the room. His expression fell under a mask instantly. He gave curt greetings to everyone, shuffling over to the empty space on the couch to sit down while waiting for the last person to arrive. On the way back home from the mountain, his anger had slowly receded more and more until Frisk could no longer see it. It hadn’t reappeared, even now. 

Soon after, the sound of footsteps down the stairs meant that the uneasy silence would be broken. Mom finally left Asriel alone for a while longer. Unlike Asgore, she could not hide the frown on her face. Frisk already knew that she didn’t sleep at all, and the shadows under her eyes only made that clear to everyone else. Despite that fact, she walked over to Chairiel and sat down, knowing what would soon come. She wanted answers just as much as everyone else did, if not more.

Toriel glanced around the room before her gaze landed on Papyrus. “Will Sans not be joining us today?”

Papyrus groaned, putting his head in his hands. “I told that lazybones that he should be here! He claimed that the conversation wasn’t pertinent to him, and that he had nothing to offer!” Papyrus squinted his eye-sockets, looking to the side. “Which I do not believe in the slightest mind you! But! I could not catch him before he weaseled his way into another one of his dastardly shortcuts!”

Even though Toriel looked down in disappointment for a moment, she mustered a half-smile and nodded. “I am… sure we can continue without him. Thank you for trying, Papyrus.” She placed her hands in her lap, taking a deep breath before addressing the room, “I am sure that it is no secret why you all have been asked to come here today. A monster who calls themself ‘the Angel’ has… done things that we are unsure about the nature of.” She seemed exhausted, putting a hand on her head while sighing, “My apologies, it has… been a long while since I have done something like this.”

That must have been enough of a signal for Asgore to step in, clearing his throat. Centuries of being a king had not worn off, it seemed. “A week ago, a monster with a human soul was detained. While this did more harm than good, the Angel has since done things that we cannot explain. Most notably, a day ago, they…” He could not truly fight off the absurdity of the situation… and the blessing in disguise that may have been given to him. “They brought Asriel back to us.” Or perhaps, a blessing in disguise was the wrong term. It seemed like a blessing outwardly, but Asriel’s current state was anything but. “This… would be a good thing, had they not attacked Frisk and Asriel in addition to leaving Asriel in an unresponsive state. The Angel vanished without a trace shortly after, and unless anything new happened since I last asked… none of you have seen them either.”

The three people in the room who hadn’t been present all shook their heads. Alphys shrunk into herself, desperately explaining, “I-I tried to figure out where they w-would be. I didn’t… want to install anything invasive on their phone! I-it was a big deal for them to ask me for anything at all! If th-they turned off their location services though, then… I can’t… find them anymore.”

Of course, one of the first things that Frisk did was returning to Alphys and hoping that she had an alternative. She didn’t. Frisk clarified that side of things on their own, “Their friend told them to turn it off.”

Asgore made an ‘ah’ sound before mentioning, “She… er… left before we could ask her anything. The Angel appeared to have at least taken a shine to her.” He scratched the back of his head a bit sheepishly. “I do not know where she resides. She is not from town, and getting the remains of the Royal Guard to search the city would be… unacceptable and unnecessary.”

In case there was any doubt, Papyrus raised a finger to interject, “That would… absolutely be a bit too much, yes! Of course, the Great Papyrus thought of such things, and tried to scout out her workplace to convince her to answer questions! Despite my best efforts, she appeared to not be in for the day!”

Inwardly, Frisk wondered if she found the Angel already. Considering that she walked to the exit of the Underground though, they doubted it.

“Nevertheless…” Asgore brought the conversation back to the topic at hand. “We still do not… understand what was done to Asriel, and we do not understand the Angel either. Hopefully, you all can offer what you do know… and we can paint a clearer picture. Perhaps, we can solve this issue without needing to seek them out.” A shadow crossed over his face, a hint of that anger returning. “However, they have proven themself to be a danger. I ask that all of you, no matter what secrets you hold, be truthful. This is the future of humans and monsters at stake, no matter how much we have all tried to prevent it from becoming this dire.”

Undyne rubbed her face with her hand, groaning, “I knew they were funky. I knew that. We all knew it!” She gestured at Asgore with the one hand that wasn’t wrapped over Alphys’ shoulder. “Like… hell… we should probably tell everyone about when they broke out of jail… or what they did in the lab…”

Asgore nodded. “While… I believe that almost all of us have experienced what they call a Dark World by now, a recap may be wise.” Particularly, Papyrus had been left out of the loop on this. The one who would need to explain this to humans should things go south… didn’t know about Dark Worlds. “The Angel claims that this information is sensitive, and should the method of reproducing it get out, it would be catastrophic and unstoppable. However… they have demonstrated an ability to wield determination to…” Asgore lost the words, fumbling slightly at the task of explaining it all.

Thankfully, Alphys helped him. “I-it’s basically an alternate reality… confined to a single room. They… they did it in the lab too. They were looking for someone, a-and while we were in there, a lot of objects… came to life.”

Papyrus nodded like he followed, not needing much more explanation.

Toriel’s neutral expression slowly morphed into a frown. “Alphys, that is the part that I will need more thoroughly explained.” After hearing what happened to the Amalgamates, Toriel was merciless, and she fired Alphys immediately. Was it deserved for hiding loved ones from their families? Frisk… could absolutely get it. But now, that same rage had come back. “It has come to our attention that there was something about Flowey that you did not tell us… or failed to tell us.”

Undyne’s arm wrapped tighter around Alphys, and she jumped to her defense immediately. “Neither of us knew until the Dark World… did that to him! We didn’t…”

“Then how?!?” Toriel questioned again, staring at the only person who could answer, even though Undyne’s defense. “This cannot occur by mere chance. He has been dead for centuries. Both Asgore and I have the age to prove that fact!” She steadied herself for just a moment, claws nearly piercing the chair. Alphys started to shrink into herself, and the flames in Toriel’s eyes began to slowly subside while she took a deep breath. “Just… tell me what you do know. Begin with that.”

Slowly, Alphys began to nod. The motion became more frantic while Undyne whispered encouragements to her. Alphys managed to unfurl a little bit, adjusting her glasses. “I… Obviously… a-all of you know… what happened when I used determination on monsters. That’s… already been one of my greatest mistakes.” She shut her eyes for a second before looking away. “B-but the original experiments were to figure out if monster souls could… persist after death with determination. That way, we wouldn’t have to wait for another human. If we could… match the missing power of the last human soul, then… freedom would b-be closer than we thought.”

Toriel’s fiery gaze began to dim even further. Slowly, her head turned to Asgore. “Is this true, and why was this not told to anyone?”

Before Asgore could answer, Undyne interrupted, “You never asked! The barrier was broken, and monsters needed to go home to their families! You fired Al’, which sure, okay, but never asked what it was all for.”

Toriel shut her eyes, slowly nodding and falling into silence. 

Asgore did answer the question on his own, “Alphys, similarly to… any Royal Scientist, was tasked with breaking the barrier or improving monsterkind’s lives to make the wait more bearable.” He turned his head back to Alphys, gesturing for her to continue.

With the support, Alphys recovered quickly enough to continue her explanation, “If… if we did use both monster and human souls to break the barrier… n-no one would be able to use them. A monster c-can’t absorb monster souls, and a human can’t… absorb human souls. S-so… I needed to think of something different. Something… neither human nor monster. That… that led to me… trying to give an object the will to live.” Her hands slowly began to cover her face. “The flower vanished, but I didn’t know wh-who he was! I never knew that! I-I thought a flower from Asgore’s garden would be nice! Something… something symbolic! O-or…”

 Something clicked in Asgore’s head. “The Angel made many claims, but they claimed that it was Flowey who broke the barrier.”

With great effort, Frisk tried to hide the wince. Flowey’s involvement in the barrier breaking was known, but precisely what happened ended up being buried in the happiness of the barrier being gone. Everyone knew that Frisk was involved. The last thing everyone remembered was Flowey having them all ensnared. Whenever Frisk was asked, they usually answered something vague for Flowey’s sake… that it took the combined power of the human souls and all of monsterkind’s souls. Largely, they were rarely asked, because they woke up last after everyone else.

The barrier was broken. For a while, that was all anyone cared about. For a while, that was enough. Now, with the Angel coming here, the past just seemed to keep catching up with everyone.

And now, that lie would finally catch up to them.

Asgore continued, unknowing of Frisk’s own horror, “They claimed that he used the six human souls… as well as all of the souls of monsterkind… and then he broke the barrier.”

Toriel pinched the bridge of her snout. “I believe that we are getting off track. How… how did Flowey… how did Asriel become Flowey, and how is he himself now?”

“The Angel also claimed that the power of seven souls would be… godlike power. Enough to potentially… resurrect him,” Asgore quietly added, getting to the point of what he wanted to say. “A monster with a human soul already possesses unfathomable power. I wonder if… the Angel could have been enough.” The explanation did not seem satisfying, Asgore looking down to stare at his own clasped hands in his lap. “I do not understand. When I enacted a check on them, their abilities were… far lower than a boss monster should be at their age, let alone one with a human soul.”

Alphys nodded in agreement, pulling up something on her phone. “I-I also saw that! It… could be that they’re more… um… physical. Their determination is the scary part. It was far more than any monster would be able to handle. I’ve… only seen anything like it with Frisk.”

Frisk’s blood ran cold. Of course, the one person who could tamper with their power would rival their own determination. Was that what happened? Did the Angel briefly take control over the timeline just to erase their ability to SAVE? That’s what Flowey did when he got control, but even he didn’t get rid of it entirely. They remained silent. Everyone was talking around them, and the longer Frisk stayed out of the crosshairs, the better.

However, despite Asgore’s thoughts that the monster’s stats were inconsistent, he remembered what he saw in the Dark World. All of them looked up to see the small world’s moon shatter. A constellation in the Angel’s own image formed. They clashed with the very imagery of another angel. “I believe now that they have been masking their true capabilities. What we saw in the Dark World was… the definition of godlike power.”

Trying to soothe herself by wringing out her hands again, Alphys added, “We… uh… saw something similar! B-but I’m not sure the exact specifics of it. It seemed like Asriel could… do something similar when they gave him an item.” She looked at the ground, trying to remember. “They looked like pieces of glass?” She shook her head. “But anyway… they… they call themself the Angel. I think… that’s a title that we’ve been… um… overlooking.”

Frisk could agree. They knew what the angel of this world’s prophecy was. Maybe it was different elsewhere, but…

Thankfully, Undyne rushed to answer that question, “They said our prophecy wasn’t the original one, and gave a weird fantasy story. I don’t think… there’s much we can really do with that one.”

“Regardless, this means that they do pose a threat.” Asgore took a deep breath, like the words he said held all too much weight. He had wrongly designated others as a threat before, and waited a few seconds in case anyone were to interrupt him. “No matter what their intentions are, we need to go forward with the knowledge that they can inflict harm… on monsters and humanity… whether intentional or not. That has not yet passed.”

Undyne’s leg had started to bounce for a while now the more that everyone talked about the Angel. Finally, the fuse reached its end. “Ugh, I just don’t get it!” She gestured wildly, not having anywhere to really point at. “Yeah, we all knew there was something weird about ‘em, but I didn’t just trust them for no reason! I know the way they talk about their friends. I know how that feels…” She punched her chest, sighing while the fins on either side of her head drooped, “I know what that kinda thing can do, too.” Her lone eye looked up at Frisk for a moment, the memory of their own fights no doubt fresh in her mind. “But I still can’t shake it.”

Even though she had receded for a moment, Toriel had thoughts of her own. “I do not doubt that they are troubled. However, I fear that there is little that can be done to dissuade that behavior.” Very rarely, Frisk saw this side of mom. Most of the early years on the surface, the attitude was directed at Asgore. Now, it started coming back. “I have tried endlessly to give them whatever they may need to be more comfortable. Giving them food, offering them a nice place to stay, or trying to be kind to them at all has only led to them becoming short with me.”

For the entire conversation, Papyrus had been uncharacteristically silent, taking in the different moods in the room. Now that something actually pertinent to him arrived, he prodded, “Er… how?!”

Toriel apparently had a list building in her head. “The first night I met them, they refused to give me their name. They listed many… strange things that I could call them, and also called themself… Chara.”

“They’re not,” Frisk interrupted, voice spilling out before they could stop themself. They expected a chastising remark from Chara as all eyes went to them, but instead, a knot in their soul began to loosen. “I don’t know why they did that… but that’s not their name.”

“We will… return to that.” Toriel stared at Frisk for a little too long. “They are not interested in taking a hand that is reached out. I am concerned that… whatever our conclusion is to this, that they will likely fight it every step of the way.” Her eyes wandered in the direction of the upstairs. “I do not believe that they will fix this on their own.”

Asgore nodded slowly, refusing to look anyone else in the eye for just a moment. “You speak of their conviction for those they care about Undyne, and you and I both faced that conviction firsthand. However… conviction alone is not enough.” His head rose, looking at every person in the room one by one. “You all know what grief can do… what choices can be made when it becomes all you know. My words sent ripples through monsterkind that affected our perception of humanity for generations.”

Everyone knew of his sins. Out of everyone here, he would know that that kind of conviction would do. What did fighting for loved ones mean if friends, family, and bystanders were hurt in the process?

Slowly, Asgore’s eyes began to lower once more in shame. “Perhaps it is my fault that they have become this way. I found them… the night after they arrived. I was so certain that if I left them in that graveyard, they would join those buried there by morning. I… tried to restore their conviction to continue fighting, I suppose.”

Frisk’s heart sank.

That night, when they let the Angel wander off for a moment to get fresh air…

It all started there. After that night, the Angel began to go off on their own again. Without a word, they left with Alphys and Undyne, only for them to kill Flowey over and over.

Toriel sighed, turning back to Alphys again, “I do not believe that we are getting anywhere with this. Do you… have any idea what was done to Asriel?”

Addressed again so soon, Alphys curled up again. This, she was not well versed on. “I-I have no idea! N-not only is… the entire concept of the Dark Worlds that they create a new application of determination, but I don’t even… know where to begin.” She wringed her hands out, trying to think of anything. “I could… run the same tests I did for the Angel maybe? Nothing… too invasive of course. J-just a Check expansion.” Alphys hadn’t been allowed to do anything like that, nor did she want to be in a room alone with Toriel when she got the news. “We… also should… probably get him actual medical attention? I-if he’s in a coma, then-”

Toriel interrupted at the mere thought of handing him over to anyone else. “When you get the chance, yes. As long as it… does not make his situation any more uncomfortable than it already is.” Toriel didn’t seem to mind the prospect of letting Alphys at him again, despite all that had been said already. “He has been almost entirely unresponsive. He does not speak, even though he will eat and drink. I’ve been feeding him monster food to make his situation easier on him… but it means that he… cannot tell us anything. And while I understand your apprehensions, Alphys, I would like your analysis done first in case handing him over would cause… further complications.”

Asgore muttered, “The only one with answers is the Angel. And they have vanished.” Out of options, and out of anything to really glean from the Angel’s actions that mattered right now, Asgore suggested, “We could get the Canine Unit to attempt to track them. I do not think that a scent would be difficult to pick up. I would prefer to do it sooner rather than later. The longer they go unchecked, the more time a monster with a human soul is wandering around.”

Frisk didn’t want to mention the fact that they likely didn’t even travel linearly like everyone thought, but they were too silently mortified at the idea of anyone chasing after the Angel right now. 

Worse, Undyne echoed the sentiment, “I could go with ‘em. The Angel and I… were pretty decent before. Maybe I can talk them down, get them to do this quietly this time, or…”

“Surely, all of you must be playing one of the greatest pranks of all time!!!”

All eyes in the room shifted to the person who had only interjected once: Papyrus. 

He had fully sat up, head swiveling between everyone like they had said the most preposterous thing ever. 

Toriel’s eyes narrowed, confusion becoming increasingly obvious. “There… are no jokes here, Papyrus. I would not be joking about a matter that involves one of my children being unresponsive.”

Papyrus held up both of his hands before clapping them together in front of him. “That was very rude of me! However!” He pinched his fingers close together. “You all seemed a biiiit too certain in deciding to hunt our prickly friend down. I thought that someone would perhaps note the… er… large issue with that! A very very large not-so-teensy tiny issue.”

Exasperated, Asgore sighed, “Papyrus, if you could please-”

“First of all, the room has been very dreary! I get that things are… tense… but! That does not change the fact that the Prince of Monsterkind is alive! And resurrected! That should be celebrated, and I am noticing that it has gone entirely ignored! Despite the complications, is this not a good thing?!?” Papyrus looked around the room, expecting some kind of answer.

Undyne’s fins drooped. Like she was trying to explain a simple concept to a child, she groaned, “Papyrus, Asriel can’t even move thanks to the Angel. They’ve been doing tons of weird stuff, and at this point, they’re going to cause another war. They’re unstable.”

“But is that all that we can truly know about them?!?” Papyrus tilted his head to the side, asking something that made a presence in Frisk’s soul get incredibly annoyed. However, he wasn’t done. “The way I see it, all of you have been told things that you were not previously knowledgeable about by the Angel, and all of those things came true! This means that they like to be truthful, and thanks to my interactions with them, I also believe that!” 

Toriel had none of it. “They attacked Frisk, Papyrus. Asriel screamed when they grabbed him. This was no mere accident. I do not believe that we can simply overlook this.”

Papyrus made an odd sound before he pointed rapidly at every person in the room. “Miss Toriel, all of us have attacked Frisk in some way!” Asgore was technically included in that on account of engaging a fight with them. “While that does not make it better, we are missing a key ingredient! Assuming their actions come from instability is how we got here in the first place! You and I tried to take them on a nice day out, but I believe that to be a mistake. They expressed very clearly what they needed, and then we made them do something entirely different!”

Recalling the day out, Toriel took offense. “We were trying to do something nice for them, Papyrus. It wasn’t-”

“No! See! This is exactly what I’m talking about!” Papyrus interjected, “What has become clear to me is that they have expressed clearly and deliberately what they hoped to accomplish, and instead of aiding them with that goal, we attempted to do something that we wanted from them! Why wouldn’t they shy away from you, Miss Toriel, when they had just come off of being imprisoned by Asgore and Undyne? Why wouldn’t they be unhappy on our little trip when Sans seemed to be particularly avoiding them?”

No, that wasn’t right. Frisk protested for once, “I tried to help them! I offered nothing but my help, and they constantly didn’t take it!” It wasn’t a matter of someone just not helping. If they needed someone to help, then Frisk was the person!

Papyrus’ eyesockets opened up a bit, his grin growing a bit like he understood their plight. “Indeed! I suggested picking you up on the way to the Underground, but they seemed insistent to not involve you! That part… confuses me the most if I can be perfectly clear! It’s the one puzzle piece that doesn’t quite fit!” Sweat dripped down his skull.

While crossing her arms, Undyne’s eye narrowed.  “So then we’re back to the unstable thing.”

“I am only saying that it is a dastardly oversimplification! All of this began because no one was willing to listen when it mattered!” His head swiveled from Undyne to Asgore, both of them being the initial flashpoint where all of this started going wrong. “Here! Undyne, Alphys, you both said that you got to know the Angel a little better! How did that come about?!”

Alphys started to recount it a little bit. “Th-they were… pretty forthcoming a-at first? They were scared of all my tools, and then… uh… had a few back and forths with Undyne about their friends. But like… the closer we got to where they wanted to go, the happier they seemed to be.”

“See?!?” Papyrus snapped his fingers, despite them having mittens on them. “The Angel becomes comfortable when they are listened to! Anyone would! If you begin with assuming that they are unstable or not telling the truth, then you wind up with them running off or being rude!” He had another idea, switching his focus to Toriel. “Which, Miss Toriel, you said that they were always rude to you. What was your first talk with them like?!?”

As if she was being accused of something terrible, Toriel immediately went on defense. “I only tried to offer help. I asked them for their name, and they lashed out regarding it. I… did touch them when they woke up in an attempt to comfort them, but… I do not believe the subject of a name constitutes the reaction that they had.”

“And why do you think that?!” Papyrus expertly ensnared her in the trap that he’d placed. “It might not be important enough for you to be able to understand, but it means much to them! The subject of their name is important enough for them to become inconsolable, and understanding those little things is how we reach friendship!”

Asgore’s face strained a bit, but he still politely tried to smile. “Papyrus, with all due respect, this is no longer about friendship. This is a matter of a potential threat, one that has-”

“I’m getting there!” He had the gall to interrupt the former king, but Asgore did not seem too offended. Just surprised. Papyrus would not be deterred, it seemed. “If you track the Angel down forcefully, then the only thing that you all will get is more of the same! Hostility! Evasiveness! Rudeness! They are quite prickly! It would be foolish to debate that! However, if we keep down this path, then they will only continue to get more distant until we can no longer reach them!”

Undyne leaned back, slightly defeated. “I think they’re about as far away as they can get right now, Papyrus.”

Papyrus remained undeterred, but conceded one thing, “I too am a teensy bit worried! Especially with… er… how you found them last, Asgore! However! If any of you do choose to make chase, and you only go after them with your own idea of them, then they will keep running for as long as they can!”

Gradually, Frisk began to sit up. Of course, they would have to be the one going after the Angel. There really wasn’t another option. But maybe, what Papyrus was saying had a bit of truth to it. “...Our own ideas?”

“Yes!” Happy that he had finally been listened to for even the smallest of moments, Papyrus pointed in Frisk’s direction. “We got into this mess by operating on the assumption of what we think they need, and yet we entirely lack an understanding of their motives at all! So, we’ve filled in the gaps with what we want out of them!” He squinted his eye-sockets, looking around the room. “Unless some of you know precisely what they are up to that can help us reach that understanding! It would be far more productive than discussing ways to trap them like a wild animal!”

Despite the call to action, Toriel did not see Papyrus’ assertion that she had fallen short. “Papyrus, they have done nothing but talk about their motivations. They have clearly lost those dear to them, and they appear to have been given the drive to continue looking for them.”

Papyrus nodded in agreement, “That is true, however, it lacks the full picture! The Angel told me something quite interesting that could change the entire nature of our interactions with them completely and utterly!” He took a pause, letting everyone’s attention once again settle on him. Everyone in the room had grown restless. “They claimed that Sans knew them! Which, as you know Miss Toriel, he did not make mention of that when we talked with him about our little planned day out with the Angel!”

Toriel blinked. Instead of retorting defensively again, she noticed the absence in the room. “That… is true. Though, we do not know if they were being entirely truthful on their own. I have no reason to distrust Sans… but…” The emptiness in the room finally got to her when she questioned, “Why did Sans say that he was not here again?”

“He claimed that this did not involve him!” Papyrus’ usual flair diminished, his head tilting down to look at the floor. For someone like him though, that was a rarity. Something had actually upset him. “However! The Angel was incredibly insistent that Sans approached them multiple times after we left them with their friend! My brother is very good at acting like things do not bother him, but he has also failed to realize that I notice when he tries to shake things off! And! He is very much shaking this off!”

For a while, Undyne stayed lost in thought. Everything Papyrus said made her eye only move more and more frantically, like an entire tapestry was unfurling in front of her. When she finally had the confirmation that Sans was shirking something, she blurted out, “The Angel said they’d been here before! Like…” She dragged her fingers down her face. “They keep saying they’re from another world. I’m sure… all of you have dealt with that by now. Thing is, I can’t not believe it now, because so many stupid things happened-” Sighing to try to get her bearings, Undyne went back to her train of thought. “But they know things about us… about this place… that don’t make any sense. When I finally asked ‘em for a straight answer on if they were here or not, they said yes!”

Alphys nodded frantically, grabbing Undyne’s arm while rambling on her own, “Th-they were looking for the previous Royal Scientist! That’s why we went to the lab! They knew the layout of the Underground despite saying that… that they weren’t from this world!” She kept stammering when Toriel opened her mouth to speculate in the opposite direction, “A-and before you ask why we believe that, something appeared to them! It… it called them the Angel too! It used… so many of our voices… voices of people who are even gone. It confirmed everything about their story! S-so it doesn’t make sense that they would’ve… been here before.”

How much had the Angel given away to everyone else? For a second, something about Alphys’ explanation piqued Frisk’s interest, but they got distracted by Asgore when they saw the same click happen for him.

“The Angel said that I told them we would be a family once…” Asgore muttered.

Something sparked in Toriel’s eyes as well. “They… said the same to me as well. They claimed that we forgot them… that they took their name away… when we made it clear that we did not want them.” Her hand covered her mouth. “What does this mean? I thought it meant that they were someone else… but… that angered them as well.”

Papyrus’ grin widened. “See?! We’re already reaching a better understanding!” Though, he tilted his head at Toriel quizzically. “Although… who did you think they were?!”

Toriel’s head buried itself in her hands and did not resurface. “They… claimed a specific title… and I thought…”

Asgore shook his head, picking up where Toriel trailed off. “We also… know it to not be true. They…” Something in Frisk’s soul shivered when Asgore’s eyes slowly fell on them. “We will get to that. However, that brings us to you… Frisk.”

No more running away. Frisk couldn’t give away Chara on their own. It wasn’t their place. They straightened up, ready to lie, ready to prepare for the worst until Chara saw reason, but… how long would it really last? The Angel had said an impossible amount to cover for now. Frisk could run and claw and try to fight off the inevitable conclusion, but it wouldn’t be enough.

Instead, Asgore told them something that they never thought the Angel would admit to: “The Angel claimed that… you were guided somewhat through the Underground.” As if Frisk needed an explanation, he specifically brought up the one thing that Frisk wouldn’t be able to explain away. “They… recalled my mishap when I mistakenly said that I wasn’t sorry for almost taking your soul. As we all are well aware, there was not anyone else within the room.”

The Angel said all of this willingly. No one had coerced it out of them. No one had forced them to say it. Of the Angel’s own volition, they said these things to so many of their friends. Now, all of them looked for Frisk to fill in the remaining piece.

Part of them started to feel ashamed. Would it change the way that everyone looked at them? Their friends saw them as capable and reliable, someone who helped in freeing monsterkind and showing monsters that there was another way. The truth was that… it hadn’t all been Frisk. A lot of it hadn’t been them, even if they kept a lot of the habits on their own after the Angel left.

…but for a while, they struggled to make choices on their own. They struggled without a hand to guide them.

That same hand struck them down. That same hand reached out for their SAVE and destroyed it without a second thought. Somewhere out there, the hand had been turned against them.

Frisk could hide Chara for a bit longer, but they couldn’t hide this. It wasn’t going to help anymore. Too much grief had come from it already. “This… might sound a little crazy, but everything about them is, so…” They took a deep breath, finally admitting what they had come to learn about the Angel. “I didn’t know them… exactly… back in the Underground. I knew they were there, but I didn’t put the pieces together until they showed up here.”

The atmosphere in the room immediately grew tense. Papyrus tried to be encouraging, maintaining his usual grin. “Take your time, Frisk! We’re all struggling with the bigger puzzle ourselves!!!”

The vote of confidence gave them a bit more of an extra boost. A few things probably needed to be left out. The resets… were something that Frisk wanted to keep quiet. Who knew if Asriel would keep his mouth shut when he finally woke up, but Frisk didn’t need another nightmare on their hands.

Still, they could try to give the fullest picture that they could. “I didn’t know their name. Sometimes… it just felt like someone was nudging me in the right direction… helping me to do the right thing. I don’t think I would’ve noticed it, but…” That day, on the college campus, Frisk recognized the Angel for a reason. Weariness followed them wherever they went. “They were always tired. They helped me… until the barrier broke, and then they left.”

A presence in Frisk’s soul twisted. Chara wanted to speak. However, they chose to not speak to their family before, and Frisk couldn’t deal with their words being hijacked right now. The feeling died down. Frisk remained in control.

“They left, and I wondered why. I didn’t know how to make decisions without them for a while.” They pointedly looked at mom, and her gaze softened when she realized what they were referring to. “They could… tell me what to do, but I think I always decided how to do it. It was… strange… but…”

Silence absorbed the room while Frisk trailed off. They didn’t know how to say anything else. 

Alphys slowly raised her hand like she had to be called on. When attention turned to her, she once again became sheepish while scratching the back of her head. “S-so… you mean… th-they were instructing you?”

Frisk silently nodded.

“They did that for us too.” Undyne leapt in, recollection flashing in her eye. “In the Dark World. They couldn’t move. They couldn’t talk. I could still… hear them commanding…” 

Frisk shivered. Despite how lost they were when the Angel left, they didn’t know if anyone else should ever have to feel the way that they did. Their hands did so many things that they still had nightmares about, but their voice had also been used to grant monsters freedom. Undyne and Alphys hearing commands meant that… the Angel had some way of influencing everyone else as well.

For a second, Frisk recalled the lost souls. All of their friends were lost in a haze, their own worst traits coming back to force them to fight Frisk. The Angel… had done something similar, hadn’t they? What did it all mean?

“Wowie!” Papyrus exclaimed, “That makes much more sense! I did have a sneaking suspicion that I recognized them from somewhere, but that paints a much clearer picture!”

Asgore squinted, a piece of the puzzle still not matching for him. “How were they there with you? They made claims back when he had them imprisoned that they were the soul that they possessed… rather than the monster that we saw.”

Frisk ran their fingers through their hair, sighing, “Don’t know. They just… were there. Control felt weird… like I wasn’t entirely…”

Alphys started wringing her hands again, silently thinking.

Of course, Papyrus continued to find something optimistic about the situation. “This does support my theory that they are not entirely mean or cruel! Anyone can be a good person, and if they helped spare everyone and break the barrier, then I cannot think of a better way to try!”

Of course, he didn’t know the full picture. However, Frisk felt an impulse to set the record straight. “It… took a bit of all of us for that. Asriel… me… the Angel…” Silently, they thought of Chara as well. After all, Frisk had to save them for Chara to finally reach out to Asriel. No matter how much Chara wished to deny it, they had contributed to setting monsters free.

However, Toriel wasn’t yet satisfied. “...How would Sans have known about them, then? That was what Papyrus said, right? That they knew each other? Did he… know about this?” She sighed into her own hand, “My apologies. I… I do not know what to think about this. I’m… happy that someone was looking out for you in the Underground, but this seems like so much…”

“And that changes our entire approach!” Papyrus’ point from before came back. “Perhaps, they once saw us as friends! I… don’t really know why they believed that we wouldn’t have continued being friends with them! But! Perhaps that is a story that they would be willing to tell should we listen!” When he realized he forgot to answer Toriel’s question entirely, he sheepishly began to sweat. “I’m… not sure! Sans doesn’t like to talk about the past often! He could know them from… back then!”

Undyne squinted and tilted her head. “Like… from when you were a kid or something?”

“What?! No!! Some things are just a bit…” Papyrus squinted. “...Fuzzy! You would have to ask him!” He once again righted himself, proud of his efforts thus far. “Still! I suspect that the reasoning for them being so prickly has something to do with not being seen or heard! Truly heard! Perhaps, the bridge has already been set with a dastardly trap, but if we can skillfully navigate it, then I believe a better outcome can be achieved than simply ensnaring them in a trap!”

Asgore frowned. “If what Frisk said is true, then there is much that we need to think about… that… I need to think about.” His frown only continued to deepen. “But… despite all of that, I do not believe that this is a situation that we can merely wait on, Papyrus. The future of humans and monsters remains at stake… alongside the fate of my own child.”

Toriel echoed the sentiment with a nod. “There is little that we can… actually do for their predicament. Perhaps, I have been… pushing too far, but this is all…” She ran claws through her fur, sighing, “This is all too much. It feels too far beyond me, and the only things that I can help are the problems right in front of me, and that would be my child’s recovery.”

“M-maybe we can!” Alphys stuttered, being one of the few to actually take a defensive position alongside Papyrus in the Angel’s stead. “I- at least, I can try to help with Asriel, a-and then… maybe I can figure out a way to help them too! I…” Sheepishly, she put her head in her hands for a moment. “Maybe it sounds stupid, but I think… I get them. A bit. I d-don’t know. Maybe I’m just… projecting…”

However, Undyne had her back. Shockingly, after all that she had been through with the Angel, she defended them. A red glint flashed in her eyes. “I dunno what happened, and that punk has a lot to answer for, but I’m not throwing them in a cell again.” Her hand curled into a fist. “I get they can be dangerous, but… they put their neck on the line for Alphys. They saved her life in that lab without hesitation. They tried to keep us out of danger, and we followed them in, and they still saved her. That means something, and I’m not gonna be the one to keep them from helping their friends. I’ll help talk ‘em down, but that’s it.”

Everyone was giving their final opinions, but Frisk couldn’t shake something that they heard earlier. Now that Alphys and Undyne’s journey in the lab had been brought up again, something Alphys sent earlier brought to mind a grey figure that they met earlier.

“You said they were looking for the previous Royal Scientist,” Frisk stated, remembering the stitched together voices. “You… you said there was a monster that appeared to them… and started talking in a ton of voices.”

Asgore murmured, “Was that who they claimed they would be looking for? Their ally?” He looked lost, something in his eyes not quite connecting a name or face of someone who he should know.

Undyne crossed her arms. “Uh… yeah. That’s what they said they were looking for… or like… stuff involving the lab. They randomly turned around at one point and just… said they were done.”

“I met him. The previous Royal Scientist. That’s the monster that talks in all of those voices.” Frisk still felt a chill go down their spine when they thought about the encounter. It had barely left their mind. “He didn’t… seem all that happy to see me.”

As if she’d just had her world utterly shattered, Alphys babbled, “What do you mean that’s the previous Royal Scientist??? He… He didn’t really acknowledge us, but he seemed to be really nice to the Angel at least! I-it was hard to follow, but the two of them seemed to be pretty nice with each other!”

Exhausted, Asgore sharply exhaled. He did not give any other indicator that he was tired, but… “It appears that there is more and more that we do not understand being added into the pile. I at least… feel like this one could wait. The name keeps… slipping through my fingers.” Getting back to the point, he turned to Frisk. “What do you think we should do, Frisk? After all, while you are not officially the ambassador, you would be… the most knowledgeable about them. They did also directly harm you.”

Frisk anxiously bounced their own leg. No one would listen to them if they tried to go alone, not after they’d been struck down by the Angel in one fell swoop. But, Frisk didn’t want anyone else getting in harm’s way. They couldn’t just wait though, because in their experience, the Angel wasn’t the type to willingly appear unless they needed something.

…What if they still needed something from Asriel?

Why was he still alive if they wanted to hurt him so badly?

Frisk leaned back. “I think… I’m going to stay around. If they did something to Asriel, then they’ll probably come back here. They don’t like leaving things unfinished.” It was their explanation for resetting the world over and over again, after all. If the Angel had a stone to unturn, they would likely search for it.

Papyrus continued beaming with optimism, but once again stressed, “While I am impressed and happy that we have all taken a less… explosion inducing approach, I obviously cannot stop all of you from perhaps doing your own thing! But! If you do happen to find them… or they happen to find you… try to listen!” He grinned brighter. “They can always do a little better, but so can we! So, let’s try!”

Somehow, Frisk didn’t think that Asgore and Toriel were going to be able to rest. Undyne and Alphys may not either, but for completely opposite reasons. Who knew what Papyrus would do, but he seemed particularly perturbed about Sans’ behavior.

“There is… one more thing.” Asgore’s voice grew softer, his eyes still lingering on Frisk. A presence in Frisk’s soul braced itself, knowing what that look preceded. “It is… about Chara.”

The presence uncoiled all at once, Frisk’s own will being pushed to the side. They did not try to fight it. It wasn’t their battle.

Chara rose to their feet. “They are not here. Whatever the Angel told you was a lie.”

Toriel sat up, protesting, “The Angel pointed out… that shadow with you, Frisk. Papyrus had a point that the Angel does not… necessarily lie. Not to say that they could not have done so, but-”

“They’re gone,” Chara stated clearly again, Frisk’s hands balling into fists. They weren’t keeping up the act. They weren’t keeping themself together. “Please, stop asking.” Without Frisk’s input, Chara ended the conversation themself. They moved for the front door slowly, taking a deep breath. “If we are done here, and letting this monster continue to roam free, then I need some fresh air. It has been a long few days.”

Asgore and Toriel did not try to chase them out, but Frisk could feel the eyes on the back of their head. Chara was running out of ways to hide, and they knew it.

It was still raining.

 


 

The man watched, waited, and held breath that he no longer truly had.

The battle against the prince had been won. A world away, the heroes had reached safety. In this world, the Angel had slipped through the cracks, escaping what would certainly be another delay.

A dark room sat in silence for a long, long time.

Nothing within the room moved, even though it had one inhabitant. Quiet breathing marked that something still resided within. Every now and then, it hitched, but exhaustion crept into every single exhale. It had been like this for quite some time… long enough for the man to worry. Events still continued outside. The world still moved.

A world away, a girl still breathed as well.

The man had observed the girl’s progress. Falling into the waters appeared to twist her in ways that had become the man’s very nature now. For a while, the Angel’s light shined on her. She had regained the faintest bit of color in her scales, but progress diminished entirely the moment the Angel was no longer lost or wielding their Shadow Crystal. The normal shine of the Pure Crystal was not enough.

Watching the small sanctuary would have to wait. They had talked much in the time that the girl failed to recover. She would be frustrated… should she ever wake. However, that was not to be focused on now. What mattered… was that the girl had not woken up. She had not improved. She still lived, the waves being unable to break her fully just yet.

However, she needed an extra push.

Her fate had not been sealed just yet. Many times, the Angel had already undone the pale wounds created by the dark. Now, he would need to ask it of them again. Actually asking them would be troublesome. As much as he observed them, they had barely moved. Perhaps, they would need a push as well.

He willed one of his fragments to appear in the dark room. If the presence in the room noticed it, then they did not react. He began to worry. The man did not have the luxury of volume, but still forced one of his fragments to call out in a voice that would hopefully be comforting to them. They always did like the old man. “Angel?”

The silence answered by persisting.

The man strained to see more through the dark. His fragments could hardly interact with the world, and yet he brought the wide-eyed fragment closer to where he thought the other person in the room might be. Breaths still persisted, letting him know that they were still there. However, as the fragment took another step forward, something more than the dust in this room sat on the floor.

A thicker layer on the floor beyond the film from being abandoned for so long caught under the fragment’s foot. It did not leave a print, but it made the current state of the Angel clear.

For all that he failed in his role as a Royal Scientist, he still could notice detriments to one’s body that could cause this. The Angel had not eaten nearly enough to subsist through everything that they had done. He wondered if their determination factored into the fact that they stood for so long. Their breaths sounded choked, whistling through a dry mouth that had not seen drink either.

…and yet, he did not believe that either of those things were truly why the Angel’s body started to break in the dark.

Perhaps, the man’s request could wait. The heroes were safe for the time being, even if the girl needed aid. First, he had to put his Angel back together.

Trying to use a less unsettling fragment, the man called upon an armless child. The white, blank eyes managed to shine a hint of light through the dark. He barely caught sight of a silhouette leaned up against the wall, eyes shut. Every now and then, something flaked off of their body, joining the dust on the floor. They were not dead, but the man had seen similar instances when monsters would fall down.

What they had to do must have become too much.

The man’s fragment remained at a distance, once again trying to get their attention. “(If you laid down here, you might not ever get up.)”

The silhouette did not respond. Thankfully, the soul had not exited its vessel, so the Angel still had life. If they perished, they were sure to still have their light to call upon, but…

…he wondered if a fallen down monster would even consider persisting. As more and more of the Underground fell into despair, more and more monsters began to fade away. The man remembered when the barrier was first sealed. Those first few years were the most devastating of them all for monsterkind’s numbers.

He could not let them perish.

Again, he tried to call on a more urgent voice, “This is not your fate. Stay determined.”

The silhouette showed no signs of moving. As if the sound of their own fate did not concern them in the slightest, they did not move. The man was no fool. Rarely, did they consider self-preservation. That was how they reached this point in the first place.

He had to solve the problem now, even if he needed to rely on subterfuge to do it. The resolve to change fate must come from something if it could not appear for themself. He called upon the resurrected prince’s voice, reminding them of what was to come, “Every time you die, your grip on- their- world slips away. Every time you die, your friends- [redacted]- a little more.”

Crimson eyes flickered in the dark, dimmed and hazed over.

The Angel stared at him, but their breaths remained the same. They failed to move. They failed to do anything.

However, he had their attention. He shifted in the dark once more, calling forth a fragment holding a piece of him. His own, lost voice spilled from the small face, “DARK DARKER YET DARKER. THE DARKNESS KEEPS GROWING. THE SHADOWS CUTTING DEEPER.” He needed more words. He needed to speak to them clearly. They were still needed. They were still wanted. The main body spoke, echoing a command that he had once given before. “Name the fallen- man who speaks in hands.”

A sharp exhale escaped the Angel’s nose. Their form became more rigid, but their movements remained shaky. Slowly, they sank claws into the wallpaper just next to them. Their cane sat nearby, and they shakily began to rise to their own feet. They did not mind the dust that marked their own form beginning to dissipate. They hardly paid it any attention at all. 

This was an error.

Immediately, the Angel toppled to the floor. His fragment vanished, appearing a few feet away while they struggled on the ground. Strength had left them entirely. Supporting their own weight became impossible.

They looked confused. How… did he convey to them what was happening? “The food is- not- to die for!" He tried, the analytical tone coming back. They needed energy. They needed anything. Again, he tried to stitch words together, unable to catch the right ones on time while the Angel tried to rise again. “(It's an empty dog food bowl.).” No, that didn’t quite work. He stole a few words from it, the grey figure using its extended hand to gesture at them. “-empty -food.”

The man felt them pulling on their power, only for the action to go slack. Despite a star residing close by, they had not saved. In the panic, they had not stopped to do so again. Perhaps, they knew this, and did not take the easier option. Going back to relive their actions would be… an unfortunate idea.

Shifting their weight, they shuffled their phone out of their pocket. One of the drinks that they procured from Papyrus popped out. They gagged when they tried to force it down, half of the drink spilling out while they coughed it onto the floor. And yet, some part of them had been restored as they pushed themself shakily to their feet.

Without a word, they slowly used their cane to push themself towards the exit to the room.

For a moment, the man thought that they may be trying to get away from him. However, while his fragment followed them, he watched as they turned right from the room that they had just exited. They found a staircase quickly, taking great effort not to fall. The crimson flicker in their eyes remained dull. At a certain point, they had to stop on the way down the stairs to catch their breath. Their face remained painfully neutral.

Only when they walked outside, snow crunching under their step, did they reach out a hand to a silver light. Their head started to lower, like they were not looking forward to what came next. Instead of uttering the man’s name, they whispered in a hoarse voice, “Is it safe?”

The grey fragment tilted its head quizzically.

“Are they somewhere safe?” The Angel tried again, their voice dying out as their sentence finished.

Ah. Of course. He had warned them not to abuse this ability before. Even in this state, they had still considered that fact. The man instructed the fragment to nod its head.

The Angel took a deep breath, and uttered his name with it faltering in their throat.

Like glass shattering, cracks wove through the world. The Angel’s vessel was abandoned by the soul as they abandoned the world as well. 

Normally, when they lit up this space in between, their entrance was grand. The stars that formed their body used to all shimmer into view. The Delta Rune which designated their own presence as well as the three heroes would shine brightly. Wings stretched across the sky. Starlit eyes stared down at the man from above.

As the Angel’s soul created its form this time, the stars merely flickered until they were bright enough to form something tangible. The wings remained tucked close to the head of the giant constellation. One triangle within the Delta Rune looked paler than its two other heroes. Equally as concerning, the Angel’s soul lacked a vibrancy that the man had come to expect.

Under the waves, the man tried to reach out first. He knew why the Angel could be unresponsive. He had seen what had been done. He contributed to what had been done. And yet, despite all the terror that had been wrought, he still believed.

“YOU DID WHAT YOU COULD.”

“YOU WERE GIVEN…”

“NO OTHER CHOICE.”

The Angel’s eyes did not look at him through the water. Even though they could look at nothing else but the ocean, they tried to stare at where he was not. However, they did not respond.

“YOU SAVED THE WORLD FROM ANOTHER ROARING.”

This could not be disputed. Had the Angel not stopped Asriel when they did, he would have likely gone on to create a Titan. Both of them knew the tragedy that the Roaring could bring. Both of them knew that it could not be trifled with. 

“Just tell me what you need me for,” the Angel whispered, their eyes closing. Their wings remained close to their head. Both of them twitched. “I won’t die.”

The man doubted their reassurances. However, they had been roused enough to delay for a bit longer. Hopefully, they would keep that promise. The man would not simply jump into their usefulness immediately.

“TIME DOES NOT MOVE HERE.”

“WE ARE NOT… IN A RUSH.”

Despite that fact, the Angel did not look any more relieved. They fell back into silence, their previous command being all that lingered.

“YOU ARE NOT WELL.”

The man stated, but the Angel did not react to the analysis in the slightest.

“I WILL LISTEN…”

“...SHOULD YOU REQUIRE COMPANY.”

Stars only began to dim further. The Angel’s soul flickered in the night sky. What once was a beacon had diminished to something almost indistinguishable from the stars around it. “There is nothing to say.” They shut their starlit eyes tighter. “What am I needed for?”

“YOU ARE NOT…”

“...A TOOL TO BE USED.”

They spoke as if he would simply guide them to strike whomever he needed. Never. Yes, their power lit the future of this world. It could change the future of this world. It could create a new future with him. They were not the sword. They were something far, far greater. 

“IT IS AS I TOLD YOU BEFORE.”

“YOU NEED NOT BE ASHAMED OF FALTERING.”

“Just tell me what I need to do.” Their eyes cracked open, their gaze still averted as they hugged their body. The Angel begged, “Please.”

The ocean waters began to calm. The man did not know how to get through to them as they were now. Was this perhaps a method for them to get their mind off of what had happened? He… truly did not need much from them. Perhaps, this would give them ample time to begin to comprehend their own actions.

“VERY WELL.”

He conceded. After all, the last thing that the Angel would want was for anything to be hidden from them.

“THE GIRL, SUSIE, SUFFERED AN INJURY DURING YOUR BATTLE.”

Slightly, the Angel curled in on themself. They muttered, “I hurt them too, didn’t I?” 

They looked feeble. Despite being something so expansive, they looked like the slightest touch would shatter them. Just as he had many times before, the man extended an approximation of a hand upward. From beneath the waves, a presence pushed upward. It formed into fog as it sifted from the ocean. Clouds built as the hand rose higher and higher.

“Don’t.” The Angel’s gaze snapped to the clouds, their own hands remaining wrapped around their body. They stared at the hand for longer, like they would uncoil and strike it down should it get any closer. Slowly, their gaze began to settle with a more important question: “How do I fix it?”

Ah. They were… already thinking about how they could undo what had been done. Very well. The man’s hand remained extended as a cloud, and he pointed at the triangle on his left… shining an exceedingly rare purple.

“SHE FELL INTO THE WATERS.”

The Angel knew what that meant. They knew their battle had caused it. Their eyes dulled further. Panic couldn’t even settle in anymore. Something within their being had truly faded into gnawing exhaustion. As if it would do anything, they pulled their hands off of their body, moving to cradle the small triangle. It detached, hovering in their hand while they inspected it.

“YOUR LIGHT KEEPS THEM…”

“FROM BECOMING TOO INDISTINCT.”

“SHE WAS NOT AS WOUNDED AS YOU BELIEVE… AND YET SHE NEEDS TO BE REMINDED OF HERSELF.”

The Angel’s eyes rose, finally looking towards his face in the water.

“OPEN A DARK WORLD.”

“SHINE YOUR LIGHT UPON HER.”

“GUIDE HER ONCE MORE.”

Finally being given instructions, the Angel started to pull upon their power without a second thought. Now that they had their answer, the man thought that they might remain a bit longer. Time did not move here. It would not be relevant. They could rest. They could speak their mind. Instead, they began to throw themself right back into everything.

“YOU DO NOT NEED TO-”

The world was restored.

Without waiting, the Angel began to return back to the place that they had chosen to hide themself. Their tail swept across the snow that they left behind, trying to mask their own footprints. They did not wish to be found. They appeared to not wish to be spoken to either. After all that they had been through, the man could not blame them. He still… was unsure of what they had done to the prince.

Their soul had changed imperceptibly. Or… rather… their soul had changed something else.

Snow tracked inside while the Angel once again continued the painstaking journey back to the room that they had been in. The current room would suffice, but they appeared to wish to put distance between themself and the outside world. No lights were turned on. The Angel did not even mind the spilled drink on the floor when they reentered the room.

They did not mind themself, even while dust clung to their feet.

It was unceremonious when they leapt into the air with their broken horn.

The world bent. Stars flickered around them. Determination coursed through a horn that they had taken from themself. For a second, the dark room was fully engulfed in light before the Dark Fountain began to take it away.

The Angel cared not for what they had done. They stared at the hole in the floor, waiting for the Dark World to take them. When the ground crumbled under their feet, they fell listlessly through the dark. They knew that the fall wouldn’t hurt them. 

When they finally slammed into the ground, they wrapped their cloak tighter around their body. Their wings once again tucked closer to their head. The Dark Fountain sat close to the Grand Door to the room… just in case they would leave.

Hopefully, the Angel’s little Darkner friend would come out for a little bit. The man did note how the small bird always brightened them up just a little bit. They could use that right now, when his own words were not enough. He could not be particularly present when the world was still intact. It was one of his greatest weaknesses. Hopefully, others could do it in his stead.

The bird did not appear.

The Angel must have noticed the absence as well. Or perhaps, they noticed a weight in their cloak that only became obvious when they pulled a statue from somewhere under it. The bird had been petrified by whatever the Angel’s will had been.

They stared at it for too long, cradling it in their hands while they lowered themself to the ground. Their furled up wings began to slowly open up, only to start to sag. It was the only indicator the man had that they were feeling anything. He could not quite see their face. Still, through whatever was going on in their mind, they carefully set the Darkner down next to them, lifting a piece of their cloak to act as shelter from the cold of the Dark World.

The Angel did not take the time to observe the Dark World at all. They did not wonder what new environment they had been put into. They did not try to find a save-point as they usually did.

Instead, they turned their view to look past the Grand Doors… into the darkness.

He knew what they were thinking. The man had offered them a lead before the flower began to cause issues, and they finally had it within their grasp. For too long, the Angel stared at the empty void beyond… wondering…

Their hands moved under their cloak. Eventually, they pulled out a crystal from their pouch. It lacked the refinement of their previous crystal, and the man realized that they never did retrieve the two that fell to the ground in the Dark World. Both the Angel and Asriel had dropped their crystals when they began to fight, and only the Angel’s dagger had been retrieved.

However, the Angel gathered many back at the lab. If they remembered that they lost the previous one, they did not indicate any such thing.

The Angel’s hands began to glow. They lowered their head, beginning their vigil. It was all that they could do now. He believed that they would simply channel the Shadow Crystal, but something else began to take form while the illusion of the Dark World began to bend.

Silver light stretched out from their back again. Rays of the Angel’s power grew, expanding slowly into large, ethereal feathers. Two more flickers of light joined at their ankles. The wings that they summoned when fighting the prince returned. As they slowly fanned outward, gravity began to take effect. The large wings fell to the ground, resting limply while the Angel maintained their focus.

Their breathing steadied. A wait began.

The man’s attention flickered between worlds. He would need to instruct them when it was safe to stop. However, he began to hear a whisper coming from under the Angel’s veil. It was barely perceptible, like they hoped that no one would hear it.

“They would all be so disappointed in me.”

The instinct was to protest. The instinct was to remind the Angel about how long the heroes had been fighting through the dark. Despite the heroes’ faith being tested, it had not broken. However, he knew better. He had witnessed the world begin to turn against them as their previous threats caught up to them. The other world began to fear the Angel more and more. Even when he called the white cloak, he could sense the terror in her voice. He could sense the apprehension.

Perhaps, the only thing that the Angel had to cling onto was their promise to the heroes… to never go down this path again. And yet, in some way, they felt that they had.

“She had so much faith that I wasn’t that person anymore… that I wasn’t like this…” The Angel muttered again to someone who they knew could not respond effectively. The man wondered if they waited for this moment… where they could finally say something unimpeded. They did not wish to be argued with anymore. Or, maybe, he looked for meaning where there was none. “What a joke, right? That faith hurt her.”

It was not like that. Their battle with Asriel was necessary. The Roaring could not be tolerated. The girl could likely put it into terms far better than he could, but he did not have her words to call upon.

“I see through his eyes sometimes,” the Angel admitted to the darkness. “I see someone who loves me. I’m taken care of. I get to be everything I wasn’t supposed to be, because I took it from him.” They stared down at their own hands, wrapping them tighter around the Shadow Crystal. “I shut him out, but I can still feel his fear when I’m there. I still… feel him reaching out to his mom.”

The Shadow Crystal dug into the padding on their palms. Blood was drawn. Minutes began to drag on while they continued shining their light. Other than the wings that appeared, they did not do anything with its power. They waited. Their head started to lower. For far too long, the man watched them, failing to recall where he was also meant to be looking until the Angel had held onto the crystal for too long.

The Angel stared off into the darkness again, asking the same question that they had asked the king a long time ago: “It’s going to be over soon, right? I need to know it’s going to be over soon.” He did not like the way they stared. The Shadow Crystal thrummed in their hands. “Do you think… I could reach them from here?”

Their light continued to shine.

They were going to burn themself out.

The armless child appeared in the man’s stead, urgently giving them a command, “-let go…”

The voice that he chose could not have been more terrible of a decision.

Slowly, the Angel’s veiled face fell even more. They gripped the Shadow Crystal tighter, burning the little energy they had remaining. When they heard Asriel’s voice come out of the fragment’s mouth, their shoulders trembled. “He begs me for that… too…” The silver wings on their back began to flicker. “But I guess I’ve never been good about letting go.”

The Shadow Crystal finally took all of the energy that it could.

The Angel collapsed, fading into unconsciousness. Wings receded into their body while the light that they channeled left them. Their soul still hovered in front of their chest, remaining intact. The man feared that it may shatter, but it stayed. They were not in danger. They were not going to perish here from stretching themself too thin.

He’d seen them wince a few times when the Shadow Crystal became too much. It unnerved him how easily they burned themself to a crisp that time. The padding on their hands looked singed when he commanded his fragment to get a closer look. The Shadow Crystal sat dormant right next to them. His fragment did not have a reflection.

The Angel’s hope had been burned and destroyed once more. He would find a way to rekindle it. Should the heroes be able to speak to him, then perhaps he could prove to them that the heroes still searched… Perhaps he could prove that there was hope for a new connection after all.

For now, he waited. His fragment sat in front of the Angel, taking on its own vigil while they rested. In the same voice that he had harmed the Angel with, he gave them a kinder thought.

“You’re going to do a great job, okay? No matter what you do.”

Notes:

You all have no idea how much I had to reference previous chapters for this to make sure I had everyone's angel interactions DOWN. FINALLY. ACTUAL COMMUNICATION IS OCCURRING. THE DISPARITY IN KNOWLEDGE IS BEING BROKEN DOWN, BUT ALSO MAYBE CAUSING MORE MISCONCEPTIONS.

Deciding where each character would fall was very interesting in the outline. Originally, Asgore was far more understanding of the Angel's circumstances while Undyne was more "rah they're going to ruin everything". Having that FLIP based on what each has personally experienced with the Angel was fun. Undyne saw the Angel save Alphys' life and saw their conviction firsthand. Asgore saw them nuke Frisk and pull an ungodly scream out of Asriel. Asgore still gets what drives them, but OOF.

Toriel and Papyrus' interactions were also fun to write. The day off absolutely blowing up in their face got to come up again. Papaya <3. Toriel is a character in UT who initially focuses on what she thinks is best for you, but who eventually comes around. She has not had positive interactions with the Angel thusfar, so there really isn't much for her to go off of. Papyrus on the other hand seems to have had some interesting observations!

Alphys. Alphys Alphys Alphys. God I love rereading the True Lab screens. The entire line of reasoning with her experiments is so cool. Amalgamates happened because they were trying to get souls to persist after death, and Flowey happened because she needed a vessel for human and monster souls. It's a detail that gets overlooked a lot in favor of her line about just continuing to inject things with determination, but there was INTENT behind what she was doing. Honestly, she was on defense most of this conversation for good reason.

A lot of you hard read me on the piano room thing. Sadly, the Angel is very very hard to catch right now.

No Angel POV this chapter. You all don't get to see inside their head right now. Instead, you get a silly little Gaster moment where he too does not know what's going on inside their head.

With this chapter, we have also crossed 500k words! And. 3000 comments. Um. Uh. AAAA AAAAAAAAA. This fic is getting wild and the train is not stopping IT IS SCREECHING FORWARD AND I AM FOREVER APPRECIATIVE.

Thank you once again for reading! Your comments will be responded to shortly on last chapter. After I perish mowing the lawn.

Chapter 30: Still Here

Summary:

You colored them in with care.

Notes:

AIGHT LADS FANART ROUND. Yes, I did not die thanks to tomodachi life existing. It would take hell freezing over for me to miss a week I'm afraid.

Darinaethelaianprophet drew their take on Gaster for this fic with a lovely veil. You know I like veils
https://www. /darinaethelaianprophet/814358713351716864/afwt-gaster-i-finally-got-to-draw-this-goober-my?source=share
Darinae also made a very amazing art of Ralsei calling out to the Pure Crystal. I adore all the shading on this one
https://www. /darinaethelaianprophet/814628696383275008/when-you-call-my-name-its-like-a-little?source=share

Redraven393 also came in with a scene depicting the Noelle and Gaster phone call
https://www. /redraven393/814413502777360384/a-connection-has-been-made?source=share
And also drew the Angel trying to be comforted with plushies of the Fun Gang. Unfortunately they seem. A tad tired of everything.
https://www. /redraven393/814673776851697664/idk-what-this-is?source=share

ourasriel had a more vengeful take of a potential what-if of the Angel returning to Asriel with a small fanfic attached
https://www. /ourasriel/814890183648509952/for-star-pup01-it-is-a-what-ifprediction-of-the?source=share

AIGHT.
I GO BACK TO MY DUNGEON.

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

Susie wasn’t supposed to be this quiet.

It was a stupid thing to think about, now that Kris reflected a little more. She didn’t even sound that quiet. Her breaths had slowly started to sound normal again, but hadn’t lost that… gravely sound that they couldn’t quite place. Most of her scales stopped twitching out of place, but color had barely come back.

Kris had a hunch as to why. Back at their own house, Susie carried similar wounds from the Knight. When the Angel shined brighter it seemed to… undo whatever the darkness did. They didn’t get it entirely, but they knew that they needed that same power right now. Instead, the crystal flickered dangerously. Kris took the horns that held the Pure Crystal off of her head to make her more comfortable, setting them on her chest.

No one else sat in Susie’s room. It was just them right now. They needed guidance on what to do next… on how to fix this. The only person who might have an idea of what to do was Ralsei, but he couldn’t exist in the Light World. If Kris took his horns into the Dark World to try to talk to Ralsei, then they would need to bring the Pure Crystal too. That would mean… Susie would be without it for a little bit, and Kris didn’t want to even test if this could get any worse.

It was already bad enough.

All three of them knew what the water meant for them. Ralsei said so many times how dangerous it would be to ferry them across the waves. Kris just… didn’t think that the Knight would actually summon a Titan right next to them. It could’ve killed them faster. It should’ve killed them faster. Instead, it did the next best thing, trying to wash its hands while it ran.

When Susie went in, Kris thought it was over. The prophecy wouldn’t end with a bang, but with a drowned out splash. They couldn’t see her as soon as she went under. She didn’t even try to resurface.

Kris thought about going in after her, but they knew that if they did…

Blue glass pushed its way through their head, shimmering too bright for them to see anything else.

It wasn’t time yet.

But it could be, and that rooted them to the floor to watch Susie.

It was Ralsei who pulled her out, scarf extending far beyond its limits while the Angel’s light began shining brightly through the Pure Crystal again. He only succeeded in dragging her to the surface, keeping her against the side of the boat while desperately trying to pull her out. Kris used their one good arm to try to lift her with him, and the water grazed them too.

They stared at their left hand, testing their fingers. It looked normal now. For a second, they’d been terrified that they would lose a second hand, but now they realized that those feelings didn’t matter at all. Their injuries weren’t anywhere close to what happened to Susie.

Things were only going to get worse. The sword over their head started to hang on by a thread, waiting for the moment to fall. It all started with a stupid promise, and now…

At least, their friends weren’t around now to feel like they had to give Kris comfort. No, this isolation had been earned. Kris worked so hard for it, didn’t they? Susie and Ralsei always would fall to the prophecy, so really, what right did they have to complain now that the fruits of their labor had finally started to occur? They didn’t get to pick and choose! No matter how much Susie or Ralsei tried to convince them otherwise, these things kept happening. The Roaring kept getting worse! How much longer until it was all over?

The walls were already closing in.

At least, when the time finally came, Kris didn’t have an out anymore. They deserved to pay the price. But, Susie and Ralsei didn’t. They didn’t deserve any of this.

Kris’ eyes caught on the crystal still tied to Ralsei’s horns. The Angel couldn’t bail them out now. Every time Kris woke up, they hoped that a different soul would be in their chest. At least then, they could go back to actually making things right. Kris couldn’t make things right. They were the catalyst to all of this. Without the Angel, they were just the traitor who messed everything up.

They didn’t bother calling out to the Angel like Susie and Ralsei liked to do. It wouldn’t do anything. The Angel knew better than to answer Kris’ call.

The rickety door on the other side of the room started to creak open. 

“Um… Kris? Are you still in there?”

There wasn’t really anywhere to hide, and Noelle really didn’t need to ask. Kris had been standing guard by the bed for far too long. They were a little interested in how the rest of the apartment complex was holding up, but Kris didn’t listen to Berdly’s initial attempts to ramble. Too many eyes were watching Susie while they dragged her to her place. Kris only knew where it was by virtue of MK pointing it out with a tail when they stared at Susie’s greyed out body.

People were still out there and alive. However, the person who they were the most afraid of facing right now had entered the room.

Noelle invited herself in, stepping through the door and shutting it as fast as she could. Immediately, she looked past Kris, trying to get a good look at Susie. “Is Susie… okay?” No one here actually truly knew what was happening to her. And yet, Noelle looked at Kris like they would know.

Shaking their head, Kris turned back to look at Susie. “Don’t know. Have to wait.”

Just like she had when Ralsei suggested the same thing, Noelle’s hopes began to fall. Worse, something else began to rise. “Are… are we really sure about that? I know that’s what Ralsei said, but maybe-”

“Angel reversed smaller versions of this before,” Kris interrupted before she could get the wrong idea. Then again, it wasn’t the only thing that helped. “Healing worked before on smaller ones. Didn’t work this time.” Ralsei already tried, and he was the strongest healer that Kris knew. It was scary to watch the magic flow from his hands and do nothing.

Noelle glanced at the crystal tied to the horn. “And… you’re sure that’s all we can do… that there isn’t some other thing that you’re not telling me about?” 

Kris’ shoulders began to grow tense. They muttered a simple “No.”

Her hooves shuffled a bit, a long and awkward silence passing between the two of them. When she finally figured out how to word what was on her mind, she sighed in frustration, “I don’t know what I did wrong… to still be left out of all of this. You saw what I can do out there! If I wasn’t there when that happened to Susie, you all wouldn’t have made it out!”

That had been a long time coming. Only, Kris did not understand what had brought it about right now. “Not lying to you about Susie.” Was it that? Did Noelle think that Kris was still lying? They hadn’t done anything to convince her otherwise. “If we could do something, I would have.”

Again, the room was silent for a bit. Kris kept their gaze trained on Susie. They did not want to see the frustration on Noelle’s face. She continued to pry into their failures. “I- okay- so what’s going to… happen if this all works out. Are you three just going to… go back into the dark? Avoid me again? I know Ralsei said that I’m not strong enough for this, but I showed you that I am! You saw it! You saw-”

Kris lowered their head. “Don’t blame him. Blame me.” It was their lie that led to Noelle getting left behind. It was their lie that led to Noelle being fed information by the mayor.

Noelle inhaled sharply. “Okay, well, when he comes back, he’s probably going to say the same thing again! You weren’t the one who… who said that, and he yelled at me earlier about Susie like it was my fault that this all happened!”

The horns rested on Susie’s chest. The plastic headband could not speak for itself. Ralsei could not speak for himself.

Something twisted in Kris’ gut. They wished that they could run. They wished that they could go into another room where Noelle couldn’t see them… where they didn’t have to face judgement. This time, there wasn’t even a piano nearby to give them an excuse to keep their distance. However, they couldn’t do any of those things, and both of their friends could not defend themselves from Noelle’s frustration.

So, Kris had to do one thing right by them. Kris had to take the hits this time. “Don’t talk about him like he’s not here,” they stated, turning to finally stare at Noelle from the corner of their eye. “Blame me. Not him. Neither knew that you wanted to come. I lied to you, not him.” After all they had done to Ralsei, this was the least that Kris could do for him.

“He did lie. You lied. All of you lied about the Angel!” She pointed an accusatory finger, forcing Kris’ vision to look away to avoid the scorn. “Why… am I not allowed to be mad about that?”

“It’s not their fault,” Kris whispered. Why couldn’t she just blame Kris? It seemed like she was almost there, leaving Susie’s name specifically out of her accusations, but Ralsei still existed in her crosshairs. For all that Kris wanted someone to finally get mad at them for all they had done, they couldn’t drag Susie and Ralsei down with them. They couldn’t. The truth had to come out eventually. “All of this is my fault, so stop talking about them.”

Courage to defend their friends had returned.

However, it needed to hold, because Noelle had finally had enough of the secrecy. “Then… then when was Ralsei going to tell me that the Angel threatened my mom? How is that your fault!?”

Kris stared at the horns. One of his greatest weaknesses had always been not knowing how to tell people things. However, Kris had gotten a good look at Ralsei’s manual before it made their head spin. If Noelle wanted Kris to answer in his stead, then they would. “You don’t know why the Angel did in the first place.”

It was an awful truth that Kris had to confront. Despite how much they crushed the soul when they found out what the Angel had done, it was less for Carol’s sake and more for the fact that Ralsei had been used to do it. However, no matter what side of the promise that Kris was on, they never blamed Susie for punching the mayor in the face or claiming that she too would’ve threatened Carol.

“Of course I don’t know!” Noelle threw her arms out to the side. “Because… because no one told me!” 

Yes, Kris didn’t tell her. Kris never told her anything about the prophecy or any of this. If they could’ve, they would have kept that lie going until the Roaring ended or they perished. Instead, Noelle found out anyway, and now they had to deal with the repercussions. “Kept out for a reason.”

“Because I’m weak? Because I’m going to… to just slow you all down??? Mess everything up???” 

“Because that could’ve been you.” Kris pointed at Susie, the words slipping out of their mouth painfully. Noelle may not forgive them today. She may never forgive them. However, at least that would mean that one person finally had the right idea about them. “You could’ve done what we do. You could’ve been part of this. Didn’t want that to happen. Couldn’t let you be in harm’s way.”

Noelle blinked a few times in confusion, but she didn’t understand. How could she, when she had so little to work with? “So… I’m just made out of glass then?? I… I don’t want to be protected!! If it means not knowing what’s happening, I don’t want that!” 

Kris had to push further then. They shut their eyes, fully facing away from Noelle. “Might be better not to know. It hurts to know.” Shimmering glass appeared in their mind again, forcing their eyes open so that they didn’t have to look at it. “Agreed with the mayor on you. Couldn’t involve you, because of what the Final Prophecy said.”

“Everyone has been vague about that too!” Noelle yelled, “I-I get that the prophecy says… that a lot of people are in danger, but what is all of this if not… a lot of danger already??? Why is it enough to freak everyone out?”

She really didn’t get it, did she?

“The prophecy took Dess,” Kris whispered. Maybe, that would help Noelle finally understand how insurmountable it was. Tragedy had already found them the moment Dess was lost to them. They couldn’t look at Noelle’s face. They couldn’t. “Three will die. The cage, with human soul and parts. The prince, alone in deepest dark. The girl… with hope crossed on her heart.” Their eyelids began to grow heavy, but they couldn’t close them entirely. They’d just imagine the prophecy again. “Last one… could’ve been you.”

Noelle had been raised with this prophecy being talked about since childhood. Rarely did they all ever get the specifics. So many things were left vague, but Kris had come to realize that it was by design. The heroes could be anyone. The Angel could’ve been so many different types of people.

However, even knowing the danger, Noelle questioned, “Why do you think… I wouldn’t want to be a part of this?” Did she really not feel the same way? “If the… if this took Dess from us, then why wouldn’t I want to be part of it??? I have a reason to help! I have… I want to help!”

“You don’t understand.” Kris lowered their head, putting a hand over their face. “We’re going to die. Susie. Ralsei. Me. It says we will. We can’t… stop it.” Maybe, there was still a way out for Kris if the Angel somehow came back. However, the prophecy was still there. No matter how horrendously things had gone, even though Kris tried to stop the Roaring before it could happen… the prophecy still stood. “We tried to. It didn’t change.”

The empty room stayed quiet for too long. Darkness threatened to bleed through the blinds, but it couldn’t get through entirely. The lone lightbulb on the ceiling let off a discordant hum, filling the silence between the two of them. Susie’s labored breaths continued. She couldn’t interrupt either of them. She couldn’t tell them to stop.

But, this was what Kris wanted. This was all they wanted from Susie and Ralsei, and now, they could get it.

“We planned this. All of it. Me. Carol,” Kris muttered, slowly turning to finally look Noelle in the eyes. They weren’t lying anymore. “Didn’t want you to be the girl, so we made it Susie. Didn’t want me to die, so we stole the Angel’s body for later. Didn’t care about Ralsei… because he didn’t matter.” They watched pieces begin to slot together as terror started to slowly wash across her face. “Cause an apocalypse. Sacrifice three. Dess would be saved. Everything would go back to normal… just like it was before.” This was what they wanted. This was always what they wanted.

Finally, judgement came.

Noelle’s hands balled into fists. “So you thought…” She began to tremble. “You thought that not telling me that Susie would die… would make me happy? You thought not telling me that you would die would make me happy???”

Kris looked her in the eye. “Can’t avoid it, no matter how hard we try. It doesn’t make it feel better to know what’s coming.” Even if they wanted to avoid knowing, the prophecy reminded them anyway. “Thought it would be kinder to keep you out of it.”

“So… so my sister would be back… and I’d just…” Noelle couldn’t look them in the eye, staring at the floor with nothing but confusion in her eyes. “You’d be gone. Susie would be gone. It’d just be the same thing all over again, just with someone else I care about!”

Finally, Kris looked away too. They couldn’t take credit for being one of those who would be sacrificed. “Wasn’t meant to be me before everything went wrong. Deserve what’s coming. Susie and Ralsei don’t.”

“That doesn’t make it any better, Kris! You don’t…” A shaky breath escaped her nose, the gravity of everything finally beginning to crash down. “Don’t say you deserve this.”

“The Roaring was planned.” They gestured out the window with their one good hand. “What else would make me deserve it? Planned for Susie to die. Planned for Ralsei to die. Planned to cage and banish the Angel too.” What more was necessary?

Again, that dreaded silence fell. Sometimes, Kris thought that if they listened close enough, they could still hear the waves outside. No one could see through a single window in this building. The windows might as well have been sealed entirely shut. And yet, they could still hear them.

Noelle finally worked up the courage to say something else, “I don’t… just want to stand aside and let all of this happen. Even… even with how scary all of that is, I still want to be out there! Maybe…” She nervously ran a hand through her hair. “Maybe… it’s not as set in stone as we think. Maybe… I prevented it by showing up and stopping the Titan from catching up with all of us!”

She didn’t know yet. She didn’t yet know how insurmountable the prophecy’s designs were.

“No.” Kris turned away from her, returning to their vigil over Susie. “You don’t get it yet. You’re staying out of it.”

Indignation flashed across her face. “You can’t stop me. I’ll just escape again and come find all of you! It’d be better if I was already with you in the first place! And! I know something that you all don’t!”

Kris continued staring at Susie. They had already given their final order. Noelle would not be joining them in the future. If Kris needed to throw her back into Carol’s care, then so be it. Noelle would not escape her watch a second time.

Noelle shuffled on her feet when she didn’t get an answer. “Did you hear me?!? I know something that could help! But if you don’t let me come along to help you all, then…”

Kris refused. If they were already going to lose those closest to them, then they couldn’t increase the death toll. They still… didn’t even know if the Roaring could even be stopped. The prophecy still said it could, right?

They didn’t know anymore.

In anger, Noelle whipped around. “I’m going to talk to Berdly. He wanted to show me around, so… if you change your mind… or if Susie gets better…”

Kris continued staring at their fallen friend.

Wordlessly, Noelle left the room. The door slammed shut behind her, a bond beginning to break even further.

It was for the best.

 


 

For once, Noelle was around someone who actually told her things. A lot of things, as a matter of fact, but Berdly actually filled her in on everything that she missed! As if the apartment complex needed an introduction, Berdly gave her the entire tour. 

There were some neat things… like the fact that people were actually doing… pretty well here??? Noelle wanted to pay more attention. The ringing in her ears still hadn’t stopped. She shook her head, as if that would somehow help her keep her focus. She needed the distraction. She needed it.

Berdly’s voice slowly stopped escaping her grasp while he thoroughly explained, “When the entire sun didn’t rise at dawn, everyone ran around like headless chickens!” He pushed his glasses up, whirling around to face her. “NOT! Seriously, Noelle! You should see the look on your face? Did you really think that the second smartest student in the class wouldn’t be able to handle a disaster such as this?”

Ah, right, he was… waiting for her to say that he did a good job. Wait, did he just call himself the second smartest? “Um… what exactly happened then?” She wasn’t really paying enough attention. Everyone else… probably saw the Roaring on their own terms. Right, the sun wouldn’t have come up if it happened at night. “You solved it?”

“Well… not exactly, but-” He whirled back around on his talons, clasping both of his wings behind his back. “Any sharp mind is prepared for whatever disaster that may come! So, what do you do in a disaster? Ration! Secure water! Charge your batteries in case you get bored! Keep everything secure!”

The antics started to pull her out of her head. Noelle squinted. “One of those doesn’t… um… sound like the others-”

“Nonsense, Noelle! We’ve had bad snowstorms before! That’s the last time I forget to charge my portable gaming devices!” He clasped his wing into a fist, holding it to his chest. “But woe, my efforts were all for naught, because shockingly enough…!” Once again, he brought his wing outward, gesturing at the fluorescent lights still buzzing in the hallway. “We still have power and water, both things that… er… you wouldn’t really expect in a devastating apocalypse!”

That… was right! Noelle smiled like she’d figured something out. “It was like that at the Shelter too. We never lost power… and I didn’t really get how… whatever water system in there worked. But it did… which doesn’t make sense with what’s going on outside.”

“The Shelter?!?” Berdly questioned, looking at her like she was insane. “What in the heavens were you doing at the Shelter?!?”

Oh! Right, people still thought that the Shelter was off limits. Well… when it was still a Dark World, that was probably for a good reason. Noelle wondered how many people had been scared off by the Knight going in and out… or how many of the rumors about the Shelter were just made up. Mom usually said a lot about the Shelter, and after what happened to Dess…

Noelle shook her head, getting her bearings again. “Right, I… forgot to tell you. We’ve been staying at the Shelter for a while. It’s… Kris, Susie, the Dreemurrs, and the rest of my family right now.” Did Ralsei count? He didn’t really… stay inside. “I heard mom and Kris talking about bringing people there, but…”

“There is no need Noelle!” Berdly thought about it for a little longer and immediately winced like he heard glass shatter. “Er… maybe there’s a need. Do you have… any amount of food there? That’s the one thing that we did not get lucky with!”

“Too much, actually.” Noelle didn’t really know how long it could last. There were… a lot of people here. Already, she’d seen MK and Snowy. The apartments weren’t the fullest place in town. There were a few empty ones. Regardless, she knew that the people at the Shelter weren’t going to go through all of that anytime soon. Mom… really went all out. It was terrifying, to be honest. “I guess that means… we’ll have to start moving people there, huh?”

Berdly grinned. “Precisely! Which! In case you haven’t noticed, which I am sure that you have, I have been doing rescue missions of my own! The Cattenheimer family is safe and sound, with many more missions to come! When I realized that it was the Dark Worlds all over again, I…” He trailed off, the reality of the situation crashing down. “Well… a lesser person would… would have thought that all of it was absurd! And… if that lesser person just so happened to be confused about-”

“I was confused too, Berdly. It’s… um… not bad to be confused about all of the Dark World stuff?” Noelle admitted, but their revelations came at much different times. 

“Oh thank heavens, I thought I was going mad!” Berdly put both of his wings on her shoulders, exasperated. “So what happened??? All of those adventures with Queen… with Kris and Susie… and with that strange lackey were real?”

She remembered when she found out in the flower world. It was all a rush, and then there was everything with the Angel… “Even… the apocalypse that Ralsei talked about was real.” Noelle dreaded going back outside again just a little bit. “But… yeah, it was all real, and-”

“And you covered for Kris???” Berdly accused, and it took Noelle a moment to realize what he was talking about. “I knew that lackey wasn’t in my Minecrap server! If you were covering for him, then that meant you knew!”

Noelle paused. She tried to think of what was going through her head, but she was just following everyone else’s lead! Explaining the Dark Worlds would be too much in the middle of the festival, and…

Oh.

Well! You know what??? She knew how it felt to be lied to! She knew how it felt for Kris to tell her over and over again that she still wasn’t going to be allowed to help. If everyone left out of the loop was confused about not knowing, then that meant Noelle wasn’t alone here! It didn’t matter if some stupid prophecy was scary! If Noelle had to watch everything happen around her while being the only one who didn’t know what was going on, then it wouldn’t be any better!

So, unlike Kris, unlike all of her friends who kept leaving her over and over, she’d fix this. 

“I’m… I’m sorry, Berdly.” She pushed his wings off of her shoulders. “But from now on, I’ll tell you everything I know! I promise.” Despite how little she knew of the grander picture, Kris had told her a lot. She could say things on her own now. She faced a Titan! No one could control what she said or did here.

Berdly’s betrayal suddenly morphed into something genuinely… gleeful??? He bounced back, putting a wing on the bottom of his beak. “Of course! You were merely getting a headstart so that it could be like old times! The #1 tutoring the #2!”

He was… taking that surprisingly well? Noelle tilted her head, laughing, “Um… why do you keep calling yourself ‘#2’? I thought that was me… you know… for a while now???”

“Ah, Noelle, such distinctions are not important! Now that I know everything that happened was real, I suppose I’ve had a bit of time to… reflect…” He whirled around, once again clasping his wings behind his back. “But! Mark my words, Noelle! We will wade through this apocalypse effortlessly, and no one will stand in our way!” 

“Um… that sounds like a bit much?” He was starting to monologue like an evil villain.

Someone started walking down the hallway, Catti rolling her eyes with Jockington in tow. “...don’t bother. Been monologuing for hours…”

Honestly, at this point, Noelle found it better than anything else. At the Shelter, it was either dreadful silence with nothing but dad’s breathing… the Dreemurrs arguing elsewhere, or mom trying to drill into her again. For a while there, it’d been even worse with the constant sound of ocean waves. The monologuing was a nice change of pace. Seeing some of her class here made something lift off of her shoulders just a bit, but-

“Jockington, why do you have a beard???” Noelle caught on the snake instantly, having apparently not noticed when she came in.

Jockington coiled over Catti’s shoulder, and she was completely unbothered while he began to explain. “Noelle, times were, rough. Aged like, fine wine. Get the beard, to survive winter. Shave it, for cool clothes.”

Catti nodded, completely comprehending his plight. “So like… the darkness…” She gestured past Noelle. “...what’s that about?”

Oh, the Roaring. Right. People would obviously wanna know. Noelle combed her hair back. “Um… right. So… this is going to sound a little weird, but basically everything outside has turned into a fantasy world, but everything also… kind of wants to kill us out there??? But there’s also a Shelter way down south that we can go to, so we don’t have to worry that m-”

“...was talking about Susie.”

Noelle halted in her tracks. How would that even be talking about Susie- whatever. Whatever. Noelle clamped her eyes shut, taking a deep breath. “I… don’t know.” When her eyes reopened, they were trained on the floor. “Kris wouldn’t tell me anything, and they’re relying on…” How would she even begin to explain the Angel to everyone? She didn’t know how, but she couldn’t just hide them, right? That was what got her into this mess in the first place. People didn’t talk. “You know… our whole religion, right?”

Catti blinked very, very slowly. Silently, Noelle got the vibes that Catti was personally offended. “...yeah. Seems pretty obvious… …with what’s happening.”

Right, okay. Catti used to try to teach Noelle protection spells, so all of this stuff probably wasn’t new to her at all. Maybe… that would mean that she’d take the Roaring well when they inevitably had to go back in. Noelle took the victory for what it was, trying to explain the next part as best she could, “The scarier thing is… the Angel is also real. Or at least, they were. Kris says that the Angel is going to heal Susie, but I just… I just don’t…”

Berdly interrupted, “Wait wait wait, hold on, what do you mean they were real?”

Ah, she’d let that part out too early. Noelle started to get a bit flustered, sheepishly explaining something that no one had really opened up about, “All I know… is that for a while, the Angel was with Kris. For a really… long while. Maybe like the past week???” She put her hands on her face, groaning, “But whatever happened outside hurt the Angel enough to where they’re… just that rock that Susie came in with.”

“...not the rock,” Catti corrected, like she somehow knew anything about this. However, she actually had something insightful. “...window to the Angel. Can feel the energy…”

Noelle… sort of felt that once??? When she was casting a spell, that familiarity of the Angel invoked a terror in her. However, Catti sounded like she actually recognized them. Catti hadn’t even been near the Angel other than with Kris! “Um… can you explain that?”

“...just communing. Feel if something is upset before it hurts you… keeps you from doing stupid things… bad rituals…” Catti’s eyes narrowed. “The energy is very upset.”

Berdly’s eyes lit up, and he interrupted Noelle’s train of thought instantly before she could even begin to try to parse that, “That reminds me! The way we located your paltry party was… er… the light thing glowing really bright! We were getting a little concerned before that though, because things just… kept getting a bit darker.”

Noelle noticed that too. Over and over, the world kept dimming. Wait… she remembered. She remembered what that coincided with! “The voice said the Angel died when that happened…” 

Confused, Berdly scrunched his beak. “Er… voice???”

Oh gosh, it was all spilling out now. Noelle started pacing up and down the hall. “All of this… gets so complicated so fast. Long story short… this voice contacted me about the Angel. It wanted me to bring Kris, Susie, and… Ralsei there.” Only one person here actually knew Ralsei. Catti did too considering she was there. Ah well, that was close enough. “And I just can’t help but wonder how it’s all connected!”

“That is a splendid observation Noelle! But… I regret to inform you that I’m a bit tunnel visioned on the whole… ‘Angel dying’ thing.” Berdly was rapidly having his worldview shattered over and over again, and personally, Noelle still thought it was better than being drip fed all of it over the course of countless lies.

“I don’t know what it means!” Really, Noelle didn’t know! That sounded… that sounded utterly terrifying. “Maybe Ralsei knows. He knows a lot of things, so he could probably tell us, but he won’t, because he keeps not telling me things!” The words started spilling out too much, too fast to control. “It keeps getting worse! Susie stopped talking to me! Kris won’t listen to anything I say. Mom is…” She couldn’t talk about mom. Mom hated whenever she did that. She had a reputation to uphold. Noelle couldn’t…

Her vision began to swim, but it didn’t last for long. Something soft pressed up against her shoulder, and when Noelle looked up, Catti had her head tilted. The silent question she was asking was eventually voiced. “...need to sit down?”

Shakily, Noelle nodded. She needed that right about now.

She just… needed a second after all of this.

Catti guided her further away from the sad room where Susie still tried to recover. Berdly and Jockington followed, the tour having been unceremoniously interrupted. There probably wasn’t anything else left to see, anyway. For once, Noelle needed to be somewhere where she didn’t feel like an utter screw-up who people just wanted to keep stationary.

And maybe, for right now, that wasn’t with Kris.

 


 

The classroom was empty.

Everyone had already gone home, except for one person still sitting at her desk. It wasn’t like she wanted to be here. She wanted to be anywhere but here. For some reason, she found herself sitting at the back of that room regardless, waiting for something to happen.

Her memory tilted. No, she’d been here after hours because she fell asleep. Right, that made more sense. She fell asleep, and no one bothered to wake her up. Who would bother to wake her up? Everyone thought that she’d sooner bite their hands off if they tried touching her, and she wasn’t a problem as long as she was still asleep. Everyone liked her better when she wasn’t doing anything.

Now, they’d all gone home. She looked outside to see if the sun had gone down but couldn’t see through the windows anymore. Weird. She thought she remembered light coming through them for just a bit. She should get up and go cause havoc somewhere else. Hell, maybe she could go and try to find…

The name slipped through her fingers.

She didn’t even know why she woke up. For a while there, she felt something warm. The light from outside had finally gone, and the classroom fell into darkness again. She should just lay back down and sleep on her desk. It would be easier to go back to sleep. She wouldn’t have to get up. If she went outside, she’d just see people looking at her with disappointment and disgust all over again.

Susie looked up, her own name rooting itself in her head.

For a second, she thought she saw someone sitting in front of her. An instinct in her body came back, making her wanna kick the back of their chair to get their attention. She couldn’t… see whatever she was looking at. She just knew it was there. It wasn’t what was supposed to be there. Susie remembered which classmate used to sit in front of her. But… when she tried to hook onto the name… she got more tired.

The indistinct shape in front of her faded away. It was as if it was never there at all.

Her senses began to dull again. Her eyelids felt heavy.

But, whatever was there left an ache in her chest when it left. Even though it hurt, she started to push herself to her feet. The desk crumbled away at her touch, but Susie didn’t feel alarmed about it. She felt… nothing. The only thing that she wanted right now… was to catch up with whatever had left.

The classroom started to fall away behind her. She didn’t even make it to the door by the time it was all gone.

It was… cold out here.

She didn’t know where she was walking, only that she did. The jacket around her body wouldn’t protect her from the cold, no matter how tightly she wrapped it around herself. Even though her breath should be wisping in front of her, she didn’t see it. She only chased after that fleeting warmth, but she never found it.

Eventually, Susie stopped walking. Her legs couldn’t carry her forward anymore, and she didn’t know how long she’d been going for. She was still tired. Even now, she was still so tired. It would be easier to give up. It would be easier to let the darkness take her again.

Susie waited. She could do nothing else. Slowly, she stopped thinking about anything else. The warmth that she’d been chasing was gone. It left. It left just like everyone else always did. Now that she was quiet, maybe the world would be a little happier again. That’s… what it was all leading to anyway, right? She’d go quiet, and the world would be saved when she did. So… what was the point in fighting if…

The wind howled. It dragged her hair with it over and over again. Susie stayed on her knees, shutting her eyes.

She waited.

She didn’t know for how long.

She didn’t know when the end would come.

A thought started to bloom in her mind for the first time in a while.

Back in the prison, back when she hit one of her friends over and over again with everything she had, she remembered something flying out over and over again to fight with her. Or… was it against her? She hooked onto that memory, trying to remember what it was that soared in and out of her vision.

It was scared of what she would do.

She remembered that feeling more than anything. For reasons she couldn’t explain, she started only experiencing that familiar presence. She remembered grabbing a soul from a half-built vessel, shoving it in her chest so that she could finally talk to the being that wouldn’t listen to her. She remembered standing across from it, feeling its own fear of being left behind while it tried to convince her to let go. She knew the light being cast upon her… because she once walked through it to save just one more friend.

A memory came flooding back. Susie’s arms started to move without her command while she fiddled with red fabric and needles. The presence within her was really uncoordinated, but she didn’t really know what she was doing either. Over and over, they accidentally poked at one of the scales, cursing under their breath and apologizing. Susie’s mouth moved, but no noise came out of her throat. Still, she thought she remembered what she said back then.

Honestly, she didn’t care how many times the presence pricked her on accident. They were doing something nice for Ralsei. He needed nice things right now, and if it was coming from them in particular, Susie knew that he’d probably lose his mind. Ralsei had already been dying over the fact that they all got him new furniture for his room. A few times, the presence within Susie made an offhanded comment about getting him more things while Ralsei was around, and his face always looked like he’d keel over and drop dead.

This was gonna be great. She’d let them use her hands for as long as they needed to until this was done. Hell, maybe one day they’d be able to have a body of their own. Maybe…

…but none of her plans for the future happened, did they?

It didn’t matter to them.

The Angel fought through the dark to find her.

Warmth spread across her scales, the wind beginning to die down. For a second, she didn’t open her eyes. She didn’t want to feel that they were there… only to open her eyes and see nothing again. Susie failed them already. She promised that nothing was going to happen to them, and she shoved them into a Titan instead of keeping that promise.

The warmth remained.

Slowly, she started to open her eyes. The emptiness around her had been filled in. Below the rickety dock that she sat on, blackened waters threatened to swallow her up entirely. But… she recognized this dock. The Angel sat on it when they first met, asking her if she ever thought of a world where she didn’t exist.

For a while, that was all she could think about.

She sat further away from the edge of the dock, space being left for one other person to sit between her and the precipice. Warmth still radiated on her, and someone occupied that space after all.

Or… something did.

Susie couldn’t see them. She knew that it was the Angel. Her heart already started racing when she recognized them. But, when she opened her eyes, she still couldn’t see them. They were too far. Something wasn’t right, and Susie’s head struggled to piece together why she couldn’t see the thing in front of her.

She wanted to see them.

Susie pushed a little further, and saw something she didn’t think she was supposed to see.

A hole had been carved out of the world where the warmth was coming from. Cracks spread out from where the figure sat. She couldn’t see it. She didn’t know how. But, she could see a flicker of red in the hole in reality. She focused on that, trying to latch onto it as best she could.

Susie never really met the Angel in person, did she? Whenever she talked with them, they always looked like someone else. Sometimes, they wore Kris’ deadpan face, talking as if they were always unsure of the words coming out of their own mouth when Kris didn’t agree. Sometimes, they wore Ralsei’s face, always looking happy to be speaking whenever Ralsei got to give them a chance to do it. Sometimes, they wore her face, staring at her with eyes that had to be far more tired than hers.

Maybe, she got it now. Maybe she understood why they always seemed that tired. For a second, she clenched her eyes shut.

She imagined that face that she could barely comprehend… etched into that one prophecy panel. It didn’t do her much. She couldn’t put it into practice. It freaked her out, and that made her feel bad all over again. She didn’t really know what they would look like… or what they even wanted to look like.

So, Susie’s mind made nothing but gaps. She opened her eyes, only being able to fill in what she did know. She imagined a red soul hovering in the center of the hole in front of her. It flickered through the small window that she had, not able to quite manifest fully. She thought of the simpler image of the Angel in the prophecy… the one that was plastered all over everyone’s houses. Somehow, that revealed wings of light over their back the next time she blinked. They, too, flickered like she wasn’t supposed to see them.

Both wings were limp, splayed out against the rotting wood of the dock. Still, the light blocked her from getting closer to the edge.

Susie stayed on her knees, the figure across from her… looking like they were sitting down. She could barely make out what looked like a head bowing, staring down at the ground. Over and over, pulses of something rotten came from the soul. Even though she didn’t feel cold anymore, she could still feel them.

Reaching out too fast, Susie tried to call her voice. The moment she tried to use it, it sputtered out. She sounded garbled, speech choked before it could even get started. The light soothed her throat. It kept her company while she tried again.

If the Angel knew she was there, they didn’t show it.

But, she could almost see them. For some reason, Susie thought that she should be happier about that. It was too hard to grasp for right now. She was fighting for every inch to get away from that feeling of wanting to succumb.

Still, it couldn’t push her down forever. She started to grin when she felt her throat stop burning. “You’re… still there… aren’t you, dumbass?”

The person that she couldn’t quite see didn’t respond. The wings stayed close to the ground, guarding any path that she’d take to get by them.

But… that shaky soul was still there. No matter what happened to them in the Roaring, no matter how much she failed, they were still out there somewhere. Just like Ralsei could, Susie felt their presence nearby. It wrapped around her, pulling her further and further out and undoing whatever had been done to her.

She… fell into the ocean, didn’t she?

Susie laughed, shaking her head in disbelief, “Guess I… really… scared you, huh?” Her voice still felt raw, not entirely there. “Guess… you can’t really hear me though… can ya?”

The presence did not respond. Through the hole in the dark, stars shimmered far in the distance. It looked like a whole galaxy in there. She didn’t… even really think about when the last time she saw the sky was. The Roaring happened so fast that she didn’t even think to take it all in for one last time. Susie thought that it would all be over quickly, but…

…here she was, on the brink with someone putting her back together.

She didn’t know if she’d get another chance. Maybe some part of them could hear her. Maybe the Angel could get an idea of what she wanted to say to them. So, she had to ask, “How… have you been?”

Something untethered. Susie bet that she could’ve felt it at any time, but a piece of her slotted back into place. The part of her that cared sharpened, no longer dulled by the waves that eroded it. Apathy sifted away from her. It let her pay attention to a part of the Angel’s presence that had been hiding from her.

Susie remembered the Angel showing her the exact moment that all of their previous friends left them on that cliffside. She remembered the Angel staring at a younger version of themself… unable to walk where the rest of their friends went. She rarely ever saw them that sad. Back then, it freaked her out enough to make her start asking the questions that mattered.

That same sadness had buried every part of the Angel under it.

They were tired.

For some reason, Susie decided to join them, laying out on her back. Her body didn’t feel whole enough to stay upright. Fuzziness drew her down until she fully sat her head down against damp wood. The Angel did not move with her. As if she hadn’t moved at all, they didn’t even twitch.

The more she thought about staying quiet, cold spread throughout her body. She didn’t want to fade away again. Susie didn’t want the Angel to vanish again. So, she started talking to the open air, giving a weak chuckle, “Y’know… you seem… just as tired as me right now.”

The figure did not respond.

Well, fine. She’d dealt with them being touch and go once before. There wasn’t a soul to slam into her body this time, but she could work with it. All she could think to do was keep running her mouth. “It’s just… getting a lot harder…” She moved her head to properly look at the presence next to her. “You feeling like that… too?”

Even though it could not respond, she saw the way its wings fell uselessly against the ground. The red light looked dimmer than she’d ever seen it. That could just mean that it was far, but she wasn’t taking her chances.

“It’d be so easy to just… forget about it all.” She didn’t know who she was talking for, the Angel or herself. Maybe it could be both. Maybe she just liked the company. “When I hit the water, I thought… that was it. Maybe… maybe it’s still it, and…” Her eyelids felt heavy.

The presence still didn’t change.

Susie tried to fill the empty air even more to not fall back asleep. “I know… you’re not gonna want me to do that. I’m… I’m not gonna… but…” Air escaped her nostrils. “It just sucks. It feels like nothing… is working at all…”

For all Susie knew, the Angel hadn’t gotten anywhere closer to them either. Things weren’t going any better over here. The more people she tried to help, the more people got mad at her. Every time she tried to do something right… to act as the hero that the prophecy wanted her to be… she got punished for it. She wasn’t even trying to be a hero for the prophecy’s sake! It was just… a bad idea to let everyone die out there.

“It’s gonna… hurt a lot to get back up.” She glanced at the pale wings stretching across the dock. “Wherever you are… bet you’re thinking the same thing. Right… dumbass?”

The presence only grew more and more tired.

“I’m… I’m sorry, okay?” She remembered grabbing a soul in her hand while it pulsed in warning, begging for the Angel to give everyone a fighting chance. Something began to well up in her eyes. “It’s… my fault that you’re… even like this… y’know?” She remembered them panicking about their special power going away, and Susie still pushed them to keep going. Every time Kris and Ralsei were in danger again, it was because she pushed things further. Every time the Angel’s light went out, it was because she pushed too far. Something began to fall down her face.

The Angel remained perfectly still, like she wasn’t even there at all.

Susie’s body began to feel something other than temperature again. Her muscles started to ache. Still, she managed to will her arms to move upward, and she did something that Ralsei would probably yell at her for doing without thinking.

Both of Susie’s hands extended out into the space that wasn’t quite right, reaching for where she thought the Angel’s face was.

Her claws didn’t catch on anything. Her fingers didn’t really grasp anything. But, somehow, she knew that she was where she had to be. The Angel didn’t react to the closest thing to their face being touched. Her hands didn’t act like she’d touched anything at all. Still, she cradled the fissure in reality like it was all she had. “We’re… we’re gonna make it right, okay? Me… Kris… Ralsei… we’re gonna find you, and we’re going to bring you back home, okay?”

The wings started to flicker even further. The head that Susie held dipped.

“You still believe that… don’t you, dumbass?” She could still feel how sad they were. And still, despite all of that, they sat in between her and the dark waters below. “No matter what… we’re still gonna be here, okay?”

The Angel could not hear her.

For a second, Susie wondered if she’d imagined the Angel entirely.

Her body began to pulsate with pain. Time was almost up. Susie tilted her head forward to the hole in reality, and did another thing that Ralsei would freak out about. She bonked her forehead against where she thought the Angel’s head was. She didn’t feel anything, but one day, she wanted to.

“Just hold on, ‘k? We all miss you.”

The wings faded away.

The nothingness slipped out of her grasp, as if they had fallen. Susie couldn’t see anything anymore. It’d all gone dark while her body began to ache more and more.

The Angel was gone again, too far for her to reach. And still, her body felt warmer. The pain became proof that she was still alive. Dryness in the back of her throat reminded her that she needed to do something more now. She couldn’t keep her eyes shut forever.

There were still people worth fighting for.

Susie summoned all of her strength. It was time to get up.

 


 

Feeling came back to her fingers first. She tried to curl her fingers into a fist, but all of her bones would rather scream at her. She tried bringing her arm up next, but that sucked too. Susie started to wake up entirely, and realized that the ache wasn’t going away.

She powered through it when a primal fear struck right through her soul. She hadn’t thought about it through the haze, but she never did see Kris and Ralsei make it to safety. If she was waking up, then she had to be somewhere safe. But… she didn’t know about them. She didn’t. Susie moved too quickly for her body to handle, trying to sit up and failing.

That’s why the first thing she did was groan.

If she thought a little harder before doing that, then she might’ve been able to figure out that someone would probably be watching over her. Her friends would absolutely not leave her alone if they were fine. Considering that she could feel a familiar, shoddy mattress under her back, she also might’ve been able to figure out just who was in the room with her.

…How did she get back to her own room?

The answer to that question didn’t react as strongly as Susie thought, a small mercy with the unending pounding in her head.

Kris’ breath hitched. It could only be them with how quiet they still were now that they knew she was awake. They silently got to their feet, whispering out, “...Susie?”

Well, she couldn’t keep them waiting, could she? It wouldn’t be the most dramatic of an entrance, but no one needed more drama right about now. Painfully, Susie wrenched her eyes open. They were sluggish against her commands, but finally managed to open to a flickering lightbulb overhead. She instinctively threw up her arm, wincing at the pull in her muscles. Nothing in her body was working, like it had to remember how to actually move while she woke up.

When Susie tilted her head to her right, she caught a messy head of hair in her blurred vision. She was starting to miss the way that their hair smelled like apple-shampoo. It made it a bit harder to recognize Kris. And still, when she was able to make them out through the haze, she grinned. “C’mon… dumbass, I know… you didn’t think I was out entirely…”

But, no matter how much she tried to grin, both of them knew that Kris’ fears would one day happen if that prophecy never broke.

Still, Susie found herself bracing for impact when she was rushed by Kris. They were fast, and outright hugs were rare, but they hooked their arms around her as tightly as they could. 

She thought about saying a joke about how little faith they had in her. She thought about trying to play it all off with another offhanded remark about how she was tougher than that. Every single attempt died in her throat when she saw Kris’ shoulders shaking when their entire body started to tremble.

It could wait.

Susie dragged them up onto the mattress properly, not caring about the way her muscles screamed at her to not do that. Who cared? She could do what she wanted. It gave her just enough leverage to bonk her forehead against theirs.

Kris leaned into it as much as they could. One advantage that it gave them was giving them a better chance at hiding their face from her view. They wiped an arm over their eyes, but it immediately returned to clinging to her like she would disappear at a moment’s notice.

“I’m not going anywhere, ‘k?” Susie kept leaning against them, even though she wanted to playfully punch their arm to try to make them feel better. They were too busy trying to hug her to death. She didn’t want to make them think that they couldn’t try to hug her to death. After the cold… after not being able to feel anything for who knew how long… this was better.

Kris mumbled, desperation seeping into their voice, “Thought you weren’t coming back this time.”

Psh, maybe they did have little faith. She couldn’t blame them for that at all. “To be honest… I didn’t think I was either. I still don’t really… get what happened.” She remembered the Angel being there. She remembered the times when something was happening. Everything else had started to become a blur. The gaps couldn’t exist anymore, so they just stopped being in her head.

As if guilty, Kris pulled themself away. They hid their eyes under their hair, but Susie knew that they weren’t looking at her. “...Knight came. Summoned a Titan. You fell in the water.” They pointed a finger at something still on her head. “Angel got bright. Brighter than they’ve ever been. Gave Ralsei power to pull you out.”

That… meant that Ralsei was fine. Susie reached up to the horns on her head, making sure that Ralsei was still there. She had a jolt of panic when she realized he wasn’t there, only to see a glimmer of the crystal near her chest tied to Ralsei’s horns. The Angel’s crystal still shined, warming up her palms. Her scales seemed a bit less vibrant than before, but maybe that was just because she wasn’t in the Dark World anymore. But… if Ralsei was still here with her… “How long was I out?”

Kris… didn’t have an answer. “Don’t know. Had to travel here. Noelle and Berdly found us. Haven’t… left your room to check the time. Phone clock got stuck.”

Wait… Noelle? Berdly? Susie got more hung up on Noelle though, backing up with her face scrunching up. “How the hell did Noelle get out here?”

Slowly, Kris started to wilt a bit more into themself. “Left the Shelter. Froze the doors. Found us.”

Damn, that was going to be a problem later. She’d probably have to talk Ralsei into using his fire again to melt it. If anyone could get rid of ice, it’d be him. Besides, he’d used it before whenever it helped spare Darkners, so he’d… maybe be fine with it? That did remind her though… “...Guess I should really thank Ralsei for the save, huh?” She lifted the horns, looking at them closely. “I know he can hear me, but… I dunno how long he’s been stuck like this.” They usually stayed outside with him while sleeping. It’d been… who knew how long since he’d been an object for a long stretch of time. She owed him one.

Kris stared at the crystal in particular. They didn’t even look at it with that odd skittishness that they had around the Angel. They just stared. “Angel got bright again. Your scales were bad. Pale.” They pointed at her now purple scales. “Started bringing color back somehow.”

Yeah, she figured they had something to do with that. It made her grin wider knowing that she was right. Ah hell, who cared if Kris knew? “Yeah, that’s one of the things I remember. When I was… uh… sleeping… I think I saw them?” Susie didn’t get a response, Kris instead glancing up at her with confusion. “I dunno. I could just… feel them there. I know damn well I saw their soul. They had some fancy new wings too.”

That detail made Kris slightly smile. “Guess they’ve been busy.”

Huh, that did mean that they’d probably been up to something on their end. Susie started to feel a little lighter. “Yeah, but…” Her grin didn’t last forever, slowly beginning to fade. “Whatever they’ve been busy with tired ‘em out. I don’t know how to… say it in a way that’ll make sense. They just were tired.”

Kris’ own smile faded fast. Guilt crossed their face again when they looked away. “...Sorry for not being able to help.” 

They were probably not telling her their role in the Susie-rescue-mission, but they didn’t need to. Of course, Kris would say something like that. “Oh yeah?” Susie bonked her head against theirs again. “Well you sat in my stupid room until I woke up and got me back here, so that’s helping in my books, got it?”

Unfortunately for Susie, Kris must’ve gotten a hard head from living with goats all their life. They reared their own head back, bashing against her skull as well.

“Ow.” Susie didn’t feel like trying again against them. Man, that actually kinda hurt. If she was having to rub her forehead from one of Kris’ headbutts, then she really was still out of it. That didn’t matter much to her though, because she had something to do. “I gotta talk to Ralsei. He’s been stuck like this for too long.” She tried to shift her weight to the side to get off of her bed. Even though soreness still kept her down, she could move a little easier.

Kris must’ve noticed, because they stood up immediately, asking, “Need help getting up?”

She was sore, but not that sore. She’d let ‘em do it, but not without a light jab. Susie rolled her eyes with a sarcastic “My hero.” Kris scrunched their face, but did take her hand in their one good one. To be honest, she didn’t know how much they actually helped her get up, but Kris looked like they needed to be helpful right about now.

When she drew herself to her full height, she unfurled her fingers and took a deep breath. Sluggishness finally began to go away. With the horned headband secured on her head, she started to go for the door with Kris close behind her. She could… probably just go right outside to talk to Ralsei, right?

Thankfully, outside of her room, the coast was clear. Susie shoved her hands in her pockets, starting to beeline for the stairs. “So uh… how many people are here?” If they were at the apartment complex, then that had to be a good bit of people that they could take home, right?

“A lot.” Kris grimaced. “Whole class. Alphys too. Catti’s family made it here.”

Oh. Right. Susie completely forgot about the fact that Catti was just missing. “How the hell did that happen?”

“Berdly.” Kris apparently didn’t know all the details, because they stopped there.

Well, all right. Sure. At least that meant that someone else wasn’t going through what Susie just did. No one else had a glowing crystal nearby to help them. It was… terrifying how easy it was to give up the moment she fell into the water. Susie wouldn’t dream of leaving Kris and Ralsei to fend for themselves. She wouldn’t dream of throwing away all of this just because a stupid prophecy existed.

But for a moment there, all of those shadows looming in her mind came to the surface. They flooded her head entirely. Everything that she’d fought for was going to be taken away, and fate made sure of it. She stopped getting close for a reason. She…

She couldn’t give up now.

Susie made her way down the stairwell, shaking the thoughts of the water out of her head. “So… guess we’re bringing everyone who’s here to the Shelter, right?” It was a no-brainer at this point. The apartment complex was always a place that they’d have to go for eventually, but now that other Lightners knew they were here… it was probably going to happen sooner rather than later.

Kris nodded, but their eyes lowered. “Lost the boat. Can’t do it as easily anymore.”

Yeah… she probably should’ve asked about that. A Titan appearing right next to them was probably bad. She was surprised that it lasted this long at all. “Well… we can just get Ralsei to make another one.” Thinking about it a little more, it was going to be so annoying to get back to Castle Town. Ugh. At least they all were still kicking, but the “still kicking” could come with a little less annoyance.

When Susie got down to the base floor, she unfortunately didn’t get out without being spotted. Weirdly, the downstairs door was open. Smog sifted in through the door as someone walked in, slamming it behind him. Susie stifled a groan the moment she saw bright blue feathers. Considering Berdly apparently pulled her out of there, and considering he now knew the Dark World was real, he wasn’t the worst. She just would rather talk to Ralsei.

As the smog finally vanished, Berdly’s outfit returned to normal. He breathed a sigh of relief before his eyes immediately went wide. His beak hung open for a few seconds. “Susie?! You’re… awake!”

She didn’t like how he actually sounded concerned when he said that. The first thing out of his beak should’ve been a snide remark, but the theatrics were gone. Still, she tried to play it off. “Yeah yeah. Was it really that bad?”

Berdly found the question absurd, sputtering, “Considering that your complexion turned entirely to monochrome, and your breathing sounded like you had been bitcrushed, it was absolutely that bad!!!” He put a wing over his face, sighing, “Meanwhile, I have just gotten back from checking the perimeter. Don’t tell me that you are planning on heading out promptly again!”

“Uh, yeah, I am. It’s just to talk to Ralsei.” She didn’t expect him to be even further concerned about her actually leaving. There was supposed to be a comment in there about her ruining his Smarttopia or something.

And still, he looked even more nervous. “W-well! Noelle was especially concerned, and would very much like to speak with you posthaste. Also, it is much darker out there now, which reduces our ability to scope out threats, and-”

Kris stepped forward, putting their hand on Berdly’s shoulder. “Need to discuss a plan to move everyone to the Shelter. Come out with us? Keep watch?” It was a clear distraction, but Kris bit the bullet to make things faster for her.

Well, if something happened out there, she’d at least not be alone. Who knew how fast things could change in the Roaring now. If it had really gotten darker, Susie wondered if Ralsei’s fear about the Pure Crystal being seen would come true. Susie tilted her head at Kris, smirking. “Really? Gonna leave me to deal with Ralsei’s wrath on my own? Thought you’d be hounding me.”

Kris rolled their eyes. “Will be close by. He might bite you.” Huh, Susie really must’ve looked that bad.

Thankfully, Berdly actually took the suggestion. “If you wish for a plan, then I will be happy to oblige this once. Though, right after, I think that all of you should speak with Noelle instead of leaving her on read!”

“Yeah I’ll… do that.” Susie didn’t exactly have time to gather her thoughts yet about everything that Noelle said to her, but right now, she needed to make sure that Ralsei wasn’t stuck on her head for any longer. She pushed past Berdly, swinging the door open to walk into the darkness.

It weighed her down this time, choking her lungs instead of embracing her. Her magic felt further pushed down by just walking outside. Still, spiked wristbands formed on her arms. Her vest that she always liked wrapped around her. Her scales didn’t return to their usual bright colors entirely, but they were close enough. When she looked around, she couldn’t even see far enough to spot a single one of the giant bridges. It really had gotten darker.

A spark of light drifted off of Susie’s head, landing just across from her.

Ralsei’s form slowly took shape in the Dark World, and when he opened his eyes, there were already tears. “Susie, you’re-”

Before he even had a chance to worry over her, she already tackled him, sweeping him off his feet and spinning him around. “Guess who, idiot?” She could hear him laughing, but his breath kept hitching every time. By the time she stopped spinning, she saw that the tears absolutely didn’t stop. “Yeah, I’m fine. You really didn’t think some stupid water was going to do me in, right?”

Ralsei laughed, clinging to her while being dangled off the ground. “I… I really wasn’t sure, but…” Before Susie even had a chance to, Ralsei knocked his forehead against hers, shutting his eyes. “I’m so happy you’re okay.”

He was beating her to the punch with the headbutts a lot lately. The last time he did it, he told her that he’d always be there even when she couldn’t stand on her own. Guess he really meant that, huh? When she set him down, her hands stayed on his shoulder, too afraid to let go. “Kris… told me you pulled me out.”

When he finally found his footing, Ralsei tucked the Shadow Mantle tighter over his shoulders. “I-it’s fine. I didn’t go in after you. I just…” He took a deep breath, voice slowly beginning to steady now that the excitement had passed for a moment. “The Angel started glowing again, so I just… poured as much as I could into my scarf and dragged you out. Kris got their arm caught when they tried to pull you on the boat… which I also lost due to a bad landing, and…”

“Hey.” Susie knocked her head against his for good measure, the action shutting him up immediately. “You did fine, dumbass. We’re all still kicking, so that stupid prophecy can shove it.” His shoulders became less tense. “Besides… you heard what I said in there to Kris, right?”

Ralsei frantically nodded, but didn’t quite believe her. “You… you really know that you saw the Angel? I’ve… not to say that you didn’t… but I haven’t ever been able to reach out to them. I thought it was just in my head.”

Wait, the hell did that mean? “Don’t tell me you’ve been seeing them too.”

“I thought it was just nightmares!” Ralsei quickly stammered. To be fair, what Susie went through absolutely felt like a nightmare. The Angel just dragged her through similar things once, so she’d just started expecting it at this point. “They never… seemed like they were really there. They were always far away, and no matter how many times I talked to them… they were just…”

“Quiet?” Susie saw the same exact thing. “Yeah, I thought the same thing too, but they looked different. Heck, if I could still feel them, then that means they’re up to something, right?”

Despite his reservations with the idea, Ralsei admitted, “I do… sense them when they’re brighter. It’s just… a lot more difficult than before.” He leaned to look past Susie, seeing Kris and Berdly sitting by the Grand Door. Both of them were in a heated debate about whether Kris’ hand was just “like that” before. “I wish that I could get an idea of what they’re doing. It might be easier to… convince people that the Angel is trying to fix all of this if we knew what they were up to.”

Maybe, but everyone seemed dead set on just ignoring all of that. Hopefully, Berdly and Catti would be a little bit different. Without Carol being here to influence the conversation, maybe it’d be easier. “I dunno, but they’re there. They’re still kicking. And, that dumbass seemed just as tired as I feel.”

Ralsei got calmer just a little more. He brought his hands up to Susie’s still on his shoulder, smiling. “Well… no matter what, I’m happy that the both of you are still okay. I thought… I wasn’t sure if…”

“Yeah yeah, I thought that too.” She hooked her arm around his neck, dragging him close to dig her knuckles into his forehead. “But I’m not going out that easily. At least make it cool, or something.”

Struggling against her arm, Ralsei did not find her joke as funny as she did. “Do not joke about that please-”

Their back-and-forth was interrupted by the Grand Doors opening again, and neither Kris nor Berdly had moved from their spots. When Susie saw Noelle opening the door on her own, she already knew what was coming.

Noelle took one look at Berdly and Kris before staring at Susie. “A-again? Really?”

Susie still had Ralsei stuck in a headlock. She finally let him go, and didn’t miss the way that he didn’t retreat from what was coming. Ralsei stood next to her, even though this one was probably going to be her fight. It wasn’t like Susie even did anything wrong. “Berdly told me to check in, but I had to make sure that Ralsei was fine first. I wasn’t… planning on leaving.” Susie explained. Seriously, he was the only friend here who couldn’t exist on his own unless the Dark World was around.

Like she’d realized that she came in too aggressively, Noelle took a deep breath and tried to calm down. She looked between Susie and Ralsei before turning around to Kris and Berdly. “Um… is it fine if Susie and I talk alone? I think… I think I need that right now.”

Kris didn’t even move an inch. “Not leaving anyone in the Dark World.” Apparently, Berdly did not get the memo, because he was already getting up to abandon the fight entirely until Kris said that. 

Noelle grabbed her hair, looking like she might rip it off. “It’s not even dangerous right now! The Knight… doesn’t even do anything when I’m around. Just… for like… five minutes, okay???”

Berdly continued the action of leaving, pulling Kris up to their feet. “Come now, Kris! Eavesdropping is foul play, even though you appear to very much like doing it all the time.”

Even though they were being pulled, Kris did not seem happy about it. They glanced at Susie, silently asking the question of if they should just throw Berdly off of them. Susie shook her head. She’d be fine for a little bit. The Dark World did look like it sucked, but she couldn’t hear any Titans nearby. That had to mean something.

However, Noelle hadn’t yet gotten what she wanted. She looked at someone just next to Susie, demanding, “Ralsei too! I just… I just need to talk to Susie alone.”

Sheepishly, Ralsei clasped his hands together. He glanced back at Susie before beginning to walk towards the door with Kris, but…

Susie grabbed the collar of his robes, pulling him right back next to her. He didn’t weigh anything. “Ralsei’s been stuck for however long we’ve been here. I’m not making him go right back to that.”

Getting more frustrated, Noelle tried to get her to budge again. “R-really, it’ll only be for a few minutes. I just need to talk to you, and I don’t want…” She trailed off, nervously glancing Ralsei’s way.

Nah. Nah nah nah. Something weird was happening here. Susie more firmly dragged Ralsei next to her. “Ralsei’s my friend, and I brought him out here for a damn reason. I dunno what you could even ask about that he couldn’t be here for.” She let go of him, crossing her arms. “He’s staying.”

That excuse didn’t work for Kris, but they seemed to be a little more at ease now that Ralsei was there. They left through the Grand Door with Berdly, the large door creaking shut.

Noelle clamped her eyes shut for a second before trying to bargain, “Okay… um… can you promise then that he’s not going to yell at me for asking questions???”

Ralsei opened his mouth to say something back, but Susie already saw where this was going. She’d already seen what happened at the Shelter between the two of them, and that wasn’t gonna cut it. Susie interrupted him before he could say anything in his defense, “Noelle, he usually doesn’t even do that. It was just…” She wanted to yell too. “He was pissed. I was too.”

“Well… I’m angry too!” Noelle clenched her hands into fists, looking away at the ground. “I don’t… I’m the only one here who doesn’t know what’s happening, and every time I get frustrated, people get mad at me for that too! I don’t…” She pinched the bridge of her snout, sighing with her voice finally lowering, “This is why I just wanted to talk to you, because… because I don’t think you’d… actually act like Kris is acting, or…” Her eyes fell on Ralsei, but she didn’t finish the thought. “I just want to know why you’ve… been avoiding me. I asked to help, and… you just… walk off, or don’t say anything, or…”

Even though Susie wondered what she was talking about at first, the more she thought about it, the more she realized that she was avoiding Noelle. Ever since they got back with the Dreemurr family, Susie stayed in the Dark World. It was more comfortable out there with Kris and Ralsei. Carol never followed her out. But… there was something more to it.

Fine. If this was the conversation that Noelle wanted… fine.

Susie crossed her arms, recalling the moment where something broke. But first, she had to set one thing straight. “I’ll say it again, but Ralsei’s my friend. So stop… talking about him like he’s not there.” She expected Susie to keep him in line. She wanted him to go back inside. No. None of that. It was important, because the next part would be a tough pill for her to swallow. “So was the Angel.”

Noelle paused when she got pushback from Susie. She took a while to recover, and Susie started to wonder whether Noelle thought she’d just fold immediately for her. When Noelle caught her bearings, she stood her own ground. “I… I know they’re both your friends, Susie, but… that’s… when Ralsei yells at me, or when the Angel does things that terrify me… I don’t know why either of these things are happening, and no one will tell me!”

“...No one will tell you?” Susie shoved her hands in her pockets, starting to pace back and forth just to blow off a bit of steam. “I told you what happened to the Angel when I got back. I told you I thought they were dead. I told Kris to let you ask that, and…” That memory of the fight outside the Shelter struck her in the head again. “...and you helped your mom convince everyone that the Angel was some kinda… ticking time bomb. Just a damn liar who was the reason all of this even happened! Why wouldn’t Ralsei be mad?” She gestured wildly at him. “They’re his friend too!”

“But I… I don’t actually know the Angel!” Noelle protested, trying to keep her own courage. “So… so when I hear someone tell me that they were threatening me and my family, and the three of you hid that from me entirely… what else am I supposed to think?!?”

Ralsei’s grip around the Pure Crystal tightened. He joined in, finally done with being talked around. “The Angel threatened Carol specifically. They told her to leave you and the three of us alone. I’d know, because they used my body to do it.”

Noelle fumed, turning to Ralsei. “Please stop interrupting me. I’m trying to talk to Susie just this once without… without someone getting mad at me for what I didn’t have explained to me.”

But that was exactly the damn problem. Susie could take the wheel if Ralsei wasn’t allowed to, and she started to feel her blood beginning to boil when he was struck out of the conversation that involved him. “You met the Angel in the flower shop! You know they’re not bad!” Besides, there was something Noelle was forgetting, and it made Susie rot a bit inside every time she recalled it. Her head started to lower. “Besides, why are you talking to me about this? I punched your mom in the damn face. That’s way more than the Angel ever did.”

“No, I don’t know that! And… and there’s a difference between you and the Angel!” She combed fingers nervously through her hair. “You’re… you’re you! Even though you punched mom, with everything you were going through, I get that! But the Angel is… different. They’re not like us. Based on what I’ve seen, they can actually do the… the things that they say that they’ll do, or much worse.”

Ralsei gripped the Pure Crystal tight enough that Susie worried he’d somehow crack it.

Susie tilted her head, asking a single question: “How?”

Noelle started to fumble. “They’re… they’re the largest religious figure in the prophecy, Susie. They’re a higher power. Th-they’re supposed to guide. Worse, they outright took control of me! Of all of you! All of that should mean that it’s scarier when they threaten people, because they could… probably act it out if they wanted to.”

A chasm began to form.

Head lowering, Susie stared at the ground. She remembered all the Angel showed her back when the two of them were fused. “...Do you know how many times they were locked in a cage? Or how one of the only things the prophecy says about them is that we’re gonna get rid of them?”

“Of course I don’t! Because I wasn’t told!” 

“Yeah, I didn’t wanna just talk about some of their worst memories out of the blue. So what? And guess what? I did tell you that back when we were fighting at the Shelter! Maybe you forgot when you said they lied to me about all of that!” Susie’s eyes started to disappear under her hair. “They weren’t some god. They weren’t whatever your damn prophecy says about them. They were just like us, no matter how much they tried to convince us that they weren’t.”

Noelle anxiously began to fiddle with the ring on her hand. She kept trying to breathe slowly to steady herself, but it wasn’t working. “So… the reason you’re avoiding me is because I didn’t know all of this?”

No, that wasn’t it. “You decided, after I thought they were dead, after you saw what they were like, and after both me and Ralsei vouched for them, to defend the damn person who’s the reason we’re in this mess in the first place!” Susie gestured to the darkness all around them. “You took the side of the person who drove her stupid katana into the ground and put us here!”

“I’m not defending my mom!” Noelle corrected, her voice beginning to rise. “I don’t like… being stuck there with her either. She’s…” Shaking her head, Noelle jostled the thought out of her mind. “But Kris left me there with no answers! You left again without telling me to… go do whatever it is you did before you got hurt… and I don’t… know what’s happening, and she’s the only one who gives me answers!”

“Like she’s not gonna tell you her idea of what she’s doing.” Susie bared her teeth, jabbing a thumb at herself. “She’s trying to kill me. Straight up. She’s trying to kill Ralsei. Hell, I bet she’s willing to kill Kris too. Why the hell are you trusting her?”

Noelle clenched her own teeth angrily. “No one else gives me answers! I’m not… trusting her! She’s lied to me about so many things, but… when she tells me the Angel threatened her, and when you all confirm it, how am I supposed to trust you either?!”

Ralsei poked into the conversation again to mention, “I… feel like you are glossing over the very nature of the Final Tragedy. That… colors our actions quite a bit.”

“I heard about it from Kris earlier!” Noelle exclaimed, “And I know. I know that’s… that’s terrible, but it wouldn’t make me happy to just… be left to sit and wait until none of you come home again! All I wanted to do was help, and you-” She pointed a finger at Ralsei. “Told me I was going to be a liability if I even tried! I helped you heal Susie! If I wasn’t there… then the Titan would’ve caught up to you when Susie got hurt!”

Well, yeah, but Susie wasn’t the one who left Noelle the first time. “I thought Kris was gonna tell you what we were doing, and yeah, they lied to me about actually telling you. But every time after that…” Susie shut her eyes. “I just don’t get it. You go after my friends… and then think I’m not gonna get pissed about that?” She put a hand on Ralsei’s shoulder. “Ralsei’s my friend. Kris is my friend! The Angel’s my damn friend! No matter what, I’m gonna bring them back here, and we’re gonna go on that stupid road trip. So… guess I did decide that I wasn’t cool with taking you along after all of this.”

Noelle took a step back. Her eyes looked glossy. “Are we not…?”

Susie groaned, “I didn’t decide on anything, I just…” She brushed a hand through her own hair. This conversation was just as frustrating as she imagined it in her head. “It doesn’t feel right, y’know? I gave the Angel another shot, because I knew what it was like to be in their place. I wouldn’t abandon Kris or Ralsei for anything. Hell, Kris even used to be a part of this whole… thing.” She gestured at the Roaring again with her one free hand, chuckling in disbelief, “But y’know… they pulled through. They trusted us instead of being Carol’s attack dog, so…”

The worst part was, the Angel and Kris basically had to be stuck together most of the time. Kris would die without a soul. But, Kris was also one of the two friends for a while that she met the first day a Dark World opened up. She didn’t wanna leave them. She didn’t want to leave Noelle either, but it…

“It just sucked, okay? It still does.” Susie brought the thoughts together in a way that she didn’t even like. “...But all these people are my friends, and they’ve had my back, so I’m gonna have theirs.”

Slowly, Noelle’s expression began to fall. She looked at the ground, feeling the gap growing wider and wider. “It wasn’t even all my fault. I… You didn’t even tell me that the Dark Worlds were real at first. You could’ve told me at any time, and you let me believe it was all a lie.”

There it was. Finally, Susie was being blamed for something outright instead of it being one of her friends. It made it easier somehow. She sighed, but it was one of relief if anything. “I didn’t… even know if we were really friends. I just thought the Dark Worlds were… Kris and I’s thing… and then by the time I realized how bad the whole thing was… like hell I was gonna drag more people into it.”

“But this involves me!” Noelle looked up again, finally meeting Susie’s shaded eyes. “Everything… everything that’s happening happened because of my family! My sister’s alive! My mom is doing things behind my back! I… I want to know about these things! I want to help with these things. Please, just let me…”

No matter what, she was right about that. All of this did have something to do with her. Susie didn’t know that originally, but… hell, she’d be mad too. If Noelle did help save her life like she said, then Susie couldn’t deny that. She didn’t wanna lose another friend to anything, but… 

They were at a standstill.

If Susie didn’t want to lose a friend or keep having this same thing happen, she needed to make a choice.

Someone had to budge, and Susie had to be the one to reach common ground when Noelle didn’t look like she’d budge for anyone else. 

“I’d fight if I were you too. But… I’m not gonna just bring you on the team if you’re mean to Kris and Ralsei.” There’d already been more than enough of that with the Dreemurr household. They didn’t need any more of it. “Or the Angel. Yeah, Kris and I messed up. Yeah, the Angel isn’t as clean as the prophecy made them out to be. So, I’ll tell you what we can do. We’ll stop doing the secrets. We’ll let you come with us. But I’m not doing any of that if you go after them.”

Noelle’s eyes went wide, shocked that something had even been given to her at this point. However, the excitement in her eyes quickly went away. “Kris isn’t going to like that. And Ralsei…” Like she just realized that he was there again, she cut herself off for a bit. “I don’t want to be treated… like I’m made of glass all the time.”

Instead of answering for Ralsei, Susie looked down at him to make sure that he got a chance to answer on his own. Of course, he already found something that he was worried about. “If you come with us, I will need to… explain the dangers of the Roaring in detail. It’s not that you’re made of glass, it’s just that there’s… going to need to be a bit of instruction, especially when you haven’t been nearly as accustomed to Dark Worlds. It’s not fun or trivial in any way-”

“As long as you don’t yell at me for it.” Noelle glanced away from him. That got to her the most, huh?

Still, Ralsei held his ground. “The Angel is my best friend… one of the first friends I ever made when I took this form. I didn’t…” He shut his eyes. “They told me that it’s okay not to smile, and I couldn’t act like things were just fine when you proved their worst fears true: that they were only their worst mistakes.” His eyes slowly opened, staring down Noelle with fire burning in them. “They don’t have a voice anymore to defend themself, so I had to yell when no one would listen.”

Noelle fully turned to face Ralsei, waving an arm at Susie. “You yelled at me when I asked if there was more we could do to help her! That doesn’t have anything to do with the Angel!”

Ah, Susie didn’t know about that one at all. 

Ralsei lowered his head. “I… always wondered whether or not it was a good idea for me to… let myself feel the same emotions that Lightners do. It was supposed to be enough to just always smile whenever I was angry or sad…” His hands tightened around the crystal. “I thought Susie would be gone. I knew that there was nothing that could be done, and then you thought I wasn’t doing enough. I just…”

Ralsei rarely got angry. During the Roaring, Susie was seeing it more and more. He’d yelled about the Roaring before. He yelled when someone was about to do something that he was frantic to stop. Recently, he started yelling when he’d finally been pushed to his limit.

Apparently, he didn’t need her to tell him that. He took a deep breath again. “I won’t yell while explaining things. But… if you’re allowed to be angry… then so am I.”

There he was. Susie tried to hide her grin towards him, just because Noelle might take it the wrong way. Finally, Ralsei was standing up for himself completely. Stop being mad wasn’t gonna work at all in the Roaring. Hell, Susie knew that better than anyone. “I’m pissed about all of this. Hell, Noelle, you might start yelling too when you get the full picture. It’s stupid.”

Unfortunately, her joke didn’t land at all. Noelle had frozen in place, staring down Ralsei like she was trying to make a choice. “The Angel isn’t my friend like they’re… all of yours. I’m not… ready to just look past all the scary things they’ve said. I haven’t been there with them like all of you have. I’m not going to be tossed out because of that… right?”

“They’re a total weenie, first of all,” Susie mentioned, refusing to let the idea of a large and scary Angel fester. “Seriously, if you’re slightly nice to them, they roll over.”

“But that’s not the point.” Noelle folded her arms, staring at the ground like it was the most interesting thing out here. With the darkness being so thick, it might’ve been. “I’m… scared of what they might do if they come back. The Knight is… still my sister. Mom is doing a lot of bad things, but I don’t want her to…”

Susie could see how that’d work out in Noelle’s head when one of the only things she knew about them was a threat they made. But, maybe she never heard enough about what happened after. Ralsei got ignored when he said it, after all. So, Susie would set the record straight. “They promised not to. Kris, me, and Ralsei are all gonna hold ‘em to that. With the way they talked about it, I don’t think they really wanna do it either.” But still, she’d seen what the Knight did to Ralsei. She felt those daggers in her own back. She didn’t know if the Angel would be able to let up.

Noelle finally looked up, resolve building. “Then I want to come with you all. The Knight… recognizes me. She might not be all gone, and I just… don’t think I’m as optimistic as all of you about this.”

Optimistic was definitely a word to use. Susie did not feel optimistic at all. She just trusted that the Angel would make the call when they needed to. “There’s some people you gotta fight,” Susie repeated like she had many times before. “The Knight has nearly killed Ralsei and I before. It needs us dead if it’s still trying to get the prophecy to happen. I dunno what the Angel would have to do, but…”

“I… I think I still want to be there to try to stop it, at least. Maybe we can find another way… before the Angel even arrives???” Noelle sounded unsure, her face beginning to look more and more frustrated while she talked.

However, of all people to not be satisfied yet, it was Ralsei. He stepped forward, catching both Susie and Noelle’s attention. “If you really want us all to be honest with each other, and you really mean what you’re saying about the Angel, then I want you to be honest about what you didn’t tell Kris earlier.”

Oh, this was another thing that Susie must’ve missed.

Noelle’s face went a bit pale. “W-well, I guess, there’s really no reason to keep it a secret, huh?”

“What?” Susie scrunched her face. There were more damn secrets to go around?

True to her word, Noelle shook herself off to clear the nerves before actually recounting what she knew. “I didn’t… come to you all immediately, because I didn’t… um… know where any of you were. I found Spamton in the grass, and he told me that I needed to go find a way to… talk with someone who the Angel is close to???”

…What?

Even Ralsei furrowed his brow. He glanced up at Susie, thinking through it out loud, “We did… get the same request from Spamton, and I couldn’t find him after that. He never mentioned anything clearly about what the purpose of his little… er… errand was.”

Noelle grew a little more excited during her explanation. “Right, well… I went with him to find what he needed, and as it turns out, the phone on his weird… body suit thing… had a caller on the other side.”

Susie’s blood ran cold. “You put him back in there???” Last time someone did that, Spamton decided to try to kill Kris immediately. The Angel decided to let their soul fire lasers right after, and that was pretty cool, but a battle with Spamton alone sounded like hell.

“Um… yeah? He didn’t do anything except… yell at the phone and turn to stone.” Noelle shivered when she recalled it. “But… the important bits are that I actually… talked to the person on the phone. I didn’t know whether or not to trust him… and I still don’t… but he says that he knows something about the Angel… and also wants to talk to all of you.”

Next to Susie, Ralsei started to breathe a little harder. He didn’t look like he was worried about anything, but a smile had plastered itself to his face. Oh, he’d gotten ticked the moment after trying to be more amicable. Susie put a hand on his shoulder. “Ralsei? You… um… good?”

Ralsei’s gaze narrowed at Noelle. Apparently trying to be a little better, he kept his voice level and strained. “You used information about the Angel’s current whereabouts as leverage to get Kris to allow you to come with us?”

Noelle stammered, her face starting to turn red, “It was hard to even get any of you to… to even have a conversation with me! I was running out of ideas, and didn’t know if it was a trap or not! I still don’t! I could just be… sending you all to someone who wants to hurt you!”

Ralsei and Noelle were going to butt heads a lot if this whole thing worked out, weren’t they?

Keeping her hand on Ralsei’s shoulder, Susie gripped it a little tighter. It got his attention enough to make him deflate, but the frown on his face didn’t leave. Susie looked up, deciding to try to get as much out of this as possible before anyone blew up again. “That’s… still in Cyber City, right?”

Noelle nodded. “I can take you there! It’s… um… pretty far from here???”

They knew the way, but a lot of plans would have to be made first… preferably with Kris around. They had to deal with all of the people still stuck here, and the fact that they didn’t actually have a boat to transport anyone anymore. Bringing the whole damn complex through the center of town with it being this dark was a disaster that even Susie could see coming.

Well, that meant that the Angel might be even closer than Susie thought. “Guess they really have been up to something.” She shook Ralsei’s shoulder, finally getting him to loosen up. “See? We’re getting even closer.”

Ralsei glanced up at her, managing to slowly muster a half-smile. Despite being mad, he managed to find the silver-lining. “I suppose that we have.”

“But I’m serious.” Susie stood up straight, crossing her arms again while looking at Noelle. “You can come with us, but just… don’t be mean to any of my friends. That includes the Angel. I’m not doing what happened at the Shelter again.”

Noelle slowly nodded, sighing, “I just… I don’t want to be left alone again. I don’t want to sit there and wait while not knowing about anything that’s going on outside.”

“I’d hate that as much as you did. Trust me.” Of course, Susie had been surrounded by people who never told her the whole deal, but she still ended up keeping all of her friends. She didn’t mean to leave Noelle the first time. “We’ll talk to Kris. We’ll figure it out. Then… we’ll… uh… figure out where the hell we’re going from here.”

Ralsei interjected before anyone could get another idea. “Directly to the Angel, preferably, and then Castle Town so that I can… make us a new boat. But that’s…” He looked at Susie, a frown appearing on his snout. “...likely after everyone has a moment to get their bearings.”

Noelle glanced between the two, unsure of what to say next. “So we’re… um… okay now?”

They’d see, wouldn’t they? Susie still nodded anyway. “Yeah. But uh… I think I’m gonna stay out here with Ralsei for a little longer. Like I said, he hasn’t… been able to move for a bit, and this uh…” There was no nice way to say that this conversation was not what she had in mind for spending time with Ralsei at all.

“Right!” Noelle glanced between the two of them before spinning around. “I’ll go tell Kris! I’m sure they’ll be mad, but it should be fine!” Before she opened the Grand Door, she turned around once again, a little unsure. “Please don’t leave me again this time???”

I’m not, and these two dorks don’t leave without me, so…” Susie shrugged.

That was enough, Noelle smiling at her again and disappearing through the Grand Door.

As soon as the thin light between the door vanished, Ralsei breathed out loudly. 

Susie immediately walked around him, putting both of her hands on his shoulders again. “You good, dude? You look like you’re about to throw something.”

“I just…” His glasses had gone lopsided by how much his head bowed when he breathed out. Reaching a hand up to fix them, he said, “I just think that she… could just be saying what you want to hear. She seemed mostly concerned with making you happy… and I just worry.”

“Damn dude, didn’t expect you to have no faith at all.” Susie tilted her head. “What gives?”

Ralsei brought his hands up to Susie’s wrists, slowly lifting her hands off of his shoulders before bringing them down. He did hold her hands, staring down at them. “I don’t doubt her entirely, I just worry that… she doesn’t know the Angel like we do. If she was willing to hide her discovery about the Angel from us, then I’m worried that… the habit could continue in some way.” He huffed, frustrated. “I don’t know… I’m probably just… still angry.”

Susie brought a hand up to ruffle the fur on his head. “Well, if she’s with us, then we’ll know if something goes bad, right? We’re done doing the whole secrets thing.”

Slowly, Ralsei’s head lowered. “I hope you’re right.”

It was better this way. Noelle would finally be able to help. She saved Susie’s life and her leg. That counted for something. It was way better than letting Carol talk in her ear, and they could use the extra help. Besides, Noelle was a friend! If Susie could break through all the stupid stuff that Carol put in Noelle’s head, then that’d make all of this better.

Susie looked down at the Pure Crystal, hoping just as much as Ralsei did that she was right.

 


 

Two days passed since the Angel vanished.

Suzy just finished her final round of stocking the shelves, making sure that everything was pulled up to the front to “look nice”. Yeah, she was just stalling until she could clock out, but at least the managers actually asked for it. It was an acceptable stalling tactic, but one that numbed her brain way too much. It almost took her thoughts off of everything.

Almost.

On the way to clocking out, barely anyone looked her way. A few coworkers caught her eye, but they turned back to what they were doing as soon as possible. They stood up a little straighter, wary and ready for a fight.

…of course.

It was back to the usual.

Suzy swept around the back of the store as she always did. Before she rummaged through the trash, she looked both ways. Stupidly, she hoped that she’d see golden fur pop up around the corner, but she never did. No one came to interrupt her this time. Her coworkers knew at this point not to snitch on her for taking some of the damaged items home. Most of them didn’t even know what she was up to. If the ones who weren’t as scared of her figured it out, they’d probably use it as an excuse to get her fired.

She had no friends here. For not even a full day, she had one.

The walk home was quiet as always. She didn’t know why she’d almost gotten used to a slower pace of walking, speeding up quickly when she had no one to wait on. Why was she doing all of these little things and noticing them? She didn’t care. She didn’t…

Suzy pushed the door open to her own apartment, throwing the pillaged bags into the corner as always. There wasn’t gonna be much to do except lazing around for a bit. She still had work the next day, and at this point, she wanted to sleep off the things rattling through her head.

Before she laid down, she spotted something on the mess of clothes.

A neat, cleanly torn piece of paper sat on the makeshift bed. She recognized the paper, she realized. The Angel trusted her with holding a notebook, and the bird that it turned into had the exact same look.

She didn’t even have a notebook.

Carefully, Suzy picked up the note. Under it, spare bills and change had been left behind. It wasn’t much, but it was just left there.

Suzy finally read the note, hoping to see something that would tell her where they went. 

Two words sat on the page.

Sorry. Goodbye.

Had Suzy not seen what the notebook was in the weird dark place, she might’ve crumpled the page then and there. Instead, her hand only trembled. Her claw accidentally pierced the page.

She set the note down, staring at the money with her own soul beginning to rot.

Notes:

I say this a lot, but some chapters always feel very subdued and they have a certain vibe to them. They cannot be skipped, and I very much enjoy just sitting down with the characters and analyzing where they are (especially because of how much happens in this fic) but writing many conversations where both sides are hurting was a CHALLENGE.

Thankfully, I have done all required setup now. ATTACK. ATTACK EVERYTHING. DO SPIN ATTACKS.

I think someone will eventually kick my ass for doing this over and over, but I cannot help but explore Kris' narration through the lens of carrying out the prophecy. They're such a fun character to sink your teeth into, especially with this prophecy headcanon. Like yeah bud, you knew the consequences. Welcome to the direct results of your actions that you couldn't divert on time! The guilt is palpable and I like it I like going deeper into it and seeing how it continuously can hurt other people.

Other classmates time as well! Jockington finally grows the beard. Jockington is just really optimal at Don't Starve Together dw about it. I figured giving most of the classmates a small spotlight was fitting, and thought the transfer of information from a confused Noelle to even more confused classmates with their own perspectives was a nice little breather from the rest of the chapter. People also wanted to see them just a little bit, so it felt like a worthwhile detour.

Also one of my major flaws is being a sucker for weird mental scenes. Hi Susie. Welcome to seeing the Angel (not really) for the first time in a while! She still hasn't figured out they have horns yet. At least she noticed the wing glow-up.

And writing the Susie+Ralsei vs Noelle conversation was brutal. In the outline, I had it ending on a more sour note, but couldn't see a conceivable way that Susie didn't pull this one back. She unfortunately sinks her teeth into the root of issues and doesn't let up in Deltarune when she notices something wrong with her friends, and I think my original vision was ooc. Hey Susie can you please stop breaking the outline you did this in AWWY as well.

And despite being the shortest scene, I'm very fond of the last segment with Suzy. I don't know why. It's one of those small moments that has been on my mind for a while.

Anyway, thank you all as always for reading. I will be there for your comments in the morning after I drop dead.

Chapter 31: Ghost in the Machine

Summary:

The Angel's presence is still felt.

Notes:

AIGHT LADS IT'S LATE BUT THIS WEEK WAS A HELL DIMENSION SO THAT'S FINE I STILL GOT THE CHAPTER OUT.

Fanart rounds!

First of all, this one was not on my liked list on tumblr due to being a tumblr ask and me forgetting (stupid). This meant that I forgot to add it to the appropriate chapter. So I'm putting it front and center. If you ever don't get your fanart included, you are free to shake me.

bicho-nocivo drew very VERY good expressions for the Angel if they ever meet the Fun Gang again as well as the Fun Gang's initial reactions to a. very traumatized Angel.
https://www. /star-pup01/813067199108497408/im-sure-its-fiiiiiiiiiiine?source=share

treesters drew an artpiece of CHAPTER 1 with the Angel's vessel being colored in by the flowers. This one is very pretty. Also obligatory A NEW HAND TOUCHES THE BEACON
https://www. /treesters/815093309343186944/this-is-one-of-those-art-pieces-that-probably?source=share

redraven393 drew the Angel in a long skirt with Ralsei. Both of them look fabulous. The Angel rocks long skirts actually
https://www. /redraven393/815459948326797312/somewhere-better-than-right-now?source=share

a-flawed-apparatus made a heroforge of both of our soul sonas ballin with weapons
https://www. /a-flawed-apparatus/815500070086721536/make-some-noise-ive-got-your-back?source=share

and lastly, starsandskies999 drew the Angel in a very pretty dress. Like a sleeper agent.
https://www. /star-pup01/815519889494343680/your-tomodachi-life-comment-activated-me-like-a?source=share

Enjoy the chapter. This one is probably going to be heavier as a fair warning. This week was extremely bad, and it likely transferred into the writing.

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

It just didn’t make any sense.

Alphys poured over her notes as much as she could, trying to find anything abnormal about the expanded check that she performed on Asriel. While she could’ve just analyzed it on the spot, having Toriel breathing down her neck was making her sweat bullets… and Asriel’s stare still made her uneasy. She couldn’t focus, and… and it was going to be better for everyone if she could have some space to look over all of this on her own.

Really, Alphys would’ve… liked to just get this all over with now. Toriel was already mad at her for everything involving Flowey to say the least, so Alphys wanted to do everything quickly. The problem was… she really didn’t know what was wrong with Asriel.

At first, and she really didn’t want to say this in front of Toriel, Alphys thought Asriel had fallen down. Really… monsters didn’t completely lock up like that unless something was really wrong. Alphys already spent far too much time with monsters in a comatose state. Of course, Asriel wasn’t really comatose… His situation was closer to paralysis. But… Alphys couldn’t figure out why. 

Again, she began to more thoroughly look over her notes again. Maybe she missed something.

Starting from the beginning, Asriel used to be a flower that was injected with the will to live. That was already weird enough! First of all, there was a question of how Asriel even became a flower in the first place! Alphys injected a flower with the will to live… but why did that mean that he had the memories of Asriel? None of the other flowers she injected came to life! The Angel only made things more complicated, because they somehow managed to turn him back into Asriel in those Dark Worlds, but NOW he was somehow HIS ACTUAL SELF in the real world???

Alphys slumped over, banging her head against her desk. Her lab was going to look like a crime scene after this. Maybe, she’d start pulling out some red string. Everyone liked some red string. Thankfully, just while Alphys started the doom-spiral, a bowl of something hot was set down next to her. 

Of course, arms wrapped around Alphys’ shoulders right after. Undyne put her head on top of Alphys’, looking over her to get a peek at her notes. “Still trying to figure it all out?”

Alphys let herself relax just a little bit, peeking at the insta-noodles that Undyne brought her. Neither of them were really… good at cooking, but that made it a lot less embarrassing when both of them had to use the microwave. Undyne was getting better, but she just really didn’t have the patience for waiting on an actual meal to be made. At least… she got a lot of use out of the inverted fridge that Alphys made her.

She was getting distracted in her own head, trying to think about literally anything else right now. Sighing, Alphys leaned back into Undyne. “I-I just don’t get it. Th-this is entirely unprecedented, and… by all means, he seems like a fully fledged monster!” Alphys looked at her tablet again, making sure that she didn’t miss anything while she rattled everything off out loud. “His stats are really high, but all boss monsters have high stats! He has a large amount of magical variety! Fire, plantlife, stars, lightning, light, oh my god it’s like he just got everything. And then there’s the fact that the check even worked at all! A soul is needed for a check to work! Souls just don’t… appear from nowhere! If there was a way for that to happen, I’d know!”

Undyne leaned over a little more, squinting at the tablet. “Uh… you’re the expert Al’, but I swear you and the Angel did some weird analysis thing in the Dark World too… and those were uh… objects.”

Oh. My. GOD. Alphys was going to lose it. She was actually going to lose it! Checks, traditionally, required a soul to cast the spell on! It was a base communication between souls! Even kids could cast a spell like this!!! She didn’t even question it when the Angel gave her the command to cast an expanded check, but she absolutely did it on an object! What. What. What. 

Alphys grumbled to herself, head only sagging further into the table. None of this made any sense. Still, she tried to form some kind of hypothesis. “Maybe… magic just works d-differently there??? I know my magic was weird while we were in there, so…”

“It definitely gave me a boost.” Undyne removed her arms, leaving Alphys a little bit cold. She paced around the room, scuffing the floor with her heels while she walked. “I dunno. I just… felt like I could do way more. I haven’t been able to make any of those cool weapons that I used to have.”

Maybe that was where Alphys needed to start. She was looking for something obviously weird, but it was all getting lost in all the other weird things! Once again, Alphys looked at the list of magic types. “Asgore and Toriel… b-both only use fire, right? I mean… obviously Asgore has his trident, but…” She already knew the answer, but Undyne used to train with Asgore. Maybe she knew something that Alphys didn’t.

“I mean… there’s the healing magic Toriel has. Asgore also pulled off some plant spells in the Dark World.” Undyne scowled. “He used to feel really bad about his healing magic not being great. That Dark World just pulled it out of him like it was nothing.”

Right, Alphys forgot to mention the healing magic. Still, Asgore and Toriel didn’t really have any other primary forms of magic that they used. Asriel just had… all of them. Unless Alphys’ check failed in some way, that shouldn’t be right. Alphys read through the magic list again before looking up and swiveling her head to look at Undyne. “Y-you said Asgore used plant magic?”

Undyne stopped pacing. “Yeah! Stuff like vines to try to… uh… hold the Angel down.”

Okay. That was a start. “Logically, Asriel shouldn’t have just… gotten new mutations of magic. At the very least, he wouldn’t have gained that many at once. I-It would take multiple generations of learning a magical skill before it… um… becomes inherent within a family.” Learning new spells wasn’t impossible. Far from it. It was how monsters expressed themselves, and that could change or morph really fast! It was just that… as far as Alphys knew, Asriel died very young. He wouldn’t have been old enough to learn the arsenal of magic that he had, and he also wouldn’t have just gained it at birth. Maybe he could’ve learned it all during his time as Flowey. However, she had a hypothesis. “But he had all of these skills in the Dark World. We… saw the lightning.”

Undyne fully turned to Alphys, leaning against the wall with a smirk. “Sounds like someone has an idea.”

Enthusiastically, Alphys nodded. “It… seems like he was just entirely plucked out of… of the Dark World. H-he looked the exact same! His stats… seem weirdly high? He only has a LOVE of 1, but I think all of our stats increased in the Dark World???” When Alphys got confirmation from Undyne, she continued elaborating, “So… something had to have been able to take him out. The question is what, and I-I don’t really know where to go from there.”

“Do you think his uh… strength from the Dark World carried over?” Undyne asked, checking the notes again. “I mean, that kinda magic arsenal is kinda what I expected the Angel to be like when I saw their human soul. Y’know… godlike power… can do pretty much anything… that stuff.”

A chill went down Alphys’ spine.

That… wasn’t necessarily correct, but it still gave her pause. All of the abilities that Asriel had were probably ones that he had in that Dark World place. Asgore and Toriel both attested to seeing the stars at least, and Alphys definitely saw the lightning. That didn’t explain why he had it now. His power was still in that increased state. His magical capabilities were beyond what a normal monster should be. Alphys hadn’t personally studied the effects of a human soul on a monster, so the definition of godlike power could only be reached through history books.

A check spell, one that happened in the real world, managed to gather all of this information from Asriel.

Asriel did not have a soul. Objects did not have a soul. Now, he did.

Alphys moved to different notes in her tablet, ones that she gathered a bit ago from someone else. Their stats were extremely low, and Alphys saw that yet again when she looked them over. For having a human soul, the Angel was incredibly weak in the real world. She attributed that to their physicality, and she didn’t have a better theory as to why that was now.

But… Alphys’ eyes caught on their primary magic type…

Light.

Asriel had that too… listed at the end of his long plethora of magic types that he had. Alphys didn’t know if that was his. Asriel had a far more versatile skillset than he should have. Asriel had high stats. Asriel had a soul that could be called upon through a check.

She couldn’t analyze the soul directly without using far more invasive spells. Monster souls couldn’t be… called out like human souls could. It made it a lot more difficult to analyze or really use them for anything. It wasn’t impossible, but Alphys would have to convince Toriel. There had to be a detail she was missing, something that she overlooked that would confirm something was wrong-

Their determination levels.

The Angel’s determination was far beyond what any monster would reasonably be able to handle. Originally, Alphys believed that their physicality was the only reason that they weren’t melting. Asriel wasn’t physical like them. He passed as a standard monster. But…

…His determination didn’t match theirs, but it was close enough to send a spike through her soul. She… she was just imagining things. Flowey was injected with determination, so it made sense that he would have higher determination levels! But there were similarities, odd things that were beginning to look too close for comfort. The last person in contact with Asriel before this happened was the Angel, so what would change? What would-

The soul.

Undyne lightly nudged Alphys’ shoulder, snapping her out of her thoughts, “You okay. Alphys?”

“The Angel called their body a vessel.” Alphys remembered the day that she first met them, and how insistent they were about that fact. Papyrus even brought up that the Angel rarely lied! Alphys dismissed the whole “vessel” thing as one of the Angel’s quirks, but she’d completely overlooked it. “Th-they said they were the soul before coming here! Th-that they took over their body! What if…”

Slowly, Undyne’s fins began to droop. She stood there quiet for a few seconds, making Alphys begin to worry that she wasn’t just seeing things. Undyne tried to reason through it, “The Angel’s still out there, right? The punk’s soul can’t just be in two places at once. That doesn’t work.”

But souls didn’t appear from nowhere. There was no one else who could have done it. True, the Angel ran, but… Alphys slumped over, rubbing her face. “I… I don’t get how. I don’t know why. But…” So many things about the Angel were already strange. They already broke her understanding of how monsters functioned. They already confused everyone with being able to rip a hole in reality. “If… if they could break… everything we know once… then I think… they might’ve done it again.”

Alphys needed to see the soul. She feared what she would find when she looked.

 


 

“Frisk… don’t you have anything better to do?”

No matter how many times Asriel said it, they just wouldn’t leave this sad little flowerbed. Really, he didn’t know how much time he had left, but he’d turn into a flower soon enough. Frisk shouldn’t be here for that. After all that they had done for him… after all he had done to them, he shouldn’t ask them to stay here until the end.

For some reason, Frisk lingered. Asriel knew how this worked. Even now, they were still like him in some way. It brought him little comfort. They might just be looking for him to say anything else. After all… they were incredibly thorough before finding this path. They probably just wanted a little more before they moved on. He… hoped that they would move on from all of this. He knew how it was to repeat the same thing over and over again. And… Asriel knew the way to finally break the curiosity of someone like him.

He kept repeating himself every time Frisk looked up like they expected him to say something. Eventually, they would get bored and realize that he had nothing left for them. Someone needed to watch the flowers, and Asriel’s time would soon be up.

So why… wouldn’t Frisk leave?

Asriel didn’t look up at them again for a while. He stared down at the petals, hoping that if he just looked uninteresting… they would go and just live their life. Really, there was nothing here for them. Frisk wasn’t who Asriel thought they were. They were someone much better, but…

Leaving this grave alone wouldn’t be right. After all, Asriel and Chara’s battle had finally been won. The barrier was broken. It took a long time, but after everything they’d been through, it was finally done. Asriel looked up at Frisk, trying to get a glance at the person who he thought was his sibling.

Their face…

Asriel couldn’t find their face.

He tried to back away, and found that his legs weren’t obeying him like they should. They trembled, barely even feeling like his own. Still, he managed to plant one foot backwards, raising a hand like the thing in front of him would lunge out. He couldn’t find their face. He couldn’t…

Resist. Resist. 

Asriel wasn’t in the correct body. He wasn’t supposed to be here. The figure in front of him stood silently, but Asriel knew that it wasn’t Frisk. It couldn’t even wear their face properly anymore, but he couldn’t see it. Desperation started to rise in his chest up to his throat, but no matter what he did, he could not scream. It would not let him.

A second foot managed to move backwards away from the flower bed. For a second, Asriel wondered if he should stand his ground. Would it mess with Chara’s grave? Would it do something to it to torment him? He had to be dreaming. This was a nightmare. It had to be, so why couldn’t he wake up?

The figure watched him.

Will started to build within Asriel’s body. He didn’t have a soul to build it with, but determination still existed within him. It was all that gave him life before. It was still there. Desperately, he grasped for it, and only managed to use it to rasp, “What… do you want from me?!”

It did not answer him. It only watched. Two wings spread out from either side of its head, a golden light growing from behind its head. Asriel knew that light as a different color. He knew who the wings belonged to. So… why wouldn’t they answer???

They didn’t even look like him anymore in this nightmare. Their body mimicked Frisk’s as it took a step forward out of the memory. It was smaller… just like him. As it ripped itself out of the place where Frisk once stood, it continued watching him without any eyes, daring him to make a move.

Was he just imagining it? Asriel knew he wasn’t. He’d done this countless times already every time he managed to sleep. He knew how this ended. He didn’t want to know that pain again. He couldn’t…

Asriel wasn’t that stupid baby standing over a flowerbed anymore, no matter how many times this thing tried to convince him he was.

Even with the pathetic and weak hand of his past self, Asriel covered his eyes. A giggle slipped out of his throat. His mouth slowly curved into a plastered smile while he resurfaced, staring at the pathetic thing in front of him. “Is this… your attempt to scare me? You know I’ll break out of this eventually!” He took a step back, considering his options. Once, he’d tried to strike the thing before. It grabbed his wrist and sent him right back into complacency. There had to be a way out of this. There had to be.

The thing did not answer. It watched him closer, the gold light behind its head still spinning like Asriel’s old save-points used to. The wings started to grow sharper.

“Nothing… to say?” Asriel laughed, trying to keep his bearings while something incessantly pushed against him. His limbs were made of lead. His eyes felt heavy. He wasn’t going to let up. “You really are a sicko, pulling me into this memory of all things! You’re only doing this to make me suffer.” Asriel could feel his own determination beginning to build. If he could just resist them enough, then maybe he could-

A reaction finally came.

The being took a singular step off of the flowerbed. The ground under its foot began to glow red.

Asriel’s eyes went wide. Fear pierced his soul. Without even thinking, he turned and ran down the hallway. His feet felt heavier with every step he took. Each breath struggled to escape his lungs. He looked down at the floor, seeing red veins branching out through the hallway. They crawled along the walls and floors, consuming everything and overtaking him.

Asriel almost got to the archway to flee further into the dream, only for his feet to leave the ground.

He kicked uselessly, dangled up in the air by an unseen force. Asriel turned around, breaths growing quicker when he saw the hallway bleed entirely red. The Angel stood at the end, waiting for him to return.

“Let go of me!” Asriel screamed, trying to fight while he was dragged further and further back towards them through the air. “LET GO!” 

As if it wasn’t even conscious of what it was doing, the thing at the end of the hall did not hesitate. It dragged him backwards while the hallway grew longer and longer. Asriel clawed uselessly at the air while the walls expanded outward. His feeble body started to give out as he turned around one last time to face his captor.

A flicker of red within his chest exerted itself once more.

Determination diminished as something else took its place.

Asriel stood at a flowerbed, trying not to make eye-contact with Frisk. They were lingering here for reasons that he didn’t know. Maybe, they thought that they were doing him a service by staying with him while his time ran out. Asriel didn’t know how long it would be until then, but he hoped…

For reasons he didn’t understand, Asriel looked up at their face.

It was only Frisk.

Nostrils flooded with air when Asriel woke from the nightmare.

The room sat in darkness. Instinctively, he tried to sit up, but something within him wouldn’t let him move. He’d woken from one nightmare and fallen straight into another. He couldn’t even laugh like this. He couldn’t even plaster a smile on his face like this. The person who he wanted to mock and yell at could be anywhere, but the Angel had not deigned to visit him yet. No… they left him like this… to rot.

His limbs were no longer his own. His existence was no longer his own. Phantom pain within his arms and legs had started to numb, but a dull throb in his chest still persisted. Every time he thought about doing anything, it grew in intensity. Uselessly, like anything would have changed, Asriel tried to move his arm. The pain blossomed immediately. He didn’t even get a twitch out of his finger before he was forced to stop.

What was happening to him?

He could continue screaming, but no one would be able to hear. He’d already tried calling out, but his mouth wouldn’t move for his voice. The only mercy given was that he could still look around if he put enough focus into it. Toriel never really noticed when he did, and he stopped doing it when she just doted over his paralyzed body. If he had the ability to, he would have pushed her out of the room a long time ago. But no. As Asriel forced his eyes to move to look around the room, he caught the hunched over figure of Toriel sitting on a chair that she’d carried in.

Psh, he’d seen her splayed out on the floor of a garage before. That old hag could sleep anywhere.

The insults were the only thing that he could use to pass the time now, and they had grown stale. He couldn’t even frown in dissatisfaction. All he could do was shut his eyes and wish that he was anywhere else. A few days ago, he’d finally been in control. He ran circles around the Angel while they floundered to keep up. Then, they had to go and ruin it all! When he got out of here, he’d make another Dark World. He’d stab the ground a second time for good measure just to-

He would not do anything. He should not. Roots reminded him of their existence, spreading deeper.

Weariness got to him again. He’d done nothing but sleep. It was all that he could do. Somehow, he’d been given this body outside of the Angel’s stupid little Dark Worlds. He knew why.

After all, he knew what it was like to have a soul inside of him… and what it felt like to be without one.

The six human souls wriggled in panic when he had them. They were at his whims and his command until they rebelled. If Asriel focused just enough, he could feel something buried deep in his chest.

It didn’t wriggle. It didn’t try to escape. The roots within his body branched outward. That small little piece waited.

It should’ve granted him power. He had a sliver of power that managed to bring his own body into the Light World, and it somehow pulled his strings instead of the other way around. He remembered control being split before with…

…with Chara.

Asriel started to fall.

He didn’t know when he shut his eyes, only that it happened at some point while he thought about them. Of all the things that he thought about in this prison, Chara had been on his mind the most.

…Why did they lie to him?

That was the funny thing, wasn’t it? The Angel used Chara’s name… and Asriel thought that they were just trying to get on his nerves. Heehee… how stupid… that things were just as the Angel said they were. Asriel loathed the thought. He killed them for that. He’d killed for less before, and he wasn’t going to sleep less at night for slamming them into the dirt when they still wore his corpse, but…

…but they didn’t lie about Chara.

A shadow stood behind Frisk, a small shard of red on their own chest. Asriel would recognize his sibling anywhere, so why… didn’t he know about this before? How many other things had he missed? Why did they lie to him? Why did they not want to be with him? Did they hate what he was now, just like mom and dad did? Did they still hate him for his failure?

Asriel found himself walking through a muddy hall deep within Waterfall. He didn’t even question why his legs were so small again, and only kept a cheery smile on his face while Chara walked right next to him. Their face was far more vivid than he ever remembered it, and somehow, that put him a bit more at ease.

When they walked by the entrance to a shop deep in Waterfall, Chara stopped in front of the door to peek in. Asriel knew Gerson really well. Calling this place a shop wasn’t really right. He sometimes asked for money, but most of the time just talked with anyone who came by when he wasn’t doing Royal Guard stuff. He visited dad a lot, so Asriel always got to hear a lot of the stories. Chara hadn’t, and the two also hadn't met yet. But… that was about to change.

“Wah ha ha! That’s a face I haven’t seen up close before!” Gerson’s gravely voice interrupted their walk. To be honest, he probably heard them coming from a mile away. They were shrieking and crashing through the water after Chara splashed Asriel and got his fur wet.

Speaking of, he still wasn’t done wringing out his ear. So, when Chara looked back at him to introduce them to another Underground denizen, Asriel stuck out his tongue at them. Chara never liked introducing themself often, and when they did they always sounded so serious.

Gerson leaned over the counter to get a better look at them before smiling. “A shy one, ‘eh? Good! The Dreemurrs could use someone keepin’ the quiet in their house! Wah ha ha!”

Oh, yeah, Chara was definitely quieter than mom and dad, but Asriel wouldn’t say that they were any less wild! They just usually got away with it! Asriel didn’t know how they could be so quiet about getting up to something bad around the house. Whenever Asriel tried to pull even harmless pranks, he always ended up being too giggly about it.

The old man’s joke must’ve calmed Chara down, because they straightened up slowly. When they finally calmed, his grin grew wider. “Now, fair warnin’, I do know your name. All us monsters know all about you thanks to Asgore. Can’t keep his mouth shut even outside of announcements! So… I’ll give you a freebie on this one, kid. Name’s Gerson, the Hammer of Justice!”

When Asriel looked a little closer, he realized that Chara’s calmness was that weird face that they did whenever they were stressed out. They put on a perfect smile, introducing themself like they always did to anyone else, “Greetings, I am Chara.”

Gerson squinted before leaning back with a chuckle, “A formal one too! No need for that! You youngsters already got enough to worry about anyway!” His head swiveled to Asriel before he got a flash in his eyes. “And in case ya came here to try to convince me to give you Sea Tea again, not after last time! You weren’t supposed to drink it all in one go! Your parents are still up in a fit about that one, wah ha ha!”

Asriel huffed, stomping his foot, “But it made me fast! I was having fun!” 

Again, Gerson threw his head back in laughter. “Never seen Toriel run that fast in her life! Might hafta try it again sometime-”

“What is that?” Chara’s quiet, analytical voice cut through the two’s half conversation. When both Asriel and Gerson turned to look, they followed their vision to a symbol on the wall. Sheepishly, realizing they interrupted something, Chara explained themself, “My apologies. I have simply seen the symbol all over the Underground, and I was unsure of what it could… be.”

Gerson’s eyes went wide for a bit before he jeered, “Didja not read any of those plaques on the way in? You kids must’ve been havin’ a lotta fun to not see any.” He lifted a hand, tapping a claw against the design. “It’s a prophecy. Funny enough, no one really knows what it means. The original meaning was lost to time. But this here-” He lifted his claw to trace the circle and the wings. “-is what monsters have taken to callin’ the ‘angel’. The triangles at the bottom… monsters take as representin’ us.”

Chara kept their curiosity going, but something in Asriel’s chest felt all nervous. They didn’t stop though, questioning, “If the original meaning was lost, then why do monsters treat it with reverence?”

“‘Cause we wrote our own story with it. Just a way we keep hope alive!” Gerson sat back down, recounting the story, “Dunno how it really started, but monsters think that an ‘angel’ who has seen the surface will come from above and free us all. Me? I just think it looks like a pretty lil’ drawing!”

Asriel should’ve known to never let them ask.

He watched Chara’s face twitch. Their body straightened up. They betrayed nothing, but Asriel had seen that face appear too many times before. It happened whenever Asgore told them they were the future of humans and monsters. It happened whenever they worried about making a bad impression with someone. On that day, it happened when Chara finally decided that they would become the angel…

He failed them.

He failed them by letting them become the angel.

He failed them by not following through when he had already failed them once.

Asriel didn’t like this idea anymore.

The world around him began to crack. A distant thread of connection wove through a fragment deep in his chest. It started to hurt again while the memory faded. His own, strange new body formed around him while darkness consumed him entirely.

The thread pulled. It didn’t beckon him. It only existed, and that was enough. Asriel followed.

As Asriel followed its path, he didn’t know how far he walked. Each step started to feel like lead again, but the path felt easier to wade through this time. For a second, he let himself wonder why there were any mercies in this prison that he had been trapped in. Why could he still eat and drink? Why could he still think? Was it just to torture him more? It wouldn’t be any fun if he was taken out of the equation entirely. They’d just kill him if that was the case, right?

It couldn’t be that they wanted to keep up some kind of illusion that what they were doing was the right thing. With how sanctimonious they’d been about it, Asriel thought it could be that, but…

A stone walkway appeared under Asriel’s feet. He kept walking forward.

Red appeared in Asriel’s vision, and his breath caught in his throat. He tried to stay quiet to not alert the figure, and their head didn’t turn his way. He didn’t know if it was even possible to hide from the Angel… or if that was even them at all. All he knew was that he saw their red cloak alongside the silver light and wings that always mocked Asriel for what he wasn’t.

Carefully, he poked his head around the corner again. The Angel had moved on, walking further down the long hallway. Blue glass shimmered from somewhere to the side, lighting the way, and Asriel got curious.

He followed.

Words floating in the air talked about hope being lost for a tale. The imagery of the angel and the monsters below was engraved in blue glass. If he reached out, he was certain that he could touch it. It looked ethereal, reflecting in his eyes in a way that cast out everything else around him. It was beautiful… promising… but Asriel had a pit in his stomach.

He and Chara were meant to be the angel. He didn’t like it, but it was what they wanted. What if he didn’t want to be the angel anymore? What if he just wanted his sibling to stay with him? It was too late when they slowly withered away on that bed. It was too late to back down, and yet he did. Monsters went free. He made things right. He became that angel that the prophecy foretold. Monsterkind was saved. But…

…but he lost his best friend. He lost his sibling. He lost Chara.

Ahead, the Angel stepped through shattered glass. They stared down at something, and Asriel tried to inch forward to get a closer look. As Asriel got closer, he got a few more of those larger panels of glass. The prophecy foretold that there was only one way to save the worlds.

That must’ve been the one that was shattered.

Asriel realized that he got too close, the Angel’s cloak dead ahead. He couldn’t hide behind anything from here, but they didn’t turn to look at him. They were too focused on something else.

When he leaned to look around them, he caught something that made him have to second guess his eyes. A monster not too dissimilar from himself stood with a bloodied face, staring in the direction of the shattered glass like he could still perfectly visualize it. His head sank into his scarf. His hands remained perfectly clasped behind his back like Chara always did when they tried to stay calm. But… his face was utterly broken.

The Angel stood next to him, and their wings began to sag.

“You had so much faith in me,” the Angel whispered, and for a second, Asriel thought that they were talking to him. However, the Angel never spoke to him in a voice that soft. He didn’t know that their voice could do that. It made him feel like he was seeing something he wasn’t supposed to. Not knowing or caring that Asriel was there, the Angel continued, “You thought I could break your prophecy. You thought I could be good. You asked me to continue forward with kindness… and I failed you.”

Was this all a show? An attempt for the Angel to try to convince Asriel that they weren’t trying to torture him? Hah! He wasn’t… going to even entertain the thought that this could be genuine. But, he didn’t yell out to interrupt them. Something in their voice made him keep listening. He didn’t get why. They didn’t deserve his silence, but curiosity made him shut up.

The soul on the Angel’s chest floated into their hand, hovering just above their palm. “I hope… you’ll forgive me for not telling you that I found another way to bring you to your friends. I… I can’t… I can’t do that to you. It’s…” They exhaled, staring at their soul and lowering it to the person who stood in front of them. He didn’t even react, frozen in time. “I’ve lost, Ralsei. I took everything… every hope everyone had in me… and I ruined it a second time. I can’t…” Their shoulders started to shake. The cloak concealed everything about them, and Asriel wouldn’t be able to see anything with the veil in the way anyway. “I wish you would hate me in these dreams, but I don’t have any memories of you doing that when you should.”

Ralsei. So this was that person that the Angel talked about so much. Asriel couldn’t focus on that detail much, because his eyes lingered on the soul hovering in the Angel’s hands, extended forward like they were practicing how to offer it.

Finally, Asriel opened his mouth, the wretched feeling in his chest expulsing itself as barbed words again. “Is all of this some kind of sick joke to you?”

The Angel’s wings straightened. At least, if they whirled around, Asriel would’ve felt a little satisfied. Instead, they slowly drew themself to their full height, shambling to look at him under that stupid veil.

They looked down, no longer being able to look him in the eye. “With how I treat my promises… I guess it was.” Their hand clenched tightly into a fist, their wings sagging even further. “But this is what I am.”

Red veins sprawled out from a fragment buried deep within Asriel’s chest.

He barely got out a strangled sound before the world around him faded again. In a body that he could not move, Asriel woke up. His panic thrummed throughout his body, his heart hammering in his chest. And yet, he still could not even muster a scream while his chest burned.

 


 

The lab had been quiet for a while.

Ever since the darkness closed, it returned to stagnation. It was a quiet existence, but one that had been asked for. A lone machine had finally fallen into disuse once more, resting now that its job was done. No one would ever use it to hurt again. And yet, it found itself beginning to pay attention.

Soft footsteps echoed through the laboratory. The machine waited. A promise had been made for it to never be used again. For a while, it finally achieved that goal. It became nothing more than an inanimate object to fade into disuse. So why… was something within these walls yet again?

The sound of claws clicking against the floor echoed through the lab. A dull thud of something else tapped the floor in sync with the footsteps. The air shifted. Once again, the lab had a visitor. It drew closer. It came into the room that the machine resided in, gaze turning towards it.

For a long while, the lab remained in stagnation. The figure did not move. It did not approach. It merely waited, staring at the machine like the figure needed permission to step forward. That was not how things worked for the extractor. It was a tool to be used, after all.

Cautiously, the figure began to step forward. It did not heed the blackened film on the floor or the daunting visage of the machine. Their presence was familiar. The machine could not understand why as a hand slowly rose closer to its surface. It could not fight back if it wished to, but the machine would have tilted its head forward if it could.

A gentle touch grazed its surface. 

Many treated the machine gently, for its purpose required sensitive components. There was awe in its capabilities. It needed to be maintained. The machine was rarely without care until the lab fell into disuse. However, as the touch carefully ran down its surface, it recalled a memory of the one kind touch that it had received. It recalled slowly inching forward to a monster draped in a red cloak, pressing its beak to a hand offered in mercy.

For a moment, the machine was not merely a machine any longer. As the Angel brushed against it, it felt wind against its feathers. It imagined itself pressing a face against someone who had finally freed it from its fate. Its journey was done, but it still imagined regardless.

For once, it could perceive the monster’s face. They looked far more tired than it remembered. It never saw their face. Were they always this way?

A hoarse whisper cut through the dark, the Angel keeping their hand on its surface, “I’m sorry for… bothering you like this.” They looked unsure of themself, talking to an object in the middle of an abandoned lab. However, they knew its nature. They could reanimate it at any time. Instead, the Angel kept their promise. “I’m not going to wake you back up, I just…”

It would not be woken up again. The machine did not wish to be used once more. And yet, the thought did not cross the little awareness that it had in this state. There was a flicker of something else. Excitement, perhaps? It could not tell like this. It could barely tell anything. 

The Angel lowered their head, their hand slowly sliding down a little more. During their fight, they sounded so serious, yet had a strange way they carried themself. They calmed the machine down with kind words, but forgot to heal their own wounds. Another whisper, quieter than before, came from the Angel’s mouth, “I know… you can’t answer. I just need… to sit for a while. Is… is that okay?”

The machine could not answer. And yet, a while ago, the doctor had given it a small boost of power that never quite went away. A small whirr came from a component within the machine.

As if they could understand, the Angel’s eyes glistened. Slowly, they lowered themself to the floor, once again not minding the film. The machine missed the touch as it went away, but the Angel remained present in the room. Eventually, they leaned their head back against the machine. It was unfitting to do with something this dangerous, but the Angel leaned against it as if it was an old friend.

For a while, they remained like that. The machine did not make a noise again. It did not have much power remaining. And yet, it still wondered why the Angel was present. The air circulation within the lab had been long powered off. It would likely be hot within these confines for someone like them. Still, they stayed. They could stay as long as they needed.

“I didn’t get why… you gave up on finding a new purpose.” When they finally found their words, the Angel whispered of things that the machine had long made peace with. “You wanted so badly to not be used, and I thought… there was a way around that. But… it’s not like that, is it?”

No matter what, the machine only had one real use. It would be used to harvest and weaponize determination, no matter what it tried to do. It could not allow itself to be used again. It recalled far too many children passing into its grasp and losing their own will. Such things could not be tolerated. However, the machine did not understand why the Angel spoke of it now.

They let a stretch of time pass while they gathered their thoughts. Their mouth opened and closed a few times when they could not find the right words. Staring down at their own palms, the Angel curled in on themself. “I… thought I could change myself. I thought I could… be something else… someone who actually did good for… for everyone who believed in me.” Their claws furled inward, poking at the padding on their hands that looked worn down. “But I just keep…”

If the machine could, it would lower its head to try to appear less threatening. If nothing else, it might convince the Angel that there was nothing to be afraid of here. The machine had sensed fear in many souls that passed through this domain. Once again, it looked upon a terrified soul. Only, this one still lived.

“Was I designed to hurt people? Is that why I had to be caged…? Told to leave…?” The voice that came out of their mouth rose only for a few words, but the disbelief died out into slow acceptance. “It’s… it’s always inevitable. The longer I stay… the more likely I am to just… go right on back.” They huffed in disappointment, “The easiest option. I warned him. I… warned him.”

The machine did not comprehend the nature of such a plight. It had only known the opposite. Promises of monsterkind’s freedom rested within its machinery. It would be the gateway. Instead, it only brought suffering. It only caused souls to scream and twitch while monsterkind remained trapped regardless. Its only purpose became to hurt. Though, perhaps the Angel had endured something similar. The machine could not ask. It could not think to do so.

A red light burned through the room. For a moment, the machine wondered if a promise would be broken. Trepidation filled its idle existence.

Instead, the Angel cradled the fragile heart in front of them. The ethereal light reflected in their own eyes. Slowly, their head began to fall. “You felt the same… didn’t you? That you could never be a part of this world… that there was only one good thing you could do for it.”

The machine had let many souls slip through its grasp before. Rather… it could not let go of them to save them. It listened to their screams, and yet it could never prevent their fates. It ripped their will from their remaining existence, but it could never protect them from itself. Something deep within the machine understood, but it understood too well. Some of the remaining power within it allowed its components to let out a low whirr. For a moment, it wished for terrible things. It wished for a head to press against this last soul in understanding. It wished for feathers that could hide them from what tormented them. It wished for wings to take flight to show the Angel a joy that it still held close even if its time had run out.

It wished to protect just one soul.

Just one time.

As if the Angel did hear the distant whirr, they looked away. Their soul did not recede. “Don’t… feel bad for me. I hurt you too, but you don’t remember.” Fingers wrapped around the glassy surface of the soul while the Angel glared daggers into its surface. “I treated you… like an obstacle. I killed you without a second thought… and had the audacity to act like I could talk to you about never being hurt again.” Their fingers wrapped a bit too tight. The soul pulsed with a dull thud, the Angel lurching forward.

The machine could do nothing but watch. For a desperate moment, it wished that the Angel would stab the ground. A purpose had been renewed. But it could do nothing. It could do nothing but let the components within itself spin like they conveyed any thought but a dying machine.

Slowly, the Angel loosened their grip. The soul stayed in their hand, hovering just above their palm. Once again, they stared at it, softer this time. “But I’m not done yet. There’s still… people who need to be saved before I can give up. I guess… it was a lot like that for you too.” They wiped something off of their mouth. No stain of the unusual red substance that the monster had came away, but something must have dripped out when they hurt themself. “But… it’s okay. I know… what I’ll do when this is all over.”

The machine could not comfort in a singular way that mattered. It did not have any determination of its own. It did not have enough power to summon the force needed to strike the ground. It did not have enough of its own consciousness to even truly ‘be’ in a way that mattered.

…Was all of this a mistake?

“Can I… ask you something?” Despite its nature, the Angel still talked to the machine like it was something that could respond. They still asked for permission despite the fact that no one else ever did.

Yes. Of course.

The Angel leaned their head against the surface of the machine. After a few seconds of silence passed, a creak echoed through the lab somewhere in the distance. Still, even though they had gotten a response, the Angel took a few minutes to get their composure. Their eyes shut a few times, and when they blinked open, they looked more unfocused than before.

“Were you scared too?” The Angel finally whispered. Their full weight leaned against the machine, being far too fragile for the being that the machine had fought. “It’s… silly. I’ve died so many times at this point… but… I’m still feeling this way, and I don’t get why. It’s not even really…” They paused, taking a deep breath. “He’s going to take good care of me. He’s… probably going to try to make sure that I don’t completely fade, haha.” They brought a hand up, wiping their eye with the backside of their hand. “I guess I always thought that… it wouldn’t really hurt me. I could always just step away. Even… even when I was brought here, it was still fine, because there just wasn’t another way.”

They spoke of things that the machine had no hope of understanding. It remained regardless. Such was the machine’s plight. It would watch soul after soul enter its grasp… unable to save a single one of them.

“But now, I know there’s something else. If… if I hurt him… then we could both…” The palm still sitting just under their soul suddenly clenched its fingers inward. The Angel flinched, blood dripping from one of their nostrils. They did not bother wiping it off. Gradually, they drew their head back up, resolve burning in their eyes. “When all of this is over, he will live. I will fade. The perfect prison… the only way to fully stop me… because I wouldn’t be able to bring myself to hurt him.”

The machine imagined itself being wrapped up in stone when its own purpose had finally vanished. Why now, did it wish to do more now that all of its victims had gone free? It knew the answer. It sat right in front of him.

The Angel stared down at their own hands. “...Right?”

Perhaps, they had stopped being able to know either. The machine knew it well when it attempted to destroy the very soul before it. 

For a long time, the Angel fell into silence. Their hands lowered to rest on their knees. It took a while longer for their soul to finally recede into their chest. The machine did not understand what prompted such an action until it observed for just a bit longer.

The monster’s eyes were shut.

For a while, they slumbered. The machine did not have enough of a presence to think about why that could be. Perhaps, selfishly, it wished that they could stay for just a bit longer. If they left its sight, then it would never know of their fate. Six others had left these halls, and it never knew what happened to them until this soul told it of their fate. The machine did not think anyone would tell it of this last soul’s fate when they left its grasp.

The monster started to sleep for too long. Their furred body stayed in this room for too long, and the machine began to wonder if they would ever wake up. One final time, it let out a loud whirr, attempting to wake the Angel.

Blearily, they blinked their eyes open. A sharp inhale meant that they were back. Again, that gentle touch pressed against the machine’s surface again. “Guess I scared you, huh?” Perhaps, they did understand what the small noises throughout the lab meant. “I don’t… think I can stay for much longer. The heat is… getting bad.”

It was not the heat that scared the machine. It was the Angel walking out of the lab and never returning. Before, the machine wished to never be disturbed again. Now, it was not so sure.

Slowly, the Angel rose to their feet. They smoothed some of the dust off of the machine as best they could, their eyes focusing for just a little bit while they tried to smooth out the imperfections. “There’s… work to be done. I’m going to try to cross through the dark today. I… may not come back for another visit.”

The machine did not have any power remaining. It could not express any measure of how much it feared that exact thing.

Just as the machine did back when it had a head of its own, the Angel lowered their forehead and pressed it against the shell. “Goodbye. I hope… that you’re okay here.”

It might have been enough before. Now, the machine had doubts.

For the last time, the touch finally left. The Angel stared at the machine for just a bit longer before turning. They did not look back, their footsteps trailing down the hallway. At some point within the lab, the footsteps abruptly stopped.

The presence was gone.

 


 

Paige always wondered why its friend always got scared of so many things. It was so strange to watch them sometimes. They were so bright! So so bright! Whenever Paige looked at them, it always liked to stare at the pretty light behind their head. So, Paige found it a little odd when the Angel did not seem very comfortable in the world that was bright like them. Paige couldn’t follow them there. Sometimes, the Angel wrote their thoughts in its margins, but Paige could not do anything else when in the light.

The dark made Paige real. The dark made Paige able to do just a little bit more. The Angel started to do just a little bit more. They fought like they were dancing when they had lots of trouble walking in the light. They didn’t let anyone touch them in the light, but Paige remembered them letting the Harvester bump against them! Also, Paige saw the Angel put their hands against the Harvester’s feathers to heal it!

Maybe the dark was nicer to them! They talked about their friend a lot who lived in the dark!

But, the dark couldn’t keep them safe forever. Paige was with the cool girl when it happened. Suzy was her name! She protected Paige from a lot of attacks! But… when the two of them found the Angel, they were hurt. They got back up, but they were very very hurt.

The Angel did something to the person who hurt them.

Paige hadn’t seen them do that before.

It watched while the Angel started doing strange things. They ran faster between places that they shouldn’t be able to go between. They hid in places where no one, not even their nice friend, would be able to find them. They stabbed the ground over and over again, and every time, Paige went to sleep when stone wrapped around its body. It did not get woken up. It did not have a purpose in the Angel’s Dark Worlds.

Paige wished that the Angel’s friend would find them soon. It was rare that Paige left the Angel’s satchel. It knew that the Angel had a lot on their mind. They didn’t talk much out loud unless the grey monsters were around. Paige liked the grey monsters. They said nice things to the Angel. But when the Angel didn’t talk… or didn’t use Paige to talk… things got scary.

What did the note that had been taken away from Paige mean? It only knew who it was for when the Angel brought out the notepad in the middle of a quiet apartment. Paige remembered the Angel sleeping here once. This was where the nice girl was.

The Angel didn’t talk to her. They didn’t stay long.

Everything else passed by in a blur. Paige wasn’t used. It was meant to be the Angel’s voice when they couldn’t talk, but nothing was being written down. Over and over, Paige went back to sleep. The Angel kept making fountains over and over again in the same room before sealing them. Every time, Paige did not last to see them.

Three days passed since the Angel went into hiding.

A broken horn left the pocket that Paige sat in. The Angel tried again like they had many times before. The dark started to fall. Paige thought that it would fall asleep again. That was fine until the Angel got it right. They were getting frustrated. It could tell.

But eventually, Paige opened its eyes.

It wasn’t in the Angel’s cloak. Slowly, it managed to hop onto both of its talons, tilting its head at the large, veiled face staring at it. Paige rested in the Angel’s hands, being cradled like it was very, very fragile.

The Angel’s own wings quivered. Paige couldn’t see their face. But, the Angel still watched Paige closely, trying to figure something out. They didn’t say anything. They just stared very closely before slowly moving their hands around.

Paige flapped its wings, furling them back in. “Hi! Hi friend! Haven’t talked! Been long time!” Maybe, the Angel just needed an extra boost. They hadn’t been talkative lately! Maybe they needed Paige to say hi first!

After a short pause, the Angel’s head tilted downward, folds appearing in the veil. They didn’t talk much, but they finally said something to Paige as quietly as they could: “Did I hurt you?”

Paige tilted its head. No? It didn’t think so? Oh! Paige remembered! The Angel stared at it for a little too long when they ripped a page out! They liked to do that a lot when something bothered them! Shifting from talon to talon, Paige flapped its wings. “No! Not hurt! Small feather! Very small!” In fact, Paige could probably find it. Ruffling its wings out, it offered its left wing to the Angel. “See?”

The Angel brought one hand away from the cradle that they had made for Paige, lifting a shaky finger. They carefully hooked it under the edge of Paige’s wing before lifting it a little more so that they could see what Paige wanted them to. One of the folded feathers on Paige’s wing had gone missing. It wasn’t that noticeable, but the Angel’s shaky finger started to get worse. Their wings quivered again. Nervous.

Paige pulled its own wing away, but the Angel’s finger didn’t go back. They were stuck again. A lot of times after they hid down here, they got stuck like this. But, it was okay! Paige told them that it was okay! Maybe, the Angel didn’t think that it meant it?

With a larger flap of its wings, Paige began to fly up into the air. The Angel’s head tracked them, hands extended like it would fall out of the air. One feather being gone didn’t matter. Paige flew around the Angel’s head without a problem before it landed right back on the Angel’s hand. “One feather! Would’ve given it! It’s okay!” 

The Angel’s head sagged just enough to be close. Enthusiastically, Paige pressed its head through the veil at the Angel’s face. That usually calmed them down a lot!

Like the touch burned them, the Angel jerked their head back. Both of their wings flared out for a second, and Paige flapped its wings to leave the Angel’s hand. The Angel stumbled backwards, falling to the pale stone in the Dark World they made. They were breathing fast again. They weren’t looking at Paige anymore.

Not even Paige could touch them anymore.

That was okay. The Angel hunched over as much as possible into their cloak, hiding themself from everything outside. Paige glided to the ground right next to them, not landing on them this time. It was okay. This was how they met each other. If the Angel couldn’t talk right now, that was okay.

Paige settled down next to the Angel. Hm. What to say? How did Paige prove that it wasn’t hurt? It could still fly. It showed that it could still fly. Maybe, they just still thought that they did hurt Paige somehow. “Didn’t hurt me! Sometimes… you have to leave a note! Always there when you can’t talk!”

If the Angel couldn’t talk to their friend face-to-face, then Paige was happy to offer a feather for that! 

Besides, Paige knew that the Angel wouldn’t actually hurt it! It knew its own limits for feathers. “Need feathers to fly! Can’t take all pages! But if you write in a lot of them… maybe you’ll keep them around!”

The Angel tilted their head to look at the small parrot next to them. It was always so interesting to watch their wings move. So much of the body language that Paige didn’t really get was hidden under their cloak and veil. Paige couldn’t even see their face! The wings always moved. The wings always showed Paige what they were thinking! The wings were still quivering while the Angel asked, “Why… do you do that?”

Paige tilted its head. “Do what? Fly? Like flying! You might like it too!”

“No… the…” The Angel struggled to clear their throat. They sounded like they did that first day when they started learning how to talk. “You saw… what I did to Asriel. I ripped out one… of your own pages. I… I killed the Harvester… and even then you…” They clenched their hands over and over again. “I don’t… know how to explain…”

The Angel didn’t do that! They must have been misremembering! They were having trouble talking again. Paige didn’t think that it could understand all of the scattered words that they were saying right now. But… it could still do something else. “Told you when we met! Liked being your voice! If it’s hard to talk, you can still write! Always there to listen, even if I’m not like this!”

“Darkners…” the Angel muttered, shaking their head like they couldn’t believe anything, “...always putting your faith in… someone who you shouldn’t…”

“Can write about that too!” Paige happily hopped in front of the Angel’s vision, trying to get their attention again. Their head started moving in Paige’s direction again. “You don’t do it often! Can still be your voice!”

The Angel watched Paige for a lot longer. They were staring again. Something bothered them. This time, it wasn’t something bad. They had a question. “Would that… make you happy?”

Paige enthusiastically nodded its head. That was what it was here for, after all! A map of Hometown still sat on one of its wings! Notes on many people the Angel met were on different feathers. If every part of Paige was covered in things the Angel didn’t know how to say, then it would be happier than ever.

Gently, the Angel brought a hand out of their cloak and lowered it down to Paige’s level. It hopped on with a small flap. The hand came right back up to the Angel’s veiled face. Having the courage to try again, they carefully leaned their face forward.

Paige was slower this time, pressing its head against the veil and tapping against what it thought was the Angel’s snout. They sucked in a breath, but their wings started to relax on either side of their head. It would be enough for now. Maybe, they would begin to feel a little better soon.

 


 

“...ARE YOU CERTAIN THAT THIS IS WISE?”

“Why wouldn’t it be?” The Angel questioned, their starlit form tilting its head in question while the man resided within the ocean. 

Once again, they had called out his name. He knew that it would only be a matter of time. Before they exhausted themself completely to a Shadow Crystal, they stared out into the darkness. They gave indications to one of their Darkner friends that they would soon be doing something risky. For a large sum of the current day, they stalked closer and closer to the edge of the Dark World, scoping it out.

Their small Darkner friend was told to wait. Thankfully, it obliged.

“YOU FACE UNTOLD DANGER…”

“...THE MOMENT YOU DECIDE TO WALK FURTHER INTO THE DARK.”

The walls of a Dark World were indistinct, just as the man said they were during their first conversation. Yes, the Angel had been distracted by the flower’s actions to even consider attempting to cross over the threshold, but the man was still concerned. He had walked beyond its bounds before, and now he forever drowned in an endless ocean.

However, the Angel did not call his name without reason. They had been considering this for quite a while. Now that they had an opportunity, it appeared that they would throw themself at the problem with reckless abandon. “It’s the only way back, isn’t it?” They questioned, one of their wings tilting.

Yes, the man had first viewed the prophecy when it appeared within the dark. He followed its path… and he found a world with only one outcome decided by that same blue glass. However… such a dangerous route… if it even would work how they both hoped it did… may be unnecessary. Soon, the heroes would be making contact with him once more. Their progress had stagnated. The Titans swarmed the center of town relentlessly ever since the Pure Crystal was last spotted there… and the apartment complex that they took refuge in rested on a dead-end. Without their ship… it had taken a while for an opening to present itself. They planned to set off soon, but the man did not know how long they would be waiting.

“IF YOU ARE PATIENT…”

“...I HAVE AN ALTERNATIVE PROPOSITION.”

Perhaps, he should tell them sooner rather than later. He did not truly know if his plan would work, and it would not be satisfactory to the Angel. He sincerely doubted that they would take it as an only solution.

The Angel’s eyes narrowed. “How patient?” That… was not the question that he thought they would ask first. He expected excitement for a new plan, but the idea of more time slipping away terrified them more than anything. They looked away from him into the darkness. “I’ve already left everyone in the Roaring for too long. I wasted time looking for Frisk. I wasted time dealing with Asriel. Soon… there will be people looking for me, and I’ll lose my chance of trying again.”

“SOON… WE WILL BE ABLE TO COMMUNICATE WITH THE HEROES IN THE DARK.”

“YOUR SAFEST OPTION AS OF NOW…”

“...IS TO WAIT.”

Hopefully, the promise would be enough to sway the Angel into waiting for just a moment longer. After all, the man knew what failure brought if one were to step into the wrong place at the wrong time. 

Somehow, that too brought them no comfort. It made one of their starlit hands begin to quake. Perhaps, they had much to fear. Did they wonder if they would still be recognizable to the people who they loved most? The man did not see it this way, but the Angel clearly did. The prince of monsters had left them with one final wound after all, it seemed. His barbed words must have landed.

“IF YOU FAIL…”

“IT IS UNLIKELY YOU WILL BE ABLE TO REVERT YOUR FATE.”

Resolve burned in the Angel’s starry eyes. Some silver stars blazed a brilliant gold for only a moment before returning to their natural color. However, they knew what the man spoke of, for they too had been shattered. Nothing could restore them to their former stature. There were some things that even their light could not fully fix.

“I’m not… trying to go all the way,” the Angel clarified, “I’m just trying to go between two fountains… with a thin wall between them. A test. And… if it works… I’ll…”

“ARE YOU SURE THAT YOU ARE WELL ENOUGH TO DO SO?”

The Angel could articulate their plans well enough, but that brought the man little comfort. This meant that they were certain in their next course of action, no matter how addled their mind could currently be. They opened and sealed fourteen Dark Fountains before finally channeling their determination in a way that did not petrify Darkners upon entry. 

The Angel did not answer.

“I RECOMMEND WARINESS.”

“DARK WORLDS ARE SHAPED BY THEIR ENVIRONMENT…”

“...ALONGSIDE THE WILL OF THE FOUNTAIN’S CREATOR.”

“WHEN YOU CROSS THE THRESHOLD…”

“...EVERYTHING WILL ONLY BECOME MORE INDISTINCT.”

“YOU COULD BECOME MORE INDISTINCT.”

“Three days have gone by.” The Angel was counting. For a while, the man wondered if they were truly perceiving the passage of time anymore. Of course, he was foolish to even think of such a thing. Every time they saved, they would be reminded of how much time went by when they locked it into place. “While I wait for… your plan, I have to make myself useful.”

The man… could not necessarily argue with that. It was difficult to dissuade their concerns. Their distance from the denizens of this world would only be maintained for so long. Every moment the Angel waited while they could be taking action, the Roaring would only grow worse for the heroes. He could not… ask them to wait. After all, he still was uncertain if anyone within this world would be able to replicate a connection.

Yes, the logical conclusion would be to use the time wisely. The Angel was in a perfect position to begin testing their limits. If only the man truly could be that clinical… and ignore the way the Angel threw themself into situations like this with no regard for their own wellbeing.

“I COULD NOT STOP YOU SHOULD YOU CHOOSE TO TRY.”

The moment the Angel reversed time, they would be primed to walk off into the Dark World as soon as possible. The man could not impede them. Hopefully, they would still listen to any advice that he gave.

“IT IS UNPREDICTABLE BEYOND THE EDGE.”

“DO NOT RISK HARM TO YOURSELF…”

“...AND RETURN TO YOUR LIGHT SHOULD YOU FEEL IN DANGER.”

The Angel nodded, finally looking back at him fully. “I need to… get back to them intact. I know that.” Their soul flashed, a familiar promise no doubt going through their mind. “I’ll come back if it’s too much.”

They knew well that their fate was tied with the heroes. Should they fall, the heroes would fall as well. At the very least… they still clung to that. The man only wished that they would include their own wellbeing in their analysis.

Still, he wondered why they had not inquired more about one piece of information that he had given them. Perhaps, their mind was elsewhere.

“THE HEROES WILL BE ABLE TO COMMUNICATE WITH US SOON.”

“DOES THIS NOT… EXCITE YOU?”

The Angel shut their approximation of eyes. Their soul dimmed imperceptibly. At the very least, the remaining parts of the Delta Rune had returned to their former vibrance. It made it easier to tell when the Angel’s soul did not shine as bright with the others. “It’s… good.” The Angel decided upon, both of their wings furling inward. “It means they’ll be safer, right? At least then I’ll know if any of them need me to… do anything.”

That… was true. Well, they would only be able to directly communicate around the phone. Still, this was not the response that the man imagined.

“THEY WILL BE HAPPY TO HEAR FROM YOU.”

“THEY HAVE WORRIED.”

The Angel’s wings twitched. Instead of furling outward, they extended to cover the Angel’s face like a veil of their own. Nothing could hide their face when they were the heavens, but they had found a way regardless. The man expected anything. He knew how much the Angel yearned to be reunited with them. He knew how much they had sought to return. They were trying again, after all.

And yet, no voice came out. It had gone entirely.

The man called the Angel by their name.

That roused them, revealing one eye behind the furled wings. They muttered, “I’ll be back safe. Tell me if I am needed.”

Time pulled at the Angel’s command. The starlit sky receded while the world righted itself. They materialized in their own Dark World once more, staring down at the silver light for a long time.

Their gaze slowly turned towards the deepest dark.

Hopefully, the heroes would have an opening to make their way to the city soon. A talk with them would likely change the Angel’s current course. For better or for worse, the Angel wished to create a new future. The man… only hoped that they still considered themself a part of it.

 


 

Pale stone once again greeted the Angel while they walked through one of the two Dark Worlds that they had created. They tried not to think about how much they were failing to create a Dark World with even a semblance of structure. Over and over, Paige turned to stone. The Angel could only create something cold and lifeless now. Funny how that always worked out.

This time, they were alone. While they had been successful in keeping Paige intact with the latest fountain, they left the notepad outside of the Dark World this time. They did what Paige wanted and wrote a few things before they went… if only to gather their thoughts. After all, they knew what they were doing. Many had already walked this path. The man went over the edge in search of a prophecy. Perhaps, some of his assistants followed him on that path. Maybe, the Knight somehow met with a similar fate considering its… circumstances.

However, Ralsei had been successful in navigating through the dark. The Angel only hoped that they could replicate his success. They dedicated all of their thoughts to reasoning out how. They couldn’t think about anything else.

Their soul twitched in front of their chest while they walked. The Angel planted a foot in front of them, stopping everything to take a deep breath. For a second, they were elsewhere. The taste of warm soup hit their tongue. A comforting hand brushed the fur on their forehead, reassuring them that everything would be all right.

The Angel pulled back. It wasn’t for them. It was never theirs.

And yet, they had taken it all the same.

They’d written as much before they came in here. Paige… wanted them to do so, and the Angel didn’t want to leave it with nothing. They didn’t know what would happen to Paige should they vanish here, but they did not plan on doing so. Still… they didn’t want to leave the small parrot any longer without something being written in the notepad. It’d only offered to be written in… how many times now?

Still, the Angel remembered the words. It was the only way they knew how to make sense of all the competing thoughts clashing in their mind. There was one detail that eluded them even now.

I dreamed about him. I haven’t dreamed often, but I saw him. Maybe, it was my soul’s way of trying to remind me of what I’ve done. That’s been happening a lot lately. It’s all I can really think about.

They remembered how stupid it felt to even put any of this to paper. It sounded whiny. It sounded like they were the victim in all of this. Paige wanted them to write their thoughts down, but all of their thoughts annoyed them. Maybe that was why they now found themself walking towards the darkness, because ultimately, these thoughts of self-pity did not matter.

The Angel broke their second chance already. It was time to, at the very least, do their part in all of this. They couldn’t get that back.

Even though he sounded angry, I still remember his face. He was scared. What he said to me couldn’t have been less different from how he talked to me before, but I didn’t expect him to be scared when I looked at him. I guess even that’s bleeding into my dreams now.

Sometimes, they still experienced fear that wasn’t quite their own. It was hard to tell. The Angel didn’t want to think about it. Pale stone started to slowly give way to an empty, black surface while they continued to walk. Their next course of action was simple, and they needed to focus on that rather than their error. They would have more than enough time to think about it when the current task was done.

Hopefully, the man would have a task for them after this. He had another soon, right? They dreaded that one too.

Think about what needed to be done.

One problem at a time.

The Angel stopped thinking as much as they could, proceeding further and further out into the darkness. Unlike Card Kingdom and Castle Town, the two rooms they would be traversing between were not connected. A thin barrier sat between the two of them… and the Angel already knew how thin that wall was thanks to Frisk never getting sleep at this inn. It would be a perfect testing ground… a trial run to figure out if this would be worth it in the slightest.

A flash of blue light appeared in the distance. The Angel took a deep breath, planting one foot ahead of the other.

I don’t know how I’m going to face them. I’m going to save them, but I don’t know how I’m going to be able to look them in the eye after everything. Kris wanted to hurt me after what happened with Carol. Susie forgave horrendous crimes thinking I’d changed. Ralsei asked me to keep being kind. It isn’t even about me. I’m just not ready to see the hurt on their faces.

None of that changed the fact that they would be going back. The Angel did not have even the slightest doubt in continuing this path. Their friends would live, even if what would happen after would tear them apart. These were their consequences, even if it would break their heart.

But they had their chance.

A haze began to build. The Angel continued forward, watching formations of Shadow Crystals flicker into view before vanishing elsewhere. They were close. Soon, they would have to be wary of every move they made. They’d already saved before making the walk over here, and what they were met with insulted them.

LV 9.

Somehow, despite what they had done, they only grew stronger through that LV. The Angel did not feel any stronger after what they had done to Asriel, despite the fact that a bond surely had to have been broken. It should’ve made them stronger, but the world decided to excuse the action. It decided to excuse this of all things. It was a perfect crime, hidden within Asriel with no outward mark left on the Angel’s being.

They had to live with that disgust on their own.

A grey figure appeared. It took the old appearance of Monster Kid, blank eyes staring at the Angel. They had reached the point of no return.

The Angel drew themself to a halt. Even now, the man only wished to help. It was far more mercy than they deserved for how terribly this “new future” had gone off the rails, but he believed in them regardless. He made this clear long ago. So, for as long as he would have faith in them, they would still try to listen to what he wanted from them.

The grey figure opened its mouth, Asgore’s voice spilling out. “How are you feeling?”

Of course, he would ask that. The Angel stared out past the fragment. They couldn’t see the other Dark Fountain from here. That was expected. Still, they were going into uncharted territory. Only one person actually knew how to traverse these in-between spaces, and he was too far now.

A thought crossed their mind. The man did mention that communication would soon be established. That still put some weird twinge in their gut that they couldn’t get rid of. If they waited, then Ralsei could explain his process to them. It would be safer that way. Maybe, it would give Ralsei something to do that wasn’t worrying about them. They couldn’t take it right now. It would make everything so much easier if they just…

They didn’t know if they would get another chance at this.

Every now and then, they caught echoes of Toriel’s anger that the Angel had done something to her child. Once, they heard Alphys’ panicked voice saying that she was going to figure everything out. Someone would seek them out eventually, and if they gained nothing after this amount of time away, then they really were never going to make progress.

Besides, if they had more knowledge of the space in-between, then maybe they could ask Ralsei other things. If only they could ignore the pit in their stomach that made them want to ask other questions. Were they okay? Have they stayed together? Did the Angel hurt them? Did they still want the Angel to…

Finally, when the Angel realized that they still had company, they answered with their voice still raw, “Just… thinking about how to approach this.”

The grey figure tilted its head, like the man found that interesting in some way. It spoke in a nerdy, excited voice, “Using my knowledge, I can-” A monotonous whisper came out. “not-” And then, the nerdy voice returned. “-guide you.”

The man had been shattered, after all. Anything that he knew would only be what to avoid, and from the warnings he gave them while they were still in the dark, there was little to go off of. “I understand. Thank you.”

This place would make them more indistinct. The world out there was unstable and fragmented, calling on whatever it could.

The Angel did not know how Ralsei traversed this place, but they knew how they could.

The Angel took a step forward.

While they could pull Dark Fountains from the earth to make the world less distinct, they also had another capability, didn’t they? Yes, they had found much use in bending the world to be something less distinct. It allowed them to escape from a prison. It guided them to an old friend. It was the key to traversing between worlds.

But what if the Angel needed things to be more distinct?

The mist grew. The Angel continued to march forward while the grey figure watched them. It did not follow.

This world had brought them here for a reason, no matter how much they tried to warp and maim that purpose. Without them, Dark Fountains could not be sealed. The Roaring could not be prevented. The Angel… their soul’s purpose… was to make things distinct once more… to reestablish the lines of reality and fantasy. The land was not a fantastical forest with a large castle of cards waiting at the end. It was an abandoned classroom where objects had been left behind. The room was not a busy city with flashing lights and a computer queen. It was merely a computer lab where students went to study.

There was no Dark Fountain to seal here. If the Angel could seal the Dark Fountain, then they did not know what would happen to them.

However, it was not the room that they needed to keep distinct. It was them.

The Angel stepped on damp grass and mud. Pine trees sprouted up before being warped somewhere far away. Weathered, pink stone replaced the mud every other step. The world started to lose all meaning. It didn’t know how to exist. It tried to fill in whatever it could.

Over the last three days, the Angel had a lot of time to think. Their battle with Asriel raged through their head just as much as its conclusion. The Shadow Crystal allowed them to change many things, yes, but the Angel had fundamentally learned something new. They had always been able to access abilities from their friends. For a while, the Angel liked to think of it as one of them lending a hand, but they were beginning to doubt that now. In the fight with Asriel, without the Shadow Crystal being present… and even in the Light World… they were beginning to summon weapons.

They could summon that which was familiar.

The Angel’s soul began to glow. Its light enveloped them while they walked through the haze. Snow crunched under their feet. Hot stone beat down the twinge of cold. Blue glass started to flash in the corners of their eyes, illuminated by the soul.

But why? Why could they do such a thing? Determination could always be an explanation, but they always needed a goal. Without a goal, without the need to decide what must change, determination could falter into simply weathering the storm. The Angel called it cheating before when they remembered an attack that had once been on their side. Because they could… they simply had to.

A piece of the ground changed while the Angel still walked on it.

Their soul flashed with light again, staving off a feeling that their mind was slipping. 

Light and time… that was what the man said that their two domains were. How could light do anything that they had done before? How did they even have domain over time? Was it just what the rules of the world dictated? Was it just how they were?

After all they had seen, the Angel disagreed with the man’s analysis of their abilities.

Walking through the dark, the Angel began to Recall.

Over and over, they called upon the phantom feelings of an ability that once protected them or their friends. Countless times during their fight, they remembered weapons that once had been drawn to fight for a new future. When they spoke with their friends, the Angel liked to take them to places they knew. Every time they sealed a Dark Fountain, they reminded the room of what it once was so that the lines could be cleanly established again. Every time they reached a hand out to a mote of light, they imbued it with the path that they had walked. Every time they pulled on time once more, they restored the memory of the world as they once knew it.

The Angel’s power… was steeped in memory.

The world began to break down while their light flared out even further. Their eyes stopped being able to properly perceive the changing environment around them. Their vessel walked under a sky that turned into a kaleidoscope. Places and things they’d interacted with flashed by. Prophecies and tragedies lingered near the corners. Through it all, the Angel remained distinct, trying to recall themself as the world tried to break them apart.

The Angel didn’t know why it took them so long to realize it. Of course, this would be their power. The person who relived the same memory of the Underground over and over instead of letting it move on would have this power. The person who had been dragged down because they could not exist without the memory of their friends would have this power. The person who could never let old habits die would have this power.

It was what they were.

In the kaleidoscope, they began to see faces they knew. Toriel kneeling over in pain. Papyrus without his head. Undyne melting with a bright smile. Mettaton clenching his teeth. Sans holding his slashed open chest. Asgore kneeling in defeat. Flowey with a gash through his head. Chara with a plastered smile. None of them were real. They were frozen, mere snapshots of past people who had long moved on. And yet, the Angel recalled the same memories over and over again to try to change them.

It was what they were.

They remained distinct. 

Faces of monsters looked on while they traversed the expanse. Greedily, the Angel tried to see other faces that they might’ve known. Maybe, they would finally see their friends’ faces for real. At the bare minimum, perhaps they could see areas that they knew from the other world… an indication that they could get anywhere closer.

A sunset flooded their vision.

It shined through the kaleidoscope, becoming too bright for them to see anything else. Some of the shifting tiles under their feet started to take the form of a familiar cliffside, but the Angel pushed down the rot in their soul. This would only make it easier to remember who they were. They’d lived in this memory for far longer than any person should.

The Angel continued walking.

Footsteps echoed from the other direction.

Something approached.

The Angel instinctively tucked their cloak closer to their body, trying to move to the left before they could see what was coming. For a second, they wondered if they could traverse in other directions through the kaleidoscope. Instead, nothing changed when they moved to the left or right. The floor remained the same, twitching tiles. Everything else continued to exist in multiple windows that they couldn’t reach.

Still, the footsteps approached. Louder now.

The Angel brandished their cane in front of them. For a second, it looked like the same gnarled wood that they used to have before reverting back to its true form. The soul’s light made it rigid once more while they recalled which weapon they were supposed to have.

A golden light shimmered through the mist.

Every step the Angel took, another step echoed in time with them. Its footsteps were more pronounced, shoes hitting the ground in place of where the Angel’s padding lightly pressed against the floor. Whatever came did not care if it was heard.

Two wings stretched out on either side of its head.

One more memory had come to haunt them.

The world shouldn’t know this. It shouldn’t know about this. And yet, the Angel stood across from something… human. Through the veil, the Angel stared down at the thing across from them. With their own eyes trapped in the vessel of a monster, they stared at the visage of a human that… that they remembered.

Golden light obscured the face of the Angel’s own body that stared back at them.

The Angel’s hand slowly began to lift to their vessel’s face.

Recall.

They were supposed to remember. The details started to become hazy.

Recall.

Golden light absorbed their own body’s head, hiding it from view so that the Angel couldn’t tell what they were missing.

Recall.

They imagined what they used to see in the mirror. Details were all wrong. Imperfections had been lost. No matter what they tried to reconstruct, it would always be different. 

Recall.

The Angel’s hand touched the face of their vessel.

They could no longer remember their own face.

Did they lose it out here? No. Their soul still shined. They were still themself. And yet, enough time had passed that they…

They forgot what their own face looked like.

Shaking, the Angel took steps forward. The legs that they were getting more and more accustomed to became wrong under their body. The human legs in front of them were familiar, a structure that they still remembered. Clawed and padded hands gripped their cane, using it for support. Their real body had no such issues, hands at its side with skin and palms easily visible. The vessel’s face sat beneath a veil, and the Angel’s body now had a golden veil of its own.

They still couldn’t remember. The body looking at them likely didn’t know their face either. The Angel would not show it, because their eyes had long gone from stinging to letting something disgusting free.

It was only then that the Angel realized why the light was gold.

They stood next to their old body, and found that they looked down.

Their mouth moved, a memory escaping their lips. “I’m so sorry. You can’t go with them.”

The body’s wings twitched. The golden veil maintained itself. The Angel wrenched their gaze away from it, unable to look any longer. As they began to walk away, so too did the echo of a past long gone. That golden veil remained, just as their silver veil haunted them when they chose to go back on everything that they had promised.

Despite everything, it’s still you.

The kaleidoscope faded while the Angel marched grimly forward. They didn’t notice when it did. Mist surrounded their vision again while their soul’s light finally dimmed. They didn’t want to be in there anymore. They didn’t want to try that again, even though they knew they would have to. They didn’t…

The Angel collapsed, coughing on pitch black ground that didn’t change every second.

A second Dark Fountain loomed up ahead.

The Angel’s scrambled thoughts slowly began to return to normal. And yet, they still could not recall a memory that had been lost to them. Of all the things they were supposed to remember… of all the things that they could forget… why…?

Stupidly, it seemed so simple that they ended up on the other side. They were expecting something else. Maybe, they would see ways to traverse elsewhere, but it seemed exactly as they explained it to the man: a test run. The walls went indistinct. The Angel could cross them. It… left them empty.

Something nearby shifted. The Angel didn’t need to look up to know that a grey figure had appeared. Immediately, the same question in Asgore’s voice spilled out from before: “How are you feeling?”

The Angel tried to take a breath, finding that it was much easier back near the stability that a Dark Fountain offered. They rolled over, managing to sit up to look at the guise of Monster Kid. Their vessel still didn’t feel right around their soul. A few times, they flapped their jaw uselessly before managing to remember how to speak in this vessel. “Bad. Very bad.” 

The man tilted his fragment’s head before requesting a similar arrangement as before. “Name the fallen- man who speaks in hands.” It was easier for them to converse like that, and it seemed like it was a safe time to do so.

It wasn’t like the Angel had a reason to keep those results. If anything, they would like to shake off the sickness growing in their gut.

They called out the man’s name, the world shattering like glass.

 

It felt better to be outside of their vessel, even though their form still resembled it. Right now, they needed a moment away from it. They could not feel sick like this. They could not get bombarded over and over with that sensation of something being just a bit off. Instead, they were detached, floating in the heavens while the darkness of the ocean greeted them again.

“YOU WERE SUCCESSFUL.”

The Angel still tried to take breaths despite not needing to in this form. They didn’t even know if they really were. They’d been trying to do it to stay calm the past few days, but it wasn’t really doing them any good anyway. Right now, they needed to just answer the man’s questions. “I was.”

“YOU SEEM…”

“...AFFECTED BY WHAT YOU HAVE WITNESSED.”

That would be an understatement. The Angel once again wondered how Ralsei ever managed to brave this and not be in shambles. Maybe, his methods were entirely different. They had to be, considering the Angel used their soul to get them through. But, that was far from what the Angel was shaken by. They’d seen so much, but they made it out unscathed except for one thing that they had lost. They just didn’t know when they had forgotten. “I realized… I didn’t remember my own face.”

A smile within the ripples of the waves began to slowly lose its form.

“...I SEE.”

“I don’t… think it happened while in there, but I…” What had they seen in there? What was the thing that walked past them? Did the man see it? It didn’t matter. It didn’t matter. They needed to focus. They needed to focus on the results of this, or it all didn’t matter. They didn’t have time to panic about things that didn’t matter. The Angel held their tongue, giving themself a moment before changing the subject to what the results of this actually were. “It’s… going to be difficult to go across a longer distance. That was already… a lot.”

The man chose to take their silence in stride, and did not comment on their change in subject. However, they knew that he noted it for another time.

“AND YET”

“YOU HAVE CROSSED BETWEEN FOUNTAINS.”

“YOU APPEARED… PRECISELY WHERE I EXPECTED YOU TO.”

“IF A BIT TO THE LEFT.”

Right. They had moved. Though… that concerned them the more they thought about it. Now that they had been out there… “How do I use it to do something else? To… return to the other world?”

“...I DO NOT KNOW.”

…What? Wasn’t this… entirely the reason that he found the other world. “I thought… you followed the prophecy to the other world.”

“I WAS SHATTERED… LIKE YOU.”

“I THEORIZED THAT IT WAS POSSIBLE…”

“...BUT YOUR CROSSING ADHERED TO THREE-DIMENSIONAL SPACE.”

He’d been shattered. He allowed himself to slip like the Angel almost did. The man fell between the cracks of the world, and found something new on the other side. But… he couldn’t interact with any of it. Even if the Angel just… walked outside like he did, then they would end up shattered and useless to their friends. They knew this. Was it because they made themself too distinct? Did they make their trajectory too set-in-stone?

“DESPITE HOW INDISTINCT IT BECAME…”

“...DEFINED BOUNDARIES STILL REMAIN.”

“It can’t get more indistinct than this.” How were they supposed to get back otherwise? This was their one good lead, the one thing left, and now it was slipping between their fingers.

The man remained silent. His smile turned into a frown. He had an idea. Did he… have doubts about that?

Could it… really not become more indistinct? Traversing through rooms was one thing. The walls were no longer there, so one could simply walk past them. Traversing between worlds though… had to be a stronger action. To go from room to room, one had to make the rooms less distinct. To go from world to world…

No.

No.

“We’re not,” the Angel said before the man could act on that idea, if he even would. He wouldn’t ask this of them. He’d SEEN what that could do. “I’m not doing it. We’re… we’re just going to stick to whatever plan you have. I can’t… take more from this place.”

Let Frisk be happy. Let Frisk live their life.

The Angel returned. The Angel failed the previous world, and ended up here. They did not let Frisk live their life the moment the Angel made the decision to find them.

Well. There is one thing. One last threat. One being with the power to erase EVERYTHING.

They brought Dark Worlds into this world once again. The man’s research had faded under that lab, and the power of pulling fountains of the earth wouldn’t have even threatened the world without them here. Asriel already got close to letting darkness flood the world. That was why the Angel acted… to prevent this.

Think about your friend back there when you gotta make a choice that hurts this place, ‘k?

Sans’ voice rang through their head.

He knew.

Of course, he knew. OF COURSE. How else would he have gotten here? WHEN else would he have gotten here? When the Angel went around Hometown to tell everyone to stay inside, Sans’ house was still there! Darkness flooded the sky. An ocean rose up from the depths. They never saw him vanish. But, how else would he have arrived in another world? Sans worked at a damn convenience store! The Angel doubted that he just had a salary to figure out dimension hopping in a world without magic!

The world became indistinct.

It could become indistinct once more.

If the Angel wanted to return home, they needed to bring the Roaring.

No. 

They refused. 

“We’re finding another way.” They wouldn’t even dare to risk it. The last Roaring got strong enough to overpower their save-points. It was enough to shatter them the moment it became too strong. What would happen to this world if the Angel unleashed Titans upon it? No one would be able to fight it! This wasn’t their future to break! They weren’t going to even dare!

“I AM CERTAIN YOU WILL TRY.”

Fog rose from the water. It formed into a cloud, shaping itself into a hand extending itself in offering.

“YOU HAVE DEFIED IMPOSSIBLE CHANCES BEFORE.”

“I LOOK FORWARD TO SEEING YOU TRY AGAIN.”

They didn’t know how. They didn’t know where to begin. People would still be after them. They didn’t have any help. They didn’t want to go to anyone else for help. Who would answer the call? Except… there were three who would. “You said you had a plan that would make this all unnecessary.” 

The man did not smile as widely as the Angel thought he would. The hand drew itself backwards, as if their reception to the extended hand would change based on the answer he gave.

“I HAVE DEVISED A SOLUTION TO END THEIR APOCALYPSE.”

“...AND YET, IT WOULD NOT BE ENOUGH TO TRULY RETURN YOU TO THEM.”

He still thought that they planned to stay in a way that mattered. Only one thing truly did. “Will my soul still be able to stay? If we can end this… then…” Ending this at all, with how long it had gone on, already filled their soul with a flicker of hope. The Roaring needed to end. It had to. “It doesn’t matter if I can physically reach them. That… that was already part of the original plan.”

Distance didn’t matter. It was always going to be this way originally. They could never physically be there with their friends… looking out on a new sunset where they never had to leave each other again. That dream that the man had bestowed upon them would never come to pass. Even with this new vessel, they were always going to be with Ralsei. No matter what, this was always part of the plan.

“IT… WOULD NOT.”

“THE LAST TIME YOU USED THIS METHOD…”

“YOUR SOUL RETURNED TO THE CAGE.”

“THIS SOLUTION WILL MERELY ALLOW YOU TO END THE ROARING.”

“RETURNING TO YOUR WORLD IS STILL… A QUESTION.”

Maybe, they could figure something out with save-points. That was half the reason why the man couldn’t just make a new one, right? Sure, there were other complications, but this was progress. This was something. It was something that didn’t put more blood and dust on their already tainted hands. They couldn’t do the Roaring again. They couldn’t be that person again.

“What do you plan to do?” They questioned, realizing that they had not asked what the man’s idea precisely was.

A smile formed in the water. 

“WE WILL CREATE A NEW CONNECTION FOR YOU.”

Notes:

Patch notes (5/3/26): The man's final line no longer has any intent of implying multiplayer in a deeply personal story

Welcome back Angel POV. Addressing issues? You think they're really gonna do that? No! They're going to put themself between a wall actually. We're clipping out of bounds now instead of even PROCESSING what has happened!

This chapter was interesting for me writing wise, because I really wanted to play with POV. Giving Paige and the Harvester their own separate POVs for this one while watching the Angel was very very fun. I particularly enjoyed doing narration for the Harvester's scene. Good ol callback to- wait what the fuck do you mean that was chapter 10 and 12. What. Wait how long has it been. how long have I been writing this. Hey what.

You'd think I'd step on the gas at some point, but unfortunately I'm addicted to stewing in the consequences of devastating actions. I've pretty much accepted that I'm not beating Deltarune Chapter 5 at this point, so I'm taking my sweet ass time. If I'm going to do the longfic where I try to engage with all of the characters and tangible consequences for this situation, then by god I want to explore all of the implications. Uh. Sorry if that means we're slow-going. I like playing with my toys.

I think the concept of the Angel's abilities being formed from memories is one of my more favorite things. It's always been a thing since the abilities in the first Dark World, but I've never explicitly called it out. Now that they're beginning to summon things, it's nice to be able to define why that's occurring.

If not at possibly one of the worst times. Don't go out of bounds bro I warned you about the out of bounds.

Dw about the Gaster part at the end I am sure he's not about to do a kickflip at this point what is bro cooking.

Now, I am going to go fall apart like legos.

Chapter 32: Dialtone

Summary:

In the distance, a phone rings.

Notes:

Heads up for this chapter! I do the thing again where I do rapid POV shifts! No, the lack of lines there aren't an error. When I switch quickly for the scene I will just make a newline twice for less cluttered reading.

I am tired BUT we have FANART ROUNDS.

Multiple fanarts from darinaethelaianprophet this week!
Darinae drew the mishap with the last line of the chapter implying multiplayer, which it doesn't
https://www. /darinaethelaianprophet/815708450033139712/sorry-star-pup01-none-of-us-can-read-gaster-come?source=share
Angle
https://www. /star-pup01/815915329376174080/angle?source=share
And a very sweet art of many of my favorite characters and my fursona
https://www. /darinaethelaianprophet/816170536042430464/stay-strong-star-pup01-we-love-you?source=share

Multiple from RedRaven, but I'll post the AFWT ones specifically. Lots of general DR arts on the blog though!
Assortment of Angel doodles.
https://www. /redraven393/815839206392856576/afwt-angel-doodles?source=share

Multiple from furade as well- A NEW HAND TOUCHES THE BEACON.
The lighthouse within the Roaring
https://www. /furade/815671502157611008?source=share
Dreamlike art of the Angel and Ralsei
https://www. /furade/815727699418038272?source=share
And a very goat-like Angel interpretation! Pound sand Alphys!
https://www. /furade/815829651041763328/more-aftw-angel?source=share

a-flawed-apparatus made a very stressed Angel during the cooking minigame
https://www. /a-flawed-apparatus/815979802337165312/physical-challenge?source=share

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

Kris didn’t want to face Noelle. If they could help it, they would avoid it for as long as possible. She was already inducted into the group, and Kris could do nothing about it but watch. One more person would be dragged into the Roaring. One more person would be susceptible to their mistakes.

It became too suffocating.

Unfortunately, Noelle liked hanging out around Susie. Kris honestly couldn’t tell how the two were doing now. From the sound of it, the last conversation ended amicably enough, but Susie wasn’t oblivious to the way Noelle started to hang around her anymore. Something must’ve clicked, but it probably wasn’t what Noelle hoped would click. It wasn’t hard to see the difference in how Noelle argued with Susie versus Ralsei. At the Shelter, she tried to be extremely apologetic towards only one of those people.

Susie must’ve finally realized there was some special treatment happening.

Oh well. If Susie minded, she didn’t show it. At least someone was there for Noelle. If only Susie didn’t agree to bring her along. 

This was going to be too much. Kris had to guide a third person through the Roaring with their own words. It made them pace up and down the apartment hallway nervously, one of their hands thrumming when anxiety sent static through them. The Angel wasn’t there to call the shots anymore. Everyone looked to Kris for commands now. They could issue commands. The Angel wasn’t the only one putting effort in. There was just… little to fall back on anymore.

Berdly found them at some point. He rambled a lot about how, if Kris, Susie, and Ralsei procured a boat, they could move in a triangle. It’d be going to the center of town, dropping off as many people as possible at the apartment complex, and then waiting for an opening to the Shelter to deliver people there. It was a fine enough plan, one that Kris nodded to, but their mind wasn’t thinking about that right now.

Thankfully, Berdly didn’t hound them for long. The moment he got the slightest bit of verbal confirmation that Kris would think about his plan, he went to go tell everyone else. It was fine. They didn’t have the capacity to even think about those consequences for now. At least Berdly tended to help with monitoring where the Titans were. Hopefully, he’d give the word when it was fine to go.

Kris continued their prowl of the hallways. They didn’t know when they’d get a window to talk to Susie again. There wasn’t really anywhere safe here. Maybe they could find a spot under the stairwell where no one would think to check for them. They’d managed to shake off enough questions already, but it would be nice to find a safe zone. Susie’s room was their safe zone for most of their stay here unless Noelle wanted to chat.

It was fine. Kris always functioned better around Noelle when they were in a different room.

Unfortunately, Kris didn’t get far. The moment they tried to find a spot to hide under the stairs, they realized that someone was stalking them on the way down. However, Kris had gotten used to Catti’s antics, and her highlights gave her away when they looked from the corner of their eye.

Kris stared at Catti, silently asking “What do you want”?

Catti crossed her arms, tail thrashing while she finally revealed herself at the top of the staircase. Normally, she was at least amicable with Kris, but that had started going away when one specific thing started happening. Of course, she decided to remind Kris of that fact, “Kris. Noelle upset. …Told you to stay away from her if you’re friends with Susie.”

Oh, it was going to be this again. Kris recalled the way that Catti started getting more and more short, and always felt a joint pang with the Angel whenever Susie was put down for anything. It was one of the few things that they were always united on. Unfortunately, Kris would have to defend her alone this time. They could say something like they didn’t want Noelle to come. They could try to say that Noelle chose this.

“Susie’s nice.” Maybe, Catti didn’t get that. Kris would say it over and over if they needed to. All of those moments in the classroom after school were a fading memory now. 

Again, Catti’s tail thrashed. “Abandoned her. Lied to her. Now, Noelle goes back. Forgets who listened to her when all went quiet.”

Both of Kris’ hands wanted to ball into fists, but only one completed the action. Their eyes glinted under their hair. “Just saw Susie dying. Still not enough for you?” Their frown only grew, but they didn’t give Catti the chance to respond. “Susie stayed out there. Tried to find you. Risked her life to make sure you and your family weren’t dead.”

Catti must’ve not expected the resistance. She maintained her stare, tail still smacking against the railing of the stairs over and over again. “Talking about Noelle, not me. …Noelle will get herself hurt again.”

“Is that all you came to say?” Kris finally broke eye-contact, realizing that it wasn’t worth the effort. “Already know, but not because of Susie.” Fitting, that Catti talked so much about Susie being a threat to Noelle’s wellbeing when Kris was the one who set everything in motion. They turned away, staring at the door to leave the stairwell with one final command, “Leave Susie alone.”

Catti did not make chase. Maybe, that was a bridge burned, but all of the bridges would be burned by the time the Roaring ended. Kris never really felt like they fit into this town, and found it funny just how much it was getting worse. 

Now, Susie was taking the blame for their own choices. All of the wrong people received the blame for things that Kris did. It sickened them. Their stomach started rolling, and they knew it wasn’t from not eating much. They could go longer without eating something. They needed to get this feeling out of them. They needed to do something.

After how many things had gone wrong from Kris’ promise, they needed to make one thing right.

A decision was made. Kris made their way to the opposite stairwell in the building. Thankfully, it had two, or they would have to make the awkward trek back past Catti. No one talked to them while they shambled about, a small advantage of deciding to walk like a zombie every now and then. MK and Snowy whispered something to each other while Kris went by.

They didn’t care to listen. With how many things were being said behind closed doors, Kris could only imagine how stupid the rumors had gotten. Was seeing Susie dying not enough? Everyone saw her when they dragged her through the hallways!

“Yo!” MK called out properly, breaking the weird whisper they had going on. It stopped Kris in their tracks just to see how things could possibly get worse. “You and Susie hang out a lot, right Kris?”

What was the point of this question? Kris looked over their shoulder, hoping that they conveyed the try me going through their head.

Snowy seemed alarmed by the fact that MK even tried to say anything, crossing wings over and over as if to say ‘abort’. 

However, MK didn’t listen. Instead, they questioned, “She’s… walking around now, right? What even happened to her out there…?”

Oh. It was an actual question. Kris’ shoulders began to sag. They repeated the same thing that they told Catti, “Tried to find Catti’s family. Fell in the water.” Like there was about to be an argument, Kris repeated, “Susie’s nice.”

“I wouldn’t go that far, but-” MK withered the moment Kris’ glare came back. They’d been on the receiving end of Susie’s boot at the Shelter. “It’s good that she’s good? Right? Yo, you don’t have to look at me like that!”

Kris snapped their head away, continuing to walk. At least someone had given the slightest bit of a vote of approval for Susie being well. Berdly seemed worried too. There were… partial allies here… people without the full picture who weren’t just going to throw Susie to the dust.

Still, it sent a pang through their soul when people denied that Susie could ever be nice.

No more interruptions came when Kris finally made their way back up to Susie’s floor. They’d be quick. Already, they could hear a conversation within. Noelle hadn’t left then. It… was fine. Kris had been delaying this long enough, and they needed to shake some of this weight off. They needed to make things as right as they could. So, taking a deep breath, Kris entered the room.

Susie was standing at the window, the object of Kris’ interest sitting on her head. Noelle sat on the floor, and her head whipped around when Kris entered the room. Immediately, she asked, “Have you been avoiding-”

“Horns. Now.” Kris turned to Susie, extending their hand. “Need to talk to him. Personal.”

Susie tilted her head, but gently took the horns off anyway. “Geez. Someone’s pushy today.” She took a few steps, placing the horns into Kris’ hand. “Don’t lose him, ‘k?”

Noelle shot to her feet when ignored, inserting herself into the middle of the conversation. Thankfully, Kris had gotten the horns into their own possession. “Hold on! Are we… really going to keep doing this? There’s not… really a reason to avoid me anymore, Kris. I’m coming with-”

“Already know.” Kris knew they weren’t winning. At this point, they’d given up. Still, they could make one final plea. Turning to Susie, they sighed, “Tell her about how things work. She shouldn’t come. Seen what happens when things go wrong.”

“I mean I was gonna-”

“I’m right here!” Noelle grit her teeth, trying to get into Kris’ view while they turned around. “Kris! You can’t just-”

They could, in fact, quite easily leave. They weren’t here for her. If Noelle was going to stay in this room until they came back, then what did it matter if they handled this now? She was going to be waiting for them when they got back to lay into them again. No amount of saying anything would stop this except for “I was wrong”. Kris wasn’t wrong about this specific thing. For once, they were entirely correct about Noelle not joining the death march in the Roaring. They wanted to protect someone, and they were still doing it wrong.

Kris slammed Susie’s door behind them. It was fine. They had what they came here for. Of all the things they would apologize for, they weren’t going to apologize for leaving Noelle out of this. They would apologize for what it did. They would apologize for lying to everyone about it… leaving a wide open gap for Carol to seize control of the narrative. They would not apologize for leaving her out of the Roaring.

But… there was one thing that they did need to say sorry about.

Kris held the red horns tightly in their hand. They did not put them on. However, they checked the Pure Crystal for good measure. It didn’t look like it’d fall off. Good. The light didn’t look weird at all, so hopefully this would be fine.

One thing at a time. One error at a time.

Kris made their way back to the ground floor with little issue. Of course, Berdly waited at the bottom, but he didn’t bat much of an eye when they began to leave. He only gave advice that they should scout before settling down for whatever it was they planned to do.

Solid advice. They weren’t going to take it. They could feel when a Titan approached after all.

When they walked into the dark, the cold instantly hit them. It didn’t bother them much, but they could tell that it’d gotten much worse than when this began. Maybe the sun wasn’t actually warming anything up now that it… wasn’t really visible from here. The land was entirely dark.

A spark of light left Kris’ hand, forming in front of them. Ralsei readjusted his glasses the moment he was fully formed, brow furrowing. “Um… Kris? Did you need something from me?”

There he was, asking them that question like it was the only thing that he could fathom being brought into the dark for. An itch formed in their soul. No, they didn’t need anything. If they said that they needed something, then they would have silly thoughts like forgiveness. No, Kris didn’t need anything from him. All they had to do was say what they’d been avoiding for too long. They said they wanted to wait until it meant something. Well, they weren’t going to get that chance after they saw Susie fall into the water.

Ralsei started to get nervous, fiddling with the Pure Crystal on his chest. “Kris? Are you… okay?”

And now, they suddenly found the reason why they couldn’t force it out before. What could they even say? What could they say that would even make something like this the slightest bit right? They could never wash it all away, and they didn’t want to. “Asking me that…” Kris huffed, managing to find a way to voice the absurdity. “Should be asking you that.”

Ralsei blinked a few times, once more deciding that his hands were better behind his back. “I’m… doing all right, Kris. Well… as well as any of us could do out here, I suppose.” If it wasn’t for that Shadow Mantle, Kris might be able to see his hands shifting behind his back. 

Kris still didn’t know how to do this. Ralsei would act like everything was fine until Kris said something. But, they couldn’t get the right words out. So… they tried to force it. They shouldn’t. It should mean something. There would be a perfect moment to get these wretched thoughts out, but the perfect moment never came. Now, Kris nearly watched Susie die, and they needed to do something… So, they mumbled, “Said we’d talk later.”

Despite the vagueness, Ralsei immediately understood. Just… not in the way that Kris hoped. Immediately, his hands came out from under the Shadow Mantle, being held out reassuringly. “If… if you don’t want to, Kris, it’s perfectly fine! Really, I’m not upset, and if you need more time, then I perfectly understand-”

No. It needed to happen now. When would Kris realistically get another chance to talk to Ralsei alone? They needed to go all the way to Cyber City. Noelle would probably be with them no matter how hard Kris tried, and she was going to be trying to get their attention more than anything. If their conversation with Ralsei got interrupted, they would never forgive themself. So… do it now.

Kris dipped their head lower, hiding their eyes. There was only one place where they could start. “Sorry.”

It was enough to make Ralsei slowly lower his hands. He stopped trying to brush the whole thing off, his hands returning to their spot behind his back. And still, he did the thing again that Kris wished he’d stop doing. “It’s… I know that things have changed a lot since then, Kris. You couldn’t have possibly known, and really, it’s not my place to decide what should be done with me. I’m just…”

“Threw you away,” Kris hissed, the truth of the matter slipping off of their tongue. They discarded him, leaving him in that stupid supply closet. “Don’t have to be fine with that. Stop being fine with that.”

Ralsei tried to explain with a strained smile, “It’s… okay, Kris. I know I…” He struggled with the thought over and over again, voice nearly coming out multiple times but failing over and over. “I do… want to do the things you and Susie do. I still hope that… some day that can happen. But, back then you only really knew me as… well…”

It didn’t help for everything to be excused. It only made the itch under their skin grow worse and worse. Every time Susie and Ralsei did that, Kris wanted to scream. How could they look past it all? Except, in Ralsei’s case, he just didn’t seem like he had the heart to yell at them at all. Besides, he was forgetting something important. “Decided you were enough for the prophecy. Decided to sacrifice you. You’re still stuck in it.”

Ralsei’s strained smile broke, but he quickly shut his eyes and took a deep breath. Quietly, with his eyes still pinched shut, he asked, “What do you want me to do, Kris?” The question confused them for long enough. Slowly, his eyes opened, but he didn’t look at them. “If you want me to… be angry at you, then I’m sorry. I can’t… look at you that way anymore.”

“Why?” He sounded so… calm when he said it too. Even when darkness surrounded the two of them, and the only thing keeping him alive was that stupid crystal, he still stayed calm. There were so many reasons! “Sacrificed you and Susie. Caged the Angel. Hurt the Angel multiple times. Left you behind. I did it. Why can’t you be angry?” Their voice grew more and more raspy, but they had to show him. Did he not see the dark that they gestured towards? “This is my fault. All of it. Stop lying. You want to be mad.”

When Ralsei let their words drift off into the dark, Kris could hear their own breathing growing louder. They tried to get it under control, but knew it was useless. 

And still, Ralsei found a way to smile just a little more genuinely. “You all taught me that it was fine to have my own opinions, Kris. I’m sorry, but you can’t… tell me I have to be mad.” He averted his gaze, staring off to the side. “It’s silly. I think… for a while, I did feel upset. I didn’t know what I did wrong, or if I wasn’t enough anymore. When I saw you in the Dark World for the first time, I thought I finally had a second chance to prove to you that I was worthwhile. At least… I could try for a little bit.” He turned back to them with a smile. “But… it was more than that, wasn’t it? I didn’t just… feel worthwhile with all of you. I felt like… I was your friend.”

But, he still had that crystal dangling around his neck. Every now and then, Kris still saw him fiddling with it. The person beyond its surface was important to him, and Ralsei dodged one extra thing. Kris grit their teeth. “Still hurt your friend. The Roaring is… still happening.” Did Ralsei not remember when Kris started crushing the soul after the Angel threatened Carol? Did Ralsei not remember the fact that none of this would’ve happened if they just didn’t agree to be the cage?

Finally, Ralsei didn’t have a way around that. He faltered, adjusting his glasses while his smile faded. His other hand wrapped around that phantom warmth. “I won’t… lie and say that it didn’t hurt me too when I saw that. But…” A half-smile came back to his face. “I already… kind of yelled at you for that one, Kris. After that, you and the Angel got along suspiciously well too.”

The Angel did become a lot more confident in Kris after their little talk. The need to do better… the realization that someone still believed in both of them… the need to try to make things right…

Both of them failed on all counts.

Even united, they both weren’t enough.

What… were they expecting to happen? No matter what they talked about, no matter how much they wanted to get Ralsei to express his anger, he just wouldn’t. Maybe… that wasn’t even what they were looking for. It…

It wasn’t about them.

Kris needed to say something far more important. There was one thing that Ralsei couldn’t deny. There was one thing that they finally needed to set right.

“You never deserved to be left behind.”

It wasn’t about them. No matter if their sins were forgiven or clung to forever, that single thing remained. He didn’t deserve it. Ralsei paused completely, back straightening up while his voice died in his throat.

Kris stepped forward a little, jabbing a finger towards his chest. “You’re not disposable. Don’t act like you are again.” They remembered how quickly he almost let himself be left behind in the Roaring. Some tendencies hadn’t really gone. “If you do that thing on the boat again, I’ll…”

“Kris, I was worried that we wouldn’t be able to-”

Their hand went for his shoulder. One would have to be enough. Ralsei went rigid when Kris grabbed him, but he needed to hear this clearly. “Not leaving you behind. Never again. Even if I have to rip soul out again to prove it.”

Ralsei’s head slowly started to dip into his scarf. It hid the way he started to frown, but Kris was close enough to see it start. He didn’t react to them for a while, but Kris should’ve known better. Gears started turning in his head, and a small smile came to his face when he finally lifted his head from his scarf. “I’ll… do my best… if you stop asking me to be mean to you.”

Kris scowled, immediately withdrawing their hand. No deal. They turned around. They weren’t doing it. “Why won’t you? Things to be mad about. Lots of things. It’s fine.”

“Because I see someone who’s trying?” He suggested, creeping up a little closer behind them. “And… I like the person who’s trying. I think… it’s nice that you’re you, Kris.”

Even though Kris knew that they shouldn’t, they let themself hear Ralsei. Their soul started to ache, their arms falling to their sides. Even now… why could he say that? They didn’t get it. They didn’t understand. He wasn’t supposed to feel this way, but he decided how he felt. Everyone reminded Ralsei that he could do this, and he was using it to… to still like the wretched thing in front of him.

They ignored the stinging in their eyes. They didn’t deserve to feel it. Immediately, their hand wiped their face, getting rid of any trace. It wasn’t important. It wasn’t…

Carefully, Ralsei inched next to them, tilting his head. “You kept me from turning to stone. You… defended me when I couldn’t speak for myself. You might not… see the good things you’re doing, Kris, but I do.”

He heard them.

Slowly, Kris’ head started to lower. They turned to him without a second thought, and his arms were already out for them. They hid their face over his shoulder when he wrapped them in a hug, but they knew he’d feel the sobs coming out of their throat. “I’m sorry,” they rasped, hoping that he would hear them.

“I know.” He only tightened his grip, keeping them safe. “I know.”

 


 

The room was just how the Angel left it. 

Of course, they’d been too fixated on the result of their actions to really take note of the objects within the room, but little changed. Stuffed animals sat by an intact bed, hiding behind it with beady eyes peeking over. The other bed in the room had collapsed under its own weight when a gash tore straight through it. Small action figures and drawings sat on a shelf which now housed something new on top of it. The television and tapes weren’t in the room before Flowey’s interference, but the Angel knew that they were here.

After all, they watched Asriel blast through his own memories without a second thought. All of the tapes were intact in this timeline. Of all the rooms within the Underground that the Angel would need to visit, this one had little ash. A few walls had been charred. In fact… when the Angel looked up with their vessel…

There were stars painted on the ceiling. A lone patch had burned away, no doubt from what happened to the moon in that world.

Still, they came here for a reason. The Angel had time to spare before their friends met with the man. After the terrified gazes that they had seen in the Dark World, they could not leave that to be these Darkners’ last conscious moments. The Angel would fix that. Besides, they couldn’t sit around for any longer. The moment they rested, they had time to think. Sitting around only meant replaying a fight in their head over and over again. Sitting around made them try to recall a face that they no longer remembered. Sitting around made them pay closer attention to a loose thread in their soul connected somewhere else.

They couldn’t hear Asriel anymore.

While the Angel gathered up the smaller objects within the room, they made the mistake of focusing on that little thread. They could tug on it. They could reach out for it. Should they merely think about what Asriel was doing right now, they would likely be able to extend their grasp. After all, the Angel’s current vessel was a rare occurrence where they did not override another’s consciousness. It was the exception. If they wanted to, they could influence a new vessel like they had so many times before.

Stop… stop thinking about it. It wasn’t going to do them any good to think about it.

The Angel focused on other objects in the room while they slid them into their bag. Bronze snowflakes were out of place here. Only one family would have someone who would do something like that, and the Angel didn’t know where they were at the moment. Maybe… one of the houses that had been burned belonged to the Holidays of this world. 

…Carol didn’t seem like the type to just leave things behind. For all of the horrid things she’d done, she always tried to preserve the memory of the room… the memory of the object… the memory of her children…

Maybe she preserved that house as well.

It was best not to think about Carol now. Hopefully, the Carol of this world was somewhere far, far away. With how the Angel acted lately, they didn’t know what they would do if they saw her face. 

Even their thoughts that weren’t about Asriel wished to haunt them.

When the Angel gathered everything else within the room, they turned to the plushies last. They were a bit too big for the bag, especially with all of the drawings that the Angel had to neatly slot into a side-pocket. They didn’t want to damage anything. They weren’t good at creating a junk ball like Kris was. 

The Angel stopped, their reflection barely glinting off of something wedged in the broken bed.

Ah. Of… of course. They never retrieved these. They were lucky that no one else came here… or at least… no one else spotted the objects. Carefully, the Angel knelt down, picking a piece of glass off of the bed that barely even looked like it was there. Nearby, they found another, plucking it out just as easily. No one would be able to use these against them again.

Finally, the Angel scooped both plushies under their arms. It’d be difficult with their cane, but they’d make it work. They remembered one of the poor things being terrified when the Angel told it to run. They’d have to come back for the television and tapes, but this was a start. Hopefully, for as long as the Angel could, they could help these Darkners have a slightly better life.

It could never wash the sins away. 

The Angel stopped in their tracks at the threshold of the room. What did they think they were accomplishing? In their attempts to run from the consequences of their actions, they thought they could just throw Darkners into a Dark World and be forgiven, didn’t they?

Who cared?

It could never wash the sins away, but as long as they could still offer something, they would make as many things right as possible.

Hah. Make things right. They weren’t making anything right. They were just…

No. Even with all they had done, it was still their duty to fix everything. They would fix the Roaring. They would fix as many Darkners’ fates as they could. After all, it was their own failure to contain Flowey that left many dead. They would find a way back that didn’t cause more strife for this world. They could still be of use, even if they could not be anything more.

The Angel walked out the door, rounding a corner. Only one thought forced its way through their head while they imagined a room that they were familiar with. The stale air of an empty home vanished when they slipped slightly off course, stepping between spaces. A cold inn greeted them instead. It… was silly how easy shortcuts were now. After the first accident when they imagined a safe place… it became second nature. They recalled the memory of a place where they always stopped no matter what they were doing, and they were there. They knew the room’s name. The Angel had an idea as to why that clung to their head so viciously.

There was probably more to it. People couldn’t just warp for fun, or everyone who wanted desperately to get home after work would be doing it. However, the Angel didn’t have the wherewithal to care. Sans probably knew, but they didn’t feel like talking to him. They fluked into it, but they’d been fluking into far worse things lately-

Don’t. Don’t think about it.

When the Angel put a hand on the doorknob, a low voice that had mocked them multiple times already said, “In a few moments, you will meet-” The voice cut off, but the Angel’s body had already gone rigid at the voice of Sans being right behind them. However, it wasn’t him, and they had no reason to be afraid when the second voice spliced itself in. It didn’t help much to hear Toriel’s next. “-your wonderful friends.”

Ah, so it was time then. The Angel didn’t expect them so quickly. It… was good to know that they made it across the Roaring. The man explained why there could be variance in when the conversation would happen, and it made them sick to their stomach. How many times had those three needed to cross the Roaring through Titans that they couldn’t even kill?

The Angel eyed the objects in their hands and satchel before questioning, “How long do I have?”

Unfortunately, the man had difficulty finding the right words to explain precise measurements of time. The speech that he had at his disposal only managed to form a nerdy “Pretty soon”.

Then this would have to wait. The Angel’s Dark World wasn’t exactly… homey. They only managed to make a grey plane with the gargantuan bed turning into a lifeless pillar in the vague shape of a building. Not only did they have to fix that, but the Darkners would be panicked after what Asriel had done to them. The Angel needed their full focus for that. 

At the very least, the man did not alert them to anything going wrong on the other side. That… meant their journey went fine. Hopefully, the three wouldn’t find this conversation disappointing. There was much to be disappointed about.

As if someone would hear them all the way out here, the Angel quietly stepped into the bedroom. They sealed its fountain already. There was no need for a second one now that the Angel had already gone in-between. Gently, they set down the plushies and their satchel, promising, “I’ll come back for all of you. I just need to handle something first.”

Of course, nothing responded. The Darkners couldn’t in their current state.

When they turned around, they saw the blank stare of a grey figure. MK’s visage tilted its head in silent question, asking what they were doing.

It could never truly fix anything. Somewhere, they could still feel something struggling against their will. Over and over again, they subconsciously tried to stifle it. He could never escape. He couldn’t. They couldn’t… just stop him. The Angel had to make everything right that they could.

“Just trying to make anything right.” The Angel didn’t think about that phantom thread somewhere in their soul any longer. Instead, they took note of the pen, toothbrush, and ribbon in their possession. For good measure, they made sure that they had their broken horn as well. They were not leaving weapons behind.

Satisfied with the answer, the grey figure disappeared when the Angel walked through it. They opened the door, immediately pathing east to another room with black smoke sifting up under the door. Nerves still bubbled up at their fingertips. Static crackled in their lungs. The Angel hesitated.

“Could anything go wrong while we’re talking?” They asked to open air. Perhaps, that was why they were worried. Speaking to the other side was something that the Angel expected to be… more arduous. Yes, the Angel had already gone through a lot in this world, but none of it actually contributed to getting any closer to the other side. There had to be an exchange, right?

The grey figure appeared again next to the door, using its own voice for once. “Everything functions-” It cut itself off, giving space before the next thought. “-you -feel a little better about this.”

It seemed too simple. Perhaps, the three on the other side made far more progress than the Angel ever could here. All of that time spent… all of those promises… all of those destructive paths to try to get home, and the Angel had contributed nothing.

You’ll find out that they were just fine without you.

The Angel was just a light that needed to be pointed at the correct fountains, after all. The moment they tried to be more… the moment they got upset, they dragged three heroes down into the dark to come talk some sense into them. The moment they tried to go off the path, they couldn’t prevent the Roaring in a way that mattered. How silly, that even now, they had done nothing.

Sure, they presumably helped Susie, but that was merely rectifying a wound that they caused during their fight. What had they actually done but upend every life here?

The Angel flung open the entrance to the Dark World, leaping in. This self-pity didn’t matter. What? Did they want to be a hero? Did they want to show up on world’s edge and receive praise for it? Who did they think they were?

They were becoming a problem.

 


 

Well… at the very least, it looked like Noelle had integrated herself into the group decently well. Ralsei had to find the positivity in it all, or he would likely drive himself up a wall. At the very… very least, Susie told Noelle about how dangerous it was to talk while they were on the move and to defer to Kris before saying anything. No one wanted a repeat of the Dreemurr household again, and no one wanted to face a Titan. Ralsei thought Noelle would protest thanks to the tension between her and Kris, but she understood the consequences well enough now it seemed.

However, he still had a twinge of something alien sparking in his chest. It… was silly to get frustrated over. Noelle took her position behind Susie in the marching order, leaving Ralsei to hang around in the back. He was grateful that Susie kept turning around to check on him, but it left something a tad sour in him. A similar thing happened in the Cyber World, and he should’ve expected it again with how close Susie and Noelle were. He just… remembered that it was different in the Field of Pink and Gold. When Susie dragged him into battle, she put him in his usual spot, and the Angel didn’t protest, so…

It was just a marching order. Really. He shouldn’t be frustrated about that.

Besides, this was good! Despite his misgivings, Noelle could be a valuable asset. It meant that he and Susie would not be spreading themselves thin with healing. If her previous spell against a Titan was any indication, then she could slow pursuers down. That… that meant something! Ralsei just…

He… was allowed to be angry. He could be angry. It just clung to him now, and he didn’t know how to get rid of it. Was he meant to get rid of it? It didn’t feel right for it to be stuck inside of his chest, but no matter how much he let it out, he couldn’t quite pick at the wound that made him feel this way. But while they walked in silence, he could sure let it fester.

The fact of the matter was that Noelle turned everyone against the Angel.

Okay- no- Ralsei tried to stifle that thought before it burned through his head. Noelle wasn’t the perpetuator of that lie. It began with her mother, who had a vested interest in making sure that no one turned against her. And yet, Ralsei had no way to speak to Carol on his own. Even if he could, he had no way to talk her down considering that she willingly caused the Roaring. It was just… Ralsei expected better of Noelle.

How could she have met the Angel and still not see what they truly were? Ralsei… admittedly struggled with the phenomenon of the Angel at first. They were always so curious, poking around every corner to try to find something new. They tried to be as kind as possible, only sometimes straying when all seemed lost. Ralsei never really got to know them until the veil between cage and soul was breached, so he could understand taking a moment to warm up to them.

But Noelle met the Angel when they were at their purest.

In the middle of a fight, the Angel was revealed. They kept Noelle protected. They tried their best to guide her through the chaos. They showed off just how goofy and optimistic they could be by planning a whole trip during that very fight. 

No. No… give her grace, Ralsei. He was terrified too when the Angel turned on the Knight without any indication as to why. And yet, it was a strange type of terror looking back. He didn’t understand why. His mind rattled for any answer as to why the Angel suddenly decided to turn. However, it was a different type of terror, the kind that loomed over one’s shoulder protectively against the foe that was coming. The Angel could be terrifying, yes, but Ralsei had come to learn why that terror came to be. He only hoped that they… wouldn’t ever have to resort to that again. It weighed on them a lot back when the two of them would chat.

And still, Ralsei worried while he stared at the back of Noelle’s head. They were going to communicate with… someone who knew the Angel. Maybe, they would even be able to speak to the Angel. In his dreams, Ralsei always tried to reach out, but he would always come up short. Susie saw them too, but must’ve had a similar experience. Ever since Noelle told them about this, all three of them had been waiting for any opening.

Ralsei wanted to hear their voice again.

He wanted to know that they were okay.

It took so long for things to fall into place. The bridge from the apartment complex to the center of town was long, and Titans constantly prowled it after what happened with the Pure Crystal. It took somewhere around a week for things to clear out, and the apartments were running out of food. Communication with the Angel now was important. This could not be messed up now that they finally had an opening. It just couldn’t.

But… Noelle’s methodology of asking questions was… how did Ralsei put this…

Ever since she’d been left out of the loop, she tried to brute force her ways to getting answers. This conversation needed to be intentional. Who knew what attention it would draw or what subject matter would need to be discussed? There were questions that he, Kris, and Susie would need and want to ask. This was their friend’s wellbeing that was in danger. But… Ralsei wondered if Noelle would try to seek out her own answers that anyone else could’ve answered if she would only listen.

He… was speculating about things that hadn’t happened yet. Ralsei had to get it together. But, if this went wrong, he didn’t know if he could bear it. He’d been waiting to hear from the Angel for so long. This needed to go correctly.

Other than Ralsei’s own jumbled thoughts, the journey through the Roaring went better than expected. Then again, Ralsei couldn’t exactly… see how much danger they were in now. Titans used to be shambling patches of darkness in the distance, but now it was only possible to make out the stars on their faces when they were turned in the right direction. Ralsei couldn’t even see the waves below the bridge. When they finally got to Cyber City, the tops of buildings weren’t even visible.

The world was getting even colder.

Slowly, Susie started to fall back from her marching order with Ralsei in the corner of her eye. It didn’t… quite work out, because Noelle instinctively slowed down too. When Noelle spotted Susie trying to hug her arms to keep herself warm, she asked, “Um… Susie??? Are you okay??”

“Peachy,” she lied through gritted teeth. “Just gotta talk with Ralsei real quick.” It was enough of a cover for her to fall back, but Noelle still tried to glance behind at the two of them. Susie didn’t seem to mind it at all, but she did dip her head down to whisper, “So uh… I know you might need it… but the cold is kicking my ass. Dunno if I could like… steal your scarf from you or something.”

That would probably be fine. Of course, Ralsei would be without a weapon, and he did try to use the scarf as an extra appendage every now and then. If it made Susie a little more comfortable while they walked, then that would be fine. Still, he wondered how much help the small thing would actually be. “I’m happy to, Susie. It’s just… maybe a bit small for you.” Maybe she could take the Shadow Mantle? That might make it a bit easier.

“Doesn’t Ralsei know fire magic?” Noelle hadn’t been listening for no reason, it seemed. “Couldn’t he just… use that?”

Instantly, Ralsei wished that he could disappear right now. No, he would not be using his fire magic. Last time he tried using it, he hurt Susie with it. Trying to ignore the way the question was directed at Susie instead of him, Ralsei spoke up, “I don’t… like using it. It’s a spell designed to hurt people, and I don’t want… that to happen.” Apologetically, he glanced up at Susie. It really would be a simple solution. Maybe, if he could do this one thing for her, then it would make him feel a little more comfortable with a piece of his own magic. But he just… couldn’t.

Noelle blinked a few times. “I mean… fire isn’t just for hurting people or anything, right? Even Dragon Blazers had a lot of torch puzzles with it.” She worriedly glanced at Susie again. “Are you sure you couldn’t try? Susie doesn’t… um… have natural fur like the rest of us. It’s… probably a lot colder for her???”

Ralsei’s head dipped into his scarf. His hands went further behind his back while he buried the spell further. In a way, she was right, but he didn’t want to bring the flames anywhere close to Susie. It made his mouth feel dry even thinking about it.

With the group starting to lag behind, Kris turned to stare. Apparently, they’d been listening too. “Ralsei doesn’t have to. Needs to save his energy anyway. Have to ferry a lot of people soon.” They… they gave him an out. They had his back.

Of course, Susie did too. “It’s not that cold. Plus, I already had a plan if he didn’t give me his scarf.” She grinned, a spark flashing in her eyes. To Noelle’s bewilderment, Susie snatched Ralsei up, slinging him onto her back. Disoriented himself, Ralsei clung to her, and figured out that he’d done exactly what she wanted. “See? Portable heater. Easy.”

Noelle watched the two of them for a second before trying to smile. “As long as you’re not… um… freezing in the cold???”

Susie gave her a thumbs-up. Kris decided that it was time to keep moving on. Ralsei clung to Susie’s back, and found that he was more fine with this than ever. With all the walking lately, it was a mercy to get off his feet for a little bit. Besides, he didn’t mind hugging Susie at all, even if he felt like luggage right now. He was more fine with it than he thought he should be.

The journey through Cyber City continued in silence again. Since the last time they were here, more and more buildings were entirely toppled over from Titans wreaking havoc. Every time Ralsei tried to steal a glance back at Noelle, she looked more and more sad that the place had been demolished.

At least there was a small mercy that the Titans weren’t here of all places.

When Queen’s Castle grew closer, Ralsei’s chest started to feel funny. Something had to happen to prevent this conversation, right? They’d rarely been afforded anything in the Roaring, and he expected something to go terribly wrong when this happened. He had to hope that everything was as Noelle said, and the key to finally communicating with the Angel was somewhere in that basement.

But of course, as soon as they all found shelter, Noelle had her own reservations. Nervously, she fiddled with the ring on her hand. “Are we… sure that talking to this person is a good idea?”

Instantly, Kris, Susie, and Ralsei all answered with a unanimous “yes.”

Susie huffed, “If there’s a single damn chance that I can talk to the Angel, then I’m taking it. I…” She clenched her teeth, looking down at the ground. “Someone’s been hurting ‘em. The last thing I felt from them wasn’t good. We just… we gotta risk it.”

“I’m just… a bit worried???” Noelle stressed again. “Spamton turned to stone down there, and he sounded like the person on the other side of the phone… wronged him in some way. He used all that he had left to yell at the other person, and whenever the person talked…” A shiver went down her spine. “I don’t know. It was… terrifying to deal with alone.”

Kris made their way to the basement door, opening it up while the sound of trickling water echoed from somewhere deeper within. “Don’t have a choice. Need the Angel for the Roaring to end.”

“Do… we?” Noelle knocked a hand against her forehead. “I mean, I get why. It makes sense. I’ve seen them seal fountains before. But… Kris has their soul back, right? Could they… maybe seal fountains too?”

While Susie placed Ralsei back on the ground, he shook his head. “While human souls do… have light of their own, it’s far less than what the Angel’s soul can do. A human soul would need unfathomable power behind it to even get close, and that power simply doesn’t exist without the Angel.” He did lift the Pure Crystal up to his face, inspecting it a bit closer. He wondered for a moment if the Angel could… somehow shine bright enough onto Kris to seal a fountain through them, but he knew this flicker of light would never be enough. Even their stronger moments would never be enough. Their power was being filtered through glass from so far away.

Noelle still looked like she wanted to find another way, but had no way to stop them. So, she shakily nodded, following close behind while they all descended further into the basement. To be honest, Ralsei could feel the nerves too. Last time he came here, he saw a Darkner try to steal the Angel’s soul. He saw a Darkner realize that he could reach past the dark… if only he had a certain soul.

Ralsei didn’t want to think about it any further. He didn’t.

The sound of water flooded his ears while they went further and further down. The thick darkness only made it harder to see in this already abandoned place. All four of them stayed close together, the Pure Crystal illuminating a path for them. Maybe it was Ralsei’s imagination, but he wondered if the Angel was guiding them closer now. The light didn’t look any different, but he wanted to hope that they were waiting for this too.

Every step left him on edge. There wasn’t anything down here. Titans weren’t nearby. Even though he could hear the waves, it was the only thing that he could hear. That meant that they were alone… and that nothing was going to interrupt this.

Please, he needed this to not be interrupted.

When they started walking along railroad tracks, Ralsei held his breath. He could hear the water even louder now. What a terrible place to have a talk like this. Still, they all continued onward, right until they saw a phone dangling from a green thread.

…with a petrified salesman in a frozen yell right behind it.

Susie warily watched the phone for a few seconds before turning to Noelle. “This is what we were looking for? Spamton’s phone?”

“I- yes, but usually-”

The phone crackled. In the enclosed space, garbage noise echoed painfully. Ralsei brought his hands up to shield his ears while everyone else hunched over similarly. And yet… he remembered that noise whenever the Angel pulled a phone out in the Dark World at odd times. He remembered that noise when it woke all of them up at the Shelter.

The noise completed.

“ARE YOU THERE…?” The voice sounded haunting, but Ralsei realized that he knew it. He’d heard this voice before. It wasn’t the Angel’s. It didn’t have the same comfort that theirs brought him. But… he’d heard this voice once before. “ARE WE… CONNECTED?”

Susie came to the same realization, her eyes going wide. “You’re that voice… that creepy voice that started talking to us when the Angel was gone!” Instead of being scared, her grin grew. “Guess you have a pattern, huh? Showing up whenever they’re down.”

Kris had frozen in fear, not sharing Susie’s enthusiasm at all. They didn’t say a word, but Ralsei remembered that the voice had been unkind to them.

When they were all in the church… when the Angel thought that they had to give up on this world… when all seemed lost and there was no story left to tell… something found the three of them in the darkness. Grey figures with odd voices spoke to them. The figures antagonized them, questioning their motives before finally… one reached out to Susie. Ralsei remembered precisely what the voice said.

It asked if Susie had forgotten about one friend.

“EXCELLENT…” The voice sounded labored, like every single word came out with deep thought before it. “HOW WONDERFUL… THAT YOU STILL REMEMBER. HOW WONDERFUL… THAT A FOURTH BROUGHT YOU… BACK HERE.”

Was that a compliment? Noelle seemed taken aback by it, stammering, “I- what do you mean by that? You’re not going to do anything, are you?”

“DESPITE YOUR APPREHENSIONS… YOU DID WELL. THANK YOU.”

Noelle’s defensiveness started to crack. When she heard even the slightest bit of thanks, her shoulders started to lower just a bit.

Still, Ralsei couldn’t dwell on that. The voice was here. Ralsei… was nearly certain that it was a friend if it guided them to the Angel before. He didn’t understand the exact nature of the voice, but he started to hope that things could go right. So, he asked with bated breath, “You… really can help us talk to the Angel? They’re really there? Safe?”

The voice paused for a few seconds that hung in the air far too long. When it crackled through the receiver again, it had only the slightest hint of its own apprehension. “THEY ARE… NEARBY. NO CONDUIT EXISTS… FOR THEM TO SPEAK TO YOU DIRECTLY. I WILL HAVE… TO RELAY THEIR WORDS TO YOU.”

Kris grew tense. “Can repeat words. Heard you do it. Other voices. Can’t just do that?”

“MY NATURE IS… FRAGMENTED. THE VOICES THAT YOU HEARD… ARE HOW MY FRAGMENTS SPEAK. THOSE FRAGMENTS… ARE WITH THE ANGEL.” Something more hopeful started to bloom in the voice on the other end. “YOU WILL NOT… HEAR THEM. THEY WILL… HOWEVER… HAVE YOUR WORDS REPEATED… THROUGH THOSE SHARDS.”

Something in Ralsei’s chest finally started to fade. Of… of course, it wouldn’t be so simple. All of those thoughts of something going wrong or there being a catch finally made sense. He wouldn’t be hearing the Angel’s voice today. That voice that told him to be himself… that voice that had his back in battle… that voice that offered their existence to him… was still out of reach.

But, something still sat near his chest, warm and waiting. The Angel could at least hear him. If they could hear him, then he would give everything just to give them something to cling to. Ralsei gathered his strength, walking up to the phone first. “Then… how do we start? What do you need us to do?”

“YOU WILL FEEL SOMETHING MISSING MOMENTARILY,” the voice ominously said, but as soon as everyone glanced at each other, it clarified, “DO NOT BE ALARMED. I MUST COMMUNICATE WITH THE ANGEL CLEARLY… AND WE WISHED TO WAIT… FOR YOU TO BE IN A SAFE LOCATION BEFORE WE DID SO.”

“Wait, what do you mean-”

An utterance shook the world. Ralsei glanced down, and he couldn’t find the Pure Crystal. He couldn’t see it. No matter which way he looked, it wasn’t there. The world stuttered.

 


 

The Angel kept their head low when their starry form appeared in the darkness. After all, they may as well have been moving towards an execution. It’d be stupid to even try to delude themself into thinking this would end well. Thankfully, they didn’t need to even think about that. All that mattered was making sure that the man’s plan could go forward. Anything the three heroes needed, the Angel needed to respond to. That was what this conversation needed to be.

Instruction. A path to move forward.

“THEY ARE READY FOR YOU.”

A voice echoed through the emptiness, calling the Angel’s attention.

The Angel didn’t understand how any of this was meant to work. “Am I going… to talk to them like this?” The starry form may be terrifying to look at. Even the thought of being seen in their vessel made something crawl in their soul. They wouldn’t be able to take Kris’ upset stare, Ralsei’s fake smile when something more was taken from him, or Susie’s confusion. This… wasn’t how they were supposed to meet.

Thankfully, there were still small mercies. It wasn’t until after the man reassured them that the Angel realized it wasn’t about them.

“TIME CANNOT MOVE AS LONG AS YOU ARE HERE.”

“I WISHED TO BRING YOU HERE…”

“...TO DISCUSS HOW THIS WILL OPERATE.”

The Angel stayed silent. While they didn’t get their answer, they tried to mute the thrum in their soul that wanted them to be worried about it.

“YOU DO NOT HAVE THE CAPABILITY TO SPEAK TO THEM DIRECTLY.”

“I WILL RELAY YOUR WORDS TO THEM.”

It didn’t hurt to hear that. It was better if the Angel couldn’t be heard right now. Maybe, that would make them want to call out less. It was how things were always meant to be. The Angel selected an option… a fragment of what they wanted to say… and someone else would decide how it was said. Understanding, they nodded to the ocean waves.

“I WILL PUSH MY FRAGMENTS FURTHER.”

“THEY WILL REPEAT THE WORDS MEANT FOR YOU…”

“...SO THAT YOU MAY HEAR.”

The man stated it so calmly, that the Angel thought they had misheard for a moment. While they had seen him strain the capabilities of his repetitive speech, they didn’t know he could take it that far. The Angel stared at the water, their vision slowly beginning to become less focused. The idea of even hearing those three voices terrified them. The Angel had only ever heard one, and only while he was singing.

Quietly, they asked, “I’m going to hear them?”

A faint smile started to grow in the water.

“YOU WILL.”

He thought for a moment longer, and the Angel thought they saw the holes that made up his eyes changing. The ripples grew a little wider in the dark.

“THIS CONVERSATION WILL BE YOURS TO GUIDE.”

“I WILL LET THEM KNOW WHAT MUST BE DONE.”

“...BUT THERE IS TIME TO SPEAK.”

“A CHANCE TO SPEAK AGAIN MAY BE DISTANT.”

Even though he didn’t say it outright, the Angel knew what he was implying. Still, they tried to bury the thought of overextending during this conversation. They couldn’t focus on all of the nerves and questions raging in their head. The Roaring needed to be handled first. The Angel needed to fix this soon, or this was only going to get worse.

“IT IS IMPORTANT TO KNOW…”

“...THAT THEY DO HAVE COMPANY.”

“THE OTHER GIRL. NOELLE.”

A flicker of curiosity started to form in their soul. That phantom feeling from a time long gone came back. They weren’t that person anymore who could overanalyze everything. Right now was the time for action. The Angel would keep that in mind, but…

“Are they okay?” Maybe, they could get the answer now so that they didn’t do something stupid like ask on the phone call. A second question went unsaid: Do they know?

The ripples in the waves slowly turned downward. A smile lowered once more.

“A QUESTION…”

“THAT YOU MUST ASK THEM YOURSELF.”

Perhaps, he just didn’t know. If he couldn’t tell the Angel with certainty, then what did that mean for the other side? 

“ANSWERS WILL COME QUICKLY FOR YOU.”

“TIME BEHAVES STRANGELY NOW THAT YOU ARE NOT IN CONTROL OF IT.”

The Angel’s wings ruffled, straightening out across the sky. He told them long ago that their ability to save no longer affected the other world. They supposed that they never asked again ever since he found that the world still moved. Their deaths had tangible effects. Ralsei sang to them while they were dead. Panic grew on the other side while they started dying repeatedly to Asriel. They’d come to accept the fact that their saves could not affect the other world anymore.

It… made sense. Acting upon one world never caused the other to change, even before.

What they didn’t understand was what he meant by time behaving strangely.

Sensing their confusion, the man continued.

“I ONLY HAVE SPECULATION.”

“TIME PREVIOUSLY MOVED AT YOUR INSTRUCTION.”

“WITHOUT YOU… WITH YOUR PRESENCE WANING…”

“IT IS AS IF ITS SUPPORTS… NO LONGER EXIST.”

A bridge rose from the depths. Large archways rose up under it from the ocean, and they one by one began to break. The bridge careened towards the water, the people walking its path suddenly advancing rapidly down its path while they fell.

“I BELIEVE THIS PHENOMENON IS BECOMING WORSE…”

“...AS YOUR INFLUENCE WEAKENS.”

Faster. It was moving faster. “How long has it been for them?” How bad had this really gotten? The Angel thought they were doing bad before, but now every moment they wasted was more moments for everyone else?

“I DO NOT OBSERVE TIME AS YOU DO ANYMORE.”

“REGARDLESS… I WILL ACT AS YOUR BRIDGE.”

How were they supposed to be normal about any of this? The hits just kept coming. The problems just kept coming. Waiting caused far more loss than the Angel thought. Saving couldn’t undo anything. Dying made things worse for everyone else. They currently had a trophy sitting in a room somewhere that they could access at any time, and that made them wish they had a throat to vomit with right now.

But none of that mattered.

The Angel pushed it all down for a little longer. Just a little longer. “Anything else?”

“THEY MISS YOU.”

They missed the person they thought the Angel was.

The Angel pulled on their power. Their soul slammed back into its vessel. When they opened their eyes, they saw the failure of a Dark World that they’d created. Paige wasn’t with them this time, sitting in the other room with the rest of the Darkners that hadn’t been brought here.

It was a sad sight, an unlivable, empty plane of stone with that stupid building-shaped rock. Many of their Dark Worlds were like this. The Dark Worlds that Asriel created were the same after he burned through them. Would bringing the Darkners here even give them a better life? It’d just be… empty. Other Dark Worlds always had something about them that made them unique, but the Angel didn’t make anything unique for their own.

They chose not to dwell on it for now. They would have too much time alone with their thoughts when this was all over anyway.

Their save-point left their vision when they turned around. Slowly, they lowered themself to the cold stone. They didn’t need to be anywhere specific… only able to listen. They might’ve even been able to be in the Light World, but it’d be better if there were extra obstacles where no one could find them.

The Angel blinked, and Monster Kid’s visage appeared in front of them. Strange, how the man kept using that one more often. It was the most disarming of all of them, but the Angel didn’t feel fear from any of the grey figures. That wasn’t why their heart was beating so fast. Possibilities for the words that would soon come out flooded the Angel’s head. What would they even say back? What questions would be asked? They wrapped their cloak tighter around their body. Their veil weighed heavier along their face. 

For a little longer, they waited. 

 


 

Ralsei clutched the Pure Crystal, trying to anchor himself on the Angel’s light. It… everything slipped again. His mouth felt dry while everyone looked at him, Susie’s hands keeping him steady.

“MY APOLOGIES… FOR THE DISCOMFORT…” The voice crackled through the receiver, and Ralsei struggled to hear it for a moment while his brain righted itself. “IT IS BROUGHT ABOUT… BY UTTERING MY NAME. THE ANGEL CAN FIX IT… AT ANY TIME… AS THEY JUST DID. YOU NEED NOT BE AFRAID OF IT.”

Susie glared at the phone, baring her teeth. “The hell do you mean not be afraid of it? What did you do to Ralsei?”

No explanation the voice could give would be satisfying enough to everyone. Ralsei knew that. So, he summoned his strength when his vision began to clear. “It… has happened a few times before. The Pure Crystal just… vanishes. Everything breaks. I don’t know how to describe it. I don’t think… I’m able to.”

Static crackled before the voice wondered, “WOULD IT HELP TO KNOW… THAT YOU ARE SAFE WHEN IT OCCURS? IT IS ALARMING… TO AN OUTSIDE POINT OF VIEW. HOWEVER… THE ANGEL USES IT… TO GET A MOMENT OF REST AND CLARITY.”

Noelle stepped closer to the phone too, holding up her hands. “Wait wait wait, hold- hold on! What does Ralsei mean that everything breaks… and what do you mean that the Angel does it???”

Of course, she’d clung to that specific detail. Ralsei didn’t understand it enough to explain. If it let the Angel get rest, then perhaps it would be easier to stomach. “I don’t… know how to better explain it, Noelle. I’ve known the rules of the world… for a while, but when that happens, it’s like all of the rules… don’t exist anymore.”

“REGARDLESS… THE ANGEL IS READY. THEY UNDERSTAND… HOW WE WILL COMMUNICATE.” The voice apparently gave up on explaining the phenomenon. All Ralsei had was that it wasn’t… bad, according to it.

However, Kris wasn’t so eager to get started either. They frowned, rasping, “Could be lying. You’re not the Angel. Can’t trust that your words are theirs.” And truthfully… they were not wrong. This person could say anything, and none of them would know if it was really what the Angel wanted to say. 

“YOU CANNOT. HOWEVER… ALL OF US HAVE NO OTHER CHOICE.” Disappointment started to bleed into the voice’s tone. “KNOW THAT… THE ANGEL HAS BEEN THROUGH MUCH STRIFE. I WISH… TO SEE THEIR SMILE ONCE MORE.” 

…once more? Ralsei never got to see them smile. It was always someone else’s face. They could make other people smile. They could pose as someone else to smile. But… in the prophecy, they weren’t smiling either. One day, he hoped that he could see that too.

“SHALL WE BEGIN?”

Susie stopped crossing her arms before quickly getting hit with the cold. They went back around her, but not in defensiveness. “I’m willing to trust this. This uh… voice… brought us to the Angel.” She scrunched her face. “Who even are you, anyway?”

“I HAVE BEEN CALLED… MANY THINGS: THE PREVIOUS ROYAL SCIENTIST, THE MAN WHO SPEAKS IN HANDS, BUT MY NAME HAS BEEN LOST. TRYING TO CALL UPON IT… IS HOW THE WORLD BREAKS. IT DOES NOT… KNOW WHAT TO DO.”

Kris balled their hand into a fist. They wanted to protest. Ralsei could see their face twitch like they were trying to figure out every argument in their head but not liking the way it sounded. Eventually, they relented, speaking to the phone, “You got mad at me. Blamed me. Furious for what happened to the Angel.” All of the things listed seemed to precede Kris not listening to the voice, but instead, their head lowered. “Means you care. About them at least. I’ll risk it.” 

The voice tried to reassure them, “I FIND YOU ALL… WONDERFUL AS WELL… EVEN IF YOUR CHOICES… CAN BE MISGUIDED.” He paused, and the static grew louder when an idea came. “I WOULD NOT BRING THE ANGEL TO A WORLD… WITH ONLY ONE ENDING… IF NOT TO BREAK IT FOR THOSE WITHIN.”

Noelle whispered, “A… world…?” She rubbed her head like she was starting to get a headache. “I… I really don’t trust this at all. We all know what Ralsei’s going to want to do, but I don’t think this is a good idea. If this… voice lies to us, then we’re just not going to know! Like… no one even questioned what ‘Royal Scientist’ means! Or… or any of the titles at all!”

“PERHAPS… TWO OF YOU KNOW… OF WHERE I ORIGINATE FROM. THE GIRL AND THE PRINCE HAVE BOTH… BEEN SHOWN THE WORLD BY THE ANGEL.”

Ralsei wracked his brain, and memories of walking through muddy hallways under stars affixed to the ceiling hit him all at once. The old man once asked if a place used to be important to them. The Angel guided him through a landscape while talking about how poorly they’d done in another place. 

At the same time, Susie came to the same realization. “He’s not lying. I’ve… seen that stuff before.”

That was all Ralsei needed. If the voice on the other side was willing to clarify things as best as he could, then Ralsei would extend his own trust. After all, he knew how hard it was to explain terrifying things that didn’t make any sense. “I… I’m ready to talk to them. Please.”

“THEN SPEAK.”

“THEY WAIT.”

Oh. Was he… meant to go first? The phone started to crackle again with static. It waited for someone’s input. Nervously, Ralsei glanced to turn back at everyone else. Kris nodded. Susie shot him a thumbs-up. Noelle remained nervous and frustrated that they were continuing onward.

They’d all come this far. Ralsei still expected a larger catch, something that would stop him in his tracks. Instead, he had the space to finally call out into the darkness.

Wrapping both of his hands around the Pure Crystal, Ralsei called their name before reaching out, “Are you there?”

 

The grey figure’s lips moved, and the Angel’s body started to go numb. They didn’t know what they expected to hear when it spoke. Their mind tried to imagine how each voice would really sound. They’d heard voices in their dreams. They’d heard echoes of someone calling out in panic.

“Are you there?”

The Angel’s ears strained. Static wove through their body instantly. Words flooded their head when they listened. 

Soft. Hopeful. Questioning. Impossibly gentle. Exhausted. 

So many times, they listened to his voice when he called out desperately for them to get back up. He’d heard him sing before. Now, they could hear him just… talking. Ralsei spoke from somewhere far away, but this was the closest that they’d ever gotten.

Their breath sounded funny for a few seconds before they tried to get it under control. Focus. The Angel… needed to focus. While they tried to fight down that static in their blood, the grey figure nodded to them. Perhaps, it was trying to tell them to proceed.

Everything they planned to say died out. Did they even have a plan? It fell away entirely when their voice cracked. “I’m here.” They wrapped their cloak tighter around their vessel like it would somehow be seen. However, only one question truly mattered right now: “Are all of you okay?”

 

“THEY WISH… TO ASK IF ALL OF YOU ARE ‘OKAY’.”

Immediately, Susie tried to snicker. Of course. Before saying hi, before actually doing anything else, the Angel was going to ask them if they were fine. She faced away from the group, hoping that she could just keep it together for a little longer. “Yeah… yeah that sounds like something they’d ask. Stupid.”

At least, Susie got to watch the relief spread across Ralsei’s face. He’d wound himself up and looked like he might keel over at a slight breeze, but he finally looked more fine with everything. He still clung to the Pure Crystal, nodding his head. “I’m… I’m okay, Angel. All of us are. We’re… struggling, but we’re doing our best. Everyone’s still here.”

Of course, Susie failed to notice Noelle trying to get her attention, and only realized the mistake when Noelle started talking out loud, “I mean- but we’re not fine though, right??? This is really bad, right?”

“Could’ve been a lot worse,” Kris mumbled, their arms crossed while they peeked around Susie.

Already, a fight was starting to happen. Susie put her hands up, stopping the two of them in her tracks. “We’re all still kicking, so that means something. Besides…” She marched up to the phone herself, pointing at the talking end. “You’ve gotta think you’re real funny asking us that… when we thought…” Susie still remembered when she woke up, and her last memory of the Angel was their soul being slammed into a Titan to seal it. Kris and Ralsei’s faces weren’t something she could relive. Thinking they were dead wasn’t something that she could relive. “We thought you were dead. I thought I… I thought I killed you.”

Something started to ache in her chest.

Susie imagined so many things that she was going to say if she saw the Angel again. With what she’d done to them right before they disappeared, she wanted to squeeze them and tell them that she was sorry over and over again. Instead, she only had a stupid phone to look at. She couldn’t even hear them.

It wasn’t a reunion. It was just talking through that stupid crystal again and hoping that something on the other side would hear them.

 

“But I didn’t die,” the Angel lied. Curious about their analysis, the man’s fragment tilted its head. Susie’s voice made the lie instinctual. They couldn’t tell her. They couldn’t let her know what happened to them. It wasn’t her fault. But her voice…

Gruff. Somewhat raspy. Defensive. Still friendly. Breaking.

The Angel couldn’t tell them. Did Susie truly believe that she played a single part in the failure to take down the Roaring? This whole time, did she really blame herself for something that they failed to do? The Angel shook their head for no one who could see, trying desperately to set things right. “None of it was your fault. None of it. Please don’t say it was.” The Angel just didn’t do enough. Their wings sagged while they receded further into their cloak. “You didn’t get me killed. You didn’t do anything wrong.”

Still, the man’s fragment silently questioned them.

“Don’t tell them. Please,” the Angel begged, knowing that their words weren’t even what was being sent to the other side. They didn’t want their fate brought front and center when everyone else’s fates were their doing. The Angel’s own state of existence was brought about by their own failure. It had to be their burden to bear. 

 

“THE ANGEL… SAYS THAT THEY DID NOT DIE… THAT NOTHING WAS YOUR FAULT.” 

Ralsei turned around to steal a glance at Susie, and already saw her looking at the ground with her hands balled into fists. Of course, she didn’t believe that. Besides, even though Ralsei wanted to hope that everything was as fine as the Angel said, it couldn’t be. When he lifted the Pure Crystal to his face, he remembered how many times its light went out. He remembered something hurting them so grievously that their light entirely went away. This happened over and over again, and… he didn’t know what was happening to them.

Slowly, Ralsei lowered the crystal again, but his hands stayed around it. He didn’t know why, only hoping that the Angel could feel it somehow. “Angel, we know that… something hurt you. It’s been bad enough to where…” Ralsei glanced at Noelle, knowing that she had never heard about the Angel’s ability to step backwards. This might be a tad shocking for her to hear. “You would tell us if you’ve died again, right? You would tell me if something is hurting you, wouldn’t you?” They used to talk all the time about the little things, even if the Angel needed to be given time to open up. Surely, that hadn’t changed now.

 

The Angel wished that they could beg for him to not talk to them like that. He didn’t know a single thing about what happened here. Ralsei still talked to them like they deserved the kindness that he offered. The cloak did little to hide their shame. Of all the things that they believed would happen, they did not expect kindness to hurt the most.

Worse, the Angel had to answer. They had to break each and every one of their hearts all over again. “I’m alive.” It was the only non-answer they could give. Of course, they were still alive. They couldn’t even die right now. “I’m alive,” they repeated, hoping that the man would be able to do something with it.

 

“...THEIR ONLY ANSWER IS THAT THEY ARE ALIVE.”

Susie’s claws dug into her palms the moment all of them finally got an answer. If there was any doubt in her mind that this voice was answering honestly, then it vanished now. Of course, the Angel would say something like that. When she looked at Ralsei, she saw him sinking further and further into his scarf.

“We know you died, dumbass!” Susie marched up to the enlarged phone, shaking the talking end with both of her hands. “I don’t know what’s going through your head right now, but if you’re trying to keep us from figuring it out, it’s all we’ve been thinking about! We. Missed. You.”

The phone was cold to the touch. The voice that would come out wasn’t the Angel’s. They were too far out of reach.

 

They couldn’t do this. The Angel had to listen to someone earnestly trying so hard to make them realize she still cared, but it wasn’t the point. Of course, Susie and Ralsei would both care to ask that question. But they knew nothing about what the Angel had become. 

A raw feeling rose up in their throat when they tried to force the words out. The Angel missed them too. They’d done nothing but miss them ever since they’d been plunged into this stupid vessel. But, missing them wasn’t enough. “I broke my promise.”

And for what? If they listened close enough, they could still hear another’s addled thoughts. Everyone trusted them to be better. Everyone trusted them to go forward with kindness. Instead, the Angel…

The man’s fragment tilted its head again, as if something was wrong with what they said.

“Just let them know,” the Angel pleaded, their voice starting to crack more. The veil over their face wasn’t heavy enough. Their soul was still bare to the rest of the Dark World, and they didn’t know how to hide it.

 

Kris nervously watched the phone while it took longer and longer between each response. Every time, they all had to wait. The Angel took a while to answer. Susie looked like she might smash the phone if it took much longer. Ralsei wasn’t covered in stone, but he might as well have petrified with how still he’d become. Of course, he would be upset. He just received confirmation that his best friend died over and over again every time that light went out.

Shakily, Noelle asked, “C-can someone explain the… the talk about dying?” Thankfully, she’d sat out for most of this, but it looked like that would come to an end. There was so much here that she didn’t know, even though the basics of the Roaring had been explained at this point. 

Of anyone, Ralsei would probably have the best idea. However, he remained facing away towards that phone. Susie let go, but didn’t feel like answering either. She kicked a loose stone with her boot, sending it careening down the hallway and clattering against the floor.

That left Noelle’s eyes on Kris with a small ask, “Please?”

Kris hated to think about it as much as everyone else probably did. But… it’d be brought up over and over again. Besides, many of the deaths were one of their greatest sins, so who were they to not explain their doing? “Soul shatters. Happened in worse fights.” They shivered even thinking about how many times it must’ve taken for the Angel to succeed against the Knight. They didn’t know what it looked like for the soul to shatter, only that Ralsei panicked whenever the Angel talked about it. When they saw it vanish in the Roaring, they thought that was what death actually looked like. “Angel comes back anyway. Undoes everything. Didn’t… work this time.”

Noelle opened her mouth like she wanted to say something, but her eyes landed on the floor. Unceremoniously, her mouth shut with a click while she paced around her small spot in the room. She must’ve finally realized just how much it all was.

It would only get worse.

The phone crackled. The voice returned with news. “THE ANGEL PROMISED… MANY THINGS TO THE THREE OF YOU. THEIR APPREHENSIONS… ARE DUE TO A BELIEF THAT THEY… BROKE THOSE PROMISES.”

Kris stiffened. Noelle stopped pacing. Ralsei and Susie’s heads both snapped towards the phone. However, Kris was the fastest, leaving the deeper shadows. “Which promise? Defeating the Roaring? Doesn’t matter. We all failed.”

“...NO.” The voice sounded sad, even though he couldn’t convey much emotion. “THE ANGEL HAS NEEDED TO FIGHT ONCE MORE.”

Even though she wasn’t the one who was promised anything, Noelle’s eyes went wide. She turned to Ralsei while he was still frozen. “I-I thought you said the Angel went… away from all of that! You said they were trying to be better!”

Huh. So she was listening during the Shelter argument. 

However, Susie walked around Ralsei, stepping between him and Noelle. “Hey! That voice said they needed to fight, not that they wanted to! There’s a difference!”

“O-okay, well-” Noelle stammered when Susie was the one blocking her way now, fumbling while wiping her forehead. “How do we know that… that they know when to make the right call??? I know… what mom ended up doing, but…”

Ralsei didn’t answer, because he knew what the Angel did when they’d run out of options elsewhere. 

However, there was something about all of this that Kris wasn’t getting, an unanswered question that lingered because all of them were too busy checking on each other. It was nice to know that the Angel was alive, but some part of this whole thing still irked them. Kris stared at the phone. “Where are they?”

The question made everyone quiet down, turning towards the phone.

“PERHAPS… WITH ALL YOU HAVE EXPERIENCED… AND WITH ALL THEY HAVE TOLD YOU… THIS WILL NOT SEEM SO ODD.” The voice on the other side didn’t miss a beat. This wasn’t the Angel’s explanation, but the voice’s. “THEY RETURNED… TO MY WORLD OF ORIGIN. THEY RETURNED… TO A WORLD THAT ONCE KNEW THEM.” His voice came out quieter through the speaker. “I DID NOT… KNOW HOW ELSE TO SAVE THEM.”

Something clicked for Susie first. Her teeth bared. “No. They’re not back there. You don’t mean to tell me that they went back to that stupid place they always used to show us.”

The voice remained silent for a moment longer. “IT WAS… THE ONLY WAY TO PREVENT… A WORSE FATE FOR THIS WORLD.”

“The hell do you mean?” Susie advanced on the phone again. “If you brought ‘em back there, you’re an idiot. That place hated their guts. Everyone there left them without a second thought. That’s how they thought they needed to end up at the bottom of the damn church in the first place!”

The world that they came from… the one they talked about scarcely until all the cards were down and they had to talk about it. The Angel talked in depth about how much they hurt that world. Had to go back? Needed to fight? Kris wasn’t sure. “Thought they had to fight before. Thought it was for a better outcome,” Kris muttered, realizing that the Angel also didn’t know if that was truly their motive. “Was it the same this time?”

 

Every word that spilled out of the grey figure’s mouth felt like a march towards a death sentence. Somehow, despite all that they feared about the disappointment, and even when they wanted to crush their own soul, it hurt just a little bit less than the kindness. At the very least, there was no mistake now. Even if they wanted to hide in their cloak forever, the heroes finally knew.

Noelle’s voice sounded a lot different than they imagined.

Skeptical. Slowly sharpening from the people-pleasing the Angel imagined. Wary. Trying to keep it together. Winded. Of all the voices, the Angel thought they recognized hers the least. How much had the Roaring changed her for her to even be asking these questions in the first place? At the very least, the Angel knew what they looked like from people who weren’t their prior friends. They were just as terrifying as they feared.

Kris still knew how to place strikes when they wanted to.

They rasped. They whispered. Curious in their own way. Tempered. Barely holding on.

But of course, Kris knew exactly what the Angel would’ve possibly done. They knew the Angel’s nature. Kris and the Angel may have aligned, but the two did not delude themselves into thinking that the other could be entirely clean. Maybe that was what the group would need after all of this: someone who could understand the Angel’s nature instead of trying to desperately cling to the idea of a friend.

The Angel choked on something, wrapping their cloak tighter around themself when it became loose. Just… just keep talking. “I’m… I’m going to stop your Roaring,” they promised, even though they meant nothing. “I’m trying to come back to all of you. It’s not working. I promise I’m…” No, they couldn’t say that they were trying. Was this what trying looked like? “I’ll be back. I’ll fix it. I’ll fix everything. I’ll go. I won’t…”

 

Ralsei didn’t think that he could breathe right now. 

Moreso, his thoughts were racing so fast that he wasn’t quite sure if he’d forgotten to breathe. When his mind started to swim, he finally sucked in a breath, but it didn’t help cleanse anything. 

So much couldn’t be answered by a phone call. He wished that he could hear everything from the Angel. What happened? If they had to fight despite everything, then that… wasn’t the end of the world, right? Even before the Roaring began… and during it, all of them fought Carol and the Knight. They were always fighting. Kris and Susie continued speculating behind him while Noelle kept panicking about learning more violent tendencies.

But… Ralsei had a question for the voice. The Angel always tried to color their own experiences in the worst possible light. Perhaps, there were some advantages to someone standing in between the two of them. So, Ralsei asked, “Has anyone gotten hurt?”

Without a pause, indicating that the man behind the phone voiced his own opinion, he answered, “NO ONE… HAS PERISHED.” He did not elaborate, and the silence came back.

“So… they’re a time-traveling, world-hopping angel that has been violent multiple times, and you don’t get why I’m concerned???” Noelle questioned behind him, but thankfully he wasn’t involved. He didn’t want to be. He only waited for another answer from the phone.

Kris, for all of their misgivings towards the Angel, stepped in to trip up her reasoning. “The Angel wasn’t the one who ended the world. Cause is standing right here. Seems a bit worse.”

Susie didn’t even engage with that argument, focusing her efforts on Noelle by the sounds of it. “If they didn’t time-travel, we’d be dead. Multiple times. The world-hopping thing isn’t even a problem. Like… isn’t that just what we’re doing with Dark Worlds? What’s new?”

Ralsei pointedly did not turn around and correct her. She knew the distinction of what Dark Worlds were. It was very likely that Susie simply didn’t care.

However, Susie wasn’t done. “They’ve been nice a hell of a lot more times than they’ve messed up. They didn’t have anything to do with what happened here. Also, I thought I said we were done just being mean to my friends.”

“I’m- I’m not being mean!” Noelle stammered, “I’m just worried! It feels like everything I hear is more and more terrifying… and instead of being comforted… I’m being told that the terrifying things I’m hearing don’t exist in the first place!”

“I HAD HOPED… THAT THIS WOULD BRING A BETTER OUTCOME.”

The voice once again cut through all of the yelling. The argument behind Ralsei stopped. He himself stepped backwards from the phone. However, he could hear the voice slowly beginning to lose what little excitement he had since the beginning. 

“BUT I AM AFRAID… THAT THIS METHOD OF COMMUNICATION… IS SHORTSIGHTED,” he mused. “SO MANY QUESTIONS TO ANSWER… AND SO LITTLE UNDERSTANDING OF THE OTHER SIDE. IF YOU MERELY SAW THE ANGEL… YOU WOULD LIKELY UNDERSTAND WHAT HAS… BECOME OF THEM.”

Ralsei… hadn’t thought of that before. Presumably, the Angel had to be speaking somehow. That meant they had a vessel, or some new way to talk. “What… do you mean?”

 

“Don’t tell them.” The Angel didn’t like this anymore. They didn’t like it to begin with, but the feeling only got worse. “We just need… we need to talk about how to get me through to them. That’s all that matters.”

Please, he couldn’t tell them all about their vessel. He couldn’t tell them all about what had become of them.

“I don’t want them to know I look like this. I-I don’t want them to know I feel all of this now. If you do, I’ll never be able to… to do what needs to be done at the end. I need Ralsei to be fine… with taking my soul. I…” The Angel’s hands left their cloak, rising up to clutch their head while it still pounded. Their soul twitched in front of them. “I can’t…”

The grey figure stared at them with blank eyes for a little bit too long, maybe hoping that they would change their mind. However, the Angel didn’t. They stared at the pale ground, waiting for the man to come back with more words that would hurt them no matter what happened. 

Its eyes shut. It nodded at them. The Angel’s wings slowly began to sag. They couldn’t hurt their friends more. They couldn’t.

 

“THE ANGEL WILL BE… QUITE UNHAPPY WITH ME.”

Ralsei looked up from his scarf after the latest pause. When he asked what the voice meant, things went quiet again. At the very least, this one didn’t last long enough for everyone to argue again. “What… um… do you mean by that?”

A sigh came through the phone, something that Ralsei hadn’t heard from the speaker before. The voice always stayed formal, but that finally started to crack just a little bit. “I WAS ATTEMPTING TO ACT AS THEIR VOICE… TO ONLY SAY WHAT THEY SAID. HOWEVER… I BELIEVE I MUST STEP OUT OF MY BOUNDS… AND EXPLAIN WHAT I HAVE SEEN. THEY ARE… UNHAPPY WITH THEIR PERFORMANCE… BUT I BELIEVE ALL OF YOU DESERVE THE FULL PICTURE. THEY WILL NOT HEAR.”

Behind him, both Susie and Noelle started to be more at ease for their own reasons. Kris didn’t move, but watched the phone more curiously. There… was always a bit more to what the Angel actually revealed about themself. The Angel liked saying some things without fully explaining them. Ralsei still remembered his heart dropping when the Angel said their soul was capable of shattering, and they said it with no regard for their own safety.

Ralsei found himself continuing to lead the conversation when everyone behind deferred to him. “What… did you see?”

Instant again, the voice answered, “I WILL… RESPECT THEIR WISHES… ABOUT THEIR VESSEL. IT IS THEIRS ALONE… BUT IT HAS BEEN A DIFFICULT ADJUSTMENT.” Even though the voice didn’t want to say much, that one thing made Ralsei wrack his head as to what it could mean. There… must’ve been no one else in whatever body the Angel had, which was better, but maybe it wasn’t great? “WHAT I WILL SPEAK ABOUT… IS THE TRIALS THEY HAVE FACED. THE ANGEL HAS EXPERIENCED… UNFAIR DIFFICULTY.”

Susie paced a bit closer to the phone again, standing next to Ralsei. She glared at the thing, her jaw firmly set. Of course, she braced herself for what she was about to hear just as much as Ralsei did. Reassuringly, he tried to put a hand on her arm, earning her attention for just a moment. It did little to comfort her.

 

“THOSE WHO THEY ONCE KNEW… LOOKED AT THEM AS A STRANGER.” 

Susie remembered a child not being seen when a Toriel walked away from a cliffside with a different kid. Neither of them heard the person who followed them. Of course, that didn’t change. When the voice said the Angel was brought back there… she could already guess what happened.

Her hands balled into even tighter fists. It’d never be enough to truly make a punch powerful enough to break the only wall that she wanted to.

 

“THOSE WHO THEY CONSIDERED FRIENDS… MOCKED AND KILLED THEM.” 

Kris’ own soul started to ache. They knew something similar. Even though the Knight still recognized them sometimes, Kris still couldn’t erase an image in their mind. The Knight stared at them with a blank face, raising its hand to the sky to summon a Titan right on their ship. That used to be someone they knew. Maybe, it could still be someone they knew. Kris still held out hope, but… what would be worse? Dess not truly being there anymore, being reduced to a mindless, unthinking machine, or Dess being entirely present and still deciding to take action?

The only difference was that Kris had not yet died. What did it feel like, they wondered, to fully die? Did they once know in those times where the Angel failed? They didn’t want to think about it, but they did.

 

“ANY CALLS FOR HELP OR ASSISTANCE… WERE MET WITH DISDAIN AND MISUNDERSTANDING. FEAR LED TO IMPRISONMENT. DESPERATION LED TO BROKEN BONDS.”

Noelle didn’t know how to truly fight off this feeling of terror. Was it so wrong to be scared of them despite everything? She didn’t know how to deal with it like everyone else. She didn’t know if she should ‘deal’ with it. How was she supposed to know that the Angel was fully capable of hurting people… that they did hurt people… and not be terrified?

But… the voice’s words meant that she wasn’t the only one. Others had been scared too. For a second, she thought that meant that she was justified. After all, if Noelle wasn’t the only one, then that meant this could be a pattern. But, no matter what Noelle tried to do, she couldn’t shake how earnestly Susie defended them. She couldn’t get rid of the fact that Susie nearly stopped talking to her because of how Noelle talked about the Angel. Susie made it seem like there was a misunderstanding, and maybe there was. Noelle just didn’t know how to see it.

But… she thought that she knew how it felt in a different way to be blocked off from everyone else. After all, she wanted to help and assist, but never could when no one talked to her. She knew what it was like to be so far from home in the Roaring, and still asking those questions of what she did wrong. Was she relating too soon? The fact that she related at all sent a chill up her spine. Some of the fear started to pull away.

Noelle stepped off to the side, deciding to listen to the rest of the conversation in silence.

 

“AND MOST IMPORTANTLY… THEY TRIED NOT TO BRING HARM. THEIR LIMITS WERE EXCEEDED… WHEN SOMEONE FROM THEIR WORLD ATTEMPTED TO BRING A SECOND ROARING.”

Ice washed through Ralsei when he heard the man’s words. The concept of the Roaring already terrified him for as long as he was conscious. A second one paralyzed him for a moment while his breath caught. This could… happen elsewhere? The inevitable, singular Roaring was all Ralsei knew, and the Angel’s previous world held some similarities whenever they talked about the two. They were surface-level, like similarities in how they fought, but… a Roaring?

Sensing his terror, the voice tried to explain, “THE ONE WHO KILLED THEM… LEARNED THE ABILITY TO OPEN DARK WORLDS. MANY DARKNERS… WERE SLAIN. MANY DARK FOUNTAINS FILLED THE WORLD. HE AND THE ANGEL FOUGHT… AND THE ANGEL DIED COUNTLESS TIMES.”

Ralsei remembered. His hand covered his mouth while he looked down at the ground. Over and over, their light went out during the Roaring. Every time they died, it was the same person. Every time they died while they were looking for Catti’s family, that was the Angel trying to prevent a second Roaring from happening. How many times had they died? How many times did they suffer? 

Something wet filled his eyes. Ralsei tried to blink it out, but he knew it wasn’t working when his vision blurred. “Sorry, I… please keep going. We… we need to hear this.” Once again, the Angel wasn’t even trying to fight the narrative that they were a terrible person. Ralsei didn’t know what he would do if he was slain over and over again. He didn’t even have a concept.

“THE ANGEL DID NOT TAKE HIS LIFE. INSTEAD… THEY STOPPED HIM… WITH A METHOD THAT EVEN THEY DO NOT SEEM KNOWLEDGEABLE ABOUT.” The man on the other side of the phone paused to think. “THE SECOND ROARING… WAS PREVENTED. HOWEVER… THE PERSON WHO NEARLY CAUSED IT… IS IN A NIGHTMARE WITH NO END.” The man’s voice became grave. “AND THEY LOATHE THEMSELF FOR IT.”

No lives had been lost. An event which would cause far more devastation… and likely the end of this world… had been stopped. Ralsei didn’t know what the nightmare with no end meant. He didn’t want to speculate. And yet, it was far less of an outcome than he feared. When he heard that the Angel began to fight again, he imagined those own fears that they had about themself. He imagined those times they talked about where they killed indiscriminately.

Instead, he found that they had been killed over and over, and still managed to not go down the path again. Even if they might’ve felt that they faltered… and maybe they had… Ralsei needed to speak to them.

“They’re still listening… right?” Ralsei asked, remaining close to the phone.

“THEY WILL HEAR… WHAT YOU WISH FOR THEM TO.”

Ralsei took a deep breath, trying to get the shakiness out of his voice. He wiped a sleeve over his eyes, trying to shake the image of that soul vanishing into the darkness from his head. How many times did something worse happen to them? How many times did Ralsei watch them die, only for them to still hate themself? So, he did what he should’ve done when they first began to talk, and asked, “Angel… are you okay?”

 

It’d been a long pause before that small voice came through. For a while, the Angel hoped that it was over. They still hadn’t even planned, so it couldn’t be over. But, they started to wonder if a plan would fall through when the Angel wasn’t wanted anymore.

Instead, they heard Ralsei’s voice call out with that question.

Of course they were. When their mouth moved to say “yes”, they didn’t understand why their voice failed to come out. They had to be fine. They didn’t have a right not to be. Everything that happened was their fault. Everything. Why did he have to ask them that? Why did he have to put it all into question? They could still feel a distant thread tugging on them every time someone tried to resist their influence in vain. They could still feel the neck in their palms while they tried to strangle the life out of someone they used to care about.

Lives had been forever changed. Their mark on this world was only one of grief after they found its happy ending. They were meant to leave, and they came back to destroy it. One of the few ways back was a Roaring, and they may be its end if the man’s plan never worked. It made them sick. They couldn’t even save all of the Darkners that Asriel killed. They were failing this world. They were failing another one. The Roaring still continued. It all still continued.

It would be better to be locked away forever. It would be better to recede. It would be better for someone else to make use of the soul that they failed to use correctly.

Instead, the one who they would give it to asked if they were okay.

Sometimes, they wondered what it would be like to truly be able to walk with their new friends. They wondered what it would be like to see one of them feel sunlight on his fur for the first time. They wondered what it would be like for another to be surrounded by people she loved, never to be forgotten again. They wondered what it would be like for the last to finally be free of all the different chains that bound them, finally being their fullest self. The Angel wondered what it would be like… to be there for all of those moments.

But they couldn’t have that. Not now. Not after what they’d done.

The Angel’s voice betrayed them while their head hung low, and they forced out a choked “No.”

Wretched. They were wretched to try to take more. Their vessel’s irregularities became more pronounced. Their dual pair of eyes mocked them while they stared down at their own, masked body. They watched their own vessel cower like they deserved to hide from the world’s consequences… and they dared to ask for more.

The Angel didn’t breathe when a voice returned.

“It… sounds like you’ve been through so much. I can’t…” Even though the grey figure’s face didn’t move, the Angel could hear Ralsei’s own voice beginning to choke. It drew their head upward attentively, like they could somehow fix it from all the way over here. “I can’t begin to imagine what it was like. And I know… you might not think we still love you, but… we still do.”

Susie’s gruff voice suddenly peeled through, little breaks being given between the two. “And if you don’t come back in one piece, I’m gonna kick your ass. You know I’m gonna chase you down no matter where you hide. I’ll pull you out of another damn church to prove it to you.” Of course, the Angel remembered. Their last thoughts when letting their light overtake them the first time was that Susie would know how to wake them up. She still believed that, even now.

However, the Angel focused on the grey figure in front of them as it began to smile. “What… did you tell them?”

Using Asriel’s voice, the man responded, “The truth.”

Worse, Kris’ raspy voice followed it, as if they didn’t fully know just who the Angel had hurt. “They don’t give up. Can’t convince them. Tried.” Strangely, the Angel remembered having many conversations like this with Kris before. It was so odd how it felt like everything was lost, and then people still believed in them, wasn’t it? Now, Kris reversed the roles. But, they didn’t focus on it for long, adding a detail that the Angel had forgotten. “Saved Susie’s life. Thank you.”

No- no they didn’t save her life. “I endangered it in the first place by dying. I…”

As if the man had relayed that information incredibly quickly, Ralsei’s voice spilled out, “What have you been through… that made you blame yourself for dying?”

The Angel wanted to say something about the fact that death meant nothing to them. Once upon a time, it might’ve been that way. Death used to be something they used to reorient themself. It never meant anything. But now… now they knew it as something to fear. Every time they slipped under, they experienced pain beyond measure. Every time they felt their vessel slip away with a shattered soul, they remembered that pain of being dragged away from a life they used to know.

The Angel stared down at their own hands. Their veil was stained with wet blotches. It was Ralsei’s voice that called them out of death the first time. It was Ralsei’s voice that dragged them back from the brink. Now, they listened to him again while he put a dislodged piece of them back together.

“I miss you too,” the Angel whispered into the darkness to the people who still stood with them even now.

 

Ralsei didn’t care about the tears anymore. Instead, he stood firm with them on full display, continuing to speak to the one behind the phone. The voice had told him far more than Ralsei could’ve hoped for. The voice went beyond just being a bridge. Ralsei could never be thankful enough for him deciding to show them all what was truly happening.

And now, he knew that the Angel still missed all of them too.

All of them were with a friend now. Ralsei was certain of that. So, he asked the voice on the other side of the phone, “Have they been taking care of themself?”

As if the voice had grown comfortable too, he answered, “I BELIEVE YOU KNOW THE ANSWER TO THAT. THEY ATTEMPTED EVERYTHING IN THEIR POWER TO GET TO YOU… QUICKLY.”

Time was limited in the Roaring. Ralsei knew that. Truly, he couldn’t blame the Angel for their urgency. But… seeing as what them getting hurt did to the Roaring, and the progress with possibly moving people to the Shelter, perhaps there was room for something else.

 

“Can you promise me you’ll take care of yourself?”

Of course, the moment the Angel admitted they missed him, he would ask them something impossible like that. Rubbing their eyes under their veil, the Angel let out a stupid laugh. The corners of their mouth started to turn upward. Of course. Why did they expect anything different? “It’s… it’s the Roaring, Ralsei. I can’t just…”

“I was not bargaining with you, Angel.” Ralsei’s concerned voice shot through immediately. “We’re… making progress with getting people to the Shelter that you sealed. The Roaring becomes worse when you’re harmed, so I think it would be better… to make sure that you’re well taken care of.”

Kris chimed in, “Shelter can last for a while. Food, water, and power still work. Town will strain it, but we’re not dead soon.”

“Plus, it’ll make Ralsei happy,” Susie decided to gang up on them too. When two of them started talking, the third was bound to always jump in. They really did always move in a unit. Teasing them, Susie chuckled, “And I know you’re too sappy to not wanna see his smile too. Think about him smiling. Do it.”

A knot in the Angel’s soul started loosening more and more while they listened to the happy voices of their friends. Every ounce of them missed this. It filled a void that’d gone vacant for so long. The Angel didn’t realize it for a while, but while they listened, something changed under their veil.

It felt unnatural on their snout when they finally realized that they were smiling too.

“I’ll try,” the Angel conceded, knowing that they wouldn’t be able to win forever against the three of them. Even though it still made them terrified to waste anymore time, they were being asked. They could try. They could. “I’ll try.”

 

Wonderful. At last, the man had achieved almost everything that he wished for. He looked fondly in two directions at the three heroes who had been reconnected with a friend, and an Angel that had finally found their spark once more. If he were any time else, perhaps, he would let this conversation continue in the way that it was going. Instead, there was still something that needed to be handled.

“NOW… TO DISCUSS SOMETHING IMPORTANT…” His voice crackled through the receiver on one end. “THE ANGEL… HAS BEEN INFORMED OF THIS PLAN. HOWEVER… THE REST OF YOU NEED THIS EXPLAINED.”

“A plan to what?” Susie- perhaps he should begin to refer to them by name- crossed her arms again, but at least she did not appear to be alarmed anymore. Truly, the man appreciated her flexibility in trusting his words. 

Quickly, the man echoed her sentence back to the Angel who immediately straightened up. They knew what would be coming during this conversation, and the plan was one of those things. After all, it had many components that the man would struggle to explain in depth with repeated phrases. He informed them before coming here.

The man’s scattered particles formed into a smile. “I HAVE DEVISED A MEANS… OF TEMPORARILY ESTABLISHING… A CONNECTION TO YOUR WORLD. SHOULD ALL GO AS PLANNED… THE ANGEL’S SOUL WOULD BE ABLE… TO BE PRESENT WITHIN THE ROARING.”

All eyes went wide at the insinuation. Instantly after, speculation washed over Kris’ face “Explain. Can’t be that simple.”

Astute observation. Of course, this plan could not merely be executed right now, or the man would have done it already. No. A few key components needed to fall into place, and they still had not been achieved yet. “YOU ARE THE MOST… FAMILIAR WITH THE METHOD THAT WE WILL BE USING.” The man leaned forward, and he recalled his flair for the theatrics when revealing larger experiments in the old days. This felt much like wrenching a cloth off of a new machine. “WHAT DO YOU RECALL ABOUT THE GAME YOU AND THE ANGEL PLAYED?”

Kris straightened up. Their face became a bit paler. Under their breath, they muttered the name Mantle. “Too much. Terrifying. Tormenter at the end. The Angel’s soul went…” Kris stopped in their tracks when something clicked. “The Angel’s soul went into it.”

Correct. The man was pleased with their attentiveness. “THE ANGEL’S SOUL… WAS TRANSFERRED. CONTROL… FOR A TEMPORARY PERIOD OF TIME… WAS GRANTED TO A VESSEL.”

“But it’s a game,” Kris argued, “Wouldn’t work from… wherever they are.”

Ah, but that was where Kris and everyone else’s look on the world fell short. In fact, for a while, the man had glimpsed how the Angel interacted with the world when trying to save their own existence. “THE ANGEL HAS USED… SIMILAR METHODS TO ACCESS THIS WORLD ORIGINALLY.” That explanation would be succinct enough. After all, the man would be the expert. He had to take great effort to give the Angel a connection to this world. Being shattered across every aspect of these worlds gave the man the ability to slightly influence them. And eventually… he gave the Angel a means of connecting with it. “IT IS EXCITING. THE CONNECTION WILL BE RUDIMENTARY. HOWEVER, IT WILL BE SERVICEABLE… UNTIL A PERMANENT SOLUTION CAN BE FOUND.”

Of course, Susie found the problem instantly. “Then why haven’t we… I dunno… done that yet? I remember that creepy game too, but not the whole uh… soul thing.”

And that was where the man needed to communicate first. For any of this to work, multiple components would need to be in place. “THAT IS WHERE… I REQUIRE YOUR COOPERATION. THE ANGEL… WILL REQUIRE A VESSEL. I AM CERTAIN THAT AT LEAST TWO OF YOU… KNOW WHERE TO FIND IT.”

Both Kris and Noelle glanced at each other. Grim determination set on Kris’ face. “What do we do with it?”

“NOTHING.” They could not risk their plan being breached early. “WHEN THE TIME COMES… IT MUST BE IN THE DARK. IT WILL BE EASIER… TO ACCESS WHERE THINGS ARE MORE INDISTINCT. IT WILL BE THE TARGET OF THE ANGEL’S SOUL.” Theoretically, if the man had a connection, then he could direct it to the vessel. Much of this was speculation, uncharted territory that he would require experimentation with. A connection required two aspects to truly be meaningful. A means of interaction was required… as well as something to act upon. The Angel’s current connection was already in use, and if it were mangled in the Roaring like the man previously warned them about… then that would simply be it. A second could ignore that risk. “WE WILL ALL BE LEARNING TOGETHER.”

Ralsei nervously fiddled with the Pure Crystal as he always tended to do. “That… makes it sound like it’s not the only thing that we’ll need to do.”

Of course. Another astute observation. Someone with knowledge of the rules of this world would likely know it was not that easy. In fact… “THE MEANS OF INTERACTION… THE EQUIVALENT TO THAT GAME… WILL NEED TO BE CONSTRUCTED IN THE ANGEL’S WORLD.” He wondered what the Angel’s next move would be. They had been instructed already about what needed to be done. They could not stay out of things forever. “HOWEVER… INFORMATION ON HOW THE DEVICE WORKS… WOULD BE HELPFUL. DECONSTRUCTING IT… KNOWLEDGE ON ITS LIGHT WORLD COUNTERPART… OR KNOWLEDGE OF ITS RULES WOULD AID GREATLY.”

“Well that sucks.” Susie exhaled with annoyance. “Getting to Kris’ house is a nightmare, especially with Titans swarming us. Actually… uh… tearing that thing apart might be a while.”

One who had participated in the conversation less than the others stepped in. Noelle raised her hand. “U-um, also… we’ll have to keep bringing people to the Shelter. Berdly was… VERY insistent about the apartments getting strained soon. I don’t think we can just… drop that.”

Of course. “THE LOSS OF LIFE… MUST BE PREVENTED.” The goal was to stop the Roaring without untold loss. If anything risked that, then the man must try to mitigate the outcome. “IT WILL ALSO… TAKE TIME TO CONSTRUCT ANYTHING HERE. WE WILL BOTH… REQUIRE TIME. I RECOMMEND… COMING BACK HERE TO COMMUNICATE OUR PROGRESS.” The phone that came from the salesman’s mech was far too large to be carried, and the man worried that the connection would be severed if the thread was cut.

With hope laced in his voice, Ralsei questioned further, “Do you… have anything planned for the Angel coming back here permanently? You say this is temporary… and I don’t really… like that.”

Ah, the man should have considered the prince’s concern for the Angel. Their banishment weighed heavy on his mind. “WE WILL BE PURSUING THAT… AS WELL. I HAVE AN INTEREST IN THEIR HAPPY ENDING… JUST AS I DO YOURS.”

Ralsei’s face lit up. “Thank you.”

“WHEN THE ANGEL ARRIVES… THE GOAL WILL BE THE SAME AS BEFORE. WHAT ALL OF YOU PLAN TO DO… WILL BE LEFT UP TO YOU.” The prophecy still stood. The man still had no idea of how to break it. However, should the Roaring be sealed and the Knight defeated, he did not see a reason as to why an obstacle would appear. And yet, he knew how strong such a prophecy could be. He called the Angel to this world to break its one ending. Hopefully, they could do so when all was said and done.

This would be an intersection of improvisation and experimentation, and the man could not be more pleased. If the world wished to use all that it had against the Angel and their heroes, then they would all simply have to use everything they had against it. Each rule would be bent. Each advantage would be exploited. Soon, they would reach a better ending.

Soon.

 

“Have to move soon,” Kris rasped while the conversation began to come to a close.

Ralsei whipped his head around, not realizing that they couldn’t just stay here for longer. There were so many reasons to get moving. While they all knew that the Angel was safe right now, there was always a chance of something wandering their way… especially with all the commotion. Worse, they had so many things to do before they could even begin to think about keeping up their end of this plan.

“I WOULD… MOVE SOON AS WELL. A TITAN… HAS DEPARTED FROM… THE CENTER.”

Ah. Well, Ralsei finally had his confirmation. Still, the phone would always be here. “When we come back, the Angel will still be here, right?”

A fond noise that Ralsei couldn’t quite place came from the other side. “ALL I REQUIRE… IS THEIR INPUT. I RELAY THEIR THOUGHTS… AFTER ALL. THEY WILL BE HERE… SHOULD THEY NOT BE OCCUPIED.”

Ralsei nodded, understanding. “Well… then I… suppose this is goodbye for a little bit, isn’t it?”

The Angel didn’t want to let go. They could practically imagine the strained smile on Ralsei’s face when he said that. It’d… it’d be okay. Soon, they would be trying to cross over to the other side. Soon, they’d… maybe be able to meet again. “Just tell me if you need me to shine bright, okay? I can do that if you’re in any danger.”

“Sure saved my ass,” Susie chuckled from the other side. “You better stay strong over there, okay? Don’t let those assholes get to you.”

Well, the Angel didn’t quite know about that. After all, despite the fading smile on their face, it still did not change what had ultimately been done. They felt a bit lighter, but they still felt a tug elsewhere. Some things still weren’t fixed… and the Angel didn’t know how to fix them. It was still a long road ahead. 

Which… that reminded them while they looked around the empty expanse. “Do any of you… have advice on making good Dark Worlds?” It was a stupid question to ask to people trapped in the Roaring, but they needed it right now. “I’m… trying to relocate some Darkners, and my Dark Worlds always end up barren.”

“Oh!” Ralsei’s voice came out loud while he shouted, “Angel! I don’t know how it would feel for you… but you may be able to shape the Dark World through the fountain! You just have to… mold the darkness, I suppose. It’s something the centerpiece of Dark Worlds are allowed to do, usually!”

Helpful as always. The Angel would have to make use of that for these Darkners. Besides, they needed to make it somewhere where all of these different beings would belong. 

However, they all needed to be going. The Angel knew that they were stalling for a bit longer. When this talk ended, it would be back to being alone. It’d be back to dealing with everything this world wanted to throw at them. But… they couldn’t hang on forever.

“Be safe, all right? I’ll miss all of you.”

A chorus of goodbyes met the Angel’s ears. They caught Ralsei’s voice the closest, and focused on it again just one more time. “Be nice to yourself, okay?”

It would be difficult to try. It really would. And yet, once again, they managed to get back up. 

The grey figure’s mouth shut. It rose to its feet in front of the Angel, bowing its head. Slowly, the Angel rose to their own feet with the help of their crook, lowering their head back to the fragment.

The Dark World grew silent once again.

For a second, the Angel stood there amidst the thoughts that didn’t want to torment them. They felt clarity for the first time in a while, breathing in deeply while a weight had been lifted. It could never be entirely washed away. There was still so much that hadn’t been made right… and a final sin that still made them wish to rot.

The Angel… didn’t do what they were supposed to. They didn’t remain distant like they were meant to.

And yet, instead of clinging to that thought, they only missed their friends more.

Now… time to get to work.

Notes:

Oguh this chapter.

So this week kinda sucked! I'm not going to go in depth, but the mental state took a massive hit. That's why I'm posting this at 3:18 AM while I'm writing this! I have no sleep! I have to mow the lawn tomorrow! I'm going to turn into a fireball!

Ah well. Things happened. They always do. I managed to release a chapter anyway out of spite.

But ough this chapter.

Difficult all around. Lots of hard conversations to execute. Lots of POVs. Lots of things to actually follow up on. There was meant to be another extra scene that got moved. Curse you actually fleshing out scenes and yapping. When editing, I realized that I THOUGHT this chapter was slow when it in fact very much wasn't really slow. Yeah, a lot of talking, but a lot of important talking and setting up dominoes.

There has been a lot of setting up dominoes. At least there has been some followup on these chapters instead of hee hoo I love setting up the dominoes.

Also once again here comes the weird POV stuff. I gotta stop doing that. I couldn't decide on one POV for the scene so I said "okay all of them where applicable" and kept swapping. We rebuilding 3rd person omniscient in a cave with a box of scraps.

Witty banter over. I'm collapsing into the ground like a skeleton again. I'm so so tired and gotta sleep.

Thank you all for reading as always! I will get to your previous chapter comments tomorrow :D

OH YEAH.
The word count has also gotten insane enough to crawl further up the word count leaderboard overall. Technically I'm considered a crossover fic, but as of now, this is the longest UTDR specific fic which is wild to me. There's... there's still a bit to go. I know I keep saying that but I mean it. Oh god.

Chapter 5 is gonna kick my ass.

Chapter 33: Distant Echo

Summary:

Not all walls can be breached, but an attempt is made anyway.

Notes:

Finally. I didn't have to stay up until 3AM to get the chapter out. This is a huge W.

Let's run the fanart rounds!

nether--prince made a depiction of the phone call scene which is honestly framed incredibly well. I'm still going crazy over all the little details in this one. Good stuff
https://www. /nether--prince/816454133759590400/a-connection-established?source=share

ourasriel depicted the phone call scene with a few extra blurbs on the side, such as Noelle being an Angel = evil theorist.
https://www. /ourasriel/816708016579756032/woooo-finally-got-time-to-make-some-doodles-of?source=share

a-flawed-apparatus made a heroforge of the Angel having a tenna cowthey outfit.
https://www. /a-flawed-apparatus/816777466633912320/draw?source=share

Enjoy the chapter!

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Chapter Text

Four days went by since the Angel disappeared.

It was quiet at home now. At the very least, exams were over, so Frisk didn’t have much to worry about on the college front. It did mean that they couldn’t escape the silence in their own house. It also meant that they couldn’t currently escape the couch.

However, Asriel needed their bed right now more than they did. Nothing had improved. Frisk started to doubt their decision about sticking around here, but if the Angel would go anywhere that Frisk could track, it’d be here. Alphys didn’t say anything about being able to track the Angel’s phone anymore. Frisk was hoping they’d slip up and turn that back on. But for now… all they could rely on was hoping that the Angel would come around to check on Asriel for some reason.

There were few other options.

Besides, after Frisk realized something was up, they understood that this was the only place where they were needed. Mom didn’t make anything for dinner the night before. Frisk didn’t think anything of it and threw something together for themself at the time. Every now and then, mom came down to make something, so Frisk thought that things were fine.

However, as the days went on, mom started to leave the room less and less. Yeah, she always came out to make something for Asriel. She always looked like she was in a rush, but she still talked to Frisk on the way back up the stairs. The bags under her eyes got worse. Even though mom had slept in worse places, Frisk still started to get nervous that she was sleeping in a rickety chair that she brought up there.

A voice crept in their head this morning, echoing the concern on their own, “You start to feel apprehensive about leaving her to her own devices.”

That was how Frisk found themself making breakfast. Granted, it wasn’t… actually early in the morning. That was another worrying thing. Mom didn’t wake Frisk up at all like she usually did. Her mind must’ve been really occupied for that to happen. Still, Frisk got up at a fine enough time to make something nice. There was a lot of food in the fridge that just went unused after the Angel disappeared. Most of it wasn’t breakfast stuff, so Frisk ignored a majority of it in favor of bacon and eggs.

They were a bit rusty due to the dining halls being a thing on campus, but mom didn’t let Frisk get away with not knowing how to cook.

After all that’d happened, Frisk was going to try to make this a little better. They should’ve known that mom would start holding herself up in Asriel’s room more and more. No news was coming. No progress had been made. Everyone was stuck wondering what happened, and the Angel still hadn’t been seen. So… Frisk could do whatever they could right now.

That included getting mom a glass of water with her breakfast. Who knew if she’d even had anything to drink? Well, Frisk wasn’t going to let that slide. With how much mom did for them, they were going to give back just a little bit. 

…Except, when they brought the glass of water away, that telltale sign of something creeping up in their soul came. 

“You barely fill up the glass of water. Pitiful.”

Frisk scrunched their nose. Of all the things Chara chastised them for over the past day, that one was oddly nice. Still, they weren’t going to take that. Thinking to themself, they tried to put on their sassiest mental voice that they could muster, “The way you fill water spills it everywhere.”

“However, you recognize it is more efficient.”

“Not for the clean up!” Frisk eyed the water-level again. They could maybe get away with a little more before they started sloshing it everywhere on the way up the stairs. 

Apparently, Chara was not yet satisfied, and only found themself emboldened when Frisk stopped to look at the water again. “You recall Toriel not coming down often. The more water you provide her now, the later she will need to refill the glass.”

Oh for the love of- Fine. Fine! Frisk grumbled, filling the glass just a bit further. When they thought it would be excessive, they stopped again, pulling the glass away from the fridge.

“You are still inefficient.”

Frisk slapped a hand on their head, some of the water going over the edge of the cup. “Fine. You do it if you’re so ‘efficient’.”

As soon as they were given permission, Chara took control. With confidence, they began to fill the glass even further. The water went up and up, making Frisk want to die a little bit inside. Chara only stopped when the only thing holding the water in the glass was the cohesion at the top. Of course, the moment they moved, parts of it spilled on the ground.

Frisk snickered while their own control came back, “Told you.”

“And yet, it is still more water than you would have procured for her.”

Frisk was not going to win this one. Still, it did something to lighten their chest. It… was nice to have a back-and-forth with Chara that was normal. It reminded them of how things were before… the Angel showed up. 

Grabbing the food, they started to make their way up the stairs. Of course, small drops of water dotted their path while they went up. They weren’t going to think about it anymore, or they would get in another slap fight with Chara. Even if all of their other talks recently weren’t… happy ones, it was nice to know Chara didn’t hate them.

No one had tried to talk to Frisk about Chara again. No amount of trying to convince Chara was working. They wanted to stay hidden, no matter what effect that had on everyone else.

Hopefully, they’d change their mind, but that wasn’t Frisk’s choice.

Of course, when Frisk got all the way up the stairs, they saw that the bedroom door was closed. One would think that they would’ve thought that one through, but they didn’t. The plate in one hand and the water in the other made getting the door open impossible… if they sucked. They knew how to do things efficiently, thank you very much Chara. Frisk effortlessly put the plate of food on top of their head, balancing it while opening the door. They did get an audible groan from Chara. Good. That’ll show them efficiency.

When they opened the door, the reverie died out.

Asriel hadn’t moved an inch since Frisk last saw him. His eyes weren’t even open. Mom blearily blinked her eyes open, pushing glasses up her face while catching a book that nearly slid off of her lap. At least she was sleeping, but if the bags under her eyes meant anything, it wasn’t good sleep at all. 

She glanced at the plate on Frisk’s head, but her eyes lingered longer on the water. A soft, tired smile appeared on her face. “Ah, my child, I… appreciate you bringing that up here, but I’m afraid Asriel might choke on that.”

Well, that confirmed that she wasn’t thinking clearly. Frisk grabbed the plate in their hand, pushing their way fully into the room. “I made it for you. The water’s for you too.” When Frisk tried to put them both in her hands, the water again dripped on the floor.

Toriel lightly chuckled, taking it from them. When she set the plate in her lap, she put a hand on Frisk’s head, ruffling their hair. “Of course, you would think to do that. Thank you. I suppose I have made you worried, have I not?”

While Chara wanted to say yes, Frisk tried to hide their concern just a little more. “I’m just trying to make it all a little easier.”

“I suppose you are.” Again, Toriel’s eyes fell on the glass of water. “You even… filled the glass so efficiently…” Her smile started to fade bit by bit before her gaze turned to Asriel. “Did you know that Asriel used to do that as well? Of course, we all learned it from someone, but he took to it the quickest.”

A pang in their soul meant that someone else knew. However, Frisk shook their head like they didn’t know. “I spilled a lot on the way up.”

Toriel giggled, but it died out faster than her last chuckle. After a while, she sighed, staring at Asriel with an expression that they couldn’t quite read. “I woke up in the Ruins once… with a glass of water filled like that. It happened again at a house party after I… er… had a bit too much to drink. You recall that, do you not?”

Now that, Frisk did remember. It was etched in their brain. Flowey laughed at them a lot afterwards for leaving Toriel in the garage alone to suffer. Eventually, it started to sound more like chiding than anything. He jabbed them over and over again for it, but it went on for way longer than his taunts usually did. 

“I just wonder… why he never told me.” Her eyelids grew heavy, the food going untouched while she spoke, “I have been asking myself that question over and over. He has seen me many times. He was your best friend. Yet… Asriel never told me who he was. I have to wonder…”

Frisk didn’t like how she swayed in her chair. Grabbing the plate and glass just to make sure they were steady, they suggested, “Mom, would it be better if I stayed here with him while you… got some actual sleep?”

“Ah, my apologies.” Toriel sat up a little straighter, focusing her vision. “I am not tired, simply reminiscing.” But still, exhaustion had settled in over all of her features. She kept staring past Frisk at Asriel. His eyes stayed shut. “Frisk, did he ever… mention anything about himself? You said the Angel helped you break the barrier, and Asriel was part of it. Did you…” She sighed, clamping her eyelids shut. “My apologies. I was just curious if you knew about him.”

Even though a knot wound up in Frisk’s chest, they couldn’t lie to her about this. They sucked in a breath, holding it for a bit. “I saw him… as himself.” They let go, folding their arms around their body to step back a little bit. Her face wasn’t mad, but her eyes shut tighter with a nod like she expected it. “He asked me not to tell anyone. He thought that no matter what… he wasn’t going to be himself anymore. He thought he couldn’t be Asriel anymore. I… wanted him to tell you that, but…” Frisk looked at Asriel’s frozen form, and wondered what he could be dreaming about. “I don’t think he can right now.”

Mom kept nodding a few times, the motion getting less and less pronounced every time. Eventually, she opened her eyes again. They looked a bit watery. “Thank you, my child. I just… wonder how much I have failed him if he truly believed… that he could not come to me no matter what. He is still my child, no matter what form he takes.”

A feeling that wasn’t Frisk’s own coiled up in their own soul. They didn’t say anything, but they wished that they could make sure that Chara never forgot those words.

But, Frisk could never tell mom why Asriel became the way he was. Flowey went through so much. They couldn’t tell her that Flowey went to her originally, but she truly wasn’t enough for him. She couldn’t fill whatever void had been created inside of him. Was it a failure? Frisk didn’t know. They weren’t there when it happened. They didn’t know what it was like.

“I wonder if I am failing even now.” Toriel stared at the glass of water, tears building in her eyes. She took a deep breath, shutting her eyes and clearing them out. “Even now, it does not feel like enough. I cannot help him. I cannot reach him. And now… I am handed a glass of water just like before… and I just have to wonder… what else is still out of my reach?”

With all of their might, Frisk hoped that Chara would see what they were doing. Their presence could be felt now. No matter how much Frisk lied in their stead, and no matter how much Chara wanted to fade into the background, too much damage had been done. Toriel looked at Frisk like they had anything to offer, but Frisk didn’t. It wasn’t their choice. They couldn’t pull Chara out by force. They could only reveal them… and then hope that Chara would still talk to them.

Instead, Chara’s voice crept in, trying to keep their distance, “You have done all you could. I am sure he will be grateful when all of this is over.” But no matter how much Chara tried to stay in the background, Frisk could feel a foreign guilt within their soul. Chara wasn’t as distant as they tried to make themself seem.

Tiredness in Toriel’s eyes returned again. She turned back to Asriel, nodding like she understood something. “I suppose it is my burden to bear. No matter how much I wish to never let him go again, I let him go once. Perhaps, that was enough.” She shut her eyes. “Just know that you can talk to me at any time, all right? I will always be here.”

Deep down, Frisk didn’t think that was for them. Still, they nodded when Chara left them alone with control over their body. It was becoming a habit, drawing their parents’ attention and then proceeding to leave Frisk to do the cleanup. Frisk politely excused themself from the room, trying to not notice the way that mom watched them on the way out.

When the door shut behind them, they sighed. Really, they were overextending far too much for Chara’s sake. Every time mom looked at Frisk like that, it was because someone else was there. Frisk had to look their mom dead in the eye over and over again and say that no, there wasn’t anything happening. How much longer could they keep this up? Frisk didn’t want to keep this up anymore, but they didn’t exactly want to alienate one of their best friends who was also coincidentally stuck to them forever!

So, again, starting it all early this time, Frisk argued, “You know that she knows you’re there, right?” Part of them wanted to yell that out loud, but they managed to stamp down the urge. If they messed up even once, mom was going to notice.

Chara’s presence receded even further while the two of them went downstairs. “You recall your explanation about the heart locket. She has little reason to not believe it.”

Oh, for the love of god. Frisk rubbed their hands over their face. “The Angel pointed you out! Did you see how she was talking about the glass of water? I know you’re not that stupid! You’re the most observant person I know!”

Unfortunately, the flattery did very little. Chara stayed in silence for long enough for Frisk to think they were ignoring them. Before Frisk could comment, Chara answered, “Of course, anyone would be a fool not to realize. She should have never had to ask these questions. She sees a figment that is no longer there.”

“What do you even mean when you say that?!?” Frisk found their lips moving while they thought, and got it back under control. No sound came out. “You still care for her. You still check in on Asgore. You’re worried about Asriel. You’re still you.”

“Doing what little penance I can does not mean I can be their child once more,” Chara snapped back, a jolt going through Frisk’s soul at the ferocity. “Pray tell, Frisk, what kind of child becomes a rot to their own family? With my singular decision, no part of it survived. Not me… not Asriel… and not even their marriage survived. Six humans perished in the wake. Monsterkind nearly fed themselves to a war against humanity. Forgive me for being the only one willing to see the consequences of their actions, and wishing for them to mean something.”

How long would the consequences need to last? A decade already went by with Chara fading into the background. What more did they think they deserved? “She doesn’t look at you that way. You heard her. She just wonders what she did to fail you-”

“She didn’t.” More forcefully, the jolt came back. It wasn’t conscious by any means. It wasn’t an attack. It was just Chara rising up with emotion that Frisk’s soul felt with all of its intensity. “You recall that she does not know what truly happened that day. You recall that she believes I passed due to a sickness. You recall… that all of this was intentional.” The buzz in Frisk’s soul started to die down. Chara’s voice quieted. “Stop asking. You know it will only end the same.”

“I can’t cover for you for much longer!” Frisk protested. It wasn’t just about Chara anymore! How could they look at mom’s face and continue this lie? “I’m just asking you to understand that she’s not going to hate you-”

Something sour permeated the air. Chara’s voice lowered. “Should you reveal me without my wishes, I will not answer when my name is called. I would rather never answer again.”

“It’s not going to be me revealing you.” Everyone already knew. It wasn’t Frisk’s fault.

“Then pray they move on before then.”

At the worst possible moment, the doorbell rang. Frisk flinched, cursing under their breath while Chara receded. Hopefully, mom would stay upstairs with her breakfast. Just in case, Frisk yelled, “I’ll get it!” This conversation wasn’t stopping here, but Frisk didn’t have a choice but to answer the door. It’d have to wait.

Nervously, Alphys wrung her hands out on the other side. When the door firmly opened, she jumped a bit, readjusting her glasses. Some of the anxiety bubbling over her body subsided when she saw Frisk. “O-oh! Sorry… for um… intruding. I didn’t know if it was too early to knock or if anyone would be asleep or-”

She’d been standing at the door for ten minutes, wasn’t she? Frisk glanced around the front, finding no Undyne with her. “We’re awake. Is there something you needed? You don’t… have Undyne with you.”

“W-well… we didn’t want to… crowd the house. She’s going to pick something up at the diner for the two of us.” Alphys shook her head, orienting herself. “I… did come here for a reason. Toriel is probably not going to be happy about this, but… there’s something we need to check.” She notably did not mention Asriel’s name in public. If that got out, things would spread FAST.

“Mom’s been wanting answers, so…” Frisk stepped out from the doorway, letting Alphys shuffle in. Though, she looked around like something in the house would wake up and jump out at her. Something made her more nervous than usual. “Did you find something bad?”

Alphys jumped. “What? No! It’s just… a theory that Undyne and I have. Hopefully, we’re just seeing patterns where there’s nothing, b-but… this is just to be sure.” Over and over, she scratched her arms with her claws. “Sorry if I’m uh… sounding weirdly vague??? I just think Toriel needs to hear this first b-before I absolutely fumble it.”

Well, there went mom’s breakfast. Frisk gestured for Alphys to follow them up the stairs. By the time the two of them reached the top, mom was already out of the room, standing in front of the door. Her arms weren’t crossed, but she furrowed her brow when Alphys came up the stairs. “Good morning, Alphys. You are here for a reason, I assume.” With how imposing mom could be, Frisk realized how they could hardly tell when she was struggling sometimes. It was hard to focus on it when she got like this, to see the aloofness through her guard.

Apparently, Alphys didn’t see through it in the slightest. “I- well- of course, I’m not just… visiting for no reason. But! I’ll start with the good news first!” It was the only thing Alphys could think to do to slowly push Toriel in the right direction. “His stats and magic are exceptional. He doesn’t seem to be in any… physical danger. The check went without any real p-problems.”

Toriel sighed, pinching the bridge of her snout, “I assume that the bad news is going to be a particularly hard pill to swallow.”

Sweat dripped down Alphys’ face. She nervously smiled. “S-so… the one thing that I couldn’t check outright… was the soul. If he’s alive… and a check can even be cast on him… then he should have a soul. Of course, I can’t just check that without… being invasive…” Alphys trailed off. Neither Frisk nor Toriel prompted her further, so she was forced to continue. “Monster souls don’t just come out like human ones do. I-if it was a human soul, then we’d just engage him in a fight! Which-”

“You are not even going to consider summoning a battle near him,” Toriel clearly stated, drawing a line in the sand.

“I-I get that! A-and I don’t want to do it either! It’s just…” She adjusted her glasses again. “Asriel’s magical abilities… his stats… his determination levels… are very similar to the Angel’s.”

A chill went down Frisk’s spine. Chara leaned in.

Alphys continued to elaborate. “I-I don’t want to rig Asriel up to anything while we’re doing this. Isolating monster souls a-at all is a bad idea. So… I want to rule out the worst option first.”

Frisk’s voice felt a little smaller when they questioned, “What’s the worst option?”

“W-well… the Angel’s… completely gone. They were really weird about how they described their soul and body. They called their body a vessel.” She shivered. “So if their soul is what’s… keeping Asriel together… then the easiest way to know would be to… call it out. And if that doesn’t work, th-then we can move to more refined methods!”

Frisk’s head turned to the room that Asriel was in. Surely, if the Angel was there, they would’ve wreaked much more havoc. They weren’t one to just sit around for days on end with one of their goals, but the thought irked Frisk enough. They knew what it was like to have the Angel’s influence over them. Could Asriel… possibly be the same way? The weird thing was, the Angel had control over Frisk for a while, but Frisk’s soul was still their own. With all that happened with Chara, it’d make sense for someone’s soul to transfer control. Frisk hoped that wasn’t what was happening. They needed to.

Despite all of that, the idea for a fight didn’t sit well. Toriel tried to dispel the idea quickly. “What are your other options for analyzing a soul? Surely you have one other than a fight, correct?”

Alphys scratched the back of her head. “Observing souls is… incredibly difficult. Since m-monsters are attuned to their souls more closely, bodily composition can help figure out… if a soul is healthy or not. B-but a check usually handles the essentials of what a soul… outputs, like… communicating certain attributes. The problem is that right now… I-I think we need to observe it. Visually.” The hand scratching the back of her head immediately rubbed the side of her face. “If… if it doesn’t come out during a fight, then I think we’re i-in the clear with this! But I’m just… getting more and more worried that something’s wrong, and-”

“You are not bringing my child into a battle.” Toriel more firmly put herself in front of the door.

However, Frisk couldn’t sit around and let this go unchecked. Whatever fate Asriel was stuck in right now, it couldn’t go on. There was a lot they needed to talk about with him, but if he was in the same situation that Frisk used to be in, then they had to do something about it. So, carefully, they suggested to mom, “What if… you brought him into a fight? You wouldn’t even have to do anything, right? Last I checked… most fights were just monsters trying to express themselves anyway.”

Toriel’s gaze softened when she looked at Frisk. Though, she didn’t seem quite comfortable with the idea. Her arms folded while she looked away. “If he wakes up… seeing his own mother threatening him… I am afraid of what he will begin to think of me. He has already been through too much.”

Of all the people who rarely engaged in “fights”, Toriel went into them the least. She would be apprehensive about the whole thing. Still, Frisk insisted, “I’ve seen fights used for a lot of things that… isn’t fighting. Papyrus hung out with me using it one time! I’m sure Asriel would understand if I explained it to him after. He trusts me!” Frisk didn’t really know that anymore, but if it helped mom even the slightest bit, they needed to take it. Then again… “If whatever Alphys is doing will fix it.”

“I-I wouldn’t say fix…” She shrank into herself a little bit while Toriel’s glare came back to her. “M-more just… figuring out how to proceed from here. Everything else has been… pretty much a dead end. J-just wanna cover all my bases!”

Despite how much mom hated what she was hearing, Frisk saw her head slowly turn back to the bedroom door. She considered it. After all, she’d spent days in there waiting for anything. Again, like something would’ve changed, Toriel questioned, “You’re certain this is the only way to… observe his soul? And you are certain that this will not bring him more pain?”

Alphys tried to maintain her smile, but it started to crack even more. “I-I don’t. A-after all that I’ve done… it’d be stupid to even think that this might not go wrong too. I just…” She clamped her eyes shut, trying to find the right words. Thankfully, mom stayed patient this time. Maybe, she was too tired to keep fighting back without needing to. “Souls don’t appear from nowhere. If… if there’s even a chance that th-the Angel did something… or that their soul is there… then I can’t just… not say something.”

Even without Chara’s presence exuding pure disgust at the mention of the Angel’s soul being with Asriel, Frisk didn’t know if they were comfortable with the idea either. Frisk didn’t mind the feeling as much when they had the Angel guiding their moves. But, there were other issues. It didn’t explain why the Angel was around for long enough to run when Asriel appeared in the Light World. There were so many questions, and suddenly Frisk realized why Alphys sounded like a nervous wreck.

None of this should make any sense, but it barely made enough sense that it had to be checked.

Finally, mom gave up. “I suppose… if it gets us any closer, then we must do whatever we can.” Her hand twisted the doorknob, but she didn’t open the door before laying ground rules. “I will be the one who will draw him into a fight, and I expect for you to not rush me.”

“O-of course! Wouldn’t dream of it!” Truly, Alphys wouldn’t. Alphys looked like she was dying from the mere thought of even trying to push Toriel this far.

Frisk notably wasn’t looked at when the door opened, and they realized what it meant. They were not being left out of this one. “I’m coming in too! I… technically know the Angel the best, so if anyone else should be here for this, I should.”

Of course, mom froze in front of the door, beginning to once again draw it closer to shut. “My child, it is going to get quite crowded in there. Are you… certain that you wish to be a part of this?”

“He’s my friend. Of course I do.” They were going to be there no matter what, even if this meant nothing in the end.

Toriel sighed, but a soft smile did appear on her face. “I suppose that I should have expected that. Very well. Just… try to keep it down. I am unsure if this will be overwhelming for him.” Finally, Toriel pushed her way into the room.

Alphys stole a nervous glance at Frisk before filing in after her. Frisk’s room wasn’t small by any means, but with four people within… it started to feel a bit tight. Once again, they got a good look at Asriel.

His eyes still hadn’t opened.

Thankfully, mom did actually eat a little bit before Alphys showed up. It looked like she really did just forget to make herself something. With one problem starting to go away, Frisk focused on the other.

Mom stood next to Asriel’s bedside, calling out, “Asriel? Can you hear me?”

Asriel did not respond.

“I apologize for this. Alphys is trying to… help us discern what is happening to you.” She glanced at the two of them. When she turned back, Asriel’s eyes were open. They stared at the ceiling, but no emotion could come out of them. They were entirely blank, missing anything that would tell Frisk how he was feeling. “Do not worry. I will not let anything hurt you.”

Asriel’s eyes stayed open. His face didn’t change.

Mom’s smile started to fade when she turned back to Alphys. “There is nothing more I need to do after I… draw him into a fight, correct?”

Shakily, Alphys nodded. “I-I just need to see if… if anything else happens. So… uh… nope! Nothing else!”

Frisk felt a presence leaning in with them. They watched with bated breath while Toriel turned back to Asriel. Nothing should happen here, right? Monster souls weren’t drawn out in fights. Frisk saw the Angel run. Their soul shouldn’t be with Asriel. Even though the Angel vanished, it was after Asriel was already here. There wasn’t dust in the hallway, so they couldn’t have just… lost form in some way.

It’d be fine, but Frisk stayed wary.

Toriel brought her hands up. The world began to focus in on her and Asriel. His eyes remained wide, fixated on the ceiling. He didn’t react like a battle was happening. He didn’t move when the color drained from the environment.

A flash of light broke through the monochrome.

Toriel’s gaze turned down, immediately trying to track the offending flash.

Once more, it burned brighter. 

Alphys caught it this time, light reflecting in her glasses while she recoiled.

A third flash, and the trill of a soul engaging filled the air.

Frisk stared at a lone, crimson speck floating above Asriel’s chest. It was small, so difficult to see, but it stood out clearly in the darkness. Against their will, Frisk’s own soul flickered to life on their chest. Monochromes expanded to Alphys, pulling her into the fight’s domain as well. Frisk didn’t have time to consider if it was Toriel protecting both of them, or something else expanding its influence.

Claws sank into the bed. A body that hadn’t moved from its spot for days slowly began to rise.

Impossibly, Asriel sat up.

 


 

Well, this Dark World wasn’t nearly as bad as the previous one.

It wasn’t perfect. In fact, the Angel completely failed to utilize a detail of the last one in favor of a new perspective. The large, stone monolith that the Angel didn’t know how to use continued to be made out of pale stone. Instead, the Angel replaced it in favor of a quaint area a small distance away from the Dark Fountain.

Their will had been scattered before. All they needed before was a reprieve, a place to hide from all that happened outside. The best isolation involved Darkners being turned to stone. No matter how much the Angel wanted to change their will, it kept pushing forward. But finally… with their head just a little bit clearer… they managed to make something else.

Darkners needed to belong in a Dark World to not turn to stone. However, belonging didn’t necessarily only involve the room. Paige proved this multiple times over in other Dark Worlds. The longest one they’d been in… was within the lab. Paige never turned to stone there when the purpose of discovery was needed, even though the Angel never used it. Even more obvious in the church, some Darkners belonged only in certain perspectives. Some Darkners changed depending on who made the fountain. It was all about whether or not they belonged.

So… how could the Angel make a Dark World where everyone belonged? Emulating Castle Town felt difficult to accomplish. Ralsei talked about it being a fountain made of pure darkness, but the Angel also wondered if the supply closet helped things a bit. In a way, Darkners were merely being put into storage for use later. However, the room of an inn was nothing like that. It was a place of rest.

…or rather, temporary rest. The inn was a stopping place before continuing a journey. People wouldn’t stay here forever, but it could house someone for as long as they needed.

Again, the giant monolith went unused. However, the Angel had a personal theory that it was meant to be a hotel of some kind. Somewhere, the Angel must’ve messed up, because they ended up with a much smaller motel near the ground level. Granted… smaller might’ve been understating it. The Angel counted three buildings with ten rooms each while they reentered the Dark World from above, which would hopefully be enough for the Darkners that they had to bring in. Hopefully, this would make the Darkners happy.

Baby steps. In their defense, most of Susie’s Dark World was upside down. This was tricky. Then again, Kris got it first try, but they also had insider knowledge, so…

The Angel took a deep breath, slamming into the ground on their latest fall. Under their cloak, their vessel still twitched nervously the more time that passed since the phone call. They were trying to keep it together… trying to keep the momentum going… but they already wanted to ask how everyone was doing again. The four of them- even though Noelle and the Angel didn’t talk much during that- were now all back in the Roaring. Anything could go wrong at any time. They were all in danger again, and the Angel started to worry the more time that passed.

Worse, the man needed to rest right now. He’d pushed himself far, and his fragments hadn’t made appearances since the call. It was fine. One thing at a time. The Angel would need to talk to him to figure out which direction he needed them to go in, but they had a different distraction right now.

Looking up, the Angel covered their eyes like sunlight would get in it. Silver sparkles rained down from above, one joining the Angel’s shoulder while the others fluttered around the Dark World. The Angel held their breath, straightening their cloak while Darkners started to take form all around.

Crude drawings animated all around, the most numerous of the Darkners that the Angel collected. Bronze snowflakes hovered in the air, snowglobes completing a dome in the center like a UFO. Those ones, the Angel found incredibly strange with what form they took. Then again, they supposed that wasn’t the strangest Darkner they’d seen. Two large plushies towered over the rest of the Darkners, easily three times the Angel’s height. And yet, they cowered the most.

Darkners clutched their heads. Some rushed to help each other up. One of the plushes turned to the Angel, the one that they met on the stairwell, and the beady eyes became terrified all over again.

It must’ve been horrifying to wake up in a world like this after all that’d happened. However, with the veil protecting them, the Angel could hide just how terrified they were when so many expectant eyes fell on them. All of these Darkners saw what the Angel was capable of. All of them could’ve been told stories by Asriel about what the Angel was like.

So, they prepared. The Angel didn’t know how to find their voice with so many eyes on them. Thankfully, they had a voice on their shoulder.

Paige flapped its wings, hopping up on top of the Angel’s one intact horn. Just this once, the Angel would allow it. Paige shouted in a chipper voice, “Hi! Hi everyone! The Angel has a message for you! They wrote it on me! See?” Happily, Paige ruffled its feathers. Words unfolded from one of them, definitely not visible to any of the Darkners nearby, but Paige was enthused regardless. It knew what the Angel needed to say, but said it in its own way, “Angel knows this is scary! Lots of scary things! I was there! But! There’s a lot of you, and the Angel wants to make sure you’re all happy!”

Under their veil, the Angel watched different faces start to grow more unsure of what was happening. Guarded and fearful gazes started to crack at the sudden shift in how they were being treated. Was it… really that bad being part of Asriel’s kingdom? Of course it was. He charred so many Darkners. The Angel just hoped that they were fast enough to keep it from getting worse, but they weren’t.

Paige continued, “Lots of rooms to stay! Can be comfy! Make yourself very comfy! The Angel will check in! Soon, they’ll figure out how to make more things! They’ll make sure you’re all okay!” It ruffled its feathers again, the words folding in. “No fighting! No being mean! This is safe place!”

However, despite some faces beginning to smile and relax, others still lingered on the Angel themself. They were unsure, terrified that they had fallen to a new captor.

The Angel summoned what little voice they had, and it came out quiet in the dark. “I’m sorry I wasn’t fast enough… to stop him from hurting all of you. I’ll… try to do whatever I can to make this better.”

Could they really make it better? The Angel didn’t know. After all, they’d sentenced Asriel himself to a fate far worse. They stared down at their own soul, noticing how funny it was that it didn’t even feel that different. A thread existed. Nothing had been lost. Everything had been changed. It was undetectable.

Quickly, the Angel stamped down the thoughts. It wouldn’t do them any good.

Darkners decided to finally take their word at face value. They didn’t have much of a choice, the Angel realized all too late. Many of them would be scared of the Angel regardless after how violent the fight became. They didn’t have a single option but to obey, or to die fighting the Angel.

And yet, they told the Darkners that they would visit.

The Angel walked around the three buildings arranged in a U-shape. The Dark Fountain sat far away from the opening, barren and alone. This place was still incomplete. It didn’t grow like Castle Town did. But for now, the Angel would do what they could.

One of the plushies, darker grey, managed to shove itself through the small door of one of the rooms. The malleability of its body made it possible, but the action looked uncomfortable. Worse, it seemed to only do it when the Angel got close, as if to hide.

Curious, the Angel’s wing twitched. The door wasn’t shut, so they technically had the plush pinned. They would cast a check to get a species name, but the Angel didn’t want to startle it any further. Instead, they talked aloud to Paige, “Can you… make a note at all that I should make some of these doors bigger?”

“You have to write! Can’t write on myself!” Paige danced on their shoulder. “If you forget, I’ll remind you later!”

The plush had its stubby hands over its eyes, trying to make itself smaller the entire time. When the talk about the door was heard, the hands slowly started to lower. It stared at the Angel, asking in a pathetically small voice, “Is it… really over…?”

This one was dark-grey, the same color as the one that the Angel met on the stairs. Cautiously, the Angel stepped up to the threshold of the door. They didn’t enter, because the poor thing started to shrink back a little more. They could answer from here. That was fine. “I think it is. No one’s going to hurt you here.”

The stubby hands wrapped around the plush’s body as best that they could. They didn’t get far. But, the beady eyes began to look at the ground. “He used to play with me. Why didn’t he like me anymore?”

The Angel’s grip on the doorframe tightened. A thread on their soul was tugged again. If this link truly did exist, then the Angel hoped that Asriel could feel even an ounce of the heartbreak that they did. However, the Angel didn’t have an answer for the poor stuffed plush. Instead, they tried to offer something else. “You had a friend, right? A Darkner like you? Do you… want me to go get them?”

Silently, the plush nodded.

Okay. Okay. The Angel could do that. Turning away from the doorframe, they scanned the makeshift courtyard. The white plush stood out like a sore thumb, looking every which way for something that it couldn’t find. Quickly, the Angel rushed down, Darkners making way when their red cloak was spotted. 

However, this Darkner didn’t seem nearly as terrified of the Angel. There was a bit more ferocity when it asked, “Where’s my friend? You brought my friend here, right?”

Did they… not see each other on the way in? Both of them were quite tall. Well, the chaos probably made this Darkner lose its focus. The Angel lifted their crook, pointing in the direction of the room. “Your friend is safe… and I think you two should stick together right now.”

With one act of kindness, the wariness of the Darkner bled away. It rushed past the Angel, giving them a wide berth regardless to rush up to the small room. Once again, it too had to make a tight fit. That room was going to be too small in general… another problem to handle later.

Of course, the Angel’s job wasn’t done when a shoddily drawn bolt of lightning shot into the air nearby.

“I called this room first!”

“Don’t care! Strongest gets the room! Fight me for it!”

Ah, so this was how Ralsei felt trying to rush around Castle Town all the time. The Angel walked as quickly as they could towards the commotion. Multiple drawings of monsters looked their way before stepping back.

Immediately, Paige flapped its wings while still perched on the Angel’s horn. “Told you all no fighting!!! Why are you still fighting???”

The offending Darkner’s head spun around. The Angel’s wings stiffened when they saw a crudely drawn version of Asriel’s Hyperdeath form standing on the walkway. It… was just a different Darkner. After all, the Angel knew where Asriel was right now. Unfortunately, it must have shared his temperament, because it turned back to the Loox drawing that it was currently bullying. Crude paper lightning danced in the air in odd patterns.

“No.” The Angel’s crook snagged around the neck of the Darkner, magic sputtering out after they broke its focus. “I don’t know what Asriel taught you, but we’re not fighting here.”

Trying to free itself, the Darkner reached up for the crook. It was swiftly swept off of its feet, being dragged away from the Loox. “Come on! Sneak attacks aren’t fair! You’re not even fighting fair!”

This was going to be annoying to handle. However, the Angel didn’t exactly consider what would happen if a Darkner got particularly rowdy down here. They didn’t have a jail or anything like Castle Town did, nor did they think it would really do good things for morale. So… they supposed that they would have to do things the old fashioned way.

“If I fight fair, would you listen to me?” The Angel questioned, taking the Darkner down the stairs and into the courtyard.

Shockingly, the Darkner considered the idea. It nodded its head, crude teeth baring. “You picked the wrong fight. I shoot lightning from my fingertips! I can make fire hotter than the sun! I can-” 

The Angel had drawn the attention of other Darkners. Well, watching them fight someone might lower morale too, but the Angel learned other ways to fight in their time with their friends. Perhaps, when the Darkners saw that, they would all understand the new world that they were living in. So, when the Angel dragged the Darkner far enough, they finally unhooked their crook, taking a few steps away.

Of course, the Darkner tried to sneak attack them instead. The Angel’s wings twitched, their soul flaring to life while battle asserted itself. The attack dissipated without being able to land a hit on them when the mere act of battle interrupted them. “I don’t believe it was your turn,” the Angel said, turning around. They dispelled their weapon while Darkners watched on. It’d be harder to move, but they were more agile in the Dark Worlds. To make a clear display, both hands left their cloak before wrapping around their back. With an ACT, they tried to reason, “This is a world where you don’t have to fight. If there’s something about your room that you don’t like, you can simply ask.”

“Uh, fighting is how we talk, idiot!” The crude form of Asriel really did take after him. Stars started to rain from the sky, pale imitations of the ones the Angel had already faced. It still caused nerves to build under their fur. “The strongest gets the gold! The strongest gets all the praise!”

The Angel sighed, their soul floating forward to weave through the attacks. They could comfortably sit behind the space in-between while they willed their soul to weave in and out of the shattering stars. Darkners traced the floating heart through the air, more commotion being drawn. They had to think from the Darkner’s point of view. It was a drawing… no doubt designed with Asriel’s penchant for making strong original characters in mind. Perhaps, fighting really was all it knew.

When the Angel’s soul returned to their chest, they chose to Check. This Darkner was called a Scribbl. It was created with the intention to fight, so even without Asriel’s Dark World, there was still personal investment on its own part. Very well. Lightning trailed their soul while they floated between attacks that they already knew.

Again, the Angel chose to ACT. “Other people here won’t understand how you communicate. They’ve seen enough fighting already. You could avoid a lot by simply talking.”

The Scribbl rolled its eyes. “Like you even GET me! All my pals up there LIKE fighting! Who cares if everyone else doesn’t get it? This whole place is made for them! Where’s our spot, huh?”

Curiously, the Darkner dropped its turn. The Angel had a free move. Though, different Darkners did have different needs… ways to feel fulfilled that didn’t quite match up with everyone else. So… perhaps an understanding could be reached. “If it’s true that your friends like fighting… as long as it remains friendly… I can try to make you a space for that.”

“Really?” The sloppily drawn eyes turned into stars. A childlike wonder washed over its entire body. “There was a super duper cool coliseum that we never got to use!!! Could you make us one of those? We won’t kill each other! Promise! There wouldn’t be anyone left to fight with!”

The Angel turned their head towards the other Scribbls hanging out on the walkway to the left. A few of them were enthusiastically chattering amongst themselves. Perhaps, they really did need that to stay entertained. The Angel did need to bargain. “I’ll make it for you… as soon as I figure out how. I have to make sure everyone is situated. Until then… you can fight outside of this little area. Just don’t go too far.”

Apparently, the once judgemental Darkner had no more issues with the Angel. Excitedly, it called up to its friends. “Hear that??? We can fight for the rooms over there!!!”

Cheers erupted from the other crude drawings. The other Darkners appeared just as confused as the Angel. Well, as long as they were happy… and no one was getting hurt… The Angel lifted a hand, sparing the Scribbl.

Still, the Angel watched the Darkner run off to its friends. They took the fighting as outright hostility before, but the Angel learned something during that fight. Even though the Scribbl’s nature was to fight, it treated it as childlike play. And yet… when the Angel compared the Darkner to the creator that made it, it didn’t think murder was play. To these Darkners, fighting was just lighthearted fun. It brought out competitiveness. It… was simple.

What was the person like who made them? The Angel wondered if they’d truly met the person who made those drawings, or if he really had changed too much. Asriel’s version of play had real consequences. But… while the Angel watched those Darkners file off to fight elsewhere, they started to wonder what kind of person Asriel used to be.

Before they came to this world and knew how it progressed, they thought that he’d have a chance to be that person again. Instead, he killed them. He loathed them. He really hated them enough to bring pain and suffering wherever he went.

The Angel had to wonder how no one else saw that from him on the surface. They had to wonder if maybe their presence here changed him for the worse. The person who made those drawings was ensnared in the Angel’s grasp, those questions forever being unanswered.

As they walked through the town to take note of other Darkners, the Angel received less stares. No one went entirely rigid when they came by, even if paths were still being cleared. The Angel accidentally focused too hard on one, skimming its thoughts with very few mental defenses. Seeing the Angel not lift a finger to solve the conflict apparently roused confidence just a bit.

If only they all knew…

They could hide in this world for a little longer. They could be seen as a savior to these Darkners. In the end, they would be returning to the Light World soon… where their crimes were far more distinct. However, the Angel still needed to take inventory.

One of the bronze snowflakes couldn’t quite figure out how to get through a door. That meant that they’d started inspecting the giant stone monolith outside. Strangely, they seemed to enjoy hanging off of it far more than the rooms. When the Angel came to investigate them, the Darkners descended to greet them.

The snowflake edges were sharp. However, they took care to spin slowly around the Angel. Curiously, they asked, “I didn’t think that you were part of Asriel’s room. How did all of you get there?”

Instead of answering in words, the snowflakes spun. Snowglobes that rested at their center immediately started to kick up snow. Through the thick layer, the Angel started to see an image. Ash was kicked up everywhere. Fire flickered through the snow, turning the inside of the snow globe orange. The Dark World within the globe started to melt, a winter wonderland being destroyed while countless Darkners that the Angel never saw turned to ash.

…bronze snowflakes, huh?

The snow within the globe began to settle down slowly. In a way, it felt like the Darkner was expressing sadness in the only way it knew how.

They were entirely encased with metal. It would’ve been harder to sear them unlike so many other things that Asriel targeted. They were witnesses to a massacre. The Angel’s next choice was obvious. There was still something that they could do.

“I’ll… make sure they’re given a nice spot to rest, okay?” The Angel failed all of those Darkners. They weren’t fast enough. They weren’t strong enough. For a while, they remembered a kid running out of the exact house Flowey killed them in front of. Back when the Angel first walked through the Underground, they never knew who that person was. Maybe, that person wasn’t even a child. But… in the lonely house so filled with ash… the Angel wondered if those bronze snowflakes belonged to someone familiar.

After all, there were similarities.

The image of Suzy flashed through the Angel’s head, and they turned away from the Darkner. 

No, the Angel couldn’t seek out who these snowflakes belonged to. After all, they had proven that they couldn’t act how they should around those they recognized. Suzy wasn’t their Susie. No matter how much the Angel tried to deny it, why did they really befriend her? Even if their intentions were pure, they dragged her into forces beyond her control. They forced her to listen to every single whine and complaint they made. They made her believe that she would have a friend when the Angel wasn’t even thinking about her in the end.

That note they left would have to be enough. Simply saying sorry could never be enough, but this was always coming eventually. The Angel shouldn’t have even thought about doing this to her.

The Angel started running out of things to do in the Dark World that they knew how to do. Thoughts about making sure that Darkners were taken care of slowly bled away to wondering if their friends were all right in the darkness. Travel through the Roaring took a while. Were they taking care of themselves? Did the Angel even ask? 

At this point, they could all be anywhere.

The Angel wouldn’t know how they were all doing. Worse, they couldn’t even talk to the man right now about his plan. There were so many theoreticals that they had to discuss… and the Angel had no idea how they would handle creating anything on their end. Would it be as simple as throwing an offbrand console into the Dark World? The Angel could try, but they’d already shown that they were struggling with creating anything simple. That game was fueled by something deeply seeded in Kris’ own psyche to form unprompted. Replicating it would be no easy feat… if it could even be replicated at all.

So little time. So little time. The Angel ran out of things to do in the Dark World without taking more time to focus on the Dark Fountain to make new things. Ralsei gave them a tip, but the more the Angel thought about his voice, the more they started to stress out. They needed to do something, but didn’t know where to go.

Start somewhere. This Dark World wouldn’t bring them anything useful. The Angel needed to go back into the light to continue their search. At the very least, they needed to calm down. The solace of the Dark World had broken in favor of lively commotion, but the Angel realized that their senses began to fray the longer they stayed in the middle of it.

The Angel needed to clear their head, and they knew exactly where to go.

Their feet guided them to a beam of light stretching from high above. The Angel leapt into it, returning to the Light World.

Paige turned into a small notepad once more, and the Angel thumbed through their notes. They realized they’d forgotten to mark a tally today for the amount of days spent away. Nine days had gone by. It felt longer, all things considered. One of those days consisted of loading over and over again. Keeping track like this would mean little with how time no longer obeyed the Angel’s commands, but it was all they could do that wasn’t their save-points.

At some point, the time spent when they saved stopped registering as useful information. The numbers on the clock grew too numerous. Keeping track like this made it more… digestible. It also made it all too real, the Angel realized, as they clicked the pen again and stuffed it into their satchel with the notepad.

Each tally was another day that the Roaring went on. Perhaps… with what the man said… it was another two or three days. How many times did the Angel load, costing even more precious time? Everyone was still alive, but the Roaring couldn’t be denied forever.

Stay calm. They had to stay calm. They’d just talked to everyone. Ralsei’s voice rang through their head, asking them again to take care of themself.

The Angel thought of a room in their head, walking through a threshold and appearing in another. They pulled the hood of their hoodie over their head, small holes that they poked through them slotting unevenly over their horns. Even though no one was really in the Underground anymore, the Angel didn’t really want to take chances being spotted. It wasn’t like it would help much considering the tail being dragged behind them, but…

While the Angel dragged their tail through the mud, they remembered a friend questioning them on why they never lifted it. The voice came and went, the Angel sighing. They lifted their tail from the mud, once more becoming conscious of the limb while they took a look around the room that they’d ended up in.

The piano looked exactly as they saw it when they first came here in a panic. Back then, the Angel didn’t stop to play. They stayed on the ground for a while to catch their breath, only getting up when they realized someone would be looking for them. Truthfully, they didn’t know how many times they used a shortcut to try to find somewhere safe… only that their head started clinging to any possible location. Stumbling into the inn was a mercy.

But, the Angel came here for a reason. No matter what they were doing in the past… no matter what path they’d chosen… they tried to make a note to stop here. Maybe that was why they clung to it so desperately when they ran from…

…even now, they were running.

The Angel stared at the piano before looking down at their own hands. Even in other times, their hands had been far more stained with dust than now. The Angel used to play anyway, but they used to be able to keep their distance. Now, they had to feel that thread within their soul every waking moment. They felt that desperate tug over and over again, trying to kick and scream against them. 

The Angel tried to shut it out, their eyelids snapping shut.

When they slowly reopened again, the Angel saw their hands more clearly again.

Hah. Even if they wanted to… the Angel didn’t know if they could play the piano like this. Their hands were misshapen. Padding sat on their palms. Fingers were a bit larger with padding of their own. Long claws that could hurt would certainly click against the keys. Could they even… really use this to get their mind off of things?

Did they have the right, even with roots deepening somewhere else?

For a long time, the Angel stared at the piano. No one would see them. No one would stop them. And yet, they could not will themself to move forward. They could not accept the silent moment that they’d been given. Should they even play his song? It was the only one they knew well on these keys. Bile began to rise in their throat for even considering playing a lullaby that was meant for him.

The bile didn’t leave.

It morphed. The disgust shifted into something within the Angel’s soul, never quite allowing their senses to settle back down. They found themself thrashing their tail, legs shifting under them while they leaned on their cane. They knew this feeling. They knew it well.

Danger drew near.

The Angel’s fur started to stand on end. Trying to stay silent, they warily glanced around the small room that they found themself in. Their eyes traced the entrance to the artifact room and the hallway leading outward.

Nothing was here, but they could feel the danger acutely. Something pulled them. Something wished to challenge them. Their soul prepared for combat, but their soul wasn’t even engaging. It didn’t come out. No outline appeared around the Angel’s body. But, their senses continued going haywire. Their soul begged them over and over again to pay attention.

Nothing threatened the Angel.

Nothing threatened this vessel.

Nothing threatened… this vessel.

Their soul was in danger. Some part of them had been drawn into danger. They didn’t want to, but they had to. The Angel barely acknowledged when they closed their eyes, and all of their thoughts focused on what Asriel might be doing right now.

 


 

Another dream came and went. Another memory of drawing with Chara faded away when voices were all too loud in Asriel’s room. He instinctively moved to tell the voices to shut up, but pain immediately blossomed from his chest. His mouth refused to obey his command.

It was still like this.

He wanted to scream. He wanted to claw at everything around him. He wanted to tear everything apart that kept him restrained, but he couldn’t. Asriel could only lay there and listen to the voices through the haze of just waking up.

Of course, he picked out Alphys’ voice first. What did she think she was doing here? Her voice was muffled behind a door, but that didn’t stay for long. He listened to footsteps entering and tried to act like he was asleep. If he ever opened his eyes, Toriel would decide to try to dote all over him again. Hah! Of course, she didn’t see a problem with treating a captive like her child! Some habits never truly died. All Asriel knew was that he didn’t want her coming in here and doing that again, so he kept his eyes shut while she talked to him.

…and he immediately failed when Toriel said Alphys would be taking a look at him.

His eyes snapped open, and he wished that he could express any amount of rage. It only manifested as a dull ache in his chest that spread outward. He couldn’t do anything about it, only stare up at the ceiling. He would yell to list all of the ways Alphys already “helped” him. He would rip EVERYONE in this room to shreds for even THINKING that she would be a help here!

Then, he heard talk of a battle. Great. GREAT. That was JUST the idea that someone like Alphys would have! Sure, why not? Maybe someone would fire off a stray attack that would put him out of his misery already!

Asriel felt himself being drawn into a fight, and felt that seething anger still stuck inside of him. He wanted soooo badly to summon lightning to turn all of them to ash. He tried to move his hand, and-

Asriel’s hand moved.

Something inside him started to burn. He tried to bring the hand that he moved to his chest, only to find it not actually obeying him at all. Instead, he found himself being pushed off the bed by his traitor of an arm. Asriel couldn’t even look in the direction of it while his face remained stuck, no matter how much he wanted to look horrified. 

What was happening? What was this?

Asriel’s lungs fought to breathe while he wanted to panic, but his own body wouldn’t let him. His vision felt funny at the familiar sensation while his body was forced upright. Suddenly, he wasn’t here anymore. He wasn’t in a bedroom with people who were stupidly trying to engage him in a fight. Come on, breathe faster. Something inside him wouldn’t let him. 

For a second, Asriel’s eyes saw Chara’s body in his own arms while Chara themself wrested control over his body. Their conjoined soul split control. Chara took control to bring their body back to their village.

A lone, red shard flickered to life through everything. Asriel felt a familiar presence. It wasn’t Chara. The body in his arms was gone as he realized he wasn’t in control anymore. Asriel remembered he was in a bedroom. He could still feel every time his body moved even a little bit without his own command, and he knew what pulled his strings.

Asriel couldn’t see them. He could only perceive their presence rooted deep within his very being. He could only watch in horror while a mere piece of their soul subjugated him almost entirely.

…just what… was he up against?

Alphys made an exclamation that Asriel would’ve called stupid had he not been feeling the exact same way, “O-oh my god…”

Despite Toriel’s hand being over her snout, she immediately lowered it. “Asriel? Can you hear me?”

Something twisted within his being. The fragment in Asriel’s chest resonated with the question asked. Suddenly, Asriel had something to say at the tip of his tongue. He needed to say it. He could say it, but it had to be his lips that moved. He had to speak the will of the soul within him. The words came out automatically when his mouth moved at the command: “I can hear you.”

No. No no no. Asriel wanted to reach up for his mouth to cover it. His hand still didn’t move when he tried to force it to. He didn’t think to say that. He did say that, but it wasn’t- he didn’t- His face managed to display the slightest bit of horror before it all fell back down, roots spreading outward in his chest.

Let go. Let go let go let go.

However, Toriel had the audacity to believe the words spilling out of Asriel’s mouth. Did she not hear the odd twinge in his voice that wasn’t his? Could she not hear that faint other voice that sat buried just under his own? No, she sighed in relief, “My child, I was so worried that something terrible had happened.”

Again, the soul in Asriel’s chest resonated. Another answer was given, and Asriel tried to stifle it when he heard it coming out. He couldn’t, but managed to make his voice sound strained. “I’m fine.”

“That’s not him.” A voice came from the side, silent through this entire conversation. Asriel’s head turned to look in the direction of Frisk, and Asriel’s stomach wanted to roll. Someone else was there now. He KNEW someone else was with Frisk now. Some part of Asriel wanted to believe that they could realize that something was wrong with him. He didn’t know which of the two humans it was, only that someone did see the problem. “That’s not him. Souls split control over bodies. That is not Asriel answering.”

Alphys’ head swiveled over to Frisk. Her mouth flapped uselessly a few times before she got the words out, “U-um… we don’t… actually know that??? The Angel is a weird case with how they call their body a vessel, but-”

“That is how soul absorption functions, Alphys,” Frisk answered with certainty, a red glint in their eyes. Their gaze turned on Asriel, peering beyond the haze. “Show yourself, coward.”

The fragment of a soul hovering in front of Asriel grew brighter. His lips moved again, and Asriel let the sentence carry out. He didn’t have a choice. “You would know, wouldn’t you?” The Angel questioned through Asriel’s voice. Normally, Asriel would hear the sentence as cocky. Instead, every single feeling that came out of that soul was anxious and wary. A cornered animal. The Angel chose to remain silent, even though they wanted to say more. Asriel thought he heard flashes of intent to poke and prod at the presence within Frisk, but the Angel pulled back.

Why? What was going through their head? Asriel started finding himself perplexed by the actions moving through his body. They had power at their fingertips. In this “fight”, Asriel could feel that power strongly. Very little changed from the Dark World to the real world. What were they doing?

With the ruse gone, Toriel’s hands balled into fists. She’d been briefly deceived. “What have you done to my child?!?” She knew who she was talking to now, and Asriel saw sparks in her hands.

“You… can attack my soul. You may even succeed in shattering it. It will only hurt him, whether that be death or turning back into a flower.” The words came out with certainty, but Asriel’s delivery started to tremble near the end. He… was just a meat-shield now? How wouldn’t this piece shattering hurt them? What was this? “Please, stop fighting.”

Something shifted. The Angel offered mercy.

Of course, no one in the room was going to accept something like THAT. Not NOW. Toriel did manage to actually not throw fire at a loved one again, but she still yelled, “I asked you a question. What drives you to continue not answering even while you have harmed my son? He cannot move. He cannot do anything on his own except-”

“I know.” Asriel’s voice sounded entirely unsurprised, except he still felt that soul starting to seep into his own emotions. The roots continued to bleed through. Why weren’t they happy with their victory? There wasn’t any satisfaction. There wasn’t any parading him around like a trophy. All Asriel could feel was their own disgust. “I did a terrible thing to prevent a terrible thing. I’m sorry I couldn’t find another way. I never do.”

“Do you think your halfhearted apologies will solve any of this?” Frisk advanced rapidly, their voice carrying a sting that Asriel recognized now that he was paying attention. It hurt. It hurt even when he wasn’t in control. It hurt to hear the ire being turned on him again. With those red eyes trained on him, he started to hear the words for himself. “Fix this. Where are you? You have far more to answer for than merely this!”

“Stop.”

Asriel wanted to flinch. His body couldn’t even do that. The command didn’t even sound like his voice when it forced its way out of his throat. It wasn’t just a word. It was the same commands that he was given when he had to move. It was the same nature of the thing inside of him.

Somehow, the Angel had Frisk too.

…How long had it been like that?

Frisk stopped in their tracks, and horror began to rise on their face.

“Just stop.” Asriel’s voice came out panicky, not because of the Angel’s own terror coursing through him, but because Asriel was starting to see just how deep this really went. “I can’t undo this. If he brings the Roaring… if he keeps testing the limits… then this world dies. I’ve already let that happen once. I cannot do it again.” Their resolve burned. It wanted to burn up the little will that Asriel still had in his veins. “So I will keep him here… I’ll keep doing this for as long as I have to… until it’s time to go.”

Frisk shook their head, managing to take a step backwards. The action looked like it required great effort, and their breaths grew heavy. “What did you just do? What…”

The Angel’s soul reacted in an odd way. Realization.

However, Toriel wasn’t done. “Release him! I know not of the apocalypse you speak of, but this is not a way for anyone to live! I will guide him. I will help him. I would sooner allow this world to fall under that risk than to lose him again!”

“...And that’s why I can’t release him. He doesn’t change.” Asriel lost the will to even grumble at the end. Compared to everyone else here, he adapted the most to the Angel’s arrival. He learned new things. He pushed them to their limit. But, even now, they wore his skin. They wore it more literally now. Heehee… the one thing they claimed they weren’t trying to do, and they did it anyway.

…He thought it would be more satisfying to come to that realization. All this fragmented soul made him feel was the Angel’s own hatred of everything that they were doing. They didn’t relish in it. They didn’t laugh about it. They didn’t indulge in it. No. Their guilt permeated everything. It muted Asriel’s satisfaction, turning it into something far different.

“I want this to stop, but I can’t.” Ah, there was the different feeling again. Asriel started to grow more and more confused while the Angel kept speaking. Why? Was this just some sick excuse? Maybe they just needed to see how all of this went! That… that had to be it. They couldn’t stop… because they HAD to know, because they- “I can’t let it happen again.”

A vivid memory hit Asriel all at once. He didn’t know how to avoid it. He didn’t even know that it could appear in his own head. And yet, he could visualize clearly the moment a blade struck the ground. He could see the moment the stars in the sky faded away while gargantuan creatures rose on the horizon. He could see three people he didn’t recognize- except one who he’d seen in that strange place the Angel brought him to. A second looked like that girl the Angel had on their side in the Underground, but far younger.

These weren’t his own thoughts. These weren’t his own memories. They were entangling too violently, and Asriel started to wonder more. He started to get curious, and he shouldn’t-

Toriel glanced at Alphys, the doctor having curled up at the edge of the battle to stay far out of the fray. This wasn’t her fight, and she would be useless. However, Toriel still tried to act strong. “I have tried to be kind. I have tried to help you regain your footing. Did it truly mean nothing?”

The Angel didn’t answer.

Frisk tried to reach out, their voice losing its edge that it had before. “Please, just tell us where you are. We can figure this out with Alphys! There has to be a way to fix this, even now.” They put a hand over their chest. “I know you… probably think I’m mad too. You hit me really hard, and I am mad, but hiding isn’t going to fix any of that! We can fix it together!”

“You think this can be fixed…” The Angel muttered, a laugh coming out of Asriel’s mouth that wasn’t his own. “None of you have the power to fix this. The only one who can fix this… knows how to find me.”

The fragmented soul pulsed. Asriel didn’t know why the Angel’s words resonated within himself the moment they went out. What could he possibly do? What could he possibly say to someone like them? Oh, he’d fix this all right, just…

Asriel’s head turned to Frisk. The Angel’s will built up again. “I’m sorry. Spare.”

Again, a command flew out. This time, it sounded far more intentional. That realization from earlier manifested into actual change. The Angel’s control grew more absolute. Worse, it looked like they hadn’t quite fully removed all the pieces of themself from their last “vessel”.

Frisk unwillingly raised a hand, sparing the Angel.

The fragment of a soul vanished back into Asriel’s chest. A presence left him instantaneously. Without the Angel holding him up anymore, he slumped over onto the bed. Arms caught him from Toriel scrambling forward, but it did little to stop him from crashing hard into the mattress.

They… said he’d know how to find them, did they?

Asriel didn’t know if he’d want to find them.

With the little strength he had left, he managed to stare at Frisk, ignoring Toriel hovering in the side of his vision. They stared at their raised hand, unable to quite lower it until full realization of what happened finally struck them. Anger rose up again, an edge forming across Frisk’s face.

How had Asriel never understood what that meant before?

Perhaps, there was one thing that he wanted to interrogate his captor about.

 


 

The Angel opened their eyes.

The motion to bury their face in their hands came instinctually. Of course, they tried to stay quiet. The noise that they made shouldn’t even be allowed to leave their mouth. Yet, they sobbed anyway, because they couldn’t help to take a right that wasn’t theirs to have.

A panicked captive. A furious specter. A grieving mother. A fearful spectator. Yet another vessel that the Angel could still reach…

Their influence grew stronger. It permeated this world. It couldn’t be denied. Even now, Frisk still responded to their commands. The boundaries blurred horrendously while the Angel sat there, trying to feel the mud under them to remind themself that they were here.

They weren’t even in a Dark World. Their light didn’t even consume their face. Even without the indistinctness of a world cast in shadow, they could do things that weren’t meant to be done. Even without a light so blinding that it could decide the course of this world, they managed to use fragments of it that still flickered in others. Their will became the Angel’s own.

…What were they?

Flowey’s answer of a threat echoed through their head over and over.

The shadow in the backside of the Angel’s mind rose up. It was happening again. They were spiraling again. They didn’t know how to stop it. It hadn’t even been that long since the last phone call, and pathetically, they were already losing it again.

A different voice rang through their head.

Despite everything, someone still asked them to be kind to themself. The Angel tried to cling to that voice that had been so clearly etched in their head the first time they heard it. How could he ask that of them? How could they do that, knowing what they were doing to this world? The Angel made another promise to Ralsei. They told him… foolishly… that they would try.

Would they truly break another promise?

The Angel couldn’t take back what had been done, a strange feeling for someone like them. They couldn’t push all the things they’d seen and done. But… what would it be like to try to be a little nicer… to let those justifications in their head try to run loose?

They couldn’t let Asriel go. No matter how much Toriel begged and pleaded, they couldn’t let him cause another Roaring. No matter how much Chara wished for the Angel to pay for what they’d done, the Angel had to remain out of reach. No matter how much Frisk wanted to help, they weren’t the one who could change what happened to Asriel. It relied… on him only.

The man told them that they prevented further tragedy, but the Angel never wanted it to be this way. But… they’d wanted it enough to forcefully change Asriel in the first place. They didn’t want it to be this way, but what choice did they really have?

So, they continued to hide. A compromise.

The piano went untouched. The room fell into silence. The Angel peeled back another layer of this world, stepping in between and ending up back in their safe haven. 

When the Angel thought less about the sickening feeling within their soul, it allowed their thoughts to clear for something else. What they were was a question that they still didn’t know the answer to, but they didn’t truly comprehend the implications of what they had done. They twisted the way the world could function with their will once more. Even without the Dark World being present, they could step just a little further than they were supposed to.

How many more layers could they peel back? Beyond what they had taken from others, what else could they push the limits of?

How much more could they do?

The Angel had the entire Underground to themself to answer that question.

No matter what they were now, there was work to be done.

 


 

When Papyrus got home after another… admittedly offputting day, he heaved a long sigh. Of course, he only did it after he pulled into the garage safely! Taking his eye-sockets off the road would be unacceptable, and the long dramatic sigh waited until the car was safely in park! Then, and ONLY THEN, did he finally unleash the long sigh with his head on the steering wheel. That DID feel good after quite an arduous day!

Really, it was not that much of a hassle! Papyrus would do it again should the opportunity present itself. Ideally, it wouldn’t, because seeing Miss Toriel that frantic made him hope that she would never have to go through something like this again. However, the source of her worries had not yet passed.

Papyrus struggled to understand the situation for… admittedly quite a bit. Tensions were high about their winged friend that vanished elsewhere, and Miss Toriel looked like she missed out on quite a bit of sleep! Even Papyrus with his old sleep regimen never got that exhausted! But, even in her exhausted state, she managed to explain the events that recently transpired.

Somehow, the Angel had spoken through Asriel’s mouth. A piece of their soul existed inside him.

Well! All things considered, that was not what Papyrus expected to hear when he got a frantic call from her! Admittedly, he was battling a bit of confusion as to why he was called in. While Papyrus would never leave a friend in need, he merely wondered why Miss Toriel did not call Sans. After all, the two of them knew each other very well! They comforted each other when times got rough! It made Papyrus happy to see his brother actually talking to someone instead of always hiding behind his jokes.

But, ever since the Angel appeared, Sans showed his face less and less. He still dropped the occasional jokes here and there. He helped plan a nice day out for the Angel. Of course, Papyrus learned later that Sans acted like he didn’t even know the Angel! Something wasn’t right here, and Sans kept dodging more and more. He didn’t answer the phone when Miss Toriel called him! Just what did he think he was doing???

This ended tonight! Papyrus had enough of this tomfoolery. Whether Sans liked it or not, he would be getting a talking to! Papyrus removed the keys from his car, walking inside and placing them on the counter. Immediately, his head surveyed the room. Hm. Sans was nowhere to be seen on the couch. So, Papyrus called out, “Sans!!! We need to talk, brother!”

No one responded.

Ugh, he couldn’t be out right now! It was getting too late at night for him to be having another comedy routine at Grillby’s! Papyrus grabbed the railing and walked upstairs. Of course, a dim light flickered under Sans’ door like it always did. Papyrus had the sensibility to knock on the door, but when he got no answer, he groaned. Papyrus did not want to go through the window, but he would if Sans didn’t answer.

But, Papyrus saw movement outside of a third door at the end of the hallway. It led out to a small patio that the two used far more now that there was a more outdoors-y outside. Of course, if Sans was up late, he would be out there. Well! At least Sans was still doing some things that he enjoyed instead of running all the time!

Quietly, Papyrus opened the door. The brisk night air hit him. To be quite honest, it was a beautiful night out! Stars spanned the sky… certainly less visible than if they were farther from the city, but visible enough for Sans to bring out the telescope. Speaking of Sans, he was in the middle of looking through the telescope itself. His normal smile had gone a bit slack, like he had lost himself in the moment.

Papyrus waited patiently. It was rare for Sans to look like that, so he could not help but allow the moment to continue for a few seconds longer. 

Of course, Sans at least had a bit of spatial awareness. He pulled his head back, eye-lights flicking to Papyrus. The usual grin appeared on his face that he always wore. “Heya. Didja come out to take a look too?”

Papyrus sighed. While he would always participate in his brother’s hobby, this was far too serious to allow for redirection. “No, Sans, and I assume that you know well what I have come out here to talk about!”

Sans’ eye-lights glanced away. “Beats me. I picked up that sock ages ago, bro.”

Ugh, of course he would bring up one of his largest running jokes in the Underground. At the very least, that behavior did not continue on the surface when actual guests commonly came over. Papyrus shook his head, immediately reorienting his thoughts back to the task at hand. “Sans… I need you to take this remotely seriously!” Perhaps, Sans truly was ignorant of what happened to Miss Toriel! Maybe he needed an explanation! Maybe he somehow missed the four voicemails that he’d received! “Miss Toriel was inconsolable today! She called you multiple times, and you have been avoiding her yet again! First, it was the conversation surrounding the Angel, but now…!”

“Huh, did I?” Sans looked away again off into the sky. His hands receded from the telescope, shoving right into his pocket. “My bad. A dog took off with my phone today. I got it back, but you know how dogs can be. I ended up missing all of that stuff.”

Papyrus did know how nefarious canines could be. They were intelligent enough to steal special attacks! However, Papyrus would not allow that excuse to fly again. “Sans, this is the sixth time a dog has supposedly gotten away with your phone! While I do not doubt how crafty a canine could be, I would expect you to put up more of a struggle! Besides… this isn’t about the missed phone call!”

Sans’ grin grew a bit wider. His hand came out of his pocket, a finger extending like he was about to tell a- “Aw, come on, s’not like I tried to throw the dog a bone, but-”

“Sans!” Papyrus stomped his foot, successfully interrupting his brother. His own shoulders sagged. “I do not know why you have decided to grow distant… but recently… it feels like you are getting further and further away!” Why would Sans decide to play such a cruel joke on the Angel? Why would he avoid every single situation involving them now? “I do not know what brought this about, but Miss Toriel has started to see it! I see it far more than I am willing to admit, but I believed your excuses in hopes that you were being honest!”

Slowly, Sans’ hand lowered before immediately rising back up to scratch his head. “I dunno. I didn’t wanna make you worry with the whole conversation about the new goat in town, but I didn’t really have anything to say about them, y’know? I’d be sitting there twiddling my thumbs. Better to leave it to the smart people, right?” Sans winked at Papyrus, like he was implying that it was better to leave it to him.

“It is unlike you to leave Miss Toriel to hurt on her own…!” Papyrus exclaimed, pointing at his brother.

“Hey, I’ve done that a lot. You remember some of our worst Gyftmas parties, right?” He pointed a thumb at himself. “These eye-sockets miss a ton. I just missed that something was up with Tori. That’s all.”

Papyrus would not be swayed so easily! This was Sans that he was talking about! For all that Sans never liked to talk about his feelings, he usually managed to pick out whenever someone else was feeling bad! The Gyftmas parties were an exception, after all. He couldn’t be perfect, but Sans did tend to notice when things were amiss. Papyrus wasn’t going to buy this excuse at all! Perhaps Sans didn’t see the value in his own ability to notice something wrong with others, but Papyrus did!

So, Papyrus would have to brute force his way to the topic at hand after all. “Even if I believed that all of that was true… it does not explain your dastardly behavior around the Angel!” He hadn’t brought this up yet. Papyrus ruminated over it a lot ever since the Angel informed him about their plight, and now, it was finally time to address the sock in the room! “You did not tell me that you knew them!”

Sans glanced away, a telltale sign that Papyrus started recognizing a while ago. He was trying to shake it all off again! “Sure, I talked to ‘em for a bit at Grillby’s. We didn’t really see eye to eye-socket. They think the music I like is terrible.”

He was being far more slippery than he usually was. After this amount of poking and prodding, Papyrus expected somewhat of an answer. He’d never seen Sans try to dodge this much, except for when Papyrus asked about…

Papyrus’ hands fell to his side. He looked away off the patio, asking quieter than his voice usually went, “It’s about before, isn’t it?” There were a few subjects that Sans never gave a straight answer about. He liked to be evasive about a lot of things about himself, yes, but there was one thing that he always refused to elaborate on. “I know you don’t want to talk about it, Sans! I know that you think I would be better off not hearing about it, but what do those secrets matter when you get further away?! Is there something so important to protect… that it’s worth getting further and further away from all of us?!?”

A mittened hand touched Papyrus’ shoulder. Of course, Sans would try to comfort him now. “S’like I said, bro, sometimes I miss things. I can’t catch everything. We can go and do something tomorrow if ya want. Your pick.” When Papyrus turned to look at him, he saw eye-lights staring back with the less-genuine grin still on his face. “Tori needs an apology too. Didn’t know how much-”

Yet, Sans still dodged.

Papyrus turned away, his hands balling up into fists. It was so difficult. It was so difficult to unravel the puzzle in front of him… and sit there like it did not hurt him too. Did Sans think that this protected Papyrus in some way? Did it really hurt that much? Or maybe…

…Maybe Papyrus hadn’t talked about it before either.

It never came up. No one ever asked. Whenever he had to pull on the memories in his head, they were few and far in-between. Papyrus liked to stay in the here-and-now. But… for once… he needed to look back. Summoning his will, Papyrus confessed, “Before Snowdin, I remember green grass… but not just green grass! I think it’s my strongest memory… because I also remember a window. It was my bedroom window. I saw green grass… outside of my window.”

Sans’ practiced grin faltered. He leaned up against the railing, shoving his hands into his pocket. “You sure you’re not just dreamin’ that up?” He tried to deflect the statement away. “A lotta monsters thought about waking up on the surface. And, hey, you have that now.”

Papyrus had to try a little harder. He didn’t take the bait. He didn’t allow himself to stomp his foot and be angry. Keep pushing. “Even in Snowdin, I worried about being able to make friends, but I always found myself scared before going outside! I remember those same feelings when I think of the grass and window! It… was lonely.”

“And ya went outside and made tons of friends anyway.” Sans winked. “They really couldn’t keep ya down, bro.”

“And most importantly…!” Papyrus recalled the window as much as he could, and something else took the place of the green grass. “I remember… that it became incredibly dark!” Darkness beyond the window pulsated and writhed. “I remember feeling like I was falling!” Papyrus held onto whatever he could in his room while the house itself trembled and fell. The light that… Sans told him to keep on flickered. “I remember…”

Something inky blotted the memories. He couldn’t continue. The sound of raging water flooded his head.

And still, Sans didn’t answer. He didn’t try to make another joke… or try to make light of the situation. He only stood there quietly. 

Just a little bit further! “Perhaps I should have said something earlier! Maybe… you did not know that I still remembered anything either! But… the Angel claims that they know you, brother, and I cannot think of another time when that could have happened!” Yes, Frisk told them that the Angel guided them through the Underground. However, Sans never acted like he knew. Sans always treated Frisk like a friend. There were too many questions, questions that he needed answers to. “I should have said something sooner! I tried to live in the moment instead of thinking about it! But… Undyne… always told me to face my problems head on, and I believe that you can too!”

Only when Papyrus turned back did he see that the small pinpricks of light in his brother's eyes had gone out. Sans kept his hands in his pocket, but stayed eerily still. He never really showed off that trick often. Sometimes, Papyrus forgot that he could do that. 

…but it meant that something truly got through.

With a blink, the lights in Sans’ eyes came back. He leaned back more against the railing, tilting his head back and looking at the sky. “It’s better this way, Papyrus. We’ve got good friends. We made it to the surface. It’s pretty good, right?” His smile returned back to its usual grin. “It’s not gonna help anyone to look back, y’know? But, hey, if you or Tori needs me to hang around, I’ll lift a finger or two.”

…He really wasn’t going to answer him, was he?

Papyrus stared down at the new green grass below. It paled in winter, eerily reminding him of the grass that he could so clearly visualize in his head. “Are… you at least happy here, Sans?” He remembered something else, after all. “I remember the lab! You seemed… very eager to bury yourself in that! It was the last time I really saw you work hard at something before the barrier broke!” Papyrus went to the lab a few times as well. He wasn’t nearly as involved as Sans, and didn’t quite understand what the purpose of all of these experiments were… but he was present when that same darkness he saw from outside the window started to fill the room.

What happened on that day that had its memory stained in ink?

Sans didn’t answer. “‘Course I’m happy. I got the coolest guy I know looking out for me.” Putting a foot back against the patio guardrails, Sans pushed himself off. “Welp, I’m gonna go check on something. I’ll make sure another dog doesn’t steal my phone next time.”

Papyrus shot up, whipping around while Sans walked back inside. “Sans! I truly wish to know! I-”

When he rounded the corner, the hallway was empty. Sans evaded his clutches yet again.

 


 

Suzy watched the dingy clock in the backroom anxiously. Every time she went back to get the latest stuff to stock shelves with, the hand inched slower and slower. Ten minutes were left. All she had to do was last ten minutes, and she could get out of this hellhole.

But, she couldn’t linger in the back. Being on constant thin ice with her managers meant that she had to look busy. So, she found a random aisle that no one was on. Some of the condiments needed to be blocked. Yeah, she had this exact thought last night, and every other night before that. The boring stuff was never going to end. Suzy started at the end of the aisle, pulling condiments to the front to make it look even.

Just a little longer, and she’d be out of here.

Of course, a customer decided to bother her now. It was almost closing, for crying out loud. Naturally, Suzy tried to keep her head down in hopes that the customer wasn’t here for her, but of course, she wasn’t that lucky.

“Heya.”

Suzy’s claws immediately punctured the surface of the box. For a second, she didn’t really get why until that voice grated in her head. Wait a minute, she knew that stupid voice. She heard it at that restaurant a bit ago.

Hopefully, she’d just scare this asshole off before she got the sudden urge to crush his skull. Suzy drew herself to her full height, staring down at a small skeleton in a blue hoodie. Of course, she couldn’t just cause a fight in the middle of the store. That’d be dumb. But, maybe this idiot would get the memo. “What do you want?”

“I was just getting a drink.” Annoyingly, the skeleton grabbed one of the bottles of ketchup off the shelf. 

Oh, he thought he was a funny guy, didn’t he? Suzy crossed her arms, glaring daggers at him. What did the Angel say his name was? Sans? “Are you just here to annoy me, or do you actually want something? I know who you are, jackass.” 

If Sans was even slightly threatened by her, he didn’t show it. Suddenly, Suzy understood why the Angel hated this guy. He was far too smug about this entire situation. Hands still in his pockets like he didn’t need to fight, the skeleton finally got on with it. “Huh, guess we do know each other. That’s real convenient, ‘cause there’s a pal I’m looking for. You know ‘em too.”

Suzy got what was happening here instantly. Acting like she wasn’t bothered, she turned back to the shelves and continued making sure everything was nice and neat. It was the only way to keep her hands from not finding out if a skeleton could be strangled. “I’ve said this a buncha times to all of you people, I don’t know a damn thing. If I could find ‘em, I would’ve already.”

“Darn…” Of course, the skeleton didn’t leave. He kept standing there with a smug grin on his face. “But… hey… you know them pretty well, don’tcha? They’ve got a good few people worrying about them. And, with that look on your face, I bet you’re worried too.”

Suzy wanted nothing more than to summon an axe and throw it at his skull. Instead, she wiped whatever expression he thought he saw on her face. “Funny how you act like you don’t know them… and now that they’re a problem for you and your little gang, you’re acting all buddy buddy with them.” Her teeth bared when she looked back at the skeleton. “Want a piece of my advice? Leave them the hell alone. All of you are the damn reason they’re even missing in the first place.”

That note still sat in her pocket, crumpled up from how often she fished it out and stuffed it back in. The past few days, its weight only got heavier.

Finally, the skeleton gave up. “Welp, you probably know better than me. 

It was worth a shot. See ya.” Unceremoniously, he pivoted on one of his stupid slippers, walking out of the aisle.

Suzy was going to punch a hole through something if that ever happened again. What was even the point? Did he honestly think that she was gonna help him? Did whoever sent him think that Suzy was going to cooperate with the same damn people who were probably hunting them down for sport right now?

Worse, she wasn’t even lying this time. She did try to find the Angel, and all she ended up with was a stupid, empty piano room. Their tracks just disappeared after a certain point, and Suzy had no idea where to go from there. She was still trapped in an uncharacteristically long work streak, and questioned every day if any of this was worth it over just running back to that mountain all over again.

Hell, maybe the Angel left the area. If they were smart, they would’ve gotten on the nearest bus and gone as far away from these dumbasses as possible. But, if they went deeper in the Underground, who knew where they were right now?

When Suzy finally clocked out, that want to know still sent an ache through her chest. She stared off through the buildings, catching the silhouette of a mountain on the horizon. She could abandon her stupid job now… for what? The Angel was gonna leave someday, right? She already knew that when all of this was over, she’d be left high and dry. They weren’t worth going after.

That last thought made her pull the paper out of her pocket, unbunching it again.

Suzy had an idea.

Yeah, her hours were fine right now, but she had a hole in her schedule coming up soon. She’d have nothing to do but sit around in her apartment, so if she could just get to that hole, then maybe she could get to the bottom of all of this.

After all, she knew how stubborn the Angel could be about the stupidest things. They rolled over whenever they needed to stand up for themself, but it was tough for anything that Suzy said to get through to them. Hell, they found the idea of standing up to her similar to pulling teeth.

So, she’d just have to out-stubborn them.

Suzy looked at the mountain far away for a little longer while stars disappeared behind it. The note in her hand went back into her pocket while she continued the long journey home. They didn’t get to say goodbye. 

Not yet.

Notes:

I'm honestly kinda surprised this one came out at a reasonable time. This chapter was SLOW to write. The sticking points were any scene involving the Dreemurr household side of things. Boy were those hard to write, but when I finally landed on WHO to be the POV for the Angel's soul being revealed... hehehe... AHAHA...

A lot of scenes in this chapter did have to get moved though. The outline was a bit ambitious in that regard, but I like the ones selected for this chapter.

Having a Frisk and Chara dynamic situation and leading into the whole glass of water realization felt fun to pull off. Toriel's dialogue was especially hard to get right, but MAN I think her side of the Asriel and Chara grief is so unexplored. I think about the whole glass of water thing and how Flowey did it AGAIN all the time.

At multiple points, I considered cutting the Dark World segment, but I felt like I couldn't. Showing the Angel interacting with a wider variety of Darkners and trying to bring some form of peace to those affected by Asriel felt important. And seeing a reflection of Asriel in different Darkners just seemed like a worthwhile endeavor. Plus whatever's going on with the snowflakes dw about it.

One day the Angel will remember they have a tail 100% of the time.

Asriel being the POV of choice really just felt good. I originally had Toriel... then swapped to Frisk... then the Angel to get in their head... but I felt like all three of those would be rehashing feelings that have already been said. So... why not sink our teeth into how Asriel is feeling? Why NOT show off how soul-control can feel? Why NOT have his thoughts start to turn elsewhere? As short as it was, I had fun with that scene.

And a note on the Frisk thing, I would need to sift through the comments to check, but I know for a fact that one commenter absolutely clocked this pattern of how the Angel can interact with Frisk. If you're confused as to which moments this happened in the story, I'll give you one freebie.

Go all the way back to chapter 6.

Papyrus and Sans having a much needed conversation is one of the scenes that did not get cut, but you know how Susie tends to break the outline for a more positive outcome? Sans did that for a more negative one. Originally, I was going to write him as caving here, but with how evasive he has been with everyone, I don't think he's there yet. Especially not if he gets clocked by Suzy that easily. Come on Sans were you even trying?

Besides, sometimes during the writing process, you realize a much better execution.

Once again, thank you all for your support on this fic. Yall keep the motivation high! I'll be there for your comments soon enough.

Thanks for reading!

Chapter 34: Broken Bonds

Summary:

The bonds you break may make you stronger.
But what of the ones that persist?

Notes:

What a week.
Let's get into the fanart rounds!

Treesters made an art from chapter 2 where the Angel and Asgore first see each other! Very spooky. Wild feral animal in the woods
https://www. /treesters/817157171682918400/startled?source=share

Multiple arts from RedRaven393 this week!
A depiction of the telephone sequence going on between the Angel and the Fun Gang
https://www. /redraven393/816833310140563456/lets-play-a-game-of-telephone?source=share
The Angel was turned into a goat
https://www. /redraven393/816961016105680896/wdym-thats-the-angel?source=share
And a drawing of the scene with the Angel talking through Asriel's body. Their influence is very fun here
https://www. /redraven393/817472320291602432/he-doesnt-change?source=share

a-flawed-apparatus put the Angel in the mafia and gave them a second gun
https://www. /a-flawed-apparatus/816916003275636736/angie-joins-the-mob-not-really?source=share
As well as a Suzy update
https://www. /a-flawed-apparatus/817150974735056896/updated-the-suzy-mini-a-little?source=share

Darinaethelaianprophet made an animation what-if of what could happen when the Angel gets into DR with their vessel. Very bitey
https://www. /darinaethelaianprophet/817064791290101760/nom-goes-the-angel-aaaaaaaaaa-goes-the-knight-a?source=share

Furade drew Ralsei standing in front of the lighthouse (very fun lighting)
https://www. /furade/817269886599495680/more-gart-goat-art-i-got-kind-of-burnt-out-near?source=share

engineer-and-here (Paralelo) is once again manifesting the fluff with a Fun Gang road trip art
https://www. /engineer-and-here/817430989593837568/roadtrip-i-wonder-what-they-are-talking?source=share

Let's hop into it.

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

Asgore would have been foolish to use the excuse of watering flowers once more. He marched up the mountain this time for a reason. Truly, walking over the flowers held a different meaning now. Before, he treated it as a solemn grave. These flowers grew where Asriel’s resting place sat, and yet…

How could he possibly hope to understand what was happening? The child that fell here had lingered. Every time Asgore watered these flowers, he ignored a talking flower that always existed in the corners of his vision. How had he been so blind? He never met Flowey in the Underground… only seeing the flower when he attacked everyone at the barrier. The two rarely saw each other on the surface. 

Perhaps, Asriel knew what Asgore had become. His poor child resisted the urge to fight while he walked away from the village that slaughtered him. His poor child refused to kill the humans that mortally injured him. Of course, a child such as that would only see disgust towards the man who then declared war on humanity. It was not Asriel’s wish for more blood to be shed, yet Asgore’s trident splattered a crimson streak across the barrier six times.

No matter how large his failures were, he always underestimated just how terrible they could truly be.

However, Asgore was not here for the flowers. The cycle, for better or for worse, had shattered irreparably. They were not in the past anymore. No matter how much he dreamed of those days coming back, he needed to leave the memory for only a moment. He wished to keep Asriel and Chara’s memory alive. It was meant to be his penance. And yet, the memories were now in motion. His memory of them shifted and swayed as Asriel stood right in front of him.

His memory of Chara started to pry at the edges of his mind when Frisk spoke to him.

Toriel chose to stay by Asriel’s side. No matter how much Asgore wished to be there as well, there was one detail that he could not remove from his mind. He had so meticulously preserved the memory of his children… and yet, he found he could not reconcile with what his child had done.

The smell of ash filled his lungs while he recalled the memory of a charred bedroom. Asgore fought through similar beings to stop a fight between his own child and the Angel that attempted to reveal his fate. A victor had emerged.

But those beings that Asgore faced… in the heat of battle… felt like any other foe. Their appearances were sometimes strange, yet they lived and breathed while they went blow for blow. He tried to imagine Asriel turning all of them to cinders. He tried to imagine his son who walked away from the humans… killing that many…

Asgore realized he’d stopped walking. He took a steadying breath, opening his eyes once more. Perhaps, there was a place that still had answers. Maybe, he would be able to find something at the scene of the crime… when Asriel was finally revealed to everyone.

There were so many oddities that Asgore didn’t recognize the last time he was in the room. So much was already happening that he couldn’t process it all at once. His son was within reach. A room that he preserved as carefully as he possibly could lay in tatters. Things that he never left in there were scattered across the floor. An entire television… with tapes sat on one of the shelves.

Just like his carefully preserved memories, the room changed without him ever knowing.

Asgore knew not where the other person in this debacle had gone. He acknowledged the Angel’s threat to humans and monsters. But, as the days went by, not so much as a sound was made from them except for when Asriel rose. The interaction was brief, by the way it was described to him. He had already spent so much time asking why. Why did any of this happen? The questions led nowhere. He could not wait for them to reappear. He had done enough waiting in his life. Asgore promised to uphold Asriel and Chara’s memory, and if that memory had changed, he needed to understand why.

Walking through the threshold of his own home felt wrong. He was unwelcome here, now that he had forgotten it. Whenever Asgore returned from his throne room, Asriel usually waited at the end of this very long hallway leading into the basement. He loved getting a running start to try to topple Asgore with a hug, and every now and then, Asgore let himself fall over with laughter.

When he walked up the stairs, he recalled a memory of Chara standing sheepishly at the top. The sweater that they knit for him dwarfed them in size, but it allowed them to hide their face behind it. Asgore did not know whether Chara was apprehensive about the gift, but he did know that when he scooped them up in his arms, they were smiling.

He glanced into the kitchen, recalling both of his children making him an ill-fated pie. Truly, even though Asgore became sick, he couldn’t help but think about how lucky he was to have someone even try. But… it seemed that fortune would never be on his side forever.

Asgore opened the door to his children’s bedroom. The sound of weak gasping echoed through his mind, undiluted by the centuries that went by. He could never forget. No matter how much he and Toriel wanted to keep Asriel from seeing his sibling like this, they could not deny him. He sat at their bedside, head buried in the mattress while he waited for them to get better.

Over and over, the memory replayed. What could he have said that would have stopped this? What could he have done that would have kept Asriel from taking the soul in grief? Chara gave their final wish, to see the flowers in their village one last time. What did his child do to deserve such a horrific fate? They deserved to live. Why was fate so cruel?

The memory faded while Asgore stood in the room. Worryingly, he realized that countless objects had been removed. The room sat a little emptier. Burns riddled the ceiling and wallpaper. Drawings used to collect dust on the shelves, creativity snuffed out before it could reach its true potential. Plushes organized next to Asriel’s bed to comfort him after a bad dream had vanished without a trace. Chara’s deathbed stayed the same, a fissure being carved through it.

One thing remained: the television.

Why had it been brought here? Asgore managed to stifle his anger at the room being disturbed for a moment longer when he couldn’t come up with an answer for why a television would be here. Tapes sat nearby. More than enough times, Asgore remembered Toriel excitedly shoving a camera into his face, especially when she found out that they would soon be having Asriel. Toriel talked endlessly about transferring recordings to tape, but ever since Asriel and Chara got their hands on the camera, they both gave up hope of ever getting it back.

The tapes sat nearby, waiting to be played.

Asgore didn’t know why these memories of his still seemed so clear… but the memory of his own children shifted askew. He knew not what else to do within this room. He recalled just how many happy memories rested within that camera. Perhaps, that was why these tapes were here. Maybe, deep down, Asriel still wished to go back to a happier time.

Asgore carefully lifted one off of the stack, putting it into the VCR. Considering he rarely used a television on his own, he fumbled with the screen for a bit until he could finally get it to turn on.

Of course, this was a fool’s effort. He found that nothing showed on the screen, but before he tried to mess with it again, a voice echoed out.

It… was Toriel’s.

Even though he could not see the video through the darkness, he began to recall the memory as the voices spilled through. Tori was so excited about Asriel that she began to employ more and more “fancy wordplay”. Even though he was confused to be woken up in the middle of the night, Asgore found himself missing the jokes. Every time one filled through the screen, he remembered that those easy nights were gone.

Toriel would never tell him another one of those jokes again. A wound that spent a decade healing over suddenly wrested open. Both of them had grown too far apart. As joke after joke rushed by, Asgore only wanted to reach through the memory and warn his past self. He couldn’t let his anger control him. He couldn’t unleash fury. It wasn’t what Chara would’ve wanted. It wasn’t what Asriel would’ve wanted. Do not drive away the only person who you have left!

The tape ended, the memory slipping through his fingers.

Quicker this time, he reached for the next one. His large hands fumbled with the old technology, but he managed to swap the tapes out. Once again, the video was in darkness. He wished to see the faces… he wished to know that his memory wasn’t lying to him. 

Still, he got to hear voices. This time, he heard his own children. It’d been so long since he listened to their small voices. Only one came through. And yet, Asriel’s voice made sure Asgore knew that both of them were there just beyond reach. “Okay, Chara, do your creepy face!”

Haha! Asgore remembered hearing of the so-called “creepy-face”. He never saw it for himself. Chara was a shy child, but the way Asriel talked about them… one would think that they were the most outgoing child in the Underground. The two of them got along far better than Asgore thought possible. It was proof that humanity and monsterkind could co-exist.

Asgore never got to see their faces once more. Asriel forgot to remove the lens cap.

A third tape slotted in. 

Once again, the two of them played. Asgore still smiled, even through the frustration of the prank that Asriel played on his sibling. The lens cap being on for the practical joke meant that Asgore wouldn’t be able to see Chara’s rare smile. Still, it warmed his heart to know that… they did smile in that rare moment with Asriel.

He longed to see their smiles again. 

Then, instead of the video ending, the topic in conversation shifted. Perhaps, Asriel forgot to turn the camera off. “What? Oh, yeah, I remember. When we tried to make butterscotch pie for dad, right?” Ah, that must have been hard on both of them. They were only children trying to do a kind thing. Perhaps, a little more adult supervision would be needed in the future, but Asgore tried everything in his power to not make the two of them worried.

Asriel mentioned that Chara laughed when it happened.

The noise rarely came out of their mouth. One might mistake it for making light of a situation, but Asgore could hear a bitterness seeping through even in his addled mind. They rarely came to visit Asgore while he was sick. When he finally recovered, they constantly kept their gaze lowered whenever he was near. Asgore tried everything in his power to tell them that he was all right. They rarely initiated hugs after that. They stayed away from the kitchen. As if their hands would burn Asgore if they so much as touched him, Chara questioned if it was a good idea for Asgore to hold their hand. 

“Um, anyway, where are you going with this?” Asriel’s voice sounded a little more confused, as Asgore finally came out of his own thoughts. Perhaps, Chara would share an anecdote about their true feelings afterwards. Maybe, Asgore would begin to understand why they shied away from him more and more. “Huh? Turn off the camera…? OK.”

Something deeply seeded in Asgore’s soul went cold. A piece of him that used to be a father started to pay closer attention. Automatically, he put the fourth tape in without thinking of the consequences.

“I…. I don’t like this idea, Chara.” Asriel’s voice trembled. Perhaps, the two of them were doing something dangerous. Asgore could think of countless places in Waterfall that the two might play in. “Wh… what? N-no, I’m not… …big kids don’t cry. Yeah, you’re right.” 

A pause. Asgore kept trying to rationalize what he was hearing. Children did dangerous things all the time, and Asgore already knew that two children horseplaying was not nearly as threatening as what the two of them went through on their final day.

“No! I’d never doubt you, Chara. …Never!” Another pause. Asgore stopped breathing while the words started to consume every thought that he had. “Y…yeah! We’ll be strong! We’ll free everyone.”

What… was he talking about? Asgore’s hands clawed into the fabric of his pants. No… Asriel must be talking about something else. The memories in Asgore’s head started to change again. He couldn’t let them. He was overreacting. He-

“I’ll go get the flowers.”

As if they had never left, when Asgore turned his head to look at their deathbed, Chara gasped for air. Their illness came suddenly and without warning. Tracing the symptoms of sickness for a human child was difficult. Only pre-war knowledge could be used to treat them, but nothing monsters had at their disposal was enough. Healing magic did not stave off the illness. It overpowered their frail body. It slowly consumed them.

I’ll go get the flowers.

All at once, the world started to fall out from under him.

Asgore clutched at his head while he struggled to get air of his own. No, they wouldn’t have. They wouldn’t have! And yet, Asgore remembered how that pie nearly broke him. A friend once told him that had he been a weaker monster, he would have surely perished with that dosage. Chara recalled the pie with full clarity, they…

No, there had to be something that he was missing. Please. The memories in his head started to crack and break. The perfectly preserved facsimile frayed at the edges. Ink blotted the memory.

The last of the tapes went in instinctively. He heard his own voice, begging for Chara to stay determined. He heard Toriel’s voice begging for them to wake up. He never remembered recording this, but he remembered standing at Chara’s deathbed. They were the future of humans and monsters. They could not die yet. But, when he looked at their body, he knew that their time was almost up. Asgore had to believe that the insurmountable will that humans possessed would manifest in his own child. A child such as them should not have to draw upon that power.

“Psst.. Chara? Please… wake up…” Asriel had been left alone in the room to sit with his sibling alone. He asked to be alone. Chara could barely talk anymore. What happened on that side of the door that day… Asgore could only guess. “I don’t like this plan anymore.”

Tears welled up in Asgore’s eyes. What plan? Why did they…? It could not be. It couldn’t. What was happening? What was this nightmare? He had to wake up. He had to wake up.

“I… I…” A pause, like someone else finally managed to speak. “... no, I said… I said I’d never doubt you.” Asgore could not reach them. No matter how much he wished to reach through the veil and tell them to stop, he could not. “Six, right? We just have to get six… and we’ll do it together, right?”

It was never by chance.

It was never an accident.

Asgore wished to scream at the heavens and tear them asunder.

And yet, all he could muster was shrinking into himself while the tape finally ended. His claws harshly pricked through fur while he grabbed at his face, hiding the tears that started to flow freely. The carefully preserved memories in his head started to shift. What would make a child… two children believe that they had to do such a thing? They wished to free everyone… to break the barrier… to…

…to be the future of humans and monsters.

Memories turned to daggers. The world tipped over. In a hurricane that he could not weather, Asgore witnessed each time he told Chara that they were the future of humans and monsters. He started recognizing the way their shoulders stiffed in each memory… the way they stood up a tad straighter… all the times that they learned something from him.

…What had he done…?

A seventh and eighth child’s blood stained his hands before he even thought he killed one.

In this lonely, empty room, a former king sat in the ruins of the family that he once had… that he destroyed… He killed Chara with every ounce of responsibility placed on their shoulders. He killed Asriel when he forced his son to weather the grief alone… when Asriel had to help Chara achieve the mission that Asgore had set. He declared war on humanity after all Asriel had done to never fight them. He declared war on the very future that Asriel and Chara fought for. No wonder Toriel looked at him with so much disgust.

Asgore felt it tenfold for himself.

He could not rise. He did not know how. Asgore waited in front of the television as time lost meaning. It slipped through his fingers when he only wished to go back. He failed long before he could have ever known… because he was a blind fool.

The storm raged onward.

His ears didn’t hear the gentle thud of something against the floor. He didn’t perceive untrimmed claws clicking against the floor while someone walked next to him. No… it took a hand reaching in front of his vision to properly turn the VHS player off before Asgore realized that he had company. Red horns poked out of a hood pulled over a monster’s head. Gold fur framed a snout that poked out of the shade while they turned to look at Asgore properly.

Crimson eyes stared down at him. Just like in the woods when they first met, the two barely moved. Asgore did not have the energy. A source of his worries stood right in front of him, and yet he still moved to look at the tapes scattered on the floor like it would change what he’d just seen. The Angel turned with him, and as if they already knew, they nodded in understanding.

Instead of running, the Angel muttered, “I know it doesn’t mean anything, but I’m sorry you had to find out this way.”

Since the day he first saw the Angel, they existed as a specter to him. In the woods, he thought they were a ghost. They bled between light and dark, flitting at the edges of Asgore’s memory in ways that he couldn’t quite decipher. Again, they said something he did not… could not understand. “How…? How do you know this?” And yet, their words came when they knew well that they had his child trapped. “Why do you speak as if you have not…”

He did not need to finish the thought. The Angel’s head dipped into their jacket. Quietly, they turned back around and began to slowly walk out. “I was… here for the tapes. I think you’ll need them more than me.”

“You speak of apologies… and yet my son is still trapped.” Asgore planted a hand against the floor. The room swam while he rose. “You know of his plight, and yet you still…” Asgore knew the feeling well. The first time a human fell by his hands, the first time he gained LOVE, he regretted everything. And yet, he continued on. Why? Why did he keep going?

The Angel turned around, red eyes glinting while they glanced his way. “I wish I still saw the person he used to be.” They looked away. Even though Asgore could not see their face under the hood, he watched their hand tense tighter around their cane. “He left me with only choices I hated.” The Angel set their cane forward, stepping out of view of the doorframe.

When Asgore’s vision righted itself, he stumbled after them. “Wait!”

Once again, they had fallen out of his grasp, leaving him with nothing but haunting words all over again. 

 


 

The clock on the wall stopped working.

Carol had half a mind to tear it down and shatter it against the floor. It mocked her. On the wall calendar, the slashes she marked over each date became more and more warped when she was unsure if a day had really passed. It would soon become a fool’s errand to try and keep up. More than likely, she already lost track. It did not matter. One way or another, the prophecy’s end would appear.

…If only the heroes meant to enact its final tragedy did not take her daughter too. They were meant to go out alone. Whatever the prophecy had in store for them out there, it would be for the three of them only. Ideally, there would be some outcome that would allow the useless cage in the office to be of any use in Kris’ place, but they had regrettably chosen this path. All of them had. Even the Angel had chosen to go on this fruitless warpath for no tangible benefit.

The prophecy could not be denied. It would find all of them eventually.

Once again, that came back to spite Carol. Even though she had already lost one child to the prophecy’s whims, it decided to endanger one more. No matter how much she tried to keep the prophecy looking away from the only child she had left, that very child seemed determined to spite her. Safety was not enough for Noelle. Being entirely out of the prophecy’s clutches would never be enough.

When Carol found that she could not open the Shelter door, when she realized that her child was gone, her sense of time fell apart. The hours dragged on. The days grew longer. Did she even leave with anyone who could protect her? No, of course Noelle hadn’t. She did not think before throwing herself into a dangerous situation. Carol was used to having an answer in case anything went wrong, but ever since the Angel deviated…

For once, Carol could do nothing. Unless she wished to create a Dark World on this side of the door, allowing for a slim chance of fixing whatever was on the other side, she had to wait. A Dark World would be foolish. There would be no safe-haven left. Briefly, Carol considered it. She could maintain a few rooms free of the Roaring, but passing between them would be impossible if a Titan chose to wander. 

A part of her tried to be even the slightest bit tactful with the Angel. Despite its nature within the cage, it was always welcome under her roof. In a way, they were meant to be an ally. The Angel would bring the ending to this prophecy, saving the worlds in the final hour. And yet, it chose to be difficult. It chose to grow attached to beings far beneath them. Now look at what it did.

A knock on the door to her office roused her from her thoughts.

Of course, the arguments decided to make their rounds. Toriel must have not had enough of her fill when berating Asgore for the past few days. Who knew how long it had been anymore? Briskly, Carol rose to her feet and opened the door. However, she did not let Toriel in. There were things in her office not for anyone else’s eyes.

Toriel crossed her arms, staring at Carol with an unimpressed glare. “Considering that it has been days since Kris and Susie left, I am beginning to question the sense in sending children out into that darkness unsupervised.”

Soon, they would be old enough to go to college. At the rate that the Roaring failed to end, the school year might come and go. Toriel talked of the two like they were fledgelings barely out of the nest. So, Carol reiterated as she had many times before, “Due to the prophecy’s whims, the two of them are the most qualified to evacuate other townsfolk from their homes. They would have had the Angel’s guidance to do so had it not decided to err.” 

Once again, all of these problems had a central source. Toriel could glare all she wanted, but it would not change the facts. As usual, she decided to do more than glare. “Of course. You have made mention of that fact countless times. However, the Angel is not here anymore. You know that it is not here anymore. Yet, you continue to allow my child to wander back into the dark!”

“What else would you have me do?” Carol tilted her head, narrowing her own eyes in turn. “Do the lives of every other resident in Hometown not matter to you, Toriel? You are not the only one with a child out there in the darkness.”

A precise strike landed. Toriel’s steely gaze flickered. “Any single one of us could have gone with them! Are you not directly involved in all of this? Are you not strong enough to go out there with them to make sure that they do not get hurt?”

Being outside of Carol’s office meant that they could gather spectators. Asgore and Officer Undyne had the good sense to not interrupt Carol’s discussions, but Asriel did not have such qualms. He left the sleeping quarters, leaning against the wall like he was not fishing for an entry into the conversation.

Carol straightened up further, deciding to drop her glare. This was not a serious discussion. Carol did not need to treat it like one. One of the two here clearly understood more about the current situation, so she had nothing to worry about. “You have been ill informed about the strength within Dark Worlds. The heroes of the prophecy have experienced and sealed multiple Dark Fountains. They dwarf all of us in their capabilities. We would merely be a liability for their work.” Of course, technique and honing spells could make up for that gap. Carol rarely found herself struggling against the heroes when they barely had any actual fighting experience without the Angel guiding fights. Besides, it was not like Dark Fountains were the only way to gain strength.

Toriel did not need to know this. However, Carol must have jogged a memory, because Toriel became unsure of her own capabilities.

Well then, time to deal the finishing blow. “Your concern is well placed, Toriel. I have been worried for Noelle’s safety ever since she left the bunker. However, the prophecy has decided its heroes, and this is how things must be. Until the Angel returns and fixes its mistakes, we must work with what we have.”

Of course, now of all times, Asriel decided to finally stick his nose into something that did not concern him. In the same argumentative tone that he took with her after December vanished, Asriel questioned, “It had to be this way? Says who? A stupid text in the church?”

“Asriel!” Toriel whirled around. “You cannot say such things!”

“Why not?” He crossed his own arms, pushing off of the wall and beginning to slowly walk across the room. “Who cared if a stupid piece of paper said vague things about a dumb prophecy? You know what I’m starting to wonder? How the hell any of this happened in the first place! A big ol’ elephant in the room that no one wants to talk about!” He gestured around the room, even though no one else was in it before jabbing a finger in Carol’s direction. “I’ve got some choice words for you.”

Carol had enough of this boy’s antics. It seemed that college really did give him a more rebellious spark. Such a shame that talent was being wasted. “As I have told you before, the Angel would arrive regardless. The prophecy would have happened regardless. It would have chosen heroes, and I attempted to ensure that every variable was in place for Kris and Susie to be carried out of the prophecy’s clutches safely.” Perhaps, he needed a reminder. “The Angel deviated. December, Kris, and that girl would all have been safe in the end had the Angel not poisoned Kris.”

A flicker of that boy that used to shy away under her gaze appeared, but Asriel must have grown a backbone while he was away. “Oh, really? Because that’s not what I remember hearing from Kris. You think I can’t listen to them too? I’ve had a lot of time to think over all the little details while I’ve been stuck here with you.” He chuckled, a broken and stressed sound, “Turns out, Kris talked a lot about the two of you jumpstarting this whole apocalypse deal to try to save Dess. That means all of what’s happening is, coincidentally, still your fault!” 

“Are you willingly choosing to be impervious to reason?” Carol arched her brow at Asriel. “All of these events have been predetermined. We can choose how they play out. With their own free will, Kris chose to guide the Angel on a path that would lead to the best possible outcome for the world… December included… to be saved.” The same as with Toriel, Carol placed a strike. “This is shocking to me, Asriel. I believed that December’s disappearance affected you as well.”

Unfortunately, Asriel did not care for social conventions like his mother did. The strike did not stagger him. It only ignited his anger further. “Oh my god, none of you can take any responsibility for anything, can you?! Have you ever thought that the prophecy only happened because you started it? You turned a storybook into a step by step guide on how to start the apocalypse!” Again, that finger jabbed in her direction. “You really didn’t know Dess at all! Even if this somehow works, she’s never gonna forgive you for any of this! Even if she sucked at showing it all the time, she cares about Kris!”

A bond twisted.

A shadow passed over Carol’s face. “Perhaps you did not know her in the slightest. You do not know that she has already forgiven both Kris and I… because we did not leave her in the darkness alone. Maybe you decided to abandon this town and all of the memories in it, but Kris and I preserved it.”

An impassable rift between the two of them formed. Abject disgust grew on Asriel’s face. Carol stared him down, never once yielding.

Carol became stronger.

Asriel looked away, even though both of his hands were balled into fists. He would be foolish to attack her now. It would not change anything. It would not lead to anything useful. He stormed off down the hall, going back into the room that he came through. Toriel watched him leave, though her own voice had been lost.

“Are we finished with this discussion?” Carol questioned, forcibly drawing Toriel’s attention back to her. “I must make sure that my husband is taken care of.”

Toriel did not wither, but she did not fight any further. “Was that really necessary?”

“You will find that many things are.” Carol continued to remain put. One of them would be leaving this conversation first, and it would not be her. 

Finally, Toriel relented. She went after Asriel, no doubt to listen to his ramblings again. Toriel never did know when to properly question her children’s actions. If she only asked the right questions, then maybe Kris would have opened up about what happened to December far sooner.

Such things were long gone now. The endless night continued onward. 

One family member remained within the Shelter, but even he was never really in Carol’s grasp. She attempted to make sure that he was well taken care of, but Carol was no doctor. Noelle poured all of the healing magic that she could into him while the Shelter was still a Dark World. At the very least, it did not seem like Rudolph was dying anymore. However, “seem” was an imprecise word. Until he woke up, Carol would never be sure.

But today, something changed.

A rough cough broke the normal silence in Rudolph’s room. Carol’s head snapped up to look, wondering if her ears perhaps deceived her. However, her eyes saw Rudolph moving, covering his mouth with his hand.

The world had not deigned to take another member of her family from her. For a bit longer, he still lived.

Carol stood away from his bedside for longer than she wished to. Her hesitance must have been noticed, because Rudolph turned his head in her direction, chuckling, “Come on… now…! I know… you were a stranger… but I promise I’m still not… contagious!”

His voice still hadn’t returned yet. Still, Carol walked a bit closer. She kept her distance. She did not need to inspect him any closer. If the illness was receding, then that was all that she required. “I did not think that you would wake up anytime soon. Are you well?”

“Heheh! Sure am…! Right as rain… kickin’ like Noelle when she figured out… I could be kicked in the stomach while holdin’ her…” He still had his flawed sense of humor. Of course, the change of location did not go unnoticed for long. His eyes trailed around the Shelter, and his smile started to slowly drift away. “Did I… get a sweet upgrade…? Hometown doctors finally… had enough…?” 

Ah. Right. He did not know of anything that happened recently. “No, Rudolph. This is going to take quite a while to explain, but we are safe in the Shelter right now.”

“...The Shelter…?” He tried to sit up, but the moment he got his elbows under his body, he collapsed right back down. Wretched coughing came out of his throat. “Ain’t that… the bad place? No one goes near here… What are we doin’…?”

“You are safe. This is the one place in Hometown that is safe as of now.” It had been a while since Carol truly had the opportunity to discuss anything with anyone. She already had a chair next to his bedside, so she sat down for once. This would likely take a while to explain. However, she would be more than happy to delay it for as long as possible. Rudolph waking up during the Roaring was not something that she considered. “If you are too exhausted, this conversation can wait.”

Rudolph did not tire so easily. He kept looking around, and when she properly sat down, he appeared surprised. “Nah… I’ve done nothin’ but sit with my own thoughts… for a bit too long. I’d take even the worst… bedtime story! Speakin’ of… where’s Noelle?”

Carol frowned. She could not answer that question without first explaining far more. Well, if Rudolph specifically requested it, then she would explain. It was better that he heard everything from her in case Asriel waltzed into the room. She started, “Do you still recall the teachings of the prophecy? I am unsure how often you pay attention to them, but it is essential for what I am about to explain.”

“Heheh… yeah, pretty much.” Rudolph coughed again, the rough, gravely sound spilling out of his throat. “Had Alvin… come in a whole bunch anyway. Even if I wanted to forget, he always gave me rambles about the Angel’s guidance and all. That funky little doll… gave me the creeps!”

Well then, perhaps this would be easier than Carol imagined. Maybe, one person would finally have the sense to listen to her. Kris failed to follow her guidance in the final hour. Noelle abandoned safety despite giving the answers she desired. All Dreemurrs except one decided to use their ignorance to be a constant thorn in her side. There were few true allies left.

But perhaps, in a moment there would be one more.

“We have much to discuss.”

 


 

If Susie was gonna be real with herself, she really wished they could all just turn around and go back to that phone. For a second, she forgot that the Roaring was real even though all of them were talking about it. Now that they were all back at it, Susie missed it more than ever. For only a little bit, she got to be reminded of what she was fighting for. She got to be reminded of the people she wanted to have around her when all of this was over.

Now, all of them had to go back to being dead quiet and sneaking around. 

It wasn’t like they were entirely alone again. That voice on the phone said that he could watch them, whatever that meant. If a bad situation came up, the Angel could just get really bright intentionally this time. As long as Ralsei had that crystal, they’d do just fine.

Still, it sucked to be back at it again.

All that talking, and they all had to be quiet again. Travel went slowly without the boat, but at least that didn’t last for much longer. The four of them stopped at Castle Town, and while Ralsei rested and created a new boat, Susie got to show Noelle around. Of course, half of the actual… town part was destroyed, but Susie could still try.

“So… uh… every Darkner we brought here had a place to live. The whole place kept getting bigger.” She glanced at the ruined dojo, grimacing. “Still wish the dojo actually did something though. I was itching for some non-serious fights, but that didn’t happen.”

Noelle’s head swiveled to get a good look around the town. Eventually, she asked, “So… where um… oh gosh, this probably is such a dumb thing to ask. Where are all of the Darkners?”

If Susie really wanted to, she could take Noelle to meet Lancer. It just… meant wading through what was essentially a graveyard. They’d all wake up one day, but Susie didn’t want to look at the basement staircase anymore. “They’re in the basement… as… statues.” Susie didn’t need to explain that part. Noelle nodded, probably remembering Ralsei’s explanation. “At least they’re safe. Still sucks what happened to everything else though.”

“I mean… it can be rebuilt, right?” Noelle didn’t sound that sure about it, but it was a nice thought.

Which, yeah, they’d totally just rebuild it and make it better. Still… “We all worked real hard on this. Or… uh…” She rubbed a hand on the back of her head. “Ralsei made most of the changes. If the Angel wasn’t dead set on sparing everything, we wouldn’t have nearly as many people here either.” Susie didn’t even want to know what would’ve happened if she actually managed to rough up a Darkner in the Card Kingdom. She got a good few, but the Darkners chose to remember when she was part of the party, so… Egh, she was getting sidetracked. “They’re gonna be real upset when they see this.”

Sighing, Noelle looked off to the side. “You say that with… no fear at all. I… I don’t really think I get it???”

“Get what?” Susie waved a hand at all the destroyed buildings. “Hell, this town used to have their name. They’re gonna be pretty sad when-”

“No- I mean-” Noelle tugged on her hair, but her smile didn’t ever really go away. “That sounds like something that would be scary! If I ended up making a religious figure sad, I’d be… absolutely terrified…” She thumbed at the sleeve of her cloak, thinking hard about what she wanted to say next. “But that whole talk with that creepy voice… it’s so weird to say, but… all the creepy things feel so normal, and all the things that… I’m supposed to feel safe with feel scary.”

Huh. Susie stayed mostly quiet, deciding to instead lean on her axe and listen. “Like?”

“The creepy voice thanked me!” Noelle exclaimed, covering her mouth when she thought her voice was a bit too loud. Thankfully, the Titan that left the center of Hometown didn’t look anywhere close when they all came here. “You… you all talked to the Angel and the voice like… like it was all normal! And it started feeling normal!” She waved her hands when she fumbled with saying the right thing over and over again. “And… and it’s weird, because somehow, I’m just thinking about what’s gonna happen when we go back to the Shelter???”

Ha! Maybe Noelle was finally coming around. It didn’t sound like she was all the way there yet, but Susie would take that as a win. Still, Susie’s grin didn’t last for long when she thought about the Shelter. “Yeah… your mom’s gonna be a hassle after all of this. Dunno if she’s gonna let you tag along without a fight.” But, hey, Susie still needed to pay back that time when they all left Noelle in the dust. “I’ll try though, honestly this time.”

Noelle stared down at the ground. “And… I know that you two are close… but I’m really worried that Ralsei’s going to be mad at me. I froze… um… the door really badly. There’s the whole thing with his fire magic, and…” 

It wasn’t hard to notice that two of Susie’s friends weren’t exactly getting along. It also wasn’t hard to notice Noelle pushing him about the fire magic earlier. Susie didn’t really disagree, but after the hit Ralsei dealt to her, she… got it. She wouldn’t wanna use Rude Buster anytime soon if she could accidentally hit someone with it.

Still, he saved their asses, and he hated a piece of himself for it.

“We’ll figure it out,” Susie answered. They always did.

This time, Ralsei made a much larger boat. It at least doubled the size of the last one. Hopefully, they’d be able to take way more people to the Shelter with this. Every trip through the Roaring could take hours, and that was if Titans weren’t an issue. Protecting more people would be a damn problem, but they had the Angel on their side if things got rough. Who knew just how many people in Hometown needed to be saved? If they wasted a lot of time taking only like… three or four people to the Shelter at a time, then everyone was gonna starve to death before the Roaring became a problem.

At least, that was how Kris described it. Susie was just happy that in some way, they had the Angel keeping an eye out for them again. Hopefully, the whole “being bright” thing wouldn’t need to happen anytime soon. 

Still, they decided to go as fast as possible to the Shelter to clear the ice. If they got there with a group of other Lightners, and anything went wrong on the way, there’d be nowhere to run. It was better to try when there were less people in the way.

Susie liked having more space between her and the water though. Honestly, she wondered if that was half the reason Ralsei made it this large. Susie wouldn’t complain. She never wanted that to happen again either. 

…but she wasn’t gonna sit back and not notice the way Ralsei strained himself.

 Way faster than before, she could already see him breathing heavily at the front of the boat. His focus never stopped, but this was with only three other people in the boat. He didn’t do anything that taxing if Susie didn’t just forget something, so… maybe he didn’t rest enough. But they did take a break at Castle Town. Things could just finally be getting to him, but that meant there was probably a really easy reason that he was getting strained.

The boat was bigger. Duh.

Susie marched up to the front of the boat, a little worried about breaking his focus. Quietly, she whispered, “You… uh… need to take a break?”

“We’re almost to the Shelter,” Ralsei responded, not actually answering the question. His voice sounded way too breathy for him to not be tired. “I… I really don’t want to put the boat in the water. This is just… a bit more than I’m used to. I’m sure I’ll get used to it.”

Maybe? He could go for a while with the smaller one. If he couldn’t go from Castle Town to the Shelter though, then Susie was wondering how useful the big boat would even be. “It’ll be fine for a bit if you gotta drop it in, dude. The last boat was fine. This one’ll be fine too.”

Ralsei shook his head. “I’m… going to have to get used to it. I think… the Roaring being heavier is not helping.” He kept his focus going through the talk, but looked relieved when he saw the beam of the lighthouse still piercing through the darkness far past them. They were getting really close. “It’s… straining my magic more harshly, I suppose.”

Damn. It’d be real nice if Toriel wasn’t a problem to bring around right now. She managed to make the last boat go way faster. Maybe that’d help Ralsei get around without nearly keeling over.

It didn’t matter yet, because Ralsei did manage to get the boat back onto land. By the time he set it down gently in the blackened grass, he panted from all the exertion. Susie wasted no time picking him up like luggage. At least, he still had the energy to let out a startled noise when she brought him out of the boat with her. Ralsei adjusted his glasses, sighing, “Susie, you really don’t have to-”

“Shut up. I’d do this for fun.” Honestly, he was just super easy to pick up. If he didn’t want to be picked up, then he shouldn’t have been so light. Dumbass.

There was a high pitched “You would???” somewhere behind Susie, but she didn’t really hear it on account of actually staring at the lighthouse that they were all supposed to get into.

When Noelle said that she froze the door really badly, she meant it. Grand doors were pretty big, and the ice covered most of it. Susie could tell where the ice spell came from. It fanned outward in a massive wave from a spot at the edge of the ice. Honestly, Susie was just happy that the spikes it created didn’t pierce the damn door. That was only mildly terrifying. 

Ralsei’s already tired eyes became more exhausted when he stared at the ice. Kris’ mouth formed into a line, absolutely unimpressed with what they were seeing. When Susie turned around, she saw Noelle sheepishly holding her hands in front of her with her head looking down. Yeah. Yeah, this was gonna suck.

Well, the ice wasn’t gonna get rid of itself. Susie set Ralsei down, promptly marching over to the ice. She poked it a few times, giving it a good test. Yep. Sure was ice. “You think if I hit it with my axe hard enough, it’ll shatter?”

Ralsei squinted. “I really don’t think-”

“Do it,” Kris shouted, hand cupped around their mouth. “Might be funny.”

Welp, that was all the permission she needed! Susie summoned the JusticeAxe into her hand, rearing it back. Come to think of it, she used the damn thing like an axe, but it did have a blunt side if she rotated it. Using it like the old man’s hammer might be better. Deciding to use a little bit of her brains, she rotated the axe, slamming it towards the ice.

The shards of ice closest to her shattered on impact, but the thicker wall didn’t look like it was budging. She got a little closer, seeing a few cracks in it, but it really wasn’t much. “I mean, I could probably get us through in a bit. It uh…” She looked at the work she’d done, and realized she was nowhere close to reaching the door. “It might take us a while.”

Almost disappointed, Kris crossed their arms. “Lame.”

Susie huffed, “Like your weird darkness-knife thing would do any better.” She pointed roughly at the ice, grinning at Kris. “Go on. Try it!”

With all their snark back there, Kris had to take the challenge. They walked over to the ice wall on their own, summoning the Blackshard to their hand. With a red flash of their eye, they slashed. Darkness collected on the blade, making it look more like a sword while they tried to shatter the ice entirely. Kris’ strike went clean through the ice, and-

A large gash was made in the ice. It did not shatter the whole wall at all… or get anywhere close. Well, Susie and Kris tried all of their ideas, and neither of them worked. There was obviously a third option, but…

From behind, Noelle apologized again, “I-I’m really sorry. Mom was going to come after me, and I tried to get rid of the ice, but trying to manipulate it at all just made it worse.” Her eyes flicked towards Ralsei over and over again while he stared at the wall. “Um… I hate to suggest it… again… but you do know fire magic.”

Ralsei’s head sank into his scarf. His eyes shut. With a soft whisper, he answered, “I know. I already know.” Nervously, he started walking towards the barrier of ice. He still looked a little wobbly on his feet after the boat thing. Geez, would he even be able to cast another spell? “I know I have to, but every part of me doesn’t want to. I still worry that I’ll…” For a second, he glanced at Susie. Even though he looked away, his hands still trembled.

As much as Susie wanted to tell him that he didn’t have to… this one kinda sucked. But, Noelle did have a point about something earlier, even if she brought it up at a really weird time. Susie let her axe disappear before marching over to him to put a hand on his shoulder. “You’re not gonna hurt me, dumbass. You’re the best damn magic user I know.”

“I don’t know that.” Ralsei averted his gaze. “It’s not something… I like. It hurts people so much. I don’t want that, but every time I use it, it feels like I’m just going to get someone hurt.”

Yeah, sure, he hit her once, but that only happened once. Susie lifted her hand, lightly knocking him on the forehead. “Remember when we were stuck in the bottom of the church, and we couldn’t see a damn thing?” When Ralsei nodded his head, she kept going. “You used your fire to help us see there too. It doesn’t have to be used to hurt people.”

“It’s what it’s designed to do. The spell is incredibly effective at hurting as many opponents as possible!” Ralsei argued, his hands disappearing under the Shadow Mantle entirely.

Psh, like how spells were designed mattered at all. “Maybe, but like, you’re using it in ways that aren’t doing that. Heck, you taught me healing, and you know damn well that I don’t use healing like I’m supposed to.” It always came out punchy, a blast that went through someone instead of the more normal transfer thingy that Ralsei did. “Look, if you don’t wanna use it to fight ever again, I’ll handle the ‘beating people up’ magic. We don’t want it burning your fur… or something… But like… have you ever thought about using it for something you like?”

Something flickered in Ralsei’s eyes, but it didn’t stay for long. His glasses clouded over. “Even if I wanted to do that… the prophecy depicts me with fire magic. I didn’t want… to give the prophecy more reasons to come true.”

Maybe Susie would hit the ice a few times just to vent out a little bit of steam from how much the prophecy pissed her off. It liked to take even the little things. Susie put both of her hands on his shoulders, forcing him to look up at her. “There’s some things that dumb prophecy can’t take, you hear me? It says I have hope, but I’m not gonna stop hoping just because of some stupid glass.” She had more than enough reasons to hope now. All of her friends were still kicking. The one friend she thought she failed, even though they were beyond hurt right now, was trying to come back. “So you know what? Who the hell cares if it shows you using fire? You can take that part of you back from that stupid prophecy while we break it.”

“I still never want to use it to hurt. I don’t even know if I want it to be a part of me. I don’t know if I can make it something I like. But…” Ralsei lifted a hand to his eye, wiping the bottom of it. Finally, his snout rose out of his scarf, and a smile that Susie always liked joined it. “You’re… a really nice friend, Susie. I don’t… think I tell you that enough.”

Well, that was stupid. “I think you tell me that, like, super often.”

“It still never feels like enough, I suppose.” Ralsei gathered himself up, straightening his glasses and folding his hands behind his back. “If… if you all could, I would still like some space. I don’t want anyone to get hurt. This is… likely going to take a moment to melt.”

Susie let go of him, shooting him another reassuring grin. Ralsei smiled back, but it quickly went away when he started to gather up his strength. Uhhh… Susie didn’t know if he looked fine enough to do this now. “You sure you don’t need… like… a break or something?”

“I’d rather just… get this over with while I still have the nerve.” Ralsei looked down at his own hands before rolling up his sleeves. He’d probably need a second to sleep after they all got done with what they were doing at the Shelter. All of this was gonna take a really long time.

Susie retreated to sit with the rest of the group, but she found herself looking into the dark for a little bit longer. How long… would this keep going on for? She couldn’t even see the other Dark Fountains anymore. From this far away, the Titans might as well have been faint dots. Even if getting everyone to safety didn’t take forever, they all still needed to sleep. Ralsei was gonna run himself dry too fast.

In all that, they had to find the time to figure out… whatever the voice on the phone wanted with that game Kris played. How the hell would they even find the time?

It was gonna end at some point. It had to.

They were far enough away from Ralsei to hopefully not be in the blast radius if anything went badly, but it wasn’t hard to see that he was taking a bit to get fired up. Even Kris wasn’t going to let it go unsaid: “Looks too tired.”

On the other side of Susie, Noelle peeked around to look at Kris. “I-I didn’t want to be the first one who said something, but… it looked like he was about to fall apart on that boat.”

Ralsei lost a hold over his magic, sighing deeply. He could probably hear her.

A little loud to make sure Ralsei couldn’t ignore her, Susie corrected, “He’s doing a hell of a lot more to make this fast and keeping us out of danger. Not really a choice there.” Then, quieting down and hoping everyone got the memo, she whispered, “But like… I dunno what else to do. Seems like we can’t really make that better.”

Kris nodded. “Running out of time to rest. Have to get some people to the Shelter or apartments… People didn’t plan for an apocalypse.” Their mouth twisted while they shivered. “Have to go to the center of town. Get as many people as we can. Go to apartments so they can eat something. Maybe bring food? Don’t know if that’ll work. Dark World changes things.”

Huh, so they were thinking about this just as much as Susie was. Go figure. Kris was the leader, and they had to make the calls. At least she wasn’t stressing over nothing.

Noelle looked down at her hands, fiddling with the ring on her finger while she thought. “Um… so what is it that he’s doing when he lifts the boat? It doesn’t seem like it just… does that.”

“Some kind of… floaty magic.” Susie scratched the back of her head, pausing when golden sparks began to float around Ralsei’s body. He took deep breaths, the embers getting brighter every time he inhaled. It was a little mesmerizing to watch, just like the last time he actually cast one of the spells. Still, she turned back to Noelle while keeping Ralsei in the corner of her vision. “I dunno. He uses it to get around fast. He uses it on the boat now. But y’know, all magic feels harder to use in the Roaring. Can’t be easy. I was thinking we could bring Toriel along to make it easier, but…”

Before the idea could even get any traction, Kris shook their head. Yeah, Susie didn’t like that idea either.

But, Noelle wasn’t clued in on what exactly the two of them were referring to. “Why would Kris’ mom make it easier?”

The little embers around Ralsei floated to different points around the ice. He barely looked like he was moving. Despite never using it in a fight, he was pretty good at manipulating it.

Right. Toriel. “Uh… Ralsei showed her how to use that magic on the fly. I dunno if she already had it, but she figured it out pretty fast. Made the boat go a lot faster until she wore herself out.”

Noelle fiddled with the ring further, watching the way Ralsei cast his magic closely. He took another deep breath, the embers morphing into golden flames hovering in the air around the ice. With how stupidly cold it was in the Roaring, it made all the difference even this far away. Susie started to slowly relax.

“Do you…” Noelle turned away from the fire. “Do you think I could figure out how to cast that spell? It’s like you said, right? If two of us were doing it, maybe we could speed things up??” Her eyes went down to her own hands while she flexed her fingertips. “I don’t even know how I’d figure that out.”

Over and over, Noelle and Ralsei had been butting heads. At the very least, it looked like it was getting a little better. But, they still weren’t close like everyone else was. Honestly, Susie didn’t even know if Kris and Noelle liked each other that much. Kris was always hot and cold about the whole thing, and Susie wasn’t getting in the middle of… whatever was going on there. Those two clearly knew each other way before Susie ever entered the picture.

But… this could be an opportunity. “You know, Ralsei taught me how to use healing magic.” She huffed at the memory of Cyber City. Things were a lot simpler back then. After Susie fell off that trash heap, she didn’t know what to do when Ralsei hugged her and took a wound away with no questions asked. All she knew was that for a second, she wanted to snap at him, and then the hurt was gone. Thing was… she’d seen him heal people before. He didn’t need to touch anyone to do that. So he just… hugged her, like he somehow wanted to do that, like she wasn’t some scary beast.

She got to know him better with the whole healing-magic thing. It turned out that he’d never tried out sarcasm before. She even got the doofus to actually loosen up a bit and not worry so much about getting back to Kris. They’d be fine. And… he did start eventually having fun. But, through all of that, he taught her something new… no matter how much she looked like she wasn’t able to do it. The magic wasn’t something the Dark World gave her. She wasn’t meant to use it. But… he taught her anyway, and it was a piece of him that she could take everywhere.

“Maybe you could ask him to teach you the… uh… flying magic.” Susie had no idea what the hell it was actually called. “He’s the best teacher I know.”

“I don’t know…” Noelle watched the chunks of ice begin to melt at the edges. “Are you sure he’d even want to?”

Even though Ralsei was mad, Susie doubted that he’d say no to help at all. “He had the patience to teach me healing magic when I’m good at hurting-people magic. You’ll be fine.”

Noelle didn’t look so sure, but she didn’t say anything back either. Instead, the three of them continued to watch while the ice around the door slowly began to melt. Susie watched the flames dance, enjoying the warmth while it lasted.

 


 

The last of the ice melted away.

Noelle wanted to be happy. Really, she did. Susie practically charged forward and spun Ralsei around to show just how happy she was. And honestly, Ralsei looked happy too. Noelle didn’t even really get yelled at for the ice being there in the first place. So… she didn’t get why she had a knot in her stomach immediately.

But the moment Kris stood up with a grim look on their face, she knew exactly why. They probably felt the same thing. When they walked through those doors, their families would be waiting. Mom would be in there… probably furious with her. Noelle wasn’t ready to go back and face that yet. Even though she was feeling hungry… even though she knew that they had to go back there to get ready for the next journey, she didn’t… want to.

Susie brought up the idea of going inside quickly. “Well, guess it’s time to face the music. You all ready?”

Kris nodded solemnly. Ralsei still looked tired, and Noelle actually saw this time how sad he looked when he stared at the Grand Door.

But, Noelle knew she wasn’t ready. She still had things to do! Things to learn! Things she wouldn’t get another chance to do if all of them went back inside! Hastily, she fumbled. “Uh- well- would it- be so bad if we stayed out here for a bit longer???”

Of course, the looks she got were incredulous. Kris was the first to tell her no. “Have to check in. Need to eat and drink. No clue how long we’ll be gone.”

“I-” Noelle glanced at Susie. She wasn’t ready to go in just yet. “A-Actually, there was something I needed to do! Maybe you need to go in, but…” This was going to be so stupid. She didn’t think of what to say or ask, but the idea of asking Ralsei for anything felt far less scary than facing mom right now. “Ralsei, Susie told me that… um… it might be helpful if someone could help you with lifting the boat! I-I don’t know when we’ll get another chance, so… it would be nice… if you could help me figure out how???”

Ralsei stared at Noelle for a solid few seconds. Very delayed, his eyes went wide. “Oh! I mean…” A knock on his shoulder came from Susie. Was she trying to encourage him, or…? “I… could? I don’t know if I can walk you through it right now, but I could certainly… try talking you through it?” Unsure of what was happening, he turned around to Kris and Susie. “The two of you can obviously watch, if you’d like! Maybe you’ll learn too!”

Kris’ mouth wavered. They turned back to the door. “Can’t. Have to check in eventually. Coordinate… rescues.” 

Rolling her eyes, Susie put a hand on their shoulder. “You sure we can’t just skip that? Carol’s not even doing anything! I know you’re real big on the fact that she knows the town best, but-” Kris’ shoulders tensed up. Susie immediately removed her hand, putting it on the back of her head while turning to Noelle. “Fine, fine. I’m going with Kris though to make sure no one gets any ideas. Just make sure you take Ralsei back in through the Grand Door, okay?”

Wait, that meant Noelle and Ralsei would be alone out here??? Noelle opened her mouth to say something to stop the two of them, but knew that anything she said right now would probably make things so much more awkward. So, her mouth shut again while she nodded her head. “I’ll… I’ll do that! Thanks Susie!”

With one more thumbs-up to both of them, Susie opened the Grand Doors. Ralsei watched her and Kris slip through the crack before it slammed shut. He didn’t turn back for a long while, his hands probably behind his back under the mantle he was wearing. The light on his chest quivered, and with a deep breath, he put his hand on it while turning to Noelle. “So… learning a new spell…”

“Uh… yeah!” Noelle did not really know how to talk to him alone. All of their one-on-one conversations… for the small moments that they happened… were shouting matches. It didn’t really feel good to ask him for anything at all. But… she said she wanted to be helpful, right? Susie said that she should do this, since there was clearly a problem with Ralsei being able to transport everyone. Maybe it was a chance to show him that she wasn’t useless!

The two of them stood awkwardly across from each other for a while longer.

The… best teacher, Susie said. Well, Noelle didn’t know what that was all about, but she took the initiative and approached the boat that’d been gently placed down in the grass. “Um… so how do I go about doing this? Is there like… a name I need to call on, or…?”

Ralsei startled, keeping his fingers wrapped tightly around the Pure Crystal. With a sigh, he shook his head, “No no. I’ll… first show you how to use it on yourself. That… that should be helpful.” He approached the boat as well, choosing to stand a bit closer to Noelle, but not exactly in reaching distance. A strained smile appeared on his face. “You know you don’t have to do this, right? I promise that I’m just winded from the journey back. I’ll be able to handle the boat whenever all of you are ready!”

“I just want to help,” Noelle reiterated for what felt like the fifteenth time. Really! She JUST wanted to help. “If this makes us go faster, then it’s worth it, right? I mean… I’m now one extra person who’s always going to be around! I might as well… help, right?”

Even though he nodded, Ralsei didn’t look like he believed her. His hand wrapped tighter around the Pure Crystal like a lifeline. With another deep breath, he questioned, “You do remember what our end goal is, right? I… don’t mean that to be rude, but… you were there for our conversation with the man on the phone. In the end, we’re trying to bring the Angel back.” He finally got to the point, asking more directly, “So are you still going to help?”

What did she even do this time? Noelle huffed, her breath wisping in the air, “I let you all talk to him! I didn’t even really say that much! All- All I’ve done is be reasonably worried!” She tried to keep her composure, combing her loose hair back up. “Of course I want to help! I want this to end just as much as all of you do! I was just… worried, and I don’t get why that was so wrong!”

Ralsei kept his voice quiet. He didn’t yell this time, just like he promised. Still, it didn’t make it feel any better. “Noelle… it’s hard for me to explain this… but you heard how the Angel acts on the phone. They aren’t… particularly charitable towards themself. No matter how many people they spare, they rarely extend themself that same kindness.”

It did confuse her. It baffled her that the voice on the phone, the one that terrified Noelle, sounded like he was going against the Angel’s wishes and providing extra context. It was such a strange dynamic. The voice could’ve said anything he wanted about the Angel, but made a point to say that they’d be mad about context that put them in a better light??? Worse, in a flash back there, she thought she understood what the Angel might be feeling, and that terrified her the most.

“You also… kept it a secret that we would even be able to talk to the Angel,” Ralsei mentioned, staring off to the side. “They’re my friend. I need them to be okay. And… I need to know that you… at least understand that they’re needed.”

Every part of her was still scared. Even now, she didn’t actually know the Angel that well! She knew about what Kris, Susie, and Ralsei thought of them! She even knew what the creepy voice thought! But she couldn’t know them until they were here, and she didn’t know what they’d do. But… they were needed. Noelle didn’t know how else all of this was going to end. At least, there was a real plan forming with the Angel. Noelle had to take her chances, but…

She got rid of the thought for now, nodding. “I just wanted to be careful. I didn’t know if that voice was trying to hurt all of you for some reason! I barely know anything. But I’ll… I want to help all of you, even if it’s something I’m scared of doing.”

Ralsei’s eyes finally softened. They looked far more unfocused than before, like he finally let his guard down. “I… suppose I’m getting used to that feeling of not knowing too. I have always been forced to know things I don’t want to know… and the Roaring has broken so many things I thought I knew…” He flexed his hands, testing out his magic before the sparkle of healing magic fizzled. “I don’t know how helpful this will actually be without a demonstration, but I can try to teach you.”

Well, that was what Noelle stayed out here to do. She wasn’t sure why she had to get interrogated to do that. Still, it was far better of an interrogation than the one with her mom. “I can figure it out! I figured out the… um… Hailstorm spell pretty easily???”

Ralsei scrunched his mouth for a bit before nodding. “That’s because it’s… theoretically just a spell that you gained when you entered the Dark World. It just needed a bit extra power… in this case the Angel’s light… to give you the extra boost you needed.” Of course, he’d downplay it. But, like he realized he just did that, he shakily corrected himself, “It’s still impressive to do on your own! It’s just that the spell isn’t like learning a new type entirely! I struggle to cast a stronger heal without help too.”

Right. Right, that made sense. Noelle nodded. “Okay, then how do I… how does learning a new spell work?”

Ralsei moved his hand out to the side like he wanted to show her before instantly realizing that he couldn’t cast all over again. “Well, when you enter a Dark World, there’s a few types of spells already at your disposal. The Dark World reflects traits about you as you become a bit more indistinct. For me, that would be fire magic. For you, it’s healing… your sleep mist… as well as your ice magic.”

Wait, Ralsei’s was fire? “I thought yours would be healing magic too???”

“I taught myself my other spells. It’s…” He waved a hand while he focused again. “It’s not important. Luckily, the ability to hover is more mobility based. It is one I was given, but I still think I can guide you through it.”

Noelle was never given a chance to really go in depth on her magic! This was like learning all the little secrets about Dragon Blazers movesets! She had to learn all the little intricacies of each party member! Now, she was learning her own moves better! Wait, this was a little bit fun! “Okay! I’m ready!”

Ralsei still looked exhausted, but he tried his best to smile. “With the spells you already know, they’ll feel like a muscle you can just use at any time. Using spells that you have learned ends up requiring you to draw on… a specific feeling. I can’t exactly imagine what that would be for hovering. I instructed Toriel to think about escaping, but she also should’ve had the ability to cast the spell in the first place.”

Um… okay??? Noelle shut her eyes, thinking about… flying! She shoved her hands downward like she’d boost off the ground, and just like all the times as a kid when she thought about flying, nothing happened. Well, that probably looked embarrassing. She opened her eyes, and didn’t find a judgemental look staring back. He just watched with a nod of his head. “Is it like… imagining what I’m doing, or…?”

“A feeling!” He reminded her. “Dark Worlds are the real world being reflected in… well… a fantasy. Creating your own spell is like… I suppose bringing your own fantasy to life.”

Well, Noelle could try again, but without a demonstration, it was a bit hard. So, a question came to mind. “What was yours?” Seeing Ralsei’s confusion, she specified, “Your feeling, I mean… when you learned healing magic. I know it’s not the same thing, but… you know! Could be helpful!”

“I… oh…” His hand rubbed one of his ears nervously. “It’s… a tad embarrassing.”

“I’m failing to fly right in front of you! Can’t get too much more embarrassing than that!” Besides, he wasn’t judging her right now, so she wasn’t going to judge him back! It was honestly really exhausting to do! She was getting a hang on being a little more angry about things, but it was exhausting feeling mad at everyone all the time! Was this how mom always existed?

Ralsei brought his hand back down, joining his other on the Pure Crystal. “Well… when I was alone for a while, before I met Kris and Susie, I knew so much about the heroes of the prophecy. I was so excited to meet them, but… I knew what would happen to them in the end.” He didn’t need to repeat the prophecy. Everyone drilled it into Noelle’s head by now. “And all I wanted was to do anything to help them. I even just wanted to be their friend. The Dark World isn’t… real in a way that matters, Noelle.”

“I mean, this feels pretty real???” She didn’t feel like the cold was that bad, but if a Holiday could feel the cold, then it was probably going to give someone else frostbite or something.

Weakly, Ralsei smiled. “I can’t take care of Kris and Susie like you can. In the Light World, I turn back into an object. In the Dark World…” He sighed, “I’m stuck to one room. Even if I wanted to make sure Susie never feels hungry, nothing I give her will make her feel full. It’s all fake. It’s all…” He shook his head, burying the thought entirely while Noelle looked on. “But I wanted a way to take away some of the pain, even if I couldn’t take away all of it. So, I learned healing so I could take away any hurt that happens as long as I’m around.”

Noelle started to remember the time she told Kris to take Ralsei into the Light World… how mom treated him like less than nothing in that fight in front of the Shelter. There was even that moment in the flower world where Ralsei acted like he wouldn’t be able to come with everyone on that road trip. “But you were in the Light World! I saw you at the festival!”

“I… I was, yes. But that…” Ralsei buried his snout in his scarf. “That required the Angel’s soul, Noelle. And… I know what happened that night terrifies you. It terrified me too. But… even though I had their soul, I’d never felt them get so… quiet.” He must’ve realized he was saying too much, receding all over again. “I’m not letting them do that to themself again, so don’t worry about that, Noelle. We’re here to learn a spell, after all.”

Right. Yeah, that was what this was about, wasn’t it? Noelle wouldn’t have even known the Angel was there if the whole threat thing didn’t even happen. She… didn’t know how to even think about that right now.

So, she tried to use what Ralsei told her. Shutting her eyes, she thought harder. Emotion, right? A feeling? Well, she wanted to help! That didn’t make her hooves feel any lighter. She wanted to carry everyone safely across the water! Wasn’t safety what Ralsei had in mind with healing? No… not really. There were a lot more things he had in mind there.

Noelle started to focus on the feeling of flying. What would it be like to lift off the ground? Gosh, she dreamed about it a lot now that she really thought about it. It wasn’t really like hovering, moreso… oh, that was embarrassing. She realized that she shared this dream with Susie once.

There was always a dream that Noelle had. Sometimes, it disappeared for a while, but she liked it appearing whenever she went to sleep. In her dream, she had large angel wings. She soared up high into the sky, and the higher she went, the more she could see the world around her. The skyline looked beautiful from up there. Her worries were far below while she twisted and turned through the clouds. Even though it wasn’t real, it always felt exhilarating. It felt… freeing.

Noelle let out a shriek when she couldn’t feel the ground below her anymore.

Her eyes snapped open while she flailed around in the air. Not knowing how to control the spell, she started sloooowly veering off to the side. “Um??? I don’t know what I’m doing!”

Ralsei scrambled over to her, grabbing her hoof. “You’re fine! You won’t go up that far, but it’s like a gust of wind carrying you! It’s going to originate below you!”

Oh my gosh, she was doing it! Using Ralsei as a tether, she managed to orient herself a little better. It no longer felt like she was going to careen into the Grand Doors anytime soon, and she felt a little bit stable. Cautiously, Ralsei let go of her, and she continued hovering in the air. Noelle squealed, “I did it! Ralsei! Look! I-”

The grinding of large doors met Noelle’s ears.

Immediately, she lost control of the spell, falling out of the air. Ralsei failed to catch her, but that might’ve been because he was looking at whoever was coming. Noelle was too exhilarated by it all! She flew! She actually-

“Noelle Holiday.”

The flicker of excitement was snuffed out by a cold breeze going by. Immediately, Noelle stumbled to her feet, brushing the grass off of herself while Ralsei helped her up. She looked silly, which meant that she was about to face a scolding much worse.

In cerulean robes, mom stood at the Grand Doors with nothing but disapproval in her eyes. It only grew when she looked at Ralsei. Mom didn’t waste any time. “You run away from safety. You do not heed my warning to stay out of the Roaring. Worse, when you return, you decide to stay out in the dark.” After the first glare at Ralsei, she acted like he wasn’t even there. “Get inside. Now.”

“I was just learning new spells to help out!” Noelle tried to frantically explain herself, but realized that was possibly the worst thing to say- No! She could double down on this one! Mustering a bit more nerve, Noelle balled her hands into fists. “I did leave by myself! And I helped! I kept everyone safe! I saw Dess! I came back safely! Doesn’t that-”

“Noelle,” mom called more forcefully, pointing at the Grand Door. “Inside. It is not just me who is waiting on you.”

Of course, mom didn’t tell her what that meant. Noelle deflated. Still, she turned to Ralsei, catching his worried glance. Something in his expression hardened when he saw whatever was on her own face. “Thank you for teaching me, even if…” She didn’t even have much time to celebrate. But, she had to take him inside. “Do I need to grab your hand for this, or…?”

Ralsei opened his mouth to answer, but mom didn’t let him get a word out. “Noelle, you are already aware of where his sympathies lie. Get inside.”

Noelle was well aware, but she found that the jab was not embedding as deeply. At least the Angel could actually recognize their mistakes. Her mother just liked justifying them over and over again. Forcefully, Noelle grabbed Ralsei’s hand, walking towards the door with him. She wasn’t just going to leave him out here.

Even with mom glaring down at the two of them, Ralsei spoke up from behind Noelle, “If… if it means anything… you did really well learning that spell, Noelle.”

Just like when the voice told her that she did a good job, something within Noelle felt a little less heavy. She stole a glance back at Ralsei, and saw him genuinely smiling back at her. She had the strength to smile back before the light overtook both of them.

All that remained in her hands was a headband with a crystal wrapped around its horn.

Mom practically corralled her down the stairs, looming over her shoulders. “We will have to have a long discussion about this. Do you have a single idea how concerned I was for your safety?”

“I was fine!” Noelle protested, but while they got down the stairs of the Shelter, she wasn’t even going to need to shield herself for long.

Of all people, Asriel was waiting at the bottom like he prepared for an ambush. “Oh, so you’re super scared for Noelle’s safety, but Kris is just supposed to be out there? Explain to me how that works!”

Even when Noelle couldn’t see her, mom’s icy stare hit the back of her head. A hand pressed against Noelle’s back, pushing her in the vague direction of “deeper in the Shelter”. “Go visit your father. He has been asking about you. We will discuss this later, but you are not leaving again.”

“Wait, WHAT?” Noelle shrieked, but mom was already getting into another fight with Asriel. The idea of not leaving already scared her enough, but dad was awake? When did that happen? Noelle started rushing to the hospital room before she realized she was still holding Ralsei. Shoot. 

Desperately, she looked around for Susie. Thankfully, she wasn’t too far, getting food in the large pantry.

“Welcome to the fun,” Susie mumbled through a mouthful of rations that probably weren’t supposed to be eaten that abundantly. “Turns out the whole family’s fighting.”

When Noelle looked a bit closer, she saw Kris sitting in one of the shelves while they were eating their own fill. She wouldn’t have seen them at first glance, but they were definitely trying to hide.

“I’ve noticed! I’ll… I’ll figure it out, but I need to go see dad.” Quickly, she shoved the horns into Susie’s hands, bolting in the opposite direction. Was that an offensive thing to do to a Darkner? He didn’t seem to mind being carried around by Susie at all, and Noelle wasn’t going to be the one lugging him around with mom nearby! What if mom just decided to outright snap the horns? The thought made her shudder.

But, she didn’t have time to lose. Noelle ran across the Shelter, slamming the heavy door to dad’s room open. She worriedly looked over like it might’ve cracked the wall, but thankfully, it didn’t look that bad. Disheveled, she looked over at dad’s bed, and for the first time in what felt like forever… saw him smiling back at her.

Seeing her, dad let out a weak chuckle, that same old rough cough coming out at the end. “Your mom doubted you, honey, but it looks like you were fighting for your life! Haha!” 

“Dad!” Noelle closed the distance as fast as she could, wrapping her arms around him as tight as possible. Of course, when she felt him wince, she loosened up just a little bit. “Sorry, faha! I just… didn’t know if you’d…”

He tried to feign offense. “I have all the faith in you, and you got none in your old man? Dang. I’m losing my touch.” 

“I mean… you were asleep for so long… and…” Oh my gosh, the rush of everything caught up with Noelle so fast! She had to explain everything to dad! “You slept through so much! The… the prophecy that was in church is actually happening, but things went wrong! There’s a whole apocalypse outside! I’ve been trying to help out and had to chase after everyone and-”

“Woah woah… woah, slow down there.” Dad held up his hands, getting her to take a few deep breaths. “Your mother already explained the big details to me.”

Oh. Oh no. “What… did she tell you exactly?” Noelle already knew what it felt like to be on the receiving end of all of those things after knowing nothing. If mom got to dad first, then what things did he believe?

Dad glanced over her shoulder, and relaxed when he realized the door was shut. Like he was sharing a little secret, he kept his voice hushed. “If you’re askin’ me… she told me a whole buncha hogwash. She’s not too… happy with me.” He shook his head, leaning back and looking up at the ceiling. “Messin’ with prophecies to bring Dess back…? Putting a ton of kids in the line of fire? Stealing a damn soul to do it all?” He coughed again, taking a moment to breathe. “Sorry, honey. Your mother and I… well… she’s not too happy that I told her this was all too far.”

A knot in Noelle’s stomach started to unwind. Dad knew mom better than anyone else. With all Noelle was seeing, she was doubting even the few things that she DID believe from mom. It was nice to have someone completely outside of all of this see it. Kris, Susie, and Ralsei weren’t untrustworthy… but they also liked the Angel so much that Noelle could never really tell.

Dad arched a brow, gesturing down at the chair next to his bed. “Looks like you’ve been up to a lot. Wanna talk about it?”

Noelle took a seat, and finally let out all of the things that happened the past few days. It was a lot, she realized. Slowing down for any of it felt like a nightmare, but she had to double back for dad’s sake a lot of times. There was getting moved to the Shelter, not knowing what was going on until mom told her about Dess, finding out what really was going on outside, and getting abandoned over and over again. But… she was making friends again. It was getting better.

She didn’t know where she and Kris stood anymore, but they didn’t seem too distant. They couldn’t stop her from coming along, and stopped fighting it when Susie and Ralsei agreed. At the very least, Susie wasn’t mad at her anymore. Susie talked to her a lot now! It… it was better. It was, even if Noelle found herself looking at the back of Susie’s head a lot. For once, she had an actual good experience with Ralsei. He told her that she did a good job. Ever since they fought, she thought he only saw her as a liability.

Then… there was the plan with the Angel. Noelle continued rambling, “There was a whole thing with this voice on a phone, and… we have a plan to stop the Roaring, but…”

Dad tilted his head. “But?”

Should she tell him about the plan? Should she tell him about the Angel in their entirety? Noelle still wasn’t sure about all of this. Before, she doubted completely. After the talk with the voice and Ralsei, the doubt had turned into a small thing, but she could still feel it. But… when the voice was ready, they had to free the Angel’s vessel. They had to let the Angel out into the world with no checks on what they could possibly do. No matter how much everyone told her, there was still that little seed of doubt planted a long time ago.

“Whatever it is… looks like it’s eating you up. Gotta be a big plan to get you that riled up,” dad called out immediately, but he reached out a hand to hold hers. “But… tell ya what. If you’re thinking that hard about it, I’m sure you’ll do the right thing.”

There was a right choice. Noelle knew who she had to trust when the time came.

She just hoped that she’d still have the nerve to do it.

But… there was another, readily more present problem. “I still want to go out and help people. Everyone else is probably going to be leaving after they rest a little bit, but they need me out there. And… I know you’ll tell me it’s dangerous, and that I shouldn’t do it, and-”

“Psh, of course it’s dangerous! Your mother would never let you go out there again under her watch. But-” Dad coughed roughly. “Y’know, this cough never really-” He coughed again. “-went away. Sent your mother into a frenzy when I did it. And I’m sure if I-” A third time. “-got so sick I kept on going… then she’d be hovering over me nonstop.”

Noelle’s eyes lit up. “You mean you’d…”

Dad grinned. “Just say the word.”

 


 

Quiet.

It’d been quiet in a few places that the Angel visited. After all, the Underground was empty now. Sometimes, they’d hear a distant waterfall or river. Maybe snow falling off a tree would catch their ears. The creak of floorboards under their feet startled them every now and then. But out in the deeper Ruins… there was nothing but quiet.

The Angel supposed that their mind was racing a bit less too. Reading through the old books gave their head something to focus on. It was nice, sitting in an old chair and combing through text that they never once had a chance to see. It was an odd path to take, but one that they settled on being worth it.

Testing the limits of their power with no basis would be difficult. However, when the Angel went off the beaten path to find the places where Darkners were turned to ash, they saw this building once more. They opened up a book out of curiosity, and realized that these were recordings of the war between Humanity and Monsterkind. The books weren’t particularly… helpful in the Angel’s regard.

They read anyway. It was nice to find something that they could be patient with. Maybe, they could take some of these back to the inn.

For now, they sat down.

There were a few details that clarified a few things the Angel had seen. Humanity did not typically wield magic in the conventional sense. Raw magic came from items imbued with the spells themselves. If the Angel remembered correctly, Alphys used a similar principle with her ability to cast a check with those cuffs. It wasn’t much, but the Angel found it interesting. Staves, wands, and spellbooks were common. Normal weapons sometimes carried power beyond the physical.

The barrier interested the Angel the most.

Humanity managed to manifest something so world-changing that it removed magic from the wider world until monsters were released. They sealed something away that was fundamentally a part of their world. In their head, the Angel related it to how they sealed Dark Fountains. It probably wasn’t exact, and on very different levels, but the Angel sealed away magic as well whenever a fountain closed. 

…But, the question on their mind was how much all of this could be expanded upon.

Asriel, no matter how horrific his fate may be, was proof that the Angel still had much more waiting under the surface. Ralsei asked them to be kinder to themself, so perhaps this was a… better step forward. Every time they felt that thread, their soul still wanted to rot, but… it revealed one fact to them: They could do much more than their current capabilities. Better things. Hopefully, there would be things that didn’t hurt people again.

The Underground was empty. No one would get hurt should the Angel try anything, and if they got hurt, they could always load before anything went wrong. As long as they did not instantly perish… they would be fine. They had to bend what was. They needed to change.

Well, the Underground would be empty if it wasn’t for Asgore. The Angel didn’t know what they were thinking when they walked in there. No matter how much Asriel and Chara hated them now… and no matter how much the Angel loathed Asriel in turn, they remembered hearing those tapes for the first time. Asgore shouldn’t have had to be alone when he heard those memories.

A voice that sounded strangely like Suzy told them they shouldn’t care.

But they did. Somehow, despite everything Asriel did, they still cared. They couldn’t untangle that thread in their soul. They couldn’t untangle all of the timelines where they tried to find something new. Even though the Angel still had so many funerals to attend, they still thought back to that kid waiting for his fate at a bed of flowers.

Asriel left them no choice. His blade was aimed at the ground. Killing him would snuff out any chance that anything could change. He left them no choice. That was what the man told them. They prevented a Roaring. He left them no choice.

But, they didn’t think it would ever stop hurting.

That was… okay. Be kind. It only meant that they were still feeling. Even through all of this, they hadn’t grown stronger.

Thoughts muted when they found a chapter about soul absorption. Little was truly known about how souls interacted, but the Angel found an interesting passage. There was an earlier record of a monster absorbing a human soul… one before the war.

We found them holding their spouse in their arms. The cries of the monster could be heard for miles. Humans witnessed unfathomable power. We witnessed grief in the only way the monster knew how. With so much to express, and with so much magic to harness, the monster unleashed the power of the human soul.

We never truly learned why the absorption occurred. However, the monster’s attacks were directionless. There were many injuries, but not a single other soul perished. Unfortunately, the devastation caused to the surrounding environment could not be denied. The monster died with their spouse in their arms, and their joined soul shattered. We never truly learned, but many of us believe the soul to have been absorbed when the monster decided they could not let go just yet.

The power of the soul had to be feared from somewhere. A pit formed in the Angel’s gut for people they’d never met. War ignited between humans and monsters when the spark came from a fallen spouse. The barrier was far more distant now, but so much tragedy came from so little. The Angel shut the book for the time being, lightly placing it in their mostly empty bag. They would read more later.

The Angel wandered. One room bled away into another. Ash filled their lungs.

As promised, they did what they could.

A shovel and broom weren’t hard to find, surprisingly enough. As the Angel searched empty houses, they found many things left behind. Many monsters left their old lives behind when the barrier opened. The Angel didn’t know if it was a polite way to handle corpses, but they would do what they must. Still, when they saw how many items were left behind, they knew that they would never be able to take them all to a single Dark World.

The Angel couldn’t do everything.

For now, they focused on what they could do. The room in Home came first, the first of their failures. Dutifully, they swept as much of the ash as they could into a pile. When they were satisfied, they began to shovel it into whatever boxes they managed to pilfer. Some were left behind in homes. Others were sturdier coolers from the dump. The Angel once again questioned disrespect, but they had little other options.

They could never clear up all the ash. It caked their feet and tail. The Angel didn’t do a good job, especially when using the shovel always put them off-balance. No matter how wide they made their stance, they couldn’t quite get the hang of balancing without their cane. It, too, held ash.

It took most of the day to clean Home. Asgore didn’t come find them, which hopefully meant he left with those tapes. The Angel didn’t know how to chip away the floor of the Ruins, so the next best thing was to go just outside of the Ruins door. Once again, they got digging. A few times, they thought about spreading the ashes. Maybe, Darkners would symbolically be able to live on in other objects like monsters did. But… the Angel wasn’t well-versed on how toxic ash from objects could be. They didn’t want to risk causing more harm.

As they buried the first boxes in the dirt outside the Ruins, they hoped that these Darkners would become part of the earth. Maybe, they would see much more when the dirt finally closed overhead.

When their work was done, they stood solemnly for quite some time. The howling wind through Snowdin tugged at their fur. Silence was all that met their ears. There would be more to handle, but the Angel would have to go to another location tomorrow.

The next stop ended up being Waterfall. The ash clung to their fur like a plague, and no matter how much the Angel didn’t want to see their own vessel, this needed to be done. Their clothes undoubtedly carried a scent by now. Wearing corpses was not worth avoiding the inevitable.

The Angel found a secluded part of the river, setting aside clean clothes from their dimensional storage. At the very least, that shopping trip with Toriel didn’t mean completely nothing. In fact, the Angel found the strength to pop out another smoothie. They had to keep the ball rolling somehow. If they could work up the courage to eat, then-

The Angel’s face scrunched up when they took a sip. Rancid. Absolutely rancid. The dimensional box did not preserve it for that long.

Noted. They needed to solve food at some point. Also, they had no soap for this water, but they weren’t planning on doing this for long. Maybe, they’d have to shortcut into someone’s home for a while. They’d given up all their money to Suzy, and…

Burying the thought, the Angel started to take their hoodie off.

At the start, it was just as hard as last time. They saw their reflection in the water a few times, as if they couldn’t always see their vessel from above. But, they managed to get the ash out. The water being freezing steeled their thoughts. Being submerged below the surface helped them feel a bit more at ease for a while longer.

Small steps. Small, barely there steps. But steps nonetheless.

By the time they were dressed in new clothes, they didn’t quite think they got all the water out of their fur. The instinct to shake off like a dog hit them for the fourth time in the past few minutes, and they unfortunately obliged. Of all the things their vessel did, they thought that they liked that one. It always came with a satisfying flick of their tail at the end. A happy memory came with it, even though Suzy was far away now.

Thankfully, the Angel did have a better way to fully dry off. One might call them stupid for going to the CORE just to try to get some more water out of their fur, but they didn’t find it as terrifying anymore.

Despite the man’s shattering, he left this mark on the world. Its presence in the Underground reminded the world that he existed, even if so many of its denizens forgot. It was the first way the Angel found out about the man when fragments appeared in different places. Now that they’d met the man behind the mystery… they felt welcome here in the mechanical walls.

The Angel’s fur continued to dry while they stared down from the large bridge. The warmth blasted them, letting them shut their eyes and clear their head.

The room shifted. When the Angel opened their eyes again, they were unsurprised to see the fragment that held a piece of the man in its hand.

“Wondering what I’m doing here?” The Angel asked, but the fragment didn’t move immediately. It shifted to stand next to them, staring in the same direction they did. While they had the time, the Angel mused, “You know… I always thought you fell into the CORE. I didn’t know about Dark Worlds back then, and it made me so scared of this place.” They looked up at the gargantuan structure, unable to fathom all of the machinery and science that must’ve gone into this. “I just think it’s pretty now.”

He had to splice many words together to make his thoughts work this time. Analytical whispering came out. “It is- not- my-” Boisterous. “proud-” An analytical tone. “-creation.”

Hm? The Angel stared at the fragment, not quite understanding. How could he not be proud of this? “What is your ‘proud creation’ then?”

Thoughtfully, the fragment’s gaze turned to the Angel. His answer was clear.

Ah, they supposed they walked right into that one. The Angel didn’t quite believe that one. “I mean, the CORE just works. It changed monsterkind’s lives. Whatever I’ve got going on here is… beyond broken. What we made together is so utterly broken.” But, the fragment’s eyes did not turn away. They stared more insistently. Of course, the man still thought the same. The Angel wasn’t going to win, so they turned away and looked at the rest of the CORE. “You really… believe that much, don’t you?”

The fragment itself spoke.

Without any usage of anyone else’s voice… without the man mimicking his own words… he gave them their answer.

“WITH ALL I AM.”

 

Another tally joined the other nine. Ten days since they came here… and five since they separated a piece of their soul.

The Angel tapped a pen to their snout while they wrote. They wondered what the purpose of implanting a soul in someone else was. Truly, the Angel didn’t need to do such a thing. Even when they were lost, they turned others into lost souls. Asriel managed to wrest lost souls under his control in a way. The Angel never really tried, but they probably could as well. So… what really was the difference? Why didn’t the Angel cloud the minds of those around them when they became lost in the first place?

Asriel, Chara, Frisk, Asgore, and Toriel all managed to resist. Even Suzy resisted while humans on the surface fell quickly. The Angel had to hit Papyrus before he actually succumbed.

Why?

The Angel supposed that implanting a soul did have its differences. It was a difficult thing to think about, but writing it out made it seem more digestible. They hated… studying what was happening, but…

Okay. Lost souls largely stayed a separate thing. Asriel did have those souls absorbed, but it was control without actually being… a part of the person? Toriel as a lost soul was a part of Asriel rather than Asriel being a part of her. The Angel’s soul did the inverse of that. They were now a part of Asriel… and their soul grew inside of him. A connection.

It was replicating the Angel’s normal relationship with a vessel. Far more invasive. Asriel was still very aware while lost souls… tended to lose themselves.

The Angel didn’t think about it any further that day.

In fact, they were more annoyed that they didn’t note something mentally before. The skeleton household in Snowdin was just gone. It was like that before and every other time they came down here, but they just mentally marked it as “Of course they teleported their house”. It just sounded like something the two of them would do. However, the Angel now properly… actually processed that fact when they stared at the empty lot.

However, the Angel didn’t leave it that way.

They began to shuffle through the snow near the back of the lot. They didn’t know what the door might’ve looked like on Sans and Papyrus’ house, and wanted to take the chance in case it was a cellar. When their foot struck something against the ground, they lucked out.

One part of the house wasn’t moved to the surface.

Maybe Sans wanted to abandon it down here after all.

The Angel didn’t have the key to his lab on them. Apparently, Frisk was kind enough to automatically lock it the last time the Angel left it alone. Of course, the Angel didn’t care for such things, promptly backtracking to the inn. As soon as they crossed the threshold, they hooked onto the name and feel of the space of Sans’ lab.

When they blinked, they were walking down his staircase.

No wonder he abused this ability. It was stupid. They did look behind them to realize that the cellar door was shut, but it wasn’t necessarily the threshold of the room. The Angel would be fine without it.

Now, to answer a question.

Moving to the curtain on the far side of the wall was automatic. If that skeleton came here somehow, then the Angel honestly doubted that the machine had something to do with it. Sans ran a convenience store. Was he really that much of a scientist before coming here? Could he actually procure any materials in Hometown to make an elaborate machine? Doubtful. Extremely doubtful. But, there was a machine here, and they needed to know what it was.

When the Angel opened the curtain, they couldn’t even act surprised to see it empty.

Chara rarely lied in narration. There used to be a machine here. For whatever reason, it was gone. However, in its place was… a packet of jerky??? The Angel poked it with their cane like it could be a weird trick, and when it didn’t do anything, they picked it up to inspect it. Hotdog flavored jerky specifically, whatever that meant.

The lost lead soured them. Everything involving the skeletons had to be hard. Sans probably did this intentionally to give them another stumbling block. The thought that he could’ve been down here unnerved them. They weren’t the only one with shortcuts.

Two more houses were cleared of ash.

The Angel could see tattered, white wallpaper in the small shack deep within the Snowdin outskirts. It reminded them far too much of the Holiday household, and while they sifted through the ash, they lifted out a mostly burned santa toy.

With how strict Carol was about preservation, the Angel found it odd that she would’ve left this all here.

More burials came and went. The Angel kept vigil over all of them, once more hoping that they would get to be a part of the earth… however Darkners saw things without a fountain.

They had to wash themself off every time. The Angel didn’t hatch their plan yet to get soap, but they were starting to find the process easier. It still filled them with a knot when they knew it was coming, but it came easier. The jerky that they pilfered was a bit nicer on them as well. Even though it was more solid, the Angel found a second thing they liked about their vessel.

Biting things was a little bit fun.

Maybe it was because another amusing memory came of it. Really, they didn’t mean to bite Undyne! But at that point, she was asking to get bitten with how often she touched them. It shouldn’t have worked that way with food, but whenever the Angel had to tear into the jerky a little bit, the minor amusement from doing it offset the gut rolling for just long enough to stomach it.

The ritual of going to the CORE continued.

“Let’s say we do get the mantle game… working.” The Angel had far too many questions about this, but the man wasn’t really in a position to answer them. Apparently, their friends were out in the Roaring now, which meant no surprise-interruptions… even though Ralsei was told what they were. It wouldn’t be helpful at all. Regardless, the man always joined them again on the bridge, so it was a good opportunity. “Where should it be placed?”

The man’s fragment tilted its head, confused at the question.

“When… when I viewed this world, I always thought of it as looking one layer down. The Light World is the next layer… the Dark World being the next… and I even thought about the mantle game being technically one layer lower.” Honestly, the mantle game very much gave them conflicting feelings. They needed the Shadow Mantle, but it still irked them to no degree. Still, this had a point. “So I’m curious if the mantle game would need to be built one layer above the Dark World to reach it properly.”

A humming sound came from the piece of the man being held by the fragment. He was thinking. They asked a question that had him thinking. 

At the same time though, they didn’t know if they really believed that logic! “But that’s how Ralsei thinks about Darkners and Dark Worlds, and I don’t really think that’s… all that true?” They tapped a finger against their face. “Dark Worlds aren’t lower. Not really. They’re just a different perspective of the same place.”

A boisterous tone came from the fragment’s mouth. “Something we can both agree on!”

The question went unanswered of where it would be built, but having access to a Dark World might make it easier to replicate the mantle game in the first place.

Six days since everything happened with Asriel, and the Angel grew antsy about their Dark World.

Learning the rules of the fountain wasn’t nearly as difficult as they thought it would be. With how often they used Shadow Crystals, calling upon the strength of the fountain to mold the world almost felt like it gave way a bit too easy. It was terrifying, a phenomenon that they might have to try in the Light World soon. They started small, expanding the room for those plush Darkners and getting a rudimentary arena for the Scribbls. 

There was still work to do, but the Angel was happy with what’d been done so far.

“Tired? Seem tired!” Paige chirped from their shoulder.

The Angel sighed, rubbing their eyes under their veil. They hadn’t even noticed. The past few nights, they weren’t sleeping that often. They didn’t dream. “There’s a lot to do. There’s still so much ash to bury, and I’m starting to see more and more objects left behind in houses.” Honestly, they still didn’t know what they were going to do about that. “I don’t know if I can bring them all here.”

Paige craned its neck into view of their veil. “You make choice! Already doing a lot!” It ruffled its feathers, bowing its head. “But! Big bird friend seemed sad last talk! Kept talking back! Bring here?”

Big… what?

The Angel swiveled their head to look at their shoulder. Thankfully, the wing on Paige’s side was already behind it, so it didn’t slap against it. “Paige, I need you to tell me exactly what you mean by that.”

“Thought you knew!!!” Paige flapped its wings in a small bit of offense. “Talked to big bird! The pretty one in the lab! You talked back and forth! It was sad!”

The Angel did hear the sounds, but they thought that they were just imagining different parts of the lab as a response. At no point did they really consider that- The Angel started to pace. They didn’t know what that meant in the slightest. Sad didn’t mean that the Harvester wanted the Angel to break their promise, but it meant that the Harvester was still experiencing something.

Even if they wanted to, they had no idea how to disconnect a machine that large. They didn’t even know how to get it back here.

“Thank you for telling me that.” The Angel decided on, their shoulders falling. That poor thing had to listen to them for so long. They probably scared it really badly. Damn it. They would have to visit soon.

The Angel continued their vigil over houses turned to ash. They continued their talks with the man. However, as the weariness finally got to them again, and they knew that they wouldn’t be going much further, their mind wandered while performing another shortcut.

The Angel found themself back in front of a piano.

It went untouched last time. Even now, the Angel only knew one song. They didn’t know if they could play with their fingers.

Be kinder, right? Could they do that?

Were they doing a little better this time? The Angel hoped so. They managed to snack on something. They managed to clean themself off a little bit. Their Dark World was expanding.

Would it be right to…?

The Angel knew they couldn’t play Asriel’s song, but they still cautiously approached the piano. Their fingers lightly grazed its surface, brushing off natural dust that had fallen over the years. It didn’t feel right under their touch, but they still found themself sitting down. Work had been done. They took the time to bury so many Darkners. They managed to be a little kinder to themself like Ralsei asked of them, as much as they could muster right now.

What song… could they try to play?

A song clung to them even as they fell into this world. It chased them through their memory. It lifted them up through the depths of death itself.

The Angel tried to remember the song Ralsei sang to them, and immediately unleashed a harsh plink when they estimated the notes all wrong.

 

Without a proper place to sleep in the Dark World, the Angel used the smaller room in the inn. The bed was comfortable enough, even if the mattress weathered with age. It was difficult to sleep, but they couldn’t fight exhaustion forever. Their eyes stayed shut for a while, and eventually their face softened.

“Like this,” Kris demonstrated again, their fingers dancing over the keys of the piano effortlessly. The song the Angel had been trying to fruitlessly replicate all day came out with perfect clarity, Ralsei nodding his approval. “Slow song. Can’t speed up.”

Susie huffed, putting her hands on the keys of the piano one octave lower. “Okay, but it sounds cooler sped up. Like… kinda funky.” To demonstrate, she tried to play the exact notes Kris did. Of course, Susie was right. The song Ralsei sang could sound cool sped up, but she fumbled with the keys while her fingers grazed a few. Her teeth bared. “It’s taking everything in me not to smash the damn piano.”

Ralsei put up both of his hands, trying to soothe her. “It’s okay Susie! It’s fine to mess up a little bit! Um…” His eyes looked around the room, landing on where the Angel was standing. “Angel! Would you like to give it a try? Just so that Susie can… um…” Ralsei wasn’t gonna remove her from the piano, but he did notice how much she was fuming. “Comiserate?”

Yeah, that would be fine. They were still learning too, after all.

The Angel started to approach the piano, but they stopped in their tracks a few paces away.

“You are so unbelievably annoying to get a hold of.”

The piano started to melt away. The faces of the Angel’s friends became slightly less clear when they put consideration into what each of them truly looked like. The illusion was gone, the Angel finding themself chasing after that small feeling of solace that was ripped away so soon.

But of course it would be, because the Angel knew that voice.

Slowly, they turned, feeling the tug on their soul from a tether very close by. Asriel stared back, his arms crossed while he looked at the dream with nothing but mild annoyance.

The Angel lifted a hand, feeling for the flicker of red deep within Asriel.

“Wait! WAIT!” Asriel yelled, and the way his hands uncrossed and flew forward was the only reason they considered not sending him away right now. His breaths sounded quick. His eyes widened. When he saw them freeze, he paused in his tracks as well. However, his eyes stayed frozen on their hand.

The Angel didn’t have the advantage of their cloak in this dream. Their face was fully visible. However, they still bared their teeth. “What?”

Asriel slowly drew himself back up to his full height, his hands not really knowing what to do now that he wasn’t crossing them. “You have no idea how little of an opportunity I have to do this, but I’m not wasting this. I…” His face scrunched up, the words on his tongue coming out bitter. “I need to ask you about something.”

Really? This was all for some simple talk? Talking would’ve solved things ages ago, but he never chose that option. The Angel kept their hand raised, knowing precisely where that fragment of themself was in Asriel’s chest.

They steadied their hand.

Asriel left them no choice, but now, this was the only choice they still allowed him.

“Talk.”

Notes:

I'm not gonna bore you with the specifics of this week, but I got the chapter out regardless.

I did do a LOT of outlining specifics. While the general events are set in stone, outlining specific chapters is not and I took time to get ahead. Unfortunately, this means that I VASTLY underestimate how long scenes will take. My bad for the Asriel cliffhanger! It was the only way to keep the chapter from expanding beyond my control.

Because I wasn't willing to compromise on anything else. Again. This is the toll you pay for having beats well-structured later and not being able to shuffle things. Darn you planning.

Anyone else find it a horrifying detail that Asgore and Toriel don't actually know what happened to their kids? I did.

And I think the fight between Carol, Toriel, and Asriel has to be one of my favorite dialogue exchanges in a while. Just pure vitriol. DR!Asriel might be swinging wildly at everyone, but when it clashes with Carol, hehe yay. Turns out the Roaring isnt ending and the people they love are still out there!

I do have to comment on Rudy, because I feel like people were waiting for something more with him.
Point blank, I don't know what the deal with his illness is in DR. I had no answer for this fic, never had plans to find an answer, and kept it generic. Life-threatening illnesses can just happen without any spooky things occurring, and I think that Rudy being a positive force instead of in the forever-stasis is a better move. Plus, he's dead as hell in the UT universe so I'm inclined to believe this isn't anything supernatural and is just a canon event. Bisexual Asgores in shambles everywhere.

Noelle and Ralsei having a positive interaction for once???? Noelle and Ralsei not having to have someone being a barrier between them to keep them both happy??? Say it aint so. In MY AFWT fanfic?

The Angel has gained two new canon traits
- Likes shaking out like dog
- Likes biting things.
Is this progress chat are we doing it.

That being said, this fic is going to take a lot of winding roads with the Angel. It's part of what makes their character fun. They have, in the past few days, had an utterly atrocious run. When you put it into perspective, it's insane what changes they've gone through in the past 10 days.
I understand people are becoming apprehensive, but again, this fic is exploring ALL of the consequences of this situation.

I'll let the future of the fic speak for itself on that one.

Regardless, I hope this chapter was enjoyable. Despite everything, it's out.
I go bed.

Thank you always for reading!

Chapter 35: Found You

Summary:

The Angel's hiding comes to an end.

Notes:

Aight lads fanart rounds. Gonna be a bit tired for this one but thumbs up

5kape drew an amazing rendition of the Ch27 scene where the Angel destroys Frisk's save-point!
https://www. /5kape/817807616503840768/file-erased?source=share

a-flawed-apparatus made a heroforge of the Angel in a cat onesie!
https://www. /a-flawed-apparatus/818051815128154112/angels-sleepover-fit?source=share

ourasriel made pixel art of the Angel as a borzoi and doing the fnaf 2 foxy jumpscare on Carol. Also hero_angel
https://www. /ourasriel/818064662249750528/some-other-doodles-for-star-pup01s-story-i?source=share

redraven393 drew a very fun art of last chapter where Noelle began floating. This is how they bond trust
https://www. /redraven393/818069158854066176/floating-near-the-sea-is-a-bad-idea?source=share

darinaethelaianprophet drew a crossover art with AFAC and the Angel
https://www. /darinaethelaianprophet/818083721720872960/angel-ends-up-in-a-familiar-yet-very-different?source=share

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

Even their simple command to speak dragged something out of Asriel. He couldn’t stop the action if he wanted to. He danced to their strings now, but they hadn’t sent him back immediately. While it was a start, he hated how much of a stranglehold they had over him. He tried to push back after he needed to mewl like a toddler. “Golly, you don’t need to be so commanding about it. I’m working with all I’ve got! You made it really hard to get a good conversation with you!” Oh! So he could still deviate a little bit as long as he followed the wording of their commands. Funny!

Asriel took a good look at the dream that he managed to break into. The last time he did this, the Angel was looking at that weird prophecy. Now, the idiot was in the middle of learning how to play piano. It was disgustingly domestic. The three people they were with had vanished the moment Asriel showed up, giving him the Angel’s undivided attention.

They kept their hand raised, the gesture reminding Asriel that this could end at any time. The Angel took a step forward, cloak and veil falling over their body and face. Once more, their expression was hidden from him. He couldn’t read them anymore other than those stupid wings. “Give me one good reason why I shouldn’t send you back to your room.”

“Aw, don’t give me that!” Asriel found the easy sparring coming back. Now that there wasn’t an impassable wall between them, he was back in the flow of everything. Putting on a smile, he mentioned, “You won’t send me back, because you feel guilty. I felt that allll the way back during our little talk with Toriel.” Though, there was another possibility. “Or you made me feel those things to try to get me to cave. After all, what kind of idiot would go through all this effort only to feel bad about it?”

The Angel’s wings ruffled. Their veil blocked any other reaction from coming out, but their hand started to ever-so-slightly lower. Did he really get them that easily? Good. Maybe this conversation would be-

“You, if I recall.” The world around the two of them started to dissipate. The Angel’s other hand left their cloak, both falling to their side. “Don’t you remember too?”

All at once, the world tilted. Asriel felt his body beginning to tumble through the air while the Angel remained upright. He lost sight of them at some point, falling listlessly through the air until he slammed down onto a dark floor. Planting his hands on the ground, he got up to his knees before seeing the red of the Angel’s cloak in the corner of his eye. He thought about striking, but already realized he couldn’t move.

“Frisk... I… I understand if you can't forgive me.” A high pitched, crybaby voice that Asriel remembered too well hit his ears. He looked dead ahead, seeing a memory he already knew. His smaller self stood with his head down in front of Frisk for judgement. Something twisted in his chest, and he didn’t know if the feeling was his. “I understand if you hate me. I acted so strange and horrible. I hurt you. I hurt so many people.” 

What was the point in showing him this? “I remember, idiot!” He yelled to the Angel, but didn’t get their attention.

“Shh. Listen.” The Angel put a finger over their veil.

Asriel’s mouth clamped shut while he did just that. Listen. “Friends, family, bystanders… There’s no excuse for what I’ve done.”

He knew what came next. He tried to look away. Instead, his eyes stared forward while Frisk’s lips moved. However, something he didn’t see before entered his vision. Something stood behind Frisk, face wreathed with golden light, making the same motion that Frisk did with their lips: “I forgive you.”

“What about me makes you so angry that you’ve gone back on everything you believed?” The Angel walked in front of Asriel, blocking the two children from view while they stared down at him. “Do you know how many Darkners I had to bury? Do you know how many of them miss you? And yet you come here… grandstanding when you have no power. You can do nothing against me. What’s more important, Asriel? The questions you have, or spiting me?”

Asriel hadn’t been given the command to talk yet. His face strained.

The Angel crouched down, getting on eye-level with him. “But you wouldn’t have begged if you didn’t have something to ask. Tell me why you really came here.”

Wait- wait wait wait- Asriel got the command, and he found his lips moving before he could change what he said. “I came to ask about Cha-” He managed to bite his tongue, stopping the words too late.

The Angel’s wings ruffled. Hovering in front of him for a bit longer, they thought. He couldn’t tell what they were thinking. After what felt like minutes, they rose to their feet. “With how little you care about others, why should I care about a single thing you want?”

Finally, he could answer freely, “Because you owe it to me! I know you feel that rotting feeling in that soul of yours! You feel guilty!”

“I don’t have to do anything for you. This is my mercy to you.” They turned around, and Asriel realized that the two of them were back in the darkness again. The two children standing there were gone. “Of course I still feel guilty. That means I still have a conscience. Maybe you’re not familiar with that anymore.” Their head turned around, wings sharpening. “Or… maybe you still know what guilt is like. After all, why else would you ask about Chara?”

Asriel tried to get to his feet to claw and scrape at them, but he still couldn’t move. He was being forced to answer. “They won’t talk to m-” He bit his tongue again while more words tried to force their way out of his throat. Stop. Stop. Make it stop.

“This can stop,” the Angel said, hearing his begging even though he didn’t say anything. Fully now, they turned their body back towards him. “I’m not going to do anything for you… not for nothing in return, at least. I don’t owe you.” They summoned their crook, looming over him again with a weapon in hand this time. “If you really care so much about knowing about Chara, then I want you to ask what’s really on your mind. Have an actual conversation instead of trying to get a laugh at my expense. The moment you can’t do that, I’ll send you back home.”

What did this idiot think they were doing? Asriel still couldn’t move. It took him days for the Angel to actually dream long enough to talk to them. They shut him out otherwise. He didn’t know how any part of their connection worked, only that he DID talk to them in their dreams once. Trying it again could take forever! Chara wasn’t going to talk to him. Chara lied to him.

He remembered waking up from being blasted by magic, only to see their shadow staring at him.

Asriel huffed, “Fine.” You really can’t take ANYTHING thrown your way, can you?

“I can hear that too,” the Angel clearly stated, making Asriel want to yell in frustration. “Prove to me that you care enough about someone other than yourself to stop attacking me for a few minutes.”

Did he care about Chara enough to do that?

Every fiber of his being still wanted to claw his way through this invisible force holding him down. But, he came here for answers. He needed to get them. Okay. Fine. But, Asriel didn’t really like his odds. “If you have to read my thoughts, some of them are just going to come out. I want… to ask about Chara.”

“We’ll see.” The Angel waved a hand, the darkness disappearing.

Asriel flailed around while control of his own body was restored to him. He didn’t get much time to use it, because something shifted under his legs and forced him to sit down. When he slammed his hands down to get his bearings, they pressed down against a log that he currently sat on. Sparks flew up in front of his eyes as a smaller log went into the fire, a monster sitting on the other side.

The Angel didn’t have their cloak and veil on anymore. Only casual clothing remained, and their face was entirely visible again to read.

Tilting his head, he asked a question he shouldn’t, “Not doing the hiding your face thing?”

“I am going to accept that as genuine curiosity for your sake,” the Angel quickly retorted, and Asriel did inwardly curse when he realized what he’d just done. He did need to focus. It was just difficult. “Besides, you’re the one who lifted my veil. I thought you’d be angrier to see my face with the whole… similarity thing.” They didn’t look like they found it funny in the slightest. No smile went across their face while saying that. Huh. “I’d rather you know I’m not lying about what I say anyway.”

Hm. Well, Asriel wasn’t going to convince them otherwise. Everyone had tells when they were lying, but Asriel hadn’t quite figured out the Angel’s. At the very least, this would make it easier to figure them out. It was a strange compromise for the Angel to make, but he held his tongue on saying anything else about it.

The Angel went silent, their eyes staring into the fire while Asriel had the floor. The only thing was… he hated this restriction they put on him. All of the ways he could word the questions were aggressive. He couldn’t give them a dash of insults either. He just had to ask it genuinely. It was annoying.

Asriel swallowed his pride. He had to. What else was he going to do while stuck in bed? Figure out a new way to be made uncomfortable by mom? So, he mumbled while he asked, “How… is Chara?” He wanted to wither up and die when the question escaped his lips. Of all the things, he wanted to know that the most, but he sounded like a lost puppy.

When Asriel looked up to the Angel, he didn’t see any judgement on their face. They only frowned. “They’re unhappy with me, but that’s something everyone shares now. Most of the time when they talk to me, it’s to jab me about something I already know about. You two share that in common a lot.”

Oh, so they could jab Asriel as much as they wanted, but he couldn’t say anything back?

“Again, you owe me,” the Angel said again, skimming the loudest of his thoughts like it was nothing. 

“Can you stop reading my thoughts?” Asriel genuinely asked, wanting so badly for whatever was in his head to get out. “And, better yet, don’t force me to say things either! It makes me sound childish!”

The Angel tilted their head at him, actually considering it. “You’re good at faking your facial expressions. I’m also having trouble not reading your thoughts. They’re loud.” They exhaled sharply, eyes training on him with a red glow. “You don’t get to request anything from me, but I’d rather know what you really want to say. You’re good at sounding childish on your own.”

Ugh, Asriel never had to deal with a mind-reader before. It was creepy that they even could. They got to do all of that while still poking and prodding at him. Asriel wasn’t used to being on the back foot, but he had to stay there if he wanted to know anything. He wanted to circle back around to the having trouble thing, but it wasn’t worth the effort. Instead, he focused on what he needed to know. “Have they… really been there the whole time?”

The light in the Angel’s eyes died down a bit. That gaze stuck on him finally receded again. “Yes, or at least… I think they have.” The Angel leaned back, looking up at the empty sky above. “I don’t know what happened in the time I was gone, but they’ve been with Frisk since they woke up in the Underground.”

Asriel stared down at the fire. That whole time he believed Frisk was them… Chara really was there? How did any of that make sense? He thought about questioning the Angel on that, but knew they were probably hearing his thoughts already. “So they were in control in the Underground? I wasn’t crazy?”

However, the Angel shook their head. “I was in control. Chara… stayed distant. It was very hard to tell if they were even there.” They finally looked down, staring him in the eyes. “But I do believe that they helped Frisk and I save you. We had to reach out to them first, and I guess they were finally ready to take the step.”

Asriel tried everything in his power to figure out if they were lying, but they never looked away. He remembered that fight no matter how farther away it got. He remembered those memories flooding back, invading his head no matter how much he tried to fight them off. His name was called, and he didn’t know what was happening to him.

…Were they really there?

If they were, Asriel had a question, but he wasn’t ready to ask it. Instead, something worse came out of his mouth. “What were they like?” Maybe, this person wasn’t even Chara at all. He could just be seeing patterns. Maybe, they were a shell of their former self just like he was. Worse, he had to trust the testimony of someone he hated. All of his questions weren’t meant for someone like the Angel, but they were the only person capable of answering.

The Angel stared at him for a little too long before looking down at the fire when he noticed. “They only ever narrated our journey… unless worse things happened. I never got to know them unless they were already angry at me. But…” They sighed, combing a hand through the fur on their head. “They were witty. They liked making silly jokes. They paid attention to the smallest details, even if those details upset them. Sometimes… when things got really bad, they’d start to laugh. It’s…” The Angel stared further into the flames. “I never knew them well. When we formally met, they were decisive. They were precise. Now that I’m back, that’s the only side of them I’ve ever seen anymore.”

Before their deaths, Chara usually kept jokes between Asriel and themself. Whenever someone else was around, they hid it a lot. Why Chara would start saying those things to a random person… Asriel didn’t know. It made something within him start to sour. He knew that presence was them. He knew that shadow. He’d recognize them anywhere. “How… are they even here?” He questioned, hoping the Angel would have some answer. How did they persist too? Foolishly, he hoped, “Did they hear me call their name?”

Glancing to the side, the Angel muttered, “I don’t know.” The answer came out too honest, like the Angel cared about letting him down for some stupid reason. “No matter how much I looked, I never found the answer.”

Why did they come back? Asriel asked that question the first time the Angel decided to slaughter everything in the Underground. Was Chara there too? Asriel should’ve known they were there! That was their creepy face! A horrifying thought started to dawn on Asriel. Of course, they would hate him now! They showed him just how much they loathed him in that fateful timeline through the Underground. Of course, there were hard feelings. Asriel got in their way. Asriel remembered a dagger slashing through him over and over again, and he couldn’t decide if it was hatred driving every swing… or if his attacker felt nothing at all.

The Angel was staring at him.

“It’s none of your business,” Asriel spat, consequences be damned. They needed to get out of his head.

Probably in an attempt to disarm him, they looked back down at the fire, stoking it with a sturdy branch. “Remember, they reached out to save you in the end. I thought you didn’t regret your choice to spare the humans anyway.”

He didn’t, but that was because… because he finally did right by Chara in the end. They sacrificed their life for monsterkind, and he threw it all away. He threw them away. Breaking the barrier meant that their wish came true in a roundabout way, but…

“They hate me, don’t they?” Asriel asked, a giggle coming out of his mouth. “What else would it be? They don’t talk to me. They hid from me in that stupid Dark World. What else would the reasoning be? I…” If Chara was there, then they heard everything he said at that flowerbed. Everything. He said they weren’t the greatest person. They wanted so badly to hurt everyone on the surface, yes. They had strange ideas about how power could make sure that no one ever gets hurt again. But… despite all that…

Of course, they wouldn’t talk to him. He put the final nail in that coffin. That naive, idiot kid from so long ago stabbed him in the back yet again.

The fire crackled. Asriel didn’t have anything more to say. The Angel didn’t respond to try to stop him. Did that mean it was all true, or were they being quiet for some other stupid reason? He wasn’t able to tell. What would it matter, anyway? He couldn’t do anything about Chara hating him now. He was a useless husk now for someone else. 

Minutes dragged on in silence. Asriel kept staring at the fire, growing less and less aware of the person across from him. Asriel did everything to keep Chara… only to throw them away at the last possible second. What did they think when Asriel finally admitted that they’d been gone for a long time? Did they cry out? Did they care at all? Did they feel glad that they didn’t have to deal with him pestering them?

He didn’t know. The Angel didn’t answer. Maybe they didn’t know either.

“If it means anything…” After much more silence passed, the Angel broke the silence first. “I didn’t mean to use their name against you the first time we met. I really thought after I left that they’d…” The Angel sighed, “That they’d tell you they were still there.”

Asriel folded his arms, looking far away from the light of the fire and into the dark. He hated the Angel. He was certain of that. No matter how much his teeth bared, and no matter how much he wanted to rend them to shreds for thinking they knew anything about what Chara would do, some part of him knew that they were right.

“I thought they would too.”

But now, with Chara so distant, Asriel wasn’t sure. With all he had said, he wondered if they would ever talk to him again.

The Angel didn’t open their mouth to speak again. Asriel never turned to look at them while the night continued on. No hand was lifted to send him back to his prison. Instead, the silence carried on while they sat next to a fake fire.

At some point, when the sun began to rise, Asriel blinked awake in Frisk’s bedroom again. He still couldn’t lift an arm to wipe away the tears building in his eyes.

 


 

The Dark Worlds made things more indistinct. They granted abilities that people would not be able to access in the rigidity of the Light World. The same had been true for the Angel… up until now.

As the week went by, they would begin to pierce the veil.

For most of their journey, they believed themself incapable of casting magic. They could change the color of their soul. They could still call upon their ability to wind back the clock. However, they could not wield magic like monsters traditionally did. That was what they believed, but the Angel could not tell if it was fully true. Monsters summoned magic to express themselves, but the Angel did not know how to do so.

In the Dark World, they managed to bend that limitation. As they began to recall their strongest connections, they summoned weapons plucked out of their memory. No matter where they were, no matter how far away they were, they could always summon their friends’ strength to their side. There was no reason to try to bring this power to the Light World. They would not benefit from it. After all, in the end, they would be fighting in the Roaring.

But, the Angel realized something about every other monster who entered the Dark Worlds. When monsters with well-trained magic entered the darkness, the Dark World only amplified their capabilities. It stood to reason that if the Angel could begin to train themself in the Light World, then it would be even easier to bend the dark. After all, the Light World had another truth to it. While it may be distinct, it was still malleable under the Angel’s perception. It was just… harder to bend.

Humans could bend the very fabric of this world even though they lacked the Angel’s… disposition to this world. Humans were exceptionally hard to kill. Not only could they master intent against monsters who were susceptible to that very thing, but their intent could manifest into reality. At their strongest, Frisk willed their dreams into existence to keep pressing forward. At humanity’s strongest, they rewrote the fabric of the world to cast magic into the depths.

The Angel needed every advantage they had against the Roaring. It was going to stifle them again when they went back. The man said the Roaring was getting worse. If the Angel went back in with no improvements, then they would be dying all over again. As long as they weren’t making headway on the actual getting back part, they needed to continue learning.

Supposedly, things weren’t going well on the Roaring side of things either. The man said that their friends were currently occupied with evacuating everyone. It made sense. It also meant that anything the Angel could do to get back was entirely out of their wheelhouse and theorycrafting at best.

So, this was the next best thing.

It started with a simple test. In their usual route through the Underground, they wandered out into the snowy fields to have some space to themself. The Angel did not truly understand if their magic was human or monster by definition. All they knew was that they were wrong about one thing: They could manifest new things into the Light World already.

The Angel recalled the memory while snow fell around them.

Sans judged them again. He judged them for everything that was happening. He blamed them once again for even bringing the concept of a Dark World to this place, standing there with a smug grin while they tried to clean up Flowey’s mess. What did he expect them to do now? Did he expect them not to make things right?

After all they’d been through that day, the Angel lashed out.

They tried to recall the motion behind the slash. In the snow, the Angel tried to pivot with their wild movements. However, no matter how much they imagined the knife in their hand, something didn’t quite click. 

Hm. What were they missing?

It wouldn’t be as easy as it was in the Dark World. With Sans, every part of the Angel’s intent boiled down to a singular point. They wanted to threaten him. Part of them… even wanted to hurt him. They wanted him to hear them for once, and the only time Sans ever listened was when they became violent.

Right now, in the cold of Snowdin, those feelings dulled. They became muted in the snow, too far for the Angel to properly cling to. They didn’t have the force yet to will that weapon into existence.

So, they tried another.

Over and over, they repeated a swiping motion with both of their hands. Their cane sat just next to them, unused while the Angel tried to keep their balance. Kris was a constant. Most of the time, the Angel couldn’t tell what was going on in their head. Things got better eventually, but for the most part, the sword was the most balanced weapon that the Angel could call upon.

Kris always drew the sword from the left before slashing to the right. It was their signature way of initiating battle. The Angel never really drew the sword for themself, but they tried to repeat the motions over and over again.

It had to be through determination. They had to bring the object forward. They had to need it to be real.

Silver light sparked in their palms, but the Angel could never get the sword to take shape. It was just ever-so-slightly foreign.

The Angel needed to start with something more familiar. For a very long time, they had been relying on their friends’ strength. Maybe… maybe if they were going to pierce the veil, they needed to start relying on their own strength more. They needed to create their own foothold before branching out.

What did their own weapon represent?

The crook. It was meant to guide, to pull those out of danger who wandered too far. It could be used for self-defense, to ward off those who would bring harm to the people the Angel watched over. It was a merciful weapon by the Dark World’s standards, one that the Angel still did not entirely understand receiving.

However, the Angel accepted the weapon as undeniably theirs.

Their will to guide did not dissipate whenever they stepped into the light. Their ability to keep the path safe did not falter when they had to work without the realm of fantasy. Their hand twirled an invisible force in the air. The Angel shut their eyes, taking a deep breath while warmth spilled from their soul.

Through determination, their will became real.

The Angel slammed their hand down, a crook forged of pure, silver light manifesting as they plunged its base into the snow.

Its light twitched, ethereal and thrumming in their hands. The snow melted around its base. Heat warmed their palm, but the weapon felt right in their hand. Cautiously, they lifted it, wrapping their other fingers around it to brandish the weapon.

They could wield this power. They could change things. All they needed to do… was figure out how to expand it.

A new activity was added to the Angel’s daily cycle. As the last of the Darkners were buried, and after they were certain that there were no more Dark Worlds in the Underground, they had more time alone with their thoughts. If they were going to have more time now that they were not burying the dead, then they should use that time to make sure it never happened again.

The week went on. The tallies grew. Word from the heroes never came even though the man assured the Angel that they were busy bringing people to safety. At every step of the way, the Angel questioned if they should be doing more. They considered finding a home that they could shortcut into in order to steal a game console. Of course, no immediate memory of a room with a game console came to mind, so they couldn’t shortcut in. Backtracking to the surface would also be a nightmare, so they didn’t try.

Instead, they tried to learn new things.

Humans commonly summoned their weapons, so what the Angel was doing wasn’t exactly that different. The Angel’s own weapons manifested strangely. According to texts about the war, humans summoned physical weapons to their side that already existed, while monsters could summon and dissipate their weapons like the Angel did in Dark Worlds. If a human summoned a dagger from their belt to their hand, it would transfer instantaneously. If a monster summoned a trident, it was their magic shaped into that object.

The Angel supposed they would be like the latter in a way, and yet they relied on a more human method to perform it.

It was difficult to get their other weapons to manifest. The Angel found themself going in and out of the Dark World to practice the motion with the weapons down there. First, they tried with the physical weapons. The Angel couldn’t summon those ones like their crook, but they could still practice the motions of initiating battle with them. Summoning weapons made of light in the Dark World was far easier, and the Angel tried to cling to the feelings associated with all of them.

The sword provided guidance in its own way, moreso by striking what needed to be struck while repelling in equal measure. It was a weapon that inspired courage when lifted into the air. Kris wasn’t entirely defensive in their way of fighting. They hit the Angel’s soul many times when the two’s objectives no longer aligned. However, through time, Kris found courage to stand with the Angel, to raise their weapon for something that they truly wanted to fight for.

In the distant snow, the Angel summoned a blade of silver light to their hand.

The axe cut through barriers mercilessly. Its wielder cared not if the barriers were physical, mental, or emotional. No matter what, she would cleave them in half. The weapon was deadly, but sometimes, deadly was required. To break through to the worst of the worst, there were times where one must fight. However, the wielder of the axe taught the Angel that it was complicated. The axe needed to be used decisively. 

With a slam, the Angel sent the blade of the axe hurtling downward into the snow.

The scarf took many forms. Just like the friend who wielded it, it changed and grew alongside him. The weapon barely dealt damage on its own, but the magic it brought alongside it had been cultivated. It took away wounds. It found new solutions to spare enemies that weren’t possible before. While it had a spark of fire hiding under all of its abilities, the scarf also knew well how to protect. 

The Angel placed their hands behind their back, sweeping a leg behind them while light wrapped around their shoulders.

The knife had one purpose. No matter how much the Angel wanted to deny it, they knew where this knife came from. The one they wielded in the Dark World came from a horn chipped off out of pure desperation. When the Angel ran out of options, they always became desperate. When they became desperate, they returned to what came easy. That was what the knife was. Sometimes they needed to fight… but the knife represented the pinnacle of their strength. They’d wielded it for good before. They could do it again. However, perhaps they would need some of that raw strength soon.

Lastly, the Angel slashed through the air. A silver knife quivered in their hand, and as the Angel completed the arc, they felt something else burning at the end of its blade.

At the treeline nearby, a tree’s bark split off. The Angel stayed perfectly still for a while, thinking that someone was onto them. However, when they finally got the nerve to approach, they saw something interesting. A line in the arc that they made with their dagger was carved into the bark.

The Angel could do more. Their limits could still be exceeded. The attack wasn’t nearly as strong as it was in the Dark World, but they could still attack in an odd perspective.

They were learning.

Pitifully, the Angel started to get hungry as the days went on. They were already not eating enough. They knew that. But, as the jerky ran out thanks to their packet sizes being absurdly small, they knew they needed to do something. A few times, they tried to will food into existence from the Dark Fountains. While eating that food healed them, and while they could taste it, it didn’t… fill them.

It was exactly what Ralsei warned them about.

Using physical abilities was starting to drain them more. Or at least, they were starting to actually feel their limits.

That was how they found one of their CORE conversations with the man going very differently.

“I don’t know what I’m going to do for food,” they admitted, now inwardly cursing themself on never going back to Toriel’s place for anything. Showing their face there would be a death sentence if Frisk was around. Even if the Angel somehow managed to shortcut in at night, they did not know just how much Chara could perceive. “I could try to remember the grocery store and shortcut there, but I don’t have money, and cameras are always an issue.”

The man took the form of the wide-eyed monster with a deadpan face. Its mouth didn’t move while it talked. Alphys’ voice pieced together two words: “-monster -food.” Unsatisfied with his wording, he tried again with words all in Alphys’ voice. “-make intent. -monster -food.”

The Angel huffed, leaning against the railing. “You know that I’ve only just figured out weapons, right?”

Still, the grey figure tilted its head like it somehow took issue with what the Angel said. Out of everything, he managed to pull from Frisk’s options. “-can make spaghetti.”

“I cannot.” The Angel didn’t care how much faith the man had in them, they weren’t even going to try to kid themself into thinking they could make monster food on a dime. “I tuned out most of Papyrus’ explanation, but there was such a thing as magical ingredients. Making something that actually energizes me sounds… not entirely possible.”

However, the man wasn’t deterred. The wide eyes looked down into the CORE. While it had been shifted into a low power mode according to Alphys, it still ran. The energy bubbling far below still shimmered brightly. It heated everything enough to give the Angel time to dry off whenever they had to bathe. As the Angel went to look, the man tried to explain, “They say he created the CORE.” It was a voice that came naturally from this fragment, a line that it itself said once upon a time. The Angel wondered absentmindedly if it could still say the man’s name. “Royal Scientist- created the CORE.”

“I know you did.” But of course, he was trying to stress something by saying that.

Once again, the man relied on Alphys’ knowhow. “That’s the CORE. The source of all power in the underground. It converts geothermal energy into magical electricity, by…” The eyes turned to the Angel, the man trying to get his point across. “Convert- geothermal energy. -make intent. -monster -food.”

Would… would that even work? “Are you sure that would actually count as food? It’s energy, but-”

“Royal Scientist- created the CORE.”

Ah. He was saying he was the expert and absolutely knew better than them on this one. Fine. They walked right into that one. That still didn’t explain how they were going to do it, but the Angel supposed that relied on them to figure out. He wanted them to use their power to morph the energy itself. Then again, the Angel wondered how many applications the CORE had. Maybe the electricity it generated was helpful to creating monster food in some way?

They wanted to ask him so many things, but both of them knew that no talks could happen right now. Disrupting the heroes in the Roaring wasn’t a good idea. Maybe one day, they’d both be able to sit down and just… talk. The Angel would have a lot of thinking to do after they…

A storm still brewed in the distance. The Angel cast it out by focusing on the energy below.

Okay. How on earth were they going to draw the energy towards them? They didn’t even know how to harness it. It wasn’t like they could just… pull it towards them, right? The Angel gripped the side of the bridge like a lifeline, trying to reason out what precisely the man wanted them to do here.

Sending their apprehension, he maneuvered his fragment to lift its small arms. One hand extended outward, and its head looked up at the Angel to see if they were paying attention. “-yellow button…?”

Yellow button? The Angel recalled when Alphys said that, and remembered her spiel about the yellow soul. “You want me to… use the yellow soul?” Their soul flared to life on their chest, twisting into place at the end of their extended hand.

Seeing a problem, the man adjusted his fragment. It extended both hands this time, and the Angel mimicked the pose. The fragment clarified, “...unleash the power of the SOUL.” It’s voice switched to an analytical narration. “-some sort of reaction.” 

Okay. They would fire their soul… and then a reaction would happen. The other hand was left free. The Angel could only assume that they were meant to… do something with that. “The other hand… I’m using that to do what exactly?”

“Convert- geothermal energy. -make intent. -monster -food.”

That part was on them.

He wouldn’t hurt them intentionally. The Angel had to trust that. Taking a deep breath, the Angel kept one hand extended while pointing the end of their soul downward towards the energy bubbling up below the core. He trusted them enough to figure this out on the fly. That had to mean that it was within their reach, right?

Just trust him. He hadn’t led them astray so far.

“-carefully,” the fragment added on, interrupting their attempt to psyche themself up.

Okay, so they could mess this up. That was fine. It wasn’t the CORE that shattered the man, so really, the Angel should be less scared about this. They didn’t know what magical energy entailed, but…

The Angel took another deep breath and fired.

As soon as the bolt of energy collided with the mass of energy below, the Angel stepped back with their soul in hand. The magical energy lashed out in tendrils, rising up to eye-level with the Angel before dissipating. Their fur stood on end while they kept their soul shielded.

They had no idea what they were doing. Their soul stayed in their hand while they worriedly looked at the man’s fragment. His faith unchanged, he tilted the fragment’s head back at the edge.

Okay. Again.

The Angel’s soul flipped to the end of their fingertips. Over and over, they tried firing at the magic to get a reaction. They started reaching out their hand only to draw it back at the mere sign of danger. A red outline kept appearing across their body whenever they got close to the magical blast, meaning that it could very well harm them. However, the man watched tentatively while they slowly tried new things.

Once again, the Angel reached for a point of comparison.

The man wished for them to turn energy into something new. The closest thing they knew to a phenomenon like that was the Dark Fountains. When the Angel reached out to the pillar of darkness, they could call upon its power. They could shape the malleable darkness into something that they could actually use.

So… what was stopping them from doing the same with magic?

Well, they still couldn't wield magic like monsters. However, this world was partially made up of magic. They were interacting with its rawest form right now. Humans managed to manipulate it by sealing it within the barrier. Could the Angel… also learn how to change it?

Another tendril lashed upward from the blast of the Angel’s soul. As if they were interacting with a Dark Fountain, they reached their other hand outward and focused their will. Their soul flew back to their chest, turning a deep crimson while the magic began to crackle around their hand. They needed purpose. They needed an end goal. The Angel didn’t think they’d get a reaction, and immediately latched onto the first healing item that came to mind.

Magic coalesced near the palms of the Angel’s hands. They focused on the image in their head of a Legendary Hero before thinking if there would be a better option. Their memory of the item locked the magic in place, and when the thrumming finally stopped… the Angel was holding a completely mundane sandwich.

Cautiously, they sniffed it. It didn’t smell odd. The different ingredients inside of it could all be separated. The fact that what they did resembled anything similar to food irked them in a strange way. 

They could just… do that. Their hands still thrummed afterwards. Strength in their arms had diminished. And yet, they just harnessed magic in the Light World.

“... good job,” the fragment congratulated with a crackle of fire laced in the words. However, the Angel could see the fragment’s normally stoic smile ever-so-slightly curve upward. On a being that usually lacked expression, the Angel knew what it meant.

Keeping the sandwich in one hand, they reached their other back and brushed the back of their head. “You taught me how. It really wasn’t…” They stared at the food again, once more feeling that pall looming over them. What more could they do? They were learning quickly. Nevertheless, they nodded back at him. “...Thank you. Can all monsters do that? This is… a lot. Even for me, it feels like a lot.”

 “You did-” The voice sounded analytical again, but took an extra beat as if to emphasize the next part. “-a great job.”

The praise made them duck their head, and they tried to shirk it off by staring at the object in their hands. They did make something incredibly complex. Most of their foods were… simpler? Smoothies were blended up enough to where the Angel couldn’t distinguish different textures and components. Jerky was the same constant rough everywhere. This… was not any of that.

They could probably try to pick it apart and figure out what they could do. The Angel shoved the item in their dimensional box, dipping their head towards the fragment. “Thank you. I mean it.”

Mimicking them, the fragment bowed back to them. When they blinked, he was gone.

The week crawled on and came to an end. The march of time no longer waited for them. Two weeks went by since the Angel changed Asriel.

No news of progress from the Angel’s friends other than getting people to safety. Supposedly, they had made a few successful runs across the Roaring. The Angel didn’t want to imagine what explaining Dark Worlds would be like every time. It was already hard enough to get anyone from this world to stop freaking out when one appeared. However, the man reassured the Angel that their friends had gotten into a steady rhythm. No altercations with Titans happened yet. The Knight hadn’t sought them out.

Good. That was… good.

The Angel’s claws had grown even longer. When they tried to play the piano, the red claws always rested a bit uncomfortably on the keys. Still! They’d been getting better! Harsh plinks started to become less and less, but playing a song by memory felt impossible. Some of the keys on this piano were missing in the first place. It wasn’t meant for Ralsei’s song to be played on it, but the Angel tried to play it regardless.

No matter what they were doing, they would always try to stop by this place to clear their mind. It’s what they told the old man when he asked what this place meant to them. It reminded them what they were fighting for.

No longer did they fight for Asriel, for changing his fate, or for trying to ground themself in this world.

They fought for a future elsewhere. They fought for changing a fate with only one ending. The Angel belonged in the other world. As their fingers started to play the first few notes shakily, the Angel tried to recall what it was all for.

Every day they survived meant they were one day closer to returning to the other world. It meant that they would purge the Roaring. It meant that they would see their friends’ true faces for the first time. Dreams the Angel had started flashing through their head while the song gradually steadied. They remembered sitting by a campfire with Ralsei using them as a pillow. They remembered Susie and Kris trying to learn how to play piano. They remembered staring off at a sunset, finally…

The Angel’s fingers slipped. A harsh plink stopped them in their tracks.

They recalled what they were really fighting for.

A future could be granted to everyone else. Just as before, a future could exist for everyone they cared about. However, the Angel knew where their choices ended. They knew where their path was taking them.

The Angel still had one more future to give, even if it meant giving their all to him.

Staring down at the keys, the Angel slowly withdrew their hands. Eventually, they shut their eyes, staring down from above.

“Please don’t come any closer,” the Angel seemingly asked to open air, but they could see the shadow looming at the entrance of the cave. They could see the monster blocking the exit.

Someone finally found them.

A rough voice called out to them, but she kept her voice quiet while she leaned against the muddy entrance. “...What’re you playing?”

The Angel didn’t answer. They didn’t have the words to explain the song before their voice caught in their throat.

Even though the Angel couldn’t quite catch her eyes glinting in the darkness, they could imagine Suzy doing so while she snarled, “What? Afraid I’ll bite? You’d deserve it after the damn headache you left me with.”

The Angel didn’t turn to look at her. How could they? They hoped that she wouldn’t be able to find them. They hoped that she wouldn’t look. After all, they didn’t know each other for long. Maybe she’d spare herself the trouble and stay far away from this place. Instead, she came to them, and they continued holding their eyes shut. Of all the hurt they brought to this place, the Angel believed they hurt Suzy the most. She just didn’t know it yet. Trying to dissuade her again, the Angel whispered, “This isn’t worth it, Suzy.”

“Isn’t worth it? The hell you mean it isn’t-” Suzy took a few steps forward, leaving the exit slightly open if they were fast enough. They weren’t going to be able to yet. “You’re an asshole, you know that? I nearly saw you die, and then after you run away again, you leave me with nothing but a damn note that made me think you were dead again.” 

It would’ve been better if she still believed that.

The Angel opened their eyes, once again looking down at the keys. They wanted to play, but couldn’t force themself no matter how hard they tried. Another one of their mistakes had finally caught up to them.

“Suzy.” The Angel tried to keep their voice from shaking, even though they knew they were going to fail to do so. Just get her away. Just don’t break her heart more than they already had. A memory of a skeleton mocked them. “Please, just…” Walk away. Leave. Don’t force their hand.

Suzy bared her teeth, walking closer again. “Do you think I came down here for nothing? I’ve been down here for a couple of days waiting for you to come back here. If you’re worried about me handing you off to those assholes on the surface, then you really don’t know me.” 

The Angel didn’t notice any sign of Suzy scouting out the piano room. Of course, Suzy knew the outskirts of Waterfall far better than they did. They also weren’t checking anywhere thanks to their shortcuts. Why would she wait that long? What about her life on the surface?

The Angel said goodbye to Suzy for a reason. They said sorry to her for a reason. Now, the Angel would have to actually clean up the mess that they made, because she just never knew when to give up. It’d be so simple to go back to their last save-point. They wouldn’t even lose anything. But, if she was down here now, some part of the Angel knew that they would have to face this conversation eventually. The Angel put their hands back on the keys, but still couldn’t play. “I know you wouldn’t already, Suzy. You’re a good person.” Their claws scraped the last flecks of weathered paint from the keys. “But I wasn’t honest with you. There’s… a reason I left that note.”

With a scoff, Suzy rolled her eyes. “Are we really doing the whole groveling thing again? I thought we-”

“I only looked your way because I mistook you for someone I knew,” the Angel blurted out, their shoulders rising. Their claws wanted to dig into something, but they had nothing to hold onto. Suzy deserved to know the truth. Of all the people the Angel hurt in this world, she had done nothing to even slightly deserve it.

The silence behind the Angel damned them.

This is what the Angel wanted, right? For her to move on when she finally realized the truth of this fickle little friendship? It wasn’t… fickle. It felt real. More than anything else in this stupid world, the Angel felt like they could be real around someone. But… “It was selfish,” they admitted, still looking down at the keys, “I knew that I’d be leaving this world when everything was over. I knew that I’d leave you behind in the end even if I stuck around. And, worst of all, the version of you that I know always hated being left behind, and I did all of this anyway.”

The wind howled.

When the Angel sat alone in that inn, flaking to dust, they got a long time to think about every little mistake they made. Asriel was a necessity that still plagued them. Hurtling through humans and monsters alike in an attempt to get home was something they had to do.

They did not have to befriend Suzy. They did not have to inflict that future heartache on her. They did not have to give her hope, only to strip it away.

Sans claimed they were trying to replace their own Susie with her, and, in the end, what else could it be called? Would the Angel have really looked her way? Seen through all of her threats if they didn’t already know someone who they wished they were with?

Suzy didn’t deserve any of it. The Angel knew they couldn’t stay. They always knew that.

“...You’re trying to get rid of me?” Suzy’s head dipped lower. Even though the Angel wasn’t looking, they could see the smug smile forming on her face. Seconds dragged on while she thought about everything the Angel just told her. Then, a horrible sound came out of her mouth.

A laugh. A gruff, but unmistakably disappointed laugh.

The Angel’s hands left the keys again. Their head stayed low. “I’m sorry. I can’t… make you think that I can be here forever.” Maybe there would be someone who would see the potential in her. Maybe, this world’s version of Kris really was out there. Foolishly, they wondered if she’d find a Ralsei eventually even though they knew that wasn’t possible. “I’m sorry for making you worry about me. I just hoped that you’d move on before-”

A blur rushed towards the Angel.

With their guard lowered, they couldn’t get up on time. Their soul instinctively wreathed their body in red light to dodge, but they were already too late when a claw hooked around the back of their hoodie. Fingers that weren’t supposed to be near their neck made their nerves instantly fray.

But that was only the beginning.

The collar of the Angel’s hoodie dug into the front of their neck while Suzy pulled them backwards off the piano stool. A different hand grasped the front of their neck, slamming them into the muddy wall like they weighed nothing.

Every sense in their body screamed at the Angel to do something. Instinctively, their hands went up to the arm holding them in place, trying to claw at their attacker. Suzy glared at them, teeth baring more and more while she snarled, “So what? Now that you’re done with me, it’s finally time to pull the plug?” That laugh came back, hoarse but now booming in the Angel’s ears, “Right. Who would really wanna be friends with someone like me?”

The Angel stopped being able to breathe. Her hold on them didn’t strangle them enough to cut off their breathing entirely, but their lungs stopped working when hands restrained them. Their vessel wanted to scream. Nothing coherent formed in their thoughts. Nothing they could even say to stop this came to mind. Their vessel became wrong all over again. Everything around them was wrong. And yet, they hooked onto the words Suzy said, realizing through the pain that one thing stood out in their head. 

No matter what the consequences were, no matter how much the pain would be in the end, the Angel saw someone who they wanted to be friends with. They knew it couldn’t last. They knew. But, they did it anyway. Foolishly, they did it anyway. They knew their fate, and they did it anyway. So, desperately, they whispered, “I… wanted… to…”

Distantly, they wondered if they were going to die here. They couldn’t afford to die. Their attempt to resist while not hurting her failed while their claws fell to the side. Raw instinct forced them to reach for their power before it got worse, but right as they were about to rewind the clock…

 


 

Suzy couldn’t see anything but red.

Of course, she always knew. From the day she met them, they thought she was someone else. They talked to her when no one else would. They didn’t leave no matter how many times she threatened them. It was stupid to think that any of that was coincidence. She never really got it out of her head. She knew there were people they’d rather be with. She always knew that, but now that the only reason she’d been seen was because of someone else?

It’d be so easy to think that whatever stupid friendship they had was a lie. Suzy wanted it to be that way. Some part of her felt vindicated while she held the Angel against the wall. There wasn’t anyone looking out for her. There never was. No one would ever really like her.

It was just… for once, she thought she wanted to be friends with someone else too.

Her claws sank deeper. Suzy stared through her hair at the monster failing to fight her off. They were fragile. She could break them if she wanted to. It’d be easy. No one would ever mess with her again. No one was around to stop her. She could slam their head into the piano that they liked so much. She could bash them in the face over and over again. Red eyes looked back at her, panicked beyond anything she’d ever seen from anyone she fought before.

But then, because they were always stupid, they said something she didn’t get. Their eyes focused on her while they held onto her arm for dear life. “I… wanted… to…”

Then why were they trying to abandon her? If they really cared, then why the hell were they trying to push her away?

The sharp, red gaze finally faded. Their arms went loose. They’d given up, ready for what was coming.

Suzy’s eyes followed her arm. She became too aware of the way her claws sank into their neck. Their pulse hammered through the veins in their neck. She remembered all those times she flicked them, and the way they always looked down on their chest for something. Suzy’s eyes went down, seeing that red heart blazing on their body.

Suzy climbed the rubble of a destroyed building, knowing that she saw something land hard in that direction. Unnatural strength carried her every step while she hooked her hands onto large chunks, pulling herself through the uneven terrain. When she finally reached the top of the destruction, her eyes caught on something in the distance.

A monster stood over a red cloak, brandishing a dagger at them. The person she knew under that cloak wasn’t moving. The wings at either side of their head sat uselessly against the ground. A crack opened up in her chest. She lost them. She-

And now, she had their neck in her claws.

“Shit,” Suzy cursed, her hand jerking away while she grabbed it with her other one. Wildly, she shifted backwards while the Angel toppled to the ground. They didn’t even try to catch themself. After all, she separated them from their cane, and got to watch the fruits of her labors while their weak legs failed to get under them. The Angel hit the ground, and they didn’t move. “Wait- damn it- I-”

The haze started to clear. 

Golden fur sat in her hand while she clenched her fist. She couldn’t shake it off easily. She couldn’t get rid of the fact that she nearly- they weren’t- they weren’t getting up. Their fingers moved to grip the mud, but Suzy was already down on one knee. Her hand hovered over them, unsure of what the hell to do. Instead, she started yelling, because it was the only thing she knew how to do, “If you wanted to be friends with me, then why the fuck are you-” She didn’t get it. She didn’t get them! “What is wrong with you?!”

The Angel coughed. Their lungs heaved like they hadn’t taken a breath in the last minute. God damn it. Damn them. They didn’t even manage to push themself off the ground before Suzy broke the one rule she gave them again, grabbing them and setting them against the wall. Their soul still hovered in front of their chest. 

“Damn it. I didn’t mean to-” Oh, but she did. She meant to shove them against that wall. She meant to hurt them. Now, she didn’t know how to fix it. Suzy had never done anything like this before. She wasn’t meant to fix things. She didn’t get how to calm their breaths down. For the second that she was moving them, she could still feel their heart racing. What was she supposed to do? She’d never had friends before. She never had anyone else calm her down.

All this time waiting down here, and she didn’t think about what would happen when she finally caught them. They were on the run for a damn reason. They left her a note like they were planning on dying. Of course, they’d be saying stupid stuff. Why was she like this? Why couldn’t she stop tearing everything apart?

The Angel hadn’t moved yet, their head resting against the wall. But, slowly, their snout started to move again. Their tongue tested its movement a few times before they finally got something out. “Please… stop thinking about yourself… like that.”

The absurdity of what they just said snapped Suzy out of her head. Just like that first night, they said another weird thing.

Because she paused for so long, the Angel tried to talk again. Their mouth movements looked a bit less stiff. “It’s not… your fault. I’m sorry I can’t… explain it better.”

“Stop apologizing!” Suzy yelled when that damn word came out of their mouth again. “You’re laying on the damn ground! You’re lucky your damn blood isn’t on my claws! What the hell are you thinking saying sorry right now?”

They didn’t look at her. Instead, they shut their eyes and tucked their tail closer to their body. “I wanted to be friends… with you. I did. I didn’t… want to replace anyone. I just… couldn’t help but feel comfortable. I just… wanted a friend.”

Then why? Why were they going through all of this effort? “I was your friend, you stupid idiot!” She reached her hands out to shake them by the hoodie, only to realize that she couldn’t touch them again. Their eyes zeroed in on her hands while she froze a few inches away, like they fully perceived her as a threat now. Damn it. Damn it. “Do you think I didn’t know there were people you’d rather be with? I didn’t care about that! I just thought…” What did she think? That someone was going to see through this ugly, broken thing that she was? “I didn’t care if I wasn’t your first choice. I just wanted one… one actual friend.” It rotted her tongue when she admitted it at all. She sounded desperate, and it made her want to strike out again.

To make sure that no one could ever hurt her again.

“What do you think happens when I find them, Suzy?” The Angel asked, their eyes finally leaving her hands and looking downward again. “They’re… an entire world away. I’ll have to leave one day. I knew that, and I still made the choice to make this worse.”

They were doomed to leave her behind. She knew that. She knew that. That didn’t stop her from chasing them through the Underground. That didn’t stop her from going after them every time. At least then, she still thought they wanted her. Why now were they trying so damn hard to get rid of her?

Whether it was right now or in a few months, she wasn’t going to have them forever. Worse, Suzy understood a second part to what they were saying. If they had a choice, they were going to choose the place they came from. They’d leave her behind. Of course it was like that. Obviously. 

The Angel got a hand under their body, pushing themself into a better position against the wall. Still, they stayed looking down at the muddy floor. Their hand brushed up to feel their neck. “I’m sorry for trying to get rid of you, but it’s better that way. I’m not going to be able to be your friend forever, no matter how much I wish… it didn’t have to be that way.”

Suzy wanted it to last forever. Instead, she only got a day, and it already meant everything to her. Why did it work like that? She didn’t know, but she knew damn well what she didn’t want. “I’ve lived for a while on my own, and now that I’ve finally got something… that means something… you think I just wanna throw it all away?” The Angel was down here for, what, two weeks after they left? That could’ve been two weeks of feeling like everything was changing. It wouldn’t last forever, but… she sure as hell knew she wasn’t happier like this.

“It won’t last,” the Angel mumbled. “I’ll have to go, and you’ll have to feel this all over again.”

“And that’s the other stupid thing!” She wanted to shake them. She wanted to knock them on the top of their head. “What the hell is stopping you from just… taking me with you?” For a second, she thought she got the Angel. She thought she made them think about something they hadn’t actually seen before.

Instead, their held their own hands, their fingers tightening. In the most noncommittal way ever, they mumbled, “You have a life here.”

“A shitty life!” Suzy gestured to the world around her. “Who cares! You think I wanna get stuck with crappy hours at a grocery store for the rest of my life?” She stupidly jabbed a finger at their chest, the soul swerving out of the way when she collided with fur. The Angel flinched, but Suzy had to finish the thought. “Whatever the hell it is you’re up to would be more interesting than here.”

“I don’t even know how I’d take you.” For a reason that Suzy couldn’t understand, the Angel’s voice started sounding shaky. “I don’t know how I’d get there.”

“So you did all of this for something that might not be a problem?” Suzy looked down at her own hands again, clenching them into fists. “I hurt you over this! I… Are you telling me you did all of this because of something that might not happen?”

“No, I-” The Angel hesitated. They were looking anywhere else but her. “Suzy, even if I could bring you with me, we couldn’t…” They pushed themself back into the wall even though no room was left. “We couldn’t be friends in a way that mattered.”

“Shut. Up!” Suzy shot up to her feet, the Angel’s eyes tracking her while they stayed slumped against the wall. “Stop deciding what you think I want! You’re bad at figuring that out! You think I’m gonna be happier if you just kick me to the damn curb now?” Maybe she would. Maybe, there would’ve been catharsis if she just kept going when she had their neck between her claws. 

They said the exact things that made her wanna rip them apart.

Suzy finally had a friend, and she almost ripped them apart. She stared down at her hands, teeth clenching while her vision started to blur. It’d be easy to just walk away like they wanted her to. It’d be so easy. She could try to forget about all of this. She could go back to how things were before. But, no matter how many lies she told herself, she pointed down at the Angel. “I. Missed. You.” She hated that she did. She hated that a little part of her went soft the moment anyone was even slightly nice to her. “We were friends, you asshole. We…” She wanted to say they still were, but they still looked down at the mud. Their hand still shakily rubbed at their neck.

“I’m going… to hurt you no matter what I do,” the Angel whispered, like they weren’t the one who just got slammed into a wall. They clenched their teeth, one of their hands digging into the mud hard enough to squish it through their fingers. “Even if I took you with me… even if it all… worked out…” Their breaths started to become funny again. They stared down at their soul before their eyes slowly closed.

“That’s bullshit. You know it is.” Suzy gestured to herself, baring her teeth. “Why can’t you talk to me like I’m a normal person! Stop doing this vague stuff! Stop-”

“I’m going to die, Suzy.”

The whisper came out of their mouth so quiet that Suzy thought she didn’t hear it correctly. But, her own voice caught immediately. Her body locked up, and when she finally got her bearings, she could only try to play it off. “The hell did you just say?”

With their head leaning on one of their hands, the Angel tried to play off the whole thing too. “Sorry, that’s- that’s the wrong way of thinking about it. I’m- I’m not going to die. I’m not.” They got a little frantic, trying to steady their breathing again. “But I’m not… not going to be around like you see me now.”

“No, back the hell up.” Why did they keep doing this? Why couldn’t they just tell her the deal straight up? “What are you talking about?”

“Even if everything went fine, it wouldn’t matter. I can’t be your friend, Suzy, because I’m not going to be me after all of this is over.” The Angel’s claws started to dig into the fur on their face. “I need to give up my soul. I’ll… I’ll be okay. I’m going to be taken care of… but I’m not going to be me,” they said, like all of that was normal. She’d finally been given clearer answers, and they fell through her fingers immediately. “I’m sorry if I don’t make sense. I’m trying. I can take it all back if you don’t want to know. I just…”

That soul hovered in front of their chest. When they finally lifted their head out of their hands, they stared at it with something going dim in their eyes.

Suzy’s head lowered. That note they left her really did mean something bigger, huh? Even though her heart hammered in her chest, she stood there like an idiot. She stood there, letting the seconds drag on, not knowing what the actual hell to do. Every part of her wanted to scream at them for even considering doing something as stupid as that. Instead, she only asked the one thing that she could, “Are… you even gonna be happy if I walk away now? If I give you exactly what you want?”

It’d be so easy for them to lie. It’d be easy for them to just get rid of her now. Instead, they whispered, “No.”

“Then what’s even the damn point?” Neither of them were gonna be happy after this. Neither of them wanted this, but the Angel was still doing it. Why? Why???

Of course, their answer made no sense. “I was trying to do the right thing.”

“Stupid. You’re god damn stupid if you think I’m leaving you here,” Suzy muttered under her breath, looking around the room for something in particular. Their cane still sat next to the toppled over piano stool. Quickly, she snatched it up, carrying it over to them. They still weren’t trying to get up on their own. It twisted something in her chest the more she watched. She didn’t know why they thought the “right thing” was them dying. She didn’t know how to say that, no matter how much she remembered how they went limp after she had them pinned against the wall. Kneeling down with the cane, she asked, “You… still able to move?” Deep down, she wondered if she actually did really hurt them.

The Angel eyed the cane before their gaze wearily went back to her. “This is going to hurt you so much, Suzy.”

Psh. “So what?” She dropped the cane next to them, shrugging her shoulders. “I don’t feel any better with you trying to get rid of me right now, so screw it. It’s later me’s problem… or something. Get it through your skull. I. Don’t. Care.”

Somehow, that inspired even less hope. The Angel resigned themself, managing to move their hand to grasp the cane. Slowly, they started trying to place their feet under their body to get up, but their legs shook when they tried.

Suzy went to help them up. After all, she was the reason they probably could barely do anything. The moment her hands got close, they locked up completely, staring at her with that same fear in their eyes that they had the last time she grabbed them.

Her hands went straight to her pockets while she took a step back. Damn it. Even now, she couldn’t help but make things worse. She could only guess why they said they didn’t want her to go. It was a bold move to try to piss her off and say the exact things that’d make her want to turn them into paste.

When the thought came through her head again, she hated it even more than before.

Finally, the Angel managed to get on their legs again. They shook a bit, and they had to rely on their cane a lot more than they usually did. Their breathing started to sound less funny, but they wouldn’t look her in the eye. Instead, they did that stupid thing again. “I’m sorry for all of this.”

Suzy already told them too many times to stop. They weren’t going to. Instead, that little bit of regret spilled out. “I… uh… nearly took your head off. So y’know… we can… call it even?” She didn’t even like the words the moment they left her mouth. Why was her soul twisting now? It never did before.

The Angel didn’t answer. They moved past it as soon as they could, looking at the way out of the room. “You… know I have to keep going, right? I can’t stop.” But, their feet stayed rooted to the ground. They didn’t run. “There’s only one way all of this ends.”

Their soul still hovered in front of their chest. Suzy hated looking at it now. Yeah, they told her how all of this ended, and one option was a hell of a lot scarier than them just vanishing off to another world. Suzy grit her teeth. “I don’t know where the hell you got the idea to die early, but you better stop talking about that or I’m gonna kill you myself.”

Only looking more tired, the Angel made a non-committal hum like it didn’t matter either way. But, they did stop talking about it, just like she asked. They didn’t say anything about not thinking about it anymore. Instead, they sighed, “How long have you been down here?”

“Like… a couple days? I dunno. I got so used to the sun being a thing that I forgot how weird days are in Waterfall.” It was pretty much always a perpetual night. At least, it made the ceiling crystals look pretty. “I was just looking everywhere, and then I saw new footprints, so…”

The Angel nodded like they somehow should’ve expected that. Rubbing their eyes, they finally let their soul float back into their chest. Again, their fingers went to their neck.

Suzy’s stomach dropped again. She couldn’t get a good look at it without being obvious. “Did I… uh… get you?”

“I deserved it.” They didn’t answer the question. 

When they finally lowered their hand again, Suzy tilted her head to try to get a better look. She didn’t see any red bleeding through their fur. That was probably good. She didn’t know what she’d really done with her claws. She was just… moving. Still… they were wrong again. Suzy hid her eyes under her hair. “I would’ve… I would’ve run too. The ex-king and apparently the ex-queen after you? You really kicked the hornet’s nest. They’ve even got that small skeleton asking questions about you.”

The Angel’s eyes only looked more tired. “Should’ve expected they’d go after you.” Rubbing their eyes again, they straightened their back and finally tried to recover. “Look, I’m fine. I’ve been doing fine down here. If you’re worried about me, then don’t. I’ll probably have to go up there at some point, but… I’m making it work down here.”

“Sure didn’t sound like it.” Suzy took a few steps towards the exit, gesturing for them to follow her. “I lugged a bag of whatever I could scrounge up down here. You’re alive, so clearly you ate something, but I got more.”

“I already figured out how to solve that issue.”

Geez, so they weren’t lying that much? They looked like they’d collapse into a pile of bones if she poked them wrong. Heck, they did just a second ago. “More for me, I guess.” She stuffed her hands in her pocket, continuing to slowly saunter so they’d make a decision already. “Where the heck have you been holed up? Gotta be somewhere around here, right?”

“...You’re going to follow me, aren’t you?” The Angel asked like it was even a question.

“If I was gonna listen to you telling me to leave you alone, I would’ve given up when I saw that stupid note.” It still sat crumpled up in her pocket. Annoyed, she crumpled it up and lobbed it at their head. It harmlessly bounced off, the Angel not doing anything to catch it. “I don’t care what you think is gonna happen at the end of all this. You suck at figuring out what I want, so stop trying to make choices for me.”

Recognition flashed in their eyes again, and it only made the Angel look away. They finally started walking again, trying to leave the small room with the piano.

Suzy blocked their path. If they were gonna leave, then she had to know something. They never took it all back. Even though they said that she was their friend over and over again when Suzy didn’t believe it, she wasn’t sure anymore. Their fur still clung to her hands. “We’re… still friends, right?” She asked before they could leave her without an answer again.

For a few seconds, they stared at her. In that same way the two of them did when they first met next to that dumpster, they stared. Something in them started to give in before they finally turned away. “Until time’s up.” Their grip on their cane tightened. “I can’t promise anything else.” Their other hand lifted for a second towards her before it stopped. She didn’t know what they were doing when they looked at their hand funny before stuffing it away. “I’ll show you where I am. Just… stay close behind me. I should be able to do this with someone else.”

“Uh… okay?” Suzy listened when they started walking down the muddy hallway. The place where she’d been holed up was close enough to hear the music, so maybe they were close after all-

Suzy blinked. The world tilted. In between steps, she slipped between a crack, and suddenly… stepped onto hardwood floor.

In the darkness, the Angel turned around to make sure that she was there. “Sorry. It might be disorienting.”

“What the hell?” Suzy gave herself a once-over. What was that? They just… where the hell were they? 

“A shortcut,” the Angel answered unhelpfully, looking down at their body and realizing they were still caked in mud. It’d already tracked through the inn. “It’s how I get around now. Just… walk through a threshold and end up in another.”

Suzy remembered their tracks just stopping at some point. No wonder she couldn’t chase them. Her head still spun. “Is that how you just broke into my apartment?”

They nodded. “I can take you back instead of you walking the whole way, whenever you… can’t stay any longer.” 

Well, depending on how long they planned on sticking around, she was absolutely gonna have to go back to her place. It was stupid that she had to still maintain a job. Heck, she’d love it if she could just dip out of this life and into another one. It’d be great actually. “So what have you even been up to down here? I know you weren’t just sleeping, cause… y’know.” She gestured vaguely at their entire look.

The Angel’s eyes narrowed, but they didn’t fight back. “Training, mostly. Exploring. Fixing what was broken.” They twisted a doorknob on the far side of the hallway, gesturing for her to come closer. “It has been a lot of work to fix what Asriel did.”

When she thought to ask about what that meant, the Angel opened the door. A telltale sign of darkness spilled out, the Angel gesturing for her to go through. Suzy thought these weren’t supposed to be opened, but she didn’t really give a damn about ‘supposed to’. “Fine, be mysterious.” Suzy leapt through the door, the Angel coming in after her.

The darkness wrapped around her again. Her magic flared out deep in her soul. It was quicker this time when her clothing began to sparkle, revealing her spiky clothing that she liked a hell of a lot more than her worn down jacket.

Next to her, the Angel fell too, and their face immediately vanished under their veil.

Suzy hit the ground hard, but the pain didn’t hurt her at all again. When she looked up, the world was already visible again, and…

“It’s not much yet,” the Angel said, walking up next to her while she looked out over everything.

“Not much?!” Suzy looked at the funky little motel that was set up, seeing a ton of Darkners not trying to kill her. It was weird to see a place this lively where there wasn’t a big fight happening. The large fountain stretched upward nearby. If she had to guess, there was an arena far off to the left. She’d kill to figure out if that thing was actually used. Some Darkners chose to land on a giant tower behind everything, and she didn’t miss how it was painted to look like a cheesy holiday-themed wall. “The hell do you consider good? This is what you’ve been up to?”

“I-” The Angel’s wings ruffled. “Sorry, I forgot you haven’t seen a proper Dark World before. This is… mostly stapled together. It doesn’t really have a cohesive theme, because a lot of the new stuff I had to manually make. It-”

Oh my god. “What? You made some of this?” She reached out to punch their shoulder, but stopped when both of their wings rose upward in warning. She needed to stop doing that. Sheepishly, she pulled back. “Damn, guess you weren’t lying when you said you were doing fine down here.”

The Angel’s wings slowly started to relax again. Summoning their crook, they began to walk towards the large geyser. “It’s been… manageable. It felt nice just exploring for a while.”

Suzy wondered why they looked like a wreck when she showed up. She stopped moving as fast to keep up with them. Did she… make it worse somehow when she showed up?

One of the Angel’s wings twitched. “It was just… nice to get away from it all for a while. No one was pulling me anywhere. I just got to… explore. I got to discover new things. I guess… I forgot about what was coming.” Stumbling on their words for a second, they clarified, “That’s not your fault. If anyone was going to find me, I’d… rather it be you.”

“I mean… you don’t gotta stop doing that just ‘cause I’m down here.” Suzy put her hands on the back of her head, finally having the strength to grin again. “Like… come on, you know I can keep up with you by now.”

“You’re certainly good at catching up,” the Angel huffed hard enough to push their veil slightly forward. “I can’t say that it’ll be entertaining down here. A lot of what I have to do is reading.”

Blegh. “Yeah. Hard pass. I’ll just… mess around here or something when you do that.” See? No reason for them to need to stop doing whatever exploring they were up to. Though, as the two of them got right up against the geyser, Suzy finally asked, “So… why did you bring me in here?”

The Angel let go of their crook while both arms fully extended from their cloak. “Unless you want to be sleeping on the floor in the inn, I have to give you a place to sleep.”

Wh- “I already basically sleep on the floor, stupid.” She’d just steal some of their spare clothes again. They did have other hoodies laying around.

The Angel sighed, “Am I allowed to make you a room then?” They gestured towards the big fountain like Suzy understood what they were talking about. “It… might take me a little bit. It won’t be detailed. I’m not as good as…” For some reason, they stopped themself. “But I can at least give you a… place to stay for as long as I’m here. I mean, you let me sleep at your place.”

Suzy had no damn clue what they were talking about. So, she figured she might as well figure it out. “I guess?” What did they mean by making a room?

Like a switch had been flipped, the Angel turned to the fountain. Both of their hands extended out further, reaching out to the dark. She wondered what it’d be like to touch it for just a second before the darkness reached out for the Angel instead.

One of their palms hovered over the other while the darkness pooled in the middle. The Angel went entirely still, and Suzy realized she couldn’t hear anything else in the Dark World anymore. It was like all of it focused entirely on them.

With one step, the Angel pivoted their body to look towards the small town they’d made. Thrusting their hands forward, the Angel sent the darkness forward. Tendrils lashed out towards a spot close to town, but not quite close enough for the area to be occupied. It was just on the outskirts enough for someone to be comfortable without anyone being nosy.

The darkness took shape. Like it mimicked one of the buildings nearby, it took the exact same shape as one of the nearby motel rooms. The Angel barely moved, only the smallest of motions coming from their wings and hands.

The mass of darkness stopped writhing and grew still. Satisfied, the Angel lowered their hands, and the darkness started to shimmer. Something visible emerged, and like the building was there the whole time, a singular room was added on the outskirts of their little motel.

Satisfied, the Angel brushed off their cloak, arms disappearing under it soon after. “There. That should… have a bed in it. I couldn’t personalize it at all. I don’t think I’m there yet, but…”

Suzy took off in a dead sprint towards the building. She didn’t think about the fact that the Angel couldn’t move as fast as her. All she wanted to do now was figure out what the hell they actually did, so she just ran. It didn’t get further away while she went towards it. She didn’t wake up with dreams of a happier life slipping away in an instant.

Instead, when she threw open a door, she saw a room.

A room made for her that she never thought she’d have.

Mattresses were too expensive, but one sat neatly on an actual bed in the corner of the room. She had an actual window that didn’t really look at much, but she could still open it and let in fresh air. There weren’t bags in the corner from days of scrounging for something to eat. No stains riddled the carpets. A table with two chairs, more than she’d ever need, bordered one wall. Even a dresser sat in the corner, and when Suzy opened it, she saw clothes without any holes torn in them. Shakily, she reached out to feel them like they were going to crumble away when she tried.

The fabric felt real.

The door to her room creaked. Suzy turned around, and the Angel was there, staring at her under that veil. But, for some reason, they didn’t seem happy. “It’s… going to be temporary, Suzy. I don’t want to let you down. When I leave this place, this Dark World will get sealed too.”

“I’m gonna tackle you, dumbass!” Suzy yelled, running at them and shaking their shoulders without thinking. “Do you think I care? You just… you just made me a room! Is this actually mine? I haven’t had anything like…” Suzy stopped shaking them when claws dug into her arm. The moment she pulled away, she saw the Angel’s wings sagging again while they took a bit to come back to their full height. Suzy got too excited. Rubbing the back of her head, she said again, “I… uh… wasn’t expecting any of this. My bad.”

With both hands on their crook, the Angel finally readjusted themself. “It’s… it’s okay, Suzy. I’m happy you like it.” And still, they warned her about how temporary it’d be anyway.

But for a bit, she had a place of her own that wasn’t just a box she had to return to.

“Well it’s awesome, okay?” Suzy shook her head in disbelief again, pacing around the large space she’d been given. “Next you’re gonna tell me you can just make food.”

The Angel did not answer.

Glass shattered in Suzy’s head. She marched back over to them, resisting the urge to bite them. “What do you mean you can make food?!?”

“I only figured it out a bit ago.” The Angel stayed frustratingly hidden under that veil. She couldn’t tell whether they were pulling a really mean prank on her or not. “I can… maybe try to make something later. Real food. Not the food that’s here.”

Suzy didn’t know what the difference was, but she wasn’t gonna ask. Instead, something settled in that she hadn’t done in a while. She teased, “Guess you take the whole ‘apology’ thing real seriously, huh? If this is you saying ‘sorry’ for trying to get rid of me again, I gotta start cashing in every time you apologize for something.”

“It’s not going to last,” the Angel repeated in one last desperate attempt to stop her.

Yeah, but right now, she was here. She finally had something worth keeping, and she wasn’t going to waste it just because something bad could happen. Consequences be damned, Suzy stood her ground. “Then that means we can’t waste any time, right?” The room could wait for a bit longer. If the Angel had this up their sleeve, she wanted to know what else they’d been up to. “Come on! You said you had stuff to do in the Underground, right? I wanna see!”

The Angel gestured for her to follow, walking away from the threshold of her door.

 


 

The cycle changed.

Quite frankly, the Angel didn’t know how to feel about someone else tagging along. No matter what they tried to say or do, Suzy wouldn’t come to the realization that there was a defined ending one day. Their one option to physically return to the Roaring was traveling out of the bounds of the world itself. If the Angel were to hazard a guess, Suzy would not survive a trip like that, nor would they even endanger her with the possibility of getting shattered.

And besides, their ending would appear soon enough.

She stayed anyway. 

Suzy got used to the shortcuts early while the Angel tried to find anything new in the Ruins. Reading through these books took time. Monsters always worded things with just enough detail to keep the Angel hooked, but with just enough vagueness to where they didn’t know if anything was true. So, their search continued.

Suzy joined them this time, despite the Angel telling her what they were going to do. While she showed no interest in the books, she did have a lot of questions, “What are you looking for in all of these? This stuff has gotta be ancient.”

“Souls,” the Angel answered before realizing they were buried too far in the text to respond fully. Well, Suzy could know part of it. She watched what they did, after all. “I guess you never really saw what happened with Asriel.”

“Yeah, it was… something.” She scratched the back of her head. “I mean, you roughed him up pretty bad. Seems like he deserved what was coming. It’s just… y’know… he screamed pretty loud.”

They didn’t need a reminder. After all, they still couldn’t shake that last conversation they had with him. Small reminders always plagued them that Asriel was once someone who wasn’t filled with unbridled hatred, and that only made their grasp on him feel worse.

Regardless, Suzy didn’t need to know the specifics. The Angel continued flipping through pages. “The soul can do a lot of things. If I can figure out how to weaponize it, then maybe I can stop the apocalypse that’s waiting back home.”

“That’s the thing you were talking about… with uh… the whole ‘world-ending’ determination thing, right?” Suzy recalled from when she found them in New Home. 

The Angel nodded. “It’s why I had to… stop Asriel. I used my soul. I split it somehow. I took a small piece of it off, and…” Feeling for their soul, the Angel tried to find that little bit that was empty. It was unnoticeable, but a part of them wasn’t quite there. They didn’t know if they could do it again with part of them missing. They didn’t want to. “I’m just… wondering what more it can do.”

But of course, there were some things they couldn’t tell Suzy.

The origin of their ability to turn back time seemed strange. While it was solely the Angel’s ability in the other world, Flowey once possessed it in this one. The Angel wondered if there were any records of determined humans doing the same during the war, but no matter how much they looked, they found nothing.

It’d be lucky if someone detected a time-traveler, and even more lucky if said person managed to record it. Or, the ability to save was focused on the Underground in some way. After all, they could wield their silver save-points in the Underground while they relied on faint patches of sunlight on the surface.

And yet, the Angel’s manipulation of time went one step further. When they wielded the Shadow Crystal, for only a moment, they held their breath, and the world grinded to a halt with it.

Time was their enemy now. It hurtled forward. In the Roaring, it would be their greatest detriment.

With their ability to move time backwards gone in the Roaring now, they doubted they would be able to have any hold over time. Still, it was worth a try.

What Suzy did enjoy was the first time the Angel summoned a weapon out in the snow.

The Angel forgot how cold she got in Snowdin, and it took them an actual long walk to get out to somewhere secluded. They could use the house Asriel ransacked as a stepping off point, but they trudged on for a while. Suzy shivered, and the Angel did catch her eyeing their fur with murderous intent a few times.

When the Angel went through the paces with their weapons, Suzy gasped and pointed at them, “You DO know magic! Weapon magic!” She summoned her own axe to her hand, the entire structure appearing white. “And you didn’t tell me?!”

“Recent!” The Angel called out again. “And it’s not really magic. It’s… difficult to describe.” They twisted the ethereal crook in their hand again, wondering something. “I haven’t actually… tested how durable these are against actual attacks.”

Suzy planted the handle of the large axe in the ground, leaning on it with a smug grin. “Are you asking me to hit you with an axe? After all we’ve been through? I thought you made me promise not to do that.”

They didn’t like that look. The Angel grimaced. “I want you to hit my weapon, not me.”

“Fiiine.” She rolled her eyes, waiting for them to brace with their crook. To her credit, she didn’t try to hit them. When her axe clashed with the crook, it held surprisingly well. “But like, hear me out. I’ve seen so many monsters fight with magic all the time. Heck, I even used to do it before the barrier messed everything up. It’s been a while since I’ve had a… uh… friendly fight.”

The Angel switched the crook out for the sword. “I always forget that monsters do that for fun.”

“Tell me about it.” Suzy slashed down at the sword, and it held too against her strike. The Angel’s feet did slide back in the snow when their footing wasn’t correct. “I said I did it before, but it was rare. If you’re not a Royal Guard, everyone gets real twitchy when your only magic is summoning weapons.”

It was a tempting offer. Having someone to try fighting against would be nice, but… “I don’t think I’m… looking to take hits anytime soon.” The phantom feeling of claws around their neck still hadn’t really gone away. “I also have no clue how to actually spar.”

“Bummer. I mean, I think I’ve seen how you fight. You seem like you could take a hit after… uh… all of that.” Suzy leaned on her axe again, giving a toothy grin. “But hey, if you need someone to throw an axe at your skull, you know who to call.”

The Angel remembered something, smiling on their own. “Oh, then you’ll like this.” The sword’s light shifted, and the Angel summoned a silver axe of their own into their hands. “Look. Twins.”

Suzy’s jaw went slack, stuck in a surprised smile for a second like she’d seen the best thing ever. Flicking her hair, she teased, “Hah! Even when you’re trying to get rid of me, you still learn my magic. Weirdo.”

The Angel let her have this one. She seemed too happy to lose this on a technicality.

When the Angel brought her to the CORE, someone was waiting.

Suzy eyed the grey figure warily. This time, the man chose the form of the bird that looked off from different perspectives. Of course, Suzy didn’t have a single clue who he was. “Uh… you got more pals down here?”

The Angel smiled when the man didn’t vanish instantly. He never really addressed anyone else. Maybe, it would be nice for him to talk to someone else too. While they walked out onto the bridge, they introduced him. “This is… one of my friends, yes. I can only call him by titles.”

Sighing, Suzy pinched the bridge between her eyes, “Everything just gets weirder with you every time I ask something.”

“It does.” The Angel still hadn’t admitted to nearly everything about themself, and that wasn’t going to start now. At the very least, they got to introduce a friend. “Regardless, he’s been looking out for me since I came here. He can’t… physically interact all that much without straining himself, but he has had my back a lot.”

The birdlike head twitched, taking his cue with a methodical voice, “Greetings, I am-” His tone transitioned to a sing-songy tone. “-the man who speaks in hands.”

Suzy blinked before trying to act smug. “Ooh yeah, you’re definitely creepy.”

“He’s nice.” Yes, the man could be unsettling at times. It was one of his defining traits when they searched for him so long ago. “He taught me how to make food for myself down here. Turns out, the creator of the CORE is a lot more knowledgeable than me about how its energy can be used.”

“The creator of the-” Suzy squinted, glancing at all of the machinery around her. “I didn’t pay attention in school. Who the heck even made this?”

“Him, obviously.” The Angel still couldn’t say his name, but that didn’t mean they weren’t allowed to be a little cheeky about it. “He was very insistent on that fact.”

The fragment started to laugh in an extremely fragmented voice. Suzy’s back went stiff, but the Angel didn’t flinch in the slightest. The man was having a little bit of fun too. “IT’S IMPOSSIBLE TO HAVE- RESPECT- NOWADAYS.”

Suzy wasn’t used to the voice at all, but she managed to find it in herself to grin. “You know, I was gonna swoop in and deliver them food. You ruined my moment, dude.”

“He unfortunately knew that I was starving to death.” The Angel removed the smoothies from their dimensional box a long time ago, but their face still scrunched up at the memory of accidentally drinking them. “Besides, now that I know how to make food on my own, I can… try to make you something?”

Suzy’s eyes went wide before her smile only got bigger. “You know what?” Her fist lifted. “Nevermind. This guy’s not half bad. You’re cool in my books-” She lightly punched the grey figure, only for it to make an odd noise and vanish into thin air. For a second, Suzy’s fist hovered there, her brain not processing what just happened.

While the Angel fought the urge to laugh, they muttered as seriously as they could, “He does that sometimes.”

“I’m going to throw you in a lake.”

It might’ve seemed like a tactically unsafe move to loop back around to Waterfall. The Angel didn’t want to try to clean off their fur, but they did get slammed into a wall… and fall onto the floor. The mud wasn’t coming unstuck no matter how much it crusted in their fur.

At some point, they were going to shortcut Suzy back to the inn. They’d found spots to clean themself off close to thresholds so that they could go to the CORE quickly. Being stuck in soggy fur was not fun. However, just this once, they decided to take the long route through Waterfall with Suzy. They didn’t want to leave her for too long at the inn.

“You know, I never asked…” Suzy had a lot to ask, after all. But, the Angel came to realize that the conversations weren’t as easy as the ones with the man. They were still walking on eggshells here, and Suzy always knew how to ask the hardest questions. “Why do you wear a veil all the time in those Dark World places?”

The Angel searched for an answer that wasn’t brutally honest. “It’s what the Dark World gave me.”

The non-answer didn’t work in the slightest. “I mean… yeah, but you could just take it off. It doesn’t seem like you wear one out here, so…”

“If I had one, I would.” The Angel didn’t know if they could make one out here. Maybe, they could use the same process that they made food with.

Suzy wasn’t yet satisfied while she started taking exaggerated steps in the mud to slow down her speed to the Angel’s pace. “Uh… why? You’re not that ugly.”

Ha ha. Very funny. Ugly wasn’t the right word anyway. “Remember how I told you… I didn’t choose this body?”

It was in the storm of yelling that the Angel did, but Suzy nodded anyway. “Sure do.”

This was going to be hard to explain, but they never really talked with anyone about it properly. Did they even want to explain it? While they walked along the river, they saw their vessel’s reflection in the water. “I…” It was something that they could keep to themself. The issue of having an incorrect vessel would solve itself soon enough. But, when they turned to look at Suzy, they saw her watching them with nothing but curiosity in her eyes. She just… wanted to be told things, right? She just… cared. The Angel glanced away, looking back into the water. “I could… tell you all about how I came here, the difference between my soul and my body, or try to argue about what I took or not. All I know is that this vessel doesn’t feel right on me.”

Even though the Angel wasn’t looking at her, they couldn’t shut the eyes that saw her still staring at the back of their head. Unconsciously, the Angel slowed down, looking into the water at their vessel again. Suzy walked around them, her reflection joining their vessel’s. “Is it… uh… embarrassing?” Before they could answer, she squinted at the water. “Uh, I dunno if that’s a dumb thing to ask. That feels like a dumb thing to ask.”

“No no, it’s… fine.” Deep breaths. They could do this. The Angel shut their eyes for the second, trying to imagine the face that they didn’t have anymore. Their memory failed to conjure up the correct details, slipping between their fingers. “I used to look human. When I came here… everything changed. You know how I look similar to the Royal Family, right?” With their second pair of eyes, the Angel saw Suzy nod. “It’s… because I stole their child’s appearance. I don’t know how to… explain how I did that, but I did.”

Suzy muttered something about the weirdness again. But, she caught on pretty quickly. “Is that the reason you have a human soul with you?”

Making a noise, the Angel nodded. Not quite, but close enough. “So much of what has happened to me… the fights, the attention, the touching… all happened because I picked this vessel.” They still remembered Asgore’s hand brushing against them with a soft touch. He remembered someone they weren’t. “And worse, one of my friends, Ralsei… he always had to deal with people comparing him to someone he wasn’t. When I get back, I’m only going to make that worse. The one thing he liked was his face, and I tried to fix this by changing the color of my fur, but…”

But it would never be enough. They wondered if he’d be disappointed when he finally saw them. If they were lucky, they’d only have to send their soul through in the end. Then, there would be no qualms as to whether or not he needed to take it. There would be no further pain.

“...Attention?” Suzy asked quietly, “Do people… look at you weird?”

People looked at them with expectations that the Angel could never meet. “Something like that.”

She dipped her head. Hands clenched into fists. “Did you… uh… know I have a tail?”

“Huh?” The Angel knew that about Susie, yes, but they never knew that about Suzy. “Not… really?”

“You know, people always looked at it funny. It… moves a lot, and I don’t notice.” Suzy kept her arms crossed, looking away from the Angel. “I’d take it out so we could look weird together, but… I couldn’t afford those fancier pants that have holes for that kinda thing, you know?”

The Angel’s throat tightened. With their own claws digging into the padding of their palms, they whispered, “Thank you, Suzy. That… that means a lot.”

Suzy thought for a long time. Neither of them talked, but her brow furrowed while the two of them looked into the water. More and more, it dipped, before she finally had a realization. “Y’know… this might sound stupid, but… if you changed your fur color, and you made a whole house… what the hell is stopping you from just changing your body again?”

“...What?” The Angel fully looked at her. What… would be stopping them? Changing their fur was an unconscious thing back when they did it. Other than monster food, they hadn’t tried altering anything in the Light World, but…

“Don’t tell me you didn’t think of that.” Suzy bared her teeth when she didn’t get an answer quickly. “Oh my god.”

“I’ve been a little bit preoccupied!” The Angel wanted to shake her for a change. Fixing their vessel wasn’t something they considered doing. Besides… “I don’t even know how. Last time I did it, I wasn’t thinking too hard about it. I don’t even know what I’d do.”

Suzy looked like she wanted to slap them on the backside of the head. “Then try it, dumbass! If you can make a house, you can like… probably change your fur color or something, right?”

Fur color. Right. That was something much easier to start with. The Angel was thinking about their old vessel, and they didn’t even consider starting smaller.

It was different when they first came here. The colors… filled the gaps. The Angel wasn’t entirely lucid during the whole thing, but they remembered the golden flowers filling the missing color in. Now, there was color, and the Angel didn’t know how to easily change that. They didn’t even remember changing their horns. So… the Angel just focused on changing their fur. They tried to use the same process as the food to will something to change- to-

Suzy’s hands grabbed them on both of their sides, jolting the Angel out of their train of thought. “Holy shit, stop!”

The Angel hissed through their teeth when they were grabbed, head snapping up to look at Suzy. “Please stop doing that. You can just tell me to stop if-”

“You look like you’re bleeding, stupid! I was just-”

The Angel looked down at the water, trying to find what she was talking about. Their eyes landed on something red poking out of the collar of their shirt. It wasn’t… quite blood. The fur color managed to change to a deep crimson on their neck. As much as they loathed to do it, they looked under the collar of their shirt, trying to figure out what they actually did.

Crimson fur fanned out from their chest, exactly where their soul would probably come out of. It came up to a point at their neck, and when the Angel rolled up their sleeves to try to see where the rest of the fur went, they found it partially up their arms. When they flicked their tail, they saw it partially on the base. If they had to guess, it fanned out to their legs too. “Not blood,” the Angel reassured her, but they didn’t blame her for that one. She might’ve not known the difference with how deep the red looked in places. “I think… I accidentally brute-forced the concept of color.”

Suzy’s teeth bared further. “You… are making it so hard to not push you into the water.”

Funny, how she never made good on that threat. Still, it… did work. The Angel stared at the vessel in the water, looking at the small accents that were visible. They still looked like a boss monster. They still saw Asriel’s face looking back. But… just a little bit, they made the vessel their own.

A long time ago, the Angel remembered creating a vessel of their own. The choices that they made weren’t always the most detailed. A lot of the time, some of them seemed inconsequential. And yet, the Angel made every single one of those choices with intent. The man said that they were trying to shape the vessel’s mind as their own. They were trying to shape the vessel as their own.

Now, they must begin the process again.

“I think I’m going to try again,” the Angel whispered, staring at the vessel in the water again.

Suzy grumbled, “Gonna make it look like blood again too? Not that it doesn’t look cool, but…”

The red was working, they thought. After all, it was the color of their soul. It was a color that represented them. So, they tried to focus that intent a little bit more. Bringing their hand up, the Angel focused on their ears next. Maybe, their face would look a little different if they tried to do something that Ralsei and Asriel didn’t have.

The Angel traced the same pointed shape near their neck above the ends of their ears while thinking about that same want to change their vessel. They imagined options spanning out before them. They imagined the choices that the man gave them, and tried to think more specifically. Over and over, the Angel traced the same lines around their ear, trying to match the pointed edge shaped like one side of their four-pointed star.

When the Angel opened their eyes, they saw a changed ear in the water. It looked similar to the fanning out on their chest. It… looked how they imagined it. More interestingly, they saw that the other ear changed to match it. Subconsciously, they might’ve been thinking of going to the next one.

“That is so cool to watch.” Suzy started looking giddy. “Can you do me after this? You gotta give me like… a cool tattoo over one of my eyes or something. It’ll be awesome.”

“This is a work-in-progress, Suzy.” Worse, they had no idea how they felt about altering someone else like this. While they’d done it for Ralsei before, that was a very different context, and for someone who already had their soul.

“Lame.” She crossed her arms, walking around them to get a good look at their ears. “Not bad, but uh… you know that’s something that dyeing your fur could’ve solved, right? I know both of us are flat broke, but…”

It… helped. It was a small move towards the vessel feeling less alien, just like them realizing that shaking their fur off was a little bit fun. Still, they couldn’t look into that water and see anything close to themself. “I don’t… think I’m anywhere close to being done.” When their tail swished behind them, another reminder came. Maybe, they could try to expand this further.

The Angel watched their tail move back and forth. Their eyes hooked onto a shape at the end of it. For a while, they wondered why that tuft at the end looked so much like a flame. Maybe, they were just projecting on what looked like a normal tuft of fur, but they couldn’t get out of their head that it was meant to look like fire.

Ralsei’s fire spell wasn’t theirs. They weren’t supposed to use it. Fire was something the Dreemurrs possessed. The Angel didn’t even have it innately at all. They didn’t want it.

“What are you doing?” Suzy asked, watching the Angel grab their tail and bringing it up.

“It’s not right.” It was a bit liberating to be able to take any part of them and to change it. A flame? Fire didn’t represent their power. The Angel grabbed the end of their tail, focusing on that little bit at the end. Again, they shut their eyes, trying to change it to something familiar. If it needed something to represent their power, then they knew just the shape.

The Angel opened their eyes narrowly to focus. Fur started to splay outward while silver light shifted around it. Just like the lights only a select few could see, their power fanned outward into a similar star. The Angel didn’t know how to make fur stay in that shape, but they were intimately familiar with feathers by now. They released the light, looking at the mess of fur and feathers that they’d created in the shape of a star.

And still, it was better than what they once had. The Angel tested their tail, releasing it and swishing it around. To a little bit of their delight, they managed to fan out the tip of their tail slightly if they focused hard enough.

“Great.” Suzy teased, “Now you can get tons of stuff stuck in an even larger end of your tail.”

“I’m trying, okay?” The Angel huffed, but they could feel the ends of their mouth turning just a little bit upward. “I wonder how far I can take this.” These small changes were… good. But, they were still a boss monster. They were still stuck like this.

Could they… change that too?

The Angel zeroed in on their legs, something that plagued their existence for too long. Without thinking of the consequences, they tried to make them change-

Searing pain rippled through the Angel’s body, instantly forcing them to release any hold that they had on their power. They screamed through the silence of Waterfall, their body tumbling listlessly to the side while their leg gave out. Bones set themselves back into place. The familiar, incorrect shape of their leg fully came back, but the Angel’s breaths had all gone.

For a second, they were back in that dim hallway, crawling desperately towards a bed of flowers. They were back in that hallway with nothing connected. They were back, trying to force their way into control of a vessel that was too small for them, bending bone and muscle to force it into something that could be their own.

They couldn’t do that again.

The pain started to fade, but it chased them out of the memory. It left their leg as one final warning to the Angel about how much they could tamper with their vessel. They sucked in breath after breath, trying to escape the memory.

Suzy’s face hovered over them, and her voice broke through. “Hey!” She called their name, the one she supposedly said that she forgot. Damn it. “You better still be able to hear me! If I have to carry you and then you get hissy with me about it, I’m gonna be real mad!”

The Angel shook their head, trying their best to sit up. “I’m fine. I’m fine.” When they tried to move their leg, it was back to its incorrect shape again. That was one thing they would never be trying again. Some things… they just couldn’t change. No matter how much they wanted it, they never wanted to feel that pain again.

“You screamed like someone lit you on fire.” Suzy still hovered over them like she wanted to help them up. “You sure you’re good.”

“I’m fine,” the Angel repeated, leaning over to look at the reflection in the water. It still… wasn’t entirely theirs. It wasn’t the face that they grew up with. But… just a little bit more, they made it something closer to their own. “It’s just a little better.”

 


 

A soul floated listlessly through the dark.

It had no name anymore. It had no title anymore. Its presence had been diminished to a slight warmth in another’s chest… but it did not care about such things anymore.

It could not. It did not have the right to anymore, for it had been given up.

Sometimes, a poke would come the soul’s way. A question of passing curiosity from a previous captor would come, but the soul gave no answer. A loyal friend from long ago always said that she didn’t do enough, but the soul knew that this was the only way things could be. The warm presence wrapped around the soul always talked to it like it was still a person, but it stayed quiet. He did not need to know that it was still here.

It had reached its end.

Gradually, the pokes and prods stopped coming. It faded more and more. People it once loved grew further away, just like it wanted them to. It wasn’t their faults. Life got in the way. People eventually learned how to move on. The wound slowly healed bit by bit until it didn’t reopen again. It was slowly forgotten, left in stasis for someone else to grow and love in its place.

A new girl, one with so much hope, would meet the same fate. Would she go through the same hurt, it wondered? The hope crossed on her heart would not be enough. Its end was certain.

More memories were made today, the Angel realized while they slept. They started to realize that they were looking forward to the next instead of feeling exhaustion about getting up once more. And yet, every day was another closer to the end. How strange, to feel so relieved and terrified in equal measure.

It was so cold.

“I’ll never understand you.”

The soul in the darkness found its vessel. The Angel fully formed, the nightmare beginning to drift away. Their soul still hovered in front of their chest. Despite the exhale that came out of their nose, they were slightly thankful that this one had been interrupted. They didn’t need to look to know who was here. They just thought they’d have more time away from him. The Angel almost asked him to clarify, but knew that they didn’t need to say anything for him to go for another jab again.

Asriel stood a ways away, hands clasped behind his back. “I don’t get why you care about these people. You threw away the Underground just fine, but you keep dreaming about those little itty bitty voices out there.”

The Angel didn’t look at him. They didn’t have enough energy to do so. “I cared about the Underground too.”

“Hah! Sure doesn’t seem like it,” Asriel jeered, enjoying his newfound freedom to say what he wanted without the Angel interfering. “I remember how you murdered them in cold blood. Golly! You even didn’t deny that you sent them back to square one over and over again! What kind of care is it to strip everyone of their happy ending for your own enjoyment?”

Funny, how it all would work out in the end. This all started by being told to let Frisk be happy… to let Frisk live their life. Now, they’d have to give up their ending… an ending that was never really theirs… to let their new friends live their lives.

They had to.

But…

“Is it so hard to believe… that I just wanted to be with them for a little longer?” The Angel asked, not caring about their choice of company. Maybe, he was the only one who could’ve understood this feeling, but they weren’t thinking about distant things like that. “All I wanted… was a connection with the people I helped save. That’s all I ever wanted.”

Even now, they wished they could watch a new sunset with Kris, Susie, and Ralsei at their side. They had the key. It rested within Asriel’s chest. All they had to do… was hurt Ralsei beyond repair.

Their own hand lashed out, striking their soul the moment the thought crossed their mind.

Asriel watched them with a hint of interest, tilting his head back and forth like he tossed the information around. “And that’s why I’ll never get you! I never cared about these people! Never could!” 

Mm. They hated the way he lied so blatantly. “If that were true…” The Angel remembered Flowey banishing them at the finish line. They remembered the flower who announced that they were different… that they were other… that they would never be able to cross the threshold without causing unfathomable pain. When their mind cleared, the dream shifted. Both of them stood in front of a lone kid… staring down at a flowerbed after Frisk left him for the final time. “You wouldn’t have sentenced yourself to staying down here alone.”

“Are you seriously trying to tie me in a nice little bow?” Asriel walked in front of his younger self, placing a hand on the visage’s head. The dream did not react to him. “Who cares? Oh no, the version of me with a teensy bit of feeling left managed to make one good choice. But guess what, it doesn’t matter!” He spread his arms out wide. “We’ve both done the worst things the world has to offer! All this talk about whether or not we care is pointless, because we’ve already proven we don’t!” He smiled. “At least I don’t act like I still do.”

The Angel looked him in the eye before raising a hand.

“Then why did you ask about Chara?”

A sickening crunch echoed through the dream as roots embedded through Asriel’s body.

As soon as the Angel blinked, he was gone.

The vessel dissipated. Their soul continued floating through the dark.

Notes:

EDIT: Oh my god embarrassing shit actually

So, the design that the Angel switched to in this chapter was actually created by 5kape! This is her blog! https://www. /5kape?source=share
And this is the first art of the Angel's design: https://www. /5kape/805522176500432896/wanted-a-break-from-doing-concept-designs-for-uni?source=share
I love this design so much. Red accents and the star tail make me so unbelievably happy, and I asked her for permission to use the design in this fic.
I always had thoughts about the Angel slowly shifting their vessel as time went on, and I finally had a chance to activate it. I love this design so so much, but it was important to me for a lot of the fic to have the Angel being very close to Asriel. Now that they're developing a bit though...

Thank you so much 5kape! I really appreciate your design!

Hearing glass shattering noise on repeat in my brain

Oh Asriel you emotionally constipated idiot. I love writing him. I also have a lot of fun writing the roots dynamic and how it utterly messes with someone when used offensively! This is not a fun effect to be under in the slightest.

And those of you who enjoyed the last chapter expanding on UTDR world mechanics will probably get a kick out of this chapter. I spent more time than intended going over the Angel's exploration of their different moves, but felt that it was pertinent to show the build-up to them unlocking different weapons while fully understanding WHAT they did. I am having a little bit of fun doing UTDR mechanics lore shenanigans. I get it now.

I'm gonna be honest. Everything about Suzy's entrance made me double back so many times to tweak and change things. She's difficult. On one hand, she knew that the Angel obviously had people they wanted to go back to, but Suzy isn't exactly an expert on emotional regulation. Striking that balance was incredibly difficult. Her response for most of her life has been to fight the thing that's causing her issues, and an exception can't really be made for the Angel when they're intentionally trying to make her "see the truth".

She just had to strangle them for a bit it's fine. Pouring one out for the readers who maybe wanted to see the Angel get ragdolled for their bullshit just a little bit. It's okay this is how they bond.

Gaster's also the funniest mf in the fic. No I will not be taking criticism. I had so much fun writing him explaining monster food and going "shut up I'm more knowledgeable" to the Angel. He is allowed to be a little sillay as a treat. It's also fun to write him doing more sciency things. He's having fun <3 It's enrichment.

Also surprise. As payback for last chapter's cliffhanger, you get TWO Asriel conversation for the price of one.

Hope yall enjoy this chapter. I'll be there for your comments tomorrow, but ough I gotta sleep now. This one was rough.

Chapter 36: Olive Branch

Summary:

Attempts made to find a better future

Notes:

Aight lads another late night but we got fanart rounds

Multiple arts from 5kape!
The Angel shaking Asriel like a ragdoll animation
https://www. /5kape/818188325863161856/someone-should-give-the-angel-a-asriel-like-chew?source=share
My fursona shaking 5kape's fursona's(?) hand(wing?) after the redesign incident
https://www. /star-pup01/818234737925734400/how-you-got-me-feeling-like-ever-since-you-asked?source=share

Redraven393 drew multiple arts
The Angel in a doctor's outfit
https://www. /redraven393/818337025464975360/cute-doctor-on-the-house?source=share
Ralsei doodles and also in a nurse outfit
https://www. /redraven393/818376724551172096/ralsei-doodle-d?source=share

nether--prince drew a wonderful piece of the Angel's new redesign as well as a very fun design for Suzy! They both make me very very happy
https://www. /nether--prince/818358705033789440/angel-and-suzy?source=share

a-flawed-apparatus, coincidentally and separately, also put the Angel in a doctor's outfit in heroforge
https://www. /a-flawed-apparatus/818398974226661376/the-angel-will-see-you-now?source=share

darinaethelaianprophet made a ref image of the Angel's new redesign for ease of viewing (thank you very much)
https://www. /darinaethelaianprophet/818540689260494848/angel-ref-sheets-so-um-i-may-have-some-future?source=share

ourasriel made a silly little magical enby transformation of the angel
https://www. /ourasriel/818701036211535872/another-art-for-star-pup01s-fic-and-kudo-to?source=share

Aight. Have fun. Thank you all for the fanart this week!

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

Undyne didn’t know what to say.

The tea in her hands had gone cold while she listened to Asgore’s story. With how quiet his house had gotten, she could hear a pin drop. Every second she didn’t answer felt like she was being more and more useless, but she genuinely had nothing. This was basic monster history. This was something she talked with Asgore about over and over again when he couldn’t get out of bed in the morning.

All of it came crashing down with a few tapes.

Undyne stared at them, her claws anxiously tapping against the table. Where did these things even come from? Undyne saw some tapes in the lab when they were all down there, but that didn’t mean that these were from the lab. A piece of the past just cropped up in the same room that Asriel changed in. Again, the past was dredged up wherever the Angel went.

But now, Asgore found the tapes again. No matter how the tapes got into his possession, no matter how hidden they were, he watched them.

Undyne sighed, pushing the tapes even further away from the two of them, “I know you’re thinking it’s your fault, and it’s not.”

Asgore didn’t take that well at all, his teeth baring. She’d seen him like this before, and knew that the anger wasn’t for her. “I filled Chara’s mind with the idea that they needed to be the future of humans and monsters. I did not notice my own children plotting their own demise. How could it not be this pitiful fool’s fault?”

“Hey, any number of things could’ve done that.” Undyne didn’t want him to think it was only his fault! From what he’d told her about Chara, they didn’t exactly have a happy life before coming to the Underground. 

“I do not want my part in this diminished, Undyne,” Asgore muttered, looking down into the tea in his own hands that’d similarly gone cold. “I was their father. No matter what contributed to them making that decision, I should have been able to see it. I should have been able to provide them with a life that made them happy enough to… to…” His hands trembled. Some of the tea spilled over onto his hands, and he flinched. “My apologies, Undyne. I did not mean to be short with you.”

It didn’t even hurt. Undyne got it. How could she not right now? She just… wished she was better at any of this. She didn’t know Chara or Asriel when the two of them were still alive. Yeah, Asgore told her stories, but now it sounded like all of that sounded a lot less good to bring up right now. There was someone else who’d maybe get it, but… “And you haven’t told Toriel yet?”

Asgore sank into himself more. “I do not know how.” A hand covered half of his face while he couldn’t look Undyne in the eye. “How do I tell her that I failed our children even further? How do I tell her that my words inspired everything?” A sad chuckle came out of his mouth. “How curious… the harm that my words bring. First… my children, then… my decree killed six more…”

“Well, one of ‘em’s sitting with Toriel right now. There’s still a chance to fix this, no matter what happened!” Undyne reached across the table, taking his tea out of his hands and setting it down. It wasn’t doing him any good. “You should tell her though. I dunno if just showing her the tapes would be better, but…”

His face soured. Now that Undyne thought of it, neither option really sounded good. Who knew if Toriel would even believe a story like that, and if the tapes were really as bad as he said they were… No one should have to go through that. Who would even be there for Toriel? Would she even let Asgore hang around for that? Would he even be able to listen again?

Asgore stared down at the table. “The Angel knew.”

“What?” Undyne didn’t clock what he said for a few seconds. “What do you mean?”

“In the Underground… after I watched the tapes…” Asgore traced the lines in the wooden table with his eyes, trying to calm himself down long enough to speak. “I saw the Angel. They… knew about these tapes. They… apologized that I had to learn about something they already knew.”

That was the first time anyone had seen the Angel, and that came secondary to what Asgore learned from these tapes. Damn it. Undyne couldn’t blame him. At least, that meant the Angel was still kicking. Undyne was starting to get worried. “They uh… always know a lot of weird stuff.” It didn’t explain why they knew about the tapes though. A lot of the things they knew about the Underground could be explained by them being with Frisk for a while, but this? Undyne could only guess where the tapes came from. “But really? You just… saw ‘em? No fight or anything?”

At least, the temporary change in subject gave Asgore something else to think about. “They were haggard. They spoke softly. Their voice broke me out of…” Asgore sighed, “I lost myself for a moment.”

“That’s the first time anyone’s heard from ‘em since they up and left. That means they’re probably still in the Underground.” It made sense. Even though the Underground was small, it couldn’t be entirely searched at a glance. Besides, Papyrus told everyone not to go after them, and everyone listened. If there was anywhere to check, then the Underground would be it. “...Do you think they might know something else?”

“Perhaps, but…” Asgore still wouldn’t look up. “I do not think it is answers that I seek any longer. I have… all the answers I needed about my children. I have failed them. Now, I can only reap what I have sown. My son is stuck in a nightmare with no end, and the child I failed does not wish to look upon a monster so broken.”

Undyne and Asgore talked a lot the past two weeks. He didn’t always talk about it for long, but Undyne already knew what he meant about the “child he failed”. Another thing that Undyne couldn’t believe was happening right now in the damn storm of information. She wasn’t gonna question why Asgore thought that Chara was still around. He’d have a better idea than she ever would. But, part of her wondered if it was all wishful thinking. “You… really think Chara’s around too?”

Slowly, he nodded, but he didn’t look any better. “I… I saw them with my own two eyes, Undyne. The Angel pointed them out, and they have not… been wrong.” The edge of his palm dug into his forehead. “I only diminished my own hopes… because I believed that they would have reached out. Now, I know that there would be no reason for them to speak to the monster who ruined their life.”

“Hey!” Undyne slammed her fist against the table, a spark of something flashing in her eye. “You didn’t ruin their life! Maybe you don’t remember all the stories you told me about your kids, but I do! You gave it your all, okay?” He didn’t look up at her. She kept her gaze steely and focused on him, hoping that he’d look up to see her resolve. Nothing came. Undyne finally relented only a little bit. “Maybe you messed up. Maybe you weren’t perfect. But damn it, Asgore, you gave it everything you had!”

Gradually, his shoulders straightened up. His face betrayed nothing, but Undyne could still see how tired his eyes were. “My apologies, Undyne. I am… afraid that I did not gather my thoughts before calling you here. I need more time to… properly think through all of this.”

She was being dismissed. It wouldn’t be the first time, and it wasn’t going to be the last. Some days when Undyne first started training with him, he’d send her away. Undyne always got frustrated with it, but as she grew older, she started to see the way he looked at his flowers whenever he had to take a day off. 

“...Fine. Just… I’m gonna be stopping back in later, so maybe we can actually drink the tea you make.” Hopefully, that’d be enough to make sure he didn’t just sit in one spot all day.

Asgore nodded, but didn’t do much else.

As Undyne left his house, she realized one simple thing: this wasn’t working. All of this waiting around after everyone’s lives got shaken up just wasn’t working. Yeah, Papyrus made pretty good points for why they all shouldn’t go hunting the Angel, but the things were just stacking up more and more. They had answers that no one else was willing to give, and nothing had changed! They’d been missing for double the time that Undyne had even known them, and that wasn’t gonna cut it.

Even though she wanted to charge at that stupid mountain right now, Undyne at least wanted to run it by Papyrus. Maybe, he also changed plans by now. Besides, other than scouring the whole damn mountain, she had no ideas. Frisk came over once to ask Alphys if she could still access her cameras in the Underground, but she hadn’t done maintenance on those in a while. Alphys even doubted that they’d have power with the CORE only powering the essentials in the Underground.

It wasn’t long before she found herself in front of Papyrus’ house. Without missing a beat, she knocked twice on the door.

Before she even had a chance of getting to a third, the door swung open with Papyrus standing there like he’d been there the whole time. “Mmmmyes?!” Even though his eye-sockets were just empty holes, they widened and sparkled. “Undyne!!! It has been quite a while since you have come here for a casual visit!” The sparkle disappeared instantaneously. “And it will stay that way!!! Because you do not seem to be here for anything casual!”

Was she that tense? Undyne tried to loosen up a bit, but already knew that she was caught. “Yeah… sorry Papyrus. It’s just been… y’know.” Things weren’t exactly hectic, but no one wanted to sit around and just relax. Even watching anime was a hassle. Both Alphys and Undyne just couldn’t sit still for long enough even though there was nothing they could actually do. Screw it. She needed to get this over with. “The whole waiting thing isn’t working, Papyrus.”

“Hm?!” Papyrus lifted a finger. “While I am incredibly receptive to constructive criticism, I am afraid you will have to be slightly more specific, Undyne!”

Fine. If Papyrus wanted it, then she could make a list. “We know they’re in the Underground by now. We’ve made no progress on waking…” She glanced around to make sure no one was listening in on the sidewalk. “...Asriel up thanks to their weird soul thing. They have answers to nearly every damn question we have, and no matter how long we wait, I don’t think they’re just gonna walk up to us and say ‘hi’ anytime soon. Nothing’s happening.”

Papyrus tapped his boots on the ground, humming while deep in thought. Coming to a decision, his face lit up. “While things have certainly gone slower than I would imagine, just because we have not seen anything happening… does not mean that nothing is happening! Perhaps, they are on a journey of their own! One that does not quite include us right this very moment!”

Yeah, that was an optimistic way of thinking about it, but Undyne couldn’t do “optimistic” for much longer. “I don’t know how much longer we can do this, Papyrus. Someone’s gonna go after them, and it’s about to be me at this point.” Just how much was falling apart right now? “No matter how much you wanna keep us from hunting them down, they are a part of all of this. We can’t just leave them to do their own thing for who knows how long.”

A little bit of thought was given, but Papyrus recovered quickly. “It is merely a balancing act!!! If we move too quickly and corner them before they are ready, then we will only end up with a lack of trust! If we wait too long, then perhaps things… well… might go unsaid! After all, I have seen quite recently that it is… not impossible for someone to avoid their true feelings so utterly and thoroughly! Sometimes an olive branch is required!”

Undyne wanted to go down there and squeeze them for any answers. Yeah, she didn’t think the Angel was as much of a threat as everyone else did. She wasn’t going to lock them up. She wasn’t going to stop them from their goal. But, this waiting stuff had to stop. “I can go to the Underground… try to talk them down… or just try to get any answers. I’m not gonna hurt them or pin them or anything, but it’s just…”

“Where would you go?!” Papyrus blinked his eye-sockets a few times while he genuinely questioned her, “Even though the Underground is quite small, there would be far too much ground to cover! You could miss each other entirely!!! If they saw you first, they could think you’re doing guard duties!”

Grimacing, Undyne looked off to the side. Yeah, she didn’t know if that punk would even stay put when they saw her. No matter how far they’d both come, Undyne… didn’t know if they’d just see her as an enforcer. She hounded them the first time they were on the run. Who knew if they’d think she was doing it again. That punk clearly wasn’t thinking if they hadn’t shown their face in ages. “Someone’s gotta look!” Undyne weakly protested. “Frisk is two seconds away from going into the mountain. Toriel might beat them to the punch. I don’t wanna restrain them either, but if one of us doesn’t get to them first, then…”

“...I believe I have an idea!” Papyrus leaned in, putting a hand in front of his mouth like someone would try to see what he was saying. “I do not have the faintest idea of where they could be, but I believe that someone else does!”

Undyne kept her own voice down in mimicry, just because this could actually be important. “Who?”

Just to be sure, Papyrus glanced behind him before returning to hiding his mouth. “Sans!” The moment even the slightest bit of skepticism flashed across Undyne’s face, Papyrus launched into explanation, “He has been avoiding me, but I asked Grillby if he has been around! Sans stays around at night, but where he goes during the day is a mystery!”

Undyne furrowed her brow. “You mean he’s not with Toriel?”

“Absolutely not! While his room is locked, and an invasion of privacy is never acceptable, I doubt he is in his room either! It has made me wonder what is occupying his time…” Papyrus leaned back, finally done with stage-whispering. “Let me do a bit more investigation! Questioning! And then, when I have a lead, I have a far more productive way of finding our winged friend!” 

Honestly, she didn’t expect him to be so on board. It was him who suggested that everyone lay off a little bit. “Surprised you’re even offering to go out there to question them. Thought you’d be telling me off.”

“Who said anything about questioning?!” Papyrus shook his head. “That is precisely what I warned against! No no, what I intend to do is something far greater! They have had time to go on their own personal journey, and now, it is only time to see if they are ready. Perhaps they won’t be! Perhaps they will have had time to clear their mind! And! Because they have good taste, they appear to trust me! I would not wish to burn the deadly bridge!”

It was just getting harder and harder. This all seemed so slow. Undyne didn’t know how much longer she could watch Asgore wither away. Half of her friends were getting more and more tired as time went on. Alphys stressed herself out to no end thinking about what was going on or trying to make sense of any of it.

“Undyne!” Papyrus put a hand on her shoulder, his grin growing wider. “Trust me!”

 


 

The dream wasn’t even anything specific this time.

The bad part about sleeping more was that the Angel had more time to dream. It led to a lot of nightmares, but some of the dreams were kind. This time, they recalled a memory that wasn’t quite correct. It didn’t need to be. It kept them at ease for a little bit longer.

With hands not quite used to finer movements, the Angel tried their best to tie a white ribbon around Ralsei’s ear. Kris did it for them last time, and the Angel never really saw the ribbon actually go on his ear. But, their own ribbon was comfortable in the Light World, so they figured that it would be a nice spot. Ralsei waited patiently for them to figure it out. His fur didn’t feel like anything. The ribbon under their fingers had the same fate. That… made it a little easier. The Angel didn’t think that they’d be able to do this for real.

Hm. Their dreams didn’t lie about their vessel anymore. Their dreams didn’t try to trick them into having their older body. Perhaps, the Angel forgot enough details that their mind couldn’t summon it well enough. Or…

They chose not to think about it.

The memory lurched into motion. With the illusion of his hat still coloring his fur black, Ralsei reached up to the band of white that broke up the shadow. In disbelief that he received the gift, he repeated the words he said a long time ago, “You’re giving it to me…? Well? Does it look pretty…?”

He chose to enjoy something for the first time. It did look pretty. They hoped he would have the chance to wear as many ribbons as he wanted soon.

“I’m gonna take a wild guess…” A grating and annoying voice came from behind the Angel, ruining any peace that they had in their own mind while sleeping. “That’s the little replacement that you talked about… the person who’s so much better than me.” 

“You’re not good enough to be replaced.” They weren’t even going to entertain explaining what was actually going on to him. Besides, they could feel Asriel’s offense through the thread of connection that they shared now. “Seethe.”

Asriel did a few paces around the facsimile of Ralsei. Before he even did have a circle, the Angel dispelled the memory. It wasn’t meant for Asriel, and they didn’t like the way he was inspecting Ralsei in the slightest. “He doesn’t seem like much. But, gotta admit, that’s oddly domestic of you!” 

For once, the Angel scrunched their nose and tilted their head. “What?”

“Most of your dreams are… y’know…” Asriel waved his hand from side to side. “Grand prophecies… thinking about when they’re all gonna throw you aside like the trash you are… that kind of stuff!” He waited for a reaction, and came away unsatisfied when he got none. “But then there’s the piano thing! Now, you’re tying ribbons around someone’s ear. Just not what I’d expect!”

The Angel blinked a few times owlishly. “That’s… oddly inquisitive of you-” Nope. Nevermind. The hopes in their chest were dashed immediately. “You’re just trying to figure out how I tick, aren’t you?”

“Aw, don’t ruin the fun!” Asriel sat down in thin air, managing to get a little bit of a grip in this shared space while the two of them slept. It wasn’t enough to do anything, and would never be enough for him to break free. It wasn’t even a tug against their soul. “Can’t help it! You know how this feeling can be! I’m just a bit curious. It’s not like you’ve left me with anything better to do.”

Yes, he was here for the sole purpose of annoying them while they were sleeping. The Angel didn’t know what they expected, and had half a mind to send him right back to his own little separated area. “If you’re going to try to get me to willingly tell you anything else, then no. I don’t have to do that.”

Asriel rolled his eyes dramatically. “For someone who has had me locked down for over two weeks, you really don’t act like it. What am I gonna do? Stare at the ceiling to communicate that you’re lame?”

The Angel slowly started to frown the more Asriel joked. It was a change of pace, but not a welcome one. “You don’t get to banter with me after everything you did.” He talked casually, like the Angel didn’t just bury countless Darkners slain by his hand. “If I’m just a new source of entertainment, you’re mistaken.”

“Oh my god, why do you even care-”

A hand twitched. Roots spread through Asriel’s body while he seized up. In an instant, he was gone. They didn’t have to take anything from him.

It was a better time than ever to start the day.

When the Angel woke up, their blanket was twisted over their body uncomfortably. Their one good horn got snagged in the pillow again. Everything in the inn was old and weathered at this point, but they weren’t helping things by impaling their horn into some part of the bed every morning. At least, when they saw their ear flopped up next to their face, they felt a little better when seeing the red fur.

Not perfect, but better.

It gave them the little extra boost to untangle themself from the blankets. As soon as they fished their cane from the wall, they slowly rose to their feet. Their legs still weren’t right. They weren’t going to be right. But, the Angel was starting to get used to the cane. They needed to start bopping people more with it. Suzy definitely needed that. While they left the room and walked around the corner, their tail hooked behind them a little bit. They were messing with the feathers a little too much.

Before they even got close to the Dark World, the room shifted. The man decided to appear early today. Thankfully, he wasted no time, “Waiting for you- The phone is resonating-” The armless fragment paused for a second to piece together more intentional words. “Your- friends… Call-”

A chill ran through the Angel’s body. They tried to talk, but had to take a second to clear their throat. “Emergency? Or just a normal talk?”

“Normal.”

A lot of the stress wound up in their chest finally started to unfurl. Their friends were still okay, and making their way to a normal conversation. “Are they ready now, or are they on their way?”

“See you soon.” The grey figure vanished, the message complete.

That meant that the Angel had a little bit of time. Besides, it wasn’t like they needed to be anywhere particular to speak to their friends. As long as they had privacy from the rest of the Dark World, then they would be content. 

That gave them enough time to leap into the darkness, beelining towards a small little room on the edge of the motel. If Suzy was going to stay here for a little bit, it might be… nice if she could meet everyone else. The Angel didn’t know if it was the right decision to make. Hearing her own voice echoed from the other side would probably freak her out. The Angel wondered if she actually processed what the Angel told her. There was a different version of her on the other side.

But, part of them just wanted to introduce friends to each other, and that guided their step.

Knocking on Suzy’s door gave them no response. The Angel called out her name, but didn’t get an answer either. Maybe she was just out? Suzy told them to visit whenever they felt like it, so they twisted the doorknob to see if- ah, there it went. The door opened, unlocked completely. Suzy didn’t strike the Angel as someone to leave her door unlocked, but she did.

A loud snore stopped them from entering.

The Angel kept their mouth shut, and the light behind their head unconsciously dimmed. Across the room, Suzy lay sprawled out across her bed. Her snores shook the room, head leaning far back with her mouth half open. She didn’t react to the Angel entering. She didn’t react to the noise they made at all.

For a moment, the Angel wondered how long it had been since Suzy slept in a real bed.

Smiling under their veil, they shut the door. They didn’t want to interrupt her. There would likely be another time for her to join in on one of these conversations. For now, she could rest. She deserved it.

Quietly, they stalked off to the Dark Fountain. Last time they spoke to their friends, they could barely breathe while waiting for the conversation to start. This time, the Angel walked quickly to where they needed to be. They would just get a chance to talk again. The more days that passed, the more the Angel missed all of them.

As soon as they stopped in front of the Dark Fountain, a grey figure waited for them. The same, armless fragment sat on the ground, waiting for them to do the same. Carefully, the Angel lowered themself down with their hands on the crook, waiting for the first voices to come through.

The fragment opened its mouth, and Ralsei’s voice greeted them, “Hello, Angel! Have you been okay?” 

Of course, he’d be asking that immediately. It had been… varied, but the Angel could more confidently give him an answer this time. “I’m doing fine. It’s… a lot better than before.” But… they weren’t exactly making progress. Still, before they even began mentioning their progress on making it back, they asked something that had been on their mind for a while now. “Are you all still doing okay?”

“Yes!”

“No!”

Two voices came out at the same time. The Angel tried to parse both of them, thankfully catching both of them with their second pair of eyes. Ralsei said yes while Noelle said no. Well, that meant Noelle was still traveling alongside them! They were a tad curious how that one happened, but Noelle’s voice beat them to the punch.

She stumbled over herself a little bit. “I mean- maybe I don’t have a frame of reference yet??? I guess what happened to Susie was… worse than what we’re doing now, but oh my gosh, being close to those Titans all the time and hoping they don’t see us…”

Being clued in on a conversation the Angel didn’t know if they should be privy to, Ralsei politely reminded her, “I… did try to warn you. On the brighter side of things, we haven’t gotten into a fight. Considering how often we were getting spotted at the start of all of this, I think that’s… um… an improvement.”

“Oh! And Ralsei taught me a spell!” Noelle excitedly pointed out. It made the Angel’s wings ruffle. She never really talked to them about this kind of stuff before. “He taught me how to do his floaty thing, and we’ve been using it together for a while! I think… that’s been helping… Mom keeps trying to keep me at the Shelter, but dad keeps finding new ways to distract her, and… oh gosh, I forgot who I was rambling to. I-”

Ah, the realization must’ve hit her as well that neither of them usually talked like this. The Angel relaxed, waving a hand even though nobody could see it. “I’m happy. It sounds like you two are doing fine.” Though, there were two people they hadn’t heard from yet. One of them definitely wasn’t going to come forward unless the Angel dragged them in. “Kris? Susie? Are you two okay?”

It took a few beats before the fragment spoke again. On this side of the conversation, the Angel could barely see whatever side things occurred. The man’s fragment betrayed no expressions, leaving them entirely on their own for guessing what the silence meant.

A raspy, hoarse voice came forward first. “Saw the Knight again.”

All of the easy relaxation that the Angel had vanished in an instant. The man hadn’t… alerted them to anything like that. 

Kris didn’t leave room for the silence to fester for long. “Didn’t get close, but it’s still looking for us. Has trouble finding us when you’re not bright. Just… watches now.”

Part of their success was tied to the Angel taking things a lot slower down here. It brought them no comfort that their deaths really did hinder their friends, but at least the change of pace was doing something worthwhile. “I’ve been… getting hurt a lot less. I’m still there if you need me to give you any extra light.” Still, they hated the idea of the Knight just looming in the distance. Whenever the Angel encountered it, it loved to get cheap shots in.

Every transfer of information left the fragment steady for a while, but from the Angel’s perspective, the words came quite quickly. “Need it soon. Titans getting too concentrated.”

Helpfully, Ralsei added, “We… um… think because it has gotten more dark, the Titans are getting better at… finding you even though we can lose them easily. With how much time we’ve spent in town, it’s nearly impossible to navigate. The center of town had ways to evade, but now they’re guarding the apartments, and…”

They… could help then. Whenever the Angel needed to use a Shadow Crystal, they’d be there. They didn’t know how long they would be able to hold onto it, but there was no way to safely train that ability unless their friends stayed in the Light World for longer… which they also couldn’t afford to do. Worse case scenario, they’d just have to make sure they were in good condition before using one so that they didn’t pass out quickly.

Ralsei wasn’t quite yet done, though he sounded unsure. “We… also finally realized that a Grand Door has been… well… missing.”

The Angel’s vision narrowed. They… had a suspicion, but they needed to be sure. “What do you mean?”

“Well, the Roaring expands space a lot, so it’s sometimes difficult to track which Grand Door belongs to which location in the Light World,” Ralsei explained, though he didn’t sound exactly confident in his explanation. “For a while, we glossed over the fact that… one of them simply isn’t there. Between the apartments and the convenience store, there’s an entire house that just isn’t… there.”

Sans’ house.

It was gone.

Of course. Of course it was. “Don’t worry about him,” the Angel muttered, knowing that the loop had now closed. Guess something really did happen to him after all. “I happen to know where he is, and he’s… just fine. I don’t know how, but he ended up here.”

Ralsei didn’t respond for a bit, no doubt ruminating over the new information. “How is that possible…?”

“I don’t know.” They could try to rattle off any number of explanations that came into their head, but none of them really answered the mystery that was Sans. Only he could tell them what happened that day. “But, he’s fine. You didn’t miss a Grand Door.”

Even though the Angel couldn’t see his face, they could hear the relief in his voice. “That’s… that’s good. I’ll take your word for it, I suppose.”

One person hadn’t said anything yet. When no other voice came through to say how she was doing, the Angel called out on their own, “Susie?”

 


 

Susie should’ve expected where the Grand Doors led. She should’ve thought about it at least once before they entered the doors next to the Flower Shop, but she didn’t until it was already too late.

Now, while Kris and Noelle tried to convince the newest Lightner to get on the boat in spite of his new body, Susie stood there like an idiot, wishing that she could go back inside. They had to leave. They had to. No matter how much Susie repeated it in her head, she wanted to throw open the Grand Doors and try to save just one more person.

But Tenna couldn’t follow them into the Roaring. Susie only had two real options: leave him behind, or hope he wouldn’t feel it when he turned to stone.

Susie stayed locked in place. She couldn’t even join the mix of panic and happiness coming from the ghost whose Dark World form turned him into a robot. She couldn’t help Kris and Noelle try to wrangle him into the boat instead of letting him admire the way the Dark World altered him. She could only think about Tenna’s slightly damaged antenna while they all left him behind again. Even though he gained so many new stickers all over him, they had to leave him alone again.

It wasn’t fair.

Someone else shared her frustration. Mettaton… was really upset when they told him that he couldn’t take Tenna into the Roaring. At least, it meant that Tenna was being taken care of. Mettaton even called him by name when he said his goodbyes, but Susie knew how Tenna took goodbyes. She knew.

A soft hand grabbed hers, and Susie didn’t need to turn to know who it already was. Instead, she looked away from him, trying to hide the look on her face. “I’m fine, Ralsei,” she naturally lied, but didn’t pull her hand away from him.

Ralsei squeezed her hand tighter, being too damn persistent for his own good. “You don’t have to talk about it if you don’t want to… but…” When she stole a glance at Ralsei out of the corner of her eye, she saw him looking up at her. “I told you I’d be here whenever you can’t smile. Remember?”

Yeah, she remembered. She remembered it all the damn time. Like she’d been punched in the nose, something made her eyes water. No one was even looking at her but him. No one. She didn’t get how he was still holding her hand now, acting like he wasn’t just as tired of all of this. Like she was just lying to herself, Susie finally turned fully to him, and saw his hand trying to hold onto hers as much as it could. He was there, just like he said he’d be.

Susie’s head started to slowly sag while her other hand balled into a fist. The doors behind her taunted her, something sealed away behind them for who knew how long. Her teeth baring, she tried to keep her voice down. The Roaring didn’t even give her the luxury of being allowed to yell. “I’m so tired of having to leave people behind… people I promised I wouldn’t leave behind.”

Her head must’ve gotten low enough, because even though Ralsei was short, he managed to stand up taller and bonk his head lightly against hers. With the Roaring being so stupidly cold, she managed to focus on the frustration that Ralsei somehow still felt warm. He must’ve known that, because he decided to wrap his arms around her right after.

“You’re still trying so hard to make sure it doesn’t stay that way, Susie. You… always have.” Ralsei pulled back, smiling even with the light of countless Titans in the distance behind him. “Even… when I try to convince you not to, you care so much that it makes my heart hurt.”

It was just getting harder and harder. There was an end in sight. When they got the Angel back, they could all go back to the way things were before the Roaring hit. They could go on that stupid trip they all planned. It was just… that Susie started feeling more and more tired. The rescue missions felt like they weren’t ending. They weren’t even getting closer to helping the Angel get back. They were just treading water.

How long did she have to leave Tenna behind? She hated that word. But, no matter how much she wanted to fight what had to be done, it didn’t change the only two options she had. Asking the only person who she could right now, Susie looked down at Ralsei, “Do you… think he’ll be fine in there? Does he even know what’s going on?” She didn’t know if Ralsei could tell in some way.

Ralsei squeezed her hand a little bit tighter. “He… loves Lightners very much, Susie. I can’t say for sure, but… I really do think Tenna found a new home. I don’t… know how he feels, but… ever since I met all of you, I wanted nothing more than for all of you to be safe. Maybe, right now, he feels the same way about Mettaton.”

Susie could only hope that was true, but she knew how much Tenna clung to everyone. She knew how scared he was when they were all trying to leave. Even the thought of being alone for a few days terrified Susie. Walking through Hometown with no one at her side after the church already felt like the weight of the world crashed down onto her, and she wasn’t even alone for long.

The stomp of a Titan grew near. She didn’t even have time to go back in anymore.

Susie reached out to the Grand Doors, placing a hand on their surface. “We’re gonna make all of this fine, okay?” Her claws scraped against it. “I promise, you hear me?”

Nothing but the roaring winds answered.

 


 

Through the fragment, Susie’s voice coughed before she finally mumbled, “We saw Tenna today… or yesterday… or how many days ago it was. I don’t really know anymore.”

Oh.

If the Angel remembered correctly, they left him at Mettaton’s place. They checked in a few times, and Mettaton slowly became more and more outgoing from the other side of the door, even eventually choosing to refer to himself with that name. The Angel never learned the name that came before, but they were happy to learn the one that was his all over again.

But, Tenna was still there. He wasn’t lucky enough to be safe in Castle Town with everyone else.

Worse, they didn’t know what to tell her. Did they try to convince her that it’d be all right, knowing damn well that they made no progress? Did they just say sorry like that meant anything right now? “I’m… that…” The Angel fumbled for the words and came up with nothing. “I’m trying to make sure that I don’t mess up the next time I get to the Roaring. I… haven’t figured out a way back, but I’m going to make sure that it ends next time.” The first five days they came here were… to put it lightly… hell. However, they could not imagine what the Roaring was like day in and day out. “I didn’t mean for it to go this long.”

“Not your fault, dumbass.” Even through the fragment’s voice, the Angel could feel the slap on the back of their head. “It’s just… first it was Lancer… then we lost you for a while… and now Tenna’s alone…”

Yes, they didn’t cause the Roaring, but they weren’t going to act like they didn’t take crucial hits that they could’ve avoided. They weren’t going to act like they didn’t make this significantly worse through all of their deaths. Right now, they were resting too much. “I’ll try to figure out a way to replicate a connection. I… I shouldn’t be taking this long.”

“That’s not what I’m trying to say!” While Susie’s voice carried through the fragment, the Angel almost saw a hint of aggression on the fragment’s face that broke through its usual monotony. “We haven’t done a damn thing either on our end, and we’re still not done getting everyone back to the Shelter! We were lucky to even be able to get food to ‘em, but…”  

So then, what was she trying to say? The Angel tilted their head, even though it couldn’t be seen.

Susie took a while to find her voice again. “I’m happy you’re not getting hurt anymore, dumbass. Don’t stop doing that. We just…” Susie trailed off again. The silence lasted for a bit longer. “I miss Lancer. I miss Tenna. I miss you. There. That’s all.”

The Angel wished that they could reach out, but they were still stuck behind an impassable wall, only being able to guess what everyone else was doing on the other side. They bit down the part of them that hoped it would dull for Susie eventually. “I… still miss all of you too.”

With whatever she wanted to say spent, Ralsei’s voice reentered the fragment’s own cadence. “It’s… strange in a way. The Roaring has been going on for much longer than we even knew each other, but…”

A question came to mind that the Angel was almost too afraid to ask, but it slipped from their mouth regardless of their wishes. “How long… has this been going on?”

A pause came. A long pause persisted. Eventually, the Angel looked at the fragment for any guidance, only for the echoes of a debate to slip out of its mouth. There were too many voices overlapping, all saying different things and questioning separate timeframes.

When Ralsei’s voice finally peeked through, he gave an answer that somehow made the Angel only more afraid: “I… don’t think we know.”

Time remained an enemy, no matter how much the Angel had control over it.

The thought chased them as the call ended and the days went on.

Training took a leap far away from what they were previously doing. Their weapons could be summoned correctly, but now, they found themself holding their breath at odd times… expecting it to do something.

However, there was one ability that they wanted to replicate beyond anything else that they did in the Dark World.

For a sliver of time, the Angel managed to make the world hold its breath with them. It gave them the slightest edge over Asriel. However, it was fleeting. It was barely there. Of all of the things the Angel did with their Shadow Crystal, they hardly had a frame of reference. The ability to even control time was something that simply wasn’t in any history books. Only three people still alive knew about the ability extensively. Ralsei could be counted, but the Angel wasn’t exactly sure considering that he wasn’t aware that their soul shattered to trigger the ability.

Freezing time was beyond their repertoire. The Angel could only ever rewind it.

Except, that wasn’t necessarily true. Even the man had seen it. Time stretched in odd ways when they needed it to. They could look away from the world for a while, and when they came back, it would not move. As the man said, it used to hold its breath and wait.

But, no matter how many times the Angel tried to replicate that flash of power against Asriel, they couldn’t. No matter how many times they held their breath, it wasn’t enough. Their heartbeat quickened. Their senses narrowed. But, they couldn’t steal that fine control over time back from the world.

It’d be better if they could. If they found a way to expand upon that ability… how far could they take it? The Roaring was screeching forward, but the Angel wondered if it would be possible to lock it in place.

No matter how much the Angel focused in the snow, they didn’t feel any flash of familiarity. Even in the Dark World, where things were more malleable, the ability slipped from their grasp too easily.

Frustration got the better of them. Time slipped through their fingertips. Gritting their teeth, they flicked their tail through the snow, sending some of it flying while they sat in it. Snow came down gradually, flakes resting on the top of their fur before starting to melt.

At the same time, Suzy started getting bored tagging along.

“So like… what’s the goal with freezing your ass off in the snow?” Suzy questioned, breaking the Angel’s remaining focus instantly. Even though they gave her a hoodie to keep her hands warm, it wasn’t nearly enough to keep her cozy. “You’re just sitting there.”

The Angel’s tail thrashed, kicking up snow when they dropped their focus and opened their eyes. “You wouldn’t believe me if I told you,” they mumbled, trying to settle back in. Weapons were believable. Their control over time was not.

Suzy huffed, crossing her arms even tighter than she already was. “Yeah yeah yeah, we all know that’s an excuse by now. The least you can do is tell me why we’re slowly turning to ice cubes.”

“You don’t have to be out here,” the Angel reminded her. “You can stay in the Dark World and wait if you don’t like the snow.”

One of Suzy’s hands rose out of her jacket, a finger going tense against another like she was going to flick them. When the Angel’s eyes zeroed in on her fingers, she stopped herself before needing another reminder. The hand instantly went back on her head. “I didn’t come down here just to freeload. I’m just wondering.”

Okay. This didn’t work the other times they tried it, but they could do it again for emphasis. With a tone far too casual for someone talking about this subject, the Angel said, “I am trying to figure out how to freeze time.”

Suzy’s mouth clicked shut the moment the words left the Angel’s mouth. Predictably, she didn’t have any frame of reference for this. What the Angel should’ve recognized was that she was getting better at dealing with them. “Yeah. Sure. Why the hell wouldn’t that be what you were up to right now?” She shook her head, a breathy laugh escaping her mouth. “Arright. Hit me. Why the hell are you trying to go and do that?”

The Angel squinted. “You’re not going to ask me… what that means?”

“No?” Suzy buried her hands back in the hoodie they gave her. “At this point, why the hell wouldn’t I believe the weird stuff you’re doing? You haven’t uh… been wrong yet. So… guess I’m just wondering why.”

It… was a very straightforward way of thinking about the situation. The Angel supposed that was a fine enough thing to answer. Shutting their eyes again and settling into the snow, they recalled the reasons, “Time works against me. There’s too many things I have to do… and too many things I have to prevent. When I go back to their world, into that apocalypse I told you about, I need every advantage I could possibly have.”

“Mhm,” Suzy mumbled like she was following, but the Angel could see her beginning to shuffle the snow in her hands. She must’ve thought they were entirely oblivious, eyeing them repeatedly to make sure their vessel’s eyes remained shut. “So like, whaddya mean by preventing stuff?”

Deaths. Further tragedy. Most importantly… “There was a prophecy in the world where I came from.” Blue glass still shimmered in their dreams sometimes, reminding them of a third obstacle. “I have to get back… I have to stop the Roaring… and even worse, I have to make sure that said prophecy doesn’t come to pass.”

Suzy stopped whatever she was going, glancing through her hair. “Not a big fan of weird fate things? Always thought ours was pretty stupid too.” An annoyed huff escaped her mouth while she shoved her wet hands back into the hoodie. “Guess it happened, so the next idiot who makes a prophecy can convince everyone that it’ll happen too.”

The Angel could be pedantic on if there was only one real prophecy or one made of the monster’s own hopes. Suzy probably wasn’t interested. So, they continued, “I am not fond of it, considering it requires all three of my friends to die at the end: a cage, with human soul and parts… the girl with hope crossed on her heart, and the prince alone in deepest dark.” The prophecy had chosen its heroes, and all three of them would be in constant danger during the Roaring. “If the prophecy is still in effect, and I’m certain it is, then it could happen at any time. If there’s even a chance that I can get something that helps me delay it…”

They didn’t want to think about the blue glass in their head that shined brighter than anything else.

The final tragedy could occur at any point. It could occur when the Angel was still stuck here. It could occur when they were actively trying to fight back the Roaring. However, the prophecy insisted that it must happen. 

Get back. Stop the Roaring. Prevent a prophecy. The Angel knew how to vaguely do one of the three.

Focus faltered from above at the worst possible moment. The Angel saw a blur of motion from Suzy before something wet and cold thwacked against their head. Sputtering, they fell backwards into the snow. All of their thoughts scattered to the wind while they had to focus on the offending snow stuck to their face.

As soon as the Angel wiped it off, they heard Suzy laughing. Their glare went murderous when they slowly lifted themself back up. 

Suzy continued chuckling, her breaths solidifying through the air while her eyes sparkled. “You were thinking too hard again, stupid! Come on, don’t tell me throwing snowballs is off-limits with you too-”

The Angel’s tail whipped through the snow, sending a spray careening towards Suzy. With a shriek, she covered her face while icy death rained down. Mimicking her mocking tone, the Angel shot back. “Come on, don’t tell me that’s enough to make you cold!”

Suddenly, Suzy didn’t find the idea of slinging snow around so funny. She bared her teeth, springing to her feet while she gathered up snow. “Oh, so it’s a fight you want? I’ll kick your ass!”

The Angel wasn’t used to getting up quickly in the slightest. When another ball of snow was lobbed at them, they decided to be petty and raise their cane while still stuck on the ground. With a ping, their soul turned green while their cane deflected the blow. It switched again to a deep blue while they pushed themself off the ground, landing in the snow a few feet away. “You sure?” They tilted their head, ears going lopsided in a way that didn’t exactly look threatening at all. “I don’t like wet fur, Suzy. I’m not planning on getting hit.”

“Uh huh. Yeah. Sure. You are good at-” Suzy cut herself off, a white axe flashing into her hands. She dragged it through the snow sideways, kicking up a blast of snow at the Angel without any warning.

They winced while trying to shield themself, only for the snow to cake through their fur. Their tail thrashed while they knelt down, trying to pick up a ball at the same time Suzy did. Both of them got two caught up in hitting the other first, nailing each other in the face with their respective throws.

What once were training grounds turned into a warzone. Tactics became more and more dirty. The Angel’s soul switched between various colors while they tried to outmaneuver Suzy. Every now and then, one of her axes appeared in the snow, kicking up a wall of white before Suzy would nail them through the haze. Shrieks echoed through Snowdin while they chased each other down.

Once, they got close, the two of them stalking around each other in a circle. One of them waited for the other to make the mistake to kneel down. The Angel panted, but still tried to look strong. “Getting tired already? You started this!”

Suzy grinned, clearly not anywhere close to exhaustion at all. She looked like she could do this for hours while her fingers flexed. “When I win, I’m gonna stick your damn nose in the snow. Maybe that’ll get you to realize how damn cold it is out here-”

The stalking stopped abruptly.

Suzy’s eyes locked onto something far behind the Angel, and when they turned to look, they saw her staring at the treeline. Nothing was there, but they felt their fur begin to stand on end when Suzy’s grin vanished from her face instantly.

Playfulness vanished when she muttered, “Someone was watching us.”

 


 

Pinning down Sans for an actual conversation was proving incredibly difficult again! If Papyrus didn’t know any better, he might dissuade himself of the worries that Sans was avoiding him. However!!! Sans very much avoided him constantly ever since their last talk!

He started to miss his brother! He hardly even saw the telltale signs of laziness that Sans left around the house. That lazybones insisted on using paper plates instead of actual dining equipment. When Papyrus swept by the trash can, he caught it unusually empty! While Papyrus did not invade Sans’ room, he certainly did not hear another trash tornado brewing inside! Nothing was stuck between the couch cushions. 

The only thing that consistently changed was the telescope on the balcony.

So, Papyrus waited there while the sun went down. He would talk with Sans about anything at this point! It didn’t have to be about the things that he so desperately wished to avoid!

There wasn’t any announcement when light, muffled footsteps appeared behind him. When Papyrus turned, he saw two eye-lights in the dark.

Sometimes over the past few days, Papyrus wondered if he should have been more patient with Sans. After all, he extended such kindnesses to the Angel. Sometimes, all someone needed was a moment to themselves before taking an extended olive branch! That was what Papyrus was trying to impress upon Undyne! However… Sans hadn’t spoken for years. Papyrus did not think that he ever would. Different people required different approaches, and Sans would evade this forever if he could.

And once again, he tried to dodge. “Whoops. Used the wrong door.” He spun on a heel, opening the porch door properly that he just shortcut out of.

Papyrus didn’t let him go just yet. “Sans! You and I both know that you did not come out here unintentionally! I do not want to take your space from you, but you have left me with very little other option!”

When Sans stopped in his tracks, Papyrus got a good look at his brother. He dragged his heels quite a lot while walking. Whenever he turned to actually look at Papyrus, his eye-sockets carried a tiredness that Papyrus hadn’t seen since the Underground. But… more intriguing… Papyrus saw something on the shoulders of Sans’ hoodie.

Little dots of water were sprinkled along the shoulders, as if something melted on it recently.

“Sorry bro, I gotta catch up on sleep. You know me.” He waved a mittened hand, ignoring Papyrus’ attempt to reach out again. 

Papyrus did know his brother, and he knew him well enough to know that he rejected the attempt yet again. Sans walked inside unceremoniously, unlocking the door to his room properly and leaving Papyrus alone.

The rift grew larger, but Papyrus fixated on those little droplets of water in the hoodie.

Perhaps, Papyrus did know where Sans kept running off to.

 


 

ONLY THEN, WILL THE WORLDS BE SAVED.

What could possibly require “only then”? The Angel did not know how they were going to stop the Roaring, but if they sealed every Titan and fountain, then logically it should be able to disperse on its own. They would need to stop the Knight before that so that new fountains couldn’t be made, but… it seemed like a straightforward task on its own. The distance complicated things, but what truly made the Angel hesitate was why the Final Prophecy had to exist.

Only then…

Was the sacrifice truly necessary, if the Angel could simply win? Why did three heroes need to perish for that to happen?

“I meant that genuinely by the way!” Asriel’s voice broke through the quiet while the Angel stared at the blue glass. He was getting a lot faster at reaching them through their dreams. They could send him back immediately, and every part of them just wanted one night of peace. “Seriously! I send a light breeze your way, and you decide to make your little chest parasite grow!”

The Angel sighed, continuing to look away from him at the glass, “You would think that after I nearly strangled you to death… that you wouldn’t test the fact that I care for Darkners. Everything you did is still on you.” But Asriel never learned, did he? 

At the very least, he didn’t immediately give the Angel reason to send him home this time. “I’m not testing it. Sue me for being even slightly curious!” 

His knack for even trying to downplay what he did still sent a spike through their own soul. Besides, they knew him too well. “Nothing’s just curiosity with you.” 

“Aw, see this is what happens when you’re not paying any attention!” Asriel walked into the corner of their vision, trying to lean down to get them to react. They did not. “That’s why I’m curious. You did exactly the same thing I did! Eventually, we both got curious enough to figure out the answer to that one, forbidden question: ‘What happens if they die’?”

No matter how many reasons the Angel had for asking the question, they asked it regardless. They went on a warpath that brought them nothing, all because they were too incapable of letting go. They wouldn’t make the same mistake a second time. Gaze hardening, they continued watching the way the prophecy never changed. “Is there a point to what you’re saying, or are you just trying to get under my skin? You’ve tried this one already.”

“The point is…” Asriel spat with a bit more impatience, “I don’t get you. You’ve seen everything this world has to offer. You’ve broken them down to sets of numbers, lines of dialogue, and something that fuels your power. But, for some reason, you decide to finally draw the line at a bunch of objects. You say you cared about the Underground, but you’re just using them as a means to an end now.”

The Angel lifted a hand.

“See! You even stop playing around the moment I say anything!” Asriel waved his hands at them, walking around even further to try to block their view of the prophecy. “What changed?” He stared at their hand, waiting for them to either answer or pull the trigger. “Come on. All I can do is be a little curious.”

Slowly, they rose to their feet, getting onto eye-level with him. If he wanted to be annoying, then they could meet him on his own level. “What changed for you? If you really don’t care about anyone up here, then why aren’t they all dead?”

Asriel crossed his arms with a smug smile. “Are you kidding me? Sure, they settled into their own routines again, but at least it’s slightly more entertaining than an empty world. I can’t even do anything with Frisk around anyway.”

“Even if that was true, you being here proves that there’s a little something more.” The Angel tilted their head. “After all, you wouldn’t be in my dreams if you never asked about Chara.” Finally, his grin faltered again. Finally, he was on the backfoot for a second. The Angel took a step forward while he took a step back towards the glass behind him. “What was it you said about them? That they’re the only one who gets you? That they’re the only one who’s fun to play with anymore?”

Asriel stayed silent for only a few seconds before his grin started to creep up again. “I remember when you said that all of your little escapades through the Underground were for me. And y’know, I’ve been thinking a lot about what that could possibly mean.” Mocking them, he tilted his head in the same way they did to mirror them. “We’re both murderers. We were both once above consequences. But for some reason, you keep trying to remind me of that small part of me that actually cares. Why is that?” He didn’t wait for an answer, leaning back and giggling. “Is trying to find good in me your way of getting your own sins off your back? It’ll never woooork!”

“Stop.” A command issued. Asriel’s body locked up. The veil lowered over the Angel’s face. A cloak covered their body while one arm reared backwards. Unable to move, Asriel could only watch as a hand lashed out from under the cloak, striking him across the face. His body toppled backwards, crashing into the glass of the prophecy and sending a crack straight through it. 

Wild eyes stared up at the Angel, but Asriel couldn’t move to do anything about it. The Angel didn’t know if he found amusement in this or not, because they took his ability to smile.

By the collar of his robes, the Angel lifted him back up. “Do you think that being redeemed actually matters?” They hissed through the veil, “I wanted to be seen as more than you calling me a threat. I wanted to be seen as a friend. But you clearly have no idea where my story ends.”

Banishment was no longer their final fate. They had created a cage of their own design. Even still, the blue glass shined brightly behind Asriel. It wasn’t about them. 

Their claws punctured holes through his robes. Their eyes burned under the veil. “I care about all of those fragile lives, because I love them. I do not need anything else. I do not require redemption. I do not require a life. All I need is for them to see the sun again.”

For a split-second, the Angel thought they saw fear in his eyes. They thought they saw any emotion beyond that plastered grin that he always tried to hide behind. 

Fighting him here was pointless. No matter how the fabric seemed to feel in the palm of their hand… no matter how much they wanted to hurt him… it didn’t matter. He wasn’t ever going to understand them, no matter how hard they tried.

The Angel’s grip on his robes loosened. Their hold over his will receded just a bit, allowing him to catch himself before he hit the ground. The Angel pulled their cloak over their hands, tempted to send him back home now. They didn’t know why they kept him here. They didn’t know why they bothered. No part of his statement was correct. They didn’t need redemption. They’d been given far more forgiveness than they deserved already from the people they cared about most.

That forgiveness didn’t change anything, no matter how much they held it close.

They could call it the same feeling that Asriel had: curiosity. Some part of them wondered why he kept coming back. He could be looking for an escape. He could be trying to find any entertainment while the Angel kept him trapped. But, when they forced him to speak, he had a reason for coming here other than his own amusement.

He didn’t deserve anything from them.

“Go back home, Asriel.” The Angel twisted their hand, sending roots sprawling through his body again.

 


 

The Dark Fountain bent to their will once more.

The Angel had one idea that they could test, but they didn’t want any other Darkner finding the results of this little experiment. Besides, they didn’t exactly have a base of operations in the Dark World itself, so this would… probably be useful. It would just take time, which upset Suzy quite a bit. At the very least, she was having fun watching the Scribbls beat each other up. That makeshift arena really had become a little popular.

Oh well. Maybe she’d see this from afar.

The Angel needed to make a larger structure. Every time they tried to think of something unique, they only remembered one place in the Dark World where they really felt at home. They could attempt to recreate the castle if they really wanted to. It probably wouldn’t be as good as Ralsei’s, but they did like to think of it as the second home that he always described.

Except… when the Angel stared back at the small town they made, they stayed their hand. All of these Darkners came from a world where Asriel subjugated and tormented them. Castle Town’s castle was… for lack of a better word… a bit excessive if the Angel made it for themself. It had their iconography. It had outer walls that were usually always open… but enough to make it seem like a siege was something the Angel would worry about. They didn’t want to bring up bad memories to all of the Darkners far away.

The Angel recalled houses that used to be empty in Castle Town before it changed. They were small things, but the Angel could perhaps expand them in concept quite a bit. They were also quite abstract in shape, leaving very little room for the error to worry about missing details.

Besides, the house wasn’t what they were trying to make.

Near the Dark Fountain, a small, but not too small home was created. The Angel tried to think of rooms, but similarly to Suzy’s abode, they didn’t quite have the details right. When the house with a wavy roof took shape, and when the Angel stepped through the door, they saw a large, empty space.

What they did successfully create was a window to the Dark Fountain.

The Angel shut their eyes, calling out to the fountain once more. In as perfect clarity as they could muster, they tried to remember just what kind of game they played with Kris in that backstage room. Perhaps, if they just remembered enough about it, then the technical know-how wouldn’t matter. They could create anything down here, so why couldn’t they just try?

When their eyes snapped open, they began to guide the darkness through the small house they made. A screen materialized within the wall, the wall itself changing color to match the strange patterns that the previous game had. The Angel tried to remember as much of the limited details of the console as they could, placing it in front of the large screen. They didn’t know how to capture the game itself. They didn’t think they were supposed to.

The last of the darkness in the room collected in the Angel’s hands. An old, knock off controller rested in their palms.

…It wouldn’t be this simple, would it?

The Angel marched up to the console, plugging in their controller. However, when they knelt down to turn the thing on… they realized that it had no power button.

In fact, when they lifted up the console themself, they realized that it had very little weight to it at all. The shell was present. The screen was technically present. When they felt its surface with their hands, it felt like a screen.

But they didn’t have nearly enough technical know-how to put any of that to work.

Even if they did, that meant that they couldn’t just summon a connection through hopes and dreams. Whatever they did to transfer between two worlds had to work. It had to be functional. Whatever the mantle game did could not just be cheated.

The Angel had to wait for their friends to figure it out on their end, for the man to have a revelation, or for some new route to present itself.

Time crawled onward.

 


 

The Angel dreamed differently this time.

On the top of a large castle, they sat next to one of the many fountains that sprawled over the land. Roaring winds ruffled their fur every which way while the currents changed at a whim. The Angel looked over the horizon to see all of the Dark Worlds that the Roaring brought into existence once more. The ocean separating them destroyed all semblance of silence. No matter how much the Angel tried to turn the sound of water into white noise, the waves persisted.

The Roaring terrified them. It was easy to say that all they had to do was seal every fountain, kill every Titan, and stop the Knight… but when they regarded the true distance of it all…

This was only their memory of how the Roaring was when the Angel left. Did bridges get destroyed? Some had to at this point with how many Titans wandered around. The Angel would have to make sure everyone else in the party stayed alive while controlling their own vessel. Last time they were here, they couldn’t even properly initiate a fight.

The Angel shut their eyes, taking a deep breath when they felt a familiar tug. When they opened them, Asriel sat on the spire atop Castle Town’s castle with them. When their breath completed, they did it with a sigh, “Took you long enough.”

Asriel got one look at the Roaring before he pinned himself further back against the spire. Whatever he was going to say got interrupted by the distant sound of a Titan walking. “What is this? Where did you bring me?”

“The Roaring. The culmination of the prophecy. What comes before the end.” Somehow, the Angel found it shocking that the Roaring wasn’t the scariest tragedy to happen in the prophecy’s text. “It is what you almost caused by creating too many fountains.”

In the distance, a Titan walked across the horizon. Asriel tracked it, and for once, his face never curved into a grin. But, he didn’t exactly get it either. “This just looks like a larger version of the place I made! Those things can’t be that tough.”

“Were you scared when you had your power to save taken away?”

“What?” Asriel snapped back, furrowing his brow. “What does that have to do with any of this?”

Fine. The hard way. “Answer the question.”

Asriel huffed, but the command forced him to properly answer, “Obviously. You seemed pretty panicky yourself when you talked about… these… things…” He smacked his lips, clearly getting it now. “I see.”

Finally, something they could see eye-to-eye on, and it was the consequences of losing unfathomable power. “When I get back to this world, I’m going to lose it again. I’ll likely only have one chance… to save everyone… to end this… to divert the prophecy…” Why were they even telling him this? Did they hope he would learn something? He never did.

Asriel’s claws tapped rhythmically against his arm. His gaze stayed transfixed on the Titan far away. “So, you think you actually can break that thing? Seems like someone’s a bit crazy.” Bitterness flooded his voice in torrents. “Heck, I basically ruined our prophecy, and then it still did its thing! Funny how that worked out! I got my sibling killed for nothing, since the prophecy happened anyway!”

That… made something in the Angel’s soul grow a little bit heavier. They crossed their own arms as they left the cloak. “Even though everything has gone so badly, the prophecy is still happening. Everything that has happened still technically fits, and I hate it.” Ultimately, the Roaring going poorly still was by design. All of the pain and strife brought to both worlds still allowed this stupid thing to continue. “The prophecy was vague enough to give a lot of room to go off the path, but I think that made it harder to break. Everything it says… will happen. When one of those requirements is that your friends have to die for a better outcome, it makes it hard to think anything will go right.”

“Is that why you’re planning on dying?” Asriel shook his head. The bitterness ran deeper. “Gotta try to do something so drastic that it won’t know what to do? Trust me, buddy, it’ll just reanimate you as a flower to try for round two.”

“No, that’s not why I’m giving up my soul, and… I thought you said it was the one thing you did right. Breaking the barrier… that is.” The Angel pointedly left out Chara’s name. He wasn’t riled up. They didn’t want to get him riled up. He was… talking. Of his own volition, Asriel was talking.

Asriel groaned, slapping a hand over his face, “Oh, yeah, sure, I achieved Chara’s dream post-mortem! How swell! Except now, I get to figure out that they’ve been here the whole time. They haven’t talked to me! They didn’t even talk to me before you showed up, so I know it’s not about the fact that I beat you to death a few times! Guess that leaves the part where they’re probably a little sore about me getting them killed! Letting them die for a plan that didn’t even need to happen! Good job, Asriel! Really nailed that one!”

The winds kept howling. It ruffled through the Angel’s cloak, hitting both of their furs as it swept by.

Quietly, the Angel asked, “The… past version of you didn’t regret anything. Do you still believe that?”

Asriel’s claws sank into his crossed arms. He looked away from the Angel, sneering, “That stupid kid couldn’t see past the emotions of every other monster flooding his system. Every other monster was so happy about the barrier breaking, so ready for the future…” A few seconds of silence passed. The waves grew louder. “Answer me first. Do you think you’re gonna be able to break whatever yours is?”

The Angel feared whatever would happen if they failed. They would not know how to exist if they failed to prevent the prophecy from occurring. They had to break it. They had to. Yet, that wasn’t what Asriel was asking. He was asking if they thought they could. They had to believe that it could change, right?

All they had to do… was want it enough to force it to change. “I do.” Susie and Ralsei’s hopes couldn’t be for nothing. Kris’ trust in them couldn’t be for nothing. It was just… “I just don’t know if I’m strong enough.”

Asriel glanced at the Angel out of the corner of his eye, mumbling, “If it didn’t need to happen, then of course I regret it.”

The two stood on top of the Castle, watching the Roaring continue on. Soon, the Angel would need to go again, but they preferred not ending this meeting by having to force him away. 

Still, Asriel couldn’t help himself and broke the quiet moment. “Also, why are you partially red now? Don’t think I didn’t see that.”

“I was tired of the comparisons.” The Angel shrugged, but their tail did thrash under their cloak.

Asriel clicked his tongue before lazing back against the castle spire. His hands went to the back of his head. “Well it sucks. Great job playing dress-up with my corpse and somehow making it worse.”

The Angel rolled their eyes. “That’s rich coming from the God of Hyperdeath.” A hand came out of their cloak to point at the tuft of hair on top of his head. “You didn’t even lose your boyband haircut.”

“Oh, so now you banter.” Asriel rolled his eyes back at them. “Finally think you have the upper hand, and you’re breaking your own rules?”

They supposed that they were. One genuine conversation didn’t change anything. It didn’t stop what he had permanently caused to this world. However, it was a start. “Try having an actual conversation again, and maybe I’ll think about it.”

A jolt burst through the Angel’s soul when they heard something. The dream dissolved, Asriel going with it.

A thunderous knock sounded at the door of the inn while the Angel woke up. Immediately, their fur stood on end, because Suzy never knocked.

Someone was here.

 


 

Only one place that Sans may have frequented had falling snow, and Papyrus would not be so foolish as to ignore the obvious clue! Papyrus was thankful that his search led him to Snowdin. After all, he had done countless patrols within the Underground! He knew the fastest routes through the outskirts of Snowdin like the back of his hand! Puzzle calibrations did not allow for slacking! 

Of course, Papyrus would not have to recalibrate his puzzles nearly as often if they weren’t triggered by a monster challenging themself, but Papyrus would never dissuade critical problem solving! 

Snowdin was the obvious first place to start! While Papyrus had his reservations about the idea of the Angel being so close to civilization, he had to do his due diligence and check. After all, civilization wasn’t exactly in the mountain anymore! These were all abandoned buildings, which meant that any of them could be inhabited!

Papyrus checked the eastern side of town. The shed near the empty lot hadn’t so much as been touched, a thick layer of snow covering the door. He did notice a curious amount of markings in the snow where his house used to be, but Papyrus was unsure of what it could be. He didn’t see any immediately visible footprints, but it was snowing!

The house closer to the river remained empty. Papyrus knocked for good measure, and he could enter when he twisted the doorknob, but nothing was inside. Grillby’s was just as abandoned as Papyrus remembered it, a good amount of its furniture (and the dastardly jukebox) being relocated to the surface. Another house came and went with no evidence of anyone inside, and Papyrus was beginning to think that he would have to go into Snowdin’s outskirts after all!

Papyrus quietly entered the inn, not seeing a need to knock since it was a public business! However, as he stepped inside, he immediately stopped in his tracks. The floor here… had something that he immediately noticed as a detail he should pay close attention to!

Someone hadn’t cleaned up their fur on the floor! Even worse: Mud! Dirt! Snow! All tracked into this humble establishment. How impolite!

…Wait a minute…

Papyrus promptly exited the inn, shutting the door behind him. This was it! He had no doubt that he’d found precisely what he was looking for. This was another win for the Ambassador of Human and Monsterkind! However, he needed TACT! He needed to not startle the Angel in their own abode! There was no telling if they would be receptive to his company or not, but he needed to extend an olive branch!

However, an olive branch had to look like an olive branch for it to be taken in the first place!

Papyrus cleared his non-existent throat, spinning back towards the door of the inn. He had to be polite! Considerate! While this used to be a business, it was now someone else’s home! Papyrus lifted a hand to the door, knocking loud enough so that anyone inside would be able to hear him. “Hello?!?! It is I! The Great Papyrus!”

There was a window on the door, so he could see if anyone was coming! Still, he took a step back just to give a little bit of space! Ideally, the Angel would be able to see him to make sure that all was well!

No response came.

Papyrus allowed for a minute to pass before he attempted again. After all, who would want to reveal themself without knowing what was precisely going on??? “I know that you wish to be alone! I did attempt my very hardest to make sure that no one disturbed you down here, and that shall continue today! I do not plan to interrogate you on anything that might have happened! I simply want to check in!”

No movement came from inside. Even as Papyrus craned his head to try to catch sight of the stairs, he couldn’t quite catch anything.

“No one else is with me, and no one knows where you are!” Perhaps… that was incorrect. Sans might. Sans definitely did. “I am just… curious as to how you have been faring! Everyone is!”

The silence continued to answer. How frustrating…

“Can we perhaps talk?!” Perhaps, Papyrus just needed a bit more honesty! His last attempt at making sure that they were fine did not go so swimmingly! They didn’t become friends with Miss Toriel like he hoped! So, perhaps he needed to share a bit more of what was on his mind. “There is… quite a bit I do not understand! I do not wish to talk to you about Asriel, but… if you would not mind, I had questions about where you came from!” Again, no one responded, but he continued to elaborate regardless, “Sans has been quite vague with me, and should you be willing, I would like to talk to you about it!”

Papyrus began to pace through the snow. Perhaps, they were simply out right now? That would be a realistic explanation! It was just… that would be what the Angel would want him to think! He could wait for a while! He did not need to rush this!

Papyrus called out once more, “I will be waiting outside until you are ready! And! Should you wish for me to leave! I will do so if you merely tell me to!” He wouldn’t have another indicator! However, he would make good on his promise! If the Angel did not want him to stay, then he would leave posthaste! It would only indicate that they weren’t yet ready.

Minutes began to go on. Papyrus sat in front of the inn with his hands on his knees. The snow continued to fall while he started tapping a little beat on his knees. It was just like Undyne! Oh, how feelings of nostalgia always hit him at times like this! Papyrus would wait as long as he needed. There was enough time in the world for the pursuit of friendship!

An hour went by when Papyrus began to suspect that the Angel might not be around. However, he couldn’t help but stay in place. If they came back, then they would likely spot him and make a decision then and there! Regardless, Papyrus was needed here, and he did not give up!

The door slowly creaked open.

Papyrus’ head shot up when he glanced at the door to the inn. It stood ajar. When he looked a bit closer, he saw a silhouette moving upstairs through the dark.

Was… that their way of giving an invitation? Papyrus certainly did not feel welcome, but he had to meet the Angel on their own terms! With a pep in his step, he walked inside the inn. “I am very sorry for dropping in so unannounced! I had an idea that you would come to us if you needed anything, but-”

The Angel didn’t answer. Footsteps echoed from upstairs before another door creaked open.

Well, he could join them! Papyrus walked up the stairs quickly, and when he rounded the corner to go down the hallway…

Black smoke sifted through a crack in one of the doors.

Papyrus went motionless. For a few, long seconds, he thought of the darkness outside his window. He thought of the grass disappearing. He… recognized this.

Motivation surged through his metaphorical veins! Papyrus marched towards the door that had been left ajar. This must have been what everyone else described as a Dark World! No wonder the Angel took so long to come out to visit him! Perhaps, they were dealing with whatever this was!

Papyrus summoned his courage, flinging the door open. He couldn’t see anything in the room, but he could only assume that he was meant to enter. Didn’t everyone say that these were… larger on the inside? He certainly couldn’t see the walls.

Slowly, he stepped inside. The floor gave out from under him immediately, and as he fell, his grasp on the doorknob forced it shut.

Papyrus began to fall.

Brilliant sparkles formed around his body while familiarity struck him. He knew this! He knew something similar to this! He didn’t recall the sparkles, but the darkness and falling reminded him of those flickering memories rattling around in his skull.

Papyrus hit the ground, and realized that the sparkles had changed his body entirely!

Hm, the entirely black armor covering his bones didn’t look quite right! Away it goes! Papyrus spun in a circle rapidly, shaking up the darkness a bit and turning it into something far more stylish! He chose to fight with finesse! Style! Flair! His red cape billowed out over his back, growing far longer to encompass his arm so that he could fight with flourish! A rapier made of bones to disarm any foes flashed to life in his hand! A loose hanging white shirt joined red pants and a belt, Papyrus becoming the stunning image of finesse!

Now that was more like it! His boots remained. He could not deny that his red boots simply were too nice to pass up!

Now then… what was he…

When Papyrus took a glance around, he saw a red-cloaked figure watching him! He couldn’t quite see their face, but he could see their wings far more visibly now! They always liked to stay so hidden in the light!

The cloaked figure turned and began to walk to a large geyser over the land. Dutifully, Papyrus followed. “Once again! I am entirely sorry that I had to drop in so unannounced! You see, there was growing concern about your wellbeing, so I decided that the best course of action would be for me to check in!”

The Angel did not respond. They continued walking with their crook in hand all the way to a quaint house in the middle of nowhere. These were definitely a lot of layers to go through just to reach them, but Papyrus was not nervous! They were not planning to hurt him in any conceivable way.

When they finally entered the house, Papyrus did not see much living space. A cloth covered a large object on one side of the room, and other than a table with two chairs in the middle of the house, there wasn’t quite much.

The Angel did not sit down. They did not gesture for him to sit down. Instead, as soon as they got near the table, they placed their hands on its surface and waited… facing away from him. Both of their wings twitched.

Well! It was now or never! “Thank you for letting me in! Er… again, if there are things you are not comfortable talking about, I completely understand! We can start with easy things! You seem to be doing well for yourself down here, but have you been all right?”

The Angel stayed quiet. A light on the back of their head spun.

Hm! Well, they did not have to open up immediately! Still, Papyrus would certainly benefit from a little bit more… communication. “I have come to realize a few things!” Papyrus began, finding a new angle of attack, “There is a lot of confusion, hurt, and most certainly… a lack of being able to listen! I do not intend to simply ramble at you! If you would give me the chance, I would like to listen to what you have to say! I only wish to offer aid in these trying times!”

“You wanted to know where I came from,” the Angel mumbled, their head just slightly turning around to look at him, “Why? Did Sans put you up to this?”

“Sans?! No no no!” Papyrus waved his hands back and forth while shaking his head. “Sans has in fact not told me anything about you! He tries to act like he does not know you, which is most certainly and definitely a lie! The thing is… I am almost certain that I remember… something. It’s… difficult to explain.”

The Angel’s wings started to lower. The light behind their head dimmed just a bit. Finally, they pushed away from the table, walking to one of the chairs properly while gesturing to the other. 

Oh! What an interesting change of heart! Cheerily, Papyrus marched over to the chair offered and sat down on the opposite side of the table from the Angel. 

“Tell me what you do remember,” the Angel asked, some personal investment coming from their own end. “I’ll try to fill in the blanks for you.”

Wowie! Someone providing tangible and actual answers? The Angel typically did not lie, so Papyrus felt quite confident about this conversation! Perhaps, they had a motive of their own to request such a thing, but he could deduce that later! This was progress! “Well! Truthfully, it is quite vague. I tried to explain it to Sans… but I recall green grass from my window! Which, if you have been to my house, and we… er… are aware of your little status with Frisk… you would know that it used to reside entirely in snow!”

The Angel’s head lowered at the mention of Frisk. “What do you know about Frisk and I?”

“Only that you guided them through the Underground! They gave a quite glowing review of your guidance! Not to worry!” Papyrus watched the way they began to relax, and beamed at the fact that they did not go into a spiral over that. Progress!!! “Regardless, I recall the green grass vanishing one day. It… got very dark. I remember falling… and then… I was here! Or… I suppose it felt like the house itself fell???”

It truly wasn’t much. He didn’t quite remember all the little details of the in-between. However, Papyrus didn’t exactly have much!

The Angel paused for a bit, no doubt processing the troubling information that he had just given them. Their hand tapped on the table nervously for a bit before they finally found the words. “Do you know anything about where you were before you came to Snowdin?”

“Only the green grass! Er… and I suppose that I was nervous to meet new people! It was a bit of a slump, I will admit!” Papyrus had grown oh so much since then, but he did not miss the way that the Angel’s wings rose a bit at his statement. “I know little else! My hobbies remain intact! Key memories are still there! It’s just… fuzzy.”

Sighing loudly enough for their veil to move, the Angel gave him an out. “I think Sans is keeping this from you… because he thinks he’s protecting you. It’s your choice, and I can try to fill in the gaps if you want, but this might sound strange.”

Papyrus was used to that! He threw his red cape over his shoulder more firmly, and a conveniently timed wind ruffled through the house to allow it to billow. “I am ready for the raw and earnest story! There need not be any tricks with me! I am able to take whatever you can throw at me!”

Slowly, the Angel nodded. The nodding got a little faster, like they were talking themself into saying what happened. Papyrus began to lean forward, waiting for whatever it was they had to say! “Papyrus, what you saw was the Roaring… the apocalypse that I came from.” They tried to recount what that meant. “It’s when too many Dark Fountains like this one open up. Titans walk the land. The dark grows too thick. There… was an ocean when it truly started.”

Ah! That, Papyrus remembered! “I do recall the sound of water!” It was a piece that never quite fit! How interesting! “Perhaps that is why I have a fuzzy feeling of remembering you! Maybe we did meet in the other world! How exciting!”

The Angel tilted their head. “You… are taking that far better than I expected you to.”

“I told you that I could!” Besides, what truly was the revelation? There was much lost, yes, but so much was gained! “I would obviously love to hear more about where I came from, but I do not find it that troubling that I came here. I have met many friends who I would not have otherwise met if I stayed in the other… er… world! I would not have met Frisk! I would not have seen the barrier shatter!”

Except, the Angel had a question that dampened his spirits. “But… you don’t remember anything that happened before. You lost something.”

Well… yes… he certainly did lose something. “Perhaps I have forgotten about joys I might have experienced in the other world…” He would never know what he truly lost, but on the flipside… “I am quite happy with the life I have chosen to live here though!!! It is quite amazing!”

The Angel did not quite share his enthusiasm. They wracked their brain for something that Papyrus wished he could properly see. However, they eventually settled on establishing what this meant much much more. “The world you came from… that we came from… is also still in the Roaring. That hasn’t stopped. It’s difficult to explain. I guided Frisk through the Underground, then went to the other world, the Roaring started, and now I’m back here…” The Angel pinched the bridge of their snout through their veil. “Regardless, it had to have happened during the Roaring. That’s the only way the timeline adds up. I saw your house while telling everyone to stay inside before the Roaring, and now none of my friends can see it. At some point during the Roaring…” They trailed off. “Your house…”

“My house!” Papyrus was not quite following. “What about it?”

The Angel failed to snap their fingers, but still attempted the action regardless. “You said your house fell. You said you heard water. Did you ever get pulled into a Dark World?”

“I’m… not sure???” Truthfully, he didn’t quite know!

“You have magic.” The Angel stood up from their chair with their hands on the table. “You have magic, and you came from a world without magic by default. How is that?”

“I thought I always had magic???” Papyrus couldn’t quite remember the time before. It seemed so ingrained in him now that he couldn’t quite imagine a world without it. Still, he didn’t have a reason to distrust the Angel on that matter.

The Angel began to pace back and forth in the room, now within a realm of their own while they thought out loud. “You have magic. Your house likely fell into the water. But… it wouldn’t look like your house… it would only be the Grand Doors and the vague location of your house.” They spun and looked at Papyrus. “Do you know how you even appeared in Snowdin?”

Papyrus smiled widely. “Nope! Not in the slightest! We simply just were there one day, and I knew I had to make a good first impression!” It was a new town! A new life! A new chance! Papyrus completely blew the last one, so he had to try harder! He had to try again!

“The Roaring wasn’t happening here when you got here though!” The Angel exclaimed, and they were right! Papyrus certainly didn’t see any fountains in the Underground. “How does that work without a gate open on the other side? The man and I thought…” They shook their head, finally beginning to settle down. Slowly, they lowered themself back into their chair. “Sorry. I got ahead of myself.”

When Papyrus came in here, he expected a very different conversation! This was far better! “Not to worry! I am happy to see you this enthused about something!” See? All that was required was a bit of listening! “Still… I don’t understand why Sans felt the need to lie to me about something so simple! I have technically known you the whole time, and I don’t exactly feel… like I’ve lost all that much???”

The Angel’s wings slowly turned downward. Their hands clasped, being set upon the table. “It’s because we have, and he doesn’t want to admit that.” Something far more angry entered their voice. “He remembers everything, Papyrus. And, do you remember what he has done every single time I’ve reached out to him? He ignores me, shrugs me off, acts like he doesn’t know me… and tries to convince me to leave the world to die.”

…What???

Now, the Angel wasn’t a liar, but… “Sans… would not say such a thing! Yes, he can be a bit avoidant, and he likes dodging his problems, but he has never been one to try to talk someone else down from solving problems! It means that he can continue being lazy!” Surely, the Angel couldn’t be telling the truth, right?

“I guided Frisk. Do you want to know what he kept trying to convince us of when we were on our way to Asgore?” The Angel leaned forward. “To take what we’ve been given. To give up. He said he was rooting for us, but I don’t know how true that was. After all, now that I asked for his help again, he’s telling me the same thing.” Their hand grasped their other one tight enough for Papyrus to be worried about them hurting themself. “Give up. Let them go. Make new friends… and leave the old ones behind.”

Papyrus put a hand over his mouth, trying to ruminate before he said anything brash. Sans had been unnaturally avoidant of this one issue. He’d been dodging everyone… even Papyrus. Sans was lazy, but to tell someone to just leave their friends in the dark… “Why… would he feel so strongly about such a thing?!” There had to be a reason! Something that painted a clearer picture.

The Angel drew back, leaning against the chair again instead of the table. “He left someone too. Her name was Toriel.”

“...But we have Toriel here??? He is very much close with her???” Papyrus did not think that he was following.

“The other world. There were similarities,” the Angel tried to explain, holding up two fingers. “There’s a Toriel in both worlds. There’s an Undyne in both worlds. Alphys. Asgore. Mettaton. For a while, I wondered if there were just two versions of you and two Sanses… but… there wasn’t. It was just you two.” How strange, that there was so much closeness. Perhaps that’s why Papyrus and the Angel integrated so smoothly though! They were just so similar to one another! “Sans met the Toriel of the other world… and he lost her.”

But… but that did not make any sense! “Sans may act like he does not care, but I am certain that if someone were in danger, he would step in to help!!!”

“Even if that were true…” The Angel didn’t believe that. Why didn’t the Angel believe that? “...I think he did try to get back, and he realized that the risk wasn’t worth it to him. He gave up.” 

And Sans… did typically give up. He seemed so… downtrodden all the time in the Underground. Everything became a bit taxing for him. He gave up on the smallest things so soon… and there was that brief period where Sans went to that lab over and over again…

Oh…

“I won’t give up. I won’t ever give up.” Something red blazed under the Angel’s veil while they spoke the words into existence. “No matter how much he tries to convince me, I won’t do it.”

No wonder the Angel had grown so hostile to outside advice. Papyrus’ own brother had been trying to convince them to give up. It… only made sense that Papyrus’ little day out might have contributed to that feeling in some way! It was a break from a task that they cared deeply about, and they didn’t need a break! They needed help!

So, starting now, Papyrus would change that. “What can I do to help?!”

The Angel choked for a second, both of their wings ruffling as if they did not expect the question. “What?”

“What can I do to help?!!” Papyrus emphasized once more. “Clearly, your return matters to you! It matters to those closest to your heart! With all of the obstacles you have faced, I only wish to know now how to help! Of course, you can reject it if you do not want it, but I did not come down here just to get my own personal answers!” The olive branch was not for Papyrus’ benefit! It was for theirs! It was always meant to be for them! “I believe that you are honest, and… while things have certainly gotten rocky… I would be more than happy to provide anything I can!!!”

Taken aback, the Angel remained silent for a moment. No doubt, they were weighing their options. Papyrus couldn’t see their expressions, but if that provided them a little more comfort in this situation, then so be it! He thought that their cloak looked quite nice! 

“No tricks?” The Angel asked quietly.

“No japes!” Another conveniently timed gust of wind ruffled Papyrus’ gape. “I will not alert others to where you are, and we will approach anything at your pace!”

The Angel’s head lowered. All of that built up defensiveness started to break down, and they looked quite a bit smaller when Papyrus got a good look at them. The cloak made them far more menacing when they were properly trying to use its presence. “I… am working on a way home,” the Angel admitted, standing up and walking to the covered object. With a tug, they revealed a large screen and a console on the floor. “It’s complicated, but I need a game console… and a way to transfer my soul through it. It’s… yeah.”

Well, Papyrus certainly did not have the expertise for anything like that! No no! “I might be a teensy bit… unequipped for that one. But! Should you wish, I am sure that Doctor Alphys would be quite happy to help out!”

The Angel bristled, wing feathers going into disarray.

“Undyne and Alphys were quite adamant in defending you after I raised my points! Of course, you do not have to reach out to them if you do not want to, but Alphys could certainly help here!” It could also be a good way to ease the Angel back into dealing with some of the more… uncomfortable subjects of their stay down here. Yes, freeing Asriel was certainly something that needed to be done. Bonds needed to be mended! But… first steps needed to come… well… first!

“Don’t tell them. Not yet. I can’t.” The Angel breathed out sharply.

Well! That was their choice, obviously! “My metaphorical lips are sealed!”

“I do need…” The Angel worked up the courage once more, but Papyrus was certain that they could do it. “When I get back to the Roaring, I need to know how to fight. I… know how to summon weapons. I can do some odd things, but I don’t know how to actually fight.”

They… wanted a tutor???

Papyrus put his hands on his face, eye-sockets beginning to sparkle while he gasped, “You require someone to be your friend, guide, and tutor???” He beamed. He wished to jump for joy! “THAT I can certainly help you with! By the time we are through, the apocalypse will not know what hit it!” 

The Angel did not share his reverie entirely. While their wings were once more relaxing, it was slow. Their head started to lower. Some of their suspicions started to creep up again. “Why… are you so eager to help me?”

What a silly question! However, it was one that they likely needed to hear the answer to! Not everyone could see the reason for kindness so clearly! “Anyone would help a friend in need, and since you befriended us in the Underground, that means that you are very much my friend!”

The Angel’s wings sagged. Their head joined them. Slowly, their hands receded back into their cloak.

Something… wasn’t quite right with that reaction! “You and Frisk did something fantastic within the Underground! Even if we did not notice the two of you together, I am certainly willing to make sure that your efforts do not go unnoticed any longer!”

“Frisk only told you the positives of the Underground, Papyrus.” The Angel forced out, turning away from him to look at the wall.

Of course, there would be ups and downs! However, Papyrus needed to remind them, “You broke the barrier! There is nothing to be ashamed of about that!”

The Angel receded into themself further. Their wings went lower than Papyrus had ever seen them before.

They did not talk about whatever was on their mind. However, no matter how much they masked their face with that veil, and no matter how much Papyrus couldn’t see their face, he knew guilt when he saw it.

Perhaps, there was more that he didn’t know. There was more that he had yet to discover about the Angel. He would not make the mistake of dismissing them again, the good and the bad. So, Papyrus would take it just as seriously as they treated it. “I see that whatever happened weighs you down! If I had to make a guess… the reason for you being Underground after what you did recently makes far more sense to you if it weighs this heavy!”

The Angel nodded. They still did not speak.

“However! Here is my first lesson to you!” He pointed a finger at them, earning their attention. “Being better is not simply an upward climb! There are ups and downs! Peaks and troughs! Winding roads! Sometimes, it’s not easy to stay on the right path, and you will not know if you are even on it when times get rough! The important part… is that you continue to try.”

One of the Angel’s hands left their cloak, and their head turned down to stare at it.

“Some days, you might fall down again. It may feel like you are back precisely where you started! However…” Papyrus beamed, earning the Angel’s attention from under their veil. “Over time, it will be easier to bounce back! When you learn where the proper footholds are, then the climb will become easier again! I hope that… no matter what you may have done in the past, you remember that!”

The Angel’s hand flexed, slowly lowering back into their cloak while their head fully rose to meet Papyrus’ gaze. A quiet voice escaped their veil. “It was you who told me I could do a little better when I didn’t think I could.” Their voice became a little shaky. “I still think about it a lot.”

Papyrus did not recall saying that, but it sounded like something that he would say. There was more to the Angel than what met the eye, but he was content in the fact that he reminded them of something important. “Then I hope you carry my new addendum with you as well! Now…” Papyrus picked himself up, once more letting his cape billow. “I will be back! I need to prepare a training regimen for you!”

The Angel nodded. Their hand slipped under their veil to brush at their face, but before Papyrus could go, they whispered, “Thank you.”

“Of course!” He bowed back. “Thank you for teaching me a little bit more about where I came from! I hope to hear many stories about what you know too!” It would be nice to hear about a few anecdotes that the Angel had! They always talked so fondly about their friends. However, now Papyrus could more freely ask about all of the fun hijinks they got up to! How exciting!

Remembering something, the Angel raised a hand to stop him from leaving so soon. “Do you need me to take you home? I… know a shortcut?”

Ah! What a kind offer! However… “Do not worry! As soon as I leave this place, I happen to know a better shortcut!” Papyrus’ grin grew wider while he dashed off in the direction of the beam of light that he came from. Of course he knew how to perform shortcuts!!! He just wasn’t lazy!

Papyrus leapt into the light, looking forward to a new day on the horizon.

 


 

The Angel watched Papyrus rise up out of the Dark World. Suzy would be upset that she didn’t get to meet him. Or… maybe she’d be happy? She didn’t really click with Papyrus like the Angel hoped that she would.

Still, their chest felt lighter. Some of their burden had been lifted away. Soon, they would actually get fundamentals for fighting against the Roaring. With all of the new things they’d learned from Papyrus, maybe the Angel and the man could hypothesize more ways of transferring them to the other world. After all, they still had to figure out how to physically move to the other side. Their soul was needed on the other end permanently, after all.

It was exciting. The Angel turned away from the beam, planning to go back to their house to cover the screen once more.

They took one step forward before they froze in place.

Where one skeleton had gone, another took his place. Two eye-lights watched the Angel with a signature, plastered grin sitting right under them. Sans didn’t even have the courtesy of changing much in the Dark World. All he did was turn his hoodie green. 

He didn’t have the courtesy of staying silent though, because after his eye-sockets judged them for a little too long, he started to talk, “Heya bud. Looks like you’ve been pretty busy.”

The Angel tightened their hand around their crook. It was their walking-implement, yes, but they could swing it if they needed to. The purpose of luring Papyrus into the Dark World was so that the Angel had every advantage if there was a trick of some kind. Sans was in their domain now, and they didn’t need to be scared of him. “I have. Is there a problem?”

Sans glanced off to the Dark Fountain, but kept his hands shoved in his pocket. “I dunno. For someone trying to do better though, you really do seem to be messing with a whole lot.”

Oh.

So that’s how it was.

Once more, they stood in front of a judge. He reminded them of that fact when he started to list every one of their sins. “Our flower pal still isn’t himself. Tori’s exhausted and scared. Frisk has a whole lotta questions that none of us can answer, especially after they took a knife to the chest. Now, when I think ya might’ve cooled down a bit with a friend, you made another one of these places.” His eye-lights swiveled back to them. “Heck, now Papyrus is getting sucked into something he shouldn’t be a part of.”

Any pretense had long gone. It already broke when he tried to talk to them in New Home, but Sans might as well have been bunching up the rest of it into a ball and throwing it away. He didn’t care about secrecy anymore. He knew it was over.

Now, he saw them as enough of a threat to get even slightly serious.

The Angel thought about trying to convince him that they were doing all they could with Asriel. His own situation was the only thing that they could do in that moment unless they killed him. They could talk about how Toriel and Frisk were dealing with the aftermath of Asriel’s consequences. The Angel hurt Frisk, yes. It haunted them. But, any further hesitation could’ve given Asriel an opening to summon a Titan. The Angel thought about trying to tell Sans about their method to get back, but knew that he would sabotage any effort to do so.

All of their reasoning wouldn’t matter in the face of his judgement.

So, the Angel dispelled their crook. They widened their stance, soul floating on their chest in clear view. Both of their hands left their cloak, balling up into fists. Venom dripped from their words while they muttered, “If you believe I’m as much of a threat as you say… then take action.”

He would not listen. He planned to endlessly poke and prod at them until they gave up and settled for something easy like he wanted them to.

“I dunno. Seems kinda extreme.” Sans’ expression didn’t change at all. “Me? The kinda guy to fight? What’d give you that impression?”

The Angel didn’t care anymore. They wouldn’t put anything past him at this point. For the first time in a while, they felt like they made genuine, tangible progress. Papyrus came down here and extended them far more grace than they’d felt from anyone they remembered from this world. Now, Sans was here to try to tear it all down. They wouldn’t let him. 

Taking a deep breath, they held their ground. “You told me I was the kind of person who won’t ever be happy.” Where Papyrus told them that they could be a little better, Sans gave up on them. He was always so good at giving up. “You were wrong. The people I care about make me happy. They make me want to believe in myself more… to be kinder to myself… to be the person that they think I am. If you think… that I’m going to give up on them, you’ve already lost.” They left themself wide open, continuing to leave their soul in clear view of an attack. “If you want to stop that, try me. If you’re lucky, the next time I die, you might actually doom them for good.”

“Heh…” Sans laughed, shutting his eye-sockets for just a second. “Bud, you think I’m happy about this either?”

“Of course you are,” they interrupted, their claws digging into their palms more while they fought the urge to summon their weapon again. “You only flaunt it in my face every single time we talk.”

Sans peeked out from his eye-socket just a bit, but his grin stayed. “I’m not saying it’s easy. Just trying to give you some advice, y’know? Hurting you? That’d just be kicking someone while they’re down.” He shrugged. “Why not take a load off instead? Papyrus took a shine to you. You can make good friends-”

The Dark Fountain pulsed.

The Angel slammed their hand down, the empty black floor of the Dark World beneath them flickering. Gold and orange tiles spread out around the two of them, reflecting both of them within the Dark World. “You’re an idiot if you think I believe that.” Maybe, Sans just needed a more familiar environment to act. They wanted to know how he really felt. “I know why you’re trying to stop me. You think I’m going to destroy the world. It’s not about me… or finding peace… it’s about making sure that everything doesn’t end. That’s all I am to you, isn’t it? An anomaly?”

Sans’ grin, only the tiniest bit, shrank.

“If you truly think that about me… then now’s your chance to try to stop me.” The Angel still did not draw their weapon. If he truly believed everything that he was saying, then he better attack first. The Angel wasn’t going to give him even a sliver of doubt that the decision to fight was his. “Just know that if you fight me, I plan to win.”

He could not beat them here.

Maybe, Sans knew that.

Disappointed, he looked away. Sans shook his head, not raising a finger to try to attack them. Instead, he walked around them, deciding to flee yet again. A coward. He wanted them to do the work in giving up instead of being responsible for his own choices. “There’s no way back that doesn’t hurt anyone, bud. Take it from me, I looked. I just hope ya stop before you hurt someone you really care about.”

The Angel’s wings sharpened while they turned to glare. “I’ll be sure to tell the other Toriel that when I return.”

Sans’ head dipped just a little bit, but he didn’t stay for long. For a second, the world stuttered. Just like it did during some of his worst attacks, the record scratched. For a split second, time paused.

The Angel clung to the feeling as it left a split-second later. When they regained their senses, Sans was gone.

They gained far more than they lost, and that skeleton would not stop them. Reaching out a hand to a silver light, the Angel locked time into place. And yet, as they began to try to recall that one little split-second that Sans left them in…

…they realized that he might’ve unintentionally left them a gift after all.

Notes:

Wanna write a chapter that's all pulling teeth?

Wanna do it again?

First chapter to genuinely make me do a desk slam while writing it because it no worky. I can only hope the finished result is something tangible, because it was frustrating me to no end while trying to write it. It's all Asriel's fault by the way. This emotionally constipated fuck is in a constant goldilocks zone where I have to manage "Would he fucking say that" at different stages.

YOU KNOW WHAT ELSE MADE THIS HARD

I HAVE NEVER ONCE. NEVER. EVER. WRITTEN LARGE RAPID TIME JUMPS LIKE THIS.

My writing style is to sit for a very long time in a specific scene to get down all the details!!! I hate summarizing!!! I hate it so so much! Oops! All summarizing chapter!! Mostly itty bitty scenes other than the end where things are summarized!

Because realistically, there are multiple things that DON'T need the time spent. Narrating the Roaring process multiple times over for every monster without anything unique being added would be tedious. Going through every day one by one with the Angel would be pointless. Gotta stick to the highlights, but then you also gotta reestablish every scene. You gotta portray that time has passed! You gotta make it believable!!! AHGHGHGHGHGH.

It was certainly a new and interesting writing experience. Would not recommend.

Ok I'm normal now.

Writing Papyrus again was my humanity restored moment. My goat. My joyous creature. His archetype is a wacky one. Pathfinder has what's called a Swashbuckler, which basically just rewards you for being sick with it and stylish in your fighting style. Of course, when trying to describe the outfit, I immediately realized that I am a fraud who doesn't know how words work for specific items, and looking up "swashbuckler shirt name" is not going to do anything.

I exist in the torment nexus basically.

Sending this one out into the aether and going into a cryostasis.

Chapter 37: Change of Heart

Summary:

Papaya training session and nothing else <3

Notes:

AIGHT LADS FANART ROUNDS!

starsandskies999 made an artpiece of Gaster telling the Angel it's pride month!!!
https://www. /starsandskies999/818816074550329344/that-time-of-year?source=share

a-flawed-apparatus made a new angel heroforge and a heroforge of both sans and papyrus
https://www. /a-flawed-apparatus/818837693739958273/tired-goat-person?source=share
https://www. /a-flawed-apparatus/819125655440621568/skele-bros?source=share

ourasriel made the angel shellshocked about ch5
https://www. /ourasriel/819318222657585152/another-one-for-star-pup01-with-a-twist-my?source=share

Redraven393 also made multiple artpieces of the Angel with blue roses for chapter 5! Very fun flower language used in the second one!
https://www. /redraven393/819337622060138496/blue-flowers-for-you?source=share
https://www. /redraven393/819338337521434624/more-flowers-for-you?source=share

And darinaethelaianprophet is making a low-poly version of the angel as a ref for later use for a model!
https://www. /darinaethelaianprophet/819356189180805120/angel-low-poly-design-low-poly-design-im-planing?source=share

Aight you nerds. Good luck with the chapter. Yeah I know you all want me to comment on something. Get to the end note first.

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

“You sure you trust this guy?” Of course, Suzy would ask that question first. Not only did she not know Papyrus like the Angel did, but she only heard unflattering things about the people the Angel used to know. No amount of explanations or reassurances would get around that first impression.

Still, out of anyone, one thing remained true: “Papyrus always means well.” Sometimes, he didn’t exactly think everything through. After all, this was the same person who did not truly consider the implications of sending Frisk off to Asgore. This was the same person who gathered everyone together at Flowey’s behest. “But, he doesn’t like lying to people, and he told me that he’s not going to give away where I am.”

While they walked down the stairs of the inn, Suzy scoffed at the notion, “Didn’t you say that small skeleton showed up? Doesn’t matter whether Papyrus gives a damn or not. That jackass is gonna make everything your problem.”

Yeah, they already figured that one out. The Angel was over three weeks without interruptions now, but that’d probably come to an end soon. They… didn’t know what they were going to do when that happened. Any battle in their Dark World could be won, but it wasn’t like they could easily move their Dark World anymore. Anyone who found them could just keep coming back every time the Angel sent them away.

But, that only meant that Papyrus being around wouldn’t cause more issues. “Then that just means I don’t have to worry. Besides, someone’s gotta teach me how to fight.”

“I coulda done that.” Suzy rolled her eyes, tilting her head so that her hair fell slightly to the side. “I thought you said you didn’t think you could take a hit.”

Yes, Suzy could be a sparring partner. There was, however, one issue with that entire ordeal. “Everything that… both of us have probably learned came from being in-the-moment. Just scrapping.” If the scars riddling Suzy’s face meant anything, then she’d seen a few fights on her own. The Angel’s own fights were desperate, moves only being learned by sheer necessity. “I think I need to go back and fix my basics. I’m not going to win if all I know is how to cheat.”

“Ooh, trying to fight nice and clean now, are we?” Suzy opened the inn door for them with one arm, stepping off to the side. “I better not catch you being a rule follower when someone’s going for your neck, all right?”

Ideally, they would be able to combine both. The Angel would need to cheat against the Knight and pull out every single trick that they had, but if they couldn’t even deal with a standard sword blow coming their way, then they were going to die. The Angel stepped out into the cold of Snowdin, but they reassured her anyway in a joking tone, “I prefer staying alive, so I’m not going to eat a sword to the chest for the sake of rules.”

“Yeah, you’d better prefer that.” Her grin started to dip, the words coming out with a bit more bite than the Angel expected.

Ah.

The thought didn’t linger for long, because Papyrus was right on time when both of them stepped into the snow. With a grin on his face, and with his old battle body on, Papyrus greeted, “Hello you two!!!” He hadn’t even seen Suzy in the Dark World, but turned to the Angel with his grin only growing larger. “I am happy to see that you two kept in touch! It is quite convenient! That makes this quite a bit easier!” Papyrus lifted his phone out of his pocket, using a dimensional box of his own to bring out a purple coat far too large for the Angel. Beaming, he extended the item to Suzy. “For you!”

Suzy didn’t react. Like she wasn’t even a part of the conversation, she stood just a bit behind the Angel, staring at the coat like it wasn’t even there. It took the Angel stepping to the side out of the way. It also took Papyrus staying perfectly steadfast, not moving an inch with the Angel and making it clear that the coat was for her. All she could muster was a “What?”

Of course, Papyrus genuinely explained, “Well…! Originally, I was going to ask the Angel if they were still hanging out with the friend they made! Which is you! If they weren’t, I was going to suggest giving you a gift since it’s getting quite cold out!” Papyrus began to sweat slightly. “Of course, we’re Underground, so that doesn’t quite make sense! But conveniently, we’re also in Snowdin! So-”

Glancing down at the coat like it’d animate and bite her, Suzy stayed wary. “What do you want outta this, huh? There’s no way you’re giving me this for free.”

“Well! You were a tad prickly before… but the gift is not contingent on being a tad nicer to me!” Papyrus once more extended the coat to her. “Here you go! Free of charge!”

Suzy’s eye darted between him and the coat a few times. Acting like she didn’t care, she reached out and grabbed the coat in her claws, pulling it away a bit roughly. Papyrus didn’t resist at all, and the moment Suzy had it in her possession, something shifted. Her grip on it became far softer, and the Angel noted that her claws hadn’t punctured it with that grab. Suzy flipped it over, inspecting every part of it before finally putting it on.

It did fit her. The moment the cold of Snowdin was kept at bay, Suzy started to relax just a little bit. She didn’t say thank-you, but she turned away like she didn’t know what to do.

The Angel didn’t force the matter. Instead, they asked Papyrus, “It’s okay if she comes too, right? I know that isn’t what we really agreed on, but…”

“Of course!” Papyrus didn’t mind the lack of thanks it seemed, raising his pointer finger upward. “Suzy is free to watch or join in if she would like! Perfecting one’s magic is a pursuit that anyone can try to strive for!” He whirled around, beginning to walk towards the bridge into Snowdin. “Now, follow me! I have found an open area that will be spacious enough!”

Before they went, the Angel glanced at Suzy to try to get her attention. Of course, she caught them in the corner of her vision, putting on a smirk like everything was fine. “All right. He’s not half bad. There. You happy?”

That did make the Angel a little bit happier. “Does the coat fit?” It looked like it did, but Suzy might’ve just put it on, because it was something warm.

“Yeah… it does…” She huffed before trudging off through the snow. “It’s still cold as hell out here though, so stop staring.” 

Fine. The Angel did have a training session to get to. Still, it was nice to see her shivering less while they walked behind. 

Papyrus led the way, but he did not let silence sit for long. The walk was just an excuse for him to get an idea of what he was working with. “So! Angel! What do you know in terms of fighting ability?! I… er… heard from Asgore and Undyne that you already appear to be quite proficient in some areas!”

“I’m only really proficient in the Dark Worlds.” That had to be gotten out of the way first. “It’s… easier to do a lot of things in there, but in the Light World, I struggle to summon basic weapons.” Granted, they could access the memory of those just fine now, but it took quite a bit of practice to even muster that. The Angel felt a little silly for thinking they could jump straight to stopping time.

…Still, they had a thread to pursue on that later.

Humming, Papyrus noted, “If you do have different proficiency levels in the dark place, then I believe our training should alternate between the two! That way… I can properly gauge what the difference is!”

“It’s just easier.” How did they describe it to someone who knew very little about Dark Worlds in the first place? Papyrus was receptive to new information, so they could just try to be blunt. “Magic is stronger down there. Dark Worlds are more… indistinct. You can bend them a lot easier.”

“...Bend them?” Papyrus furrowed his skeletal brow. “Hm. Something to discuss quite promptly.”

The Angel wasn’t quite paying attention, but the walk ended due to suddenly being in a different location. They barely even perceived the tilt of the world when a shortcut was activated from Papyrus. It wasn’t the same barren, snowy field that the Angel went to in front of the lone house, but there were many markings on nearby trees from previous scuffles. This must’ve been Papyrus’ training grounds.

“Here we are!” Papyrus exclaimed, taking a few paces away from the Angel and Suzy. “Now, I would like to see how you have come along with summoning those weapons of yours! We’ll start with running through what you do know, and then I can give you room for improvement!”

Wordlessly, Suzy stepped aside, deciding to watch from a slight distance. She settled in like she’d be there for a while.

The Angel turned towards Papyrus, nodding. They decided to start with the crook. Recalling the memory of the weapon used to guide and protect, the Angel’s will became real. Determination from their soul forced the world to just slightly bend to their will. Silver light spilled from the Angel’s palm as they twirled their hand, slamming the crook down into the snow.

“Splendid!” Papyrus’ eye-sockets sparkled. However, one of his boots stomped backwards in the snow, the skeleton readying himself. “Now! I want you to strike me with your weapon! Do not worry! I will block the attack!” For emphasis, he summoned a thick bone into his hands, holding it like a staff similarly to the Angel.

As soon as they took a step forward, the Angel realized they needed to balance with their crook, but they had their cane in the other hand. They were forced to drop it, now finally being able to move forward. Their steps were uneven in the snow, but just as instructed, they managed to close the distance and strike downward with the crook.

Just as he said he would, Papyrus held out the bone. The two weapons clashed, the Angel’s silver light growing while the weapon reacted. 

Papyrus nodded. “Well done! Your weapon does not shatter on impact, which is certainly above how monsters typically begin casting!” He pointedly did not mention that he was talking about children, but if the Angel had to guess, that was when monsters started casting. “However! A few things of note! Strike again!”

Once more, the Angel reared their weapon back, trying to slam it down to strike Papyrus over the head. At the last second, he sidestepped, throwing off the Angel’s balance and lightly knocking them in the back with the bone.

The Angel lost balance instantly, toppling into the snow without being able to get the crook under them again. If they strained their ears, they might’ve heard Suzy snickering at them.

“Oopsie daisy! Sorry!” Papyrus flicked a hand. Foreign magic washed over the Angel’s soul, weighing them down for just a second before they were unceremoniously lifted out of the snow. They caught their blue soul for just a second. It didn’t feel… too invasive. They still felt a weight on their very being for a second before Papyrus deposited them safely back on their feet. “Though, it does appear that your balance is off! Which makes sense! You do typically walk with a cane!”

Brushing snow off of themself, the Angel grumbled, “I move just fine in the Dark World. It’s like… my soul helps me.” They remembered dragging their vessel around like a puppet on strings when things got dire. Their soul held them up just a little bit rather than their vessel being so distinct in the Light World. “Here, it feels like I’m just… stumbling.”

Papyrus hummed again, “Well! You do tend to put your entire weight into attacking! If you were not in a proper battle, your opponent could throw you off balance! Of course, in a proper battle, it would be impolite to dodge!”

Of course. Of course, he could dodge. The Angel chose to gloss over that for now. “Where I’m going, I won’t be able to initiate an actual fight. It’s all… going to be on the fly.” It would be very nice if they could gain some control over turns… or even separate their soul from their vessel. “Normally, I fight by sending out my soul. People can’t attack me unless they aim at the soul. But… I’m not going to have that.”

“A challenge indeed!” Papyrus retrieved their cane for them, passing it along to them. “Will you be… er… fighting in the light? Or will you be fighting in the dark?!”

“Dark, so… I should be able to move.” Really, the training could be done solely in the Dark World, but… “I feel like when I get stronger in the Light World, it transfers to the Dark World more. Asgore is already strong in the Light World, but his magic… is quite frankly absurd in the Dark World. He threw a fire tornado at me.”

Papyrus looked just a tad bit alarmed, but nodded regardless. “Learning the fundamentals I see! Very well! Then I suppose it is a better idea than ever to alternate with our training sessions!” He took a few paces again, whirling around to stand across from them. “If you cannot move efficiently all the time, then that puts you at a disadvantage for dodging! However, moving is not the only way to defend yourself! As Undyne always tells us, we must face danger head on!” He brandished the bone offensively this time. “I am going to strike at you this time! Do your best to block the attack! Do not worry! If it does hit, it shouldn’t hurt!”

Summoning their crook, the Angel readied themself. As soon as they were prepared, Papyrus tore across the snow, flourishing his makeshift staff before striking horizontally to try to hit the Angel’s side. They tried to block with their own crook, only to find the world tilting as their legs fought them again. The Angel managed to plant a foot back, but their guard was broken, Papyrus’ staff managing to tap against their arm.

Balance was going to be an issue.

Noting the issue, Papyrus immediately tried to search for solutions. “You claimed that your soul helps you in Dark Worlds, correct?! Explain that to me if you are able!”

Well, they already mentioned how it worked in fights. Balance was an entirely different thing. “It… holds me up? I use it to maneuver.” The Angel called out their soul, letting it shift into an orange hue. “Changing my soul lets me move faster. I can still do that in the Light World. It’s just… I was hoping to figure out how to not use it in case I’m ever without it.”

When Papyrus saw soul magic, sparkles began to shimmer in his eye-sockets. “Wowie! That is quite the skill to have at your command! Of course, soul magic can be exhausting to maintain for long, but if you have been using it this efficiently, then I have an alternative solution for you!” Once again, he reset his position, taking a few steps away while explaining, “Everyone has weaknesses! No matter who you battle, there will always be small things that can be exploited by a dastardly fighter! If you are unable to work out of those weaknesses, then you can still use your strengths to cover for yourself as you have been doing!”

In the Angel’s case, that would be their mobility. They couldn’t change their vessel’s legs, and while walking was slowly getting easier, they had to unlearn years upon years of walking one way only to learn how to walk with a body shape and weight distribution that they didn’t feel naturally. To make matters worse, they had a tail now which offset their usual balance even more. “Can we still work on both? I do… worry.” The Roaring could already take so much from them. If soul-modes went too… “I don’t know what I am going to have.”

“Of course!” Papyrus still had more ideas. “However! It would be a good idea to also give you multiple avenues of covering your weaknesses! If certain aspects of your repertoire are unusable, then having others at your disposal will always be helpful! Here! We can try it out like so!” Papyrus extended a hand outward, bones rising through the snow a distance away from the Angel. “If you can keep an opponent at range, then you will need to move significantly less! Try summoning your weapons at a distance!”

The Angel held their crook in their hand, not quite understanding. They… hadn’t tried that before. The issue was… they only knew how to summon their weapons with familiar motions. When the Angel tried to will a dagger into the air, they found their determination struggled to act upon the world. 

They’d done it before. When attacking Asriel with the Shadow Crystal, they summoned all of their weapons at once. It just… was far more difficult without the Dark World and the crystal itself.

“I can’t make bullet patterns,” they admitted, and it extended far further than even that. “I don’t think I’m… casting magic in the same way you do. Besides, I don’t think every monster can summon weapons at range.” Asgore never showed that he could anyway.

Papyrus tapped his boot a bit, mulling it all over. “Not every monster can! However… I am a bit perplexed at what you mean by casting magic separately! I believe we will need an unbiased party to help with this example!” His head swiveled over to their spectator. “Suzy! Would you mind giving the Angel and I a demonstration of your own magic?”

Suzy blinked, taking a few seconds before realizing that her input was actually wanted. “Uh… me? Dude, I barely know anything about magic either. I just sling axes.”

“Well why didn’t you say so???” Papyrus waved her over immediately. “That only makes this better! The two of you can compare notes! I can teach the both of you, and you can check your progress against one another as well!”

It… was what Suzy suggested doing, but the two of them now had someone who actually knew what he was doing. Warily, Suzy glanced over at the Angel like she somehow needed their permission to interfere. If she didn’t have a grasp over her magic either, then why not? The Angel nodded to her, and slowly, she started to creep up next to them.

Giddy, Papyrus pointed Suzy’s way. “Now Suzy! I would like for you to send one of your attacks my way!” He brandished a bone staff once more, readying himself. “I can take whatever you throw at me!”

Suzy bared her teeth, the challenge causing magic to crackle in her hands. “Arright, but don’t feel bad if you get knocked off your feet.” Rearing her hands back, Suzy summoned an axe to her hand. Her axe carved downward through the air. The head of the axe duplicated in the air, spinning rapidly like a buzzsaw towards Papyrus.

With a rustle of his cape, Papyrus guarded with the staff. The attack collided with his own magic, the two sparking against each other before Suzy’s ultimately shattered. Suzy’s shoulders tensed, and she glanced away. 

However, Papyrus didn’t let her stray too quickly. “Well done! The raw strength of your magic is quite formidable! However, your attack puts so much into its strength that it burns out quickly! You appear to favor the initial rush!” 

Even with the minor areas of improvement, Suzy started to perk up. “Uh… it’s actually strong? You’re not just saying that?”

“Of course it is! What kind of tutor would I be if I intentionally misled you?” His grin widened before he dispelled the staff. “Now Suzy! Tell me, what emotions were fueling your attack?! As all of us know, magic is how monsters express themselves!”

Immediately, Suzy recoiled and shoved her hands into her pockets, mumbling, “I dunno.”

Papyrus furrowed his brow. “Not to worry! Any answer is correct! It’s simply what you were feeling that drove your attack!”

For a while, she didn’t look like she was going to answer. Her fingers tapped nervously while her arms stayed crossed. But eventually, she mumbled again, “I was just… mad that you thought you could block it.”

Anger. She threw her magic forward out of anger.

Papyrus nodded, unfazed by the admission of actual aggression. “These emotions come from the soul! They are your soul, and by extension you, expressing yourself! Our magic is an extension of ourselves and our emotional state! Of course, you do not need to be in tune with emotion for magic to work per-se, but that is typically how it manifests! From the soul!” 

The Angel’s mind immediately went to Flowey. Despite not having a soul, he could still do basic attacks. His bullets and vines gave them enough trouble as is. And he… had magic in the Dark World. Sure, the Angel did too, but… they had to rely on their friends’ abilities. 

“Is it possible for someone to cast… without a soul?” The Angel didn’t word that correctly, and bit their tongue the moment they said it. At this point, everyone had to know, right? Besides, Flowey wasn’t the only one without a soul. “Darkners… er… the people you see in Dark Worlds, they also have magic.” Ralsei would argue that he wasn’t real, so he didn’t count, but it had to be more than that.

Papyrus opened his mouth for a second before it clacked shut. “I suppose you would be the expert on that!”

The idea of a soul being required for someone to have feelings, thoughts, and opinions was one that the Angel had discarded by now. Flowey… for all that having a soul didn’t help… wasn’t exactly the only destination with someone without a soul could go to. After all, Ralsei chose to be kind every single day. Darkners who didn’t even have the pressure of a prophecy on them were kind in their own little ways. “Then I guess it’s more complicated than that.” It always would be. These things couldn’t be boiled down to one or the other, especially how the Angel’s own magic manifested. “They’re still expressing themselves in some way, even if it’s not with a soul.”

Even though Papyrus wasn’t adept with that, he took the explanation in stride. “Regardless, the idea is that you express yourself! So! With all of that being said, I would like to know how you cast magic, Angel!”

The problem was… they weren’t sure. Again, the Angel tried to summon their weapon, searching for that telltale feeling that both Suzy and Papyrus mentioned. Instead of an emotion, the Angel hooked onto a memory. Instead of summoning an expression of themself, they forced the world to bend to their will. The memory locked into place. The world bent to their will. A crook manifested in their hand once more as determination surged from their soul.

It… wasn’t like monsters. They knew that, but now they could put it into words. “It’s… like I’m forcing the world to give me something that I remember.” The Angel dispelled their weapon, slashing a sword through the air instead. “I remember how the sword felt to hold, and if I have enough determination, then the world changes so that I am holding it.”

“That is… a tad concerning!” Papyrus noted, but he didn’t take it as a failure by any means. “Or rather, odd! That means you are not actually casting through expression of yourself, but through… er… forcing it???”

“I haven’t found another way.” The Angel tried to do what Suzy did, summoning an emotion deep from their soul. They wanted… no, that wasn’t right. Wanting was how they used their power. The Angel instead tried to be excited at the possibility of learning from Papyrus, and they attempted to slash with the sword.

Nothing appeared.

Their soul manifested things differently. Soul modes occurred due to shifting their will towards a certain trait. Their weapons appeared due to needing them in dire moments. Even their light shifted the very fabric of the world. Their determination could shift the world in an opposite, darker direction. It was just… how they were.

Instead of faltering, Papyrus took it as a challenge. “Then we will work around your style! However, forgive me if there is a bit of a translation issue! We are going to be covering new ground!” Papyrus snapped his fingers, another bone appearing in his hands. “Now then, Angel! I believe the best way to communicate our differences in magic would be for me to experience your abilities head-on! A simple battle! Are you up for the challenge?!”

The Angel’s hands shook. Fighting Papyrus for real? This early? Even when facing Asgore and Undyne, a similar feeling rose up in their soul. They weren’t sure if they… should attack Papyrus. “I won’t… hurt you, right?”

“I am confident that you will not!”

Taking a deep breath, the Angel planted a foot backwards. They readied themself while Suzy stepped aside like she was about to watch a good show.

“Now! I expect for you to use all of the tricks you currently know! I will gradually be increasing the complexity of my attacks as we go!” Something flashed in Papyrus’ eyes as he raised his other hand. “Ready?!”

The Angel nodded, bracing for what was to come.

Papyrus snapped his fingers. Bones erupted from the ground, floating in the air at different heights and distances before flying towards the Angel. They had little mobility still, and their cane was still in hand. It vanished into their dimensional box quickly before the Angel tried to solve the problem of the bones coming their way.

Cyan covered their red soul. The Angel braced themself with even more limited movement as the bones approached them head on. As the first of them approached, the Angel sent a pulse of soul-magic through their palm, and the attack turned blue. They stayed perfectly still, allowing the attack to phase through them before immediately reaching out for another.

“A dastardly tactic! However, will it work against tightly packed attacks?!” Papyrus called out with a “Nyeh Heh Heh” before sending clustered bones their way.

With the attacks more cluttered, the Angel shifted their soul orange, weaving from side to side with their soul wreathing them in an orange light. 

Reading their movement, Papyrus entered the fray, trying to knock them off balance with his own staff. The Angel shifted their soul green, summoning their crook and blocking the hit. Papyrus grinned, but the Angel’s feet did not shift from the ground after the successful block. Sufficient force could push them, but Papyrus hadn’t hit them hard enough to do it.

“Wonderful job! However, you were correct about one thing! Your reliance on your soul-magic can backfire!” Papyrus snapped his fingers, and the Angel suddenly felt a tremendous weight course over their body. Blue overtook their soul while a wall of high-reaching bones tore through the snow. “Now, you are fighting on my terms! Are you able to break my hold?!”

Papyrus’ soul magic was strong. The Angel had broken out of it before, but they required strong willpower to do so. As they leapt into the air, the Angel didn’t feel that same spark of magic that could give them an extra lift. As they leapt over the bones, the Angel tried to push back against Papyrus’ own magic, their own blue soul-magic seeping into his own. As the Angel reached the apex of their jump, they kicked off of the air, catching Papyrus by surprise.

He blocked with his staff as the Angel crashed down with their crook, but they made a similar mistake by overextending. Papyrus shifted the Angel’s weight to the side while they stumbled forward.

The bone tapped the Angel in the back, and they felt the slightest tingle of damage, but didn’t even feel their health go any lower. It once more toppled them into the snow, giving them a face full of icy cold ground.

“Well done!” Papyrus lifted them up out of the snow with his own soul-magic, letting them shake the snow out of their fur. Again, they gave a full body shake which felt satisfying to do. Papyrus lightly brushed the snow that got onto him off of his battle body. “Your soul-magic is well beyond what it should be at your level! We will have to work on your form with attacks and your tendency to go all-in for a single strike, but I am confident that we can work with this!”

It took a roundabout way to get back to where they started, but the Angel at least felt more in-tune with what they did know.

Papyrus reset once more, waving Suzy over. “Suzy! I believe that you would benefit from this as well! We’re going to work on our form, stances, and style!”

“Uh…” Suzy glanced between the two of them again, but bristled a lot less this time. “Fine, just don’t say I didn’t warn ya if I find out my way’s better.”

“We shall see when we all properly duel!” Papyrus beamed, putting his hands on his hips. “Now, let’s begin!”

 


 

Asriel wasn’t here this time.

The Angel realized the absence when they became aware in the middle of another dream. It wasn’t anything special. They were just… sewing. If the Angel paid attention, they thought they remembered the motions from when Susie helped them make a scarf for Ralsei. Hah… they still had to get that to him somehow. It’d be nice if they could make some more for him after the fact with their own hands, but maybe they’d just have to settle for using his own.

No… they couldn’t think about that. Still, the thought lingered with them for a while before they realized they were missing someone.

The Angel clung to that thread that stretched off into the distance. Truly, they should take the peace while it lasted. It was rare for Asriel to leave them alone. Maybe he just wasn’t dreaming or couldn’t figure it out tonight.

But, the Angel knew better. If he wasn’t pestering them, then something might’ve gone wrong.

The link was still there. The faint thread of connection still existed. Nothing happened to the fragment of the Angel’s soul resting inside of him. But, it allowed them to pry. It allowed them to see things that they shouldn’t ever be able to just know about another person. Being able to pry into his mind was effortless. He couldn’t hide anything. The Angel had to skim the loudest of thoughts with everyone else, but with Asriel, it was all accessible.

Privacy was all but gone. His deepest secrets could be theirs to seize. Everything that made him tick could be explored if the Angel really wanted to. They tried to restrain themself. They tried to make it better, like forcing him to talk instead of just opening him up.

This time, they decided to reach across the thread.

As soon as Asriel’s emotions intertwined with theirs, the Angel rose from their own dream and began to walk. The good memory could wait for another time.

Emotions that weren’t theirs wove through the air while the Angel continued following that small thread. They could just expand the roots in his chest to stop whatever he was experiencing. They could inflict that pain on him and never have to lift a finger. However, the Angel kept walking, chasing the weight of grief that permeated the air.

When the Angel stopped in their tracks, they stood in front of a bedroom door.

As quietly as the Angel possibly could, they twisted the doorknob and opened it. The overwhelming sensation in the air weighed them down further. It crushed them. The world might fall out from under them if they didn’t just hold on a little longer.

They knew this feeling.

It was the same one they felt when waking up on Toriel’s couch, thinking that their world had finally died.

Weak gasps for air echoed out of the room, too loud to hear anything else, but too quiet to know if air was actually being received. A pale hand reached up to two white, furred paws that held it tight. The breaths continued getting quieter. The hold on the other child’s hand grew weaker.

The Angel pushed open the door. Their cloak swept across the ground. Light flickered behind their head, illuminating the darkened room just a bit. Their wings furled inward to make themself look a tad smaller while they approached the child sitting next to the bed. Tears matted the fur under his eyes. He gripped his falling sibling with everything he had.

He didn’t want to let go.

“Asriel?” The Angel called, earning only the slightest bit of a head turn from the child sitting next to the bed. They didn’t extend a hand, but they offered the hooked end of their crook to him. “You… shouldn’t stay here.”

As if a spell had been broken, the Angel blinked, and Asriel’s form changed. He scowled, his awful haircut falling over his eye. “You have a lot of nerve deciding where I need to be.” He raised a hand like he was going to bat the crook away, but another gasp made him stare at the shape stuck in bed. Asriel’s eyes twitched. He forced himself to look away, grabbing the end of the Angel’s crook.

They lifted him to his feet. As soon as it was done, the room began to fade away. The gasps stopped coming. The natural darkness of the dream overtook the two of them, and the crushing weight in the air slowly started to lift.

As soon as it was gone, Asriel wrenched his hand away, refusing to look the Angel’s way in the slightest. “Is that all you came here to do? To mock me?”

The Angel’s wings unfurled with a ruffle. “What part of that was mocking you?”

Asriel clenched his teeth, continuing to stare off in the other direction. Nothing snappy came. No witty remark about how the Angel’s very presence mocked them came. Asriel just stayed silent. But, the Angel already knew what was going through his head. They tried not to pry, but they could still see the face on his mind. They could still hear those final death rattles replaying in his head over and over again.

Sighing, the Angel waved their crook through the air. The darkness melted away in favor of a cliffside just outside of where the barrier broke. In the distance, a sun began to rise. It was… a conflicting memory, but one that the Angel thought might be relaxing for just a moment.

They marched over to the cliff, sitting down on the edge. If they didn’t know any better, they’d say that Asriel would try to push them off to see what would happen. However, they could see what he would do next now.

Slowly, he moved to the cliffside as well, sitting down far enough away from the Angel to where they would be unable to reach each other.

Asriel didn’t look at the sunset, keeping his eyes trained downward towards the treetops below.

False wind ruffled through the Angel’s wings while it passed through the mountaintops. The silence was nice as the minutes went on. It carried for far longer than it ever had with Asriel.

But like everything with Asriel, he eventually had something to say. “Why… did you ask about Chara when you came here?”

The Angel glanced his way, their confusion not becoming known through the veil. “Of all the things you could ask, why that?” 

Not even a scoff came out of his mouth. Even though Asriel had nothing to do but rest, his eyes still looked tired. “You sling their name around like it’s a nice, convenient weapon, but the moment you get to see the moment they died, you suddenly act like you even respected them in the first place.” Asriel frowned, continuing to stare down at the trees. “You at least owe me that answer after deciding to scrape open a however-many-centuries old wound.”

Slowly, the usual spunk began to return. Somehow, that made the Angel just a little more comfortable. Predictable. “I already told you that I thought they would’ve… let you know they were still around.” They didn’t mean to open that wound again, no matter how many times they willingly wrenched it open after the fact for so many. “But… if you want to know, I… thought they’d know a way to go home.”

It was stupid, desperate, and hardly had a chance of working. Asriel confirmed that for them right away. “Wow, you thought that someone who’s been dead for ages would be able to figure out whatever the heck is wrong with you? Great problem solving skills!” Asriel started getting into a groove, but when the Angel didn’t jab back, his words hung in the air and slowly faded away. Asriel’s smile slowly went with them. “No, but really, why would you think they could help? Did you actually think they’d talk to you?” An unfinished thought crept through the Angel’s head, their roots too deep for Asriel’s loudest thought to not come to the forefront: “…when they wouldn’t even talk to me?”

Despite his attempts to jab at them, the Angel didn’t take the bait. “I didn’t know, but I didn’t have another choice. They once… offered to…” The Angel looked away from the sunrise, their wings slowly drooping downward. “...to erase this pointless world, and move onto the next.”

“...Pointless…” Asriel clung to the word before finally deciding on a short laugh. “I guess it was, heehee! Just… a bunch of forgettable people that wouldn’t matter at all! What can I say? It’s the truth!”

The Angel’s hand dug into the rock on the cliffside. The thoughts running through Asriel’s head betrayed him again. The Angel kept their voice quiet, “When Chara said that to me, it was my fault. I showed them that the world was all about power.” Power to do what? The Angel never knew. They could do things just because they wanted to. They didn’t need a reason. And yet, the only thing they ever wanted power over was the mere choice to stay. No matter how high the numbers got, it could never happen. “Do you really find this world pointless?”

Asriel tried to laugh again, but no noise other than the breath slipping through his teeth came. He placed a hand on his head, trying to giggle more, but only a singular sound came out. “Of course it is! Do you think anything’s left? Chara thinks I’m pointless, so who cares?” He leaned back, flopping against the flat ground on the cliffside. Both of his ears fell to the sides while he just… stayed there. “Not like I can do anything anyway! You made sure of that!”

And they couldn’t release him.

The Angel turned away from the sunset, lifting their legs over the cliff again to face Asriel. Even though Asriel was uninterested in what they were doing, they caught his attention. “If they hated this world, then they wouldn’t be so hellbent on defending it from me.” Even though Chara was a thorn in their side, they undeniably had to feel some way about this ending to wish to stay. “If they hated you, then they would never have reached out when you were at your lowest.”

“Oh my god, shut up.” Asriel pushed himself off the ground, sneering, “You think that light show I did at the barrier was my lowest?! I can’t move. Toriel insists on coddling me, and I can’t tell her to stop. I get to listen to Frisk prattling on and on about you while Chara never so much as acknowledges me. If they cared about me at my lowest, they’d talk to me.” A smile plastered on his face while he began to pull away. “Who knows! Maybe you’re right! Guess I never really understood them! Maybe they really do care about this world, and they finally decided that lil ol’ me went too far. They don’t need me in their perfect little ending, do they?”

The sun began to dip lower and lower over the horizon.

The scent of ash still burned the Angel’s nostrils, and their wings ruffled while the wind brushed through the feathers. “You did go too far.”

Anger reignited in Asriel’s eyes. “Oh, like you’re one to talk! You killed actual monsters just like me! Heck, if you chased after Chara’s little offer to you, then some part of me thinks that you were actually considering it! Who cares about this world if you can just use it as a stepping stone to get back to your own, right?” His frown melted away when he had a target again. A wound that he could pry open let him distract himself for a little longer.

The Angel never meant it like that. They were desperate for anything to get back home. Any slight lead or possibility drove their every movement while they just wanted to stumble back home. “I won’t.” The Angel turned back to the dipping sun, their eyes scanning the horizon. They didn’t remember this place with anything other than a city, but so much more life had sprouted up that did not exist strongly in their memory yet. 

“After all you did?” Asriel grinned. “Come on, you clearly went off the deep end! Do you really think you’re just above it all now?”

Blue glass shimmered in the Angel’s head.

Their promise to Carol rang through their ears.

The Angel stared down at the treetops, muttering, “I don’t know.” Countless talks with Ralsei always ended with them never finding the answer. The easiest option was always there. All it would take was enough darkness to flood the sky, and the Angel would be closer than ever.

For once, Asriel stayed quiet while the Angel tried to find an answer.

A shadow rose up in the backside of their mind.

Were they truly above it? When Kris crumpled to the ground after losing a hand… when a Titan crushed Susie under its fist… when the Roaring strangled Ralsei into nothing but a cold… lifeless statue… did they not feel that urge to fight back with everything they had?

“If something happened to them, I don’t know what I’d become.” The Angel had become many terrible things in the pursuit of a happier ending, whether that be for Asriel or themself. After all of this pain… they no longer knew where the path would take them.

“...Huh.” Asriel didn’t leap on it immediately. Instead, he kicked his legs back over the cliffside again. If the Angel didn’t know any better, they’d say he looked a little more at ease. “Guess you’re really not as delusional as I thought you were.”

The Angel huffed, their veil fluttering away from their snout the slightest bit, “For you, that’s a compliment.”

“Ew, never say that again.” Asriel recoiled dramatically, but didn’t actually leave. “But y’know, I guess this is only fitting. Just two murderers completely separated from the world! I think it’s really interesting how you haven’t done anything yet! Not so much as a peep, and so much so that Frisk is in a funk!”

That only made sense. The Angel wouldn’t be surprised if they heard from Frisk soon. Both of them hadn’t been loading their saves often other than here or there. The Angel hadn’t had to pull upon theirs in quite a while. Frisk might think something was wrong after a while. The Angel tried to brush Asriel off. “If you’re insinuating that I’m planning to do something bad to this world, I’m not. It wouldn’t be right.”

Immediately, Asriel’s grin dropped into pure disappointment. “And there you go again, back into being sanctimonious. There’s not a way back from what we are, idiot. No matter how many times we reset, we’re still murderers! You can’t honestly tell me you’ve just moved on like it was all a footnote!”

“You think I don’t think about it constantly, like it doesn’t plague every single interaction I have with everyone I remember?” The sun finally dipped below the horizon. Orange hues started to recede along the skyline. The Angel summoned a dagger to their hand, turning it over again and again while the world became darker. “I know you think about your failures often, no matter how much you want to convince me otherwise.”

Asriel opened his mouth to try to protest, but both of them saw what resided within Asriel’s dreams. He receded into himself, turning his head away from the Angel again. “Sure, but that doesn’t change it. No matter how guilty we feel or not, we’re still this way. We can’t be good,” he spat, like the word personally offended him.

From the way the world saw it, the Angel hadn’t hurt anyone. Their crime was without a trace. If they chose to do so, they could walk away from it with no consequences. So then why did they tell three people about what they really were? “I don’t… think it’s about being good.” They recalled the words of someone far stronger in spirit than them, smiling under their veil. “It’s… about being a little better, even if we don’t think we can.”

Asriel’s jaw clenched for a moment. His claws dug into his arms, but the Angel watched him slowly start to unfurl. He relaxed, placing his hands down against the ground to watch the stars beginning to peek out across the night sky. “What’d be the point? I wasn’t squeaky clean, but I’d say I was better before you came along. Even when I was… trying…” He forced the word out again. “...Chara didn’t talk to me. No matter how better we do, it’s all gonna end the same way!”

Abandoned.

One day, the Angel just stopped. A happy ending had finally been achieved, and they let it all rest. There was no final decision. There was no acceptance. After a while, they just realized that there was nothing left for them. The world went onward. They never thought that they would… get to see it again like this.

But for a while, they thought of those lives that they never got to see again. Every now and then, they would catch a glimpse through a window or two. Seeing how people they loved changed and shifted through miniscule holes in the wall always left them aching for something that they could never have again. It was their fate. Their duty. Their banishment.

The Angel never expected… to be wanted. The Angel never expected for a voice to call out to them, asking for them to return soon. The Angel never expected for someone to be searching for them… just as earnestly as they had searched for him.

“Somehow, I think that was the hardest part,” the Angel finally said when the last of the colors had vanished from the sky. They thought of the first time they saw familiar faces in different contexts. They thought of the first time a prince in the dark wanted to be friends with them. They thought of being asked at those Grand Doors if they could handle the weight of another world on their shoulders, even if they didn’t understand what it meant yet.

The Angel recalled Susie pushing through their light just to tell them that they didn’t have to take being thrown away.

The Angel recalled Ralsei holding their soul like it was something precious, tucking them away in his scarf and talking to them like they were loved.

The Angel recalled Kris taking their hand for one final time as the lies finally ended, both of them raising a sword together against fate.

“I had to make the choice to try again.” No matter what their fate was the last time, no matter how much the last world hurt them, every time they connected again, they had to make that choice. It hurt them. It mangled them beyond repair. It crushed them. It killed them. Now, they had to wake up every day and keep going, but every single day, they had to try again. “And it is hard every single time.”

A breeze swept the Angel’s cloak to the side. Asriel’s robes ruffled with it. Neither of them reacted to the uncomfortable tug. The Angel didn’t look at him, but they knew that he stared off into the distance with them.

“Do you…” Asriel let the words spill out before biting his tongue. Except, this time, the Angel didn’t command him to say anything. Again, he tried. “Do you really think it’s possible for people like us to do that? To just… try again? With no special power?”

Did they?

The Angel looked up at fake stars, imagining others alongside them. Someone sat just near enough to keep their distance, offering silent support. Someone else unrestrained by such boundaries knocked against the Angel’s head, gruff laughter escaping her mouth. Warmth brushed against their side, a final person trying his best to get close enough to wrap his scarf over both his and their shoulders.

“I hope so,” the Angel whispered into the night while the phantom feelings slipped away again. “...I hope so.”

The person next to them didn’t move for a while. His questions finally stopped, but the Angel didn’t expect those questions to willingly come from him. But perhaps, it was easier to ask them when he was looking in the mirror.

If Asriel truly wanted to answer those questions for himself, he still had a long way to go. The ash buried all over the Underground would not change. He could not wash his hands as cleanly as the Angel did. He was more resistant to change than they were, but he was asking anyway. Maybe, it was something.

Eventually, a chuckle broke through the silence. Asriel reached a hand up to the fur on his head, combing it back. “If you really think all of that, then I still don’t get the point. You’re going through all of this… effort… even though you already know your stupid ending.” He pointed at their chest, at the soul hovering in the air between them. “All that hope just to throw it all away at the finish line… Which is it, you idiot? Do you actually hope there’s another chance for us, or are you just being ‘helpful’ until time’s up again?”

The Angel could still see everything about Asriel. They could hear things he’d never wish to share. They could control him in ways that he would never want. Maybe, if they didn’t have such a stranglehold on him, he’d figure out how to remove it just like Kris did. But, he didn’t have that choice. He didn’t have any choice that the Angel did not agree to. He was an extension of them now, with his own thoughts, yes, but still an extension.

This was not life. This was torture.

So, they dipped their head while the wish to watch the stars faded from their mind just a little bit more. “I know you don’t understand why, but…” The Angel turned away from him for once while he continued staring at them. “It has to happen. He’ll take good care of me. He…” The Angel remembered their dream of becoming lesser and lesser, of their presence waning as they let everyone move on without them. “He wouldn’t let me fade entirely. He’s too nice for his own good.” 

That dream would never come to pass, right? At least then, the Angel would know how to limit themself. Their roots wouldn’t hook as deeply. Even though a full soul was larger than a fragment, the Angel wouldn’t be as much of a problem. They knew their soul. They did not know the capabilities of this new fragment. If the Angel and Ralsei were separate, the Angel would always be active… always be thinking… always be acting for him. If they could recede, if they could only do what they needed to do as a soul… then…

“Chara felt the same way.” As soon as the words left his mouth, Asriel’s lips curled up in disgust. He turned away immediately, waving a hand dismissively. “Send me back. I’m done with this.”

They ruined it, didn’t they? But still, they didn’t want to lie to him about what they said. It was where their path led. Though, to his request… “It’s going to hurt if I do.” The roots weren’t exactly a painless process.

Asriel scoffed, “I don’t care.”

The Angel’s own snout snapped shut. Cautiously, they lifted a hand. But, before he went, they had to say something. “If it means anything, this talk was… nicer than the others.” It was the only extent of a compliment that they could give. He still prodded at them. He still didn’t quite fold entirely. But, it was better.

“Don’t get ahead of yourself,” Asriel mumbled, but his heart wasn’t in it. He curled in on himself a bit more, still never looking at them. “Just give me time to think.”

Sighing, the Angel twisted their hand, “You know where to find me.”

A sickening crunch coursed through Asriel’s body again.

For a little longer, the Angel sat on the cliffside. Even though it wasn’t theirs to have, they started to recall those phantom feelings of three others here with them.

For a little while, they could think about what could be. They could play with that dangerous urge to try again. They could think of what it would be like if they overstepped their bounds just one more time.

Was it so wrong to want to be more?

Maybe if things were different, they could be.

 


 

They weren’t getting out of the house nearly enough. Frisk knew that. What should’ve been a break from college to hang out with all of their friends ended up turning into a prison. Frisk didn’t mind. Really. Mom needed the extra help. Sometimes, she needed to get out of the house too, but she never left for long. Even though nothing had changed with Asriel, she still was just as worried.

Soon, Frisk’s break from college would be over. The year would turn over, and they’d be right back at it again. Would mom be fine without them? It didn’t seem like it. Frisk didn’t know how much longer this was going to go on for. They could always just take a gap semester, but…

Chara’s voice didn’t even need to appear in their head to tell them that it was all so stupid.

There were many possible solutions, but Frisk didn’t know if taking any of them would work. All of them would probably piss someone off, and they didn’t even know why they cared about that. It wasn’t like the Angel didn’t just go straight through them to get what they wanted, so why were they hesitating so much?

They’d faced impossible odds without the comfort of a save to fall back on. What was one more?

The only way Frisk let themself get fresh air was by climbing out onto the roof. At the very least, if they were needed, they could just go back in through the window. Yeah, they could’ve used the door. Yes, it probably would’ve been smarter to do that. But, people probably wouldn’t be looking up. There was a massive difference between lying defeated on a roof versus their front yard.

Even though the night was cold, it barely bothered them. The extreme temperatures weren’t that bad. Snowdin barely felt like anything, and Hotland might’ve been bad, but not nearly enough to stop them. This… this was nice. Besides, the sky was clear tonight, so they had something to look at while they ran through everything for the thousandth time.

“Heya.”

Frisk didn’t even startle when they heard the familiar voice. Instead, they only leaned their head back. They didn’t need to turn to see Sans sitting in their peripheral vision. If anyone could get on the roof without them noticing, it’d be him. Still, they smiled, choosing to look up at the sky instead. “You’ve been gone for a while.”

“You know me, kid. I’m a busy skeleton.” Sans shrugged, deciding to lean back against the roof with them to look at the sky.

Lightly, Frisk punched his shoulder. It didn’t deal any damage. Even if they did, they knew damn well that he slept enough to make sure that wouldn’t be a problem. Still, they had to ask incredulously, “Kid? Still? I grew out of my stripes already, you jerk.”

Sans’ eye-lights danced towards them, the grin on his face looking a bit more genuine. “Yeah, guess you have, bud. Gotta think of new nicknames.” Again, he looked at the sky. Something was on his mind. Even if he didn’t show it often, he was showing it now. “But y’know, can’t really blame me. It still feels like just yesterday, the barrier broke, and you showed me why you never throw in the towel.”

Hm, in all honesty, Frisk felt the same. They spent so long in the Underground that sometimes, the decade didn’t really feel quite right. After living in the same day for so long, one even passing normally seemed so odd. Frisk’s smile started to fade into a frown. They took to following his gaze to the stars above. Still, they couldn’t take the credit for what happened in the Underground entirely. “Right, I guess you weren’t there for the talk we had. It… wasn’t only me who broke the barrier.”

As if he already knew, he took it in stride. “Yup. But hey, it isn’t bad to rely on your friends every now and then. I heard your flower pal and your uh… other friend helped a lot too. Probably couldn’ta done it if you gave up though, so y’know… I’d say my point still works out.”

Maybe, Frisk could agree it did. It just didn’t feel like persisting right now was doing enough. Still, they didn’t understand one thing. “...Why are you here? You should be with mom right now. She has it a lot worse than me.”

Sans tried to wave a hand like it didn’t matter either way. “Like I said, bucko, I’m a busy skeleton.” But, his hand stopped waving and slowly lowered. His heart wasn’t in it. “But, it must be a lot for everyone though. It’s uh… kinda interesting how fast things can go south, don’t ya think?”

All at once, Frisk’s guard lowered. Distant memories of Sans talking to them in a restaurant flooded their head. The same tone of voice came out of his mouth. Roundabout stories and personal anecdotes that helped him say what he wanted to say still sat with them. So, Frisk asked, “What do you mean?”

“Eh, think about it, pal.” Sans lifted both of his hands before shimmying them under his skull as a pillow. “One day, things are going pretty normal. The days go on. The scariest thing coming up is Mettaton’s concert at the end of the year, heh.” His smile didn’t change with the laugh. “But y’know, one day things go wrong. The world starts changing. No matter how good ya have it, it could all just end without any warning. You get what I’m saying?”

Words from a less happy time creeped into Frisk’s head. He said that while the two of them tried their hardest to kill each other in the Final Corridor. Frisk remembered his threat clearly. One day, suddenly, everything would end. He blamed Frisk for it, but Frisk wasn’t the only one in that fight. It wasn’t hard to tell who Sans was talking about without all of that. “...You’re talking about the Angel, aren’t you?”

Sans glanced away from them. “That’d make me pretty rude, don’t ya think? Still… can’t say the thought hasn’t crossed my skull that they’ve caused a bit of a ruckus. Can’t blame ‘em. I know the feeling of wanting to go back, but sometimes, the only way is forward.” His eye-lights flicked back while he asked, “Just gotta take what you’ve been given… settle down after a while… make some new friends…”

There was an important part to that missing, if Sans thought that he was referring to Frisk in any way. “I’m not so sure that ‘taking what you’ve been given’ worked out for you last time. I proved you wrong on that one.” 

“Eh, you got me there.” Sans broke eye-contact again by looking up and shutting his eye-sockets. “But y’know… your life changed a whole lot after falling into the Underground, right? You couldn’t go back to how things were before, but you got to settle down with some new friends after a while. I just think… our pal here might not be thinking about how much has changed. They’re definitely not making friends, y’know?”

Frisk bristled. Cold air only grew a bit colder. “I’m not… going to convince them to leave their world… their friends behind.” They couldn’t do something like that. If Frisk was asked to give up all of the people they met in the Underground, they didn’t think they’d be able to do it. After so many resets having to make new bonds all over again, they hated the thought of doing that another time. Still… part of them did ache. “...but they’re not making friends. It just feels like no matter how many times I reach out, they just…” Frisk reached out their hands, grasping at nothing before their arms flopped to the side. “...kick me to the curb.”

“Y’know, I’m mostly surprised that you’ve given up,” Sans idly commented, earning an offended head-raise from Frisk. “Thought that if anyone would be able to figure them out or get through to them, it’d probably be you. But uh… you’re here.”

“No thanks to you,” Frisk fired back, rolling over onto their side to entirely face away from him. “Mom needs someone to make sure that she’s taking care of herself too, and you haven’t been around.”

Silence filled the air between the two of them. Whatever Sans was up to with all of that, he didn’t have a joke to play it off with. He didn’t have any anecdotes to dodge out of the way with. No. He just stared at the stars, thinking really hard about the words that Frisk just threw at him.

“Whaddya want me to do, bud?” Sans shuffled, but he didn’t move to look at them. The only part of him that could keep dodging was his eye-lights. But finally, he said something, “They said something pretty weird to me. Y’know… it might’ve been a joke, but it’s pretty bad for my tastes. Pretty specific too, like some of the things you’ve said before.”

Frisk was entering different territory than they were used to. Sans never really talked to them directly, but there were moments where he looked at them with a bit more curiosity than what he let on.

On his own, Sans continued, “They called themself an anomaly, or uh… said I called them that. Thing is, I don’t remember saying something as strange as that.” Sans scratched the top of his head. Frisk didn’t turn their head towards him, but they could feel their body starting to tense up. It made them not realize that Sans had finally turned his head to look at them. “With that expression, you probably know what they were talking about.”

Ever since Frisk gave Sans those stupid codewords, it was never brought up again. There were times when they thought the two of them might finally talk about it. Early on, when Frisk started using their power on the surface, Sans would sometimes check in on them at weird times to make sure everything was fine. He… stopped after a while, but they always wondered why Sans never asked them. That time… must’ve finally come to an end.

“Why the long face, bucko? It’s no big deal to me. Considering how happy everyone is on the surface, I think you did a pretty good job.” Was he… talking to them normally? Sans kept staring at them, analyzing while he talked. “You did the right thing, no matter how tough things got. There’s a lotta people who can’t say the same thing.” 

Frisk didn’t believe him. After so long, in a random conversation after a decade, he was just… finally bringing it up? “Why… are you bringing this up now?” Frisk could just set this conversation back if they needed to. Sans already proved that he didn’t remember things, but they worried that they wouldn’t be able to hide this from him the next time he came around. “If you knew I’ve been setting things right for this long, then why are you only talking to me about it now?”

“Well, when ya see something that sends a chill up your spine, you can’t really just turn a blind eye-socket anymore. Done that too many times,” Sans chuckled before tracing some of the constellations in the sky with his mittened finger. “But uh… if you really wanna know why I haven’t been around, it’s pretty simple: If a guy like me tried to share some stuff, other people would try to fix it. That’d put ‘em in harm’s way. Not really a fun deal, is it?”

But again, his words stayed just out of reach. He talked circles around them. Frisk crossed their arms, sitting up to look at the skeleton. “You better have a really good explanation for upsetting mom.”

Sans didn’t seem fazed at all. Instead, he just shut his eye-sockets, avoiding Frisk’s gaze entirely. “Well, what do you think she’d do if I told her about our new pal that’s been missing for a while? She’d go after them herself… probably try to get her own answers… might even get hurt. Am I wrong?” One of his eye-sockets opened, waiting for confirmation.

No. He wasn’t. Frisk turned away, remembering the phantom pain of a gash carving across their chest. The Angel struck with fury that broke them in an instant. And somehow, Frisk knew that they were lucky that it was them. What would happen to a monster hit with a blow like that? They… almost got their answer with Asriel, but the Angel did something else to him. They were there… still hiding a piece of them deep within him.

The thought crossed their mind a few times if they could do it again… to anyone. Frisk’s hand brushed over their chest, commands still echoing in their head from when the Angel decided that time was up.

Mom going after the Angel would be terrible, but Frisk still didn’t understand why Sans used that as an excuse to dodge her. “You could still be there to comfort her! Or check in! Or just be a friend!” Over the past few weeks, everyone else had checked in at least once. Asgore stopped doing that recently, but… “Why are you telling me all of this if you think someone’s going to get hurt?”

Sans’ smile slightly receded. “‘Cause you’re the kinda person who doesn’t give up. I’d love to handle it, but y’know…” He looked off to the side again away from Frisk. “No matter how much I try to talk to ‘em, they shrug me off. Maybe it’s a poor excuse for being lazy, but I don’t think there’s anything I could say that’d solve all this.”

And that was another thing that Frisk didn’t understand. Sans wasn’t there to comfort Toriel. If Papyrus was to be believed, then he wasn’t really around at all. Did he just… think the best way to solve this was to go after the Angel and leave everyone else behind? That seemed too strangely direct. He was never that direct. Him even being here now was far too direct.

Frisk tried to keep their expression neutral. “Why do you care so much if I go after them?” Usually, he wouldn’t make such suggestions so blatantly. “I’m needed here. We might… figure out a way to fix this without needing them involved.” Alphys was smart. Maybe… maybe she’d figure something out. Frisk knew that the possibility was incredibly slim, but if it would get Sans to say anything…

“It’s like I said before, bud… but maybe this’ll help…” He sat up, deciding instead to gesture at the large mountain looming in the distance. “Back in the Underground… we did a lot to see the sun again. No one bat an eye about humans dying when they went down there. Monsters were desperate, and if your soul was taken… this world woulda been a whole lot worse. When people get desperate… they’re willing to do some pretty bad things.” He shoved his hands in his pockets, hunching over just a bit. “I wonder what’d happen if someone like them got desperate enough?”

Frisk had an answer. They watched the Angel turn everyone within their vicinity into lost souls. They watched the Angel put a piece of their own soul within Asriel. They felt a knife carve across their chest.

“And I can tell ya, bud… one day, they’ll realize there’s no way back. They’ll realize there’s only one more way forward. And when that happens…” Sans leaned back again, gesturing up to the starlit sky. “All of this is gonna end.”

“How do you know?” It could be his reports. It could be what he assumed would happen. But, even though the Angel nearly brought the world to its brink, they didn’t go through with it. “You thought things would go bad before I fought Asgore, and I proved you wrong there.”

Sans let out an actual, genuine sigh despite having no lungs. “With all we know about ‘em, do you really think this is gonna end well?” His eye-lights became unfocused. “I gave up trying to go back for a reason, bud. I just hope none of you gotta find out the hard way.” Slowly, he pushed himself up from the roof tiling, stretching out his bones like he actually needed it. “Welp, I’m gonna catch Grillby’s before it closes.”

And just like that, he pulled away again. Frisk frowned, standing up on their own like they had a way to keep him here. “What are you even asking me to do? I’m not leaving mom, and I’m not… just going to beat them up.” 

Truthfully, they’d thought of ways to change things. The Angel appeared when battle was engaged, but no one wanted to try that again. Subjecting Asriel to that again wasn’t something mom wanted either. However, there was one more idea…

A traitorous, dangerous idea had sprouted in their mind the longer they were confined to the walls of this house.

“I thought of… trying to make the Dark World that they made. I’m sure I could figure it out, and if anything would bring them running, it’d be-”

“Uh don’t-” Sans uncharacteristically interrupted them before immediately relaxing like he hadn’t done that. “I wouldn’t do that, bud. Messing with those never does anyone any good. Our new pal already has that covered.”

Of course, he’d only provide them with information on what he thought they SHOULDN’T do. Classic. Frisk pinched the bridge of their nose. “So what? You just want me to corner and fight them, right? I’m not just going to punch my way through this!”

“Now when did I say that? You’re way better at getting through thick skulls than anyone else, bucko. That’s why I came to you.” He winked, but after how distant he’d been, Frisk couldn’t take it seriously at all.

In fact, something sparked in their own soul. Before he could leave, their mouth twisted. “You know what I really care about right now? That mom has one genuine friend that has her back.” Really, they’d be happy to go and handle the Angel. They’d be happy to throw themself into danger again. They’d be happy to do all of that, but they knew better than to just let their mom watch her own kid suffer. “She doesn’t need you to give her a solution. She doesn’t need for you to tell her about how the world’s gonna end. All she needs is just to know someone’s there!” 

Sans stuffed his hands into his pocket, shutting his eye-sockets so that he didn’t have to look at their face. “Huh… maybe you’ve got a point.” As soon as the eye-sockets reopened, his grin grew with a shrug. “Who knows what’s gonna happen soon. Might as well make the most of it, y’know? I’ve done all I can do.” He pivoted on his heel, turning towards the open window that Frisk climbed out of. “Snowdin’s pretty nice this time of year.”

They blinked, and the moment their eyes opened, Sans was gone again.

Why did that make Frisk’s soul feel rotten? They stared at the open window for a while before finally sighing. Normally, their talks with Sans were nice! He was laid back! Calm! Happy to be on the surface! Frisk could always talk to him, even if he wasn’t all that direct! Was he so worried about this that he fell back on his old ways that easily?

Frisk had been asking why a lot lately. Why would the Angel not take any single extended hand despite Frisk trying over and over again? Why would Sans just show up to try to offload the entire problem onto Frisk when they were already worrying about it? Why was Chara still deciding to refuse every single attempt to talk to their own mother despite how often mom looked at Frisk like she expected something?

For a while longer, Frisk stayed on the roof. Mostly confining themself to the house made it difficult to talk to anyone… or even hang out for long without feeling dirty. Noel was home for the holidays too, but Frisk barely visited on account of knowing where they were needed. One of their few confidants, Flowey, was currently paralyzed in bed with no way to communicate. Every time they tried to talk with mom, she looked through them to someone else. That “someone else” only ever came out to talk when it was to remind Frisk about everything they weren’t doing.

And of course, Chara decided to make their presence finally known. “It is not out of malice, Frisk. You must understand that Sans has made the same point that you have been reminded of repeatedly. You cannot ignore the threat currently being posed.”

Something boiling in Frisk’s veins finally hit a breaking point. It surged through their body. Their fingernails dug into their skin. They’d been trying so, so hard this whole time to be the one person that didn’t lose it. They’d been trying so hard to shield everyone else from having to deal with the Angel upending everything. Now, just this once, they slipped. “Am I the only one who isn’t allowed to be scared?”

Memories kept flashing through their head. They kept replaying that moment over and over again where they put a hand on the Angel’s shoulder. They kept remembering their save-point being crushed and destroyed. And yet, they couldn’t shake off that guiding presence that once helped them through the Underground. They couldn’t get rid of that weariness that wasn’t their own when the barrier finally broke.

Frisk dragged fingernails through their hair, and they only managed to clamp down their voice by virtue of pacing on the uneven surface. “You and Flowey got infinite… INFINITE grace to face your parents on your own terms. I’ve tried everything in my power to make sure it stays that way! I’ve lied to mom while she suffers! I’ve caused more pain and suffering to protect both of you, and you can’t even let me decide how I handle the Angel on my own???”

Shock that wasn’t Frisk’s own coursed through their system, but it didn’t stay for long. Rage equally began to push back against their own. “You would not be in this predicament had they not been allowed to run loose and sabotage everything. You will not place your inaction on the one person who told you this would happen.”

Oh, so it all came back to the fact that Frisk dared to try. They dared to look into the silver light covering that face and tell it that everything would be okay! Shame on them, they guessed! “Why are you mad, Chara? You don’t even have to deal with these consequences! You get to sit back behind me whenever you want, and the moment you do, guess who’s dealing with it?” Every time Frisk thought they had a foothold with the Angel, Chara would always be there to strip it all away to try to prove some point! 

“You treat all of this like it is only your burden to bear! What of your friends? What of your world? Your allies have made it clear now what will happen should you still refuse to act when you need to.” Chara poked and prodded over and over again, and they refused to yield any single thing to Frisk in the slightest. “If you will not listen to the ghost in your head, then listen to the friend who has studied this anomaly extensively. I cannot believe that I am saying this, but listen to Sans for once.”

One body. They were one body, and yet they felt both their own rage as well as Chara’s equally. It made them want to hit something. They managed to grit their teeth, slowly lowering themself into a seated position before they kicked a hole through the tiling. It was difficult to think in the way that Frisk needed to in order to speak with Chara. They wanted to yell. They wanted to scream. And yet, they could only keep their mouth shut while that rotten feeling festered.

Frisk managed. Just like they always had, they managed. “Try being the person who needs to fix everything. Try being the person who has to face an impossible task. It’s not easy, Chara! I’m trying!”

“You know well that I already have. Do not speak to me of needing to fix everything. And yet, despite the complexity of your task, you have not even taken the first step.” Chara’s presence within Frisk grew just a bit, rippling out through their body uncomfortably. “Stop playing nice.”

“Why should I stop?” Frisk had every right to do so. They knew that if this got worse, they’d have to. “I’ve left it to be your choice over and over again whether you want to be seen. The one choice that I want to make is suddenly a problem to you?”

“The two are not similar in the slightest.”

Frisk’s hands balled into fists, scraping against the roof tiles. The stress of all of the weeks long gone finally started to spill forth entirely. “I’m just as scared of messing it all up as you are! You have no idea how much I wanted to get to know them. You have no idea how scared I was to make a good impression with one person that I never actually got to know in the Underground! You have no idea how terrified I was that they’d throw me to the side like I’m some kind of roadblock!” And they had. Frisk was a roadblock, one that had to be moved out of the way through force. They tried. They tried! Every single time, they tried, and someone had to mess it all up!

“And yet you spare them the consequences for doing so while taking it out on me?” Chara scoffed inwardly, but the noise came out of Frisk’s mouth. “Your frustration has a target that has willingly committed each and every one of those fears against you.”

Maybe, it did. Maybe, the Angel would’ve seen Frisk as an obstacle no matter what they did. If only they ever got the chance to find that out on their own.

“What consequences do you even want for them?” Frisk questioned through their rage. “Kill them? They’d come back. They’d break my save-point too! I don’t even know if I could swing at them! Do you want them to stand up in front of everyone and admit what the three of us did?”

Chara’s anger only grew. “I expect them to fix the damage they have caused.”

How vague. How absolutely, unequivocally vague. Even when Asriel was still Flowey, Chara loathed the Angel. This wouldn’t stop if it was all fixed. This wouldn’t stop with whatever Chara wanted to happen. Frisk laughed, “So when I go down there, I bet you’re just going to decide that now it’s your turn to talk, and they’ll disappear again with nothing to show for it!” 

“You wouldn’t be interrupted if you were honest with yourself for a single moment.”

What did Chara not understand about this? Neither of them could beat someone with the power to save and load through force! They’d done this multiple times now! The only way through to Asriel was by reaching out! Why on earth would antagonizing them further work?

It made Frisk unable to do anything. They couldn’t act, because their choices could be ripped out from under them whenever someone got angry enough.

Snowdin. Frisk could go to Snowdin and risk the one chance they had before the Angel vanished all over again. They had one chance to set all of this right. Chara wouldn’t listen to reason. Sans didn’t even offer to hang around. Frisk didn’t know when they were going to get a chance to do it.

Undyne and Alphys were still available. Even though Asgore and Toriel had a limit to how long they were able to remain civil, that limit had far extended. Frisk just… didn’t know if they wanted to even poke that right now. Papyrus would always be a safe bet, but for some reason lately, he’d been saying that he was busy with an audible wink. All that Frisk needed was a window… a single chance to set this right… with no one else in their way.

“And what are you going to do when they spit in your face again?” Chara questioned, unamused with their train of thought.

Frisk didn’t know. But whatever happened, they wanted it to be their choice.

They just didn’t know how.

Then again, there was a way for the two to be separate, even if only for a moment. It wouldn’t help much. Chara would antagonize the Angel regardless. If the Angel really did have a Dark World like Sans implied, then maybe…

Maybe there was hope for one more chance after all.

 


 

For once, the rudimentary arena in the Dark World wasn’t being occupied by Darkners. The Angel managed to convince them not to watch either by virtue of the training being… well… training. Half of them would probably call out for actual fighting, which Papyrus strictly had not allowed either of them to do yet. Both the Angel and Suzy were still being drilled, but he wished to see their capabilities in the Dark World.

The Angel manifested actual, non-sentient dummies for this one. It was a tad odd to be practicing against dummies when the Angel typically tried to spare them on principle, but this was what they were for. There were no ghosts inhabiting them, and the need to fight needed to be demonstrated.

Papyrus grinned, tapping his rapier against both dummies before getting out of the way. “Ranged attacks! Show me how both of your bullet patterns manifest!”

Suzy and the Angel both prepared Rude Buster instantly, glancing at each other when familiar magic crackled at the end of her hatchets and their axe. Slashing her hands down in an X, Suzy’s Rude Buster launched outward at the same time as the blast of energy swept off of the Angel’s axe. Both dummies were struck, holding in place but being knocked back ever-so-slightly.

Blinking for a moment, Papyrus gasped, “Wowie! The two of you have similar magic typing! This could allow for team synergy!!!” He cleared his throat when he realized he got ahead of himself. “If you have any others, show me!”

The echoes of Suzy’s axes could still form down here. Every time she slashed with her hatchets, she could still create bullet patterns with the blades. Her magic evolved into allowing her to actually throw the weapons and summoning them back. It wasn’t as much of an evolution as other monsters received notably, but she did get Rude Buster down here.

The Angel tried to show off their own abilities. Summoning weapons to their hands down here did become far easier. They barely had to focus on a memory before the weapons simply appeared. They would mourn the usefulness of Alphys’ pouch, but perhaps it would come in handy if they ever couldn’t summon. They had… a few ranged versions of magic. The Angel flicked Ralsei’s scarf over their shoulder before placing their palms together. Fire danced before erupting across the dummy.

However, Papyrus found the most fascination with their slashes. “You say that these are instantaneous?”

“Not quite.” The Angel slashed again to demonstrate. A red gash formed over the dummy before the attack properly hit. “It has been blocked before. It… is slightly delayed.”

“Fascinating…” Papyrus rubbed his chin for a moment before raising a finger. “However! I have noticed that… erm… both of your attack patterns are rather direct?”

Suzy let both of her hatchets vanish into thin air in favor of crossing her arms. “Duh. If I wanna beat up the person in front of me, I might as well get to the point.”

A bead of sweat dripped down Papyrus’ forehead. “Er… while I suppose that is true… direct attacks tend to be entirely predictable! If you were to throw one of your hatchets directly at me multiple times during a fight, I would know what to expect!” Papyrus summoned an array of bones behind him by lifting his arms. The Angel hadn’t seen how his magic expanded yet, or if it expanded at all. “That is why bullet patterns are important! You arrange your magic in such a way that your opponent can and will mess up!”

Again, the Angel reminded him. “I don’t think I can. All of my spells… are just direct attacks like that.” The knife was different, but it was as direct as things got. Soul modes also had a similar issue. “I can be unpredictable with soul-magic, but I’m out of luck for bullet patterns.”

“...Are you???” Of course, Papyrus would challenge them on that. At the very least, he wanted to see if they could try. “Attempt to summon one of your weapons at a distance! Near your dummy! Suzy, attempt the same!”

The Angel didn’t know how to focus on a weapon like that. Instead, while trying to focus on materializing a sword next to the dummy, they watched Suzy. She’d done this before, because an axe appeared next to the dummy and swung on its own, nearly chopping the thing’s head off if it didn’t have a metallic pole in the middle.

Immediately, Papyrus congratulated her. “Well done, Suzy! Try summoning more simultaneously! Try to imagine what a difficult attack to dodge would be like!”

The last time the Angel successfully did this, they had a Shadow Crystal in their grasp. While they could reach for it, they needed to know how to do this on their own. When nothing manifested, they turned to Suzy and whispered, “How do you do that?”

Surprised that she was being asked, Suzy startled before scratching the back of her head. “Uh… I just kinda do? I dunno how to explain it. It’s like… just trying to slash the axe, but it’s over there instead.” Suzy managed to get four axes into the air at once in a square around the dummy. All four twitched at different times before lashing out in order. She was learning quickly.

The Angel hoped that summoning their weapons in the Light World would expand their arsenal here. Instead, they were struggling with being able to create even a single bullet separate from themself.

“Perhaps we can focus your efforts elsewhere!” Papyrus exclaimed, “Your abilities appear to require specific action! Being unpredictable with how and when you use your magic is also equally as important! Perhaps, more advanced techniques may still originate from you instead of at range!”

Problem was, the Angel had already tapped into more advanced abilities. Rude Buster could be angled in order to catch someone off-guard. Kris’ sword could slash with speed that no one would expect. Ralsei’s fire could create a hail of damage that could scarcely be avoided. To demonstrate, the Angel drew their sword, slashing twice in quick succession in a blur.

Papyrus hummed, snapping his mittened fingers. “Still quite direct… but perhaps we need to once again work to your strengths! You do have a versatile attack set, which means that perhaps it is possible to combine them!” He tapped the dummy once more before stepping back. “Attempt to combine the spells of two of your weapons! There is no wrong answer!”

The Angel removed their dagger from their belt, seeing as it was one of their stronger attacks. It wasn’t quite… a spell like Papyrus said, but it had an ability. At the same time, the scarf around the Angel’s neck started to flutter. Normally, only one weapon would be active at a time. They could only call on one’s strength before the other spells slipped out of their grasp.

However, with the memories becoming clearer in their mind, they found it easier to balance both.

Golden flames erupted from their dagger. The Angel slashed at the dummy, and instead of a thin cut forming across its body, fire erupted from the gash that the Angel carved. Their eyes went wide while the dagger became slack in their hand.

“Wonderful!!!” Papyrus clapped his hands before hastily patting out the fire that the Angel created. “Try again! Perhaps, you can wield other aspects of yourself in a similar way!”

Now, Suzy stopped to watch them with a grin on her face. The Angel tried not to feel the pressure, but the dagger felt like an easy place to start. One thing… could be quite useful. Their light had always been something uncontrolled. While they’d learned to blast it once against Asriel, it usually fanned out from their soul. What if…

The Angel summoned the light from within their soul. With it, they’d managed to form wings one time. They managed to shape its form. Again, they tried to grasp for some core part of themself. It was difficult to bend unlike the darkness around them, but they tried regardless. It channeled from soul to vessel to blade. The blade of their horned dagger began to shimmer with a silver light while the Angel slashed once more.

Similarly to Ralsei’s fire, the silver light appeared across the dummy. For just a moment, the Angel thought they didn’t see the dummy anymore. However, when the slash ended, it was still the dummy that they created.

This… could be useful.

Practice continued. Papyrus gave Suzy more and more pointers on her bullet-patterns. Despite the drain that Rude Buster had on her, she started using it as a finisher in some of her patterns to try to catch someone off-guard. The Angel swapped to Kris’ sword and Suzy’s axe a few times, seeing what they could do with X-slash and Rude Buster. Rapidly slashing with an element was one thing. Sending out multiple Rude Busters at once was another. They had far less luck using light with their other weapons considering that… ended up causing Red Buster instead, but the advanced version of Fireshock made them cancel the spell early on account of it sending fire everywhere.

Thankfully, Papyrus shielded both Suzy and himself with bones. The Angel understood more and more why Ralsei was slightly scared of his own fire magic.

Eventually, Papyrus was satisfied by their progress. “Well done! While I do not think the two of you are yet ready to begin sparring with each other or me… we are but one step away!” He flourished the cape that was far longer in the Dark World with a happy grin on his face. “There will be times where your opponents will not accept mercy! The idea of an actual battle is to wear down your opponent! To gain time to talk things out and reach a better conclusion! However, there will be times when this does not work!”

Sheepishly, the Angel raised a hand. When Papyrus pointed at them, they mentioned, “I… do have a Pacify spell for that. When an enemy gets tired, I can just…” They gestured to the scarf. “...put them to sleep?”

“A wonderful ability to have! However, what if your opponent does not tire?! What if your opponent will not accept your attempts at reaching a better conclusion right this very moment?! We would not want to truly hurt anyone!” Papyrus glanced over at Suzy when she snickered, his lower jaw jutting out slightly in faux annoyance. “Perhaps more importantly to you, when sparring, you would not wish to hurt each other!”

Immediately, Suzy’s laughter stopped. She took one glance at the Angel before actually straightening up and waiting for Papyrus to explain.

And explain he did. “I plan to teach the both of you how to hold your magic back just enough to prevent something terrible from happening! If your opponent is too weak to fight, then they will give in! However, it is… possible for any monster’s attacks to accidentally bring too much harm!” A few bones rose from the ground, designed to be attacks that would harm when hit. However, when Papyrus placed a hand against one of them, the magic didn’t even crackle.

The Angel remembered this. Of all the monsters in the Underground, Papyrus was one of the only ones who never killed them no matter how hard they tried. Toriel even could by mistake. A boss monster had less refined control over her magic than Papyrus, and that still rattled them a bit. Still, they didn’t think their attacks were going to work that way. “I still use physical weapons. Is that really going to work?”

“Your intent shapes your attacks! Even if you are wielding a weapon or fighting someone that is not a monster, how you decide to place a strike still matters!” Holding out a hand, he requested, “Suzy! An axe, if you would be so kind!”

“Uh… okay.” She summoned one of the hatchets to her hands before tossing it his way.

Expertly, Papyrus snatched the weapon before launching into another explanation, pointing out the handle and the base. “The blade is not the only part of your weapon! While it may be unwieldy, learning how to attack with the less dangerous aspects of your weapon can prevent your opponents from being too harmed! Your magic, on the other hand, is based around your intent! The power of your strikes is fueled by your emotional state, and you must learn to control it!”

It… would be useful. Pacify was a versatile spell, but actually getting an enemy tired was a difficult task. Stronger foes didn’t tire. If the Knight didn’t tire on its own, then when would the Angel end the battle? They…

The Angel remembered the rage that bubbled up every time they thought about the Knight. They recalled the exact moment Kris’ hand was severed from their wrist, a blackened blade mercilessly taking away one of their only dreams.

No matter how much they wanted to destroy the Knight, they made a promise to be better. Their friends were alive. They were alive, and the Angel needed to make sure that this was ended without more pain. If they could learn to control the damage they inflicted, then perhaps there would be hope. Of course, Dark Worlds were strange. How much the Angel needed to harm someone for their attacks to become fatal… they didn’t know.

“Teach me how,” the Angel asked, ready to go for another round. “Please.”

“Very well! However, do be warned! Perfecting this skill is incredibly difficult! It is more than likely that you will struggle, and it is more a practice of the soul rather than one that you will be able to physically understand!” Papyrus drew his rapier, this time stepping in front of the dummies. “Now, you will begin to attack me! Do not worry! Should I believe your attack will be too much, I will block!”

The dagger left the Angel’s hands immediately. Suzy summoned her own hatchet back to her hand, but she stared at it with nothing but worry. Huh. She must’ve finally taken a shine to Papyrus if she wasn’t instantly throwing a hatchet at his head.

Likewise, the Angel started cycling through their weapons. Perhaps… the crook would be the safest. They couldn’t cast spells with it. In all honesty, it was far more of a defensive weapon used to block or trip up a foe. However, it made them more comfortable  to begin with.

Taking a deep breath, the Angel lunged at Papyrus, trying to hold back everything that they could.

As they visualized the window to attack, the Angel purposefully struck far away from where they were supposed to. Papyrus barely moved from the hit, but he beamed like they’d done something correct. Right… they’d always known how to reduce damage with weapons, but… Papyrus wanted a bit more. “Try that again, but with one of your spells!”

The Angel weighed their options between Rude Buster and Fireshock. Rude Buster dealt far more damage in one, concentrated blast. Fireshock fanned outward to hit multiple targets, but it was… fire. The Angel could try the dagger, but the thought put a pit in their stomach.

Summoning the power of their scarf, the Angel brought Fireshock out. They didn’t want to hurt him. They didn’t want to hurt Papyrus. Out of everyone, they didn’t want to hurt him.

Flames blasted out from behind the Angel’s cloak, soaring towards Papyrus. Instead of actually hitting him, the flames diverted away.

“Hah!” Suzy laughed before tugging on their scarf. “Guess you can control those stupid flames after all. Just gotta figure out how!” 

Papyrus echoed it just as much. “An accurate observation, Suzy! I am sure that over time, as you get more comfortable, you will be able to more consciously have control!!! However… you do er… have to hit me for the lesson to work! Evasive maneuvers are one thing, but learning how to strike steadily is another!”

No matter what, this was going to be a long training session. The Angel readied themself to try again.

 


 

At the start of the fourth week, the Angel had a nightmare of their own.

They didn’t even see it in detail when everything went so wrong. After all, the moment Kris lost their hand to a Knight that should’ve known not to hurt them, the Angel still had a degree of separation. When Susie fell, and the Angel’s soul emerged from the Titan, that was when it began. 

The Angel’s mind tried to remember what precisely happened in between.

Instead, when they tried to breathe, water entered their lungs.

Their soul still moved. It tried desperately to help Ralsei while he turned to stone. And yet, they could barely think. The base-instinct remained to help, even as blackened water filled their body. They coughed the last of the air within it, bubbles rising up while their vessel started to take form.

Kris slowly bled from their wounds on the stone of the bridge. Susie lay in a heap in the crater the Titan’s hand made. Ralsei slowly turned to stone, watching while their soul slowly started to crack.

They didn’t know when they finally drowned.

Even now, they never really knew.

The winds howled while the Angel stared at a past that had been fixed. They never knew what happened beyond this point, only that their friends made it to safety. How much pain had those three endured? As the Angel stared at Ralsei in their vessel, they wondered just how much longer it would be again. 

What would they become if it happened again?

“Hey idiot.” A voice that shouldn’t be here cut through the winds, equally annoying and grounding at the same time. “If you don’t like the dream you’re currently in, just change it. You’d think you’d know this by now.”

Even though they didn’t need the reminder, the voice cutting through distanced them. It pulled them ever-so-slightly away from the sensations of the nightmare. And yet, even though they knew what it was, even though they knew that this wasn’t real anymore, they couldn’t look away. They were gaining strength to make sure this never happened again. They would be arriving soon to make sure that the Roaring ended. It wouldn’t happen again.

All of their friends were going to live. The prophecy wasn’t going to have its way.

“Booooring,” Asriel practically shouted, grating the Angel’s thoughts and sending them to a halt. “Come on, you’ve gotta have like… sooooo many memories that aren’t them quite literally dying, right? Just pick one, stupid!”

The Angel hooked onto the first thing they thought of, and the world tilted.

In an instant, the Angel was suddenly within Waterfall. Asriel stood next to them, unimpressed while piano music drifted through the air. However, he did look to the source of the commotion, spotting two, white-furred figures on the piano stool. One of them had the Angel’s signature light and wings, and Asriel immediately clocked what was going on. “Aw, look at you! A body snatcher from day one!”

The Angel finally sucked in a breath by pure accident. Maybe they meant to scoff at him. Maybe they meant to say something. When they opened their mouth, they finally realized they weren’t breathing, and their brain tried to catch up. They gasped for air, coughing like there was still water in their lungs.

Just a dream. Not real. They probably didn’t even need to breathe. And still, they clutched at their throat for a second while Asriel watched them.

There was no pain. There was no water. They weren’t drowning.

Slowly, the Angel breathed in again. They managed to finally get it all under control, properly rising to their feet while Asriel silently watched them. He looked smug about something, but he wasn’t looking at them. Still, even with his prior comment, the Angel did say, “Thanks for that.”

“Never say that again.” Asriel whirled around immediately, not dwelling in the thank-you for a singular moment. At the very least, they were even now. He found far more interest in Ralsei on the bench, and decided to try to continue his last jab. “But seriously? Is this just like… your schtick? First you pose as Frisk, then this guy, then me? You need to get your own look.”

The Angel clamped their mouth shut before gesturing at their entire, very-golden and red body. It wasn’t that similar anymore. But, fine, they’d introduce the person in the memory. “That’s Ralsei, in case you’re wondering.”

Asriel opened his mouth to say something before he went deep into thought. The Angel heard the mental calculations being done in his head very loudly while he tried to rearrange the letters. When it finally clicked, Asriel glared at them. “You’re kidding.”

Instantly, they summoned their crook to their hand, bonking him over the head. “Leave him alone. You can make comparisons between me and you, but he’s off limits.”

“Jumping in front of the bullet, huh?” Asriel didn’t test his luck, but he did watch the small memory at the piano, walking over to get a closer look at Ralsei’s vague and incomplete face. “Can’t tell why! He doesn’t look that impressive to me! Certainly not worth going through all of the effort of giving up your soul!”

The Angel immediately gripped their crook tighter. “Are we doing this one again? I’m surprised that you’re prying so much about that, considering how willing you were to kill me.” They weren’t sure why he was even concerned about their death at all.

But, maybe he wasn’t. After all, he leaned against the piano, disrespecting the memory entirely. “Oh, I don’t care if you do it or not! I’m so unsurprised that you’re going to get to the end before messing everything up again! You’re aiming for a perfect ending! The big slam dunk! And for some reason, you’re going to throw it away riiiight at the end.”

Why were they even arguing? They already said their piece. Even though he tried to layer it in massive amounts of sarcasm, Asriel was still questioning them about it in the first place. “What I do with my soul is none of your business.” Well, the Angel felt stupid for saying that the moment it left their mouth considering the shard stuck in him. “...After I’m gone.”

“So it is right now is what you’re saying! Great! Then you’re an idiot, plain and simple.” Asriel leaned over to inspect Ralsei’s face closer. “Like, look at this guy! From what you say, he’s a goody two-shoes! Nice, good ol’ innocent little goat who doesn’t know what’s coming. And you, riiiight when all of you are happy, are gonna go out of your way to say ‘All right! Kill me and take my soul now!’” Asriel laughed, but the Angel started seeing something else creeping into his mind. He wasn’t… picturing Ralsei when he said that. 

Still, the Angel didn’t focus on that. Instead, they had to defend themself again. “He does know what’s coming, first of all. Second, I can assure you that the state you’re in right now is not something that he would be happy being in for his entire life.” Besides, the Angel was already always a soul! Them losing their current vessel wouldn’t be that much of a change from everyone else’s perspective! “I’ll still be there. It’ll just be different.”

Asriel’s grin faded for just a second. Then, with a hint of fury behind the shard of the soul in Asriel’s chest, it reignited. “You know, Chara isn’t here. They don’t talk to me. But you know what? You’ll do.” He walked past Ralsei, slowly starting to close the distance in the small room that the two of them were stuck in. “Do you think that clinging to someone’s soul is at all the same? Go on. Tell me that it’s going to mean the same to him.”

The Angel didn’t know what was happening. They gripped their crook tighter, wondering if they would have to defend themself with it. “We were only ever friends when I was a soul. It should mean the same to him.”

“Oh, but it doesn’t.” Asriel continued to smile, taking another step forward. “You wanna know what I realized when I absorbed Chara’s soul? I realized they’d never move again. I’d never see their creepy face again. I’d never hug them again. I’d never hold their hand again. I’d only be able to mimic it in my thoughts, but it’d never be real.” He bared his fangs. “You think that’s the same? You think that it’s equal?”

“I’m willing to sacrifice only a little bit if it means that he gets to truly live.” The Angel didn’t like how small this room was.

“Idiot.” Asriel took two steps forward, growing far more confident. “I wanted to see the sun. I wanted to see the stars they talked so much about. But you know what I wanted most?” He laughed, running claws through the fur on top of his head before his smile entirely vanished. “I wanted to do it with THEM! AT. MY. SIDE!” He lunged forward, the Angel’s crook blocking the way between the two of them. Asriel’s hands gripped it, not trying to push past, but not letting go either while he seethed in their face. “I would’ve spent a million more years in the Underground if it meant that they were still there.”

The Angel’s wing twitched. Instantly, Asriel’s hands loosened against the crook. A wing twitched again. He was forced to take a step back. Over and over, they forced him back onto the other side of the room to prove a point. “Do you think this is a life that he would want? At least as a soul, I’d be able to regulate it, but I can see every thought, emotion, and action you want to take before you even take it.” As soon as he was far enough away, they loosened their grasp on him. “I don’t understand why you’re even going out of your way to tell me this. You hate both of us. We’re both just your ‘cheap copies’. I’d think you’d want us miserable.”

Even though he’d just been controlled, Asriel recovered quickly, shaking his head to get his bearings. Still, a scowl fixated itself on his face. “Oh, don’t flatter yourself. This isn’t for you. I’m not your therapy animal.” The scowl slowly started to die out. It withered and decayed before he finally stopped going on the offensive. “I was just thinking… about your little speech of ‘trying again’...” He gave exaggerated air-quotes for good measure. “...and I figured that if I ever got the chance, I needed to have a spine for once. Turns out, you’re great target practice.”

He had such a way with words.

Still, the Angel was not amused at his insinuation that he was going to get another chance anytime soon. “And what makes you think that’s happening?” Yes, things had become better. Yes, the Angel had a few genuine conversations with Asriel. However, a few things still remained. “I said there’s a way back, but if there is, you’ve only taken one step. You still killed countless Darkners and mock them every single time I bring them up. I have no guarantee that you won’t just make another Dark Fountain the moment you wake up.”

“...Well, it’s good to know that you’re not entirely stupid…” Asriel rolled his eyes. “I know, idiot. I’m well aware that I get to deal with you being annoying for far longer. But, hey, it’s nice to imagine what I’d say to them if I could do it all again!” Another thought that Asriel didn’t voice became too loud, easily scraped off the surface. “Like they’d ever talk to me again.”

“If either of you ever talked, this would be a lot simpler.” The Angel wouldn’t have died on their first day here. Maybe, Flowey would’ve been less emotionally constipated, and he wouldn’t have tried to make a Dark World just to spite them. However, those times were gone. Countless atrocities had already been committed. They were here.

But how would this ever end?

One day, the Angel would leave this world. Soon, hopefully, they would leave this world. They weren’t going to leave a fragment of themself here. One day, they would release Asriel, and this world would pay the consequences regardless of how much they personally believed he improved.

It would be everyone else’s problem.

Something had to change. If they could peel back all of that snark and sass that he loaded it with, the Angel could see that there was something there. There was a flicker of missing someone, and it invaded every single conversation that the two of them were in.

“What would you do to talk to them again?” The Angel questioned, keeping their voice steady. “Would you take it all back?”

Any remaining spark that Asriel had was snuffed out in an instant. “Of course I’d take it all back. But, that was the thing about our special power. It couldn’t go further back than a certain point.” He shook his head, the truth still irking him. “I’d do a whole lot just to know if they hate me now, but I can’t do anything right now, so that doesn’t matter.”

The Angel was making a huge mistake. And yet, they were at a stalemate. They could not be the arbiter of his fate forever, but they couldn’t just release him into the world. There was… still something that they could try. “If Chara ever finally talks to you…” The Angel paid attention to the connection between them before glancing away. “I’ll let you respond.”

Asriel’s gaze snapped towards them. He scoffed in disbelief, “That’s oddly charitable of you. Finally decided you’re tired of little ol’ me?”

Perhaps, they should consider never doing anything slightly nice for him again. The Angel deadpanned, “Yes.”

Asriel mockingly put a hand on his chest. “I’m touched. Really. I thought I was losing my touch.” No. No matter how much he had been slightly easy to talk to the past few conversations, he was still an ass. “Sate my curiosity. Why the change of heart?”

“...Because you’re making the choice to try again.” It was the hardest part, and no matter how much he dressed it up in sass or trying to berate them, he was trying something new. He wanted something new. If there was a way back, then perhaps that meant there was hope for him after all. Still, they knew better than to trust him. They knew better than to shrug off the countless deaths he inflicted on Darkners… and even them. “Pray that you don’t make me regret giving you this.”

“Or what, we’ll have another heart-to-heart?” Asriel tilted his head with his arms crossed, not taking their threat seriously enough.

However, he needed to be reminded of one thing. The Angel’s veil covered their face while they marched up to him, hooking his neck in the crook. “You nearly killed all of my friends by killing me.” He took glee in doing so. He enjoyed the fight, playing with stakes far beyond his understanding. “I’m willing to see the good in you, but I’m not Papyrus. If you try to make a Dark Fountain again, or if you even try to harm me…”

The soul in Asriel’s chest grew brighter. The roots entangled with his body, reminding him of where their last fight went.

“Regardless of the consequences, I will kill you.”

Asriel didn’t move. He stayed perfectly still while the Angel removed their crook from his neck, feeling at the fur that it ruffled. But, instead of remaining quiet and allowing the dream to fade, Asriel muttered, “Yeah. Noted. Geez, you’re a lot more fun when you’re not threatening to kill me.”

They wanted to throttle him. “Have you considered the fact that if you didn’t try to kill me and everyone I loved, then I would be a lot more fun?”

“Never crossed my mind,” Asriel said, and if the Angel couldn’t read his mind, they’d say that he sold the genuineness of that statement incredibly well. “I’ll play by your rules to have one little conversation. It’s not like I’m even looking to start that again anyway.”

While his goals had changed to be centered around Chara, the Angel knew better. “I’ll believe it when I see it.”

Asriel rolled his eyes before beginning to walk out of the memory-room like it actually mattered if he did or not. “Great! Awesome talk! Same time tomorrow?” He asked in a far too chipper voice.

The Angel narrowed their eyes. “I hate you.”

“See? You are more fun to piss off the normal way instead of the murder way!” He waved, waiting for the Angel to send him off. “See you later, idiot!”

Unceremoniously, the Angel lifted their hand, letting the roots take hold of him.

They needed to find a way to stop doing that.

Notes:

TOBY FOX YOU HAVE RUINED ME.

Yeah. Chapter 5 got announced. Can't say I didn't see that one coming. The fic still has a bit to go at the very least, and while I was hoping for a later release, I figured this would happen.

To put it lightly, I'm nervous. Characterization is the big thing that I hope I got right. I'm going to be wrong about a lot of things. It's natural. I just need to be right (or close) about characterization and for Player!Angel to survive.

But, I do need to set some expectations!
1) Yes, the fic will continue
2) No, I am not going to go back and make this ch5 compliant (unless it's super easy), and the direction of the fic will not change due to ch5 information. This includes information such as the prophecy, which is written down in my outline!
3) Please do not be the person who goes "Wow, [thing ch5 revealed] was so obvious! How could you not get it?" when ch5 comes out
4) For the love of god, do not talk spoilers in my comments until at LEAST I've posted another chapter
5) That week where Deltarune releases will likely scramble me. That might be the fabled break week as I recover. If I don't post that Saturday, I died with everyone else.

I have no speculation for ch5. I have decided that speculation can only hurt me, and I need to just play the game and not stress. I will be wrong about a lot. I will be right about hopefully a decent amount. This fic has diverged farrrr from canon at this point other than a brief glimpse of ch5, but that's just how it is. As a writer, I am terrified.

I sincerely hope that you all stick with me until the end. There is some really cool stuff that I haven't yet gotten to pull out.

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Anyway! This chapter! Beating Sans up with a hammer.

Also beating Asriel up with a hammer, but I loved writing his first scene. It was being written when ch5 was revealed, and the bit about trying again is also playing a lot into my fears of ch5 somehow confirming my worst fears about the game true: that it does in fact hate you and I'm making all of the hope up. I choose to hope regardless. If ch5 chooses to break that over its knee and claim our role in the narrative is what the fandom thinks, then I'll keep writing anyway because I enjoy being hopeful actually.

Double Papyrus training sesh. He is including Suzy <3. The Angel is slowly expanding their moveset as time goes on. Always like writing the weird differences that the Angel has. They don't fight in a standard way at all, and their Light World battling is rough at best.

But ough, that final scene with Asriel was difficult to write. The two of them are in a weird position where they're getting into this odd comfort with firing back and forth at each other, but Asriel is so emotionally constipated it hurts. His character voice does not easily match some of the beats that Outline-Me wanted him to hit, which changes things a lot. He's not talking straight (pause) at all. He's a fun as hell character to write because of that, but DAMN you have to watch it to make sure you don't step too far out of character.

Next chapter should be fun. I do my silly little dance. You all will get one more chapter before ch5 releases!

Again, if I don't see some of you again, thank you for coming this far with me. I hope that you stick around. There's a lot more to come.