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When Kageyama asks Hinata to meet him in Tokyo before Hinata departs to Brazil, Hinata expects that Kageyama probably just wants to show off the Ajinomoto National Training Centre with the stupid superior smirk on his face.
So, imagine Hinata's reaction when Kageyama gives him a gift instead.
It's not a grand gift –
"Cheapskate-yama! You're representing JAPAN, now!", Hinata jokingly complains but still opens the small wrapped package excitedly.
It's just a phone case cover but Hinata can’t help the sudden warmth (more specifically, gwahh!!! feelings) spreading throughout his body with this simple gesture from Kageyama.
"Why milk carton, though?".
"No reason. Maybe to remind you to drink more milk".
"Ha.ha.ha...I don't think I can suddenly grow taller now even if I drink more milk, Kageyama-kun".
"Dumbass, of course it's too late for that!". A pause, then Kageyama continues in a firm and unexpectedly kind tone, "It's good for muscle recovery and growth too. I read that playing in the sand requires more endurance than on the normal court. Don't take it lightly just because you are a stamina freak!".
They are currently at the park in front of the training centre, sitting on a bench only few millimetres apart from each other and Hinata's heart is pounding like crazy.
Truth to be told, even though he already decided on his mind about the different path he's about to take, to build everything up steadily step by step without being impatient even though Kageyama would be miles ahead in front of him, there's still lingering thought at the back of his mind about being left behind.
He can’t just erase the anxiousness. After all, from this point on, Kageyama will be meeting stronger, greater and better players on the world stage while Hinata chooses to reset everything and begins from zero again.
Kageyama never shares his opinion about Hinata's drastic decision that shocked everyone else including his own parents and other Karasuno members, so, Hinata has somehow convinced himself that Kageyama probably doesn’t care.
But, it's not true, right? He definitely cares, probably more than Hinata can ever imagine.
"This is very unfair".
"What are you mumbling about, dumbass?".
Hinata turns his head and tries to burn every part of Kageyama in his mind. Even though he still looks boyishly handsome as usual, he's not the same boy Hinata met and spent three years together anymore.
There's no mistaking the different aura Kageyama exuded after his successful debut as professional volleyball player in his first V-League Season last October.
Right now, the person in front of him is not Karasuno High School’s setter, his setter, Kageyama Tobio any longer, but the setter of V-League 2015/2016 champion, Schweiden Adlers.
And in the next few months, not only Japan, but the whole world will discover him too.
It's unfair that there will be so many people who will come to experience the best of Kageyama and celebrate many of his first achievements when Hinata is the one who re-crowned Kageyama into the king he is today with only make-shift sweaty towel on his hand.
Something hot and unpleasant settles deep in his chest just from the thought.
"Are you thinking about some stupid nonsense, again?", Kageyama cocks his head a bit like he is studying Hinata's troubled expression after the long silence stretches between them.
Before Hinata can react, warm fingertips touch his temple, "You aren't sick, right?".
Hinata feels the blush creeping up from his neck to his face and Kageyama's lips quirk up in interest. "Your face is red, but I don't think you are having a fever".
Each word affects him more than the last and it does not help that Kageyama's face is only inches apart from him. Hinata swallows once and licks his lips.
If he just leans closer towards Kageyama, their lips will definitely touch.
But it will be weird to kiss your ex-teammate just because you feel a sudden possessiveness towards him, right?
As it turns out, Hinata's body reacts faster than his mind can catch up because suddenly, he's now pressing against the soft lush of Kageyama's lips.
When he comes to the realization five seconds later, Hinata is horrified with his own action and quickly pulls back.
He closes his eyes as he is too afraid to see Kageyama's own reaction about the surprise kiss.
"Sorry Kage—",
But then, Kageyama is quick to grab Hinata's face in both hands and crushes their mouth together again before Hinata can say anything more.
At first, Hinata is too shocked to respond. His brain is short-circuited because "Can you believe, Kageyama, the Kageyama Tobio, with a single volleyball brain cell is kissing him back !!!!", so, his mouth falls open slightly which Kageyama may consider as an invitation, because then, Hinata is rewarded by Kageyama's tongue sliding and brushing against his, which firstly, it feels weird and ticklish but is fucking everything.
His first kiss is perfect. Hinata can’t wait to write about this in his diary and maybe brags about it to Yamaguchi and even Tsukishima. He wonders if Kageyama will write about this in his secret volleyball journal too because this is a huge milestone for them before reaching adulthood, right?
Kageyama continues to kiss him hard, his lips firm and demanding over Hinata. It makes Hinata wants to be bold and claims Kageyama's mouth back even though he is worried that his amateur skill may turn Kageyama's off.
It's truly unfair that Kageyama is so good at everything including kissing. But then, a sudden thought intrudes his mind and Hinata pulls back.
He looks at Kageyama in the eyes while touching his swollen lips. "That was my first kiss".
Kageyama's own lips parts in surprise and that's all Hinata has to see to confirm his suspicion. Kageyama may be a volleyball prodigy and rising athlete, but he's no fairy-tale prince.
There is no way he can be that good at kissing right from the get-go.
"That was not your first, right?".
"No". Short and precise answer which means he does not want Hinata to probe further about this topic.
Unfortunately for Kageyama, Hinata is not born a quitter.
"Who? One of your fan girls?".
Kageyama makes a disgusted face at the question instead before telling him, "It's not important. Can we go back to kissing?".
Hinata's brown eyes blaze like they are about to catch fire. He looks both dangerous and vulnerable. It has been barely a year since they are not attached to the hips and he already loses many of Kageyama's firsts.
"It's unfair. You stole my first. And I don't have yours.... wait, is this considered cheating?".
"No, you dumbass! Do you think I'm a scumbag? Also, for the record, you stole the kiss from me, first. You and... fuck Oikawa-san are just the same. Does kissing me before leaving Japan is a requirement or something?", Kageyama huffs exasperatedly.
But he's not angry, more like tired and sad. And Hinata prefers better when Kageyama is screaming at him instead of this.
"Oikawa-san, huh? Makes sense", Hinata mutters quietly. He is quite distraught that he is not really shocked by that revelation. More importantly, what does Kageyama mean about Oikawa-san leaving Japan too and how he knows about it?
Hinata wants to ask more but he's aware that Oikawa has always been a sensitive subject towards Kageyama and looking at the setter right now, Hinata's desire to kiss the hurt expression away from Kageyama's face is greater than his meddling habit and intrusive behaviour.
So, he confesses instead, "I don't know about Oikawa-san, but I kiss you because I like you".
Hinata quickly turns his gaze to the grass, which is covered with fallen cherry blossom flowers while rubbing his sneakers together shyly. He sure hopes that his cheeks are not flushed pink like the scenery below him, which also gives him a new realization that they are still outside in a broad daylight and he just kissed Kageyama here, where everyone can see.
There's only silence for a moment until Kageyama taps Hinata's sneakers with the bottom of his own shoes and lightly bumps their shoulders together. The movement brings their separated body closer again until the tips of their fingers overlap with each other's.
Kageyama replies coolly, "I know.... And just in case you are thinking about stupid nonsense again, I kiss you back because I feel the same too".
"Feel what same?", Hinata asks while raising his eyebrows. He's not dense, he just wants to hear it from Kageyama own mouth.
Kageyama winces and pouts. That damn pout.
"You know.... what it is".
"Nope. You said I'm an idiot, right Kageyamaaa-kun?".
"Shit...", Kageyama swears and when he sees Hinata's expecting eyes, he sighs again and ends up biting his tongue and tripping over his own words.
"I.... life, likr, like you too".
Hinata laughs out loud. Seriously, is the Japan Volleyball Association really committed in making this guy as their spokesperson?
Although, he also understands why Kageyama is chosen.
Kageyama may be brash and rude, also most importantly a bigger idiot than Hinata, but he's also so, so endearingly honest and genuine and passionate and handsome and cool and pretty cute especially when he pouts and amazing and—
Hinata's skin may be tingly due to the chilly breeze and the warm sun on his face, but he is highly aware why everything inside him is buzzing and on edge. He wants something from Kageyama.
He wants to kiss him again.
He wants Kageyama to touch him more.
He wants to touch him back.
He wants to be the first one who touches Kageyama in the places where no one else, not even Oikawa-san has ever reached.
But, what if they already—
Hinata scrambles to his feet, feeling ashamed with his train of thoughts. He's doing things backward. What he shall do and focus now instead is to catch up to Kageyama. Everything else can wait.
But what if Kageyama gets sick of waiting—
This is bad. The longer he spends time with Kageyama before leaving, the greedier he becomes.
Hinata clears his throat. "Sorry Kageyama. I probably should go back now. I promise to take Natsu to this one newly opened restaurant for dinner".
Kageyama frowns. "Running away and a liar too? Because Natsu texted me to treat her onii-chan with a nice dinner in Tokyo"
Hinata blinks. "Since when did you have Natsu’s number?".
He ignores the other accusations and asks the more pressing question instead. Kageyama does visit Hinata’s home multiple times before to be acquainted with his sister but he doesn’t know they are that close to exchange text messages.
"Since she asked me to set for her. Like brother like sister, I guess", Kageyama chuckles fondly.
Hinata's heart and stomach do a weird flip. Kageyama always has this uncanny ability of saying things that Hinata least expected.
“Are you really going to leave like this?”, Kageyama questions again and when Hinata still averts his gaze after being caught lying like that, Kageyama stands up from the bench and already towers over Hinata in a second.
Fuck Kageyama and his stupidly long model legs.
“Why are you mad? I don’t understand”.
Kageyama is very close now but Hinata is too embarrassed and ashamed to lift up his face and meet Kageyama’s eyes, so, he just stares at Kageyama’s chest in front of him.
Fuck Kageyama and his stupidly broad chest.
“If it really bothers you that you are not my first kiss, then you can have my other’s first”.
Fuck Kageyama and –, wait what? –
Hinata snaps his head up so fast hearing the offer, that he almost hit Kageyama’s chin.
“Ah”, Kageyama says. “I guess you really only like me because of my body”, he teases in a tone that is far more suggestive that it shall have been while rubbing his chin with his stupidly long and attractively slender fingers.
Hinata stammers trying to find excuses for himself. Fuck, does he really say all of those things out loud.
But then, he takes in the playful smirks on Kageyama’s usually stoic and scary face, and Hinata never wants anything more right at that moment.
So, he swallows his pride and drawls, “Yeah, I want your body so bad it’s driving me crazy to leave without having you for myself”.
A heart-stopping silence and Kageyama isn’t grinning anymore. He leans down and with his breathe ghosts over Hinata’s ears, he replies or more like challenges Hinata to, “Well, come and get it then”.
Hinata is currently freaking the fuck out in Kageyama's apartment room.
He hears the sound of shower running in the bathroom and considers his options. He can leave right now and never turns back until he boards his flight to Brazil this Saturday.
Kageyama already said he wouldn't be coming to the airport since he will be busy with the national training camp to prepare for the upcoming Rio Olympic and the setter will also depart to America next week for some overseas practice match, so, if Hinata just disappears now, both of them can pretend this arrangement never happened and maybe eventually even forget about it later.
There's 0.1 percent that Kageyama will chase after him, right?
But then Hinata's eyes flicker to the plastic bag on the coffee table, full with the necessary things they bought earlier to prepare for this occasion and his whole face flushes.
He takes a deep breath and tries to contemplate the second, which is the more intriguing option instead.
He can just stay and wait patiently until Kageyama finishes his shower (what takes him so long, anyway?), and then, maybe, just maybe when Kageyama comes out, they can continue their talk earlier and if Kageyama really means what he said, then they can spend the rest of evening exploring each other's —
Hinata blushes again just thinking about it. Surely, Kageyama isn't serious, right?
Just then, Hinata hears the click sound of the door opening and Kageyama comes out from his long shower looking like as good as new.
The towel he’s wearing is hanging low around his waist exposing his toned and lean abs. Playing as a professional volleyball player and national team representative is really doing wonder to Kageyama’s muscles because his body is much sturdier than he was a year ago.
The heat of desire rushes into Hinata’s face. Of course, this is not the first time he has seen Kageyama half-naked in front of him. But, back then even when he realized he harboured some kind of sexual attraction towards guys and girls of his age and more specifically towards Kageyama who appeared in his wet dream at the end of his second years of high school, there were always other people around them for Hinata to entertain any lewd thoughts.
But right now, there are only two of them in this room. And Kageyama is more than willing to –
“Thought you are going to run away again”, Kageyama breaks the silence in his infuriatingly blunt manner and takes a step towards Hinata who is sitting awkwardly on his bed.
Hinata forces himself to maintain his gaze at Kageyama’s eye levels instead of gawking over the visible trail of hair that leads down from Kageyama’s navel to his lower body part that is fortunately still covered by the towel.
“Well, I thought about it but –“.
Kageyama is so close now that Hinata swears he can feel the warm heat of his body. There’s definitely no way Hinata can respectfully staring at Kageyama when he’s eye level with Kageyama’s crotch.
“But?”, Kageyama says in his low voice while tucking a knuckle under Hinata’s chin and tilting it up so their eyes are locked on each other’s instead.
Hinata feels dizzy. Kageyama smells so, so good and his deep blue eyes are filled with purpose and desire, he makes Hinata’s whole body thrumming with the need to please him, to make him feel so, so good, so that, even when Hinata is thousands kilometres away from Kageyama, he will ache for Hinata’s touch.
“But I want you”.
When Kageyama brings his impatient mouth down on him, Hinata feels the tip of Kageyama’s tongue licking the outline of his lips, a permission to enter. Hinata surrenders and moans at the hot slide of Kageyama’s tongue against his, and the way Kageyama’s fingers thread into his hair, not too hard, and not too soft.
Fuck, Oikawa-san is really a good teacher. Hinata wonders the amount of kiss that Kageyama has done with Oikawa to get this frighteningly good.
The kiss is deep, so deep and hard and hot that Hinata doesn’t even realize Kageyama is now straddling him and already skillfully works open Hinata’s fly until Kageyama grinds his naked erection against Hinata’s clothed dick together like animals in heat.
“Shit, Kageyama”, he whimpers pathetically when Kageyama finally gives him a moment to breathe, just so, he can push Hinata until his back hit the bed and then, pull his pants all the way down to free his cock from its confinement.
After that, Kageyama says something again, that makes Hinata’s dick twitches in real times.
“You are big”.
Hinata never sees any other real-life dick in his life before, although he’s aware that he definitely packs a few more inches than the average size because he always has a trouble to hide the bulge especially when he’s wearing sports uniform but hearing that straight from Kageyama’s mouth, it awakens the ego in him.
“Guess, these are where all the inches in my height go”, Hinata tries to reply nonchalantly but Kageyama definitely picks up the arrogant tone in his voice as he rolls his eyes annoyingly.
But to his credit, this time Kageyama doesn’t try to lie his way out like when he pretends, he doesn’t see Hinata’s amazing receive.
“Yeah, you really have a big dick”, Kageyama sounds struck. His hand is currently wrapped around Hinata’s length. When Hinata whines at the touch, Kageyama starts to stroke him hard and fast. “I’m not sure if it’ll fit inside me though”.
Hinata quickly sits up straight after that.
Oh, Kageyama is really serious.
Hinata knows he should be a gentleman like maybe offering himself instead because truthfully, he doesn’t mind to be fucked by Kageyama. Actually, he is more surprised that Kageyama wants to bottom for him for their first time. He thought surely Kageyama wants to have an upper hand against him.
But that doesn’t really matter right now.
What comes out from Hinata’s mouth instead is the pure manifestation of his carnal desire to consume Kageyama in a way that will ruin him for anyone else, to erase all of his other firsts, and make the one with Hinata is the only thing that he will remember, “It’s okay. I will make it fit”.
Kageyama is caught off guard with Hinata’s declaration, so, with one swift movement, Hinata manages to pin the setter down on the bed underneath him. Kageyama makes an attempt to break free from being hold down by the wrists but stops fighting when Hinata starts nipping at his throat.
“I really, really want to fuck you, Kageyama. I know you can adjust to me like you always do”.
Kageyama makes an embarrassing sound and Hinata seals the deal with a deep, searing kiss.
He’s definitely out of his mind today.
It’s one thing to kiss Hinata out in a broad daylight and brings him home with the intention to have sex, but Kageyama can't think of one good reason to justify why he willingly put himself in this shameful position because of Hinata.
He is kneeling down on all four with his ass up in the air when he can feel it, Hinata's much-too-large blunt cock head forces against his opening.
Kageyama is very aware that he has never done this before, not even with a toy that the size of Hinata’s cock now demanding his entrance. It is thick and so much more than his own even with Hinata’s four fingers preparation earlier.
Kageyama grunts in real pain as he buries his face and bites the pillow below him to muffle the ugly sobbing sounds he let out. He doesn't want Hinata to think he's too weak for this.
Hinata hasn’t done this before too, which is obvious, because that idiot is eagerly overexcited and doesn’t even wait before trying to shove in another forceful inch, once he manages to push the slick cockhead inside.
He is loudly, repeatedly moaning Kageyama's name watching the obscene sight of the tight hole eagerly clinging to his cock. Hinata can’t help from praising his past few minutes self for successfully convincing Kageyama to have their first time in this position despite Kageyama strong protest in the beginning. “The internet said that doggy-style is the best position for anal sex, Kageyama”.
“Ah…Slow down, a bit, dumbass”.
“Yeah, yeah, fuck, okay, I will go slow and make it so good for you. I promise”.
Hinata sounds genuine but but there’s no mistaking the thick desperation in his voice. His grips on Kageyama’s ass are both bruising and needy although when he runs a hand over Kageyama's back, the touch is soothing.
Kageyama shudders and closes his eyes as Hinata is slowly, very slowly sinking his full length inside until there can be no mistake, that both of them are no longer virgin.
Fuck.
There’s a sharp sting in Kageyama's hole like he’s being torn apart when Hinata bottoms out. The stretch is unbearable but unlike Hinata’s clumsy fingers which have a hard time finding Kageyama’s prostate earlier, in contrast, it’s relatively easy for Hinata to brush and press against that sweet spot once his big dick fills Kageyama's inside with its full volume.
The pain of being stretched out by that huge cock is becoming much more tolerable as the direct contact with his prostate sends a jolt of pleasure through his body.
"Does it hurt?".
"It....doesn't hurt much".
"Am i doing it badly?".
".............'s not......hnn.. bad".
"Does it feels good?".
"'s............good"
"feels so good,....fuck".
When Kageyama starts to push back against Hinata as he thrusts into him, Hinata seems to take it as an invitation to fuck Kageyama faster, harder and deeper.
"Wish you could see yourself, Kageyama,” Hinata pants and spread Kageyama's flushed cheeks apart.
He's currently high in pleasure and power. His fingers are digging hard enough into Kageyama's hips to leave marks. “You’re so hot, so tight, can’t believe I’m the first one to have this.”
It strokes Hinata's ego that in all three years of him knowing Kageyama and being the recipient of his brash attitude, right now, Kageyama is being reduced to a moaning machine and whining mess because of him. He never knows Kageyama can sound this soft and docile but also filthy and erotic.
"H-Hinata,” Kageyama raises his head, his arms are trembling with the effort to hold himself up. There are tear streaks staining his cheeks while his cock is hard and leaking profusely against the bed.
He looks pathetic.
He looks lovely.
He is a prize possession that Hinata wants to ruin and treasures, to show off and claim in front of everyone.
“I c-can’t— I can’t go on anymore,”.
“Okay, okay,” Hinata tells him and pulls out. Kageyama whines when his hole flutters at the loss but Hinata quickly shushes him and helps Kageyama to flip over until his back lays flat on the bed now.
Then, Hinata bends over again so he can lock their lips together in a fragile kiss as he enters Kageyama with a gentle slide.
"Would you let anyone else see you like this when I'm not here, Kageyama?".
Kageyama's throat is so dry with all the crying so, he answers Hinata by wrapping his legs around his waist instead and dig his heels into Hinata's ass, pushing him to fuck him harder.
Do your worse.
Hinata's eyes glint dangerously with the permission.
Everything after that becomes a huge blur for Kageyama. He remembers Hinata's mouthing, "mine, mine, mine", while leaving small bites all over the inside of Kageyama's left thigh that he uses as an anchor to pound into Kageyama with a wild, frantic abandon and the only sounds leaving his own mouth is the incoherent, pleading cries of yours, yours, yours.
And then, Kageyama blacks out when he comes so hard just from Hinata's dick alone.
When Kageyama comes to his senses again, he is still shaking with overstimulation, but most importantly, Hinata is really freaking him out.
Just few hours ago, he's a blushing virgin who was frozen on the spot when Kageyama kissed him using tongue but now, he fucks with the confidence and skills like a sex god.
It doesn't make sense.
Hinata is supposed to be really sucks at this. That's why Kageyama even offered himself to be the receiving end for their first time.
Since this is also his first time, Kageyama knows the probability of him to be really sucked at this must be high too. (He knows because it took quite some times for him to be really good at kissing, although to be fair, Oikawa-san might just set a high standard for himself).
But anyway, long story short, he doesn't want to embarrass himself in front of Hinata. It's one thing to be suck in front of Oikawa-san, but he definitely doesn't want to appear less in front of Hinata of all people.
It might be because of his pride but Hinata.....he has always acted like he's so enamored by Kageyama.
Kageyama is not blind, he knows the power and positive influence that Hinata always has on other people. Even when his greed can sometimes overwhelm them, he flatters everyone he meets. Hinata is the sun after all.
But Kageyama is not just one of the people Hinata unknowingly flatters.
Hinata worships the ground that Kageyama walks on. He speaks so highly of Kageyama and even sometimes, treat him like he's this amazing being, like a God.
And Kageyama wants to meet Hinata's expectations in everything he does but he shall have known better, Hinata will always surprising him instead.
"Kageyamaaaa, are you alive?", Hinata's voice breaks him from his long daze.
He looks guilty and apologetic and finally like the usual Hinata again to Kageyama's deep relief. Not that there's anything wrong with sex-god version of him, but Kageyama will always prefers this Hinata.
Hinata drops tender kisses on his forehead, cheeks and lips as Kageyama's body gradually stops quivering after such a rough fucking. It doesn't erase the stinging pain that is definitely going to make it hard for him to practice normally tomorrow, but Kageyama still appreciates the attention.
It still infuriates Kageyama a little though that Hinata is really, really, amazingly good at sex. But, he decides to not tell him yet because -:
1. It will stroke his already stupidly huge cock bigger.
1. Hinata needs to fulfill his promise to Kageyama's first.
.