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Being Slightly Different Reminiscences As To The Particular Details Of A Shared First Kiss

Summary:

Aziraphale and Crowley have slightly different stories about how their first kiss went. Pure fluff, canonverse, unrelated to s2.

Notes:

Hello! Welcome to the Soft Zone(TM)! I knocked this out in a couple of hours and thought perhaps someone might enjoy it.

Please no s2 spoiler-type mentions in the comments, because A) boo spoilers, but also B) I think my coping mechanism is going to be to fall into softness which is completely independent of s2, for a bit of needed mental/emotional distance. Does this story take place post- both s1 and s2? post-s1 but no s2? something else? You get to pick for yourself!

I am pretty much broken open after watching s2, but maybe marshmallow fluff is sticky enough that I can start piecing myself back together here. Grab some if you want -- the jar is big enough for everyone.

(See the end of the work for more notes.)

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“Nope.” Crowley shook his head. “Never did any such thing.”

“You were so overcome by the depths of emotions which you couldn’t find words to express…”

“Overcome by annoyance, maybe.”

Aziraphale gave the muttered aside the lack of attention it warranted. “Your beautiful eyes,” he went on, "shining with tears…”

He couldn’t help another giggle when those beautiful eyes glared at him with what could have been mistaken for fury, if one didn’t know Crowley well enough. If one didn’t have Crowley’s arms around one’s self, holding tightly but with infinite gentleness.

“Slander,” Crowley growled unconvincingly. “Strode up to you like James bloody Bond, I did. Total poise. Pulled you close — "

“Well, that’s true enough.”

“Dipped you into a kiss so — so epically romantic — "

“Darling,” Aziraphale said, smile only widening when Crowley feigned a sneer. “If you had tried to dip me, you would have ended our first kiss by dropping me on the floor.”

“You’re really not gonna let me have any dignity, are you?”

Crowley’s eyes softened when he said it, though. One of his hands shifted, sliding up Aziraphale’s back to wander into his hair.

I love you, either of them might have said, if they’d needed to.

Aziraphale drew Crowley closer into their embrace. The smile on his face now was probably rather more wobbly. “Oh, all right, you were rather dashing, if I really must be honest. But you were trembling,” he said quietly, “almost as much as I was.”

“Yeah. Yeah, I was.”

When Crowley brushed the back of his fingers against Aziraphale’s cheek, the air felt much more serious than a moment ago. His voice shook but did not quite break. “I’d wanted our first kiss to be perfect. Dreamed about it for so long, you know — all those years when I knew we couldn’t, and then… when I could never quite tell you…”

Aziraphale kissed him now, his beautiful, wonderful demon, whose heart had been wounded so many times and yet was still so full of love. Crowley kissed back without a shred of hesitation.

When they drew apart, Crowley’s adoring gaze sharpened. “I know that look. That’s your I’m-about-to-be-a-bastard look.”

“I thought you liked that look.” Aziraphale’s pout disappeared as Crowley’s lips touched his again. “I was just thinking, well. The circumstances of that first one were… complicated… but even since then, I wouldn’t say we’ve had a single perfect kiss yet.” And, very quickly, before his darling could get any kind of wrong idea: “You do know what the humans say makes things perfect, yes?”

Crowley’s eyes most certainly shone with tears now, though not half as brightly as his grin. “Practice,” he said on a laugh; “right, then, shall we?”

Aziraphale’s answer was more of a hum than actual words. Fortunately, it appeared that on this most recent kiss, they were in total agreement.

Notes:

Thank you for reading! If you were thinking of leaving a comment, please know that I have had to retire from responding to them unless I maybe particularly have something to say (not because I get that many, but because spoon reasons), but that I always treasure every single one. I get them emailed to me individually and immediately read them and go :D :D :D a bunch. I also definitely notice repeat usernames and there tends to be an extra :D for those, too. Filling your brainspace up enough for you to feel it worth mentioning, even for the time it takes to read a few hundred words, is a massive honor for which I am ever grateful.

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