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Midnight arrives marking the end of February 14th.
Valentine's Day is over and Rue didn’t call you.
It wasn't supposed to be like this, you've been thinking about this day since the new year. About how this was gonna be your first Valentine's Day as someone's girlfriend.
A girlfriend, not a fetish or a dirty little secret.
Her girlfriend.
You could have called her. You know this.
But it doesn't feel right you taking that step when she's the one who said you were the worst thing that ever happened to her.
When was she the one who said she wanted to be with you.
And you did, like the silly girl you are.
Addiction doesn't leave much room for love, you learned from your mother. And yet with Rue you thought it would be different.
That this time love would be enough.
That you would be enough.
Yesterday was just another Valentine's Day, and the day passed with you not being anyone's girlfriend.